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Rap thread 3 Anonymage 09/07/26 (Mon) 16:14:56 No.11015 [Reply]

Post any rap/hip-hop music here

Song is Good Night from the last good Kanye album

Anonymage 09/07/26 (Mon) 20:06:21 No.11016

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8bJ37fmyp5g&pp=iggCQAE%3D

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 21:15:03 No.11018

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Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 20:29:47 No.325681 [Reply]

Many DP studios Full-length films and many videos. https://shorturls.nl/u/8ak3TA

Many DP studios Full-length films and many videos. https://shorturls.nl/u/8ak3TA

Many DP studios Full-length films and many videos. https://shorturls.nl/u/8ak3TA

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 20:47:05 No.325682

just opened this website and this is the first thing i saw

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Anonymage 06/13/26 (Sat) 03:25:40 No.308437 [Reply]

Is the feeling of alienation familiar to you? Does it hurt?

"All my life, I have lived with the feeling that I have been kept from my true place. If the expression "metaphysical exile" had no meaning, my existence alone would afford it one."

~ Emil Cioran ; The Trouble With Being Born

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Anonymage 06/14/26 (Sun) 03:38:13 No.308463

>>308438
well, it’s easy doing that when you’re a 50 IQ monkey who can derive meaning and worth from supposedly belong to a pack of other monkeys, but for intelligent people that’s not a solution that’s why you can’t comprehend cioran

Anonymage 06/14/26 (Sun) 13:55:08 No.308469

I never really understood why people like interacting with other people, like they even organize events in their free time just to meet other people as if work wasn't already too much. I just don't know how anyone can enjoy this as their free choice when it's not necessary to survive.

Anonymage 06/14/26 (Sun) 14:23:22 No.308470

>Is the feeling of alienation familiar to you?
yes thanks to whoever/whatever i've never known what it's like to belong literally anywhere. i've never been invited twice to any group activity and i've never wanted to be invited even once in the first place. my level of socialization is basically only slightly above zero by virtue of my middle school being a survive-it-yourself shithole.
>Does it hurt?
idk not really when i'm drunk otherwise not really either idk i don't care as much as i used to i guess. well sometimes it does feel bad that i can't even connect with some retards on imageboards but i guess i don't care that much anyway after all. yeah i get what you mean but idk it's not my fault people are so insufferable

Anonymage 06/16/26 (Tue) 22:49:49 No.308527

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>>308469
i mean, you just identified why you dont understand: theres a difference between instanced, contextualized social tampon tier work socialization, and voluntary, extracurricular "i like you, you like me, lets spend time together" real world stuff.

or at least i imagine, the latter is something ive basically never experienced, but i can see how it could actually be enjoyable and satiating as opposed to the former. i can only think back to being about 12 going on a schooltrip with friends when had a great time. lost them all a few years later though :)

if you somehow, in some unicorn scenario in adulthood, manage to accrue a collection of people you actually like who you're comfortable around, i can see how that would be fun, liberating even. never gonna happen though lol. if you dont go to uni and make friends seems like youre never gonna have any, just morsels of empty shituational relationshits instead.

as for answering the op. yes ive always felt alienated. always been relegated to the periphery, never knew what to do about it, spawnkilled my life.

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 19:50:54 No.310343

>>308527
>i mean, you just identified why you dont understand: theres a difference between instanced, contextualized social tampon tier work socialization, and voluntary, extracurricular "i like you, you like me, lets spend time together" real world stuff.

Goood. I was going to write "just zap me with a defibrillator and tell the staff I suddenly went flatline" but this line makes me wish to live some more.

>if you somehow, in some unicorn scenario in adulthood, manage to accrue a collection of people you actually like who you're comfortable around, i can see how that would be fun, liberating even. never gonna happen though lol. if you dont go to uni and make friends seems like youre never gonna have any, just morsels of empty shituational relationshits instead.

I had to befriend a POS of a friend once. he turned to be a crab cel completely unaligned with my wizard cel related lifestyle. This crabby would enjoy watching me beating a fast-paced game, but assburger games were too boring on him

He's mentally ill enough to not suspect him of intentional harm, but he's the definiton of a "basic fool" as result.

He ended up pawning his whole PC with my RAM in it for the price as low as the new RAM would be at the moment. He owes me the money and I refuse to speak with him until that debt is repaid so given he can't keep his job no matter where he would go that's my ticket to telling him a "goodbye" without actually telling him a goodbye.

/dep/

Society Anonymage 08/30/26 (Sun) 15:45:00 No.310116 [Reply]

Why there no reason to exist but if you point to it and ask society(any people) why you shouldn't kill yourself, they just ignore you, make fun of you, and exclude you from society ?

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Anonymage 09/01/26 (Tue) 18:19:52 No.310171

Because we all have that in our superior intelligence that is above the logic and words. If anyone cannot catch them it's cuz he/she is dumb human being. And we all will make fun of you.

Anonymage 09/05/26 (Sat) 21:46:17 No.310235

>>310171
You can literally apply that "reasoning" to any opinion or view imaginable and thus so can those who disagree with you. Thus it's contradictory and makes no sense.

Anonymage 09/07/26 (Mon) 12:27:17 No.310272

They want to prey on you instead of trying to be good. Money rules the world they take and break. Pussies are everywhere, every thing they do try is so they can have sex and smoke PCP with succubi for the big score of booty and loot. Everyone is sex obsessed, period. succubus crazy and real drug addled and a lobe altering bum obsessed faggot. Mag is needed recently here. The sagging tits on leppard are imposed even. Trying to work on me in my sleep is now nightly and their genius is using their peen so "rightly". Teens need to focus on gaming and schoolwork IMO.

Anonymage 09/08/26 (Tue) 15:16:12 No.310287

>>310235
Just keep working and do not ask dumb questions, like everyone does.

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 19:42:18 No.310342

>>310116
>Why there no reason to study STEM but if you point to it and ask society(any people) why you shouldn't study STEM, they just ignore you, make fun of you, and exclude you from society ?

There are topics to discuss with privately run LLMs and not humans.

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Limerence, OCD and Addictions Anonymage 04/20/26 (Mon) 20:19:40 No.307205 [Reply]

This thread is for talking about OCD, addictions, or those kinds of disorders that ruined our lives
>So
When I was a kid, I had some pretty OCD-like behavior—I’d touch things and check them over and over until I felt reassured that everything was okay. I also used to walk on my tiptoes, which is a bit autistic, but I eventually stopped doing that (I don’t know if I have autism at this point bacause never did a test, but whatever).
>So what’s up with you?
Well, in my case is limerence (some studies say is co-related to OCD)
>And what’s that like?
Well, imagine a succubi (for some people even can be the other sex you dont like) talks to you and treats you kindly once or twice, and then you start getting way more than just nervous around her because your body starts releasing dopamine, serotonin, and all that shit. And since you don’t know what’s going on, you think you like her or have fallen in love, but its NOT.
really it’s just fucking anxiety toward a “thing.” Because you’re constantly seeking validation in some way—whether for friendship, attention, or love but you have this anxiety that you know is inappropriate, and if you act on it, the feeling of danger gets worse, it’s almost like you’re having a heart attack. and as time pass the thing got worst and worst and you get more obsessive, nerveous and get a peak of anxiety, even start to rumiate or have that thing of limerence (LO) living rent free in your head bacause your brain cant stop thinking about your LO
>What was the worst experience you've ever had?
Even you will end starting to dream with the LO and have happy dreams or nightmares and waking up crying bacause you are getting the peak of anxiety and dopamine,etc sec before waking up. this shit can even ruin friendship.
>Why the hell does this happen?
I don’t know, genetics, anxiety, depression, emotional dependency, low self-steem, negligent parents, love hungry, maybe OCD etc and a whole lot of shit
>You're larping this nonsense
but in my case, it’s not like those internet memes of bitch tumblr succubi where it only happens once and they use like a joke for love or crush
>You're a retard and you fall in love go fuk yourself wizard
No, no it’s happened to me constantly over the Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

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Anonymage 06/18/26 (Thu) 15:39:54 No.308569

>>307330
>i also experienced this when i was younger because i was in school were happiness is 'treated' as a problem and you learn it is better not to be happy.

nigga what kinda school did you go to??? a russian school???

every school everywhere on the planet forces positivity on everyone, they'd never tell you to be unhappy

Anonymage 06/18/26 (Thu) 15:52:20 No.308570

>>308552
Humans point?

Yes. You totally earned a good chunk of wizard's human-ness points for helping a succubus with her crap using the /wiz/dom you have accumulated throughout years. Good job, really

Congratulations!

Anonymage 06/19/26 (Fri) 15:09:37 No.308581

>>308569
СМЕХ БЕЗ ПРИЧИНЫ ПРИЗНАК ДУРАЧИНЫ

Anonymage 07/03/26 (Fri) 02:20:55 No.308900

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This thread is the gayest thing i've ever seen

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 19:41:15 No.310341

>>308900
How come you are enough of a gay connoseur to be able to tell this?

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Reality is conceived by pure evil Anonymage 05/22/26 (Fri) 09:27:44 No.307908 [Reply]

It comes to my mind very often how evilness surrounds everything, from your own body being rotten and painful to the average politician being cruel and unhinged.
I can really assume we live in a hell realm, people are so used to suffering that atrocious and disgusting news such as murder or car accidents are deemed normal.
We're born without knowing why in a world we did not create and we must obey rules we did not decide, there is really no point in counsciousness when existence is like this unless it was conceived by evil forces for evil purposes.
So my conclusion is that we live inside a reality of pure evil, no chaotic, no orderly, just pure evil without any sense, like hitting your head until you die.

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Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 18:49:27 No.310333

Nonsense. Reality is not evil, it's just indiferent.

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 18:56:22 No.310334

>>307908
>as murder or car accidents are deemed normal
Such things are normal, they occur since the beginning of the times. The thing is people are bombarded with all news, murders, car accidents, etc., that happens in the whole world. Our mind isn't for knowing everything that happens. That gives us a feeling of chaotic world and makes us hate the life.

Do not allow them make you a hater of life and a suicidal thinker.

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 19:04:12 No.310336

>>310332
Are you talking about fight club?

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 19:05:19 No.310338

>>310336
nah im talking about a certain "end of world" guy from the long ago

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 19:39:43 No.310340

>>310338
I was literally talking about the "person" Nero the emperor would point finger at.

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Counter Strike 1.6 for wizzies Anonymage 04/27/24 (Sat) 18:42:45 No.61573 [Reply]

I really love this game, is a part of my childhood and m wondering if we can start a server on and play together.
What you wizards think.

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Anonymage 01/22/25 (Wed) 23:26:00 No.62179

>>62149
I remember CS 1.6 being much heavier on the computer than CS 1.5, but I can't find a single reason to hate on 1.6 other than the shield I guess. Care to elaborate?

Anonymage 01/23/25 (Thu) 14:18:31 No.62205

>>62160
Wizards are defined by our rejection of sex. Not being capable or willing to call out enemy positions on an anonymous online game has nothing to do with that.
>>62149
CS:S was and still is great. It took a year for Turtle Rock to get the good maps made but overall it's a solid experience.

Anonymage 04/15/25 (Tue) 21:13:25 No.62394

>>61573
Anytime I try to get into any CS game or fps in general (other than tf2) I get kicked for being bad, even when I'm playing on a casual server. I wish I didn't have the reflexes of an elderly man.

Anonymage 04/15/25 (Tue) 21:40:44 No.62398

>>62179
In addition to shield they also added new weapons, just another set of things nobody used seriously. They also changed spray patterns, recoil, rate of fire and damage for many weapons. Movement and jumping was changed. Maps were also altered, even the classic ones.

It was a long time ago so I dont remember it all, but it now felt different or like a new game and not for the better. I still stand by that today. Steam was also shit back then and not a welcome change, that is the ONLY thing I changed my mind on today as far as that goes.

>>62205
>CS:S was and still is great
I respectfully disagree, I believe CS:S was even worse than 1.6.

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 19:18:09 No.63673

>>61573
Just a random bump to tell most of the mechanics in CS 2 aren't too different from CS 1.6

Regards, a pool_day pro.

/dep/

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Anonymage 06/14/25 (Sat) 08:11:23 No.301262 [Reply]

It's Saturday night and I started taking a new antidepressant called Mirtazapine (15mg) on Thursday night.

This is my 10th or so attempt at a psychiatric medication. I've tried lots of therapy too.

Wish me luck anonymages. I was about to quit my job but watched some motivational videos on autoplay on Youtube for hours and as cheesy as it was, they convinced me to give this a go.

I didn't even get these prescribed recently. It was way back last year and then I just didn't take them because this particular medicine has a reputation for making people really fatigued.

It does put me to sleep. But, maybe that's ok. If it means I can find some happening apart from fapping and dreaming while I sleep.

Maybe it'll even help me turnaround my fortunes at work where it looks like I'm sliding towards a firing or just being unable to come in. Barely stopped myself raging at my boss the other day and took 2 weeks sick leave from stress afterwards. I need to swallow some humble pie come Monday and hopefully these pills help. Being off work for 2 weeks showed me I'm just as miserable and actually more so depressed, anxious and stressed not working despite all the antiwork slogans I collect.

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Anonymage 08/08/26 (Sat) 06:24:51 No.309612

>>307628
If you're still around, I wish you a full recovery wiz.

Anonymage 08/21/26 (Fri) 22:47:58 No.309958

I wish they prescribed OxyContin for depression

Anonymage 08/21/26 (Fri) 22:50:29 No.309959

>>304646
It is important to understand that the SSRIs serve the same purpose as a lobotomy. It is just a nicer packaged means of numbing and zombifying people because shoving a sharp object up your nose and stabbing your brain looks mean

Anonymage 09/01/26 (Tue) 19:03:04 No.310174

>>309959
Jews understand this.

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 19:10:12 No.310339

>>309959
>>310174
Yes my head does know this well now!

If you want to get healthy you don't just patch up your symptom, you try and throw some supplements, vitamins or micro-elements at the suspected deficiencies! And quit sugary drinks and coconuts cheap sweets, the palm oil gives you sore skin, sore guns, sore everything.

I personally consume something many Scandinavians do because they're Scandinavians stuck on a fishy peninsula.

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drop out of university bacause of self-steem Anonymage 07/01/26 (Wed) 20:18:22 No.308862 [Reply]

I wasted years of my life working and started college late. Last year, I began a degree program in psychology education to see if later I could handle a degree in psychology or become a therapist, and in short it was a disaster. I felt like a damn alien next to my classmates, and I didn’t feel comfortable in class, not with them, not with anything.
This year, I decided to start studying another major focused on the hobbies i love, music related things as hobby. I decided to try music education, and so far everything’s going well, and I even feel comfortable with my classmates, but the social aspect is still killing me.

>What's you cant handle?
>Vocal education
I can't handle vocal training classes I usually freeze up and can't even sing a scale. The strange thing is, I don't know if the teacher plays favorites, but she treats the succubi better, from what I've seen, they've been singing for a while, sing in church choirs around religious things etc, or already have experience with singing and high notes. I don't notice her treating the men the same way or giving them the same attention, and most of the guys haven't practiced singing before. Last time, she told me I don’t sing because I strive too much for perfection i dont believe this is true but this didnt help in anything. I don’t know if she misunderstood me or if she hates me, but I’m not sure if she understands that I can’t control my nerves and i actually told she about this. one day she just told me something in the lines of go to a psychologist bla bla Obviously, I failed her exams. maybe i the problem or she even tried to help much. maybe i will try to change to another teacher next year i dont know.

>Language and music theory problem
The language and music theory classes started a little late, but I love them (with piano classes), and the fun part comes in the later semesters. My only problem is that, because of some university policy, they make us record ourselves and… oh my god, I hate my fucking face. I’ve never liked recording myself, and they even make us record ourselves singing, which is even worse, because I can’t even stand in front of a camera for two seconds without go full into a panic attack of nervers and sadness. i hate mirrors and watching myself in recordings.

I’m seriously thinking about dropping out of this program because I knoPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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Anonymage 09/06/26 (Sun) 18:59:45 No.310254

Dear Wizard,

today I have discovered some people - 1 in 4, I think - experience anxiety from caffeine due to some gene not helping to metabolize caffeine properly.

I think I should treat coffee as my work drink again. I also think I was never supposed to drink tea at five o'clock. My self-esteem used to tank and I used to drink tons of coffee to just keep myself awake.

Anonymage 09/06/26 (Sun) 19:19:06 No.310257

>I felt like a damn alien next to my classmates, and I didn’t feel comfortable in class, not with them, not with anything.
I know this feeling. It happened in uni and now its happening in the workplace.
The best kind of job for me would be one where I don't have coworkers and can work from home.
I fantasize about playing poker for a living lel. That would be a nice job, but I don't think its possible.

Anonymage 09/07/26 (Mon) 05:33:32 No.310270

>>310257
How can we overcome alienation? I feel like the victory slide of a right extremist party in one of our federal states yesterday slightly helps. I'm rather leftist myself in many ways but I can't express enough how much I'm annoyed by people holding themselves in high regards and proclaim their superior morals when in fact I've always felt like an alien around such people. To me this is a little bit of relief that despite all their propaganda and rhetorics the right won. But if I think one step ahead I fear that the right might make everything even much worse for me. I don't know, people simply suck, left or right.

Anonymage 09/09/26 (Wed) 11:51:14 No.310315

>>308862
>psychology education
>become a therapist
>music education
these are delusional fantasies that you'd have to go hundreds of thousands of dollars in debt for masters+ degree with scant chance of getting a job that pays enough to justify the debt load.

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 19:04:35 No.310337

>>310315
This.
GPTs are a decent self-helpers once you install a LLaMa-like "AI on a thumbdrive" thingy on your private laptop. A commercial AI like ChatGPT can help you should you ask for "I am a seasoned PC user yet I need a walkthrough with installing a small AI on and from a thumb drive. I use windows btw"

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is male drawn hentai actually just gay porn? Anonymage 08/30/26 (Sun) 19:06:03 No.229692 [Reply]

Is it gay to jerk off to porn drawn by a man? Even if the man draws a succubus, a guy is basically making you cum. How do you square that circle?

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Anonymage 09/03/26 (Thu) 03:46:52 No.229742

You are cooming to an entity that exists in the world of ideas.

We are organisms made up of genes.

They are organisms made up of memes.

You can call them memeplexes or one of the many other terms out there that have existed for things like her.

But she exists even though she isn't locally real.

Hard to explain, but maybe you could get it better than I could try and articulate it.

Basically, the waifu is generated from our minds and then lives in the mental worlds we also made for her, and as long as she is transmitted she will continue to exist and evolve.

She's like a pathogen, surviving primarily in hosts and the works representing her likeness that act as a secondary vector, such as a fictional story sold for entertainment or cooming.

Anonymage 09/08/26 (Tue) 12:50:42 No.229761

I don't spend my life worrying about whether or not actions I take "make me gay" because I am not twelve years old and also am not in fact homosexual.

Anonymage 09/08/26 (Tue) 12:52:18 No.229762

>>229761
Denial

Anonymage 09/09/26 (Wed) 14:37:03 No.229779

op is technically correct but he omits the fact that there is no physical contact with the male artist. you're not mentally engaging with a male. why should it be gay, then?

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 18:36:26 No.229794

>>229692
LOL WHAT? You're, basically, invited into the world of the artist. In the world of the artists, all those succubi are well… Succubi. You're in the wrong if you treat the medium - the artist - as some incubus.

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Anonymage 09/01/26 (Tue) 00:52:28 No.229721 [Reply]

It’s nothing new for me to seem odd to those around me, but I wonder what it’s actually like to work. I’ve been unemployed for a long time and really want a job now that I’ve finished school. Is work just a series of miserable days? Then again, being unemployed is boring, too. So, what is it really like? I’m sure I’ll come across as strange in a workplace, but that doesn't matter; the real issue is that I don't know what to do. I’m afraid of the work environment and worry that I’m not competent at anything. Is the pressure intense? How do people actually earn a living like everyone else? How do you all make money—do you work, too?

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Anonymage 09/02/26 (Wed) 05:00:31 No.229736

>>229730
office work itself is extremely easy, although most of the fake jobs that do literally nothing and have no justification for existing are reserved for succubi. nobody works even close to eight but most office workers do a couple hours of work a day
the only downside is that a corporate desk job is more likely to be ruined by emotionally stunted coworkers and office politics drama queens than a real job is

Anonymage 09/02/26 (Wed) 10:23:13 No.229737

can you guess what the muffin's toppings are?

Anonymage 09/05/26 (Sat) 04:04:08 No.229746

Who would want to work at these temperatures with widespread covid/flu for pennies when you can rest at your cozy apartment with air conditioning completely subsidied by the state. I get €942 of disability and the only thing I have to do is a little antipsychotic injection every 10 weeks.

Anonymage 09/05/26 (Sat) 19:19:11 No.229748

>>229736
>fake jobs that do literally nothing and have no justification for existing are reserved for succubi.
Man, every time I go out and walk down the street I see succubi behind a desk doing nothing but scrolling.

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 18:34:38 No.229793

>>229721
Look, aside from being a guy surrounded by NOOOOORMIE ZOOOOMERS, you ahve a problem once youre left alone with some tasks. You, as a wizard, may start remeber all the bullshit your parents did to you. I do. Although, I have experienced a "revelation" my folks were 2 particular types of people abundant in our city so it's easily understandable what their actual motives were - one wanted to flaunt wealth, another also wanted to flaut wealth, so my actual humbleness was a blight for them. Screw thir glam brains…

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Absent yet omnipresent, both overbearing and useless Anonymage 09/01/26 (Tue) 13:51:29 No.229729 [Reply]

Just saw this while scrolling 4chan. My parents were exactly like that. Just wondering how true this is for any neets on this board?

My father is the single most negative person on the planet. He will often tell me that what I am thinking about doing is too much trouble and I shouldn't bother. He will poke holes in all sorts of plans I have. My mother does the same because she worries about me and then to deal with that she tells me all the things she is worried about happening to me as if it is helpful and she is protecting me from those things by telling me about them. In reality she is just instilling me with anxiety and doubt. Then they tell me to be a normalfag and am surprised when I can't do it. For many years I actually thought they were being helpful too, until I realized not being around them is like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. My first reflex has always been to turn to them for advice because I lack confidence. I realized that was a massive mistake because the reason I lack confidence is because of them.

Did your parents meet the mold in pic related?

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>>229729
In a way this is a form of narcissist over-protective parents things, they do everything for you but never give you opportunity for independence or even, they never teach you anything useful for self independence. Sometimes do but its hard to do.
>Also
They can say its your fault at everything when you fail, you can take as example some form o common routine like time managment, be social, survival skill, cooking, any common thing that maybe healthy families and parents teach to their sons.
They can take you this to even your 20 years old, is like a abandonment of human life development but hidden and masked in a lot of ways.

Anonymage 09/02/26 (Wed) 14:27:15 No.229738

>>229735
>you can take as example some form o common routine like time managment, be social, survival skill, cooking, any common thing that maybe healthy families and parents teach to their sons.

It's interesting that despite how overbearing they were, they never taught me any of these life skills. They never even told me what jobs they thought were good just that I had to go to college and get a high paying one. Never taught me anything about finance, never really taught me any skills directly at all.

Anonymage 09/02/26 (Wed) 16:56:41 No.229740

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>>229738
Its being neglected in a lot of ways.
>Also
You can get a lot of these dudes in narcissistparents sub from plebbit, in avpd sub there's some people, in a lot of ways a lot of non functional normies and NEETs of these places have these form of parents.
Maybe my mother is like this, she just repeat "better study" than teach me anything and she doesn know how much it hurt so much to no know anything or learn useful things like common people, so i slowly learn with internet or by others. And yes she keep gatekeeping me to teach me, or teach one time and very bad with little patience
I learned later (12 years old) to tie my shoelaces so that say all, very dehumanizing and damaged self-esteem not big surprise, if you start to compare yourself with other more healthy or normies is the worst.

Anonymage 09/04/26 (Fri) 22:30:16 No.229745

>>229732
Yeah, you're right. I'm done telling my parents shit just so they can sabotage me and fill me with doubt and worry.

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 18:32:01 No.229792

>>229729
>Did your parents meet the mold in pic related?

It's THE recipe for baking the perfect 30khhv until the very moment this very 30khhv suddenly realizes if everything is a "sin" then… nothing is, since nothing stands out in this universe, because what is a sin? Everything is one. You have a need to reproduce? LUST. You want to eat some more food? GLUTTONY? You want to preserve some food for the next year? Whoops, also GLUTTONY. You want to hoard some nice figurines? Nuh-hu, LUST again!

The experience with dealing with such a leash makes people like myself believe everything is a sin - something a regular Jake or a regular Matt never goes through.

Bottom line is, yes. I do think my parents fit the mold. I am not some thug of a bandit though; had I been completely fatherless I would become a bandit but instead… I am just a wizard.

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materialism, nihilism / universe experiencing itself Anonymage 07/28/26 (Tue) 00:37:41 No.325225 [Reply]

>>/dep/309323
>>>/dep/309323
i originally wrote this as a reply to the (image attached) but it ended up being way too long. im also wasn't writing it specifically in response to that anon.it was meant as a broader response to materialist-nihilist arguments in general. since it's not really suitable for /dep/ i figured itd be better to open a separate thread and argue it here.

the fact that something has no "meaning" when you don't even know what "meaning" actually is, and can't even consider that the very idea that something has to be meaningful could itself just be an evolutionary behavioral pattern translated into thought (not wanting to waste energy on pointless effort, the evolutionary energy conservation mechanism) completely flies over your head. you don't even stop to consider whether your very search for "meaning" is itself meaningful.

the reality of the fact that you're existing and experiencing something right now isn't erased just because it's "meaningless" the reality of your current experience has absolutely nothing to do with the fact that it'll eventually end or it's "meaningless".

you latch onto nihilist bullshit and with zero logic, go "we came from nothing and when we die we'll become nothing again" (we are material bodies) yet you don't even have the cognitive capacity to question the "we came from nothing" part.

you know you exist right now. you're here. you exist. if you believe that after death you'll become "nothing" again, while completely ignoring the fact that you're a being that supposedly came from "non-existence" and you can accept nothingness as the foundation of everything while failing to realize that you're literally a being capable of conceiving, contemplating and interpreting the very idea of nothingness, then you've already failed the most basic test of logic.
the first thing you should be questioning is the fact that you "exist" right now.

in other words, your materialist nihilism contradicts itself by its very own existence. being a being that claims everything is "nothing" throws materialism / nihilism straight into the trash.
because, under your own framework, everything must ultimately reduce to processes occurring in the brain.

according to your reductive materialism, when we die consciousness ceases to exist. in other words, consciousPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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Anonymage 08/24/26 (Mon) 19:57:15 No.325526

This reminds me of Universal line by John paolucci

Anonymage 08/25/26 (Tue) 15:54:33 No.325529

Does philosophy have an answer to existential numbness?

I give zero fucks to meaningthingness.
To most other things too.

Is there a thought school on "why should I care"? Probably none of the modern ones.

And yet the state of existential numbness certainly is not to be considered desirable for, well, at least "aesthetic" reasons. It just doesn't look good to be a no one.

However, well, the world actually gives zero fucks about aesthetics (the way I understand it, and the way Exupery understood it in Citadelle).

tl;dr: the thread itself is meaningless for me and you can do nothing with it.

Anonymage 08/25/26 (Tue) 17:06:15 No.325534

>>325435
>….at the end there must be a structure that cannot be broken apart, cannot be divided
Says fucking who?

Anonymage 09/04/26 (Fri) 10:54:12 No.325620

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>>325225
>"you" exist
no, "i" don't. next post

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 18:24:14 No.325680

>>325435
tl;dr a certain 30khhv IS the LORD: the post

/jp/

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Anonymage 08/05/26 (Wed) 06:59:54 No.44417 [Reply]

Am I the only one who finds Sailor Moon more girly than Tokyo Mew Mew? I've wondered if anyone else feels the same way I do.

Anonymage 08/05/26 (Wed) 12:19:54 No.44419

Yes, you're the only one who thinks that. You're the sole person who can see the truth. You're the chosen one.

Anonymage 08/05/26 (Wed) 13:23:48 No.44420

When I watched it for the first time it did not give an "anime for succubi" impression but more like for everyone that like magical succubi so Tokyo Mew Mew is more in the girly side I think, but the last time I have watched Sailor Moon was in the 90's so I might be wrong and when I mentioned it to a classmate he said it was gay and lame, screw him, he was gay and lame=)

Anonymage 09/06/26 (Sun) 02:49:30 No.44456

I like the '90s English dub.

Anonymage 09/06/26 (Sun) 10:12:22 No.44458

>>44456
I usually don't like dubs but Sailor Moon is one of the few I can stomach because I watched the Sunrise dub back on YTV in the day

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 18:20:19 No.44471

>>44417
Tokyo Mew Mew: the character is a "mew mew", a kitty.
Sailor Moon: a decent stacey succibi representation; probably inspired by spoiled 80s kids of rich Japanese folks.

/jp/

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Kids shows Anonymage 05/03/22 (Tue) 01:54:26 No.38895 [Reply]

I've found myself watching, and this thread is as much of a confession as much as anything, kids shows. It started off due to the threads we've had about Cardcaptor Sakura and Doremy, but then I realized after watching them that I was feeling…oddly good and optimistic about the world in general. It's weird, because on the one hand I hate watching this stuff because, well, it's so fucking stupid and vapid, but on the other hand I love watching it because it's so goddam relaxing and healing to the soul. I find myself questioning whether this entertainment is purposefully made this way, to emotionally manipulate individuals past a certain age into a state of depression.

Uhm, thanks for reading my blogpost? Otherwise, I guess share some younger-demographic anime you might be watching?

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Anonymage 01/25/26 (Sun) 14:22:40 No.44164

>>38895
left the ground.. in black and white…

Anonymage 05/14/26 (Thu) 21:08:32 No.44270

>>38904
but everyone already know it

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I found myself really enjoying Majokko Tsukune Chan.

Anonymage 08/20/26 (Thu) 12:39:13 No.44437

>>40567
What the hell kind of entertainment do you suggest we consume instead then with all the stress and pain from existing weighing down on us? If all you see around you is stress, fear and anxiety over merely trying to survive and get by, what's wrong with trying to get away from it at least by watching cheerful slice of life shows? Or, if what you suggest is manning up and rising against by enlightening yourself and investing into "serious" adult media, how do you figure we'd get the strength for that if everything is already so bleak

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 18:17:12 No.44469

>confession

Eating slices of breakfast while blasting a "slice of life" anime is indeed a way to start your day :)

>It started off due to the threads we've had about Cardcaptor Sakura and Doremy, but then I realized after watching them that I was feeling…oddly good and optimistic about the world in general

Azumanga, KOn, something funny like Yanineko if you like smoking already and need some borderline "boomer humor" or smoker neet representation in a cheap slapstick comedy

/dep/

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Sad Oekaki Anonymage 07/12/26 (Sun) 18:39:33 No.309031 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

whenever you're depressed or sad, come here and draw something using Oekaki. you can draw whatever you want

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Anonymage 09/07/26 (Mon) 23:04:37 No.310282

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The weather is getting colder, i'm happy to be wearing a beanie again.

Anonymage 09/07/26 (Mon) 23:16:36 No.310283

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Anonymage 08/14/26 (Fri) 21:45:18 No.229614 [Reply]

Are there any wizards who are uncomfortable when there is a succubus? even around female family members. when there's men and succubi in the same room and I'm here, I try not to look at the succubus's body but my brain can't. it puts me in very uncomfortable situation for me and for other people around because I know they know and they know I know. whenever it happens, I want to kill myself. must be because I'm a virgin and a pervert. It kills me for real. I can feel the tense and feel the men/man of the group/family wanting to beat the shit out of me or talk and give hints. I wish I wasn't a pervert or a creep or a weirdo.
please help a wizard who's in big trouble. I wish to never exist, I'll say it again but it is really that: it fucking kills me inside so bad. I'm so scared

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Anonymage 09/08/26 (Tue) 11:37:32 No.229760

>>229759
Delusional

Anonymage 09/08/26 (Tue) 12:56:05 No.229763

>>229759
In my experience those succubi end up using you like a fucking psychologist

Anonymage 09/08/26 (Tue) 23:06:48 No.229772

>>229763
That's actually based. Those are the best ones.

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 17:07:37 No.229790

>>229772
Have you experienced something similar?

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 18:12:20 No.229791

>>229614
Dealing with just one succubus capable of telling me the same thing over and over more than 10 times in one meeting made me uncomfortable with dealing with succubi's subtle signals

>>229626
CRAB RAUS!

/dep/

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Anonymage 09/30/25 (Tue) 10:40:39 No.303176 [Reply]

Reminder to take your vitamins, especially "fish oil" one " Vitamin D3

they say Vitamin D3, because "Vitamin D" sounds like an euphemism, kekeke

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Anonymage 09/08/26 (Tue) 18:53:26 No.310297

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take two-a-day by life extension as a multivitamin.

Then you vill take my concoctions from pic related, the uber stack for mana power

Anonymage 09/08/26 (Tue) 18:53:42 No.310298

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>>310297
this is the advanced magic for wizards

Anonymage 09/08/26 (Tue) 19:05:16 No.310302

>>310202
>>310253
>>310256
Apologies.

However, the Consumer Reports has issued an update:

https://www.consumerreports.org/health/food-safety/these-five-protein-powders-had-low-lead-levels-a1151050701/

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>>310297
>>310298
Boomer placebos

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 18:09:26 No.310330

>>310304
What's your alternative then?
(srsly lol)

/dep/

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Wageslave General Anonymage 08/30/26 (Sun) 20:21:36 No.310123 [Reply]

seeking an escape edition

previous >>303736

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Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 00:39:04 No.310323

>>310322
Those only work if you have high IQ. If you're someone who is predetermined to be low IQ, then you can only cope.

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 05:52:43 No.310324

>>310322
>>310323

you re both rite,

decided to stop bein low Iq, tomorrow i ll pick up an impressive Iq and be attractive and successful,

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 08:52:23 No.310325

>>310323
You can't tell that it's sarcastic post?

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 09:16:52 No.310326

>>310325
Very low IQ

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 18:09:13 No.310329

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what are you guys eating as of late
don't you feel like having a burger?

/dep/

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Alcoholism Anonymage 08/11/25 (Mon) 14:25:02 No.302164 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Does anyone here struggle with alcohol, or have managed to quit?

It used to be a good coping mechanism for me, but it seems the older I've gotten the worse it feels, and it's become detrimental to my health and the way I behave around people. Easily annoyed, constantly starting shit, tired all the time, strange pains. And I was still getting worse, fast.

This has been a wake-up call and I'm realizing I need to quit before it's too late. Though that's easy for me to say now when I'm still feeling bad, and I fear the cravings will come back strong, but I know I've got to try.

Curious to hear others experience with this.

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Anonymage 07/28/26 (Tue) 08:26:47 No.309397

>>309389
This is only like 10% true. Careful with sugar.

Anonymage 08/12/26 (Wed) 08:20:11 No.309704

>>309354
The craves went away after a few weeks (I would argue the soda/caffeine might have even helped in the quitting process) and now things are back to normal.

Next step is to cut out all processed and empty carbs.

Anonymage 08/21/26 (Fri) 20:34:47 No.309954

alcohol taketh away more than it giveth. a beer or two in the afternoon is fine but the hangxiety from heavy drinking sucks, don't ever let it go that far.

Anonymage 09/05/26 (Sat) 07:26:50 No.310230

There is no easy way to quit. But like you said eventually it will fuck you up and you will realize enough is enough.

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 18:01:57 No.310328

>>302164
This thread made me drink a little

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