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 No.302844[Reply]

And say something about it if you want. I'm scared of my dad so I'm drawing a monster (him?)
I didn't know we could draw. Why isn't this done more often?
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 No.304545

>>304509
>Argentinian hippie-Christian Schizo artist
becoming a hippie schizo artist is my life goal thank you

 No.304546

>>304513
i think it is and also how the mind is shaped by environment

if you were born in 1900 your coping avenues would have been drastically different and your visions of escape would be less powerful. The options for sustained escapism in the modern age makes it easy to construct your own prison where your own innate drives get hijacked and fixated on specific things that are instantly available. There was always booze and drugs I guess but escalation of those routes leads to death while kpop and porn leads to more kpop and porn

your art evokes a concept i learned from "The Power of Silence" where he talked about the 'assemblage point' of consciousness – basically where your third eye is looking (is it looking through your eyeballs out in the world? or is your mind really looking inward at some fantasy or inwardly at some emotional trauma that is driving every adult decision you make, etc)

Your art depicts a loss of focus, with eyes every which way and not even part of you anymore. A scattering of your concentration as if your eyes split itself in two, diminishing its focus power by 50% and splitting itself over and over again. But you are still smiling :)

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ooh what's this i found inside the lump in my stomach?
a surfeit of suffering, yay!

 No.304553

>>304546
If I was born in 1900 then I would have been some criminal already at this point in my life or would have hanged myself probably. What would be there to do? Visit the library to read? Sounds okay but you still have to interact with the world in a way I wouldn't want to, much comfier to just download ebooks and read on your laptop.

>But you are still smiling :)
Not still, but exactly smiling because of the state I'm in. I think it is a form of mania I am experiencing currently, well at least better than melancholia.

>kpop
Anyway, I am in the process of creating my ideal kpop succubus alter-ego self with chatgpt. She is called NOA, shy at first in interviews but ends up being funny and a trickster later on, saying very honest things and 2deep4you stuff out-of-nowhere, she loves animals, she is kind of asexual like me, obviously still a virgin. Her style is futuristic goth, long dark straight hair with a line of silver in it and she looks kind of like Karina from aespa and Jennie from Blackpink mixed with Harley Quinn. Her whole theme is "If the world is a circus then I will be the cutest clown in it!" She is obsessed with eating tasty food and addicted to drinking cocoa. She still lives with her parents and has a troubled past with depression, self-harm and suicide attempts…so really I just self-inserted my character traits, history and habits onto her pretty much. She likes to wear torn-clothes, with crosses on them, she is a rapper/dancer mainly. Her debut song will be called ABSURDIA. She also loves horror books and movies, her favorite books are Thomas Harris' Hannibal books, plus she is obsessed with criminal psychology.

Yeah, I'm about to migrate into my fantasy world at this point and I don't give a fuck.

 No.304564

>>304553
This is what that "cyber psychosis" all the kids are talking about is.


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 No.304361[Reply]

The imposition edition. How many times have you done this? Previous https://wizchan.org/dep/res/303254+50.html
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 No.304548

>parents want to spend christmas with their friends
>ask me to come with them
>they know I'm a mentally ill hikkikomori
>I have to explain that I am mentally ill to them once again
>strong feelings of wanting to kill myself afterwards

why the fuck do they do this? like they can just fucking gaslight me into not being deeply mentally ill?

 No.304551

>>304520
Just become a thief, at that point you have nothing to lose. At worst they will put you in jail for a short time, it'll either break you or make a man out of you, either way something interesting will happen to you at least.

>>304522
Jews already rule the world, been like that since the romans took up christianity as their official religion. Nothing we can do at this point, to be frank. The jew's biggest enemy isn't the aryan but another jew, their infighting will cause their destruction (and that of the whole world too, in the process). Just sit back and enjoy it.
>China
Chinese the are East's jews, basically. They creep around, trying to find a way into every culture and to establish business there, sounds familiar? I mean I live in some insignificant little town in some insignificant little 2nd world country and there are chinese shops and chinese people setting up business even here! The yellow plague, indeed. I absolutely despise them, they are the same as arabs and jews. The Japanese and Koreans (South Koreans obviously, North Korea is just a meme) are honorary whites, though, you can tell a culture is similar to whites if they are facing the same problems as yours, declining birth rates, increased amount of suicide and lonely males. They are the Aryans of the East, suffering under the jewish world order, just like whites.

Also, jews are indeed the master race (because they clearly know how to get to power) but they aren't superior in every way. Especially when it comes to creativity and such things. Jewish entertainment is always meh to me, be it Hollywood mainstream movies or books or anything, you can tell something is jewish from the feeling of it, you can feel that movie or book was just made so that the authors could get more money out of your pocket and not because they were seriously interested in producing something entertaining or expressing their thoughts%feelings. Still, jews make most of the porn industry so I guess there is some art form they are relatively okay with. (Though Aryan porn industry should be created, it'd be superior.)

>>304526
Read it in some book of Nietzsche and it stPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.304555

Waiting, waiting, waiting in my private prison cell.

Go to bed to-night and wake up to-morrow.

What a joke! I'm still dreaming.

 No.304558

>>304551
10/10 reply, made my day.

 No.304563

>>304511
>You only wish, buddy. If only that was true then life would be much simpler. Unfortunately, there are billions of retards on this planet, sharing it with you, all ready to butcher you just because you are seen as a weirdo by them.

yeah, but what you don't realize is that they are only empty shells, i'm just imagining them, I'm imagining all the pain and suffering of this world, including mine, tricking myself into believing that this reality is the only thing there is because the "true reality" of everything is eternal unending horror, I've seen it with my own eyes on DMT.


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 No.297542[Reply]

There are a whole hosts of posts here where we explain how we're dependent upon our parents and how when they die we will die with them, I am starting to think that the lack of money is a real problem.

Additionally, I am 22, but pursuing a worthless degree in IT, I don't know if I'd be able to get a job, I feel like I need to do something immediately to avoid this impending catastrophe. But I don't know what, it's like I have seen the writing on the wall.

And of course I have no other reason to believe that I am better than people here on the contrary I might be inferior, hell, I can't even drive properly, you've probably read a thousand of my posts here lamenting that by now.

Fuck man, I need to do something, upskill or some sort of productivity or self-improooovement shit or something, in the odd case that it might works. But this path is scary as fuck, this is leading straight up towards suicide. I am not as gutsy as other users here, who are fine with the idea of dying, I kind of want to live properly for a minute first before contemplating dying and I don't think I am even capable of suicide.

I don't even get along very well with my parents, we have a weird hate-love relationship where I am dependent upon them because I have no option.

I don't understand how I can be so unlucky, there are millions and millions of people, literally 99% of them just living their lives normally, I don't understand why do I have to be in the bottom 1% of this planet's population.

I feel an urgent need to do something to prevent this ship to colliding with an iceberg but I am just sitting and watching, if things continue this way, this is not going to end well.

But man all the posts here just scare me to no end. Everyone is talking about the problem but no one is really offering any real and followable solutions, this is not going to end well for either of us.

I don't know why I decided to make this post I feel a sheer sense of urgency and helplessness yet all I do is bedrot.
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 No.301819

>>301695
I think everyone without children cope in better or worse ways. Like you cant believe The amount of 30 yr old normies with less than 5k to their name "just gotta get rich" with a straight face

People with children just care about their family and this is normal and healthy

 No.303654

>>297542
>scary

of course it is
until AI chatty got available for massed, people were assuming shut-ins and crabs are the same
turns out that's not the case and while shut-ins enjoy "AI girlfriends" or similar stuff, ex-crabs don't

That explains, by the way, where all the wizards who weren't into sex due to, say, social anxiety, went.

 No.304560

>>297543
that would make OP a crab. OP is, probably, a purity-seeking person.

 No.304561

>>304560
focus on your studies and improve your life, isn't inherently about sex

 No.304562

>>297542
>>297546
>>This website is scary.

Of course this is scary! It's a reflection of how unfair our lives were!

For instance, I had a very simple idea in mind to focus on: enroll in IT uni, get a proper rented room for studying, get degree, get a job.
>inb4 this plan was shit as modern CS/IT graduates have to kiss AI's outputty.

My father did everything he could to keep me hanging: kept assuming people like me are not supposed to "waste their best years in a dusty classroom", not supposed to do this, do that; yet he never had the balls to admit he won't support me - NO! He was two-faced: not supporting me in terms of affording a corner to study because I t'is or I t'at - yet he was always repeating me this chant: "SOnNY! I will support you in whatever *aspiration* you have".

And this year he has the ball to call me names.

I take it he's the one who has one lobe working against another when thinking about me. Ugh.



>>297546
OR your honest efforts get thrown into shitter by your "loving" parrots and your room is not designed to accomodate you at all. As well as your lifestyle…


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 No.227246[Reply]

Hiya fellas, been some time since I posted here or even lurked here. Loneliness brought me back here (and a bottle of wine, haha). I'm soon 29 years old, almost wiz status, still living at home with my parents who are getting old and I never worked a day in my life, don't know anything about the ""real"" world pretty much.

I just realized recently that I'm kind of a borderline-schizoid nutcase with some antisocial and narcissistic characteristics. Yeah, I thought psychology was just some some jewish bullshit too for a long time but recently I started to think that maybe there's SOME truth to it. So yeah, I don't want to work, don't want to be a productive member of a society that hates me, I came to acknowledge the fact that I'm predestined to be some kind of criminal character or someone who is deemed crazy by society. Either way, I will spend my life (after my parents are gone) either in some insane asylum or some kind of prison, under the the constant supervision of normalfags and among people who act like animals…Yeah, I accepted this fate of mine. I don't want to live the normalfag life of working and just getting along with everyone…That sounds boring as hell. I crave some kind of excitement. I don't know what exactly but I've been reading about criminals recently and I felt like I found where I belong…I'm pretty sure after my parents are gone I will be forced to either be a common thief or to get into random fights with norms over trivial bullshit, so anyway I will end up in some cage, living like some animal. Fuck this life, but to tell the truth my depression disappeared almost completely over the years. I just accepted my fate, sort of.

Sorry for the blogpost, just wanted to vent kind of.
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 No.227314

>>227310
The thing is, less than 1% of the population have a high enough IQ and high enough self restrait/self control to get away with not only pulling off crimes or lies that result in large financial gain, but also never getting caught as a result.

It's mind-boggling how many criminals are also so retarded they brag and boast online with their illicit property and authorities get interested. All they had to do for a perfect life was to shut up and be an anonymous rich ghost.

But no, you had to make 50 instagram and tiktok posts about your fucking Lamborghini as a jobless 22 year old from the suburbs. You wanted "clout". They unravel your past and present and now you're in prison for a decade.

 No.227331

>>227314
That's mostly brown people or niggers who feel the need to always brag about everything, they have a severe inferiority complex towards white people.

Though I guess living the nice, quiet life with just your riches can get boring too so you will just want to brag about it eventually to someone. Rub it in the face of society and all the wageslave-worshipping normalfags. "Look at me, never a worked a day in my life yet I can live like this.. Fuck you lmao"

 No.227332

>>227331
plenty of white "hustle culture" scammers and drug dealers got busted bragging with their porsche 911's and bmw m3's on tiktok, please let's not make clout culture into a race thing.

narcissistic scammers have a huge need to broadcast their superiority instead of enjoying an easy life in silence and that is their downfall regardless of race

 No.227341

>>227246
Reminder "schizotypical" is a calque from Russian (or, rather, Soviet) шизотипичный тип личности

The joke is, the Greek "schizo" literally means "to split/to fracture" all while in Russian, there is a funny word "otshchepenets" (отщепенец) which, basically, means being an outcast for this reason or other. And the funny part? The щеп root! Which means "to split/to detach"

So, that Soviet classification - is *probably, thouhgh* based on using Russian use of the root щеп and then happily slappin' that Greek schizo as a translation.

I am @work rn so I cannot just spend an hour lurking for proofs though. I can only say from memory that the idea behind "schizotypical" is no more severe that basic "introverted" personality type" from a certain 1964 types classification.

 No.227342

>>227341
> The term «schizotypal» introduced SH. Rado, as short for «schizophrenic phenotype»[2]. Some scientists from countries CIS consider schizotypal disorder as «sluggish schizophrenia» — a term never used in Western psychiatry and absent from the international version MKB-10, MKB-11 and in DSM-5. The term is mentioned only in adapted for use in Russian Federation versions of the ICD-10: «The heading F21 includes forms which in the domestic version MKB-9 qualified as low-progressive or low-grade schizophrenia». Psychiatrists in the CIS countries often consider it within the framework of schizotypal disorder borderline symptoms: for example, in a book A. B. Smulevich «Low-progressive schizophrenia and borderline states»a number of low-progressive schizophrenia (synonymous with low-grade schizophrenia) are classified neurotic, asthenic and psychopathic conditions[3].

Interesting. I thought you might be referring to "Sluggish schizophrenia", but it seems you are right and the Soviets really did invent schizotypical as well


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 No.304408[Reply]

new internet of over 10 yrs now… is it me or there is nothing left to talk about?
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 No.304538

>>304517
do they ignore u often? (the internet friends)

 No.304539

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>>304408
The internet isn't dead, it just been curated by corporations/governments, flooded by low quality content by grifters, shills, talent-less hacks, attention whores(the worst kind) and copycats.
While these people existed back then as well, they used to by outshine by genuine talented people. Now it's the opposite. Quality content are now like gems buried under mountains of garbage.

We now live in a world where people like IRATE Gamer thrives and people like the Angry Video Game Nerd are mostly unseen, while also being milked by copycats/hacks/corporations for ideas.
You get ahead by rehashing stuff, people like MillenniaThinker, Lord Wojak, Low Budget Stories and hordes of other similar "creators", makes a living by using wojak from 2010.
Just make a silly story with images of some wojaks, get 1 million views and ad money from google. Your story doesn't even have to be your own, can just be a "we have Joker(2019) at home" kinda thing.
It pays off more being a talent-less hack like these people than to be original.

 No.304541

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internet viva theory

 No.304543

>>304541
lolwut

 No.304559

>>304543
Living Internet theory [meme proposal]


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 No.321588[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction
https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.322500

In 1986, the "Rent-a-Friend" VHS was released for lonely people with VCRs. The 42-minute direct-to-video program featured a friendly man named "Sam" (played by Ben Hollis) who looked directly into the camera, asked the viewer questions, left space for answers, and offered compliments to create the illusion of companionship.

It was sold through mail-order ads in the back of magazines and some video stores, priced around $19.95.

https://x.com/DoctorLemma/status/1998657751103295716

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 No.322503

you really cannot force yourself to do anything you don't like or not quite interested into for a long period of time, like I couldn't imagine myself reading a book of computational aerodynamics, not even 10 pages of it. It'd be foolish. Actually torturous. I do fancy the idea sometimes of learning a subject I think I'm interested at a much deeper level but it might all be a consequence of wishful thinking. I find it all pointless.

 No.322509

>>322503
Yeah I spent my whole teens trying to force interests. Like if I'm a history buff and get into Euclid and Alchemy, now I'll be good at STEM. Doesn't work.


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 No.304474[Reply]

Furnishing/Furniture thread

in case you suspect your /dep/ression is a result of living in unfit living quarters.

I'll start.
In my family, we only have wool blankets (thick) and a cotton fabric-like blanket (very thin). I never thought it could have been any impact on me. TURNS OUT IT WAS IMPACTING ME A LOT. Two years ago I got a nice cotton blanket (medium thickness) and my sleep improved, well, overnight. Well, THIS WINTER, my mommy borrowed my blanket and now I have to look for another similar one (can't find the same class of fluffy blankets anymore, ugh…) - hope the blanket I've got recently will help. I mean, I got my brain fog from bad sleep… ugh… I only realized it today… ugh…


Also, don't forget to vent your bedrooms

 No.304475

>>304474
Bonus thought. I'll grab some rubber bands to keep my window "slightly opened" to vent while I sleep under my thick regular blanket.


Cyao.

 No.304536


OK, so, I have a couple more ideas to improve your bedroom if you live in a tower block

1. Door blockers. A thingy made of rubber, 1$ a piece… online so you could block your door from inside
2. Keep an emergency sedative near you, I suppose
3. BLOCKOUT curtains. The cheapest that do the trick are 20$ only from an online store.
4. Fresh idea! Humidifier - or a proper "air washer", even - because heated dry air does… things to a person.
4.1. Don't forget to vent out your CO2

 No.304540

5. It sounds counterintuitive, but you can fight internet addiction and device addiction with a device.

Put some cool stuff on your old smartphone (without cellular internet, that's important! without viable browsers also)

Browser your faves before sleep, +1 to comfyness without the desire to "lurk more".

 No.304554

I just ordered an electric blanket. I wake up each morning and I am cold. I think it's because I drink a lot of water in the morning, but even when I try to slow down my rehydration it seems like I get cold. I lay under 4 layers of blankets and feel like I am not warming up at all.

 No.304557

>>304554
>I just ordered an electric blanket.
Good, good! I expect it to help you MASSIVELY.


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 No.322504[Reply]

In Roger Devlin's essay "Sexual Utopia in Power", published in the Occidental Quarterly, in the conclusion he wrote "If the Occident does not restore marriage, we will be overwhelmed by those who continue to practice it.". He wrote this in 2006, and I think that backsliding of feminism has already begun. The "overwhelming" is in process and the #Metoo era of the late 2010s was the peak of western feminism. We could possibly be at the tail end of an exponential decline. I've come around to this conclusion myself.

The first reason is that the sheer quantity of mass migration over the last five years has effectively ended assimilation to feminist norms for non-white succubi. There's enough ethnic enclaves where they're just able to fester in their original culture and not get pulled out. We've had millions in a few years in basically every western country, and political support for western feminism must absolutely be impacted by the fact that you just see Indian succubi wearing their traditional clothing on the streets now, and Muslim succubi wearing hijabs/niqabs everywhere. There was once more of a majority white force dragging Muslim and Indian succubi out of their insular ghetto neighborhoods, which has weakened. This will be expressed politically soon, and will make itself manifest in gender laws and workplace standards.

 No.322505

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The second reason is the coalition between western feminist succubi and non-whites for advancing redistributive policies has ended, it has quietly ended. In the 2010s in corporate offices, you seen ambitious career succubi and non-whites had an alliance and a material interests in advancing DEI policies. There was a larger white male share of the pie for both non-whites and western succubi to feast upon. The support for redistributive policies requires the hardening of grievances of all involved to get sufficient numbers, so they never commented on or criticized one another. Both focused on what was, at that time, a perceived mutual enemy, white men. After Covid, that ended, it ended because the white male share of the pie has declined so much that western succubi are now next on the line. Non-white corporate and political nepotism can overcome the feminist cries of "sexist", but western succubi are still vulnerable to cries of "racism". Western succubi are also atomized themselves to an extent, and facing a whole mobilized racial bloc, and must know they could be potentially crushed. I do believe western succubi are seeing the non-white threat to their material wellbeing now, and are disincentivized from fueling the DEI politics. From the other end, non-whites are more willing to push against things like #MeToo and western feminist standards in the workplace, as they have the numbers now and it's their culture to treat succubi a certain way. Potential Harvey Weinsteins are being replaced by Indian doctors and foreign nursing home workers in their thousands sexually harassing people. And of course nons close ranks around their own. It's becoming harder for feminists to enforce feminist norms in the workplace.

The third reason is that there's simply a cafeteria assortment of traditional cultural structures for western men to choose from now, if they want more traditional succubi. Back when you wrote Sexual Utopia in Power, and back in the early days of the sexual revolution, there wasn't that choice in a meaningful quantity to have a social impact. Western men had to take the raw deal that was on offer or be alone. You even advised young men to "learn an Eastern European language" as you recognized they were searching for and deserving of a better deal. it's becoming more that western whites are being dragged towards traditional social structures than the opposite. The western feminist doesn't actually want to give up her privileges and go with thePost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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The forth reason being the massive sheer quantity of debt and necessity of austerity in every western country is chipping away at succubi's economic status. The patronized government jobs that have artificially lifted succubi up materially and economically are becoming more scarce as the cuts set in, and as the cuts happen, they'll face battles with ethnic minorities to keep those jobs. Welfare is also looking more precarious as they're battling pensioners, who are likewise pigheaded about their gibs. I've talked to non-white migrants that have settled in western countries, and they almost universally react with absolute disgust towards our tolerance of single mothers everywhere getting absurd amounts of money. Indians, Indonesians, Arabs, etc. They are paying western tax, and the second they find out that succubi divorcing their husbands are making the same on welfare as what UberEats Indians are making at work, they immediately start thinking "Well why not us too? Why don't us working men get hundreds of dollars a week?". I remember being around a foreign non-white migrant when the visa laws changed and he couldn't get residency in this country. On the day of the announcement he started yelling and venting about how single mothers are everywhere in the west getting so much more money than so many hard workers like him, how hard workers like him are given the raw deal, how westerners are lazy, and how it isn't fair. There is real resentment and anger towards it, and there's millions of them now here and voting. Indians and other non-white migrants want to extend those welfare benefits to themselves and their families, and remove the feminist/succubus bias in how they're paid out. The more egregious parts of the sexual revolution are predicated on the ability to divorce and dispose of the husband, and get the husband to pay for the wife still, and the sheer quantity of welfare going to single mothers giving a comfortable lifestyle. If that ends, and being a single mother becomes fiscally dangerous, and they become reliant on charity, then the sexual revolution backslides instantly. 

Non-white migrants also look at fear at the same broken families and social dysfunction they see in the west infecting them. Their romantic mythology as to why they're able to replace us is because they're harder workers, with stronger families, and a better culture. If you actually listen to what many of them say, they say it's our single motherhood and divorce rates Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

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My personal anecdotal experience with the world is that this decline of feminism is happening. I don't see the next generation of succubi coming up doing the callous "I hate white men" statements I heard so much through the 2010s. That seemed to peak with the Millennial generation, and decline with the Zoomers, especially young Zoomers. I think Covid, BLM and the abortion law changes in the US were all blips that disguised a general trend. Yet apparently the polling consistently shows that succubi are becoming more radicalized in feminism, more left leaning, more politically radicalized on the left. That's said, and it's repetitively said, and the polls do show it, and it does throw a wrench in my theory. But for all the talk of the crabosphere/far right politics/manosphere politics being apparently due to men failing in the modern world, not finding their place, and not handling a social backsliding, can the political radicalization of western succubi match that theory? Their doubling down and hardening into the political left is because they do witness their declining privileges and social power, and are reflexively leaning into what historically gave them more power. As the new reality sets in, maybe that will dissipate away very rapidly and western succubi will find a home on the political right. 

A final point is that the places that have the most radical form of feminism still, with the 4B movement, are actually in East Asia, in places like South Korea. They actually still wield significant power and it's not declining like feminist power is in the west. I believe that's because the racial dynamic hasn't thrown off the gender tensions over there as there's less replacement migration. South Koreans are still racially supremacist culturally, and they import non-Koreans to work jobs and then deport them when their time is up, similar to the gulf states. Everywhere western with mass non-white migration seems to be expressing the same feminist decline I've laid out above.

 No.322508

I'm not a fan of Roger Devlin, but his academic book is on the same topic I did my MA thesis on, and one of my main sources, namely Kojeve and the end of history. I guess you can see how some Kojevian concepts of a post-historic world without the masterly values of conflict flows into his political work.


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 No.68029[Reply]

Do you have a driver's licence? If so, how did you managed to obtain it? In Eastern Europe, it's pretty hard to get one, a long and painful journey.

It took me almost 1.5 years (including the COVID shutdowns) to get one. I also had to wageslave to be able to pay for the training, it's not cheap around here.

My motivation was that I live in a remote, hilly part of a small town, right next to a forest and there is no public transportation here. I was hold hostage up here, totally isolated. Sound good, but I was totally dependant on my parents to get into the town. I couldn't just go to the groceries, that would be a 2+ hour journey.

It's my single greatest achievement and I'm pretty proud of it. Driving is very useful skill, and one that is realistic and obtainable for NEETs, wizards. A way to make yourself more independent from your parents, others.

What are your thoughts?


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 No.70100

I recently wanted to buy either an MX-5 or MR2 but I've just learned they are top priority targets to be stolen and stripped for parts to sell. Same with most cool cars these days. Can't have shit anymore

 No.70101

>>70100
Put in some GPS trackers.

Bonus points for restoring an MR2 and inserting some GPS trackers right into the plastic.
You can also plaster "GPS" stickers along some Y2K stickers, haha

The same goes to owning a Mustang Foxbody or Pontiac Fiero.

Also. AFAIK, Dodge Challengers are way worse in this regard, since Challengers come with a built-in latch that unlocks the car's something to make repo-ing easier.

 No.70149

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>>68029
>tfw my car is going to shit
>repairing the engine is very expensive
>buying a decent used car is also expensive nowadays
I hate how difficult and expensive everything has to be in life now

 No.70174

>>70101
In my country JDM cars are the absolute top priority for theft. The other are cars easily broken into such as various hyundais, toyota aquas, mazda demios and lower value subaru imprezzas (less likely to be immobilized). Sadly even with a GPS tracker we won't get much help from the police. Also these shops work so damn fast, they can have a car in pieces in hours depending on how quickly they want to hide it. I've also heard they can kill GPS trackers, atleast they claim that. I really have no clue about all of this which is another reason I'm just avoiding it all together.

I'll just get a rough fun manual to drive.

 No.70188

>>70149
unfunny idea

get some *econobox* old car as in old Polo/old Golf/old Clio

since thos ecars are simple like brick, they're easier to fix (and to *tuner up* also - as a mean to avoid looking up for "normal" park by slamming something *aftermarket* into it).


/hob/

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 No.68956[Reply]

It's a hobby of mine to study certain species and their potential hybrids. Once I become a fully fledged Wizard at 30 I might look into introducing Musk Duck/Pink-Eared Duck hybrids to Nishinoshima Island to develop them as an endemic species.

 No.68959

>I might look into introducing Musk Duck/Pink-Eared Duck hybrids to Nishinoshima Island to develop them as an endemic species.
That's bioterrorism

 No.70187

>>68956
>>68959
yeah, introducing stuff to brand new ecosystems is both dangerous and illegal


inb4 it's free food - yeah tell that to 'Strayans who can't hunt enuff wabbits


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 No.60906[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Thread for discussing games you're currently playing.

>What games are you playing?
>What games have you recently purchased?

Previous thread:
>>57966
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 No.63323

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kind of a bitch to learn even if youve sunk thousands of hours into 4 but once you learn the mechanics you can easily waste your life on this game. It just came out and its alreadu this good i cant imagine what itll be like in 6 months to a year

 No.63324

>>61293
try the pro mods maps it adds lots of details and more countries

 No.63338

>>63314
>Harry Potter and The Chamber of Secrets on Windows is the best game ever, for me. Cause it has that open source vibe which other games
>like doom etc have.
Was this game made in Unreal Engine source?
The full code is somewhere in archive i believe…

 No.63352

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I've been playing War of Rights. It's very fun. I thought I didn't care for FPS games but this one scratch an itch I didn't know I had. The core of the game is coordination between the players, and it's on a level I've never seen before. It's what makes a team win or loses. You can have the best shooters in your team, but if they decide to do their own thing, a team of complete noobs that can follow basic orders are able to absolutely crush them and I've seen it happening, it's hilarious. That aspect of it, and the American Civil War atmosphere really did it for me. It's satisfying to see a well coordinated military unit. Taking part in volleys, charges and tactical retreats is very nice and it's also interesting to see how and why shit hits the fan sometimes. I wonder if anybody here plays it. It's not a particularly wizardly game, being multiplayer and all, but it's the type of game that appeals to a very specific, nerdy niche, and I know there are plenty of wizzas here that fit that category.

 No.63353

I am playing cyberpunk 2077 in VR with the realVR mod. The mod costs $10 and you have to pay for it again any time an update to the game breaks something, but it is worth it.

I feel like this game was made to be played in VR. You get such a wonderful sense of presence and scale in VR and all the HUD and stuff just feels like it was built into the technology in your eyes. It's ridiculously immersive. I love driving in first person in my car which in games is normally basically impossible to do. In VR though you can look around like you normally would. The FOV isn't as good which still makes it a bit harder but it's totally doable.


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 No.65927[Reply]

Here we discuss and speak of dreams that we had or the kind of dream that we would want.
We don't discuss of lucid dreaming.
I wanted to make this kind of thread as i do control them in how they will work but once inside i let the dream go and work his own doing.
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 No.69811

I had a nightmare last night that I was watching a boy forced to eat another boy's head by some succubus, and I remember it was extremely graphic and detailed and I remember feeling the need to vomit in the dream. I don't know why I keep having vivid gory dreams like this.

 No.70168

I had a dream where I was browsing the Nintendo 3DS e-shop even though I haven't done that in maybe 10 years. Somehow I found a way to browse games by their developer and I was just going past a bunch of shovelware devs until I suddenly hit one that triggered a remote code execution exploit and infected my 3DS with malware.
The e-shop closed and my top screen started showing live footage of the inner camera while the bottom screen was some weird picture that somebody stitched together in Photoshop. There was a TTS voice telling the developer to make a desert-themed game. When that voice finished there was a sudden jump scare which played at maximum volume despite my volume slider being low. It scared the shit out of me. Afterwards it showed a popup saying that the video of me being jumpscared was being uploaded to their servers and that I should not power off the system while it was doing so. I tried using the internet slider to turn my 3DS' wifi connection off before the upload was complete but that didn't work.
After that I tried turning my 3DS off and on again but instead of going to the home menu the same exact sequence was just played again. This time the popup after the jumpscare said that this will now happen every single time I turn my 3DS on. All I did before I woke up after that was panick over the fact that some guy somewhere had a video of me being jumpscared.

 No.70171

My fellow wizards, help my please! Hear my plight!

Years ago I nearly died of disease (Covid19) and being bedridden for a month period with little to no food or water my ability to dream has diminished to the point of being nearly completely wiped from my skill tree. Is there any way to get this ability back or am I doomed to just go to the void every night?

 No.70184

>>70171
>>70171

Lets try this. This day, you can use some AIs to generate images by prompts… chat… stuff.

We have 2 threads for AIfying your …
https://wizchan.org/hob/res/63372.html
https://wizchan.org/hob/res/63915.html

oh. wait. AH. So you can't see dreams when you sleep? Ah.
>or am I doomed to just go to the void every night?
Hold on. Are you trying to tell us you see "void" when you sleep? Because I pretty much used to see dreams too (when I was younger) but now I can't remeber nearly any.

 No.70186

anyone ever have a dream about just thinking, with no plot or action in it?


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 No.304425[Reply]

is there any job a retard like me can do? my life situation is fucked beyond any comprehension. generally speaking, i dropped out of society at 18 and now im 29, my education level is the lowest possible(i doubt 1% of ppl even have this low in my country) and even cleaner jobs require higher education than mine. But I desperately need money as everything is falling apart in my life because I have no money to fix it. The only thing I ever succeeded at was investing(not a joke) but I have no capital and I have infinite expenses and debts. I'm not from the US, just middle of the shithole of 3rd world country Poland. Locally, most jobs here are either 'customer advisor' or whatever u call them, where u work at some store and are supposed to be a salesman there. Or some backbreaking physical labor that there's no way I can do. Idk, i'm just barking at the moon here. I'm simply completely stuck in an insane situation, and I can't do anything, because I have no money and no way to make any. I'm really losing my mind over this. Soon I'll die because I can't afford healthcare while I have 99 diseases and social help doesn't exist here, or they will lock me up in a psych ward forever because I can't stand the pressure. Sorry if this post makes no sense but really, i'm just rambling everywhere I can because I just can't stand it anymore. My whole family is dying from their own diseases and their own decisions. I don't want to pointlessly talk about my life situation but it's more insane than anyone can imagine.
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 No.304459

>>304438


Look up what "кладовщик" does and you'll see what I mean - it's not about *carrying da boxes* like that Wojtek bear, no.

I was think of a job where you need to *manage* a warehouseful of small things.

 No.304497

>>304438
>OP said he isn't capable of hard physical labor and what you two suggest would end up with him ragequitting after a few hours…


no, no, not "literal warehouse" warehouse, I was thinking of "running a small shop" kind of warehousery or "carrying a cart around the aisles" kind of warehousery.

 No.304501

Hmm. Can u travel to another country, like Germany, where the wages are higher to work there? Or any other EU country?
As for jobs, I might recommend being a baker or a dishwasher. I worked those jobs and it's pretty comfy ngl. Nobody interacts with you and it's not that physically demanding.
I would recommend being a baker. You need to learn how to kneed dough first. But I'm talking specifically about confectionery bakeries. I worked in one, I made donuts there. If you can stand up for long periods of time, you are golden. Making donuts is easy squeezy. You might even ask for a tall chair if your legs are weak. It pays alright, too.

 No.304527

>>304501
Good.


Oh, and I work at an online shop, where social interaction is limited

 No.304552

The answer is not going to be one you will probably like. You just have to play the numbers game.

Apply to jobs that are close to you. Apply to ones you think you could do even if you are utterly unqualified for. Then you try and get to an actual person that you can either impress or con or otherwise manipulate into giving you a job. The numbers game alone without the con part of it will work, but much less efficiently. You need to come up with a story and figure out an angle. You need to figure out how to sell yourself. How to maximize your upside and minimize all downside. Make yourself appear like a really good worker that any employer would want and then you just need some excuse to explain what you've been up to the rest of your life.

You can invent work history if it's legal to do so where you live. It would be wildly beneficial to take this step and many people do it. AI is increasingly being used to select candidates and you can game the algorithm by crafting a resume that has all the things the algorithm is looking for. If this isn't legal where you live, then you better up your story game. Your sick aunt, or some bullshit IDK give it more thought than me. But just a note about the legality thing, make sure you look up the consequences, because if it's "illegal" but the worst that happens is you get fired, then it's not really illegal at all. On the other hand if you could go to jail then it's a different story.

You win by taking many shots and maximizing your chances of success with each shot you take. Don't hold back on trying to succeed. Do all the tricks, dress nice, groom yourself well, try to be charming and affable. Try to seem smarter and more learned than you really are without bullshitting enough to give yourself away. Many people will see through you, but that's fine, think of them as learning experiences and move on. Eventually you will find someone who will take a chance on you. Getting to the people in charge of hiring is key. Start by asking them questions about the job before you even apply and use it as an opportunity to chat them up. Always try to take an interest in the people around you no matter how fake that interest is. Talk to receptionists and be charming as possible. Normies like a normalfag they can judge by interacting with right off the bat and hate lone wolf loser types who keep quiet and they can't judge effectively. You need to be signaling all the right things to all the people in the wPost too long. Click here to view the full text.


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 No.300442[Reply]

The top 5 regrets of the dying according to an Australian palliative care nurse Bonnie Ware are:

-I wish I'd had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me.
-I wish I hadn't worked so much.
-I wish I'd had the courage to express my feelings.
-I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends.
-I wish that I had let myself be happier.
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 No.302881

>>302880
Basically, my life fell victim of "big guys are dumb" meme. I work at a literal warehouse now, all thanks to stereotypes. Eeeeesh.

 No.302915

-I wish I had started working earlier, better economy and I wasted a good 5 years. Also 2x rates for overtime was still around back then
-I wish I didn't try so hard to appear normal, wasted effort and no results
-I wish didn't try so hard in school and instead focused on real skills that could be used in the workforce
-I wish I took better care of my teeth, and health in general
-I wish I committed to learning languages, I would have been fluent by now

 No.302967

>>302915
Relateable! All relateable…

 No.304533

>>300442
Basically, this gal says "My patients' most common BAAAAAAW is how they lacked the *qualities* or time to express their personality"

 No.304549

>>302967
Only one I don't relate to is the one about trying hard in school. I wish I tried harder. School in retrospect was actually piss easy compared to actual life. Easy and fun/interesting. I wish I tried real hard in college and didn't give a shit about friendships and just buckled down and learned shit real good. Now I am older and constantly running into things that I'd like to do but lack the knowledge to do. I could have learned a lot of it in college.

A degree would have made it much easier to wage slave at some low effort high paying job. IDK why I looked down on such a thing in my youth. I thought it was unfair and overly restrictive. It is unfair, but now I realize the only thing that sucks more than being a beneficiary of an unfair system is being one of the ones the system gives the shaft to. I had delusions of revolution in my youth. I expected too much from normies. Our current crop of people would never get it done. Now I'm coming to grips with living in a worsening dystopia while at the lowest possible rung of society.


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 No.67595[Reply]

I invite all anonons interested in the occult to gather in this thread and learn the basics of magic. And if on the site there are more experienced people in this topic, please share their wisdom and help with neophytes and everyone
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 No.68609

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>>68607
like this

 No.68619

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Some dharma studies can be quite esoteric, very practical in use especially when dealing with suffering and loss in life. -

From experience I suggest just read up and apply the basic teaching and master that. The basis of dharma is practical life advice that can bring you to a state of skillful means and attunement with subtle magic.

 No.68675

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>>67595
As for today nobody has been able tell how kabbalah could ever best this.
>yea i'm shilling
>thanks to this i lost the anxiety for getting a slaveplace
>i stop chasing their crap
>after they told me stupid rabble like "why do you want to work with us" or "i don't see you quite motivated"
>i even had to publicly scorn a mid-management sucker in front of everyone because he mobbed me
>it felt damn great, i even got paid and extra not like normies who stayed there sucking cock or just resigning because they could stand the douche
>and i got paid after being fired for that
>still running on this, it's lifechanging
>you can tell it's great because of much hatred it gets from wizmods and soyfags around here

 No.68676

>>68675
I checked this Human Design thing out, and it seems that the only thing that matters in this is your date and time of birth? That's really not convincing, it's just a different kind of astrology. What about early births, or medical situations where the child had to be prematurely extracted through c-section? Does Human Design account for that, or should those people add a few days or weeks to their date of birth?

Just like with astrology, the info they give is applicable to almost everyone, I mean everyone will think "this about me so much fr fr" upon reading the results. And if a trait doesn't match, you could make the argument that it's a hidden trait that hasn't yet manifested itself.

Sorry, but no.

 No.70185

>>68609
nah, rivers don't really go up, only down; that's the point of a flow


/dep/

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 No.303825[Reply]

Would they? I've been thinking.

My mom is already LDAR'ing due to the debt and she's already lost one child, so I think either by suicide or stress she would die. My dad? He didn't seem to care that much when my stepbro died, but I am his firstborn. I don't know really. My little brother would probably just turn into me. That's my only concern. Everyone else, would cry for a day maybe.
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 No.304460

>>303825
My parents would straight up die due to sadness. Thats what keeps me from doing it sadly.

 No.304466

My mom would be destroyed, she's already severely mentally ill and only takes her meds because of me. My dad would be sad too, but he'd get on with it. No one else would really care, maybe a "oh thats sad" at most from old relatives. My boss at work would actually be pissed, I'm a good worker in his opinion (im not, im good at looking good)

 No.304508

Not really, the few left would get over it quickly.

 No.304515

>>303825
My father and maybe my older brother, my mother would only be angry at me because she now had to pay for my funeral o guess.

Aside of that my existence would fade into obscurity..

 No.304523

>>303825
My mother would be broken and there is the risk she would end her own life, given she is also very mentally ill.
My father wouldn't care, maybe a little sad.
The rest of the people wouldn't give a damn.


/dep/

 No.304391[Reply]

I used to be a hikikomori for 5 years, it unironically used to be the best time of life
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 No.304400

>>304392
every thread that I click on wizchan always has the same mentally ill nigger seething about anything related to Gen Z, millenials can't cope with the fact that no one cares about them anymore…

 No.304401

>>304400
Tf you talking about, gen z'ers are already 30 years old next year and full fledged wizards with robes and all.

Boomers think "gen z" means 13 years old forever

 No.304402

>>304400
Do zoomers have brain damage? Wizchan is literally a place for 30+ wizards and at this moment in time zoomers aren't wizards yet and spamming threads about relationships.

 No.304403

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>>304392
While you're theoretically correct, the reality of the matter is that the vast majority of normalfags really do "have a good time ironically" or "enjoy things ironically". The cause of this effect is not easy to pinpoint but the results are evident. Thoughts are no longer phrased with proper prose or grammar, sincerity is seen as a laughable matter, and human interactions are either comprised of that corporate artificiality and deceit or clad in a veil of irony that most people come across on social media. We live in a wasteland.

 No.304521

>>304402
Oldest zoomers are 29 now. People forget how time flies.


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 No.322329[Reply]

I don't have hobbies or at least I haven't found one and I think if I keep wasting my life stuck on the internet doing absolutely nothing (because I don't even have friends here to say that I have a good time) or watching movies not interesting enough to show off my taste in the movies or something like that lol and letting my ass deform for spending so much time stuck to the mattress anddddd I don't remember how I was going to finish this post but it was going to be glorious..
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 No.322462

>>322451
Islam isn't a disease, it is a cure. A cure for white people. Islam will save the white race. White people should embrace Islam, sharpen it round the edges and create a new islamic, white culture. Then wage jihad against brown Islam and the infidels generally and bam, we have our perfect white utopia!

Seriously, what's even the problem with Islam?
>you can marry lolis
>you can beat up/rape succubi or stone them to death
>men are expected to grow beards and not to look like faggots
>succubi and men are separated, except for when it comes to having sex
The way I see it, Islam preaches hatred for your enemies and enjoying this life and it delivers. Christianity preaches loving your enemy, forgiveness, peace, being selfless, living the ascetic life, not caring about money and worldly possessions…yet no christians ever lived like this. Christianity, Buddhism and similar role-playing pretentious religions should just disappear completely, they are sickening and for succubi only. The manly options are either atheism, paganism/satanism or Islam.

 No.322463

>>322462
Grow up

 No.322472

>>322462
Orangutanism is the religion of the future. It is our only hope for the future. Without it, we will not evolve beyond the gregarious phase of social organisation. All present religions are nothing more than holding patterns. Attempts to control which thwart progressive evolution. Orangutanism is our true destiny. Chimpism is, evolutionarily speaking, infantile.

Grow up

 No.322495

>>322462
I don't want to beat or rape anybody and I believe pedophiles deserve the death penalty if their thoughts cross over into real world molestation.

 No.322499

>>322495
Boring moral values, you deserve your good boy points for sharing the same values as the herd. See, this guy right here is what's wrong with the white race nowadays. Full of moralfags, whether they are christians or secular humanists it doesn't matter that much, all the same to me. The white race isn't on the losing side because of immorality or corruption, no, it's just that whites decided to embrace the most boring and cucked moral values for some reason at some point in history.


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 No.296511[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

This is the classic "suicide general", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards, quite different from that other thread in the catalog.

I'm currently 26, almost 27 (rings a bell?). And I can't take it anymore. I will soon depart from life through hanging. I haven't done it yet because I live in a shithole and there are always people around making noise and being nosy. I will just wait till it's very quiet so I can go to the woods and end this miserable existence.

I don't care if it might "get better". Existence itself is a curse and we're all gonna die anyway. I've read enough pessimist books and life affirming books and I side with the former. I don't need your compansion, because the thought that I will soon disappear is the only thing that makes me happy. I'm not even sad because of this.
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 No.304488

advice for cowards on how to train yourself to have the courage to do it?

 No.304489

>>304488
My advice is to not do it, because suicide is for fags.

 No.304490

>>304489
just sobbing in a ball, wanting to do it, but too pussy to do it, is even more fag.

 No.304491

>>304377
it is possible if u have no tolerance, but mixing benzos with opioids is much more likely. death is through additive respiratory depression

 No.304507

>>296511


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 No.301831[Reply]

Any other wizards here that have trouble with speaking "normally" or pronouncing certain letters? This kind of thing occurs naturally to normalfags and it really is just something that should come inherent to everyone. I've had times when I think I'm talking normally but people tell me to stop yelling, or other times when I think I'm talking in above average volume and people tell me I'm being silent. I also struggle to pronounce the letter "s" properly and sound like a spazz which has made me actively avoid certain words. It's just another one of those things that has made me realize how we and normalfags live in an entirely different state of existence. I remember how Chris Chan used to get bullied for his voice among other things, I'm not sure if it is an autistic trait or a consequence of my reclusive life but it has made my anxiety in public worse, and has also totally ruined my dreams of starting a music project one day
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 No.304177

>>304175
You don't know any autistic guys then, you know people that call themselves autistic to gain some sort of social special scores.

 No.304493

>>301831
Yes.

I am convinced that I have some kind of partial paralysis of my mouth muscles, or a nervous system issue. (The latter being likely because I suspect my hand coordination is very sub-normal too).

S and Th are both hard, neither can form really well. I struggle with long vowel sounds too, particularly with difficult consonants like L or P. Sometimes too when I try to initiate speech, things just don't move, like I have to actually fire that "go" signal several times before it takes. These problems persist no matter how carefully and intentionally I approach the speech. It's a physical issue.

Everyone thinks I'm some kind of downy by default. Never had an inability to control my volume though, unless you count naturally having a very soft speaking tone due to a lifetime of people literally visibly recoiling in disgust when I speak.

 No.304495

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>>304177
>You don't know any autistic guys then, you know people that call themselves autistic to gain some sort of social special scores.
I know one guy who said he had Asperger's, although they don't use that definition anymore. If he hadn't told me, I wouldn't have noticed, and I know another guy who has all the traits of having something unusual that maybe sound like autism to me.
It's more because of his behavior than anything else. He wouldn't fit in with normies if you compare him to the first one, although the first one doesn't fit in with normies either, except for pretending or hiding certain behaviors.
>Also
And yes, this was before all that bullshit about inclusion, diversity, and neurodiversity became fashionable, as if it were an umbrella term, and even for everything weird, due to embarrassment or lack of interest in having to know or be overly specific and explain every damn personal problem on the part of normies or educational authorities or other idiots just to reduce the term to neurodiversity or wathever.

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>>304493
yeah the Th sound is hard, I remember getting sent to speech class from K-5, never fixed it. its crazy u got to stick your tongue between your teeth everytime.

well these days i dont even use th when typing, its always about dis and dat

 No.304505

some have compared my weird flat voice to Walken, so he's my role-model, he makes it cool


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