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 No.319910[Reply]

NEETs online tell me all the time that they spend their days doing nothing, but then you find them playing some Co-op multiyplayer games the entire day and they have plenty of friends on Discord whom they game with daily for hours or watch Anime with Them or that they spend their days reading Books, I feel like a total N.P.C compared to them, at least they have hobbies and online friends, on the other hand I got no hobbies or online friends, I just talk long walks daily and lay in my bed at most I listen to Music or masturbate for 5 minutes (sorry for mentioning this) or browse Pinterest or this site not to count basics such as eating and going to toilet
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 No.322600

>>322568
Worrying

 No.322604

I have absolutely nothing purposeful to do. Even now that I inherited significant money, I bought a rtx 5090 pc which simply sits unused because games feel empty.

A lot of the time I just hop in my car and drive to a destination aimlessly, then return home at the end of the day.
None of it has any purpose whatsoever except passing time and becoming one day closer to life ending.

I also go to a country just to sleep in a hotel room in complete silence, watch the rain outside, eat some local food and then return home.
It's all meaningless pasttimes. A big nothing.

 No.322611

>>319912
>NEET here, I browse internet and youtube the whole day. 99% of the time

sounds horrible, i also do it a lot but i keep doing stuff in between. self-improvement, learning something new, skating, buying shit, throwing shit away, working, going to places i have never been to, …

 No.322613

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>>322604
>because games feel empty.

video games only use
>the eyes
>the ears
>the brain
>the fingers

that's not that much usage. that's your human body running idle mostly except a few isolated systems occasionally spike some activity.

when you skate you use
>the eyes
>the ears
>the arms
>the hands
>the fingers even
>the legs
>the feet
(skating turns feet into sensory organs)
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>>322613
Appreciate the reply, but my body is way too beat up at 36 to skate or do any kind of sports except maybe jogging and walking.

Tried to pick up gym again. Now even a 40lbs dumbbell feels painful to pick up.


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 No.304887[Reply]

any wizards choose to take psychiatric meds?
and also what's the deal with assisted/medically induced suicide these days?

i hate crawling back to antidepressants but when my thoughts start getting too dark that i can't metabolize them on my own with meditation, and i can't concentrate on anything, i just need something to take the edge off, and if i'm not abusing substances, it's really hard to think of anything that will work better than prozac. but i hate that i need them. my old doctors would say something like, "well what if you needed glasses would you hate them and refuse to wear them? Or just get glasses and live your life?"

Seems switzerland actually lets non-citizens have assisted suicide? my mental health is not really severe enough probably… i don't have a terminal illness or anything… just a tootheache and dysthimia that makes me want to escape dealing with it head on… i had a fleeting relief by researching it and seeing it exists, but the thought has since passed (for now)
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 No.304920

>>304918
Better yet, go down fighting if you really care about dignity, faggot

 No.304921

>>304919
if criminals have a right to be executed, then they shouldn't get privileges that law-abiding citizens can't demand as well.

 No.304924

>>304887
Assisted suicide is for sissies. I have suicidal thoughts daily but I'd never go there. I say if you are truly willing to die, you will do it by a knife, by a noose, by a train, by ODing drugs, it doesn't really matter. This shit reeks of 'profit' chasing. Giving jews shekels so that they kill you is awful. I'd rather dehydrate myself to death than give a damn nickel to those bastards.

 No.304932

>>304920
>>304924
Delusional, you wouldn't remain sane throughout this process and you would pussy out when you start feeling bad. Assisted death is a basic human right, deal with it savages.

 No.304945

>>304932
It's basically begging some egghead jew to kill you. Where is dignity in that?


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 No.68877[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

All you need to begin drawing is a pencil and some paper

Feel free to post any drawings of yours in this thread. Illustration, doodle, traditional, digital - anything goes. Discussion on skillbuilding techniques and fair critique of other wizards' work is welcome.

Videos:

Tyler Edlin - https://www.youtube.com/user/TylerE2284
Proko - https://www.youtube.com/user/ProkoTV
Sinix - https://www.youtube.com/user/sinixdesign
Scott Robertson - https://www.youtube.com/user/scottrobertsondesign
Matt Kohr (CtrlPaint) - https://www.ctrlpaint.com/library
Aaron Blaise - https://www.youtube.com/user/AaronBlaiseArt
Vilpu (Anatomy) - https://mega.nz/folder/9Pw1lYaS#Me7LSwlSg59lNGmkj9tt4w/folder/lPoXEYxS

Poses/Gestures
QuickPoses -https://www.quickposes.com/en
PoseSpace -https://www.posespace.com/posetool/default.aspx
https://x6ud.github.io/#/ Animal Head Reference Finder
https://anatomy360.info/anatomy-scan-reference-dump/

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 No.70219

is someone uploading their stuff to websites like pixiv or dArt or anything the like? If yes, wich do you prefer and why?
No interesst in Apps - website only.

 No.70225

>>70219
Don't know about pixiv, but devart is filled with unhinged perverts of all sorts that browse the sight only to goon and request fuel for their gooning. I tried using it but soon realized that there is no point.

 No.70245

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>>70225
I recall drawing fetish art without knowing it was a fetish, people are into a lot of things… one time I thought I was doing a simple request for a kid, of an innocent piece where a Kraken hit a volleyball with his butt, another time I made a piece of this OC pregnant again thinking it was innocent. They weren't innocent at all…

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A quick 10minute thumbnail practice from imagination i did in ms paint while watching bleach
i think im getting better at drawing from imagination, but i cant force myself to draw more than like 10-20 minutes a week, u got any advice about dealing with burnouts?

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>>70249
>advice about dealing with burnouts
I don't have any. I wish I had though. I got burned out so hard I deleted my four year worth of drawings and swore to never pick a stylus again. It was too painful to stare at the archive and realize I DON'T ENJOY DRAWING/CAN'T FORCE MYSELF TO DRAW at all nowadays. Two years ago I was drawing like crazy, studying anatomy and shit. I actually was interested in drawing and getting better. Something changed at some point. It became a struggle with no joy in it. I can't force myself to draw. I gain some sparks of interest back when I drink kratom here and there but it is nothing to build my passion back. I am a fuck up.


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/lounge/

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 No.322610[Reply]

happy new year and all of that.

treat yourself to some sesame paste if you never head any. i regret learning about this so late, i can't help but want to warn others on not missing out on this goodness. it is just one ingredient crushed industrially into paste: sesame seeds.

when you buy it in the store it is separated and the separation is strong. when you stick a spoon in and try to stir, the bottom is so strong that the spoon can not stir. and you have to shake it and keep it in a shook state.

the sesame paste hides behind a bit of effort but the reward is worth the extra work.

the taste is amazing. mild and nutty. the nice thing about this is that it has a high fat content but it is not as impossible to digest as oil is. it still has it's fiber.

i use this to make sauces without oil. i just put tomatos and herbs into a blender and then i add a few tablespoons of this stuff and it turns into a nice creamy sauce but a sauce that the human organism has the chance to actually digest reasonably.

this stuff is so good, i wonder why it is not sold in regular supermarkets, i bother to go to the muslim markets just to get this goodness.
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 No.322616

>>322615
>Doesn't tahini has olive oil in it by default?

i don't think so. i think they have a sense of purity about it to not have any other ingredients, i think i did check the ingredient list of every brand i bought and nobody put anything but sesame seeds in.

>Anyway, better make your own tahini, that's what I do.

i tried it but with my small powerful blender it did not work without me adding a bit of external oil, which i consider cheating and a failure. i roasted the seeds myself, maybe i roasted them just a tiny bit too much. i wanna try again in the food processor but sesame seeds are actually hard to find where i live. i can't just buy a big bag full to experiment with.

>Just some sesame, oil, salt and spices, and I have the good stuff. Too bad I can't get hummus right, it always turns out too liquidy.

this point of getting the sesame seed to release all the oil seems quite hard to reach with non-industrial equippment. i will not give up just yet but i am also glad this stuff is being sold in big glasses, already perfectly crushed.

 No.322629

yesterday i made wraps with a sauce in the blender made from
>sesame paste
>roasted whole peanuts
>dried rosemary
>dried italian herbs
>curry powder
>hot curry powder
>vegetable broth powder
>real fresh ginger
>real fresh onion
>real fresh turmeric
>black pepper
>paprika powder
>real fresh bell pepper
>real fresh cilantro
>honey
>cilantro powder

was very guud! no factory sauce necessary, i make my own sauces that taste better. takes but a few tries to make something that is better then anything in the store or the restaurant. even though they are professionals, the cheap restaurants and takeout aren't all that good, they can be easily surpassed with a bit of experimentation.

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>>322616
>i don't think so.
there is oil in the sesame seeds by nature but some tahini sellers just add some vegetable oil so they can sell more
anyways since this is the first time i see non arabs talk about tahini and i want to spread its beauty heres how to make some proper tahini sauce
mix 100g of sesame paste with the juice of 1 lemon and a clove of garlic and mix until it becomes stiff then add water until you get the wished consistency and add salt to taste, if you want some colour in it just put in finely chopped parsley

 No.322631

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>>322630
>there is oil in the sesame seeds by nature but some tahini sellers just add some vegetable oil so they can sell more

that'd be very criminal, i hope not, if this is happening where i live, then i am completely oblivious to it. i don't think this is being done here though.

>anyways since this is the first time i see non arabs talk about tahini and i want to spread its beauty heres how to make some proper tahini sauce

aw yeah

 No.322632

>100g of sesame paste
>juice of 1 lemon
>clove of garlic
>salt late
>if you want some colour in it just put in finely chopped parsley

next time i see parsley in the store, i'm giving this a chance. i never know what to do with parsley.

i eat the sesame paste a lot with fruit. i put ripe banana and grapes in a blender with sesame paste and that's my basic slop i like to eat. fresh fruit is always better, self-frozen is fine too though. sometimes i add juice of a lime to it, sometimes some raw cacao, sometimes cinnamon, sometimes pecan nuts. i love how it tastes, how it digests and how it helps me being active and skate. also i look good. people who eat heavy at my age already don't look that good.


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 No.302379[Reply]

Every morning I'm nauseous, really nauseous, sometime I puke and when I'm not nauseous I get random abdominal pain.
When I'm not nauseous or in pain I may have shortness of breath and tachycardia, often I'm also constipated.
Despite the vomit and constipation I try to eat and drink as much as I can, I'm losing weight and I fear to end up bedbound if I don't do so.
I've done some medical tests like blood tests, endoscopy, ecography, with no evidence of disease…still I'm really sick.
And my problem is I'm monitored by my parents, despite being an adult I have no freedom and they don't want to help me with suicide but I can't live like this.
I'm being tortured with no end in sight.
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 No.304012

>>302379
shortness of breath and tachycardia can come from reduced monoamine oxidase activity, very rare to have this.

try a tyramine free diet, since unmetabolized tyramine can lead to tachycardia and shortness of breath since it raises blood pressure.>>302379

 No.304025

>>304012
sounds somewhat relateable… i burp after cheese

 No.304936

>>304935
My diet for December has been:
more fish (good?)
more soda (bad?)
more beans, lentils cabbage (?????)
no meat
(inb4 soyboy) no soy also
no diary (seems to help?)
no spicy food also

 No.304942

>>304012
Ahahaha! Thanks for a hint, fren! Because I've been avoiding dairy products altogether for a month AND my burp problems have gone - even though my fizzy soda cola intake was awfully high yesterday. Havent it been for your hint, I wouldnt have noticed how smooth my last month was


regards, this very guy who've been complaining of being forced to lent - IT SEEMS TO DO TANGIBLE GOOD


i take i need to only eat dairy in moderation or… well,abstain from it,going full soiboi (im wizard-aged already anyway)

 No.304944

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i have same sympthoms two years ago. punking, panic attacks, nauseous, shortness of breath, sinus tachycardia, feel like someone holding my throat. urine and blood test were normal and doc said so healty.

then i realized my throat get irritated especially in the morning. its due to silent reflux. im in diet for 3 months. i have eliminated cigarettes, coffee, and chocolate from my life.


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 No.300442[Reply]

The top 5 regrets of the dying according to an Australian palliative care nurse Bonnie Ware are:

-I wish I'd had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me.
-I wish I hadn't worked so much.
-I wish I'd had the courage to express my feelings.
-I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends.
-I wish that I had let myself be happier.
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>>300442
Basically, this gal says "My patients' most common BAAAAAAW is how they lacked the *qualities* or time to express their personality"

 No.304549

>>302967
Only one I don't relate to is the one about trying hard in school. I wish I tried harder. School in retrospect was actually piss easy compared to actual life. Easy and fun/interesting. I wish I tried real hard in college and didn't give a shit about friendships and just buckled down and learned shit real good. Now I am older and constantly running into things that I'd like to do but lack the knowledge to do. I could have learned a lot of it in college.

A degree would have made it much easier to wage slave at some low effort high paying job. IDK why I looked down on such a thing in my youth. I thought it was unfair and overly restrictive. It is unfair, but now I realize the only thing that sucks more than being a beneficiary of an unfair system is being one of the ones the system gives the shaft to. I had delusions of revolution in my youth. I expected too much from normies. Our current crop of people would never get it done. Now I'm coming to grips with living in a worsening dystopia while at the lowest possible rung of society.

 No.304937

>>304549
> had delusions of revolution in my youth. I expected too much from normies. Our current crop of people would never get it done. Now I'm coming to grips with living in a worsening dystopia while at the lowest possible rung of society.

Jesus I feel this so much, I was such a fool thinking things would change but as I get older, no one gives a shit and everyone gonna be for themselves. I wish I was selfish and worked really hard and stopped caring about the world. Only my own personal life, friends and family.

 No.304941


>>300448

Absolute truth bomb and you're absolutely correct.

 No.304943

>>300442
>-I wish that I had let myself be happier


Whoops, it was not me

it was me mum interrupting me randomly


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 No.68295[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Book discussion. Tell us what you're reading.
Previous threads:
>>64932
>>60032
>>54504
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 No.70236

>>70234
Scary how ignorant and anti-intellectual the average person can be. Also Francis could have avoided all his problems if he had just lie but considering the theme of the chapter, the author likely considered sabotaging your well-being to tell the truth a virtue. Maybe it's worth it if the truth is really important to you but Francis isn't even sure himself if the old man was the saint or not.

 No.70240

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7

"Well keep at it, Brother! How clever they must have been, those ancients—to know how to untwist nothing. Keep at it, and you may learn how. Then we'd have the "electron" in our midst, wouldn't we? Whatever would we do with it? Put it on the altar in the chapel?"

This is my favorite chapter so far. Francis is finally promoted, the nice lad, and the idea of modern culture and science becoming forgotten knowledge and incomprehensible relics is fully expressed. In a way it's like a medieval man traveled to the future and we get his understanding of the times, pretty good. Abbot Arkos's sagacity is also on full display, all very interesting and fascinating.

>>70236
You were right about Arkos political maneuvering, in this chapter we get to see more of it. Yeah Francis had it hard but it looks like his life is improving now.

 No.70241

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>>70240
The question about the blueprints piqued my curiosity so I looked it up at learn about cyanotype. Interesting. Copy illumination is also another interesting topic. It sounds bewildering to us modern men with plenty of entertainment why someone would give themselves more work but when you have nothing to do but copy manuscript all day you might as well inject some amount of human spirit into your art by drawing beautiful things. Electrons being a "Negative Twist of Nothingness" is incomprehensible to me. There is a Physics Stack Exchange thread on it and they also think it doesn't reflect any understanding in modern physics and is only tangentially related to some obsolete interpretation. Untwisted nothingness is a funny phrase to thing about.

Also we still have 23 chapters to go. If each chapters produce two comments that's 46 more posts on the general reading thread. Would you like to make a separate thread? I mean it could make the reading thread unwelcome to other wizards who want to talk about other books.

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"Francis felt fright when he first tapped at Aguerra's door, but he saw quickly that the fright was unfounded. The prothonotary was a suave and diplomatic elder who seemed keenly interested in the small monk's life."

The Dominicans have finally arrived to check the vault. Life goes on as usual in the monastery. Here we have several little scenes stitched together depicting domestic life in the monastery. Very nice and soothing.


>>70241
I don't want to kill a hob thread just for this, it'll just be dead weight when we're done with it in a few weeks. Besides, most of the reviews you see in this thread are mine, there's like 2 or 3 other dudes in here, I don't think we're hurting the pacing of the thread. That's my opinion, anyway. I like to have the reading thread trending at /all/, maybe more people will feel like talking about the books they're reading (they won't).

 No.70248

>>70247
All right then. Btw I am the only person who have been replying to your daily reports. There is at least one other wiz who joined discussion in the first day but every posts after that has only been us from two. Maybe they're lurking but even if they missed a few days I highly welcome anybody to rejoin or join our book club in the middle. The chapters are short and there hasn't been much to discuss anyway.


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 No.304361[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

The imposition edition. How many times have you done this? Previous https://wizchan.org/dep/res/303254+50.html
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 No.304929

>>304928
Human life is as valuable as a ant life, very disposable and replaceable pretty easily. Sorry that's the truth and the future will be less caring and dyspotian than you think.

 No.304931

>>304929
well look at WW1 where the cream of the Oxford British aristocracy could be mowed down like wheat at age 20. and here im a hikki neet pushing on 40 a living zombie. so it seems like lives are better preserved now.

 No.304938

>>304931
Hopefully it stays that way, I just have a bad feeling about a shit ton of rich billionaires having control of our society, with that much retarded power you really can troll society hard>>304931

 No.304939

>>304928
They don't care they just want to have unprotected sex, the predatory nature of life is embolded at the core of every society. The hunger games won't stop until the sun burns the earth.

 No.304940

Yeah I agree it's pretty bleak, but at the same time in the times past I'd be able to grow up more healthy physically, get my chance to murder a few people, and then blissfully leave this living hell at 20-25 years of age by a merciful bullet or a blade in my heart. I can't imagine anything better and more worthwhile than that. But now I'm a just rotten corpse, weak beyond the ability to be able to afford food on my own. Kill people? Lol dude. I'm afraid to simply be in the 10m vicinity. But yeah I do spend a lot of time fantasizing about violence, brutal, unprovoked and unchecked violence. That hollow, impotent rage is pretty much everything that's left of me as a human being. Ending my life would be more kind than satisfying any of my wishes at this point.


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 No.303176[Reply]

Reminder to take your vitamins, especially "fish oil" one " Vitamin D3



they say Vitamin D3, because "Vitamin D" sounds like an euphemism, kekeke
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 No.303659

>>303658
Of course, I grabbed a random german one (doppel herz) it has:

L-Valin, L-Leucin, L-Isoleucin, L-Threonin, L-Methionin, L-Phenylalanin, L-Trytophan, L-Lysin, L-Histidin and non essentials are L-Arginin, L-Tytosin, L-Cystein.

You can put this into an llm to get explanations..

I've been doing this for 13 days and there is a slight difference… but also my eating habits are very bad and one sided, so it surprises absolutely nobody

 No.303660

>>303659
Thanks. I might find something similar in a DM store or something.

>but also my eating habits are very bad and one sided
Same reason I'm thinking basic vitamins worked a bit for me initially. I guess I was so deprived that anything, even low quality stuff helped.
I'm trying an iron pill now, it has 14mg iron 10mg zinc, 1mg copper(?) 1,4mg B6 some B12 and a bit of folic acid.

Doctor wasn't worried, but my blood iron is constantly on the low end so I decided to take this anyways.
Hope for something notable and that they don't mess with my BP meds.
Was drinking 2-3 energy drinks a day for a decade before and was forced to quit… That had B6 B12 too. Maybe this is the key to salvation.

 No.303661

>>303632
Depending on what you mean by "libido problems" pelvic floor exercises could go a long a way.
That was my issue. Now I can jerk it to doujins all day again if I wanted to.
The desire is lower now that I'm past 30 though. Probably natural + dopamine fatigue.

 No.303941

>>303180
what if i'll buy one too…

>>303659
>Of course, I grabbed a random german one (doppel herz) it has:
>L-Valin, L-Leucin, L-Isoleucin, L-Threonin, L-Methionin, L-Phenylalanin, L-Trytophan, L-Lysin, L-Histidin and non essentials are L-Arginin, L-Tytosin, L-Cystein.
bump

 No.304934

Reminder to take your vitamins, especially "fish oil" one - vitamin D


it's winter, so youre most likely in need for a source of vitamin D


The lack of vitamin D has been linked to both depression and ruined immune system


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 No.302164[Reply]

Does anyone here struggle with alcohol, or have managed to quit?

It used to be a good coping mechanism for me, but it seems the older I've gotten the worse it feels, and it's become detrimental to my health and the way I behave around people. Easily annoyed, constantly starting shit, tired all the time, strange pains. And I was still getting worse, fast.

This has been a wake-up call and I'm realizing I need to quit before it's too late. Though that's easy for me to say now when I'm still feeling bad, and I fear the cravings will come back strong, but I know I've got to try.

Curious to hear others experience with this.
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 No.303163

>>302637
Because this could mean a beer (330ml) each day, or chugging 2.4L on any given day of the week.

 No.303344

>>303153
same situation
i just drink anyway lmao
and sometimes it goes away
it depends on how severe your GERD is

 No.303691

>>303344
It's gotten worse with age, will probably fuck up my esophagus if I'm not careful. at its worst it feels like there's molten lava in my chest. so i've been cutting back.

i've tried anti-acid tablets but it makes it worse in the long term i noticed, better to just drink a lot of water - and never imbibe on an empty stomach.

 No.303722

>>303691
I had a GERD-like booshi back in 2019


in 2020, I realised it was the "not so spicy" spicy food from work that was doing the inflaming stuff to me

 No.304933

>>303691



ok, just in case


try to eat 1 source of carbs only per month or, at least, week:

switch between:
rice/pasta+bread+buns/buckwheat "kasha"

to rule out undiagnosed GLUTEN stuff


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 No.301044[Reply]

I'm nervous because I've tried so many times and it never worked.

I recently worked alone on the backend of a course project, barely sleeping and also helping with the frontend. Before the deadline, my hands were shaking from anxiety and lack of sleep, which made my stuttering worse. Still, I finished the project (ASP.NET + Angular) and got 11 out of 12 points - almost a perfect score.

But our frontend guy only got 12 points for a beautiful cover, while I was fixing bugs, creating the backend and connecting everything via API. After all this, I was given even more assignments, and now I can't focus on my own projects. Everyone acts like they know what I should do, but I want to do what I want. I have a few personal projects, but they never moved beyond testing.

What frustrates me the most is the uncertainty - I never know if I will succeed. The chances of failure seem huge. The military pressure makes it worse - if I do nothing, I am sent to war (death sentence), or thrown out on the street, or harshly judged.

Thoughts of suicide used to come a few times a year; now it is almost every day. I do not want to live like this. I am too weak mentally to die, but I feel like I am just existing without hope. On top of that, I am burdened by old wounds and a burning desire to take revenge for all the humiliations I have suffered.

Also, I stutter. Most people don’t really care about it and just ignore it, which is actually good. But a few still mock me, including relatives, saying things like, “If you don’t like it, don’t stutter, or it’s embarrassing for me.”
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 No.302356

>having a job
There's your problem.

 No.302895

>>301044
>But our frontend guy only got 12 points for a beautiful cover, while I was fixing bugs, creating the backend and connecting everything via API. After all this, I was given even more assignments, and now I can't focus on my own projects. Everyone acts like they know what I should do, but I want to do what I want. I have a few personal projects, but they never moved beyond testing.

>But our frontend guy only got 12 points for a beautiful cover

He's probably "full-on assburger" about design too - don't waste your nerves on him. His "beautiful" cover probably also involves avoiding bullshit features with un-intuitive names - shit youll find in mediocre AIMP4 skins let alone wonky websites.

 No.303758

You following the treaded path which can not only let you down but also drain you along they way.

Learn Human Design, you bunch of noobs. Learn why whatever shit you are doing now will never work while your bodies cry it even if things make sense the opposite way in your thoughts.

I stopped applying for wagecuck holes and I hate not having done it from the very start. How is it that I am anxious only when I seek "a future" as a wagecuck, but totally smooth while I neet?

Suck the world dry. They deserve it.

 No.304897

>>301044
still here?

 No.304930

>>302141
>4. you have a safe place to sleep


we don't know if his neighbour is a crazy junkie of sorts or a cat killa mad lad


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 No.224187[Reply]

Why are they so frowned upon here?ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ
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>>227422
It's about recognizing the looming threat of stags and their succs staring a yet another kraut-tier crusade, then.


Thing is, in the age of worsening economy, theyre merely trying to stimulate the economy (ol' good consumerism) and thus they keep hinting people like you - once content with not consuming a yet another product - are supposed to be outcasted

 No.227437

>>227423
I can relate. My parents broke up so violently I kinda refuse to "improooooove", "overcome" and "prosper"-as-in-procreate
also
I refuse to have "sexo!" without love to avoid a scenario where oxytocine will spark this very "love!" thingy… Only to make this very thing of spawning a yet another person of similar confusion about life.


I don't really trust myself in that regard. This very "try, maybe you'll like it, no need to be a prude" slogan of yobs is literally the trap to avoid.

 No.227440

God on line, keep your pants on!

Wizards, he has his HAT and thus is a wizard. Crab, he has his KEYBOARD, and thus he is a crab.

Nice day to you.

 No.227460

>>227422
>the black pill studies proving that i'm objectively subhuman
wtf are you talking about?

 No.227474

>>227434
>staring

*starTing


/wiz/

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 No.227246[Reply]

Hiya fellas, been some time since I posted here or even lurked here. Loneliness brought me back here (and a bottle of wine, haha). I'm soon 29 years old, almost wiz status, still living at home with my parents who are getting old and I never worked a day in my life, don't know anything about the ""real"" world pretty much.

I just realized recently that I'm kind of a borderline-schizoid nutcase with some antisocial and narcissistic characteristics. Yeah, I thought psychology was just some some jewish bullshit too for a long time but recently I started to think that maybe there's SOME truth to it. So yeah, I don't want to work, don't want to be a productive member of a society that hates me, I came to acknowledge the fact that I'm predestined to be some kind of criminal character or someone who is deemed crazy by society. Either way, I will spend my life (after my parents are gone) either in some insane asylum or some kind of prison, under the the constant supervision of normalfags and among people who act like animals…Yeah, I accepted this fate of mine. I don't want to live the normalfag life of working and just getting along with everyone…That sounds boring as hell. I crave some kind of excitement. I don't know what exactly but I've been reading about criminals recently and I felt like I found where I belong…I'm pretty sure after my parents are gone I will be forced to either be a common thief or to get into random fights with norms over trivial bullshit, so anyway I will end up in some cage, living like some animal. Fuck this life, but to tell the truth my depression disappeared almost completely over the years. I just accepted my fate, sort of.

Sorry for the blogpost, just wanted to vent kind of.
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 No.227394

>>227332
There are racial differences among criminals too, it's useless to deny this. Certain races are more prone to certain crimes or behave in a different way when committing X crime.

The "white hustle culture" you speak about became mainstream in the post-segregation culture where races get mixed together and so whites start to copy black or brown habits (or vice versa). Even FBI criminologists acknowledge race differences among criminals, like white sexual offenders showed more sophistication in their crimes than non-whites who just went around raping/killing their victims usually.

 No.227397

>>227392
I think the political background of "sluggish schizophrenia" still lingers here - as if Soviet psych-s wanted to cover their asses from their past (we dindu nuffin! they WERE something-something SCHizo) and keep that "ur mom g– schizo" card handy.

 No.227401

>>227397
On further inspection it seems schizotypal is a western concept, that "sluggish schizophrenia" was somewhat integrated into in Russia in the post-USSR

 No.227466

>>227277
A jobs a job, criminal or not. Drug dealers are mailmen. Why wouldn't you take the legal alternative and not have to worry about the consequences? It's not worth the hassle, and it's actually more difficult than living legally. Don't be an edge lord. Don't make it difficult for yourself. Get a nice hobby like painting and try to think positively. You think like a troubled teenager, you don't have to join the unjust because it's common. You're just throwing shit on the pile. You probably just need to take medication for whatever condition you have. Sometimes it's as simple as that. Antipsychotics or mood stabilizers.

 No.227473

>>227401

Could use a reference to check myself

Otherwise, ill be stuck with a feeling it's this:

You made this?
*grabs*
I made this


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 No.60906[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Thread for discussing games you're currently playing.

>What games are you playing?
>What games have you recently purchased?

Previous thread:
>>57966
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 No.63355

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>>60906
I gave Jurassic Park 2 on Game Boy a run out of curiosity… and ended up playing through most of it, the only reason I didn't play until completion was because it has limited continues and they ran out because I suck at video games. I couldn't put it down, it made me feel like a kid again, it's rare for me to have this feeling nowadays, I recommend it if you enjoy this IP.

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>>60906
I'm giving Garfield: Caught in the Act on SEGA Genesis a try after hearing mixed things about it, overall I agree with the general sentiment that the presentation is where this title shines, but the gameplay isn't bad, just not great, it's decent and the directio it goes with its aesthetic, OST and level themes/gimmicks make up for its few shortcomings, at least so far really.

 No.63362

been replaying the classic games on the 360, recently finished the campaign of MW2 and now im playing Assassin's Creed.

 No.63372

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>>63361
I just finished this and the Game Gear port too, moving onto the Lost Levels next. I really enjoy it overall, it's decent, good even, but nothing amazing, I wouldn't replay it often, but I'm glad I played it, the themes and aesthetics alone are worth it.

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>>60906
I'm replaying Batman: Return of the Joker on Game Boy. It's a fantastic title that feels way more like a sequel to Sunsoft's NES Batman than the NES version of Batman: Return of the Joker, also it's almost like Sunsoft knew they'd lose the license over to the folks at Konami and made their own sequel to Tim Burton's canon, I don't mind though since it's a fun time really.

I'd say my main issue is the difficulty, a few specific parts are just BS, only ever beat it on "Easy".


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 No.63100[Reply]

Your opinion on recent anime-themed Chinese videogames?


pic somewhat rel
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 No.63231

>>63190
>We're wizards. We would only be tolerated without full acceptance in a church or other physical third spaces for normalfags.

>without

WITH, maybe?

 No.63234

I'd play them if they didn't have such bland storylines, I tried playing Genshin and ZZZ for a few minutes but I got annoyed by the slow pacing and snoozer storytelling, the only thing I want to do is to look at the beautiful succubi and nothing else since it's the only thing these games excel at. I just look at fanarts people make of the games online since it's all about aesthetics anyway, it's still a pity that some of the best artists and animators out there are getting hired by the gacha companies since that's where the good money is at, imagine all that talent being used in quality games the likes of Nier Automata.

 No.63235

Shitty gameplay most of the time, way too many cutscenes, basically pay2win. There's no reason to play most of them.

 No.63237

>>63236
baesd

 No.63373

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>>63164
This.

I love the objectification of succubi so much.


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 No.53574[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What are some hobbies that don't involve consuming anything? You purchase a 1 time item and very rarely if ever have to replace it. Learning yo-yo tricks would be a consumptionless hobby in this case. There are obviously thinks like whistling or playing the spoons too. The idea is it has to make as little foot print as possible while being something you can develop and grow at. Drawing wouldn't count because you need paper.
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 No.70003

>>69010
>I have no money for a bicycle because my partetns don't support me and din't find me a good job.
Same.
SAME!!!
*sobs*
> But even if I had money I'm too tired for riding

OK< so, I got a job and such.
I cannot be arsed to maintain my old bike, so maybe you're right.

 No.70231

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Playing cards are almost like a video game console. There are thousands of single and multiplayer games you can play with one deck. More if you have two or four. You can invent your own games, throw in dice or coins or whatever complex mechanics you can dream up. I enjoy playing different variants of solitaire. You can turn on music or the TV in the background if needed.

 No.70232

>>70231
tbf you could probably do running competitions, archery, javelin throws, etc in the hippodrome

 No.70235

>>69982
I have flatest feet possible, so much it is now ruins my knees. But back when I attempted sports, I bought soft yet bouncy insoles that were tremendously helpful.

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>>53574
I'd count drawing if you go for digital, get a tablet and a stylus, and then you're good to go! Even cheaper ones work well, I use a cheap used tablet and a capacitive stylus.


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 No.49308[Reply]

Any wizards play yugioh?

I collect the cards, though I don't really play the game. I'm 26 and still live with my parents as a hikki, so my parents are trying to force me to get a hobby to get me out of the house so I"m thinking of playing the game at my local card shop
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 No.69386

>>69385
black luster soldier

 No.69458

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>>69384
It really is quite slow. On one hand it's good since it feels more grounded and we get a bigger sense of community compared to bigger imageboards, on the other hand sometimes it's a bit… too slow, like things never pick up a proper pace with the exception of a few boards and/or threads. I personally love it here, but not as my main imageboard, I prefer the pace of something like the slower 4chan boards, slow enough for it to not be overwhelming, fast enough for things to actually get somewhere more often too.

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lol

 No.70233

It's one of my only vices. The complexity and the "lawyer game"isms are addicting.
I think newcomers are so frequently repulsed by their expectations rather than the (modern) game itself. I'd describe it thusly:
There are two roles, the unmovable object (1st turn player), and the unstoppable force (2nd turn player). Your deck will be optimized to fulfill one of these roles, to an extent unlike any other card available, like a well oiled machine.
I like to visualize duels as two great kingdoms at total war readying their forces for a single decisive battle, rather than the gradual, drawn out conflicts seen in games like magic

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>>49308
I finished playing Yu-Gi-Oh! Duel Monsters II: Dark Duel Stories on GBC. I love the simplicity in its structure and rules, and the artwork is stunning! I recommend it to any fan of the IP, especially those that prefer the classic stuff, shorter turns, and Duelist Kingdom styled rules, it's fantastic.


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 No.226391[Reply]

Drawing/piano are two hobbies I've agonized over since early high school. Both are the only means I can think of that could help me properly express myself, or at least give me the brain-coolant I so desperately need to continue functioning.
Piano specifically is nothing but blackpill after blackpill. As a guy with a fucked up back/arms from years of neanderthal autism posture + stupid job giving me arthritis, I'll never be able to play the piano at a master level. I feel like there's no point in even continuing.
Drawing is something where there's very little joy in learning the fundamentals, and of course not being very smart or blessed with visual memory kills most of my motivation to draw anything at all.
Every other hobby is either an extension of the two, or a boring waste of time.
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>>226396
Don't worry anon. I enjoyed the thread and I can relate to not knowing what to do with my free time

 No.227468

Try to use Esochannealogy: https://wizchan.org/b/res/1029560.html
We have an esochannealogical cell in this chan. Esochannealogy is esoteric Chan culture. You use these archives in AI.

 No.227469

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>>226391
You could just be a dabbler. Achieve novice level in a bunch of different shit. Eventually, you might land on something you are 99th percentile at if you try enough hobbies. There might be some obscure thing that nobody but you is good at.

You might find success even within the field of art because fundamentals are only part of the equation. You might be great at design or something highly stylized or abstract. This is real Rob Renzetti concept art btw.

 No.227470

OP here. I forgot all about this thread, and I haven't visited WC since I wrote it. Weird to see it right at the top of /wiz/. Anyway-
I got diagnosed with ADHD, and I'm going to be talking to the doctor about that in a few days. I scored terribly on the various visual-spatial processing tests I was given during my evaluation, which leaves me feeling somewhat vindicated, since at least now I know
>you just hate drawing actually
>you're too unskilled and poorly disciplined to draw, even for fun
isn't exactly true. I'm going to wait to be prescribed some kind of ritalin, and take it from there I guess. I haven't played piano in months, but I've stuck with drawing. Maybe that'll change in the future, since I like both, but you know the saying about the guy who chases too many hares and nadonado.

 No.227471

>>227470
>I'm going to wait to be prescribed some kind of ritalin, and take it from there I guess.

The you can burn out and finally admit you hate both art and music at 10x the speed. A solid plan if you ask me. Might as well get that shit out of the way.


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 No.54625[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Previous thread: >>25265
>The Stanford Encyclopedia of Philosophy organizes scholars from around the world in philosophy and related disciplines to create and maintain an up-to-date reference work.
https://plato.stanford.edu/index.html
>List of unsolved problems in philosophy
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_unsolved_problems_in_philosophy
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 No.69653

>>69493
Yesterday, I was reading an article that forwards this answer:
>The philosophy is thus established as an art of existence to learn, precisely, how to live.
This makes me think that everybody can do philosophy because it is a way to face our everyday issues.
>if you're a brainlet you need everything be told by others
See above, I said "do philosophy", not "learn philosophy". I did this because I think the value of philosophy is not in what we are thaught, but in how we reflect.
The value is in the processing we do that then creates a change in how we face life. Note, that, if you take it this way, it doesn't really matter if you agree with the big shots like Plato or some Harvard PHd.
The same article then continues:
>It is, again following Hadot, a way of existence characterized by three fundamental aspects: spiritual peace (ataraxia), inner freedom (autarkeia), and cosmic consciousness (megalopsuchia) or the awareness of belonging to the entire human community.
(translated by chatgpt btw)

 No.69656

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>>69634
Updated version. I'd happily answer your questions about it.

 No.70213

>>69312
The purpose of life is to enjoy it as much as you can. Most people have children because it's what everyone else does.

 No.70227

Who are the most recent popular philosophers and what are they saying?

 No.70242

>>69656
In common speech volition is seen as the same as Will. Yet it is inside the Representation circle, which is itself inside the Will circle.


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 No.318263[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

This might as well be the end. Jannies are abandoning ship and even if they open back again they won't be able to replace them because nobody will risk a doxx. Nobody will moderate the site, their source code got leaked almost entirely there's no way they will be back up again. This is the end of an era. Share your feelings regarding the site here, let this thread be a farewell to 4chan.
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 No.322406

>>322401
real humanities degrees are widely considered useless, not to mention my superstitious self-taught knowledge. I wish I was interested in practical things, such as soldering or furniture repair.

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>>322406

 No.322624

New 4chan captcha is kinda fun

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>>322407

 No.322628

>>322624
im so low iq that one of the reasons i gave up on 4chan years back was cuz the captchas were too hard. if its fun now, i'll take a look.


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