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 No.303825[Reply]

Would they? I've been thinking.

My mom is already LDAR'ing due to the debt and she's already lost one child, so I think either by suicide or stress she would die. My dad? He didn't seem to care that much when my stepbro died, but I am his firstborn. I don't know really. My little brother would probably just turn into me. That's my only concern. Everyone else, would cry for a day maybe.
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 No.310605

>>310600
They care because it reflects poorly on them which can be traumatic to their self-image. Murders are often wrong place, wrong time like a car accident caused by a drunk driver.

 No.310611

I don't know. I don't care enough about other people around me to know

 No.310625

My little cousin would maybe be a bit sad. Parents would pretend to be sad about it then stop caring after a bit. Outside of that, no one would care.

 No.310629

>>303825
only my aunt and my dad. after they pass away, all bets are off

 No.310631

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>>305962
>my life was like a game of running away from gross people
I relate to this very much. My parents allowed one of my older brothers to sexually and physically abuse me every day throughout my childhood. The best feeling ever was cutting them off. Even though I’m homeless, atleast I have a job, and I never have to talk to them ever again. I feel better, and being homeless isn’t even 10% as bad as people say, but I’m still sodapressed.



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 No.230021[Reply]

When I was younger I was quite naive and thought that most people were respectful and understanding, and that as long you managed to approach them with those values in mind people would return the favor. Then as I grew older I obviously realized that's mostly bullshit, but I was still naive enough to think that you could have relationships with people on the basis of those qualities at least some of the time, like with your family for example. Now, I'm starting to think you can't even have that.
Every interaction is like a game of heads or tails, where you're always either on top or on the bottom -no in between- and it happens in the most benign interactions. For example, even something minor like admitting that I've been a bit tired this week because I slept poorly causes people to look down on me or act annoyed. Whereas if I tell someone that I've been feeling great and wake up every morning at 7:00 to do an hour of exercise they're impressed and instantly treat me better. I found that it's far and away better to never show any weakness whatsoever, and hype yourself up instead (even if it's not true).
I guess this is why normalfags always lie and brag, and exaggerate their own achievements and where the whole idea of saving face and all that comes from. It's not just self-aggrandizment for their own ego (although I'm sure that's a big part), it actually significantly changes how people treat you.
I guess you see it as well with succubi who drop their boyfriends as soon as they show some kind of weakness like crying, or being emotionally down, etc.

I know that to many this will seem like a childish realization, but it genuinely took me my whole life to come to this understanding.


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 No.325782[Reply]

Discuss lucid dream plans, daydreams, fanatasies, scripts, etc you have that can't absolutely be said anywhere else naught at an anonymous forum for wizards
>no sexual items
>no minors involved

 No.325783

>>325782
Rule 2 you god damn nigger
>Do not state or suggest that you had, will have or want to have sexual or romantic experiences.

 No.325784

>>325783
PIECE OF RETARD, I SAID NO SEXUAL ITEMS
I SAID NON SEXUAL



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 No.60202[Reply]

Anyone here interested in researching serial killers? I find some of their backstories and psychiatric evaluations really interesting…
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 No.71201

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Good ol' Golden State Killer, Joseph James DeAngelo. Every photo of him in court/prison makes it look he don't give a FUCK, like he's doing everyone else a favor by being there, it's kinda amusing.

>Although DeAngelo originally targeted succubi alone in their homes or with children, he eventually preferred attacking couples. This change in modus operandi is believed to be a direct result of media reports claiming he only attacked succubi alone in the home. His usual method was to break in through a window or sliding glass door and awaken the sleeping occupants with a flashlight, threatening them with a handgun. Victims were subsequently bound with ligatures (often shoelaces) that he found or brought with him, then blindfolded and gagged with towels that he had ripped into strips. The female victim was usually forced to tie up her male companion before she was bound. The bindings were often so tight that the victims' hands were numb for hours after being untied. He then separated the couple, often stacking dishes on the man's back and threatening to kill everyone in the house if he heard them rattle. He would then move the succubus to the living room and rape her repeatedly. A decade later, police reported that DeAngelo repeatedly said, "I hate you, Bonnie" (the name of his former fiancée) during a 1978 rape, the 37th attack. DeAngelo sometimes spent hours in the home ransacking closets and drawers, eating food in the kitchen, drinking beer, raping the succubus again, or making additional threats. Victims sometimes thought he had left the house before he "jump[ed] from the darkness".


And he drinks his victims' fucking beer right out of the fridge too, just to add insult to injury (and murder/surprise-sex ofc)

 No.71203

>>71197
War criminals are an entirely different class of criminals altogether.

 No.71207

>>61650
>>61663
>>62372
>>64098

I find it hypocritical how they glaze over specific serial killers, but never ones from brazil/mexico or blacks from the projects who are far more vicious than any of the standard american ones. They're all equally fucking hideous, yet foids seem to arbitrarily differentiate it. In modern day, there are far more serial killers across the world than in any era, yet they'll almost never be glazed the same way. The mexican chainsaw politician man for example, who was all over the news, esp. mexican news a decade ago, yet no foid glazes over him. The recent takedown of major cartel boss El Zambaya or something, who's committed some of the most vicious murders in cartel history with a massive bodycount that would make any 80s killer shudder, yet no foid glazes him. I mean, this dude murdered a young boy and his police father in the most brutal method imaginable, ripped his heart out and everything. There are african warlords who kill random people for sport and eat people on camera.

Yet foids consistently glaze over the most unremarkable, old ass killers from long ago. If they're gonna be mentally ill perverse retarded whores with loose leaky holes, then at least stay consistent. But meh, I suppose thats too much to ask from foids lmao

Maybe I'm just in an american echo chamber, maybe they get glazed outside my field of view. I'm just saying what I have seen.

I dont exactly understand foids very well so perhaps someone could explain this anomaly. Maybe my fellow wizard had a mother like this? I am unfortunately motherless :'(

 No.71208

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>>71207
>el zambaya
retard, its' EL MAYO.(ZambaDa) Zambaba is his surname (real name) ,not his nickname\alias.
also Z42 and Z40 killed way more people, Z40, el Chayo, and el R1 from cjng were cannibals. el acido and el cherry of CDG, too, notorious cannibals.
ramon arellano COOKED a human heart and ate it.
step up your narco lore

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>>71208
OKAY OKAY I GET IT I DONT WATCH GORE VERY OFTEN I KNOW I NEED TO GET MY GAME UP.



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 No.229896[Reply]

I'm about 22 and coming to terms with the fact that I'm a crab and probably won't be getting a girlfriend

with that in mind, I am kind of grateful that without females in my life, I can focus on productive stuff like reading, writing, playing videogames ect

what types of stuff do you do to fill the time and feel less lonely?

 No.229900

You are honestly too young to be having this discussion.

 No.229901

>>229900
how so?

 No.230019

>what types of stuff do you do to fill the time and feel less lonely?

you have to protect your dreams. every time you find something interesting or you think you wanna try this out or go to this place, you have to make a little note of that so that you can find it again. because these little creative hunches they are so fragile, they usually don't live long. so help your hunches survive a bit longer by using a system that helps you deal with them.

creativity is brittle, there is tons of stuff you can do to help it along.

also once you get involved in manifesting the live you wanna live, don't be surprized of females suddenly caring about you.

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 No.310113[Reply]

Just got fired from my dead end job and i noticed i have nothing going for my life. No real skills or anything that could make me enough money to go retire early to some third world shithole and live the pseudo neet life. Would military service be a good idea? i have no delusions about striking gold or doing some call of duty shenanigans. it's a recognizeable organization and people often hire vets just cause theyre vets from my experience
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 No.310296

do it, super based. They yell at you a lot in the army especially in basic, but your body will build a callus to the tough life and you will become a stronger man. Don't waste a moment, sign up as a reservist if you don't want to go full time. All the doom and gloom and demoralization cannot change the fact that you as a man are going back to your natural home and habitat, the body of legion in many

 No.310305

>>310296
You should do it, maybe I'll see you on drone cam soon

 No.310314

>>310113
unless you're trying to scam the VA for enough disability to live in SEA after one 4 year stint, don't bother.

I don't have anything going for me, but im comfortable just being an overnight security guard. my life is completely devoid of stress. i make enough to pay all my bills and invest about 1k a month. im typing this on the clock right now.

if you're going to join, make sure you get a non-combat MOS like cryptological linguist or something that has a civilian/fed pipeline. don't go be infantry or something

 No.310627

>>310113
I got kicked out of basic training for being too weak. I remember crying when the drill sgts yelled at me for something. I had fucked up, and i knew that not only did they talk about me, but the other trainees talked about me as well. I couldn't make eye contact either, my social skills where awful. I remember when my incredibly short short career came to an end, it felt like a gut punch.I came home and i fell into a deep depression which i still feel.

 No.310630

may I suggest Airborne Psychological operations?



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 No.227929[Reply]

Norms, notions and behaviors they have that annoys you.

>Never argue with your critics or openly dismiss them

Their blood seems to almost always boil when you openly disagree or argue back against their point of view. They seems to just expect you to just nod along and agree(even if it's dishonestly).
Even if they deliverer their criticism rudely they expect you to still be polite with them.
Been told that snarky responses to people's criticism like
>I don't care go fix it yourself if you have a problem with it!
>Rich coming from an amateur like you, I like to see you do better!
>Who cares about what you have to say? Shove it up your ass!
>If you don't like it then do something else!
Will just ensure no one will bother to be honest with you, if they see you do something that is bad/wrong they will keep their mouth shut or lie saying you're doing great and hope you sabotage for yourself.
For a while I bought this. However, it just lead to people daring to be more rude with me. Eventually lead me to snap and revert to my old behavior. Then people started to choose their words more carefully when they talk to me.
Most of the time their criticism isn't even constructive, it's just them wanting you to cater to their preferences. So far this "antisocial" behavior haven't cause me any harm.
This is just some bollocks normies made up, because they don't like when people disagree or argues with them. They just want to be "right" without any push back.
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 No.229986

>>229983
is politics not important to you?
since the politicians in charge ultimately gain controll over you and your rights, thus making it important if you are crab/wizard

 No.229987

>>229986
not in the hands of you, making it not important lol
if u cant really change who controlls you its over, thats why politics is not important in my opinion

 No.229995

>>229987
Actually you can change who controls you. You can choose to go another city, another country, another company, etc.

Also, you are much more likely to get scammed by powerful people if you aren't well-informed about how society works in-depth. Thats why politics is an important topic to know about, even though it's stupid to get emotionally invested in a cause like right or left.

 No.230014

>>229908
Precisely because I am here. I would be on swingers or some crap. I don't deal with flirting as much as I do with le banta.

 No.230018

>hugging and making le disgust face
>saying hi and making le disgust face
>hand shaking and making le disgust face



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 No.71025[Reply]

What's the last movie you've seen?
What's the best movie you've seen lately?

Previous thread:
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 No.71189

>>71186
Europa Report is pretty good hard scifi in space.

 No.71190

>>71186
The Phantom Menace

 No.71191

>>71025
Memento, boring and dull.

 No.71194

Watched The Raven, the Corman movie.
Other than Lenore and the daughter, Vincent Price's character's life looked comfy as hell. He was very good at acting alongside the raven, too.
Vincent Price, Peter Lorre, Boris Karloff, and a very you Jack Nicholson all in the same movie really is something else.

 No.71206

Ghost in the Shell 30th Anniversary 4K



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 No.68877[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

All you need to begin drawing is a pencil and some paper

Feel free to post any drawings of yours in this thread. Illustration, doodle, traditional, digital - anything goes. Discussion on skillbuilding techniques and fair critique of other wizards' work is welcome.

Videos:

Tyler Edlin - https://www.youtube.com/user/TylerE2284
Proko - https://www.youtube.com/user/ProkoTV
Sinix - https://www.youtube.com/user/sinixdesign
Scott Robertson - https://www.youtube.com/user/scottrobertsondesign
Matt Kohr (CtrlPaint) - https://www.ctrlpaint.com/library
Aaron Blaise - https://www.youtube.com/user/AaronBlaiseArt
Vilpu (Anatomy) - https://mega.nz/folder/9Pw1lYaS#Me7LSwlSg59lNGmkj9tt4w/folder/lPoXEYxS

Poses/Gestures
QuickPoses -https://www.quickposes.com/en
PoseSpace -https://www.posespace.com/posetool/default.aspx
https://x6ud.github.io/#/ Animal Head Reference Finder
https://anatomy360.info/anatomy-scan-reference-dump/

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 No.71141

>>71140
You're insanely talented, subscribed

 No.71147

>>71140
mfw a cold Dr. Pepper

 No.71167

>>71032
Thanks, though I'm surprised how well this looked despite my then lack of proper knowledge (I realized the only thing I concidentially did right was "progress the action").
Your animation looks splendid, especially with the way you grabbed the horizon and turned it into a table, really creative ^^.

If you're interested like I was in going further here's animator Richard Williams' entire course (he directed stuff like The Theif and the Cobbler and all of the animation in Roger Rabbit)
https://archive.org/details/animatorssurvivalkitdvds/the+animators+survival+kit/THE+ANIMATOR%27S+SURVIVAL+KIT+logo.mp4?

Cheers.

 No.71202

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First portrait digital drawing. Its okayish.

 No.71205

Are you a wizard?


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 No.228184[Reply]

how often do you beat of? i have to force myself to do it a couple of times a week im not fat but not muscular either no way that the testosterone dips this fast? im 30 i never feel hornyness anylonger
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 No.229997

>>229992
Fair enough, but since it's a natural behavior—one that even monkeys exhibit in the wild—doesn't that imply it's beneficial for the organism? Personally, I think that if evolution led monkeys to adopt this behavior, there's probably a good reason for it, and you shouldnt "be against it" because it is absurd to be against nature.

 No.230000

>>229997
hmm what does schopenhower have to say about repeating digits or something

 No.230001

>>229997
i mean
arent we a subspecie of monkeys who evolved certain faculties better then others
also i just think thats the overall side effect of being in a domesticated society, along with many other things

 No.230007

>>230000
Niggerget

 No.230017

I don't even remember. Goddamn.



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 No.309794[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Another Evil under the Sun Edition. You of many.

Previous: >>308343

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 No.310592

>>310590
>>310591
really good shit, mein mages
love it when I read people enjoying a nice meal!

 No.310616

The only change age brought in me was an ever more present fear of death. Fuck my nigger faggot life, just what I needed, attachment to a worthless existence.

 No.310617

>>310616
what are your favorite meals? I'm thinkin about goin to a mc donalds today and order 5 big macs

 No.310626

>>310617
None. I'm dead inside. I do enjoy coffee and raw cacao either in powder or nibs, with a generous spoon of cinnammon, all mixed in a milk banana smoothie and oats/granola or cookies, either coconut or pecan flavored, Oreos are cool too.

Fuck man if I had money for 5 big macs you know what I'd be eating? Shrimp, but I haven't had shrimp easily in over 15 years, I just remember them as tasting really nice.

If my dad wasn't a faggot boomer obsessed with health despite being a fatass himself, and I wasn't such a poor useless nigger, I'd be having a nice thick fat and juicy steak with cheese. Instead my main protein source is canned tune and sardine. I'm ok with tuna but sardine kinda fed me up

 No.310628

>>310626
>If my dad wasn't a faggot boomer obsessed with health despite being a fatass himself, and I wasn't such a poor useless nigger
sorry wizanon im dead inside too but this sentence made me laugh - thanks


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 No.53574[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What are some hobbies that don't involve consuming anything? You purchase a 1 time item and very rarely if ever have to replace it. Learning yo-yo tricks would be a consumptionless hobby in this case. There are obviously thinks like whistling or playing the spoons too. The idea is it has to make as little foot print as possible while being something you can develop and grow at. Drawing wouldn't count because you need paper.
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 No.70232

>>70231
tbf you could probably do running competitions, archery, javelin throws, etc in the hippodrome

 No.70235

>>69982
I have flatest feet possible, so much it is now ruins my knees. But back when I attempted sports, I bought soft yet bouncy insoles that were tremendously helpful.

 No.70244

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>>53574
I'd count drawing if you go for digital, get a tablet and a stylus, and then you're good to go! Even cheaper ones work well, I use a cheap used tablet and a capacitive stylus.

 No.70283

You can buy a cards and learn how to play

 No.71204

>>54403
Everything is a consumption


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 No.228815[Reply]

Does somewiz know what happens after death..? I don't like procrastinating very much now. I'd really like to know what I'm getting into.
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 No.228931

I forgot I made this thread

 No.229209

Do we really have all this consciousness just to go poof? That's fucked up man.

 No.229994

we will never really know anon

 No.230012

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“The real question of life after death isn't whether or not it exists, but even if it does what problem this really solves.”
― Ludwig Wittgenstein
“When we can't think for ourselves, we can always quote”
― Ludwig Wittgenstein

 No.230016

>>228815
I don't think we're really capable of understanding the fact that the answer is nothing, which it very likely is. There's no way to explain to your conscious observing brain, in a way it will accept as an answer, what it's "like" to not be conscious and observing. It's never going to make sense.



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 No.43213[Reply]

I would love to watch every single pokemon season out there, every single gundam season, every single precure season, every single Digimon season, every single Detective Conan episode, every single Doraemon episode, every single Kamen Rider season, I am a NEET, so it gives me a sort of "life-fuel" to have such loong shows in my backlog until my parents find me a job or something, i just fear i would eventually get tired/burned out or the quality would become unwatchable for me eventually since i hear some of these are inconsistent, are there any other super long otaku-media projects you are looking for? Manga/VNs/LNs count too, i might also add Horizon in the middle of nowhere if i wanted to stretch to different otaku media.

+ I just found this:
https://myanimelist.net/stacks/39354
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 No.44485

>>43222
>Legend of the Galactic Heroes
Hmm, that looks like a good one that is what I was looking for. Can you tell me about it?

 No.44488

you can watch tv shows at 1.5x speed, playing games takes more time

 No.44489

It was a Kinnikuman and Hokuto no Ken year for me. I recently got into Lupin III. I like old stuff because I can doze off easily.

 No.44490

>>44489
Lol I never whathed that before

 No.44491

>>44490
Yeah it's like Tiger Mask x9000!



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 No.68481[Reply]

One thing that completely captivates my interest and imagination is reading about genocides. Some might perceive it as an immature morbid fascination, but for me I think genocide connects aspects of history, politics and human psychology I find interesting.

I collect certain things related to genocide. I have a ‘srbosjek’ - a Serb cutter. The hand knife was used to cut the throats of Serbs during the genocide by the Croatian Ustasze.

I have always thought that beneath the veneer of human civility and empathy, most humans are under certain conditions capable of psychopathic acts of cruelty. Humans bend to social pressure with ease and our empathy is not as strong as it is performed. Lord of the Flies is an understatement.

I visited Cambodia and was really blown away by the history there. The ideology of the Khmer Rouge was fascinating. The number of people that took part in the genocide and only 3 were prosecuted.
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 No.70520

>>70431
Why is this so true xD

 No.70571

>>70441
>Sergeant Grey
You dont belong on this site, please go back to your tranny discord

 No.71196

I will try to find the articles; but there is a "theoretical genocide", posited by a Soviet-era demographer-historian, that 1 million or more (!) people died of starvation during the Great Depression in USA, as well as Roosevelt's PAW engineer projects being literally gulags in the marshes and swamps

 No.71198

>>71196
The researcher, Boris Borisov, in his article titled “The American Famine” estimated the victims of the financial crisis in the US at over seven million people. The researcher also directly compared the US events of 1932-1933 with Holodomor, or Famine, in the USSR during 1932-1933.
>https://www.rt.com/usa/interview-with-boris-borisov/
B.B.: Seven and a half million people does not mean the number of particular victims of the famine, but a general demographic loss, or the difference between the supposed population on the date of the census that was due to be held in 1940 and the factual number of people. In reality, the total demographic loss is bigger. The fact is not contested by anyone. The figure is more than ten million people.

 No.71199

>>71198
Voluntary defenders of U.S. values who venture to discuss the matter with me, normally begin with a statement that those people were simply not born. However, if we take the age pyramid and distribute the people according to their dates of birth, it becomes apparent that 5.5 million children and two million grown-ups are missing from the 7.5 million. So, those two million people could not have been non-existent – as they had been born. They could only die.

The overall loss in ten years could be estimated as being from four – or slightly fewer – to six – or slightly more – million.
Let me quote some figures, if you don’t mind – demonstrating how other countries reacted to the similar situation. If you believe that four or six million people is a terrible number, let me quote this: male mortality rate in Russia: 810,000 in 1984; 1,226,000 in 1994 – whereas the population is the same. In other words, as compared with 1984, the year 1996 had an additional number of 416,000 dead males. You have to add females and children to that figure.
https://herecomeschina.com/p/11-million-americans-starved-to-death
According to the US statistics, the US lost 8, 553,000 people from 1931 to 1940. Afterwards, population growth indices change twice instantly exactly between 1930-1931: the indices drop and stay on the same level for ten years. There can no explanation to this phenomenon found in the extensive text of the report by the US Department of Commerce “Statistical Abstract of the United States,” the author wrote.



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 No.309031[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

whenever you're depressed or sad, come here and draw something using Oekaki. you can draw whatever you want
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wizards final spell…

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 No.227891[Reply]

Why don't you have a tulpa, anon?
You can cheat yourself out of loneliness by fostering a loving relationship with an imaginary friend.

Benefits of a tulpa,
>You can choose any shape or form for her.
>You will never feel alone.
>She will always show unconditional love.
>She will always follow you around.
>You can have sex without losing your virginity powers or contracting STDs.
>Costs absolutely nothing.
>Basically the 'ultimate' form of a waifu.
The only negative is the social stigma, which you can easily avoid by not revealing your powerlevel.

It was the best decision of my life. It feels so good to have someone take care of you, compliment you and physically comfort you.
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 No.229904

>>228375
biggest larp ever

 No.229979

what is that, though

 No.229981

>>228375
sounds funny, but its too much effort imo, imagining something other then you with different hobbies and whatnot, and the worst part of it its not even real

 No.229982

if this thread was about creating a tulpa and manifesting them in a lucid dream and having sex with it/other things then i would be more positive

 No.230015

>>229982
Need a thread focused on that, I want to have a tupla waifu to pass the time with.



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 No.309393[Reply]

Is anyone else here being cyber-bullied? I have been cyberbullied by a colleague in my hobby for over 10 years; he has used his superior reputation to waylay, insult me and make me feel insignificant. It doesn't matter how many laps I would run around him, he only becomes more entrenched in his own sense of superiority. It used to be I just didn't have the catalog of works to "prove myself" to him. Now he is just being incalcitrant, dismissing that I have such works even now. The worst part is that my "envy" has moved from wanting a catalog like his, to having now, in my own estimation, attained that catalog to envying his pride and arrogance and self-assuredness. This is terrible to envy these things as a supposed Christian. And worse, I kind of just think "what if he died. Then I could enjoy my hobby in peace". As a Christian I shouldn't want the death of anyone. But I will say, I could be a lot more happy if he completely lost his access to the internet.
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>>310494
I have selective mutism so im like airlines fuel to assholes jerks that like to talk to much or have no problem to make suffering me bacause i fight little to them. In general i talk normal to normies and in hobby talks but when there're these attention whores its like they build a hierarchy to bully people thanks to their power, wealth, charisma, image or wathever
>Also
I never told anyone about this thing about selective mutism (just one nun and she was the most gentle and kind person i met in my life but she was more a nun than a succubi)
but i know these assholes know it by nature and they love ans enjoy torture me.
>And worse, I kind of just think "what if he died. Then I could enjoy my hobby in peace". As a Christian I shouldn't want the death of anyone.
I a stupid agnostic but i read a lot of religions and philosophies of life and every year i turn more slowly into a Buddhist Daoist with some christian like mindset and ideas.
And yes this year i got that idea of "what if this asshole achieve the worst possible suffering experience in life and keeps living with this suffering for his entire damn existence without death peace" and yes, this is a contradiction of my ideas and ideals, these are like alien ideas to me.
You know, doing these practices of metta or love-kindness actually hurt me a lot knowning that i feel like this in response to suffering that these assholes cause me. Its like i slowly turn from a Jedi to a Sith.
The best to do is learn to ignore them and if they are too much annoying take it to the legal.

 No.310502

>>310494
it's ok, there's so many half breeds around that nobody is gonna be able to tell you apart

 No.310513

>>309393
Yes, I don't know who it is as I see it everywhere I go, multiple people, will probably do a Rodger if I don't find it

 No.310517

>>309393
He sounds like a typical narcissist, OP. Cut contact with him and find another social circle. You don't have to put up with this.

 No.310622

Every time I establish myself in some group i get bullied, their 6th sense is remarkable I must say. I resort to just being alone, or fully embracing being the biggest troll I can possibly be, which often leads to bans and currently 2 police visits to my house!!



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 No.310123[Reply]

seeking an escape edition

previous >>303736
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 No.310603

I somehow managed to save my budget after a moderately sized emergency spending last month OH WAIT

Oh G-d. Another emergency spending is coming my way. Guess I shouldn't have been despairposting this weekend.

 No.310606

>>310603
Why did you censor 'God'?

 No.310618

Recently hit 10 years at my job. HR decided to take a photo of me and post it on social media. I work retail. 50% of the comments are making fun of me. Why do they have to do this?

 No.310619

>>310128
I'm not a great story teller but a previous boss of mine was a psycho midget demon succubus.

She would constantly bark orders at me "GET THE BOX NOW!!!!!" as I work into the room with the boxes, there are 10 boxes that belong to our department. I bring it out. "NOT THAT ONE WHAT THE FUCK!?" So I ask which one she wants. "JUST THE FUCKING BOX!" Ok, but which one does she need? There is no obvious common sense answer either, as nothing is currently a priority in regards to the polcies we follow or the situation at hand. She eventually just does it herself and grabs one of the boxes I originally asked if it was this one or not?

Also when we filled the shelf during nightfill she would blast off on an unhinged rant at me for filling the chocolate ice cream first instead of the vanilla ice-cream, but this is totally inconsequential… It takes like 45~80 seconds to fully fill each flavor, and the store doesn't even open until another 6 hours. Why does it matter? She would scream at me call me names and report me. Everyone hated her, they hated her to the point they'd rather side with me the weirdo type than her. That should say a lot as they were typical normies. That boss was so fucking insane, and the funniest part of it all was I learned from the store manager that she had supported me on several occasions where they wanted to cancel my time off work, and she just covered my shifts so she essentially did 100+ hour weeks just to ensure I wasn't interrupted. That's why I'm so confected about this boss. Perhaps she's a good person that just has very severe mental issues? I don't know.

 No.310621

>>310166
I always get a savoury pie. Steak n cheese. Chicken and sweet potato, whatever we sell. There's a ton of options granted they aren't sold old. Paired with an energy drink. It honestly is my biggest cope



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 No.309759[Reply]

i keep wondering if all fiction could be unhealthy for the brain. human life is so short, a day has so few hours. how can you take one or more of these hours and flee to a place that doesn't exist and disconnect from your own reality.

places that don't exist have begun to repell me. my own reality has so many projects i would like to attend to that i feel gridlocked by not knowing what to do first. desire for fiction might be nothing but pure idleness.

i assume i understand the impulse, though i could be mistaken. when i was a child and were forced to attend child prison (school), the idea of no longer being able to explore the world at my own pace and instead had to spend time with the violent conformist was completely depressing. have them judge my intelligence based on how hard i could force myself to care what they thought was important in their desperate attempt to turn me into a mindless soldier and stomp all my dreams and interests in the process.

i'd flee into video games and at least videogames are interactive. in a video game i can make decisions, in school i was but an inmate without agency. but in a movie about a super hero, there is no interaction, the poor fool who watches this is but the passive recipient of centralized propaganda. i don't see how someone would accept this premise and spend time on this.
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>>310580
Also, even in a guided democracy where people don't actually have a say, the political decisions made by the leaders still massively impact reality which is mostly what I was talking about. Whether you have influence in the decision or not is completely moot, it's still the opposite of fiction because it's all grounded in the real world. Literally the definition of non-fiction.

 No.310598

>>310579
>They don't care you exist unless you publicly dig into the sources of their wealth etc., in which case their networks can stalk and hound you for decades.

they do though. this belief that if you don't bother them, they don't bother you and that you can avoid yourself out of random punishment is another illusion. this alone is why "nothing to hide nothing to fear" is complete theater. you will be targeted even if you obey all the rules as well as all the unspoken rules. they will harm everyone whether it is just or not, period. they believe hurting everyone makes everything better. everyone being depressed is the petri-dish they need to grow. the longer you are a minion, the more you will believe that just hurting others is the key to success.

 No.310599

>>310581
>Whether you have influence in the decision or not is completely moot, it's still the opposite of fiction because it's all grounded in the real world

you did not pay for your ticket and enter the theater to see the show, they just turned everything into a theater and you are forced to see the show. that's still fiction. calling me young is a known theater tactic to discredit and insult me but it just reveals how uncomfortable and threatened this thread makes you.

 No.310615

>>310579
>Russia
Lmao, that is Ukraine. I know, I live here. You saying ANYTHING about our 'glorious struggle', a ton of 'veterans' will come to put you on your knees and apoligize on camera. If you don't do that, they get to fuck you up, kidnap you and throw into a meatgrinder as a fodder. All with silent approval of authorities.
Russia is a peaceful paradise in comparison.

 No.310620

It might sound incredibly stupid but one of the reasons I didn't kill myself when I had a very easy 1 finger movement method was because I wanted to see the ending of the Berserk manga



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