>>229764>Common people vs Unique personality thingYou need to know this, this is not my entire personality, there's no exist entire personality we're just us, even there's no us or me, we act in a specific way based in behaviour learned, routines, habits, beliefs, traumas or past experiences, social skill learned or not, genetics and expectancy of behaviour of other people and their beliefs on us and the way they put tags or ideas on us. There's no self or me, I found that some people say in my face "i know you dont like this so" and other people say i very talktive other very shy, other charismatic and all of that is just how they form their perspective of my personality based in their experiences and is not my true will or personality.
>how?I like fringe things like Paranormal things, woo-woo, scientific topics around this, psychonautics, mind and etc.
I shy and in general quiet and internalize or hidden a lot of emotions against normies bacause i got builded like this, and i dont have a problem with this but maybe them yes, sometimes they annoy me when they start over react based in stupidity too much. I not a subhuman and i not against human emotions or sad, happy, trippy experiences.
I not that much interesting to them and i know bacause in the moment i start to speak about my topic of interest (and i focus more in the scientific around stream of consciousness or psychonaut things bacause i try to gatekeep the fringe powers) in normie groups i know in some way they see me like a weirdo freak or insane hippie or a cultist sectarian that live in a fantasy world like Narnia or Middle Earth.
Yes, i prone to fantasy but i very grounded in the material world, sometimes when i speak about specific people of these topics the things get good and i stop to have the belief i wrote up there of thar i not that much interesting. I know i interesting to a lot of people.
I not feel unique and i have no interest to be.
I have a obbsesive interest in things that common people or normies maybe will see as a escapism or unhealthy things, but i dont consume drugs and i try to be healthy.
So, in a sense maybe i kinda like a old school normie, normies these days take drugs, pills and meds like sweets and put on them tags like white, negroe, yellow, pink, rainbow, queer, taurus, virgo
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