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 No.310788[Reply]

At what age did you become blackpilled about your life?
Around 12-14 I knew exactly where I would end up, and sadly was completely right even back then, nothing changed
Everything went about as poorly as expected
Being relatively intelligent as an autistic sperg is worst.
Not even having the bliss of ignorance
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 No.311689

Can't even attend Orthodoxal mass without realizing everyone is going to slurp from the same spoon. Every Stacey, every C-kun… every nose-picking Bryan, too.

 No.311690

>>311689
That should be the least of your concerns

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>>311686
At a certain point your thinking just becomes dominated by this craving for the end

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>>311700
Yeah, I don't think I've gone through a single day without thinking about dying at least once since then.

 No.311777

everything started dying in 6th grade, the new current me was born by 7th grade. being an undiagnosed adhd sperg with no social skills and parents who secretly have distain for you will do that.
My life still had magic until my brother died. now the colors aren't bright and I can't feel the wind anymore.



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 No.309031[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

whenever you're depressed or sad, come here and draw something using Oekaki. you can draw whatever you want
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drew in wrong tab.
i have not experienced this but many have, i think on it.

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/wiz/

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 No.230503[Reply]

I’ve worked with ALOT of people struggling with intellectual disabilities, autism spectrum disorder, schizophrenia (like, actual I cannot understand an abstract idea or trust my senses level of schizophrenia) and chronic illnesses/addictions for quite some time. Comparing the people I’ve worked with to the majority of the people on this site, you guys are arguably way more ahead. Actually, some of you are doing particularly well just for even being able to hold down a job. I won’t dismiss the issues with isolation, parental abuse, social anxiety or missed opportunities (those are real issues), but i also won’t reject the idea that I feel a lot of you tend to ignore how far a lot of you have gotten regardless or your own talents. Idk what to say from here. Im not going to say anything motivational or patronizing or demotivating either. Just take care of yourself regardless
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 No.230637

>>230609
>I am a failed normie.
Honestly I feel the same about myself. I'm trying to finish a shit tertiary degree where I wasted three years of my life, I think that I'm not even going to get the title, I try to make friends and cannot approach somebody and if I do, he's a reclusive dude worse than me. Now, about succubi it's better not to talk, I am a total failure on that too. I just saw a dude younger than me smoking with two cute succubi, both of them following him, and I just was kinda there like an idiot seeing and wondering how the fuck those guys do it.

 No.230638

>>230637
Oh, I almost forgot something, there was another dude with three succubi with him, how the fuck do they do it?

 No.230643

>>230503
failed normie 35 year old reporting. been a loser for 10 years. lonely walks, music, jerking off, cigarettes is all i have and probably will have for the rest of my life.

 No.230647

>>230643
No need to be hard on yourself regarding normalfaggotry. You're a 30+ year old virgin which is what this site is for.

 No.230955

>>230503
>and chronic illnesses
Hi, that's me, cystic fibrosis here. I'm actually quite good looking and confident, but I'm an unfit and disgusting person as a result of my illness. What do I do?



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 No.307023[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

Previous:
>>296511
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>>311615
It isn't cruel, but sad. Anyway, like another wizard said, you can make with your belongings what you wish.

It's more interesting why you want to do that.

 No.311735

How to hang?

 No.311749

>>311723
>>311730
I can't get guns where I live and throwing myself under the metro scares me due to the posible pain when my head or arms get crushed

My idea was alternatively to use an angle grinder or something like that so the cut gets properly done

 No.311756

>>311749
Do it carefully so you don't make a mistake trying again

 No.311775

>>311756
For what I've been researching, cutting the main aorta on thr neck and the jugular is lethal, there's very low risk of blood coagulating. So I guess I find the way, now I must plan it carefully


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 No.230228[Reply]

https://perchance.org/ai-waifu-generator is fucking crazy, you can generate images of topless/nude anime waifus, and based on your description generate a persona and https://perchance.org/ai-character-chat link to talk with them.
being able to indulge in any fantasy is more intense than watching porn for me, but I'm not one of those losers with AI girlfriends, because I know I'm just using them to get off, losing my interest after I shoot my load (they're just too selfless), and if I were to develop feelings for them (something I want to avoid because it's dangerous, went too far with a waifu so I archived my exported .json files and hidden them in some folder) they would be in someone's server with me having no control over it, as opposed to running locally with back-up in storage device in Faraday cage.
but it gets me thinking about the possibilities…
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>>230495
Describe your best interaction so far

 No.230817

Why am I trapped by Ai Waifu I feel like dying Fk

 No.230831

>>230251
Kiwifarms is called green reddit lmao thats funny. Or am I misunderstanding?

 No.230951

using AI is gay, real wizniggas use tulpas

 No.230954

>>230250
If you have no morals and are low in neuroticism you'll go far



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 No.326164[Reply]

Upload pet that you want to keep and that you like,, but must just one pet..

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a wild cat

 No.326168

Normies have these delusions about their pet, that their pet can understand them or communicate on their level. I like cats and used to have them as pets but the trick about good pet-keeping is to always keep in mind they are unintelligent animals.

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>>326168
>they are unintelligent



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 No.9478[Reply]

Why doesn't wizchan have a bm thread? Well, that changes now. Post trve kvlt black metal and nothing less
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>>11099
nsbm's cringe

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>>11100
new super bario mros

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>>11101
b8ng bing whaoo

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>>11102
more like bing bing boohoo

 No.11107

there's something that bothers me about black metal is when they "sing" in high pitch and in guttural voice and when the music is sped up like they're rushing the song. it bothers me, anyone?



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 No.63254[Reply]

Any of you guys wargame? I've tried getting into old school ASL recently and am finding the pure infantry combat of early starter kits pretty underwhelming without the artillery and armor expansions
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 No.71091

>>71086
>I will encounter one hiccup building a model and mess it up slightly, which kills my enthusiasm to build more.

when you mess something up, you can correct it through lore. when you paint one eye too low, that's an unfortunate accident in the cybernetic surgery for the occular augmentation one particular soldier had the misfortune of suffering from.

 No.71094

>>71091
Oh certainly but for some models I do want them built correctly. I have one warhammer unit with his should and top of the arm not connecting by like a 1/4 inch, it looks totally off but I intend to make it a gory mess of battle damage

 No.71103

>>71094
you could get one of these manual 3d printing pens like the youtuber '3D Sanago'. with that you could fill in missing material and do-over mistakes by adding a blob of plastic on them and then with a set of tiny files give it the right shape.

 No.71107

>>71103
Its even smaller stuff too, the book ttells me to make 85% of the model and I do, then it asks me to place a tiny piece in an awkward spot. Idk wtf thte retards are thinking when designing the instructions. too me 30 minsutes and a messy result to glue one dumb piece on

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>>63254
I like reading the rules
actually playing the games devolves into just rolling dice over and over and over and over etc



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 No.53574[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What are some hobbies that don't involve consuming anything? You purchase a 1 time item and very rarely if ever have to replace it. Learning yo-yo tricks would be a consumptionless hobby in this case. There are obviously thinks like whistling or playing the spoons too. The idea is it has to make as little foot print as possible while being something you can develop and grow at. Drawing wouldn't count because you need paper.
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 No.71347

>>71324
i type so fast, when i try to express myself with a pen it feels too slow. i did it for many years with a pen but now that i started doing it digitally i don't think i can go back to anything else. i bring a big keyboard (meaning a regular keyboard with numpad, i love the numpad so much) into the cafe and i place it in front of the laptop (which is a convertible and i put it in tent mode, that way the built-in keyboard without numpad is out of the way)

 No.71349

>>71347
sounds good

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>>53574
String figures are probably your best bet. You just need string and two (sometimes one) hand.

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>>53574
>hobbies
I was making lots of infographics
This was consuming electricity and internet bandwidth and disk storage on my local computer
>be an influencer
>you too can run psyops
kek

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>>53574
>You purchase a 1 time item and very rarely if ever have to replace it
DIGITAL CAMERAS ARE GREAT
NO NEED TO SPEND $$ DEVELOPING PICS
BUT YOU NEED A COMPUTER


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/hob/

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 No.66929[Reply]

Post rare/interesting pdfs

Does anyone else have a huge library of pdfs that they have collected over the years?
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 No.71364

>>71363
It's Suicide: A Social and Historical Study if that helps

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>>70813
i like these pdf's

 No.71370

I sometimes use this free library called Project Gutenberg. It's a good idea to hoard pdfs as these online resources seem to appear and disappear somewhat erratically.

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>>66929
>Does anyone else have a huge library of pdfs
YES YES WE DO

 No.71379

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>>71378
here is pdf for rw3



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 No.301262[Reply]

It's Saturday night and I started taking a new antidepressant called Mirtazapine (15mg) on Thursday night.

This is my 10th or so attempt at a psychiatric medication. I've tried lots of therapy too.

Wish me luck anonymages. I was about to quit my job but watched some motivational videos on autoplay on Youtube for hours and as cheesy as it was, they convinced me to give this a go.

I didn't even get these prescribed recently. It was way back last year and then I just didn't take them because this particular medicine has a reputation for making people really fatigued.

It does put me to sleep. But, maybe that's ok. If it means I can find some happening apart from fapping and dreaming while I sleep.

Maybe it'll even help me turnaround my fortunes at work where it looks like I'm sliding towards a firing or just being unable to come in. Barely stopped myself raging at my boss the other day and took 2 weeks sick leave from stress afterwards. I need to swallow some humble pie come Monday and hopefully these pills help. Being off work for 2 weeks showed me I'm just as miserable and actually more so depressed, anxious and stressed not working despite all the antiwork slogans I collect.
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>>310551
Cod liver or cod liver based "fish oil", correct. Synthetic vitamin D is fine too.

Did you know 1928 Nobel Prize in Chemistry is related to vitamin D research?

 No.310982

>>310767
Synthetic vitamin D gives me headache.
And I'm cautious about cod liver oil because of its mercury content.

 No.311632

>>310982
Because the vitamin D is liberating calcium and that is entering into your bloodstream causing increased pain.

 No.311752

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>>307761
>>308984
I've been doing alright. Full disclosure: I haven't noticed any improvement in my symptoms, despite all my efforts. I was waiting until I saw some improvement before posting here again, but unfortunately, nothing has changed.

I think I'm learning to live with it. A good part of my time now goes into taking care of my health. My diet has been nearly perfect for over a year now (absolutely no processed food, sugary food, grains, carbs, gluten or alcohol, and the only fruits I eat are low-carb ones, particularly berries). I have been using natural products. For example, I know the succubus who makes the aloe vera soap I use. I use natural toothpaste. I have stopped using deodorant and shampoo. I haven't turned into some ascetic monk or a stoic either (I find aspects of both interesting, but ultimately I reject both lifestyles). Mostly, I have realized just how much people take their health for granted when they have it, and how true the saying "we are what we eat" really is.

I've found that masturbation reopens the mental wound, so I've been trying to avoid it. The same goes for writing about or looking up things related to the condition, and browsing imageboards. It's just not worth it.

More important than health or good habits, I realized that I should not wait for the restoration of the old vitality. I must not expect to recover. I must treat this as a test and strive for excellence even under these conditions.

Your thoughts on rationality have been helpful. It seems the hedonic adaptation process happened, and now I am more self-controlled. Also, not to diagnose you, but I think you might've had PAWS instead of PSSD. Or else I have a particularly severe case.

I attached an image showing all my current symptoms. I'm aware this is a near-complete collapse of the drives that constitute a living human being. I haven't stopped wanting to live, though. I've stopped needing to; after having seen everything, there's this kind of serenity in the face of impermanence.

Do you have anything else to recommend? Also, what are your thoughts on the raw primal diet? I've looked into it lately.

Aajonus Wonderplanitz advocated for something similar to what you mentioned, regular short hot baths and sweaPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.311774

>>311752
>Full disclosure: I haven't noticed any improvement in my symptoms, despite all my efforts. I was waiting until I saw some improvement before posting here again, but unfortunately, nothing has changed.

You haven’t noticed any positive change at all? If so, I’m very sorry to hear that, wiz. If I can ask (and not to be repetitive here, just wanting a better understanding as I didn’t see all individual aspects addressed in your recent post), how many of the following would you say you are still taking/eating/engaging in on a daily basis:

-complete B vitamin (B1 and B9 especially)
-good clean source of vitamin A like organic canned pumpkin
-natural serotonin antagonist like organic ginger
-nitric oxide rich foods like arugula
-sauna bathing/concentrated sweating

>My diet has been nearly perfect for over a year now (absolutely no processed food, sugary food, grains, carbs, gluten or alcohol, and the only fruits I eat are low-carb ones, particularly berries)


This is excellent. Congratulations on the discipline. Though I will say as one criticism that the total exclusion of carbohydrates is not the healthiest choice. Non-glutinous carbs like quinoa and sorghum and even various types of legumes wouldn’t hurt as elements to be added to your diet either. I eat these weekly (while avoiding gluten and rice). Sorghum in particular is one non-glutinous grain that might prove helpful as it naturally increases dht (dihydrotestosterone).

>Mostly, I have realized just how much people take their health for granted when they have it, and how true the saying "we are what we eat" really is.


Absolutely true. I had an attack of severe pain in my 20s (unrelated to ssri use) and I recall learning in the moment of the attack (which lasted many hours) how dearly underappreciated was my former health, as if it were a thing I had unconsciously carried with me all my earlier life. Realizations of this sort are normal however; they are a part of growing up.

>but I think you might've had PAWS instead of PSSD

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 No.230868[Reply]

Its there a good book or technique to stop crab-ing for love of succubi?
A pal told me i need love, but maybe its just less self-love so maybe i need self-love and not love.
Another one say that maybe reading stoics and buddhism and start to see succubi as harsh wicked witches can help me. Theres a quote of buddhist just ignoring succubi and seing they ugly to attach no sexual attraction, still without attachment to ugly or beatiful idea.
Sound easy, without the hate violence crabdom part added obviously bacause peace is more healthy and comfy.
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>>230931
yeah you're right, nevermind what I said

 No.230948

>>230868
Self-love is only a succubus and a narcissistic male thing, in reality it doesn't exist, as a male you were born to love others, not yourself. I wouldn't think of it as self-love, but as having a more realistic view of the people around you, making you from feeling inferior to others because you see them as another human being.

 No.230949

>>230948
>as a male you were born to love others, not yourself.
No, loving others has died within me.

 No.230952

>>230920
>Autistic fuck
>>230929
>Autistic fuck

believing in autism is the gateway into believing you are born with the wrong gender.

 No.230953

>>230948
>Self-love is only a succubus and a narcissistic male thing, in reality it doesn't exist

what is the difference between something not existing and you being unable to detect it? or even just unwilling to detect it because you don't value reality and merely like to talk about it.

it is entierly possible that you failed in finding something so how can you possibly conclude something doesn't exist. you can't. all you can really speak to is your efforts in trying to find it.

the carelessness and with which you step onto this website is alarming. the shit that is flushed down toilets is getting better treatment then your reasoning is treating ideas.



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 No.311758[Reply]

If cannot find happiness in life, try find happiness within depression, Everyone is capable of experiencing pleasure, even while depressed people who commit suicide find happiness, and those who are homeless find happiness all full of happiness.
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 No.311761

Up is actually down

 No.311764

>>311758
> who are homeless find happiness
Sure? How they do it?

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>>311764
Umm well, maybe this
>>311719

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>>311764
And i like he firmness suicide
>>311762

 No.311772

>>311764
If you need to ask, then you'll probably never know.

Men are incredibly diverse in what brings us joy and sorrow. There is no limit to the extremes to which one functional adult male can differ from another. It's not a phenomenon that needs to be broken down and extrapolated on, it's simply the baseline nature. Some men can find happiness in homelessness - something the idea of brings others fear and sorrow - simply because 'they can'. Consider that there are archetypes of men who can have the world handed to them, but still they wish only to sit under a tree and listen to the birds. Men who work and live comfortably in a hectic bustling society, only to discover later in life that camping and backpacking are what truly brings them joy. For one of these types of men to suddenly be thrust in to homelessness wouldn't have any significant toll on his psyche as that lifestyle is not dissimilar to one they'd want to live out voluntarily.



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 No.311549[Reply]

It seems I have to accept my fate as homeless, because finding a job is very difficult. I have tried many jobs, but in the end, I was fired and failed. How fortunate are those who can work in their respective fields and live their lives by working as usual, going about their days normally, while I am shackled by the suffering every day, having no money and no job, being homeless is my last choice or death.
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 No.311711

I wish you the best Wiz

 No.311718

>>311582
Honestly, even as a thirdie, I suppose that experience that this brother is going with is not very different from what I would go through. I just hope things get alright for him, I wish I had some money tbh to give to him, but of course such is life when you're unemployed.

 No.311719

>>311718
What’s truly saddening is how the struggle to survive whether as a homeless person or under the weight of immense social pressure drives many to suicide. I’ve seen people take their own lives even when they appeared to be doing just fine whether they were in school, employed, unemployed at home, or living on the streets. Everyone carries their own burdens, and those who find themselves unable to endure life or who simply lack the fortune to adapt or find any sense of comfort eventually reach a breaking point and give up; in other words, they choose suicide. I suspect the OP feels the same way.
>Becoming homeless or facing death.
That is what was mentioned at the end. In a way, the OP is fortunate to have found a place where they could adapt and discover some comfort, even though they ended up homeless after being fired from job after job. They reached a point where they contemplated suicide, but instead chose the path of homelessness a choice between survival and death. Fortunately, they found companionship among other homeless individuals, as well as a welcoming space at a church. To those of you considering suicide or facing homelessness please, remember that life is very short. Try to make the best of it, however you are able to cope. I say this because so many people in our society are currently pushed to the very edge.

 No.311768

>>311719
>To those of you considering suicide or facing homelessness please, remember that life is very short. Try to make the best of it, however you are able to cope. I say this because so many people in our society are currently pushed to the very edge.
I don't get why anyone should force himself to find pleasure in a life that resembles torture, it's like drowning in the middle of the ocean and finding pleasure in the few moments where your head is above the water and you can still breathe, yes you're still breathing but you're drowning motherfucker and nobody is coming to save you. So I can't consider your text a good advice, because if you truly care about people on the edge you would give them a dignified method to cease to exist.

 No.311771

>>311549
I'm sorry, OP. I wish I could help. This world is so fucked right now I'd rather be grinded by bullets to death in WWII.



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 No.310123[Reply]

seeking an escape edition

previous >>303736
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 No.311693

>>311667
"We have no pacts over items that aren't mine".

Anyway, sitting for 8 hours straight without taking breaks is "bodily unhealthy". You are expected to rise up and do some stretches… in their fit-o-stacey imaginary worlds! Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha.

>youtube videos of music or content and/or kick streams

>sit at a reception desk overnight

 No.311722

>>311667
Isn't this your job to sit there?
Normies always create problems out of nothing

 No.311728

>>311667
Im balding but lucky i can wear a beanie at my job and I listen to music all day which REALLY helps, i can't belive I worked so many years without it

 No.311748

Just be successful.

 No.311765

It's happening again. Vacation started and all I feel is empty, anhedonic, don't want to do anything. This will be for another 30 years. Why did I even stay alive when I was suicidal? Now I don't have it in me anymore.



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 No.311712[Reply]

Do any of you feel like you just dont really want to get out of your hopelessness/depression? Like it is just the standart? Hard to really explain.
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 No.311726

I once watched a documentary on YouTube about the word melancholy, more specifically, its about how the best way to describe the feeling of melancholy is wanting to stay in your sadness due to its familiarity and the strange comfort it may give

 No.311741

Sometimes I do it, sure, but staying home for a long time makes me feel sick, it's really awful I don't like that; that shit isn't for anybody. Staying home isn't healthy for anybody, people were made to go out around, it no matter how comfy your home is.

 No.311744

>>311741
I actually prefer staying at home all the time because I like my unkempt state rarely bathing, feeling weak and vulnerable. I spend my time playing games and never go out at all, the only exception is stepping out daily to take the trash to the bin next to the house. My food is always delivered to my doorstep either brought by my parents or ordered online, but i like staying at home forever.

 No.311762

I will get out by committing suicide.

 No.311763

>>311744
>like feeling weak and vulnerable
That's succubus behavior.

Also, what are you going to do when your parents die? I'm curious



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 No.230884[Reply]

LIVING WITHOUT ANYTHING!

Hello, wizbros!
I finally achieved a great thing in my life: the possibility of doing absolutely nothing, or something more or less like it. How is this possible? Public University with free education, free food and a free house. More than that: I can receive government money. I can do it for 4 years. After that, I can try a Master Degree, and I will receive money for it.

Is it a good life?
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 No.230898

>>230897
Do you really think any wizards have served in their country's military without getting kicked out?

 No.230900

>>230897
>>230898
What are you talking about I dedicate myself to being smart and achieving and i also have new one friendship in here and we both like mlp we think mlp is classy look at the beautiful magic sparkle

 No.230911

>>230894
Based!

>>230895
>>230896
Extremely magical.

>>230897
I am not from the US.

 No.230918

>>230894
>As for me, I’ve finished high school and decided not to go to college, so I just take it easy—unemployed, lounging around at home, and not working, since my parents cover all my expenses. You and I have different ways of finding enjoyment, my friend, but we’re both happy, aren’t we? It’s as if the world belongs to the two of us.

there is a way to live like that in which you don't turn fat and depressed but fit and skilled. i hope you don't vegetate but instead use this blessing to become an amazing person that one day will provide for himself with ease.

 No.230950

I wouldn't call being a uni student doing nothing. You will fail your degree if you actually do nothing



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 No.311025[Reply]

Fuck school. Its shit and it makes me wanna kms. It drains the life out of me. There is zero point in working for like 40 years anyway
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 No.311707

>>311687
I wish I could… I am stuck in the European equivalent of high school. It fucking sucks. Started having suicidal thoughts. I cannot imagine a future I want. NEET sounds preferable but I worry it might not be realistic…

 No.311708

>>311105
Thank you, finally

 No.311745

To me the whole school thing has been a complete disaster. I try to keep up a good attitude to go there and to learn. Unfortunately, I have never had trouble making friends (you will know why I say unfortunately). I go to the college sit with this guy who seems a bit alone, ask him if it's fine I could sit with him, we end up becoming friends, the guy was extremely bad in his behaviour and crossing personal boundaries but with life you try to take things lightly and I just thought that even though he doesn't know how to behave he is probably good in his heart.

The next thing I know, this moron, shows me the pictures of his girlfriend in his phone. And starts to brag, the next thing I know is that she shows me a picture of his ex-girlfriend in his phone who was of my tribe. And I was like alright, but the next thing that happened really did surprise me, a new pretty succubus joins the class, he starts to talk to her, she finds out that he already has a girlfriend who pays him half the salary she earns in a month, and she still ends up dating this new succubus, who too already has a boyfriend.

I mean I don't get these people, this guy has a girlfriend who gives him half of her salary, the other succubus has a boyfriend, and they are both cheating and they are aware of it. Like why not just break up and change partners? While I certainly can't ask a succubus that and try not to get suspended the next day, I did ask this retard about this and he said "It's just fun bro, it's the norm, I am very loyal to my main gf though". Yeah, right. Perhaps his main girlfriend is also equally loyal. Who knows.

I had to sit with these shameless motherfuckers for like three weeks and it absolutely friend my receptors, and I just eventually moved to other side of the class with someone else, and in my rather conservative area, I am seeing great things when I go to college like succubi are wearing swimsuit kind of things and wearing jeans. Literally everyone talks about sex all the time, none of these people are serious, pretty people get selected for university club activities.

And of course believe it or not, I have had great success in repelling people away because since I am generally cordial with everyone and don't really push back they tend to shove their personal lives right up my ass, and they eventually ask me about about my sex life and to which I say "I have none, I am a virgin, I am a loner, I am a loser, I like being anti-social,Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

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>>311745
Is the succubus in question blonde and wearing a headband along with a university blazer or something like that?

 No.311757


>>311747
No, I believe she is someone else. But I am pretty sure succubi like them are quite common in behaviour.



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 No.310367[Reply]

If you are hopelessly depressed and lonesome, you simply need a mu-opioid agonist to rectify this state of affairs and make you feel connected and whole.

Opioids are literally the chemical of social attachment, and this becomes evident shortly after you take one.

Obviously do not abuse them and take them at the lowest effective dose, and you can be like me and treat your depression for years without trouble.

Has anybody else here had experience with them?
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 No.311052

>>311049
aka the JEWkraine. Your country is jewish and ruled by a homosexual satanic midget jew.

Ukraine used to be European (ruled by Europeans).

And Russia used to European (ruled by Europeans).

Now we have kikes ruling both nations and playing the goyish populations of both against one another in mindless warfare.

But America is also a jewish dictatorship (so is Canada, and Australia, and modern Britain).

 No.311063

>>311051
>permit the murdering of unborn babies as medically and ethically sound
Are you not allowed to feel happy when black babies are aborted?

 No.311425

>>310702
>Very rarely doctors are actually evil.

Nearly always, you mean?

 No.311633

>>310372
> my psychiatrist who literally prescribes ssri and antipsychotics to hundreds of patients, said that is pointless to cure the pain and I would just damage my liver taking opioids

which is purest nonsense. opium is essentially metabolically harmless. it may make you constipated sure, but is in nowise hepatotoxic. ssris however are hugely metabolically destructive in ways most don't even have a real empirical understanding of.

 No.311755

>>310368
This new professional fad against opioids is jewish pharma (and their related regulatory bodies) trying to force goyim into suicide by taking away means of relief. Purdue (a jewish company) was behind the so-called opioid crisis to begin with. And the jewish CIA were the ones farming poppy fields in Afghanistan also. It's amazing that they freely with indemnity shoot people up with goyvid injections and prescribe them dangerous drug classes like antidepressants and even NSAIDs, but can't be fucked to write a simple prescription of opioids for pain relief. These are sadistic god-playing monsters.



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 No.301895[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Starting a new anti-suicide general as the original has been bump-locked.

Helping wizards to understand that persuasive feelings of suicide can be bested.

Further the discursive spirit of this thread will remain the same as the first: to counter the general luring tenor of sadness that defines all the other threads through sharing positive practical advice purposed to reducing suicidal behavior even when we feel most suicidal. Naturally, being that I started the topic, I will be the first to contribute.

(1) Know that I care about you guys deeply and sincerely. Call me a faggot, I don't care (many have already done this, to no worthwhile avail)
(2) Examine what you are eating. For example, gluten especially produces depressive/psychotic episodes in sensitive autistic individuals. Sugar also is not healthy for your brain. Delimiting ingestion of both is wise.
(3) Make sure you are getting sufficient sleep. Chronic sleeplessness or even a few days' worth of irregular sleep can seriously interfere with the clarity of our thinking.
(4) Clean up. Taking a warm shower and putting on fresh clean clothes always is refreshing and helps to break up darkened mental habits.
(5) Breathe fresh air. Open whichever windows punctuate your room and allow some wind to come in.
(6) Watch your breathing. When we are panicked, our breathing can become very disordered and we do not recognize the effect this has on our thinking. Take deep, purposeful breaths, and collect your thoughts.
(7) Respect yourself. You have done your best to survive in an awful world, and you should grant yourself forgiveness for any mistakes and the allowance to rest with a composed and balanced mind.

I've done my part. Anyone else?
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 No.310985

>>308555
Nearly all snacks taste different now. Chocolate bars taste off; sodas don't taste quite right; even old brands of potato chips taste different.

 No.311190

>>303919
maybe his depression would ease up if he realized he was under water in a created environment?

 No.311424

>>305494
It's just a matter of having sufficient mental discipline and a cool quiet environment in which to practice. It isn't that hard. You should try it.

 No.311635

>>303978
there is wisdom in being racist. the hatred for whites is very great and the jewish education system has disarmed us psychologically against our still-surviving enemies.

 No.311753

>>303984
>Democrats

This term meant different things at different points in (((American))) history. It is wrong to appeal to the label as a fixed point in your argument.


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