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 No.306157[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post here if you don't have enough to say for a new thread, but it's too depressing for the crawl thread.
ice cold edition
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 No.307037

>>307020
>>307022
No, it was almost certainly a suicide, that's very obvious from his last livestream at the library. He just snapped out of a psychosic episode and realized where he was, and talked on camera about how gross he is ruining the scene for normal people and a need to "purify himself". It's obvious by his tone and mannerisms that he was about do what he did.

He wasn't stupid, he was almost fifty and knew schizophrenics like him don't live into old age.

 No.307042

>>307037
You're speaking far too much sense. The rest of the internet will go on infantilizing the man like he didn't have his own agency as opposed to what you say.

 No.307046

>have fucked up sleep schedule
>set alarm to start waking up early
>day 1 slept for 5 hours
>day 2 slept for 6 hours
>day 3 slept for 6 hours
>day 4 too tired and slept through my alarm
>slept for 12 hours
>can't sleep early the same night because I am not sleepy at all
>ended up sleeping at 4 am or something and waking up at 12
>back to where I started and harmed my health with sleep deprivation for no reason

 No.307048

>>307036
You brought up a real issue, if you're poor you can't successfully isolate from society. You need at least 300k to live off investments.

 No.307050

>>307036
Do a van with a mattress in the back, that way if you decide to rent a place you can have a rental if you want and you're not lugging a massive caravan around.

Orchid work is pretty good seasonal labour.


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 No.301262[Reply]

It's Saturday night and I started taking a new antidepressant called Mirtazapine (15mg) on Thursday night.

This is my 10th or so attempt at a psychiatric medication. I've tried lots of therapy too.

Wish me luck anonymages. I was about to quit my job but watched some motivational videos on autoplay on Youtube for hours and as cheesy as it was, they convinced me to give this a go.

I didn't even get these prescribed recently. It was way back last year and then I just didn't take them because this particular medicine has a reputation for making people really fatigued.

It does put me to sleep. But, maybe that's ok. If it means I can find some happening apart from fapping and dreaming while I sleep.

Maybe it'll even help me turnaround my fortunes at work where it looks like I'm sliding towards a firing or just being unable to come in. Barely stopped myself raging at my boss the other day and took 2 weeks sick leave from stress afterwards. I need to swallow some humble pie come Monday and hopefully these pills help. Being off work for 2 weeks showed me I'm just as miserable and actually more so depressed, anxious and stressed not working despite all the antiwork slogans I collect.
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 No.306223

>>306219
You should never immediately trust someone because of their status or credentials.

They might have status or credentials but they are still human and as such you can never trust their intentions until you've proven them.

 No.306224

>>306223
I know. I even knew it was poison. But I was in a dark place, very young, and didn't have enough life experience to realize how much this stuff could destroy me. And most of all, I wanted to make my mother happy.
>They might have status or credentials but they are still human and as such you can never trust their intentions until you've proven them.
You are very correct.

 No.306225

>>306148
Didn't mean to sound so dramatic. I hate crabs and their brain dead ideas. The truth is that I could never kill a human being.

 No.306999

>>306219
>Stopped working out and eating healthy, I am slowly rotting and have no more will because my situation doesn't seem like it will ever get better. If it improves, that will be in many years.

It’s perfectly okay to feel this way sometimes. You don’t have to feel bad for feeling this way. However there exists no objective logical ground for you to have imposed this conclusion on yourself as a sort of certain fatalistic sentence. In my own case, I managed to (mostly, ~95%) cure my pssd within about 1.5 years of its on-set. I feel that you should be able to do the same if you remain diligent in your diet and (just as importantly) trusting in your private mind that you can be bettered and ultimately returned wholly to where you were before the ingestion of ssris.

>What do you think of TRT, reinstatement… or something else? I have been told to do keto diet. I really feel like the best thing would be to microdose shrooms, lsd


I don’t think your problems are related to circulating levels of sex hormones, especially not at your age. I know after having taken ssris and encountering genital impotence and anesthesia that my own serum levels of testosterone were essentially unchanged from the year before (suggesting that the drug had not materially altered them). I cannot speak to “microdosing shrooms” as this seems near totally impertinent to the restoration of a former normal chemical balance within your brain; if anything I would imagine introducing heavy psychogenic drugs like shrooms would only further confuse an already-confused neurochemistry.

But as to what I do think might be helpful:

1. Recall that prozac being a fluoride-based ssri will particularly lower blood levels of folate (vitamin B9). In addition to everything I already recommended above in earlier posts, I would like to advise you to make sure you are getting sufficient amounts of folate into your body everyday (preferably through a well-made and well-reviewed B-complex supplement). This will combat the likely chronic folate-lowering effects of the offending drug.

“Depressed individuals often exhibit low levels of serum and red blood cell folate.”

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 No.307049

>>306999
good advice and nice digits



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 No.314827[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Hitler's thread:
Paintings or things related to him or to national socialism.

- Painting of a castle.
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 No.323236

>>323124

where is the subscribe button, i can't find the subscribe button to this post, i can't believe i wasted this day when i could have instead contemplated this post for hours (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻

 No.323257

what a strange time is ours that the pro-monarchists will have become the revolutionaries now.

 No.323340

>>323124
>for when kikes will trigger another false flag strike

There's no way the goyim would fall for such a thing this time.

 No.323341

>>323257
Not surprisingly actually because the masses have never stood for anything

 No.323361

>>323092
Daily reminder that this US/Iran war is as fake as GOYVID19 and that Iran (like Russia, China, US, UK) is ruled by judeomasonic mafia and that the all-powerful bankers are currently uniquely absorbed in upholding an outward stage of separate belligerent nation-states prior to their coming series of false flag attacks that'll be used to legitimate the start of a major war that'll kill high numbers of goyim from all involved sides.

>inb4 schizo


Jews have unified world government right now (COVID proved this). But they're psychotic – and like the fake Cold War – have chosen to enforce an appearance of rivaling nation-states because through this illusion they can keep populations afraid and suggestible and ready to fight in managed conflicts. Saturn-worshipping jews start wars based on ~30 year cycles owing to the three decades' long revolutionary motion of that wanderer in the sky and we are become near now to the time of the start of another satanic harvest cycle (WW1/1910s, WW2/1940s, Vietnam/1970s, Iraq/2000s, future jewish war with jewish states of Iran/China/Russia: late 2020s/2030s).

Why are we allowing jews to start wars? Can anyone explain this? America is under a jewish dictatorship, as is England, as is France, as is Germany, as is China, as is Russia, as is Iran also! These criminals are holding the entire world hostage as they play their war games with total impunity and satanic delight!

Someone needs to stop the false-flagging (((war-makers))) and now.


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 No.323014[Reply]

>I hope to keep the site operating long enough for people to backup what they deem valuable and migrate elsewhere. I cannot give any specific date yet. Hopefully people can do organized effort on this, like a specific sub-section. There are other communities like this that can welcome you as long as you respect them in kind.

https://allthefallen.moe/forum/index.php?threads/about-closing-down-the-site.125821/=

The situation in the booru "seems" to have stabilized and they are allegedly getting taken under Catbox, whereas the forum is 100% gonna get nuked. If you guys have content you like posted there SAVE IT, this is your last chance.
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 No.323063

Why should I care if some loli shota porn site and its forum gets shut down. Nigger, get a fucking life and do something good for yourself instead of masturbating all day to cartoons.

 No.323067

>>323063
it’s a direct attack on free speech by normal groids, if you don’t care about this you gay porn forums may be next, that’s how genocides start

 No.323083

>>323014
Maybe it's just me, but at 30 I've started to lose interest in jerking off as much.
Kinda no longer see the point of hoarding stuff like that since I just can't see myself looking back at my stash in my late 30s or 40s.
Feels like I was hoarding and safekeeping this stuff like pictures of my non-existent family memories or something.
Not sure if anyone else relates to this conclusion.

 No.323318

>>323063
atf is the last bastion of culture

 No.323360

>>323014
Never heard about that site until I saw this thread. Hardly my main kink. Saw the boorus get purged in recent years. I was lucky enough to discover ss in my mid teens when everything could still be easily found.

>>323041
Between the sharty (main counterculture) and the average joe (who does not distinguish between fiction on black and white paper, and what his elected officials do IRL) participating in the witch hunt, I think that the fem ogres should be the least of your problems.



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 No.67595[Reply]

I invite all anonons interested in the occult to gather in this thread and learn the basics of magic. And if on the site there are more experienced people in this topic, please share their wisdom and help with neophytes and everyone
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Some dharma studies can be quite esoteric, very practical in use especially when dealing with suffering and loss in life. -

From experience I suggest just read up and apply the basic teaching and master that. The basis of dharma is practical life advice that can bring you to a state of skillful means and attunement with subtle magic.

 No.68675

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>>67595
As for today nobody has been able tell how kabbalah could ever best this.
>yea i'm shilling
>thanks to this i lost the anxiety for getting a slaveplace
>i stop chasing their crap
>after they told me stupid rabble like "why do you want to work with us" or "i don't see you quite motivated"
>i even had to publicly scorn a mid-management sucker in front of everyone because he mobbed me
>it felt damn great, i even got paid and extra not like normies who stayed there sucking cock or just resigning because they could stand the douche
>and i got paid after being fired for that
>still running on this, it's lifechanging
>you can tell it's great because of much hatred it gets from wizmods and soyfags around here

 No.68676

>>68675
I checked this Human Design thing out, and it seems that the only thing that matters in this is your date and time of birth? That's really not convincing, it's just a different kind of astrology. What about early births, or medical situations where the child had to be prematurely extracted through c-section? Does Human Design account for that, or should those people add a few days or weeks to their date of birth?

Just like with astrology, the info they give is applicable to almost everyone, I mean everyone will think "this about me so much fr fr" upon reading the results. And if a trait doesn't match, you could make the argument that it's a hidden trait that hasn't yet manifested itself.

Sorry, but no.

 No.70185

>>68609
nah, rivers don't really go up, only down; that's the point of a flow

 No.70472

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Anyone read Iamblichus?

Apparently, he is the go to for a classical defence and understanding of Pagan and magical practises. Iamblichus sees Gods and Daemons are real entities that exist on another plane of reality. We are joined to their will through the rituals. The gods are known through the rituals.

Rituals are known only through special revelation. Iamblichus has particular respect for Egyptian practises.

From an epistemological point of view, I have always wondered if there is knowledge (justified true belief) that can only be gained only through something beyond ordinary empirical experience or pure deductive logic.



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 No.307023[Reply]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

Previous:
>>296511
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 No.307030

do you guys have any suifuel ("suicide fuel") resources that you like to browse? shit that completely demoralizes you and activates that self-destruct urge inside you. i need something to push me off the edge…

this is a good example >>307028
pendatic retards like these ruin every community and make me question what's the point of even coming here. but it's not enough to reach for the rope quite yet.

 No.307033

>>307024
>>307028
Im gonna be real with you here, boss: youre making an excellent point. You are voicing something ive been thinking for a long time, theres just something wrong in verbalizing your thoughts with an anime succubus to represent them. Its just wrong.

I think it gives females power too, imagine a world where every struggling male actually disregards females like 100%. Imagine.

>freshly saved, recently posted Discord meme that has long since been culturally connected with females and the depression they feel, as well as with men who pretend to be females and are depressed because they never will be.

However, do you know what anime character that is and where it comes from? Im agreeing with you, but Homura is a pretty maleish character all things considered. Its not a blatant female self insert like the succubus from My Dress-Up Darling, Spy X Family or the million female wish fulfillment gachas

 No.307034

>>307030
ironically whenever i want to remember why i'm suicidal i either browse imageboards or talk to people elsewhere. i don't often do the latter though, i don't like real people

 No.307043

>>307030
I don't browse the internet for this but I go over certain things inside of my head.
Imagining my life if I could have done the things I wanted to.
Thinking about how boring and repulsive my life is.
Realising always more pain is coming and you can just shut the pain impulse off forever by hanging myself.
I really think I am close to leaving now.

 No.307047

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Leave homura out of this she is the reason im not dead



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 No.307038[Reply]

Other people make my life unhappy and miserable
I just wanna be left alone
What is worse then having to fight with other people toget what you want every step of the way

 No.307039

>What is worse then having to fight with other people toget what you want every step of the way
Having to but refraining from because of lack of testosterone.

 No.307041

“Of all men’s miseries the bitterest is this: to know so much and to have control over nothing.”
― Herodotus

 No.307044

>>307039
what happened to yout testosterone?

 No.307045

>>307038
Same sentiment here. This world just isn't for people like me.
>>307041
This quote just shows how extremely intelligent people can be extremely stupid sometimes. I expected better from the inventor of history.



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 No.68877[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

All you need to begin drawing is a pencil and some paper

Feel free to post any drawings of yours in this thread. Illustration, doodle, traditional, digital - anything goes. Discussion on skillbuilding techniques and fair critique of other wizards' work is welcome.

Videos:

Tyler Edlin - https://www.youtube.com/user/TylerE2284
Proko - https://www.youtube.com/user/ProkoTV
Sinix - https://www.youtube.com/user/sinixdesign
Scott Robertson - https://www.youtube.com/user/scottrobertsondesign
Matt Kohr (CtrlPaint) - https://www.ctrlpaint.com/library
Aaron Blaise - https://www.youtube.com/user/AaronBlaiseArt
Vilpu (Anatomy) - https://mega.nz/folder/9Pw1lYaS#Me7LSwlSg59lNGmkj9tt4w/folder/lPoXEYxS

Poses/Gestures
QuickPoses -https://www.quickposes.com/en
PoseSpace -https://www.posespace.com/posetool/default.aspx
https://x6ud.github.io/#/ Animal Head Reference Finder
https://anatomy360.info/anatomy-scan-reference-dump/

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 No.70461

>>70458
also how hard is too draw without the wrist?

 No.70462

>>70460
Clip Studio Paint

 No.70463

>>70458
The tip about drawing with your whole arm really helped me a lot
Like I always wonder how people drew perfect circles but I couldn't then I finally realize the problem it was that simple….I always drew with wrists not with my whole arms!

But seriously thank you man!

I started to draw because of a incident where someone drew some fucked up stuff of fictional character I really love and care about and I want to sleep knowing I can draw and do better than that piece of shit and thanks to you! I got closer to my goal of making something amazing and I will make this year at all cost!

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>>68877
I want to draw Roman Von Unger Sternberg. But i dont know nothing about to draw ¿Suggestions?


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 No.306449[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What is the average wizard's relationship with religion like? No religious person has ever been able to give me a good argument for why God, if he is out there, is not the most maximally evil being in the universe simply by the virtue of creating suffering when he could have chosen not to. Saying "suffering builds character" and derivatives of is just a manifestation of their stockholm syndrome for this vile entity

>I form the light, and create darkness. I make peace, and create evil. I YHWH do all these things - Isaiah 45:7
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 No.306953

>>306951
Gravity and electromagnetism are properties of matter, which is also energy, an electromagnetic field is literally a microparticle oscillation like every wave that exists in nature. Gravity is how matter interacts with space, it bends space towards itself. There is no immaterial rule or intelligent design rather a very local and clumsy reality where deformed atrocities murder each other.

 No.306956

>>306953
human beings die because their body touches their passenger

 No.306964

I've been a Satanist forever. I avoid other satanists though. I've found a lot, in general I like the path I'm on. I've tried Orthodox Christianity, for 2 years. I like a lot from it, I suffered a lot but orthodoxy helped me be glad and not worry during it. But it's hard. I never got baptized I couldn't even after a year, the priest wouldn't let me.

It has useful insights. But don't get locked down and forced to defend ideas/people you normally wouldn't

 No.307000

>>306449
I used to read the bible to know what in the past was normal and have some kind of guide. It helped me understand that the evil and destructive of humans it's not nothing new, but something periodic and only changes in what kind of evilness they practice. Religion as an answer to everything I think that it's pretty limited from a human being to process the real world and the environment and most people are closer to the church than god so that makes me think that they sin from the immaturity and the same bad behaviors that the great majority has. I don't think that religion is for everyone and most of wizards here want answers, not consolation. My family and most people only tried to comfort me when bad things happened in my life, and that makes me feel worse because I want the "why" happened that so I can evade it or learn from there,etc,etc because I feel comfort when I know why x or y stuff, good or bad, happened. But that's my case. The most majority only wants to remove the emotion and continue without knowing why happened and that's what religion is a good answer for a great amount of people. Not in my case and I see that not in yours.

 No.307040

>>307000
> It helped me understand that the evil and destructive of humans it's not nothing new
YHWH himself ("God") does and commands so many evil things himself throughout the Bible. Did you even read it?


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 No.228142[Reply]

im 18 and the sex is a idea that make me feel disgusting. I don´t have relation with succubus. I think that the sex is a form of engage with the word.
And while more i think i can see that my life is a fucking disaster for be thinking about have sex and be with a succubus all day.
But i dont want humilieate me and be some desesperated. also im ugly shitskin and low iq and social skills (coomer to)
in deep of my heart i believe that lose my virginity will make me happy, that a succubus listen my problems, and scare me the idea that while more times goes on the succubi have more experience and i stuck in back.
I know a contradiction. My point is that i wanna be alone and be happy alone.i dont wanna be part of that twisted system and circle what life is, but my wish chase me.
What recomendation give me? above all the wizard more olders. I think go to a psychiathrist to give me pills and practice some sport, but i dont wanna go to gym because i hate thats machines touch by all world and are many sucubus dresses like whore.
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 No.228199

>>228148
>maybe the physical distance from the sickness of society could be the answer but idk, never tried it.
I have, it's a temporary solution in some ways and just creates new problems in others. In a human body there's no escape from dependencies, it's part of the soul-trap; the only change out innawoods is it's not other people/society entrapping you, it's your body and brain. Maybe for some equatorial australopithecus it's doable, feel free to try if you really want, though. Basically my point is the entire realm we're in has inherent issues that we have no clear solution to, and even if we did, the rest of the population would just be conditioned to reject it and anyone suggesting it.

Anyways, lucid dream sex is an option for separating fantasy from bodily limitations. I just wish it were easier to do, more consistent. Keeping sexual desire channeled into a mental space I think has potential, especially if you avoid touching your dick and choose visualization over the typical visual media.

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 No.228218

>>228212
Good one! Any more books from the author? He mentioned that writing is his passion.

 No.228220

Anon, please proofread your posts before posting. I understand having a typo or two but this is unreadable.

 No.228224

>>228220
Sorry i wrote it at 4:00 am and i was drunked also



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 No.323344[Reply]

Redditors are anti-human. Their speech is akin to corpo babble, their draconian rules would make the most ruthless dictator on Earth flatter, their mannerisms are passive-aggressive and very feminine in nature. Reddit is like a mix of the HR team from a Silicon Valley company, the most rabid antifa member, an army of socially awkward unhinged manchildren and all the Cluster B succubi in the world.

It’s funny how they act both like a hivemind but also like mindless drones, as if they lacked any semblance of individuality. If you strive just slightly from the norm, you will get downvoted, your post removed and (if you’re lucky) they will ban your account, freeing you from the hassle of interacting with the site. The karma system only serves the purpose of silencing dissidence and rewarding virtue signaling. Like a contest to see who loves mainstream western narratives the most.

What Reddit ultimately reveals is a social pathology created by its own architecture. The platform incentivizes conformity over thought, performance over sincerity, and compliance over conviction. Expression is filtered through an ever-present fear of sanction. Under those conditions, users learn quickly that it is safer to repeat approved thoughts than to think for themselves. The result is a population trained to self-censor and to police one another, lest they offend advertisers.

This is why discourse on Reddit feels less like conversation and more like corporate risk management. Opinions are hedged, emotions are pre-approved, and disagreement is framed as harm. People don’t argue to discover truth but to demonstrate moral alignment. The karma system functions as a behavioral reinforcement loop, rewarding consensus and punishing deviation, until originality itself becomes a bannable offense.

In that sense, Reddit is less a forum and more a training ground for a particular kind of personality, as I described above. The passive-aggressive, feminine nerd who’s more invested in appearing correct rather than being honest, that’s the most common type of user on the platform. It is not surprising that the website feels exhausting to anyone with blood running through their veins and, I will be honest here, anyone with a soul. The system is hostile to actual human beings. It’s no surprise the web is filled to the brim with bots and shills. I’m sure that, except for the small minority of redditors with a pinch of self awareness, most users wouldn’t be aPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.323351

>>323349
I wouldn't be surprised, I forgot to add it on the "essay" but yeah the site is jewish to the bone. Hell there's even a freemason subreddit. lol

 No.323352

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this might be interesting to you op.

reddit is an awful evil place.

 No.323353

>>323348
>Can't even write an ""essay"" without AI.
In quotations because it barely classifies as one, lmao, I'm not reading all of your retarded drivel, that site is not particularly different from any other place online, stay tribalistic and mad about it I suppose, in your hatred you are no different than the "hive mind" or the "mindless drones" the fact you can't even write this completely by your own hand and mind but rely on IA shows how much of a mindless zombie you are, vacant of the mind and utterly lacking in creativity, you hate redditards because you are not particularly different from them, you simply are on the other extreme of the spectrum.

 No.323354

It's funny seeing the national subreddits on reddit, despite all the astroturfing and soy, chud out to racism like everywhere else on the internet.

I didn't even read your OP lmoa.

 No.323355

>>323353
At least I'm honest about it. If you want to read my raw ramblings here's a part I deleted for being more like a personal rant rather than a serious attempt at an essay:
>Now let’s talk about how the site works. The site uses an algorithm based feed of content, allegedly from the subreddits you joined. However, what's the point of the feed if Reddit just ignores my subreddits? I joined lots of subreddits, I think almost 50 or so and I was planning on joining more, but what's the point if Reddit is just going to ignore them in favor of random recommendations or just showing me the same 5 subreddits over and over? If I join 50 subs, I get mostly feed from 5-10 of them. Why? What's the point of joining subreddits and trying to curate my feed if Reddit is just going to straight up ignore my taste. I also find the insistence of Reddit into showing me subreddits based on my location really fucking annoying. I keep clicking on "show less posts like this" but my feed keeps getting posts in my native language and country-adjacent subreddits because, since I'm from a non-English speaking country, then Reddit assumes my whole fucking life revolves around this one language I happen to speak and the country I live in, ignoring the fact I'm only active in 2 local subreddits and that I want nothing to do with other similar non-English subreddits other than the ones I joined. Stop assuming I want to interact with the local side of Reddit because I'm the one who will ultimately decide whether I want to do it or not.



/wiz/

 No.228184[Reply]

how often do you beat of? i have to force myself to do it a couple of times a week im not fat but not muscular either no way that the testosterone dips this fast? im 30 i never feel hornyness anylonger

 No.228200

once a day, I'm in my thirties as well I can't manage any more than that tbh

 No.228221

It used to b once or twice a month because I heard it helps headaches. Turns out I have a cyst in my brain so I don't bother anymore.



/hob/

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 No.68295[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Book discussion. Tell us what you're reading.
Previous threads:
>>64932
>>60032
>>54504
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 No.70344

>>70343
>How did you like the novel?
It's the first novel I've read in a long time. There is more symbolism than I am used to but I seem to understand most of it. I think it may be a bit heavy handed with the moralizing but maybe back in 50s it was pushing new ideas. WW2 was still fresh in memory after all so people could appreciate anti war messaging more. This kind of non-partisan government-critical pacifism probably contributed to the hippie movement later. In any case, I think it was interesting.

 No.70439

Read The 400-Pound CEO. The only downside was that it was so short. What a brilliant thing. Other /r9k/ tier books like Whatever or Mars are more depressing, but really, they didn't speak to me like this one did.
It's not about wallowing in one's own misery, and it has some humor in it, but damn, I was really sad by the end. The main character is really pathetic, and it's crazy how Saunders aptly described such a kind of man. Maybe it was too on the nose in a few places, though.
I will read the rest of CivilWarLand collection now.

 No.70452

i didn't even check this board, what a fool i have been. so much wizzardry about reading for me to enjoy!

i made a thread about (ebook) reading and what a wonderful thing the modern e-ink display is. please come visit https://wizchan.org/lounge/res/323200.html

it is very pleasant to the eye and can be used in full sunshine. where i live they spray aluminium in the sky to block the sun as to make the people sick more so whenever there is a short moment of sun, i hurry and quickly grab the ereader and try to sit in it.

 No.70464

Do audiobooks count?

 No.70470

>>70464
>Do audiobooks count?

until i found my lord and savior the kobo ebook reader, i could only listen to audiobooks.

i tried to listen to an old book that someone bothered to make an audiobook version of with an ai narrator voice and it felt so awful and unsettling to listen to a robot that i thought "actually reading myself can't be worse then that"

… and it wasnt.

i still like audiobook read by the author but reading is nice to, especially in mild sunshine.


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/dep/

 No.306959[Reply]

I have a lot of faults of my own, perhaps my current predicament is entirely my fault. I have no friends. No one to talk to. But things are worse, I was born and currently live in a really hated country on this planet but regardless it could've always been worse, I could've been a prisoner in North Korea or on the menu in Africa for a good hearty meaty meal.

The true tragedy is I am significantly over than 21, I have a very rocky relationship with my parents, who abused the hell out of me, and I literally shake and tremble in fear when my parents are angry, I can feel pain in my heart. But guess what I am over 21 years of age and they are not bound by any law to take any care of me at all but they still do, they have also helped me a lot, while I don't wish them harm, I do wish I lived away from them.

And of course I am unemployed, to a great extent, I get talked down on daily basis, while I am grateful for what my parents have done for me, I am grateful for what normies have done for me by making wonderful things like mobiles and games. I do not like the fact that my father has a carte blanche to say anything to me and do anything to me, I am grateful for society for giving me mobiles and games, as I said. But I don't like how my value is only derived from what I earn.

If I don't earn, I am a pest, a drain on resources, my parents treat me like I am disposable, with no respect, at all. And why should they cause love isn't unconditional because if they loved me unconditionally, maybe I would've abused them instead. No such thing as that.

I just want to die but I am terrified of dying without living for once. I live in an honor culture mixed with Western Style liberalism and as an unemployed person, I am the lowest common denominator in them. Money has somehow turned out to be more important than I expected it to be, I mean money is water, money is food, and money is roof. I knew that but I didn't knew how.

I have never spent a day of my life that wasn't in constant anxiety and worrying about something, not a single day in my life where I could claim that 'Yes, it was a good day.'. Perhaps I am like one of those weird females who don't want solutions to their problems but they just want to be heard, when they talk, if you know what I mean. And it surprises me that I have an iota in common with succubi.

As I said a lot of fault lies with me, I have tried for jobs, and tried for online ways to earn. But pePost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.306965

getting a job won't stop your parents from abusing you. the real reason you are the punching bag is because you are weak and they can get away with it. there are no consequences to verbally or physically abusing you. and to top it off, you also believe you rightfully deserve it, so they don't even have to fear you hating them or feel guilty.

this is not your fault. the real problem is life itself, society is built up on these chains of abusers, power structures dictated by biology, customs, even ideas. your father gets yelled at work by his own boss, the boss gets yelled at by his shareholders or clients, and so on. each of them copes with their frustrations by exercising power on those weaker than them. many wizards that live with their parents earn money, they're worth their weight and then some, but did the abuse stop? of course it didn't, the parents still see them as weak and subservient, so they exercise what little power they have and yell at them for having fun on the computer or not reaching so-and-so milestone or whatever, they can always find something.

you should try to gain power in this relationship. when your mother or father berates you for something, make sure you do the opposite. if they say be careful with so-and-so, make sure you deliberately fuck it up and have them witness that it was to spite them. eventually they will think twice before speaking up. then, make sure that you are always enjoying yourself and being happy (even when you really aren't). if they come home from work and they are demonstrating or complaining how tired they are, tell them about your day where you did absolutely nothing and make sure they understand that they are fundamentally under you. they slave while you stay at home and enjoy yourself, guilt free! initially, this might anger them, but if you stay on that anger and hold your ground, they will give up, because they are fundamentally also weak. they are fighting on another front already, they lack the energy, they will eventually say, ah, let him be, there is nothing to be done. and that, is when you win. when you morally defeat them and turn the suffering on them.

you shouldn't feel guilty about being a leech, wiz. it's your one source of power. you have no money, no friends, you don't even have peace in your own home. you should use it, make your parents suffer, make them regret the pleasure they had while fornicating, let them regret the sweet act that brought you into this worPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.306967

I used to feel like this, now I just want to hang myself, no longer trying to get better.
There is something fundamentally lame about living anyway, you spend like 95 percent of the time struggling, suffering, surviving, for what exactly? This slow rotting and dying is inevitable and your dream existence is never coming. Might as well just get it over with.

 No.306972

I didn't read any of that but the solution is to take daily action start with something small and then gradually build up. Stop thinking so much and writing blogposts.

Get a skill, you may have to go to uni, or a trade school, or military. You already want to die, probably because you are paralyzed and not doing anything and self-hating on that account. Just do something SUSTAINED.

 No.306993

I can relate.

I'm exhausted of being paralyzed, that's either due for being so slack or become instantly petrified at imminent danger.

Breaking this addictive cycle is so damn hard, plus, you have to withstand your peers actually arousing to action and surpass you in every way while life goes on. It's tiresome.

 No.307035

>>306972
I have already went to a uni, but if I were to unfairly judge your comment, even though you gave me a fairly good advice, I would say you don't live in third world. While certainly your advice has a lot of merit as people who I studied with are doing relatively better in their lives.
>>306993
Absolutely but I feel like what good was the uni that I went to or what good were the actions I took if I had to end up unemployed where every day is the same except the disrespect and disdain towards someone like me goes up.

>>306965
You're absolutely right it's mostly because I am weak to be honest with you, but I don't feel like I deserve it but more like I bought it upon myself, now here's the thing I can't really do the opposite because I am dependent upon them for food and shelter. Honestly, yes, in some ways I do believe that they do share some responsibility for me, but then again I am also an odd one out and I also want to move out, which I am trying to if I am being honest, but yes, I should work on not feeling guilty.



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 No.306923[Reply]

I feel an immense disgust with the fact that I inhabit a human body. It manifests most acutely when I must face a physical process in action. Examples being; having to urinate or defecate, or having an erection. Defecating is particularly bad. I become aware that I am a worthless ape. I feel suicidal when I must wipe shit from my anus. Maybe you laugh at reading such a sentence, but it is truly horrible. I feel particularly demoralised and depleted when I realise that normalfags get to experience reality free from this burden. They do not fixate on the weight of their body, the terror of possessing a spine. They are not reminded that they are nothing but an animated flesh puppet when they face sexual arousal. It all feels like a cruel joke.
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 No.306925

I can't relate cuz I really like pooping.

I do hate having a physical body though, but mostly because meatspace is so cumbersome. Having to move around, all the tiny complexities of real life that make things a hassle, tripping, hitting myself against objects in my house, things falling out of my hand, spilling drinks… I also hate how vulnerable my body is, one poke with a sharp object and I'm probably dead, all the gooey stuff just leaks out.

I would much prefer to be a glowing orb of light or some shit, no physical body, just pure MIND. Maybe soon, after I finally rope.

 No.306938

I am incompatible with living on a very deep and fundamental level. I am 30 and I feel like human bodies after this burst of youth and vitality in the teens and twenties are just slow rotting flesh machines which aren't worth living in. To maintain this rotting machine you must waste away at some job for most of your existence. Why should I bother if I can just hang myself ?
You receive this psychological hostility from other humans with lies, gaslighting, petty torment etc. Why shouldn't I just leave ? Finally there is everyday life, everything is dirty, noisy, unpleasant. I can't say I'm unhappy that I am hanging myself.

 No.307006

>>306938
I think much of the despair and nihilism in our culture is due to the fact we almost universally have to go through debilitating old age now. It's weird, in the olden days you could be pretty confident you'd drop dead sometime in your 40s, even the 50s was a gift.

People used to drop dead from disease within a few years of their bodies giving out.

 No.307007

>>307006
Are normies even despairing? They seem to enjoy this soulless and nihilistic behavior.

 No.307032

I always wished I could be a floating shape, like in Flatland. And to emit light at will. I could explore everywhere on earth, travel the bottom of the ocean, wander through forests, explore caves… I'd want to either be a 3d cube or 2d triangle. Eventually I'd go to space to explore and never look back



/wiz/

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 No.227944[Reply]

wizards, this is a truly important question. how do you tell your mom, or anyone else for that matter, that you are really not interested in whatever female they think you should "befriend"?

i know you're going to troll me, but i still kindly ask you to find a second and think about what could be the *optimal* solution. the solution that doesn't burn bridges, doesn't create bitter enemies and yet lets you maintain the high ground. i know this is not fully achievable, but there gotta be an algorithm or something.

my brain just crashes in such situations. it's like "idk wtf are you're even talking about???" i need help
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 No.228196

>>228190
>significant male playing piece

i'm a significant male, i don't think it would matter to a succubus if i insulted her, she would be too delighted that i validate her existence by talking to her. she would not even listen to a single word i say and just bathe in my "attention".

females are naaaaaasty

 No.228197

>>228196
well that's the other side of the coin

 No.228216

>>228122
I have had several jobs throughout the past 15 years and have seen the lasting effects of insults on all walks of people. It doesn't take a social scientist to figure out how to hurt someone's feelings. You seem to be an expert on succubi and how they perceive "low status males". That's pretty suspicious. How exactly does the succubus we're trying to offend come to realize that we're a virgin in the first place? Are wizards out there wearing "Virginity Rocks!" shirts and that's what makes every female giggle at us when we call them rude names?

 No.228217

idk

 No.228219

>>228217
wizbro



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 No.306970[Reply]

I've seen this discussed in many threads so I made a thread for it. Many wizzies had had their life destroyed by psychiatric medication be it SSRI's, antipsychotics, benzodiazepines or others. A psych ward stay tends to leave you worse off. Some people get abused in psychiatric institutions. Mentioning you are sad and thinking about suicide to a doctor or nurse can get you forcefully restrained and tranquilised.
I'm suicidal but I avoid any medical help precisely for this reason.
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 No.306992

>>306990
>psychiatry's use of lobotomies.
I believe (((Walter Freeman))) was the principal villain behind this trend. He even had a lobotomy truck called a "lobotomobile" in which he would travel just murdering as many goyim as he could.

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-leading-edge/202505/a-dark-chapter-in-psychiatry-the-lobotomobile

https://allthatsinteresting.com/walter-freeman

This satanic freak died in the jewish city of Berkeley CA at a very advanced age. in infernis comburat aeternaliter.

 No.307005

>>306992
how disgusting

 No.307009

>>306970
I dont fucking care. I go to the psychiatry to give me pills and stop this shit thougths and impulsive behavior. I dont care about i will became a lobotomized I only want live in peace and alone.

 No.307012

>>307009
>I dont care about i will became a lobotomized
Looks like you are lobotomised already.

 No.307018

>>307012
that makes you brothers doesn't it?



/dep/

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 No.306816[Reply]

I have a job, and heaven knows I'm miserable now, I don't have studies and I have a bad arm so i can work but my arm is hurting me.
I really want the job, I don't have anything better to do with my life in this point.
My parents are so proud of me, at least I have a job, but for my arm problem I don't know how many time I will work in this place.
Average normies life sucks, they don't have a beautiful succubus, if they don't have money their life sucks and if they have money they are consumerist zombies.
I want a life with beauty, I want a beautiful succubus, I want to listen beautiful music, play beautiful videogames, read a beautifull book or manga, play the guitar and have a creative job, I really don't understand normies with consumerist or poor life, why to get up, you don't have dreams, you don't have a beautiful succubus, you don't enjoy beauty more than the last iphone and a good house.
Normies life sucks too, but normies believe they are so better than us, and that is wrong.
I really feel suicidal with this thoughts, I don't have the life I want and I don't want to life a life who I hate. I don't want to be a NEET and I don't want to be a normie with a shit work.
Sorry bad English dear wizards.
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 No.306837

>>306835
come to think of it jeets who come here tend to be in early 20s, but still i think there should be a few in their 30ish.

 No.307014

I really don't understand why people have to be racist to Indians on here, and I say this as a genuinely racist guy.

So what if Indians post here about their problems? It's a slow board, it's not taking from anything.

 No.307015

>>307014
Accomodate third world users, become a third world website.

 No.307016

>>307014
I'm racist to everyone, including you.
>a genuinely racist guy
Do you mean "a genuine poltard"?

 No.307021

>>307014
>I really don't understand why people have to be racist to Indians on here
imagine this: I visit your house and ignore all your rules inside your house and put liquid diarrhea on your carpet straight out of my anus.
the next day I return and do the same thing again.
would you be happy about that?
probably not unless you are indian yourself and live in shit and its normal for you to shit everywhere to increase your izzat score.
So this is what the indian posters do, just look at OP. comes to this male virgin website to write up in broken english, I quote: "I want a beautiful succubus", clearly against the rules.

So why should we tolerate and accept these shitskins here? they dont respect wizchan and its users, they dont respect the rules.



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 No.321588[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction

https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.323332

>>323331
yeah, it's probably fine. just don't move around too much. hopefully the fishy bone doesn't poke your hemmorhoid on the way out lol

 No.323333

>>323332
you're a funny whiz kid

 No.323334

>>323333
it's not funny, you stupid fuck. you swallowed a foreign object. you are going to fucking DIE. go to the emergency room right now lmfao

 No.323338

>>323331
It's fine if they're really small. If it's small enough to be swallowed without feeling anything out of the ordinary then it's obviously safe.

 No.323343

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>>323334
Cooked fish is food, not a foreign object. Fish bones are soft like cartilage and dissolve in human bile. Even moreso for small fish rib bones that have been cooked and mulched. Entire fish skulls with teethy jaws can be eaten by humans. You are fail.


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/wiz/

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 No.227891[Reply]

Why don't you have a tulpa, anon?
You can cheat yourself out of loneliness by fostering a loving relationship with an imaginary friend.

Benefits of a tulpa,
>You can choose any shape or form for her.
>You will never feel alone.
>She will always show unconditional love.
>She will always follow you around.
>You can have sex without losing your virginity powers or contracting STDs.
>Costs absolutely nothing.
>Basically the 'ultimate' form of a waifu.
The only negative is the social stigma, which you can easily avoid by not revealing your powerlevel.

It was the best decision of my life. It feels so good to have someone take care of you, compliment you and physically comfort you.
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 No.228181

Is having a photograph of a succubus helpful? Someone whom I project onto my tulpa? Or, is it preferable that this is pure imagination? Or, is there not a superior method?
Do I have to talk out loud to my tulpa? Will I hear her respond? Or, will I need to close my eyes and focus?

 No.228182

>>228181
You shouldn't be asking these things. You should be doing these things and then figuring out for yourself if they work for you or not.

 No.228191

The great part of having a tulpa is that your mind reacts to imagination like it's real life, so if you vividly imagine cuddling with her, feeling her touch, smell, warmth etc. your brain literally releases oxytocin as if it's a real person. When I discovered that, it truly felt like a cheat code, like I found a button inside my head that I can press to feel good instantly. For a while, it was really addicting, I'd spend hours every day daydreaming and pressing that button. It's especially addicting if you never felt those "love" chemicals, cuz suddenly your brain is like woah, keep doing that, we're on to something. Made me realize how lonely and sad my life was up to that point, because not a single real person ever made me feel that way, and I was a grown ass man in my 20s at that point. I've felt more love for my tulpa than I've ever felt for real people. More genuine connection and intimacy with a thought form, than with the supposedly sentient naked apes around me LOL

Too bad you can't do the same thing with like an imaginary hamburger, I can imagine the taste and it's nice, but it still lacks that physical satisfaction, your brain still thinks its hungry. Maybe it's possible, maybe that's what those anorexic monks do that manage to starve for months. There is a lot of power hidden in the mind.

 No.228192

>>228191
>There is a lot of power hidden in the mind.

ya it's fascinating what it's capable of
and this whole thread brings into focus the blurry line
between reality and perception

 No.228215

>>228191
that sounds awesome
your post convinced me to try it
>Maybe it's possible, maybe that's what those anorexic monks do that manage to starve for months.
no, that's not what we do, but i guess it would depend on the type
for me it was more about feeling independent from my body and the physical world, and not acting on my basic desire to eat gave me a sense of power



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