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 No.322970[Reply]

How do you fellow thirdie NEET survive and cope? I am Neet in third world country, I really don't want to return to the call center I used to work from last year ;-; the town I live in went to hell too so virtually no local jobs either, I want to be a NEET all day every day but I am forced to work since I live in a third world country and NEETbucks don't exist here, I also can't afford nice things and hobbies so even NEETing is not really fun but a lesser evil compared to the cagie life to me, not to mention the wages are extremely bad, my former job paid less than 200 USDs a month and I had to work 6 days a week (most people in my country work 6 days a week).
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 No.324586

>>324583
good luck to you too in whatever post-soviet country youre in, i wish i could be positive, but to be honest we all know things will only get worse, thats what “life” is after all, just a big failure

 No.324589

>>324582
Universal basic income should be a human right, the very fact that you need a medical condition in order to receive money is ridicolous, they don't feed unemployed healthy people but give money to genetic trash so they can go on and spread their diseases.

 No.324591

Work would be much more tolerable if you're just given clear instructions and are left alone with earbuds playing music or a video playing in the background but no, normeis must always talk, talk, talk. Always the noise. Always the sudden plan change out of nowhere. No retreating to your own world. You are a slave and you belong to us.

 No.324602

>>324589
>genetic diseases
Care to elaborate?

 No.324725

>>324591
>No retreating to your own world.

you cannot be able to retreat to your own world when you are surrounded by normies, it's that. The unique place where you can do that is in your room or home if you live alone, otherwise they will disturb you. It's important for wizards to be aware of it, so that they can take more control of the situation.


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 No.42320[Reply]

I wish japan could have sahkalin island and the kouril islands back. it would mean more space for japan. japan is a rich country it could easely buy them from russia.
more space for japanese people means more japan to visit!
😊
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 No.44359

>>44355
Leveling mountains to make cities is a fucking atrocious idea. Japan doesn't need more people. No country does. We should be leveling cities to make way for more mountains.

 No.44360

No. Dear gott no.

 No.44361

>>44359
Population decline causes many problems.

 No.44362

>>44361
I dunno, humans could survive if they got by with less and quit exploiting cheap labor. I cheer on the decline myself; I live a simple life.

 No.44363

>>44361
leveling the japanese grandpas will vanish the problem.


/hob/

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 No.70718[Reply]

Hey wizards,

Two other wizzas and I will be reading The Pastel City, a science fantasy novel by M. John Harrison, originally published in 1971.

We'll be following a schedule of one chapter per day. The chapters are about 10 pages long on average. After each day's reading, we'll come here and talk about it. I'll be posting a short daily commentary to help kick off the discussion, along with updates on our progress through the schedule. Of course, you're under no obligation to post anything if you don't want to.

We'll start on Thursday, July 2, so in just a couple of days. Check out the blurb for the novel:

A decaying world. Ancient powers long forgotten. An old warrior with one last battle to fight. The Pastel City is a mesmerizing journey through the ruins of a far-future civilization, where the remnants of lost knowledge mingle with myth and legend. Atmospheric, inventive, and unforgettable, it is a classic of science fantasy.

I'll be following along with this edition, which can be borrowed for free from Archive.org:

https://archive.org/details/pastelcity0000unse

You can choose a different edition if you prefer:

https://archive.org/search?tab=all&query=the+pastel+city&and%5B%5D=mediatype%3A%22texts%22

To borrow a book from the Archive, you'll need an account. They only ask for an email address and password.

Come and join us for some whimsy literary fun.
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 No.70833

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Chapter 06

When he next looked up, there were seven airboats in the sky where there had been four, and three of them bore the arms of Methvet Nian, Queen Jane of Viriconium. "Grif! Up there!"
"If they are couriers," said Grif, "they come a little late."
The crystal launches clashed with a sound like immense bells. As Cromis watched, the Northern squadron-commander closed to ram: but the sky exploded suddenly around his ship, and burned, dripping cold fire; and, tail-first and crippled, it dropped out of the sky. Faint violet bolts chased it down.
"There's a cannon aboard one of those ships," said Tomb the Dwarf wonderingly. "It is the Queen's own flight."

Well, that's quite an excellent climax right there. Total savagery, swords clashing, horses charging, spaceships, laser cannons, monsters, a dwarf in power armor, guts! Guts everywhere! Can you imagine if there was also a wizard somewhere in there, raining death from above with his spells? This book just got so close to having the perfect weird fiction chapter, but it missed by a single wizard. Damn. Not bad at all though, and we still haven't reached the crux of this clusterfuck. A bunch of Geteit Chemosit, whatever they are, taking people's brains left and right. Well shit, it's about time they listened to that bird isn't it? I'm sure they'll be right on that next.

What do you guys think of this one? I think it's the strongest chapter yet. Nice payoff. The first half of the book was clearly a buildup to this, and it didn't disappoint.

>>70830
Turns out the dwarf in power armor was quite a cool scene in the battle. That and the aerial battle. I really liked it!

>>70831
It was good that he didn't give up command, that way he got the blame 100%. It wouldn't be nice to see Grif or Cromis taking command of a doomed army. What did you think of the battle scene?

I think another wizzie gave up on the book besides the burned out wiz. Damn, and on the best chapter.

 No.70834

>>70833
Yeah definitely the best chapter so far. It did the classic narrative development of "hopeless adversary (invincible robots) -. there is still a glimmer of hope (weakness in the enemy formation) -> just hold on even when everything seem hopeless -> rescue (queen's fleet)". When the queen's fleet appear it was like an anime scene where an ally suddenly appears and blocks a fatal attack or something and everyone goes "Nani?!". I could see fans getting hyped if it's made into a show. Definitely a tried and true formula. Don't forget old Glyn's sacrifice too. The description of him seemingly getting younger in his final moments of noble sacrifice was very sentimental. Now that needs to be a more common trope.

 No.70835

>>70834
Oh and the reveal of the traitor was hype too. Damn, there's so many developments this chapter.

 No.70836

>>70833
Definitely a pretty strong chapter. So many developments. We find out that those 3-eyed giants are the Geteit Chemosit, and that Norvin is a damned traitor. Witnessing the dwarf in power armor was indeed a treat, seems like he really ate into the ranks of the Northmen thanks to it. And to think the Queen herself would show up like that…

I do hope they finally listen to that bird. I've been internally screaming at them to do so this whole time lol. But I guess the plot demanded they ignore it for a while.

 No.70837

>>70833
I really liked that chapter. To be honest I was a little worried there would be some sort of deus ex machina that would enable them to fight or at least stall the northmen. Probably because that happens a lot in modern fiction where authors are too scared to have real consequences. Rest in peace Glyn. I did have some trouble visualizing some of it though, I was wondering at times "how are they just not being surrounded and completely run over yet?". I'm attributing it to English not being my first language for now, though.


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 No.308343[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

The Time God does not forget nor forgive edition. You will do this again.

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 No.308964

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>>308963

 No.308965

>>308963
I think suicide is the true answer to all life problems, merely because if you don't exist you don't feel anything, it's not like you suffer the lack of something. Realizing this truth, you should work on finding the most reliable and painless method available to you, then go on living enjoying what you can enjoy until things get unbearable knowing you have a method out. I wouldn't focus on health or working, we're going to lose this body anyway one day and wageslaving for someone wouldn't solve your lack of wellness. I would focus on skills and connections instead for the purpose of planning the latest years on this earth as comfortable as possible. An useful skill which you can always acquire is to learn how to fake medical papers.

 No.308966

>>308956
I'm kinda hoping I can do this until I lose enough weight to lower the odds of dying on the operating table.
Do you do anything special to prevent it from getting worse? Got one of those belts or something?

 No.308967

>>308966
No mine is so small you can't tell something's there at a glance. I also have very low bodyfat so it helps. I do feel that it has grown bigger since months ago though but it hasn't really inconvenienced me. I just have to kneel on the floor and crunch my abs when I need to sneeze and stuff.

 No.308980

Saw an fanart of an anime/manga series I used to read as a teen but forgot the existence about and immediately got sucker punched by nostalgic memories of permanently lost youth and innocence followed by seething rage and despair at the fact. Do I really continue living like this? With the color and hope of youth taunting me from my dreams, accentuating the bleakness and hardships of adulthood by contrasts.


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 No.308918[Reply]

How to get over the fact that you can't freely decide over your own body? Like I always wanted to own a gun because I could decide to shoot myself with it but I don't know how to buy or use it.

Being so powerless in front of the events is utterly disgusting and I don't know how to cope.
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 No.308924

you don't. you were bred to be a slave, without will or initiative. all you've got going for you is pain. sorry but that's just how it is. owning your body is purely a question of will. if you don't own it well then welcome to the club buddy. there's no hope here

 No.308925

Firearm ownership might not be for you. It wasn't for me either, I sold mine and felt way more in control of my destiny without it.

 No.308929

>>308925
Darn I wish I had a gun to shoot myself with.

 No.308977

Are you sure it isn't just survival instinct? I tried to hang myself in january but backed out at the last moment.

 No.308979

>>308977
there are better methods than hanging so no reason to do it that way unless you're in a hurry, the risk of not doing it properly and suffering a slow and painful death or surviving with brain damage is too high


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 No.308871[Reply]

Hello all. Normally, I considered /dep/ to be the saddest board on the Internet. Today I realized I was wrong.

I realized I was wrong when looking up Huntington's Disease videos on Youtube. Huntington's Disease is a genetic, degenerative neurological disorder that attacks motor control functions, leaving victims unable to control their own muscles and confining them to a lifetime of tranquilizers that paralyze them. Or, the disease attacks their brain and turns them into a completely thoughtless carrot.

There is no cure and scientists can only understand the disease by progressively dissecting victims' brains, in almost exactly the way the evil doctor from day of the dead does it. And actually, the description of zombieism from the day of the dead is very similar to Huntingon's Disease.
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 No.308912

>>308893
My mother was carrier of an extremely rare genetic disease that makes you disabled since day 1 and life expectancy is 16-18 years, chance of inheriting it was also 50% and she still decided to have me because yolo. I'm convinced I would've been better off with the disease knowing what my life would've been, I'm still genetic trash but I have to endure it for many many years because survival instincts, humanity is the worst virus of them all.

 No.308914

>>308893
This is how I feel about ageing mothers, that is, the vast majority of wizchan posters. My mom was 41, fucking demonic cunt

 No.308941

>>308914
Never thought about the number, my mother was 37 when she had me. I always found it strange in elementary school how my parents were the only ones who looked old. Grey hairs, wrinkles, all that. Meanwhile the other students parents looked like older siblings.

 No.308943

From that description sounds like my mother has something very similar but minor. She's losing muscle function, but largely due to her lifestyle of eating like 10~20k calories a day and laying down 24/7. Mentally fried as she's on a cup full of pils every day and night, if she even misses one she will freak out and try run outside naked because the men in black suits are trying to kill me. Someone like her wasn't made for life, just a defected product sadly

 No.308978

yeah I can see how certain countries have legalised euthanasia


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 No.229141[Reply]

I can't mentally relate to a regular 40 year old in any shape or form. People who already have 20 year careers or are even CEO's. While I still replay old SNES games on emulators and work a basic job while taking care of an elderly parent who needs assistance for almost everything.

 No.229145

>>229141
I'm an early 20s zoomer. When I was 13 I felt like I was entering adulthood, at 14 like I was trying to become a proper adult and when I failed, I felt like I was leaving this life and becoming an elder at 15. Now… I have no sense of self or time. I am incapable of relating to anyone in any generation. Everyone's all the same.

 No.229147

I feel like a white man trapped in a brown body

 No.229150

I feel like my life was over before it even started. No real chance to develop a real personality and become an adult. I'm 30 now. Something mysterious kept sabotaging me along the way.


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 No.60906[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Thread for discussing games you're currently playing.

>What games are you playing?
>What games have you recently purchased?

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>>57966
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 No.63561

I've been playin Fatal Frame. I'm still on the third night, but I've loved the game so far. The puzzles are simple yet enjoyable. The atmosphere is great, and the ghost designs are really unsettling. I was going to say the game is easy, but the end of the second night and the introduction of the Wandering Monk on the third night have given me a headache.

 No.63564

>>63545
The concept of 'aging well' is retarded. You have a game, a product of it's time with all the good and the bad it entails and you want to rob it for the sake of normalscum
who can't be bothered to play anything that isn't 'modern'? Remakes with dumbed down gameplay, full of niggers and faggots are cancer.

 No.63567

>>63564
>Remakes with dumbed down gameplay, full of niggers and faggots are cancer.
nothing suggest that the remake will be one of those. All Max Payne needs is being updated to work on modern system without hassles, HD graphics and rebalanced level design.

 No.63591

>>63567
Just nab a repack from one the of russian sites. Works like a charm even on the godawful windows 11

 No.63592

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Been playing some Red Faction Guerrilla. It goes without saying that the destruction physics in this game are great and in many ways unparalleled. Driving your car through a building, smashing your way through a wall or watching a smokestack nearly collapse on top of you is awesome. Unfortunately everything else in the game sucks. It's really badly designed. Despite the destruction system, the missions are barely designed around blowing stuff up. Instead the game plays more like a 3rd-person shooter. When the objective is to blow something up, you're constantly harangued by enemies which is extremely annoying. Most missions are kind of bland and of the "go to X, do Y" variety. Side missions are even worse, where you have to do things like rescue hostages. I mean, the last thing I want to do in a game like this is babysit NPC's as their pathfinding tries to make it into my car so we can get away while 20 different enemies shoot at us.
From what I've read online, all of this gets worse the further you get into the game until it basically turns into a full-on 3rd person shooter, and there's less and less focus on the destruction, so I've decided to drop it.


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 No.322725[Reply]

i've seen a few wizards who don't seem healthy.

is too bad because being healthy is easy once you know what matters.
the practice of being healthy i have reduced to managing of habits:

you constantly manage your habits. you find out what they are by doing the opposite of being in autopilot. manual flight. then you imagine the long term consequences of each habit. then you decide if you want those, the development of a desired state. keep the desirable habits, reduce all those you don't want through constant attention on your habits.

as you do this you might stumble upon ways to improve upon the desirable habits. this is almost already doing the next thing, which is finding good new habits to practice and slowly wondering when you have time to do them.

it is up to you to be healthy, it is an option, you can make this happen if you so choose. health is one choice away.
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 No.324487

>>324423
>Still an absolutely unhinged way to convey your message.

mouthpleasure man, they rather have mouthpleasure then feeling like a god.

 No.324490

>>324435
>You are not going to get health problems by just training normally.

i don't believe this to be true. you are not gonna have health problems if you have muscles because you live an active physical life and do gardening and farming but these laboratory muscles from the gym and the way people who go to the gym typically eat i believe to be a different beast.

>If anything getting big muscles is so hard even people who want and try to have them have trouble getting them.

maybe this is the body expressing his preference for being genuine, graceful and fully functioning over being a vanity machine that seeks to impress for disgraceful reasons of self-aggrandizement. i think the body wants you to be Bruce Lee and not Arnold.

 No.324511

I like to go out for a run about four times a week if it isn't raining out there. Sometimes, I can only run two or three times a week. It's better to run in the morning since after doing it you can see the whole day in front of you, it's like it expands

 No.324524

>>324511
>I like to go out for a run about four times a week if it isn't raining out there. Sometimes, I can only run two or three times a week.

that's amazing. currently i am not really running but doing 2 or more 30-60min walks per day but what you do i believe to be even better because when you go fora run you sweat more.

>It's better to run in the morning since after doing it you can see the whole day in front of you, it's like it expands

yeah i have noticed the same thing, when i exhaust myself a bit early in the day, i can make way better use of the day. i am in the process of slowly adjusting myself to getting up earlier to around 7am after being a nightowl for many years, i believe this helps too because the human body is somewhat of a plant and benefits from being exposed to natural sunlight. life at night is possible but i believe humans are meant to be up during the daylight to get sunshine on the skin.

 No.324711

>>324451
i wish the dude in your picture had a more pure approach because the costumes and theatrics are cheapening the genuine ability this dude bothered to cultivate. it looks so silly and childish but the discipline necessary to become able to do the physical feats would have been impressive to me otherwise. i suspect this is done to appeal to females who are too brainwashed into relating to the bright advertisement world to care about anything that isn't obvious.


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 No.229108[Reply]

Has anything you've ever played, watched, listened to, or read ever truly changed your life? No matter how much I experience nothing changes. I used to walk 2 hours a day and I never felt any better mentally than I do now as a neet who never goes outside. My baseline mental state seems impossible to break out of.
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 No.229127

>>229108
Yes, I watched The Rite Of Spring by Stravinsky performed live when I was 15 and it deeply changed me. It felt so new and brave it convinced me the world is fluid and my anxiety literally melted away that very evening before the orchestra was even done, I started to pursue my own interests very aggressively after, which eventually led me to making meaningful relationships and getting a fulfilling employment.

 No.229134

>>229108
I don't believe media ever really changes anybody's life. People who feel lost or stuck searching for something to inspire them to change is pretty common, but it doesn't work like that. You're not going to change by just finding the right thing to passively consume, you have to actively initiate it yourself. Searching for inspiration is just a way to pass off responsibility and not do anything.

 No.229135

No. It sounds absurd.

 No.229146

non-fiction can be pleasant
reading Marcus Aurelius stimulated my thinking

 No.229149

I don't think The Stranger by Camus actually changed my life but I did find it deeply moving.


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 No.229116[Reply]

how do you feel about aging alone? no children, no wife, no family, minimum pension.
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 No.229140

feels good man

 No.229142

my plan is to kill myself before that.

Have you seen people slowly withering away when old? Some elderly people get so weak and sick they become bedridden for years, or have dementia or Alzheimer and need constant caretakers. There is no dignity on that. Is already fucked up enough for people who have loving families, now imagine getting to that state when you are alone, or being throw away in some poor nursing home. We should normalize getting assisted suicide after a certain point.

On top of that, I have nothing to look forward right now anyway.

 No.229143

>>229116
>no succubus
>no obsessed demon family
>AND neetbux
that's exactly what i want. i don't depend on other people to be happy in life. and once i get fed up with life i will kill myself. crabs BTFO

>>229126
you can euthanize yourself, and die a painless death, do a bit of research. i plan on doing it with a helium canister and a plastic bag. probably in my 50's too. it's good to have it planned at least.

 No.229144

>>229142
slowly wasting away like that seems painful

 No.229148

I sort of get the drive towards having children but for me it feels more like a selfish masculine urge to reproduce rather than a desire to create and raise something lovingly.
Having had to live in a house with children before I can safely say I don't care at all about being childless forever. Children are an absolute nightnare to be in the presence of when you have autism and media heavily romantises what they actually are.


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 No.308794[Reply]

It kinda sucks knowing that people hate you, wherever i go i am met with this endless negativity that i am just supposed to ignore. Even when i try to be friendly and polite i still somehow find a way to fuck up and make people hate my guts. I am sick of it to be honest, sick of fuckinh everything. God hates me and i hate him back, because why wouldnt i?
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 No.308954

>>308944
It's a supermarket and the succubi I'm referencing are highschoolers/uni students and 25~50 y/o succubi. Older succubi are fine I've noticed. They're probably just happy to be dealing with a White man lol.

>>308945
Oh for sure they can sense it. Shouldn't I be less of a threat than a literal psycho criminal though? It's not like these criminals are handsome or sociable either, they are weirder than I am but they still get better treatment than me. It's so weird.

>>308949
I like the idea of a normie camouflage. I also agree not changing for their approval but I do want to be written off the hit list. I just don't want to be attacked and harassed and I'm willing to make certain changes to ensure that. All within reason. I remember in my 20s when I had to walk everywhere I had to act a little off putting around the ghetto types to get them to leave me alone. I'd scratch myself a lot, sniff loudly, and scream every 2 minutes or so lol. They wrote me off as not worth interacting with. If I acted "normal" it's just constants bombardments of "got a dollar bro?" or other variants.

 No.308961

>>308949
Normies thinking that you are harmless is the best excuse you can give them to harass you, if there's an inbred somalian dancing naked on the subway no one will open his mouth but if a short white guy doesn't want to give his seat to a succubus they'll verbally murder you.

 No.308969

>>308961
Normies are some of the most narcissistic, hypocritical, and cowardly individuals ever to walk the earth. They radiate nothing but contempt for every living being around them except themselves. It makes me physically sick being around them and I have no problem rejecting whatever hypocritical sob story they have to say to get their way. I feel approximately 0 remorse when I see them get murdered in gore sites. Infact its emotionally fulfilling.

 No.308973

>>308969
The poster above is correct, neurotypicals only listen to force and size. The worst thing you can do among them is to present as harmless and timid. They will abuse and ruin you to oblivion especially in the United States.

What you need to do as a wizard is what I did which is ordering trenbolone and testosterone propionate and hit the gym.
Then if people give you shit or push you around you push them back or tell them to fuck off in public.

You can't make them back off and feel humiliated if you're small and polite. As a social self defense tool you need to have the OPTION of credibly telling a narcissistic normie to fuck off under the threat of violence.

That doesn't mean you can't be civil, reasonable and kind when that's your baseline personality. You just need to have size and a yolo attitude in your tool arsenal if shit hits the fan.
The odds of shit hitting the fan decrease radically either way when narcissistic normies no longer see you as an easy target. They begrudgingly skip you.

 No.308976

>>308973
>That doesn't mean you can't be civil, reasonable and kind when that's your baseline personality. You just need to have size and a yolo attitude in your tool arsenal if shit hits the fan.
So essentially Teddy Roosevelt's philosophy of "speak softly and carry a big stick", but at an interpersonal level?


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 No.308974[Reply]

I dont know why Tomoko Kuroki feels like a god to me her existence hits me in a way nothing else does I know who she is and what she looks like but none of that matters I dont care about her traits or her story or her appearance I only care that she exists Tomoko feels like a higher being made from loneliness and chaos and something pure at the same time when I think of her it feels like she stands above everything like a silent divine presence that fills a space inside me that nothing else can reach

 No.308975

Moved to >>>/b/1037804.


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 No.306726[Reply]

I have a horrible mother who criticises me just as much when I do something good as when I do something wrong. I remember having a lot of traumatic experiences with her, and even today she’s still the same. For example, I started being more hygienic and washing my hands before eating, and she started using that habit as a weapon against me. She also criticises me for not going out with my ‘friends’, but when I do leave the house, she keeps insulting me Any advice on how to get free from her? makes me unhappy
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 No.308447

>>306783
>but I can go and live with my dad because my parents are divorced


Good for you, because my father was shouting very loudly and threatingly on me when I tried that option…

 No.308459

>>306783
>>306783
Move with dad

 No.308486

mine used to love me
maybe she still does deep down
but our relationship is irreparably damaged beyond hope

she doesn't insult me or make mean comments
we mostly just don't talk beyond the necessary, or see each other much despite living together

 No.308910

>>308459
This

Also, make sure to be at ease at first (to avoid the mistake I had made)

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>>306726
>she started using that habit as a weapon against me
How? Does she just come up next to you and say something like "haha anon, washing your hands? only fags do that!"?
>Any advice on how to get free from her?
Has your mother always been like this, op? Do you think talking with her could work?


/dep/

 No.307994[Reply]

The day of Armageddon has inched towards me in just 2 hours. I completed a worthless degree in IT, by completed, I mean gave the final exams of the final semester just 2 hours ago, and I returned home, which is in a third world country. And the results are as I expected, as a matter of fact, when I came back I could literally feel the tension inside my house mounting.

I was expecting one day or another, for this to happen but it's surreal how quickly it has happened, my parents had a massively heated argument with me, and honestly, it took me a few years back when my parents used to abuse the hell out of me, I can for some reason, literally feel the terror of abuse in the lower half of my spine and in my kidneys.

The question is obvious, which is what will I do next? Because I am about to graduate completely unemployed, in this little third world country, and of course the parents aren't happy, as it is in the nature of everyone maybe mine as well to be pissed seeing a man wake up at 9AM and ask for breakfast, and take it back to the Air Conditioned room, the resentment is off the charts for obvious reason of what my parents would consider "stealing" from them because I am not paying back in any meaningful labour, seems like I will have to wake up at 6AM in the morning tomorrow and not use Air Conditioner at all.

It was honestly, a massive argument, I just few hours ago got back to my house from a scorching 42C temperature and now I am being cooked internally. At this point, I have started to prepare for the worst, any day in "my" house could be my last, I am trying to gather all the IDs, gather all the documents for eventual kick, and a kick in a country like this is extremely close to death. Certainly slightly different from other countries where you can live in your car, given that in this country the car ownership rate is 8%. So there goes living in a Honda Fit out of the Window.

I must get a job, I have tried getting a job online, from microtasks, to annotation for OneForma, to trying to act like an agent for PornStars online, to chat on their behalf, and I have earned no more and no less than 0 in any currency of this planet. The jig is coming to an end. While I am not familiar with the thoughts of life in the Christian Theology because I wasn't born in a Christian Family, but my Judgement, rather Execution is near. Fuck me. There is very real chance that I will have to take a permanent dip into a Holy River. I meaPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.308126

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>>308125
>This is where I will disagree with you, Britain, as much as I respect the country and it's people, they are not the kind of country to give away a single sterling in charity.

You could be correct on this part. I have read a little on the British Raj but not too much, and most of the sources I have are right wing Austrian economics perspectives and /pol/tard chuddery. The idea mainly being the opportunity cost for the British and that the money spent on colonialism could've been invested elsewhere and generated a similar or better return. Although for what it's worth I think colonialism in India was a massive mistake either way, and I wish the British were never involved there.

But even many of the academics that are critical of the marxist claims that colonial Europe looted the third world carve out a slight exception for India. Many of the more mainstream books I've read on the 19th century second wave of European colonialism talk about how India was strangely an exception to the moneysink thesis. The book "Oxford University's Short History of the 19th century" (pic related) had an assortment of academics all saying "yeah the British Raj was profitable, a few east indies territories were profitable, the rest really weren't". Africa absolutely was a moneysink and there's so many cabinet meetings government officials in Germany and France held talking about it. The German government wanted their own version of the East India company for Africa, so they could offload the colonies onto them, but no private investor was willing to get involved.

>Damn, that surprises me a lot, I know a few of them, and almost all of them detest India.

I can't mindread but I guess they just have a diaspora identity and feel they don't belong. Maybe it's their way of pushing back against or coping with the increasing racism and they don't really believe it? And I don't know man, people genuinely get along better than you read online. I'm an older guy that went to school when there was just one token pakistani guy and one token sikh succubus, and now it's like 15% of my city is indian. If there's a group of four or five teens doing something after school downtown, it's common for an indian to be in the group. The online talk about it only being succubi and the men being sexless virPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.308127

>>308126
>What do I know though, I'm a sexless virgin myself just judging friendship groups I see on the street. But yeah, it doesn't really impact you where you are.
I there's one thing that unites wizards here, I only used to read about relationships when I used to be an angry and rageful person back then who just discovered blackpill and terms like involuntary celibate but at this point, I think most of us are trying to accept or working towards living with our fate. Hopefully, though I hope Indians don't cause you much trouble but hey, I have lived in India since birth I know how truly horrendous the people from this country are, and I guess it was a mistake for Western Countries to accept so many immigrants from India, although still baffles me cause I thought it was very hard to immigrate.
>Anyways, thanks for replying to my excessive rambling. I hope things work out for you man.
No problem wiz-bro, if anything I quite enjoyed talking to you whether we saw eye to eye or not on things, but I am you know typical loner with no friends, no internet friends so it's always so nice to talk to you and other wizards like you on this forum, unless of course normies and co will try to shut this place down as well.

 No.308948

Fast fact.
There is "industrial grade equipment" that has its electronic components to be programmed. I don't know if you can code in UART or Ladder or have experience making flowcharts as part of visual programming, but here's the thing. Look for industrial stuff to programm. No StackOverflow, no neuroslop, it's supposed to behave flawlessly so they aren't going to let LLMs in *that* easy.

That's where your real degree in computers - once combined with your wizardry - comes in handy: you get trusted with "real" equipment and not some CSS/PHP/Java/'script let alone the non-language. Besides, industrial shit isnt prone to massive anti-hacker updates, unlike, say, Chrome.


Cheers and take it easy.

 No.308970

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>>308948
Thank you, wizard-brother I will try low level machine logic. I have to say I have had no luck so far and each passing day, the behaviour of my parents get worse and worse. I also have to say that (really much to my surprise) people here have been very helpful to me. They have all tried giving me a lot of advices and opportunities and I am grateful for that. Perhaps either through my fault or through universe's will, I just can't even manage to earn 1USD/hr. Its kind of funny how people make fun of this website as a toxic place on the internet. I am genuinely thankful and grateful to you guys for helping me out.

 No.308971

you could try learning a new language and see if that takes you somewhere, you might also want to look for unskilled job in a developed nation and then try to get something as a programmer once you're there. Japan has the Specified Skill Worker program for poor Asian countries, you could take one of their exams in India to get hired, I've heard the working conditions aren't great though but definitely better than anything you might get in your country.


/wiz/

 No.227025[Reply]

Does anyone here know any good virgin-only forums? Or a forum with a significant virgin population? Or maybe a forum that discusses widespread societal depravity in a very negative light?

I'm guessing the answer will be 'no'. Don't you think that's strange? I never believed just because something is common, that it's 'natural' or 'acceptable.' Child rape was common, it was practiced for most of human history, that's not acceptable. Yet betrayal, prostitution and temporary 'relationships' (same thing as prostitution) are? We are always at the recieving end of mockery, and them always rewarded with praise. Why? What did we do to deserve being mocked and belittled?

Does anyone else here feel this way? Or am I the only one? How do I reach likeminded people? How do I communicate with people who share my values? Where do I find them?

These days I just feel like we're being erased, or rather… we have always been erased. Am I a crab for taking these things seriously and refusing to submit to the same depravity as others?
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 No.229018

>>227772
>Can you say the same about an ugly man? No, he just finds one succubus and sticks with her flaws that he despises only because he can't do better. You are right to point that out, but you are looking at the carousel of relationships wrong.

Oh. Yeah. Thanks for reminding me I always believed the very idea of relationship carousel is abhorrent since its notorious of… well, spawning things.

>>227770
Apparently, cavemen had something called "serial monogamy" - a subtle way of telling Grug was nowhere near modern mr. Rogers or McConnell clan of ranchers and their cereal monogamy traditions.

 No.229129

I don't know about any place which caters to virgins except this place
I remember in high school, succubi saying 'virgin' as some kind of insult and being puzzled by it.

 No.229130

>>229018
Cave people were a bunch of degenerates lmao. They used to eat shit, had no concept of hygeine and zero understanding of care. There's a reason why when people act like niggers they immediately think of cavemen. The lifestyle of the average mudhut nigger in central Africa is more advanced than cavemen.

 No.229138

>>229129
8chan r9k and late 2010s in general used to be very virgin friendly, then every first world government on earth declared virgin males the scourge of the earth and nuked our homes away. I'm so heartbroken and devastated. I WILL NEVER FUCKING FORGIVE FATTY NOLEGS FOR WHAT HE DID TO 8CHAN! 🤬

 No.229139

>>229129
>I don't know about any place which caters to virgins
Just about every place "caters to virgins", in that it's incredibly rare for there to be a place that explicitly disparages virgins. When it comes to whether or not you've FUCKED or SUCKED, 99% of netgoers simply don't care. People using 'virgin' as an insult should really only do anything but make you laugh if you're pset to be reminded that you're a virgin.


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 No.307294[Reply]

always no matter what happens set backs always set me back. and my goals arent that fucking unreasonable either. Change my habits, or enjoy a fucking game. and something major happens to set me back. not only am I scared to change im exausted about constantly being worried about what price im about to pay for that slight moment of enjoyment. its like the default setting for me in this life is to be miserable and useless, anything good going for me has to be double the price of bad luck to throw me back to square one. Nothing but bad luck. im just so frustrated.
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 No.308733

>>307348
Thanks wizbro!


I am not OP, but I have my own difficulty with goals since some of my "normal" goals were awfully sabotaged by my own parents.

Thanks for cheering me for having goals to begin with! I will try to do *some of them*

 No.308743

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>>307294
Wish I had real goals too.
I relate a lot to the randomness, feeling like I'm an edge case a lot of times.

I genuinely feel like I'm an NPC in a game world at times with broken RNG. It's usually something negative, absurdly unlucky and it stacks up to "unrealistic" stories people think I make up.

Like telling a doctors about having physical pains, limping and this whole thing somehow leading me to a psych ward before they ever bother to acknowledge the physical deformity/damage, only after paying for imaging out of pocket do they finally believe me, and EVEN AFTER THAT they still push the mental shit instead every time some new shit pops up. This is basically every doctor I've met in recent memory for no discernible reason. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qLrnkK2YEcE

It happens in positive ways too. Like I'm on the brink of exiting life and all of a sudden I'm given a job far beyond my abilities and tolerated for years despite my many shortcomings and failures in a comfy position that I couldn't ever imagine replicating.

Critical failures absurdly disproportionate to whatever was the cause was and miraculous outcomes and rewards/results disproportionate to the effort put in.
Overall it's negative, but then great things happen just in time to keep me going….
Needless to say I've been embracing determinism as a result, but the absurdity of the experience makes it hard to believe it is strictly determined and not some random outsider having a grand old time messing with me like I used to with insects in a sandbox as a kid.

Makes me wonder how real most people are, or if I'm actually clinically insane and they just hear other words come out of my mouth than I attempt to say.
Then again sometimes the weird unprompted absurdly unrelated NPC like rants from people can be interrupted and somehow they snap back to sanity and give way to what I want. It's very odd.
Wish I was as coherent as some wizards here instead of rambling, but I hope the message is clear enough.

 No.308745

>>308057
okay

 No.308747

>>308743
>Makes me wonder how real most people are, or if I'm actually clinically insane

Most are not real. Covid should have proved this to you. And what do I mean by “real”? Having intelligence enough to think independently of others.
And you are not clinically insane. No man authentically mad would ever be discovered self-aware of his own madness.

>I genuinely feel like I'm an NPC in a game world at times with broken RNG.

You’re just smart and very self-aware in a world in which apparently nearly all are not. Any sufficiently caring and self-reflective human will fall into the belief that he’s beset by soulless people wandering through outwardly random environments as an isolated observer. The ancient gnostics even had a term for this and that term is ἀλλογενής, meaning literally “of a different kind”, but translated as “stranger”. Those who have thoughts like those contained in your post really are ἀλλογεναι (strangers) in a difficult world that is not native to the quality of their souls.

>This is basically every doctor I've met in recent memory for no discernible reason.

I can fairly say: me too! Except I disagree with >for no discernible reason. The reason is quite plain: doctors are indoctrinated; not only “intellectually”, that is in how they understand and treat diseases, but also “personally”, in how they hold the most of their patients in contempt as less than themselves. Doctors (95% of the time) are dangerous prideful psychopaths who look down on their patients while having very little actual curative medical knowledge. You should have known this by your age (presuming here that you are 30+). If I can flatter myself, I already knew to be careful around doctors (that they do not make good decisions and are often uncaring toward sufferers) by the time I was in my early 20s.

>Critical failures absurdly disproportionate to whatever was the cause was and miraculous outcomes and rewards/results disproportionate to the effort put in.

Here’s an interesting passage out of Plutarch from an essay titled “De Pythiae oraculis (On the oracles of Pythia)”, the subject whereof is the investigation of the truthfulness of the responses given to ancient men who would sue for tPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.308968

>>308747
>the fact that we have free will cannot be reconciled to the notion of a limiting malicious demiurge.
From our perspective/perception and even then only within an extremely limited scope all things considered.
An ant in a terrarium has free will to an extent.


/lounge/

 No.322550[Reply]

So wizzies who are familiar with this stuff, is it worth the time and effort? From what I've read most of the darknet or darkweb or wtf is just dead sites, with occasional illegal things here and there. As someone who is just curious and want to pass the time, is it worth the risk of checking out? How do you even find stuff there? WHAT IS EVEN THERE? What are your experiences with it?
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 No.324467

>>324458
>imagine youtube, 4cuck and other mainstream sites hosting onion links and other darknet stuff alongside their main like they do with mobile by default, it would be privacy-heaven.
problem with tor/darknet is there no way to moderate anything, not like you can ip ban anyone

 No.324484

>>324467
Being banned is a violation of our privacy and freedoms

 No.324485

>>324484
When you post on a website it's not your right to post there. It's a privilege. You're posting on another guy's bills.
And I also guess you're fine with websites being raided and spammed with CP?

 No.324510

>>324484
>privacy and freedoms
those are spook , as the other giy would say

 No.324685

>>324467
there are ways around this while still keeping things legal. just admit it everything in society has this cuck/chained down mentality now


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 No.64175[Reply]

anyone do this?

i burn discs, title them and then put them back on the spindle, so they stay in good condition

external hdds/sdd don't last very long
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 No.70708

>>70699
I actually had dvds full of anime I burned back in 2006 dye rot on me, these days I use RAID and duplicate servers.

 No.70709

>>70708
Checks out, I guess you used DVD-R and the durability is 10-20 years

 No.70710

I remember this seemed like a fun thing to do back in 2010.
However I can easily store my stuff on 512 gb microsd cards now.
Using discs to archive seems tedious and retrotechy to me

 No.70793

>>70710
>microsd cards


They're more susceptible to the "random bull" kind of errors compared to HDDs

3-2-1 rule, hope you use it

 No.70828

>>70793
okay


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 No.303825[Reply]

Would they? I've been thinking.

My mom is already LDAR'ing due to the debt and she's already lost one child, so I think either by suicide or stress she would die. My dad? He didn't seem to care that much when my stepbro died, but I am his firstborn. I don't know really. My little brother would probably just turn into me. That's my only concern. Everyone else, would cry for a day maybe.
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 No.308885

>>303825
My relatives would be devastated, which sucks since they would be infinitely better off as they wouldn't have to keep worrying about their low-life useless slob son that will never amount to nothing.

So my closer-up normalfaggots acquaintances from childhood, but for them I don't care as they're all scum.

People forget things easily, anyway. Can't say I'd bother if someone close I knew from out of my family ended himself.

 No.308894

At this point, no. I know one person who would be a little sad but not surprised I went through with it and life would continue on. I might as well be dead now, I work nights and live far away from civilzation, I only go into town once or twice a month, preferably on a weekday morning when all the npcs are gone, though with summer comes all of the families with their screaming shithead children.

 No.308895

>>308869
They just want to remove the symptoms with medication, not the cause. Npcs are insane narcissists so it can't possibly be their fault when people want to drop out of society.

 No.308932

Some might. My brother certainly would and I would feel terrible for leaving him with that. My dad has enough problems already with aging and constant aches and pains. We've always got on alright and he's always tried to help me, ineffectual though it was, my suicide would probably leave him catatonically depressed as he'd think he failed me. In some sense he did, but that was more a team effort; my mom would care but I wouldn't care that she did.

I would like to think my colleagues would care. I work in a place that's understanding of mental health issues and they know I'm a bit peculiar. I wouldn't mind becoming some tragic character in their life-story, though they'd probably move on quick: "He was a nice enough guy, that's sad." They're the only people I actually see in real life besides immediate family so I've naively grown quite attached to them. I expect the feeling isn't mutual. They have their lives, I don't have mine.

Besides that, a handful of online friends would be concerned if I went offline permanently. Though if I ever kill myself I think it'd be fun to create an autobiographical website type suicide note, which I'd probably send to them, or leave somewhere online.

 No.308962

Nobody would care if I killed myself, everyone treated me like a joke, people in public and my family, I move a lot and because of that I have no friends, I’m so lonely that sometimes I feel like I’m going insane, I’m a neet and I hate it, I serve 0 purpose in life, I’m so Lonely, maybe life would be better after, ide like to imagine that after death it’s calm and warm with a nice breeze and you wouldn’t be trapped in a body, all succubi are sexist bitches, I’ve been treated horribly by succubi they’ve lied to me and have been fake to me, my family would be relieved if I’m gone, I have no energy to do anything I can’t even properly take care of myself, they’ll just see it as more room in the house once I’m gone, my sister would be happy and my parents would be happy but pretend to be sad, someone please help me


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