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 No.227831[Reply]

I think that today, autistic and witchy people have a huge advantage over neurotypical people. We have extensive knowledge on a wide variety of subjects, we are determined in the face of adversity, and even if we are socially awkward or find it difficult to talk to people (this is my case, I am socially isolated) we can come together in these spaces and stop forcing social contact with neighbors or parents who ask us for the umpteenth time why we still don't have any friends or a girlfriend. Personally, I'd rather go online to investigate the Epstein case than have friends, and I think that's the case for many of you here. The others are completely ridiculous with their social codes to follow. They restrict themselves in terms of intellectual capacity in a completely stupid way to appear socially acceptable because the norm prefers a dumb athlete to a brilliant intellectual. That's why most people prefer athletes like soccer players or basketball players to Gregori Perelman, who solved Poincaré's conjecture. This whole circus is completely ridiculous. People make fun of their neighbors when they themselves are stupid, but to reassure themselves, they say that others are stupid and criticize us because we are not “within the norm.” We do not accept the social contract imposed by popular dogma, which wants us to we criticize to reassure ourselves without accumulating knowledge. Also, do people really compare their time spent on TikTok or Instagram to the knowledge in books, articles, and other sources before criticizing others? Maybe we should look in the mirror and accept that we are trash in order to change and follow a virtuous path that respects others. That's why we're here discussing this: we need to create a close-knit community and distance ourselves from the idiots who criticize us, keeping only those who understand us.And besides, it's not AI that's going to save these idiots. They need to rediscover what it means to read books, to dream, and to use their brains.
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 No.229415

>>229410
they're quirky and don't do everything normal people do like drink and watch eggball and party.

 No.229438

>>229410
Guys who are wierd but then act like they struggle just cuz no friends lol

 No.229439

I cringe everytime i hear some aspergers/lv1 call themselves autistic. Notice how the succubus/grifters never want to display being a retard low fucntioming autist?

 No.229447

>>229411
…and that's a good thing!

 No.229482

Years ago I witnessed an actual autist, he wasn’t capable of living alone and was housed in a residential group for disabled people. What you are describing is not real autism but weirdness, I agree. A real autist couldn't even write such text or use a device necessary for writing such text without destroying this device in an autistic tantrum after it doesn't exactly work like he wants it to work. Autism as you describe it here for a fact seems like a meme and the concept of it being a spectrum mainly seems to serve the idea that pretty much every person in one aspect has autistic traits in them. That's not helpful as a concept.


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 No.309416[Reply]

I live with a disgusting hag who is supposed to be my grandma , this bitch is the worst whore i have ever seen in my life ,
it's been like 2 years since i started living with her , a pathetic evil 80 year old zombie who is despised by her own sons and daughters , no body spends above 5 minutes with her , she treated her sons and daughters like slaves and treated them horribly when they was young and still does
she tries to do the same with me but i have anger issues and i always make her regret fucking with me , but Its all so tiresome .
and to make matters worse she smells like piss , which makes me want to vomit , a disgusting pig rotting in her black room all day waiting for death , with everybody waiting , i always pray to god that she dies so i could live peacefully in this place and my room peacefully without having to deal with this hell , also leaving is not an option unfortunately .
living with a vile hag is the worst nightmare possible , i wish i lived with worms instead.
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 No.309513

How far can you push it? What would happen if you just dumped a bucket of soapy water on her? What if you just sprayed her with deodorant? What if you just tell her to STFU when she nags? I've dealt with similar situations and I've essentially buck broken old hags that have been notorious witches in everyone's lives. Of course all legally and morally, don't get yourself in trouble. My grandmother is like yours but I've only ever lived with her for months at a time as a child. She quickly realized I'm not a problem if she's not a problem and we didn't become good friends or anything but we had a cordial arrangement.

 No.309514

>>309436
Modern healthcare seems hellbent on keeping old fucks alive and fucking over the younger ones. It's baffling to see.

 No.309515

>>309458
Sorry to trip post to admins watching me.

A job would be nice too as it's time away from her. I currently like my job largely because my mother wont be there. She seriously stands in the doorway and just looks at me. it's like she's under a spell. She often just comes into my room to sleep on my bed and snore like a fucking ogre

 No.309524

>>309433
There are no savings , the only thing i will get from this after she dies is a room for my self which i wont pay rent , maybe a whole apartment alone if i am a little bit too optimistic , still worth it?

 No.309534

>>309514
Modern healthcare hates people and doesn’t give a fuck about their health but keeping them alive and acting like they want to cure illness and treat pain is its main primary source of income and means of reproduction. They don’t actually want you to heal because at that moment they couldn’t extract money from you. They keep old people alive because they generate more monthly a fit 30 years old. They hate fit people.


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 No.228138[Reply]

Stepped on the scale today and realized that despite the initial "push" from a medical crisis a year ago, I basically regained all weight I lost (minus 5-10kg).
I also realized I've been working for almost 3 years now, going to be 30 the same week I'll hit my 3 years of work too.
3 years… of wages wasted.

I don't even know what the fuck I spent most of it on. It just escapes me.
Still live with mom and all my necessities are taken care of she takes nothing from me.
I had a blessed opportunity these past 3 years to save up for the dogshit future that hit the world now and I wasted it on toys and basically indulging all I couldn't as a NEET with no money.
The worst is that since I'm an impulsive retard I mostly have nothing to show for it either.

Health is even more fucked then ever before since I never took action.
Rather every action that didn't prove fruitful or flat out failed resulted in my absolute surrender for another month or three or six…
Absolutely defeated at the starting line basically.

To get to the point of this thread. Those of you that live a decently structured, responsible and stable life, how?
I barely have a sense of time. Kinda like when I was a NEET, just instead of 12-16 hours of sleeping and then PC stuff I'm forced to work a rather easy, blessed job.
Once it passes I just feel like I'm teleported to the next shift until I get to sleep through a weekend and months pass.
Even chronic pains don't make me act much. What does one even do to live?

The worst part really is that so many years went down the drain and I really have nothing to show for it. Not even memories.
I want to at least look back on SOMETHING fondly when I'm dying someday.
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>>229467
This dude get it.
>>229473
Doing things and wageslave and social working is not luck or a skill to master, luck is based in random things in my sense not in oddly specific things like social skills, network and bio-psychological-economical specific conditions of you, or your family and etc.
If you want to play luck go Casino and lost money in random shit based in random maths based in prob, if you control the casino or in a way the psychs of the things maybe you gonna get a good reward at this but this is not possible in this sense.
>If you listen to highly successful people be interviewed
They have backyard money from daddy and mom, even they destroy or sell their firsts companies and make new ones and have a offshore money somewhere and they keep going around this.
>For example, they were going out and talking to people who might be able to help them
That called social job network, not luck, luck at this situation is being born in a family with good presets to set you in that path, even if you're a shy neet retard with any social skill you can manage to it if you have these presets.
You get it now?
>again
>If you listen to highly successful people be interviewed
The typical video of self-help with new thought LOA bullshit? or like these videos of Tesla talking shit when he got all luck by is family? (and goverment) where's the highly successful people? these people have even luck in your terms before their born.
>also
you cant turn mud to gold, you need to start from literal zero if you have a life of isolation, even your brain maybe if fried bacause of zero social bonds. it can happen? yes, but is hard to make working if you start with that preset.

 No.229476

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Finally started to get back to learning maths again after a looong spell of rotting. Thought I am struggling too much with basic first chapter exercises so I asked ChatGPT how long it should take to get through the book and it gave me this shit. Are mathfags for real? This is ONE textbook. It probably takes less time to be a good artist or polyglot than to complete an undergraduate syllabus.

 No.229477

>>229471
Only retards use drugs. And I found silver and gold coins and objects that I didn't declare to the museum authorities (with a pulse induction detector). For each stash I found I had to grind maybe 300 areas that yielded tin cans and other worthless stuff.

 No.229478

>>229476
i'm pretty sure that calculus is usually covered in two-three semesters max, so 1-1.5 years to understand the material well seems pretty reasonable if you treat it with the same time investment as an average university student.

also, polyglot takes way longer because even romance languages take like several hundreds of hours to get proficient.

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>>229473
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CbDQs_TcyN4


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 No.309505[Reply]

All this time, I was with the grim reaper without realizing it.
I didn't realize why I was stressed, depressed, and weak from the beginning of junior high and high school until graduation. I missed four years of school because I had already graduated. I didn't realize that all of that stress, depression, and weakness from the start occurred because during that time I was suffering from a chronic infection in my wisdom tooth, which had already erupted. And yes, I recently went to the hospital for a checkup and learned that I had a chronic infection in my lower jaw, in the area where the wisdom tooth had erupted. I researched the risks on Google and Chatgpt, and it turns out that chronic infections in wisdom teeth that have erupted are indeed fatal and death.

 No.309525

Please anon , go to doctor , and more importantly , dont believe anything that A.I says ESPECIALLY Gemini , this failure of an invention is the worst source of false information possibe , and above being a fucking coward , it does mot hesitate to provide stress-inducing info when it comes to unpleasent situations in general , yesterday it supposed my apartment is full of mice only because i told it there is one dead mice in my kitchen that i poisoned but can't find its dead body , then i got pissed off and told it to shut the fuck up
lt keeps trolling and providing stupid false info until you get pissed off , now go to doctor , anon.

 No.309533

we all must die one day


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 No.325190[Reply]

nobody told me The walking dead was so lame
let's start why is lame
-white male unkillable "badass" lead protagonist hooks up with the most african negress imaginable
-beta male chink has a relationship with the country side white chick who looks like a model
-irish ginger chad hooks up with a mexican latina
-white dudes who are lovers aka gays
-white men who are shown as evil bigoted and racist
-niggers shown as emotionally vulnerable despite being 6 feet gorillas
-subplots that don't matter and add nothing to the story
-overacting
-gay drama
-overacting
-senseless gorefest
-overacting
-dumb cannibalism for no fucking logical reason
-characters whose death mean nothing
-overacting
-senseless gore
that's the loop and mix it with gay nigger shit and meaningless tropes and subplots and characters
also that's just the top off my head from what I remember
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 No.325255

I've realized that certain media just has an expiration date. I loved TWD when I was younger, but trying to re-watch it and the spin-offs, it seems like pretty bad TV compared to stuff that comes out now. Same thing happened to me with anime, at some point you're developed enough to recognize how cringe and stupid it is, your tastes change and you can no longer enjoy it. Doesn't necessarily mean it was always bad, it's just that (You) are not the target demographic anymore.

 No.325258

iCarly, Hannah Montanah and other Disney garbage with canned laughter that I often had to watch because of frequent family gatherings where female cousins took hold of the remote and my parents wouldn't let me fuck off somewhere else. Other than that I don't consume a piece of media if I don't like it or I feel that I won't like it, doesn't matter if a bunch of people on the Internet say that you MUST watch/play/read it. If after the hype fades away the thing completely disappears from collective memory it means I was right, if it's still relevant or develops a niche following I reconsider giving it a chance, until then I can wait.

Will anyone remember animes like My Deer Friend Nokotan, tv shows like The Walking Dead, movies like Avatar 2&3, the books of George rr martin or videogames like Cyberpunk 2077 in the future? Not if they will remain relevant, but if anyone will even bother to remember them as a hidden gem that used to be popular, instead of shit that was popular for astroturfing or viral memes.

 No.325261

>>325200

Vrabo Bince

 No.325305

>>325258
iCarly is kind of fun tbh especially as a kid. Also, the chicks Miranda Cosgrove and Jennette mccurdy are pleasant to watch and their characters have actual personalities.

 No.325370

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so this show went to shit the moment this kike took over the story and scripts
and that was season 4 and forward


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 No.308343[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

The Time God does not forget nor forgive edition. You will do this again.

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 No.309526

>>309185
smart , he actually dodged your question.

 No.309527

>>309521
i sang your reply and it really sounded singable

 No.309530

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>>309521
if you're in a class you receive feedback from the teacher too when there's a test or when they have to check on your progress and assignments and if you're in a group in said class they as well will give you feedback

try learning something new and developing a skill

 No.309531

>>309530
Do you get treats when you perform

Tell me about them

 No.309532

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you actually don't even need an external feedback all the time, just you working towards something and treating it like a game and seeing some little progress would make you feel good


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 No.323839[Reply]

what does your body 'think' about you?
>about your management of your personal human organism.
>about your decisions on what to put in it, or on it.
>about where you take it and when and how often.
>about how you use it

i reject the normoid idea that the body can not think or have an opinion. electricity flows into every cell, not just the bracrabls. life and emotion are all over the body except for in those people who believe their body is just a machine used to park the brain in front of screens.

i do think the body is it's own thing and ideally it is in a mutual loving relationship with the brain. i guess many group-minded people who know nothing but war will have a hostile relationship between body and brain.

i take good care of my body and i love it. it has been so good to me and i always give it enough sleep and put good food in and exercise it and then when i am doing something, it is so accomodating, supportive and helpful. i can not help but suspect it knows me and happily helps me through life. i am fully aware that this is not most people's experience. but it could be most people's experience.

the body has it's own path too and if a brain can understand the path the body tries to walk, decisions can be made to help the body along which then lead to benefits for the entire organism.

i guess i am trying to say the potential for harmony within the organism exists despite so few people stumbling upon it. i guess the obstacle in reaching this state is the corruption process that seeks to consume everyone. those who can see the corruption in others have an easier time dodging it.
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 No.324612

>>324611
>I would call knowing someone's thoughts, feelings and life history knowing a lot about someone.

that's probably something you don't think is possible because your religion (normality) has no strong opinion about it. anyways i don't wanna talk to you anymore. i know all about normality so your words are just bloat to me.

 No.324617

>>324612
that's okay

 No.325367

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when i engage in optimism and when i think that i love myself, i get a wave of positive feelings though my body as if he understands and appreciates. all you more groupminded /dep/ subscribers probably have very little reference for this.

the only place i have genuinely encountered attempts of encouraging people to self love are old business motivation tapes. other then that i can remember one meme where a female licks a mirror with the letters "nobody likes you. me:" above it.

group people probably don't know self-love is possible. they are programmed to believe in the group so they expect love from the outside unconsciously. other people are supposed to love group people, meanwhile the group ideology makes people unlovable by objectifying them into these kind of people who insist the ends justify the means. irresponsibility is a group-people invention, it does not exist outside of groups. outside of the group, you can go as far as your legs can carry. inside the group you are not allowed to walk until you are instructed to do so but you can't choose where to go.

get this, there was actually a time when there were people hard at work trying to improve the lives of others and wrote books about it and recorded casette audio seminars and self-study courses. these are awesome and they still outclass what gets released today. it could be the case that i simply have not found the good stuff of this time period but what i did find was more like self-harm then self-help.

 No.325368

>>325367
"self-love" isn't some radically new concept. in fact, you'll find it everywhere, from new age gurus, self-help writers, your therapist, your progressive college teacher, your priest etc. they all preach "self-love". it's just not easy to do. you can only love yourself when you don't have a disgusting body and you can make people feel good just by being around them, showing them a smile and some attention. otherwise you're just lying to yourself. maybe you can psyche yourself up for 5 minutes, but your bubble will pop and you're back to self-hatred eventually. you can't fundamentally love something that is shit.

 No.325369

>>325368
>"self-love" isn't some radically new concept.
not for me but for someone like you who has been first broken down by hostility and then strategically recruited by flattery and attention into illusionary group ideology it most certainly would be. the same way it is with computers it would be like finally running your body on a better operating system, not the proprietary garbage that

>you can only love yourself when you don't have a disgusting body.
you probably also have the disgusting mind of vanity and irresponsibility to match. when i try to talk about why you have that mind and that body though you want to repeat the backwards narrative of irresponsibility, which states that you are but a mistreated female and nothing could possibly be your fault. no need to repeat and bring that /dep/ filth in here.

>and you can make people feel good just by being around them, showing them a smile and some attention. otherwise you're just lying to yourself.
that's the kind of thing i mean when i call someone like you easily seduced. you are brainwashed into being controlled externally. even though you have a brain, you let the group turn you into someone who does not use it. the group does that to make you depend on it like a drug and since you never question, you will not figure it out. i don't see how you will break free from your shackles because it would require you to admit fault, which the group irresponsibility seduction has trained you to avoid, so you do it.

>maybe you can psyche yourself up for 5 minutes, but your bubble will pop and you're back to self-hatred eventually.
that's just propaganda your group has installed in you through repetition. your subconscious female mind will accept everything that is repeated loudly. you just look around and imitate whoever is currently in control. normality is a dangerous drug, one day you might understand it and regret having been tricked into it.

>you can't fundamentally love something that is shit.
let me give you the logical conclusion that from that using your language of conformity and disgrace while you insist to be too arrogant to see it: you simply can't be shit. it is a mistake to perpetually chooPost too long. Click here to view the full text.


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 No.228327[Reply]

Has anyone here been involved in charity or voluntary services? Got any stories or thoughts?
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 No.228366

When I had no money and was starving I visited these free food places for homeless people. I saw the most despicable people there, drug addicts, alcoholics, gipsies etc.
The food itself was greasy crap which gave me a stomach ache.
I realised you're better just scraping some coins together and buying the cheapest bread you can find. You also have to wait a long time and it's only available certain days in the month.

 No.228367

Yes, I volunteer at a local food bank. This was right after covid had it's restrictions lifted mind you so we were always busy. Part of me was sad with the amount of people who were coming in. But the story that sticks with me is pretty regularly we had a young boy, couldn't be more than 7 to come in and pickup food on his bike, I'd always throw him a couple of dollars when he came in. Sad to see peeps so young coming to the food bank, but that's what we are here for.

 No.228543

>>228337
seriously
most volunteer applications ive filled out never even follow up with me

 No.228549

>>228367
you're a good wizard

 No.229480

>>228329
You hungry fucker , well , enjoy your meals and stay happy .


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 No.303825[Reply]

Would they? I've been thinking.

My mom is already LDAR'ing due to the debt and she's already lost one child, so I think either by suicide or stress she would die. My dad? He didn't seem to care that much when my stepbro died, but I am his firstborn. I don't know really. My little brother would probably just turn into me. That's my only concern. Everyone else, would cry for a day maybe.
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 No.308894

At this point, no. I know one person who would be a little sad but not surprised I went through with it and life would continue on. I might as well be dead now, I work nights and live far away from civilzation, I only go into town once or twice a month, preferably on a weekday morning when all the npcs are gone, though with summer comes all of the families with their screaming shithead children.

 No.308895

>>308869
They just want to remove the symptoms with medication, not the cause. Npcs are insane narcissists so it can't possibly be their fault when people want to drop out of society.

 No.308932

Some might. My brother certainly would and I would feel terrible for leaving him with that. My dad has enough problems already with aging and constant aches and pains. We've always got on alright and he's always tried to help me, ineffectual though it was, my suicide would probably leave him catatonically depressed as he'd think he failed me. In some sense he did, but that was more a team effort; my mom would care but I wouldn't care that she did.

I would like to think my colleagues would care. I work in a place that's understanding of mental health issues and they know I'm a bit peculiar. I wouldn't mind becoming some tragic character in their life-story, though they'd probably move on quick: "He was a nice enough guy, that's sad." They're the only people I actually see in real life besides immediate family so I've naively grown quite attached to them. I expect the feeling isn't mutual. They have their lives, I don't have mine.

Besides that, a handful of online friends would be concerned if I went offline permanently. Though if I ever kill myself I think it'd be fun to create an autobiographical website type suicide note, which I'd probably send to them, or leave somewhere online.

 No.308962

Nobody would care if I killed myself, everyone treated me like a joke, people in public and my family, I move a lot and because of that I have no friends, I’m so lonely that sometimes I feel like I’m going insane, I’m a neet and I hate it, I serve 0 purpose in life, I’m so Lonely, maybe life would be better after, ide like to imagine that after death it’s calm and warm with a nice breeze and you wouldn’t be trapped in a body, all succubi are sexist bitches, I’ve been treated horribly by succubi they’ve lied to me and have been fake to me, my family would be relieved if I’m gone, I have no energy to do anything I can’t even properly take care of myself, they’ll just see it as more room in the house once I’m gone, my sister would be happy and my parents would be happy but pretend to be sad, someone please help me

 No.309529

My mom would be upset she looks like a bad parents and fear of legal retaliation from the state


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 No.308091[Reply]

What is everyones thoughts on leaving a suicide note? Is it necessary for closure for others? A way to get everything off your chest before you ack? Or just a waste of time?

I have been staring at my .60 cent retirement plan, and am not sure if I would just like to go out and just have everyone guessing. Or if its right to leave a note. Most of my family thinks I am useless or lazy. However they have no introspection on that they are the ones who raised me.
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I don't think it's absolutely necessary, it depends if you want them to know about something or not. It can be useful if you want them to do something specific after you die, like cremating your dead body, or not sharing the cause of your death to anyone. It's also a good way to say what you were afraid of telling others when you were alive, maybe telling everything you hate about someone or how your parents failed at raising you, etc.
>>308675
Based.

 No.308913

I always felt like suicide note is illogical. The whole point of choosing the way out is that you don't want to deal with life's bullshit and/or impact it in anyway. Why give orientations to a world that hates you? Just leave and say nothing is the non-soy way.

 No.309414

It depends on whether or not you care about the people you're leaving behind. If I ever were to kill myself I'd leave a note just so that I can give my parents some form of closure.
>Most of my family thinks I am useless or lazy.
>they have no introspection on that they are the ones who raised me.
If you dislike them I think killing yourself without saying anything is far more impactful than leaving some note whining about how awful they were to you. Your actions would speak far louder than anything you could write.

 No.309437

I wrote one when I was looking for a location. It was an apology to whoever found the body, my name for IDing to cut down on wasted man hours, and instructions on who gets which box of crap they could sell on ebay. I had one for a cousin, one to help initial therapy for whoever found me, and one for a childhood friend I had.
Just couldn't think of much to say.

>>308675

At least my mom's always had enough compassion to hate circumcision. She work as an L&D nurse and refused to help circumcisions. She also told my dad she'd divorce him if he had me cut while she was out of it after having me.
So there's always good ones with sane views on mutilating babies, they just have no power in a medical system obsessed with it.

 No.309528

People had 32 years to get to know me so one extra note isn't going to change anything.


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 No.219448[Reply]

After hitting 30 this feeling has been eating me and I don't know how to resolve it. I started watching different youtube channels and it made me realize how much time I wasted staring at a screen when I could be experiencing the world and creating things. The 21st century offers so many possibilities and yet all I did was sit at home play video games and read inane garbage online. Now I always had depression, anxiety, social autism, adhd, average iq etc. that lead to me being an underachiever but nowadays it feels like I was just the right self-help book and meds/supplement combination and some effort away from solving all these issues.

I could start now but after hitting 30 I feel this sense of hopelessness after experiencing aging. I felt like shit in my 20s but now I realize I actually felt good. Now I tire easily and years of sitting made my body feel rusty. I feel like the youth shield is gone and I can't take the future for granted anymore and expect it to make it even to 40. Every time I experience a new pain or sensation I imagine it to be the start of something serious.

How do you deal with this? It feels like modern technology amplifies winners so if you are a loser it feels extra bad because there is such a big contrast between living with your parents and riding the bus and eating mac and cheese and living in a multi-million dollar mansion with a beautiful view and driving a ferrari and eating at 3 star restauraunts.
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 No.228984

>>219448
>How do you deal with this?

get away from the consumerism that ruined you and go towards being the creator that has the power to fix you

>take your life into your hands
>get interested in making good choices for yourself
>make full use of the day because that's your time which is your currency
>you don't run away from uncomfortable stuff because the time is so precious, you instead find ways to deal with the difficulties so that they don't take over your life

you have heard so many wise words, vast amounts of good information. just implement the good information to the best of your ability and watch everything get better around you.

 No.229289

Sometimes I think this, but I combat it by pointing out how much time I wasted on education, on trying hard, and doing the right thing, and still getting punished for it all. I just want to live the rest of my life quiet and happy, but it seems the world is determined I an hero myself.

 No.229472

>>219615
You have no idea how life actually works. You are fully invested in the social hierarchy meme and will probably waste your entire life worrying about this. Have fun.

 No.229474

>>229472
How does it work then?

 No.229479

>>219656
Based
>>219657
>>219662
Niggers


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 No.44399[Reply]

i just read this manga knowing the anime is coming out soon
araki really elevated himself from shounen to a seinen writer
the themes all resonated deep within me down to the core of my soul

 No.44411

saw the first episode and wasnt into it, maybe itll get better

 No.44412

I was going to read SBR in 2019 but back then I couldn't find it with all the chapters in full color so ended up dropping it early. Assuming the full color version must be somewhere out there right now, is it really that good as people say? I did read Stone Ocean before they animated it and from what I remember it was one of my favorite mangas, I also didn't like that they rebooted the universe after it so I didn't give part 7 much of an opportunity.


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 No.306449[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What is the average wizard's relationship with religion like? No religious person has ever been able to give me a good argument for why God, if he is out there, is not the most maximally evil being in the universe simply by the virtue of creating suffering when he could have chosen not to. Saying "suffering builds character" and derivatives of is just a manifestation of their stockholm syndrome for this vile entity

>I form the light, and create darkness. I make peace, and create evil. I YHWH do all these things - Isaiah 45:7
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 No.309402

>>309364
Every single life, even the most wonderful and happy ones, will result in murder and death, because that's how this world works. So the creator of this reality, if there is any, is to blame for all the torture and pain that happens in the universe. And I would say, he probably enjoys to see us suffer.

 No.309439

>>309391
>insulting someone's lack of access to sex

Dangerous ground you're treading.

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>>309439
I more afraid of a god making some ones human experience worth and happy but others as a total subhuman shit than IT just taking the idea of sex.
>Also
For some people, god is just sex. And they believe that sex is just the unique path to heaven, there exist other paths to heaven and are very human and kind.
I alone, there's no god where i am.

 No.309470

>>309469
repent bro

 No.309523

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 No.70652[Reply]

A slightly unusual hobby for a wizardly man, but I've always had an attraction to it.

What I like about it is the extremely large variety of tricks that can be learned. It's like the Path of Exile skill tree in the sense you can pick a direction and learn that way. You can build up your foundations, or you can go the straight and narrow all the way to learning your favorite trick. The large variety of tricks also mean there are a ton of easier ones to learn, and learning these tricks provides such a strong feeling of accomplishment.

Cruising is very nice too, I intent to get a bigger old school board with soft(?) wheels for nice and easy transport.

The art on skateboards is also quite nice, there's something for everyone. Also you can buy blanks and draw on it yourself. I think the level of creativity in all aspects of this hobby is so amazing.

All things skating related welcomed, I'll try my best to answer with great care to everyone.

Thank you for participating
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 No.70984

>>70982
To my understanding standards are just the normal shape you see most people using in videos. There's different sizes and slightly different shapes that must serve some purpose but I've never really looked into it much. Thanks this one is a newly produced one and it's more based on the older styles but it's more like halfway between an oldschool style and modern standard shape. It feels comfortable to ride and control as opposed to the real older styles which I can't really get used to. Very had to do tricks though it takes my energy away and I always misjudge it and hurt myself.

 No.70985

>>70683
A few possibilities have been mentioned, another is that the trucks are set too loose. Signs of this would be "wheelbites" on the deck.

Sometimes it’s threads like these…
I started riding again this summer after a break of about 15 years. It’s indescribable how quickly the feel for it came back, even though I’m consciously taking it slow

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>>70985
Bilder fagessen

 No.70988

>>70985
Heh wheel bite is a big one. Went from sub 50m wheels all the way to a 60m and got thrown off within the first 10 seconds. It's a great feeling right? We must be slow and extra cautious these days as we are older and I've learned the hard way that we heal a lot slower now. Also a lot of us are forced to work, hard to juggle it all honestly.

>>70986
I thought that was a Lain skateboard for a second! Cool stuff

 No.70989

>>70986
I also thought it was a lain skateboard. whats the lain thing a poster?


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 No.308814[Reply]

How do you deal with extreme public humiliation and a destroyed reputation? Shits suicide fuel
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 No.308849

>>308844
>we still can't predict someone's fate 100
you don't need 100%, 98% is enough. the other 2% account for some physics shenanigans that aren't predictable mathematically, such as a car starting to skid and hitting you to death (the good outcome).

 No.309498

>>308814
i know its easier said than done, but moving to a different state and changing your phone number/deleting social media if you have it absolutely works

 No.309517

I was a local meme posted all over the internet in my country/town.

The jist of it was me walking into establishments asking for a job whilst my father was standing at the doorway watching me. He's frowning, arms crossed. Track pants low enough exposing his ass crack. He's the typical boomer who has no awareness around him. He'd wear mismatched socks, ass crack showing. Sometimes he wears mega short shorts which was popular in my country for men back in the day for some reason. The issue is when he sits down on a chair his cock and balls and exposed and dangling out. Photos have been posted online. People treated me like some freakshow because of it. Luckily 10+ years later it's mostly memory holed. But holy shit I was ready to kill myself over that. People would drive by our house at night and shout insults at us. Imagine being in bed at 2am trying to get comfy and you hear "SHOW US YOU CRACK AND BALLS".

Ropefuel.

 No.309519

>>309517
Sorry to hear your dad is a tard, but maybe he's a cuck too

 No.309520

read about all the couped rulers and criminals who underwent extreme humiliation and how they or their families dealt with it


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 No.323901[Reply]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction
https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.325342

>>325335
pretty sure the chick who sings that means that everyone is talking about the fact that he's dead but he's still the same. the cover for that track is literally some dead-looking or ghost-like dude with red glowing eyes. he takes her out on a night drive with unknown, perhaps evil intentions :)

it's a nice track but it's not very wizardly, no matter how you spin it. i mean there's a succubi singing in it, that should've been your first clue!

 No.325343

>>325340
the context of that song is pretty simple, it's the waifu and tulpa of a shutin neet wizson who is telling him all that while he is in his computer, there's a family gathering discussing what to do about their wiz firstborn who's been unemployed for years, this discussion regarding the neet of the family is a common occurrence and she is just informing him of the fact
"there's something inside you, wiz. It's hard to explain
They're talking about you, boy. But you're still the same"

>>325342
please, don't try to distort the meaning of a wizard song

 No.325361

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took a screenshot of my youtube home tab

 No.325365

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Randomly remembered this at the laundromat and had a good chuckle

 No.325366

>>325365
I was there. One of the best wizardchan threads ever made. I hope that guy is alright.


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 No.303736[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

You will still be stuck browsing this thread in 2026 edition

previous>>296811
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 No.309510

>>309509
yes, the most basic understanding, is usually wrong. You need to know more than theories which have been disproven by actual research. Again, read research. None of what you're saying is true.

 No.309511

>>309509
have you ever considered that the youtube channel paid by billionaires is not telling you the truth?

 No.309512

>>309510
you've provided no said "research" other than your "well, it seems wrong to me". minimum wage is a feel good government policy that doesn't do anything for the low skilled worker. most government policies are like this because it's about perception rather than understanding the actual mechanisms behind something. if you think this is too "basic" of an explanation, feel free to provide your own.

>>309511
it's just a snappy summary. sowell isn't a billionaire, most economists aren't. redditors just hate prageru because they're not communists.

 No.309516

>>309506
i mean it sure beats working a factory job lol. Just as ultimately pointless too as you'd be replaced in seconds

>>309508
please appreciate it every single day

>>309481
dude that was maybe true years ago but even professional jobs are being cut hard due to infinite indians. There needs to be a standard minimum wage that provides dignity otherwise you're going to have a lot of problems. It's not out job to figure out how, it's just our job to know chaos will happen when you have millions of people desperate and hungry.

 No.309518

>>309516
now imagine if there were 1-2-3-4 $/hr jobs available that the indians would do instead of all of them signing up for that single $7.25 McJob or janitor position. reducing the minimum wage would create more jobs and reduce competition for hwite people.


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 No.309319[Reply]

I wasted 12 years of my life being stuck in shitty apartment with my in a third world country
This includes all of my teen hood as well as a bit of my adulthood
After realizing this, I got depressed. I just wish I could have done more things that were more important to me, such as starting out drawing earlier and moving out of that shitty apartment. It just hurt how much time I wasted being terminally ill online while being stuck in hell.
I am not sure how to get over this. I have time. I am 23, but still knowing that my life could have been better in the 2010s and the early 2020s hurts me deeply. I wish I was smarter. I wish my mom was not a lazy whore who constantly smokes and eats, and she sold that fucking apartment earlier so we could find somewhere better for life.
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 No.309323

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>>309321
>Nihilist Slop Thinking
Pray do tell, oh enlightened one, how it is that you have come to believe this primate hallucination to have any real fundamental anchoring in transcendental meaning. Oh right! You cannot!

>but muh seat of subjectivity
>but muh immediate sensory experience

"You" and "Me" are nothing but the material bodies software. We exist in order to better orient our physical bodies towards items and places that are likely to lead to mating, and away from pain and danger. Nothing that we perceive or experience is consequential in any sense whatsoever. One day the human race will simply go extinct. And matter will continue on without us. Utterly indifferent to out absence.

 No.309328

you're 100 percent right, the only logical thing to do in these situations is to completely despise your life
>>309323
not true, there's an immaterial ghost controlling the bodies of humans and animals

 No.309335

im super bored right now
what are you doing?

 No.309476

23 here aswell, 2002 baby. Do you think our generation is fucked? Do you think people like us will be late bloomers? I dont know anymore. I envy everyone who achieved things in their teens and early 20s. To have something to call their own. Must be nice.

Does it get unbearable sometimes? The pain in your chest? This heavy pressure weighing you down, keeping you paralyzed? Its crushing isnt it…

 No.309502

>>309319
I hate to be an optimist, but im 35 and i can tell you, at 23, you do still have time. you've got about 7 years. you just have to get on the first rung of the ladder and climb whatever path you decide to set out on. after about 30, you simply will not be willing to do anything. I've accepted who i am and the fate which that entails. its gonna be a life of mediocrity, regret, and sullenness. I could've done alot more but I tucked my tail and consoled myself in isolation and self pity around 25. I could've stepped up and faced adversity but i didn't.


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 No.306675[Reply]

Lookism has become a public, popular topic lately on the internet and I believe that it affects wizards in very tangible ways.
Being a genetic dead end ugly loser myself I suffer for it even as a now "middle aged" man.
One would think such things are left behind in high school or something, but no.

You queue up for a service, government office for some paperwork, a cash register at a store, post office or hell even medical services.
You can tell the people before you were treated kindly. At worst processed in a neutral way.
Some even receive a cheerful response and the help they need, people go above and beyond for some.
Then it's your turn at the line.

A look of disdain follows immediately. Quiet. No "what can I help do for you" "what can I help you with" "what is the purpose of your visit".
Silence. Faces contort…
Sometimes a sigh, sometimes some snide remark. Clear hostility.

A shift in demeanor so noticeable, so obvious, so visceral… (yet to them likely natural) that even the thickest of autism wont help you stay oblivious to it.
You get mistreated, worse service, denied service you paid for, medical gaslighting, humiliation over and over again.
Networking is impossible for you, who by your mere acquaintance devalue their status.. and without connections, being treated like this, only having the "official route" as an option you soon realize you might not be able to get anything done.

After much pushing, repeated humiliations and humbling yourself, matching your demeanor to that expected of "your ilk" some old lady at the register might take pity and process your request, prescribe your medication, refer you to a proper doctor.
Sometimes the stars do align like that and you make a step towards a slightly less miserable state of being.

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 No.308986

>>307804
the blackpill/i-ncel cult is jewish social engineering to force hopelessness in the young male population, which if embraced leads down to two ends:

1. transgenderism (which is ultimately population reduction)
2. suicide (which is ultimately population reduction)

 No.309010

I've noticed this in myself the few times I have interacted with pretty succubi. I feel an instinctive urge to just be nice to them. I imagine everywhere they go they get the same reactions from people and the world they live in must be so wildly different than the one a loner like me inhabits. I'm not that ugly but I'm depressed enough that my grooming is completely shit and I look like shit so I get a taste of the negative side of it from society, and I also get a taste of it going away when I groom and dress well.

It really drives home the point that humans are just shallow monkeys. You can use that knowledge to your advantage to manipulate people like some politician or CEO, but personally I just find it depressing and want nothing to do with it.

 No.309061

>>309010
It's just the halo effect. How many jimiko anime succubi are drawn versus the generic standard where everything is flawless?

 No.309411

>>309010
>I feel an instinctive urge to just be nice to them.

This is weakness that you should not be suffering from. W/omen aren't even human.

 No.309500

>>306675
im not hideous but i stopped caring about my personal appearance. who and what do i have to look good for if i get nothing out of society and have barely any social interactions?

my hair is nearly shoulder length and my neckbeard is coming in nicely. When i go into stores, the cashiers sometimes bristle because they think im homeless, but i just speak softly and gently. they did the same thing when i went for an appointment at the hospital.

At this point id rather be an eyesore for people to have to suffer. fuck society


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 No.305228[Reply]

I think age 31-32 was the point where I realized I'm too autistic and weird to ever have 'normal' things in life.

I will die either institutionalized or in some shitty rental with nothing to my name. Nothing that I dreamed about will ever become true.
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 No.308525

>>308524
>I don't think I can manage to learn them if I have to wagecuck at the same time, not like I am disciplined enough now. If I have a tolerable job though, I think I'd find it a lot easier to give up and just coast for the rest of my life without trying anything new.
Had similar thoughts. If I failed to pursue anything I care about while a NEET with nothing but time then what makes me believe I would ever make progress while a wagie?
Your second point is probably right. Of course you might be different, but to me it became a lot easier to justify letting go/giving up.

 No.308526

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life is so great for me, but I am terrible at graphic design

 No.308755

>>308522
>barely manage

Honestly, /wiz/ could use a thread on lifehacks that make our wizard-tier jobs easier. We totally should make a literal cybergrimoire.

 No.308756

>>308524
I have no dreams.

 No.309499

>>305228
Since 25 its as if the film reel that is my life ran out of film and it just kept spinning and projecting a blank screen.

There was never a sense of urgency for me to "adapt" and get a respectable career once i graduated college. That sense of urgency that grips normies and compels them to achieve, network, form relationships just didn't exist in me. i never gave a shit about other people around me or my reputation etc. My parents divorced when i was 7 and i don't think they actually wanted to have children. Mom was abusive and died, dad is emotionally distant and never seemed to have actively engaged with me to mold and shape me into a functional adult. he just let me do whatever, so i just lazed around and fucked off.

I have this instinctive laziness. I bowed out of any classes that involved math or numbers at all. Got a worthless degree. I'm 35 now and I've been working as an overnight security guard for the past 4 years. I literally do nothing all night for 8 hours. I just sit at a desk. I'm on the clock typing this right now.

I feel like you have to be on some kind of continual, upward trajectory so that by the time you're 30 you're established and at cruising altitude; financially, professionally, socially, and romantically. I did "nothing" all of my 20s.

I enjoy the simple pleasures of life. a cigarette alone at the park, a local pizza, good pilsner, good books, and having peace and quiet without pressure from the world of normies or my family


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