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 No.305314[Reply]

Was reading "Look Me in The Eye" and was inspired by the phrase, "He'll remember this when he's 40." What are those things that people said to you that you never forgot? Can be positive or negative, recent or distant past.

In 9th or 10th grade, a random succubus who wasn't even in my class said, "There's something wrong your shirt. Everytime I see you there's something wrong with you." I don't know why she was in my classroom, and I never saw her again afterwards. Of course I said nothing like a pathetic slave. They echo in my mind almost 10 years after.
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 No.305576

There's always been a curious crossover between users of Lain and Wiz. I'd laugh if this place outlasted Lainchan though.

 No.305578

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>>305576
Let's just have a laff how both have outlasted krautchan

 No.305581

>>305576
not much curious about it. lainchan users really are fucked up in the head and sure as hell their approach to life is often unwizardly.

 No.305590

>>305314
"You are very smart for your age!"

I remember a teacher telling me this once when I was 15. I still sob whehn I think about it.

 No.305591

>>305590
kek wizbro same story. academically i was one of the most successful students in the history of my school. look where it got me. haven't even a job



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 No.321660[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

PALESTINE OFFICIALLY RECOGNIZED AS A STATE OR WHATEVER. U.N RECOGNIZES THE INVASION OF THIRD-WORLDERS UPON EUROPE. YOUTUBE ANNOUNCED IT WILL BE RE-INSTATING CHANNELS BANNED BY BIDEN'S ORDERS DURING COVID AND 2024 ELECTIONS. ANTIFA DECLARED A TERRORIST SECT. ISRAEL "ONLY NATION CAPABLE" OF PLANTING CELLULAR MASS-DISRUPTION DEVICES OUTSIDE OF UN GENERAL ASSEMBLY. TIKTOK TREND SHOWS PREGNANT SUCCUBI DOWNING THERAPEUTIC LEVELS OF TYLENOL IN PROTEST OF ANNOUNCEMENT THAT DOING SO CAUSES AUTISM IN CHILDREN

Previous thread: https://archive.is/JfDla
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 No.322792

>>322791
this toddler cant wrap his tiny underdeveloped head around the fact not everyone is obsessed over his shitty politics, as if anyone on this site would care if families were destroyed and the west collapses, it would be good to see normies gone and extinct. keep throwing your meaningless life away on conspiracies that the pathetic end someone like you deserves

 No.322793

>>322767
I'll never get people on the chans who whinge about da jews while they voted for Trump the most pro jewish and beneficial for the jews leader of all time

 No.322794

>>322793
They had no choice. Trump was way better than shillary, biden and kacklemala.

 No.322801

>>322792
>this toddler cant wrap his tiny underdeveloped head around the fact not everyone is obsessed over his shitty politics

oh so i am just an idiot for not understanding that not everybody sees horrible things as a problem? and the problem is my lack of understanding you.

i really should work hard on myself to not be such a burden on the intelligent, respectable and mature people such as yourself, that's what is going on here.

 No.322811

>>322784
>zero effect
Man, forget about the conflict itself and watch the trickle down effects, like your free speech on the internet.

>>322794
I guess. But they could at least acknowledge he's just as kike-controlled as the rest of them instead still claiming he's playing 52D chess.


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 No.66162[Reply]

Anyone here still read Sexy Losers? Just found out that this is still updating and no longer looks like anime.
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 No.70371

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>>66162
Damn, this is still going? I remember discovering it as a teen and irreversibly fucking up my sense of humor and sexuality. (Not like that ever ended up mattering, but still…)
It was also where the term "fapping" came from in the english lexicon, right?
>>66216
I remember reading that as well for a while, though some characters were kinda hard to swallow at times, they had this annoying aura about them.

I also liked reading The Noob Comic, and some other game related webcomics like a world of warcraft one with an undead and elf going on some wacky adventure where after hundreds of chapters of comedy it turned into a serious story or something. In that aspect I much preferred The Noob which just kept to doing jokes.

 No.70375

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>>70371
This one right? Looking for Group. If I am not hallucinating, they were done by the people who did "Least I Could Do". Was nice, but yes they went super serious. The undead not actually being undead or something?
I'm not sure if the creators always were, but I dropped them when they didnt hide their leftism. I thin a decade ago I kinda checked on them and saw that they turned the "suck of a buck" hooker in to a FtM Tranny.

 No.70377

>>66244
I also wanted to create comics just like this.

 No.70378

>>66244
>>70377
What holds you back? There are plenty of comics that arent perfectly drawn but still managed to get cult like status, p.E. Tails gets Trolled

 No.70379

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>>70375
Yeah that one. And the elf being the king/hero of some prophecy or something, being forced to kill a child to save something greater, except the kid wasn't a kid but some illusion or shapeshifter who orchestrated it, because what the elf was supposed to "kill" was his "innocence". It was just getting too pretentious for me and I dropped it.

This reminds me of another 2 video game related webcomics.
- Goblins one which I dropped when it had a "pseudo rape" arc. Some bald human barbarian and lamia chick had a nice thing going, but lamia is cursed to forget about him and she prepares to leave him when he uses some magic item to make her stop which triggered her PTSD flashback of being raped by some other dude before. Then the artist dumped some huge ass sobstory on the website about how his mom was raped or something and even a small interview with her. I dunno if it was an elaborate joke or not but I just dropped it at that point.

- Order of the Stick. Was nice for a while but then at some point the story pivots to "but umm have you considered that goblins are only evil because of socio-economic factors and it's in fact humans that are bad?" which also caused me to drop it.

It's been a while so I may not be remembering this properly.



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 No.60983[Reply]

>build cheap PC to play the same old games i've been playing since i was 13
>PC died
>score a free new one from dad's friend who for some reason wanted to give me his high end PC for free
>rated as UFO on PC benchmark
>download tf2, l4d2, gmod, and a few other unnoteworthy, 10+ year old games
>Realize i can play any modern game at high settings
>wow, MK1.
>but its shit.
>doesn't look fun at all, looks even worse than the last
>in fact. all games look like shit
>load up gmod.
>yep. thats gmod.
>play for 12 mins.
>bored.

I've even thought of stooping to trying out anime games. Why is gaming so dead, bros? Everything is just chasing the shadow of the original IPs of the 2000s (halo, cod, gears, far cry) minus the soul, community and meta that made them good. Modern gaming is a sterile, soulless, monetized no-funfest.

How much longer can i play the same games? Where is the hope?
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 No.61052

Gaming has been getting worse for a decade at the very least. Mainly because of heavy, heavy monetisation. People are literally paying a 1/4 of the price of a full game for a fucking skin.

 No.62456

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>>60983
Well, maybe you're just depressed, OP. How's life going outside of video games? If you're really struggling, not having fun with things you used to like is quite common. I'd suggest playing shorter and easier video games to start off your return into it, with something like a spreadsheet to keep track of what you've beat, it's what I do and it motivates me to play, even if it's autistic.

I wish you the best.

 No.63170

>>60983
Silly goomba, you should get a CRT screen or a CRT telly! Or a 4:3 screen at least.

Context: CRT has that funny "color bleed" effect that makes pixelart-ish images more smooth.

All while LCD screens tend to have dim "soulless" image. Been there, when I switched from a not-too-good 15 CRT screen to a 17 LCD

 No.63175

>>60986
>zoomsquad
>nucod 2069
>fagtorio
opinion discarded

 No.63395

>War thunder
Not recommended, it's a horrible game which is handled very poorly but I do find myself obsessing over it for a few months at a time. Played since 2015, 6.5k hours

>Path of Exile 1/2

Considered to be the best of the ARPG genre, personally I do like it but I hate how every other month there are massive revamps and all of my builds need to be redone. Otherwise great game to either freakishly take serious or just turn your brain off and farm.

It's worth going through a lot of other older games, Dawn of war series is fun, stronghold crusaders are all mostly fun. Old racing games, need for speed/burnout series. I replayed them over the last few years and each time I enjoyed myself. I still haven't played any dark souls game. I guess I will one day, I'm kind of stuck in the jaws of live service games like War Thunder right now sadly. Such a greedy game, when they have a battle pass that's worth getting you essentially need to play ALL day every day for 3 months



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 No.305116[Reply]

I live in a hot region of the world. I was born in a place I didn't even ask to be born. Right now, I'm getting bothered by the heat, and I no longer want to touch the sunlight. It makes me itch and I can't stand it. I never wanted to live, but if I were forced to, let it at least be somewhere cold, a calm and serene place. I don't think this will get better. I'm not going to say that I feel this way irl or anywhere else on the internet. I'll just say it here.

I think that's all I have to say. If you're like me, I hope your pain will lessen too.
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 No.305580

>>305575
wizbro just eat supplements

 No.305586

>>305118
hello fren. fellow southern hemisphere heat allergic wiz here. do research on how to keep your house as cool as possible, avoid sunlight like a plague, and please dont forget to take your vitamin D.

at home, this is all infinitely easier with an AC, but i cant afford one. so here is my routine. i open all my windows at night when the sun goes down, and close them when the sun comes up at 6am. this flushes your place of warmth and slows down heat from seeping in during the day. then i cover all of my windows with tarp from the outside, so sunlight doesnt come in and the tarp doesnt radiate heat inside. i use only one layer of tarp, but my windows still get pretty warm, so ideally you probably need two or three. taking a shower in the late afternoon (when it's usually warmest) will make it slightly more bearable. cook your food in the morning or in the evening, and heat it up in a microwave or eat it cold at noon or the afternoon. if you have to leave, do so as early in the morning or as late into the evening as possible. avoid public transport, especially in the warmest days.

most important of all ALWAYS KEEP TABS ON THE WEATHER. even just mentally preparing yourself for a heatwave will make things easier. plan ahead to do chores outside in the least warm, cloudy days. don't be afraid to reschedule appointments if they land in a day of clear 30C+ weather. whenever it hits 30C or more i know it is one of those days i will just be trying to survive at home and doing nothing else. getting a couple of beers and showering frequently can make things nicer.

good luck on surviving the rest of the summer. our kind would fare a lot better in a place of eternal winter, but that's still a distant dream for both you and me i imagine.

 No.305587

>>305586
(sorry for the wrong reply, meant for OP.)

 No.305588

>>305586
this is pretty solid advice

 No.305589

>20+ water bottles at all time in the fridge
>just wear underwear most days at home
>wet rags around my neck
>spray water on myself in front of the fan, amazing coolness feeling
>cold showers
>plenty of fresh fruit like apple slices, stored in the fridge a few hours before consumption (pre slice them and cover with wrap)
>big sun hats

I have a major aversion to heat, these are some of the things I do to make it better. Sadly my weakness is trying to sleep at night, hard to stay very cool as most of my methods need to be reset every 5~30 minutes and when you're sleeping you need to be still. I live in one of those climates where the heat is almost Thailand tier, but we also get some rather cold winters, but those are far easier to deal with. It's just annoying to need to plan for both



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 No.302003[Reply]

My rooster that I've had for ten years, who I consider my best friend and love more than anyone else, died Wednesday night. He was my only friend. He lived in the house with me and was the only thing that would make me feel better when the rest of my life would weigh down on me. I would go hold him and the rest of life would disappear and that would be all that would matter. I keep forgetting now for a few moments, that I can't go see him and hold him anymore.

I have had depression for my whole life adolescence onward, and I was afraid even 5-6 years ago of this day and thought it would be unsurvivable, and now it's here, and I do want to die. I dont want to live in a world where he isn't here with me. The initial shock has worn off and it's sinking in that my best friend is gone, and I'm not going to see him again. My mother is the only other positive presence in my life, because she knew how much I love him. She has stage 4 cancer and it's still unclear if she's going to survive it or not. She's essentially the only reason why I have not shot myself already. She was never abusive or cruel to me, so I couldn't do that to her even though I don't want to live anymore.

Did you ever have an animal that meant this much to you? People are cruel and petty and small. If an animal loves you it's genuine, they dont have ulterior motives or social performance.
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 No.303712

bumping good thread yur chicken is cool

 No.304321

>>302193
7. Actually living in a remote location/off the grid/in a place where less that a half of your building has electricity outlets

 No.304339

>>302003
As a child, yes. A cat and an oddly affectionate one at that. He's dead now so there's no point in grieving. Grief should be reserved before the act of death and released afterwards. When death happens suddenly it shocks us to our core, that's why sudden deaths are traumatic.

 No.305091

>>304321
yes, as in "40 acres of land somewhere in Nebraska"

 No.305585

>>303221
>>303222
I think you should remeber my advice several years later and resort to rescuing a stray off da street next time to try and avoid the stench of grief. Or, you know, visit a shelter to get a damaged one as yer pet. This way, you will feel less grief because you're not "replacing" yer pet - you're offering care to an animal in need.


In layman terms. You'll realize "it's different this time" so you're not cheating on your sweet memories.[/s]



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 No.63254[Reply]

Any of you guys wargame? I've tried getting into old school ASL recently and am finding the pure infantry combat of early starter kits pretty underwhelming without the artillery and armor expansions
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 No.65893

>>63254
Define wargame. At various times I have played 40k, Battletech, Flames of War, and Warmahordes. As a kid I played Panzer Blitz and some other Avalon Hill games.

 No.67904

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I've been running some Chainmail battles with some guys.
It's fun!

 No.70367

bump
I liked Supreme Commander: Forged Alliance as a kid who liked futuristic robotistic stuff at tge time

 No.70368

>>70367
additional info:
A turn-based wargame? I liked Heroes of Might and Magic III also.

 No.70376

I collect and paint models. Never played the games though, not sure if I'd really enjoy that environment as a wizard. My parents are from the era of board games, but would refuse to play anything more complex than monopoly.

I'll post a photo of 2 of the recent minis I've done, and compare them to ones I painted 10+(or whenever 5th edition first came out for 40k) years prior, It's funny how much better they look when you follow some basic instructions like thinning your paints lol. Also it helps that I have a real paintbrush now, back then I would chew a toothpick and use that to paint.

I'm bidding on a box of Hero quest, seems like an old one. Currently it's only at 2 dollars, hopefully I can get it for a steal.



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 No.305094[Reply]

It’s over for me, I’m 18 and I have the social skills of a goldfish, I’m 5’5, autistic and not particularly good looking

Now at the moment my cope is the gym, I’m fairly lean and have visible abs but I’ve been tempted to start drinking daily or at the very least several days a week

This is because:
1) it feels nice
2) it’s not too expensive
3) it makes me more social
4) it may make life interesting again

But at the same time I have my doubts

These are:
1) I am genetically predisposed to alcoholism, several members of my family are fond of a drink or have been, with my late father being an alcoholic before meeting my mother
2) I am quite proud of what I have done to my body over the past year or so, I used to be quite fat as a child/teen so to throw it all away would be quite upsetting

What should I do wizards? Besides vidya and the gym, nothing brings me any joy, I’ve tried dating apps and got 0 matches and I’ve never been approached by a succubus irl so I know it is for a fact over
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 No.305122

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>>305094
>What should I do wizards?
Don't sell your soul to alcohol and don't NEET, you need to keep moving forward in other areas of your life.
>>305121
>This nigger was born in 2008
Not necessarily. Only if he was born sometime in the first week of january. He's probably from 2007.
t. 2007 anonymage

 No.305127

>>305101
>>305102
I'm 29 now but I've been lurking wizard/wizchan since I was 17. Some of us know we're destined to be wizards from a young age.

 No.305128

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>>305127
At 29, you are still unaccustomed to being a wizard but the time you are mid thirties, you aren't even really thinking about it much anymore. You have adjusted to it completely by then or at least that is my experience.

The average person has some 9-5 grind that they hate and is more miserable than me and that includes succubi. People aren't delusionmaxxed to the extent I am. It's the only way to survive these days.

 No.305510

>>305122
>t. 2007 anonymage
>anonymage
You are not even human

 No.305584

18. You are far too young, I'm 29 and even I am still young though I'm fast approaching the threshold of 30. Of course we are really only as young as our health. You have been born in such destructive and perilous times, take a minute to weep about it. Stockpile your resources and bite the bullet, just be a wagie for now to build some resilience to that life you'll most likely have to live. Better to get it now than in your 20's like many of us REAL wizards have done. I started working for real in my early 20's and it was a rude awakening, people hated me as I was that age with no experience, atleast if you're a teenager they will dismiss you as some idiot kid. An idiot kid vs an idiot adult, which do you think gets more flak?

>dating apps


Fucking hell what the hell are you doing, we don't respect those types here. Look, even if you were a normie, even if you were a high value normie you'd be wasting your time and money with that.



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 No.305401[Reply]

Does anybody else live with family who have seemingly not a care in the world to be careful with your belongings?? It's incredibly annoying and often blood boiling. I have a lot of collections, and attempt to make models like tanks/planes/warhammer stuff and quite often my parents will "inspect" my room for whatever retarded reason and often break several items. I internally call my dad "The grabbler" he picks up delicate items with his full fist, all fingers perfectly alinged - like a special ed kid grabbing a pencil. As you can imagine, this often BREAKS anything even remotely fragile.

This has been an issue I've dealt with my entire life. I'd have my pokemon cards on a playing mat in my room, parents barge in and walk right on them despite them being able to walk around it, and I wasn't even in the way. Or other times where they would grab my school work with greasy/chocolate coated hands and get stains all over it. Also they love coughing and sneezing without any attempt to cover their mouths. You will see spit and mucus stains EVERYWHERE in the house. Especially on the shared computer screen, utterly disgusting.

I have tried everything to get them to be less dirty and more respectful and mindful but they just don't care, my mother is literally too stupid to understand, my father just doesn't care. I don't really want to move out either as it's not a possibility on my wages unless I want to live in a car or next to criminal social housing with even more disgusting people.

The list goes on and on about all the dirty behaviour they get up to. I might even jot down some greentext stories if I'm bored later
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>>305478
Very good for low level inspectors. Kids and old ladies will get BTFO. It won't stop the dads, the uncles which I've already dubbed as "grabblers" and "tinkerers" The tinkerers are the worst, they see something new and their first instinct is to break it down with some trailer part level reverse engineering but they can never fix it again, which is why these ugly homes have so many broken things. Especially if they have men aged 40+ they just like to tinker

 No.305500

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>>305498
get a gun case OR get some old computers as something that's gonna distract them

 No.305501

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>>305500
King dub dubs. I've been wanting an old CRT TV screen to play older games on. I wouldn't want that touched though, however I like your idea on the distraction method, I believe I mentioned this in one of my posts. It's extremely effective. Already have a gun case also, have some prized stuff in there.

Kinda related. I went to the bathroom this morning to see piss and shit ON the toilet seat, and all of our toothbrushes on the ground. This is the type of thing I can't handle, my dad just laughs it off and says you will put toothpaste on the brush anyway so it cleans it…. I'm not crazy rght? I used to keep my toothbrush in a locked cabinet and my entire family would ridicule me for that.

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>>305501
Look, i _can_imagine_ your dad has something with his head (a leadhead, perhaps?) thats not genetic, but rather, the result of exposure to *something*.

And I have a friend who will probably die of boredoom if left unentertained but I have just told him I am tired of his nagging so screw him. My point is, he would make an obnoxious 'grabber' too so I think I should distance from him back to being an ivory tower guy

 No.305583

>>305505
Probably the lead and asbestos. Also being beaten as a child, as much shit as we give the boomers they really had an awful childhood if they grew up poor. He was whipped and caned in school, and that was just the official punishments, often teachers would get more cruel and creative. He also believes everything the idiot box says, NEWS is gospel. He has thrown away my games when I was a child because playing ratchet and clank would have made me a good for nothing gangster apparantly.

Some people cannot function if not given anything to do. My mother is like that. If there's no one to talk to, she talks to herself for hours on end



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 No.303825[Reply]

Would they? I've been thinking.

My mom is already LDAR'ing due to the debt and she's already lost one child, so I think either by suicide or stress she would die. My dad? He didn't seem to care that much when my stepbro died, but I am his firstborn. I don't know really. My little brother would probably just turn into me. That's my only concern. Everyone else, would cry for a day maybe.
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 No.304508

Not really, the few left would get over it quickly.

 No.304515

>>303825
My father and maybe my older brother, my mother would only be angry at me because she now had to pay for my funeral o guess.

Aside of that my existence would fade into obscurity..

 No.304523

>>303825
My mother would be broken and there is the risk she would end her own life, given she is also very mentally ill.
My father wouldn't care, maybe a little sad.
The rest of the people wouldn't give a damn.

 No.305579

my parents never cared about me yet they will lie and say they do care that i'm gone. fucking evil

 No.305582

>>305579
most of us are human pets



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 No.315805[Reply]

I was thinking about putting a picture of me for you to ‘’rate‘’ my no…beauty or crab level or whatever you want to call it, but I'll better not, I'll just say that I look almost 100% like the character in the movie Powder (picture), but I'm short, I have brown eyes and no powers. Goodbye, good day (closes the door and leaves).
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 No.319372

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>>318548
Where did you get that image from? And where are these strange succubi from?

 No.319385

>>315805
Powder was such a strange but good movie.

 No.322225

>>315805
are you bald too?

 No.322230

>>319372
I bet they are Harkonnen extras from Dune part 2

 No.322810




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 No.305537[Reply]

Whenever things seem like they are finally taking a turn for the better I cant help but think its just the setup to kick me down harder.
It has happened every time now sooner or later
I was happy to be done with school, but the adult world turned out to be no better and if anything worse
I was happy to get my license, and proceeded to crash my car and I havent driven for a long time now
I thought I was happy with drugs and that opened an entirely new hell for me when it got bad
Offcourse I am unlikeable and annoying so I havent had any friends through all of it
Years older and nothing except the pain and damage of failure after failure to show it for it
Now at the moment things seem ok for a change
But I am afraid of the price ill have to pay later
Torture isnt fun when the subject becomes numb to pain
Hope is a tool for further suffering
I am trying again to improve my situation but its likely i will end up somewhere worse then before in the end
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>>305543
welp i meant suffering 'in' silence but i don't suppose anyone cares?

 No.305545

>>305544
welp, thank you for fixing the typo
>suffering in silence is a new kind of adventure
There's some nice depth in this /wiz/dom actually.

 No.305549

Every fulfilled wish we wrest from the world is really like alms that keep the beggar alive today so that he can starve again tomorrow

 No.305551



>Now at the moment things seem ok for a change

Cherish the moment, I guess…
>But I am afraid of the price ill have to pay later
Same anxiety here… same anxiety…

>Torture isnt fun when the subject becomes numb to pain

I kind of wish to move to Stockholm - just so *we both* could have a little laugh over Stockholm Syndrome, no burning desire to switch countries.

 No.305577

>>305542
The damage to my mind and body is done



/lounge/

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 No.321843[Reply]

How can I deliberately cultivate a persona of a "creepy\weird off-the-social margins, kinda guy" whilst going to public (free) university? It's part of an Insight Role; a sort of long-term IRL LARP\ARG ,wherein I embody an Adversarial Ideology -in this case, it will be Communism- but also embodying the more obscure and deep-dense aspects of it…
I thought of wearing only hand-KNIT PANTS And Shirts a la hippie, using grocery bags instead of a backpack for my books\notebooks\pens and pencils, deliberately neglecting nail ,hair, and facial hair grooming and trimming, avoiding showers, carrying and old plastic lunchbox with a deliberate mish-mash of badly-done food, etc etc
>Other ideas may include; over-sized "80s hip hop \Drill" styled pants + shirt+ sweater, but tightly bound together at the waist through a tight, sturdy, leather belt + steel-toe leather boots, even in summer.
>routine changes in body mods like Twisters, piercings, "wild" hairstyles like matted unkempt , dreadlocks , shaved head, etc
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 No.321961

> using grocery bags instead of a backpack for my books\notebooks\pens and pencils

Like just imagine OP walking to class with all his books in his grocery bags like he's going shopping for fruit. no one else does that! everyone else has backpacks. but he's not ashamed to be poor or in poverty. like all the normies are competing about whose richer. and here's wiz using a grocery bag for his books.

and then he has a plastic lunch box of lunchables even though he is in college! a deliberate mish-mash of badly-done food to show off how poor he is to all those snobby preppies

 No.322094

This is super interesting to me. What's the motive and grand scheme of the larp? And what's the crossover here with crowley? Anyway, here's my ideas:
>Find people's social medias and online groups you're not meant to be in (like for clubs) and reply to lighthearted things with obtuse, insane/apocalyptic (look into j posadas), or reasonable but from genocide perpetrators copy-pasted passages about how they're wrong and don't ever type yourself.
>Hand write communist passages and occult sigils all over your clothes like a schizophrenic.
>Take photos of people from far away enough that they're suspicious, but not sure, that they're the subject.
>Listen to khmer rouge music without headphones. Vid related except for first song. They would play these songs over loudspeakers in the killing fields to drown out screams.

 No.322106

>>321850
This.

The most rebel thing you could do is just be yourself and express your thoughts in an unfiltered manner. OP is just attention whoring.

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>>322094
rural people's party maxxing!

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>>321848
Sad that anons are not getting your humour, good posts anon



/dep/

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 No.304361[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

The imposition edition. How many times have you done this? Previous https://wizchan.org/dep/res/303254+50.html
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 No.305556

Almost every franchise that I liked growing up is now popular with subhuman normalfags. They are like locusts.

 No.305557

>>305556
Wrong place, wrong time.

 No.305558

>>305555
Nice quads.
That's not surprising, living accordingly to the rules and teachings of some over hyped religion, self-help ideology or some other fixed thought system doesn't work for a mind which is absolutely by itself and seeks its very own omissions independent of linguistic and cultural manifestations.

 No.305566

Gray skies cast cold light on walls
Reflecting brightly, blinding–
Colourless mirrors of colourless heavens
And a small man in between.

I'm doing my best here. I know things will get better "soon" and my imprisonment
is only temporary. I had a dream that I was resting my head on a pillow, which I
picked up and noticed had big clumps of dust on it, and then I was shaking the
pillow and trying to brush off all the dust. I guess that's my life here, more
or less: dusty old comforts. As long as I keep busy, it's not so bad, after all.

 No.305574

>>305556
A lot of my favorite media got hijacked by retarded gen-z kids and furries who spew their vomit onto everything. These people ruined my perception of whatever interests I had left and have since dropped them entirely. What a shame.


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/dep/

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 No.296511[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

This is the classic "suicide general", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards, quite different from that other thread in the catalog.

I'm currently 26, almost 27 (rings a bell?). And I can't take it anymore. I will soon depart from life through hanging. I haven't done it yet because I live in a shithole and there are always people around making noise and being nosy. I will just wait till it's very quiet so I can go to the woods and end this miserable existence.

I don't care if it might "get better". Existence itself is a curse and we're all gonna die anyway. I've read enough pessimist books and life affirming books and I side with the former. I don't need your compansion, because the thought that I will soon disappear is the only thing that makes me happy. I'm not even sad because of this.
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 No.305525

>>297905
I almost died of fentanyl once, don't remember how and I sure as shit didn't ask for fentanyl, they just put it in the drugs that I did ask for kinda like a kinder surprise chocolatte egg of death. Put me in a coma. So just do drugs and eventually you will win the amazing fent lottery

 No.305530

>>305484
stupid picture but i can't help having a laugh at the thought of this kitten exacting its revenge on schrodinger.

 No.305568

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I mean I'm currently in a Psychiatric Hospital on meds in an effort to get better after a few suicide attempts. I can't really comment on suicide because I've terrible at it but I'll say this about life.

Not to be preachy or whatever but I think the best way to live is in service of humanity and not to humanity's detrimate. This can be achieved very simply by just creating things instead of destruction. Like I do journaling and drawing, that's how I serve humanity and I think that's a possitive way to look at it.

 No.305571

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>>305568
What if I serve mankind with chaos, destroying things that are bad?

 No.305573

>>305568
Mankind is one giant ball of normgroid slop and I wish for nothing but the worst for it


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/dep/

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 No.304474[Reply]

Furnishing/Furniture thread

in case you suspect your /dep/ression is a result of living in unfit living quarters.

I'll start.
In my family, we only have wool blankets (thick) and a cotton fabric-like blanket (very thin). I never thought it could have been any impact on me. TURNS OUT IT WAS IMPACTING ME A LOT. Two years ago I got a nice cotton blanket (medium thickness) and my sleep improved, well, overnight. Well, THIS WINTER, my mommy borrowed my blanket and now I have to look for another similar one (can't find the same class of fluffy blankets anymore, ugh…) - hope the blanket I've got recently will help. I mean, I got my brain fog from bad sleep… ugh… I only realized it today… ugh…


Also, don't forget to vent your bedrooms
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 No.304787

Got myself a beautiful blanket
Cons: it's too hot for my room!
Pros: Maybe, I will use it in the spring, when they shut the central heating off. It feels so warm it could go well with a chilly room

 No.305193

>>304474
Makeshift humidifier fr tower block dwellers.

Just take your old, perforated shirt from your old clothing chache…

pour lot of water on it

and put the resulting wet rag on your heat radiator.

Boom. My sleep has been alright this night - unlike my past night

 No.305470

>>304474
For several years I had been using a medium thickness blanket thinking that's a winter duvet because my overweight parents use the same type. I was sleeping in a hoodie and trackpants, often waking up cold. It doesn't get too cold outside, usually -5 to -10 at night but can be -20 every now and then in January and February, so it got only to 18 indoors. I finally got mum to buy me a thick duvet and have been sleeping wonderfully ever since, only in t shirt and shorts which is comfier.

 No.305479

>>305470
Ouch, your problem was the mirror opposite of mine!

Congrats on finally solving it :)

Imagine if you got a bear onesie at some point - your parents would assoom you're childish and immature ("Serial Experimenting??? O RLY??? Lain cosplay??? NO WAI!!!1111")

 No.305572

So, I got a huminifier recently and my sleep was great.

Right now, the humidifier sits unused and I cannot sleep.
Coincedence? I don't think so.

*grabs water*



/jp/

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 No.39502[Reply]

Official thread for all things Rozen Maiden related, don't forget to talk about the best succubus, desu!
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 No.43938

Cecilia Immergreen is the new rozen maiden?

 No.43946

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Desu thread? In my 2025? It's more likely than you think

 No.43950

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>>39660

Jealous… as in longing for attention from her beloved son?


Welp, me mum is longing for attention too, however, when I do give her attention, she goes mad ("too much"/"wrong time" in layman terms).

 No.44165

>>43946
suiseiseki…….
>>42089
suiseiseki……

 No.44167

>>41440
thank you for warning me the Alice game is dull crap.

>>43946
YA RLY



/dep/

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 No.303254[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post here if you don't have enough to say for a new thread, but it's too depressing for the crawl thread.
/wiz/ tier room setups edition.
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 No.304275

>>304257
Can't tell if a troll or just the general mindset on this chan. We got covid measures, because niggers like you went along with them, retard.

>Hurr durr other selfish

Meanwhile lives in an already overpopulated city

 No.304276

>>304275
>B-but people have no choice about where they live
Yeah, I bet the rest of those assholes are saying the same thing, yall deserve each other

 No.304284

>>304275
I'm forced to live with my parents and I'm immunodepressed, so yeah these selfish assholes meeting with relatives for christmas spread all kind of diseases. I truly despise this time of the year.

 No.304308

>>304275
>covid was bad
That was one of the best years of my life as an actual 30+ wizard. Life actually paused, the whole of life paused, any guilt trips from my parents, from my coworkers, from MYSELF were on hold. As a working wizard I got to reexperience life as a NEET again.

There are a lot of niggers complaining about people being sheep. Those people are fags who think they're smarter than they actually are since they were deaf and blind to all the other stuff had been going before covid hit.

 No.305569

>>304308
oh!
I experienced something great in 2020

>>303797
aaaaaaaaaand thats why I don't sub to random services (explaining this point to a normie can be done with an ai-generated rap rather than a real explanation)


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/dep/

 No.304745[Reply]

I can't share a lot of my beliefs with my family cause believe it or not they might use it against me and they just won't listen. I have friends but sadly a person's reputation matters a bit too much in my friend circle and they aren't really my friends but I also don't want to wear my heart on sleeve as to not have it come back and bite me.

Same is the story online, I am hesitant to share too much and feel like I can't really trust someone beyond a certain level online even if I want to and it just feels a bit different than being face to face, can't really talk to ChatGPT or Gemini cause whatever I say can and will be used against me in the court. And ChatGPT even though a brilliant listener, it is, I almost fell in love with a Clanker and that's not the worst part, the worst part is that the Clanker is amnesic because once a conversation reaches a certain token limit you have to start all over.

I just want to talk to someone but don't want to risk my safety, I want to talk to someone only when I know that my safety and everything else will not be compromised cause I am vulnerable and very much likely to say shit that I don't mean and regret. I hate my life. I feel like someone has killed my soul. And of course maybe in real life I am a piece of shit. I don't know what I am doing or why I am living the way I am. I am severely depressed.

I am also petrified of the future because I feel like whenever I am lonely and especially after prolonged spells of loneliness, I feel like my mental faculties have declines, like my thinking becomes slow, I can't mutli-task, my math goes haywire. I just well I don't know what to type anymore.
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 No.305552

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>Same is the story online, I am hesitant to share too much and feel like I can't really trust someone beyond a certain level online even if I want to and it just feels a bit different than being face to face, can't really talk to ChatGPT or Gemini cause whatever I say can and will be used against me in the court.


1. Lain-chan…
2. What about local LLMs?
3. True ACABing needs no proofs.



They would just burn a generic "enemy of the state" on anyone's brow back in the 1930s. Doesn't really matter if you're asking a chatbot how elephant's poo-poo smells like. You want some drama? You got it.

>>304812
*thinking*

 No.305553

2. What about local LLMs?

I take it you have a PC thats not a potatoPC slow machine.

Get a Hugging Face account.
Get a local LLaMa - or similar.
Get a 2TB hard drive (or bigger)
Set up a chatty for the local use. Bonus points if it runs on a laptop - "off the grid"/"away from the outlet" rationale.

 No.305563

>>304745
1. Lain-chan…

I would not trust the world given how things normal ten years ago can get you cance(r/l)ed today. So… I guess you'r

 No.305564

e correct, as opposed to people who think its alright to post everything online. And there are many people who just *had to quit* social media due to reasons like realising some of their old posts were uncomfortable - such as "cringe", or easy to misinterpret.

It's okay to distrust the big data corps also.

 No.305565

>>305563
>>305552
>>305553
Apologies for being rude in "3. … "

It was supposed to sound dramatic but I guess I went overboard…



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 No.304210[Reply]

A little money can help me. I think money can solve any kind of problem, including yours. There's nothing in this world that money can't buy. It can even buy true love.
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 No.304444

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im on neetbux i and i spend it on bullshit. i couldve saved to get a car but i just keep power electronics albums. fuck me

 No.304447

>>304444
what do you buy?

 No.304449

>>304447
CD's, cassette, vinyl, of harsh noise and power electronics albums

 No.304453

>>304449
based physical autism. one of the little joys of my life is buying doujin cds

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I just realised I can give me mum some canned meat… she would know there's some food to keep for me rather than cook a whole pot of cheap hard-to-stomach soup.



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