No.316741
>>316740My advice is to work on your grammar or read your post out loud first before posting.
No.316742
I love the sharp, winter morning air
No.316750
>>316740Be sure you can visualize your fear. Then be sure you are not only fully guarded against it but also able to inflict revenge upon it.
Anxiety is due to something about you that is unfixed, let's say… if you were ripped and handsome you would not fear so much finding yourself naked, is it?
Once the leaking has been fixed, no more water keeps dropping and anxiety is those water drops, alerting you about something flawed to be fixed. Not that you should turn avoidant of the world because of it.
No.316751
>>316740your fears are not an exaggerated, the world really is a shit place and people are evil. stay inside where it's safe and another human can't hurt you. your anxiety is helping you survive in this dogshit existence, don't gaslight yourself into believing their lies.
No.316754
>>316751Exactly how i feel, real world is depressing and shitty, staying in my room is comfy.
>>316750thanks, bro i must man up.
No.316776
I reinstalled Skyrim because I had an idea for the Creation Kit, but I could see within minutes that it wasn't feasible. The idea was to make very large areas of terrain to be able to slowly traverse, but the Creation Kit is not built for the scale I'm looking for.
Then I reinstalled Metal Gear Solid V but I don't know why I keep giving this game chances, I hate it everytime.
No.316777
Waiting to get tested for autism
No.316791
Doesn't eye contact feel too inimate?
No.316792
>>316791It does, and I can't understand how people can be comfortable with it and how it's supposed to be normal and natural. Like if I'm talking with someone, shouldn't the focus be on the words that are said? But maybe people have more bandwidth and can pay attention to the face without losing track of the matter.
Anyway, I feel sort of prosecuted when I have to look people in the eyes. It's not so much about me seeing their eyes, rather about the awareness of them seeing me. I just can't put my thoughts into words as well as when I'm looking away.
Especially succubi, I receive their neutral smiles as mocking and penetrating into my soul.
Also, I would very often like to say "fuck off, that's none of your business" to some people, but I don't know of a polite way to say it, so I circle around the subject and spout some inane bullshit.
No.316796
>>316795Same
I've done some laundry I suppose
No.316798
>>316796Cool, I was about to clean some parts of the house today, it will take very little time and effort.
No.316799
>>316798I got an app to remind me about various household tasks and it's working so far. Does feel like it's nagging me, but the house is a bit cleaner.
A bit of me prefers just letting shit pile up and then sorting it all out in one go.
No.316802
>>316791I don't know about feeling intimate but I do know that I instinctually dislike it and it takes a fuck ton of will power to maintain eye contact with just about everyone including close family members.
No.316804
The worst thing about modern day life is trying to navigate the bureaucracy of life and encountering some glitch. The problem with a glitch is you're doing everything right, but you still get fucked over. Maybe IT or someone can help you, but if they can it will require hours of time on hold going back and forth just to do something that should be simple. It happens all the time too, it's not like glitches are rare.
No.316806
>>316804I call it "The random X factor" when something totally unexpected happens and has huge effects on your life, it can happen to anyone, a rich and healthy person going into a car accident or losing all his wealth or any other possibility I am too lazy to think of.
No.316813
>>316791It's too much attention as per any conversation needs. I use it to give emphasis to whatever I say, then I take it back mostly
>>316802Ancient wiz lore says that we should listen our body above so many things, specially above pleasing normals.
No.316827
>>316802>>316792>>316791Eye contact is one of those things our brain is fundamentaly wired to handle. Eyes are the window to the soul. If you dont have autism and have trouble with eye contact it is either because you think you are a piece of shit and no one will like what they see when they gaze into your soul, or you either think you are not worthy enough to gaze into theirs.
Once I fixed these issues and learned to actually engage with people instead of pretending to engage, eye contact was something I naturally started to do.
No.316828
>>316827>If you dont have autism Where do you think you are?
Of course I have autism. Disliking eye contact is one of the most common symptoms.
No.316829
On youtube I once watched some videos that were, like, first-person simulations of flying into and landing on other planets. It was assuming you were invincible and in some kind of indestructible space suit that allowed you to just fly straight into a planet without being killed or blown away by storms and shit. I think it even had some videos where you would fly into a black hole or the sun and I think there was a silly one about landing on earth.
But that was on a different computer and now I can't seem to find them. Does anyone know what I'm talking about and can find a link to one of the videos? It shouldn't be hard since I'm pretty sure they had lots of views. But I rarely ever use youtube and just can't seem to find them.
No.316831
I hate the constant negativity here (I have the dep board hidden) but I do enjoy reading some of the unique wizardly perspectives.
No.316832
>>316831>wizardly perspectivescan you share some with us? what you remmber
No.316833
>>316828inb4 you don't have autism because asshole thinks autistic people are supposed to be actual retards
No.316834
>>316831>I hate the constant negativity hereYou're looking at it wrong then. If you don't get a warm fuzzy feeling like being covered with a blanket when you're cold from reading then you're an outsider. Take your happy and lucky bullshit somewhere else.
No.316839
>>316834Anyone who feels good upon reading the plights and ill feelings of men is by all accounts an outsider on any board designed for men. "Misery loves company", sure, but misery shouldn't be given what it wants. It should be strangled. Wizchan is just as much a happy place as it is a sad one. Stop trying to shut down the happiness.
No.316841
>>316832I remember one guy here said that people online tend to talk about the world in the sense of how they want it to be, not how it is. I think about that a lot.
No.316843
>>316829Yeah, youtube's search function is intentionally broken and has been for a few years.
You wouldn't happen to remember the channel name would you?
If not it might be a good idea to use bing video search. While I am not a fan of bing's normal search their video search is surprisingly decent.
No.316989
I have come back to browsing after a couple of years absent. Site is slower than I remember.
No.316990
>>316989If you think you can handle the excitement, try typing this into your search bar:
https://wizchan.org/b No.316995
>>316990What will be there?
No.317012
>>316834>>316839I don't get these supposed wizards that are incredibly happy in this particular day and age. What I get even less is that these supppsed wizards are angry that you are miserable, almost like normalfags that are mad that you aren't happy with the status quo.
No.317016
>>316894I made this post. Can someone tell me if it's a good post or not?
No.317018
>>317016they use the same meme on 4chad. you shouldn't be using it here
No.317020
>>317019it looks like the same meme as they use but I think its a bocchi face
No.317023
>>317020Why this wizard is so wrong?
No.317025
>>317023tell me about the meme then
No.317029
>>317016it's excellent and made me smile. the illustration and message alike are clever.
No.317074
Obsessing over a bad idea again.
Thinking about downloading a bunch of stuff and trying to learn to make 3d vtuber models.
Why this is a especially bad idea is because I know very little about 3d modeling, I hate online socializing when it isn't anonymous, and I don't fully understand the technology.
So it's a massive learning curve for something I wouldn't even do anything with, since I hate social media shit and have zero interest in live streaming.
Hell, even if I magical got good at making models I wouldn't be able to sell them since I don't want to interact with "the community" or advertise.
It's the digital equivalent of learning to make Muppets only to put on shows for myself in my own basement for my own amusement.
That is a lot of work for very little gain.
It's a bad idea.
No.317075
My feet are getting wider due to my job.
Now I can't comfortably wear normal shoes. I have to get the extra wide 4E shoes or ones with especially large toebox.
Most of which are ugly.
Turns out new balance is the only mainstream brand that has a decent selection of extra wide shoes. So I might have to embrace the stereotype and get the autism shoes.
No.317077
>>317074eh. if you wanna do it just do it. no harm in trying it out, you might end up enjoying the process and there's no obligation for you to finish anything if you don't like it. we all have to spend our time somehow.
No.317078
>>317036maybe you were supposed to help him?
No.317083
>>317078It isn't help if the person isn't even willing to get started or actually do anything.
They just expected/wanted someone else to make a whole game for them based on their under developed half baked ideas.
No.317098
>>317074Split between character concepts.
Ether a very masculine lutador with martial related alt outfits.
Or
A as adorable a possible elf (the short folklore kind) storyteller and adventurer.
I will mess around in vroid with both concepts and see which one I can pull off better with my limited experience.
No.317099
>>317078Here is some help.
RPG maker is free for a week.
Download it and start learning how to use the program.
No.317100
I just went to listen to "not like us" because it won so many awards. I was expecting it to be like deep or something with artistic merit, but it's literally just him calling drake a pedophile. There's no deeper message or meaning and it's not even that catchy or has a good beat. IDK what the big deal is.
No.317101
>>317100you're supposed to vibe when he says 'dey not like us' and the offbeat music
No.317102
>>317098Decided to split the difference.
Went with a cute elf karate master that loves tales of warriors and guys overcoming hard odds.
Mainly because I can't figure out how to make a wrestling mask in vroid that doesn't look like shit, and there is nothing free on the marketplace that fits a masked wrestling gimmick.
Finished the base model, now I have to do the clothes and hair.
Also would really like a flowing headband and belt effected by physics but I really don't want to learn both blender and unity to build such items. So have to learn how to abuse the hair tool to make such items.
Once I got a complete model I will post a photo.
No.317122
>>316843>>316861Yes, that is it, thank you!
Sorry for replying so late, but thank you.
No.317123
I wish i could find good websites or imageboards that arent full of "im so short and ugly ;_;" crab content
No.317124
>>317123maybe make your own? or if you know how to make a website, I van be the idea guy for you
No.317128
Addy.io works fine for Internet Archive. Uploader field in meta file also shows the alias. Maybe Proton and Addy.io help from copyright mafia there. Changing e-mail doesn't change it in the uploader field in the mets file. So I created a new account. For some reason, it feels as if it's the second time me doing it which would mean that I created 4 and not 3 accounts that I remember.
No.317131
>>317124Nobody needs a idea guy for anything ever.
Learn how to do things.
No.317133
>>317131idea guys are very important
No.317135
>>317134Find stuff to do.
Like a hobby or passion.
You are living your life badly. Not because you are a neet or productive or other normie bullshit.
You are living your life badly because you nether find fulfilment nor enjoyment in it.
Take up the great quest. The quest to find something worth living for. Until then your life will resemble that of the living dead.
No.317137
>>317135Everything either requires an income (which I lack) to be able to do or doesn't interest me.
No.317138
>>317124With AI, the era of the ideas guy is finally dawning. You can just have AI code your website for you
No.317140
>>317138Now that I think of it, that's true. You just need access to a very large data model with zero censorship.
It can even generate you the icons and UI elements. All yiu need to do then is write up interesting content.
If the person is too dumb to come up with the correct prompts for the AI to generate these things, he was a bad "ideas guy" to begin with.
No.317141
>>317140Actually you can just ask the AI how to write prompts for it and it does a pretty good job
No.317157
>>317141Even then, you need an IQ of at least 95 (mediocre) to understand how to utilize these prompts properly to get the desired outcomes.
Billions of people alive are too dumb to gain any sort of usable information out of a LLM based AI even if they had months of personal guidance from Sam Altman.
No.317161
AI isn't the fix you think it is.
It won't magically transform "idea guys" into anything useful.
No.317162
>>316831>>316832>>316841Anymore unique perspectives?
No.317164
>>317157It's shitscripts coded by armies of pajeets, nope even a low IQ moron could enter prompts to generate your shit AI porn
No.317170
I know I shouldnt post there but I just had the weirdest thing happen to me while trying to make a thread on 4chan. My entire post got replaced by something barely resembling what I just had typed, I have NO FUCKING CLUE how that happened. But either my computer is compromised or 4chan has fallen prey to AI shenanigans that modify your post automatically. Even more suspiciously, 4chanX marked the thread as mine and "my" thread was "already made" 15 minutes before with a couple of (You)s in it.
No.317171
>>317170I know 4chanX relies on cookies to do it's thing so it was probably a server side thing. I've also gotten very weird replies to politically incorrect posts, not just niggers suck and trannies suck even though that's true but just questioning a bit further. You know the US pres. is going all out in a war against "antisemitism" right? Where are wizchans servers located again?
No.317172
>>317170can you link to that thread?
regarding AI, I have this uncanny feeling that some posts on wizchan are AI-generated - it's the separated paragraph structure, but also I find some very specific concepts from my own posts, repeated or referenced in the posts I suspect to be AI-generated
No.317173
>>317172https://boards.4chan.org/g/thread/104289003If I get more gaslighting then uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh idk what the fuck I would do. My original post was indeed about Seagate drives but it was a question about whether a particular drive line or family was reliable. So that fake thread was like my post was quickly passed through an AI, analyzed and rewritten with le irony and meme flags.
>it's the separated paragraph structure,To me it's the vaguely interconnected content of the post. At a glance it may seem real, but like most AIs or LLMs it's essentially just regurgitating what it's been "trained" on (I honestly prefer the word observe due to that reason). There is almost always no coherence in a whole post way.
>but also I find some very specific concepts from my own posts, repeated or referenced in the posts I suspect to be AI-generatedYes, that'd be because they're literally trained on your own posts and thoughts. What worries me more about that is if it's user specific, I mean if there's some parameter that says a X type post should be made *because* Y user is online or did Z on another website. That's fucking terrifying if you think about it. Pure noise to deligitimize a platform is one thing, but targeted posts are literal gangstalking. Speaking of which I think Musk has made vague tweets about having an "interest" on 4chan, that may be my memory failing though.
No.317174
>>317172>>317173Funnier still is that in my original, real post I talked POSITIVELY about my personal experience with Seagate (I have a handful that are nearing 100k hours or 10+ years of flawless service). It's like the AI just tried to understand what I wanted to say and missed the whole point. I'm sus of a particular model known for failing and yes I DO realize how stupid that is. You're worried about reliability from a model well-known for failing? YES! It's called getting opinions, fact-checking, making sure there's a consensus regarding a perceived idea, the idea that Seagate sucks (even tho my personal experience disagrees with that). An AI wouldn't be able to infer that properly, instead it'd run with what it's been exposed to (negative opinions about Seagate).
I know /g/ is astroturfed to hell, that might have something to do. Man, fuck that scamming gook hiro.
No.317175
>>317172>>317173>>317174And I really need to fucking add that no AI (as of yet) would be able to understand why someone would do that: trying to get reassurance from buying a product very likely to fail, fuck, sometimes not even real people get it because they grew up wealthy. That's because I'm poor, plain and simple. I need to save money, so I do things that may cause more economic harm in the longterm. Like smoking, I've been trying to quit cigs for years but something always draws me back. That's why I'm posting smoking anime succubi, I'm thinking of nicotine. I'm also doing it because subconsciously it has just hit me like a truck that there is no future in anonymity. I'm sorry there's just no good reason to remain anon in todays world. So I'm like woah look at this smoking-anime succubus gimmick. I would like to be recognized, not because I need external validation but because I don't want to be drowned in a sea of shitposting AIs and shills.
In other news I was in the market for a used GPU to learn AI basics. Again, I know I kinda come off as hypocritical here, hating AI and then wanting to learn AI. But it is what is. Gotta swim with the current, or something. Sometimes you can only fight fire with fire. Yesterday I saw a RTX 2060 12GB listed for $85, yup. I didn't buy it because I knew I was still months from learning how to use it properly so it wouldn't make much sense despite it being a steal (assuming it worked in first place but the listing was marked as sold barely 12 hours after being posted). I don't know if I should beat myself up for it. It also apparently performs the exact same as a regular 2060 super despite twice the amount of vram, and the 12gb version of the 3060 are often close to $200.
No.317181
>>317170I don't think it's AI.
The mods have been known to occasionally modify post on a whim to amuse themselves or flex their power.
It's often arbitrary or used against someone who has said something they don't like but doesn't violate the rules.
There are very few places online that have mods who don't act up or missuse there moderation abilities. Moderation positions tend to attract certain types of people who really shouldn't be trusted with even the tiniest amount of unsupervised power.
It's part of what makes shitchan so shit.
No.317186
>>317181>>317181>mods have been known to occasionally modify post on a whimI thought about that possibility, but the way it happened with zero delay makes me think otherwise. Between the moment I clicked the verify captcha button, hit the submit button and got a fake thread made (with a couple of premade (You)s that 4chanX correctly registered), no longer than 3 seconds must have elapsed. The length of my text was roughly this
>>317175, no human is this fast.
No.317190
>>317181At least this imageboard didn't switch to the "modern" piece of garbage catalog board system which no longer has scrollable threads but a bunch of icons you click on to open threads.
Whoever made that "improvement" should be shot on sight. It's even overtaken the large old giants like 4chan.
No.317191
>>317190why catalog killed imageboards?
No.317196
>>317191Because it's easier to read on normgroids iphones. There is literally no other reason. It also makes injecting ads between threads smoother.
And there is no option to turn it off.
Wizchan is one of the last English-speaking imageboards left that hasn't been enshittified.
No.317197
>>3171904chan is mostly astroturfing spam bots with a few tards in between, same as reddit and every large social media site
No.317207
Hair in 3d software is hard.
I now realize why it so often looks like shit in so many mid budget games.
No.317210
>>317208I really like this animation.
No.317211
>>317190Wizardchan has had a catalogue for over 11 years but it's secondary to the index pages. It's usefull on slow boards where you'd like to find a thread you've posted in a while ago but on a fast board such as 4chan it permits a lot of spambots and absolute knuckleheads to spam and slide threads they dislike.
here Shinobu
No.317218
I'm getting serious 2020 vibes from 2025 so far. I don't care how much you "enjoyed watching normies btfo omg". Shit got about 40% more expensive in 12 months when that happened.
No.317221
>>317218Shut the fuck up and start paying.
No.317222
>>317218Who did you think were going to pay those tariffs 😂
No.317267
I was disappointed by the after valentine's day candy sells.
Lowest I found was 50% off and not even a scrap of dark chocolate was left the day after.
I liked pretending the little dark chocolate hearts were the hearts of demonic enemies and consuming them gave me power.
Milk chocolate just isn't as good.
No.317268
I'm ready to start living my life
No.317277
This years and years late but jesus social media has rotted normalfag brains. Every time I get on a bus or train I just people infinite scrolling on dumb shit.
No.317278
>>317277I don't care what normalfags do
No.317279
>>317277After observing from a distance I have come to the conclusion that while social media isn't harmless, it isn't damaging enough to be seriously concerned about.
That said I still refuse to use it myself.
The closest thing to social media I very occasionally use beside imageboards is game related forums and steam forums, mainly to talk about patch notes, troubleshooting issues, and discussing updates.
I don't like giving information about myself away for free on the internet. Shit is creepy.
No.317282
>>317280>>317280Relatives don't remember it, although I remember even the details. Someone on YouTube tried every popular solution and only repairing network port or whatever physically solved it.
If it's irl — remembering some details; if it's fiction — remembering without so much details. Fake memories could be in both scenarios, but not so big and vivid. I gave up.
No.317286
For now I have put sculping hair to the side and just downloaded stuff other people made.
I will at another time look at what they did and use it as a base of further practice. But I can't let something like this delay my progress towards my goal for too long.
No.317294
I have this annoying habit in which I feel compelled to quickly turn my head and look behind myself at inopportune moments. These moments include things like… fighting a boss battle in a video game or watching an exciting, climactic moment in a video.
For example, if I am fighting against a difficult alien monster in a FPS game, I will feel this strong urge to glance behind my shoulder at the most tense moments. Or if I'm watching a fight scene in a movie, or even if I'm just watching short "rekt" webms!
(Sometimes, rather than turn my head completely around, I'll feel compelled to quickly move my eyes in order to shift my gaze back and forth multiple times before centering my gaze back on the screen; sometimes I'll feel compelled to cross my eyes several times and hold that stupid cross-eyed gaze for several seconds.)
I hate this, I look retarded, it ruins my enjoyment, and I've never heard of anyone else having this fucking problem.
No.317316
>>317280Fun fact: If you have *any* old HDD enclosure (like those old external Western Digital USB drives) from the 2010s
you can smash the plastic casing and simply remove the HDD adapter with a simple Philips screwdriver.
Then connect it to any 3.5" or 2.5" SATA drive through USB.
I did that for 13 years until the pins on the adapter bent to the point of unusability.
I even played multiplayer games through the adapter with minimal disk lag.
No.317321
Connected my HDD adapter to the TV. It recognized it immediately, although only music, videos, images, and PDFs (not opened those) were shown, i.e. folder with unsupported formats were empty).
Just like the last time, my foot was sprained, yet I tried and did it. As if brain has some subconscious memory that dictates what order the things should be done and under which conditions again.
The TV could show subtitles, remembered the place where the playback was left. The fullscreen button didn't work. A few times of video going faster and returning to the folder files list.
On Internet Archive I've had another problem with a file upload. Renaming and shortening the file title helped. I've already done it in the past, but all videos perhaps were deleted by myself as the creator was still alive and I didn't want to be alive with an obligation to add new stuff constantly as if suicide/magical euthanasia death intervention was not an option.
Perhaps the match my father saw on the HDD and the PPV was different as I hadn't seen WrestleMania X (1994) at that point in the past (first time connecting the HDD in the first, forgotten enclosure. My father seeing at least one match was also the same (passive aggression towards the content as a personal attack with plausible deniability of it all). Though the tag team match between The Quebecers and Men on a Mission (big black men) left some enjoyment experience in him.
No.317322
>>317321>returning to the folder files listThe playback fell, next playback was from the beginning of the same video after choosing it.
No.317323
What the fuck. There was just some dude with a camera outside my house that I noticed pointing it right at my window. I didn't have my glasses on so I ducked out of sight of him and got my glasses and then I see him walking away hastily with the camera in his hands.
No.317329
>>317323that's how it started for me too. did you post anything "controversial" online lately?
No.317349
>>317333Just hit 'em with a laser first and they can't see you coming. It's arguably more humane, but I'm sure the Geneva convention would disagree.
No.317376
Another board I browse (not on this site) does not want to do anything other than posting pornography and talk crab stuff. I may have to stop posting in it.
No.317381
Do you have unusual food preferences?
I must have my eggs rock hard. I can't stand even a bit of softness in eggs. Raw egg just seems like disgusting slime. And then there are people who crack the shell on their teeth and gulp the egg, completely raw. Don't they know where eggs come from, and what's on the shell as a result?
I hope I didn't ruin your meal, if you're eating right now.
No.317385
>>317381You've probably eaten thousands of pastries, cakes, breads or prepared foods that had raw egg as an ingredient in it if you're not an egg allergic.
No.317386
>>317385Sure, which is why I'm cautious about things that contain puddings and other creamy stuff. I'm not allergic to eggs, just disgusted by raw eggs, and yet there are people who even prefer slimy scrambled eggs, or who have no issue with runny egg white in boiled eggs. Was just wondering if this aversion to slime is more common among wizardly types.
No.317402
Got panda and a kitten video in YouTube recommendations. Synthesized content in the description by YouTube. AI, false advertisment, not in the title video, in the comments nobody mentions it. I reported it as deceptive. It's a loss for humanity or researchers or some culture fandom. Panda's eyes were shiny and unnatural. Just photos and a few segments with minimal motion.
No.317403
>>317402*not a loss (if it gets deleted)
No.317404
>>317402Maybe the uploader can save the video as private and reupload it somewhere for AI-fags. But it was deceptive and not in the video title or even beginning of the description. Typesetting and placement means it was from YouTube like they usually do.
No.317405
>>317404Needless to say, it wasn't like picture used with AI where the artist spent 5 days doing one picture or like Linkin Park music video "Lost" made with AI assistance by actual artists.
No.317406
>>317404classic ersatz deception, the original is replaced with a cheaper substitute
same as:
carob instead of cocoa
seed oils instead of animal fats
soy instead of meat and dairy
and so on
No.317436
Last time I checked archive.org, it still had uploader's e-mail in the metadata file or whatchamacallit. I have reasons to be afraid that my relatives after my demise would delete my uploaded files there (hate towards the content and general tendency to destroy my hobby things, although the latter never happened to digital files and the promise was given precisely about the archive. Currently my e-mail is my e-mail forwarding address. However, in the settings of that service I've put my Proton mail which I happen to use in such a way that it's impossible to ditch it. My plan: get Tuta again, it gets deleted after 6 months if not used, use it to sign up for another email which requires a backup mail. That put that new non-Tuta e-mail to the alias and the settings of forward e-mail provider. Having more than 1 Proton accounts is not recommended and I've already created two. My Google and Proton mails won't be used in my new e-mail so that nobody would recover the password (if they know the login) or know about it from e-mails sent from that new e-mail provider. OccasionallynI would go to Tuta so it won't get deleted and after death I won't.
I put passwords and logins so that it won't be obvious about what's what. I still save it in case I would have amnesia. I even wrote down who's my waifu though it would be obvious from my MAL and franchise knowledge in my files.
I prolly already wrote about this plan when I was thinking about my second archive.org account which I also would need to double check if I had unsubscribed from their newsletter to my Gmail. I would be subscribed on that new mail with Tuta as a backup mail which they force to get. Cock.li or others like that are shady and not an option. Then I get those videos which are also on YouTube and put them into PeerTube and check the Way back Machine. Often it's not saved properly. One video would be uploaded as restricted or private on my YouTube account and I'll save it the mentioned way before setting it as private. It's taken from one site and can take it down for copyright and I don't want to lose my playlists even though I sometimes backup them with Google Takeout. Who knows in this tumultuous times.
The fact that I've prolly written about it and didn't do it means something was off, perhaps the forwarding e-mail provider settings. I have to make sure that no trace of Wizchan is on my tablet. They can see it, go to Wayback Machine, use Google Translate and see this lost and get the idea. In fact, it can happen as Google also saves search history and autofilling. I'll put links to my new blog on Google Blogger and some other wiki place where even if they delete it, the history would have my edit. Although they can ask admins to delete the edit. However, it's unlikely they'll know about it and it has to be offending comments or private info to hide. I went to one journalist/archiver on YouTube, clicked on the letter sign, proved I'm not a robot and got his e-mail, he has many of those videos on YouTube and Telegram. But I decided not to bother. Archive, YouTube, PeerTube, WaybackMachine, that man, the authors and mass media, educational centers who had those interviews and lectures. That should be enough with not putting all into one nest. And then I delete those 43 Gb if not more as I don't have much place on my HDD, external HDD doesn't work my laptop and using WeTransfer or something better with my father's PC is too much time. Who knows if they delete my files.
Previously my two uploads on my first archive.org account that I've forgotten about was deleted due to copyright (the books in the source language were available for borrowing).
No.317437
>>317436>was given precisely about the archiveThat the person won't delete my uploads.
I saw one uploader disappear with his uploads and now he's back and all his links work properly. Then there's successful requests to recover files on Internet Archive. Someone said that have at least some servers with copies in other countries. But then one clearly a hater by the whole post on plebbit wrote that in San Francisco they're are located not far from some oil place, one match away from a catastrophe in their own words. If true, that's devastating.
No.317439
>>317437If I can't change the e-mail attached to the alias, I could delete written down password for Proton (login is already known), change Proton backup address from Gmail to Tuta, unsubscribe from everything, so that they couldn't enter Proton using recovery through Gmail backup, then enter addy.io (reset through Proton) and then entering my Internet Archive account and deleting my uploaded files (they could know login from the metadata). Of course, the e-mail connected to addy.io (Proton) and addy.io both should be used in both scenarios carefully. Make sure I don't have big probability of heart attack, collapsing, fainting, etc. when I'm there and deleting all the history and cookies, etc.
No.317440
>>317439I can change my email on Internet Archive using new alias to some other email (new email with Tuta as backup), then delete old alias attached to Proton and change backup to Tuta. Old uploader's e-mail would be still be in the old metadata but the alias would be inactive and the new alias would be used on Internet Archive without being attached to Proton which is used elsewhere and hence why I couldn't ditch it.
No.317442
>>317433didnt watch. probably cope. not serious? it doesnt matter bc it can generate quality hentai that will look better than most artcucks work in less than a minute. AIslop won.
No.317443
>>317442Your pavlovian response tells me everything I need to know about you.
No.317452
I have given up on hair (for now).
While I learned how to do it, nothing I created really fit the character I am focused on.
Instead I am using layered textures to give him waves.
This will mean that it will be extremely easy to add hats, head accessories, and head bands to the model without worrying about messing with hair clipping through the props and accessories.
Next session will be dedicated to more edits of the cloths textures.
Really rather have a good baseline of outfits I am happy with in vroid before fully rigging the face in blender. Once I make the blender model it will be MUCH harder to make full outfit edits later.
I am looking for ways to only have to do the facial blend shapes once, and just copy and paste it to any new similar models for the same charcter, because the process is SUPER tedious.
But yeah, still making the vtuber model. Progress is being made.
Though holy fuck balls is blender unintuitive to use. Seems like to do anything involves going through 8 layers of drop down menus and 12 different hotkeys.
Sure, if I stick with it, eventually I will remember where everything is, but for now its very slow going.
No.317470
Hour 24 of my hopefully at least 72 hours fast. Wew lad, this gets harder as you age, I remembe my last fast was around September and it was so easy I didn't even notice the first 48 hours but I'm fugging dying rn.
No.317472
I am now a wizard.
No.317475
>>317472Congratulations 🎉
No.317478
>>317470you took a huge break from fasting, it's expected, i know from experience, it's all about the body getting used to it.
No.317480
>>317452Found this program called Warudo.
It's soooo much better than VseeFace, like holy shit.
I don't see why this program isn't way more popular with vtubers.
Though now it makes me want to create custom props and 3d rooms…
Which means more grinding in blender.
Blender is not fun to learn or use, but it opens up so many possibilities.
That said I wish I was rich enough that I could just pay someone to do the blender stuff for me.
No.317481
>>317478Hour 48. Hunger is gone, energy is mostly back but the palpitations are there. Actually I've never done a *succesful* longer fast, I've fasted for up to 7 days before but I'm pretty sure I had issues with electrolytes and refeeding-syndrome like problems. Right now I just drink water, nothing else. That sucks because since I started fasting every now and then from around 2020 I've noticed that even though the hunger is never a problem per se I can feel my electrolyte levels keep getting worse, how do I know? Feeling light-headed, weak muscles, and specially palpitations. It's all so fucking gay because if you try asking a proper doctor or medicine person you get hit with answers like "errrm ackchyually fasting is a fad and is bad for you", then you go ask normal people and you get hit with a bunch of schizophrenic and shodily researched crap from ketolards or people like Cole Robinson who clearly has gifted genetics. Yes I know the Snake Juice recipe, I also know that there are homemade Oral Rehydration Salts, but I just don't trust either of these fuckers. And nofuckingbody cares enough to do some proper real fucking research on the importance of this despite the potential immense benefits from it. I do eat a fucking lot of spinach, milk and salt already so I know it's not inadequate intake, some people just have a natural tendency to have problems with it is my guess.
I guess I'll have to stop a bit early, like 60 hours. I'm not feeling bad tho, maybe it was the 8 cups of coffee I had before starting this fast lmao.
On a semi-related note you know that clear headedness you get when fasting, yeah? well, it just hit me again and again like a truck, the absolute fucking state of my life, typing this in a dying imageboard as if anyone cares, as if there was any good reason for doing this. I shoulnd't be here. Most of us shouldn't for a myriad of reasons but *I* specially shouldn't be here. No, I'm not a normalfag and I'm not a sexhaver. But to be completely honest I've always FUCKING HATED the escapist lifestyle with a passion. Too bad one needs fucking money for basically everything these days, if it were for me I'd be doing psychedelic drugs all day and composing music but I'd also like a social life with like minded individuals with no weeb interests in-between. It's just bad for the soul you know? You can say whatever you want about that but it is female worship in a way, every fucking chinese cartoon worshipping these demons in some way. Why is it that the more "advanced" a civilization becomes the more it pedestalizes females huh? I read years ago that jewish succubi selected specially for sociability traits, and thus the higher a jewish male was on the social hierarchy the higher the chance he would try pushing this retarded female enabling ideas on everyone else. It's so scary when you think about, the most hellish situation for an asocial and generally hateful male to be in. I genuinely don't think males were built for this.
It matters to me, becoming "succesful" I mean, because I need to get my revenge on some people. Once I'm done with that I think I can kiss life goodbye, because apparently the average individual is too fucking stuck up to realize what is actually going on and where the future is heading towards to. You think things are bad now? You think it's going to get better? Ha! you poor ignorant fool.
No.317488
>>317481I totally hate tranime, I'm addressing a serious problem. Anime is also associated with troons, anime is the pipeline to troondom, All you anime poster are crypto troon lovers, Wizard weaboos are an abomination. These anime troons belong with transsexuals, not with us, Anime is extremely troon coded, all troons started from there.
No.317490
>>317489
every tranny online has an anime avi or uses anime images on imageboard, cope, anime is tranny-coded.
No.317493
>>317490There is a huge overlap in autism and male to female transsexualism. If you google it, even the tightly moderated tranny subreddits agree and there is some scientific literature to support it.
Ever wondered why their pre-op faces look so autistic and why they behave like autists? Well, because they are.
And since their chances of having intimacy and sex as a male is below zero, they do what the ultra-autistic brain logically deduces: "I must become femaIe."
No.317498
Hour 60+ or so, palpitations are gone, energy going down again and the hunger is kicking in, I'm craving pineapple and cantaloupe and tuna so fucking bad. Ugh, if I make it to 72 I think I could easily make it to 84 or more by sleeping. I had the best sleep in months last night by the way.
>>317488I was thinking mostly of moeshit and anything with the word romance in it. Non-female focused anime and games are fine by me, the problem is it does feel like the former have completely replaced the latter. Oh man and don't get me started on gachashit. What I'm trying to say is fuck succubi and fuck everything that enables them because yes I do think most anime glorifies being female in a way. I think corporations and government have an interest in pushing that perception because females are social animals so fucking much and that basically means an easier to control and mold population.
>>317493>they do what the ultra-autistic brain logically deduces: "I must become femaIe."I think there's more going into it but my brain can't explain it so well right now.
No.317499
>>317498Forgot to add, unlike last time I'm drinking as little water as possible, because I read a conflicting theory that drinking plain water flushes whatever electrolytes remain in your body. Could be true, that's what I wanted to say at first like you see people having generally positive experiences with fasting as well as dry fasting but the research is not so good yet, I mean there's research on the effects but not on the ideal way to go about it.
Not like anyone reading this would understand or care about that, not saying it in an offensive way either, just venting my thoughts a bit.
No.317500
>>317499It removes electrolytes and salt ions but doesn't completely remove them. Though if you do drink a huge, huge amount of water (like 8 liters in one go) you can die, because it will dilute all the electrolytes in your body close to nothing.
No.317501
>>317500Makes sense, I've drank under 1lt for the past 2 days, that's what my body felt like drinking, nothing more. I've heard lemon juice with salt helps but I didn't feel a difference when I tried it last time, going to try it again right now, with a spoonful of salt.
No.317502
>https://www.reddit.com/r/Frugal/comments/1425bm2/can_i_just_put_some_salt_and_lemon_juice_in_my/>You need some kind of sugar in order to increase absorption in your intestines. There’s these things called sodium-glucose transporters and without adequate sugar, less electrolytes & water are absorbed.Fucking reddit making me doubt everything I know. But that's what the WHO Oral Rehydration Salt formula says too.
No.317504
Hour 72, I'll proceed to eat fruit and milk.
No.317508
>>317502That's why gatorade has a tiny amount of fructose besides the salt. Hydration in a sustainable manner isn't as simple as just drinking water, especially during intensive activities that last for hours under direct sunlight.
No.317510
I wish I had a fellow autistic NEET bestfriend to do gamedev together with & we could escape NEETdom together.
No.317511
>>31751099% chance they will just let you down, create friction and make it harder for you
No.317513
>>317510My wizfriend I wish too T_T
No.317517
>>317510You again.
Made zero progress I am guessing and trying to bait people to do all the work for your lazy ass again.
You have all the time in the world and have done nothing.
I work full time and still carve out the time to learn and practice new hard technical shit(currently learning motion capture animation and a tiny bit of 3d modeling), and still have plenty of time to enjoy my other hobbies.
Involving other people just creates complications and you will never get what you really truly want. For collaboration requires constant compromise.
The main thing holding you back is yourself and your total unwillingness to do hard work for the sake of what you desire. If you can't do what is needed for the sake of your dreams then why would others work for the sake of your dreams?
No.317518
>>317517i think the fantasy is that if you had a special wizfren, it would be easier to do the hard work and you would motivate each other and the work would be 100x more rewarding than doing it on your own.
No.317521
>>317517How the fuck do you have the energy to do all that, man?
>then why would others work for the sake of your dreams?Let me ask you something and please answer me honestly, do you have other people in your life? Anything at all? Can be family, very old friends that you see once a year, anything
No.317524
>>317521Blood family sacrifice money and effort for their own because it ultimately advances their genetics (even if with a 10-20 year lag).
It's a gamble which member of the family or extended family eventually procreates so the optimal evolutionary strategy is helping all of them when possible with whatever you can manage, because it also propagates your own DNA and ensures its survival.
Helping out a complete stranger who might permaghost you any day is more or less pointless unless you get paid to do so.
No.317531
>>317521>How the fuck do you have the energy to do all that, man? I make sure to get a decent amount of sleep consistently, I get regular exercise, and I enjoy 1-2 cups of tea a day.
>Let me ask you something and please answer me honestly, do you have other people in your life? Sorta.
I email my mom to keep in touch around once a month. Mostly to let her know I ain't dead. I also talk to my old martial art's teacher around once every 3 months, whenever he has a new thing going wrong with his health. He gets bored being stuck at home so I think he goes through his contact list to find people to listen to him complain (he is really old).
Other than that it's just casual acquaintances that I intentionally maintain a professional distance from.
Why do you ask?
Are you trying to get me banned?
No.317536
>>317517>You again.
>Made zero progress I am guessing and trying to bait people to do all the work for your lazy ass again. ????????????????
I literally only ever made 2 other posts on this website & none of them were about gamedev. So IDK what you are talking about
>Involving other people just creates complications and you will never get what you really truly want. I don't understand this pessimism & I'm not gonna let it hold me back because there's many things to learn from other ppl & even then if you are afraid of creative disagreements, etc. You can just plan ahead to avoid those as much as possible. The other fren in
>>317518 is right though about my intentions. Thanks for the advice anyways
No.317539
>>317536It's not pessimism, it's realism and experience.
Fact of the matter is if you can't then you aren't. Nobody is coming to do it for you.
The sooner you get that through your thick skull the sooner you will ether commit to putting real work in or leaving dreams to stay dreams.
No.317564
>>317515>I feel kinda bad for Lowtax.Personally I feel more bad in Lowtax's direction than feeling much for him as a specific person. Tbh the only real memory I have of Lowtax himself was the boxing match with Uwe Boll. I'm sure he wrote some really funny things but I liked other authors more and eventually drifted towards using SA just for humorous LPs of partially-translated Japanese eroges or other nonsense that Lowtax had no interest in or contribution towards.
Lowtax's personal deficiencies, problems and the horrible downward spiral he went into after becoming a father and all the really dark sexual shit with his animator friend–that's all stuff that probably means a lot more to people who used to read his stuff or who really enjoyed Shmorky's animations. It's all bad and I feel bad reading it but in the way that you feel bad reading about anyone who does too many drugs, loses too many friends and hits the ejector seat. It also feels kinda dirty if I try to feel too bad for him since, y'know, I felt nothing for him while it was happening despite sometimes reading some bits of gossip while events were unfolding. The dominant feeling I have is more emblematic of how unsustainable and individually fragile the old internet really was. The way it relied on tentpole personalities and individual site administrators who all turned out to be too mentally ill, emotionally weak, or financially insolvent to operate in that capacity and support themselves in life at the same time. This whole internet mess was never really going to work out.
No.317575
>>317574On second thought might make a alt outfit that is more outdoors/adventurer themed.
Or I can finish this one and then make a alt-model.
No.317576
>>317574>>317575Put shoe on head
No.317577
>>317576Going to be real with you, I don't currently know how to do that, and it would take me hours to figure it out.
So no.
No.317578
>>317577Are you using Blender?
No.317580
>>317578Vroid studio mainly.
I am still learning the basics of blender, and have been using it as little as possible. My newbie workflow in blender is painfully slow as I basically have to look up everything as I go.
I have to set more time aside to just grind tutorials until I get the hang of the program.
Which sucks since I also need to grind video editing skills too since it's been ages since I made proper videos.
So much to do and so little time.
No.317606
Turns out it's surprisingly easy to run LLMs locally on your own machine. I always thought it would be hard but it's actually simpler than most programs to run. I don't have a gpu either and it still runs well.
No.317609
>>317606Yeah, I messed around with it too a couple months back.
Though once the novelty wore off I kinda stopped using it and now contemplating deleting it since it most take up a ton of space.
No.317611
>>317608Unfortunately there was zero visibility in my area due to extremely cloudy weather.
No.317626
>>317625I wasn't a fan of the fap thread being disbanded but…
You have made me reconsider my previous position on the topic.
Cringe and gross dude.
No.317645
>>317633I am 100% male.
You are disgusting.
No.317652
>>317645I am a heterosexual. You are gay.
No.317700
Didn't really work on vtuber project this week.
Was depressed.
Got over the depression (mostly) and will get back to it shortly.
I think having a cold made me feel like shit, feeling like shit triggered feelings of worthlessness, and feelings of worthlessness triggered the depression spell.
But now that I am over the cold I am feeling better mentally and emotionally as well.
In other news, blender just updated and made the most important one of the add ons I was using stop working.
Yay!
The dude who made the add-on says he is working on a update and it should be out in a couple days.
Until then I will go back to grinding general tutorials instead of working directly on my VRM model.
No.317701
>>317700Rule #1 of Blender is to never update Blender
No.317702
>>317701Lesson learned, lol.
No.317747
>>317746Do you think these gigacorps will actually hire assassins and threaten smaller companies if they don't yield to these buyouts?
I mean, if the smaller company manages to grab even a 5-10% market share, they will decimate the post-tax profit of the bigger companies. If there are more than one of these small fish nabbing 1-2% here and there, their profits would plummet.
No.317755
>>317747>Do you think these gigacorps will actually hire assassins and threaten smaller companies if they don't yield to these buyouts?That's basic corp business, wake up.
No.317760
>>317747Killing people achieves nothing, unless the next person in line would agree to the buyout.
What they'll do instead is make their product/service cheaper to slowly steal away the smaller company's market share, even if this makes them lose money in the short term.
They'll make their product/service cheaper than the smaller company can afford to.
No.317776
>>317074I've thought about doing this as a way to make money. Basically no one is going to watch me do anything on youtube, but if I make a really cute succubus vtuber with a really cute AI voice that no one can tell is AI I bet I could make money by just making random youtube videos about stuff I'm interested in. I like that it allows a level of anonymity while still allowing you to make videos.
No.317777
>>317776It's a lot of work to get such a thing set up, but then once it is set up the temptation to go the low effort content farm route is high.
The odds of making much money is also pretty low. So it's better to look at it as a hobby that maybe sometime in the future be able to pay for it's self.
No.317780
>>317777Not really. Back when I had no self respect, I made 30-40 dollars a day off íncels on chaturbate and livejasmin just with a basic female video filter.
They would send you 2 to 5 dollar tips every 10-20 mins just for looking at the screen and playing some video game. They had no idea they were staring at a guy.
A few turned into stalkers and sent tip messages like "you too good to talk to me?" "why wont you date me? you do realize I know where you live".
Gave me a pretty good glimpse of the kind of person who frequents those sites and also a few thousand dollars of free cash.
No.317794
>>317780Sounds fake and gay if I am totally honest.
No.317795
>>317794Go ahead and try it yourself. It can absolutely be done in 2025 as well.
No.317796
>>317794People are using AI to catfish Hindus and the Chinese. You need to realize, there are close to 2 BILLION working, online CRABS from cultures that insist men thropw their money at succubi. These third-world bugpeople will throw their slavebux at any attractive female over the internet even if they don't get anything back, because they believe doing so is good karma or something. These people exists solely to give cheeky White NEETS money
No.317797
>>317796Those are just the easiest targets. There are also plenty of weirdos in the US and Europe who will throw money at a succubus talking, or even just existing in a video frame.
The free filters you can find online are so advanced these days a fat hairy 50 year old man can be transformed into a 20 year old asian succubus.
You do have to be super careful that the software doesn't crash or the donators will flee once they realize it's a guy.
No.317801
>>316739Got admission exam next week. I plan to spend the weekend to study, it's just a technical career but I don' want to get turned down cause I forgot school math. Also it's a good workout for the brain before he actual studying begins.
No.317837
i miss neet moe
it was fun
No.317838
>>317822This has been making the rounds. Nothing new in it though.
>>317837Same.
No.317875
>>317822That is pretty much how I was when i was in college. I literally was only there because I had to be to get a decent job so I half assed everything not related to my degree.
I would imagine this got worse over the years. It'll just get worse until jobs stop requiring useless college degrees.
No.317889
i recently learned that one thing reddit does when it wants to get rid of a subreddit it has not legitimate reason to ban, is ban all mods one by one, then ban it for being unmoderated
No.317922
>>317889also, another thing i noticed is that reddit now has ads within the comment section
reddit's evolution is like a microcosm of modern society's
No.317932
>>317931
Do you remember /meta/burgering?
No.317961
I want to vent about something because there's no one I can talk to about this.
There's a guy that I started talking to on the internet to join a sort of project he was working on (being vague here), and at first we chatted a lot like friends and got along well, but then we started getting into fights (mostly due to random stuff unrelated to the project) and he blamed me for it (even though I didn't interact with him any differently than I do with other people that I talk to online), so I started walking on eggshells and being careful with what I say to not "trigger" him, but despite that he got more and more sensitive, and even though I started trying to avoid talking with him about topics unrelated to the project, now it's like he has a massive stick up his ass and no matter what I say or do he will use it as an excuse to throw another digital tantrum.
And something that I really hate about him is how hypocritical he is; he's constantly showering me with insults including things related to my personal life, or belittling my hobbies/interests, and I just eat it all up, but then he throws tantrums from innocuous things that I say and didn't even mean in offense; he says that I'm the asshole and the crazy one, and he even tries to play the victim and say that I'm "trying to kill him" and that if he's acting crazy then it's me who turned him into that.
To me it looks like everything about us is at odds and we weren't meant to be together. But if I want to let go of him, that means that I have to let go of the project, and I'm not sure if that's a sacrifice that I'm willing to make. Maybe he's being extremely antagonistic towards me on purpose to make me quit the project for some reason, I don't know.
What can wizzie say?
No.317962
>>317961Each day is a chance to start a new project. I start projects like nobody's business. Cut him loose before he causes any lasting damage. Might be a chance to re-assess what you are doing with your life. When one door closes, another opens.
No.318015
>>317961Sounds like a textbook narcissist. Drop that fucker like a rock.
No.318160
So what is the next chan that will absorb 4chan's users?
No.318161
>>318160Most will return to the normienet sites from whence they came. The hardcore channers will be scattered to the wind across a dozen altchans.
No.318171
Mod is insisting that vtubers are completely banned again because a single obvious troll was trolling.
Guess that means I can't share my progress here anymore when it comes making vtuber related stuff.
Not worth getting banned over.
No.318173
>>318171Oh, on a related note, video editing is a lot easier than I remember it being.
It used to take me hours to set up blue screen effects and transparency, now most software can do it in a few clicks with decent results.
No.318183
>>318160>So what is the next chan that will absorb 4chan's users?I mean, 4chan, and most altchans, have been dead for over a decade. A handful of boards were propping 4chan up.
No.318184
>>318183There's really nowhere to go, I guess. Just learn to talk less about things.
No.318204
>>318161what altchans are there even? All I know about is wizardchan and 8chan. I guess 8chan will probably get the most traffic.
No.318225
>>318205wow, a whole list of sites worse than 4chan. Didn't know it was possible.
No.318230
>>318205Love that site for helping me find wapchan
No.318231
>>318204there is a german chan called kohlchan which has an int board that has a small and stable population.
there is also a finnish chan called ylilauta
finally if you are a leftoid there is leftypol
No.318232
of all the chans i've lurked in, this one is the best. Really makes you think
No.318233
>>318232That's because it's small and only fills a few niches.
No.318237
>>318231I don't know any German or Finnish.
I wonder if all the English language chans are slowly dying off.
No.318238
>>318231>ylilautaylishit is even more cancerous than 4chan
No.318276
>>318238My country's imageboard is very awful as well. I moved to one of less dead altchans, if it goes under I'd rather just quit posting entirely than move there.
No.318504
>>318231I went to that finnish one once and was amazed at how utterly devoid of thought each and every one of the posts there was. Like it was as if they were doing some sort of ironic inside joke where they were all pretending to be retarded on purpose and you're not allowed to say something that isn't retarded because then you're not being sporting and good fun. It was just weird.
No.318544
>>318504Protip: avoid finns and yilauta like the plague. That chan is literally just a honey pot for their police. Also finns have some pretty obsessive stalker-trolls.
Witnessed one stalk and harass an anon, not even a person with a name for ten fucking years.
No.318552
>>318544>>318504Finns in general have some weird mental thing where they use logic that makes no sense to outsiders. I dont know if its a result of having such a different language and it doesnt translate well or what.
No.318553
>>318552Finns as a people have a collective dread over being irrelevant. Before the internet took off no one even knew they existed.
when they get a little bit of attention they act up and become insufferable attention whores.
No.318769
>>318553Sounds just like Poland, then. Both countries also have tons of male autism compared to other countries.
In fact, I was on a Polish chan where a disgruntled user paid an unimaginable amount of money for a blackhat hacker to hack into the server and leak a moderators email and information.
He apparently even got into his email and got his identity/home address from order receipts.
Many imageboards aren't just harmless trolling and unhinged fun, theyr'e full of psychotic and very dangerous people who are a risk to society.
Living in Poland I also relatively often read of loners lashing out and attacking other students in secondary education or high school.
I also wonder if it's something in common to countries that were formerly part of Russia in some capacity (as a trauma).
No.318775
>>318544On 4chin once there was this Finn shit talking my country.
I politely pointed out the thing he was talking about also existed in Finland to an even greater degree and everyone there knew.
For whatever reason this absolutely broke his mind. Every day for years he would sit on the board trying to bait infomation out of me to doxx me, by pretending to be other anons. I pretty much had to stop interacting with any Finnish threads or Finns at all on 4chin.
Came back sometime later and the guy was still trying to bait random anons and accusing them of being me. Left the board and returned 3 years later, and he was STILL doing it. Truly schizo.
No.318776
>>316739Work finally blocked all altchans but this place. What a pain.
No.318780
>>318232The smaller the better really, you just don't want it to get so small that it dies
No.318790
>>318232Male virgins are typically very introverted. People usually act like assholes to intimidate others and take a higher place in the social hierarchy for better access to resources. Wizards have little incentive to do that.
No.318796
The internet has become so massive, but it feels like a wasteland, i can't find any communities for me.
No.318798
>>318796I feel you, it's like even on the internet you have to tryhard and larp a wise guy. People no longer relate to other posters, they just look for weak points to pick at and call you a retard because your post is not impeccable. I just want a place where I can reveal my stupid lazy slob identity.
No.318815
>>318796What exactly are you looking for? You might have to brave Discord.
No.318816
>>318775Probably the #1 country per capita in Europe (or even globally) if sorted by the amount of vengeful, low-functioning psychopaths.
I don't know why them in particular, maybe due to the extreme pressure from a thousand years of exploitation by Sweden and Russia.
No.319039
WrestleMania week has ended. I've watched: Speed (3 m), WrestleMania Kickoff (50m), SmackDown (2h 32m), Hall of Fame Red Carpet (1h), Hall of Fame (3h 20m), Countdown to Stand & Deliver (1h), NXT Stand & Deliver (2h 58m), Countdown to WrestleMania Saturday (3h 1m), WrestleMania Saturday (4h 12m), WrestleMania Post-Show (1h 30m), WrestleMania Recap (1h 15m), Countdown to WrestleMania Sunday (3h), WrestleMania Sunday (3h 45m), WrestleMania Post-Show (1h 27m), WrestleMania Recap (1h 25m), The Slammys (1h 21m), RAW (2h 53m), RAW Recap (1h 23m).
In total 37h 22m. Post-show talk shows like RAW Talk used to be 30 minutes, then with 2 hours instead of 3 on RAW on USA Network and it became 1 hour. Now podcasts with video are more than 1 hour for the biggest PLE and preshows for main roster are 3 hours. It used to be 15m for main roster PPV promos (PPV exclusive promo show, not a countdown), 30m-1h for NXT pre-show, 1-2 hours for main roster pre-show. NOW IT'S 3 HOURS. Triple H lost his mind, he retconned Universal title history, uses kayfabe/immersion breaking with nothing in return and enables it in others like contributors at the countdown panel, McIntyre at the kickoff (it wasn't a fan convention or a shoot video). Words «turn» and «heel» was used too much even for those who say you can admit on screen that some slang exists among fans and in the industry without explaining the meaning and it won't break kayfabe. Travis Scott was at the stage with the collectible cards and Tyler Breeze wore his ”Wrestling Is Real" shirt for which Scott was applauded as if it's some achievement to sell such shirts all while pissing on the integrity of pro wrestling. They have kayfabe interviews with the wrestlers on their podcasts while straightforwardly exposing he business. Soon preshows would be longer than PLEs themselves? About 8,000 images were captured to look at.
No.319085
>>319084>Hard to understand other non-torrent sites like Music to upload stuff too.Musify, the plan is to add it as backup in case Internet Archive goes down.
And then I've even found two EPs by his rap group on that Chinese site. Shit's crazy.
No.319095
>>319085Used one time mail, opened site in mobile Opera with US VPN for the confidential tab. It got registered. free 30-days for Hi-Fi needs Muscovite bank card. 128 know can't be found with the inspect tool. It says "SORRY MARIO OUR PRINCESS IS IN ANOTHER CASTLE". Some exe file for the app written in Go doesn't work.
No.319097
>>319095I looked thru the latest zvuk search results on GitHub. Downloaded stuff, put my token from JSON file at Zvuk API page, run the exe. Control line runs and disappears. Captured it and pasted into Paint. Bycrypto-something-something not found. Looks like that dll file is for Windows 10 only. Checked on both Windows 7 PCs and in searched online about it.
No.319101
>>319097Decided to record through audio capture Chrome extension. One was good at the beginning and then track's sound became garbled as I listened to it.
Smart Audio Capture extension. Sound is not garbled and even the quality looks to be better. Although it's unlikely that it's 320 kbps that it's writing. The previous one was 192 kbps only. Then again if YouTube quality is low despite what is written as the nitrate audio, then it's prolly like that here too. Some songs with legit 320 kbps are at qeecc, then mp3cutter since few seconds were needed for me to push the play button. And to archive. At least something. Delightfully devilish, Seymour. 😈🎃
No.319102
>>319101*Sounds better by ear too. "Bitrate" not "nitrate" for YouTube audio downloads as an example.
No.319112
are there even any normal wizzies?
not talking about "normal" as in normalfag
just not riddled with extreme beliefs like racism or human design astrology, or "violence is good" etc.
No.319113
>>319112>extreme beliefs like racismby "normal", you mean redditors?
No.319116
>>319112I would say I'm a moderate and not too extremist/radical. I am pretty easy-going and can get along with anyone online from Jews to Nazis as long as they aren't personally being a dick to me.
No.319118
>>319112You need the wackadoos to keep the aggressively boring fags away. I don't believe in any weird shit but I'd rather some guy come in here and prattle on about the 12th astral plane than have some idiot lecture me on trump for the 90th time.
No.319120
>>319112>are there even any normal wizzies?I don't even know what that means. Feels like a controdiction of terms.
Honsitly I like not being normal and that wizards are also not normal.
>just not riddled with extreme beliefs like racism or human design astrology, or "violence is good" etc.I suspect most wizards care more about more pure forms ideals then things watered down by the practicalities of the real world.
To pick a non-political example for myself
Being somewhat disconnected from the real world, I was able to deeply explore the subject of negative hedonistic philosophies like Epicureanism, and through living through that lens found aspects of lacking in some regards. That there is much more to life then just the avoidance of pain/suffering. That while suffering isn't good it also is not just necessary but sometimes worth enduring to reach greater goals.
This was wisdom I was able to internalize by diving fully into the ideals of Epicureanism and coming out the other side.
So in this way I view some of the other wizards who have extreme views as on their own journeys through the realms of ideals, where through their experience and debates they may eventually come out the other side wiser, if they don't get stuck on the mount stupid of the dunning kruger graph and never reach wisdom. Always a risk with these sorts of things. But without risk where is the reward?
No.319122
>>319112>riddled with extreme beliefs like racismThe degree of racism displayed by several here may be an extreme belief but it is not an abnormal one, it is a well-described social norm commonly used as a means of ensuring group conformity in various "alternative" social clusters. For instance there was a child sex trafficking and pornography filming ring called "The National Socialist Party of America" which was run by the infamous serial child sex offender Frank Collin, very famous and very well described example of the use of a continuous intensification of ingroup's racism to form a cluster of an alternative-norm through which one is able to gain the desired outcome of homosexual child-sex.
>or human design astrology,Also a common social norm, though more of a norm of succubus society than of male society I grant you.
>or "violence is good" etc.Violence-advocacy is normal and normalfags everywhere have picked their football teams in the shooting wars happening in Outer Palestine and Western Russia don't delude yourself.
What you're talking about is the acceptance and conformance to specific social norms that are adversarial to the general thrust of mainstream society but which are still identifiable elements within it. People don't often have readily available words for the really abnormal, watch any of them try to describe Christopher Thomas Knight to each other and use terms that don't really adequately nor accurately describe what it is that is unusual. Instead it's all comparisons to Walden.
No.319126
>>319112We exist but the crazies tend to dominate because they are more passionate.
No.319128
>>319112how is racism an extreme belief?
Have you lived among niggers while not being a nigger yourself?
To use an example, promiscuous sexhavers have a certain personality that introvert virgin males aren't fond of, what makes you think that our natural preference to live among people who not only look like us but also behave and hold the same beliefs is "extreme"
>"violence is good"Violence is good because some people will cause chaos and be unruly without the fear of violence.
Racism is normal and observable in every part of the world.
No.319132
I hate how I find most ambient music completely dull and uninspiring but the one song I like I cannot find the same, feeling I guess?, in other songs.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Glrwf8rKBXwMaybe Im just stupid and using the wrong tags but I really dig that "cinematic landscape" if you will type of sound, that kinda transports you to an arctic wasteland
>>319084Daaaamn, woah man holy fuck is this what piracy is like in the year of our lord? I still have a 1/4 TiB local library and a couple hundred of gigs of albums and zips waiting to be sorted and organized, but that was back in 2017. I must commend you on your googlefu, or piratefu or whatever. Near the end for me it became really tedious searching and downloading new things, mainly because fuck paid filehosting, 20 KiB/s DLs take forever. But it might be worth it, it wont be around forever.
No.319139
>>316827I don't give a shit what normies think. Eye contact is a sign of aggression. If they cant handle someone willing to be meek then they can go back to their wagie cage and leave me alone.
No.319140
>>319139You sound pretty butthurt for someone who "doesn't give a shit"…
No.319155
>Ekakiya is an animation subcontracting studio.
>It is situated in Soja, a city in Okayama Prefecture, and has a branch office in Tokyo.
>Besides animation production, the company grows and sells rice and vegetables, and also sells anime-related goods.
No.319263
>>318231>leftypolFull of irony-poisoned zoomers. No thanks.
No.319267
>>319263It still makes me kek how back in like 2016 someone started using /leftypol/ to make Bookchin a forced meme until the tranny BO snapped and started banning anyone who wasn't a Stalinist. It kind of ruined the board as it existed on 8chan
No.319278
I was talking to a 51 years old lady from California, and she was complaining to me about unemployment, she said she used to have a 80k yearly job but she lost it and has been trying to find a job at multiple companies since then but nothing worked, she said the country is in a terrible state regarding employment, man imagine if a 51 years old lady with job experience can't find a job and is broke, then imagine how fucked i am, it's almost surreal.
No.319279
>>319278>imagine if a 51 years old lady with job experience can't find a job and is broke, then imagine how fucked i amYou're much more physically capable and mentally sound than a menopausal succubus. And she's in California too, a sanctuary state in which there's less incentive for companies to hire experienced long-term workers.
No.319338
What the hell is it with autists and being trannies
No.319339
>>319338They're groomed in to it by people who hate them. That's what happened to Chris-Chan.
No.319342
>>319341Crack is illegal and yet there are still people being poisoned by it. Estrogen analogues can be made by melting plastic bags in a pot. Animal hormones can be bought from cattle supply stores. S.E.A and India will ship any pill to anyone anywhere. The only solution is to stop letting young men be convinced that any of their problems will be solved by chemical castration. The quickest and kindest means to that end is to take the people who are leading these men astray and decapitating them in front of their own parents.
Young men aren't deciding on their own to troon out. They are being convinced it's necessary, and those who are doing the convincing have names and addresses.
No.319343
>>319338>>319339I honestly think theres more to it than just being "groomed". Ive read some nutrition and science journals that have talked about some fucking weird shit going on with estrogen and testosterone becoming out of balance when certain metabolic processes and enzymes are not working right so the body of the person either switches to estrogen dominance or it upregulates processes and receptors favoring estrogen, so that when the sickly autist gets his first taste of pure HRT he becomes "euphoric".
No.319344
>>319338Statistically it's uncommon in autistic males. It's just the lolcow effect that makes it seem that way on the male side of things.
With females it's mostly grooming and the result of really stupid identity politics that I can't get into in this thread.
No.319388
Special interest YouTube personalities seem to have merged into one of 3 highly specific personality archetypes.
1. Depressed European Guy.
2. Excitable Australian Child Man.
3. Condescending American Millennial.
Each time I start watching someone new I find myself stuffing them into one of these categories. Most of the time the accent aligns, but not always.
No.319389
How is it near the middle of the year already. Fucking bullshit.
No.319390
>>319389Time keeps on ticking🎶
In to the future🎵
No.319407
Degoo, Blomp, Drime look to give 20 Gb free storage each. My Mega for 20 Gb is full. Uploaded some rare music to Musify and half of it got published, other is waiting a few days to be published. I just wonder why I have de javu. Was it something else that I had uploaded in the past or the server with the latest changes got broken that time? It took about a week. Way faster than on MAL where certain novel stuff is in queue since 2019 and that's just an entry to the database. I've posted about deleting some of my entries twice as they had appeared in the light novel since (delete duplicate). Still no action. 6 years. I wonder will it be like in the USSR where people have been waiting for 30 years in the queue to get a flat.
Musify links are even indexed by Google (but not by Bing). On the other hand, archive.org links to files are indexed only by Qwant.
No.319416
>>319350I don't understand why neurodivergent has become a word in the mainstream.
No.319417
>>319416Autism is relatively common when it comes to developmental/mental disorders. Because of this, language around autism has also become relatively common.