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 No.323901[Reply]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction
https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.324211

>>324199
Why, cooking rice is easy why do you need teflon coated crap to cook it

 No.324216

Made my second comment on Viber chat of one TV channel and the host read it aloud. Thought he'd say name and first letter of a surname like sometimes, though now I remember that it wasn't always a case. I used my father's second phone so his name was used. I knew that phone number, e-mail, full name and city won't be mentioned. YouTube creators responding and liking my comments, one literally mentally ill person posting blogs using a few phrases I added to Wikipedia (I think I even undid his edits), now this. Though the mentally ill man doesn't mention my nickname or surname, just the phrase in his hyoergraphia diarrhea of the same shit all over again.

The TV host botched some lines, though he recovered and agreed that compulsory exams in Maths constitutes a form of violence (it's not the only idea of my post, he read everything). I saw it twice on live stream on YouTube too and it's not a local channel. I hid that chat (my posts without talking to anyone, just replies on topic) by a password
For now, I won't remove it from the list of chats. New achievement unlocked. Not that life's worth living, but a nice bonus.

 No.324240

>>324216
I told a loli artist his drawing was nice once and he replied with the Japanese word for "thank you"

 No.324266

People eat way too many proteins, americans eat a lot of meat and eggs every day which is so unhealthy, they don't get better muscles they just ruin their liver and kidneys

 No.324275

>>324266
Obsessed o algo


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 No.228410[Reply]

I've come to terms that this is my life, but she won't accept that I'm no longer that smart quiet kid who had potential to become a doctor or lawyer.
I clearly have the symptoms of https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bipolar_disorder#Signs_and_symptoms except the bad ones.
>Psychotic symptoms such as delusions or hallucinations may occur in both manic and depressive episodes; their content and nature are consistent with the person's mood.[4] Approximately 60–75% of people with bipolar I disorder have experienced psychosis.
I'm part of the lucky 25% I guess, but I'm not normal. I tried to adjust so I can function in society, but I'm still a fuck up, and I'm not alone, many people have mental health problems for whatever reason.
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 No.228453

>>228437
yeah I know

 No.228923

Where I live, "bipolar" used to be a meme given how easy it is to self-diagnose if you abuse coffee and "cheap dopamine" computer media

 No.228924

>>228450
Terry must have had absurdly high intelligence to make that entire system by himself. I guess you really need to study it to understand it's meaning

 No.228927

>>228924
Serenity OS is arguably more impressive, but nobody outside of techies talks about Andreas Kling because he's not memeable.

 No.228940

>>228927
it are 2 very different systems with Temple having this religious/schizo themed experience and Serenity being more centered around FreeBSD/Unix like personal computing
I don't think you really can compare the two
also becoming a meme isn't very good for the person himself I imagine


/wiz/

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 No.228930[Reply]

I've frequented this place before but not as much, and I would go on Kohl instead. You've probably heard of it as the "pedo" chan but it's actually a bastion of free speech and the pedos are relegated to their own generals usually. Anyway I'm here to tell you that I'll be getting a helium tank delivered because I think I've reached an impasse in my life. I don't want to get into it since it kind of embarrassing but I made one very very bad decision and I'm afraid my whole livelihood is at stake. It was indirectly created by my father. But it doesn't matter, nevermind it. There are other things that I'm worried about concerning this life like the rise of AI, UFOs (I personally was contacted by one), life being a simulation, etc. Basically everything. It's just alot of things on my mind and also I'm quite a dysgenic human being having autism and irritable bowel syndrome, I don't think I'll be able to sustain myself for long. I also might've had some trauma early in life since I can't remember much of my life either. I know it was inconvenient for most of it, which is probably why I can't remember it. Or maybe, I'm drinking too much and I've lost too many bracrabls as of late. I've been drinking for 9 years straight. I'm currently 30. Don't have any friends or a gf (in fact never had one), I don't chat with my mother or my siblings either. My family divorced early in my life btw.

In truth, wizards, I do want to die. But what prevents me is not knowing what comes after and I have often told this to those on other forums, especially Kohl, but they were not able to alleviate my worries about it very much. Since I feel like I have no choice now I will be trying to go through it when the time comes but I still need to know what comes after. If any of you have any idea please let me know.
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 No.228934

>>228933
There's also quantum immortality which I'm very afraid of, I just need to know which one it is

 No.228935

Is there any way we can steelman this

 No.228936

Being here for Dutchwiz's death was already one too many.

 No.228937

I'm dying soon and I give zero fucks what comes after.
Even the worst case scenario, like Hell or something I can't imagine to be worse than my life.

 No.228939

>>228930
I don't understand what you're looking for


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 No.63562[Reply]

I'm interested in rpgmaker games in general, I feel like there's some gems out there ready to be discovered. digg in! as they say haha
I also like to know the games you've played and your opinions on it.
Don't forget to share some gems, wizards!
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 No.63569

I've played some of the more popular ones
Off the top of my head, I really liked Yume Nikki, OneShot, OMORI, Your Turn to Die, .flow, The sigcorp series and LISA The painful.
I'm midway through Yume 2kki so that'll occupy me for quite a while

 No.63570

>>63569
I'm playing Ruina:fairy tale of forgotten ruins right now. it's enjoyable so far

 No.63571

>>63569
>Off the top of my head
Off

 No.63572

>>63570
Nice, have fun
>>63571
It's on my backlog!

 No.63573

>>63572
did you already play ruina?


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 No.305927[Reply]

>be me
>bored
>decide to go for a walk
>the group that used to harass me in high school sees me
>they start shouting embarrassing nicknames they gave me loudly, just like they did in HS
I thought I wouldn't need to deal with that anymore, but it seems like I was wrong. Has anyone here ever experienced something similar? I just want to have some peace.
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 No.308660

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Didn't think this thread was still alive since I don't scroll down too much and stay more on the newer threads when I pass by here. I also was kinda embarrassed to see this thread again… until it showed itself to my face now.
I didn't run into them again since the day I made this thread and honestly I figured out that the best course of action for me in case I see them again will be offering them some money and ask for them to stop, only if it doesn't work I will rec and fight in the law.
>>306027
Not entirely related but I think every now and then about doing that, just to stay away from this city which holds all my traumas. But as I am now, I'm too dysfunctional to live by myself, I dare to say that I'm almost disabled.
>>306098
I'm sorry you have to deal with it, anon. I really don't know what you should do, I hope you have already found a way to solve it by now.
>>306141
>they told my tale and presented me as a social offering to the new tribe if that makes any sense
It does. Although my situation wasn't as bad as yours, it happened with me in a minor scale over my years in high school.
>The bullies are socially apt, they usually rise up.
I feel like school is a test and you only pass it if you go against what your teachers and parents say and use your time to build memories and connections. Needless to say that I lost on this test.
>You can guess how that went.
Yeah, I can…
>>306144
Same here.
>>306177
I would unironically become a monk if I were religious and didn't have the limitations I have.
>>308558
That's what I plan to do if the plan I described on this post doesn't work. But until then I didn't see them again at least.
>>308586
Thank goodness I don't rPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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>>308660
>I feel like school is a test and you only pass it if you go against what your teachers and parents say and use your time to build memories and connections.
Ain't that the truth. Teens rebel when they realize they've been hoodwinked, but a lot of the time it's too late.
>I would unironically become a monk if I were religious
So if you were an entirely different person? I would not be a virgin either if my stats were different. This isn't saying much. It's not controversial.

 No.308667

>>308660
>I figured out that the best course of action for me in case I see them again will be offering them some money and ask for them to stop
Don't do this, it will only bolster them to do more and more since they will know they can gain from it. Call the police already the first time

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>>308661
>>I would unironically become a monk if I were religious
The feeling I wanted to share was that I wanted to have courage and favorable conditions, enough to distance myself from everyone I ever knew so far. But you're right here, I expressed myself poorly.

 No.308669

>>308667
They do it because they think it's funny, I think if they realize how embarrassed I get we can get a deal. I can also turn on my phone's voice recorder before talking to them, just in case.


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 No.306585[Reply]

I am not in a position to move out and I always have to listen to complaints about everything I do
Its affecting my happiness quite a bit, its a good day when I dont have to interact with anyone for a day
As if I dont know im a failure
The complaining never stops
I was a Neet I got cried to alot for that, now im a student and I still get talks about finding a part time job the same way, despite me getting money
Its so tiresome
I once worked full time for over a year, it was such a bad time to me, I dont have the energy like normies do
The worst part about it all is my mom telling me I should move out if I dont like it
I want to move out very badly, but how can I when the few hundred I get a month is barely enough to live?
Even with a part time job it would not be enough
I dont see the situation changing anytime soon
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 No.308307

>>308305
I felt pain reading this since I use AC all day every day basically I cannot imagine sleeping without it during summer

 No.308308

>>308307
Honestly, it really is quite crazy, not only that it's just while it gets very bearable outside in the night (although not anymore due to urban heat island effect) but the houses made of RCCs radiate heat till the morning, honestly, sleep deprivation is the worst part of it and has cumulative effects like while driving a car or riding a moped or simply the fact that you're not likely to pay attention when crossing the road. I have just come to terms with the fact that most important thing in life is just money, it's now how you look or what not, it's about having money.

I mean you try to sleep at night and you somehow manage to sleep for 2 hours and then you wake up and your entire neck is drenched in sweat and the t-shirt near the neck literally feels like someone poured water on it and no matter which position you sleep in it starts eventually burn your body and things get so bad that even if you do go to AC after it, you still feel incredibly hot and it feels like heat is literally in your bones. And it makes you angry and pissed off which further makes it extremely hard to sleep. Heat really is the biggest killer. I just hope some magic happens and heat goes to 60C wet bulb and I die instantly.

 No.308310

>>308308
It has become extremely difficult to earn a good amount of money in a short period of time, you can't just go around selling stuff and become somehow wealthy everything is saturated including social media and marketing if you're lucky they will just give you an average income, it's like the entire world has been enslaved and accessing wealth is similar to accessing an exclusive legacy of privileged individuals who own real eastate, businesses and positions. Expect every summer to become hotter and southern states to become like desert in the future as we go through the hardest climate crisis the world has ever experienced since ice age.

 No.308311

>>308310
Absolutely, and there is this weird thing that even if you do get a job, the employers act as such that you have to prove your loyalty to them and their test is to give you a wage where you can't live, I mean just to give you an idea, I would be more than happy if I could earn just 200USD a month from the internet. But I mean earning online is honestly a race to the bottom and even there you have to grind and even after that there is no guarantee, but yeah I mean it's actually kind of crazy how heat feels like it feels like my bone is heating up and pricking up the meat around it. Death can't come sooner tbh.

 No.308666

>>308305
>Fuck this world man, I literally only wish I had money and I have tried so much to earn money but to no avail at all.
Honestly, my job was a huge leap of faith to get (a decent job disguised as shit job)

>I cannot wait for this moron to collapse as quickly as possible and the thing is this heat terrifies me because it heats up my laptop and my phone. It is going to kill my electronics prematurely

Honestly… In my experience, its the dust that accumulates in one's laptop, not the just heat.


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 No.302164[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Does anyone here struggle with alcohol, or have managed to quit?

It used to be a good coping mechanism for me, but it seems the older I've gotten the worse it feels, and it's become detrimental to my health and the way I behave around people. Easily annoyed, constantly starting shit, tired all the time, strange pains. And I was still getting worse, fast.

This has been a wake-up call and I'm realizing I need to quit before it's too late. Though that's easy for me to say now when I'm still feeling bad, and I fear the cravings will come back strong, but I know I've got to try.

Curious to hear others experience with this.
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 No.308591

>>308590
Why not just drink fruit juice it tastes better

 No.308593

>>308590
It's equally accessible here but you might be right that beer is more common in certain countries.

 No.308646

>>308590
Try a sparkling rose wine. It's almost fizzy like a soda, and often has fruity tastes. Also Ciders are a great option to explore more flavors whilst maintaining beer level alcohol. Sadly the multi pack ones are shit, it's the single bottles that are like 5 dollars that taste nice

 No.308658

Alcohol has been driving me rabid over the last couple of months. I don't know why.

 No.308665

>>308658
Alcohol delirium is soon, m8

Avoid quitting cold turkey too.


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 No.227831[Reply]

I think that today, autistic and witchy people have a huge advantage over neurotypical people. We have extensive knowledge on a wide variety of subjects, we are determined in the face of adversity, and even if we are socially awkward or find it difficult to talk to people (this is my case, I am socially isolated) we can come together in these spaces and stop forcing social contact with neighbors or parents who ask us for the umpteenth time why we still don't have any friends or a girlfriend. Personally, I'd rather go online to investigate the Epstein case than have friends, and I think that's the case for many of you here. The others are completely ridiculous with their social codes to follow. They restrict themselves in terms of intellectual capacity in a completely stupid way to appear socially acceptable because the norm prefers a dumb athlete to a brilliant intellectual. That's why most people prefer athletes like soccer players or basketball players to Gregori Perelman, who solved Poincaré's conjecture. This whole circus is completely ridiculous. People make fun of their neighbors when they themselves are stupid, but to reassure themselves, they say that others are stupid and criticize us because we are not “within the norm.” We do not accept the social contract imposed by popular dogma, which wants us to we criticize to reassure ourselves without accumulating knowledge. Also, do people really compare their time spent on TikTok or Instagram to the knowledge in books, articles, and other sources before criticizing others? Maybe we should look in the mirror and accept that we are trash in order to change and follow a virtuous path that respects others. That's why we're here discussing this: we need to create a close-knit community and distance ourselves from the idiots who criticize us, keeping only those who understand us.And besides, it's not AI that's going to save these idiots. They need to rediscover what it means to read books, to dream, and to use their brains.
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 No.227846

>>227840
why, why do you mock him so, wizbrother? can't you see the glory? can't you see the magnificent dawn marking the day this devil possessed world succumbs to the justice of our magic? imagine staying proudly atop the hill, your chin raised high, overlooking the creation of demiurge and thinking 'all this belongs to me and answers to my call'. imagine it wizbrother! how can it not stir your soul?

 No.228925

>>227831
Listened to your rant…

No one is "normal" as long as the list of things required to be "normal" is long enough. Some people are a tad disproportional here, there, etc. Some folks get bald early, with "wolf's ears" visible in middle school. Some dudes have hair so bushy they get ridiculously curly eyelashes. For every "autist" out there there is a air-headed person who "has overall difficulty focusing" because said person straight up lacks attention span. Cheers and take it easy.

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>>227832
>Autism
Sorry my engrish
Functional autist people got support and good healthy behaviour bacause they got good socialization as young.
If you never got a good support or healthy behaviour or good socialization later your gonna go full into isolation and little by little these isolation gonna make you total retard anyway bacause social isolation make that into your brain.
I at university and at times the feeling of out of place and loniless hurt a lot.
I the autist in a poor family with no treatment in a third world country obbseded with shity freudian psychoanalysis and not science.
Yep, at times i feel like a retard in university and my attention spam maybe is not so focused in my discipline or routines.
The neurodivergent thing at this point its an insult to me.
And yes, i secretly want the feeling of human contact or the feeling of "be" like a human being with friends or a stupid girlfriend or something but i know that very little probable to happen bacause i feel like a outcast i my race and the unique way to them to treat me in a more possible way "human" or maybe normal or normie is just dont giving much info or personal info, larp or acting like normal and mimitizing in a damn stupid hardcore way the damn stupid behaviour they have just to "pass" a little. But in reality i fucking tired of this shit at times i just want to escape from this world, still the idea of love or friends or even a "job" or good utility for humanity or animals is beatiful idea and avway to live to me but… what the purpose if gonna suffer a lot and they never gonna treat me like a damn human being?
I not suicidal or deppresive, i just tired.
That's why sometimes and back in time i enjoyed a lot scapism like mmo, IRC chats, chans, reading thing, book hobbies, art and craft, listening music, etc. But i got tired of computers and artificial lights, bacause the more i go full in these worlds, the more i feel less human and more like a damn robot.
I dont want to die alone, i dont to die without love or the feeling of humanity, sometimes i feel total dehumanized and other times i just cry in plain sight but hidden in these "social acting" structure, bacause i want thing that maybe i never gonna get in this life.
The more simple i got in my approach of life, the more happy i got.

 No.228929

>>227831
>They restrict themselves in terms of intellectual capacity in a completely stupid way to appear socially acceptable because the norm prefers a dumb athlete to a brilliant intellectual

it is just for a while, you haven't to act like that all the time. You must to recognize the moment. Of course, you don't know this because you are socially insolated (lol)

 No.228938

Normies started calling all kinds of people autistic, and now lots of people believe they have autism and this causes their behavior.
It used to be a very narrowly defined psychiatric condition.


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 No.303736[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

You will still be stuck browsing this thread in 2026 edition

previous>>296811
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 No.308642

>>308587
I have 2 uncles that were older gen X, but had AMAZING job offers, they knew all the right people. Nope they became party boys and got drunk EVERY DAY. They were on the type of money that both of them were able to buy brand new flagship cars imported from the USA. Now one is dead, the other is basically homeless and travels on his broken bike everywhere. Abusing everyone he finds. Calls me a lazy loser for working and not being able to afford a 200k+ car

 No.308647

>>308628
They let me have one because they think I don't listen to them when I have them both on. I don't mind it though.

Again, I am not sure that the checklists would help since I am not sure if I'd even check them. It is also a problem with complex procedures when I'd have to make really advanced checklists to cover all possible mistakes.

I thought that I might be spacing out simply because of anxiety over wasted time and people watching me. Perhaps I'll try to drink some mint or whatever when I'll be at work next time. At least I'll be less upset when I'll fuck something up.

 No.308649

>>308642
People back then thought the good times would last.

 No.308655

>>308637
What's ur endgame when your parents die? Why not just skip to the chase and go live in a retard home

 No.308663

>>308655
Community homes are hellish, you don't have privacy and you need to follow rules, also you don't have air conditioning and computer usage is limited. I want to remain at home in my bed which is comfy and large. So my plan when my parents die is to sell through an administrator every inherited property of my family and to pay a caregiver to make food and clean my house and do laundry and buy me stuff until the very end. I calculated tbat I will need €2000 monthly to cover the costs, my disability pays €942, so €1058 will be from savings, when money runs out I will die from starvation while sinking in the garbage. My future depends on how many money my grandparents will leave us.


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 No.305955[Reply]

Its hard being bad at everything, even the things you do for yourself
Whatever I touch usually ends up ruined
Its very hard on me because I allready expect to fail at whatever I try nowadays
Maybe bad luck is real, but whatever I lay my hands on usually ends up more damaged then fixed
Id like to say electronics are a hobby, but i have destroyed more then I repaired
I have no talents no ability to put any Idea I have in my mind into reality
It doesnt matter if I prepare, if I practice
My fingers dont do what I want them to
Something unexpected happens
I couldnt even fix a carburator on my bike
And I couldnt get the replacement to work either
There are very few times I have tried something and got positive results
I have been fired from every job i have ever gotten quickly
I have been learning japanese for 3 years now and I have seen other people become fluid but despite the time I poured in I still suck
Its very hard to explain to other people, they will say "you have to try more or try something different"
But I am trying and failing
Its not that im just seeing the negatives, when I actually succeed at something it makes me very happy but its a rare feeling for me
I try things, even follow tutorials and it never turns out well for me
I have ruined many things I love by trying to fix an issue and breaking them irrepairably
I just want a bit of sucess in what I do
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 No.308631

>>306013

people will read and instantly dismiss you sayin you are cursed.

As a person who sincerely believes am cursed myself.

Try to take a bath in salt water. It helps if its sea salt.

 No.308644

I buy warhammer models. I fucked up even the most basic assembly. A soldier with 5 fucking pieces, how the hell would I not fuck up a big model with 100+ pieces?

 No.308650

>>308644
I bought a legit Stormbird. I'm probably never going to assemble it let alone paint it.

 No.308651

>>306021
I hear voices and will hang myself

 No.308662

>>305985
they'll say it's a problem with your learning method or diagnose you with some mental illness like ADHD. myabe it's brain chemistry. honestly, i feel like a type 3 as well. hard work doesn't really matter all that much when you have loads of people that can do the same with fierce competition because it's low skill. so people won't convince you, you'll just be stuck


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 No.40279[Reply]

I need all your notable knowledge on japan, or more intersting facts, thank you
I can begin with japan being the most comfy country on earth
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 No.43845

>>43844
80,000 Yen is easily obtainable for a highschooler with 4 days of part time work. Japan is a first world country so an $800 anthology collection of a cherished anime isn't something only rich people can afford.

 No.43846

>>43845
Hmmmmm…


I am not sure, but it was not an anthology - rather, 1 disc (out of 4) with a "recommended price" of 80000 ¥

 No.43857

>>43844
They make it cost that much because they know what kind of a person would spend $800 on Cardcaptor Sakura: a true pedophile

 No.44307

I KNOW THIS HURTS! IT WAS MEANT TO!

 No.44338

>>40279
based on what i saw online, I can say that the japanese are dumb and you can sell them all kinds of dumb stuff


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 No.39161[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

In this thread we say we love our waifus.

Today is Lynne-chan's birthday! She hopes everyone is doing their best!

Last thread from 2017 >>>/jp/22727
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it was in this world of lies that i found her

 No.44309

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Amazing they can make her so badass and so cute at the same time

 No.44310

>>44306

What do you think of her beta design compared to her official one?

 No.44319

>>44022
This made me think about my constant struggle against my own mind torturing me in a different light. The idea that my waifu isn't the innocent and pure has been an intrusive fear for a long time that manifests itself in different ways, no matter how small any random detail I managed to interpret as a sign that my fear was true, like her clothing choices being kind of traditional dresses.
At the end of the day Im responsible for those thoughts and they arent reality, I have been trapped for so long that my fears became more real to me than reality.
Its hard to look at her the same way I used to, I hope to return to that.

 No.44337

>>44308
who is she?


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 No.228815[Reply]

Does somewiz know what happens after death..? I don't like procrastinating very much now. I'd really like to know what I'm getting into.
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 No.228839

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>>228815
We are bound to an endless cycle. It will never cease. With your final breath, as your eyes close for what you believe to be the last time, you will slip into a quiet oblivion. Incalculable eons will pass before the universe inevitably collapses upon itself, folding spacetime into a singular, suffocating crush of gravity. And then, a blinding cataclysm of light and matter will violently reignite the cosmos. The great cosmic ballet will reset and play out exactly as before. This very message will find you, echoing ad infinitum across the ages, until the exact moment you are reading these words, when you will open your eyes to experience it all for the "first" time. We are bound to an endless cycle. It will never cease.

 No.228845

>>228815
yeah i know about the afterlife
after death you simultaneously gain and lose a lot of freedom
your soul which was free in a way in this life becomes trapped in a way after you die
like if you only did scummy stuff like ripping off people and bullying it's this stuff forever, no way to ever become a good person
good people become trapped too in a way, no more 'succumbing to temptation' and shit
at the same time you gain a lot of freedom, basically do what you want forever without the pains of the body and sickness and stuff, must be really comfy compared to the struggle of the living, within your alotted place for your soul which cannot change anymore in a certain way

 No.228887

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=px4NcLb88F8

 No.228889

You can't "not exist". Even if it takes billions of years for consciousness to form again after you die, it wont be "you".

"You" will just be inside a clump of cells called a body in an instant after you die. Somewhere else on the planet or in the universe.

If you snap back into this planet as a human, it all starts over roughly at age 2-3 when you first start forming permanent memories. Everything before that will be a distant haze.

 No.228931

I forgot I made this thread


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 No.228407[Reply]

Why is anime so engraved into this site and this kind of culture? Is it just the cause of the succubi or cause japan had the crab culture first?
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 No.228513

>>228512
>enjoyer since 2010 or so and it pains me to see how normified this title has become.
It was 2003 for me since we had a bootleg satellite German TV back in the days. Gundam was nice too.
I know it's a cliche, but to me OP died after the time skip. I was already feeling it decline before that, but it really made it clear that it wasn't the show I loved as a kid.
Kinda like how I felt naruto (another rather mainstream one since it also aired on TV) peaked at the zabuza arc, but shitpudding mate it crystal clear.

As far as popularity goes, I feel like once something hits critical mass normies start to like it just to fit in with the crowd which results in a delusional fanbase that defends dogshit since "it can't be bad if so many like it" "I must like it to fit in" "I'll defend the dogshit too to signal I'm one of them".

Something like that.
Then again sorry for the off topic OP.

Really makes me wonder how latecomers enjoy the "hobby". What were some of the first memorable anime you watched and at around what age did you start? What got you into it?
I'm not even trying to pull the "not a real fan" "hurr too young zoomer" or whatever I'm sorry I know it might come off that way, hell you might be older than me.
I'm genuinely curious how people who got into hobbies I grew up with later in life formed a bond with it if that makes any sense.
For instance I can't imagine getting into anime if I started on later series with a different online community. Gaming is another thing I don't see myself getting into if it wasn't for oldschool MMOs and the like and I had to do some competitive fps shit.

 No.228514

>>228513
>What were some of the first memorable anime you watched
I got hooked on anime in 2007 or so. Just randomly stumbled upon Naruto on Jetix. It was something new and different, even if characters seemed to yell too much. Later my cousin watched Naruto on DVD and I borrowed it, gulped everything down and wanted more. I watched all the major shonens and moved on to something adults on the internet watched in that period. Elven Lied, Evangelion, Berserk. There was no going back after that.
Also Anime was something normies absolutely despised here back then. It was seen as stupid nerd garbage, cartoons for kids and shit. You could even get beaten if retards at school knew you were an anime fan. Come to think of it, it was more of a subculture than anything. Like goths, emo, punks. People were a bit on the cringier side but they were geniune in the adoration. Plus it wasn't easy to find out about anime when internet wasn't even that widespread in my country, less so in my town so only the specific kind of autists would even go down that rabbit hole. Now everyone and their dog is an anime fan. Meatheads that would woop animefans back in the day now consume Jujutso no Kaisen and spew retarded anime memes.

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>>228514
So we basically had the same/really similar experience just at a different time.
Cool to see.
Wonder how the generation whose first anime was something like black clover or jujutso you mention views their hobby. Must be quite a bit different.
I notice younger guys seem to be rather detached from things they enjoy as well. Not sure how to describe it better than that.

 No.228520

>>228515
the detachment is in big part because everything is a bit easier. In dialup days, getting a full length episode could be a week long project, and it *cost* you.

Now to enjoy something you're at most 5 clicks and a one line search from whatever it is you wanted.

 No.228928

>>228513
> What were some of the first memorable anime you watched and at around what age did you start? What got you into it?

well, obviously the first one that I watched was dragon ball, but the first I began to follow was attack on titan when the first season came out. I remember looking for it on youtube haha

what was your first one?


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 No.308343[Reply]

The Time God does not forget nor forgive edition. You will do this again.

Previous: >>307210
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 No.308620

>>308616
you have unfinished goals that your subconscious keeps on trying to solve, that gives you that restless feeling of wanting to do something. try to make them explicit in your awareness and either fully give up on them, get some kind of closure that allows your mind to stop obsessing over them, or actually do stuff that's relevant to those goals (but often there isn't anything you haven't already tried, which is why you've dissociated from them in the first place).

 No.308630

>>308616
Writing down random "need to do stuff" notes counts as an activity; you really need to set a timer for 20 minutes, write down a bunch of things you *could* do this month, and then - bam! Youve just spent 20 minutes actually doing a job of managing yourself for some future hours

 No.308654

Whenever I am not distracted by something I suddenly became very afraid of death.

 No.308656

>>308654

Indeed. Thoughts of death and afterlife have been popping up more than usual.

 No.308657

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>>308654
Same, been that way for as long as I can remember. It always lingers in the background as a constant sense of anxiety. It's not a good feeling, I wish I could be one of those people who doesn't fear death. I'll try to become one


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 No.33619[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Has anyone read 5e's fucking Ravenloft?
Just some of the horrid shit in it:
>Strahd's played off as what amounts to Buffy the Vampire Slayer's Angelus levels of edge, literally feels nothing and seemingly has no interests above the usual, though not for the same Bram Stoker's Dracula tier reasons, Literally just wants Tatanya as if a meaningless trophy on his belt
>These dumb faggots made it so that Strahd wants to turn whatsherface not into a vampire bride, or hell, even a true vampire, BUT VAMPIRE SPAWN (You know, sniveling wall crawling nosebleed assface monster vamps?)
>Tatanya's a nigger
>The reincarnation is a nigger
>Strahd's wives are niggers
>Nigger Mayor of a town surrounding the land
>Evil white "everything is fine man"
>Strahd's a Bisexual sodomite degenerate with two male consorts to boot
>Made Barovians "Diverse"
>Made Strahd's conquering of the land sound tyrannical as fuck and less just
>Made it so that Some have Barovians have souls and some don't because of 5e's ravenloft being in a private demiplane, stopping newborn bodies from getting souls, in a piss-poor attempt to mimick the Old demiplanes of dread thing where some residents are literally just NPCs made by the powers, even though this makes no sense to anyone who's had to deal with Gulthias in 3.5 and Ashradorn in the whole Soul font thing with the ban on unborn souls in lore, so these people should be getting souls, because otherwise the demiplane would have to deny all positive energy for this shit to even remotely work
>All done because they're too lazy to redo the demiplanes of dread just like before,
>Strahd now heals for 20 in his fast heal
>Mongrel Men are the results of Racemixing past the half-race stage suffer for it, check their description and it's fucking played off as a good thing despite them being ugly mutants beyond redemption in their racial descriptions, the self-unawareness is real

This is why warhammer roleplay and castle drachenfels will always be superior
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>>70266
Hey there. It's been a while since I checked this thread. Apologies. About the game, I quit about 5 months ago and it was a mistake. I miss it more than I hated it. Now I'm reading the books wishing I was playing. I'm beyond fucking pathetic, what else can I say. I don't feel like going back to my old group, I fear they think less of me for quitting. Now I'm thinking about finding another group, I don't know.

Happy to know you started your own game. How is it going? I'm sure your players are enjoying it. Players that are at all worth their salt always appreciate their DM. You're basically doing hard work for their enjoyment. Even if things don't go smoothly here or there, who gives a fuck, right? At least that's how I see it as a player.

 No.70679

this looks fun

 No.70680

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>>70678
Hello anon!

>About the game, I quit about 5 months ago and it was a mistake. I miss it more than I hated it.
Ah, sorry to hear that. I'm sure you had good reasons to quit after so long.
Have you ever ran your own game, or thought of doing so?

>Happy to know you started your own game. How is it going?
I have stopped running it, mostly due to the reasons I mentioned. My motivation dried up, and at some point it started to feel like a chore.
It lasted long enough, and the players were certainly enjoying it, if I'm going by their near perfect attendance, engagement during play, and long sessions often ending later than reasonable on week nights. It was also the best campaign I ever ran, having perfected my methods from previous ones, and that was good. But I lost the spark eventually, and sooner than I expected too.

>Even if things don't go smoothly here or there, who gives a fuck, right? At least that's how I see it as a player.
That's my issue as a GM, I'm too autistic about running the system rules-as-written. It makes for a rewarding and meaningful experience for the players, and while I'm good at running it this way, it's a lot of work. I could certainly gain from being more flexible, but even as a player, when things are too loose or when I sense the GM is cutting corners, I tend to lose interest because it stops feeling like a game with strict rules I can win or lose at.

Anyway, like yourself, I have been reading stuff again, old gaming magazines from the 80s. The spark is never completely dead.

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>>70680
There wasn't a good reason, it's just that I tend to focus on the negative side of anything I'm doing. I quit because I thought I was going to dedicate myself to reading more books, but of course, in the end, I barely read shit anyways and now I'm outta game. I'll probably find a new group on Roll20.

How long did it take you to call it quits with your campaign? I hope you had fun with it. Maybe it's best to have shortish games that end after some months so people can recharge, instead of turning it into a fucking religion the way me and the guys were doing. The first couple of weeks after I left I truly felt like I had escaped from a cult. And now I want back into the fold. I'm almost inclined to give a hollow laugh.

I prefer strict rules myself, but I'm not dead set on them. I do very strongly prefer no fudging to save the characters, no matter what. You can only have true consequences from your decisions if the world is not conspiring in favor of the PCs.

>>70679
It is fun. It's way better than any video game out there, that's for sure.

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>>70682
>How long did it take you to call it quits with your campaign?
It ran for about 6 months, and when I really got tired of it I gave myself another session to see if my motivation would return (as it often did), but it didn't. And the funny thing is that the campaign was at a point where it could expand to the overworld and such, with lots of opportunities for development, but after each session, I was getting less and less enjoyment from the whole thing.

Now I'm thinking of doing some solo adventure, playing as one of those yeti monsters (>>70680) and dwelling in a dungeon, looking for human encounters to devour their brains and gain their powers.


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 No.8907[Reply]

Post soothing or calming BGM tracks from visual novels. It may have tones of joy or melancholy.
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 No.10943

such a shame to see so many videos no longer available throughout the years

 No.10945

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>>10943
I'll post MP3
From Tomoyo after

 No.10948

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 No.70652[Reply]

A slightly unusual hobby for a wizardly man, but I've always had an attraction to it.

What I like about it is the extremely large variety of tricks that can be learned. It's like the Path of Exile skill tree in the sense you can pick a direction and learn that way. You can build up your foundations, or you can go the straight and narrow all the way to learning your favorite trick. The large variety of tricks also mean there are a ton of easier ones to learn, and learning these tricks provides such a strong feeling of accomplishment.

Cruising is very nice too, I intent to get a bigger old school board with soft(?) wheels for nice and easy transport.

The art on skateboards is also quite nice, there's something for everyone. Also you can buy blanks and draw on it yourself. I think the level of creativity in all aspects of this hobby is so amazing.

All things skating related welcomed, I'll try my best to answer with great care to everyone.

Thank you for participating
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>>70658
here's the skateboard from my brother's friend he gave to him I use. do you mind showing yours?

 No.70661

>>70658
Depends on the surface. Cracked tar tests your endurance, smooth concrete is a treat. But then again, my deck is a 20 bucks chinese shit with LED wheels. It even has a bald american eagle slapped on deck. The most important thing is to get outside, get your foot on the deck and push.

 No.70675

I remember playing these skating games on GBC/GBA as a kid. They were fun.

 No.70683

>every kid on my block has a solid skateboard that glides effortlessly.
>everytime I get a skateboard it wobbles like crazy and stops after 3 meters.
what fucking parameters am I picking wrong? Is $80 for a board just something I should expect?

 No.70684

>>70683
Maybe it's your stance. Your body should weight more on the front. Try to bend your knees.

Maybe it's the trucks that need to be tightened.


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 No.307980[Reply]

Might just be one of the myriad of things from health issues to shit life syndrome, but I've been thinking maybe my small living space is affecting me.

Still live "at home" in a flat with my mom at 30, my room is 2.5m x 5m so 12.5 square meters. (134.549 ft²american)
With all the furniture I have a usable space of about 0.8m x 3m maybe, so less than 3sqm. (25.833 ft²)
Spend all day sitting at my desk anyways so whatever.

Been wondering if maybe this tiny space is part of the reason why I just don't do anything.
Do any of you have experience with living in a small space for a decade+?
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 No.308584

>>307980
>Been wondering if maybe this tiny space is part of the reason why I just don't do anything.


No.

I have a lot of places to go yet I don't go anywhere much…

 No.308599

Sounds like over pathologization of a something that is just common sense. Restlessness, irritability, difficulty concentrating, etc. are all just bullshit symptoms that could apply to anyone in any situation.
Yes, if you're couped up a tiny room for a prolonged period of time it gets boring and annoying and you want to go outside and have a change of scenery.
Nobody would say that you have "doctor's office-fever" which includes symptoms such as "irritability and restlessness".
What's next? "Stubbed toe-itis, symptoms: uncontrollable rage"? People need to stop making everything into a condition.

 No.308600

I go on a walk every morning (at least like 3k steps but I often get 10k like consistently) and the second I stop maintaining it I go out of my mind. Wish I had a nicer more secluded place to walk but it's not at all optional for me.

 No.308612

>>308599
Yes, they would - it's called white coat hypertension 8D

Whatever validity there may be in acknowledging "living in a less than optimal state" has physical symptoms, balkanising the causes seems counter productive.

 No.308653

real or fake?
I think it's fake and can be explained by poor ventilation or claustrophobia


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 No.44281[Reply]

Currently, I’ve watched quite a bit of NGE, I’m on episode four. I was wondering if I should finish it, or if it’s just overrated garbage. Please let me know. Thank you.
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 No.44314

>>44312
>>44313
I can only find the subbed version on internet archive. It's a grainy vhs rip though.

 No.44315

>>44314
Well then I'm glad to see that gatekeeping isn't even necessary if this is the level of entrants we're dealing with. You can't even find the gate. Not that the gate protecting bad-on-purpose garbage like Evengelion is worth keeping, but in time actual good anime may fall victim to the "suddenly popular with gay emo normalfags" treatment and when that happens I'll be thankful that most of them don't actually know how to use a computer well enough to acquire anime.

 No.44333

>I think being "in the known" can't be a net negative
See that's the notion that I both agree with personally yet still believe is kinda jarring. On one hand, if you try going around without watching the most well-known shows that are so popular and blown out of proportion that people might give you weird looks if you tell them you know nothing about them, it might be tough, but on the other… There are far too many shows that fall into that category and everyone knows about them but that don't deserve that cult classic status and are boring and a waste of time. and I don't know if I should be bothered to actually put effort into watching them. What's the solution here?

 No.44335

I was reading through https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Royal_Space_Force:_The_Wings_of_Honneamise and found this quote touching,

"In modern society, which is so information-oriented, it becomes more and more difficult even for sensational works to really connect with people, and even so, those works get forgotten quickly. Moreover, this flood of superficial information has dissolved those values and dreams people could stand upon, especially among the young, who are left frustrated and anxious. It could be said that this is the root cause of the Peter Pan syndrome, that says, 'I don't want to be an adult' … If you look at the psychology of anime fans today, they do interact with society, and they're trying to get along well in that society, but unfortunately, they don't have the ability. So as compensatory behavior, they relinquish themselves to mecha and cute young succubi. However, because these are things that don't really exist—meaning, there's no interaction in reality happening between those things and the anime fans—they soon get frustrated, and then seek out the next [anime] that will stimulate them … If you look into this situation, what these people really want, deep down, is to get along well with reality. And what we propose is to deliver the kind of project that will make people look again at the society around them and reassess it for themselves; where they will think, 'I shouldn't give up yet on reality.'"

 No.44336

>>44335
I hope to God it's not a quote from Hideaki Anno.


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