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 No.10368[Reply]

Any dungeon synth listener? Can you share some good/gems dungeon synth musics. here's a playlist I've made about dungeon synth musics I like: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLbniq6ShcFR7JtGH4qglzfc6v82nw3yrW&si=w4FnOStPTsEYy_kV
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 No.10534

>>10533
sure. try Winterblood

https://winterblood78.bandcamp.com/

if you are more into ambient, Thomas Köner or Sleep Research Facility

https://forceincmilleplateaux.bandcamp.com/album/nuuk

https://coldspring.bandcamp.com/album/deep-frieze-csr72cd

also check Ghoëst, some kind of doom metal and ds, very cool

https://ghoest.bandcamp.com/album/demo-i-the-sad-spirit

 No.10548

Mythscribe - Wanderings Of Cursed Halls (2023)

Delve deep with Mythscribe to the lowest levels of a cursed dungeon.

00:00 Climbing The Path To The Entrance
05:07 The First Mysterious Corridor
10:23 A Trap Is Sprung
14:32 Descending To A Deeper Level
19:22 Attacked By A Vile Monster
24:12 Finding A Healing Shrine
28:40 A Treacherous Path
33:40 Encounter In The Lair Of The Beast

 No.10658

Artist: Vold Book
Album: Surrealistic Blankie
Year: July 11, 2020
Style: Comfy Synth
Country: Austin, Texas

Tracklist:
01. Mother's Medicine - 00:00
02. The Old Kingdom - 02:34
03. Little Friendlies - 05:42
04. Bunny Lost at Post Office - 07:54
05. Goodnight Molly - 10:21

 No.10952

Bump. I love dungeon synth, i always listen to this genre while I play DCSS or other roguelikes or I read some fantasy manga.
This one is very ambient.

Artist : Mists of Darkness
Album : The Lightless Lands
Year : 1995
Genre : Dark Ambient, Dungeon Synth
Country : Australia

TRACKLIST :

1. Act 1 - Journey to the Lightless Lands 00:00
2. Act 2 - Encompassed Mystery 02:22
3. Act 3 - The First Vision of the Lightless Lands 10:06
4. Act 4 - Death of Tranquility 16:28
5. Unreleased Track (bonus) 26:38

 No.10953

Artist : Lunar Womb
Album : The Sleeping Green [Demo III]
Year : 1999
Genre : Dungeon Synth, Atmospheric Dark Ambient
Country : Finland

TRACKLIST :

01 - The Sleeping 00:00
02 - The Awakening 02:43
03 - Through Ages 12:14
04 - Öinen matkaaja 19:00
05 - Vaipuminen 28:30



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 No.47407[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

do any wizards like tea? specifically loose leaf teas? if so, any specific blends or varieties you like/recommend?


i recently got into gongfu brewing and it's pretty much the only thing i've been thinking about these days. i found this hole in the wall tea shop in the chinatown in my city and purchased a shou pu'erh tea cake that i've been picking away at.
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When I used to drink tea, I liked this basic very cheap black tea from the discount supermarket. Basically a generic version of pic related, tastes good with lemon and sugar.
However I've become a caffeine addict, and I now tinker and specialise in coffee, which takes up my "drinking liquid" slots of the day.
Tea definitely is respectable and I would still drink it if I didn't need my caffeine.

 No.70514

>>70513
Try Yerba mate. Taste of a tea, caffeine dosage of coffee.

 No.70540

>>70514
good suggestion

 No.70700

I used to have green tea when someone gifted me a sencha bag from japan but now i just have black tea because the only decent brand in markets around here is Twinings. So i just have the earl gray or the breakfast red one with some milk and no sugar but some biscuits instead because i don't like water with sugar

 No.70702

anyone making their own tea? would be cool


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 No.308788[Reply]

If you're feeling depressed, come listen Music to Sidney Gish "Impostor Syndrome" (best part only).
Link:
https://youtu.be/skJDWv0bGtM?si=5FDhGyhNcn6vNDkx

lyrics:
Just watch me, moving far away
Nobody even knows my name and
No one suspects that I'm not fine, and
Nobody outs behavioral Frankenstein'
Just look at Victor in L.A
And Syd with the "y" at U of A
And all the majors at the labels
Rebooting soon as I am able
Every other day I'm wondering
What's a human being gotta be like?
What's a way to just be competent?
These sweet instincts ruin my life
Every other day I'm wondering
Was it a mistake to try and define
What I'm certain's mad incompetence?
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 No.308800

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>tried to play a bit of edopro
>stop 20 minutes after
>try to watch video tutorial about rpg maker 2003
>stopped it after 5 minutes
>try to play a game
>only played 3 minutes
I cannt do things I like anymore, it is like a chore to me. I can't enjoy things anymore, all I do is browse imageboards and youtube. tired of being depressed it makes me apathetic

 No.308803

>>308800
I feel the same way, but music is good :)

 No.308804

>>308803
I'm not fond of OPs music T_T

 No.308805

i don't like this music

 No.308809

>hear intro
>immediately start singing totino's totino's hot pizza rolls



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 No.322550[Reply]

So wizzies who are familiar with this stuff, is it worth the time and effort? From what I've read most of the darknet or darkweb or wtf is just dead sites, with occasional illegal things here and there. As someone who is just curious and want to pass the time, is it worth the risk of checking out? How do you even find stuff there? WHAT IS EVEN THERE? What are your experiences with it?
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 No.322619

>>322618
Then stop Googling things. There are other search engines and other ways to find websites.

 No.322621

>>322619
#2

maybe 2026 will be the year where you finally begin to question google and look for alternatives.

google used to be great to find information you were looking for when it first began but now google is great in not showing you what you were looking for and instead show you whoever paid them most in this insane militarily protected digital conveyor belt of consumerism.

whatever you are looking for is of secondary concern to google, they are more interested in showing you what the customers paid for you to see, you have to get that in your head. there has been an auction for your attention and you are not getting served search results that best answer your query. you get search results that best represent the wishes of the customers. stop being an idiot.

 No.322623

>>322555
>I have Windows 10 so yeah, this sounds too much effort to me.

nobody made this explicit to me when i started ~5 years ago but linux is way better.

just now after many years i started using command line tools and it is just way better then this graphical nonsense. i download video with command line, i cut video with command line and now whenever i want to learn how to so something, first i check if this can be done in command line. nobody told me how much better this is so i am telling you.

 No.324391

lambda+js and nanochan are the only interesting places and they're just altchans. dread is the criminal reddit clone. anything else is just blogs that could be easily hosted on clearnet, or (((pizza))).
gopher is more interesting than the tor network.

 No.324397

what is there in the darknet, for real?



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 No.307023[Reply]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

Previous:
>>296511
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>>308563
I also read they can put a tube in your nose permanently and push food down your throat with a pump.

 No.308721

I really regret postponing my attempt in april, now it's june and I'm still here

 No.308726

>>308564
They don't need to. They can give you enough proteins, fats and vitamins through IV injection indefinitely.

 No.308806

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Any ideas on how to commit suicide by hanging? I wonder what sort of rope, knot, techique and place would be the best. I heard that with a good arrangement you can snap your neck and die painlessly, but honestly since it seems to involve so much technique I tend to think that just regular hanging could be better. I'm only afraid of fucking that up too and ending up as a veggie or suffocating for two hours before passing out.

 No.308808

>>308806
I have experience in this. I've successfully killed myself several times via hanging. You need to read "The Peaceful Blackpill Handbook", "The Art of Not Living", and "Fun With A Razorblade by Big Gay Andrew Loomis". Once you do that you can ask ChatGPT for the best rope and height configuration for your IQ. Then you'll need to apply for a suicide license and pray to g*d that your therapist hasn't told your psychiatrist anything that would suggest you're only suicidal for a reason that SSRIs could instead cure. There is 0% chance the Demiurge will let you die if you don't hang yourself exactly as prescribed. You'll end up as a vegetable, or worse, a fruit.



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 No.308343[Reply]

The Time God does not forget nor forgive edition. You will do this again.

Previous: >>307210
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 No.308763

>>308761
my voices don't seem like a coherent being at all, while I sometimes get this unexpected stuff like this metahallucination, they mostly deliver this unbelievably disruptive and lame commentary upon my thoughts. Any attempt at interaction I get these annoying lines like saying one thing then the opposite the next. Sometimes replying to themselves.
I understand our voices can be very different and it's a big mistake to just assume other schizos have similar voices

 No.308768

>>308715
>I don't know what to say to him and I hope I didn't say anything wrong because I don't understand social cues. I hate being autistic so much because I'm scared I will say something wrong or be rude and I don't understand what to say to comfort someone or cheer them up.

Made me reflect on my own behavior because I often feel this way, but is it "autism" or just a lack of social experience of not being in contexts where you can emote and also genuinely not knowing what to say? What can you even say to someone with a chronic, debilitating condition like that? I'm sorry? That's horrible? Would a real person hug them and say something like "We'll get through this."?

I usually default to logic rather than emotion and try to ask questions and problem-solve; not that I can as they're mostly unsolvable. Most guys do this because we're told to not show emotion and experience situations where doing so usually backfires or effects no response so we stop, or like most wizzies never belonged nowhere and never had an environment where they could open up, so you don't learn, or unlearn, that feature.

Put any prototypical person in that context and they'd end up mostly the same, displaying "neurotypical" traits like a cold, flat affect and awkwardness. This isn't necessarily "autism". And this isn't related to anything you wrote, just that it's a pet peeve of mine. I hate the catch-all frivolous labelling of anyone slightly socially maladjusted (which can be attributed to all kinds of 1+1=2 type scenarios not necessarily some neurotic condition: a bullied kid will naturally be quiet, a friendless loner will naturally be uneasy around people). Othering people who naturally behave in certain ways due to their own particular lived experiences making them behave that way as neurodivergent alien-people is ass backwards imo. Imagine telling some young kid who didn't get a good start in life he's officially a broken weirdo down to his very genomes and he should expect a life of alienation and social faux pas for the rest of his days - how encouraging! Why not give him some ADHD meds too?

If you genuinely can't read social cues then maybe, but clearly you can, as you're concerned enough to write this post and didn't want to say the wrong thing and display enough empathy to worry if you offended him, e.g. you'rePost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.308770

>>308761
>The voices are real beings.
You claiming this is an even bigger sign of schizophrenia, if you keep feeding these delusions it might get worse before you realize so cut it out.

 No.308784

The weight of subjectivity is too much to bear. The indifference of objectivity offers no support to carry this weight. The cruelty of reality (vivid connection of subjectivity and objectivity) pushes the weight and repeatedly crushes it on a cemented surface.

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 No.219200[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

>"No one owes you their kindness"
>"No one has to have a reason not to like you"
>"You're not entitled to friends"
>"Thinking people have to like you is narcissistic"

All said by people who haven't experienced a lifetime of rejection, social ostracization and involuntary isolation. All said by people who haven't tried every way possible to be likable, but their autism still showed through.

I hate when normies say shit like this, and their stupid "boundaries" of not "owing people shit" which translated is usually; I'm going to act terrible to anyone I see as less than myself in a way that makes me look righteous.
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 No.228123

>>228026
>I've never met someone who had anything against friendless virgins.
I would not entrust a known friendless virgin with any responsibility at work and I am a friendless virgin (a wizard, even) myself. Society absolutely looks down on us, and it is for good reason. It is a very strong indication of failure, of inadequacy, of some sort of mental dysfunction. Moreover, you KNOW that this will be used against you, so any competent person will take care to hide or at least not advertise this. Anyone who is publicly found out as such is therefore doubly incompetent for failing to keep this failing of theirs out of the spotlight.

 No.228279

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>>219200
Once you realize that they are correct, and accept it, perhaps even indulge in it. You will realize the profound, and paramount hatred that normies spew from their draconic mouths, and feel free from it.

 No.228288

>>228279
The truth is NTs collectively hate outcasts more than you as an individual could be hope to be racist/bigoted/etc. as an individual

 No.229016

Bump with a reminder the geek subculture has been ruined by the "Big Bang Theory" series so the "geek" geeks are not really happy with expressing themselves as geeks, heh.

 No.229022

>>219200
>All said by people who haven't experienced a lifetime of rejection, social ostracization and involuntary isolation. All said by people who haven't tried every way possible to be likable, but their autism still showed through.
sounds like truewizs unlike you


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 No.228999[Reply]

When I was 14, I had to give a speech in front of the class; I was laughed at by everyone. That year was the worst of my life; I was constantly mocked and humiliated at school because my family was poor and struggled to afford my education. I felt utterly defeated, and my father only made things worse—he was always fighting with my mother. The worst happened when I was 18; I was bullied at my new school after finishing elementary school, and my family didn't seem to care. My father was an alcoholic who was constantly angry and fighting with my mother. For three years, I felt trapped, unable to find a safe haven. Just as I was about to graduate from junior high, the COVID-19 pandemic hit; schools closed, and we all had to stay home for online learning. I spent two years studying online at home during the transition from junior high to high school, finally returning to in-person classes once the pandemic ended.

My class had been split up; during the pandemic, we were divided into three groups—1A, 1B, and 1C—and I was in 1C. When we returned to face-to-face learning, class 1C was dissolved and its students were distributed between 1A and 1B; I ended up in 1B. My high school classmates were kind to me and liked me. Eka, who had originally been in 1B (unlike me, who came from the split class), had to drop out because he couldn't afford the fees. While I was popular with my classmates, Ryan—who was an original 1B student like Eka—was jealous that I was well-liked despite coming from the split class. Everyone was hiding their true selves, and their kindness was often a lie. I had a best friend in high school named Andito, but our friendship didn't last; it eventually fell apart. When I gave a speech about COVID-19 in class—an assignment where we each had to take turns presenting—my classmates later shunned me, thinking I was the "bad guy" for talking about the virus. Yet, considering the endless news coverage and trials surrounding the Ferdy Sambo case—where a police officer shot another officer—surely I wasn't entirely the villain, right? After all, even though a high school friend filmed me giving that COVID speech and labeled me the bad guy, the news about the virus was eventually overshadowed by that police scandal; strangely enough, the police case was declared resolved right around the time I gave my speech. Now that I’ve graduated from high school, I constantly feel lonely. At night, I’m haunted by my dark past, and every day feels tedious; the enPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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>>229003
It's not always like that.

 No.229007

Wdym

 No.229015

>>228999

>When I gave a speech about COVID-19 in class—an assignment where we each had to take turns presenting—my classmates later shunned me, thinking I was the "bad guy" for talking about the virus. Yet, considering the endless news coverage



Just in case you think this hurts because its unfair and random, "a part of conspiracy":


No. Back in 2020, people here were full of angry comments online. Instead of "we're doomed" pain, everyone had a silent scream.


See, some trolls (and maybe satanists from the Æ site) as in people who were busy call vaccinated ones "the sheeple" - were really busy spreading "ahaha get chipped, sheeple" bullshit. The same types were busy spreading bravado over the idea the virus is about whack a bunch of boomers so all the quarantines were enforced by sheepish boomers trying to increase their old frail boomer bodies' chances of survival.

I am not mad, back when I was 20 years old, I *still* didn't know people hate discuss a yet another doom they personally can't do much about.

Tl;dr - you has poked a sore wound. They tried to tell you enough's enough, basically.

 No.229019

>tiktok
>yt shorts
should i pity you or what

 No.229021

>>228999
LOOOOOL. Thanks for making me laugh.



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 No.227116[Reply]

TL;DR AI got several points for me and I finally felt that the future is here! pleasant shiver


Quoting:


''The question "aren't you lonely" is considered rude because it implies loneliness is a negative state to be avoided, when some people are content being alone, and it can feel like a judgment on the person's social life. It also ignores the important difference between being "alone" (physically by oneself) and being "lonely" (feeling isolated emotionally). The question assumes a lack of social interaction is undesirable, which can be an uncomfortable and presumptuous assumption to make about another person.
It's an assumption of negative feelings: The question assumes loneliness is a universally undesirable state. However, many people are happy and fulfilled when they are alone, finding it to be a valuable time for rest, self-reflection, and connection with their "true self".
It ignores the difference between alone and lonely: There is a significant difference between being alone and feeling lonely. Being alone is a physical state, while loneliness is an emotional response. The question conflates the two, failing to acknowledge that a person can be physically alone but not emotionally lonely.''
''It can be a judgment on one's social life: Asking "aren't you lonely" can feel like a direct criticism of a person's social choices or life circumstances, whether they are single, have a smaller group of friends, or simply choose to spend more time alone. It implies their social life is lacking and that they should feel sad about it.
It overlooks the quality of relationships: The question focuses on the quantity of social interaction rather than the quality. A person may have many friends but still feel lonely, or have very few friends but have deep, meaningful connections.''
It is often perceived as a judgment on life choices: The question is particularly pointed when it comes to lifestyle choices like being single. Many people prefer to be single than to be in a relationship that is unhealthy or unfulfilling.
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>>227118
thanks for sharing!


picrandom

 No.228995

I am not "lonely". I cannot trust people. I keep expecting them to spring at me at random.

I cannot experience loneliness if I simply never feel safe around people.


>Asking "aren't you lonely" can feel like a direct criticism of a person's social choices or life circumstances, whether they are single, have a smaller group of friends, or simply choose to spend more time alone. It implies their social life is lacking and that they should feel sad about it.


Why would I feel sad if most of the time, I am alone and well? It's the chance of getting a random weird pain and never having it diagnosed that bothers me.

 No.229011

this is pure bullshit
someone could genuinely be surprised
like asking someone who works alone in a remote place or something
the question by itself gives no information to where it's used
looks like AI is already crashing out on the most basic text analysis

 No.229014

>>229011
Unfortunately, you failed to realize asking "I hope this job doesn't make you X" is much milder in tone as opposed to straight up asking "aren't you X"

The dreaded "aren't you lonely" toss is like pitching a person into a fork of 2 opinions:
1. You are "lonely" and the person is keen to remember you as one, probably dumping unasked advice to run away from such "jerb"
2. If you aren't… "how come you aren't lonely?"


In layman terms, "aren't you X" is on same spot as "Told ya", "Drop this shit job", "oh frick, you must be crazy working this BS" and maybe even a sudden lifetime memory of "hey, Mac, we got a new office center opening up, you totally should join our crew instead" question out of blue

 No.229020

>>229014
this isn't what this question by itself means and you are claiming a specific use case is implicitly present
the question is simply the question
another realistic scenario is someone undergoing psychological therapy being asked this
you and your hallucination machine just add rules to language which aren't there



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 No.308794[Reply]

It kinda sucks knowing that people hate you, wherever i go i am met with this endless negativity that i am just supposed to ignore. Even when i try to be friendly and polite i still somehow find a way to fuck up and make people hate my guts. I am sick of it to be honest, sick of fuckinh everything. God hates me and i hate him back, because why wouldnt i?

 No.308795

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Because you are controlled by that angel—the Deceiver—he sees you; he knows you; he whispers to you—he is the Deceiver. "Be deceived," he says.

 No.308796

How do you know they hate you? What have they said or done to prove it to you? "hate" is a strong emotion; you shouldn't use the word to describe how people feel about you if all they've done is not laugh at your jokes or never invite you to parties.

>>308795
Cue brownoid ESL meme response that doesn't have anything to do with the thread

 No.308798

Society changed: cellphones, covid, financial meltdown, everything is a grift… You can give 100% and only get 30% in this climate.

 No.308799

>>308798 Be Deceived



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 No.302164[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Does anyone here struggle with alcohol, or have managed to quit?

It used to be a good coping mechanism for me, but it seems the older I've gotten the worse it feels, and it's become detrimental to my health and the way I behave around people. Easily annoyed, constantly starting shit, tired all the time, strange pains. And I was still getting worse, fast.

This has been a wake-up call and I'm realizing I need to quit before it's too late. Though that's easy for me to say now when I'm still feeling bad, and I fear the cravings will come back strong, but I know I've got to try.

Curious to hear others experience with this.
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 No.308665

>>308658
Alcohol delirium is soon, m8

Avoid quitting cold turkey too.

 No.308710

>>308658
I'm an anxious wreck so when something bad happens I almost immediately start hitting the sauce to chill out.

My best and worst moments in life have been due to drinking.

If I did not drink at all my life would have been boring and safe, which is probably better honestly. You only need to do something retarded once and your life is ruined.

 No.308712

>>308710
i could say the same about anime. watching anime is safer than drinking alcohol, though

 No.308742

I've discovered taking 2000mg of NAC is an excellent hangover treatment. It's also helped me sleep better and feel more sharp. I've also been taking B1 to treat headaches as alcohol saps that from your system.

Ideally I'd have some magnesium as well but I ran out.

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How many beers do you have a month? I'm on beer 122 right meow.


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 No.303736[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

You will still be stuck browsing this thread in 2026 edition

previous>>296811
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 No.308774

>>308771
>No one has ever achieved anything
You don't actually believe this.

 No.308775

>>308764
>23
you're still a toddler

 No.308783

Currently doing an IT internship on some government office.
Coming from having very tight schedules on previous jobs, two breaks of 15 mins and 30 mins for lunch, to a very fucking lax atmosphere is really shocking, as if my mind can't be convinced jobs like this really exists.
Guess that's government jobs for you, they don't last when administration change tho.

 No.308792

>>308775
seethe kekeke

 No.308793

>>308774
i do believe this, you can’t achieve anything because life itself is worthless, it’s simply a mistake, for you to be able “achieve” something first you must live in a world that makes sense, has an objective or a goal or any direction at all, but that’s not the case, life is nothing so you aren’t required to do anything with it and shouldn’t be praised for using your worthless time towards some meaningless objective that doesn’t truly matter in the end.


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 No.308772[Reply]

I’m starting to question who I really am; I feel like I’m losing my mind as memories of my painful past come flooding back. I don’t know who to talk to—who I can actually trust. It feels like no one understands what I’m going through. They tell me I’ll be fine, but I don’t feel fine at all. Every day, every moment—it feels like an endless, vicious cycle. I’m exhausted by all of this, yet I try to appear strong so no one sees me as weak. I know it’s frustrating; I hate everything—the past, the future, everything. It’s all the same; nothing ever changes.

 No.308773

>>308772
sorry you're in the depths right now and it's hard (or impossible) to see a light at the end of the tunnel where you have relief.

Do you have fluctuations in this feeling are there days that somehow you feel back to normal, even if it's fleeting?

Do you want more questions, advice, or something in particular? I can say i relate to the vague yet pervasive existential dread you're experiencing, but i also know being in the thick of it is hard to listen to advice or anything.

Like the fact that there's a grain of truth in what people have said: "you'll be fine" - cus in a sense you got through yesterday's battle - you were technically fine. So what's really going on?

 No.308782

no one will help you
you can trust no one
normies are semi-retarded
the body is a parasyte feeding off the real you
isolation, distrust, paranoia and suicide are good things

 No.308786

It's as if you're crawling in your skin, yes? And the wounds… They will not heal, yes? Maybe go outside. Find something to hate that actually needs to be hated instead of hating yourself.

 No.308791

it'll go away in a few years. the torment never stays the same. something else will give you pain instead



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 No.227025[Reply]

Does anyone here know any good virgin-only forums? Or a forum with a significant virgin population? Or maybe a forum that discusses widespread societal depravity in a very negative light?

I'm guessing the answer will be 'no'. Don't you think that's strange? I never believed just because something is common, that it's 'natural' or 'acceptable.' Child rape was common, it was practiced for most of human history, that's not acceptable. Yet betrayal, prostitution and temporary 'relationships' (same thing as prostitution) are? We are always at the recieving end of mockery, and them always rewarded with praise. Why? What did we do to deserve being mocked and belittled?

Does anyone else here feel this way? Or am I the only one? How do I reach likeminded people? How do I communicate with people who share my values? Where do I find them?

These days I just feel like we're being erased, or rather… we have always been erased. Am I a crab for taking these things seriously and refusing to submit to the same depravity as others?
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 No.227763

Well, I personally think that most of us, ugly and all, can get laid and find a relationship. Is it worth it? Fuck no.
Relationships and sexxx are only worth it if you are attractive or at least average.
I know several people, both attractive and not, men and you-know-who, all of them are in relationships. The beautiful ones get to fuck other beautiful people (if we are talking about hook ups) and they are in long term relationships with people who treat them with utmost care and tebderness.
While the ugly ones are fucking miserable. The men are oofy doofies with no dignity and you-know-whos never get even a crumb of romance.
I've seen it all. My brother is a chad, unlike me, and his ex was a fucking 10/10 who worshipped the ground he walked on. He, in turn, showered her with affection.
Meanwhile, I have an old college acquaintance. He is fucking hideous but got married. I never saw a sadder relationship in my life. They don't even pretend to love each other.
What am I saying? Any wizz here can find himself a landwhale who will nag and bitch and be fucking annoying, but is it worth it? No. It's never worth it if you are hideous. But yes, you do can get laid. You just choose not to. Because you have an ounce of dignity and would rather be alone than stay in a loveless relationship only because of your face. That's what I did. I'm not stupid and I see the world around me, and I know that uglies are always devalued and degraded in relationships.
Basically, think oofy doofy, but I'm not talking about money, no. I'm taking about emotional validation that normal, non-ugly people get out if relationships. You will never, ever, ever get it.

 No.227770

>>227763
But these attractive people, their relationships don't last and didn't last. I'm not advocating for relationships (because lol wut), but I'm seeing a contradiction in your post.

You claim your 'chad' whore brother was showering his bipedal hole with affection, but they're not together. And all the 'happy relationships attractive people have' you mention are all street-whore shit. In your own words, its not just uglies who settle for less, the same 'attractive' people cant make their own relationships work out and are constantly switching relationships like underwear. Doesn't sound very successful to me, it sounds insecure, malicious and gravely unhappy.

 No.227771

>>227761
That homeless man analogy is very insulting to me. I'm not some thirsty crab faggot like you who wishes to get laid or goons in front of a screen. Virginity is the steak I am eating.

I dont really care what you chose to be or how you ended up a virgin, but the insult laced into the analogy wasnt lost on me.

 No.227772

>>227770
I get where you coming from, but think of it this way:an attractive person can change partners like gloves until they found "the one." They don't put up with their shitty gfs, they just kick those bitches out and find someone nicer and hotter. Same with womanoids, they have a roster of men who they pick and choose depending on their weird standards. Attractive people can have standards and break up with someone over being vegan, smoking or giving "the ick." Can you say the same about an ugly man? No, he just finds one succubus and sticks with her flaws that he despises only because he can't do better. You are right to point that out, but you are looking at the carousel of relationships wrong.

 No.229018

>>227772
>Can you say the same about an ugly man? No, he just finds one succubus and sticks with her flaws that he despises only because he can't do better. You are right to point that out, but you are looking at the carousel of relationships wrong.

Oh. Yeah. Thanks for reminding me I always believed the very idea of relationship carousel is abhorrent since its notorious of… well, spawning things.

>>227770
Apparently, cavemen had something called "serial monogamy" - a subtle way of telling Grug was nowhere near modern mr. Rogers or McConnell clan of ranchers and their cereal monogamy traditions.



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 No.228116[Reply]

In short, my vision is fucked I especially notice this when I am wearing glasses.

In short, when I wear glasses they overlap on top of each other. I think the drawing I made might explain more than just words.

And no, it's still not just a problem with glasses I have even when I don't use them, but with glasses it especially makes this worse and, on top of that, I can't see without them that much.

And another thing is how my vision works. For example, if I focus on my hand instead of the box, the box will appear double, while if I focus on the box instead of the hand, the same thing will happen with my hand.

The image explains better

In short, I just want to know what my problem is and what the solution to it. Please help. I don't want to take it anymore. Please
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 No.228625

Do you expect some medical doctor with a specialisation in eye medicine to come to your help on this forum?
I hate doctors but in these cases they are your only realistic solution other than the rope.
Best people on here can do to help you is tell you to go see an eye specialist.

 No.228769

You're seeing double. This is due to a nerve problem behind your eye, preventing your brain from properly controlling it. Also known as a "lazy eye". You should see a doctor regarding this because it cannot be fixed with glasses. Sometimes it can be fixed with surgery.

 No.228770

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relevant doctor video

youtu.be/T8YSalMRR6w?list=PLYYNxJ44FD1Z55Y_IiXbu–2ygR2l4F68&t=1542

This is often a result of head trauma, like from an assault or a car accident. You should go to a hospital and have it checked.

 No.228771

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There are a lot of ways one can develop a lazy eye. Anything that straps one or more of an eye's rectus muscles for blood, especially during childhood, can cause it to lag behind the other muscles and stay small enough to constantly pull the eye in one direction. Oppositely, spending a lot of time with your eyes pointed in one direction can cause one of the muscles to grow stronger and throw your eye movement off balance. Deep nasal and ear infections can harm the nerves to these muscles. The eyes can be slightly oval shaped and not sit straight in their socket. You could simply be predetermined to see off-kilter, as decided by the Demiurge. Both eyes can actually be perfect but in their own special way (if you're a LIBERAL!). The important thing to know is that there's no fix for it!

 No.229017

>>228771
Bump with a random idea I had lately:
1) buy/make sunglasses with swappable lenses of different colors
2) cover one eye with a super-deep black glass while keeping another eye covered with a moderately tinted lense



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 No.323451[Reply]

What's your setup look like?

I'm interested in things better than Duckduckgo and Signal, almost normie tier advice. I'm not full schizo (yet) so I'm still exploring different setups
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 No.324154

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Arch Linux, make my own config and teach myself computers. Never use Tor, always I2P or some other alternative. Deploy mixnets and VLESS REALITY on my router. GrapheneOS and faraday bags on my phone. Qubes + Whonix on a throwaway computer. SimpleX chat for quantum cryptography.

Tor and VPNs lost relevance 10 years ago. Police are doing 'store it now, decrypt later' method. By 2029, quantum encryption breaking will be available. DPI and timing attacks, which used to be super expensive, is now used by mid range law enforcement.

The good news is, network-level encryption is very close to immunity against state actors. Only hardware and firmware remains vulnerable. Networks are the single biggest privacy threat and is number 1 at getting many criminals/outcasts/wizards exposed. This problem is very close to being permanently sloved, and already is if you employ deep network-level encryption. Your network is the single biggest factor capable of doxxing you.

Whatever the case, do not use Tor. Do not trust Tor. If you use Tor, take extensive measures against it on the network and OS level. Deploy Virtual Machines inside Qubes after hardening your connection. Treat Tor like an adversary, because it is. Everyone has moved to Telegram and encrypted, decentralized messaging apps.

 No.324156

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>>324154
>never use Tor but use the less developed and less secure alternative i2p

 No.324164

>>324156
What makes I2P less secure than Tor to you? Because it feels that way, or have you actually used it to make that assessment?

 No.324385

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>>324164
Not anon but I2P is not a good piece of software.
Pic is the mods from the most famous darknet forum.

 No.324386

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>>324285
And this.
Darknets are not good to run 24/7. They work, but you have to assume they can and WILL be exploited. You should always treat them with a 20 foot long pole. As in: only use them for actual shady stuff, and never from a network associated with you.
Using them because of some perceived social commentary you want to do even if you do perfectly normal stuff is stupid, no one cares and it's a NSA-made network that let the public use so they can keep traffic ambiguous anyway.



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 No.323548[Reply]

In short, I left my digital footprint in a rather bad website, though, thankfully, people forgot about me.

But the problem is, people know about the thing I love deeply and care about. This was because at the time I was a complete fucking dumbass and vented and on that shitty website almost every day but thankfully, they seemed to have forgotten about it too thankfully but….

I just hate every time I look up the name of what I care about, there is a chance of that shitty wiki article popping up that mentions me and that thing I care about.

I was a lolcow. I won't deny it and I wish my younger self was a lot smarter than being a fucking dumbass and venting on that shitty website almost every day. I just don't want my name or anything I care about to mention there and I don't want people spreading misformation about either me or the thing I care about.

I just want to be forgotten and never found and the thing I care about too be obscure and safe forever. This is all I ask.
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 No.324169

>>323548
Here's how you ought to try it.
You go to a library.
You make several profiles on social media under your name.
You post a lot of "everyday" life things - use random books in the library to make up random topics
Try quoting random fiction books, too.

The thing you may worry about is that wiki popping up on the 1st or 2nd Google page. By having random Instant Link Faced status Quo stuff posted on different sites, you may obfuscate that Foogle search result a little bit.


>>323629
I was in a situation opposite to OP's one.
I stupidily posted a very cringeworthy comment under my name once. Half a decade later, it turned out to be in the top-20 of the search results related to my name. Luckily, i was able to delete it manually, took me some days to remember the account password though.

 No.324170

What would you do if you saw a lolcow in public

 No.324171


 No.324172

>>324170
Nothing because I'm not a subhuman kiwifarmer

 No.324384

If it's a hobby website (imageboards, forums, matrix servers) you just mail the admin and ask for the data associated with your IP or account to be removed. You'd be surprised at how many admins actually reply and do this.
If it's a website under a corporation take a look at your existing privacy laws. If you're in the EU you can find some GDPR mail copypasta that you can send to the website data retention address to pressure them to immediately remove your data. I did this and almost every time they complied because they are required by law. The only company that didn't is wizards of the coast, probably because they are american and (mistakenly) think they have to apply american laws to european user data.



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 No.227831[Reply]

I think that today, autistic and witchy people have a huge advantage over neurotypical people. We have extensive knowledge on a wide variety of subjects, we are determined in the face of adversity, and even if we are socially awkward or find it difficult to talk to people (this is my case, I am socially isolated) we can come together in these spaces and stop forcing social contact with neighbors or parents who ask us for the umpteenth time why we still don't have any friends or a girlfriend. Personally, I'd rather go online to investigate the Epstein case than have friends, and I think that's the case for many of you here. The others are completely ridiculous with their social codes to follow. They restrict themselves in terms of intellectual capacity in a completely stupid way to appear socially acceptable because the norm prefers a dumb athlete to a brilliant intellectual. That's why most people prefer athletes like soccer players or basketball players to Gregori Perelman, who solved Poincaré's conjecture. This whole circus is completely ridiculous. People make fun of their neighbors when they themselves are stupid, but to reassure themselves, they say that others are stupid and criticize us because we are not “within the norm.” We do not accept the social contract imposed by popular dogma, which wants us to we criticize to reassure ourselves without accumulating knowledge. Also, do people really compare their time spent on TikTok or Instagram to the knowledge in books, articles, and other sources before criticizing others? Maybe we should look in the mirror and accept that we are trash in order to change and follow a virtuous path that respects others. That's why we're here discussing this: we need to create a close-knit community and distance ourselves from the idiots who criticize us, keeping only those who understand us.And besides, it's not AI that's going to save these idiots. They need to rediscover what it means to read books, to dream, and to use their brains.
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 No.228990

>>228988
>behavior disctinct from that of normal people
>behavior disctinct
>normal people


Implying normal people are all uniform, eh?

 No.228991

>>228986
Because back in 1930s the cases of autism were ruled out to be a form of early presented schizophrenia

Only in late 1940s, *they* realised a rather peculiar form of weirdness among kids, that goes without hallucinations
DOESN'T REALLY ALIGN WITH
the mental illness that comes in many types yet is known for causing hallucinations, "voices in your head", and alike.

 No.228992

>>227831
>Personally, I'd rather go online to investigate the Epstein case than have

The 1990s "•f•r•i•e•n•d•s•" staple of topics to discuss is long gone from being hot, mate

Basically, the "we should fix the society somehow" motto is already enough to make friends. It used to be the case in 2000s Russia, in a sense.

 No.228993

>>228990
I'm talking about multiple characteristic behaviours and traits on the same person, not only a few.

 No.229013

>>228993
Multiple? Heh. Zero, despite being an even number, is not a natural number.



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 No.64175[Reply]

anyone do this?

i burn discs, title them and then put them back on the spindle, so they stay in good condition

external hdds/sdd don't last very long
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 No.69621

>>69571
the nice thing is that for me a normal 4.7 dvd has the right size for either 2x12 or 1x24 episodes anime in h.265, so a normal season (which has around of 25-35 series i end up watching) fits comfortably in 15-20 dvds.

the only downside is the organizing. it's an eternal fight between putting 2 thematically close series that came in the same season in the same disk for then to find out that 2 seasons later the second season came out and now you have them separated.

Sometimes i keep series in my hdd for years because i'm sure a new season is gonna come out sooner or later but it ends up dead, like log horizon, and stuff that has no reason getting a second season comes out of nowhere, like the vending machine one.

 No.69852

>>69553
I had to give away a PS4 since it wouldnt install Linux

 No.70129

>>64175
I did that for awhile but now switched to usb sticks because they are cheaper and larger capacity
plus nobody sells dvd burners anymore

 No.70132

>>70129
IIRC optical disks are immune to "digital rot" aka sudden switches from 0 to 1 from space radiation (weak, but random) so they are a *niche* data savers now

 No.70699

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Here's a research paper from the Canadian government about the longevity of various types of laser discs. CD-Rs are rated as the most durable, even with the most common dye made today (azo dye, 20-50 years). Dye is extremely important and yes, you guessed it right: it was better 20 years ago.
Laser discs are more durable than the rated longevity of hard disks (SSDs and flash drives are not even worth considering).
https://publications.gc.ca/site/eng/9.882573/publication.html



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 No.70176[Reply]

Discussion about the lucrative, dangerous, and interesting hobby of Dumpster Diving.

High priority finds: Anything worth $$$, duh. Here's some examples:
-PC/Electronic equipment
-Sealed products, boardgames, clothing etc
-Food(sealed and safe)
-Anything you can use

Every day at my job I throw away several thousands of dollars of supermarket goods that are still good but we cannot legally sell them. Sometimes the seal is slightly broken and if anyone gets sick from that, that's a 6 or 7 digit number we get fined, so it's easier to avoid that altogether and claim insurances. Every single night people raid our dumpster. It makes sense.

I also used to use this method to survive decently while I was homeless.

Please post your thoughts and experiences
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 No.70690

>>70689
Why are CRTs popular now, those things give off radiation and are noisy, that whine used to give me a headache

 No.70693

Back in my days, dumpster diving had SOVL

You could find an antique, a curo or a rare vase, not some discarded board game…

 No.70694

>>70689
good for you

 No.70695

>>70690
1. Useful to play 1990s games, say, PS1 graphics used to get smoother from the "color bleed" effect of CRTs

2. Instant feedback
(Its important for platformers, I think)
In fact, you cannot play Duck Hunt without cheating if you use LCDs.

 No.70698

It's illegal in my country. Everything you put in the trash is automatically considered property of the town/State and they even put trash bins with government issued smartcards to open them.



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