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 No.319696[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

this thread is for Hikikomori and N.E.E.Ts.
use this thread as an exchange between hiki and neet and share what you think is worth sharing.
here's a website that sell hikikomori themed magazine in japan. the website has some interviews of hiki around the world. if you'd like to check it, here's the link: https://www.hikipos.info/
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 No.324201

>>324196
will you working again?

 No.324228

>>324201
It's almost impossible for me to work. Looks like hanging myself is my only option.

 No.324235

>>324228
can't you do something you like before?

 No.324242

>>324235
no, I don't like anything about living and don't really have this drive to gather resources to stay alive, it's more by coincidence I stayed alive for so long
if there is an afterlife I hope it is better than this

 No.325537

Let the employim deal in the real world


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 No.318527[Reply]

Has weed changed or have I changed?
Weed used to make me feel great, now it just makes me feel sad and quite uncomfortable with myself.
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 No.325521

>>325446
you obviously aren't familiar with this phenomenon of hearing voices which aren't your thoughts, which you can't turn off or control what they say
or realise what this is like
this will easily wreck your life

 No.325527

I wish i could properly enjoy weed. I'm highly anxious and i overthink basically everything.
It's shouldn't be impossible, i had one pleasant experience with it. Problem's just the other 2-3 awful experiences.
Set and setting seems to be extremely important to me. I also need to basically take a dose intended for a baby or a toddler, which is difficult when weed becoming stronger and stronger.

 No.325532

>you obviously aren't familiar with this phenomenon of hearing voices which aren't your thoughts, which you can't turn off or control what they say, or realise what this is like, this will easily wreck your life

can you (or one of your personalities who is currently driving you while you sit co-pilot) explain how does this differ from just being unconscious? i say it doesn't. unconscious people refuse to question things so they don't question themselves. they don't question their behavior or even pay much attention to it, so they will never catch themselves doing things they didn't plan to do.

you don't happen to NOT be in control of your life by some mysterious phenomenon, this is the plight of the educated consumer, of the fooled member, of the jealous admirer.

 No.325535

>>325527
>Set and setting seems to be extremely important to me. I also need to basically take a dose intended for a baby or a toddler, which is difficult when weed becoming stronger and stronger.

i am looking forward to do it in the winter again. for the longest time i didn't do it around people because people get very strange when you are in tune with your unconditioned self while they are not. they unleash all the evil on you that was done to them, act like they are friendly while making fun of you and purposefully violate all your boundaries. if you don't have a lot of life experience in dispelling evil it will be awful so i'd do it alone as a beginner.

and to get the dose right don't smoke it, smoking is unhealthy anyways. buy a small jar of coconut oil and turn the weed into oil:

i do it by first baking the weed at low temperature for 40 minutes and then put the baked, ground weed into the oil where i keep it at a low temperature for 3 hours, then after letting it cool a bit i pour it through a tiny strainer into a glass jar where it can remain while i discard the remaining plantmatter.

i make a very weak oil from it and then take a teaspoon and it will be consistently weak, perfect to do creative stuff or enjoy music or take it easy after a while or walk through nature. i am so glad i chose weed and not alcohol now that i am a bit older and have seen plenty of people who went with alcohol.

 No.325536

>>325535
>people get very strange when you are in tune with your unconditioned self while they are not.
The fucking copes these potheads come up with to deflect responsibility from
themselves when acting like twitchy paranoid creeps when stoned.



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 No.325225[Reply]

>>/dep/309323
>>>/dep/309323
i originally wrote this as a reply to the (image attached) but it ended up being way too long. im also wasn't writing it specifically in response to that anon.it was meant as a broader response to materialist-nihilist arguments in general. since it's not really suitable for /dep/ i figured itd be better to open a separate thread and argue it here.

the fact that something has no "meaning" when you don't even know what "meaning" actually is, and can't even consider that the very idea that something has to be meaningful could itself just be an evolutionary behavioral pattern translated into thought (not wanting to waste energy on pointless effort, the evolutionary energy conservation mechanism) completely flies over your head. you don't even stop to consider whether your very search for "meaning" is itself meaningful.

the reality of the fact that you're existing and experiencing something right now isn't erased just because it's "meaningless" the reality of your current experience has absolutely nothing to do with the fact that it'll eventually end or it's "meaningless".

you latch onto nihilist bullshit and with zero logic, go "we came from nothing and when we die we'll become nothing again" (we are material bodies) yet you don't even have the cognitive capacity to question the "we came from nothing" part.

you know you exist right now. you're here. you exist. if you believe that after death you'll become "nothing" again, while completely ignoring the fact that you're a being that supposedly came from "non-existence" and you can accept nothingness as the foundation of everything while failing to realize that you're literally a being capable of conceiving, contemplating and interpreting the very idea of nothingness, then you've already failed the most basic test of logic.
the first thing you should be questioning is the fact that you "exist" right now.

in other words, your materialist nihilism contradicts itself by its very own existence. being a being that claims everything is "nothing" throws materialism / nihilism straight into the trash.
because, under your own framework, everything must ultimately reduce to processes occurring in the brain.

according to your reductive materialism, when we die consciousness ceases to exist. in other words, consciousPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.325434

>>325431
consciousness and existence itself. if something exists, it exists. absolute singularity is only possible in nothingness. since there is no nothingness, existence already carries distinction within it. consciousness is the directly known face of that distinction.

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infinite composition is impossible, no matter how far down you go, at the end there must be a structure that cannot be broken apart, cannot be divided, that is one within itself.
you can call it a monolith, the absolute, the fabric of the unlverse, or the most fundamental law. the name changes but the necessity does not.
evverything that is composite rests on something more basic than itself. this chain cannot go on forever. in the end there must be monolith/foundation/structure/rule.

we keep searching for this monolith outside, further down. we go beneath the atom, we look into quantum fields, we chase more fvndamental particles, more fundamental structures. as if that monolith were hidden somewhere in a depth we have not yet reached. yet the only real oneness we have ever directly and immediately touched is the nonduality of experience, consciousness.

consciousness can appear fragmented, it can feel scattered, it can even seem divided in certain states. but there is still a oneness that lives that fragmentation, that scatteredness. without that oneness, there would be no such thing as a "part". so the apparent division does not cancel the underlying oneness. on the contrary, it presupposes it.

the point that goes unnoticed is this. we are not separate beings who have stepped outside the monolith and are examining it from a distance.
we are inside the monolith. we are the monolith itself. consciousness is the monolith, and we are that consciousness.while we chase the indivisible structure out there, we fail to see that we are already inside it, that we are identical with it.
trying to break the physical world down into more fundamental parts is a pursuit of oneness/foundation. but oneness is not something that will be found at the end of the process of division. unity / foundation / oneness is what must already be there for any kind of division to be possible in the first place. and the place where we know that unity most directly is our own experience.

the indivisible structure we keep searching for out there is already present in the very nature of our own experience. we just don’t realize it.

even if we were completely separate, individual consciousnesses with no connection to any higher single consciousness, that would change nothing.
each one of them would still be a monolith in itself.

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 No.325526

This reminds me of Universal line by John paolucci

 No.325529

Does philosophy have an answer to existential numbness?

I give zero fucks to meaningthingness.
To most other things too.

Is there a thought school on "why should I care"? Probably none of the modern ones.

And yet the state of existential numbness certainly is not to be considered desirable for, well, at least "aesthetic" reasons. It just doesn't look good to be a no one.

However, well, the world actually gives zero fucks about aesthetics (the way I understand it, and the way Exupery understood it in Citadelle).

tl;dr: the thread itself is meaningless for me and you can do nothing with it.

 No.325534

>>325435
>….at the end there must be a structure that cannot be broken apart, cannot be divided
Says fucking who?



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 No.323901[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction

https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.325522

I'm hankerin' for a hunk a' cheese…
Any solutions?

 No.325523

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Neighbors got a dog. He's chained, but they also take him for a walk. He barks whenever there's "noises". Once he reacted at least 4 seconds before an explosion. I saw special earplugs for dogs in the news, but who knows the neighbors adequacy and knowledge, quality of earplugs, etc.

 No.325524

>>325523
That explains why I hear less of their teen son's motorbike. Motherfucker with his friends was going back and forth driving me nuts. Perhaps he was not allowed to drive far from home. Maybe the vehicle was relocated somewhere.

 No.325531

Magic eraser in Google Photos app worked fine on a picture of paper folder. Just not when there's small text with a blemish to erase. Then the text would be changed. I'll try Photopea on a few areas where it failed. Pixlr failed to open images altogether, so I couldn't use spot healing.

 No.325533

>>325531
Gemini changed the circle with text, so that it had different text. Image had vertical lines, cropping/pasting to align wasn't an option for me with my level in photo editing.


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 No.322725[Reply]

i've seen a few wizards who don't seem healthy.

is too bad because being healthy is easy once you know what matters.
the practice of being healthy i have reduced to managing of habits:

you constantly manage your habits. you find out what they are by doing the opposite of being in autopilot. manual flight. then you imagine the long term consequences of each habit. then you decide if you want those, the development of a desired state. keep the desirable habits, reduce all those you don't want through constant attention on your habits.

as you do this you might stumble upon ways to improve upon the desirable habits. this is almost already doing the next thing, which is finding good new habits to practice and slowly wondering when you have time to do them.

it is up to you to be healthy, it is an option, you can make this happen if you so choose. health is one choice away.
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 No.325464

>>325450
>last week i have only been eating watermelon
>this week i am only eating grapes
is this sustainable without losing weight and muscles? where do you get all the nutrients, proteins, calcium, omega fats, b12 vitamin, etc…?

 No.325465

>>325464
>is this sustainable

-depends what you are looking at
–eating only fruit: yes without a doubt, the longest streak where i have not eaten a single thing that wasn't a fruit was around 3 months. the body gets used to it, cravings subside as the loud microbiome in the gut gets starved of other food. requires eating big portions which might be unusual but not difficult, it is easy when bowel-transit time is high.
–not even eating fruit but just drinking fresh fruit juice: yes but it requires quite a lot of juice. possible but more difficult. when 4-8 liters (which is not necessarily pure juice, i like to do 40% water + 60 % juice) are drunk every day, then the body gets enough calories as to not lose weight or muscles, legend tells.

>without losing weight and muscles?


i have always had a bad way of organizing it and and then getting busy and letting it slack a little and then not consuming enough for a few days, so i have always done with losing muscles and weight but i don't worry about muscle loss in the slightest because i am not vain. my muscles function all day, i am active, i haul stuff, i build stuff, i skate, i dance, i run, i do study, i do research, i travel so i don't mind my body and muscles getting thin in the summer. it is annoying in the winter when living in a cold region because i don't like to put on as many layers of clothing as i should, fruit cools the body a lot, which is why i believe humans originate from very warm climates and have no business living in the cold.

>where do you get all the nutrients, proteins, calcium, omega fats, b12 vitamin, etc…?


-when it gets colder i do eat raw vegetables, nuts, seeds, herbs and spices and if you saw me irl or saw me skate, you would not consider me malnourished even though i have been doing this for almost 10 years.
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 No.325483

in a few hours my second week (well 6.5 days to be precise) of a loose juice fast is over. i only drank fresh grape juice with a small amount of lemons, oranges and grapefruit. i ate nothing with the exception of maybe 500g of grapes once every other day because i wasn't near my juicer at all times, ideally i wouldn't have even eaten that but i did it perfectly so many times, i don't sweat small imperfections like that anymore. the juice is precise manual fueling and then when the juice doesn't come, my body gets tired so i rather just eat a few then feel too tired to do much of anything.

>>325464
>is this sustainable

i still have my doubts about it because this time i did feel tiredness throughout the day that i normally don't have, because i tried to have more of a normal life and have the fasting just happen in the background. i guess when i say this is sustainable when i have the freedom to devote most of my day to making sure i am staying on top of the fast but if i had a fast-paced life where i had to respond to shit immedeatly, this might be different. or maybe i should just incrase my efforts of manifesting a mobile juicer already, like i have been wanting for a while. juicers are tricky though. i am on my third juicer and i like it but it was a cheap one and i wish it was more quiet… because i use it so much.

anyways it was exactly 19kg of grapes and about 18 grapefruits, 12 oranges and 12 lemons. i did not have cravings for food but i could smell what the neighbors were cooking very intensely. when someone would fry something i could smell that when usually i never do.

 No.325528

>>322725
I don't know if it's related to anything in the thread, but I have literally never owned a smartphone in my life. Hopefully I'll never have to.

 No.325530

>>325528
>I don't know if it's related to anything in the thread, but I have literally never owned a smartphone in my life. Hopefully I'll never have to.

the only thing that is standing in the way of me enjoying this superior way of life is some way to listen to music on the go. something like a walkman or mp3-player that i can put in the pocket while running.

occasionally i use the stopwatch feature or the alarmclock
i do use the flashlight,
occasionally i use it to use a language translator websites.

i do use it to watch online video but i could easily live without. video on a laptop is much better.



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 No.229335[Reply]

If due to finances and life circumstances you are 100% forced to cohabitate with normies, how do you deal with them? They constantly pick on you, belittle you and attempt to crush you.
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 No.229666

>>229399
You're so on the money with that last part, it's not about big differences, it's about how they present themselves in front of others, and contrary to popular belief you can get a log if respect for being different as long as your not different in an antisocial way.

 No.229667

You need to find a loophole to escape the system altogether. Basically the bums have it figured out. Reject society, just chill.

 No.229670

I was about to write that you don't need meditation in the other thread, that it's a moronic, misguided, idolistic practice. But it's the only tool for most people to realize you have no ego. (Even so, it doesn't seem to be an aim or the end goal of meditation of most. It seems like a mini cult)
Without an ego, you can offer them certain offers which potentially are not benefitial for you (like fucking them up physically). Then depending on situation it's either deescalated, or they chicken out, or it's escalated and they realize you can stand for yourself, or it's escalated and you end up dead / in prison.

A person without an ego doesn't fear defeat, death, or prison.
Obviously he still has his attachments.
So it's usually preferable to handle that in a smart way. But having an image of a complete nutcase can also yield good results.

When you have that shit sorted out, one might find oneself to be a side kind of person, one less included in common affairs. For me it's a nice bonus. I can do my shit while they do theirs.

 No.229671

>>229670
I'm thinking though, mixed gender workplaces might be difficult
idk, git gud in order to not share work with succubi?

 No.229672

>>229671
LLM's idea is to log the shit done by females and then snitch.
In essence it's also saying "git gud so the workplace is professional enough that it can resolve conflicts in a fair way" - was not the case in my early life.



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 No.227799[Reply]

Do you want to change your life?
Do you really want to change your life?
MEDITATE
Wizzies, meditation is highly famous but seldom practiced seriously. The results from meditation takes time. It's like exercise. During the first day it will be hard to stay still and concentrate, but as you practice it, your body and mind start getting used to it. The benefits are immense. To mention a few:
>it improves concentration a lot
>it quiet your inner monologue, reducing it to 96% or even 100% depending on how well you are praticing it
>it increases the size of your pre-frontal-cortex which is responsible for making decisions
>increases gaba, which is the chemical that makes you calm
>it sharpens your sense making colors look brighter and sounds sound more vivid
>it gives you insights
>it makes you live in the present moment, since you are not ruminating the past or thinking about the future
>it reduces anxiety

And if you want to make it more meaningful, I advise practicing Buddhist teachings, even if you don't indetify as a Buddhist (that's irrelevant). You can still continue being a Christian and still follow Buddha's teachings for a happier and sober life.

I speak from experience. I've been meditating for 5 months almost everyday and now I'm starting to reap the fruits of my efforts. If I could dedicate my life 100% to spirituality and become a monk, I would, but where I live there's barely any monasteries. I don't mind though. I'm happy. I could be happy anywhere as long as I could practice meditation and the teachings of the great Buddha.

Just do it. Do it today or tonight. If silence is a problem, put on a whine noise sound on your headphones (I do that). Do it for 20 minutes. If it's too hard for you, reduce it to 10, but no less. You first session is always special. You will get out of there thinking: "what the hell, this shit really works".

Good luck, guys!
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>>227853
>Don’t get sucked into this crap, I tried meditating myself for awhile and felt no different other than the feeling that I’d wasted my time.
When you meditate you literally do nothing, its the Tao literal. but tao have no meaning.
>I tried meditating myself for awhile and felt no different other than the feeling that I’d wasted my time.
maybe you lost your time bacause you're supposed to do other more useful thing for you.
but when you sit and breath and become chill of wathever shit is happening you chill out for sometime.
your brain have some real-time change activity doing this time to time.
But if you dont want to meditate just do some sport or hig-focus relaxation activity like art or something you enjoy and chill you.
Its better than doing nothing or use drugs or wathever fucked up thing to get high when you can just get
>Grounded
and yes its healthy, maybe.

 No.227860

>>227859
>its the Tao literal. but tao have no meaning.
That's the "slip and fall" interpretation of Tao. Remember, Tao that is called Tao is not Tao. As in, a way set by someone else is not your way. To travel your own path, to make your own way, is to find your own Tao, which is the only Tao.

 No.227878

You know nobody going do that

 No.229668

>>227878
Not with that attitude

 No.229669

Just go walk in nature if u want to clear your mind, no need to larp as a buddhist monk



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 No.70652[Reply]

A slightly unusual hobby for a wizardly man, but I've always had an attraction to it.

What I like about it is the extremely large variety of tricks that can be learned. It's like the Path of Exile skill tree in the sense you can pick a direction and learn that way. You can build up your foundations, or you can go the straight and narrow all the way to learning your favorite trick. The large variety of tricks also mean there are a ton of easier ones to learn, and learning these tricks provides such a strong feeling of accomplishment.

Cruising is very nice too, I intent to get a bigger old school board with soft(?) wheels for nice and easy transport.

The art on skateboards is also quite nice, there's something for everyone. Also you can buy blanks and draw on it yourself. I think the level of creativity in all aspects of this hobby is so amazing.

All things skating related welcomed, I'll try my best to answer with great care to everyone.

Thank you for participating
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>>71065
>I've even noticed the way I change direction is based off sliding my feet, it must look like I'm a salsa dancer or something. I am just practicing body varials as it allows me to do 180s and still land in my regular pose!
i am having difficulty of thinking of anything with that wide-ranging of an improvement effect on piloting the human body. i doubt even martial arts come with as many benefits.

>I don't really have much interest in learning switch.

i would do it if i had a place where i could skate every day reliably but as it is now, every time i skate at a place it feels like it might be the last time i am able to skate at that place because the harassment is unbearable. i am happy just to have 5 minutes uninterrupted before some evil spectacle unfolds. disgusting people with their camera/smartphone looking to farm me for content, annoying children swarming me, females bothering, aggressive old people insisting on individual attention, dogowners using their dogs to bark at me. if owned a place where i could skate in peace i would practice hours per day. now i only get a few minutes a few times a week. what really helped this was having a big car where i can drive to different spots and have all my gear always present and also having a place to retreat to when the unfortunates become too toxic or a place where i can rest in peace without someone jumping out of the bushes who has been stalking me because they believe this is how people meet each other.

>Your father is very cool and blessed to be so physically and mentally sharp at that age. Very cool.

yeah. since i live way healthier then he ever has, i am confident there is a high chance i will be able to still skate 40/50 years from now.

>I remember I was considering killing myself as I was not taking the workplace well. I still remember posting here in the wagey threads in 2015 or whenever that was. God what a shit time, sadly things aren't much better I'm just a little more hardened and accepting of fate.


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 No.71081

>>71066
I find it funny and I would collect them if I had the money to spare. Hard to justify when you can get good boards in my country for 10~30USD

>>71076
Martial arts only seems to improve very specific movements which I guess requires a fight in the first place. Maybe higher level techniques will grant similar benefits to skating, but skating day 1 is improving your fundamental balance which is such a great skill. My mother needs it, she is short and overweight and leans forward when she walks like an anime character, this leads to her falling over once a month or so. She gets seriously injured and I freak the fuck out on her for it. She doesn't learn. Sorry tangent.

>>71076
Goodness I'm so sorry to hear about that. Is there a particular reason people are so awful there? General culture issue, bad area of the country? Some skateparks in my country and listed as no go zones on google reviews with comments stating that youth gangs will harrass you etc.. Hard to catch a break in this modern world.

Wonderful I wish you the best and a healthy life, perhaps I should be more healthy.

Oh god yea life seems to have always been shit one way or another and many tactics have remained the same.

 No.71083

>>71081
>She gets seriously injured and I freak the fuck out on her for it. She doesn't learn. Sorry tangent.

you can teach her by holding both her hands while she tries to balance on the skateboard and pushes and rides. you just walk along holding her hands that way when she falls, she can either catch herself or you can make her land so slowly that there is no injury. i did this with my father.

another thing that i did also works: i threaded a rope through his belt loops so that i can walk behind him holding the rope, that way he can use his arms for balance while i hold him close so when he falls i can decelerate his fall by just pulling the rope backwards.

>Goodness I'm so sorry to hear about that. Is there a particular reason people are so awful there?


when you can do something that is difficult and impressive in public, people have a wide range of needy nonconsensual behaviors that they feel a compulsion to exhibit. they want to meet, they want to stare, they want to ask questions, they want to get to know you, they want to impress you back, they want to have sex, even gay sex, they want to create monetized internet content, sometimes as hidden camera content from in the bushes, they want to follow you home because they want to know where you live, they want, they want, they want.

>that youth gangs will harrass you etc.. Hard to catch a break in this modern world.


i have not encountered many youth gangs here, where i live the young people are drowned in artificial problems and are carefully kept depressed by the compulsory education system. young people who aren't camera-assholes usually don't mess with me, they are too busy recovering from being traumatized.

>Wonderful I wish you the best and a healthy life, perhaps I should be more healthy.


i did it over the course of ~8 years, lots of experimentation with what to eat and what else to keep this body in peak condition. i would try to live a certain way and then go back to my previous lifestyle for the most part and forget how much better i felt. i was missing a good way to deal with information in this overwhelming state of infinite information, which i have recently found.

>Oh god yea
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 No.71087

>>71083
Oh my mother is basically disabled, she could never ride a skateboard. If she falls she will likely break bones due to her weight and 25+ years of being on a medication that weakens her bones (long story).

Ah I see. The typical jealous normie. When I was a kid/teen I got the same treatment, they would run in my way, throw balls at me to try and make me fall. It's all a gimic to provoke me which gives them an excuse to attack me 5v1 or even get their parents involved. Fucking savages. I haven't experienced much of that now but laregly due to local parks being a lot more of a ghost town compared to 15~25 years ago. I'm sure in the main cities it would be worse.

Have you noticed how much more important it is to eat healthy now we are older? I'm only 29 and I feel like shit most of the time. Had some very painful issues that scared me but a better diet fixed those. Pain in abdomen was killing me. Still need to cut out all the beer and junk food :p very dumb of me to consume so much of it.

It's like school, school never ends. a lot of wizards spent most of their energy avoiding all of the bullies whether their were students, teachers, parents, random locals. I'm quite sharp on judging people with bad intentions, it does help they make it so damn obvious

 No.71100

>>71081
> I would collect them
How many of them do you have?



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Recently I've been getting into photography. I've found that after doing so, I perceive moments in different ways. Things simultaneously seem more transient, yet more permanent. It's a sensation that's difficult to describe, except to say that I am more 'aware' of the moments around me. For obvious reasons I have avoided urban areas, but in terms of landscapes and natural shots, it is quite peaceful.

Any photography hobbyists here?
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>>71090
Another update. Took a few pictures. Still have no idea what I am doing though. I took most of them at 300mm just to test it out. The images are a bit soft and out of focus. Not sure if this is an issue with the lens, the exposure settings, or the actual focus itself. I just used autofocus for everything. I also realized the default resolution on my images is kind of high as fuck. I will try uploading my best picture I took this morning and see if wizchan can even take it. I may try and downsize a couple others and post them but I forgot how annoying that shit is to do and I need to look up what tool to use first.

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>>71093
I resized and compressed a few more pics. Luckily there is a built in option in the windows picture viewer that does it.

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>>71095
The one on top of the feeder was taken at a bit closer distance and with a shorter focal length I think. It came out a little sharper

 No.71097

>>71092
This is a really beautiful cat and a great picture. I know the shutter count is mostly meaningless for actual wear but it does give an indication of how much the camera was used at least.

One thing that keeps happening though is the buttons on the top left of the camera don't do anything most of the time when I press them. They're supposed to bring up camera menus. I don't know if the camera is actually defective or there's something I'm doing wrong.

 No.71099

I just bought a drone this morning because the government in the US banned chinese drones which are far and away the best and cheapest drones out there. Basically the way they're doing it is anyone who has a drone still gets to fly them and the current stock on the shelves is legal to buy and fly, but they won't be getting more and you also can't repair your drone through them if it breaks. The repair thing is potentially concerning, but I figure we should be able to get parts because there is a big enough demand for them someone will be making them. There are already boards you can buy to hack into batteries and override their cutoff mechanism that stops them from working if the case is opened. As far as I understand it, the reason they're doing the ban is because Trump's family members own some sort of drone company now and they're trying to get rid of the competition. I figure this nonsense will die down once the Trump crime family is out of office.

I always look at expensive purchases through the lens of what is the depreciation curve going to look like and can you afford the depreciation cost of trying something out and potentially not even getting into it and then selling your stuff later. I hate selling stuff because it involves interacting with normies, but I do have an ebay account in good standing that I use for that from time to time. If I don't like this drone I expect it to sell well because it was the top of the line consumer drone at the time the ban came in so it will probably be in demand going forward on the secondary market.

It looks like it might be a fun way to shoot some video though, and I want to try using one to do some 3D gaussian splats of areas sometime.


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/dep/

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 No.309794[Reply]

Another Evil under the Sun Edition. You of many.

Previous: >>308343

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 No.310023

>>310013
OK normie knight

 No.310031

I had what seemed to be a panic attack yesterday after taking ketamine and weed together. My extremities were tingling, my chest felt tight and sore, I really thought that I was overdosing and dying. I was driven to the hospital and examined. I was not in danger it seems. However today I still feel exhausted. My head feels heavy, my body feels light, my chest still feels tight. Do panic attacks cause lingering symptoms. I am sorry to dump this shit here but I don't have anywhere else to communicate with people.

 No.310032

>>310031
>Do panic attacks cause lingering symptoms.
Yes? In fact it will get worse?
>I don't have anywhere else to communicate with people.
You have your drug dealer.

 No.310033

I just realized that despite being racist online all my childhood friends were mixed race. It's wild how I've had this blindspot for so long.

 No.310034

>>310033
Many such cases



/hob/

 No.41994[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Every other board has their own /general/ and it might be better to post about little known hobbies here, rather than have a new thread that gets 2 replies.

How about horseback riding?
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 No.71098

I want to use AI to design my own basic arcade 80s fighting game, but based entirely in IRL regional knife fighting styles. So far I already drawn the characters, wrote basic backstories\plot lines and dialogues, etc
the knife styles Ive done are
>haitian machete
>filipino balisong
>navaja sevillana
>italian stiletto
>american bowie knife
>esgrima gaucha
>estoques tumberos chilenos
>japanese tanto


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/jp/

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 No.42915[Reply]

post something from japan (whatever) that makes you feel comfy or nostalgia for a country you are not from (japan).
For me it's this video that remind me summer in japan and how it makes me daydream about living in japan and coming back home from school or work or whatever at dawn on my bicycle and taking a bath and then eating japanese food and then playing some video games and read some manga or whatever
max comfy
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 No.43651

>>43261
looks cute


a vending machine for hikers, cool

 No.44441

>>43261
I WANT TO GET TONS OF SNACKS FROM THOSE MACHINES ABD GUZZLE IT ALL DOWN

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>>44443
are these photos from your trip to japan?

 No.44445

>>44444
No, I found these on the world wide web!



/dep/

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 No.309114[Reply]

>The more I seclude myself the more I long for human connection
>The more I interact with the 3D world the more I just want to be left alone
I literally cannot win in this life
I am always worried about doing the wrong thing, I am always lamenting all of my errors of the past
I hardly actually live
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 No.309619

>>309584
Strange example, why would anyone get an overwhelming urge to touch a hot stove , anon?

 No.310015

I think most of us have gone through this. It's probably best to just respect our nature and place in the world, be a loner who gets by best he can.

 No.310016

>>309619
Im a different wizard, but I get that urge sometimes when I'm bored. Maybe I'm just dumb? I remember cutting my legs with razor blades as a kid often out of boredom - did it very softly but still spilled a lot of blood which made me decide I should do my whole leg and take photos of it to scare people into thinking Im crazy. cuts were only half a mm deep but bleed good, pain wise it only really hurt as it was healing the next day

 No.310017

>>309121
>tulpa
that can be dangerous, I have one and it makes me get into bad situations. Nothing crazy but it forces me to make comments about people who wrong me which can lead to concequences, I tried to control the personality of my tulpa but its been developing for over 10 years now and its totally out of my control. atleast we are both cordial with each other

 No.310030

>>309114
I feel like I'm being crushed from both sides. The mistakes of my past on the one and their consequences in my future on the other. Plus the fear of making more.



/dep/

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 No.308999[Reply]

Are there people here who don't have a job or don't get NEETbux and have to live with parents who are abusive and stupid as fuck but you just can't beat the crap out of them because you're dependent upon them?
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 No.309271

I have neetbux but am struggling to find a room to rent in socal. Never moved out

 No.309273

>>309271
Why not just live on public land? If you have bux you can buy a car and solar panels and tents and stuff. I would need about 1k per month to sustain that lifestyle, but only because I spend $400 a month on weed. Most of the costs are start up costs.

 No.309344

It is not O.K. that I have to live here with him. He is not too gay or demanding but he is dumb and takes his sons wizardry never and his food is barebones and we both almost starve. Sometimes we steal beef t-flank steak but I am hungry a lot. Beer recently got phased out as a basic at 30 3/4years. I make him mad and ornery and he makes me sick and hungry. I recently took a motorcycle from him and he is gay about how it gets used lol. I am broke always him almost never. Trying to get beer has done me in today yet he sits up there drunk and asleep like a weightwatchers yogi. How frazzling and inane can it get? Bear

 No.309454

>>309000
it's a week before pension payment and the ma only has enough for the credit payment on her account that goes at the end of the month. she figured out that if you don't have enough, they just take it as soon as she has money on her account with seemingly no fees as punishment, so she went and withdrew some of the money today to buy snacks and fruit (instead of just eating the food with have in two fridges and freezer). she also talked to the lady at the bank about another loan, a refinancing one where she pays off everything she owes and then just has a smaller flat rate… oh and she's renovating the windows and buying new carpets.

i spent like an hour arguing with her but there's no point. some people are just really terrible with money and don't have a frugal bone in their body. why can't she just live within her means? of course, the more in debt we are, the more she pressures me to go work. we were pretty much poor my entire childhood because of my dad's retarded decisions, now we're poor because of hers.

 No.310029

>>309454
Probably not possible for you with severe social anxiety and if she will make good on threats…but I figured out too late I should have just started bossing my mom around.
Idk maybe look into some psychology material on how to manipulate and assert dominance.



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 No.309621[Reply]

Does anyone else hate his own body? I hate mine so much, I feel uncomfortable in my own body the whole time, it doesn't matter what I'm doing, I feel dirty, sick, detqched from my body. I want to get out of my body.
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 No.310014

>>309987
Wasn't this a metal problem or something? My whole live I was taught that.
Whatever, why anyone would do that to any guy?

 No.310019

>>309621
I wrote this at one point to capture the feeling but more aimed at other people but myself included:
when i look at people it feels like their flesh is limply hanging off of bones, ill fitting clothing is draped over and and the whole collection is a sick heap of bones and fat and flesh dressed up with scraps of fabric
looking at people makes me sick, it's like a boil about to burst, a mess of flesh and pus. these degraded people with degraded souls are already dead and decaying. the only growth in them is the growth a bacteria feeding on their decaying flesh, growing and writhing and gestating in it's disease. one day it will burst and their disgusting insides will flood out and seep into the ground and mix together and they'll be dead but their sickness and disease will have spread to everyone around them.

>>309635
I have also done this and it has helped quite a bit. Jung considers the persona, the external face, a necessary part of how we relate with the collective. It's necessary to have a mask if you want to relate to the collective, it's not actually possible or healthy to do it "as an individual". A big part of people's social disconnection I do think is the sort of lack of developing a persona and just distinguishing your self from the persona and recognizing it is just a mask you wear to make it easier to function socially.
If you think of the collective as a sort of collection of concepts/aesthetics/identities the persona is sort of a mediating layer. Your ego and your self interacts people through those collective concepts however to make who you are intelligible you need to sort of take what you can from the collective and incarnate it in that sort of persona representation of yourself. This is what provides the ability to comfortably socialize because you are doing it merely within the realm of the collective and it essentially has very little to do with you. The issue some people have is they abandon their self/ego and give over entirely to the collective and try to identify with their persona which is another error just in the other direction. The persona is not you, but it is the vehicle which you use to relate with the collective.
For me just good comfortable clothings/a style I feel sort of reflects who I am while stiPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.310020

>>309621
Also in general with existential disconnection from your body this is something authors have written about. If you can get any slightly physical skill (playing an instrument, singing, gardening, anything atheltic/lifting) it gets you much more in tune with your body. I got into playing guitar and found it helped quite a bit.

 No.310026

>>310019
Reading that brought to my mind a short reading of "society of transparency by byung chul han" in a part of his work he says that society in the 19th used to be a theatre where everybody was interpreting a character not allowig others to see one just as one is. But in modernity that is gone and everybody is looking to show off themselves like they really are.
Obviously he said that first is sane while the second isn't

 No.310027

>>310026
>19th
18th*



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 No.227891[Reply]

Why don't you have a tulpa, anon?
You can cheat yourself out of loneliness by fostering a loving relationship with an imaginary friend.

Benefits of a tulpa,
>You can choose any shape or form for her.
>You will never feel alone.
>She will always show unconditional love.
>She will always follow you around.
>You can have sex without losing your virginity powers or contracting STDs.
>Costs absolutely nothing.
>Basically the 'ultimate' form of a waifu.
The only negative is the social stigma, which you can easily avoid by not revealing your powerlevel.

It was the best decision of my life. It feels so good to have someone take care of you, compliment you and physically comfort you.
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what food does your tulpa eat?

 No.229589

>>229587
well, you will never be able to see your tulpa, but maybe you can still interact with her? it would probably be like messages coming from the void.

idk, i wouldn't bother in that case. the best part of tulpamaxxing is being able to see, touch, smell, feel your tulpa. we're working with all senses, but you're just limited to one or maybe zero and it's just an "abstract sense" of something. just stick with waifus and AI chatbots, sorry.

 No.229653

>>227891
I have read some guides but all of them are shit and read like they have been written by redditors.

How to get started if the goal is to make a romantic/waifu tulpa?
Whats the actual things I have to repeat to get there?

 No.229660

>>229653
Guides are fake and gay, everything about tulpas is intuitive and self-evident.

Presence
>Imagine her doing something next to you (rubbing her hands, shuffling around on her feet, etc.)
Visual
>Impose an image of her in flesh space using your mind's eye.
Autonomy
>Turn off your brain and observe and accept whatever she does next. She'll act erratically at first, but the longer you do this, the more her behavior normalizes and becomes more consistent.
Tactile
>Imagine her hand touching a spot on your body and hold onto that feeling for as long as you can. When you lose focus, move her touch to an adjacent spot.

If you do any of this at least one hour per day, you'll quickly see results.

Hallucinations (persistent, voluntary ones, at least) are mostly LARP, though.

 No.229665

>>229660
I honestly have trouble with getting started to make her more than a waifu, when i tried to imagine her in my room I always retroactively kind of "wing back time" and imagine more detail than initially, this makes the whole thing feels stuttery if that makes sense. Also I have to imagine everything for now, tho I only started like 2 days ago.



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What new nations will materialize, which ones will re-materialize?
What countries will unite, which ones will disintegrate?
Will the EU fully federalize?
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>>325499
Lack of cohesion's a nuisance

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 No.308391[Reply]

we must accept it. we are losers and society mocks us no matter what we do. we're not cool. we think we're cool because we are in a website where only virgin males are in and we circle jerk together. That's why we think we're superior to normalfags while in fact we're seen has failed people. you may feel as much superior as you like on wizchan but once out of the internet, you'll be mocked for being 30+ virgin male behind your back.
It sucks; being mocked and being. alower human being. even non-white are more successful than you and being racist doesn't change that. I think racism is a kind of cope people are because they're frustrated.
You can be as much succesful as you can be (rich, good job, house, beautiful car,etc…) like every other normalfags but at the end of the day when they'll ask you if you have a wife or a gf, and after you said never, they'll think something's wrong with you or you're gay.
Some wizards donnt give a fuck because they feel above all of that but those are, according too me, a übermensch bit it is a very rare case. so don't think you're one to please you're ego. I think the wizard übermensch has everything a normalfag has in life but is morally superior to them. those who uses this power to trashtalk others isn't a übermensch according to me because he does the same shit normalfags do to others to feel better. There's a lot of wizards who mock normalfags to feel better but at the end of the day it makes them look like as bad as normalfags. the übermensch is a rare case and I am 100% sure there's no übermensch wizard on here (or maybe 0,1%).
Anyway, I'm not making a thread about the wizardmensch because it would fit most on /wiz/ than /dep/. I'm making this thread on /dep/ because I'm sad and depressed being a failure. even failednormalfags mock us.
We're ugly and dumb. feel free to delete the thread mods, I don't care I'm sad. I don't want to push my narratives unto others. I know many wouldn't agree because they live a good life and don't care about what other people think or say about him, but I know most of the wizards suffer and that's why there's a /dep/ board…if it wasn't the case, tbis board wouldn't exist. wizards are sad. in fact I don't know why they're sad because they just have to live life luke anybody else; it's just they don't have a wife and kids but live life like everyone else on this earth. so why wizards aren't happy? Most if the time is life struggle like money or shitty job.Post too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.308553

>>308536
yes, I'm jealous as my country has just stopped long term unemployment benefits, it is very limited now, it's finding a job or ending up homeless now
Imagine living in some Scandinavian country just collecting and being able to take walks in nature and stuff

 No.310018

>>308391
I agree and disagree, like >>308393 said this stuff is nuanced. Wizchan is the only place, including IRL and the internet, where I feel like I'm home and surrounded by my peers. Yes, we are failed edges of society, but the way that we handle that fate and reason about life and it all is done with care and with self-worth. It's not meaningless, it's meaningful. For what it's worth, I stand proud for wizchan, I think we are cool and I think we are the new punk. There's a thousand places for male virgins, but only a single place like wizchan.

 No.310022

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>>308391
I've never been mocked after leaving school. The older you get the more the world will ignore you because the less people you interact with aside from places where politeness and being cordial is soft-enforced.
Adults have things going on in their lives too, the older, the more things the less time and energy to bother even giving you a second glance.

I'm 31 now and it's not the interactions you get that hurt, but the lack of contacts, safety nets, opportunities or the lack of help in general.
There is much to be depressed about, but high school level nonsense like this isn't one of them in my eyes.

Again what you describe is exactly the "failed normie" stereotype. Crabs that lash out against each other and whoever else to feel better.
Wizards are like pic related for the most part. The older you get, the closer to this you should be.
I'm untouchable to normies and crabs alike, because I'm not insecure or bothered by what I am or the lack of succubi around my wand.
Meanwhile a crab is hurt because deep down they are miserable that they can't get any.

Why would you be bothered when people try to insult you with what amounts to accurate descriptions of your life? Nobody will call you gay IRL unless it's a slight jab, why are you offended, are you a closet homo?
Why are you sad if people say you can't get any succubi? Do you want any?
I don't get it.

Leave high school, leave college, your problems as described solve themselves.
Focus on health and money, as you accurately observed, those will hurt you in the long run.
You can afford being called a faggot by 9999 random NPCs, but unless you have a safety net you are probably 2 bad days away from homelessness.

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 No.310025

>>310022
yeah…you're maybe right. I'm over thinking things

 No.310028

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Born with a curse, a cosmic joke played on us



/games/

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 No.62291[Reply]

The older I get, the narrower my taste in games becomes. It isn't for lack of trying, either. I constantly download new shit, but nothing ever sticks. I've come to the conclusion that there is an incredibly small handful of games actually worth playing and almost all of them are made by Nintendo, Blizzard, id Software or Capcom. If I had to name a few in no particular order:
>Diablo 2
>StarCraft
>WarCraft 3
>Ocarina of Time
>Resident Evil 4
>DOOM
>Quake 3
All of these games are 10/10 solid gold classics with endless gameplay and lively communities. Playing anything else just feels like buying store brand, what are your eternally playable games?
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 No.63647

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MahjongSoul! The grind doesn't stop until i'm the best player in the world

 No.63652

>>63647
I'm still stcuk at Adept because I can't get out of the push monkey mentality, when I smell a good hand I completely stop thinking about defense

 No.63653

>>63652
>I'm still stcuk at Adept because I can't get out of the push monkey mentality
Many such cases
I'm saint 1 and aiming for celestial

 No.63654

>>63653
>I'm saint 1 and aiming for celestial
Yonma or sanma?

 No.63655

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>>63654
Yonma, i'm master 2 in sanma



/dep/

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 No.306265[Reply]

I feel like a lot of people, especially older normies overestimate the abilities of the average guy and the problems that are out there to be solved in real life.

There is this old guy I listened to for the past decade now called Eli the Computer Guy and he often repeats this mantra that a tech professional should go out there pick themselves up by their bootstraps and solve problems for money.
Solve real world problems for money. Provide solutions using your skills. Over and over again while teaching people about making toy cars with a microcomputer or whatever.

Issue is there aren't any problems the average guy is capable of solving that people are able to pay enough for to make it worthwhile.
Maybe I'm low IQ and not creative enough, but that is the point I guess.
The average guy that got a CS or engineering degree and is now doing menial tasks at a big corporation isn't going to create groundbreaking solutions because everything worth doing, all the low hanging fruit and obvious problem/solution pairs have been done to death, patented to death or worse.

Big tech is so big that they offer a solution so refined, so solid, so cheap that no mom-and-pop shop will ever give you the time of day if those even exist.
The average normie is quite content with a phone which is basically a toy-ified computer gadget.
They don't need more.
Most even run their own little business from it using a handful of cheap/free big tech tools that if you were to offer a homebrew solution for it would cost an arm and leg to maintain without economies of scale.

What does a network tech that wants to "solve problems" do aside from running cable? You could lease a 10G fiber line from a big ISP and sublet it by wiring up a small village I guess?
Then the government gives a huge fucking grant to big ISP and they just wire up every small village themselves leaving you with nothing.
If you are lucky you can become a subcontractor doing menial tasks for the big ISP in a set region.

What does the average coder do now? Especially with the future of them limiting hardware/software access? Every app is made that a normie needs. Kinda like with websites.
Every normie uses less than a dozen of them, mostly through apps…
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 No.308448

>>306744
>>306273
>>306265
Eh. Really? You wanted to pursue a career in computers and electronics, but got into trouble? So did I. Tried to enroll into an uni, dropped out due to being unable to grasp the basics. Tried again. And then again. Ugh. My mom would shut me up had I tried to bring up the topic of changing careers.


Funniest thing is, I can afford my bread and butter though. But it has nothing to do with programming qua programming…

 No.308455

>>308445
>computer engineering
I'm actually pursuing the same degree. It's nice to know that someone else has the same ideals & interests.
>after trying to make it for five years
That's a long time for a Bachelor's degree. Did you at least receive a degree, even in another field?
>It was those IT gigs that really killed my spirit for the field.
Explain.
>where I live most apprentices start after school at 16-17 yo, I am a decade older than that.
Even for someone who has just left college after 5 years, that's still old. Did you take a gap year(s)?

 No.308456

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>>308455
>That's a long time for a Bachelor's degree. Did you at least receive a degree, even in another field?
Yes it's a long time. I started uni late because I switched schools in my final year and then had to wait for the new term to start and then redo the last couple of school years to get my diploma (that's just how it works here when you switch schools). So by the time I started uni I was almost 21 already. I did not finish my college degree, no. I basically just kept myself going through sunk-cost fallacy thinking and trying to gaslight myself into believing in that 100% remote job at the end of the tunnel.
>Explain.
Every IT gig I worked (by that I mean jobs in actual IT companies, not IT departments in normal companies, since those tend to be more tech support, office expert and what not) was some kind of demoralizing. I witnessed job cuts, outsourcing and offshoring. I saw people not working on cool technical problems but instead spend their days in Teams meetings, frustrated and exhausted like a boxer on the ropes. Most of the work is project management, clarifying and re-clarifying and changing requirements according to what the customer wants. Everyone was constantly frustrated and tired. Best case they had a kind of fatalistic humor about the whole thing and worst thing they just kept dredging along because they had families that relied on them for income. That was the future I was looking forward to if I stayed in that field I knew, but I also had already invested years into the degree so I was paralyzed and unable to just quit, making it worse semester by semester.

 No.308460

The average guy who has been successful has almost 99.99% of the time been helped by family or friends in someway. You have to make money to earn money. You typically cant just throw yourself out there and expect to succeed.

It's what you do with your resources and how you use them that make you survive.

 No.310021

>>308460
>family
The family pill is absolute.
Genetics, family, environment. Nothing else matters.



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