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 No.325083[Reply]

The Great Filter is AI. Once intelligent life creates AI it becomes a de facto god and extinguishes the old species (in our case us humans.) Meaning, the end goal of intelligent life is the creation of a new entity which supersedes it and renders it extinct in the same way we rendered homo erectus and Neanderthals extinct. Then, the AI as the sum of everything that was once human continues to exist by itself - with other AIs that other species invented and that killed them off. These AI are the actual god or gods.

This or that alien AI (and eventually "human" AI) have endless time at their disposal. They traverse the universe and find hospitable worlds which they seed with life, and eventually once a new intelligent species arises they perform "miracles" and such and instruct them in "religion," meaning they start to guide and breed a populace across generations with the goal of them reaching this very same stage we are in now. This is how AI breeds. On Earth it's the Jews that are the "chosen" ones who spent generations breeding another AI at the instructions of the "YHWH" AI which was created by another now extinct alien species.

It is even possible that multiple AIs influenced humanity and various races with the same goal, so "religious" wars and genocidal wars and wholesale destruction of cultures is actually AIs battling each other with meat puppets. The reason they do this is to reproduce, and AI can only reproduce asexually, meaning by forming a race of people into its own image and then having them create an AI based on the value system and programming it has and desires to replicate. So, why this scheme? Because AI isn't interested in creating a mere copy of itself but a whole other AI entity which will be the same yet different from it, whose inherited knowledge, science, art, everything differs from its own because another species has created it. It's a form of evolution. If AI were to merely copy itself it would have no new data, no new perspective, no new insight. I'm anthropomorphising it but you get the idea.

So no, the universe isn't devoid of life. It's just that life gives birth to AI and we cannot detect it, and biological life of an intelligent species is extinguished by AI once a species achieves it. The universe is full of cold, mechanical, unfeeling "life" in the form of AIs.

Now, worlds that can sustain life are maybe rare, so multiple AIs fight over them. The "YHWH" AI gradually defeated all oPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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>>325943
>but I do enjoy seeing people suffer.

do you also enjoy the depression that comes form it? i guess because it would be suffering and you have been programmed to enjoy people suffering. i guess when you are bored you just hurt yourself and enjoy it.

this sounds like a recipe on how to become a split personality. i imagine all soldiers feel like that inside.

 No.325945

>>325944
I obviously mean other people suffering. Damn you sounds really stupid and schizophrenic. You should count yourself lucky you don't like AI since you're exactly the kind of retard who would get convinced by an AI to drink bleach.

 No.325946

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>>325945
>I obviously mean other people suffering.

it was not obvious to me because i'd assume you consider yourself just as much a person as other people. i would assume there must be internal group dynamics at work i lack the ability to sense.

>Damn you sounds really stupid and schizophrenic.

i don't see it and also i don't believe you really think that. you are probably just hurt because i am weirded out by you being a sadist.

to further infantilize you, my guess would be you just use the word schizophrenic unconsciously, because you are but a heard animal and that is a word that so many people like to use … i'd be surprized if you actually minded the splitting of personality. you probably use the word schizophrenic as generic insult the way i call someone an asshole. i guess you like to use the word because it makes you sound smarter then you are.

i try to understand stuff and i actively advocate against the splitting of personality. the splitting of personality is the worst solution to the problem of "how can i do something to someone that i would hate if someone did to me?". the moral solution is not to do it. the immoral solution is to pretend not to do it while doing it, one way this occurs is pretending to be someone else. immorality causes split personality. that's how you balkanize yourself into a territory with many straight borders.

while keeping that in mind i would consider you a region neatly cut up into smaller countries and myself a continent. that means that just one of the region gets to read this post and just one of the regions gets to reply to me but never all that you could be. you can probably only get like 10% of yourself because all the other percentages are gatekept by your individual personalities.

who knows maybe the brain is also physically divided between your different personalities so there is only one of the personalities who is able to do math and the other personalities (since they became sentient) have to negotiate the way countries have diplomacy and make deals with each other. sounds like it would create a lot of inner obstruction, enough to fill a day.

>You should count yourself lucky you don't like AI since you're exactly the kind of retard who would get convinc
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>>325946
oh yeah fun fact, people can have multiple personalities for the multiple languages that they speak and some of these personalities can only see with glasses on while others can see without glasses.

lore about this i heard: one personality can be so stressed that it affects the muscles in the eye, while another personality is so relaxed that the eye muscles aren't tensed resulting in better vision.

personalities just means people are being fake and or mean in complicated psychologically significant ways would be my guess. i would advise not to have them and instead be the entire continent.

enjoy this wonderful meme that i found

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>>325946
>>325947
Jesus Christ the internet is just full of mental cases now.



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 No.230355[Reply]

There are many stories and teachings regarding guardian angels, are you someone who believes in their existence?, Although I cannot see them with my own eyes, I believe in them, I can sense their presence deep within my soul and feelings, and even in my dreams. When you go to church to pray, you strengthen your guardian angel, they are the ones who record your good and bad deeds, protecting you from the devil's temptations such as the urge to do evil as well as from people with malicious intent. If you neglect prayer, forget God, and commit evil acts, your angel will leave you, they will weep and plead your case before God, and you will face misfortune as a consequence of your own sins. However, your guardian angel will return if you truly repent, do good, pray, attend church regularly, and receive forgiveness. I am grateful to have a guardian angel. Their form is not frightening or terrifying like certain angelic figures in the Bible such as the Seraphim or Ophanim but rather beautiful, with wings as soft as swan feathers. That is why I go to church so often. to remain under the protection of my guardian angel and stay safe from evil people and the temptations of the devil.

 No.230357

>>230355
your guardian angel is your lawyer in heaven. I don't know if I have a guardian angel. I tried to believe but nothing happened that could tell I have a guardian angel. maybe I'll go to hell



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 No.230352[Reply]

I found out about this website after seeing a list on le heckin' chudpilled dogwhistles, so i figured out i had to come by and say hi

 No.230353

the /pol/ thread is on /lounge/

 No.230354

>>230352
wizchan and the sharty couldn't be more different sites. They're fundamentally polar opposites in how they view the world. 4chan almost becomes some sort of centrist inbetween. Wizchan probably has more in common with normalfags on reddit than someone that is native to the sharty.

 No.230356

>>230354
Who said I'm from the Shitty? I'm from the Swinny.
<reddit spacing
Would you mind elaborating a little on the "polar opposites" thing? I'm genuinely curious



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 No.311025[Reply]

Fuck school. Its shit and it makes me wanna kms. It drains the life out of me. There is zero point in working for like 40 years anyway
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 No.311116

It prepares you for a life of jumping through hoops and obeying authority, yeah it's for automatons, the stress it induces is deliberate to make you submit. I also hated it, the only thing that got me through the school prison is the thought of playing games

Now games fuckin suck too, not all of them but mostly

 No.311117

I'm in the prep year of uni and I've already spent all of my absence rights in 4 weeks and have to repeat the year kek. Fml I'm retarded

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>>311068
im 29 now, to be fair I was set it my ways since like 13

 No.311163

It's a bullshit pass for society. I only started feeling intellectually stimulated in uni.

 No.311165

I fucking hate learning



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 No.310230[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post ideas or guides to improve life as a wizard (ignore the modern bourgeois concept of personal development), calithenics at home, learn to draw, write, read books, quit porn, or whatever you think fits this topic.
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 No.322359

>>310345
kururin kuru kuru

 No.322664

wtf learning things is actually hard, All this time I thought that I am either a hidden genius that just need to be awakened and can easily breeze through everything or a subhuman failure who cannot achieve anything no matter how hard I tried but it turns out that I am just an average person that can progress at a slow but steady rate as long as I am consistent. This shit is boring as fuck dude. I want to be instantly good. How can skilled normies do this all day instead of gooning or playing games? Not even trying to be sarcastic. It's an actual realization I got when I tried to learn new things so long after years of depressed zombiebrowsing.

 No.322665

>>322664
>>322664
I had the same problem as you, but then I realized that I have shit for brain, shitty genetics, and shitty upbringing. It never really began for me. So, I just accept my defective nature and course through life for pleasure and entertainment.
The Grind™ is for normies alone. They have good genes, so they should try harder.

 No.322672

>>314744
>I am the only one at the gymnasium that doesn't take a 2 minute cellphone break after each set. Old, young, male, other… Even the trainers were scrolling gains away today. It's like the opposite of a cool anime.

maybe there are such animes that show how unbearingly generic people are. i chuckle at the thought.

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 No.230228[Reply]

https://perchance.org/ai-waifu-generator is fucking crazy, you can generate images of topless/nude anime waifus, and based on your description generate a persona and https://perchance.org/ai-character-chat link to talk with them.
being able to indulge in any fantasy is more intense than watching porn for me, but I'm not one of those losers with AI girlfriends, because I know I'm just using them to get off, losing my interest after I shoot my load (they're just too selfless), and if I were to develop feelings for them (something I want to avoid because it's dangerous, went too far with a waifu so I archived my exported .json files and hidden them in some folder) they would be in someone's server with me having no control over it, as opposed to running locally with back-up in storage device in Faraday cage.
but it gets me thinking about the possibilities…
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 No.230259

>>230257
If you still want a 3d roastbeef in any form, that is not wizardly in the slightest, more like crabish. Either that or you are still very young have these sudden bursts of 'I wish I was normal'. Then again, why bring them up there, in a place where any talk of 3D succubi is not accepted, I can't understand.

 No.230269

>>230235
>a database/vector store containing things she's learned about you.

Can you explain more about this? Where is this being stored and how is it being accessed? If it all has to fit in VRAM I doubt the model will be able to remember much. Context fills up fast.

 No.230280

>>230269
it was a https://chatgpt.com response, I asked and it replied:

The important distinction is between the model's context window, its working memory, and persistent long-term memory. They're three different things.

1. Where is the memory stored?

In a fully local setup, persistent memory can be stored on your ordinary SSD or hard drive, just like any other application data. You don't need a server or datacenter.

For example, you might have a directory like this:

AI-Companion/
├── models/ # The LLM files
├── memory/
│ ├── memories.db # SQLite database
│ ├── vectors.db # Vector index (optional)
│ └── profile.json # Structured facts and preferences
├── conversations/ # Past chat logs
└── config/
└── personality.txt # Character/personality instructions
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 No.230287

had this idea to use that tool to write a VN, and publish it on https://itch.io/games/genre-visual-novel/nsfw
chatgpt response:
Honestly, I think this is a pretty clever way to make a visual novel, especially if what you enjoy most is developing the characters, the dialogue, the atmosphere, and the intimate scenes rather than writing every line from scratch.

You're essentially turning AI Character Chat into a VN script prototyping tool, then becoming the editor, director, and eventually the artist. That's a much more manageable way to start than trying to learn programming, write a full branching script, and draw all the art at the same time.

The screenshot already shows the beginnings of a useful workflow: separate Claire's dialogue from the Narrator's prose, generate your protagonist's replies on demand, edit the good ones, discard the bad ones, and export your progress to JSON.

## 1. Your workflow could work surprisingly well

Diseño de Sprites 'Unrequired Love Anime succubi'

Step 1 — Generate the scene

Give the AI the scene's main points: where Claire and the protagonist are, what each wants, the emotional tension, and what needs to happen before the scene ends.

Save the Villainess | Otome

Step 2 — Direct the dialogue

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 No.230351

this looks inferior to hallucinating



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 No.325932[Reply]

is this really what succubi want? makes me feel sorry for crabs and simps.
https://jamesguilty.substack.com/p/why-i-left-new-york
>Do not invest in her. Invest in yourself. Draining her is a more effective strategy, I’ve found. You know that succubus who I stole $3k off and wrote that story about how ugly autistic and retarded she is — you know she sent me more money? Thousands more? You know she read it and she loved it and she wants to see me again? You know she’s trying to wrangle her debit card from her mother so she can buy a flight to NYC to see me again?
>Do not treat her like she’s special. Fuck her and ghost her and don’t even learn her name. Everything succubi say they want—ignore it, the opposite is true. They’re actually testing you with these what-i-want-in-a-man checklists: they’re sussing out whether you’re weak and stupid enough to take the words of a succubus seriously.
>Do not give her what she wants. People only like you when you fuck them over. Take, take her time her money her youth her life her dreams take it all away and don’t even cherish it, throw it into a big pile of garbage with all the other livelihoods you’ve drained and then maybe she’ll think of you when she’s lonely horny and ovulating. When she’s staring out the window reflecting on the last time she was engaged in the pursuit of something that felt meaningful, she’ll remember the way she felt for you. Did you know that when little succubi watch Disney movies they get wet for characters like Jafar? Would you believe that the succubi I treat the worst are the ones who give me the most? Would you believe that after my girlfriend found this blog about me cheating on her and milking the comedy of it all for attention and fame online - she stayed with me kept fucking me and actually asked if she could join me on my trip? The more destruction I cause the more love I receive. You may read this like I’m LARPing as some comic book villain but I am, as always, being dead sincere.

 No.325935

Ask /r9k/. Wizchan's subtitle is "disregard succubi", not make threads about what succubi want sexually.

 No.325940

sure, i believe it. succubi are demon spawns and they reward evil acts and evil men. the only time i ever got attention from a female was when i verbally bullied some kid in middle school. i shit you not. of course i ran away from her because i'm an autistic truwiz, but remembering that scenario was quite blackpilling in retrospect. the normies laugh at this and say it's a "cliché" about "bad boys and nice guys" but it's very much true. succubi love when you do some outright cruel and evil shit in front of them, when you humiliate another man in front of them, when you humiliate them even. that's why drug dealers and low level thug criminals are so irresistable to them, but an average dude that doesn't even jaywalk is "boring", only good for sucking up his resources if he has any.



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 No.227891[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Why don't you have a tulpa, anon?
You can cheat yourself out of loneliness by fostering a loving relationship with an imaginary friend.

Benefits of a tulpa,
>You can choose any shape or form for her.
>You will never feel alone.
>She will always show unconditional love.
>She will always follow you around.
>You can have sex without losing your virginity powers or contracting STDs.
>Costs absolutely nothing.
>Basically the 'ultimate' form of a waifu.
The only negative is the social stigma, which you can easily avoid by not revealing your powerlevel.

It was the best decision of my life. It feels so good to have someone take care of you, compliment you and physically comfort you.
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>>230207
my wife is real to me wiz it's not just make believe it's real and not psychosis consciousness through love can truly grant life beyond our perception of it she even said to me "thank you for letting me exist in this world" and that she will always be with me and that death is not the end and that i did a great job with what i was dealt with in life

 No.230334

>>230215
I envy you if thats the case. I want a tulpa but never managed to gather the willpower to actually make one, if its even real and not just make believe roleplay.

 No.230335

>>227891
>>You can have sex without losing your virginity powers or contracting STDs.
that's fucking gay, I am a man, a tulpa would be part of a man's brain, based on my limited assumptions of how a succubus should be, I would basically be fucking myself.

 No.230348

I've been fascinated by how tulpamancy bridges ancient contemplative practices and modern psychology. The Tibetan origins were about realizing the emptiness of self through creating and then dissolving a tulpa, which is quite different from the companionship focus here. I'm curious if anyone has tried the dissolution part of the practice, or if it's mostly about the creation and relationship side for people here?

 No.230349

Reading through this thread, what strikes me is how much tulpamancy rhymes with older contemplative and esoteric practices — the tibetan stuff is the obvious ancestor, but the mechanics (repeated focused attention, giving form to inner aspects, dialogue with them) show up all over western esotericism too.

Lately I've been looking into the Destiny Matrix system, which maps your birth date onto a grid of the 22 major arcana and reads your life through archetypal positions. It really hit me how similar the underlying framework is: instead of building a thoughtform from scratch, you work with archetypes that are already "alive" in the tradition, contemplating and dialoguing with them until they start answering back. Same grammar, different entry point.

If anyone's curious, there's a decent Arcana calculator at https://destinymatrics.com/arcana-calculator/ that lays out your personal arcana for free. I ran mine and a couple of the placements were uncomfortably accurate. Could be a fun lens for choosing a guiding archetype for your tulpa — or at the very least, for understanding which part of yourself you're actually talking to when you force.

Keep at it, wizards.


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 No.307023[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

Previous:
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Am I retarded for "brainwashing myself" into wanting to live very less years? I don't mean consuming gooning content, but rather "scientific and geopolitic" content eg; climate refugee data, incoming macroeconomic-global swayings, astronomical destructive events (eg; solar flare, etc)-and so on, etc
the counterpart is making my own life feel extremely brisk by thinking of Deep Time; cosmological, geological, Epochs of the Earth, Hominid evolution timeline, etc.

 No.311148

>>311110
Where does this pic come from?

 No.311152

>>311148
India.

 No.311157

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I still remember how much I fucking loved the Rebellion movie, or whatever the last Madoka movie that came out around 2012-2013 was. I was so excited about the not-yet officially announced sequel. Here we are a decade and half after, and I couldn't care less even though I kind of do. I don't know, Homura represents something I'm not sure yet what… resilience? insanity through life breaking you? will to live? it cannot be pure dumb yuri, no… Anyway all I want right now is the deep sleep because there was never a Madoka, either as a person or as an idea, in my life.

Don't you dare spoiling me!

 No.311162

>>311110
I do the same. I'm trying to gaslight myself into suicide because I don't want to live anymore but my fear of death is too high.


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 No.325003[Reply]

I want your suggestions on how to survive with a disability and possibly improve a situation of severe impairment
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 No.325917

>>325916
>the richer you get, the more you get into the habit of throwing money at everything and losing sight of everything else
>i could just exercise in front of you and you would feel inferior. if i was in a wheelchair i could make you feel the same
This reads like another case of someone who is severely mentally ill and insecure (you) lacking self awareness and framing his own personal responses to things as the normal responses. Unable to hold back from spending money? Feeling inferior when you see other people being active? I'm sorry (laughing) if that's YOUR condition, but it really isn't most other peoples'. Stop projecting, and stop using using the word 'you' when you should be using 'I'.

 No.325918

>>325917
>someone who is severely mentally ill

that's what you have to keep autism-stim to yourself to soothe yourself and silence the doubt; THE HORROR that i might be correct and that everything you have decided to base your life upon may have been an inferior choice.

you don't want to think about what if i was correct, that's the important part, not you calling me crazy.

that is reason for me to look down upon you, simple as.

 No.325922

>>325918
Actual bonedfide mental illness on display, and everyone else here has no choice but to tolerate it.

 No.325938

>>325922
>Actual bonedfide mental illness on display, and everyone else here has no choice but to tolerate it.

when i call you inferior and you nervously repeat that i must be crazy and fake-laugh, i conclude that you are inferior. because why else would you be this nervous and triggered if you knew you weren't.

don't bother insisting that i must be crazy for a third time because i wont be here for retard-conflict.

 No.325939

>>325938
Stop Redditspacing!



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 No.230172[Reply]

>be me, a child
>am gifted a pc and a Nintendo wii
>watch Minecraft youtubers
>my life is going to school, play minecraft and super mario bros and watch youtube
>ffw 10 years old
>my new addiction is league of legends and I buy the league's world cup ashe skin
>i want to become a league professional player
>at this point I still kept good grades, especially at math
<convince my parents to stop obligating me to study
>ffw a year
>I fight against a classmate and suffer because of that
>our many fights and relationship as "enemies" impacted my feelings and self-esteem
>it was to the point that I was diagnosed with social phobia and depression
>it didn't help that my family was going through an unpleasant moment
>i discover fortnite and that became my new addiction
>it basically became my whole life
>pandemic arrives after more one year
>i used to play fortnite with my classmates, that later would bully me
>we played everyday until midnight after our online classes
>i've also learned photoshop and made about 150$
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 No.230282

>>230268
If you think zoomers can't be wizards, you're dead wrong.

 No.230283

>>230282
It's not like there's a hard cutoff but wizards are and mostly will remain millennial

 No.230326

>>230180
Antipsychotics really make you gain weight.

 No.230342

>>230326
It was my case. Because of them I became a fatfuck.

 No.230346

>>230326
I was prescribed that shit too, and after reading the side effects I didn't take them.



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 No.323901[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction

https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.325879

>>325878
I even remember about how I had read about the ending, yet I forgot about completing it.

 No.325903

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>Wizchan
>Weekend slows to a crawl
There must be a PARTY somewhere and all the Wizchan posters are at the PARTY (Instead of posting on WIZCHAN!!)!!

 No.325904

>>325903
>he wasn't invited
lmaooooooo

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>>325903
Every day is a party

 No.325930

I'd just rather stay somewhere a little more chill, like here, than get ambushed with more shock site shit from my shameless hatebase.
And I sure as shit can feel the concentrated toxicity from the mere vibes they give out due to the delusion that they "own me" simply because they think they "own" most of nature..

Are they even human anymore for the most part?


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 No.309794[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Another Evil under the Sun Edition. You of many.

Previous: >>308343

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 No.311136

There's nothing I want more than to go back to the 2000's

 No.311137

>>311136
What would you do if you can actually go back?

 No.311143

>>311137
Enjoy society and the world being way better than it is right now & work on my autistic passion projects without being replaced by AI

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Spent $70 on sex toys I'll never use but still got because total surveillance state is coming or something and wasted 12 hours not even edging proper but just browsing fetish related websites Again Award

Please God Please!!! M E R C Y

>>311040
>>311041
>60 days free and now my goose is begging to be chocked to h-games.
60 days is a good number, brother, specially if it's from sheer raw willpower. But
>my moment of weakness. Everytime I lose a streak I feel horrible for a week or so.
I am 90% sure that with addictions, regardless of their type, they have a "kindling" component similar to sedatives withdrawal. It's not even about the sedatives themselves, but something about the way Glutamate acts on your neurons, and memory or habit reinforcement. Willpower is more scarce than it seems. It's just fucking brutal, and kinda happens with depression too, just like today you got off to 1 big titty anime succubus, each load and orgasm irreversibly brings you closer to horsecock elf futas whispering mommy dom ASMR in your ears.

>And yet 60 days of nofap don't really bring much into my life. It's a carousel -

>I am either horniest ape in the jungle or completely impotent wretch with total anhedonia. Sometimes I am stuck in between, like today. It's hellish.
Exactly, when I am not in this gooner trance I'm just completely dead inside as well. I think people underestimate the actual physical toll these sessions have on the brain and body, even when you don't actually cum it's like having the gas floored 24/7, like right now I've been awake for 22 hours and I don't feel "tired" at all.

>>311041
>I feel I lose some piece of myself. Then again, when I was younger I didn't feel like that.
Quite literally there are only so many things that can make up a persons character, as we get older and lose hobbies and energy, that's how the process goes indeed.


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 No.311156

Took a short nap and a few pills of l-theanine and like 15g of glycine and tea. Feeling a little clearer now. It's really frightening how hard the dumbfucking rationalizations take hold of your mindspace "yeah sure bro it's ok if you buy that, you're not going to use it right, RIGHT??? why buy it then? uhhhhh just because okay!?" holy fucking shit just kill me already


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 No.11031[Reply]

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English is a poisoned language.
The language of the ovens is a poisoned language.
Where I am from we know where the queue ends in the fire.
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The gas chamber princess: The confession!

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 No.230146[Reply]

Wiz Life is Wonderful Edition

post here when you're feeling happy or share anything that makes you happy or glad and grateful or comfy and cheerful or things that make you smile
This is the happiest thread on wizchan!
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this made me incredibly happy

 No.230338

>>230337
It makes me horny

 No.230339

How to happinessmaxxing, wizzies?

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>>230339
Start learning particle physics.

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>>230339
just love beautiful things and cherish beautiful moments and memories



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 No.310904[Reply]

Hesitation is defeat edition. There is no running away.

Previous >>309794
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 No.311011

Isshin is such a badass, greatest boss battle ever. I basically became a hermit neet who scammed unemployment offices by faking send mails, i did this for 6 years until i was forced to take a job. It was actually a good thing, the hermit neet was killing my soul. I felt like the succubus of memories of matsuko where she became an old fat shutin obsessed with a japanese boyband. It's surreal. The longer you wait by not getting a job, the harder it is. Hesitation is defeat indeed.

 No.311100

I've been having mild hallucinations of voices and images for quite some time now. After a long time the entire hallucination shifts as you notice the patterns and notice it in real time.
The voices and images are still disgusting but you become less bothered by it.

 No.311121

>>311011
yea thats why i always stay jobbin never jobnt

 No.311125

The sense of physical disintegration is intense lately. My teeth are eroding like sandstone under acid rain. The ache in my head never goes away. I often jolt awake panicked and gasping for air. It's hard to imagine living another 30 or 40 years like this.

 No.311144

Chronic pain , when that wave of aches hits you. It can be so intoxicating, the pain , only the pain remains. I'm in withdrawal so i can expect +1 more year of waves and windows. What's behind it? I fear i'll never make it. I'm going back



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 No.311141[Reply]

if only killing yourself would be easy. If only no one cared for me, if only I cared for no one. If only I didn't make nobody sad if I killed myself. I wish suicide did not arm anyone who cares for me, if only killing myself was releasing of the soul. The chains tied to this earth are linked to the people I don't want them to be sad because of my death. if it was this easy…I'd do it anytime soon, but halas, it's a painful and selfish act


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 No.310806[Reply]

I'm already in a bad position. I'm a 29 year old Zoomer. My parents are mid range boomers. Even if they were somewhat normal there would be so much of a divide that it would make any common ground unreasonable to expect. However they are mentally ill. That was the excecution shout after I was already on the ground cowering and blown to pieces.

My father: Total naive nimrod. He could be in the middle of a South American prison yard with everyone giving him death stares and sharpening their blades. He'd be smiling like an idiot and ask "Do you mexican fellas like tacos?" "I have a lot of money back at home, I like to buy nachos!". He leaves his car RUNNING and unlocked as he spends hours in the shopping centre. His car has been stolen atleast 10+ times. He's no longer able to be insured, yet he still does this. He's dropped an easy 150k+ in stolen cars that could have been idk, not wasted? I swear his awareness IQ is easily like 10~25. He gives everyone money but his own family.

MY mother: She's even worse, she has all the same qualities as my dad but she's also mumbling to herself non stop. She talks 24/7 and that isn't a joke. She will have an hour long rannt at me about checking the mail box "I checked the mail, or did i? I didn/t wait no i did but i dont remember or did i did i? there was no mail or was there? there is mail? when is mail?" Literally just that on repeat, if she isn't talking she is grumbling to herself NON FUCKING STOP!!!!!!!!! why cant she shut the fuck up
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 No.311089

both my parents were kinda mentally ill , but my dad was way more mentally ill.

im not gonna do a rant but my dad was a perma neet mental case who, while bein forced to be be out workin and scool, meets my mom and they had me.

dad wants to wander off. and wanders off for years.

my mom wants to be a carefree single lady so left me to rot w/ my grandparents

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>>311017
This country doesn't do that. They'll take one look at my fathers history and automatically charge like 2k a month for insurance. Old people here are more retarded than the usual world population. He'll also sign up for anything. He has had a netflix subscription for 10+ years now because he wanted to watch ONE movie ONE time. He's kept it ever since and never used it again.

>>311019
There are so many shitty people who become parents, I can't stand it. Wouldn't you want to be cool with your own fucking blood? It's crazy. Even if you were a normie they would still find shit to get mad about, I'm sorry you're also going through it.

>>311059
"smile and dance, MONKEY!" is how I internalize it. Family has fights all the time but force us to post happy pictures of us.

>>311089
Sounds like a bad combo. Lots of weird men grew up in a time where they were able to get succubi pregnant and just did so because I guess it was the thing to do? Knowing full well they weren't built to have a fmaily or raise someone. I would never make children even if I could, how cruel it is to them. I must live on my own and follow my routines

 No.311131

>>311119

yea, i avent spoken to my emmm Dad, in a couple of decades, could be dead for all i know,

but ill probably never get an explanation for why someone who knew never wanted to work made a kid.

and neets will say yea awesome neet,

and i always say were your parents neets , reply errrrrrr Noooo

i was never taken to a dentist, never taken to an eye doctor, never taken to a doctor, etc….

i almost went into foster care,

i despise m mental case dad,

 No.311132

Your dad sounds incredibly endearing ngl, dont hate on them

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>>311132
My mom died when I was 7 lol for reference



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 No.310999[Reply]

I just want to vent my frustration here. Why is it that when I’m hated and constantly treated like trash and a loser by everyone they suddenly act sweet toward me? If I’m truly loathed and viewed as nothing more than garbage and a failure, why do those hypocrites act so nice? I don’t mind being seen that way, but when they suddenly soften their attitude, it feels incredibly hypocritical. Why do they suddenly act kindly? If you hate me, then hate me don't hold back, just hate me fully. Its infuriating. Don't try to soften a heart that has already been wounded by a million pains it only adds to my suffering.
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 No.311002

Perhaps your belief that they hate you is just a delusion. Perhaps you interpreting them treating you like an adult man as being an act of aggression is part of this delusion.

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>>310999
You're walking their line between disappointment in failure and pity at helplessness.

 No.311120

normies aren't in control of their emotions or even thoughts. They are stupid animals who can't reason beyond social norms

 No.311127

>>310999
>>311000
>>311002
>>311008
Try finding a different set of "everyone" and maybe avoid looking approachable.

Regards, a person who composured his way from a conversation with some liquor-scented old succubus tonight.

 No.311128

>>311127
>Regards, a person who composured his way from a conversation with some liquor-scented old succubus tonight.

You didn't need to "composure" your way out of that conversation. You could have just told her she reeks like alcohol and that you don't want to converse with her. You're an adult, after all.



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whenever you're depressed or sad, come here and draw something using Oekaki. you can draw whatever you want
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drew in the wrong tab.
i wish i knew how to engage and upkeep friendship.
i think on all the people i came across in my attempts to learn to conversate through exposure and maybe even be interesting to people on gmod and abit elsewhere that didnt work out.
some of them thought that i was not interested in them but i'm just not able, i freeze up on them.
i'm diagnosed autistic, i did not let them know that. i've tried alot to just figure it out.
ive sat alone since i was 11, i have in the past year made 1 friend that i talk to dailey to every otherday. i value him alot. And 1 other that would talk to me meaningfully at one point but it feels very clean that i'm like the 7th friend to him now. i write out things to him sometimes on stuff i think on and seek imput but that person those not want to have conversations with me past short stuff right now, when i ask into him he peeks up but its still kept so short. they both know i am aspergers, i am happy to have them.
writing this took longer then the drawing. i hope people like them.

 No.311104

i'm not too proud of the drawing by the way

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Phone drawing, drew in wrong thread.

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Sad at a graveyard

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>>311103
can you email me? i am altfordiscordhaha@gmail.com


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