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 No.228327[Reply]

Has anyone here been involved in charity or voluntary services? Got any stories or thoughts?
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>>228329
You hungry fucker , well , enjoy your meals and stay happy .

 No.229524

ive done a trip to Indonesia and done voluntary work at a school for kids with disabilities. I had to teach them english and do various activities. Probably the best time of my life

 No.229869

>>228327
doing things for others, especially if you're feeling down, is such a pick me up. the older I get the more I find that helping others, even in small ways and even if they don't deserve it, is very good for your spiritual and mental health

 No.229876

I volunteer at local historic sites because it satisfies my autism to keep these places looking good enough to entice bored suburban fucks with fat wallets full of upkeep donations. The historic society is almost all succubi, but they're too old to be irritating to me the way ones my age are. They're actually very nice to me, mostly pity and happiness I'm using my tard strength to work for free. They order a pizza just for me every so often. They also ask for opinions and ideas for events at the sites. Being appreciated is a bit nice, I can understand now why people can become addicted to it.
It's deeply satisfying imagining how many others have swept the floors before me and hopefully will after.
It's not as good as volunteering at a food bank or animal shelter but it kills time.

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>>229876
what do you do at a historic site?



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 No.309794[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Another Evil under the Sun Edition. You of many.

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>>310535
>cars, dogs barking, slow walkers, schoolkids, succubi. it all pisses me off. its not simply a matter of "sensory overload" as much as existential grief that every single thing offends and upsets me in a hundred different ways. no thing is just a thing. theyre more clusters of associated symbols representing omnipotent badness. like depression granola.

I know this feeling completely. The linguistic categories of things melt away and I am left with the terrifying and overwhelming felt reality of perceiving the oceans of never ending objects around me that continually assault my sensory system. In such a state of a mind a "tree" assumes its true form as a towering and insanely complex and strange alien edifice.

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>>310539
It is hard to be moral when you're poor

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>>310540
What pills are you on?

 No.310546

>>310538
>Have you told your doctor about the increased pain?
i did, and was prescribed prednidone and flonase. i think it got worse after taking one of these things, i feel like a fucking idiot for trusting them and not just waiting it out. i'm scared i permanently fuckrd myself.
>Have you had the chance to use a sauna yet? A good quality sauna wherein you can relax and sweat at length?
no, i haven't. the closest thing i have is a hot shower which of course won't be the same at all. i'm scared to leave my house long enough to go to one anyhow.

>How intense is the pain? Is it enough that you are crying? (I don't mean to become too personal, but if it is truly great, ideally you should find someone who can remain with you (that is, physically near you), who will help you to retain a rationalist perspective until the pain has subsided).

it isn't so bad sometimes but other times it feels like burning, right now it is not so bad but the tinnitus is screeching loud in my ears, i can barely think. it physically hurts.

>But remember tinnitus incidental to an ear infection is 100% resolvable/curable. Be thankful you don't have actual chronic pain (lasting for a minimum of 1 year's time without clear medical means of treatment). You will get through this, wiz.

i might have made everything worse. sorry my reply is so poorly written right now, i can hardly focus. i am using a noise machine and its not even helping at this point its so loud. i'm really sorry, i am a complete retard.

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>>310546
i took the prednisone again, im a fucking idiot, i shouldnt have taken it, i am probably going to make everything worse, i took ot because i was scared of it not healing on its own, now i dont know it it would be a bad idea to stop. 2 20mg tablets for 2 days, idk if its safe to stop. fuck i am a retard


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/games/

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 No.62291[Reply]

The older I get, the narrower my taste in games becomes. It isn't for lack of trying, either. I constantly download new shit, but nothing ever sticks. I've come to the conclusion that there is an incredibly small handful of games actually worth playing and almost all of them are made by Nintendo, Blizzard, id Software or Capcom. If I had to name a few in no particular order:
>Diablo 2
>StarCraft
>WarCraft 3
>Ocarina of Time
>Resident Evil 4
>DOOM
>Quake 3
All of these games are 10/10 solid gold classics with endless gameplay and lively communities. Playing anything else just feels like buying store brand, what are your eternally playable games?
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 No.63653

>>63652
>I'm still stcuk at Adept because I can't get out of the push monkey mentality
Many such cases
I'm saint 1 and aiming for celestial

 No.63654

>>63653
>I'm saint 1 and aiming for celestial
Yonma or sanma?

 No.63655

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>>63654
Yonma, i'm master 2 in sanma

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>>63654
Yonma, i'm master 1 in sanma

 No.63691

>>63667
Oof
>>63655
I find myself doing better at sanma for some reason, maybe because it is more suited at an aggressive playstyle. I'm Adept 3 now, maybe we will cross paths one day



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 No.302912[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post wiz-centric WEBMs and MP4s in this thread. Politics, "rekd", or normalfag interests are NOT allowed.
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 No.309031[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

whenever you're depressed or sad, come here and draw something using Oekaki. you can draw whatever you want
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 No.63677[Reply]

I'm waiting for a hypothetical switch lite 2 to buy a console. I want to play VNs mostly on it and hope it will play switch 1 games to so I can play switch 1 games on the switch lite 2 and since switch 1 games are cheaper than switch 2 games.
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>>63685
how do I know if the cartridge can be played even after the servers are shutdown? is it written somewhere?

 No.63687

>>63686
>is it written somewhere?
Nope! Finding out through trial and error if your game will work in the future is part of the game itself.

 No.63688

>>63687
(T_T)
I just wanted to play some badao gemu… what console do you play your games? what do you suggest me to do?

 No.63689

>>63688
Just play on PC

 No.63690

>>63688
>what console do you play your games?
I have a cracked Switch 1 and a gemu pasokon. The Switch is an early model for which the cracked software is undetectable by the vanilla software so I'm not going to be hardware banned from online games. The gaming PC is leet. It took me two years of overtime to buy the components and it can play any game available on max settings. I use it to emulate PSP.



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 No.68295[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Book discussion. Tell us what you're reading.
Previous threads:
>>64932
>>60032
>>54504
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>>71157
Wow, are you the guy from above?
I mean the prior reply >>71156

 No.71162

>>71157
why did you warn him for his post, mods? he did nothing wrong

 No.71165

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>>71157
>Cosmic Trigger trilogy by Robert Anton Wilson
Total Mind fuck books
>>71157
>Joyce's Ulises
Book like this and these are dangerous bacause it let your brain start to think in new strange ways and make new neuronal connection pathways to it.
And i not talking in the nazifag subhuman conspiracy political schizo sense but more in a enlightened human sense on how your brain work.

 No.71166

Reading reinventing collapse by dmitry orlov now, it's pretty good

 No.71168

>>71165
Is this a novel or a research work?


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/lounge/

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 No.323901[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction

https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.325717

Today I was riding my bicycle with great speed and a pigeon of sorts flew right under my front wheel and made a crunch. It died horribly.

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>>325717
Okay maybe not flew but it had everywhere to go and it chose to go under my wheels

 No.325734

>>325573
Nobita was offended spiritually.

Pushing the small succubus hurts her physically.
Flipping the small succubus' skirt hurts her spiritually.

An eye for an eye; not a life for an eye.

 No.325746

Welp, I'm banned again from 4chan for 50 hours, give or take, for biased reasons.
Ah whatever, at least there aren't too many gatekeeping contrarians here..

 No.325748

Male TV host said he was about to stop reading comments. I chimed in regardless and within a few minutes it was read by a succubus co-host. It was about mailmen being required to sell overpriced goods. My grandmother paid them out of pitiness (higher-ups would order them) and she stopped only after a serious intervention by the parents. It was 10 years ago, not sure if mailmen bring pension now, but the practice lives on.

I found a Wikipedia user who claims to saw UFO. He worked as an aerial engineer and has books on Amazon. He believes his computer is dead because of a pirated Windows 10 and he didn't have money to buy it, his drive also died, and his tablet has Android 5.6 on it. Somehow he still edits, thus recommending him Linux is not needed, maybe. He claims one podcaster had read his UFO message and prolly even discussed it on his podcast.


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 No.68877[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

All you need to begin drawing is a pencil and some paper

Feel free to post any drawings of yours in this thread. Illustration, doodle, traditional, digital - anything goes. Discussion on skillbuilding techniques and fair critique of other wizards' work is welcome.

Videos:

Tyler Edlin - https://www.youtube.com/user/TylerE2284
Proko - https://www.youtube.com/user/ProkoTV
Sinix - https://www.youtube.com/user/sinixdesign
Scott Robertson - https://www.youtube.com/user/scottrobertsondesign
Matt Kohr (CtrlPaint) - https://www.ctrlpaint.com/library
Aaron Blaise - https://www.youtube.com/user/AaronBlaiseArt
Vilpu (Anatomy) - https://mega.nz/folder/9Pw1lYaS#Me7LSwlSg59lNGmkj9tt4w/folder/lPoXEYxS

Poses/Gestures
QuickPoses -https://www.quickposes.com/en
PoseSpace -https://www.posespace.com/posetool/default.aspx
https://x6ud.github.io/#/ Animal Head Reference Finder
https://anatomy360.info/anatomy-scan-reference-dump/

Post too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.71114

>>71084
these are pretty cool regardless of your technical skill level wiz, keep at it. do some studying and i am certain you will become better

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>>70899
Did a cartoon for the first time in a few years.

Kinda off-topic. I made a few TADC OCs a few months ago and posted them here. Today I made a cartoon using one of those designs I made.
Turned out pretty good. He isn't a cast member in the video, just really liked his design.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=55jWbkmX3lc

Took a lot out of me tbh.

 No.71141

>>71140
You're insanely talented, subscribed

 No.71147

>>71140
mfw a cold Dr. Pepper

 No.71167

>>71032
Thanks, though I'm surprised how well this looked despite my then lack of proper knowledge (I realized the only thing I concidentially did right was "progress the action").
Your animation looks splendid, especially with the way you grabbed the horizon and turned it into a table, really creative ^^.

If you're interested like I was in going further here's animator Richard Williams' entire course (he directed stuff like The Theif and the Cobbler and all of the animation in Roger Rabbit)
https://archive.org/details/animatorssurvivalkitdvds/the+animators+survival+kit/THE+ANIMATOR%27S+SURVIVAL+KIT+logo.mp4?

Cheers.


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 No.310367[Reply]

If you are hopelessly depressed and lonesome, you simply need a mu-opioid agonist to rectify this state of affairs and make you feel connected and whole.

Opioids are literally the chemical of social attachment, and this becomes evident shortly after you take one.

Obviously do not abuse them and take them at the lowest effective dose, and you can be like me and treat your depression for years without trouble.

Has anybody else here had experience with them?
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 No.310376

>>310374
I don't believe I have. He laments that the doctor refuses to prescribe him pills that she seems to prescribe to everyone else. I'm saying that it is good for her to withhold the lobotomizers, because SSRIs and such are very gay. For her to not give the wizard such destructive pills shows that she must actually care about him to some degree.

 No.310381

>>310376
I'm almost sure he meant that the psychiatrist doesn't prescribe him opioids against the pain despite them prescribing SSRIs and antipsychotics for having a hick up so to speak. The wiz doesn't want SSRIs or antipsychotics but opioids.

 No.310382

>>310381
Yeah I meant exactly this, he prescribes poison to hundrends of patients, I personally have to endure a dystonia from antipsychotic injections, but he criticized my parents for giving me paracetamol for pain lol I'd need morphine.

 No.310390

>>310380
picrel's oxytocin

 No.310536

>>310368
What is your diet like?



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 No.325662[Reply]

You guys have any advice on how not to ragequit and drop out while at university as an adult? This shit is daycare for intellectually feeble people who need a tutor just to read books, with far too much left wing copium to ever have relevance. I cannot believe anyone sends their children to these stupid places.
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>>325740
On opposite day.

 No.325742

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>>325741
When it comes to being SANE, every day is opposite day for a LIBERAL

 No.325743

>>325742
thats a cool pic. I saved it.

 No.325744

>>325740
>>325742
disingenuous

 No.325745

Hope you didnt pay money for that shit lol



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 No.309759[Reply]

i keep wondering if all fiction could be unhealthy for the brain. human life is so short, a day has so few hours. how can you take one or more of these hours and flee to a place that doesn't exist and disconnect from your own reality.

places that don't exist have begun to repell me. my own reality has so many projects i would like to attend to that i feel gridlocked by not knowing what to do first. desire for fiction might be nothing but pure idleness.

i assume i understand the impulse, though i could be mistaken. when i was a child and were forced to attend child prison (school), the idea of no longer being able to explore the world at my own pace and instead had to spend time with the violent conformist was completely depressing. have them judge my intelligence based on how hard i could force myself to care what they thought was important in their desperate attempt to turn me into a mindless soldier and stomp all my dreams and interests in the process.

i'd flee into video games and at least videogames are interactive. in a video game i can make decisions, in school i was but an inmate without agency. but in a movie about a super hero, there is no interaction, the poor fool who watches this is but the passive recipient of centralized propaganda. i don't see how someone would accept this premise and spend time on this.
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 No.310060

thought of a tiny detail i'd like to add to the mountain of ideas that is accumulating against this unhealthy vice of fiction, which even though i gave it every opportunity to be defended starts to look like a puddle of tears to me.

a guy who meditates i believe will be infinite times more interesting then a guy who watches popular contemporary fiction. doesn't that mean it is better not to watch the popular slop? fiction seems to me like fast food. it is designed to seduce you but even though you pay for it with your most precious currency (time that is), it still puts you at a disadvantage and you would be better of eating real food. real food i believe to be living an actual human life in physical reality.

 No.310082

>>309982
Politics are the opposite of fiction, it's just that there are so many people who treat it as if it is fiction these days I can see why you might think otherwise.

 No.310092

>>310082
>Politics are the opposite of fiction

i think you are missing the bigger picture here. democracy is a theater play. rich people have henchmen and they make the rules for everyone else. if you break them, they inflict violence upon you, even when you don't break any rules, they will still inflict violence upon you. because this sucks for everyone else, the rich people have paid another class of henchmen to pretend that everyone else is actually involved in the process of making rules for everyone else, even though this is not true. there are those who believe this theater play (you) and then there are other people who don't believe it (me) and the henchmen keep lists about people like me to make sure to violate me extra hard.

you don't seem to be aware of that, which makes me question your intelligence. what makes you believe this is a democracy is that you are either one of the henchmen and you are doing theater (fiction) right now with me or you have been trained to think so little that the theater was enough to convince you and you never grew suspicious and you can generally be summarized as a teacher's pet.

 No.310095

i can't even play videogames anymore. i play video games since the first gameboy. i start a game and then it just stopps mattering to me so hard that i can't pretend to care about it. i rather just stare at the wall listening to the birds or the rain.

 No.310532

i had no idea how hard this thread was gonna hit and how little the fiction enjoyers had to say for themselves, obviously they need my help and i thought of something that would help them make a case:

when i first started doing the van life, driving to a city i have never been to and then trying to find a place to sleep by parking at the side of the road or trying to hide the van near trees in some farmland, i was scared. so what i did was watch dragon ball and this helped me be courageous. actually did help me deal with the nervewrecking fear. trying to find a place to sleep in a place

i was worried people bothering me but having an unkempt beard really helps with people leaving you the fuck alone because normies think when your beard is not groomed, you are homeless and then they don't try to bother you because they worry you are gonna bother them. beard made everything better for me. much health in the mental to all of you sweet innocent little babies on your second day on planet earth!



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 No.70652[Reply]

A slightly unusual hobby for a wizardly man, but I've always had an attraction to it.

What I like about it is the extremely large variety of tricks that can be learned. It's like the Path of Exile skill tree in the sense you can pick a direction and learn that way. You can build up your foundations, or you can go the straight and narrow all the way to learning your favorite trick. The large variety of tricks also mean there are a ton of easier ones to learn, and learning these tricks provides such a strong feeling of accomplishment.

Cruising is very nice too, I intent to get a bigger old school board with soft(?) wheels for nice and easy transport.

The art on skateboards is also quite nice, there's something for everyone. Also you can buy blanks and draw on it yourself. I think the level of creativity in all aspects of this hobby is so amazing.

All things skating related welcomed, I'll try my best to answer with great care to everyone.

Thank you for participating
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>>71143
>my dearest wizzies, what would be the optimal durometer of wheels if i want a QUIET ride (mostly for just getting around) but ALSO if i need to ollie down a 5 stair or some unavoidable small gap/drop without having to get off my board? Would this optimization require risers?

i'm not a skateboarder so my knowledge is limited but as far as i understand it the only reason you would want hard wheels is if you want to slide with them sideways. softer wheels will better grip the road and quieter. to make it even more quiet you could try to increase wheelsize, which might make you want to put on rizers. also keeping your bearings well lubricated (i occasionally wash and relube mine) should keep them quiet.

the wheels i ride around are a bit bigger then skateboard wheels and i think they have 80A.

in a perfect smoothground skatepark i think most skateboarders would want a skateboard that has harder wheels. for everything else where getting around is the priority and road conditions are not perfection, my guess is you would prefer something with softer, bigger wheels.

i specifically build a cruiser skateboard which would be perfect for your application:

>bigger softer wheels, almost longboard sized

>bigger board size
>suspension trucks (since i don't grind anyways)
>well maintained bearings

 No.71149

>>70652
I was never good at skateboarding (I couldn't even pop an ollie). Kids today would be better off doing truly fun activities like Pokemon and Yugioh than "skateboarding" (which is, really, a crime)

 No.71161

>>71149
>I was never good at skateboarding (I couldn't even pop an ollie).
Me too. A friend lent me his skateboard once. I had never used one before, and he explained to me how to do an ollie, so I practiced and never could do one, I even broke his skateboard while I was trying lol

 No.71163

What shoes do you guys use to skateboard?

 No.71164

>>71163
Anything but skateboard shoes, because I'm not a conformist



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 No.44281[Reply]

Currently, I’ve watched quite a bit of NGE, I’m on episode four. I was wondering if I should finish it, or if it’s just overrated garbage. Please let me know. Thank you.
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 No.44336

>>44335
I hope to God it's not a quote from Hideaki Anno.

 No.44455

I genuinely can't believe that eva is now in the fucking criterion collection.

I can't tell if it's a genuine induction or it's just the inertia of current trends. I mean, how are normalfags supposed to be able to relate to Shinji?

 No.44474

>>44455
>>44460
AFAIK, norma-lags who make eva reviews claim they relate to Shinji in terms of feeling lost, in terms of being stuck in the path parents have laid out for their kid.

In this sense, Shinji is ostensibly alright-looking on the outside since he's #1 mecha pilot and the NGE's drama is a trip into the disturbance of a guy who - to his dismay - have to take the path his parents have laid down for him. No matter how cool the path is, Shinji isn't enjoying it.



Oh and speaking of this interpretation as one that ruined eva for me.


"Thanks" to this interpretation, Shinji is the last person I relate to now. My life's drama has been anything but the "laid out path" drama; quite the contrary, I had to go through the pain of pleading my parents to give me such a path only to be greeted with your typical rock-and-roll era boomer "freedom > alle" mad shouting that stuck with me. Fuck it. I literally wanted to be a cog in the machine and now I cannot even become one due to the distortion my parents have successfully programmed into me despite their mutual after-divorce despise

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>>44474
*had to take

 No.44480

>>44455
>>44474
>Normalfags have colonised EVA
I haven't watched it in years, (possibly decades now), but IIRC isn't Shinji a stand-in for the type of people who were watching it at the time?

Also IIRC there's a lot of fanservice in it, how do normies get past that? Hell, I remember watching that "recent" anime film about the boy who swaps bodies with a succubus and there's the same boob grabbing in it three times, yet the movie was a big hit with the normies.



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 No.229868[Reply]

I'm 29 years old. In a month, I'll be 30. My graduation to wizard is, admittedly, something causing me more distress than I thought it would.
There's so much to life that I never got to experience, and no I don't just mean sex or romantic relationships, though those are big.
I've been caring for my disabled grandmother while working since I was 17. I quit school to care for her because nobody else would.

I've had virtually no life since I was a teenager. This combined with being an introverted person is rough. I've never even had a friend outside of the Internet. Any friend.

But it's too late to turn back. This is what the cards had in store for me.

 No.229870

30 is when you get your powers. Something tells me it's gonna be barbarian resilience. Caring for an elder takes a lot of effort, I have a similar situation with pops. About your education, I sense a little regret, but I know you can do something about it. Also, you can make a lot of friends feeding stray animals or caring for plants. Or maybe you get inspired and start lifting and become a battlemage. Know this, you have two hands and two feet, a heart and a head; when all is over, you get before Crom, and he'll ask "I give you those struggles in life. What did you do?" and you will respond "I ENDURED!". It's within yourself what kind of wizza you will become. Reflect and tell us, when you reach 30.

 No.229871

I'm in the same boat. Done nothing since high school which was 10+ years ago, soon 15. It's all fun and games until you're a wiz for real. I thought I'd splurge and buy something nice for myself for the big 3-0 but am probably not even going to do that. Even if you "knew" you were going to spend the rest of life alone, it's a lot more real now. It's like knowing you'll die eventually versus actually being in the process of dying. Having made it to 30 I don't think there's anything left to prove. Even if one consciously decides to step away from the path at this point, it won't change the fact you're permanently different from the rest of humanity.

 No.229875

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Yeah, 7 months for me. If I didn't have a part-time job I would have literally nothing and nobody - even that might just be Stockholm syndrome. I learnt some skills here and there but like Shinji and his Cello it all came to naught. Social isolation ruined my life and I should've done more to change. Hard to believe I've been here for a decade. I try to ruminate less and exist in the now but it's like swimming against the tide (And I don't even know how to swim).



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 No.310503[Reply]

Is it worth it getting into altruistic-minded test trials? does it actually help anyone in the future? is the extra pain and suffering, altruistically (utilitarian calculus) worth it?

 No.310506

"In the event that I am reincarnated, I would like to return as a deadly virus, to contribute something to solving overpopulation." -Prince Philip

 No.310507

>>310506
MFW Coronavirus was just this guy's isekai

 No.310520

it's probably only worth it if the only other option is suicide

 No.310530

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>>310520
welp, I would do it for OTHERS, tho, not me



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 No.11015[Reply]

Post any rap/hip-hop music here

Song is Good Night from the last good Kanye album
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 No.11023

>>11022
Nigger

 No.11024

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Here's some more 2 mello

 No.11026

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 No.11028

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 No.60946[Reply]

What are some games to look forward to for some hopefuel?
I like watching these new MMO videos because it gives me hope we are closer to someone making a good new one.
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 No.62045

Virtua Fighter had two huge announcements.
First is that they are actively developing VF6
Second that they are bringing a fully updated and online capable VF5 to steam.

It has been 18 years of waiting. It is my favorite fighting game series ever so I am super hype. I just hope they don't ruin it with shit monetization similar to what killed DOA.

 No.63669

Big news for nintendo adults and redditors.

As for me, the game looks good but i'm not paying £50 to replay ocarina of time again.

 No.63670

>>63669
Lol another unreal demake

 No.63671

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>>63670
I bet they'll announce super mario 64 tomorrow and nintendo adults will soy out

 No.63676

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please don't reuse maps please don't reuse maps please don't reuse maps please don't reuse maps please don't reuse maps



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 No.306437[Reply]

Does anyone else voluntarily exile themselves from society?

I'm tired of socializing, drama, human interests, social demands, social everything.

I wish I was a machine instead of a talking ape. I actually hate being an animal.
I don't even hate people, I just don't want to be in any contact with them. I even hate my own body for forcing me to eat and wash in order to not completely dysfunction.
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 No.309911

>>309907
who do you think you're talking to? If you're a socially adjusted groid who can get along with anyone you wouldn't be considering throwing everything away to live in a dead end town where you don't know anybody and keep to yourself. Normal people don't become isolated hermits for no reason, nor do they even wish for that kind of thing

 No.309955

>>306437
I take satisfaction in not attending the events that everyone expects you to attend. Weddings, work Christmas party, funerals/wakes, any sort of work thing like a cookout (even if it’s during work hours and it’s outside, I just stay at my desk and enjoy the spite), cousin invited me to a wedding and I even RSVP’d and then didn’t go just to maximize my lack of etiquette and attendance. It feels good. I remember I first felt this when my high school had its prom and then graduation. It just felt so good to disrespect these normalcunt milestones by not attending

 No.309956

>>309955
My sister got mad because I didn’t show up for class photos and didn’t submit a yearbook photo so I’m not in the yearbook. Her anger satisfied me a lot

 No.310489

>>306437
Yeah, most of the time I do it feeling that I'm mainly the problem, and things would get better if I take myself out of their equation, depends on context and if they are people I deeply care about
I cut myself off from my immediate family, still talk to grandparents, but ultimately, I would probably cut them off too if I find reason that its the best thing to do between me and them
Cut myself off from practically all of my friends, but thinking back I'm not even sure if they were actually friends, or people who made themselves to believe they were something else
Ironically, I've felt more at peace at my lonesome than I was going on discord everyday to play PUBG

 No.310522

>>309955
highly relatable, it almost convinced me i was made to destroy things of this nature



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 No.307023[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

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>>296511
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 No.310351

So guys, I'm wondering how viable is the plastic bag method?

Video related https://youtu.be/KuIMmL4cq5c?t=192

At 3:14 in this scene where the dude drops the plastic bag over the guy's head and then zipties it, could it work if one tried to do it to themselves???

 No.310384

>>310351
You would do everything in your power to get it off.

 No.310500

Is suicide by cop a meme? Are there any OTC drugs that actually would kill me? I am in a lot of physical pain and considering my options. Also, do you think there would be anyone willing enough to help me kill myself/do it for me if these aren't feasible options? I know about laying your head on traintracks but for some reason the possibility of it going wrong horrifies me, even though I know that is unlikely. I think it was some story I read a long time ago that put that in my head.

 No.310515

>>310500
>Is suicide by cop a meme?
suicide by cop is possible in the US, if you search police activity on youtube there are many cases
>Are there any OTC drugs that actually would kill me?
great amounts of alcohol is probably the closest you can get, considering you need prescription even for codeine
>I am in a lot of physical pain and considering my options.
have you considered gradual starvation? for example causing a caloric deficit every day until your body shuts down
>Also, do you think there would be anyone willing enough to help me kill myself/do it for me if these aren't feasible options?
killers exist but we don't have connections, there are people willing to murder for very low budgets in east europe
>I know about laying your head on traintracks
jumping from height is more safe and less traumatic

 No.310521

left side of my head hurts a bit, i think i gotta take the practice a bit more seriously consequence-wise
also found some resources that are intended for people that find hanged folk or those in the midst of attempted hanging/asphyxiation, got a few more details of the nature of the injury from that as well as some hints on common setups (they naturally avoid being too descriptive)
im taking it slow since this stuff is scary, next up ill be looking into tourniquet method to secure a knot

its ridiculous in its own right but this is seemingly the only thing i can do to reassure my body and give me a moment's rest, its like it wants me to convince it that i can do this once it comes down to it
ive since spoken to a fellow suicidal person too but he seems more in a ready-to-die state than a wanting-to-die state, enviable but he's a chronic pain case so it makes sense to me
my own confidence in success remains low, thats always been my personality


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