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 No.305203[Reply]

I am physically disabled with many symptoms, I can't work or anything, nor do I have money for any hobbies, I can't even cope with suicidality since I am afraid of dying and the after-life (call me superstitious) and honestly it's not that bad either for me in most of the days in regards to my health as my family still supports me and pays for my medication, it's mostly that life feels utterly-empty for me.
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 No.305231

>>305230
just what they make easier, exactly?

 No.305234

>>305231
no stress, no depression, no mental suffering, just joy and peace.

 No.305246

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>>305234
try schizo pills kind of drugs kek

 No.305247

>>305246
it's useless to argue with a junkie

 No.305250

>>305247
Drugs dissolve anxiety, tension, and pain.



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 No.304361[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

The imposition edition. How many times have you done this? Previous https://wizchan.org/dep/res/303254+50.html
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 No.305223

I've always hated reaching out to people about my issues. I don't completely understand myself and why I do things. Others will take advantage of this to try and indoctrinate me when I am vulnerable. For those who would truly sympathise with me, there is no point. I'm the only one that can fix myself, and will continue to rot away until I can figure out how to approach my problems.

 No.305235

Randomly felt the urge to look up my old high school friend's youtube account. The last uploads were from right around 16 years ago, right around the time we graduated. The videos were our shitty attempts at a cooperative "let's play". We had around 18 episodes before we stopped. I can't remember if we just got bored or if it's because after graduating we just lost touch and never talked to each other again.

In middle through high school he was my only friend. It's weird to hear his voice again on those old videos. Also weird to hear my own voice, because those videos were the only time in my entire life in which I was brave enough to use my voice on the internet. Before and after that I never used a mic for any reason, and have obviously never put pictures or videos of myself online.

I think we usually would do the recordings in-person at my PC, but I think we also did a few remotely while I screenshared with him through Skype or something. I remember one time we were at my house and we were going to record, but my brother came over to visit my mother, and I was too self-conscious to let us start until my brother left, and so I forced us to sit around quietly for two or three hours.

On one of my old USB drives from high school I actually still have a backup of the emulator, rom, and savefiles from when we were doing that LP. Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I suddenly contacted him and, after reminiscing, brought up the silly idea of suddenly starting the LP back up again. Like, what if there was suddenly "PART19" uploaded 16 years later, and we'd just make some joke about coming back from a bathroom break and just resumed playing as if nothing happened.
But, even if I wanted to go through with that, I don't know how to contact him or anyone really, as I have no social media. I'm pretty sure, however, that he still lives in his home from our high school days, like I do. I'm pretty sure he's unemployed, like myself. I guess I could just drive 10 minutes to his house and knock, but I don't have the social guts to do something like that.

I guess I could write a letter. Imagine doing THAT!

 No.305236

Troonery has left such a deep wound on the nerd psyche that I don't think it will ever heal. So many things coincided for it to happen….what's opposite of serendipity?

 No.305237

>>305236
>So many things coincided for it to happen
Cohencided*. It was by design.

 No.305249

>>305236
Never trust a jew. Troonery is saint in comparison to the evils they are yet to unleash.


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 No.305228[Reply]

I think age 31-32 was the point where I realized I'm too autistic and weird to ever have 'normal' things in life.

I will die either institutionalized or in some shitty rental with nothing to my name. Nothing that I dreamed about will ever become true.
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 No.305238

it is impossible and I know it, ruined body, traumatised and slow mind, no money, etc. theoretically I regain a little bit of vitality, to mentally sit out my life as I truly am, maybe do some small things, and hang myself before I deterioate further

 No.305240

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I don't have any hope of ever having a normal life, my fear of slowly drifting away from the people I know now will probably come true. But maybe I can still be financially successful.

 No.305241

We're not born to be happy.
This planet is not for us it is hostile.
Very few have a decent life without issues.

 No.305244

>>305241
Very well said. You need to have 0.01% tier luck to actually have a life worth living.

 No.305245

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>>305228
*watches Serial Experiments Lain*
*mind = blown*
*hope = activated*

I *have an impression* no one gets exactly what they want in this modern caleidoscope of things and feelings.

However, sometimes, ideas to try and loosen the sharp clench of O Fortuna on my life work a little bit.



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 No.304864[Reply]

Its like it's this horrible world, full of horrible people, and it's so tempting to hate Being. To hate being itself. And fall into complete nihilism. But you have to embrace Being as it is. And yourself as you are. And just accept the place the Cosmos has given you. And even if it is your destiny to be friendless, ostracized, outcast by all. And to have a shitty job. And you just wagie and then you die forgotten. That's what you were put into this cosmos to do. And you just have to do it. And that's what it means to be a Man. And you just do your shitty job a little bit better each day. And you've made the world a slightly better place, even though the World still hates you back, and there's no reward for goodness.
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 No.304903

Massively improved standard of living
The child mortality rate in Africa
Is now the same as it was in Europe in 1952
Which is a statistic
That I just regard as
Absolutely miraculous
The rate of poverty is diminishing
At an amazing rate, right
Between 2000 and 2012
We have poverty

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 No.305242

Jordan Peterson is the epitome of dishonesty. Terrible thread



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 No.60906[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Thread for discussing games you're currently playing.

>What games are you playing?

>What games have you recently purchased?

Previous thread:
>>57966
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 No.63374

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>>60906
I'm replaying Batman: Return of the Joker on Game Boy. It's a fantastic title that feels way more like a sequel to Sunsoft's NES Batman than the NES version of Batman: Return of the Joker, also it's almost like Sunsoft knew they'd lose the license over to the folks at Konami and made their own sequel to Tim Burton's canon, I don't mind though since it's a fun time really.

I'd say my main issue is the difficulty, a few specific parts are just BS, only ever beat it on "Easy".

 No.63382

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>>63374
I played this for the 1st time in 2024 where it took a lot of effort to beat if on "Easy" without save states, and on "Normal" even with save states… now I went back to it and I'm happy to update that I got a 1CC on "Hard" without save states or any form of cheating, I beat it legit, and it's fun how when you're good at it the whole thing takes like 10min to complete actually.

It's grown on me a lot, perfect Batman title for short bursts.

 No.63383

Replaying Wrath of the Righteous. Did Angel, Trickster, Demon, Aeon paths throughout the years. Want to try Azata path but it is so cringey it will be hard to do. It's strong gameplay wise though.

 No.63387

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So I am currently (and once again) playing modded Skyrim. I find the TES games are very comfortable for me to return to, so every so often if I'm not sure what I want to play I'll just pick one of those and sink another hundred or so hours into more adventures in the land of Tamriel. Aside from that I bought the new Sonic Racing game a couple months ago (on sale) and I really enjoy it. It's a lot like Mario Kart 8 but with some new and unique features, as well as a mostly-Sonic cast, of course.

Also I have a few new games in my backlog, but as is often the case, I may or may not get around to actually playing them.

 No.63389

Играю в FH, сэймы есть?


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 No.305176[Reply]

Do you take any medication? I am currently taking sertraline, and it has reduced my PTSD symptoms by a lot. I still think about past trauma, but it happens far less often than it used to, and the thoughts no longer feel as overwhelming. It is like the volume has been turned down on memories that once dominated my mind.

Because of that change, I feel more hopeful about the future. The medication has not erased what I went through, but it has given me room to think, breathe, and live without being constantly pulled back into the past. Having that extra mental space has made it easier to imagine a life that is not defined entirely by trauma.
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 No.305220

>>305219
Same goes for me so I guess it's just a matter of who shoots first.

 No.305226

>>305212
This very day, my laptop gave an ad for psychological hotline… Red Cross.

Looks like the world of connections and surveying is blooming this days.

 No.305239

>>305176
Sertraline kills your dick. You fucked up.

 No.305243

You wizs need to stop making these damn medication threads. Whatever you have you can fix with a good diet. Unless it's a very major issue and you're about to off yourself don't take kike poison. This shit is going to ruin your health and destroy your lives, like it is currently ruining mine.

 No.305248

>>305243
>you can fix with a good diet
Sure, cap. Thanks for the heads up.



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 No.68295[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Book discussion. Tell us what you're reading.
Previous threads:
>>64932
>>60032
>>54504
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 No.70327

>>70325
Another part ending with death and buzzards. Onto the next.

 No.70328

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24

The world's been in a habitual state of crisis for fifty years. Fifty?" What am I saying? It's been in a habitual state of crisis since the beginning—but for half a century now, almost unbearable. And why, for the love of God? What is the fundamental irritant, the essence of the tension? Political philosophies? Economics? Population pressure? Disparity of culture and creed? Ask a dozen experts, get a dozen answers. Now Lucifer again. Is the species congenitally insane, Brother? If we're born mad, where's the hope of Heaven?

Well the world in on crisis again, bombs falling and all that. I didn't much care for this chapter, we've seen this cycle in the previous parts of the novel. Let's hope there's something new here, other than dressing it in sci-fi.

We're reading A Canticle for Leibowitz.
You can find several editions available to borrow here:
https://archive.org/search?query=A+Canticle+for+Leibowitz&and%5B%5D=mediatype%3A%22texts%22

I’ll be using this one, simply because I like the formatting better:
https://archive.org/details/canticleforleibo0000unse_d5n4/mode/2up

 No.70329

>>70328
It's a complete sudden jump from an interesting post apocalyptic world into just our current world but slightly different tech. But the writer does not seem to care for genre fictions nor worldbuilding and only see the setting as a vehicle to deliver his message.

 No.70330

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25

Centuries old, but recently widened, the highway was the same road used by pagan armies, pilgrims, peasants, donkey carts, nomads, wild horsemen out of the East, artillery, tanks, and ten-ton trucks. Its traffic had gushed or trickled or dripped, according to the age and season. Once before, long ago, there had been six lanes and robot traffic. Then the traffic had stopped, the paving had cracked, and sparse grass grew in the cracks after an occasional rain. Dust had covered it. Desert dwellers had dug up its broken concrete for the building of hovels and barricades. Erosion made it a desert trail, crossing wilderness. But now there were six lanes and robot traffic, as before.

Space Jesus, Christians mutants, nuclear bombs and the cycle of civilization. It's hard to imagine Christianity having any real foothold in the world stage in a highly advanced, technocratic civilization. We're barely out of the woods now in 2025, Christianity is rapidly fading and the Pope doesn't really have any political power anymore.

We're reading A Canticle for Leibowitz.
You can find several editions available to borrow here:
https://archive.org/search?query=A+Canticle+for+Leibowitz&and%5B%5D=mediatype%3A%22texts%22

I’ll be using this one, simply because I like the formatting better:
https://archive.org/details/canticleforleibo0000unse_d5n4/mode/2up

>>70329
I feel like this part of the book were written to make it into a full novel.

 No.70331

>>70330
Lucifer has fallen. Billions must die.

Let's see if this message gets through. My cousin's ISP is range banned by wizchan apparently so I am using mobile data. I have to attend some family gatherings for a few days so I might get tired these next few days. Hopefully I still can keep up with the daily reading.


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 No.322726[Reply]

I unironically want to join the ISKCON religion, even if mostly for "aesthetics"-but not in the shitpost sense, in the IRL practice sense
>the personal liturgy involves bathing, clothing, putting to rest\waking, beautiful marble statues
>religion itself promotes playing with cute articulated dolls
>Brahmacharya (perfect mental-bodily celibacy) is HIGHLY praised
>beautiful music + comfy autistic system (chant X rounds a day, on a specific rosary\mala, in a specific way with the fingers, etc)
>amazing cosmology and lore
>cow sanctuaries (i LIKE cows)

 No.322727

you willingly want to look indian?

 No.322728

>>322727
ISKCON accepts any and all races of converts.

 No.322729

You don't need to join a religion that aligns vaguely with who you want to be in order to be that person. If you want to practice peaceful indifference, celibacy, and recite mantras, just do those things without trying to justify it as part of some archaic streetshitter ritual. The only thing you have to gain by fulfilling the duties of this religion is the respect from a bunch of world-polluting people who drink cow piss and worship feces.

 No.322730

get off this board jeet



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 No.293203[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

I'm going broke, and I really don't know how to deal with this fact. I went to 4 doctors to treat it, but none of them worked, and no matter how many medications I took, I was never able to overcome this problem. But these only caused me terrible side effects, such as fatigue, weight gain, apathy, a lot of disinterest in everything, and alopecia, but they were never able to attack the impulses. Violence never stops.
Sometimes I blame my family for raising me in such a violent environment, but then I think it's better to bury the past and look forward. But sometimes it is difficult, since it is not about the violence of 10 or 15 years ago, it is about things sometimes from less than a week ago.

I feel like an alcoholic, where instead of keeping a place free of that poison, it is offered to me in all shapes, sizes, colors and flavors.
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 No.305214

>>305199
I don't want my family to realize I've been a NEET so long I am turning to an old man. I want them to continue having the idea that I am just a young kid that need some time to rest before rejoining society.

 No.305221

>>305213
meds + meditation to fix it. if you're already interacting with people you're basically good to go for anything. you've only got real problems if you can't leave your room of your own volition.
>>305214
what will you do when they die/disown you?

 No.305222

>>305221
>what will you do when they die/disown you?
Try to get a shit job. Maybe I have matured emotionally to be able to handle them now but I could also be stressed out of my mind like the last time I worked. If I can't handle it by then and have no other better ideas, I'll just kill myself. It's the same story no matter which NEET you ask if they don't have bux or wealth.

 No.305229

>>305221
>you've only got real problems if you can't leave your room of your own volition.
well I'm very close to that.
Didn't speak to a single non essential person (doctor, cashier etc) for long time. I already was very socially anxious before but this really makes it worse. I have an appointment with a doctor about this hair thing soon so i hope i get some meds..

 No.305232

>>305229
get some social interaction instead. of any kind. idk think of a hobby or something. wiz != crab != loser. neets who preach they're happy are faking it. they all end up hollow shells.


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 No.322725[Reply]

i've seen a few wizards who don't seem healthy.

is too bad because being healthy is easy once you know what matters.
the practice of being healthy i have reduced to managing of habits:

you constantly manage your habits. you find out what they are by doing the opposite of being in autopilot. manual flight. then you imagine the long term consequences of each habit. then you decide if you want those, the development of a desired state. keep the desirable habits, reduce all those you don't want through constant attention on your habits.

as you do this you might stumble upon ways to improve upon the desirable habits. this is almost already doing the next thing, which is finding good new habits to practice and slowly wondering when you have time to do them.

it is up to you to be healthy, it is an option, you can make this happen if you so choose. health is one choice away.


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 No.319910[Reply]

NEETs online tell me all the time that they spend their days doing nothing, but then you find them playing some Co-op multiyplayer games the entire day and they have plenty of friends on Discord whom they game with daily for hours or watch Anime with Them or that they spend their days reading Books, I feel like a total N.P.C compared to them, at least they have hobbies and online friends, on the other hand I got no hobbies or online friends, I just talk long walks daily and lay in my bed at most I listen to Music or masturbate for 5 minutes (sorry for mentioning this) or browse Pinterest or this site not to count basics such as eating and going to toilet
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 No.322641

>>322634
>Appreciate the reply, but my body is way too beat up at 36 to skate or do any kind of sports except maybe jogging and walking.

36 is very young still. be kind to your body, eat healthy, don't let yourself be seduced by the food industrial medical complex and it will recover and then you have healthy 50+ years ahead of yourself where you don't constantly have to hope that the doctor will keep you alive.

>Tried to pick up gym again. Now even a 40lbs dumbbell feels painful to pick up.


i couldn't do gym. it is too social. too many succubi who are trying to meet. also gym isn't fun. gym feels like work, skating feels like play, it is expressive like a dance but less faggy.

why is it painful to pick up? maybe a dumbbell broke your heart once i dunno.

 No.322642

>>322637
>Timeless fun tbqh

when someone is provocative i never believe that it is really fun. you just say that to seem less crazy. the reality is your life is war and you have a complicated way of not acknowledging it by playing this theater that you like it.

 No.322646

>>319912
Almost the same for me. I browse imageboards, listen to music, sleep, and, eat. Porn got boring for me, I only do it once a few weeks.
I also study for a GED for ten minutes and practice Chinese on Anki, but that's almost nothing. I'm tired of music now tbqh, I want to quit listening to it. I wish I had more things to do.
>>322636
Yeah it sucks. I wish I was able to get into tabletop games but it's too expensive. I've begun practicing shorthand because of how sterile the internet has become but I'll probably quit later on. I'm also looking into getting into more films.

 No.322722

I am just like OP, I used to hit the Gym but I stopped due to worsening health, hopefully I get better sooon.

 No.322723

>>322722
Your worsening health is sickness arising from your debt to God. Repent sinner



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 No.38895[Reply]

I've found myself watching, and this thread is as much of a confession as much as anything, kids shows. It started off due to the threads we've had about Cardcaptor Sakura and Doremy, but then I realized after watching them that I was feeling…oddly good and optimistic about the world in general. It's weird, because on the one hand I hate watching this stuff because, well, it's so fucking stupid and vapid, but on the other hand I love watching it because it's so goddam relaxing and healing to the soul. I find myself questioning whether this entertainment is purposefully made this way, to emotionally manipulate individuals past a certain age into a state of depression.

Uhm, thanks for reading my blogpost? Otherwise, I guess share some younger-demographic anime you might be watching?
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 No.42255

>>40562
This show only makes me think of you know who…

 No.42378

Sonic X in Japanese hits different.

 No.42637

Wonderful Pretty Cure!

 No.42959

Tokimeki Tonight and Majokko Tsukune Chan are both enjoyable.

 No.44138

>>38895
Same here when watching 1980s Doraemon (its graphics are slow-paced which is good for my already-overstimulated perception)



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 No.38278[Reply]

Want to start learning Japanese?
Here's some useful links to help you out.

-http://realkana.com/ (tool to learn the kana)
-http://www.guidetojapanese.org/learn/grammar (Tae Kim's grammar guide)
-http://pastebin.com/kXqhRbWi (setting up Anki)
-http://jisho.org/ (Japanese-English dictionary)
-http://dictionary.goo.ne.jp/ - (Actual Japanese dictionary for rare words and alternate definitions)
-https://addons.mozilla.org/en-US/firefox/addon/yomichan/ (Popup dictionary definitions when you hover over a word, Chrome version is called yomichan)

みんなさん、がんばって!

Last threads:
>>28755
https://wizchan.org/jp/archive/res/25255.html
https://wizchan.org/jp/archive/res/19661.html
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>>42515
I know about it, I like I find it cool like in the exemple yu-3 (3=san) and 'yume 2kki' (2=ni)
great exemple is pagers

 No.43169

>>42515
So they use them in place of their pronunciation instead of the letter their shape resembles like here in the west? For example I would expect them to use 5 instead of ち or ら and 3 instead of ろ or る.
Also that pic is very funny, too bad he had to summon a き out of nowhere for it to work

 No.43634

このスレで書くべきかわからないけど、visual novel game の紹介。
フルボイス・字幕ありのゲームなので、日本語学習に使えると思う。
13人の少女が絶海の孤島に捕らえられ、殺人が起こり、裁判で犯人を見つけて処刑していくという内容。
少女たちはそれぞれ独自の魔法が使え、それが事件にも関わってくる。

Overwhelmingly positive on Steam.
現在は日本語と中国語に対応。
いずれ英語にも対応すると思う。
(自分でプレイしたい人は、ネタバレ防止のためにレビューを読まないことをおすすめ。)

魔法少女ノ魔女裁判 on Steam
https://store.steampowered.com/app/3101040/_/

Magical succubus Witch Trial is probably one of the best JP VN releases in this year : r/visualnovels
https://www.reddit.com/r/visualnovels/comments/1m56oal/magical_girl_witch_trial_is_probably_one_of_the/

13人の少女に紛れる「殺人犯の魔女」を処刑するデスゲーム|魔法少女ノ魔女裁判 #1【第一章】 - YouTube
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tpAXHTCvax0
実況プレイ動画。投稿者のテンションが高く、おすすめ。
(動画の音声に noise reduction filter がかかっているようで、音楽の一部の音が消えている。)
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 No.43647

上の書き込みをしてから、2つ目のプレイ動画を見た
こちらのほうがよかった

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MgXmB6IFrLE
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL_Gxyc6sF6YEsV1gDysFkchhVb2uAVCsW

 No.44137

Omitting subjects/objects and muh implied meanings fucking me up. How do the Japanese talk like this? There is like multiple different meaning a sentence can take depending on how you look at it.



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 No.305204[Reply]

I was watching TV and out of nowhere I got a very ugly reality check, I just realized that my floor is full of my own hair, I'm getting bald, I don't know how to feel, I'm taking medication and now I don't feel really sad, but I can't feel happy either, I want to throw up, I've been playing video games all these days and without realizing it out of nowhere I start crying, What a fucking rage, because my mom worries and I don't know how to explain what's wrong with me

 No.305215

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>Your username as the thread name
What did you wish to achieve with this?
>TV watcher
TV is 40% awful commercials designed to piss you off, and 60% awful programs conceived to make you gay and stupid
>obese fingers
Hair is retained in the kitchen. You'd have more hair on your head if it didn't need to breakthrough a quarter inch of fat.
>Windows 11 netbook
Why?
>WhatsApp image
Even worse than a Discord filename
>Mexican Twitter
There are imageboards better suited for your demographic.
>"privacy browser"
You are incredibly propagandized. Normal for a TV watcher!
>"My poor mommy worries about me having sad feefees :("
Do her a favor and improve yourself or at least try to give the impression that you're not someone who she needs to worry about
>Gay faggot boykisser erotica of bad anime
No I'm happy that you're sad.

>without realizing it out of nowhere I start crying

Are you not a grown man? Why the fuck were you crying?

 No.305217

ITT Indian lashes out at a Mexican. Peak thread please continue.



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 No.227212[Reply]

https://archive.ph/3vGE1

Across the country, the ancient tradition of Orthodox Christianity is attracting energetic new adherents, especially among conservative young men. They are drawn to what they describe as a more demanding, even difficult, practice of Christianity. Echoing some of the rhetoric of the so-called manosphere, new waves of young converts say Orthodoxy offers them hard truths and affirms their masculinity.

One night this summer, the young adults of All Saints Orthodox Church in Raleigh, N.C., gathered at a bookshop and bar on the city’s north side. At the event’s peak, there were a mere handful of succubi present, and more than 40 men. The men noticed, and believed they knew why.

Orthodoxy “appeals to the masculine soul,” said Josh Elkins, a student at North Carolina State University who was chatting with other young men.
“The Orthodox Church is the only church that really coaches men hard, and says, ‘This is what you need to do,’” said Mr. Elkins, 20, who casually quoted a second-century martyr and rattled off terms like “monarchical episcopate” in conversation. He beamed as he talked about the weekly worship service known as the Divine Liturgy, an hourslong affair at which attendees typically stand the entire time, rather than sitting in the pews or kneeling.

Orthodox Christians in the United States are younger and more male than many other Christian groups here.

Some converts report approvingly that Orthodoxy has a more masculine feel than other traditions. Priests, who must be male and can marry, often have large beards and big families. Orthodoxy asks practitioners to make sacrifices like fasting, rather than offering them emotional contemporary music and therapeutic sermons, which critics describe as the typical evangelical megachurch experience.
“There’s no war for us to die in — well, there are wars for us to die in, just not ones that are honorable,” Laric Copes Jr., 28, who attends All Saints, said. For former Protestants like himself, Orthodoxy serves as “a kind of frontier of exploration,” he said.
“Young men need purpose, whatever that is,” said Jerod Stine, 26. “Young men are struggling to find jobs, they’re struggling to get into schools, and they’re really being told by society, ‘We don’t really need you.’”
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>>227501
sounds like bain


Counterargument:


IIRC, a lady can literally marry someone who'll become a priest, "batyushka". Therefore, a priest's wife is "matushka".

picrandom

 No.227527

>>227216
The Jews of Jesus's time thought the messiah would be a king, too. And that he would expel the Romans militarily. It's very similar. Ironic.

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>>227504
>sounds like bain
>Counterargument:
?
>>227212
>The Wiz Church of only volcel young men, almost zero succubi
>>227501
>The Wiz
A church of Wiz is a church of virgin at will, there's no succubi (maybe there's no witches)
>Only volcel
A curch of Wiz cannot be Volce, Volcel is against the Wiz philosophy. you become a damn crab melting with succubus bitch-attention seeking.
>Young men
Not generally but Wiz are old, sometimes, but this generation is more young maybe.
>Almost zero succubi
>Almost
This ruin the Only volcel and Young men and Wiz at same time.
There's maybe succubi (or witch) in wiz church
there's no succubi in volcel church (there's no crab succubus, maybe volcel who knows)
there's a chance of succubi in a young men church.

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>>227212
>“Young men need purpose, whatever that is,”
>“Young men are struggling to find jobs"
🎵 Fake heroes are easy to spot
🎵 If you speak the truth you'll get lonely

🎵 Sailor 💃 saaailoor muntarou…

https://wizchan.org/lounge/res/322020.html

 No.227553

>>227537
*sounds like baiT

lurk more



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 No.223989[Reply]

My mom was an airhead who barely learned to read and write. She grew in poverty and she's obsessed with being poor and loves watching videos of people in extreme poverty. Despite all that she is a narcissistic cunt who thinks she's superior to everyone and loves to humilliate people every chance she gets. She got with my dad because she thought he was rich. No matter how much money she gets she tries to spend it all as soon as she gets it. As a kid, she constantly told me that she didn't love me and that I ruined her life, everytime my dad left the house she used to beat me. Everytime I'm around her, she makes sure to make hurtful comments, completely unprovoked, and loves to shame me in front of people. I know that part of my low self-steem is because of her. She always made me feel like I was worth nothing.

My dad was a musician that eventually became a moderately famous photographer for a national newspaper. He was a decent man when I was a kid, but eventually he started to beat my mom and me, he also kicked us out of the house plenty of times. His so called "fame" got the better of him and became a womanizer. He spent most of his money on succubi and came back home with nothing. That obviously caused more fights that always ended with me having to mop my mother's blood off the floor and having to call an ambulance to get her to the hospital. The beatings only caused my mom to resent me even more for "ruining her life". I was just an elementary school kid when all of these things happened and they continued to happen until I was 17. On top of that I was getting bullied at school, so I came back home from getting bullied to find my parents trying to kill each other.

Now almost a couple of decades later, I'm stuck with two aging parents who believe that I "owe" them for the hell they put me though. Needless to say, I hate them. And even though I feel some "love" for them as a son and know that I will cry them when they finally die. A part of me will find relief when that happens.
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>>227398
>But why do you guys go into church for that?
been thinking about the fact I lack feeling having things done alright.

Accidentally remebered some childhood memories of "feeling alright" after visiting church (happened several times, I suppose)

 No.227405

>>227398
>why do you guys go into church for that?
To be brutally honest I only went to church for most of my life to please my father but a couple of years ago we started going to a different church in the neighboring village and (hope I won't get banned for this) there are quite a lot of good-looking succubi there and like the creep I am I just like to stare at them. I live almost like a hikki hermit, I only go to church for one hour per week, that's all the time I'm around other people so yeah as pathetic as it is I just want to be around some beautiful succs for an hour per week. Fapping to porn is good but sometimes it's just better to fantasize about real people you know irl. It's not like I will ever interact or talk with them in any way so who cares, I'm just an autist-schizo pervert and the looks I'm getting from everyone in the church community just reinforce this.

 No.227407

Overprotective mom and happy wife happy life handsoff dad.
I wonder if I was essentially fatherless. Or a father-lite upbringing

At least they are seemingly kind, but I might just be completely brainwashed

 No.227547

>>223989
Mommy was verbally abusive and damaged me by being there, meanwhile Daddy wasn't there when it mattered.
They aren't completely terrible people, just people who probably shouldn't have had kids, my sister turned out much better than I did, and I'm glad because me being such a horrific failure at the very least guarantees that she's a saint by comparison, so she got the approval she didn't get as a teenager because I was younger and had potential or whatever.
I DO hold my mom's abusive past against her in secret, but I don't have any issues openly because being allowed to NEET is a luxury as >>223992 said.

 No.227552

>>227362
even things like that seem so hard to me that it is almost impossible. im so scared of every social interaction that its like i am paralyzed. i don't know how to break it



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 No.304474[Reply]

Furnishing/Furniture thread

in case you suspect your /dep/ression is a result of living in unfit living quarters.

I'll start.
In my family, we only have wool blankets (thick) and a cotton fabric-like blanket (very thin). I never thought it could have been any impact on me. TURNS OUT IT WAS IMPACTING ME A LOT. Two years ago I got a nice cotton blanket (medium thickness) and my sleep improved, well, overnight. Well, THIS WINTER, my mommy borrowed my blanket and now I have to look for another similar one (can't find the same class of fluffy blankets anymore, ugh…) - hope the blanket I've got recently will help. I mean, I got my brain fog from bad sleep… ugh… I only realized it today… ugh…


Also, don't forget to vent your bedrooms
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 No.304540

5. It sounds counterintuitive, but you can fight internet addiction and device addiction with a device.

Put some cool stuff on your old smartphone (without cellular internet, that's important! without viable browsers also)

Browser your faves before sleep, +1 to comfyness without the desire to "lurk more".

 No.304554

I just ordered an electric blanket. I wake up each morning and I am cold. I think it's because I drink a lot of water in the morning, but even when I try to slow down my rehydration it seems like I get cold. I lay under 4 layers of blankets and feel like I am not warming up at all.

 No.304557

>>304554
>I just ordered an electric blanket.
Good, good! I expect it to help you MASSIVELY.

 No.304787

Got myself a beautiful blanket
Cons: it's too hot for my room!
Pros: Maybe, I will use it in the spring, when they shut the central heating off. It feels so warm it could go well with a chilly room

 No.305193

>>304474
Makeshift humidifier fr tower block dwellers.

Just take your old, perforated shirt from your old clothing chache…

pour lot of water on it

and put the resulting wet rag on your heat radiator.

Boom. My sleep has been alright this night - unlike my past night



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 No.321031[Reply]

Have you ever thought of living in a car? I think it is very wizardly as you can live alone and travel wherever you want. You don't have to pay rent only car utilities and insurance. Of course you don't have a bathroom you will have to rely on gyms to wash yourself but still it sounds comfy. You also need to tackle the weather and other people but it is possible to do stealth camping.
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 No.321148

>>321031
A 300lbs wizard + a regular car to live in = ERROR COULD NOT COMPUTE



T_T

 No.321156

I plan on living in a van as hatchback cars sound uncomfortable mostly. I am doing my best to save up and get a cool spacious retreat to cope until i say goodbye to the world.

 No.321157

>>321031
I can't drive vehicles but for a homeless fren it isn't a bad idea live in a car

 No.322720

>>321031
i do this. not in the winter though but throughout the warmer part of the year. i bought an old delivery boxtruck and this has opened up travel for me. it has too many advantages to count.

>no need for nightmarish overcrowded public transport like train or bus

>go travel on a whim, whenever you want, no need to plan ahead many months in advance
>no need to book stupid hotels which would force me to use credit cards
>travel at your own speed, no need to rush, when something looks interesting i can just pull over and stay a while
>it is cheaper. the economy of scale is broken. i wrongly assumed bus and train are the cheapest way but they are not, they exist to enrich the owners, the train and the bus cost more then the diesel to go someplace when i ignore the yearly upkeek of tax and insurance but i am paying that anyway because i want to use a car for hauling, shopping and getting around.
>i can stand up inside the truck, i build a simple bed and a shelf that can hold free banana crates from the supermarket. also i build a table/workbench that i use to lurk on the laptop or make food
>is super nice for physical activities. i go skating and it is nice to have enough storage capacity to keep all my gear and some extra clothing

this car was like the best thing that ever happened in my life and my only regret is not getting it sooner. if i knew how nice this would have been i would have done this when i was younger.

sleeping in it is difficult though. just going in a random city or town and finding a place to sleep is a learning process, requires some getting used to.

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>>321148
>i insist on being 300lbs, it is way better, you plebs don't know what is good, i don't care about digestion, taste is the only thing that matters, how does it feel in the mouth

they make cars in all sizes. in a boxtruck it could work. see how nice the driver seat is in a boxtruck? it is not crammed into a narrow cockpit, you can just get up and walk into the back, no squeezing or awkwardly hoisting yourself out, it is way better then a car. i live in a big city with very little parking space where my car doesn't make sense but everywhere else boxtruck is better, there is no comparison, regular cars are just inferior.



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 No.305084[Reply]

>even the extrovert normalfags with an excellent social and sexual life are on multiple drugs and getting therapy
I'm absolutely done for, dude. Even my life improves, I'll still just be a monkey to the rest of them. Fuck.

 No.305086

That's the normal state of humanity. Also did you imply that you are on
>multiple drugs and getting therapy?
Because if so good luck waiting until your life improves.

 No.305190

If you've been keeping up with normies the last 10 years have culled them. let's say if 80% of people were normies in 2005, now it's barely 50%. The rest are now failed-normies or whatever term you want to use. Most people are isolated or turned crazy



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 No.303889[Reply]

>Were you emotionally neglected as a child?
I wonder if this led me to become who I am now, at least in social settings.
I have no idea if I suffered from this, although I remember times when I was told not to cry, or I got used to not crying over silly things that perhaps maybe weren't silly for a child.
I read those internet ads about caring for parents and children, and they recommended hugs, affection, and not denying children's pain and suffering, and that the best thing is to get it off the emotions of their chest or body.
but if this doesn't happen, then they build up a shell, armor, or something like that because they mask or hide these emotions automatically out of pure habit and training. and later they will have trouble releasing their emotions from their bodies. Babies and toddlers do this naturally when they cry.
>Also
I can't remember the last time I cried with all my might or something like that.
I wonder if this led me to be the way I am now, at least in a social way. I wonder if I can treat it. I read from an anon that some of these things can only be treated with love. But the truth is confusing.
Maybe my brain is already like this, although I read that the brain can change, as can one's habits and feelings.
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 No.304678

>>304672
>"nah" followed by a bunch of 'wrong on purpose' low-effort trolling
Still? After all of these years?

 No.304679

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>>304676

EDITED
Makes some sense, m8

Makes some sense.. "Normies" hate what confuses them and what they don't seem to understand. Something something herd mentality.

>>304678
point taken, but this one has "a troll being itself" vibe: Comrade Troll decided to tell us controlling own emotions = good (as long as it can help us gain some control over our lives)

 No.304744

I understood there are many things my parents did not do right and if I were to have kids I would like to think I know what to do better.

 No.305179

NOT OP, BUT…


BUMP


Ive been thinking lately about the DRAMA in my life. Apparently, some succ next door either have seduced my father or have successfully faked such a thing - for "some" drama which led to a painful divorce. (Or maybe my mother is not a reliable storyteller…)


Now, my whole life is wizardchan-tier simply because some rural-to-city

 No.305188

>>305179
>Now, my whole life is wizardchan-tier simply because some rural-to-city

hedonistic succubus wanted to satisfy her hedonistic desires by provoking my mother to divorce and to away + grab me too = ahaha a young big guy to do stuff with.


Oh, and *her* husband was so frail he… passed away ~10 years ago; go figure.



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