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 No.230418[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

>open catalog
>ctrl + f
>"vegan"
>0 results
>mfw

So, how's it hanging fellow vizards? What are we putting on our salads this weekend??
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 No.230874

>>230871
i have not seen this before, this is fascinating. this seems like the logical next step from the little cnc frambot that can only reasonably service an aread the size of one or a few matresses.

hopefully this is (or soon will be) picked up by open source so that this tech isn't gatekept by the disgusting technocratic warlords. if only these circles could now be moved closer to the place where people actually eat the food and not be owned by some asshole who wants to be rich instead of feeding his fellow men…

if i could own a few smaller arms like that i would grow the bulk of my food myself except stuff like nori seaweed. i'd want an earthship to live in and a few of those circles around me for cucumber, bell pepper, grapes. banana i could grow in the earthship's greenhouse.

>Say what you will about automation
i doubt many people object to automation, what people object to is the surveilance and central system of ownership through investors, stock markets, debt and other financial instruments. passive income requires the continued denial of the natural human desire to own the means of production. ownership to be outsourced to a minitory of authoritarian psychopaths isn't it.

 No.230889

>>230871
Looks like a great opportunity to build cute houses and make grids of roads.

 No.230908

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medical industrial complex hard at work, turning short people into life-long patients with the help of a little video that exploits their negative emotions. that's evil eugenics at work right there.

 No.230919

>>230908
Dutch people are tall because of sexual selection. There's several good research papers about it. The diet explanation makes no sense. There's nothing unique about the Dutch diet compared to say the Belgian diet or Dutch diet, yet Belgians are considerably shorter than the Dutch. Even within the Netherlands people in the northern provinces are taller on average than people in the south (despite the fact that the country is absolutely tiny).

 No.230921

>>230919
>because of sexual selection

if sexual selection made a big difference, the females in my country would be beautiful. they are not. they are war machines and it shows.

who the fuck cares how tall anyone is, that's useless you are playing basketball. you are the height that you are and you need to love yourself instead of considering yourself not good enough no matter the imperfection. maxing is trash, love yourself.


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 No.230868[Reply]

Its there a good book or technique to stop crab-ing for love of succubi?
A pal told me i need love, but maybe its just less self-love so maybe i need self-love and not love.
Another one say that maybe reading stoics and buddhism and start to see succubi as harsh wicked witches can help me. Theres a quote of buddhist just ignoring succubi and seing they ugly to attach no sexual attraction, still without attachment to ugly or beatiful idea.
Sound easy, without the hate violence crabdom part added obviously bacause peace is more healthy and comfy.
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 No.230913

idk you see i sometimes get these urges but seeing the look of mild disgust/pity in female eyes when they look at me is pretty sobering. i still experience lust but in a detached way

 No.230915

>>230906
> No, it is not "wizardly" to be so obsessed with sex

neither is insisting to be in denial about it.

>and dominated by animalistic urges that you need to resort to cutting edge technology and the porn industry to keep yourself in check.

it's easy to make everything sound insane when you insist to only look at the extremes. your refusal to acknowledge responsible porn use limits the credibility of your argument.

>Viewing porn and getting aroused to the point of having a hard dick lights up arts of the brain that no other action does
maybe for you, crude numbskull…

>The chemical ingredients required to regenerate lost sperm are better spent elsewhere in the body.

lost sperm, as in lost grains of sand at the beach.

>Once a wizard's balls are full and fat with semen, his body redirects those chemicals elsewhere, particularly the brain.

this implies scarcity. scarcity of what, of nutrients of electricity of fluid? what a stupid argument. instead of inventing nonsense why can't you be honest and say the real reason for your fruitless porn crusade. not only isn't there scarcity, there is a problem with congestion of fluids in the human body that you are either in denial or oblivious about.

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>>230912
>thread about Love
>turns into a discussion about

i talk to you about love, i hoped it exists for many years but the most i have seen is shortlived attraction. look at the people who are in marriages or even those who aren't married but live together. they don't enjoy this usually.


>sex can be an expression of Love but Love is not the same thing as sex, and Love can have many forms, loving yourself, loving others, loving doing a thing, loving your pets, loving your parents etc.

yeah that's all nice but are you sure this is possible? disney and hollywood sure try their hardest to make it seem like this is possible in this hell system but is it?

>I noticed that I dont have any of these feels at all, this Love feeling is something that has been completely absent in my life.

i believe the reason people are like you is because children are are psychologically tortured too hard for love to exist. everyone gets the soldier training and soldiers can't feel love.

>I dont know how to give it or to receive it and to me its an alien concept but I know it is real because billions of people are obsessed with it and I'm watching that from outside.

it is your natural state and you can unlock it. you can't switch it on, if you did not grow up around it can be cultivated slowly like a plant grows. it manifests in your habits. live your life wisely and it will become an option to you.

>I think that probably contributed a lot to why I ended up a wizard, if you dont understand love then you cant really form relationships and stuff.
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>>230913
>seeing the look of mild disgust/pity in female eyes when they look at me is pretty sobering

don't worry bout it, worry that you eat good and that you move your body enough and develop yourself in all the directions that matter to you. if you can take good care of yourself you can watch that face of pity turn into the face of agressive desire and then you WISH the hoes would pity you again!

 No.230920

>>230915
Autistic fuck


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 No.230884[Reply]

LIVING WITHOUT ANYTHING!

Hello, wizbros!
I finally achieved a great thing in my life: the possibility of doing absolutely nothing, or something more or less like it. How is this possible? Public University with free education, free food and a free house. More than that: I can receive government money. I can do it for 4 years. After that, I can try a Master Degree, and I will receive money for it.

Is it a good life?
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 No.230897

Did you just exit the US army?

 No.230898

>>230897
Do you really think any wizards have served in their country's military without getting kicked out?

 No.230900

>>230897
>>230898
What are you talking about I dedicate myself to being smart and achieving and i also have new one friendship in here and we both like mlp we think mlp is classy look at the beautiful magic sparkle

 No.230911

>>230894
Based!

>>230895
>>230896
Extremely magical.

>>230897
I am not from the US.

 No.230918

>>230894
>As for me, I’ve finished high school and decided not to go to college, so I just take it easy—unemployed, lounging around at home, and not working, since my parents cover all my expenses. You and I have different ways of finding enjoyment, my friend, but we’re both happy, aren’t we? It’s as if the world belongs to the two of us.

there is a way to live like that in which you don't turn fat and depressed but fit and skilled. i hope you don't vegetate but instead use this blessing to become an amazing person that one day will provide for himself with ease.


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 No.311712[Reply]

Do any of you feel like you just dont really want to get out of your hopelessness/depression? Like it is just the standart? Hard to really explain.

 No.311713

At some point, a hikkikomori may realize his hikkikomori mind has no experience of dealing with "normal life". So they hikkikomori more and more.


I cannot really tell how to change that, but… I got so lucky I literally have a 15 hours a week job

Problem is, my 15 hours are spread across 40-hour week so I have zero idea how to manage the 25 hours of my "rest time".

Keynes was right, nervousness over free time is a real thing.

I mean, I kinda should wipe away some grease, walk more and maybe even get a cheap foldable chair but I keep forgetting to order anything related to that.

 No.311714

>>311712
I understand you. kind of bittersweet sweet melancholy state of mind

 No.311716

I just don't want to have to do stuff anymore.

 No.311720

Its like an implicit sunk-cost fallacy situation. I dont want to improve because at this point im not just used to the pain and shittiness, im literally adapted to it, ive *become* misery, sadness and tragedy. I cannot be anything else.


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 No.229729[Reply]

Just saw this while scrolling 4chan. My parents were exactly like that. Just wondering how true this is for any neets on this board?

My father is the single most negative person on the planet. He will often tell me that what I am thinking about doing is too much trouble and I shouldn't bother. He will poke holes in all sorts of plans I have. My mother does the same because she worries about me and then to deal with that she tells me all the things she is worried about happening to me as if it is helpful and she is protecting me from those things by telling me about them. In reality she is just instilling me with anxiety and doubt. Then they tell me to be a normalfag and am surprised when I can't do it. For many years I actually thought they were being helpful too, until I realized not being around them is like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. My first reflex has always been to turn to them for advice because I lack confidence. I realized that was a massive mistake because the reason I lack confidence is because of them.

Did your parents meet the mold in pic related?
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 No.230327

>>230075
>They can't teach you what they themselves don't know.
They know. They know they've been suffering since before they became parents. They know they are poor in money and/or poor in assets, poor in mental and/or physical health, poor in education, poor in knowledge, poor in skills, poor in creativity, poor in love, poor in laughter, poor in meaning, poor in social connections, poor in exercising their will, poor in anything of value.

And yet…AND YET THEY DECIDE TO DRAG AN INNOCENT LIFE INTO THEIR HELL AND FEED THEM LIKE BATTERIES TO A SYSTEM THAT DOESN'T CARE ABOUT THE WELLBEING OF POOR, UGLY, USELESS, LOW STATUS BOTTOM FEEDERS. THEY DID THE SAME THING TO THEIR CHILD AS THEIR OWN PARENTS DID.

THAT'S NOT IGNORANCE. THEY KNOWINGLY AND WILLINGLY MULTIPLY THEIR SUFFERING AND FEEL GOOD WHILE DOING IT. THAT'S EVIL. THEY'RE NOT UNFORTUNATE VICTIMS WHO DID THEIR BEST THEY COULD WITH WHAT LITTLE MEANS THEY HAD. THEY ARE EVIL. EVIL. EVIL. LIVE.

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>>229740
>I learned later (12 years old) to tie my shoelaces so that say all
I still don't know how to tie my shoelaces, and I'm 25, they never taught me how

 No.230873

>>230872
Your parents not teaching you how isn't a good excuse to not learn for yourself as an adult.

 No.230901

>>230873
That's a bit too based.
>>230872
Lifehack. Get some "rubber shoelaces" like I did.

 No.230914

>>230872
check this place https://www.fieggen.com/shoelace/


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 No.311549[Reply]

It seems I have to accept my fate as homeless, because finding a job is very difficult. I have tried many jobs, but in the end, I was fired and failed. How fortunate are those who can work in their respective fields and live their lives by working as usual, going about their days normally, while I am shackled by the suffering every day, having no money and no job, being homeless is my last choice or death.
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 No.311594

>>311593
I'm very sorry to hear that, I've also been in that situation where I was fired many times, changed jobs and failed and became homeless like this, I can only hope and pray that all of you get decent jobs and don't demand, I'm now in church with my homeless friends to help the church like cleaning the church, repairing damage and so on, here we are taken care of in our church, we are very grateful that there is a place for us to survive and we are happy here.

 No.311606

>>311593
"Right to work" bucko

 No.311711

I wish you the best Wiz

 No.311718

>>311582
Honestly, even as a thirdie, I suppose that experience that this brother is going with is not very different from what I would go through. I just hope things get alright for him, I wish I had some money tbh to give to him, but of course such is life when you're unemployed.

 No.311719

>>311718
What’s truly saddening is how the struggle to survive whether as a homeless person or under the weight of immense social pressure drives many to suicide. I’ve seen people take their own lives even when they appeared to be doing just fine whether they were in school, employed, unemployed at home, or living on the streets. Everyone carries their own burdens, and those who find themselves unable to endure life or who simply lack the fortune to adapt or find any sense of comfort eventually reach a breaking point and give up; in other words, they choose suicide. I suspect the OP feels the same way.
>Becoming homeless or facing death.
That is what was mentioned at the end. In a way, the OP is fortunate to have found a place where they could adapt and discover some comfort, even though they ended up homeless after being fired from job after job. They reached a point where they contemplated suicide, but instead chose the path of homelessness a choice between survival and death. Fortunately, they found companionship among other homeless individuals, as well as a welcoming space at a church. To those of you considering suicide or facing homelessness please, remember that life is very short. Try to make the best of it, however you are able to cope. I say this because so many people in our society are currently pushed to the very edge.


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 No.326141[Reply]

t I actually really want to work and make a life for myself, but I know I can't since I'm now disabled

Background info: Many months ago I took different medications since my doctor told me, but it made me feel weird and made my blood pressure and heartrate all out of wack and I had to go to the ER, I now continue dealing with head episodes like lightheadedness and dizziness, like someone is squeezing my head
I also often have total insomnia where I go for weeks with barely any sleep which I didn't have before
I have extreme anxiety which I also didn't have before. Even taking a shower freaks me out and leaving the house gives me intense panic attacks, I don't mean to make it a dep post, so forgive that
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 No.326157

>>326153
>I suffer from sleep apnea that's so severe I basically don't have the mental or physical energy to do anything.

watch this on youtube if you are bored and want to listen to something interesting that is far out:

Dr. Jerry Tennant: Healing is Voltage - The Physics of Emotions
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YcZ2vYJs4RY

the reason i mention this to you is not the content of the presentation but the story about him. dudeman invented the eye-laser that is used in lasic surgery and he got a strange illness that left him in a similar state that only left him a small time window each day to make sense of what happened to him and the dude found his way out.


>Doctors have tried every form of treatment available in my country

meh doctors aint shit. you'd be better of becoming as healthy as you can in general instead of hoping the doctor will fix you. doctor isn't coming to help you but you can help yourself. i wish you success in pulling yourself out of sickness.

 No.326159

>>326151
It can be tempting to lean on virtue when you lost out on the competition that is life

This doesn't change the fact that from your first breath you depend on the system and belong to them as long as you do

 No.326160

>>326159
no tempting is when you agree to be of inferior morals, play along, stop thinking and only see things the way the predators want you to see in the convenient narratives they laid out for you.

tempting is to just accept parasitism when the parasite is holding a gun to your head.

 No.326161

I don't want to stop being NEET but I know it will end one day

 No.326162

>>326153
sleep apnea is a fixed issue. You just use one of those machines that shoots air into your face when you sleep. Then you don't get the whole spasming thing that gives you shitty sleep. What is up with your sleep apnea that that doesn't work?


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 No.311703[Reply]

I don't get it, their only byproduct is pollution, I have allergy but that is fine I can cope up with it, but my pet cat or rather my mother's bad cat literally goes and hides inside the bed. I mean I just don't get it.

Like it is clear that fireworks do not benefit the environment and their byproduct literally lasts for a few seconds, think about this, like if you bbq at least you eat something, if you drive a car at least you get somewhere.

I just don't get it, and this is not just limited to one county, lunar day, 4th of july, etc. all across the world. Like they are literally one thing that I do not get honestly. I understand that caring about environment for a wiz like me is redundant cause I don't have a stake in the future but I just dont it man.

 No.311704

As a matter of fact last year I remember coughing so much that I ended up in ER.

 No.311705

>>311703
no idea dude, I think to enjoy fireworks you gotta be retarded in some twisted way.
here where I live fireworks are used on new years and anyone can buy them.
people spends thousands of euros on Fireworks, they complain the entire year they are poor and not earning enough and then waste all their money savings on fireworks, their money literally goes up in smoke.
then they also cripple themselves with it all the time, every year there are dozens of normalfags that blow off their hands and faces with these fireworks.

 No.311706

Because they go boom

 No.311715

>>311703
I think it's just a difference in intelligence. The dumber you are the more you'll be able to appreciate loud sounds as a form of entertainment. I worked at a fireworks store once and observed this exact correlation without fail with my own eyes.

 No.311717

>>311715

Yeah, pretty sure this has something to do with it.


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 No.309794[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Another Evil under the Sun Edition. You of many.

Previous: >>308343

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 No.311695

>>311668
This sounds complicated. I view things more simply. Human being = body x mind. The body is also the human being, but it only exists in the mind and is subservient or 'locked up in' into. When we die the mind sheds the body like an insect or snake.

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I may have brooded too much upon "If you keep staring at the abyss long enough, it'll stare back at you" to come to a nonsensical conclusion.

The only evidence of my existence is to be recorded, to be in someone's memory, to be registered. But if I exist in a vacuum that means I'm already dead right? But is the world truly a vacuum? Space isn't, at least from my knowledge; it's filled with something we don't understand, something we call "dark matter", but isn't that just a cope? Just to make ourselves feel better about not being ignorant like our primitive ancestors? Maybe the question will remain unanswered but one thing is for sure; this is the path I have taken to account for my existence.

I feel at peace whenever I delude myself into thinking I'm being registered. That I'm not being neglected. Maybe something or someone in the void is keeping track of the rhythm of my breath, that something out there is fervently unfurling the tangle of my thoughts without my knowledge. Maybe if I keep searching I can truly find out that I'm alive, that is to realize that I'm being recorded. Even when I'm blankly gazing at the supposedly inanimate wall before me, it may be more alive than me. Because it's only thing that has recorded the trace of my existence and many other people. Because it has existed and will continue to be recorded beyond how much I will be.

Maybe the void will love me back if I love it deeply enough. Maybe deluding myself into romanticising newton's third law will keep me out of despair. Maybe this is why people talk to seemingly lifeless objects, to animals. They want to be recorded, by anything at all.

 No.311697

In my view—hmm—the mental burdens that weigh upon human beings are, in fact, an entity—a massive, formless mass—composed of the collective weight of all the problems and concerns held within the minds of humanity. This entity drifts through space; it is vast in scale and possesses countless tentacles. These tentacles reach downward, latching onto our heads and infiltrating our brains—and it is from this process that the burdens within our own minds arise. We are merely vessels for this "mental entity." Consequently, wherever we go—whether we are asleep or engaged in our daily activities—the tentacles embedded in our heads keep us in a state of constant thought. Imagine it this way: each tentacle corresponds to one human being; the entity possesses a multitude of these appendages, with one attached to every single person. In a sense, the mental burdens experienced by each individual serve as nourishment for this colossal, drifting entity—a creature of the mind with countless tentacles connected to the brains of all humanity, while our bodies act as nothing more than its vessels.

 No.311701

>>311696
>>311697
There exists a thin barrier between sanity and the collapse of human reason a barrier necessitated by the infinite, cosmic ignorance required because the human mind cannot contain the totality of universal truth.

The beauty of nature, the vibrant hues of the sky, the vast oceans, all vistas of space or Earth everything we perceive as real and beautiful are, in truth, merely a lullaby, a fragile illusion crafted specifically to prevent the human mind from shattering. Humans believe they inhabit a coherent, complete world yet, our existence is but an echo of a single discordant note, or a tiny particle drifting within the dream of an ancient, incomprehensible entity of unfathomable scale.

This is why the ultimate horror is not physical death, but rather the moment the veil of illusion is torn away, exposing one to the absolute truth a reality so far beyond the bounds of human reason that the mere act of beholding it would instantly obliterate one’s sanity, leaving one to prefer death over the burden of a mind forced to comprehend the incomprehensible.

 No.311710

>>311597
I got the goyojo G215. There are basically two price ranges that correspond to the resolution of the sensor. This was competitively priced for the 256x192 resolution size sensor and additionally it has a manually adjustable focus which most other monoculars in that price range lack. The FOV is also quite low which is actually a good thing because it increases effective resolution. Basically the more of an area you try to spread over the same resolution sensor, the lower res that image will be, so low FOV is actually a good thing. It also has a laser pointer which is nice to have as I don't have one of those but they are fun to play with.

I've only started playing around with this a little but it's already pretty impressive. I can see tiny little birds in the bushes that are completely invisible to the naked eye and of course the night vision works. I've just been using it out an open window so far though. I think tonight I will try it outside. These things don't work through closed windows so just be aware of that.


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 No.309031[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

whenever you're depressed or sad, come here and draw something using Oekaki. you can draw whatever you want
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ass

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>>311677
hahahaha

 No.311679

>>311677
Wizard cutie mark?

 No.311681

>>311679
it was surpose to be a knife

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 No.311025[Reply]

Fuck school. Its shit and it makes me wanna kms. It drains the life out of me. There is zero point in working for like 40 years anyway
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>>311026
This. Just learn at home and do some of those tests for retarded adults (e.g GED) later.

 No.311687

>>311025
I don't see the point in following the rat race either, if you're a shut-in like most people on this website are you won't have much to spend money on other than basic needs and Internet, the plan is to leech off family and/or government and if you can't then get a temp job and save money to NEET again and repeat the cycle over and over.

Most degrees will be utterly useless thanks to AI so that's another point.

The lazy hiki friendless life is bliss but only when one breaks away from the brainwash mindrape of feeling guilty about being a burden to society, maybe it feels much lonelier if you don't live with your parents but that hasn't been the case for me thus far so I have no opinion there. Not like it matters, a lot of normies follow the ratrace and still end up living and dying alone anyway, some even get divorceraped.

 No.311691

>>311684
>>311687
>Most degrees will be utterly useless thanks to AI so that's another point.


"Back in my day" I used to feel the same over the Internet making information incredibly accessible, making big cities obsolete since everyone from suburban areas is just going to have access to the same information as people from the downtown.

Turns down I was wrong. So, here's my prognosis: there'll be something about the AI that the lawmakers will hang onto to make huge cities less shitty than rural life

 No.311707

>>311687
I wish I could… I am stuck in the European equivalent of high school. It fucking sucks. Started having suicidal thoughts. I cannot imagine a future I want. NEET sounds preferable but I worry it might not be realistic…

 No.311708

>>311105
Thank you, finally


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 No.64254[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Recipes:
https://ck.booru.org/index.php
https://www.wikihow.com/Category:Recipes
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 No.71292

I made a pasta with 6 types of mushroom. It was really good.

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I'll see if I can cook something French after they nuke a certain marketplace there, all things considered XD…

 No.71337

>>69636
I prefer peace and quiet during my meals. Eating out is crowded and noisy.

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made a apple crumble this morning

 No.71376

>>71374
Appuls


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 No.310788[Reply]

At what age did you become blackpilled about your life?
Around 12-14 I knew exactly where I would end up, and sadly was completely right even back then, nothing changed
Everything went about as poorly as expected
Being relatively intelligent as an autistic sperg is worst.
Not even having the bliss of ignorance
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I always knew I wouldn't go far in life, even when I was 5 I used to think this way. At my childhood I thought it would be because of my health, but I slowly realized I wasn't going to die so early but just lead a miserable life instead. Since it was a gradual process, it's hard to say an specific age. Maybe at 13, I guess, since it was when I started to hate my life.

 No.311689

Can't even attend Orthodoxal mass without realizing everyone is going to slurp from the same spoon. Every Stacey, every C-kun… every nose-picking Bryan, too.

 No.311690

>>311689
That should be the least of your concerns

 No.311700

>>311686
At a certain point your thinking just becomes dominated by this craving for the end

 No.311702

>>311700
Yeah, I don't think I've gone through a single day without thinking about dying at least once since then.


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 No.311596[Reply]

I'm not doing great in life. Living and confronting life is hard for me. I'm weak. Life will crush on me one day, I don't have the strength to live and fight for my life. The more time passes the more I want to kill myself or I won't make it into life. Life's hard, living is not easy. I don't have will to live. depression is like a black hole, it's very strong and trap will to live wihch is like life is being suck out of me by the black hole depression. At this point and the point of this thread is to share this and to relate to other wizards who feel or live the same way as I. I just want to relate…just this time.
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 No.311672

>>311665
life's trying to crush you like a hand clenching into a fist and you're inside the hand trying to push the fingers out or you'll die. you have to fight for your life but I am weak and weak men die. life is for strong people with strong will

 No.311673

>>311672
Being weak does not mean you cannot dominate your opponents; every strength has its drawbacks, and every drawback has its advantages. You may be weak, but if you are clever, you can become the one who controls the strong.
>this is fact

 No.311674

>>311673
well, to me, being clever/smart/intelligence is to be strong. and so I'm weak, therefore not smart

 No.311680

>>311673
I thought that I may have found some flaws in that logic, but then I read that it is fact so I guess I have no balls in this court.

 No.311699

>>311672
I think it can be reduced to specific problems like bad health, aggressive people, no money etc. There is no mysterious third person 'life' or 'fate' which is trying to crush you.


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 No.68295[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Book discussion. Tell us what you're reading.
Previous threads:
>>64932
>>60032
>>54504
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 No.71369

>>71367
I don't know much about the history of Ancient Greece, I'm only interested in the philosophy. Socrates mentions during his trial he was hearing voices, really shows how high intelligence goes paired with high dopamine/schizophrenia.

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>>71369
>hearing voices, really shows how high intelligence goes paired with high dopamine/schizophrenia.
Ahhh, The Agathodaemon.
I know how to talk to that thing…

 No.71372

>>71369
Not to be the bearer of bad news but you won't be able to understand the philosophy of ancient Greece without understanding the history of ancient Greece e.g. what they thought of barbarians

 No.71373

>>71371
Is that aleister crowley?

 No.71375

>>71373
yes


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 No.311009[Reply]

I feel like the last few years have passed so quickly, every day I spend alone, isolated, but it's okay, every problem I face, fatigue, failure, sadness, and so on, I've been through every day, but hey, I'm still here until now and it seems like I've made peace with my mental problems, maybe I'm used to facing it alone without the help of others, I feel like depression is part of my routine and part of my personality, but I'm happy
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 No.311630

>every day I spend alone

we're here. we'll talk with you (and honestly).

 No.311645

>>311009
>without the help of others
Do you live alone? I'm asking because sometimes I think the same but then I realize that I have my family and even though I don't talk to them about my problems, I'm helped by them in other ways.

 No.311653

>>311652
So… They told you that they don't care about you or you're just assuming it?

 No.311657

>>311654
Family sometimes can get angry at you, but it happens to everybody. They'll always be there for you, I guess. You should talk to them more often if you want to have a better relationship with them. I try it in lunch time, since it's one of the few times we're all together.

I do it cuz I want to get a better relationship with my family; I don't know if you want the same as me, though I give you this advice.

 No.311694

>depression is part of my routine and part of my personality, but I'm happy
I am far beyond this level, I think about suicide everyday.


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 No.310123[Reply]

seeking an escape edition

previous >>303736
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 No.311660

I just got an IT job at a call center, how do I act like a normal person? I don't want to get excluded or looked like I'm weird.
I don't want to repeat the same mistakes of my last 5 jobs where I sperged out at every oportunity and tried to act like an brooding anime character.

 No.311661

>>311562
You too? they only told us in training that you'll have to clock in at 4 am on site, I was imagining myself again hugging my pillow, lying on my bed while the cold rain outside makes me nest in my bed sheet.
It would drown in me comfort letting my anxiety out while still being a neet after failing to get a job.
>Oh you failed again? no worries come rest in you childhood bedroom, maybe buy some snacks and get some food
But I didn't fail, I got the job and having to figure out how to mask is tense and exhausting

 No.311667

>>310123
the normies at my job are so stupid.
>sit at a reception desk overnight
>quickly open an incognito tab and move it to the bottom of the screen (with the brightness down) while i keep the laptop screen close to my body to obscure the cameras view
>open youtube videos of music or content and/or kick streams to listen to
>connect my earbuds to the computers wifi and have long hair to obscure them
>sit there for hours listening to content staring off into space
>two cameras are pointing at me and they just see me "doing nothing"

my coworkers are apparently asking my supervisor how the fuck i just sit there doing nothing for 8 hours not knowing that im just listening to stuff through my earbuds. what a bunch of a retards

 No.311692

>>311660
Act calm.

Ask a deepseek to "explain to me like I'm 5 the most basic thing about working at a callcentre". Then chat some more. See, you have your personal coach in your smartphone!

I mean, I understand, chatting with people can be tedious. Follow the script, I suppose.

However, I have a feeling it may be hard for you. Think of it as studying grounds, not just your attempt to make $ to live.

 No.311693

>>311667
"We have no pacts over items that aren't mine".

Anyway, sitting for 8 hours straight without taking breaks is "bodily unhealthy". You are expected to rise up and do some stretches… in their fit-o-stacey imaginary worlds! Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha.

>youtube videos of music or content and/or kick streams
>sit at a reception desk overnight


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 No.307023[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

Previous:
>>296511
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 No.311548

I walked to train station the other day to scout it out for suicide. I sat near the edge of the platform on the yellow line and suddenly a train came flying though the station it was so close like 60cm from me I felt a gust of wind and I was shocked at just how close to me it was I thought "wow is it really just that easy to die?" I wasn't paying attention and I almost did. All I have to do is stick my head out and the impact will surely kill me instantly.

I will walk to the train station which is about 35 minutes from my home. I will listen for the announcer to say "the next train does not stop at this station please keep behind the yellow line" and that is my cue that a fast train is on it's way.

 No.311552

i have been in pits of despair and panic so extreme that i think needing a suicide general and a huge discussion about it all is really performative. if you need all these complex plans its cause you aren't really suicidal and youre just looking for ways to vent that youre sad unconstructively. if i need to die im confident id be able to do really extreme methods like slice my own throat or run into a wall repeatedly if im imprisoned.
but things in my life have always worked themselves out before i needed to.
my problems really arent my problems. its being forced to live with my family members that are demented retards.
but things will work themselves out like my brother will get a new horse tranquilizer for his mental retardation or my mom will get an expensive surgery or some family member will give us money and i wont need to kill myself anymore cause my life went back to status quo.

 No.311615

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Is it cruel if I burn all my belongings including family photos where my face appears?
I just want it to look like I never existed

 No.311636

>>311615
no, it are your belongings, do with it what you want
your small everyday objects are yours

 No.311688

Is slicing my throat a good way to kill myself? I didn't find it listed on lostallhope

My only worry is blood coagulating and blocking the bleeding. My idea was to aim to my aortic vein. Alternatively try to cut a vein on my leg before I do the neck, just in case


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 No.229454[Reply]

This may be one of my more insane ideas, but lately I've been thinking about becoming a "content creator" as a way to get money to keep neeting it up.

If you think about it, there are some obvious advantages and disadvantages that wizards have when it comes to content creating. First is of course unemployment. Only the unemployed can devote the time and effort it takes to actually produce a high quality video. Disadvantage though is not being a normalfag makes it hard to get popularity. It's not impossible though as pic related proves.

There is low hanging fruit in this field, stuff like playing video games on one of those streaming sites, but it is likely to be dominated by normalfags with entertaining personalities. What sort of content then could a wizard use to get views?

Monetization strategy seems to be important as well. Apparently you make way more stuff from selling stuff on youtube than you do from just views, so that's why everyone is doing affiliate links and shit. Discuss any monetization schemes you may have.

I think that if you approach this seriously and think about how to actually create content that is interesting and provides value to the viewer you might be able to use this as a way to get bux without a real job. Thoughts?
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 No.230532

I've been toying with the idea for 15 years. I've had many half-hearted attempts, but I never really got far. First of all, it's a lot harder then it seems, at least to me. Talking into a microphone all by yourself in an empty room seems easy enough, but it's a real skill, especially if you're a naturally reserved schizoid type and not some flamboyant theater kid. Took me literally years to get somewhat comfortable with it.
Then putting out content people want to see and doing it consistently is the other half of the equation. It's difficult to find your niche, and then on top of that things constantly shift. I once had a YouTube channel dedicated to a specific online video game, got a little bit of traction and then the devs shut down the game.
Plenty of YouTubers out there with a million subs but that only get 2k views on their latest videos. It's not a long term thing for most people, even if you do get lucky.
And finally, I feel by now the standards have gotten really high. It used to be you could just shit out a video, and you'd get something going, these days people are putting on straight up TV level quality shows with insanely high editing skills, etc.
I also feel there's a strange sort of sexual commodification of content that has taken place. You play the piano? Guess what, there's a Japanese succubus that plays the piano in skimpy outfits and everybody is just going to watch her instead. You want to be a streamer? Unless you're the, admittedly male, top 0.001% most simps prefer to watch a female streamer, if they're branching out from their main channels, and so on.

 No.230547

>>229597
>>229857
There's not really any excuse because if you are too ugly or your voice sucks you can just become a vtuber or use AI

 No.230548

>>230547
>vtuber
Might as well be a femboy at that point

 No.230565

this looks very competitive and seems to have a winner-takes-all dynamic. doesn't seem very realistic
I've seen a lot of channels with quality content remaining very small on youtube

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You can ramble crazy stuff while using "effects" of some kind to look super cool.

And ramble about SPQR and "we can only guess" parallels between Rome's Golden Age and the 1990s/2000s a lot.


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 No.311602[Reply]

Hi guys, I have a question for the people more involved with the so-called self harm community. Since posting about self harm here and there recently, I've learned a little more. I've heard people talk about 'cute/nice looking scars' and that got me thinking, since im gonna have these scars forever anyway, i would at least want them to not look hideous. Where can i find these communities to ask questions about how to take care of these wounds to have nice looking scars? Or even find what kind of scars there are? Most places dont get into that stuff cuz it's sort of 'chronically online' so i don't know where to find info like this. So if any of you have any answers or perhaps recommendations of places/forums/servers/websites/whatever where i can find aaall sorts of self harm related info (good and bad) please do let me know! thank youu

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>the people more involved with the so-called self harm community.
That's not us. Self-harm is for gender-confused pothead teenage succubi.
>I've heard people talk about 'cute/nice looking scars' and that got me thinking
>Where can i find these communities?
Far away from here, faggot.
>please do let me know! thank youu
You even type like you're trying to be an endearing little good twans gurl.

 No.311618

>>311602
shtwt or whatever the equivalent is on bluesky. as someone with experience don't put them anywhere stupid. legs & arms. i stopped over a year ago and i still have urges but the pain gets old fast. if you have family/friends who you have to hide scars from it's fucking annoying. i know what it's like so i know i can't dissuade you. be safe or not idfk

 No.311619

That sounds more like body modification than sef harm unless you count tattoos and piercings self harm. I mean jungle tribes do scarification too.

 No.311641

Interesting such communities exist, never heard of it before.
Best I can think of is trying to find an expensive dermatologist or plastic surgeon which is willing to do this with your scars. They are rare and expensive.
>That's not us. Self-harm is for gender-confused pothead teenage succubi.
I don't know man, I've heard of ex-marines getting into cutting. Also you're the one injecting gender politics in the thread nowhere did he mention this

 No.311682

i think i understand why talia has synthetic mouth instead of a real one and the reason is rather gross and sad at the same time


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