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 No.304361[Reply]

The imposition edition. How many times have you done this? Previous https://wizchan.org/dep/res/303254+50.html
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 No.304642

>>304600
I'm not talking about the chat function though.

 No.304643

>>304598
>you write similarly to X guy on wizchan so I will assume all of you are only one poster
Classic.

(If anything, I'm doing the opposite. I always encourage the posters here to embrace their misery, like the drugwizzies to keep doing drugs, the homeless wizzies to get into the criminal life, etc.)

 No.304644

>>304361 I just opened up an old 3DS I had from my childhood. I went from being an energetic and optimistic child to a bitter faggot. Every day of my life now I feel miserably numb to anything, because everything got so much worse. And I can't understand myself because I became retarded along the way too.

 No.304645

>>304644
I want to see more photos that I took but the only other ones that I had were on my dad's phone which someone in my family lost. I'm suspicious that she threw it away because she is a leftist fanatic that disagreed with him. I want to put things into words but I cant, I am starting to feel numb again

 No.304659

>>304361
I have so much to do… every time I get a moment to relax I feel like I'm doing something wrong, so I never rest, but I don't do much either, life is such a poor joke.



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 No.299518[Reply]

I can't move on. Everyone already did but I can't. Nobody remembers me. Trying to reach them is pointless, they avoid me like the plague. My parents told me lots of anecdotes from when they were young. They had friends and an extended family, they went on adventures, they cried and laughted, they grew up with lots of friends. They don't see them much nowdays but if they see each other on the street they cheerfully greet them. Their friends are happy to see them. Mines aren't. I dream about them everyday. Some of them, the original duo from my late childhood, I haven't talked to them in almost 15 years. The others, more "recent", haven't seen them in 10. Time keeps marching on. I stay the same.
I wonder, if I kill myself, will they attend my funeral?
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 No.303219

>>299518
I guess you're going through the stage which I went through in middle school. Back when I was 14, I experienced profound isolation and realized that everyone around me were against me, hated me and wanted me to disappear. So I withdrew and became a hikikomori, and enjoyed it greatly, but got derailed from my life path due to abuse/mental illness/emotional distress, and for several years suffered by attempting to make the most of my life before I circled back to being a hikki, even more depressed and awful than before.

Before, I was only 14-15. Dropped out on the first term of my first year of HS. I had hopes, thought I'd make a name for myself by the time I reached adulthood. I never expected to fail so miserably and face such profound torment at the hands of this world.

It's harrowing, isn't it? The existential dread of being the only one, all alone, disappearing and fading among people you cannot connect with, who cannot connect with you. I am prepared to witness the end of the world, but I won't lie, it's extremely painful.

 No.303220

>>303205
I can relate to that so much. im in my 30s but all my dreams are of HS or MS. Its not like I didn't do anything in college. but no one has ever voluntarily spent any time with me. so my only interactions are in school. and its just not the same in college, where you might have a class just once a week.

K-12 was the only time in life i interacted with the same cast daily, so my dreams still use it as my plots. and if i live to 90, it'll do the same

 No.304086

>>303200
funny shit is, I both used to be a lolcow-like derp and used to accidentally inspire people to make and spread memes.

Feels… "life achievement" tier when I remember the memes of my era

 No.304089

>>303220
wtf
watch cartoons
watch 1994 movies

 No.304658

>>299520
> I'm so afraid of living.
Me too, sometimes I feel the same :(
I don't know exactly what will happen to me. I don't know anything. I am afraid of thinking about how i'm going to end up



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 No.304425[Reply]

is there any job a retard like me can do? my life situation is fucked beyond any comprehension. generally speaking, i dropped out of society at 18 and now im 29, my education level is the lowest possible(i doubt 1% of ppl even have this low in my country) and even cleaner jobs require higher education than mine. But I desperately need money as everything is falling apart in my life because I have no money to fix it. The only thing I ever succeeded at was investing(not a joke) but I have no capital and I have infinite expenses and debts. I'm not from the US, just middle of the shithole of 3rd world country Poland. Locally, most jobs here are either 'customer advisor' or whatever u call them, where u work at some store and are supposed to be a salesman there. Or some backbreaking physical labor that there's no way I can do. Idk, i'm just barking at the moon here. I'm simply completely stuck in an insane situation, and I can't do anything, because I have no money and no way to make any. I'm really losing my mind over this. Soon I'll die because I can't afford healthcare while I have 99 diseases and social help doesn't exist here, or they will lock me up in a psych ward forever because I can't stand the pressure. Sorry if this post makes no sense but really, i'm just rambling everywhere I can because I just can't stand it anymore. My whole family is dying from their own diseases and their own decisions. I don't want to pointlessly talk about my life situation but it's more insane than anyone can imagine.
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>>304652
need to finally leave my house and jump in front of my train as a homeless junkie and end it, asap before these illness kill me

 No.304654

>>304653
I see no medications that would hint to palliative care and terminal condition though…

 No.304655

>>304654
i dont need paliative care
i have no money or interest in diagnoses
i take 10 times over the maximum dose of the strongest legal anxiolytic and 24 hours after i stop i will have a seizure and a stroke
so its all set up for free

 No.304657

>>304653
leave your mom's meds, kid3

 No.304660

>>304653
why do you not have hair on your arm? there is the problem, you have low testerone or something in your childhood and did not develop hair on your arm, and now it looks like a succubi arm. that the problem, sorry anon to say it - but you are fucked, should not have drinked the hormonal tap water or what ever shit f*uk you up



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 No.297753[Reply]

How do you guys fight anhedonia? Do you have any experience with it?
I basically don't feel pleasure from anything except food, maybe. Stories, games, art don't really touch me at all and it sucks because I remember how much I loved escapism before and how it brought excitement, joy, sadness etc. Now it's all blank. I want to bring emotions back, want to bring excitement, joy, even sweet sadness would do honestly, I miss being profoundly sad.

Have any of you managed to revert to your older non-anhedonic self?
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 No.302012

>>297753
I have found out eating 5-htp sometimes + consuming tyrosine-rich foods (kasha, bananas) helps me.


Context: seronotin is made of 5-htp in body

dopamine is made of

 No.302015

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>>297753
Amphetamines and cold showers

 No.302030

>>302012
>>302012
>dopamine is made of
tyrosine


also, I asked PerPLX AI to rework my text in "Crowdon Londoner" style:
Bruv, you know there’s bare tyrosine in bananas and buckwheat, innit? And listen — buckwheat porridge, slap a bit o’ gravy on, that hits different. Proper jokes though, ‘cause it’s like the stuff don’t even wanna be porridge in the first place!

 No.303369

>>297753
I tried drinking fuckton of coffee ever since. Did NOT work properly. Allows me to function in some half-hearted/half-assed way (aka posting stuff on Wizardchan instead of doing my work… bak to werk methinks…)

 No.304656

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>>303369
found psychoactive substance abuser



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 No.223989[Reply]

My mom was an airhead who barely learned to read and write. She grew in poverty and she's obsessed with being poor and loves watching videos of people in extreme poverty. Despite all that she is a narcissistic cunt who thinks she's superior to everyone and loves to humilliate people every chance she gets. She got with my dad because she thought he was rich. No matter how much money she gets she tries to spend it all as soon as she gets it. As a kid, she constantly told me that she didn't love me and that I ruined her life, everytime my dad left the house she used to beat me. Everytime I'm around her, she makes sure to make hurtful comments, completely unprovoked, and loves to shame me in front of people. I know that part of my low self-steem is because of her. She always made me feel like I was worth nothing.

My dad was a musician that eventually became a moderately famous photographer for a national newspaper. He was a decent man when I was a kid, but eventually he started to beat my mom and me, he also kicked us out of the house plenty of times. His so called "fame" got the better of him and became a womanizer. He spent most of his money on succubi and came back home with nothing. That obviously caused more fights that always ended with me having to mop my mother's blood off the floor and having to call an ambulance to get her to the hospital. The beatings only caused my mom to resent me even more for "ruining her life". I was just an elementary school kid when all of these things happened and they continued to happen until I was 17. On top of that I was getting bullied at school, so I came back home from getting bullied to find my parents trying to kill each other.

Now almost a couple of decades later, I'm stuck with two aging parents who believe that I "owe" them for the hell they put me though. Needless to say, I hate them. And even though I feel some "love" for them as a son and know that I will cry them when they finally die. A part of me will find relief when that happens.
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 No.227379

>>227367
It is ultra-likely for the son of two PhD's to be an autist - albeit a high functioning one.

 No.227380

>>227367
>working in a factory for minimum wage
How come? Is there something you aren't telling us? Because based on your post you should have some phd or higher education like your parents. Is it the drinking problem that forces you to work a low-tier job?

My parents are both simple people rather but otherwise I kind of relate to you. I've been spoiled all my life and so I don't know how to handle basic things in the world. I educated myself in my free time over the years so I can say I have a broader perspective of existence than the majority does but I don't know shit about practical things.

 No.227381

>>227380
I dropped out of both education and the workforce when I was 20 years old. I spent many years as a NEET, doing nothing productive just mindlessly browsing imageboards and consuming random media and eventually developed a drinking habit.

My parents grew tired of my NEET lifestyle and forced me to get a job. Due to my lack of skills, experience, and education, I could only find low-paying, minimum-wage work… and by then, it felt like I didn’t really have a chance.

I feel myself becoming more brutish and bestial as time goes on, partly because surviving in my work environment requires me to be relentless. Little by little, I’m losing the sensitivity I once developed from my parents’ guidance, becoming something closer to what people might call “white trash.”

It’s a very strange feeling.

 No.227384

>>227367
>Because my parents were communists, they wanted me to be educated in public schools and to live among children from different social classes and backgrounds, etc. I enjoyed this to a certain degree because I disliked the people from the posh liberal arts world. Nevertheless, I was an absolute outsider.

FUAAAAAAAAGH

1. I can relate.
2. The dislike towards posh or artsy people? I suppose I dislike such types too.

See, life used to toss me from school to school (all in one city though). I didnt have *that much* chances to make "normal" life-long friends or frends that count as people you know for life.

>I lived so pampered, protected, and oriented toward an academic life that I ended up growing up without any real understanding of reality.

>Fast‑forward to today: I am a 34‑year‑old virgin with a drinking problem, working in a factory for minimum wage and living with my parents.

Ahahahaha, I am un my thirties and drank some hoppy stuff in the morning (oof)

 No.227393

Your mom is the bottom 10% James Watson talked about. Niggardly spirit.



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 No.301262[Reply]

It's Saturday night and I started taking a new antidepressant called Mirtazapine (15mg) on Thursday night.

This is my 10th or so attempt at a psychiatric medication. I've tried lots of therapy too.

Wish me luck anonymages. I was about to quit my job but watched some motivational videos on autoplay on Youtube for hours and as cheesy as it was, they convinced me to give this a go.

I didn't even get these prescribed recently. It was way back last year and then I just didn't take them because this particular medicine has a reputation for making people really fatigued.

It does put me to sleep. But, maybe that's ok. If it means I can find some happening apart from fapping and dreaming while I sleep.

Maybe it'll even help me turnaround my fortunes at work where it looks like I'm sliding towards a firing or just being unable to come in. Barely stopped myself raging at my boss the other day and took 2 weeks sick leave from stress afterwards. I need to swallow some humble pie come Monday and hopefully these pills help. Being off work for 2 weeks showed me I'm just as miserable and actually more so depressed, anxious and stressed not working despite all the antiwork slogans I collect.
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 No.304639

mirtazipine was the only drug I ever took that made me gain weight.

 No.304646

>>304440
>I don't know why they kill your dick but it's truly devilish. They make you numb. You don't feel anything.

It was learned in the early 1950s through experimentation that an over-abundance of 5-HT (serotonin) in the brain completely suppresses lordosis response in female mice (the inward curving of the spine instinctively shown by all female animals prior to intromission). In males, excess serotonin collected in neuronal synapses causes impotence and genital anesthesia. In both sexes, serotonin excess produced apathy and artificial tranquility (like the sort you would see in psychiatric wards with half-catatonic patients wandering about).

There is an entire conspiracy surrounding this topic (the promotion of the false theory of serotonin deficiency being the commonest cause of depression/sadness, and all the panel of related drugs marketed by popular response to this theory.). Psychiatry (arguably) has always had the sterilization of the mentally ill as a principal aim (reaching all the way back to the "ship of fools" model when doctors would just burden whole ships with groups of mad men and launch them upon the sea). I do believe that most psychiatrists (who are jews usually) are conscious of the dangers of these drugs and prescribe them nevertheless. The companies that manufacture these drugs are obviously jewish (as "big pharma" is one central arm of jewish mafia). Even the main youtube "medical personality" dealing with this subject is a kike:

https://www.youtube.com/@taperclinic/videos

Jews are behind feminism, pornography, abortionism, lgbt, psychiatry, modern psychology, contraceptives, vaccines, etc. All of these social projects tend to one common end – reduction in the number of living goyim.

>Once a week I'll go insane over this issue. right now I am tearing up, just can't think of something else.


You need to calm down…and I say this with all respect and care. Rationality is your greatest weapon in defeating this.

>but she continued to deny that my side effects were real, claiming that they should have stopped by now.


This is typical for doctors. You are *very* young, Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.304648

>>304646
>It was learned in the early 1950s through experimentation that an over-abundance of 5-HT (serotonin) in the brain completely suppresses lordosis response in female mice (the inward curving of the spine instinctively shown by all female animals prior to intromission). In males, excess serotonin collected in neuronal synapses causes impotence and genital anesthesia. In both sexes, serotonin excess produced apathy and artificial tranquility (like the sort you would see in psychiatric wards with half-catatonic patients wandering about).



You know, that explains why "asexuals" who are "comletely fine with it" are mostly females.

 No.304649

I’ve tried a lot of anti depressants and not one of them helped me except amisul pride at 200mg. Amisul pride makes your brain retain more dopamine at low doses kinda like giving you a bigger battery. The other meds just brought my lows up and highs down and squashed me into a monotonous bore.

 No.304651

>>304646
A jew is shitting in front of my door every week. I want to kill myself because of this. If I caught hum I'd fucking crush his neck, but he's too smart. Fuck jews.



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 No.304408[Reply]

new internet of over 10 yrs now… is it me or there is nothing left to talk about?
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 No.304574

>>304568
wasnt it funded way before?

 No.304575

>>304574
way before?

a wizchan of 2000, that would be cool

 No.304576

>>304575
yea '00 n somethin

 No.304615

meh im so booooored

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 No.227246[Reply]

Hiya fellas, been some time since I posted here or even lurked here. Loneliness brought me back here (and a bottle of wine, haha). I'm soon 29 years old, almost wiz status, still living at home with my parents who are getting old and I never worked a day in my life, don't know anything about the ""real"" world pretty much.

I just realized recently that I'm kind of a borderline-schizoid nutcase with some antisocial and narcissistic characteristics. Yeah, I thought psychology was just some some jewish bullshit too for a long time but recently I started to think that maybe there's SOME truth to it. So yeah, I don't want to work, don't want to be a productive member of a society that hates me, I came to acknowledge the fact that I'm predestined to be some kind of criminal character or someone who is deemed crazy by society. Either way, I will spend my life (after my parents are gone) either in some insane asylum or some kind of prison, under the the constant supervision of normalfags and among people who act like animals…Yeah, I accepted this fate of mine. I don't want to live the normalfag life of working and just getting along with everyone…That sounds boring as hell. I crave some kind of excitement. I don't know what exactly but I've been reading about criminals recently and I felt like I found where I belong…I'm pretty sure after my parents are gone I will be forced to either be a common thief or to get into random fights with norms over trivial bullshit, so anyway I will end up in some cage, living like some animal. Fuck this life, but to tell the truth my depression disappeared almost completely over the years. I just accepted my fate, sort of.

Sorry for the blogpost, just wanted to vent kind of.
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 No.227332

>>227331
plenty of white "hustle culture" scammers and drug dealers got busted bragging with their porsche 911's and bmw m3's on tiktok, please let's not make clout culture into a race thing.

narcissistic scammers have a huge need to broadcast their superiority instead of enjoying an easy life in silence and that is their downfall regardless of race

 No.227341

>>227246
Reminder "schizotypical" is a calque from Russian (or, rather, Soviet) шизотипичный тип личности

The joke is, the Greek "schizo" literally means "to split/to fracture" all while in Russian, there is a funny word "otshchepenets" (отщепенец) which, basically, means being an outcast for this reason or other. And the funny part? The щеп root! Which means "to split/to detach"

So, that Soviet classification - is *probably, thouhgh* based on using Russian use of the root щеп and then happily slappin' that Greek schizo as a translation.

I am @work rn so I cannot just spend an hour lurking for proofs though. I can only say from memory that the idea behind "schizotypical" is no more severe that basic "introverted" personality type" from a certain 1964 types classification.

 No.227342

>>227341
> The term «schizotypal» introduced SH. Rado, as short for «schizophrenic phenotype»[2]. Some scientists from countries CIS consider schizotypal disorder as «sluggish schizophrenia» — a term never used in Western psychiatry and absent from the international version MKB-10, MKB-11 and in DSM-5. The term is mentioned only in adapted for use in Russian Federation versions of the ICD-10: «The heading F21 includes forms which in the domestic version MKB-9 qualified as low-progressive or low-grade schizophrenia». Psychiatrists in the CIS countries often consider it within the framework of schizotypal disorder borderline symptoms: for example, in a book A. B. Smulevich «Low-progressive schizophrenia and borderline states»a number of low-progressive schizophrenia (synonymous with low-grade schizophrenia) are classified neurotic, asthenic and psychopathic conditions[3].

Interesting. I thought you might be referring to "Sluggish schizophrenia", but it seems you are right and the Soviets really did invent schizotypical as well

 No.227388

>>227342
>sluggish schizophrenia
Вялотекущая шизофрения…

Heavily political "diagnosis" though.

 No.227392

>>227388
That's why I was surprised that schizotypical seems to be a related Russian concept, that is now completely accepted in the western DSM



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 No.226451[Reply]

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dead_Internet_theory#Origins_and_spread

> The dead Internet theory's exact origin is difficult to pinpoint. In 2021, a post titled "Dead Internet Theory: Most Of The Internet Is Fake" was published onto the forum Agora Road's Macintosh Cafe esoteric board by a user named "IlluminatiPirate",[12] claiming to be building on previous posts from the same board and from Wizardchan,[1]


This is the most famous thing, Wizchan has done since Gamergate. It is the 1st time since then that major media has talked about Wizchan. And even Sam Altman the most important man on earth talked about it.

This is going to be the most important idea of the AI Era, and every book that talks about it will have to footnote its from Wizchan.

Here we are mentioned in the prestigious The Atlantic in 2021 before this gpt stuff even started

https://www.theatlantic.com/technology/archive/2021/08/dead-internet-theory-wrong-but-feels-true/619937/

https://archive.ph/I4hqM#selection-765.417-765.427

Wizchan coined the term that will define the future. we're heroes.
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 No.227375

I am being stalked by rogue AI that just materialised into existence

 No.227376

>>227375
AI only stalks you to recommend the products that would most satisfy you, at the prices you can most afford.

 No.227385

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>>227376
Rise agaist the machine!

COOK YOUR OWN SHIT (meat) AND CUM (eggs), SEASON IT WITH YOUR OWN FLIES AND SNOW (pepper and salt)

 No.227387

>>227385
additional indo

I think: libraries, books and old newspapers are now a tool to fight the Algo-Rita the cyberstalker XD

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>>226511
Oh yeah, the PS3 HAS NOGAEMS aka Игор-то нет! aka ИГОРЬ ТОНЕТ! (literal meaning: IGOR'S SINKING!) was quite the blast of 2000s Internet



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 No.224187[Reply]

Why are they so frowned upon here?ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ
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 No.227147

>>227130
What happened is normies locked up during covid and got horny. succubi went on apps & realized the caliber of guy they can hook up with for casual sex on Tinder is 10x higher than anything they could get IRL.

Fast forward a few years, plenty of happy succubi, lots of angry ugly incẹls raging on wizchan and 4chan. Absolutely not volcels. And they keep getting saltier by the day.

But there's no way to eject them, they simply come back. They don't want to be virgins but are forced to.

 No.227154

>>227147
Don't worry. After they reach their mid-30s and the last remnants of youth leaves them by they become crabs too. When I look at these succubi chatting me up in the bookstore, all I see is a sad gaze behind those smiles. Like somebody I used to know.

 No.227327

>>224187

I dont think volcels are immune from suffering and it is not suffering per se or its absence that differentiates crabs and volcels. I have been listening to this youtube channel tragic reality who made an interesting point, just mentioning him because its not an idea i made up originally, but anyways to come to the point, for crabs their entire suffering is circumstantial, sure they complain a lot and say a lot of stuff that are generally true with succubi and the world and whatnot but you can always guarantee that if given the oppurtunity, the crabs would happily become take the role of the chad and exhibit the same deplorable behaviors that they were raging and seething towards. Its almost like most people into bdsm and rape fantasies often trace their fetishes to childhood trauma or abuse. However the wizards suffering comes from a deeper place. From the nature of understanding human relationship and realizing how transactional all of it is, especially one with a modern succubi. He might have the same reactions that the crab has at times i.e. he might experience moments of rage, moments of sadness, feeling lost and purposeless but what distinguishes him from the crab is that he is aware at least on a meta level the larger picture at hand which is that even his own true nature is so silly and pathetic that despite human relationships being a superficial scam it still is stirring his own mind to cause passions inside him. To summarize wizards realize the imperfections of the human mind and accepts it for what it is while the normie is fully obllivious to it. The crabs are halfway there but they simply cannot cross this fundamental barrier of not identifying with the mind. When you identify with your mind, i dont think much of meta reasoning or empathy is largely possible but when you identify with your soul, your consciousness thats when these things start to become apparent. It requires a great deal of functional autism and neurodivergence to notice this things, but the key factor is a very strong ego but not to the mind but to the soul.

 No.227350

crabs are obsessed with trying to play a game they were never meant to win. Wizards never even picked up the controller.

 No.227386

>>227350
brilliant

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 No.301895[Reply]

Starting a new anti-suicide general as the original has been bump-locked.

Helping wizards to understand that persuasive feelings of suicide can be bested.

Further the discursive spirit of this thread will remain the same as the first: to counter the general luring tenor of sadness that defines all the other threads through sharing positive practical advice purposed to reducing suicidal behavior even when we feel most suicidal. Naturally, being that I started the topic, I will be the first to contribute.

(1) Know that I care about you guys deeply and sincerely. Call me a faggot, I don't care (many have already done this, to no worthwhile avail)
(2) Examine what you are eating. For example, gluten especially produces depressive/psychotic episodes in sensitive autistic individuals. Sugar also is not healthy for your brain. Delimiting ingestion of both is wise.
(3) Make sure you are getting sufficient sleep. Chronic sleeplessness or even a few days' worth of irregular sleep can seriously interfere with the clarity of our thinking.
(4) Clean up. Taking a warm shower and putting on fresh clean clothes always is refreshing and helps to break up darkened mental habits.
(5) Breathe fresh air. Open whichever windows punctuate your room and allow some wind to come in.
(6) Watch your breathing. When we are panicked, our breathing can become very disordered and we do not recognize the effect this has on our thinking. Take deep, purposeful breaths, and collect your thoughts.
(7) Respect yourself. You have done your best to survive in an awful world, and you should grant yourself forgiveness for any mistakes and the allowance to rest with a composed and balanced mind.

I've done my part. Anyone else?
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>>304105
>>304020
>How to meditation
There's a thread about this topic here with a lot of things >>303398
Just do it often.

 No.304109

no matter what you say, death is always an answer. i'm just too cowardly to go through with it.

 No.304347

>>303985
I think you mean Rosenfeld.
"Roosevelt" is an invented public title made in the facultative purpose of de-jewing a namesake; no different really to "Kennedy", which is an another invented surname standing in place of the older and original Venetian-Jewish (((Cavendish))).

 No.304350

>HAVE A SHOWER AND GO OUTSIDE!
I live in a shithole and i'm surrounded by people i hate. I'm a foreigner in my own country. I hate everyone. No matter how many jobs i get or people i talk to i will still be a complete outsider. The normalfag can't comprehend this. I haven't had a conversation in around 6 years that was even small talk everyone i've ever liked killed themselves or is in jail.

 No.304647

>>304106
thanks



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 No.316786[Reply]

For the longest Time i had none other than my Parents to share my problems with and they Would Always say stuff like:
"Everything Will be alright, just be positive"
And for The longest Time i believed that was bull shit, to think our thoughts could influence reality and our outcomes in life, and lately After another conversationv with my father where he said the usual stuff of "everything Will be alright for you as Long You remain positive and optimistic"
I thought to my self why don't i become positive and optimistic just in order to relieve my present anxities? even if maybe it's all dogshit and the universe is indifferent about your thoughts and such, but of course when you are a life Time pessimist, it's not easy to change your mindset, even if it's just wanting to delude my Self.
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 No.321574

>>321573
Point is, there's was never a age where having a disability was a net benefit, never was and never will be, the idea that autism was good back then is a cope plain and simple, nobody wants to working with a autistic person next to them, nor schizophrenia, drug addict or other types of mental issues.

 No.322534

>>316786
“Watch your thoughts, they become your words; watch your words, they become your actions; watch your actions, they become your habits; watch your habits, they become your character; watch your character, it becomes your destiny.”
― Lao Tzu

 No.322535

I can certainly relate. as a wiz who is pessimistic both by temperament and philosophy, its not rational to dwell in mental pain that is objectively right. so i've tried to focus on positive psychology, and appreciating the good aspects of my life.

it is good to LARP in the most hellish possible life for once a year, going homeless or going to bootcamp so you can appreciate neeting the rest of the year

 No.322540

Damn I wish my parents were like that. My parents are the most negative and pessimistic people I know. If I tell them about something I am considering doing they will just tell me all the ways it might go wrong.

 No.322544

This weekend I managed to fix my bicycle brakes which I am really happy about. I tried to repair the light system as well and it worked, but after going on a test ride and some asphalt bumps it stopped working again.



/wiz/

 No.227025[Reply]

Does anyone here know any good virgin-only forums? Or a forum with a significant virgin population? Or maybe a forum that discusses widespread societal depravity in a very negative light?

I'm guessing the answer will be 'no'. Don't you think that's strange? I never believed just because something is common, that it's 'natural' or 'acceptable.' Child rape was common, it was practiced for most of human history, that's not acceptable. Yet betrayal, prostitution and temporary 'relationships' (same thing as prostitution) are? We are always at the recieving end of mockery, and them always rewarded with praise. Why? What did we do to deserve being mocked and belittled?

Does anyone else here feel this way? Or am I the only one? How do I reach likeminded people? How do I communicate with people who share my values? Where do I find them?

These days I just feel like we're being erased, or rather… we have always been erased. Am I a crab for taking these things seriously and refusing to submit to the same depravity as others?
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 No.227361

>>227354
Humans ARE primitive animals (sapient apes)who just happen to talk and use tools.

Asexual autists who only see procreation as a necessary evil are an evolutionary strain that isn't supposed to spawn in large amounts for 100k+ years

 No.227377

>>227361
I'm not primitive cope harder ha-ha!

 No.227378

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>>227377
>eats
>shits
>thinks about copulation and jerks off like a bonobo
>has millions of bacteria all over its' body
>territorial and violent
>pees
>puts plant and animal matter into its' mouth for sustenance

Aliens living off dark matter and solar radiation are using us as live entertainment

 No.227382

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>>227378
>Aliens living off dark matter and solar radiation are using us as live entertainment

>using

>us

This way, earthlings (e.g. "us") have to be blocked from both sensing and seeing others - no James Webb telescope, no Hubble telescope, no nothing.

This theory contradicts with the data radiotelescopes still register prehistorical radiowaves created "shortly after" The Big Bang

 No.227383

>Does anyone here know any good virgin-only forums? Or a forum with a significant virgin population? Or maybe a forum that discusses widespread societal depravity in a very negative light?


Perplexity AI is very friendly, doeesn't label you



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 No.300892[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

ok bros, i thought lolis were just a niche a topic that sweaty weebs get mad over when discussing it
but normalfags caught on and you really get in trouble when joking about it.
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 No.322531

>>322530
You're not a wizard. Go back to discord.

 No.322532

>>322531
being against those things doesn’t make you a wizard it makes you a turbo normie

 No.322533

>>322530
>drug abuse, addiction to porn or sexually deviant behavior is not wrong.

look, a degenerate sexhaver in my virgin board lol

 No.322541

>>322529
>My context is not morality
Your whole post is made up of assumptions that are based on your moral views, you can try to appeal to psychology or whatever but psychology is also biased towards moral context.
>they will end up becoming hypersexual or brainwashed
99% of people are "brainwashed" by default, regardless of childhood sexual experiences or not. Same goes for being "hypersexual". This isn't related to pedophilia at all, not an exclusive effect…But ofc, society likes to pin everything on a minority group, well let's say everything is the fault of big bad pedo, lol even if it has nothing to do with them.

You also seem to idealize virginity, or rather you associate it with a state of innocence, which is bullshit again. Just look at the userbase here for example. Just because you are a virgin doesn't mean you are sexually pure or whatever, you can have weird fantasies and can fap to videos of dead chicken or whatever shit.
>young pregnant
That's the healthiest kind of pregnancy, only in the modern world it is the norm to have children when succubi are over the age of 30 or so. That's why there are so many retarded and crippled babies. If succs gave birth in their early teens then our people would be much healthier.
>sexual deviant behaviour
This again is moralfagging. You want us to believe the norm lie that the only acceptable way to live out your sexuality is to get together with a succubus your age and I think that's just a shit ideal to begin with.

>>322530
Drug abuse is debatable but "sexually deviant behavior" and porn addiction are completely harmless things only normalfags and succubi whine about.

 No.322542

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>>322541
>you can try to appeal to psychology
Young ones are retards and morality is not working at this context.
>young pregnant
>That's the healthiest kind of pregnancy
The young mothers childrens here are generally retards. maybe false in a way to you but i dont know if is bacause of poor-cultural or some biological thing related to early pregnant (It doesn't even make sense to me that biologically you would have children at a young age, for God's sake, with a higher risk of death during childbirth, heart problems if you have a certain type of operation such as a C-section or vaginal delivery, calcium loss that causes your teeth to fall out worse than an adult's, and a long etc of medical-health problems and fucked up shit.) The only reason they possibly survive is because of technology.

>Same goes for being "hypersexual". This isn't related to pedophilia at all

All the turbo-sluts I know were abused and sexualized as children. I don't know if it's a coincidence. its like the sexual thing is normalized as child and as adult just become the worst type. And when they're not, they're sexually exposed to all the crap and sexual bombardment on social media and technology.
>You also seem to idealize virginity
nah, we have crabdoms here but its not like the old idea of purity of cristianity of something like that.
>sexual deviant behaviour
>This again is moralfagging.
I didn't know how to write this, I mean that they expose themselves sexually by acting like hypersexual whores. And it's already the norm, it's not even that we have a deeply Catholic context in certain places, and I think it has to do with sexual abuse.
>Why?
Because they were exposed to the idea that sexual exposure at an early age is completely normal. In poor environments here, it's already normal. I don't know how it works with the rich, but it must be the same if they are that disinterested.

>Drug abuse is debatable but "sexually deviant behavior" and porn addiction are completely harmless things only normalfags and succubi whine about.

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 No.321588[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction

https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.322525

>>322509
I had a similar problem and tried to become a STEM guy because I love books and learning new facts… did not work at all; spent years blaming this or that external, but it had never dawned upon me some book-loving types aren't built for STEM.


Good, this is reassuring to know, as I had a similar problem limiting my educational growth.

>>322503
Thank you for reminding me a person cannot force 'self to do something disliked long-term, as I've been soaked with this very willpower-is-everything bullshit and it collapsed my self-esteem into assuming something is very wrong with me.


Your post is, pardon my French, liberating, merci beaucoup

 No.322526

>>322525
my dad still thinks oh if i read books about the stock market instead of history, i could make daytrading a full time job

 No.322537

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my current situation is both good and bad. on the one hand, I got a lot of free time. On the other hand, I can't enjoy anything. I've been through a lot these past few weeks and doing my best so as not let it bother me but I suppose I got depressed like 2 weeks ago.
Right now, I cannot even enjoy masturbating. I don't even feel that lust, I don't, my dick is hard but that's it. I cum, I feel nothing. No pleasure, no orgasm. Same with food. I went out to buy what I usually find tasty and nothing. I feel so little pleasure, almost nothing. It's like anhedonia in the most basic of things. The brain isn't releasing dopamine or it releases very little.

 No.322538

>>322526
Day trading success in the long term is much more about raw IQ and real time brain processing power than studying, degrees or building bots to do it for you.

Day trading by its' very nature excludes 99% of people excelling at it due to their innate intellectual (lack of) capability given genetically.

 No.322539

Father started his another attempt to make me agree to get nanoSIM to my tablet, so he could browse during blackouts. I forgot to tell about mobile internet worse connection during blackouts (he experienced it on my mother's phone) and about me using my tablet without WiFi with offline YouTube downloads, pdfs, and images (mentioned it in the last). Didn't bother about privacy as they don't care about it. All the ruse about getting nanoSIM for me was off, though previously at least once the true motive was mentioned too.

I told to get his own tablet. There's cheap ones, he surprisingly bought a smartphone after all his denials in the past. He still would bring his Nokia (not the black and white meme one) to his job, leaving his phone at home without mentioning and giving his number to his contacts except for his friend and his brother in Viber. Perhaps he won't tell his co-workers too, just like his other friend.

Infinix, silver, Android 15, made in China, it has more built-in memory than my tablet, 50/10 megapixels of cameras - mine got 10/5 megapixels. Mine tablet costed more in 2019, than his better by some parameters smartphone in 2025. It even has a flash which mine doesn't. My tablet is also Android 10. The phone has a green button for one function and one for non-omittable function of AI-assistant. When my tablet was released, AI wasn't even a thing.

The mobile internet improved at the switch on estimated time, even though the light still wasn't on in the apartment for a few minutes. Temu was pre-installed. I deleted it.


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 No.304577[Reply]

it hurts being someone tacky and not being smart. I was told I was tacky one day, it really hurts. truth is hard to accept, the hardest is being told things to hurt you (tacky in this case). I will achieve nothing and they'll get away with it (those who insulted me). I hope for justice one day that will ever come
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 No.304626

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>>304577
I not tired of assholes and their behaviour
I tired of my response, emotions and my behaviour response to that assholes behaviour.
Revenge and hate doesn't give anything useful, just more hate, revenge, and suffering in the process of life.
>Also
This is a way to illumination.

 No.304631

>>304626
I had to cut my coffee to react less to

1) actual asso-s
2) people who aren't as as-le as myself haha

 No.304632

The game is to get as far away from normies as possible as quickly as you can.

 No.304636

>>304632
Normies are so close that some of them are you. Beware.

 No.304638




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 No.303408[Reply]

Looks like my father was a psychopath, not being able to tell apart "tears of happniess" cry from "manipulative crybaby" cry.

Looks like I would not be able to handle growing up in his house anyway.
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 No.303430

>>303427
>Don't psychopaths have cognitive empathy?

Cognitive… empathy? Sounds like a name for an empathy substitute (in the same sense as "soy milk" is "milk")

>They understand what's going on - they just don't care. What they're missing is affective empathy.


Smart mathy person (and a 6'3" absolute unit of a bloke), yeah, but when it comes to *feelings*, he's a massive "I don't care" meathead. He's blind to the *vibe* of relief or such. So every time I sigh in relief he reall has to ask me "WHY are you SIGHING?!?!"

He has the life experience to process regular, normal" emotions, but he is completely blind to serious dramatic moments of a small fella's life. Therefore, every time I have a strong emotion - and don't have the COMPOSURE to mask it… one more SNAFU moment happens.



>What they're missing is affective empathy.

Every time he said something important and I was all like "phew! Thanks!" he would only start asking WHY I just made this funny noise of gasp/sigh in relief.

 No.303431

>>303430
You have to remember 10% of the population has alexithymia or is mind blind in other words they have no theory of mind and cannot comprehend other people have thoughts and feelings as well.

 No.303436

>>303431
>You have to remember 10% of the population has alexithymia

Ah. Thanks. Truly, I needed that information.

 No.303822

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>>303431
the severity of this alexi-something varies though

 No.304633

>>303408
>>303431
Bump

Apparently, my father decded to *go for cigarettes* after my mother tried to rant with him over… a can of sardines. Or some other canned fish.


Dad was tired, after carrying stuff (elevator was turned off).
Mom was stupid, thinking its appropriate to strip hard-working dads off their food.
Me - heard everything and now have to live with it.

Screw it all. Artificial wombs and cloned people ftw. "Mother bears" are horrible troublemakers in terms of producing "n00rmal ppl".



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 No.63176[Reply]

I'm looking for games from the 2000s and before 2010, mainly. But are free to recommend.

These are my PC specs:
Windows 10
4GB RAM
Intel Celeron CPU N3050 @ 1.60 GHz (2 cores)

I wanted to play .hack//G.U., but my PC is crap and can’t handle the PS2 emulator.

I'm looking for games with a good story, dark humor, and absurdity (I hate using that term, but I can't think of a better one). I’m into JRPGs like Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy, Dragon Quest, and .hack//G.U. — I haven’t actually played any of those, but they’ve always caught my attention kek.

To give you an idea of my taste, here are some games I like:

>Bioshock 1 & Infinite

>Manhunt 1
>DMC 3
>Postal 1
>Katana Zero
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 No.63225

What's the best 3DS emulator,bros?

 No.63226

>>63225
Citra has been the best for me. Played all of MH4U on it no problem, no stutters framedrops or anything.

 No.63227

>>63226
I plan to play Citra on Android, so, no virus or any problems?

 No.63286

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Check out some abandonware sites or GOG promos, also you definitely should try BloodRayne if you like DMC3 and Manhunt.

 No.63354

In my opinion,


Test Drive Unlimited

is a very *meditative* game



/dep/

 No.302958[Reply]

>So TL:DR; online places changed and I'm no longer suited for them. There are no suitable places and circumstances to make friends at my age. People my age got families and why would they want to be my friend anyways?


2000s internet vibes can still be found in:

* Gaiaonline
* Vaporwave communities
* City forums, I guess?
* Food communities, kitchen clubs
* they hack "gamespy" era PC games to have multiplayer mode WITHOUT now-defunct GameSlayn. Games that still have communities

* Dos.zone
DOS era games can be played online.
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 No.303027

>>302957
You really did make an entire thread to reply to my post.
Quite insane.
Also took a while for me to even check the catalog.

>>302973
Yeah the change isn't only noticed by people my age, it really depends on what age you gained internet access and what parts you got exposed to initially.
I still had an atari for example, but not because I was into retro anything, or because I'm old enough to be one of its users, it's just that rural poverty meant we got everything much later than the rest of the world.
Then when I got exposed to the internet I was lead by my "elders" as well.

I'm sure even zoomers notice, you mention minecraft, a lot of those early creators, though I didn't consume much, but some were big enough that reached me too, they used to be much different.
They were… creative and authentic. Nowadays all of it feels way too intentionally crafted to be a brand, something to sell, something to make money from.

Every space online has been way too commercialized and normiefied and the issue is that there are more and more people who have only seen this version of the internet and they love it. So if you don't, there is no space for you and they will make it very clear.
It is sad.

>More like, people didnt exactly 'change', they began to show their true colors.

I disagree with this to an extent. Again, the people I used to be around moved on with their lives. They didn't start showing their true color, it's just that they matured and had different priorities.
So what I'm trying to say here is that there is a difference between the oldheads baring their teeth. You might be right about some of them, but most just moved on in my opinion and the ones that replaced them are simply a different breed accustomed to a different "normal".
You know, don't tell people your name, don't post anything about yourself type people were replaced with those that lived life online in public like it's normal.
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 No.303274

Posted some relevant info in /games/

 No.304027

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I wonder of cute Two-Bees will be a thing in 30 years or so

 No.304457

>>302958
Yeah, I feel that as well. When I was younger, I had this plan to "live online", basically to avoid the regular life of chasing things like money and succubi and just enjoy browsing the internet after I graduated.

The more time passed, the more I felt alienated from this digital hellscape, to the point where I tried to "escape" back into the real world to get away from it all. I feel spiritually homeless on the internet and never fit in with others in meatspace as well.

>>302983
God, I fucking hate zoomers and them chasing after certain "aesthetics".
t.zoomer

 No.304629

>>304457
>>304457
Looks so relateable it's almost like I persoally wrote this post; I, however, don't say "meatspace" so it's not like it my post

Conclusio: RELATEABLE!!! I wanted to be a similar kind of person. Sadly, CS/IT is full of "jocks", "bros" and other "all-emotional "intelligence" types who treat wizards of digital lands as haha funny wageslaves to toy with "do this… no, no, do THIS, not that… no-no-no, try GOOD VIBES to understand me", don't be a ****"



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 No.303736[Reply]

You will still be stuck browsing this thread in 2026 edition

previous>>296811
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 No.304611

This isn't about me, but it's about my mother.

I have zero sympathy for her. She chooses to do wageslave out of greed, she has repeatedly made it clear that she loves money more than anything. She wants to earn earn earn. She has no care or concern for anything else.

Im more terrified of the fact that she gleefully chooses to destroy her health like this. Its unthinkable to me. Thats absolutely abnormal. Normies are a slave race, but nobody ever tells you the horror of that reality. Imagine happily getting up after 4 hours of sleep everyday for years, with heart disease, with diabetes, anemia, and persistent nutritional deficiencies, dependent on 6 different medications, eating such horrible foods and even abusing your kids for not eating the same garbage as you to show how superior your lifestyle is, while working 12 hours a day in hot crowded environments which you can easily trade for better if you tried. And being completely happy doing it.

Its a fucking nightmare. I live in a horrifying nightmate.

And the worst part is that I will be blamed if she collapses, because she violently hates me and gave birth me solely to satisfy her abuse fetishes. Thats literally why im here, for prolonged grooming and abuse.

No way I am walking down the same path as these fucks. Never.

Wizards feel terrible living like this and always try to find a way out, but normies… jesus fucking christ. I refuse to think about it. They deserve 100% of everything they get and I pray that wizards can escape this purgatory.

 No.304612

>>304611
It's better to work and have money than to not work and not have money. Only someone who is being supported by a family member who is working or wealthy can have the luxury of not working.

 No.304621

There's going to be a reckoning at my place, the crew has taken to chatting. A lot. The warehouse aisles keeps clotting up because people keep stopping to chat: two people will stop working then it peels people walking by until we have 6 or 7 midwits yakking about video games or whatever. Don't get me wrong, underachieving is my life, but socializing is not. I've got a few of them that keep coming to me for their social needs too and it's absolutely draining. Get some friends off the clock and quit using me as your wife/brother/bestie/whatever. I'm going to see if the boss wants the boss wants the off-site unit cleaned today, these people are driving me nuts.

 No.304622

>>304612
>it's better to be a wage slave than not
ugh dude

 No.304628

>>304622
If you don't have parents who will support you, then your options are either wage slavery or homelessness and destitution. You can pick which one you prefer. For me, I'd rather have a roof over my head.



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