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 No.309657[Reply]

I try and try like I really do to be a wizard but unfortunately keep heading into becoming a crab. As someone who can't afford to NEET and will just die on the side of the street if I do so, I have to unfortunately go out into the real world and try to get a job and maintain a "social life".

And that is the worst part about it, I simply don't get it, a friend of mine wanted to meet another friend and he wanted me to go to club with me, now why did I agree? Because I wanted a referral for a job. Apart from that clubs in my country are horrendous for sub-3 men like me because they don't let people like me enter because of "dress code" when in reality you look ugly, short, singly, and the whole nine yards.

I got a referral so that's a good thing if it materialises into a job. But what I saw in club is not something that I have not known but to see it happen it still caught me like a deer in the headlights, basically I knew that this friend of friend is going to be a piece of shit because he is a club-goer.

But when I saw him literally just go up to a bitch and started making out with her continuously then going to the toiled and then coming back, and then actually showing me his Instagram and Snapchat about fucking a succubus 5 times one day, and fucking 10 different succubi in 10 days and sharing nudes on Telegram by starting out with the message "New Pussy around my Dick.".

God bless him for giving me the referral which probably won't materialise into a job but for some reason I wish I never met him, I saw a weird kind of primal expression on the faces of succubi, the man was 6'4 and had a chiseled face. And when I came back home I swear to god, I couldn't drive the car straight. Like I was about to crash 3 times, not because I was driving fast, but I was so pissed and my mind was just thinking about like what the fuck? I had to struggle for every single ounce of thing in life, and there are guys like this who just do what? Fucking exist?

Honestly, at that point years of thinking "I am never going to think about cunts" and months of trying to be a fucking monk only to enter a state of ragebait, I swear to god, when I returned in the night I was awake for a total of 48 hours just raging like a mad man and screaming into the damn mattress. Like what the fuck? How in the blue hell is it so easy for these kind of people? And this guy has cheated on every single cunt who was his GF. And has fucked over 40 succubi litePost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.309693

>>309684
> i have are the chans, cigs at the park, long walks, large pizzas to myself, and fapping. CONSTANTLY alone.
More or less the same shit here. It's very boring being alone the whole time, everywhere I go there are people together and I am the only one that is alone around there. That makes me sad too. I just know one dude but he is worse than me, he doesn't even want to go out of his home, he has been there for 2 years without going outside lol

 No.309695

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You should work on your dancing skills otherwise you'll always be a nobody at da club

 No.309697

>>309695
Do the wagey wiggle

 No.309699

>But when I saw him literally just go up to a bitch and started making out with her continuously then going to the toiled and then coming back, and then actually showing me his Instagram and Snapchat about fucking a succubus 5 times one day, and fucking 10 different succubi in 10 days and sharing nudes on Telegram by starting out with the message "New Pussy around my Dick.".
I grew up christian and very sheltered. is this really how the average moid acts? t. tourist

 No.309702

>>309699
as a christian, you shouldn't try and understand people.



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 No.229350[Reply]

Hey wizzies, I feel the need to classify and understand myself but I'm having trouble with that.

I stay inside when possible but I regularly have to go to appointments (therapy, psychiatry). I am forced out of my shell by obligation. I isolate at home but keep a functional tether to the world via appointments. I do not go outside for fun, I have no IRL friends but some online. I have enough food at home to last me 3 weeks so I don't need to get groceries or accept deliveries. I am very scared when outside. I am NEETing and depend on rehabilitation money.

I am not a hikkimori, what am I?
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 No.229371

>>229370
Oh! An important thing (I think) that I forgot to mention:
I can express certain emotions when I need to interact with people, like at work, but it's all fake. It's more like "masking."

i think some people use this term to describe expressing emotions for other people even when you don't actually feel them. Let me know if I'm wrong, please.

 No.229372

>>229371
I think everyone does this regardless of their mental condition, politicians and celebrities are experts at it. Maybe because society has become more feminine now there's higher pressure for men to show emotions that they don't really feel, especially the positive bubbly ones like fake smiles and fake empathy, or pretending to care about certain things. Old people have a more straight-forward attitude and you also see it in old movies.

 No.229378

a person living alone with mild agoraphobia

 No.229395

wow, op you just described my life. Im basically a neet/hikki but i have to go outside because i had a psychotic break down a few years ago and now have to go to a clinic to get anti psychotics once a month. mostly because my mom forces me. if it were up to me i would stay home all the time.

 No.229576

>>229350
this is why im glad i have a job. it maintains a baseline of sociability with people. i still avoid them completely in public



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 No.229531[Reply]

In my daily life, I'm always hurt by others or hurt others, and that's normal. Therefore, I decided to be alone and create content on YouTube instead of constantly hurting and being hurt, I hate everyone but sorry I have to speak frankly here.

 No.229533

>>229531
>I hate everyone
Welcome the club. Many wiz also hate others! Misanthrope supreme.

Make sure to start a simple cardio routine to keep your heart healthy. Being sedentary increases risk of heart disease.

 No.229534

what does wiz even talk about if you dont do things with people? gayming? vent about past experiences?

 No.229535

making content will just open you up to getting hurt by anonymous strangers. the only way to stay safe is to never talk to anyone or share any details that open you up to attack. if you post vlogs on your channel, you will just become the new chris-chan lolcow.

 No.229575

>>229531
whats the channel called bucko?



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 No.309621[Reply]

Does anyone else hate his own body? I hate mine so much, I feel uncomfortable in my own body the whole time, it doesn't matter what I'm doing, I feel dirty, sick, detqched from my body. I want to get out of my body.
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 No.309640

>>309638
>Gathering items and trying to make sense of them (clothes in this case)
Hmmm interesting… i do it with books cuz I like reading and learning certain things from them but, how does one do that with clothes?

 No.309664

im a disgusting bulimic. but atleast im loosing weight again

 No.309665

>>309664
>but atleast im loosing weight again
Congratulation
Then, do you hate your body only due to your weight?

 No.309666

>>309664
There's no better way to burn fat, than to build muscle.

 No.309701


>>309665
even when i was 135 i still hated my body. i will always be ugly no matter the size.



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 No.229036[Reply]

This is basically most potent weapon against saturn worshippers, especially succubi (the jew of the gender), jew (the succubi of the races), and shabbos goyim (normieniggers in general). None of their magic will work, on the contrary the powers of the natural world will be yours to utilize. Meme magic is one iteration. Ascend more, and the light of God Himself will be yours.


If you read about monks, they are basically IRL wuxia cultivator.
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 No.229107

magic doesn't exist

 No.229403

humility is a cope for downwardly mobile men to remain in their station without experiencing panic

you are a sheep voluntarily downplaying the reality of your situation so the machine isn't inconvenienced by your self-destruction

 No.229404

>>229107
i just sent a magic cumball in your direction
>>229403
humility is when your 80iq finally figure out that humans are small in comparison to their circumstances and that the real question isn't whether you will be eventually humbled, but when.

 No.229573

>>229403
brootal.

 No.229574

Watched a video of a homeless guy experimenting with some dangerous looking electronic devices, he was saying that hed become a god or something and I felt he was gonna get himself killed



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 No.71025[Reply]

What's the last movie you've seen?
What's the best movie you've seen lately?

Previous thread:
>>65514

 No.71026

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>>71025
Finally watched Alien: Romulus. But before watching it, I went back and watched all the Alien movies. I'm a huge fan of the original and can pretty much quote the entire thing from memory. It took me a week to watch them all. Here are my unsolicited opinions on each.

Alien (1979) — Almost a perfect horror film imo. The plot is nothing to write home about, but the set design, the alien design, and the atmosphere are perfect. It's one of the most hauntingly beautiful labyrinths to ever grace the silver screen. The amount of detail in every inch of the Nostromo and LV-426 is amazing. The idea of having blue-collar characters made the whole thing work. One of my favorite movies of all time.

Aliens (1986) — A generally fun, competently made, but ultimately dumb blockbuster movie. Compared to the original, it's a downgrade on every level. The characters are flat, samey, and uninteresting. Obvious bad guy doing bad guy things. The design of the ship and interiors is functional, but not nearly as beautiful or interesting as in the first movie. It's not a bad movie, but it pales in comparison to the original. The "perfect organism" is also shown to be completely pathetic, stupid, squishy things.

Alien 3 (1992) — If Aliens is a competently made movie with boring ideas, Alien 3 is a movie with some good ideas but clunky execution. The characters are interesting for the most part, and the dialogue is way better compared to the second movie, but it's mostly the formula of the first movie: a monster killing the cast one by one while everybody else runs around inside a sci-fi labyrinth in despair. It doesn't really add anything to the universe either. Still, it has some cool ideas in there.

Alien Resurrection (1997) — Awful, shitty characters that have nothing interesting to say. Ripley is basically a new character played by the same actor, and the new character is shit. It's full of goofy moments and idiotic plot points that make no sense. The special effects and set design are mostly OK, but the dialogue and plot are garbage. Characters have to constantly drop exposition dumps just to make sense of whatever is going on. The only interesting character in there is Gediman. They really drove Ripley into a corner with this one. No wonder they pretty much dropped the whole thing and started making movies set in other points of the timeline.Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.71029

Watching movies isn't a hobby, its just consuming media

 No.71030

Wes Anderson fan so firing up The French Dispatch tonight; favorite W.A. film is probably The Grand Budapest.

>>71029
I'll throw 'em a bone, home theater nerds especially - some get pretty gonzo with their laserdisc/dvd/bluray hoarding and gear setups.



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 No.305084[Reply]

>even the extrovert normalfags with an excellent social and sexual life are on multiple drugs and getting therapy
I'm absolutely done for, dude. Even my life improves, I'll still just be a monkey to the rest of them. Fuck.
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 No.305742

>>305443
>So many normie families I know have all their daughters NEETing at home
Why is that the case? Females are the ones who suffer the least in failed societies. Why are the sons working, for what?

 No.305743

>>305742
>Why are the sons working, for what?
Maybe their moms said they wouldn't get any more tendies until they got a job! Hahahaha!

 No.308557

>>305444
>When the next lockdown like event happens

no way kikes could pull it off like they did the first time.

 No.308560

>>305656
>Starve on the street?
Gaza will be repeated. It will hit the west just as it has hit us, you played devils advocate and the devil will come to you, you willingly embraced the Antichrists henchmen for scraps and they shall come for you too, may God make you wake up or may you suffer the same fate. Did the western elites really think they can ally with Israel and not be treated the same by them once they are in a position to do so? I hope I am wrong for the sake of your children.

 No.309700

>>305084
2020 made many people realize that they were unconsciously putting up with an insufferable amount of meaningless social interaction that they didn't actually need to deal with or do voluntarily

When they realized that being isolated, not interacting with people directly (and everything annoying that comes with that) they changed. they realized they were following a script they didn't have to and so they stopped. now socializing is just streaming and farming likes and engagement instead of meeting up in real life.

The thing is, my life didn't change whatsoever, so it didn't bother me. I had been an isolated loner without any social media presence prior to covid for 5 years. being "locked down" didn't change my life at all. the funny thing is normies will bitch endlessly about how everything isn't the same but they'll still participate and pine for the "before times" that are never coming back.

i like watching them squirm
"HoW iS EvErYoNe DoInG tHiS"



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 No.62291[Reply]

The older I get, the narrower my taste in games becomes. It isn't for lack of trying, either. I constantly download new shit, but nothing ever sticks. I've come to the conclusion that there is an incredibly small handful of games actually worth playing and almost all of them are made by Nintendo, Blizzard, id Software or Capcom. If I had to name a few in no particular order:
>Diablo 2
>StarCraft
>WarCraft 3
>Ocarina of Time
>Resident Evil 4
>DOOM
>Quake 3
All of these games are 10/10 solid gold classics with endless gameplay and lively communities. Playing anything else just feels like buying store brand, what are your eternally playable games?
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 No.63268

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>>62291
>Ocarina of Time
How does this game make your list, yet literally no other proper action game title not do so?

No
>Ninja Gaiden Black/2/3re/4
>Bayo 1/2/3
>DMC1/3/4/5
OoT is filled with combat so bad it makes Dark Souls look deep, puzzles so easy that it makes "Wait a minute that card" look like Baba is You, and a world so barren it makes the average Final Fantasy map seem fun to explore.

I'm not going to say OoT is a shit game, but comon, its basically FF7-tier where nostalgia and hype overrides any actual sense of criticism or analysis.

Not to mention I highly doubt you actually play Starcraft/Quake3/Warcraft online, maybe you do, but I've not met many who play multiple 1v1 games that require such dedication to. In the past there were more lobbies in those games about doing fun and dumb minigames, but now the only population is for hardcore TDM and 1v1, CTF for Quake maybe. Age of Empires ought to also be something you list, but didn't, despite that actually still having SP campaign updates and a population that enjoys some more casual fun like black forest, x256 tech mod, forestnothing, etc.

Honestly I think you're just a poser who listed some "classics" in order to lend some legitimacy to bitching about nothing you have any qualifications to bitch about.

 No.63269

>>63268
>Not to mention I highly doubt you actually play Starcraft/Quake3/Warcraft online, maybe you do, but I've not met many who play multiple 1v1 games that require such dedication to
To be fair, if anyone has the free time to do so, it's a wizard

 No.63270

>>63269
I just don't see it, usually competitive online players obsess over a single game, even finding someone who actively plays something like LoL AND Dota 2 regularly is harder than you might think, let alone Starcraft/Warcraft and a totally different genre like Quake. Personally I think it just comes down to the fact that eventually the competition is what drives you, and you'll get better faster by focusing on one single game. Realistically I don't think loading up your 20,000th game of CSGO is "fun" in a normal sense, but testing your skills and getting better than others might still be fresh and exciting.

 No.63645

basically most open source games feel like forever games. personally I find myself always going back to
>cataclysm: dark days ahead
>zero-k
>space station 13 (and 14)
>openMW and daggerfall unity
>ToME
I can't shill these games hard enough

 No.63646

>Oblivion, fallout 4, stalker coc\anomaly, minecraft

I've been modding these games for years now



/lounge/

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 No.322725[Reply]

i've seen a few wizards who don't seem healthy.

is too bad because being healthy is easy once you know what matters.
the practice of being healthy i have reduced to managing of habits:

you constantly manage your habits. you find out what they are by doing the opposite of being in autopilot. manual flight. then you imagine the long term consequences of each habit. then you decide if you want those, the development of a desired state. keep the desirable habits, reduce all those you don't want through constant attention on your habits.

as you do this you might stumble upon ways to improve upon the desirable habits. this is almost already doing the next thing, which is finding good new habits to practice and slowly wondering when you have time to do them.

it is up to you to be healthy, it is an option, you can make this happen if you so choose. health is one choice away.
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 No.324711

>>324451
i wish the dude in your picture had a more pure approach because the costumes and theatrics are cheapening the genuine ability this dude bothered to cultivate. it looks so silly and childish but the discipline necessary to become able to do the physical feats would have been impressive to me otherwise. i suspect this is done to appeal to females who are too brainwashed into relating to the bright advertisement world to care about anything that isn't obvious.

 No.324790

>>323821
Noted: a blender (usb-c portable variant) > alle.

 No.324800

>>324790
>Noted: a blender (usb-c portable variant) > alle.

other ones looked so small so i think i found a nice one … until the battery becomes weak and then i am hoping i can change it. no idea what the battery inside looks like.

i think aldi sold one once and i regret not buying it but it was probably also a small one.

i am happy to report i did use it to drink so much lemon and banana smoothie that i effortlessly reached this state of always feeling cold, which i only managed to reach through many days of eating nothing and only drinking self-made fruit juice. was unpleasant because it was winter where i was. this cooling of the body is so pleasant in the summer.

 No.325395

i finally found a way to manage dealing with the flood of information of this age and be able to focus on things, which felt almost impossible to me. it is a simple system of textfiles. when something interests me i press a hotkey, simple script runs, which is the fastest way for it to get a textfile. then when i am bored i press another hotkey and one random of these textfiles from the main folder opens. why random? because it is faster then trying to decide when i don't have a plan. i tried systems of priority and accounting for available time, it sucked and slowed down the flow. when a random file gets opened, i write one entry with the current date (hotkeyed). i do this dozens if times per day. i noticed that this uses more of my brain, the conscious AND the unconscious because i get stray ideas throughout the day about files i just glanced at for a few seconds. i never try to solve a file, i only care about the next step, which eliminates most of my stupid habits of procrastination, overwhelm, gridlock, perfectionism, overplanning and more. when i feel a file is done, i move it into the discardfolder via another hotkey and a celebration video or audio plays randomly from the celebrationfilesfolder. i wish i had this all my life.

 No.325450

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last week i have only been eating watermelon, mostly juicing it. i can tell you exactly how many i ate. 7 days, 14 melons, 4,5kg each melon on average.

this week i am only eating grapes and since those grapes i am buying are not all that tasty (especially compared to ripe sweet watermelons) i am juicing them. i am on day 3 of the grape juice fast and despite having so much energy that i found it difficult to sleep, there is nothing to complain.

i find it easy to concentrate on stuff, i am barely wasting any time on stupid entertainment/doomscrolling/videogames/lurking, i am making progress on the things that are important to me, the summer heat is very easy and pleasant to endure and not a chore, i find it easy to go exercise, when meditating i find it very easy to establish nervous system connection, my breathing is better, my sinuses are moist despite the dry air, i can hear better then usual, my sense of smell is improved, i can smell what my neighbors are cooking even when their doors and windows are closed. i emptied an expired jar of peanutputter into my trash and the smell is very noticable to me despite being weak. i have done this so many times that i no longer have cravings for food but i do look forwards to eating cucumber and bell pepper that i dip into a paste i make myself in the blender from seeds, orange, herbs, spices and onion.

good health to all hermits and neets, may all of you find the male strength inside you so you can live your dreams.



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 No.322476[Reply]

Use this thread to post something you find interesting and worth sharing.
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 No.325125

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I found a Linux OS that is based off of Serial Experiments Lain. https://lainos.net/ It looks cool, but for me it's a bit of a pain to work the UI. I was able to snag all the wallpapers and use them for my setup though.

 No.325309

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A Jeff Hardy Swanton Table someone made…

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Looks similar to my favorite plushie and a friend. His state was deteriorating, my mother promised to put him to our cellar under the apartment building for storage. She throwed him to the garbage without telling me instead. Like a lot of things she did or tried to do.

I found this one online but the mug of mine was slightly different and cuter, I think. Colors, design, shale is about 98% identical. I found it through Google reverse image search after putting an image of a physical photo. Who knew in 2000 that such technologies would exist!

 No.325448

Max Headroom but it's just Max Headroom
This shit was like '80s youtube poop, supposedly it was part of a show back then that had characters/other elements that weren't him but who cares lmao?

 No.325449

>>325125
there was a lain-themed window manager (based on blackbox) like 20-something years ago, older than me, I remember fixing it to work with modern linux during covid but I threw away the code because… I don't remember, but it was an in-between the copland aesthetic and the DE that her father is seen using in one of the episodes

lately I have been having this feeling of nostalgia (laziness maybe?) I have been reading computer science papers from the 80s and 90s and things back then seem easier than they're now. like, you find phd theses that would be considered sophomoric these days

https://explore.marginalia.nu/
here is a site that shows you random indie websites



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 No.309084[Reply]

Anyone experienced getting fired from almost all jobs they ever had? I’ve failed at almost everything I ever had and got insulted before. Has anyone expirienced something similar
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 No.309659

>>309284
>. I have a genuine passion for intellectual topics
Which ones?

 No.309660

>>309658
>I don't know how to do shit, man
…They train you on the job.

 No.309661

>>309660
that said, now I need to get over my fear of going out and look for a job.

 No.309667

>>309661
>I need to get over my fear of going out

There's nothing to fear. The only result of failure is being temporarily put back in to the state that you're currently in. Nothing bad can result from trying and failing.

 No.309698

>>309659
Mostly math, like topology. Philosophy would be interesting too. I want to learn German but I have no idea where to start.



/wiz/

 No.229141[Reply]

I can't mentally relate to a regular 40 year old in any shape or form. People who already have 20 year careers or are even CEO's. While I still replay old SNES games on emulators and work a basic job while taking care of an elderly parent who needs assistance for almost everything.
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 No.229252

Relax. It only takes one lucky strike. You'll learn to be the jolly old wizard-looking guy sweeping streets soon. Maybe you'll even pull a "call the ambulance! BuTnOtFoRmE huehuehue" at a robber in several years.

 No.229548

>>229141
Yep. I work overnight security, go home, jerk off, and play fallout. I'm 35. No friends or social life for over 10 years. There's no way i could get married or have kids. I don't have a life that i can share with anyone.

 No.229553

Part of it is location, Americans especially were quick to kick kids out at 18. I was willing to work hard but had no desire to level up at work or be a community leader. My parents screwed up by kicking us all out of the house: they have a son that won't be hosting Christmas or thanksgiving feasts for the extended family because I don't believe in that lifestyle. A "failure" in normie eyes? Maybe. I don't believe in the American dream and I'm just happy I'm free of suburbia.

 No.229570

>>229553
>Part of it is location
True, plus it's the time period and economic situation. What often times get touted as a "independence" or "growing up" is just being fortunate enough to live in a time and place where you actually have the opportunity to go off and live on your own (often times with a helping of the right family situation i.e. daddy hooking you up with a nice job, so you can actually afford to move out).
Sometimes I see people brag and look down at people who still live with their parents at an age that's not socially acceptable, and it always pisses me off because these "independent" people would have been in exactly the same situation had their lot in life been slightly different.

 No.229572

>>229553
Pure american narcissism. You dont see the asians, arabs or even half of europe doing this crap.

>>229570
NTA but I sometimes wonder how different my life would be if I lived in the 70s or 80s. Even if I'm a total loser at least I'd get plenty of job opportunities I couldnt even think of getting now.



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 No.229558[Reply]

It's hard to forget the past, to be honest, it almost frustrates me. Do I have to pay for my past mistakes by isolating myself for the rest of my life? But those cunning people used me in the past to make me feel wrong and evil, making me feel guilty until now. Do those cunning people also feel guilty for what they did to me in the past, or am I the only one who feels guilty for my mistakes?
Everyone has their own problems, yes, I agree with that. Making me hate everyone and isolating myself is very mentally exhausting. Honestly, I thought being hurt or hurting others was not normal, but strangely enough, it is normal for everyone.
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 No.229560

>>229558
dear wizard,
i want to protect your smile at any cost.
know that you are loved and cherished.

 No.229561

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Ah…I don´t know, but one day you´ll forget it, get over it, and finally heal.
Or at least, that´s what i hope for you.

 No.229563

If I had been mistreated, I would feel anger rather than guilt.

 No.229566

you must detach yourself from these feelings and disassemble them as if they belonged to another person. analyze meanings and intents. study events around yourself. adapt. these things you feel are baseless and meaningless, they are external. they are but messages, that may or may not be useful to you. do not let these message shape the pathways of your though, but rather let them only paint the image of circumstance around yourself.

 No.229571

>>229559
Dont you get banned on crystal cafe for posting shit like this? They dont seem very receptive to pain. Also, I think OP was trying to keep things private.



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 No.308343[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

The Time God does not forget nor forgive edition. You will do this again.

Previous: >>307210
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 No.309682

>>309681
>Really the happiest I ever was was just not playing the social game at all.
I actually do feel happy. But normalniggers do their best to make me miserable and ruin my happiness.

 No.309685

>>>308343
I'm basically just waiting to die. When you pass the age of 30 without a wife or kids, it just becomes increasingly more meaningless.
if i go outside and sit at the park and stare out into the city, i feel no different than if i was just sitting in my room. always alone.

a lot of my friend OD'd on heroin in the past 5 years and im kind of envious. they got out at the right time. im 35 and i have no future, nothing to look forward to, and i feel nothing. there's nothing driving me forward. i only work because being homeless and broke is a shittier existence than what i have now. but then i have to ask myself, why am i keeping myself alive if this is already a shit deal and has been for the past 10 years?

 No.309691

>>309685
now that you realized that life is void, and have nothing left to lose, find a way to save up some bux and move elsewhere. another city. a village. a farm. it does not matter.

 No.309694

>>309691

Rural homes in Japan are pretty cheap nowadays

 No.309696

I jerked off around 14 hours ago and still feel bad and drained. What a life.


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 No.324954[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What new nations will materialize, which ones will re-materialize?
What countries will unite, which ones will disintegrate?
Will the EU fully federalize?
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>>325413
Best to extend Egypt to lake Victoria.

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>>325429
Babylon probably won't interface at all with the red sea. Which leads you to this, an Arabia that replicates the immediate territories under first subjugation.

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>>325433
Gotta be careful with this one

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>>325436
Added some more islands to Maghrabiya


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 No.318527[Reply]

Has weed changed or have I changed?
Weed used to make me feel great, now it just makes me feel sad and quite uncomfortable with myself.
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 No.323636

>>323632
>I already suffer from hearing voices so I can't try it.
why do they make you suffer, is it because they insult your hair? probably.

>But even if I could, I don't think I would, the one stoner I knew complained about weed making him dumb and forgetful all the time.


how often did he do it. there is no need to become one of the people who when they try something and they like it, they make it their everything and build an identity around it.

you know you can smoke a tiny doobert smaller then a cigarette once a month, sit on your bed and meditate or walk through nature and not have it negatively impact you.

if you do it more often then once a month i wouldn't smoke it because the smoke is horrible for your health even if you inhale through a filter with the utmost care and gentleness. (i tried). rather bake some weed in the oven gently and then gently simmer it inside a pan of coconut oil for 3 hours so you can just eat a spoon of the oil instead of smoking it.

 No.323642

Smoking weed, daily, is very bad for you, now if you smoke ocasionally there isn't much problem. Point is: avoid becoming a pot head because makes you literally retarded on the long run.

 No.323859

>>323636
The voices are extremely unpleasant and I already hallucinate stuff sometimes. It's well known among schizophrenics weed makes this dramatically worse.
The stoner didn't really build an identity around it but hearing his complaints really convinced me this isn't a fun drug

 No.323867

>>323642
There's no convincing evidence showing a casual relationship between weed and long term IQ/cognitive decline. If you use weed heavily you'll be slower but it reverses with abstinence, similar to getting rest after chronic sleep deprivation. Studies showing IQ loss are confounded by those who use weed also being more likely to be cognitively impaired or low SES to begin with.

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>>323859
>The voices are extremely unpleasant and I already hallucinate stuff sometimes.

what if those are unconscious parts of you who are trying to reach you through your stubbornness and group-allegiance to save you from perpetuating a mistake? because that is what weed usually does to people. weed tries to get you to be less of a phony and make you question your narratives. but if you are so far gone that you accepted the narratives and they become load-bearing part of the personality you have chosen to identify with, you might be too far gone.

what else is the subconscious supposed to do to reach someone ignorant and stupid who is being tricked? how to shake someone who is being tricked when everyone around is in on the con and affirm his tricked personality…

>It's well known among schizophrenics weed makes this dramatically worse.


why you are people schizophrenics though? there is no need for that. i don't think people become schizophrenics because of genetics, bad lack or pure outside influence. people become schizophrenics the same way they forget to bring a jacket in the autumn, because they are stupid and they make mistakes. and while anyone can make a mistakes, people who are willing to learn only make mistakes once or twice.

>The stoner didn't really build an identity around it but hearing his complaints really convinced me this isn't a fun drug


it's a fun drug for people who are surrounded by idiots and need a break from all the evil and degeneracy. it's not fun for the idiots who make the lives of others hell because weed tries to be like "hey, yeah you, what are you doing? this isn't fun, would you like when someone did this to you?" and the idiot is like "SHUT THE FUCK UP WITH YOUR RACISM AGAINST ME!".



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 No.325406[Reply]

advertisement is repetitious. most people don't understand or make use of repetition themselves for their own benefit. they do live in a world where others repeat things in their face without their consent though. it annoys them but they think nothingn of it… consciously. whatever gets repeated the most to someone, automatically wins the attention of the subconsciousness.

i look at people who don't use adblock like they are an inferior species to me. like they are the dying last few survivors of a species unfit for survival.
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 No.325440

>>325410
>The most dangerous is the fairytale.

i don't think it is the most dangerous, why do you think so, did the other goth kids at the graveyard said so? i wonder why.

i see way more damage being done by training people to accept desired behavior as normal. just show good looking people eating trash food so the idiots who are forced to watch the advertisement don't have as their first thought that this is probably poisonous and cancerous even though it should be their first thought. that is why people drink coca cola, which alone is enough to keep you out of the higher levels of human health.

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Billionaires also post memes, but their memes probably go over the heads of most groups, just like how a soysphere meme probably wouldn't make sense to a rich person

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>>325408
It started with having to mask up to enter stores to having to take a monthly vaccine to keep your McJob lol

I was ready to go innawoods at that time because it felt like group tardation was reaching critical mass, I wasn't required to take anything but I lost my job anyhow because the airline company I was working for at the time became insolvent because everyone was under lockdown, how many companies could survive a year or more of no income

 No.325443

>>325441
>soysphere

lol i have never heard this word

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>>325443
It's probably for the best



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 No.323901[Reply]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction

https://asoftmurmur.com/
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These are mamatus clouds. Named so because they hang soft and round, like boobs. I wish to drink their rain.

 No.325411

My screenshot made on July 4 had a book cover of a pdf opened in my pdf reader on my tablet. Biobibliography that I couldn't add to Wikipedia because I couldn't find the link in Google and other search engine. I visited professor's university repositarium. However, the page had a link to calendar 2023 mistakenly and Wayback Machine had the same result. I visited a few Facebook profiles and search there. No pdf link.

I thought about writing them about a mistake and saying if necessary I have a copy. I deleted it, but I had uploaded it to Z-Library. I go there, it doesn't open on my laptop, go there and to alternative address — nothing. Maybe the queue was big and they didn't approved it yet. About 4 days, 2 more than they say.

I viewed Wikipedia history. I didn't edit the page. In the end, I went to Google My activity, set the time threshold, and found the link. I clicked on it, it was error 404. I put it to Wayback Machine and found it.

Writing about mistake to their library from my burner account is pointless. They might've done on purpose. How could I find it in the past and not now?

I'm noob at this, the site says that search there is visible to third-parties. Could the admin see one visit in July and remove the page? I'll add the archive link to Wikipedia either way unless plans change. Google saving history helped, I think I removed it in the past without disabling it on purpose.

I knew the date from the screenshot name.

 No.325412

>>325411
*repository.

Biobibliography page had link to another pdf. I found the right one, they deleted it, I found it through my history saved not on my device, but in the Google MyActivity history and Wayback Machine.

Now another site has a pdf with info about how one dead person was a Wikipedia editor. Now the site doesn't work, host says one of the reason is that its owners didn't pay. There's some hope since it is a state-run institution. I didn't save it in Wayback Machine.

 No.325438

>>325396
It looks like an ugly yoda from the thumbnail

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turns out this isn't blood and rare and medium rare steak is safe to eat



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 No.323749[Reply]

Canada got rid of the D-glucuronolactone in the original Monster and Monster Zero Ultra. How does this make you feel wizzies? Imo that was one of the defining ingredients in the Monster energy blend, and taking it out makes Monster not too dissimilar from every other energy drink on the market. (It was what caused that specific feeling of stimulation in your cerebral cortex that you don't get with other beverages.)

Also energy drink general I guess
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I don't think I've ever had an energy drink, one of my science teachers used to say that it messes with the metabolism so I just avoided them

 No.324204

>>323753
Look, caffeine only gives you a short time boost continued by hours of being unable to sleep.
You should try blasting music before sleep (shower radio/mp3 device or anything similar) to keep showering yourself before going to sleep.

 No.325397

>>323753
Going out for a run in the morning is much better than a dumb energy drink. It gives you energy for the whole day

 No.325398

>>325397
thas rite! when i exercise i have to do it early in the day because when i do it in the afternoon or evening, i am pulsating with energy like a lightningbolt and i can't sleep. when i do it early, the whole day gets more inspired and i use my energy better and 9/10 times i sleep good.

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how does not having energy feel like? i'm not weak of will like you itt so i only eat the healthiest food i can find and then once every few months i go to a restaurant where i eat the least of the evil they have to offer.

yes i say it for fun to be arrogant and troll you but also because i genuinely do not remember the feeling. i ate too little a few weeks ago while taxing my body way harder then usual so i just couldn't move and felt weak but took me but a few days of sitting in the sun and eating more calory dense food for me to recover to my old strength. of course i did not go to the doctor because, i just did what i thought is best, which i also include in my arrogance against you because clearly whoever drinks energy drinks DOESN'T.



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 No.229521[Reply]

I've wasted so many years of my life. And right now I work a shit job that requires way too much work for the low pay. I dont really have an credentials especially for all the jobs in my area that are like 99% senior analyst bullshit that I could probably never lie good enough to get into

I've heard of so many other guys with comfy jobs like night watchman or dudes who somehow keep getting vibecoding gigs from home even if they dont know how to code.

How do you go about this? I'm still a mage in my early 20s. Never got any formal education or anything. As my life is now I could probably rot away years upon years away miserably in the blink of an eye. I already have done nothing for the last decade. I even bought a gun to check out if all hope is lost

I still have a tiny sliver left
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 No.229538

>>229536
>you are so degenerate that you only care about money instead of creating a life for yourself. you can outgrow all your problems but not when you refuse to grow

Lol, Lmao.

I never grew up wanting to think about money. I already own all the things i could ever need or want even as a poorfag. it's all a distraction. My parents did it all you know, they made a business, they slaved away 14 hour days every fucking day with no vacations. What did that land them? they're still working well into retirement age. I learned a lesson from them. Hard work is worthless. It got them nowhere.

I have 2 *much* older brothers. They're both moderately wealthy. Did they work nearly as hard as my parents? did they slave away for decades in a dead end business to (((make it)))?

NO, one of my brothers got married to a rich succubus in college and is living a good life. The other was born in the right time when the economy was good and college was worth a shit in the right field. Sure it wasn't easy for him but like i said, it wasn't the slavery my parents went through for decades. And now they've blown my parents' shitty life situation out of the water. I'm so done with money and go-getter bullshit. Every time I have to waste my time and money on something it becomes a sink to waste even more money.

I should be working a trade right now but i got in a car crash :)

Looks like all the hard work is paying off! And now I have no car or job to show for it :)

 No.229552

>>229532
"Internal" simply meaning "not outside." you want a site where you're inside a building that is already secured with access control mechanisms like turnstiles and elevator badges. That way, 99% of the time, anyone coming in is supposed to be there and works there.

Dealing with the general public out in the open is an absolute fucking nightmare and not worth any amount of money

 No.229557

>>229552
duly noted

>Dealing with the general public out in the open is an absolute fucking nightmare and not worth any amount of money


so true man.. everyone thinks they're the main character like businesses dont have a bottom line to uphold. its always the most uppity asshole customers that ask the most and pay the least

 No.229567

>>229537
>Self-help gurus used to promise success, wealth, happiness

interesting that your impression of you gurus is just 100% about presentation and emotions and 0% about the substance that they are trying to advocate for.

>Life is just fucked now for anybody not in the top percentages


it is not. while there are plenty of fucked up parts, you are a fool for not trying to get in contact with the good parts: access to tools has never been better in human history. i go to the supermarket and for the price of what one cup of coffee and a piece of cake will cost you in the bakery you can get a massive wrench or a screw driver set or a saw or a drill or a set of files. if you are dot-it-yourself minded then this time is amazing and i can not understand any poor person who is so stupid as to let himself be mesmerized by consumerism porn (advertisement) into wanting everything pre-built. that is completely the wrong approach. don't buy pre-build, YOU BUILD. you can build your own empire out of other people's trash but you are too busy crying because you want social status, which isn't real.

 No.229568

>>229538

like a moth is drawn to the light, you are drawn to the insult in the post. i facepalm at this on your behalf.

you sound like you learned from your parents how not to become. so did i. keep learning that's the only way out the shit. keep improving stuff so your life will be easier as age begins to be a factor for you.

>I should be working a trade right now but i got in a car crash :)


oh yeah i should have seen it coming! you did not do your success affirmations in front of the mirror and that is why you did not know beforehand on how to avoid the crash, that's what it is, my guru told me this.



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