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 No.311025[Reply]

Fuck school. Its shit and it makes me wanna kms. It drains the life out of me. There is zero point in working for like 40 years anyway
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 No.311112

>>311111
Addition
>Bullying and finance in school
>Broken home in home
Trust me

 No.311113

>>311112
Damn man I'm sorry, a job is your best bet then I guess

 No.311114

>>311106
If there is some subject that youre interested in that you want to study, then yes. I think you would enjoy going to school. You might even meet people who have similar interests.

 No.311115

I miss school, it's the only thing I've ever been good at.

 No.311116

It prepares you for a life of jumping through hoops and obeying authority, yeah it's for automatons, the stress it induces is deliberate to make you submit. I also hated it, the only thing that got me through the school prison is the thought of playing games

Now games fuckin suck too, not all of them but mostly


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 No.323901[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction
https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.325876

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Steam sale ends in an hour. I have $1.85 Steambux to spend.

 No.325877

john cena's acting is a lot like that giant dumb negroid baller what's his name shquillo neil whatever acting
there's no seriousness to it so it's good in a way that he's in a movie like coyote vs acme

 No.325878

On my last GTA III mission. For years I thought that I didn't open all islands and stopped on my old PC on the first island.

I downloaded iso file from Internet Archive. After opening credits, my old laptop's screen stopped working for a second. Once there were strange graphics in the menu. I uninstalled, installed other iso from the same site. This time everything was fine. Next session it asked for a second disc. After all tribulations, I put audio files to the game folder and it started working.

I WAS WRONG. I've already completed the whole main storyline. Maybe in the same laptop. Yet I forgot about it, didn't know what's next but clearly remembered some stuff as well as looking for easy ways on YouTube. Even one comment sound familiar. I didn't write it down and forget about it. Older memory was in my head. This is scary. It happened a lot, but this is next level. Though unlike my parents, I at least recognize things more after dealing with them again and I remember more in general.

I remember looking at the map online and thought there's no way I could forget about the third island. I must've played it on old PC before it collapsed and maybe I've forgotten about playing till the second island. But no. I finished everything without cheat codes, although with many mission attempts and help of the internet.

I didn't forget about Vice City and San Andreas, I remember about some global modes. I jot down some media to a text file and I use MAL. Should've started doing the former earlier.

 No.325879

>>325878
I even remember about how I had read about the ending, yet I forgot about completing it.

 No.325903

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>Wizchan
>Weekend slows to a crawl
There must be a PARTY somewhere and all the Wizchan posters are at the PARTY (Instead of posting on WIZCHAN!!)!!


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 No.228246[Reply]

ive come to a conclusion normies operate on a subconscious level. They still worship a yehweh like being but they dont like to admit it. They talk about how indifferent god is but praise nature for being a provider. when nature is a practical way of explaining a god. You talk about how cruel nature is, and pagans will justify it by saying its supposed to be like that while believing we should use nature as a basis of our sense of right and wrong. Kind of like what christians do when you talk about the indifference about their god. Regardless what belief a normie puts themselves as. it comes to the same conclusion on their thought process.
>the system I support is infallible
>the system I support is perfect
>whatever harm that comes from said system is ment to happen or is justified as the lesser evil in someway
>but we are the ones that fight for progress wven though we dont want to see the flaws in our system to fix the issue.
>but blame those who see the problem in the first place

normies seem to have this mentality that likes to support this Saturn like system in the persuit of "beauty" or "progress" when its nothing more than a dog chasing its own tail. What's worse is people believe im obligated to participate in a dying system they support, or a rebellion that would replace the same concept they swore to fight against. Im simply tired and wish to not exist, wishing this whole thing wether its nature, yehweh or even politics would just fade away. We were fine without experience. We were at peace. But there is that primordial ambition that constantly likes to put itself in the way of everything like a clumsy flamboyant retard stumbling in the room with its utmost redundant suggestions like that filthy serpent that suggested eve to partake in the fruit of knowledge. Or god himself that brought light into darkness to antagonize the peace.
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 No.228341

>>228311
>God is evil because he allows free will and personal agency
Satanism is the ultimate brainrot, if they really are arguing this

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god does a bunch of evil things like kill people but when he does it it's "divine providence" and it becomes objectively a good thing that we can't question

god told abraham to kill his child, for no reason, and as god's faithful servant, he didn't question it at any moment. he was perfectly willing to murder his child like every god-fearing person would. faith in god must be absolute, regardless of how his commands would sound like madness to any rational person.

there is no victory against an omniprescent, omniscient god. absolutely anything he says and does is unquestionable because he is god. a satanist recognizes this and accepts the futility of disobeying regardless. satanism is very similar to existentialism if we only replace God with eg. the cold indifference of the universe. is there a point in rebelling against god? no, but we'll do it anyway. smite me down, god, but i will not murder my child for you.

 No.228917

>>228916
i don't actually have a child obviously. that was rhetorical. thought i should make that clear

 No.230314

Bump. Why not look up some gnostic texts instead, learning of archons instead of getting stuck in that "good is evil" paradox?

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>>228246
your anger is at the failings of those who practice mainstream religion. its entirely reactive to their bad behavior, hypocrisy, and stupidity rather than a reaction to the underlying framework of the religious ideology in question.

actually, this does put you in line with the church of satan, thats exactly why lavey created the church of satan. so you fit the church perfectly. problem is you, like the church, are reacting to the behavior of people who practice a faith rather than the faith itself. your spirituality is defined by being the opposite of those people the way church of satan is. its not a wise way to live or build a belief system, existing as a reaction.

id also say that if you actually look into the church of satan, they are juvenile… really juvenile. its all about edginess and trolling christians… that's basically it in practice. satanism sounds intense/controversial/dark until you look into it and realize what the church of satan actually is… its gay.


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 No.230146[Reply]

Wiz Life is Wonderful Edition

post here when you're feeling happy or share anything that makes you happy or glad and grateful or comfy and cheerful or things that make you smile
This is the happiest thread on wizchan!
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 No.230320

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bought some chink cards again this time I opened abooster pack which I regret but whatever also got me brainstorm and piccolo. Im happy for brainstorm cause I like Ben 10

 No.230321

>>230320
>Sanrio

 No.230322

>>230308
Why does it make you kek? Uncovering crabs make you happy?

 No.230323

>>230320
I liked that cards so much. How can i look for them?

 No.230324

>>230323
you can go to any tcg shop, mine they didn't even know they had them despite me asking it was only after I checked some boosters that I noticed them
or you can order from aliexpress


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 No.11083[Reply]

Naka.. Naka.. Nakani..は私のお気に入りの曲です。この曲を気に入ってくれるといいな. 私はナカナカみたい…ハハハ meow i b r o k e n

 No.11084

dude, solid track, got more with this vibe?

 No.11085

>>11084


forgot to link some stuff back for you in my post


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 No.33619[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Has anyone read 5e's fucking Ravenloft?
Just some of the horrid shit in it:
>Strahd's played off as what amounts to Buffy the Vampire Slayer's Angelus levels of edge, literally feels nothing and seemingly has no interests above the usual, though not for the same Bram Stoker's Dracula tier reasons, Literally just wants Tatanya as if a meaningless trophy on his belt
>These dumb faggots made it so that Strahd wants to turn whatsherface not into a vampire bride, or hell, even a true vampire, BUT VAMPIRE SPAWN (You know, sniveling wall crawling nosebleed assface monster vamps?)
>Tatanya's a nigger
>The reincarnation is a nigger
>Strahd's wives are niggers
>Nigger Mayor of a town surrounding the land
>Evil white "everything is fine man"
>Strahd's a Bisexual sodomite degenerate with two male consorts to boot
>Made Barovians "Diverse"
>Made Strahd's conquering of the land sound tyrannical as fuck and less just
>Made it so that Some have Barovians have souls and some don't because of 5e's ravenloft being in a private demiplane, stopping newborn bodies from getting souls, in a piss-poor attempt to mimick the Old demiplanes of dread thing where some residents are literally just NPCs made by the powers, even though this makes no sense to anyone who's had to deal with Gulthias in 3.5 and Ashradorn in the whole Soul font thing with the ban on unborn souls in lore, so these people should be getting souls, because otherwise the demiplane would have to deny all positive energy for this shit to even remotely work
>All done because they're too lazy to redo the demiplanes of dread just like before,
>Strahd now heals for 20 in his fast heal
>Mongrel Men are the results of Racemixing past the half-race stage suffer for it, check their description and it's fucking played off as a good thing despite them being ugly mutants beyond redemption in their racial descriptions, the self-unawareness is real

This is why warhammer roleplay and castle drachenfels will always be superior
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 No.70782

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>>70730
Glad to hear you had fun! Indeed, it seems there is hope ahead, if not for a good game, then at least for interesting interactions.

I came across an old article recently discussing this exact difference in philosophy, the divide between the "game-players" and the "role-players." I always assumed the latter style of play took root in the late 80s, but it was happening even in 1977, only three years after the release of Original D&D.

So there have been misunderstandings since the very start. The game is supposed to be about acquiring treasure, magic items and XP, building a stronghold, having your own army and claiming a piece of the land as your own. If your character isn't interested in any of that, then they shouldn't be an adventurer.

>The player who lost his character got into an argument with another player because that player didn't come to his aid when he was the only one who could've done something.
I bet/hope one day, in the not too distant future maybe, this player will look back on this moment and realize they were actually having fun. This sort of interaction is more real than anything narrative-based games can create.

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>>70782
You're right, this thing probably began with the game itself, it's just that my personal experience is different. But the worst part of pet characters full of personality, besides having to sit through a 10 minutes argument between two imaginary bozos, is the impact this stuff has on the DM.

I'm pretty sure he's prone to fudge and pull punches because of this. The game just gets smoother if nobody dies. I asked if he could have his attack and dmg rolls in the open and he said he prefers to keep it a secret to 'keep up the tension'. Bullshit. The dice gives you a probability, that's where the tension is. I can just tell he's pulling the teeth from the monsters. I hate toothless monsters, fuck. I don't even blame him honestly, the players are whiny bitches and he's afraid to lose them.

 No.71297

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>>70823
Hello anon!
How is the game going? Are you still playing with that group? Did your comrades manage to grow some appetite for wealth and glory?

 No.71299

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>>71297
Yes, we're 17 sessions in. And yes, the party is taking risks now, though one of the players made a claustrophobic character who refused to go inside the dungeon and literally spent an entire session watching the game happen while his character took care of the horses back on the surface. A claustrophobic character. In a DUNGEONS & Dragons game. I shit you not. By next session the character predictably managed to overcome his fears without any psychiatric help and joined the dungeon crawl.

Other than that, after my aggressive tutelage during the first four or five sessions, the game is progressing smoothly now, and handholding is no longer needed. Dungeon crawling is almost just going through the motions at this point, and everybody has their own little thing going on back in town. Everybody's happy. It's been an OK, fun game with a good group, but I've done this one million times before. Way too many times. It's hard to get excited about watching one more monster drop, adding one more imaginary gold coin to the purse, and so on. One more piece of intrigue. At least this adventure has an ending, though I don't think we'll get there for at least another couple of months' worth of sessions.

I dunno, I fucking hate this game I guess, but I have nothing else to do, and I've been gaming for so long that it's become this strange habit at this point. I think it's like those people who hate their jobs but have been doing them for so long that they miss the office during vacations. It's not just gaming, either. I despise all my little hobbies. Meh. Anyway, not bad overall. Probably doomed to game, I guess. Jesus fucking Christ.

What about you? DMing something?

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>>71299
Ah, so it seems you're back to that ambivalent state of kinda dreading it, but still finding enough bits of enjoyment during it to keep going, similarly to your previous game. I guess that's normal to some extent, given that this hobby can sometimes be like a chore, especially now that every other form of entertainment is so low-effort and instantaneous. But you mention despise for other hobbies, do you think this is because you expect too much out of them? Or perhaps they don't feel stimulating or productive enough?

Nothing new for me in terms of RPGs, but I have been playing this play-by-email wargame that turns out to be quite enjoyable. You have to submit your orders every 2 weeks, and you control a nation in Middle-Earth. It's team-based (Free Peoples vs Mordor, we're the latter), so there is a lot of strategizing and discussion during each turn. I think it really scratches that itch I had about hard rules and clear success or failure. The mechanics are simple and elegant, yet quite powerful in all the situations they can create, and there is a chess-like quality to the whole thing. Your only direct interface with the game are your characters (commanders, agents, emissaries and mages) to whom you give orders each turn.


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 No.325662[Reply]

You guys have any advice on how not to ragequit and drop out while at university as an adult? This shit is daycare for intellectually feeble people who need a tutor just to read books, with far too much left wing copium to ever have relevance. I cannot believe anyone sends their children to these stupid places.
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 No.325743

>>325742
thats a cool pic. I saved it.

 No.325744

>>325740
>>325742
disingenuous

 No.325745

Hope you didnt pay money for that shit lol

 No.325750

>>325731
>Ok but how you find a job if you don't fall for it? I dont want to burger flip and mop the floor all my life

it's more difficult and requires you to be more socially active then is currently normal but there are tons of people who need help with little stuff and they are willing to pay for your help.

you know what it isn't more difficult then though? it is not more difficult then selling your soul doing something evil, which is almost anyone who goes to university. i don't know if it is 60%, 90% or 95% but almost all the university jobs are some bullshit that is either kind of helps everybody but is mostly unnecessary or it just straight up help rich people become richer which is how everything gets fucked up even more.

there are just tons of evil jobs and young people don't know it, they only learn it once they are in them unfortunately. i like to think young people get smarter because of the internet but the internet is getting censored and still tons of young people fall for narratives and don't understand how much of society is just pure expression of unfairness and malevolence.

 No.325902

Glad this thread took off. Everyone saying just conform and be a good guy is pathetic and weak minded themselves. You're paying for this, it's thousands of dollars a year and if you conform you'll simply recreate the same crap agenda which is driving your prof. Fuck that, these people are worthless sponges who are stealing your money as gatekeepers and need to be torn down.

Let me remember now some of the shit they tried to program me with:
>you are a white settler and must hate your society and give everything to Indians
>Classical Liberalism is the greatest ideology on the planet and you must believe in lockean and aristotilian ideas in the modern world
>Objecting to muslim immigrants is islamophobia and we should let muslims take over everything
>Fuck you whitey, I'm the racist professor now you have to hate your own history
>umh actktually, the latin americans could have colonized the Europeans guy :)
>everything is class war, marxism is a valid ideology, you must be a feminist, I hate fucking conservatives, be a smart liberal
>uh there's no such thing as race sweety, im a anthropologist and boas says it isn't real :)))
>the west only rose because of racism and slavery and that's capitalism kek kek kek
>there's no such thing as wrong or right, or objective values! We are taking the new anthropology paradigm and you just never judge the noble savage who is better than us!
>you're going to the Cuban speaker on marxism and anti-interventionalism with the class, right?!?
>populism is a threat to our le democracy, and our le liberal values
>islam is a message of peace! The Prophet muhmmad never ever taught violence and he doesn't believe in Jihad!!! it was a conspiracy stop discriminating against muslims!
>on and on it goes

University is a valid way to train elites if the material being taught is valuable and imparts skills. What I learned was a bunch of politicized crap by people who don't deserve to have any influence on society. Fuck all academics burn the books


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 No.307023[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

Previous:
>>296511
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 No.311056

I have a 12 gauge and ammo but I am too chickenshit. Any words of encouragement so I can actually pull the trigger?

 No.311064

It's depressing that if I were to kill myself it wouldn't be a dramatic climax or ending to a cinematic story. No sentimental scenes witnessed by a crowd of audience who are moved into tears, discomfort or even jeering mockery. I'll just slip the noose around my neck or pop a pill and the story just gets cut off there.

 No.311065

I'm tired of being unemployed, my parents are annoying and I also never go out of the house and my friends are busy with their work, for some reason when I sleep, my dreams are more real than my life or the movies I watch, for example, just now I dreamed of being a succubus in a horror movie and I was chased by two famous serial killers in the movie Jason Voorhees and Michael Myers and I was almost killed by them, I also saw in my dream people were killed and for some reason my dreams seem more real than my life every day and every day always changes, dreams are tiring, why do today's generation of children hate school even though school is where they can interact with each other and form friendships, I know my school days were bad because of bullying and I was hated and so on, but in my opinion, school is the most real thing in life, just like my dreams

 No.311087

is paracord a good rope for hanging? also can i have some resources on how to hang yourself properly?

 No.311110

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Am I retarded for "brainwashing myself" into wanting to live very less years? I don't mean consuming gooning content, but rather "scientific and geopolitic" content eg; climate refugee data, incoming macroeconomic-global swayings, astronomical destructive events (eg; solar flare, etc)-and so on, etc
the counterpart is making my own life feel extremely brisk by thinking of Deep Time; cosmological, geological, Epochs of the Earth, Hominid evolution timeline, etc.


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 No.325782[Reply]

Discuss lucid dream plans, daydreams, fanatasies, scripts, etc you have that can't absolutely be said anywhere else naught at an anonymous forum for wizards
>no sexual items
>no minors involved
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 No.325792

I often dream about committing mass murder with a car just to go live in jail indefinitely then I remember that there is no AC in jail and my dream ends

 No.325793

how do we kill thiel?

 No.325800

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One of my big day dreams is basically what if x men but in real life, like one day out of nowhere we wake up and lots of people have super powers or mutated into some sort of post human being.

I dont know if i would even be a super hero or villain, i would be lazy still, i picture myself as a psychic who ignores the outside world.

All of this is just a fun power fantasy. it isnt exactly forbidden, more like childish.

 No.325851

>>325800
You might enjoy looking at CYOA charts

 No.325901

Actually this somewhat bad dream last night could make for a movie I would actually want to watch:

A relative of Klebold/Harris (or just an extremely gifted Columbiner) gets revenge on America by developping and releasing the NSV: The Natural Selection Virus.

The rest is basically just Battle Royale taking place in mostly suburbs (people's killer instincts take 80% control), though some still go to schools and markets (where for some reason grandmas/older succubi use chainsaws) and theres a wet cement that if you get stuck in it it envelops your body and turns you to mush.

I figured I may as well shoehorn Columbine if it was just gonna continue a trend already started with 2024's Civil War and continued with The End of Oak Street…


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 No.309031[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

whenever you're depressed or sad, come here and draw something using Oekaki. you can draw whatever you want
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 No.311073

>>311067
>>311046
Are you watching the anniversary stream?

 No.311075

>>311073
i didn't they were doing that :/
aw man.

 No.311085

>>311075
It's only on Season 4 now. Hop in and say hi to the other anons.

 No.311103

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drew in the wrong tab.
i wish i knew how to engage and upkeep friendship.
i think on all the people i came across in my attempts to learn to conversate through exposure and maybe even be interesting to people on gmod and abit elsewhere that didnt work out.
some of them thought that i was not interested in them but i'm just not able, i freeze up on them.
i'm diagnosed autistic, i did not let them know that. i've tried alot to just figure it out.
ive sat alone since i was 11, i have in the past year made 1 friend that i talk to dailey to every otherday. i value him alot. And 1 other that would talk to me meaningfully at one point but it feels very clean that i'm like the 7th friend to him now. i write out things to him sometimes on stuff i think on and seek imput but that person those not want to have conversations with me past short stuff right now, when i ask into him he peeks up but its still kept so short. they both know i am aspergers, i am happy to have them.
writing this took longer then the drawing. i hope people like them.

 No.311104

i'm not too proud of the drawing by the way


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 No.71025[Reply]

What's the last movie you've seen?
What's the best movie you've seen lately?

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>>65514
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 No.71280

>>71235
yes, i will
i just have to convince my wizmom
she was a bit put off by some of the disgusting things in the trailer

 No.71285

>>71280
fold her eyes with your hands when something disgusting or scary happens

 No.71288

>>71285
her reflexes for looking away from the screen are incredible that i could never compete
this inevitably causes her to sometimes miss details
the other day we were watching tenet and there's this part where a bad guy uses a meat mallet to try to crush the protagonist's hand, but he removes his hand at the very last moment, and then the action fight starts
well, she actually looked away faster than the action protagonist could dodge it, so she actually thought he hadn't, and it was only when we were discussing the movie afterwards that i had to explain that to her

anyway, i always end up convincing her
so we will watch it and there will be a lot of looking away from the screen

 No.71305

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The humor, and even music in some moments, was more transfixing than usual..

 No.71307

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Oddity (2024). Interesting Irish horror film.


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 No.229729[Reply]

Just saw this while scrolling 4chan. My parents were exactly like that. Just wondering how true this is for any neets on this board?

My father is the single most negative person on the planet. He will often tell me that what I am thinking about doing is too much trouble and I shouldn't bother. He will poke holes in all sorts of plans I have. My mother does the same because she worries about me and then to deal with that she tells me all the things she is worried about happening to me as if it is helpful and she is protecting me from those things by telling me about them. In reality she is just instilling me with anxiety and doubt. Then they tell me to be a normalfag and am surprised when I can't do it. For many years I actually thought they were being helpful too, until I realized not being around them is like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. My first reflex has always been to turn to them for advice because I lack confidence. I realized that was a massive mistake because the reason I lack confidence is because of them.

Did your parents meet the mold in pic related?
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 No.230075

>>229738
>never taught
They can't teach you what they themselves don't know.

 No.230288

>>229729
I feel…

>>229733

>This post is horoscope-tier vague
The OP-pic greentext hits home, though.


>>229792

… You know, that's just super-ironic how normies don't seem to understand a 30KHHV wizard may find *a reason to live* well outside of "normie" bread-and-circus stuff.

Reminder the story of a certain 30KHHV from ~2000 years ago has been normalized… and NORMIE-lized, too. They literally attend a circular building AND consume bread as a part of the ritual! It IS a bread-and-circus mass~

How ironic~

 No.230312

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I think parents like OPpost ones were the reason someone wrote the Bible in the first place. As a drama. Not necessarily as a faith object, but as a tear-jay story. A story where absent-yet-omnipresent parent makes the sun too different from … the folk.

 No.230318

>>230288
Same, if making it means to get married, become a debt and lifelong wage slave paying off a mortgage then no thanks, it's a choice for me, a choice to be free

 No.230319

>>229729
>Absent yet omnipresent, both overbearing and useless
most parents were like that, and their children grew up to be normal (past tense because gen z&alpha are fucked by societal and economical collapse)
my parents are university grads and white collar workers, they expected me to be the same, I'm a compsci dropout with vague ideas about using AI to be self-employed/collect adsense money from my site, when I talk about it they're unconvinced, and tbh I am too, since I have no motivation to do anything, when I was trying to graduate at least I had deadlines to procrastinate, now I only wish I had money to buy electronics and an used car.


/dep/

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 No.310904[Reply]

Hesitation is defeat edition. There is no running away.

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 No.310906

I def hesitated many times in my life when it mattered like getting a job when i was much younger, asking for help for mental state. Shit just pilles up and eventually you have to face it. It's hard. I don't blame anyone for running. I did.

 No.310907

>>310904
i grew up spoiled so i never developed any sense of urgency to do anything. even after i graduated college, i just did "nothing." Now im halfway to 36 and i rot at a desk as an overnight security guard.

this job is too comfortable to leave

 No.310934

I tried way too hard on trying to befriend some people/normalfags I barely have anything in common with; it simply doesn't cut it. I always end up angry upon realizing they did things and weren't called out, or when I have to afford listening to their retarded normal-nigger takes, or when they try to act smug and end up looking like idiots.

They're basically behaving niggers and I'm the total opposite.

 No.311011

Isshin is such a badass, greatest boss battle ever. I basically became a hermit neet who scammed unemployment offices by faking send mails, i did this for 6 years until i was forced to take a job. It was actually a good thing, the hermit neet was killing my soul. I felt like the succubus of memories of matsuko where she became an old fat shutin obsessed with a japanese boyband. It's surreal. The longer you wait by not getting a job, the harder it is. Hesitation is defeat indeed.

 No.311100

I've been having mild hallucinations of voices and images for quite some time now. After a long time the entire hallucination shifts as you notice the patterns and notice it in real time.
The voices and images are still disgusting but you become less bothered by it.


/dep/

 No.310663[Reply]

I just played a dating sim for the first time. In hindsight the story was nothing special at all, but the innocent nature of the love story between the MC self insert and female lead left me afterwards feeling even worse than I usually do

It's been a few days since I finished the game and holy shit do I feel empty. I keep thinking; it's over, it's over. It's almost as though my cold dead heart became that much heavier and now i'm irritated

I suspected I would feel this way but ignored my better judgement. I've played similar games but they were more lustful which didn't hurt at all.

TLDR: Romantic dating sims are a cognitohazard

 No.310665

Felt that way after playing miiside or whatever it's called

It was definitely a traumatic experience like people said it would be, I didn't take it seriously

I deleted it after speedrunning the piece of shit as quickly as possible to get it over with but I felt a bit depressed after it, dunno exactly why, maybe because of the part where it makes life feel repetitive, like you're actually supposed to spend your time trying to win the approval of a psycho bitch

 No.310681

Why would you do that to yourself? I don't relate to those kinds of protagonists at all. At best, it's nice to see characters who were truly meant to be together end up together.

 No.310683

Name of the dating sim?

 No.310684

>>310683
EVA ayanami raising proj w/asuka. specifically getting to marriage ending. I got a lot of cute romantic events on the way there..

>>310681
i find it easy to immerse myself

>At best, it's nice to see characters who were truly meant to be together end up together

Hate to sound like a crab but i'm sick of that. People in general sicken me so seeing them happy makes me feel like i'm not understanding something that I should. At least I dont spoil the mood with my presence or unwanted opinions but that's 3DPD

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>>310684
Dear journal I have abandonned,


today, I have been struck with a reminder one's life is not much different from programming a software package. and my parents are anything but programmers


/dep/

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 No.311076[Reply]

Looking for some feedback on if the process in this picture would work, and what gas would be needed.

 No.311084

You're not going to get helium. Balloon helium, and even commercially available industrial helium is mixed with enough air and oxygen to keep you well alive. They also need a license to acquire in most places and it won't be shipped to a home address; only to a business with an adequate handling license. A slow release of gas would cause an ice buildup on the tube. You would also need a costly regulator as the minimum pressure released from a tank would blow off any tubing completely. You would need to completely seal the bag around your neck, and once you enter a hypoxic state your body will instinctively begin flailing and reaching for your head to find an obstruction (you see this with losers who film their own self-hangings). If you pass out, your body will release oxidized blood from your spleen and you'll probably still be alive for hours trapped in a danger-induced nightmare from which you can't awaken. The tanks will empty and you'll come through with serious brain damage.

You're welcome. I know you weren't really planning on killing yourself (because if you were you would just jump in a pool with rocks in your pockets) but it's important to debunk these bullshit infographics that creeps online use to troll depressed people in to thinking there's a suicide method that's somehow easy and not terror-inducing.

 No.311086

If you want to die, build a charcoal gasifier and don't ignite the gas. It produces pure carbon monoxide. Will kill you easily. One breath from the pipe and you're dead.

 No.311096

>>311084
What about N2? Thats been documented as working and is recommended in the peaceful pill handbook.
(I dont recommend this method anyways op if you want to do it just blow your brains out (but dont do that because suicide is retarded IMHO))


/lounge/

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 No.325832[Reply]

behold! the fresh screenshot of an actual linux laptop using portrait mode to touch navigate a colorful 136mb pdf about the visions of an edgy architect who loves freedom and is willing to harmonize with nature who invented simply a better way to build houses, outclassing everything that existed before him.

lore: after uncomfortable years of searching i have finally found a comfortable way to read pdf. this is my solution: using a modern convertible laptop (lenovo x1 yoga gen5 250€-used) running actual linux on a x64 4cores cpu, 8tb ram, touchscreen with the keyboard folded behind it automatic deactivation to prevent accidental keyboardinput. the software i am using is librewolf (which is basically firefox) because when simply open a pdf as a browser tab, that has better touchscreen navigation then any other program i have used. i can pinch, zoom and move the pdf as pleasantly as on smartphones but i have the large screen with an actual linux that i can connect a real wireless keyboard and mouse to. with they keyboard folded behind it, this is just a large pleasant book that i either hold on my lap or i put it on a little tablet stand to hold it in a plesant angle in front of me on a table. it is amazing, finally a way to read that i don't hate. the years of wanting a nice way to read pdf but not having one are finally over.

after having looked at the technology for many years, i simply shake my head at people willing to build a dependent non-earthship when for the same price they could build themselves independent dignified human living in harmony with nature. being independent of public water, public sewage, public electricity and eventually everything else or at least for the most part.
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 No.325837

>>325835
>Are earthships really feasible? Have you tried building something like that? It's a wonderful idea.

i hope so, i watched around 7 longer documentaries about it plus countless 10-20min youtube videos and i do think they have thought of everything. shelter, water, electricity, waste, temperature plus built-in greenhouses that produce food and help with temperature isolation in colder climates.

i am very disappointed in myself, this summer i had the chance to go near one but i forgot about it when i was near it so i have not even seen one irl.

>>325836
>probably better suited to
>>>/hob/

for it to be a hobby i would think i would have to make any kind of progress in actually having one because currently i am just longingly stare at it from a distance through the magic orb.

it's not like it is a "YEAH HELLO MY NAME IS ANONYMAGE AND THIS IS MY 3RD EARTHSHIP, THIS ONE IS WAY BETTER THEN MY PREVIOUS ONES BECAUSE I MADE IT HIGH AND HUNG UP ROPES AND CLIMBING HANDLES EVERYWHERE SO I CAN CHIMP OUT IN MY GREENHOUSE AND PLAY TARZAN" kind of deal where i can speak from experience to other proud earthship owners. where i live it is a costly nightmare to satisfy the increasingly unreasonable demands of those who decide what kind of house each "citizen" is allowed to build in this nightmare prison-counrty i am stranded in.

 No.325838

>In order to upload files you must disable your proxy at this time

man fuck that how come all the vpn servers i am paying for cant upload pictures. not every vpn user is a paid facebook employee trying to flood this place with evil. what a nightmare.

 No.325863

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i have a south facing balcony and i have sun all day, i believe this to be true about the humans flourishing on the south side of mountains, how i wished for a small piece of mountain to do this. i wouldn't even know in which country i could do this.

 No.325880

I like these but trying to build one legally is such a fucking nightmare it's not even worth it. So many good things ruined by shitty laws.

 No.325900

>>325880
>So many good things ruined by shitty laws.

yeah. i have not looked deeply into it but it seems like this is way easier in "less developed" countries which is where i am gonna move. these are also places where i could afford the labour to have people help me build it.


/dep/

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 No.309015[Reply]

I fucking hate being like that but that's my only defensive mechanism against others. I'm sure I don't even have a real personality because self-victimization is the only way how I react and act.
Also self-pity
we're the worst type of person someone can meet. it's on paar with manipulative personalities
I am weak,
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 No.309029

>>309028
there is no desire. society judges your complaints as either valid or not. you are not a victim if you're a wizard. you are a victim if you're brown or female. that's all.

 No.309030

>>309028
it's a self-defense mechanism. by self-victimize yourself, you're telling someone you are weak and not worth being the targets of bad things they want to do to you. it also comes from fear

 No.309034

>>309015
It's "honest" (in brackets).
You can say to someone who doesn't mean to bully you it hurts already hoping civilized people to back off before some kind of a treatening to sue over moral damages arises. Soyboys are especially good at that.

Unfortunately, it does not *deter* bullies. If you are some kind of manipulator who collects evidence for possible lawsuits, you're golden, and so is your lawyer. If you're honestly asking to leave you alone with this victimization of yourself, you're in the wrong… spot.

 No.309056

>>309030
>>309029
self-victimisation is nonsense

 No.311092

>>309026
>everything from the TV to the tiktoks are signaling that you should do it
EFFING SWITCH CHANNELS!!!

And I mean it.
Delete your old accounts. Start some new accounts. Subscribe to channels that either teach you stuff, OR AT LEAST cover some tricks done by humans (say, ElectroBoom).


Subscribe to Vimeo as it seems to not throw "THE [media persona] IS FINISHED! 2026!" stuff into your "you may also like" feed.

Or rather, fight tech with tech: ask LLM AI what kind of video you should watch today.


/wiz/

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 No.223082[Reply]

How do you genuinely just stop caring about everything shitty in your life? I just want to become numb to it all. People always say you shouldn't, but whenever I let myself feel any small amount of happiness the feeling of sadness/depression that I'll inevitably feel later is so painful it makes me wish I just didn't feel anything at all in the first place. Meditation has gotten close to this and I like the peace it gives me but I wish I felt that peace all the time.
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 No.228779

>>228768
Thanks for sharing all that! You say that you rarely feel anything, but you also say that you try to enjoy life. What do you do? Do you consume any media, play video games or read books? If so what kind? Do you force yourself to have a hobby? Do you feel excitement? I don't feel happiness or anything close resembling it but I can still get excited about some things.
Regarding "professionals" I never went to a psychologist because they can't help people like us. We are too messed up and never be normal. Therapy is designed for normal people, not for us.

 No.228780

>>228779
Hi fellow wizard, I’ll greentext your questions this time as to force myself to be more organized and therefore answer your questions on a better way (I do tend to ramble on text).

>You say that you rarely feel anything, but you also say that you try to enjoy life. What do you do? Do you consume any media, play video games or read books?
Indeed, even if I can’t really feel emotions I do somewhat enjoy some specific things, mind you it’s such a vague thing that I could easily stop and do nothing and it would be almost the same (and I sometimes do that), essentially I try to not let the apathy/anhedonia win since I do believe I might just end up developing another depressive episode if I allow it, that would be quite crushing.
Regarding what I do it’s mainly consuming media, daydreaming and sometimes writing (internet posts and overall journaling, this post is an example of that), those are the closest things I have to hobbies and I do get a vague sense of enjoyment or fun (I’m not even sure if it would count as an emotion vague as it is, might be more of a cognitive enjoyment), they’re at least a better way to burn time than just staring at the ceiling all day and can be interesting.
When it comes to my media consumption it’s mainly music, videos, manga, manhwa, manhua, videogames and that’s about it, I do sometimes watch anime or maybe a movie, same with reading books or light novels but it’s genuinely extremely rare, I need to be truly interested in the franchise/work to engage in those mediums, for example I do tend to rewatch Code geass every few years, and I did read LOTR, The Hobbit and the Silmarillion between 2024-2025.
>If so what kind?
I’m quite varied, though I do have specific genres or kinds that interest me more, when it comes to music I’ve always been drawn to pop, rock and electronic music, though due to my waifu (the love of my life and one of the few people I feel something for) it’s mainly Japanese, not like I don’t listen to music in English or Spanish (my native language) but she takes a precedent.
When it comes to written works I’ve always been able to enjoy most genres (expect shit like yuri, yaoi and such, I dislike homosexuality and find it distasteful) but I do have a preference for fantasy, martial arts (wuxia and xianxia), sci-fi and roPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.228857

>How do you genuinely just stop caring about everything shitty in your life? I just want to become numb to it all.


Avoid drinks that are designed to make feel the opposite of numb:
* coffee, tea, other sources of caffeine
* sugary drinks, other "fast carbs" drinks
* the concoction of the two above: energy drinks.

 No.228858

>>228857
100% agree. Everything ingestible that is not a whole food eventually fucks up your sleep schedule, heart, liver and brain.

I don't even drink daily coffee anymore, it's a rare dessert or treat.

 No.230317

>>228857
>>228858
I have one more idea. Clean your room because it's a health thing, not just some "niceness and tidyness thingy".

Wipe your room's furniture with several rags.
1. PVC plastic is known to produce some body-affecting chemicals over time.
2. Bug strays, mosquito sprays and alike are toxic (although low-toxic) - if your room still has bug sprays on the surfaces of your stuff, your sleep will be ruined and your nerves will be unhappy with the world, blaming various reasons.
3. Dust and mold (if damp area) can do stuff to your body without you realizing it, too.



Therefore, cleaning your room is a health-and-body stuff, not aesthetics of the normies stuff.


/wiz/

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 No.229350[Reply]

Hey wizzies, I feel the need to classify and understand myself but I'm having trouble with that.

I stay inside when possible but I regularly have to go to appointments (therapy, psychiatry). I am forced out of my shell by obligation. I isolate at home but keep a functional tether to the world via appointments. I do not go outside for fun, I have no IRL friends but some online. I have enough food at home to last me 3 weeks so I don't need to get groceries or accept deliveries. I am very scared when outside. I am NEETing and depend on rehabilitation money.

I am not a hikkimori, what am I?
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 No.229583

I don't know what you are, but I can guess that what you'll be in a few years won't be a pretty sight if you keep living like this. Good luck

 No.229615

>>229351
I also have avoidant personality disorder. This is a good description, but I think it misses some things. Avoidant personality disorder and social anxiety are related and often coincide, but you can still have AVPD without any social anxiety at all. The avoidance stems from a desire to avoid traumatic rejection. Even if you are not anxious at all in interactions you can still have AVPD because you avoid people due to not wanting to get rejected by them. It particularly comes down to wanting to avoid any sort of actual relationship with a person. Random normies that you just interact with at a store or something are usually just subject to social anxiety, but social anxiety is treatable. I know because I tried hard and managed to make a good deal of progress. I still have social anxiety but it's a lot less than it used to be. Avoidance still just as bad though. I think it stems from a feeling that deep down I am unlikable so the more someone comes to know me, the worse things will be for me (as understood by the crazy part of my brain). This triggers a desire to avoid people and it gets stronger the more time I spend with them.

 No.229616

>>229395
This was my life in my 20s but after 10 years of that shit I gave up trying to get medically treated. Ironically I'm doing better now than ever.

 No.229633

>I am very scared when outside.
don't be. there is no logical advantage to that.

if you haven't please try breathing exercises and meditation. that changed everything for me.

 No.230316

I think OP should wear noise-reducing gear and brightness-reducing gear, too. Sunglasses + ANC headphones. Preferrably not superlightweight Sony ones, as big subwoofers with "low bass" music playing somehow make Sony headphones rattle thus AMPLIFYING the horrble bassline.
>>229350
>>229354
>>229355
>like a broke loser lol
I hate superhumans what say the stuff like your line but actually mean it.


/wiz/

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 No.227908[Reply]

It's official. Sexbots are almost* here.

Would you guys sexbotmaxx or remain a pure Wizard?
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 No.228907

>>228902
Au contraire this thread is proof that you can't.

 No.228909

>>228907
We aren't insulated from normie retardation. In fact I have to deal with it daily at work because my country has no
neetbucks.

 No.228914

>>228896
>id debate it, if it worked, but, i dont have time, money, and key word Privacy
Privacy? How come?

>>228891
>A soulless robot is arguably even worse.
I'd argue that it's in the execution. A VR overlay on a BJ device is the same as real sex, has greater potential for customisation and better than physics stimulation. No one is going to fuck a cream colored CRT monitor. I still think that building an MVP >>228886 would be something /pol/ worthy. Anything else is just vapor, not even vaporware. We've had "holodecks" for decades now so there's no point posting what-ifs into IBs and social media.

A lot of men would do better with robots than succubi. I think >>28870 is a robo-man.

>>228897
>>228898
>>228900
>>228905
>>228909
Normies FOMO-bomb each other and social media and dating apps dialed the aggression to 11. Most men are unattractive because they're FOMO traps.

This is the sexbot thread, maybe discuss the normfags on a normie discussion thread?

 No.229035

>>227908
>we gon have fembots and then we defeat the wahmen muhahaha
If you think they're going to make fembots for you, you're a complete oaf. Humanity is going to be a dairy farm in the future
>>>/lounge/322020

 No.230315

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>>227908

Bump with a DIY idea.
GreerTech.neocities.org

Since April 2026, a guy going as Greer makes "crude" pipey maidbots out of roomba-like vacuums and PVC pipes (and heads with wigs).

Full thread: see lainchan's /diy/
https://lainchan.org/%CE%94/res/13597.html


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