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 No.68295[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Book discussion. Tell us what you're reading.
Previous threads:
>>64932
>>60032
>>54504
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 No.70254

>>70253
Guess we'll get to see more of the world outside of the abbey, which means good old worldbuilding. I wonder if the decision to not develop a printing press is wise. Maybe there isn't enough pulp to make paper since it was mentioned that wood is scarce and ink expensive. If someone wants to develop this world, the first order of action would probably be to conquer whole swathe of lands first and ensure safety and stability of trade and travel so talent and resource can be gathered in one place.

 No.70257

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"The trip to New Rome would require at least three months, perhaps longer, the time depending to some extent on the distance which Francis could cover before the inevitable band of robbers relieved him of his ass. He would be traveling alone and unarmed, carrying only his bindlestiff and begging bowl in addition to the relic and its illuminated replica."

Alright, that’s completely idiotic. You know for a fact you’ll get robbed, and still you send one flimsy guy with not just a piece of art worthy of being a gift to the Pope, but also the irreplaceable, original relic that inspired it?! Ridiculous! I would even call this a plot hole. I can’t conceive of the monks being this stupid. What do you think, wiz? I have no explanation for this behavior.


We're reading A Canticle for Leibowitz.
You can find several editions available to borrow here:
https://archive.org/search?query=A+Canticle+for+Leibowitz&and%5B%5D=mediatype%3A%22texts%22

I’ll be using this one, simply because I like the formatting better:
https://archive.org/details/canticleforleibo0000unse_d5n4/mode/2up

>>70254
Well, apparently the monks are too dense to think about such things. After what they pulled in this chapter, I can't speak for their intelligence.

 No.70258

>>70257
Yeah that was a weird thing to do. I can't predict how safe travelling would evolve in a lawless world but certainly nobody would entrust something so important to a lone unarmed guy. They could have travel in large groups with weapons or hitch a ride with a caravan travelling the same direction. Hell Francis mentioned in earlier chapters that he is good with a bow and it's common for the Christians of that world to assemble in armies.

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The Pontiff moved on, speaking to each pilgrim in the line, and when it was over: the solemn benediction. The audience had ended.

And so it ends the first part of the novel. Gotta tell you, as soon as Francis got the money, I knew what was coming to him. I enjoyed the bulk of the chapter that narrates the ecclesiastical procedures and everything that Francis saw, but didn't enjoy the ending for our hero. It felt like the monks got dumbed down a lot in the last two chapters.

We're reading A Canticle for Leibowitz.
You can find several editions available to borrow here:
https://archive.org/search?query=A+Canticle+for+Leibowitz&and%5B%5D=mediatype%3A%22texts%22

I’ll be using this one, simply because I like the formatting better:
https://archive.org/details/canticleforleibo0000unse_d5n4/mode/2up

>>70258
They never heard of convoys, caravans, nothing. If they were an isolated monastery without any awareness of the outside, then I would kind of get it, but they get visitors and pilgrims with some regularity, it seems, so there's really no excuse I can think of.

 No.70264

>>70262
The monks were so dumb I had to look up the author to see what's up with him. According to wikipedia:

>During World War II, he served in the Army Air Forces as a radioman and tail gunner, flying more than fifty bombing missions over Italy. He took part in the bombing of the Benedictine Abbey at Monte Cassino, which proved a traumatic experience for him.[1] Joe Haldeman reported that Miller "had post-traumatic stress disorder for 30 years before it had a name", and that Miller displayed a photograph he had taken of Ron Kovic (some kind of anti-war activist I think) prominently in his living room.[2]


>After the war, Miller converted to Catholicism.


Apparently after the success of A canticle for Leibowitz he became a depressed recluse and didn't publish anything until his death when a manuscript for the sequel was found. So it seems that he hated war and is mentally tortured by his experiences. Maybe the monks is stand in for the naive love-conquers pacifists of his time. Perhaps Francis death serves as a criticism or a catharsis for the author by depicting viewpoints he hated gets proven wrong. I don't know. I can only speculate. Oh well, at least Francis is done with. Maybe the next character will be less frustrating.


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 No.63375[Reply]

anyone wants to play a new diep.io clone (multiplayer online browser game with no registration)
https://havre.io
sadly it lacks activity making it more like single-player, but that allows you to level up and score in peace for practice, then spin in a corner waiting for more to show up.

Controls:
WASD - move
Mouse - aim
E - auto-fire
C - spin

a concentration of large geometrical shapes and power-ups can be found in the center, in diep.io there would be competition for it.


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 No.70176[Reply]

Discussion about the lucrative, dangerous, and interesting hobby of Dumpster Diving.

High priority finds: Anything worth $$$, duh. Here's some examples:
-PC/Electronic equipment
-Sealed products, boardgames, clothing etc
-Food(sealed and safe)
-Anything you can use

Every day at my job I throw away several thousands of dollars of supermarket goods that are still good but we cannot legally sell them. Sometimes the seal is slightly broken and if anyone gets sick from that, that's a 6 or 7 digit number we get fined, so it's easier to avoid that altogether and claim insurances. Every single night people raid our dumpster. It makes sense.

I also used to use this method to survive decently while I was homeless.

Please post your thoughts and experiences
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 No.70180

>>70176
gross
disease

 No.70259

>>70177
I'm not that great, I am just a hobbyist. The best things I've found have been PC parts/games etc, nothing super crazy but can sell these things for a few bucks online. Whilst I was homeless I would appreciate the SEALED bakery goods, you don't really care if it's slightly stale when you're starving. Also found a lot of medication which wasn't being properly thrown away, I never touched it though seems like a terrible idea.

>>70179
I am now living in a better place.

>>70180
Utmost caution is advised.

 No.70260

>>70259
where do you live now?

 No.70261

so between locked dumpsters and people video taping their dumpsters, how do you attempt this? I suppose if you're homeless you no longer care about being arrested.

 No.70263

>>70260
Just a regular flat, it's humble and does the job, close to work as well so it suits my lifestyle well.

>>70261
Just find the ones that are ideal. Never dealt with any police or guards so I'm not sure what would happen, I'd assume they would just move you along. Lots of places have dumpsters just behind the back and aren't locked or secured. I didn't ever break any locks or enter property I wasn't supposed to, I believe that's where the trouble can start



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 No.304361[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

The imposition edition. How many times have you done this? Previous https://wizchan.org/dep/res/303254+50.html
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>>304974
I can't think of a better New Year's resolution than reading at least 50 pages of a book every day and maybe lose 15 lbs. What are you all planning? I wish I had some kind of grand ambition but I do not.

 No.304982

>>304981
WTF that's not what I meant to embed…

 No.304983

Happy new year, my brothers.

>>304981
In any case, I'm going to move. Hopefully it will be somewhere I can relax and
settle down a little. I think your resolution is worthy and ambitious enough.

 No.304984

Is there ever going to be more to life than video games and porn? I guess I'll never know.

 No.304985

>>304984
Since pornhub took down anon amateur videos, the entire porn industry became worthless piece of shit. Maybe there's still some fun left on paid sites, but I sure as hell am not paying a succubus.

Also jerking off only makes it worse. The more you jerk off the more you want to jerk off and it just never ends. Waking up in the morning with intense desire to rub is far worse than regular depression.


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 No.321588[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction

https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.322644

Google "I Miss My Friends" by one succubus to see if this music video is made by either Japanese, Chinese, or Korean animators and to see if it's on MAL. Google gives YouTube, Apple Music and other shit. I search MyAnimeList and name of the title and the performer. Nothing. I went to 🦆🦆Go. It showed lesser shit, yet still nothing. I put title of the song, performer and add anime. Voila! It's on MAL. For some featured artist is in the title there.

I still found some gems on Google, though sometimes results disappear. I searched reviews for one Italian nu metal band and only Qwant showed like 3 unique results in Italian. This example at the beginning is skull-scratching. (I came across that video by accident).

 No.322645

>>322644
Of course, I could've searched directly on MAL but I wanted to see all the info about it's creators at the same time without the possibility of a failure if it wasn't on MAL. Even after entering -youtube, Google showed pages of irrelevant crap.

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Happy New Years, Wizards. I'm glad this place is still around.

 No.322653

>>322652
Happy New Years. I wish I had come up with something special to do on this occasion but I suck at planning.

 No.322654

>>322653
Sames. Meh oh well, at least I have some my wine and pizza.


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 No.296511[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

This is the classic "suicide general", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards, quite different from that other thread in the catalog.

I'm currently 26, almost 27 (rings a bell?). And I can't take it anymore. I will soon depart from life through hanging. I haven't done it yet because I live in a shithole and there are always people around making noise and being nosy. I will just wait till it's very quiet so I can go to the woods and end this miserable existence.

I don't care if it might "get better". Existence itself is a curse and we're all gonna die anyway. I've read enough pessimist books and life affirming books and I side with the former. I don't need your compansion, because the thought that I will soon disappear is the only thing that makes me happy. I'm not even sad because of this.
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 No.304773

>>304330
From my research it takes up to 20 minutes maybe even more, an awfully long time for one to panic and call the ambulance, one really need benzos to keep calm.

 No.304949

does drinking vodka help build the courage to do it?

 No.304950

>>304949
yeah when your liver fails

 No.304976

>>303508
That was Dante and Augustine's fanfiction. Samson and Saul kill themselves in the OT and they're still saved.


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 No.322610[Reply]

happy new year and all of that.

treat yourself to some sesame paste if you never head any. i regret learning about this so late, i can't help but want to warn others on not missing out on this goodness. it is just one ingredient crushed industrially into paste: sesame seeds.

when you buy it in the store it is separated and the separation is strong. when you stick a spoon in and try to stir, the bottom is so strong that the spoon can not stir. and you have to shake it and keep it in a shook state.

the sesame paste hides behind a bit of effort but the reward is worth the extra work.

the taste is amazing. mild and nutty. the nice thing about this is that it has a high fat content but it is not as impossible to digest as oil is. it still has it's fiber.

i use this to make sauces without oil. i just put tomatos and herbs into a blender and then i add a few tablespoons of this stuff and it turns into a nice creamy sauce but a sauce that the human organism has the chance to actually digest reasonably.

this stuff is so good, i wonder why it is not sold in regular supermarkets, i bother to go to the muslim markets just to get this goodness.
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 No.322632

>100g of sesame paste
>juice of 1 lemon
>clove of garlic
>salt late
>if you want some colour in it just put in finely chopped parsley

next time i see parsley in the store, i'm giving this a chance. i never know what to do with parsley.

i eat the sesame paste a lot with fruit. i put ripe banana and grapes in a blender with sesame paste and that's my basic slop i like to eat. fresh fruit is always better, self-frozen is fine too though. sometimes i add juice of a lime to it, sometimes some raw cacao, sometimes cinnamon, sometimes pecan nuts. i love how it tastes, how it digests and how it helps me being active and skate. also i look good. people who eat heavy at my age already don't look that good.

 No.322647

>>322632
>next time i see parsley in the store

brought some home and now i am making parsley sesame sauce to eat with roasted pumpkin.

~80g sesame paste
loads of parsley.
i'm not adding the lemon because i drank 2 liter of fresh juice today.
the garlic i am not adding either because i have an entire garlic paste i made that i will add. so 75% parsley and then 25% tahin.

 No.322648

>>322647
tastes interesting. i added a few drops of water to help it blend and then i threw a cucumber and some honey in and now i have a tasty green sauce 😎👍

 No.322649

happy new year 🥳

 No.322650

hny 2026



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 No.227041[Reply]

Feeling like posting first time on Wizardchan. At least in many years.
Regardless, I wanted to ask fellow hermits of the craft:
How to Stabilize Affirmations for Sigils?
There is the sufist concept of Tawfeeq which can help.
Then there are phrases such as "Most optimally for all" to include.

On a meta level, Sigils should never be really necessary as you progress into living a life style which makes all your wishes fulfilled forever by the way you handle things to begin with. MAYBE
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 No.227462

>>227459
Spells don't work, only psyops do. Even the guy who shot Trump in the ear was manipulated by someone smarter than him and he then did the deed as an independent agent, and the provocateur stays in the shadows completely anonymous.

I hate to quote the already overquoted gen. Patton, but the goal isn't to die for your country. It's making some dumb bastard die for his while you benefit from his sacrifice yourself. Only morons put themselves on the line and risk prison or death.

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>>227462
Yeah but then General Patton did repeated frontal attacks against Fortress Metz, wasting two months, instead of just going around it.

 No.227479

>>227459
Are you lost? Do you even know what website you're on?

 No.227480

>>227041
I've never figured out how exactly people activate them, do we just meditate with it in front of us?

 No.227484

>>227478
How many Pattons died during the Lorraine assaults vs. how many tens of thousands of anonymous Americans died?

Yeah, still a ratio of 0 to 55,000+. I rest my case



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 No.293203[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

I'm going broke, and I really don't know how to deal with this fact. I went to 4 doctors to treat it, but none of them worked, and no matter how many medications I took, I was never able to overcome this problem. But these only caused me terrible side effects, such as fatigue, weight gain, apathy, a lot of disinterest in everything, and alopecia, but they were never able to attack the impulses. Violence never stops.
Sometimes I blame my family for raising me in such a violent environment, but then I think it's better to bury the past and look forward. But sometimes it is difficult, since it is not about the violence of 10 or 15 years ago, it is about things sometimes from less than a week ago.

I feel like an alcoholic, where instead of keeping a place free of that poison, it is offered to me in all shapes, sizes, colors and flavors.
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 No.304837

>started to feel the wind on part of my scalp I normally don't feel the wind on

 No.304839

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>>303728
Every time I leave my house to go anywhere now, it’s like 3 or 4 dudes out of 10 have their heads shaved. It’s starting to look like some secret cult. It’s funny. It truly is the combover of this generation. The way I see it, it’s just another way of hiding the receding hair. It’s not “owning it” in any way. Owning it would be to just not care and let the male pattern baldness follow its course, without a care in the world, not obsessively shaving your head every other day to hide it.
There is this weird idea that if you’re showing your scalp, you’re owning your baldness, but that’s just false. The problem was never the scalp itself, but the receding hair pattern, and shaving your head hides exactly that, pretty much.

Not throwing shade at you, wiz, just something I noticed for some time, and your post really brought it up out of me. I am balding myself, but shaving is just an extra chore. Better to have a regular haircut every six months or so and let the crown show. It’s fine. If there’s a style that I feel like is “owning it,” one’s baldness would be like pic related. No hiding the pattern, no obsessive shaving, just what it is.

I mean, if you want to shave it and you like the look, that’s all that matters, really. I’m just throwing my two cents in on this shaved head trend it's been going on for a while now.

 No.304969

>>304839
give this man a kimono and a katana and suddenly he's stylish

 No.304972

>>304839
that guy is my dad's fav show

 No.304973

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I got the double curse of thin/sparse hair on top of a Norwood 5 hairline - I look like a warthog if I don't shave it.


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 No.227212[Reply]

https://archive.ph/3vGE1

Across the country, the ancient tradition of Orthodox Christianity is attracting energetic new adherents, especially among conservative young men. They are drawn to what they describe as a more demanding, even difficult, practice of Christianity. Echoing some of the rhetoric of the so-called manosphere, new waves of young converts say Orthodoxy offers them hard truths and affirms their masculinity.

One night this summer, the young adults of All Saints Orthodox Church in Raleigh, N.C., gathered at a bookshop and bar on the city’s north side. At the event’s peak, there were a mere handful of succubi present, and more than 40 men. The men noticed, and believed they knew why.

Orthodoxy “appeals to the masculine soul,” said Josh Elkins, a student at North Carolina State University who was chatting with other young men.
“The Orthodox Church is the only church that really coaches men hard, and says, ‘This is what you need to do,’” said Mr. Elkins, 20, who casually quoted a second-century martyr and rattled off terms like “monarchical episcopate” in conversation. He beamed as he talked about the weekly worship service known as the Divine Liturgy, an hourslong affair at which attendees typically stand the entire time, rather than sitting in the pews or kneeling.

Orthodox Christians in the United States are younger and more male than many other Christian groups here.

Some converts report approvingly that Orthodoxy has a more masculine feel than other traditions. Priests, who must be male and can marry, often have large beards and big families. Orthodoxy asks practitioners to make sacrifices like fasting, rather than offering them emotional contemporary music and therapeutic sermons, which critics describe as the typical evangelical megachurch experience.
“There’s no war for us to die in — well, there are wars for us to die in, just not ones that are honorable,” Laric Copes Jr., 28, who attends All Saints, said. For former Protestants like himself, Orthodoxy serves as “a kind of frontier of exploration,” he said.
“Young men need purpose, whatever that is,” said Jerod Stine, 26. “Young men are struggling to find jobs, they’re struggling to get into schools, and they’re really being told by society, ‘We don’t really need you.’”
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 No.227465

As long as suffering exists I will never believe in god, also I want to talk with god if he exists I don't want to talk to myself.

 No.227476

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I grew up catholic. went to sunday school and did my communion. these zoomer retards who think Christianity is their way to a new identity dont even realize how boring church is. And the right wing Christians are even doubly stupid as Christianity is a globalist anti racist religion and jesus hated the rich.
Not to mention the vatican is a den of snakes and pedos that havent been trad since they passed vatican 2.

Personally i see christ cucks as the mirror image of blue haired woke people. both moral policing retards who hate life and themselves and wont to control other people

 No.227477

The main thing that has kept me away from church is that its full of families. And if anything ethnic churches like the Orthodox are the least welcoming. But if its being taken over by theologically obsessive young men who dissect the
Essence–energies distinction and the flaws of Monophysitism, and refight the debates of 1054, it could be more appealing

 No.227481

>>227465
FWIW I found it helpful to conceptualise; "Suffering is the point" which when you get over the initial revulsion to the idea becomes almost self evident.

 No.227482

Jordan Peterson teaches that the point of displaying the Cross is to constantly remind ourselves that life is painful.



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 No.302319[Reply]

Let's discuss strategies for getting rid of pessimistic thoughts. No negativity allowed in this thread.

I know this is a meme, but taking a shower can completely turn my mood around and make my worries go away, even if it's just for a couple of hours. Listening to uplifting and happy music is also very effective for me. Sometimes I have to force myself at first, but generally it changes my mood.

What are some things you wizs do to minimize depression?
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 No.304802

Go fuck yourself.

 No.304805

>>303536
Don’t waste your brain on that unverified junk>>302319

 No.304809

>>302332
Everyone's perspective is biased and distorted anyway. We inevitably minimize reality no matter what we do. People here who don't actively try to make themselves optimistic still minimize reality by distracting and detaching.
It's not like anyone here just sits with their thoughts about how horrible every aspect of the world and their life is and does nothing else. They might have that as a background all of the time but they are still engaging in various activities to make it more bearable than just say lying in their bed with their eyes shut or staring at the ceiling the entire time.

I've been at points where attempting to make myself feel better just backfires because it felt too disgusting and incongruous to buy into anything that felt like delusion.
But in general I prefer being able to feel happy and optimistic for brief periods if it's at all possible.

 No.304836

>>304805
You need fact checked and peer reviewed studies or what?

 No.304968

I've made baby steps in feeling better by accepting reality I can't control. It used to burden my mind constantly about the collapse of my country, all of our countries. Now I just put more effort into my personal problems instead. Helps a little bit, it's no magic cure though



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 No.300442[Reply]

The top 5 regrets of the dying according to an Australian palliative care nurse Bonnie Ware are:

-I wish I'd had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me.
-I wish I hadn't worked so much.
-I wish I'd had the courage to express my feelings.
-I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends.
-I wish that I had let myself be happier.
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 No.304958

>>304957
From Gibbon:
>The people of Rome, viewing, with a secret pleasure, the humiliation of the
>aristocracy, demanded only bread and public shows; and were supplied with both
>by the liberal hand of Augustus. The rich and polite Italians, who had almost
>universally embraced the philosophy of Epicurus, enjoyed the present blessings
>of ease and tranquillity, and suffered not the pleasing dream to be interrupted
>by the memory of their old tumultuous freedom. With its power, the senate
>had lost its dignity; many of the most noble families were extinct. The
>republicans of spirit and ability had perished in the field of battle, or in
>the proscription. The door of the assembly had been designedly left open, for
>a mixed multitude of more than a thousand persons, who reflected disgrace upon
>their rank, instead of deriving honor from it.

 No.304959

deathbed regrets are the dumbest fucking thing ever, and normgroids are retarded for living their life trying to avoid them

 No.304965

>>304959
how do you avoid regret, other than making every move perfectly?

 No.304966

>>304965
You don't need to make the best choice. You need to be happy with what you ended up with.

 No.304967

>>304965
Probably better to focus on trying to avoid major regret. Smaller regrets don't occupy the mind as much



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 No.302164[Reply]

Does anyone here struggle with alcohol, or have managed to quit?

It used to be a good coping mechanism for me, but it seems the older I've gotten the worse it feels, and it's become detrimental to my health and the way I behave around people. Easily annoyed, constantly starting shit, tired all the time, strange pains. And I was still getting worse, fast.

This has been a wake-up call and I'm realizing I need to quit before it's too late. Though that's easy for me to say now when I'm still feeling bad, and I fear the cravings will come back strong, but I know I've got to try.

Curious to hear others experience with this.
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 No.303344

>>303153
same situation
i just drink anyway lmao
and sometimes it goes away
it depends on how severe your GERD is

 No.303691

>>303344
It's gotten worse with age, will probably fuck up my esophagus if I'm not careful. at its worst it feels like there's molten lava in my chest. so i've been cutting back.

i've tried anti-acid tablets but it makes it worse in the long term i noticed, better to just drink a lot of water - and never imbibe on an empty stomach.

 No.303722

>>303691
I had a GERD-like booshi back in 2019


in 2020, I realised it was the "not so spicy" spicy food from work that was doing the inflaming stuff to me

 No.304933

>>303691



ok, just in case


try to eat 1 source of carbs only per month or, at least, week:

switch between:
rice/pasta+bread+buns/buckwheat "kasha"

to rule out undiagnosed GLUTEN stuff

 No.304961

literally bro…
who needs buy alcohol?



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 No.65873[Reply]

Do any of you play Go/Weiqi/Baduk? It feels certainly like a game one with a lot of time can devoted themselves to. Other interesting games like shogi or chess? It's certainly somewhat difficult to self teach and a teacher would help but it is what it is.
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 No.68822

I like the game but I can't play it.
What I mean is that I suck, and I don't get any better however much I play or try to read go books. I do enjoy it but I also feel tense as I have to keep myself from making impulse moves and think my moves, but reading different variations gets very taxing and I end up making a mess..
I like the fights, though. I like breaking into a seemingly safe territory and living.

 No.69349

so wizzies did you try learning go?

 No.69350

>>69349
Few years ago. Watched a anime about it and got curious. Learned a bit more about the rules and basic strategy then played online a bit. Found it kind of boring and full games tedious so just stopped.

At this point I am pretty sure I forgot all the strategies I learned and most of the rules.
Also never played once in real life or even knew another person in real life who knew how to play it.
With chess it was mainly a way of bonding between my father and me, so it will always have that connection even though I have fallen out with the game. But with Go there is zero connection for me in my personal life. No strong memories.

 No.69351

>>69350
I see, I want to learn chess and go too

 No.70256

>>65914
I hated Chess so much
>>69349
I'm going to try purchasing a set if it's cheap



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 No.69292[Reply]

Do you read them? do you prefer them over japanese light novels or not?
they are so popular in my local community, even more than japanese light novels, no idea how, given they don't have any animated adaptations, and people who read for pleasure are rare.
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 No.69367

I was reading Journey of the Fate Destroying Emperor.

 No.69368

>>69292
where do you live?

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 No.69381

What's the wizzies consensus on Revered Insanity? Kino or thrash?

 No.70255

>>69381
It was good until I realized it was unfinished



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 No.319910[Reply]

NEETs online tell me all the time that they spend their days doing nothing, but then you find them playing some Co-op multiyplayer games the entire day and they have plenty of friends on Discord whom they game with daily for hours or watch Anime with Them or that they spend their days reading Books, I feel like a total N.P.C compared to them, at least they have hobbies and online friends, on the other hand I got no hobbies or online friends, I just talk long walks daily and lay in my bed at most I listen to Music or masturbate for 5 minutes (sorry for mentioning this) or browse Pinterest or this site not to count basics such as eating and going to toilet
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 No.322636

It's hard to just mindlessly scroll the internet these days. There's just no content being produced anymore. It's creatively dead as fuck. The YouTube algorithm seems like it has been neutered to oblivion, 4chan is imploding and porn doesn't turn me on 99% of the time anymore because I suffer from wizdick.

I play tabletop games, walk, cook, nap and sometimes program.

 No.322637

>>322636
I like to call people slurs and say provocative things. Timeless fun tbqh

 No.322641

>>322634
>Appreciate the reply, but my body is way too beat up at 36 to skate or do any kind of sports except maybe jogging and walking.

36 is very young still. be kind to your body, eat healthy, don't let yourself be seduced by the food industrial medical complex and it will recover and then you have healthy 50+ years ahead of yourself where you don't constantly have to hope that the doctor will keep you alive.

>Tried to pick up gym again. Now even a 40lbs dumbbell feels painful to pick up.


i couldn't do gym. it is too social. too many succubi who are trying to meet. also gym isn't fun. gym feels like work, skating feels like play, it is expressive like a dance but less faggy.

why is it painful to pick up? maybe a dumbbell broke your heart once i dunno.

 No.322642

>>322637
>Timeless fun tbqh

when someone is provocative i never believe that it is really fun. you just say that to seem less crazy. the reality is your life is war and you have a complicated way of not acknowledging it by playing this theater that you like it.

 No.322646

>>319912
Almost the same for me. I browse imageboards, listen to music, sleep, and, eat. Porn got boring for me, I only do it once a few weeks.
I also study for a GED for ten minutes and practice Chinese on Anki, but that's almost nothing. I'm tired of music now tbqh, I want to quit listening to it. I wish I had more things to do.
>>322636
Yeah it sucks. I wish I was able to get into tabletop games but it's too expensive. I've begun practicing shorthand because of how sterile the internet has become but I'll probably quit later on. I'm also looking into getting into more films.



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 No.304408[Reply]

new internet of over 10 yrs now… is it me or there is nothing left to talk about?
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 No.304615

meh im so booooored

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 No.304757

so bored

 No.304955

bored as f

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 No.304887[Reply]

any wizards choose to take psychiatric meds?
and also what's the deal with assisted/medically induced suicide these days?

i hate crawling back to antidepressants but when my thoughts start getting too dark that i can't metabolize them on my own with meditation, and i can't concentrate on anything, i just need something to take the edge off, and if i'm not abusing substances, it's really hard to think of anything that will work better than prozac. but i hate that i need them. my old doctors would say something like, "well what if you needed glasses would you hate them and refuse to wear them? Or just get glasses and live your life?"

Seems switzerland actually lets non-citizens have assisted suicide? my mental health is not really severe enough probably… i don't have a terminal illness or anything… just a tootheache and dysthimia that makes me want to escape dealing with it head on… i had a fleeting relief by researching it and seeing it exists, but the thought has since passed (for now)
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 No.304946

We shouldn't let murdering scumbags get to live on the taxpayer dime waiting 30 years to be executed.

If a murderer confesses and pleads guilty he should face the firing squad the next day. That'll scare them straight. Then you'd see crime go down.

 No.304947

>>304946
>Then you'd see crime go down.
We'd see less people admitting to murder, and more people murdering those who got their criminal friend executed either through vague legislative involvement or by directly pulling the trigger.

 No.304948

>>304947
> more people murdering those who got their criminal friend executed

I don't think speeding up the process would lead to that.

> "Oh it'll be 20 years till my murdering buddy is executed, so I don't care as much"

 No.304952

>>304932
>basic human right
Shut the fuck up you judeomarxistic worm. Biomass like you shouldn't have access to the Internet

 No.304953

>>304945
>>304952
This is not pol



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 No.39161[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

In this thread we say we love our waifus.

Today is Lynne-chan's birthday! She hopes everyone is doing their best!

Last thread from 2017 >>>/jp/22727
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 No.44077

>>44071
I have never heard about her but it must be nice, my waifu isnt confirmed to be but its pretty much 100% because of the setting.
Im the same wiz as >>44061, I have been getting better at ignoring stuff I dont like, but I still struggle with the exposed shoulders on her dress and the problem is that seeing her kind of became a fear trigger where I just feel aweful. Im trying to undo this but progress has been slow, still maybe a bit better.

 No.44091

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I was falling for 2D since I was a teen even though I didn't know what a waifu was before. Anyway, I broke up with my waifu of nine years a year or so ago, and since then I'm looking for a new one.
I'm seeing one who is everything I love in a 2D, but my connection to her is more grounded, deep and slow. It's not puppy love at all, like I ahd with my previous waifu at the beginning.
I know I'm too old to have crushes, but I miss feeling butterflies and the intense, deep connection. Just thinking about her made me weak in the knees. Now, with my current one… I don't know, it feels more adult, more grown-up. Less excited, but stable. But I miss excitement.
Maybe I'm doing it wrong? Is she the one?
How can I know if I love her if body, mind and soul don't tell me if I do love her in obvious ways?
Another thing I noticed is that she makes me feel things. But not infuriation, no, she feels me with some weird emotion, which is almost melancholy. I don't know what's that.
Anyway, I'm talking awfully a lot about my feelings like a complete faggot, but I need some advice from older connoisseurs of 2D: how do I know if I love her and she is meant for serious waifu love if she doesn't give me butterflies?

 No.44092

>>43515
Japs suck major ass. The only waifu safe from defilement is the one of your own creation.

 No.44093

>>44018
I've had the same issues with the thoughts and even with the subject. I kept seeing my favorite characters being defiled, being into defilement, etc. 8 years of this nightmare. I realized, that I need to stop running away from the thouights. It is not the thoughts, it is the feeling behind them. You feel anxiety, tension, mental pain. Embrace it. Feel it and suffer through the wave until it is gone. Do it enough time, and the thoughts will come at a slower pace until you realize they are practically absent.

 No.44098

>>44092
the ones from obscure media are always
also a question of this do you guys draw your waifus?

also i am deeply afraid than i lose interest in mines….


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 No.33619[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Has anyone read 5e's fucking Ravenloft?
Just some of the horrid shit in it:
>Strahd's played off as what amounts to Buffy the Vampire Slayer's Angelus levels of edge, literally feels nothing and seemingly has no interests above the usual, though not for the same Bram Stoker's Dracula tier reasons, Literally just wants Tatanya as if a meaningless trophy on his belt
>These dumb faggots made it so that Strahd wants to turn whatsherface not into a vampire bride, or hell, even a true vampire, BUT VAMPIRE SPAWN (You know, sniveling wall crawling nosebleed assface monster vamps?)
>Tatanya's a nigger
>The reincarnation is a nigger
>Strahd's wives are niggers
>Nigger Mayor of a town surrounding the land
>Evil white "everything is fine man"
>Strahd's a Bisexual sodomite degenerate with two male consorts to boot
>Made Barovians "Diverse"
>Made Strahd's conquering of the land sound tyrannical as fuck and less just
>Made it so that Some have Barovians have souls and some don't because of 5e's ravenloft being in a private demiplane, stopping newborn bodies from getting souls, in a piss-poor attempt to mimick the Old demiplanes of dread thing where some residents are literally just NPCs made by the powers, even though this makes no sense to anyone who's had to deal with Gulthias in 3.5 and Ashradorn in the whole Soul font thing with the ban on unborn souls in lore, so these people should be getting souls, because otherwise the demiplane would have to deny all positive energy for this shit to even remotely work
>All done because they're too lazy to redo the demiplanes of dread just like before,
>Strahd now heals for 20 in his fast heal
>Mongrel Men are the results of Racemixing past the half-race stage suffer for it, check their description and it's fucking played off as a good thing despite them being ugly mutants beyond redemption in their racial descriptions, the self-unawareness is real

This is why warhammer roleplay and castle drachenfels will always be superior
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 No.70076

blam blam blam
1d6[ 1d6 = 6 ]

 No.70077

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>>70076
ok, we're done

 No.70079

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>>70051
charging my best attack EXPLOSION
1d1000[ 1d1000 = 683 ]

 No.70083

>>70051
They of purple aura? Or is aura more so pink? And black, or transparent?

My life is Dungeons And Dragons; I decided years ago to start playing DAD 24/7, only never stopping.

Red plus pink plus blue is root chakra for brains. They consumed by sexuality for consciousness.
Or red plus blue, alone.
And black and transparent both mean they -1.

 No.70251

As a newcomer to this medium of entertainment, I am enjoying playing Four Against Darkness with dry-erase markers and a white board. I might have to start collecting RPGs.


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