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 No.43896[Reply]

Sometimes I wish I were a yukkuri creature.

No thoughts, head easy, "yu!" all day.
Yuuuuuu…
Just want to take it easy…
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 No.43906

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>>43902

maybe. But you would be a wizard yukkuri.

You would throw a fireball at the uneasy mohawk anon easy!

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 No.43908

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I accidentally a wizard Lain-chan … or is it? I don't seem to understand.

Moar wizchan x lainchan pics ?


(one pic is unupscales, another's upscaled with AI)

 No.43909

>>43908
>Moar wizchan x lainchan pics
No, we're not on the same wavelength as those ironyschizo transvestites.

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 No.70039[Reply]

I've been coping with drugs for years, yes I know it's unhealthy and illegal and no I don't give a fuck.

Discuss.

 No.70040

Not a hobby.



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 No.296511[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

This is the classic "suicide general", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards, quite different from that other thread in the catalog.

I'm currently 26, almost 27 (rings a bell?). And I can't take it anymore. I will soon depart from life through hanging. I haven't done it yet because I live in a shithole and there are always people around making noise and being nosy. I will just wait till it's very quiet so I can go to the woods and end this miserable existence.

I don't care if it might "get better". Existence itself is a curse and we're all gonna die anyway. I've read enough pessimist books and life affirming books and I side with the former. I don't need your compansion, because the thought that I will soon disappear is the only thing that makes me happy. I'm not even sad because of this.
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>>296511
So I bought an Helium tank last week and tried to see how it would work: it was bad.
It lasted 10 minutes and I had to open the valve more two times to make it last those 10 minutes (the tank loses pressure, after a while nothing comes out of it anymore and you obviously can't keep opening it while unconscious)
I've already thought to buy more tanks but if they do not last enough time all it will do is just a permanent brain damage.
So what's the solution?

Anyway, helium is great, it really tastes of nothing and it probably is the best method if you manage to make it work properly.
The last party lol

 No.303527

>>303526
Be careful using helium meant for balloons. It may be mixed with oxygen to prevent asphyxiation. You're better off using nitrogen. Find the forum >>303381 mentioned, there's a guide there on inert gas asphyxiation.

 No.303530

>>303529
an old copy pasta, from i dont remember where:

Charcoal method. Hibachi chimney starter, premium charcoal as in briquettes, not lumpwood. The quality briquettes have a bit less carbon content, however they smoulder for longer + are easier to light.
Light the charcoal *only* with the chimney starter, not lighter fluid.
this ensures briquettes that'll burn at the same rate nicely.
You'll want the charcoal to be fully white, which takes a good 25 minutes or maybe even twice that amount of time.
When ready, dump em over in a portable charcoal grill. Dont cover it with the lid and remember the charcoal needs to be turned fully white. Now move in with your favored drink or benzo and pass out. Or wait 20 minutes before going into the enclosed space like a well sealed tent.

Location is important of course.
Dont do this in an apartment complex.
There are carbon detectors all over the place + it may risk others.
Other options are: rental minivan,
tents needs a flysheet build into the groundsheet to avoid air gaps. Look for a tent with a HH rating of 3000mmhh or more.. this is a measure of waterproofness. You dont want the heat from the grill to melt the tent, so one big enough for 3-4 persons is better. Place the grill on bricks and lay an extra layer around the edge. This is required, otherwise the tent floor may melt.
Only use a brand new grill, do not cook food with it. it would ruin the whole ritual. Supposedly carbon poisoning will byspass your survival instinct, just knocking you out, however using benzo such as xanax, valium, antivan, or klonopin mixed with strong alcohol should knock you out fast.

 No.303531

>>303527
> Find the forum >>303381 mentioned, there's a guide there on inert gas asphyxiation.
You mean the one that just the other day was ousted as being a troll honeypot ran by negro "femcels"?

 No.303675

Why is everyone talking only about hanging, heights, guns and drugs? Is this all there is? Hanging is the only viable method when you have little money.

I'm more interested in some learning resources. I can't believe nobody explored the topic of poisons, I'm very much interested in the results. Poison sounds like overall the smartest choice.


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 No.302510[Reply]

I fucking loathe being autistic, I fucking hate how I can have articulate thoughts in my head yet can only muster and spew out the same few fucking phrases irl because I’m caught off guard and don’t know what to say

I hate how pathetic I am, I’m so fucking clumsy, my hand coordination is awful. Im always dropping shit which only makes me look like more of a retard

Most of all I hate the way other people look at me, there two “looks” I get from people. The first is the pitiful one. They see how pathetic I am, how socially inept, awkward and harmless I am and take pity on me like they would with a dementia patient. The other “look” is the hateful/judgmental one. They assume due to my awkwardness, my uncanny demeanour, ugly face and lack of height that I’m some kind of freak/someone to be suspicious of. They look at me like I’m some kind of sex pest/serial killer when all I’m doing is just existing

I put in the effort, I workout every day, I eat well, I keep good hygiene, I try, lord knows I fucking try, but I have to ask what’s the point? It won’t change anything. I can’t cure this awful plague of the mind I was born with, I’ll never be accepted or even tolerated by normies so why make an effort? Why try in life and work hard when I don’t even get the slightest bit of respect from the people around me? Part of me wants to just stay in my room stuffing my face with junk food and playing vidya all day but if I did that I’d only be more miserable.

Any other wizards have this condition? If so how do you cope with it?
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>>303621
>they only evidently have better psychological resilience
In the same way a wild boar is immune to the mating howl of a wolf. Autism enjoyers aren't necessarily 'resistant" to propaganda so much that the most prevalent media and propaganda is specifically targeted towards those without a developmental disorder. It's only a matter of making propaganda that targets the distinct brainwaves and interests of those who took the autism pill. And yes that is happening en masse; what's being propagandized is every genre of faggotry known to man. Just about every self-proclaimed haver of autism you can find online is echoing the same few lines of degeneracy that the corporations have tricked them in to believing. LGBT this, men can become succubi that, a little bit of "black lives matter" (LOL!)… This kind if "love wins" propaganda reaches the hearts of the mentally retarded so it is being pushed on to the autistic statistic hard. It's working.

 No.303635

>>303617
The only way autism hurt me was getting taken advantage of by others. But the +

Neetbux
Free bus pass
Aide worker that cleans/grocerie shops (can hang and play switch)
Activity aide that does whatever i want

 No.303667

>>303635
Neetbux? Aides?

Ahahaha.

In Moscow, they would rather slap some "you're a stoopid laazy bafoon" booshi on me. Awful people. Awful treatment. Bonus points, they ASSOOM i cannot be a nerdy person since I am above 6 feet tall, something something jawline, something something chin.

Yuck.

Back my school days, kids would pretty much boost their ego by picking on me, the tallest guy in the class. The booshi only stopped when I started visiting gym.

SHOULD HAVE KEPT VISITING SAID GYM

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>>303622
False. Low functioning autists are specifically at risk of brainwashing, someone forcing them to become trans etc.

Google the overlap between autism and transsexuality. It is significant. The vast majority of autists are low IQ and not capable of critical thinking.

Far right extremists, trannie, frustrated gamers throwing around terroristic threats - all low functioning autists.

Only high functioning autists are immune to brainwash.
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/36996732/

 No.303674

>>303672
that's funny, because me mum have picked a very special name for me, which - together with my surname - sounds like 2 country gals' given names cramped together.

oh, and she wanted to give birth to a succubus, never did, got a schizo and a wizard instead



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 No.70025

Can this be used to decensor cencored anime succubus naked tummy area drawings? Answer me.

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/g /n {{ruu_(tksymkw)}}, happy, up close, sleepy, yukkuri, yukkuri shitteite ne, wizard had, crescent ornament, star ornament, purple hat, aesthetic, absurdres, floating, purple fog, chocolate hair, green eyes, vinyl seat, fireball

!neg lowres, bad anatomy, bad hands, text, error, missing fingers, extra digit, fewer digits, cropped, worst quality, low quality, normal quality, artifacts, signature, deer horns, watermark, username, blurry, missing arms, long neck, humpbacked, bad feet, tilt, {{{short arms}}}



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 No.319697[Reply]

This thread is for discussion of electronics addiction.
It's also for opting in and discussion of limitation or complete absitenence.
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 No.321933

>>321926
Admit to what, porn addiction?

 No.321936

>>321933
tiktok addiction, maybe
that would be more shameful here

 No.322050

>>321933
soycial media and youtube addiction

 No.322066

I have a computer addiction too. I am scared of being "sober". Any period of time when I am not distracting myself with internet or media reminds me of how much of a loser I am and the pain drives me to seek out more mindless consumption to drown it out. It's not just a matter of blocking internet access or finding a new hobby. I need to find a way to deal with this pain of sobriety first if I am to be able to do anything besides running away from it.

 No.322103

>>319697
OP, if you are stuck with Internet, try setting up a set of 90s/00s used not-so-electronics like radio/tape player

and do chores while blasting music, I dunno, an Internet radio will also do



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 No.226514[Reply]

I planned to read that literature in this order for intellectual development and understanding of how human society works:

1. Magic, Science and Religion. Malinowski
2. Human Evolution, Book 1. Alexander V. Markov
3. Human Evolution, Book 2. Alexander V. Markov
4. Primitive Culture. Tylor
5. Human Evolution, Book 3. Alexander V. Markov
6. Behave. Sapolsky
7. Determined. Sapolsky
8. What is Anthropology. Eriksen
9. The Secret of Our Success. Henrich

What's your opinion about this?
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 No.226581

>>226557
How do you explain a 13 year old who prepares for a professional match against the guy who created most modern chess openings and theories (Garry Kasparov, a highly educated doctor) by reading comic books, actually coming on top?

Do you realize the colossal difficulty of pulling that off, let alone even surviving against such a Grand Master for more than 7-8 moves as a 40 year old adult who has played all his life since childhood?

 No.226591

>>226581
>>226581
Simple.


Using emotional intelligence, not real intelligence, can go places even in chess. That's how Kasparov got OWNED by various computers. Seriously, in 1997, IBM's computer resolved its own bug by doing a *random* move. Boom. Kasparov was owned so hard he cried stuff about "cheating" - all while Karpov would pull that out

 No.226789

>>226591
Kasparov is objectively dumber than Magnussen.

Mag managed to DRAW him as a preteen child - when Kasparov was a multi-world champion fide #1 ranked grand master.

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>>226514
Make sure that you understand those concepts. Ideas (especially scientific ideas) should be used like tools to further understand the world around us. Unfortunately some people prefer to use them as tools of power.

 No.226814

>>226790
I will use all of those as tools of power.



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 No.301895[Reply]

Starting a new anti-suicide general as the original has been bump-locked.

Helping wizards to understand that persuasive feelings of suicide can be bested.

Further the discursive spirit of this thread will remain the same as the first: to counter the general luring tenor of sadness that defines all the other threads through sharing positive practical advice purposed to reducing suicidal behavior even when we feel most suicidal. Naturally, being that I started the topic, I will be the first to contribute.

(1) Know that I care about you guys deeply and sincerely. Call me a faggot, I don't care (many have already done this, to no worthwhile avail)
(2) Examine what you are eating. For example, gluten especially produces depressive/psychotic episodes in sensitive autistic individuals. Sugar also is not healthy for your brain. Delimiting ingestion of both is wise.
(3) Make sure you are getting sufficient sleep. Chronic sleeplessness or even a few days' worth of irregular sleep can seriously interfere with the clarity of our thinking.
(4) Clean up. Taking a warm shower and putting on fresh clean clothes always is refreshing and helps to break up darkened mental habits.
(5) Breathe fresh air. Open whichever windows punctuate your room and allow some wind to come in.
(6) Watch your breathing. When we are panicked, our breathing can become very disordered and we do not recognize the effect this has on our thinking. Take deep, purposeful breaths, and collect your thoughts.
(7) Respect yourself. You have done your best to survive in an awful world, and you should grant yourself forgiveness for any mistakes and the allowance to rest with a composed and balanced mind.

I've done my part. Anyone else?
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 No.303602

I've been suicidal for years. I always wondered why the demiurge made it so difficult to just quit this life. Why didn't he just include a button on the human body that could be pressed by a suffering soul to simply and painlessly escape. Probably because he's a sadistic piece of complete shit.

 No.303610

>>303332
>even if you rationally don't believe in it anymore, just believe its in your self-interest to believe
i'm not a retard so i can't do this

 No.303636

I don't know what to do. I'm around 21 and I go to uni. I've been struggling with porn use and procrastination in general. I'm also not doing too good in uni. One thing is that I just don't have any friends at all for the past 2-3 years. I feel so sad, I just feel like I'm in a deep dark pit I can't get of. The porn use is the worst, I just can't seem to get over it. There was a period around 3 years ago where I was able to give it up for around 3 months but since then it's almost always stuck with me. It's not mastrubation that's the problem, but rather the porn usage, once I start watching it in the day I just can't stop. I don't know what to do at all. I think I would feel much less sadder if I was able to masturbate alone quickly rather than watching porn for hours. On every internet platform I use I'm always a lurker, I've never told people about my problems and I don't know what to do. I feel as if I'm losing myself to all this and I just don't know what to do. There's also the problem of money, I'm not rich, and due to money problems I have to bare some problems that would be solved if I had money. This is also a reason for the depression, and I'm not in a country where it's easy to earn money that is worth it in terms of the time that you spend earning it and that is in the scenario that you're able to find work in the first place which is already a tough scenario. I don't know why I'm typing all this here, maybe it's because this place has people similar to me. Rather than talking to me about how to solve my problems, it would be better if I was able to talk to just someone in general or someone who was able to get to a better place, I already know how to try to solve my problems, but I just can't bring myself to take these steps. I'm pretty sure I'm addicted to the internet, it's all just a host of things that have been festering inside my head for years, like a bad fridge you don't clean out. I don't exercise either because it is a bit inconvenient for me. I also have a very minor medical problem, but I'm pretty sure it would be solved or at least slightly allievated if I just had some money, that too just kind of depresses me. I don't know how to make progress, I don't know what to do.

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>>303636
You sound like me 5-6 years ago when I started uni during the first wave of lockdowns. Was awesome at first, not leaving the house and playing games all day but soon I started exclusively living on the computer. Porn usage went up, just grinding games mindlessly without enjoyment etc. I still deal with porn addiction and procrastination and still haven't finished my degree yet. Similar to you I am somewhat socially isolated and have nobody to talk to about this in real life on a level that goes deeper than self deprecating jokes about "I hate my life I am useless lmao". You say you know what steps you need to take to solve your problems but be careful that you are actually treating the cause, not just the symptom. Porn addiction, like all addictions are often just a coping strategy for unmet emotional needs. Until you figure out what those are (what material do you usually jerk off to, what kinds of feelings are you trying to avoid when you boot up porn etc) you will be powerless to stop the addiction. I had to realize that my porn usage is as compulsive because I trained myself at a young age that my sexuality was a bad thing and that succubi don't want anything to do with it. So porn became the only outlet. Then as I got older and more isolated, other things got added like feeling loved, having someone else take control (especially when IRL you always feel like you're struggling just to survive) and so on. So now I can at least name the things that trigger the addiction and I can try to deal with those. Progress is slow and life goes on. If you are not a normal with a social circle, regular things will be much harder for you. Try to finish your degree if you think it's worth anything on the job market later, even if it takes you longer. I tried getting out of academia and into a job and always got rejected, likely because they just saw a failed student who was too old. So beware of that. Otherwise make up your mind and quit now if you can find an okay job that will bring you stability. But in my estimation, you need to do some deep emotional introspection before you start to act. Godspeed

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>>303638
thank you for this



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 No.303254[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post here if you don't have enough to say for a new thread, but it's too depressing for the crawl thread.
/wiz/ tier room setups edition.
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 No.303662

Got the "life is beautiful" talk again. Just saved my breath and didn't respond this time.
Most people havent realized that their lives dont facilitate any kind of need. Im sitting here on my day off bored as hell. Like woohoo i get to do laundry and play video games for the 10 billionth time. Ive tried so many creative endeavors and have gotten zero reward back out it. Life is soooo beautiful. (Roll the footage of baby turtles getting eatin by seagulls)

 No.303663

I bet I can do the things I want to do if I try. I just don't feel like trying.

 No.303665

>>303607
>The only real way I can change my life trajectory would be to move to completely different place and change my appearance, maybe with plastic surgery if I had the money

How is that going to help?
As an older guy it's a lot harder to make bonds of any significance. Starting from 0 can be worse in some cases than starting from negatives I feel.

 No.303670

>>303662
Life is about manipulating yourself into caring about shit that doesn't matter so that your focus gets tunnel visioned to the point that you don't notice your life slipping by at a rapid pace. That's the goal. Your brain is a villainous piece of shit and it is only by your own machinations that it will ever hand you a crumb of peace. If you see people that appear happy or driven, that's what it is, they are running on successful delusion. Your inability to for example enjoy videogames more likely has shit to do with basic physical attributes of your lifestyle like accumulated stress and the rituals around which you conduct these activities such as the when and where of play than it does anything else. Meaning is a scam that is only worth as much as you can lie to yourself, but your physical body WILL submit to physical changes.

 No.303671

>>303670
>Your brain is a villainous piece of shit
Fucking accuarate, dropping out of society made me feel very happy and content initially but the brain didn't like it very much so I have to self-destruct now.


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 No.226809[Reply]

Sometimes I wish I were a yukkuri creature.

No thoughts, head easy, "yu!" all day.
Yuuuuuu…
Just want to take it easy…

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 No.226811

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life's scary

just wanted to take it easy

uneasy humans say everyone has to form connections

but easy yukkuri can take it easy, right?

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eeeeeeh?!

 No.226813

Moved to >>>/jp/43896.



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 No.226682[Reply]

More often than not I find myself having problems with experiencing proper passage of time. Sometimes I think how X was so long ago, only to discover it happened just two or three months ago, while at the other hand things that I think of as "recent" are already couple of years old. Since I always have "something to do", days pass very quickly at unnoticeable pace. Everything post covid feels off, everything turns into an uniform past that was both "recently" and "a long time ago" and I don't feel like I'm making memories, just it's stuff I remember, if you get what I mean.

 No.226683

>Everything post covid feels off
Did you get vaxxed? having problems with experiencing proper passage of time is a symptom of the vaccine. If you're having such experiences, it's a sign that you likely only have about two more weeks to live.

 No.226687

>>226683
>If you're having such experiences, it's a sign that you likely only have about two more weeks to live.
Man, I wish that lie were true.

 No.226688

>>226683
Anon, it has been five years. When will you guys stop believing that the jab was some kind of a weapon of mass destruction?

 No.226689

>>226688
>When will you guys stop believing that the jab was some kind of a weapon of mass destruction?
Two more weeks

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look, they did not invent wristwatches for nothing.



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 No.220422[Reply]

Okay, Almost all of us here barely have any friends IRL, me included (I am sure at least half of us here are fine with that), But what about online Socialization? even the biggest Hikikomoris socialize online, the issue is that I f*g can't relate to people online, even in circles that are meant for "losers" and "outcasts", even if i like many people there and we can somewhat get along, I still feel that I do not belong there and that we live in entirely different worlds, And I do not play online games, nor post in any other imageboard aside of this, I always feel home here, unlike anywhere else online, so it's comfy here, but somewhere like 4trannies? hell no, it really hits when my former online friends are advancing in life and starting romantic relationships and I am left in the same exact place (not negatively) it's when I realize that I don't belong around them and I am only going to relate to them less and less with the time, and I hate it when they try to get me to change my way and try to talk to me about "getting a G.F" and escaping wiz/apperantice-hood so i decide to just abandon them and live inside of my own mind bubble comfortably
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>>220422
The good old times are decidedly over for me. Internet is now full of kids and their idiotic trends, normalfags, flooded with corporate shit, IRCs are full of nothing these days, nothing really interesting to contribute. Also, when I remember that online "friends" are regular people offline. As it gets increasingly difficult to socialize through chats, since most users are simply obnoxious as fuck, the only acceptable form of interaction for an oldfag wizard is to talk with the fragments of his own psyche and eventually interact in anonymous forums and very specific imageboards.

 No.225647

>>225630
It is wizcord in name only, that place is filled with crabs and failed normies that pretend to be wizzards and when they are told of what they really are they get mad about it, nobody cares anymore about wizardry not even the server admin, some of them constantly write how much they want to marry and have kids and lots of them are gay trannies

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>>225647
cuz yur not in the real one stupid

 No.226806

>>220422
use AI chatty botty as your worty potty.

 No.226807

>>220422
>it's when I realize that I don't belong around them and I am only going to relate to them less and less with the time, and I hate it when they try to get me to change my way and try to talk to me about "getting a G.F" and escaping wiz/apperantice-hood so i decide to just abandon them

Frick krautchan


>>220578

>fediverse

>fed
>diverse

axaxaxaxa quite a name, C0MR4D3



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 No.302233[Reply]

All my life I believed that studying guaranteed a future, a job, comfort, and a certain circle of good people from a certain social class that was educated and maybe healthy and more good compared to the environment I was born into (I saw this with other people and i knew this vision was true)
I am in my first year of college studying to be a teacher, and the people I have met here are not exactly nice to me. I am not interested in being social, but I still feel like an outcast. I no longer have the motivation to study and the idea of getting a degree is… lost.
>but why anon?
I joined a group here out of a mixture of obligation and necessity, I've seen that the people in my group interact, talk, converse, and get together, and I can see perfectly how everything flows naturally for them, as if there were some kind of magnetic attraction between them. they even interact with each other to form romantic relationships, they share personal things and I feel that they empathize with each other.
>And anon? just ignore it a do your things
I feel so fucking out of place like a alien around humans. It's as if I were cursed and i know they know and are paranoid know it. The truth is that pretending to be sociable no longer works for me. It's as if they knew that I wasn't normal. I noticed them saying too much to me things like
>you're very serious and responsible (when I asked someone how they saw me)
>you're very quiet (when the others wouldn't stop talking, I just listened because I didn't have anything… to say)
>Why do you isolate yourself so much from others? (when I was honest and refused to have a picture of me taken, i dont like photos)
and I thought I could ignore it, but I can't And I swear that every damn time they ignore me or say something like this to me, it hurts.
I was doing well with my studies, but those last few weeks I had to interact more socially with my group, and I realized that I'm awful. I don't know if I don't have a personality, but that last thing they said about me isolating myself from other hurt me so much because I don't know how the hell to act. It's as if I had dehumanized myself, automatically becoming an outcast, a gypsy, or the Jew of the group. Maybe I messed up my teenage years and didn't have normie experiences like everyone elPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.302835

>>302259
THOSE ARE THE MOST HUMANITARIAN CARREER PROSPECTS IMAGINABLE


And OP is probably a "normal" introvert rather than a "proper" neurodiverted awootist

 No.302837

>>302233
>I don't know if I don't have a personality
that is your personality, a weird guy :)

 No.302839

normalfag

 No.302842

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>>302233
What made you want to be a teacher in the first place? Did you have an internship yet? You do know that middle and high schoolers are 20000% worse than adult normalfags right? Unless you're confident and witty your next 50 years working as a teacher will be a hell of getting made fun of by zoomers every working hour and yelling to get them to shut up and listen because if those retards don't graduate, you get the axe, and suddenly all the pedagogy that you studied will mean nothing (because it really means nothing). Fucking quit dude, I'm serious.

>>302259
Nah it sucks shit. I went straight to doing a master's after college to, ironically, teach college classes myself and while actually teaching the classes was fun, spending time with the absolute retarded dorks that are your fellow teachers, and especially grading tests and homework, really aren't worth it. The first year was fun but even in my second year, realising I would be using the same lesson plan for the rest of my career was enough to be suicide fuel. I quit after that and pivoted to a CS postgraduate degree in Austin. Now I work from home watching youtube videos for 5 hours or more a day making more than triple what I earned previously. Thinking about becoming a private tutor for fun though.

The only upside I can see is that in college, the students generally shut their asses up when you explain something to them.

 No.303669

bump with a sad "if i could re-run it":


should have spent 4 years learning how to twist nuts and earn $$$ by renovating some rich folks' apartments downtown.



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 No.8029[Reply]

Anyone else interested in producing music or noise?
Post what you've made or interesting things related to the topic.
I feel very out of water in making art so I usually just program a patch and see if I can make it sound interesting for a few seconds.
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 No.10799

b u m p

 No.10800

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hey im new to this thread,

>>8039
this is stimulating
>>8867
nice

 No.10819

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Argentinian brainrot.

 No.10841

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yeah its fun
im too impatient for electronic stuff i need to just go at stuff. drum programming is my least favorite part.

 No.10848

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used some free accordion patches, felt pretty good



/dep/

 No.296567[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Whitepillers don't have a retort for autism. You can get a good degree, pursue your hobbies and work on your self esteem but if you have autism you will never make it in this anti-autistic world, Life is all about one thing. Being born without autism. If you're born without autism the normies will make excuses for you, help you out, share money with you, give you 100 chances, etc. Meanwhile if you have autism you're evil and creepy just for existing and blinking the wrong way. Everybody gets to live for free except autists and only autists who are given this fake ass "you gotta pull yourself up by your bootstraps and make your life" "you gotta amount to something" "innovation" story. Shit that literally no one else has to follow.
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 No.303209

>>303206
that doesnt contradict what i said at all, in the 1990s and 2000s, Elon would be diagnosed as aspergers.

> In 1990 (coming into effect in 1993), the diagnosis of Asperger syndrome was included in the tenth edition (ICD-10) of the World Health Organization's International Classification of Diseases, and in 1994, it was also included in the fourth edition (DSM-4) of the American Psychiatric Association's Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders. However, with the publication of DSM-5 in 2013 the syndrome was removed, and the symptoms are now included within autism spectrum disorder along with classic autism and pervasive developmental disorder not otherwise specified (PDD-NOS).


the taxi uncle would also have been labeled as aspie pre-2013.

in double checking i was surprised how long its been since aspergers was dropped.

 No.303268

>>296567
It's possible to pretend to fit in but it requires being in constant pain. It sucks.

 No.303639

>>296567
>Life is all about one thing. Being born without autism.
A part of me knew that all along, even at 13 I expected that I'd end up as a hikikomori, and I was correct.
I tried self improvement, I tried "making it" I tried everything, but I got a chronic illness somewhere along the way from the stress, and my entire life crashed and burned as a result.
And sure, I take medication that makes life manageable, but if my best effort WHEN HEALTHY is not enough then what is? Needless to say, I'm just trying to live out my days in limbo, hopefully there's not too many left.

 No.303666

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I found a cozy no-colleagues job


problem is, i am terrified of the idea having this job taken away from me because… stuff.

what do?

 No.303668

>>303207
not true at all btw


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/lounge/

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 No.321660[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

PALESTINE OFFICIALLY RECOGNIZED AS A STATE OR WHATEVER. U.N RECOGNIZES THE INVASION OF THIRD-WORLDERS UPON EUROPE. YOUTUBE ANNOUNCED IT WILL BE RE-INSTATING CHANNELS BANNED BY BIDEN'S ORDERS DURING COVID AND 2024 ELECTIONS. ANTIFA DECLARED A TERRORIST SECT. ISRAEL "ONLY NATION CAPABLE" OF PLANTING CELLULAR MASS-DISRUPTION DEVICES OUTSIDE OF UN GENERAL ASSEMBLY. TIKTOK TREND SHOWS PREGNANT SUCCUBI DOWNING THERAPEUTIC LEVELS OF TYLENOL IN PROTEST OF ANNOUNCEMENT THAT DOING SO CAUSES AUTISM IN CHILDREN

Previous thread: https://archive.is/JfDla
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 No.322088

>>321993
no need to be angry at the truth, jew

 No.322095

>>322088
I mean, I'm pretty sure they are angry right now. I've never seen such coordinated effort to silence non-jews on the internet. All social media has been flooded with just jew propaganda including imageboards.

Whether they'll succeed is a different question with jeets spamming so many things. I mean, there is a reason why jeets are their favorite pets.

 No.322096

>>322095
Streetshitters love israel. I've seen videos of them trying to approach kikes, while they spray literal sewage at the jeets to no avail.

The only reason why kikes have succeeded in propaganda the past was due to ignorance. Now that people have access to the internet, propaganda loses strength, but censorship and global domination skyrockets in an all-time high.

We are living in interesting times.

 No.322100

>american politics

 No.322102

>>322096
>We are living in interesting times.

I mean, they've been so evil that their ww2 sympathy has been used up.


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 No.303292[Reply]

I've seen studies where they have said that testosterone is at a historical low for many males, testosterone gives you resilience to emotional problems, makes you more competitive, more risk-taking Etc.
I've always been fat and always been highly stressed for most of my life so I'm pretty sure my testosterone has been in the toilet. When I was going through puberty I was extremely fucking horny like any other kid but that didn't really change my behavior or make me better with succubi. I was fucked up back then but I remember my feelings not taking all my attention.

Has anyone gotten testosterone replacement treatments or taken steroids how did it make you feel?
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 No.303643

>>303292
Great thread served warm straight from the gurgling bowels of nu social media news aggregates that promote hypochondria lifestyle! Don't forget to take a dozen supplements, try out a new fad diet each month and exert yourself until your heart skips beats regularly because other fellow wizzies who got brainwashed, such as >>303338, told you so.

If this works as an incentive for losing weight then good luck to you. I can tell you how it's on the other side of the fence. I feel exactly like you except I have always eaten less, I guess.

 No.303644

>>303643
>Basic health advice is all bullshit because, well.. NORMIES say it!

 No.303646

>>303643
>try out a new fad diet each month and exert yourself until your heart skips beats regularly because other fellow wizzies who got brainwashed, such as >>303338.

Go ahead and be a whiny retarded faggot who doesn't want his life to change. but dont complain when your problems dont solve themselves

Like I said high T isn't permanent. There are ups and downs naturally. If a lot has to be done then grit your teeth and get it done. Relaxation feels that much better when it's earned in effort and sweat. sometimes through scrapes and bruises. Even children know this

People often wish they had high T, or lie about it online, but it exists for a reason and compels you into action. If you think this is some normie platitude then rot. Just keep rotting because there is no other option for you

 No.303656

>>303655
image sauce??

 No.303664

>>303656
>>303656
based on Mafumafu (singer)



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 No.43017[Reply]

wizards who went to japan, can you share with us your travel please? I like to hear people's voyages, it's like I was there. don't forget to share any details and your best moments too. Tell us what you bought/bring from japan and what did you eat or activites you've done there!
if you have pics, please share them too, I would save them in my folder :3

 No.43876

>there are no replies



sad bump ;_;

 No.43895

>>43876
thank you bumping my thread. I even forgot it existed



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 No.53500[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

I honestly haven't put any effort in gardening this chili plant, I just placed the seeds in the pot with dirt and this how it turned out a few weeks later. It's pleasuring seeing it growing day by day and im looking forward eating the chilli once its red.
It has such incredible calmness to it..

What are the small things that gives you some joy in this 'life'?
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 No.67872

>>53529
ahh yes, the tidiness emits motivation and a mood of deep focus as well. Very comfy to sleep in a clean room.

 No.67873

>>56110
idk looks kinda stupid

 No.69849

>>53549
Boston tea with molasses and boston cream pie flavor sound interesting :)

 No.69879

>>69849
>boston cream pie
heh
cream pie

 No.70034

>>53529
Yeah that is a great feeling. Sadly I make a mess in 2 days again. And it always takes me some time to get the energy to clean again. Gonna have to get better with keeping it clean next year. You get depressed living in a pigsty..


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 No.303176[Reply]

Reminder to take your vitamins, especially "fish oil" one " Vitamin D3



they say Vitamin D3, because "Vitamin D" sounds like an euphemism, kekeke
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 No.303633

>>303429
Been taking Omega 3, D3 and probiotics for a week. I feel slightly like the mental fog is lifting a bit, but that might also be because I quit caffeine two weeks back. The probiotics are throwing off my digestion a bit but nothing major.

 No.303658

>>303564
>Lately I tried a depot that has all amino acids
Care to share what exactly? I'd love to try stuff that works.

 No.303659

>>303658
Of course, I grabbed a random german one (doppel herz) it has:

L-Valin, L-Leucin, L-Isoleucin, L-Threonin, L-Methionin, L-Phenylalanin, L-Trytophan, L-Lysin, L-Histidin and non essentials are L-Arginin, L-Tytosin, L-Cystein.

You can put this into an llm to get explanations..

I've been doing this for 13 days and there is a slight difference… but also my eating habits are very bad and one sided, so it surprises absolutely nobody

 No.303660

>>303659
Thanks. I might find something similar in a DM store or something.

>but also my eating habits are very bad and one sided

Same reason I'm thinking basic vitamins worked a bit for me initially. I guess I was so deprived that anything, even low quality stuff helped.
I'm trying an iron pill now, it has 14mg iron 10mg zinc, 1mg copper(?) 1,4mg B6 some B12 and a bit of folic acid.

Doctor wasn't worried, but my blood iron is constantly on the low end so I decided to take this anyways.
Hope for something notable and that they don't mess with my BP meds.
Was drinking 2-3 energy drinks a day for a decade before and was forced to quit… That had B6 B12 too. Maybe this is the key to salvation.

 No.303661

>>303632
Depending on what you mean by "libido problems" pelvic floor exercises could go a long a way.
That was my issue. Now I can jerk it to doujins all day again if I wanted to.
The desire is lower now that I'm past 30 though. Probably natural + dopamine fatigue.



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