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 No.304361[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

The imposition edition. How many times have you done this? Previous https://wizchan.org/dep/res/303254+50.html
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 No.304940

Yeah I agree it's pretty bleak, but at the same time in the times past I'd be able to grow up more healthy physically, get my chance to murder a few people, and then blissfully leave this living hell at 20-25 years of age by a merciful bullet or a blade in my heart. I can't imagine anything better and more worthwhile than that. But now I'm a just rotten corpse, weak beyond the ability to be able to afford food on my own. Kill people? Lol dude. I'm afraid to simply be in the 10m vicinity. But yeah I do spend a lot of time fantasizing about violence, brutal, unprovoked and unchecked violence. That hollow, impotent rage is pretty much everything that's left of me as a human being. Ending my life would be more kind than satisfying any of my wishes at this point.

 No.304951

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My long-running LARP of pretending to be a game developer is growing tiresome since I have learned that nobody will discover or play my games no matter how hard I try. My mediocre games vanish into the heaps of macaroni art that gets released on itch.io each day. Indie dev was my biggest cope.

 No.304960

>>304951
If you're doing it as a career, fair enough being upset about not making it. But if you just want to create vidya related content and have people play it, there are numerous ways to still flex some creativity.
I've created maps/levels for Source games and one of them was completed by nearly 1000 people. Didn't earn a cent, but at least it wasn't completely wasted effort.

 No.304962

>>304960
Maybe I will go back to working on community Doom megawads. That's the only time people really played something I made.

 No.304963

managed to get the rope around my neck twice this month, won't be long until I actually die I think


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 No.68295[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Book discussion. Tell us what you're reading.
Previous threads:
>>64932
>>60032
>>54504
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 No.70247

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8

"Francis felt fright when he first tapped at Aguerra's door, but he saw quickly that the fright was unfounded. The prothonotary was a suave and diplomatic elder who seemed keenly interested in the small monk's life."

The Dominicans have finally arrived to check the vault. Life goes on as usual in the monastery. Here we have several little scenes stitched together depicting domestic life in the monastery. Very nice and soothing.


>>70241
I don't want to kill a hob thread just for this, it'll just be dead weight when we're done with it in a few weeks. Besides, most of the reviews you see in this thread are mine, there's like 2 or 3 other dudes in here, I don't think we're hurting the pacing of the thread. That's my opinion, anyway. I like to have the reading thread trending at /all/, maybe more people will feel like talking about the books they're reading (they won't).

 No.70248

>>70247
All right then. Btw I am the only person who have been replying to your daily reports. There is at least one other wiz who joined discussion in the first day but every posts after that has only been us from two. Maybe they're lurking but even if they missed a few days I highly welcome anybody to rejoin or join our book club in the middle. The chapters are short and there hasn't been much to discuss anyway.

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"Brother Jeris developed ambitions of building a printing press, but Arkos quashed the plan when he heard of it. There was neither sufficient paper nor proper ink available, nor any demand for inexpensive books in a world smug in its illiteracy. The copyroom continued with pot and quill."

And so the process is concluded and Leibowitz is canonized at last. Seems like we'll be visiting New Rome soon.

We're reading A Canticle for Leibowitz.
You can find several editions available to borrow here:
https://archive.org/search?query=A+Canticle+for+Leibowitz&and%5B%5D=mediatype%3A%22texts%22

I’ll be using this one, simply because I like the formatting better:
https://archive.org/details/canticleforleibo0000unse_d5n4/mode/2up

>>70248
I really appreciate you sticking around, wiz. Wizchan is dead, imageboards are mostly dead and the internet I hear is dying, so it's significant we're keeping this small thing here going for the duration of the book. I suppose I should be posting the link to the book, too, so I'll do that from now on.

 No.70254

>>70253
Guess we'll get to see more of the world outside of the abbey, which means good old worldbuilding. I wonder if the decision to not develop a printing press is wise. Maybe there isn't enough pulp to make paper since it was mentioned that wood is scarce and ink expensive. If someone wants to develop this world, the first order of action would probably be to conquer whole swathe of lands first and ensure safety and stability of trade and travel so talent and resource can be gathered in one place.

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"The trip to New Rome would require at least three months, perhaps longer, the time depending to some extent on the distance which Francis could cover before the inevitable band of robbers relieved him of his ass. He would be traveling alone and unarmed, carrying only his bindlestiff and begging bowl in addition to the relic and its illuminated replica."

Alright, that’s completely idiotic. You know for a fact you’ll get robbed, and still you send one flimsy guy with not just a piece of art worthy of being a gift to the Pope, but also the irreplaceable, original relic that inspired it?! Ridiculous! I would even call this a plot hole. I can’t conceive of the monks being this stupid. What do you think, wiz? I have no explanation for this behavior.


We're reading A Canticle for Leibowitz.
You can find several editions available to borrow here:
https://archive.org/search?query=A+Canticle+for+Leibowitz&and%5B%5D=mediatype%3A%22texts%22

I’ll be using this one, simply because I like the formatting better:
https://archive.org/details/canticleforleibo0000unse_d5n4/mode/2up

>>70254
Well, apparently the monks are too dense to think about such things. After what they pulled in this chapter, I can't speak for their intelligence.


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 No.302164[Reply]

Does anyone here struggle with alcohol, or have managed to quit?

It used to be a good coping mechanism for me, but it seems the older I've gotten the worse it feels, and it's become detrimental to my health and the way I behave around people. Easily annoyed, constantly starting shit, tired all the time, strange pains. And I was still getting worse, fast.

This has been a wake-up call and I'm realizing I need to quit before it's too late. Though that's easy for me to say now when I'm still feeling bad, and I fear the cravings will come back strong, but I know I've got to try.

Curious to hear others experience with this.
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 No.303344

>>303153
same situation
i just drink anyway lmao
and sometimes it goes away
it depends on how severe your GERD is

 No.303691

>>303344
It's gotten worse with age, will probably fuck up my esophagus if I'm not careful. at its worst it feels like there's molten lava in my chest. so i've been cutting back.

i've tried anti-acid tablets but it makes it worse in the long term i noticed, better to just drink a lot of water - and never imbibe on an empty stomach.

 No.303722

>>303691
I had a GERD-like booshi back in 2019


in 2020, I realised it was the "not so spicy" spicy food from work that was doing the inflaming stuff to me

 No.304933

>>303691



ok, just in case


try to eat 1 source of carbs only per month or, at least, week:

switch between:
rice/pasta+bread+buns/buckwheat "kasha"

to rule out undiagnosed GLUTEN stuff

 No.304961

literally bro…
who needs buy alcohol?



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 No.300442[Reply]

The top 5 regrets of the dying according to an Australian palliative care nurse Bonnie Ware are:

-I wish I'd had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me.
-I wish I hadn't worked so much.
-I wish I'd had the courage to express my feelings.
-I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends.
-I wish that I had let myself be happier.
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>>300448

Absolute truth bomb and you're absolutely correct.

 No.304943

>>300442
>-I wish that I had let myself be happier


Whoops, it was not me

it was me mum interrupting me randomly

 No.304957

>>304937
nta but after years of thinking things would change i came to the conclusion most people are Nietzschean last men and want two things in life, to be comfy and entertained, and people are only comfy if the economy is good. also if the movies and shows are good.

for the most part normies dont care about politics.

 No.304958

>>304957
From Gibbon:
>The people of Rome, viewing, with a secret pleasure, the humiliation of the
>aristocracy, demanded only bread and public shows; and were supplied with both
>by the liberal hand of Augustus. The rich and polite Italians, who had almost
>universally embraced the philosophy of Epicurus, enjoyed the present blessings
>of ease and tranquillity, and suffered not the pleasing dream to be interrupted
>by the memory of their old tumultuous freedom. With its power, the senate
>had lost its dignity; many of the most noble families were extinct. The
>republicans of spirit and ability had perished in the field of battle, or in
>the proscription. The door of the assembly had been designedly left open, for
>a mixed multitude of more than a thousand persons, who reflected disgrace upon
>their rank, instead of deriving honor from it.

 No.304959

deathbed regrets are the dumbest fucking thing ever, and normgroids are retarded for living their life trying to avoid them



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 No.227041[Reply]

Feeling like posting first time on Wizardchan. At least in many years.
Regardless, I wanted to ask fellow hermits of the craft:
How to Stabilize Affirmations for Sigils?
There is the sufist concept of Tawfeeq which can help.
Then there are phrases such as "Most optimally for all" to include.

On a meta level, Sigils should never be really necessary as you progress into living a life style which makes all your wishes fulfilled forever by the way you handle things to begin with. MAYBE
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 No.227459

>>227453
How's attacking trump with your witch spells going? Or is his shield too strong? Probably that evil pope buffing him. Guess you gotta wait for a full moon to supercharge your attacks, maybe add some period blood to your spell circle.

 No.227462

>>227459
Spells don't work, only psyops do. Even the guy who shot Trump in the ear was manipulated by someone smarter than him and he then did the deed as an independent agent, and the provocateur stays in the shadows completely anonymous.

I hate to quote the already overquoted gen. Patton, but the goal isn't to die for your country. It's making some dumb bastard die for his while you benefit from his sacrifice yourself. Only morons put themselves on the line and risk prison or death.

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>>227462
Yeah but then General Patton did repeated frontal attacks against Fortress Metz, wasting two months, instead of just going around it.

 No.227479

>>227459
Are you lost? Do you even know what website you're on?

 No.227480

>>227041
I've never figured out how exactly people activate them, do we just meditate with it in front of us?



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 No.65873[Reply]

Do any of you play Go/Weiqi/Baduk? It feels certainly like a game one with a lot of time can devoted themselves to. Other interesting games like shogi or chess? It's certainly somewhat difficult to self teach and a teacher would help but it is what it is.
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 No.68822

I like the game but I can't play it.
What I mean is that I suck, and I don't get any better however much I play or try to read go books. I do enjoy it but I also feel tense as I have to keep myself from making impulse moves and think my moves, but reading different variations gets very taxing and I end up making a mess..
I like the fights, though. I like breaking into a seemingly safe territory and living.

 No.69349

so wizzies did you try learning go?

 No.69350

>>69349
Few years ago. Watched a anime about it and got curious. Learned a bit more about the rules and basic strategy then played online a bit. Found it kind of boring and full games tedious so just stopped.

At this point I am pretty sure I forgot all the strategies I learned and most of the rules.
Also never played once in real life or even knew another person in real life who knew how to play it.
With chess it was mainly a way of bonding between my father and me, so it will always have that connection even though I have fallen out with the game. But with Go there is zero connection for me in my personal life. No strong memories.

 No.69351

>>69350
I see, I want to learn chess and go too

 No.70256

>>65914
I hated Chess so much
>>69349
I'm going to try purchasing a set if it's cheap



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 No.69292[Reply]

Do you read them? do you prefer them over japanese light novels or not?
they are so popular in my local community, even more than japanese light novels, no idea how, given they don't have any animated adaptations, and people who read for pleasure are rare.
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 No.69367

I was reading Journey of the Fate Destroying Emperor.

 No.69368

>>69292
where do you live?

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 No.69381

What's the wizzies consensus on Revered Insanity? Kino or thrash?

 No.70255

>>69381
It was good until I realized it was unfinished



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 No.319910[Reply]

NEETs online tell me all the time that they spend their days doing nothing, but then you find them playing some Co-op multiyplayer games the entire day and they have plenty of friends on Discord whom they game with daily for hours or watch Anime with Them or that they spend their days reading Books, I feel like a total N.P.C compared to them, at least they have hobbies and online friends, on the other hand I got no hobbies or online friends, I just talk long walks daily and lay in my bed at most I listen to Music or masturbate for 5 minutes (sorry for mentioning this) or browse Pinterest or this site not to count basics such as eating and going to toilet
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 No.322636

It's hard to just mindlessly scroll the internet these days. There's just no content being produced anymore. It's creatively dead as fuck. The YouTube algorithm seems like it has been neutered to oblivion, 4chan is imploding and porn doesn't turn me on 99% of the time anymore because I suffer from wizdick.

I play tabletop games, walk, cook, nap and sometimes program.

 No.322637

>>322636
I like to call people slurs and say provocative things. Timeless fun tbqh

 No.322641

>>322634
>Appreciate the reply, but my body is way too beat up at 36 to skate or do any kind of sports except maybe jogging and walking.

36 is very young still. be kind to your body, eat healthy, don't let yourself be seduced by the food industrial medical complex and it will recover and then you have healthy 50+ years ahead of yourself where you don't constantly have to hope that the doctor will keep you alive.

>Tried to pick up gym again. Now even a 40lbs dumbbell feels painful to pick up.


i couldn't do gym. it is too social. too many succubi who are trying to meet. also gym isn't fun. gym feels like work, skating feels like play, it is expressive like a dance but less faggy.

why is it painful to pick up? maybe a dumbbell broke your heart once i dunno.

 No.322642

>>322637
>Timeless fun tbqh

when someone is provocative i never believe that it is really fun. you just say that to seem less crazy. the reality is your life is war and you have a complicated way of not acknowledging it by playing this theater that you like it.

 No.322646

>>319912
Almost the same for me. I browse imageboards, listen to music, sleep, and, eat. Porn got boring for me, I only do it once a few weeks.
I also study for a GED for ten minutes and practice Chinese on Anki, but that's almost nothing. I'm tired of music now tbqh, I want to quit listening to it. I wish I had more things to do.
>>322636
Yeah it sucks. I wish I was able to get into tabletop games but it's too expensive. I've begun practicing shorthand because of how sterile the internet has become but I'll probably quit later on. I'm also looking into getting into more films.



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 No.321588[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction

https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.322639

I hate talky barbers so much, which is most of them. Haircuts is the one time a wizard is forced to deal with a man who makes a whole career out of normie values, grooming, style looks. for me its just totally functional i want the hair out of my face. they make snide comments. sometimes they even veto my orders for a short buzzcut.
I wish AI bots would take their jobs. it be nice to have a barber shop within walking distance where they don't talk to you. price wouldn't even matter much.

I go months without a haircut. close to 1/2 a year. well i have to go into the city to find some immigrant barbers who don't speak english. and the trip is a pain in the ass, i dread and procrastinate doing.

my mom used to cut my hair in elementary school, back when that shit actually mattered as far as building early social relations and status. now that im a 30s hikki neet hermit, it really doesn't matter. she can fuck my shit up. but of course now she refuses to do it.

 No.322640

>>322639
It could be worse. I don't go to a barber, I go to one succubi that cuts my hair for cheap. But she is annoyingly talkative. I know all about her husband being a dick, her former friends talking shit about her and wishing her failure in life, I know about her faith in god and about all the newest psychology selfhelp garbage slop she enjoys reading. But I've been doing it for 10 years now, she nows what do to and doesn't overcharge.

 No.322643

>>322640
tbh i'd rather have a barber who only talks about themselves, than asks about me, openly judges my hair's lack of upkeep

 No.322644

Google "I Miss My Friends" by one succubus to see if this music video is made by either Japanese, Chinese, or Korean animators and to see if it's on MAL. Google gives YouTube, Apple Music and other shit. I search MyAnimeList and name of the title and the performer. Nothing. I went to 🦆🦆Go. It showed lesser shit, yet still nothing. I put title of the song, performer and add anime. Voila! It's on MAL. For some featured artist is in the title there.

I still found some gems on Google, though sometimes results disappear. I searched reviews for one Italian nu metal band and only Qwant showed like 3 unique results in Italian. This example at the beginning is skull-scratching. (I came across that video by accident).

 No.322645

>>322644
Of course, I could've searched directly on MAL but I wanted to see all the info about it's creators at the same time without the possibility of a failure if it wasn't on MAL. Even after entering -youtube, Google showed pages of irrelevant crap.


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 No.227212[Reply]

https://archive.ph/3vGE1

Across the country, the ancient tradition of Orthodox Christianity is attracting energetic new adherents, especially among conservative young men. They are drawn to what they describe as a more demanding, even difficult, practice of Christianity. Echoing some of the rhetoric of the so-called manosphere, new waves of young converts say Orthodoxy offers them hard truths and affirms their masculinity.

One night this summer, the young adults of All Saints Orthodox Church in Raleigh, N.C., gathered at a bookshop and bar on the city’s north side. At the event’s peak, there were a mere handful of succubi present, and more than 40 men. The men noticed, and believed they knew why.

Orthodoxy “appeals to the masculine soul,” said Josh Elkins, a student at North Carolina State University who was chatting with other young men.
“The Orthodox Church is the only church that really coaches men hard, and says, ‘This is what you need to do,’” said Mr. Elkins, 20, who casually quoted a second-century martyr and rattled off terms like “monarchical episcopate” in conversation. He beamed as he talked about the weekly worship service known as the Divine Liturgy, an hourslong affair at which attendees typically stand the entire time, rather than sitting in the pews or kneeling.

Orthodox Christians in the United States are younger and more male than many other Christian groups here.

Some converts report approvingly that Orthodoxy has a more masculine feel than other traditions. Priests, who must be male and can marry, often have large beards and big families. Orthodoxy asks practitioners to make sacrifices like fasting, rather than offering them emotional contemporary music and therapeutic sermons, which critics describe as the typical evangelical megachurch experience.
“There’s no war for us to die in — well, there are wars for us to die in, just not ones that are honorable,” Laric Copes Jr., 28, who attends All Saints, said. For former Protestants like himself, Orthodoxy serves as “a kind of frontier of exploration,” he said.
“Young men need purpose, whatever that is,” said Jerod Stine, 26. “Young men are struggling to find jobs, they’re struggling to get into schools, and they’re really being told by society, ‘We don’t really need you.’”
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 No.227463

>>227217
He says the truth

 No.227464

>young men are happy to suck a jewish cock and beg for more, because it "appeals to the masculine soul"
thousands of years, thousand of years dude.

 No.227465

As long as suffering exists I will never believe in god, also I want to talk with god if he exists I don't want to talk to myself.

 No.227476

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I grew up catholic. went to sunday school and did my communion. these zoomer retards who think Christianity is their way to a new identity dont even realize how boring church is. And the right wing Christians are even doubly stupid as Christianity is a globalist anti racist religion and jesus hated the rich.
Not to mention the vatican is a den of snakes and pedos that havent been trad since they passed vatican 2.

Personally i see christ cucks as the mirror image of blue haired woke people. both moral policing retards who hate life and themselves and wont to control other people

 No.227477

The main thing that has kept me away from church is that its full of families. And if anything ethnic churches like the Orthodox are the least welcoming. But if its being taken over by theologically obsessive young men who dissect the
Essence–energies distinction and the flaws of Monophysitism, and refight the debates of 1054, it could be more appealing



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 No.304408[Reply]

new internet of over 10 yrs now… is it me or there is nothing left to talk about?
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 No.304615

meh im so booooored

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 No.304757

so bored

 No.304955

bored as f

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 No.304887[Reply]

any wizards choose to take psychiatric meds?
and also what's the deal with assisted/medically induced suicide these days?

i hate crawling back to antidepressants but when my thoughts start getting too dark that i can't metabolize them on my own with meditation, and i can't concentrate on anything, i just need something to take the edge off, and if i'm not abusing substances, it's really hard to think of anything that will work better than prozac. but i hate that i need them. my old doctors would say something like, "well what if you needed glasses would you hate them and refuse to wear them? Or just get glasses and live your life?"

Seems switzerland actually lets non-citizens have assisted suicide? my mental health is not really severe enough probably… i don't have a terminal illness or anything… just a tootheache and dysthimia that makes me want to escape dealing with it head on… i had a fleeting relief by researching it and seeing it exists, but the thought has since passed (for now)
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 No.304946

We shouldn't let murdering scumbags get to live on the taxpayer dime waiting 30 years to be executed.

If a murderer confesses and pleads guilty he should face the firing squad the next day. That'll scare them straight. Then you'd see crime go down.

 No.304947

>>304946
>Then you'd see crime go down.
We'd see less people admitting to murder, and more people murdering those who got their criminal friend executed either through vague legislative involvement or by directly pulling the trigger.

 No.304948

>>304947
> more people murdering those who got their criminal friend executed

I don't think speeding up the process would lead to that.

> "Oh it'll be 20 years till my murdering buddy is executed, so I don't care as much"

 No.304952

>>304932
>basic human right
Shut the fuck up you judeomarxistic worm. Biomass like you shouldn't have access to the Internet

 No.304953

>>304945
>>304952
This is not pol



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 No.39161[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

In this thread we say we love our waifus.

Today is Lynne-chan's birthday! She hopes everyone is doing their best!

Last thread from 2017 >>>/jp/22727
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 No.44077

>>44071
I have never heard about her but it must be nice, my waifu isnt confirmed to be but its pretty much 100% because of the setting.
Im the same wiz as >>44061, I have been getting better at ignoring stuff I dont like, but I still struggle with the exposed shoulders on her dress and the problem is that seeing her kind of became a fear trigger where I just feel aweful. Im trying to undo this but progress has been slow, still maybe a bit better.

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I was falling for 2D since I was a teen even though I didn't know what a waifu was before. Anyway, I broke up with my waifu of nine years a year or so ago, and since then I'm looking for a new one.
I'm seeing one who is everything I love in a 2D, but my connection to her is more grounded, deep and slow. It's not puppy love at all, like I ahd with my previous waifu at the beginning.
I know I'm too old to have crushes, but I miss feeling butterflies and the intense, deep connection. Just thinking about her made me weak in the knees. Now, with my current one… I don't know, it feels more adult, more grown-up. Less excited, but stable. But I miss excitement.
Maybe I'm doing it wrong? Is she the one?
How can I know if I love her if body, mind and soul don't tell me if I do love her in obvious ways?
Another thing I noticed is that she makes me feel things. But not infuriation, no, she feels me with some weird emotion, which is almost melancholy. I don't know what's that.
Anyway, I'm talking awfully a lot about my feelings like a complete faggot, but I need some advice from older connoisseurs of 2D: how do I know if I love her and she is meant for serious waifu love if she doesn't give me butterflies?

 No.44092

>>43515
Japs suck major ass. The only waifu safe from defilement is the one of your own creation.

 No.44093

>>44018
I've had the same issues with the thoughts and even with the subject. I kept seeing my favorite characters being defiled, being into defilement, etc. 8 years of this nightmare. I realized, that I need to stop running away from the thouights. It is not the thoughts, it is the feeling behind them. You feel anxiety, tension, mental pain. Embrace it. Feel it and suffer through the wave until it is gone. Do it enough time, and the thoughts will come at a slower pace until you realize they are practically absent.

 No.44098

>>44092
the ones from obscure media are always
also a question of this do you guys draw your waifus?

also i am deeply afraid than i lose interest in mines….


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 No.296511[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

This is the classic "suicide general", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards, quite different from that other thread in the catalog.

I'm currently 26, almost 27 (rings a bell?). And I can't take it anymore. I will soon depart from life through hanging. I haven't done it yet because I live in a shithole and there are always people around making noise and being nosy. I will just wait till it's very quiet so I can go to the woods and end this miserable existence.

I don't care if it might "get better". Existence itself is a curse and we're all gonna die anyway. I've read enough pessimist books and life affirming books and I side with the former. I don't need your compansion, because the thought that I will soon disappear is the only thing that makes me happy. I'm not even sad because of this.
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 No.304491

>>304377
it is possible if u have no tolerance, but mixing benzos with opioids is much more likely. death is through additive respiratory depression

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 No.304773

>>304330
From my research it takes up to 20 minutes maybe even more, an awfully long time for one to panic and call the ambulance, one really need benzos to keep calm.

 No.304949

does drinking vodka help build the courage to do it?

 No.304950

>>304949
yeah when your liver fails


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 No.33619[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Has anyone read 5e's fucking Ravenloft?
Just some of the horrid shit in it:
>Strahd's played off as what amounts to Buffy the Vampire Slayer's Angelus levels of edge, literally feels nothing and seemingly has no interests above the usual, though not for the same Bram Stoker's Dracula tier reasons, Literally just wants Tatanya as if a meaningless trophy on his belt
>These dumb faggots made it so that Strahd wants to turn whatsherface not into a vampire bride, or hell, even a true vampire, BUT VAMPIRE SPAWN (You know, sniveling wall crawling nosebleed assface monster vamps?)
>Tatanya's a nigger
>The reincarnation is a nigger
>Strahd's wives are niggers
>Nigger Mayor of a town surrounding the land
>Evil white "everything is fine man"
>Strahd's a Bisexual sodomite degenerate with two male consorts to boot
>Made Barovians "Diverse"
>Made Strahd's conquering of the land sound tyrannical as fuck and less just
>Made it so that Some have Barovians have souls and some don't because of 5e's ravenloft being in a private demiplane, stopping newborn bodies from getting souls, in a piss-poor attempt to mimick the Old demiplanes of dread thing where some residents are literally just NPCs made by the powers, even though this makes no sense to anyone who's had to deal with Gulthias in 3.5 and Ashradorn in the whole Soul font thing with the ban on unborn souls in lore, so these people should be getting souls, because otherwise the demiplane would have to deny all positive energy for this shit to even remotely work
>All done because they're too lazy to redo the demiplanes of dread just like before,
>Strahd now heals for 20 in his fast heal
>Mongrel Men are the results of Racemixing past the half-race stage suffer for it, check their description and it's fucking played off as a good thing despite them being ugly mutants beyond redemption in their racial descriptions, the self-unawareness is real

This is why warhammer roleplay and castle drachenfels will always be superior
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 No.70076

blam blam blam
1d6[ 1d6 = 6 ]

 No.70077

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>>70076
ok, we're done

 No.70079

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>>70051
charging my best attack EXPLOSION
1d1000[ 1d1000 = 683 ]

 No.70083

>>70051
They of purple aura? Or is aura more so pink? And black, or transparent?

My life is Dungeons And Dragons; I decided years ago to start playing DAD 24/7, only never stopping.

Red plus pink plus blue is root chakra for brains. They consumed by sexuality for consciousness.
Or red plus blue, alone.
And black and transparent both mean they -1.

 No.70251

As a newcomer to this medium of entertainment, I am enjoying playing Four Against Darkness with dry-erase markers and a white board. I might have to start collecting RPGs.


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 No.68877[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

All you need to begin drawing is a pencil and some paper

Feel free to post any drawings of yours in this thread. Illustration, doodle, traditional, digital - anything goes. Discussion on skillbuilding techniques and fair critique of other wizards' work is welcome.

Videos:

Tyler Edlin - https://www.youtube.com/user/TylerE2284
Proko - https://www.youtube.com/user/ProkoTV
Sinix - https://www.youtube.com/user/sinixdesign
Scott Robertson - https://www.youtube.com/user/scottrobertsondesign
Matt Kohr (CtrlPaint) - https://www.ctrlpaint.com/library
Aaron Blaise - https://www.youtube.com/user/AaronBlaiseArt
Vilpu (Anatomy) - https://mega.nz/folder/9Pw1lYaS#Me7LSwlSg59lNGmkj9tt4w/folder/lPoXEYxS

Poses/Gestures
QuickPoses -https://www.quickposes.com/en
PoseSpace -https://www.posespace.com/posetool/default.aspx
https://x6ud.github.io/#/ Animal Head Reference Finder
https://anatomy360.info/anatomy-scan-reference-dump/

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 No.70219

is someone uploading their stuff to websites like pixiv or dArt or anything the like? If yes, wich do you prefer and why?
No interesst in Apps - website only.

 No.70225

>>70219
Don't know about pixiv, but devart is filled with unhinged perverts of all sorts that browse the sight only to goon and request fuel for their gooning. I tried using it but soon realized that there is no point.

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>>70225
I recall drawing fetish art without knowing it was a fetish, people are into a lot of things… one time I thought I was doing a simple request for a kid, of an innocent piece where a Kraken hit a volleyball with his butt, another time I made a piece of this OC pregnant again thinking it was innocent. They weren't innocent at all…

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A quick 10minute thumbnail practice from imagination i did in ms paint while watching bleach
i think im getting better at drawing from imagination, but i cant force myself to draw more than like 10-20 minutes a week, u got any advice about dealing with burnouts?

 No.70250

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>>70249
>advice about dealing with burnouts
I don't have any. I wish I had though. I got burned out so hard I deleted my four year worth of drawings and swore to never pick a stylus again. It was too painful to stare at the archive and realize I DON'T ENJOY DRAWING/CAN'T FORCE MYSELF TO DRAW at all nowadays. Two years ago I was drawing like crazy, studying anatomy and shit. I actually was interested in drawing and getting better. Something changed at some point. It became a struggle with no joy in it. I can't force myself to draw. I gain some sparks of interest back when I drink kratom here and there but it is nothing to build my passion back. I am a fuck up.


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 No.322610[Reply]

happy new year and all of that.

treat yourself to some sesame paste if you never head any. i regret learning about this so late, i can't help but want to warn others on not missing out on this goodness. it is just one ingredient crushed industrially into paste: sesame seeds.

when you buy it in the store it is separated and the separation is strong. when you stick a spoon in and try to stir, the bottom is so strong that the spoon can not stir. and you have to shake it and keep it in a shook state.

the sesame paste hides behind a bit of effort but the reward is worth the extra work.

the taste is amazing. mild and nutty. the nice thing about this is that it has a high fat content but it is not as impossible to digest as oil is. it still has it's fiber.

i use this to make sauces without oil. i just put tomatos and herbs into a blender and then i add a few tablespoons of this stuff and it turns into a nice creamy sauce but a sauce that the human organism has the chance to actually digest reasonably.

this stuff is so good, i wonder why it is not sold in regular supermarkets, i bother to go to the muslim markets just to get this goodness.
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 No.322616

>>322615
>Doesn't tahini has olive oil in it by default?

i don't think so. i think they have a sense of purity about it to not have any other ingredients, i think i did check the ingredient list of every brand i bought and nobody put anything but sesame seeds in.

>Anyway, better make your own tahini, that's what I do.


i tried it but with my small powerful blender it did not work without me adding a bit of external oil, which i consider cheating and a failure. i roasted the seeds myself, maybe i roasted them just a tiny bit too much. i wanna try again in the food processor but sesame seeds are actually hard to find where i live. i can't just buy a big bag full to experiment with.

>Just some sesame, oil, salt and spices, and I have the good stuff. Too bad I can't get hummus right, it always turns out too liquidy.


this point of getting the sesame seed to release all the oil seems quite hard to reach with non-industrial equippment. i will not give up just yet but i am also glad this stuff is being sold in big glasses, already perfectly crushed.

 No.322629

yesterday i made wraps with a sauce in the blender made from
>sesame paste
>roasted whole peanuts
>dried rosemary
>dried italian herbs
>curry powder
>hot curry powder
>vegetable broth powder
>real fresh ginger
>real fresh onion
>real fresh turmeric
>black pepper
>paprika powder
>real fresh bell pepper
>real fresh cilantro
>honey
>cilantro powder

was very guud! no factory sauce necessary, i make my own sauces that taste better. takes but a few tries to make something that is better then anything in the store or the restaurant. even though they are professionals, the cheap restaurants and takeout aren't all that good, they can be easily surpassed with a bit of experimentation.

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>>322616
>i don't think so.
there is oil in the sesame seeds by nature but some tahini sellers just add some vegetable oil so they can sell more
anyways since this is the first time i see non arabs talk about tahini and i want to spread its beauty heres how to make some proper tahini sauce
mix 100g of sesame paste with the juice of 1 lemon and a clove of garlic and mix until it becomes stiff then add water until you get the wished consistency and add salt to taste, if you want some colour in it just put in finely chopped parsley

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>>322630
>there is oil in the sesame seeds by nature but some tahini sellers just add some vegetable oil so they can sell more

that'd be very criminal, i hope not, if this is happening where i live, then i am completely oblivious to it. i don't think this is being done here though.

>anyways since this is the first time i see non arabs talk about tahini and i want to spread its beauty heres how to make some proper tahini sauce


aw yeah

 No.322632

>100g of sesame paste
>juice of 1 lemon
>clove of garlic
>salt late
>if you want some colour in it just put in finely chopped parsley

next time i see parsley in the store, i'm giving this a chance. i never know what to do with parsley.

i eat the sesame paste a lot with fruit. i put ripe banana and grapes in a blender with sesame paste and that's my basic slop i like to eat. fresh fruit is always better, self-frozen is fine too though. sometimes i add juice of a lime to it, sometimes some raw cacao, sometimes cinnamon, sometimes pecan nuts. i love how it tastes, how it digests and how it helps me being active and skate. also i look good. people who eat heavy at my age already don't look that good.



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 No.302379[Reply]

Every morning I'm nauseous, really nauseous, sometime I puke and when I'm not nauseous I get random abdominal pain.
When I'm not nauseous or in pain I may have shortness of breath and tachycardia, often I'm also constipated.
Despite the vomit and constipation I try to eat and drink as much as I can, I'm losing weight and I fear to end up bedbound if I don't do so.
I've done some medical tests like blood tests, endoscopy, ecography, with no evidence of disease…still I'm really sick.
And my problem is I'm monitored by my parents, despite being an adult I have no freedom and they don't want to help me with suicide but I can't live like this.
I'm being tortured with no end in sight.
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 No.304012

>>302379
shortness of breath and tachycardia can come from reduced monoamine oxidase activity, very rare to have this.

try a tyramine free diet, since unmetabolized tyramine can lead to tachycardia and shortness of breath since it raises blood pressure.>>302379

 No.304025

>>304012
sounds somewhat relateable… i burp after cheese

 No.304936

>>304935
My diet for December has been:
more fish (good?)
more soda (bad?)
more beans, lentils cabbage (?????)
no meat
(inb4 soyboy) no soy also
no diary (seems to help?)
no spicy food also

 No.304942

>>304012
Ahahaha! Thanks for a hint, fren! Because I've been avoiding dairy products altogether for a month AND my burp problems have gone - even though my fizzy soda cola intake was awfully high yesterday. Havent it been for your hint, I wouldnt have noticed how smooth my last month was


regards, this very guy who've been complaining of being forced to lent - IT SEEMS TO DO TANGIBLE GOOD


i take i need to only eat dairy in moderation or… well,abstain from it,going full soiboi (im wizard-aged already anyway)

 No.304944

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i have same sympthoms two years ago. punking, panic attacks, nauseous, shortness of breath, sinus tachycardia, feel like someone holding my throat. urine and blood test were normal and doc said so healty.

then i realized my throat get irritated especially in the morning. its due to silent reflux. im in diet for 3 months. i have eliminated cigarettes, coffee, and chocolate from my life.



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 No.303176[Reply]

Reminder to take your vitamins, especially "fish oil" one " Vitamin D3



they say Vitamin D3, because "Vitamin D" sounds like an euphemism, kekeke
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 No.303659

>>303658
Of course, I grabbed a random german one (doppel herz) it has:

L-Valin, L-Leucin, L-Isoleucin, L-Threonin, L-Methionin, L-Phenylalanin, L-Trytophan, L-Lysin, L-Histidin and non essentials are L-Arginin, L-Tytosin, L-Cystein.

You can put this into an llm to get explanations..

I've been doing this for 13 days and there is a slight difference… but also my eating habits are very bad and one sided, so it surprises absolutely nobody

 No.303660

>>303659
Thanks. I might find something similar in a DM store or something.

>but also my eating habits are very bad and one sided

Same reason I'm thinking basic vitamins worked a bit for me initially. I guess I was so deprived that anything, even low quality stuff helped.
I'm trying an iron pill now, it has 14mg iron 10mg zinc, 1mg copper(?) 1,4mg B6 some B12 and a bit of folic acid.

Doctor wasn't worried, but my blood iron is constantly on the low end so I decided to take this anyways.
Hope for something notable and that they don't mess with my BP meds.
Was drinking 2-3 energy drinks a day for a decade before and was forced to quit… That had B6 B12 too. Maybe this is the key to salvation.

 No.303661

>>303632
Depending on what you mean by "libido problems" pelvic floor exercises could go a long a way.
That was my issue. Now I can jerk it to doujins all day again if I wanted to.
The desire is lower now that I'm past 30 though. Probably natural + dopamine fatigue.

 No.303941

>>303180
what if i'll buy one too…

>>303659
>Of course, I grabbed a random german one (doppel herz) it has:
>L-Valin, L-Leucin, L-Isoleucin, L-Threonin, L-Methionin, L-Phenylalanin, L-Trytophan, L-Lysin, L-Histidin and non essentials are L-Arginin, L-Tytosin, L-Cystein.
bump

 No.304934

Reminder to take your vitamins, especially "fish oil" one - vitamin D


it's winter, so youre most likely in need for a source of vitamin D


The lack of vitamin D has been linked to both depression and ruined immune system



/dep/

 No.301044[Reply]

I'm nervous because I've tried so many times and it never worked.

I recently worked alone on the backend of a course project, barely sleeping and also helping with the frontend. Before the deadline, my hands were shaking from anxiety and lack of sleep, which made my stuttering worse. Still, I finished the project (ASP.NET + Angular) and got 11 out of 12 points - almost a perfect score.

But our frontend guy only got 12 points for a beautiful cover, while I was fixing bugs, creating the backend and connecting everything via API. After all this, I was given even more assignments, and now I can't focus on my own projects. Everyone acts like they know what I should do, but I want to do what I want. I have a few personal projects, but they never moved beyond testing.

What frustrates me the most is the uncertainty - I never know if I will succeed. The chances of failure seem huge. The military pressure makes it worse - if I do nothing, I am sent to war (death sentence), or thrown out on the street, or harshly judged.

Thoughts of suicide used to come a few times a year; now it is almost every day. I do not want to live like this. I am too weak mentally to die, but I feel like I am just existing without hope. On top of that, I am burdened by old wounds and a burning desire to take revenge for all the humiliations I have suffered.

Also, I stutter. Most people don’t really care about it and just ignore it, which is actually good. But a few still mock me, including relatives, saying things like, “If you don’t like it, don’t stutter, or it’s embarrassing for me.”
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 No.302356

>having a job
There's your problem.

 No.302895

>>301044
>But our frontend guy only got 12 points for a beautiful cover, while I was fixing bugs, creating the backend and connecting everything via API. After all this, I was given even more assignments, and now I can't focus on my own projects. Everyone acts like they know what I should do, but I want to do what I want. I have a few personal projects, but they never moved beyond testing.

>But our frontend guy only got 12 points for a beautiful cover


He's probably "full-on assburger" about design too - don't waste your nerves on him. His "beautiful" cover probably also involves avoiding bullshit features with un-intuitive names - shit youll find in mediocre AIMP4 skins let alone wonky websites.

 No.303758

You following the treaded path which can not only let you down but also drain you along they way.

Learn Human Design, you bunch of noobs. Learn why whatever shit you are doing now will never work while your bodies cry it even if things make sense the opposite way in your thoughts.

I stopped applying for wagecuck holes and I hate not having done it from the very start. How is it that I am anxious only when I seek "a future" as a wagecuck, but totally smooth while I neet?

Suck the world dry. They deserve it.

 No.304897

>>301044
still here?

 No.304930

>>302141
>4. you have a safe place to sleep


we don't know if his neighbour is a crazy junkie of sorts or a cat killa mad lad



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