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 No.230621[Reply]

i will be homeless soon. suicide is soon i suppose.
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 No.230675

>>230664
Yes and how long did they survive? The average lifespan of a homeless individual is between 40-50 years old according to national statistics.

>>230665
If you were peak health both physically and mentally why can't you just hold a job and get a home? Why would you put yourself in uncomfortable situations enduring extreme cold and heat, sleepless nights, getting robbed, etc…?

Homeless people don't have many clothes available, they stay all day in the same shoes (unless they're supported by some charity service that periodically changes them) so is very easy to get infections even if you wash your feet, actually washing can make it worse because bacteria spread in water. And your legs become so sore and heavy because you need to constantly move around, you have to go to soup kitchens in order to eat, you have to find a spot where to sleep and much more.

I wouldn't wish being homeless on my worst enemy.

 No.230680

>>230675
>If you were peak health both physically and mentally why can't you just hold a job and get a home?

you can, to me this sounds you are too domesticated to even humor the thought of not living a normal life of servitude, comfort, false sense of security and inability.

>Why would you put yourself in uncomfortable situations enduring extreme cold and heat
you wouldn't be homeless in extreme climates, you would use your legs to slowly walk to where humans have been homeless for hundreds of thousands of years before.

>sleepless nights
sleeping outside can be difficult but there i have news for you that you have not heard before. you get better at things the more you do them.

>getting robbed
getting robbed is not really something homeless people don't need to be too worried about because when you don't have a lot of stuff, there is not much that can be stolen from you. stealing is more of a housed man's game. they steal stuff and then bring it into their house.

>Homeless people don't have many clothes available, they stay all day in the same shoes (unless they're supported by some charity service that periodically changes them) so is very easy to get infections even if you wash your feet, actually washing can make it worse because bacteria spread in water.

they stay all day in the same shoes the fool said… that has nothing to do with being homeless, that is neglecting your feet. you can be homeless and simply not neglect your feet. i don't think you'd make it out there, you need some kind of assisted living facility where someone babysits you and makes sure you don't forget to wipe your ass after shitting.

>And your legs become so sore and heavy because you need to constantly move around, you have to go to soup kitchens in order to eat, you have to find a spot where to sleep and much more.

you're approaching homelessness like a fool. you confuse being a city-beggar with being homeless. i remember why i don't go to /wiz/ because it is full of lemmings like you who can't even think for themselves…

 No.230681

Behold the annual case of an OP talking about how he'll soon be homeless, to which a gaggle of highly domesticated metrosexuals who can't introspect fly in to talk about how scary and dangerous they personally believe homeless would be. It's fear mongering, and it's always funny and embarrassing to read.

>>230675
>The average lifespan of a homeless individual is between 40-50 years old according to national statistics.
The average hobo is a fent-addicted alcoholic negro with AIDS. Wizards aint just the average hobo.

>If you were peak health both physically and mentally why can't you just hold a job and get a home?
Have you seen rent prices? I work, often two jobs, and I can't afford a one bedroom as well as all the junk food I eat and videogames I play. Home ownership is a group activity in 2025.
>Why would you put yourself in uncomfortable situations enduring extreme cold and heat
Because it's fun, a challenge, and adventure. The real human experience, and one that is currently lived by hundreds of millions of people are are stupider and in harsher environments.
>sleepless nights
Why would there be sleepless nights?
>getting robbed, etc…?
Who the heck mugs a hobo?
>Homeless people don't have many clothes available
A guy only needs one pair of clothes. He's not a female who will turn to ash if she doesn't have a new outfit for every day of the week. Wizards can also layer up and keep unworn clothes in a backpack.
>they stay all day in the same shoes
Stable people typically only have one pair of functional shoes at a time.
>(unless they're supported by some charity service that periodically changes them)
Of which there are many, including churches, and a pair of shoes runs about $10 at a thrift shop.
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>>230680
>you can, to me this sounds you are too domesticated to even humor the thought of not living a normal life of servitude, comfort, false sense of security and inability.
A shelter is a human right, nothing fancy about a one bedroom apartment

>you wouldn't be homeless in extreme climates, you would use your legs to slowly walk to where humans have been homeless for hundreds of thousands of years before.
In the US and Europe, every winter temperatures drop below survival levels especially during night, I don't know where people have been homeless for hundreds of thousands of years BUT I know for sure that every civilization built more homes.

>getting robbed is not really something homeless people don't need to be too worried about
It's very common for homeless people living in cities to lose their stuff, they are also victims of random violence periodically and get hit by cars more often.

>you confuse being a city-beggar with being homeless
Most homeless people live in cities because they have food, sanitary and charity services, you don't see many homeless people in countryside areas.

>>230681
>The average hobo is a fent-addicted alcoholic negro with AIDS.
Stupid racist statement with no clue about the reality of homelessness, everyone can become homeless it's about health and money not race and drugs.

>Have you seen rent prices?
Unless you live in New York or Vancouver, with a stable job you can afford one room in most european cities. I would actually put more effort into paying rent than surviving homeless life.

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 No.230685

I don't understand why people don't want to own a home. That's really weird. What if it rains, thunderstorms, or it's really hot? They don't have money for drinking water, and everyone needs a home, even autistic people know they need a home to shelter. But don't compare us to autistic people. If we were homeless, we wouldn't be admitted to a mental hospital, but would die on the streets. Maybe the OP is right. And tambahan the chances of having a disability bagi gelandangan.
>Corrupted in thinking


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 No.69460[Reply]

I 'm a lifetime materialist and I 've took an interest in such /x/-core topics, my only experience with this kind of stuff before is reading Evola's book on esotericism and mythology, despite being a more of a reddit atheist kind of skeptic I can take some pleasure from reading about those topics, are there any /x/ Wizards here?
Wether people who actually believe in this stuff or just like to learn about it for fun like me.
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 No.69474

>>69473
>You know how you can really like a song, but then you hear some normie listening to it on a bus or something, and the song is ruined for you?
No, that is mental illness

 No.69494

>>69460
Chaos Magick is the only kind of occult phenomena that verges on seeming plausible. The idea that perception affects reality.
Interesting video from a Scottish comic book writer on chaos magick/occultism.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KTMFBYXmvMk

 No.69509

>>69494
I second this channel

 No.69743

anyone interested in the idea of remote viewing?
dont know where to post this and dont want to make a thread about it.

this is an interesting video

 No.71336

bump


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 No.325662[Reply]

You guys have any advice on how not to ragequit and drop out while at university as an adult? This shit is daycare for intellectually feeble people who need a tutor just to read books, with far too much left wing copium to ever have relevance. I cannot believe anyone sends their children to these stupid places.
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 No.326044

I can't say I regret dropping out

 No.326047

>>326044
Did you still have to pay thoughever

 No.326081

>>326047
I live in an European country with state-funded universities. There's still a fee which I did not get back.

 No.326082

>>325902
I studied computer science and I didnt have to learn any of that. It sounds like you majored in the social sciences (because youre an idiot who wanted a worthless degree) and then lost a series of these arguments to the hordes of other idiots who wanted worthless degrees.

 No.326083

>>326082
Professional-vocational should be split off

"Business" schools don't belong either


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 No.310904[Reply]

Hesitation is defeat edition. There is no running away.

Previous >>309794
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 No.311417

>>311415
>Your mom cares enough about you
The thing is, she can't make up for making me fucked up mentally and physically just by giving me the double amount of attention, love, or any other thing which an average son would normally receive, it's not how it works and it makes me mad that she probably will never understand this.

She also failed me in my upbringing and I have to pay the price for this by waking up sad because of my body for the rest of my life, until the day I die. And I can't even complain about what I'm talking here with her because I would feel pathetic doing so.

Don't get me wrong, I love her, but whenever a situation leads me to reflect about these matters, I start boiling with hate. I tried to start a conversation with her afterwards, out of guilt, but she didn't engage on it.
>she'll get made and stop financially supporting you
I can't live for myself but I'm too functional to get neetbux where I live. If she kicks me out, it will be the same as pushing me towards my death.

 No.311419

>>311417
>The thing is, she can't make up for making me fucked up mentally and physically just by giving me the double amount of attention, love, or any other thing which an average son would normally receive, it's not how it works and it makes me mad that she probably will never understand this.
I doubt there's a mother alive who understands this, probably one of the blind spots of being a mother

Everyone's just going to tell you she did the best she could which might even be true

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>>311419
>I doubt there's a mother alive who understands this
And you're probably right. Well, at least I can vent about it and be honest with my feelings in the internet.

 No.311423

>>311414
You do sound like a bitch wizzie.
>hating on loving mother
I was like you once. Bad mistake. You gonna weep like a motherfucker once she is dead and her love is nowhere to be found for all eternity.

 No.311428

>>311423
It's not like he wants to hate her it's just how things are

As for what you say you do realize the fact that the only love he's ever going to have coming from the mother who ruined his life is a pretty grim state of affairs no matter how you want to look at it


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 No.33619[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Has anyone read 5e's fucking Ravenloft?
Just some of the horrid shit in it:
>Strahd's played off as what amounts to Buffy the Vampire Slayer's Angelus levels of edge, literally feels nothing and seemingly has no interests above the usual, though not for the same Bram Stoker's Dracula tier reasons, Literally just wants Tatanya as if a meaningless trophy on his belt
>These dumb faggots made it so that Strahd wants to turn whatsherface not into a vampire bride, or hell, even a true vampire, BUT VAMPIRE SPAWN (You know, sniveling wall crawling nosebleed assface monster vamps?)
>Tatanya's a nigger
>The reincarnation is a nigger
>Strahd's wives are niggers
>Nigger Mayor of a town surrounding the land
>Evil white "everything is fine man"
>Strahd's a Bisexual sodomite degenerate with two male consorts to boot
>Made Barovians "Diverse"
>Made Strahd's conquering of the land sound tyrannical as fuck and less just
>Made it so that Some have Barovians have souls and some don't because of 5e's ravenloft being in a private demiplane, stopping newborn bodies from getting souls, in a piss-poor attempt to mimick the Old demiplanes of dread thing where some residents are literally just NPCs made by the powers, even though this makes no sense to anyone who's had to deal with Gulthias in 3.5 and Ashradorn in the whole Soul font thing with the ban on unborn souls in lore, so these people should be getting souls, because otherwise the demiplane would have to deny all positive energy for this shit to even remotely work
>All done because they're too lazy to redo the demiplanes of dread just like before,
>Strahd now heals for 20 in his fast heal
>Mongrel Men are the results of Racemixing past the half-race stage suffer for it, check their description and it's fucking played off as a good thing despite them being ugly mutants beyond redemption in their racial descriptions, the self-unawareness is real

This is why warhammer roleplay and castle drachenfels will always be superior
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>>70782
You're right, this thing probably began with the game itself, it's just that my personal experience is different. But the worst part of pet characters full of personality, besides having to sit through a 10 minutes argument between two imaginary bozos, is the impact this stuff has on the DM.

I'm pretty sure he's prone to fudge and pull punches because of this. The game just gets smoother if nobody dies. I asked if he could have his attack and dmg rolls in the open and he said he prefers to keep it a secret to 'keep up the tension'. Bullshit. The dice gives you a probability, that's where the tension is. I can just tell he's pulling the teeth from the monsters. I hate toothless monsters, fuck. I don't even blame him honestly, the players are whiny bitches and he's afraid to lose them.

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>>70823
Hello anon!
How is the game going? Are you still playing with that group? Did your comrades manage to grow some appetite for wealth and glory?

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>>71297
Yes, we're 17 sessions in. And yes, the party is taking risks now, though one of the players made a claustrophobic character who refused to go inside the dungeon and literally spent an entire session watching the game happen while his character took care of the horses back on the surface. A claustrophobic character. In a DUNGEONS & Dragons game. I shit you not. By next session the character predictably managed to overcome his fears without any psychiatric help and joined the dungeon crawl.

Other than that, after my aggressive tutelage during the first four or five sessions, the game is progressing smoothly now, and handholding is no longer needed. Dungeon crawling is almost just going through the motions at this point, and everybody has their own little thing going on back in town. Everybody's happy. It's been an OK, fun game with a good group, but I've done this one million times before. Way too many times. It's hard to get excited about watching one more monster drop, adding one more imaginary gold coin to the purse, and so on. One more piece of intrigue. At least this adventure has an ending, though I don't think we'll get there for at least another couple of months' worth of sessions.

I dunno, I fucking hate this game I guess, but I have nothing else to do, and I've been gaming for so long that it's become this strange habit at this point. I think it's like those people who hate their jobs but have been doing them for so long that they miss the office during vacations. It's not just gaming, either. I despise all my little hobbies. Meh. Anyway, not bad overall. Probably doomed to game, I guess. Jesus fucking Christ.

What about you? DMing something?

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>>71299
Ah, so it seems you're back to that ambivalent state of kinda dreading it, but still finding enough bits of enjoyment during it to keep going, similarly to your previous game. I guess that's normal to some extent, given that this hobby can sometimes be like a chore, especially now that every other form of entertainment is so low-effort and instantaneous. But you mention despise for other hobbies, do you think this is because you expect too much out of them? Or perhaps they don't feel stimulating or productive enough?

Nothing new for me in terms of RPGs, but I have been playing this play-by-email wargame that turns out to be quite enjoyable. You have to submit your orders every 2 weeks, and you control a nation in Middle-Earth. It's team-based (Free Peoples vs Mordor, we're the latter), so there is a lot of strategizing and discussion during each turn. I think it really scratches that itch I had about hard rules and clear success or failure. The mechanics are simple and elegant, yet quite powerful in all the situations they can create, and there is a chess-like quality to the whole thing. Your only direct interface with the game are your characters (commanders, agents, emissaries and mages) to whom you give orders each turn.

 No.71335

>>70682
>It is fun. It's way better than any video game out there, that's for sure.
I agree


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 No.230608[Reply]

And despite everything
Life is good and worth living if you can enjoy comfy vidya and anime
The 3D world was never worth it, not for us
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 No.230636

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emphasis on if you can enjoy. thats a luxury afforded to only wiz apprentices and newborn type early stage neets. enjoy it while it lasts, because it wont.

 No.230639

>>230620
I am not against fun, I just want to keep it real because life hits you harder than expected when you least expect it

 No.230652

>>230608
>anime
It's dead. Normalfags ruined it. I can't watch it anymore. Every niggercattle shitskin pajeet is an animefan nowadays, fanboying over some generic slop of the week aurafarming bullshit I despise. Old titles are alright I suppose, but whatever interested me i've already watched and some random pantsu sniffing ecchi garbage a dime a dozen I just can't stand.

 No.230672

>>230652
It might look that way online but I don't get that feeling when I go to the local anime con which is only a once a year occurrence

 No.230683

>>230618
I agree life is trash


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 No.227799[Reply]

Do you want to change your life?
Do you really want to change your life?
MEDITATE
Wizzies, meditation is highly famous but seldom practiced seriously. The results from meditation takes time. It's like exercise. During the first day it will be hard to stay still and concentrate, but as you practice it, your body and mind start getting used to it. The benefits are immense. To mention a few:
>it improves concentration a lot
>it quiet your inner monologue, reducing it to 96% or even 100% depending on how well you are praticing it
>it increases the size of your pre-frontal-cortex which is responsible for making decisions
>increases gaba, which is the chemical that makes you calm
>it sharpens your sense making colors look brighter and sounds sound more vivid
>it gives you insights
>it makes you live in the present moment, since you are not ruminating the past or thinking about the future
>it reduces anxiety

And if you want to make it more meaningful, I advise practicing Buddhist teachings, even if you don't indetify as a Buddhist (that's irrelevant). You can still continue being a Christian and still follow Buddha's teachings for a happier and sober life.

I speak from experience. I've been meditating for 5 months almost everyday and now I'm starting to reap the fruits of my efforts. If I could dedicate my life 100% to spirituality and become a monk, I would, but where I live there's barely any monasteries. I don't mind though. I'm happy. I could be happy anywhere as long as I could practice meditation and the teachings of the great Buddha.

Just do it. Do it today or tonight. If silence is a problem, put on a whine noise sound on your headphones (I do that). Do it for 20 minutes. If it's too hard for you, reduce it to 10, but no less. You first session is always special. You will get out of there thinking: "what the hell, this shit really works".

Good luck, guys!
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>>227799
Is this a thread of meditation? I the dude of the thread of Magick for relaxation. I wanna share some alternatives to Vippasana or Annapasanti meditation
>Kasina
The use of color gaze or color discs of buddhists
>Tatrak
Candle gazing, i gazed sometimes fires and are damn relaxing
>Sky gazing and cloud gazing
Tibet buddhist do this, very relaxing. Its like a kasina and watching fire at times.
>Wall gazing
The japanese zen do this, i did this for one year and my eyes got a lot of resistance to keep open seing the eyes of others or focus in things.
>Metta phrases or Coue
I tried this with a focus in heart with a hand in my chest and another in arms and its kinda comfy if you achieve a good focus in the activity. I got some funny experiences with this practice, is more fun when you do it when wake up with too much suggestionability in darkness and before sleep. Or you can try at plain sunlight and focus in nature.
>Energy hands or focus in hands
Taoist or magnetic hands
hypnotherapist use this, close your hands in palm forms and focus in it, breath and later try to play like there's a energy between them and ideomotor reflex placebo will act, you can keep focusing or use other methods of meditation very relaxing. You can fake to close them and while you relax and breath you gonna get the fluffy sensation in hands and fingers.

The more you keep doing in focus activity in a routine, the more you gain skill at it. Keep doing (but pls take easy if you force too much your eyes)

 No.230560

I've been meditating on and off for over 10 years. Even attended a couple of meditation retreats. It's so-so. I've had periods where it helped, I've had periods where it seemed to do nothing. I'm still doubtful if meditation has the capacity to be truly transformative in the long term. There's a lot of people out there that have been meditating for a very long time and have nothing to show for it.

 No.230616

meditation seems like inactivity of the mind to me, there's nothing to it

 No.230622

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>>230560
A lot of people never keep training concentration, there's too much focus in Vippasana movement. try techniques to gain more concentration like in old pre-sectarian buddhism. you can try first some around ethics and behaviour to gain more focused meditation in life, later add concentration techniques and try experimenting with meditation.
If quiet work amuse you, try soft body movement meditation or first do some soft exercises for your body before doing quiet meditation, this help with breath and body relaxation.
>very long time and have nothing to show for it.
There's nothing to show.
>>230616
>meditation seems like inactivity of the mind to me, there's nothing to it
Yep, you got it, this is one of the cores, still your perspective is more into the Soto zen ideas but still very buddhist.

 No.230682

>>230622
true inactivity of the mind is impossible, even when meditating, you are still 'doing something'


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 No.324786[Reply]

I've been seeing this stated over and over again where people are saying large swaths of the kids these days are literally illiterate. Do you buy this? Is it really that bad?

If it is, what do you think will be the implications for future life? Are we wizards actually going to be better off simply because we are literate, or will that not even matter anymore because AI will now do all the thinking for society? I feel like people of all generations are becoming even more like cattle just being herded around by the tech companies these days. Are the zoom zooms and alphas their final product? A permanent underclass for the elites to exploit and rape? Really if people can't even read anymore, I shudder to think what might happen.
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 No.325953

>>325605
And nothing has been done. The whole world is under a judeo-communist dictatorship.

 No.325955

>>325953
You mean judeo-capitalist.

 No.325956

>>325955
Capitalism and communism are just the twosides of a same materialistic, satanic shekel.

 No.326078

>>325767
The (((public school system))) has always been bad, that is – a place of torture and brainwashing.

 No.326080

>>325605
Its weird how many Nazis I've noticed since the pandemic too. Sometimes I feel like im in an alternate history marvel comic where red skull wins and cap wakes up 30 years later after his nemesis successfully brainwashes everyone into buying full throat the entire canon of Hitler's antisemitic doctrine.


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 No.309794[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Another Evil under the Sun Edition. You of many.

Previous: >>308343

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>>311330
I guess you're right. A few threads back I was talking on this general about trying a few supplements to manage my (undiagnosed, but sure feels like it) OCD and porn addiction. I can't remember what I mentioned in past posts, but just in case I didn't mention it back then I tried getting actual high-dose, 50,000mcg B12 (hydroxo) shots. Hoping it would improve things. Life, being a bitch nigger as always said "nuh uh" so lo and behold right after the first shot I felt… peace, slept like a fucking baby that and the next 3 night. Then went back to normal. 2 weeks later second shot, felt like my nervous system had awakened but not in a good way, severe insomnia, sleeping 2-4 hours per day but most importantly the unbearable degenerate porn thoughts were at their peak and I ended up wasting another 80$ on dumb sex toys. Now why am I mentioning this, the traditional wisdom is that accoustic and generally tired, depressed, low-life-quality people like me could use and need heavy doses of B12, the biochemistry is long and extensive, and probably true for the most part but it doesn't solve being an actual dysgenic subhuman nor can it do anything for you if you take it *after* the damage is done (I had a hypertensive crisis years ago, and I think I mentioned one arm having a 40 units higher blood pressure difference == advanced vascular disease).

That is not even getting into the, as you correctly point out, "psychological configuration" the foundations of how you perceive reality. No matter what I tried I could never relax being around others. I feel straight up threatened by friend groups, or family gatherings (even my own) because my subconscious says all it takes is one wrong line or opinion for the wrath of that group raining on me (most likely just an excuse for beating me up for being ugly and making others uncomfortable). These prime, core beliefs and habits ran my life and the result is exactly what you'd expect: alone, got nowhere, bitter, sick.

Could it be changed? I think I'm well past the point of no return, the point where even the most miraculous change in body composition and environment won't make any difference, short of literally replacing my brain and memories. Not even the largest psychedelic dose could help. That's another thing I kept noticing from reading others experiences, for some guys getting exercise made themPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.311370

I myself do not like religion it does not make sense

 No.311378

>>311339
there's something after death but you don't know what it is

 No.311426

>>311335
>radical extreme change, like smashing my computer
When I deleted all my saves in video games to start studying, the only thing that changed was that I didn't have any saves and mourned them.

 No.311427

>>311339
Life implies an End.

Even if both Life and Death are painful nightmares, at least Death does not lie about its tenure.

It's a very cold comfort, but at least you know. You're not left praying for some effervescent end. You know that you're stuck in this suffering. You might disagree, but I find it better to know where and when I am, even if that is an endless grey miasma.


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 No.310367[Reply]

If you are hopelessly depressed and lonesome, you simply need a mu-opioid agonist to rectify this state of affairs and make you feel connected and whole.

Opioids are literally the chemical of social attachment, and this becomes evident shortly after you take one.

Obviously do not abuse them and take them at the lowest effective dose, and you can be like me and treat your depression for years without trouble.

Has anybody else here had experience with them?
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 No.311049

>>311043
Shitkraine.

 No.311051

>>311048
>They probably don't even swear the Hippocratic Oath

And why should they? They're not Greek, and doctors in the globalist melting pot of Earth are just as likely to be forced to give assistance to a cultural enemy who harmed himself as they are to heal one of their own who was a victim of circumstance or violence. Its reputation as a universal ethical standard was officially flushed down the drain when it was rewritten to permit the murdering of unborn babies as medically and ethically sound.

"The old codes" - from written laws to the moral guidelines of holy texts - are inapplicable to the new world.

 No.311052

>>311049
aka the JEWkraine. Your country is jewish and ruled by a homosexual satanic midget jew.

Ukraine used to be European (ruled by Europeans).

And Russia used to European (ruled by Europeans).

Now we have kikes ruling both nations and playing the goyish populations of both against one another in mindless warfare.

But America is also a jewish dictatorship (so is Canada, and Australia, and modern Britain).

 No.311063

>>311051
>permit the murdering of unborn babies as medically and ethically sound
Are you not allowed to feel happy when black babies are aborted?

 No.311425

>>310702
>Very rarely doctors are actually evil.

Nearly always, you mean?


/dep/

 No.301895[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Starting a new anti-suicide general as the original has been bump-locked.

Helping wizards to understand that persuasive feelings of suicide can be bested.

Further the discursive spirit of this thread will remain the same as the first: to counter the general luring tenor of sadness that defines all the other threads through sharing positive practical advice purposed to reducing suicidal behavior even when we feel most suicidal. Naturally, being that I started the topic, I will be the first to contribute.

(1) Know that I care about you guys deeply and sincerely. Call me a faggot, I don't care (many have already done this, to no worthwhile avail)
(2) Examine what you are eating. For example, gluten especially produces depressive/psychotic episodes in sensitive autistic individuals. Sugar also is not healthy for your brain. Delimiting ingestion of both is wise.
(3) Make sure you are getting sufficient sleep. Chronic sleeplessness or even a few days' worth of irregular sleep can seriously interfere with the clarity of our thinking.
(4) Clean up. Taking a warm shower and putting on fresh clean clothes always is refreshing and helps to break up darkened mental habits.
(5) Breathe fresh air. Open whichever windows punctuate your room and allow some wind to come in.
(6) Watch your breathing. When we are panicked, our breathing can become very disordered and we do not recognize the effect this has on our thinking. Take deep, purposeful breaths, and collect your thoughts.
(7) Respect yourself. You have done your best to survive in an awful world, and you should grant yourself forgiveness for any mistakes and the allowance to rest with a composed and balanced mind.

I've done my part. Anyone else?
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>>310295
>Life can get better wizzies

I hope so wiz.

 No.310686

>>310295
any advice you'd be willing to offer?

 No.310985

>>308555
Nearly all snacks taste different now. Chocolate bars taste off; sodas don't taste quite right; even old brands of potato chips taste different.

 No.311190

>>303919
maybe his depression would ease up if he realized he was under water in a created environment?

 No.311424

>>305494
It's just a matter of having sufficient mental discipline and a cool quiet environment in which to practice. It isn't that hard. You should try it.


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/hob/

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 No.68295[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Book discussion. Tell us what you're reading.
Previous threads:
>>64932
>>60032
>>54504
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>>71255
If you enjoy asoiaf, you should read some of the stuff Joe Abercrombie wrote. He still publishes and is working on a new trilogy unlike GRRM who hates his fans.

I read a book that was reccomended by a friend called "The Power of One" about a British South African during apartheid. Its like a white savior story where the British descendants unites all the tribes of Africa and defeats Nazis. 0/10 would not reccomend. It has a few impossible to ignore plot contrivances that dont get resolved in a very satisfying way.

What should I reccomend my friend read as punishment?

 No.71294

>>71255
Wouldn't it be better if you read them one at a time? Especially if they are long.

 No.71309

Just bought Tender Is the Flesh

 No.71328

hi wiz today i want to share with you my favorite short story, ex oblivione by lovecraft

>When the last days were upon me, and the ugly trifles of existence began to drive me to madness like the small drops of water that torturers let fall ceaselessly upon one spot of their victim’s body, I loved the irradiate refuge of sleep. In my dreams I found a little of the beauty I had vainly sought in life, and wandered through old gardens and enchanted woods.
>Once when the wind was soft and scented I heard the south calling, and sailed endlessly and languorously under strange stars.
>Once when the gentle rain fell I glided in a barge down a sunless stream under the earth till I reached another world of purple twilight, iridescent arbours, and undying roses.
>And once I walked through a golden valley that led to shadowy groves and ruins, and ended in a mighty wall green with antique vines, and pierced by a little gate of bronze.
>Many times I walked through that valley, and longer and longer would I pause in the spectral half-light where the giant trees squirmed and twisted grotesquely, and the grey ground stretched damply from trunk to trunk, sometimes disclosing the mould-stained stones of buried temples. And always the goal of my fancies was the mighty vine-grown wall with the little gate of bronze therein.
>After a while, as the days of waking became less and less bearable from their greyness and sameness, I would often drift in opiate peace through the valley and the shadowy groves, and wonder how I might seize them for my eternal dwelling-place, so that I need no more crawl back to a dull world stript of interest and new colours. And as I looked upon the little gate in the mighty wall, I felt that beyond it lay a dream-country from which, once it was entered, there would be no return.
>So each night in sleep I strove to find the hidden latch of the gate in the ivied antique wall, though it was exceedingly well hidden. And I would tell myself that the realm beyond the wall was not more lasting merely, but more lovely and radiant as well.
>Then one night in the dream-city of Zakarion I found a yellowed papyrus filled with the thoughts of dream-sages who dwelt of old in that city, and who were toPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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>>71328
Hello.


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/wiz/

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 No.230418[Reply]

>open catalog
>ctrl + f
>"vegan"
>0 results
>mfw

So, how's it hanging fellow vizards? What are we putting on our salads this weekend??
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 No.230625

>>230446
nice what are you eating currently? for me is
>banana (organic) these are always good, same high quality all year
>apples (not organic) very nice currently! i most enjoy breaburns and grannysmith but i am very picky, they have to have the right crunch, juicyness and sourness or i stop buying them.
>red grapes (not organic) they started selling lower quality ones for cheaper and higher quality ones for a higher price. quality and price varies a lot in grapes so currently i buy a few of the more expensive ones and put them into smoothies
>lemon (organic) those are usually amazing, sometimes i just throw them whole into the smoothie with the rind and seeds though they make the smoothie rough

 No.230626

>>230459
>I couldn't possibly, I like potatoes too much

starch will feed your fungus plus potato is difficult to digest. the inability to eat regular potato raw should tell you anything you need know about this plant…

 No.230632

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in any other thread:
>oh no i am so depressed, i am suicidal, oh i hate my life, oh everything sucks, oh i have this problem, oh my health is so bad, i really hate my body

those same wiz in the vegan thread:
>I AM TELLING YOU MEAT DIET IS THE BEST BECAUSE THERE IS THIS IMPORTANT VITAMIN CALLED B12 AND IT IS LIKE HUMAN HEALTH IS A JENGA TOWER AND IT IS ALL HELD UP BY THIS ONE IMPORTANT PIECE: B12 AND IF YOU DON'T GET IT YOU BECOME MALNOURISHED

 No.230640

>>230632
Lol pieces of shit

 No.230679

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>>230624
>less to wipe
Literally this + the fact that you wake up with more energy in the morning are the only reasons that I stuck to it in the early years. I thought it was funny that I had cut back so much on coffee I thought that I could kick it with the Mormons if I wanted to.

Just had a bowl of wood ear mushrooms which tasted a little had this exciting savory kick. The texture was very interesting unlike any other mushroom ive had before! Highly reccomend. Crazy high in b vitamins.


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 No.323653[Reply]

I'm curious what the covid-19 vaccination rate is like among wizards.

Personally, I was the only one in my immediate and extended family to not get the vaccine or boosters. No doubt influenced by the normie propaganda, I faced a lot of harassement and pressure from my mother.

Knowing my family, I would also probably have been uninvited from family gathering for not having the vaccine but since I stopped seeing them 2 decades ago, it was a moot point.
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 No.325721

>>325719
Not me

 No.325722

Same, I was the only one in my family who wasn't vaccinated either lol.
I did not trust it. I even went out and got together with others and didn't get covid like my sister that did that like 3 times.

 No.325723

Nah, I didn't. I don't think my family did either, waste of time

 No.325857

>>325722
>Same, I was the only one in my family who wasn't vaccinated either lol.

Scary how the kikes divided whole families simply over a marketed ghost plague.

 No.326077

>>325126
Seems like a stupid question. Of course I am.


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 No.306449[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What is the average wizard's relationship with religion like? No religious person has ever been able to give me a good argument for why God, if he is out there, is not the most maximally evil being in the universe simply by the virtue of creating suffering when he could have chosen not to. Saying "suffering builds character" and derivatives of is just a manifestation of their stockholm syndrome for this vile entity

>I form the light, and create darkness. I make peace, and create evil. I YHWH do all these things - Isaiah 45:7
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 No.309589

>>309523
I personally didn't really care to post in this thread or enter into this discussion much, but I will say that the quote you've posted sums up (mostly) my thoughts on the existence and misguided worship of God.

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 No.311390

>>306449
Religion ruined my life. I've been surrounded by insane religious people and new age retards all my life

 No.311421

>>306449
Nothing I write will ever convince you of anything, I will just leave something to ponder instead:

Why not deism? The idea that there is a creator, from no particular religion, nor any particular personality?

 No.311422

>>306449
Religion is a shallow perversion of natural relationship with God. Now that is the true answer to your problems.


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/wiz/

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 No.230644[Reply]

I want to quit smoking, this habit has been destroying my life for a long time. I can't think straight and can't see color in my life anymore everything is too gray and tiring Im like a soulless painting, I can going to quit smoking, Moreover I don't have a job too.
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 No.230670

>>230669

>Don't be like a kindergarten kid on an adult site.

so the smoking, that's the real problem here, clearly just the smoking and nothing else because evidently you are just a normal respectable adult man who merely happens to feel the need to prove these people wrong who are behaving like children, which every man agrees is an important problem to be met with urgency and adulthood.

 No.230673

>>230670
I don't even understand what you're trying to convey with that post, and no that's not a *me* issue.

 No.230674

Hello, I'm OP, but yes, apart from all this, I want to stop smoking, that's all, besides, I'm an adult to be able to decide if you still smoke, that's your right, you're an adult, you can definitely manage it.

 No.230676

>>230644
>flipped a coin
>putting on a fedora hat and suit

Don't worry OP, I will help you help with this quit smoking problem even though I am a smoker but I will help you in this thread, I am a detective here!

 No.230677

>>230676
Good zoomie


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 No.325225[Reply]

>>/dep/309323
>>>/dep/309323
i originally wrote this as a reply to the (image attached) but it ended up being way too long. im also wasn't writing it specifically in response to that anon.it was meant as a broader response to materialist-nihilist arguments in general. since it's not really suitable for /dep/ i figured itd be better to open a separate thread and argue it here.

the fact that something has no "meaning" when you don't even know what "meaning" actually is, and can't even consider that the very idea that something has to be meaningful could itself just be an evolutionary behavioral pattern translated into thought (not wanting to waste energy on pointless effort, the evolutionary energy conservation mechanism) completely flies over your head. you don't even stop to consider whether your very search for "meaning" is itself meaningful.

the reality of the fact that you're existing and experiencing something right now isn't erased just because it's "meaningless" the reality of your current experience has absolutely nothing to do with the fact that it'll eventually end or it's "meaningless".

you latch onto nihilist bullshit and with zero logic, go "we came from nothing and when we die we'll become nothing again" (we are material bodies) yet you don't even have the cognitive capacity to question the "we came from nothing" part.

you know you exist right now. you're here. you exist. if you believe that after death you'll become "nothing" again, while completely ignoring the fact that you're a being that supposedly came from "non-existence" and you can accept nothingness as the foundation of everything while failing to realize that you're literally a being capable of conceiving, contemplating and interpreting the very idea of nothingness, then you've already failed the most basic test of logic.
the first thing you should be questioning is the fact that you "exist" right now.

in other words, your materialist nihilism contradicts itself by its very own existence. being a being that claims everything is "nothing" throws materialism / nihilism straight into the trash.
because, under your own framework, everything must ultimately reduce to processes occurring in the brain.

according to your reductive materialism, when we die consciousness ceases to exist. in other words, consciousPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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>>325435
>….at the end there must be a structure that cannot be broken apart, cannot be divided
Says fucking who?

 No.325620

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>>325225
>"you" exist
no, "i" don't. next post

 No.325680

>>325435
tl;dr a certain 30khhv IS the LORD: the post

 No.325700

>>325529
if you think everything is meaningless, then enjoy the experience of being alive and experiencing the world. even if you say that everything is meaningless, the fact remains that you’re here, and you’re a being capable of thinking about that meaninglessness and expressing it. so, enjoy it.

>>325534
i already explained that in that post. trying to argue against something based on logic with a childish, nonsensical "says who" is ridiculous. reality doesn’t change just because someone says something different.
run what I said through the filter of logic and think about it for two minutes, you’ll understand

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/dep/

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 No.311401[Reply]

I'm gonna try and be objective for a change, and say that despite being a 33 year old loser, I'm probably still better off than most people on paper. I'm able bodied, I'm (probably) not mentally deficient, I'm (probably) not hideous, I still have family that support me, I don't have trauma, and I'm not in some kind of terrible situation that I can't get out of.

Despite all that however, I simply don't have any will to improve the parts of my life I'm unhappy with. I feel like it'd be so easy for me to learn to drive again, to join some kind of social club or just be more proactive in talking to people online, but I just will not do it. And it's not like I'm generally miserable or have a problem getting up in the morning or getting things done. I can get up and go to work, I can act like I'm perfectly fine to my family, I can still enjoy video games or jerking off, but it's like there's a block in my brain about this specifically.

Am I afraid? Afraid of saying something wrong again and turning everyone off? Afraid that, even though I'm usually very self-deprecating, it's all just a defense mechanism and if I found out that everyone hates me for real real it would hurt more?

Or is it some kind of autism to actually practice what I preach in my head? Because I feel like asking for help in a real way wouldn't be something that someone who truly hates themselves and thinks they don't deserve to live would do.

Or deep inside, do I believe that this is actually just me, and if I changed these parts I would be fake and not myself anymore?

Either way it feels so ingrained in me, it might as well be my actual personally. I've been bouncing these thoughts in my head for a while and I don't really know where to go from here.
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 No.311407

>I don't have trauma
>Despite all that however, I simply don't have any will to improve the parts of my life I'm unhappy with


you have trauma
probably "bossed around" by your parents.

 No.311408

>>311407
If a man says he has no trauma, then he has no trauma. Stop paledragging.

 No.311409

>>311407
I dunno, I wouldn't say my mom was bossy. She always tried to get me interested in things and wanted me to do what I wanted. My dad would get black out drunk every day and my mom got a divorce when I was really young. She got remarried but then the step-dad died when I was 13.

 No.311410

i've just accepted it over the years. there's just some things my body refuses to do and don't do them, despite the consequences and regret. i don't think i've ever managed to force myself to do something in the long-term, it just doesn't work. so i started doing the opposite, only doing things that i actually want to do, where i'm aligned, where the activity energizes me instead of tiring me, and i double down, triple down on it. i imagine there is some wisdom in the body that stops me from doing things that seem rational and wise on the surface. socializing, having sex, wageslaving - they're all evil and some part of me just refuses to participate. i don't know why, but i just blindly trust it now. maybe god has a specific path for me carved out and it's my job to find it. it's like a game of hot-and-cold but the signals are your emotions, so if you feel bad, if you don't feel like doing it, that's a signal that it's the wrong path. if it feels good, life-affirming, then it's a step in the right direction.

god or faith or ??? doesn't want you to learn how to drive. it wants to keep you in solitude because whatever you need to develop isn't going to come from other people. "self-improvement" often presupposes that certain things are good for everyone, that you ought to do them, but if a part of you firmly refuses it, then it's not for you, go around it somehow.

 No.311418

Practically speaking you don't end up on here unless there's something seriously "wrong" with you.


/hob/

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 No.63915[Reply]

Create your ideal succubus, combining 2 AIs ChatGPT for the personality and Stable Diffusion for the visual, thus being born GPT-Chan.
As time passed, GPT-Chan acted strangely, more close, and Bryce cared more and more for her, reaching the point where both, human and machine, fell in love, dog like Bryce's girlfriend was getting jealous and Bryce didn't want a cock cramp so he turned it off.

>https://github.com/CatWithAWand/gpt-chan
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 No.69696

>>65777
NOPE

t. has afantasia

 No.71239

(this may be relevant and I wanted to post my thoughts)


greertech.neocities.org has an AI waifu with a basic physical body based on a freaking Roomba + some PVC pipes.

Thing is, Greer has added some instructions on how to start a personal offline AI for his "galatea". Because he's a DIY enthusiast!




…

On a side note on AIs
Today I learned "claude code" is supposed to be installed on your computer as opposed to ChatGPTs accounts that can be blocked.

Claude can use "skills" and Ive just learned said "skills" can be downloaded on skills.sh

Besides, Claude comes in several "calibers", in several models that consume different amount of tokens.


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 No.71327

I'd rather use AI to do something productive.

 No.71331

>>68235
Well, can you give us the alt chan board's name, please?

 No.71332

>>71331
I don't know for sure what he's talking about but off the top of my head it'd have to be /robowaifu/ or something like it


/wiz/

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 No.229909[Reply]

The more I read other peoples' thoughts, the more I want to isolate. Humans are violent apex predators most of whom are malevolent.
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>>230096
>Become the predator.

 No.230627

>Anyone else just getting weary of other people?

yeah i wear sunglasses because otherwise people notice and are offended with how little i look at them. the greed, the violence, the compliance with evil, the unspoken predatory attitude, the complete disregard of mutual consent, the energy-vampirism. industrialized people are a chore to be around.

 No.230648

paranoia seems to be something fundamental of the human experience

 No.230661

>>229909
Never understood full-on fear of normies, they are decidedly less powerful than us. For instance there’s never been a normie mass shooter who attacked outcasts, it’s always the other way around. Just put on an unassuming facade when outside and avoid them.

 No.230671

>>230661
Even lone wolf sociopaths know not to get on the wrong side of the mob


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