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What is realistic to expect? Anonymage 08/31/25 (Sun) 01:59:15 No.226113 [Reply]

I need your wisdom. I am approaching mid 20s KHHV and have no friends. Went neet after high school for a few years because depression and loneliness broke me and maybe I had foresight that there was no point in going to college so I pretty much gave up on life because I felt like life gave up on me first. The only good things I got going for me are that I have a job now and I have good parents so there is no drama or uneasiness about being home which allows me to at least save up all the money I make while living with them. Apart from that I have no social life, no skills and I never matured because I simply did not have those experiences like my peers (going out, meeting people, making friends, socialising, romantic partners, sex etc.) This is why I was reluctant to go to college or do anything because anything that comes to mind imo requires a certain foundation of experience in order for you to be accepted and fit in and be able to progress or interact. The connections and social aspect is key to wellbeing, happiness and success. As I get older isolation, lost youth and ineptitude will hurt more and more as I see people around me progress. The thing is I don't know what to do with my life. Should I play it safe and just spend all my 20s and 30s living with my parents, working, saving money and rotting in my room? I feel like I am missing out on enjoying life but I have nobody and I am afraid that if I tried to force myself into relationships/friendships I will end up hurt, used and waste my money to participate in soceity that doesn't actually care about me. Keep in mind I am from a slavic shithole and not america. Also moving out and living on my own sounds like a bad idea because I am very inexperienced and I am not smart or skilled and it's almost impossible to even get a job if you are qualified if you don't have the connections. I don't have social media and I live in a small rural town and maybe this is an irational fear and I hope it is but I was always afraid of people bullying me or talking shit behind my back so I don't like opening up or revealing any information about myself because people talk and they can use any and all information against me in some way. Sorry if this is not directly related to crabdom but it's a more broad question on how to cope with beings a loser and how can you tell what kind of a loser you are (failed normie or truecel etc.) and what is realistic goal and expectation because expectations and goals set by media and Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

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Anonymage 08/31/25 (Sun) 13:32:23 No.226121

>>226114
>Don't turn it into a self fulfilling prophecy where you remain a 30 yo virgin because somebody told you to.
Self-fulfilling prophecies are cults these days

Anonymage 08/31/25 (Sun) 17:55:04 No.226122

In your case, you still have the option to move up at work (this to this to this and in a few years you're a project lead or manager, even at lamesauce entry level jobs). Also some people find out they're good at photography, like to travel, collect things, go on fishing trips, etc… Lots of options when young, and it can all be done while keeping to yourself too if you so choose (I'm a social anxiety case and I still have hobbies!).

Anonymage 11/02/25 (Sun) 11:26:17 No.226974

>>226113
I went from neet to warehouse job to college to retail job to making and losing a lot of money gambling and back to neet now. On my first job I actually couldn't look people in the eyes let alone hold a conversation if the guy didn't have same degenerated interests as me. The biggest social improvement was on the retail job which was infested with succubi. I had no options because I was basically forced by environment to talk, so I had to learn from the colleagues who are experts in gossip and don't close their mouth ever. By spending 8h a day with different types of succubi I found there are some who will make your life hell and some who are somewhat reasonable, I learned their behavior patterns and what to avoid. Also met few of my old friends which opened some doors and led to new experiences.

My point is that you need challenge yourself beyond what is currently comfortable. However, you can't do that anyhow. If you have expectation and chase the outcome, by default you invite option of failure. If the outcome means a lot to you and stakes are high where failure is painful, you're going to operate in fear mode and either dip out or make it more likely to fail. You gotta find lowest hanging fruit that is challenging and doable enough but that you won't care much if you fail. You stack your wins which grow exponentially (really hard to understand). Idk what you do, but focusing on collecting experience of different things is good goal to have. You can't get experience from a book or internet but need to live it yourself.

Anonymage 11/02/25 (Sun) 22:45:53 No.226976

>>226975
If you live in the west you're forced to interact with them since they are 50% of the human population. Doesn't mean any sex is going on especially for ugly guys like me.

Anonymage 11/08/25 (Sat) 21:03:53 No.227019

>>226974

This. I started an electrician Job. Way Too much responsibility for me but im not emotionlly invested since I try my Best and Im not financially ruined if I fail. Doing something that challenges you just right is great advice though

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Drawing Thread 11 Anonymage 03/18/25 (Tue) 12:55:05 No.68877 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

All you need to begin drawing is a pencil and some paper

Feel free to post any drawings of yours in this thread. Illustration, doodle, traditional, digital - anything goes. Discussion on skillbuilding techniques and fair critique of other wizards' work is welcome.

Videos:

Tyler Edlin - https://www.youtube.com/user/TylerE2284
Proko - https://www.youtube.com/user/ProkoTV
Sinix - https://www.youtube.com/user/sinixdesign
Scott Robertson - https://www.youtube.com/user/scottrobertsondesign
Matt Kohr (CtrlPaint) - https://www.ctrlpaint.com/library
Aaron Blaise - https://www.youtube.com/user/AaronBlaiseArt
Vilpu (Anatomy) - https://mega.nz/folder/9Pw1lYaS#Me7LSwlSg59lNGmkj9tt4w/folder/lPoXEYxS

Poses/Gestures
QuickPoses -https://www.quickposes.com/en
PoseSpace -https://www.posespace.com/posetool/default.aspx
https://x6ud.github.io/#/ Animal Head Reference Finder
https://anatomy360.info/anatomy-scan-reference-dump/

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Anonymage 10/31/25 (Fri) 20:44:20 No.70081

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You guys should give AzPainter a shot if you use Linux and enjoy lightweight software (2.5mb). It's also developed by a Jap. I tried it out while looking for something to use other than Krita and ended up liking this a lot. I've seen people compare it to Paint Tool Sai if you've used that on Windows.

Anonymage 11/07/25 (Fri) 02:57:43 No.70089

>>70081
>You guys should give AzPainter a shot
Thanks for the recommendation. But I suck at digital drawing lol, I will still try it though.
>>69955
>drawing something from reference is easy sure but that's obviously not what I want
Yeah, drawing without the need of using references is also one of my goals.
I actually tried to draw something a few days ago just using my imagination.
It looks wonky as hell and it took me like 6 hours lmao. https://files.catbox.moe/c65f3r.jpg
>>69895
I just realized a mistake in my previous post.
>→For 3d poses: https://quickposes.com/en
The correct link is: →For 3d poses: https://posemy.art/app/
>inktober challenge.
Oh also, I failed that. Only made it till day 10 kek.

Anonymage 11/08/25 (Sat) 16:08:56 No.70091

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i have been drawing kemonololi

she is 12

Anonymage 11/08/25 (Sat) 19:19:07 No.70092

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>>70091
damn your artstyle is good, draw something else like miranda from wakfu

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>>70091
that was small paper, I have found big paper
>>70092
Thank you, I may draw her feeling soft in the chest, some day when I am done waging

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Anti-Suicide General 2 Anonymage 07/28/25 (Mon) 09:10:50 No.301895 [Reply]

Starting a new anti-suicide general as the original has been bump-locked.

Helping wizards to understand that persuasive feelings of suicide can be bested.

Further the discursive spirit of this thread will remain the same as the first: to counter the general luring tenor of sadness that defines all the other threads through sharing positive practical advice purposed to reducing suicidal behavior even when we feel most suicidal. Naturally, being that I started the topic, I will be the first to contribute.

(1) Know that I care about you guys deeply and sincerely. Call me a faggot, I don't care (many have already done this, to no worthwhile avail)
(2) Examine what you are eating. For example, gluten especially produces depressive/psychotic episodes in sensitive autistic individuals. Sugar also is not healthy for your brain. Delimiting ingestion of both is wise.
(3) Make sure you are getting sufficient sleep. Chronic sleeplessness or even a few days' worth of irregular sleep can seriously interfere with the clarity of our thinking.
(4) Clean up. Taking a warm shower and putting on fresh clean clothes always is refreshing and helps to break up darkened mental habits.
(5) Breathe fresh air. Open whichever windows punctuate your room and allow some wind to come in.
(6) Watch your breathing. When we are panicked, our breathing can become very disordered and we do not recognize the effect this has on our thinking. Take deep, purposeful breaths, and collect your thoughts.
(7) Respect yourself. You have done your best to survive in an awful world, and you should grant yourself forgiveness for any mistakes and the allowance to rest with a composed and balanced mind.

I've done my part. Anyone else?

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Anonymage 11/08/25 (Sat) 10:19:17 No.303962

>>303960
You lose the entry point of Buddhism. The goal is to not reincarnate at all.

Anonymage 11/08/25 (Sat) 10:28:29 No.303963

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>>303960
The lingering of the brain's collective electronic makeup, the soul, can very well dissolve in to the air and allow the dead to 'feel' the Earth by being part of its electromagnetic field. To become an all-seeing angel in the heavens, or to become part of the ferocious magnetic turmoil of the Earth's core… Both directions of afterlife are rooted in the solid ground of reality.

Reincarnation is rooted in being either:

- A dumb Buddhist who is taught to be OK with being slaughtered by his king because he'll reincarnate as a cozy frog or something

- A stinky Hindu who believes that if he has sex with enough piles of animal feces, he will be rewarded with becoming the animal that makes the feces.

Both are wrong!

>Imagine that you die and [something horrible]
No. Why would I or anyone purposely try to upset ourselves with senseless hypothetical scenarios? I'd rather imagine that when I die I get sent to cute anime witch succubus island, where I get Doritos and MLP toys as a reward for slaughtering niggers (they are bred in captivity specifically for killing; it's really just that much fun!)

Anonymage 11/08/25 (Sat) 10:56:09 No.303964

>>303960
There is no scientific evidence of a divine morality-driven force that decides who gets reincarnated into "a better person", as far as we know the worst killer could get reincarnated into a king (supposing reincarnation is real).

Anonymage 11/08/25 (Sat) 12:30:31 No.303965

>>303963
So, you just need to get creamed after death to become an angel. Easy

Anonymage 11/08/25 (Sat) 20:42:57 No.303966

>>303964
Even so (you are likely right), being born white into relative wealth is an insane cheat code for life quality on this hell planet. One only an idiot would squander away through suicide due to mild discomfort or depression.

Imagine having all your current problems but also having to work on a construction site in India at 44 celsius heat 11 hours a day or you starve and go homeless.

Just suck it up and extract whatever joy you can get out of neetbucks. You struck the jackpot luck wise considering how bad your life with your genetics would be anywhere else.

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Politics Thread #88 Anonymage 09/23/25 (Tue) 21:07:45 No.321660 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

PALESTINE OFFICIALLY RECOGNIZED AS A STATE OR WHATEVER. U.N RECOGNIZES THE INVASION OF THIRD-WORLDERS UPON EUROPE. YOUTUBE ANNOUNCED IT WILL BE RE-INSTATING CHANNELS BANNED BY BIDEN'S ORDERS DURING COVID AND 2024 ELECTIONS. ANTIFA DECLARED A TERRORIST SECT. ISRAEL "ONLY NATION CAPABLE" OF PLANTING CELLULAR MASS-DISRUPTION DEVICES OUTSIDE OF UN GENERAL ASSEMBLY. TIKTOK TREND SHOWS PREGNANT SUCCUBI DOWNING THERAPEUTIC LEVELS OF TYLENOL IN PROTEST OF ANNOUNCEMENT THAT DOING SO CAUSES AUTISM IN CHILDREN

Previous thread: https://archive.is/JfDla

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Anonymage 11/05/25 (Wed) 18:07:55 No.322277

Neetbros mumdamhi won🎉🎉🎉🎉

Anonymage 11/08/25 (Sat) 16:39:46 No.322300

http://Archive.is/ is at risk of being taken down if they don't comply with the FBI's request for a total digital forensic data dump. The FBI pretty much wants the entire website and the footprints of everyone who ever walked near it.

There's no real political substance do it (just business as usual for the Federal Bureau of Being gay Jews), but all of these threads are archived there so someone aught to back them up lest they be gone forever. I'd do it myself, but I don't want to.

Anonymage 11/08/25 (Sat) 18:54:01 No.322302

>>322300
Why didn't they switch to archive.in? Andrew Anglin switched to dailystormer.in and it's been up for many years now.

Anonymage 11/08/25 (Sat) 19:17:38 No.322303

retarded the thread

Anonymage 11/08/25 (Sat) 19:24:18 No.322304

>>322302
>Why didn't they switch to archive.in?
Because the site owners aren't Indian, and India doesn't have the infrastructure to confidently host a large archive website. The domain locale doesn't do anything to protect the site owner against any nation's authorities making inquiries, nor does where it is physically hosted really. The host and domain locale of Archive.is - Iceland - has laws governing the sharing and storing of information that better suits the needs of an archive site, even when compared to a lawless shithole such as india.

>Andrew Anglin switched to dailystormer.in…
Because he racemixes with Asians. He's a currydick who repacks the digested rice of whatever yellow prostitute has the smarts to look down when they hear some whiny goblin begging for sex.
>…and it's been up for many years now.
The Daily Stormer isn't and wasn't ever a website permanently hosting legitimately damning evidence of government crimes. TDS doesn't allow anyone to keep tabs on 'who said what' for the sake of exposing niggardry. TDS isn't loaded with juicy child fuck pictures anymore. None of that can be said for Archive.is , which is why it's on the radar. The Daily Stormer is a satire website that dumbs down already dumb news articles and adds stale Twitter GIFs. If any government on Earth cared to shut down the personal ironic racist forum of every bald racemixing midget, then this place would have gotten axed back when Hotwheels was rolling in the big boy seat.

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Anonymage 11/08/25 (Sat) 14:40:53 No.10855 [Reply]

Guys, I don’t know anyone who likes acoustic black metal with deep emotional lyrics. So I’ll send it on — I think it’s relatable.

https://youtu.be/gskFI6Eizk8?si=b2LwqNqilWPwUXjV

It's a song called Seven Tears Are Flowing to the River, by Nargaroth. This acoustic cover is made by
Leiv Reed.

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Anonymage 10/25/25 (Sat) 15:30:10 No.226854 [Reply]

How's aging going on for fellow wizards?
Do you feel more tired, slow, fatigued, depressed?
What are some changes you've noticed besides the physical, changes in your lifestyle or way of thinking?

Pic related, the AVGN

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Anonymage 10/28/25 (Tue) 09:19:05 No.226905

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>>226904
Deal DOOSHNEELA, your ENCYCLOPEDIA stat may be high, but your CONCPTUALIZATION abiity is lacking.

I knew about bell curves already, but this particular distribution looks like a wizard's hat and not like a proper bell - and I have seen plenty of church bells.

Anonymage 10/28/25 (Tue) 12:11:58 No.226908

>very small ingunal hernia
>tough foods are now uncomfortable to chew
Hope nothing serious happens until I am like 70 or something

Anonymage 10/29/25 (Wed) 04:50:51 No.226916

>>226908
use a literal blender to make your foods minced plz

Anonymage 11/02/25 (Sun) 07:09:55 No.226972

>>226854
My leg hurts in a weird fashion

This week, I got a hint it could've have been my leg nerve all along, cause by weak muscles, sitting job, yada yada…

Anonymage 11/08/25 (Sat) 14:30:01 No.227014

>>226972
you should try doing squats and going on walks

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Wizards socialization on the internet Anonymage 12/04/24 (Wed) 23:36:47 No.220422 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Okay, Almost all of us here barely have any friends IRL, me included (I am sure at least half of us here are fine with that), But what about online Socialization? even the biggest Hikikomoris socialize online, the issue is that I f*g can't relate to people online, even in circles that are meant for "losers" and "outcasts", even if i like many people there and we can somewhat get along, I still feel that I do not belong there and that we live in entirely different worlds, And I do not play online games, nor post in any other imageboard aside of this, I always feel home here, unlike anywhere else online, so it's comfy here, but somewhere like 4trannies? hell no, it really hits when my former online friends are advancing in life and starting romantic relationships and I am left in the same exact place (not negatively) it's when I realize that I don't belong around them and I am only going to relate to them less and less with the time, and I hate it when they try to get me to change my way and try to talk to me about "getting a G.F" and escaping wiz/apperantice-hood so i decide to just abandon them and live inside of my own mind bubble comfortably

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Anonymage 11/06/25 (Thu) 15:38:34 No.227000

>>226997
Well, no. God isn't yet God, but will soon be God, by way of my actions. God does exist as someone already, but isn't yet god or God. Defeating Satan will turn God into God and a god, and gods.

I'm an atheist, too.

But I feel you might go by something else.

You agree everyone else is on the side of evil for Armageddon?

I don't mind if it's just me taking on everything and defeating everything.
It's how I become, and am, The God of War.

Anonymage 11/06/25 (Thu) 18:16:00 No.227006

>>227000
>schizophrenia in 2025

Anonymage 11/07/25 (Fri) 21:56:19 No.227010

>>227006
<wtf is delusion of grandeur

Anonymage 11/08/25 (Sat) 10:36:46 No.227011

i actually started socializing a lot when i was 15. i tried many diffrent groups mostly in the real world. at some point you realize that no matter where you look 99% people are the same, the only diffrence being how they dress, where they party and their politics. the only diffrence is they got brainwashed by diffrent media. even the most alternative people have the same blueprint and it gets very annoying.

Anonymage 11/08/25 (Sat) 14:28:18 No.227013

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the very same traits and personality aspects of humans are displayed almost in full in any internet environment where socialization takes place, moreso to be found on internet groups of e-friends.

What I'm trying to say I guess is that, in general, if you're someone who likes people or people's company, then it will be easy to get along and find a group.

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Thinking disease? Anonymage 11/05/25 (Wed) 01:22:32 No.226984 [Reply]

Hey I hate to be the guy who posts this kind of thing but I truly don't know where else to ask (tried 4chan, but I think most people won't care) I feel lost in life. I am undisciplined and rarely get things done. Most of my time I spend in my head, pondering over matters I cannot solve, yet failing to switch topics or get my head out of a thinking spiral. Maybe I lack the will to do so. I went over the self-help and psychology slop, but it all feels like a sham, a fad constantly trying to sell me more crap (just buy my book bro, just try my online course, just follow these ridiculous rules I made up). Perhaps I am foolish to think a book or a single piece of advice will help me, but I want to learn how to be a simpler man, a man of action, of less thought. Any literature or words of wisdom on the matter?

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Anonymage 11/05/25 (Wed) 20:08:01 No.226995

>>226984
>I went over the self-help and psychology slop, but it all feels like a sham, a fad constantly trying to sell me more crap

psychology and self help turns to slop when you are just reading it without truly putting things into action. And because the market demand is so high, the quality help is also diluted by shills and false gurus. You aren't the only one who simply becomes a consumer of the genre.

I feel bad whenever I hear people have negative experiences in the mental health field, cus some of the most empathetic, kind, and patient people were my therapists. If nothing else, it can be really good modeling if you had flawed parents who modeled bad coping skills or just passed on their neurosis for you to deal with and never helped to heal or grow.

Anonymage 11/05/25 (Wed) 21:42:48 No.226998

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I saw your thread on /lit/ and someone replied along the lines of 'just do it', and I am inclined to agree. Many prominent writers claim that overthinking is a disease, and that's because it is. Your overthinking is stopping you from acting.
So, the only way to become a man of action, is to, ironically, take action. There is no secret and no book will help you - just do.

Anonymage 11/06/25 (Thu) 02:49:46 No.226999

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>>226984
Do a Wall gazing or Kasina-Tatrak
You gonna achieve force of WILL of pure boringness doing nothing to do things or something.

Anonymage 11/06/25 (Thu) 19:59:57 No.227008

>>226993
Hey wiz friend. Thank you for your wisdom. I am trying out your advice. My mind still lingers on verbal thought a bit, but I have been able to make it somewhat subside by trying to trust my gut more. Thank you truly.

Anonymage 11/08/25 (Sat) 10:44:22 No.227012

damn totaly diffrent from my problem i have constant brainfog. im barely concious half the time.

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Suicide general Anonymage 12/07/24 (Sat) 20:38:05 No.296511 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

This is the classic "suicide general", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards, quite different from that other thread in the catalog.

I'm currently 26, almost 27 (rings a bell?). And I can't take it anymore. I will soon depart from life through hanging. I haven't done it yet because I live in a shithole and there are always people around making noise and being nosy. I will just wait till it's very quiet so I can go to the woods and end this miserable existence.

I don't care if it might "get better". Existence itself is a curse and we're all gonna die anyway. I've read enough pessimist books and life affirming books and I side with the former. I don't need your compansion, because the thought that I will soon disappear is the only thing that makes me happy. I'm not even sad because of this.

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Anonymage 10/26/25 (Sun) 23:04:52 No.303739

>>303725
Nothing. I dunno how a regular hanging would work, even if you grabbed it for a while, would you eventually tire and have to give up?
Anyway, that's how I failed the doorknob, I guess. I don't really remember what happened. I think I panicked as my consciousness faded and got out somehow. Maybe I jerked out or threw my hands up or something. I suppose the people who can do it are the ones really committed, who can go long enough to get to the point where it's too late to try and help yourself. Maybe I wasn't drunk enough.

That was a long time ago and good and bad things have happened to me since then. I don't think I would've missed out on much if I'd been successful, but I'm no longer in a place where I'm suffering enough to try again, even if I still think about it.

Anonymage 11/06/25 (Thu) 08:30:41 No.303921

I have digitalis and amitriptyline, but here is the kicker: it's in form of injections. Do you think it would work if I ingest them?
Also, what should I take to knock myself out? I was thinking about taking a whole pack of benzoes and over the counter sleep aids.
It would work as a poor man's heart switch, but without morphine. I can't acess other drugs like that. Although, I have oxyotocine, but I dunno how it would interact with other drugs.
I was thinking about adding beta blockers to lower my blood pressure even further.

Anonymage 11/07/25 (Fri) 00:36:19 No.303931

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>>303921
>digitalis and amitriptyline
Don't its neutralize each other effects?

Anonymage 11/07/25 (Fri) 05:45:29 No.303937

>>303931
Thank you for this image
*side walk*

Anonymage 11/08/25 (Sat) 09:20:45 No.303961

>>303734
same but I just ended up with the crisis team, I'm thankful I didn't get sectioned in hindsight tbh

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Anonymage 11/01/25 (Sat) 22:08:49 No.303847 [Reply]

I feel like I have a big black hole instead of my heart. it happens when I'm sad. It 100% comes from my depression for sure. it hurts because it's like someone stabbed you and you can feel the hole and it hurts even more and I get more depressed and I feel like the hole is growing bigger and heavier. it hurts so much when it happens. no hobby can satisfy me to fill the hole. the hole acts like a black hole and absorbs every positive thinking or things.
anyone felt/feels that and how did you overcome it?

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Anonymage 11/07/25 (Fri) 23:28:27 No.303953

>>303952
I get very mild auditory hallucinations that might actually just be due to an undiagnosed sleep disorder. My only major symptoms that I can identify are ideas of reference and paranoid delusions but only rarely because the antipsychotics actually work most of the time. The side effects kind of suck but they are manageable. I struggled with the condition for years but it's not as bad now. I don't have the focus or motivation that I used to but it might just be me getting old and jaded. My cousin has it bad and has spent decades homeless or in jail.

What is your experience with the condition?

Anonymage 11/07/25 (Fri) 23:35:19 No.303954

>>303953
>What is your experience with the condition?
it all started in 2018 or 2019 I don't remmber. schizophrenia striked me out of nowhere. I had delirium and had to quit my job at the factory. went 4 week to psychicyard and after coming home I had lot of delirium (I thought my neighbors hacked our devices and where mocking us because of what we do or watch on our devices. these delirium stayes for years. nowdays I feel neutral/a normal state of mind because of years of meds and resting (didn't do anything these years, just resting at home/a NEET another words).
here's my story so far

Anonymage 11/07/25 (Fri) 23:45:26 No.303955

>>303954
>didn't do anything these years, just resting at home/a NEET another words).

That's kind of what I did. I used it as an excuse to take up a bunch of hobbies and just try to learn any skill. I managed to code a few simple video games during that time. At this point, the ship has sailed on trying to make a career for myself due to AI and the worsening job market but I had fun at least.

Anonymage 11/08/25 (Sat) 00:11:57 No.303956

>>303955
waoh you made a game,im impressed.
for me, I learned no skills in these resting years. I couldn't do anything, I was too depressed and crying like everyday. i was in a bad mood and the delirium because of schizophrenia. so yeah I developped 0 skills

Anonymage 11/08/25 (Sat) 08:02:16 No.303959

>>303955
Wiz, don't beat yourself down over AI. The people who care about games would rather play an authentic game made by YOU rather than some quickly made AI game with stolen assests. Same thing with art: people who CARE about art pick a real drawing every time.
Give coding one more try, you have nothing to lose, aren't you? Who knows, maybe in a few years you will develop your skill so well that you would be able to solve complex problems where AI stumbles.

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Anonymage 11/07/25 (Fri) 16:20:07 No.303944 [Reply]

Mother woke up with a face stroke.
im a 34 year old neet/hikkie. But this is a sign i have to become an adult now.
Although it feels like im trapped in a cage, underwater, while screaming.

Anonymage 11/07/25 (Fri) 21:20:29 No.303947

Kind of similar situation with me. Mom has chronic, debilitating pain and balance issues so I have become a substitute mom basically. I have to do all the chores, yardwork and cooking now. If dad ever becomes disabled, I might as well rope because I don't know how to repair 20-year-old automobiles and shit.

Anonymage 11/08/25 (Sat) 06:17:51 No.303958

Ask social services to provide an affordable replacement of your mom

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Hidden power ultimately can't control things Anonymage 11/08/25 (Sat) 05:00:41 No.322299 [Reply]

So as you saw, NY elected a mayor who is openly socialist and thinks billionaires shouldn't even exist.

Billionaires, deep state magnates and grey eminences spent an unimaginably high amount of effort, lobbying and money to not elect this guy.

His own budget was negligible. He had zero connection. Yet he still won.

To have true power you need to be visible and appeal to people in person. Simply throwing money at things doesn't work.

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Depression Crawl Thread LXXI Anonymage 10/02/25 (Thu) 23:04:00 No.303254 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post here if you don't have enough to say for a new thread, but it's too depressing for the crawl thread.
/wiz/ tier room setups edition.

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Anonymage 11/06/25 (Thu) 18:09:58 No.303928

I was murdered by necrosis and amoxicillin; every part of my body was damaged, and lost cells. This started in 2018 or 2019. Since 2019, I've been too dead to live, but I still haven't managed to escape this horrible deadman prison.

This is what it means to become a devil.

I'm waiting to finally lynch Satan (Jesus Christ). Then I can finally be done with this bullshit.

It's been almost 7 years of my life being over. I've tried to come back from the damage, by always taking good care of myself. But there's no escaping this dead state. I can't give myself the livingness I need to live and be alive. Livingness has been absent from my life for all these 7 years, nonstop.

Satan is one of the murderers responsible.

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I really fucked up this time, in fact, wasn't even that bad, but it came on the worst time possible.

Anonymage 11/07/25 (Fri) 16:24:35 No.303945

OD'd and gave my self brain damage
Severe back and leg pain
No GP will accept me in my area
Next to zero experience with any kind of non-familial relationships
Zero friends or avenues to make them also lacking the drive to want them
No job
<1 month of money before I have nothing left
My place is a fucking mess
Dad wont talk to me
Realising Mum has actually been an awful influence on my life
Grandparents mental decline is really noticeable now

Tell you what lads, that exit bag is looking real fucking sweet

Anonymage 11/07/25 (Fri) 17:54:14 No.303946

>>303945
with your last strenght, say something nice to Jesus in a final prayer
like
Jesus Christ I want to be useful to you!

Anonymage 11/08/25 (Sat) 00:18:11 No.303957

>>303946
I'd sooner wager my after life via undying loyalty to Cthulhu rather than any abrahamic religion.

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anime you are currently watching Anonymage 05/31/23 (Wed) 12:33:48 No.40694 [Reply]

what are anime who are watching right now? I'm watching hikaru no go, I already red the manga but I wanted to watch the anime to catch up if I missed something

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Anonymage 02/28/24 (Wed) 11:57:21 No.41662

Yu-Gi-Oh! GX

Anonymage 10/31/25 (Fri) 08:26:57 No.43939

Tondemo Skill de Isekai Hourou Meshi

Anonymage 11/06/25 (Thu) 11:07:44 No.43952

>what are anime who are watching right now? I'm watching hikaru no go, I already red the manga

IIRC, the past for "read" verb is also written as "read" despite the pronunciation…

Anonymage 11/07/25 (Fri) 22:38:48 No.43954

Oshi no Ko
Deconstuctivist thriller isekai featuring idol succubi and love triangles. Surprisingly refreshing and grounded in reality despite where it draws its foundations from.

Anonymage 11/07/25 (Fri) 23:25:36 No.43955

>>43954
You are going to be so disappointed when Season 3 starts.

/music/

Musical Shitposts/memes Anonymage 10/19/19 (Sat) 08:46:22 No.5303 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post any shitposts or memes made through music in this thread.

Pure meme music is also welcome.

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Anonymage 04/23/25 (Wed) 20:37:05 No.10641

9mm Loli

Anonymage 04/23/25 (Wed) 20:50:41 No.10642

Anonymage 08/25/25 (Mon) 05:51:24 No.10790

;_; it's as if someone finally dried my tears with an actual sense of humor..

Anonymage 09/17/25 (Wed) 02:29:56 No.10802

Anonymage 11/07/25 (Fri) 22:24:06 No.10854

[Last 50 Posts]

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the miserable life of a newt Anonymage 09/02/25 (Tue) 20:56:56 No.321328 [Reply]

i am so miserable, and i would like to speak of why and how my severe mental imbalance came to be. little about me: my mom was born in sweden in sweden half swedish and she is/ was pretty, nice facial structure, good cheekbones and extremely smart, she learned four languages before turning 20. and here comes my idiot father whom a part of me despise. idiot iranian with 90 to 100 iq, my retard mom decided to go for some fucking moron instead of aiming high like the bitch she is not thinking. fyi she also suffers from soe sort of mental imbalance which could have aided her idiot choice. the only good genetic properties my dad has is he is a mindless twerp at times which is not entirely his fault and he is relatively tall 5.10. he comes form a shit hole in iran from some bum fuck village where half the dudes probably are inbreed and all looks the same except varying heights. well, anyway, a good thing about him is that he carries tall genes which is nice his brother is 6.5 plus, which is the only good thing i can think of right now ,hes not directly dumb but miles from my mom or any higher thinker. and i am 6.3 which is the only daving grace i have. back to what happened, these two idiots decided to have three fucking children me included like the absolute mindless dogs they are (i would never have chiildren with a idiot like my mom could have gotr a smart rich whiute guy but instead she chose some fucktard miles below her). yea, and my father growing up in iran where he most likelyt went through hunger and just messed up crap at times didnt really se the need to be super much in his kids lifes, and by the way did i mention how my mom was twenty and my dad was like twenty nine when he impregnated her, or even thirthy that fucking bastard. if i could i would travel back in time and clobber him in the end with a hammer so he never ruined me myt siblings and my mother. and yes i know that would remove my exicstens which i would gladly accept. well however these years where actually great, and i remember how i truly during that time loved my father like crazy. i would also like to add how i was born truly pure which most children are but i was born a little bit more sensitive than others, i was very shy and recluded and just needed a little bit more guidence. well these times as i mentioned where uneventful. but we moved to another city which i didnt think much of and already then i started to see my father less, he still lived in the original city, and such so aPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

Anonymage 09/02/25 (Tue) 21:07:40 No.321329

If Donald Trump had 8 guys like you, the Southern wall would be finished in no time

Anonymage 09/02/25 (Tue) 22:12:09 No.321330

Life is bad and a bitch, but you have to think objectively, so you want to self imrpove maxx and ascend or wallow in self pity forever? Don't get me wrong, self pity is alright once or couple of time when you have a shitty life, but you have to think objectively on how to get out of the shit life and at least improve and have a better quality of life, I'm not saying to self improve to become a turbo normie Chad, only to self imrpove towards a nice comfy life for you, go after NEETbux take care of your health, I heard Scandinavian welfare is very generous and good.

Anonymage 09/03/25 (Wed) 12:26:44 No.321339

>>321328
finish the story, I am very interested.

Anonymage 11/07/25 (Fri) 21:50:17 No.322298

>>321328
you deserve everything that happened to you

/hob/

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impressionnism Anonymage 11/07/25 (Fri) 21:41:14 No.70090 [Reply]

let's share impressionnism paintings. it's my favorite painting style and I hope there's also people who love impressionnism paints like me. any impressionnism enthusiast is welcome. tell us what you love and why you love impressioninnism!

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Kinjer Anonymage 09/19/25 (Fri) 00:17:59 No.63176 [Reply]

I'm looking for games from the 2000s and before 2010, mainly. But are free to recommend.

These are my PC specs:
Windows 10
4GB RAM
Intel Celeron CPU N3050 @ 1.60 GHz (2 cores)

I wanted to play .hack//G.U., but my PC is crap and can’t handle the PS2 emulator.

I'm looking for games with a good story, dark humor, and absurdity (I hate using that term, but I can't think of a better one). I’m into JRPGs like Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy, Dragon Quest, and .hack//G.U. — I haven’t actually played any of those, but they’ve always caught my attention kek.

To give you an idea of my taste, here are some games I like:

>Bioshock 1 & Infinite
>Manhunt 1
>DMC 3
>Postal 1
>Katana Zero

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Anonymage 10/06/25 (Mon) 20:03:45 No.63222

Battle brothers, morrowind, medieval 1&2&rome total war, oblivion, fallout 1 and 2 blasphemous

Anonymage 10/10/25 (Fri) 15:54:03 No.63225

What's the best 3DS emulator,bros?

Anonymage 10/10/25 (Fri) 16:12:07 No.63226

>>63225
Citra has been the best for me. Played all of MH4U on it no problem, no stutters framedrops or anything.

Anonymage 10/10/25 (Fri) 16:51:26 No.63227

>>63226
I plan to play Citra on Android, so, no virus or any problems?

Anonymage 11/07/25 (Fri) 15:57:28 No.63286

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Check out some abandonware sites or GOG promos, also you definitely should try BloodRayne if you like DMC3 and Manhunt.

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Valve kills the skin market from CS2, billions lost Anonymage 10/23/25 (Thu) 19:16:05 No.63243 [Reply]

Let's be honest, if you were dumb (brown) enough to fall for this then you deserve to lose it all. I'm loving the shitstorm and the amount of turdworlders who offed themselves today.

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Anonymage 10/24/25 (Fri) 14:12:13 No.63258

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>>63251
>I have more respect for people trading with stocks

where do arrogant people like you come from, 4cucks /pol/ where they call everyone who plays videogames a manchild?

I doubt anyone in the real world or the internet cares about whether you have respect for them or not. Get off your high horse.

You're literally posting in an imageboard for virgin males lmfao
>>63257
It's always been a gamble.

Anonymage 10/24/25 (Fri) 14:39:13 No.63259

>>63258
>where do arrogant people like you come from, 4cucks /pol/
Brown child, 100%

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>>63248
>>63255
>>63258
Looks like some wizards in this thread lost all of their pesos in the skin scam too

Anonymage 10/24/25 (Fri) 21:51:28 No.63262

>>63261
It's an incredibly simple gameplay loop that appeals to the lowest IQ, and it promises colorful skins and rap music clips if you keep playing.

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>>63260
>Looks like some wizards in this thread lost all of their pesos in the skin scam too
bump for the extra kekking

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Anonymage 09/30/25 (Tue) 10:40:39 No.303176 [Reply]

Reminder to take your vitamins, especially "fish oil" one " Vitamin D3

they say Vitamin D3, because "Vitamin D" sounds like an euphemism, kekeke

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Anonymage 10/20/25 (Mon) 16:07:32 No.303658

>>303564
>Lately I tried a depot that has all amino acids
Care to share what exactly? I'd love to try stuff that works.

Anonymage 10/20/25 (Mon) 16:26:32 No.303659

>>303658
Of course, I grabbed a random german one (doppel herz) it has:

L-Valin, L-Leucin, L-Isoleucin, L-Threonin, L-Methionin, L-Phenylalanin, L-Trytophan, L-Lysin, L-Histidin and non essentials are L-Arginin, L-Tytosin, L-Cystein.

You can put this into an llm to get explanations..

I've been doing this for 13 days and there is a slight difference… but also my eating habits are very bad and one sided, so it surprises absolutely nobody

Anonymage 10/20/25 (Mon) 16:33:06 No.303660

>>303659
Thanks. I might find something similar in a DM store or something.

>but also my eating habits are very bad and one sided
Same reason I'm thinking basic vitamins worked a bit for me initially. I guess I was so deprived that anything, even low quality stuff helped.
I'm trying an iron pill now, it has 14mg iron 10mg zinc, 1mg copper(?) 1,4mg B6 some B12 and a bit of folic acid.

Doctor wasn't worried, but my blood iron is constantly on the low end so I decided to take this anyways.
Hope for something notable and that they don't mess with my BP meds.
Was drinking 2-3 energy drinks a day for a decade before and was forced to quit… That had B6 B12 too. Maybe this is the key to salvation.

Anonymage 10/20/25 (Mon) 16:45:19 No.303661

>>303632
Depending on what you mean by "libido problems" pelvic floor exercises could go a long a way.
That was my issue. Now I can jerk it to doujins all day again if I wanted to.
The desire is lower now that I'm past 30 though. Probably natural + dopamine fatigue.

Anonymage 11/07/25 (Fri) 13:19:01 No.303941

>>303180
what if i'll buy one too…

>>303659
>Of course, I grabbed a random german one (doppel herz) it has:
>L-Valin, L-Leucin, L-Isoleucin, L-Threonin, L-Methionin, L-Phenylalanin, L-Trytophan, L-Lysin, L-Histidin and non essentials are L-Arginin, L-Tytosin, L-Cystein.
bump

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