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 No.70176[Reply]

Discussion about the lucrative, dangerous, and interesting hobby of Dumpster Diving.

High priority finds: Anything worth $$$, duh. Here's some examples:
-PC/Electronic equipment
-Sealed products, boardgames, clothing etc
-Food(sealed and safe)
-Anything you can use

Every day at my job I throw away several thousands of dollars of supermarket goods that are still good but we cannot legally sell them. Sometimes the seal is slightly broken and if anyone gets sick from that, that's a 6 or 7 digit number we get fined, so it's easier to avoid that altogether and claim insurances. Every single night people raid our dumpster. It makes sense.

I also used to use this method to survive decently while I was homeless.

Please post your thoughts and experiences
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 No.70649

>>70646
1) Beings on Reddit are only going to post the 1/100 times they get lucky, and not the 99/100 times they find junk or outright nothing.
2) I wouldn't put it past some Redditors to fake finding something good in a dumpster for temporary internet fame.

 No.70651

>>70644
Well you are supposed to do a quick visual first.. I mean I'm not digging into mushy compiles of old food and mystery sludge. When game stores were popular enough to have actual locations they would throw away so much gold.

>>70645
Nice finds man, I've been trying to get a nice CRT TV but they seem incredibly hard to find in my local area. Need one for my older games.

>>70645
I'm OP, I'm a good goy too with a job and paying rent and other bills. Most dumpsters are locked or soft locked, and I strictly do not break or bend any type of law. Only do green level ones. Btw the captcha is good for a month i believe

 No.70659

>>70645
>Not Op but where I live they throw out CRT TV monitors and various furniture a lot. One time someone left behind a giant rear projection tv. Back when I was younger, about 15ish years ago, longer even, I got a dumpster dived Gamecube with games, including Metroid, RE, and Zelda. Is that gross?
I don't believe dumpster divers routinely make these finds.
But I think you know that already.

 No.70689

>>70659
I used to find CRTs just laying near trash.

Truth is, I scored a CRT TV once for a 1$

I feel a bit sad I have no place to put a CRT to play old console games on it since Ive seen old TVs laid for free 6 or 7 times already (pun not intended)

 No.70690

>>70689
Why are CRTs popular now, those things give off radiation and are noisy, that whine used to give me a headache


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 No.308343[Reply]

The Time God does not forget nor forgive edition. You will do this again.

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 No.308725

Nothing happened
Nothing learned
Nothing changed
Nothing mattered
Nothing remembered
Nothing loved
Nothing hated
Nothing felt

 No.308729

>>308698
>claims SCH is substance-driven
Did I get your point right?

 No.308737

>>308692
okay
>>308698
no clear connection to any drug here
it's more like 50-50, you have the ones who fried themselves on stims or weed and the ones who just started hallucinating one day with no clear reason

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 No.308740

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Smells like a shonen story, in a sense


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 No.228138[Reply]

Stepped on the scale today and realized that despite the initial "push" from a medical crisis a year ago, I basically regained all weight I lost (minus 5-10kg).
I also realized I've been working for almost 3 years now, going to be 30 the same week I'll hit my 3 years of work too.
3 years… of wages wasted.

I don't even know what the fuck I spent most of it on. It just escapes me.
Still live with mom and all my necessities are taken care of she takes nothing from me.
I had a blessed opportunity these past 3 years to save up for the dogshit future that hit the world now and I wasted it on toys and basically indulging all I couldn't as a NEET with no money.
The worst is that since I'm an impulsive retard I mostly have nothing to show for it either.

Health is even more fucked then ever before since I never took action.
Rather every action that didn't prove fruitful or flat out failed resulted in my absolute surrender for another month or three or six…
Absolutely defeated at the starting line basically.

To get to the point of this thread. Those of you that live a decently structured, responsible and stable life, how?
I barely have a sense of time. Kinda like when I was a NEET, just instead of 12-16 hours of sleeping and then PC stuff I'm forced to work a rather easy, blessed job.
Once it passes I just feel like I'm teleported to the next shift until I get to sleep through a weekend and months pass.
Even chronic pains don't make me act much. What does one even do to live?

The worst part really is that so many years went down the drain and I really have nothing to show for it. Not even memories.
I want to at least look back on SOMETHING fondly when I'm dying someday.
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 No.228646

>>228644
I can't disagree, but it's also one of those things you just can't accept else the rope becomes the only real answer.

I'm just about 5'6" in shoes. Funny thing you point out not being a succ, probably got called "male" or "man" in a derogatory tone before too huh?
Wasn't blessed with smarts either. I managed to avoid major accidents, but head injuries from beatings and being born a month premature don't exactly result in the healthiest of dispositions.
Especially if you manage to inherit a bunch of debuffs as well.

I'm still hopeful that I'm some special wisdom / conclusion away from a decent life.
I recall one of the wizards was some wheelchair bound cripple and he seemed to be more competent and at least happier too.
I'm sure there are wizards who are worse off yet managed to get better. I'd like to believe I'm just missing something by being dumb/lazy/self-absorbed or whatever else.
Accepting that the reason for failure is something I can't change fills me with the same dread as thinking of death/oblivion.

 No.228762

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>Reasons why I think my life is "decent"

I have some money saved up after a few years (2) of living at home. Perhaps 30k, some is invested, and I make 54kish a year. I do pay my mother rent at a flat rate of 900 a month, and I help out in other ways monetarily, and this is all partially because she takes me to work on the days I do work in office (I am luckily working a hybrid schedule). I have a degree (CS). I am slowly gaining hobbies, working on correcting bad habits, etc…

>Share some wisdom
Ultimately….. what keeps me going, in all honesty, is my lack of a safety net + my desire for worldly things. Not too original I know but that's it. I can't rely on my mom to coddle me because she kicked me out at 18 once she saw me attempting to sink hours into MMOs, and I had to scrape my way into college and that degree and rough it out for 7 years in a little roach-infested apartment, eating rice and beans and barely passable meat every day. I will never ever qualify for NEETbux. She will kick me out again if I lose my job. And I love air conditioning and the internet. I want to go traveling. My mother is "poor" (living off savings and what I give her) and my father is a dead bum. I can only rely on myself.

I also feel living in that shitty apartment and eating terrible food, surrounded by crackheads and old, old people living in subhuman conditions because they didn't plan for being old really scared me straight. The human body is so resilient. I'm sure you, like me, never thought you would live past 20. But here we are. Unless a freak accident happens we're going to see 60. We need to prepare for that.

>More "wisdom"
I also think you just need to get a GOAL. That isn't helpful maybe but goals really do help. Go "I want to visit [x] country before I get too old and my health starts failing and I don't want to visit it as a pauper" or "when I eventually move, I need to move cities, and I never need to return" or even "I want other people to see this idea within me – let's study art, programming, polish our writing skills…"

When it comes to spending, seriously consider if you need whatever you want to buy. Or try saving 50% of your paycheck and just blow the rest on whatever you please. Even saving 25% of your paycheck will build up fast.

You also need to look at all the years you've Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.228915

>>228762
Do relate to material desires, but even that got old for the most part.
The only remaining "desires" I might still pretend I have feel unattainable (monetarily, world situation, personal options etc.) and are also related to what you mention in part.
Safety. Ironic because I don't do anything for my health… anyways.

>I also think you just need to get a GOAL. That isn't helpful maybe but goals really do help.
I agree.
I agree.
I agree.
So, why not? I feel like the very world is mocking me with this. I know. I fucking understand this. I distilled this myself. No goals, no point to anything. Not hard at all.
I don't get why the world is rubbing my face in this for some reason. Like elderly doctors completely fucking unprompted giving me this lecture.
Normies bringing it up completely at random even though they know zero things about me, it's weird. Either some cosmic influence thinks this is how to motivate me or it's literal demons mocking me.
I know. I get it.
Goal, split it into manageable parts/steps and follow through. Not hard.

Never managed to find a goal that didn't feel made up and artificial. It's hard to strive for something genuinely if you know it's some fake nonsense.
Following through, taking action hasn't been my strong suit either, but I'm firm in belief that it is related to the former lack.

I'm grateful for your response, it's just tiring. I don't know what I'm expecting here at all.
I'm not going to magically care about shit.
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>>228915
Upon sleeping 3 hours and waking for my wagie job I had a thought that perhaps I my situation, as in, body, mind, environment are all simply not conducive to having dreams or aspirations.
I'll simply have to force myself to act until the base conditions are met.
Health, skills, resources all need to be improved through rather obvious means without a guiding star of a goal until I reach a baseline where dreams at least seem possible again.

>>228762
>But nobody can save you but you, and nobody is coming to save you. Nobody cares so you have to care.
This is still rather obvious I was just hoping to unlock some magical thought patterns that would enable me to do so without this constant resistance akin to tooth pulling.

 No.228966

>>228138
Structured life?

Got a job that is not bullshitting me. Bullshits my mom into thinking I am a white collar of a manager also.

So hey. I am a MANAGER who can blast some music on a half-empty/half-full city bus now.


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 No.8728[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Just a random general where you can post and discus whatever music stuff that doesn't quite fit into another existing thread, but you don't feel like making whole thread for it.
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 No.10933

Let me tell you how it go in here, boy it's kinda cold in here, you ain't got nobody make a stove in here

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 No.323653[Reply]

I'm curious what the covid-19 vaccination rate is like among wizards.

Personally, I was the only one in my immediate and extended family to not get the vaccine or boosters. No doubt influenced by the normie propaganda, I faced a lot of harassement and pressure from my mother.

Knowing my family, I would also probably have been uninvited from family gathering for not having the vaccine but since I stopped seeing them 2 decades ago, it was a moot point.
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 No.324332

covid proved to anyone with an observing brain that separate nationhood no longer exists and that advertised conflicts between country A and country B are only phantoms animated by the jewish magicians that rule this world. for a people reputed to be so smart, shouldn’t it have occurred to the regent jews that enforcing their covid hoax across all their client states would be an unwise idea, in that it would yield proof for the actual political condition of a jewish world-government? which thinking observer could credit the illusion of a “US/Iran war”, when covid demonstrated both nations to be beneath mutual jewish dictatorships?

erasmus speaking of an instance of perfidious princes playing secret war-games wrote :

“Torqueri poterit et in satrapas istos, qui, tametsi belligerari videntur magnoque rerum tumultu conflictari, tamen ipsi clanculum inter se colludunt, hoc tantum agentes, ut suam uterque plebem exhauriat et imminuta reipublicae auctoritate suam constabiliant tyrannidem.”

“It [the example] shall also be able to be bent into those satraps, who, although they seem to belligerate and to be conflicted with a great tumult of things, nevertheless they themselves secretly between themselves collude, doing this only, so that each may exhaust his own people and with the authority of the republic lessened may solidify his own tyranny.”

this collusive habit however is now no longer peculiar to the affairs of semi-minor princes, but is infected into the all the modern world where nationless jewish satraps invent between themselves schemes of war wherewith to ruin the peoples they pretend to serve. what an idiotic and insufferable ruling condition, that America is not American (it is jewish), that England is not English (it is jewish), that France is not French (it is jewish), that Spain is not Spanish (it is jewish), that Russia is not Russian (it is jewish), that China is not Chinese (it is jewish), and that Iran is not Iranian (it is jewish). the great ambition of judeo-masonry (a politically unified and war-less world) is now proved to be a lie, as these monsters clearly never had any meaning to topple monarchies and kill nationalist regimes in the interest of a common shareable peace, but only in the interest of enabling themselves with more leverage that they might better enslave their enemies and hold them in loops of controlled warfare.

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>>324332
What about the people who played along and wanted to ostracise and imprison nonconformists, it's like some kind of psychotic normcattle hivemind thing.

 No.324352

>>324349
Jews suicided their own cattle by simply using the TV to fake a viral pandemic. What does that say about the cattle? Sadly these cattle are also members of our own families. I think 97-98% of humanity does not have free will, or intelligence enough to think for themselves. Very scary. Extremely so.

>>324332
This should be a basic observation but it seems most would rather watch soccer than acknowledge the reality of a jewish world government.

 No.324360

i got covid around 6 times from wageslaving at retail and being an unhygienic slob with no washing hands etc. its just the flu but the headache is a bit worse. i feel the same as i did before i got covid. my mom is much older and i spread it to her and she didnt even care at all it affected her way less than it hurt me.
i thought its funny they tried to push vaccines for covid so much when something like 70% of people dont have friends and dont go outside. u are scared you'll get covid from tapping your debit card or touching the gasoline nozzle? where would you get it from even

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>>324360


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 No.308694[Reply]

Do you think suicide hotlines are helpful? I have been calling them almost everyday without anything improving.
Is there a better alternative?
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 No.308709

>>308694
Do not do this, they will rat you out and send cops to your house. Also one time they gave me the number to a sex hotline, I think the operator was fucking with me kek.

 No.308714

I don't use them because I suspect if they think you will attempt right now they send the cops or emergency psychiatric services.
Not gonna risk an involuntary hold just to talk with someone.

 No.308731

>>308714
>>308709
IIRC those suicide hotlines used to exist back in the payphone days.

Too bad you cannot realistically find a payphone these days but some are still out there

 No.308735

>>308714
They only exist as a weapon to screen out desperate people who could do unpredictable harm to the owning class.

The intent was never to help you. As someone macabrely described above, they will even hang up on you right as you are about to end your life once their 12 minute allocation for you is used up.

The only way they will stay on the line longer is if they suspect you might lash out against property or third parties so they can report you, or in extreme cases hold you on the line long enough so you can be triangulated, geolocated and swatted.

 No.308739

>>308731
I know they were dirty and expensive but payphones strangely seem to have soul and character to me. Smartphones are so boring.


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 No.228525[Reply]

Why do wizards use herms like succubi for succubi, or is it for specific succubi
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 No.228567

>>228525
>Why do wizards use herms like succubi for succubi,

the word w/o/men automatically self-corrects to "succubi". i believe it is the same case for the word f-e-males. so that whenever these words are straight out written without intercalary modification they are rendered as succubi. in the same way s-oy auto-corrects to "onions" on halfchins.

 No.228568

>>228526
is this your first time on an imageboard???

 No.228574

>>228568
pity he's gonna his mind ruined by the fucked up demons who lurk here but hey everybody had the first time

 No.228575

>>228525
Life in a sense, is a liturgy. I'm not a gnostic, but the concept of loosh is quite helpful. For example, even outside wiz, I spell succubi as w o m * n (with a *). I internally lowered them from their pedestal, and refuse to give them my loosh.

 No.228965

>>228567
This is the answer. You can't type w.o.-m-en without autocorrection rendering it as succubi.


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 No.228407[Reply]

Why is anime so engraved into this site and this kind of culture? Is it just the cause of the succubi or cause japan had the crab culture first?
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 No.228515

>>228514
So we basically had the same/really similar experience just at a different time.
Cool to see.
Wonder how the generation whose first anime was something like black clover or jujutso you mention views their hobby. Must be quite a bit different.
I notice younger guys seem to be rather detached from things they enjoy as well. Not sure how to describe it better than that.

 No.228520

>>228515
the detachment is in big part because everything is a bit easier. In dialup days, getting a full length episode could be a week long project, and it *cost* you.

Now to enjoy something you're at most 5 clicks and a one line search from whatever it is you wanted.

 No.228928

>>228513
> What were some of the first memorable anime you watched and at around what age did you start? What got you into it?

well, obviously the first one that I watched was dragon ball, but the first I began to follow was attack on titan when the first season came out. I remember looking for it on youtube haha

what was your first one?

 No.228963

>>228491
Maybe unrelated but it took me until chapter 6 to realize that I was reading a nRX book by Yarvin, lol. I have read Nick Land and I was feeling kinda familiar with the ideas. It completely slipped my mind that Mencius Moldbug is Yarvin pen name.
Also, I wonder if he ever read Nietzsche, because they are basically saying the same thing about Christianity ("God is dead; but given the way of men, there may still be caves for thousands of years in which his shadow will be shown. ––And we––we still have to vanquish his shadow, too.").

 No.228964

All animation is masonic conditioning, reaching back to the "first animation" which was the sethian masonic "mickey mouse". Later Disney animated movies (very popular in the 1990s) were popularized trauma conditioning for children that used masonic stories like Hamlet (evil uncle kills his regal brother following which the king's son must avenge him) bizarrely adapted to an invented fictional framework of talking lions. The Hunchback of Our Lady for instance was patterned off the legend of an actual operant mason who was said to have contributed to the renewed Gothic/Satanic architecture of that cathedral. All these movies felt dark to me as a boy and still do and for that reason I still avoid them.

Japanese cartoons or "anime" like Pokemon (pocket monsters) have always been complete garbage that I recall were denounced by Christians as having masonic/satanic thematic elements of demonic invocation and evolution. Yugi-Oh (where a little coy boy called Yugi becomes a brave daring card-dueler after possession by a pharaonic spirt or pharaoh, thus Yugi-Oh) was similar complete garbage that I always wondered how others my age were taken in by.

More properly Japanese cartoons like Transformers carry conditioning themes of aliens and outer space – neither of which are real. Ghost in the Shell is basic immortality/transhumanist propaganda. Evangelion (a strange name I always thought, as this is a misspelling deriving from the Greek word εὐαγγέλιον (euangelion) which properly means "good-announcement" or "evangel") is a very over-esteemed cartoon produced by post-wwii masonic-influenced Japanese that concerns a secretive group of kabbalistic rulers ("Seele") resemblant of Jewish bankers who use the "absolute terror" field of children to fight the angels of god. This cartoon is irrationally considered canonical in terms of standard of animation achievement.

I've always found the class of men drawn to Japanese animation and culture in general to be unsavory and weird. Fandom for “Dragonball” was the domain of strange children even when I was a child. This even more so now in our own modern day where "anime" is mostly patent transgender conditioning for youths, the love for which is expropriated by men far too advanced in age to have a legitimate interest in such things.

But perhaps all video entertainment media – not just anime – have always been judeo-masonic propaganda. The most well-celebrated "directorPost too long. Click here to view the full text.


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 No.303825[Reply]

Would they? I've been thinking.

My mom is already LDAR'ing due to the debt and she's already lost one child, so I think either by suicide or stress she would die. My dad? He didn't seem to care that much when my stepbro died, but I am his firstborn. I don't know really. My little brother would probably just turn into me. That's my only concern. Everyone else, would cry for a day maybe.
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 No.308236

>>308235
no, i hate them too much, that's why they're buried under this pile

 No.308237

>>308236
k

 No.308285

>>303825
I have a friend who would care I think.
Though not in a devastating way I believe since he has other friends too. I'm fine with that if it ever comes to that.
Mom might care too I guess, but likely in a relief kinda way.

 No.308300

>>307075
That is the thing nigga. You don't have to do anything. And that is exactly why people want you to die.

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Well…


My immediate family would have been at each other throats screaming "how come you didn't see he was going to do this". Some people I know would get sad and get drunk thinking how come *this world* isn't built to recognize and nurture talented people's talents as if the country has evolved backwards to the 1800s. Maybe some of my relatives would get a silent trauma thinking they could have prevented this…



…OR MAYBE the case would have been classified as an accident and the relatives would shit on me for being careless. I can imagine some yobs' litter (beer bottles, vodka bottle, snack wraps) would have been linked to my rotten body, resulting in the "case of death: drunk like a skunk" final lie in my tragic story of being forced to live in the world woven of lies, damn lies.


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 No.308091[Reply]

What is everyones thoughts on leaving a suicide note? Is it necessary for closure for others? A way to get everything off your chest before you ack? Or just a waste of time?

I have been staring at my .60 cent retirement plan, and am not sure if I would just like to go out and just have everyone guessing. Or if its right to leave a note. Most of my family thinks I am useless or lazy. However they have no introspection on that they are the ones who raised me.
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 No.308727

>>308690
Having lived with and without one for roughly 15 years each, I do prefer without.

Solely and purely because of no cheese and way easier to keep clean.

Beyond that it's whatever. Both you can live with.
A condom is way easier to put on without a foreskin but that is likely not a wizard concern unless you have a thing for rubbers.

 No.308728

>>308727
You may say that, but imagine having been tortured before even a month old to no real medical purpose whatever; and the torture being so extreme that it resulted in you having a damaged nervous system and irregular heartbeat for life.

I think "I do prefer" with.

 No.308730

>>308728
Now you know why it's so worldview-altering to be born in a [REDACTED] family.

 No.308732

>>308728
Well, at under a month old you have no memory of the event. I do at age 14 and it was agony even through anesthesia. The recovery was hell and peeing was hell for about one full month.

 No.308734

>>308732
Not having memory of the traumatic event doesn't prevent your neurons from their huge dose of shock though. Come to think of it, this practice could have been inspired by people who put plants through stress to stimulate growth.


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 No.307294[Reply]

always no matter what happens set backs always set me back. and my goals arent that fucking unreasonable either. Change my habits, or enjoy a fucking game. and something major happens to set me back. not only am I scared to change im exausted about constantly being worried about what price im about to pay for that slight moment of enjoyment. its like the default setting for me in this life is to be miserable and useless, anything good going for me has to be double the price of bad luck to throw me back to square one. Nothing but bad luck. im just so frustrated.
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 No.308060

I think some people are just born to be designated losers, NPCs, whatever. We lost the roll of the dice, brother.

 No.308063

>>308060
Literally there's nothing more to it. Even if you belive in free will or determinism. It doesn't matter anymore cause your birth place, birth date, traits, circumstances, how your brain mixture is going to be is already pre-written so you are bound to head a certain direction and become something you can't control. This is it really, God does play die.

 No.308065

>>308060
>"All the world's a stage, And all the men and succubi merely players; They have their exits and their entrances; And one man in his time plays many parts"

I feel people like Chris Chan are actually some of the most beloved people on earth, specifically because people can gawk at them and feel better. Losers are loved in a sense, and people want them around to feel better about themselves. And sometimes the most successful people are the most despised. There's actual hate in my mother's voice when she gets going about Elon, I don't know why she cares to hate him. I guess it's because he achieves shit, idk. But I've never really heard of anyone actually hating Chris Chan. Whenever he's talked about there's loving fascination.

 No.308076

>>307348
eat shit

 No.308733

>>307348
Thanks wizbro!


I am not OP, but I have my own difficulty with goals since some of my "normal" goals were awfully sabotaged by my own parents.

Thanks for cheering me for having goals to begin with! I will try to do *some of them*


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 No.63562[Reply]

I'm interested in rpgmaker games in general, I feel like there's some gems out there ready to be discovered. digg in! as they say haha
I also like to know the games you've played and your opinions on it.
Don't forget to share some gems, wizards!
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 No.63580

>>63579
dunno, thats pretty autistic. how do you integret that in a rpgmaker game?

 No.63581

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>>63580
Ok well. the models are posed and sometimes edited to become portraits for bosses, enemies, ect. I can make a model and from it create several different enemy variants. here the second two pictures are optional "secret" things you can find (this one is easy to find but others will be more obscure). I chose ponies as the magic and differences between them and other quadrupedal species can be interesting. there are no "furry" things like human bodies with animal heads, I find that disturbing honestly. The story boiled down to the most basic is ponies (good) fighting monsters and ancient evils of many sorts. I've written alot of convoluted lore for many things but overall very simple game to play, at the start you will pick one of four 'alicorn' (winged unicorn) to have as your special character. it will unlock special interactions with the world. each can use different equipment and all have different followers. it will really just be a dungeon crawler with fancy paint at the end of the day.

 No.63582

>>63581
sounds like a good idea which could work and be a successful if you happen to release the game

 No.63583

>>63582
I hope to release it one day. but I only have the first 2 areas made and the tier 1 weapons. those are fun to make. little minecraft-like pixel art weapons

 No.63584

>>63583
good luck, wizard


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 No.307023[Reply]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

Previous:
>>296511
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 No.308551

>>308550
apparently with the exit bag method where you use a bag of plastic it is more effective, I'm not planning on doing it for the short term so I hope when the time comes somewhere in the world suicide pods are readily available, if I try to do the suiciding on my own without help I'll probably fuck it up.

 No.308563

Does anyone know how likely it is in western countries to be forcefeed if you stop eating? Google gives me bullshit results.

Will they make a hole in your stomach and forcefeed you from there? Or will it be through blood? How long can they sustain this? Especially if you refuse any treatment and actively resist.

 No.308564

>>308563
I also read they can put a tube in your nose permanently and push food down your throat with a pump.

 No.308721

I really regret postponing my attempt in april, now it's june and I'm still here

 No.308726

>>308564
They don't need to. They can give you enough proteins, fats and vitamins through IV injection indefinitely.


/wiz/

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 No.227944[Reply]

wizards, this is a truly important question. how do you tell your mom, or anyone else for that matter, that you are really not interested in whatever female they think you should "befriend"?

i know you're going to troll me, but i still kindly ask you to find a second and think about what could be the *optimal* solution. the solution that doesn't burn bridges, doesn't create bitter enemies and yet lets you maintain the high ground. i know this is not fully achievable, but there gotta be an algorithm or something.

my brain just crashes in such situations. it's like "idk wtf are you're even talking about???" i need help
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 No.228894

>>227944
my mom's dead so I don't have to worry. It's more about my dad and me being his sole sun. That he's already hooking up with another succubus and insisting I go into therapy and go onto medication to put up with her that directly effects my ability to masturbate just makes me don't give a fuck any more

 No.228948

>>228241
Gesture language varies between nations.

Good luck deciphering a bloke as myself.

 No.228957

>>227944
With the one and only argument there is: there's no such thing as a friendship between man and succubus.
You can't change a person's perspective on anything, specially if you're in a position of disadvantage from the start. That's the case for every son x parents dynamics. You can say you have no sexual urges whatsoever. I don't know. Perhaps you could stall the annoyance by pretending to be hormonally broken. Or get a diagnosis. That tends to make them jaded.

 No.228961

>>228957
mom says
>sonny just gotta try it plsplspls trust me you're gonna love it!!!
spoiler: she just wants grandkids.

 No.228962

>>228961
All animals do and humans are animals


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 No.306545[Reply]

I am not even that horny, a lot of the days I force my self to do it while not even being in the mood for it, it's just the most effective way for me to cope, masturbation is free, gives you instant pleasure and can burn for you many hours at the time, there are times when i find my self touching myself just so I can use it as a way to distract my self for my anxieties and negative thought loops, as soon as i start touching myself all my anxiety and negative emotions start to dissolve as much as i hate and it hate how much i overdo it, i can't deny it makes getting through my days easier when i can just touch my self for many hours instead of just sitting there being miserable feeling hollow bored to tears and empty or anxious and overthinking at worse, my point here is that I believe the addiction for me is a mere sympotom, something I use to escape my negative feelings and the emptiness of my daily life, thanks for reading my blogpost
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 No.308597

yuki

 No.308633

>>306545
I have the opposite problem, I've done it so much my dick doesn't even care anymore, I just ignore the feelings now because it'd be too much effort to make anything happen physically.

 No.308671

>>306545
Reaching full week of edging. Didn't quit fapping entirely but it's a start.

 No.308704

>>308596
can you help me with this?
i have been realizing the source of my cravings is a lot of existential dread and knowing "I have to tackle my mental health" but not feeling up for the task of maintaining that effort and changing my life…

so did your detatchment lead you to fixing any of the things that triggered you?

or did your mindfulness practice alleviate it altogether?

 No.308724

>>307853
such a strange plight of existence huh?

i sometimes wonder if my dopamine could self-regulate back to normal

i wonder how many decades i have spent half-present, half-lost in fantasy in my head or lingering tingles of whatever is left from the last wave of ecstacy.

once you get a hit in the day, nothing else can compare. it's hard to imagine a life without the cycle and the chase for more dopamine…

and let me guess, lucid dreams would just be an even more deep layer of escape?

(i know because that's what it has been for me, when I can manage to achieve them…. for the record I highly recommend it lol)

This post sounds like i'm wallowing with you but i genuinely wonder if this is just the best option for us to exist, have a bit of pleasure at least as we slowly slip through existence as a low-level untranscended wizard?


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 No.303736[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

You will still be stuck browsing this thread in 2026 edition

previous>>296811
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 No.308647

>>308628
They let me have one because they think I don't listen to them when I have them both on. I don't mind it though.

Again, I am not sure that the checklists would help since I am not sure if I'd even check them. It is also a problem with complex procedures when I'd have to make really advanced checklists to cover all possible mistakes.

I thought that I might be spacing out simply because of anxiety over wasted time and people watching me. Perhaps I'll try to drink some mint or whatever when I'll be at work next time. At least I'll be less upset when I'll fuck something up.

 No.308649

>>308642
People back then thought the good times would last.

 No.308655

>>308637
What's ur endgame when your parents die? Why not just skip to the chase and go live in a retard home

 No.308663

>>308655
Community homes are hellish, you don't have privacy and you need to follow rules, also you don't have air conditioning and computer usage is limited. I want to remain at home in my bed which is comfy and large. So my plan when my parents die is to sell through an administrator every inherited property of my family and to pay a caregiver to make food and clean my house and do laundry and buy me stuff until the very end. I calculated tbat I will need €2000 monthly to cover the costs, my disability pays €942, so €1058 will be from savings, when money runs out I will die from starvation while sinking in the garbage. My future depends on how many money my grandparents will leave us.

 No.308723

Another development on the clumsiness front.

When I was labeling some cables I recalled that I didn't get the quality control form filled out (and it had to cover like 1000 labelings). Since it was already done I decided not to risk making it up all from scratch and left it alone hoping noone would notice. Of course my boss had to ask about it the next day while he almost never does that. Once he found out that it's non-existent he forced an awkward interchange that went somewhat like that:

>Why did you not fill out the form?
>Well, I forgot
>…
>Why did you forget?
>????

We stared awkwardly at each other for like 5-10 seconds and he went away telling me that I'm starting to act like a retard.

Later he told me that if some sort of auditor or a client would notice that workers miss out filling these forms this way the company could lose the certificate and generally be in deep shit so I MUST stop commiting fuck ups with these forms.

Then he proceeded to complain that despite of working there for two years I am incredibly dependent on others and keep asking silly questions like where to put random shit (I genuinely feel confused and do have to ask such stuff) that has a specified place to be put that I was told about a month before. Then that I am getting late a couple of minutes every day and that I am painfully slow, finishing that in case of any bonuses or god forbid firings I will be at a huge disadvantage.

The thing that pisses me off is that I literally didn't think of that form, it didn't exist until I randomly realized that I have to fill it out. Only reasons why that might happen is that I am so spaced out that I work on some sort of vague auto pilot and keep doing mistakes because of that. Other than that I don't know. Maybe I should try to get an ADHD diagnosis or something? Perhaps a tax cut would make my employers less whiny if disability would grant it…


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 No.324033[Reply]

I don't think AI will be around for long, and not for the reason people think.

AI is very old technology, the LLMs utilized are from the 1950s. When computers were first invented they tried using artificial neurons that learnt (the Perceptron). The problem was back then memory and scaling, you could get one node to learn but by the time it went to the next it started to forget. The hardware wasn't there. Because of this AI bots relied on binary tree if/else statements and weren't programmed to learn for decades.

All that happened in the 2010s was that hardware became available to stack LLMs on top of each other. The technology behind AI is veeeeery old, it's a hardware problem. If you're some nerd that reads into tech innovations you'll find the same is true for most inventions. Wood pulp paper wasn't suddenly eureka invented in the 19th century, it's that the steam engine made the processing of wood through mulching possible. The automatic threshing machine wasn't eureka invented, it's that there were dozens of invisible small innovations that fed into it that went unthanked, like the complex mathematic epicycloid calculations that went into the gear functions that some mathematics nerds and clockmakers perfected decades ago.

Anyways, the actual supply chains that are currently feeding the current top of the line GPUs and chips are unsustainable. They're spread across so many countries and it's like a precarious inverted pyramid, each part of the chip fabrication is a monopoly because it's stretching human ingenuity and ability to its absolute limit. And for every part of the input (the lenses, the robotic arms, the chemical acids, the light diodes for the lasers, etc) there's like another 5,000+ companies making bespoke tools for specialists. It's quite literally not cost effective or arguably even possible to scale production further. Like the Concorde and other supersonic jets, the rising costs are not due to economic constraints, but human. The concorde went out of service, and likewise AI will too.

The AI bubble will burst once they try to recuperate costs, once they find out that businesses don't want to pay $100,000 for the slop, they'll get a government bail out. The government will bail it out thinking they're getting a palatinr tier surveillance engine. This will turn out to be a white elephant because the AI data centers built will require replacing every 3 years due to the GPUs burning out, costing hundreds Post too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.324247

it's funny that AI vibe coding is encouraging sloppy coding that eats more RAM, while simultaneously costing more RAM. Eventually this is going to be like the oil market where it will become economical for new players to enter and undercut everyone. That's probably what China is working on.

I don't think this bubble will burst. The rich will make it go the way of self driving cars, quietly forgotten. They got way too much invested and don't dare admit they made a dumb decision. China doesn't have to win militarily, they just gotta take advantage of this dumb shit to crash our economy.

 No.324277

>>324035
What about China?
The got everything they need on paper.

>>324033
Maybe I'm a retard and missed your point entirely, but again, why would the whole world or AI in general go the way of the dodo?
Consumer grade hardware which is plenty and has a wide market can run insane stuff now.
The whole palantir thing doesn't need as many resources as you seem to think either.

I could see chip making as a whole being hit if a couple big companies get hit in some major war or something.
Idk I'm just some retard anyways. Don't see this happening.
Even if ASML and taiwan as a whole gets obliterated I think a lot of other companies now have the means to produce such hardware.
Maybe not top0.00001% level, but at this point isn't computing already way stronger than we need anyways?

Smart people can just come up with better code, better math etc.
Chinese are already trying to kill USA AI with their own free/open source stuff and they seem to be succeeding in some ways showing people that paying USA companies to hand them all your business data might not be a good value proposition…

 No.324328

>>324247
Self driving cars… forgotten? Lel wut?

 No.324346

I don't have anything to add OP because I think the same is going to happen. It's just a matter of when.
I'm more interested in the (for now still theoretical) quantum hardware.

 No.324350

>>324346
>quantum hardware
Fake except will be used as an excuse used for crypto money stolen (all of them will become worthless) lol


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 No.65927[Reply]

Here we discuss and speak of dreams that we had or the kind of dream that we would want.
We don't discuss of lucid dreaming.
I wanted to make this kind of thread as i do control them in how they will work but once inside i let the dream go and work his own doing.
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 No.70572

I get these dreams about video games or romhacks which do not exist complete with entire mechanics and stories. The games always give this child like excitement and go paired with this feeling of when I played games as a child.
I only play games occasionaly these days and when I do they do not really excite me anymore or are anything like my dreams

 No.70573

>>70465
Average armed Ameriburger who wishes someone would break into their house

 No.70574

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I play a lot of multiplayer military shooters that aim for realism in the way weapons are handled, and I also do shooting sports IRL. This gives me a lot of dreams in which I'm just an armed soldier tasked with doing mundane military tasks or going and killing communists. Being an actual warrior in these dreams is cool but sometimes the dreams lean more to the videogame side and I end up dying because I'm lagging out or the controls are being unresponsive. Like you know how men have dreams about punching people but the dream doesn't always let the punch really land? I keep needing to shoot communists but the gun isn't working. Last night was a case of me needing to set up a radio on the field but it kept being red and translucent to indicate that it couldn't be placed there, and I died trying to find a place where the game would let me set it up. Then the dream went realism mode and I was shooting at bad guys (Slavs) who were holed up in a building, but then I found out there were also nice cats and dogs in the building too and I may have harmed them so I woke myself up by killing myself.

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>>65927
I once had a dream i fucked you mama

 No.70688

Sometimes, I dream about cheese…


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 No.324001[Reply]

greetings wizzerds, i hope you are doing good. i am currently in south africa for a holliday because i was hoping to find nice places to live in case europe becomes uninhabitable and unlike many of you i generally do not feel hatred towards the negro but i am willing to admit that there is truth to the common criticisms.

>rough place to live
>everybody lives behind automatic gates, high walls, except for the people in the slums, i walked through there which was nerve wrecking. it is very difficult to avoid them because there are always just few roads to choose to go some place.
>infrastructure is far behind though the most important stuff functions
>water could be drunk from the tap in theory but the system often is often brekaing down and dirty water comes out the tap until they fix it.
>no toiletpaper or soap in the library bathroom
>the university is built like a prison, security checks everywhere, cameras everywhere
>people give me dirty looks, they are way more scared of me then i am of them (thanks to meditation, i kid you not, i repeat i kid you not)
>people do scam me every chance they get, it feels awful and it is so obvious but i don't know how to deal with it i just give them more and don't mind but it demoralizes and saddens me
>guard dogs everywhere, barking all night, human guards everyhwere
>i have seen less then 10 white people in the whole town and they were all fat and dead inside
>there are a lot of aggressive females the same way i know it from europe but there are also quiet peaceful succubi, many of them wear the fake hair which looks ridiculous
>there is an abundance of affordable food but the people eat stuff that is very bad for them, a lot of overweight people

still my heart goes out to the the people and i gently smile at them. they did not deserve to be colonized by english people and now they have all the typical disadvantages of an english speaking culture.
the one nice thing is that the weather is real. there are no chemtrails in the sky and no strange looking mechanical demoralizing cloud formations.
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 No.324080

>>324072
Sadly and unfortunately societies everywhere are decaying. I think it's a function of population scale / ethnic make up / material prosperity / culture. Japan for example has maintained its high trust society for a long time it seems, because they are largely mono ethnic so there are no cultural clashes. Everyone's cultural roots is in a collectivist framework where people need to cooperate to survive on an island with scarce resources. The Western countries are failing because of all the immigration and decaying social cohesion, which is culture and ethnicity. But even without that I believe that the rampant individualism is also having similar effects, it's only been buffered until now because we've had material wealth and abundance. Once we start to have scarcity this "every man for himself" mindset will further drive the decay of Western civilization, no matter how many brown people have been imported or not.

 No.324085

Japan's state of peace owes primarily to the absolutist system of its law, the control and policing, the cut and leave history and the iron reign of regional principalities before an iron reign was exerted throughout the nation.
Western countries place too much emphasis on life, liberty and independence. What would be better is if they instead instated a more controlling framework and unilaterally killed, massacred and permanently imprisoned anyone who detracted from it. Fortunately, some secret societies are everyday ceaselessly working to that end and will realize the dream of a united Europe within which anyone unlawful is killed on sight. The Chinese way of life is a thing to be envied, not reviled.

 No.324086

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>>324085
Just make sure to put one of this everywhere and ease the restrictions on slaughter. Retards keep talking about freedom and retarded shit like that instead.

 No.324087

>>324085
That's not what made Europe great and more humane than the rest. Doing that is basically admitting failure of the Western project. An Asian-style world is not one worth living in. Japan is a nice place to visit, but you wouldn't want to be Japanese. This isn't the politics thread though.

 No.324342

japan is a fascinating place but being like japan i don't think is desirable. keep in mind the brutal history of violence it is built upon as you are so broken and biassed that you romantisize compliance as necessity.

the education system makes japanese students want to commit sudoku, that means only the worst people make it through:
obedient, consuming, non-questioning minions who will never think for themselves and always listen to whoever is loudest and most aggressive, which are the last people humanity needs any more of. the compliant people who comply into every atrocity and fully believe that free will does not exist so that they can trick themselves that they are not responsible for their actions…

…while the self-hate in their unconscious parts make sure to inflict torture and self-harm on the corrupted believer in non-responsibility that every education system tries it's best to turn people into because those are the soldier who are tricked to participate in every war, whatever shape it may come in.

south africa had a different vibe to it. complete low trust, everybody is building high fences and walls with secrutiy cameras. the security personal distrusts the employees of a store. when the lady who sold me a bike would help me get the bike out of the store, the security lady would distrust the lady who worked in the store and frisk her to make sure she did not steal anything from the store. as if the workforce was openly hostile towards the owners of the shop…


… as they would be in a healthy culture. all the malicious compliance implied in your posts about japan will never make the world actually better, just embolden the worst of the worst to squeeze the humans even more. you can not comply yourself into a better world when the people you were dumb enough to accept as leaders keep fucking everything up on purpose just so they can have bigger houses and more boats. laws will never improve that because who writes the laws? those who organize against everyone so they can get more for themselves and less for everyone else.

if laws and soldiers made things better, this planet would be a paradise. clearly they don't work for the majority of the people, all they can hope to accomplish is make islands of safety for the worst of the worst people.


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 No.324336[Reply]

i found a really cool video game i thought other wizards might enjoy too. i didn't put the thread in games because i believe this is one of those rare games that transcends the medium of video games to allow the player to participate in an experience you could not otherwise have. to me it represents the best aspects that fiction or fantasy can hope to offer someone. some people like to play video games doing something they would have little problem doing in real life to a less sensational extend: playing soldier, playing sports, being criminal, managing a business, etc. this game however is something you could not do in real life.

when you zoom all the way in this games looks like a city builder. you are a little village trying to survive the constant hardships of a dangerous world. you carefully choose which buildings to build and what technologies you research given the limited resources. you shuffle around people to make sure they have the job that currently helps the little village the most and don't waste time on jobs currently not important and you can destroy buildings you built for 100% of the resources you spend, meaning you spend the time carefully optimizing stuff. you learn stuff and improve stuff and when you notice you did a mistake, you can always correct it.
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 No.324338

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then there is the map view you can see where onbu is currently walking towards and if you are in harmony with onbu and it trusts you, you can encourage it to walk a way of your choice and if it trusts you enough, it will let you make the choice.

on the maps there are places you can interact with via your building of scavenging hang-gliders and when you give the order, they fly there to check it out, hoping to bring back resources and meanwhile unless it is sleeping, onbu keeps moving so you keep walking by new places to scavenge.

 No.324339

Looks very cool. Where or on what do you play it?

I recall learning as a boy that there were ancient cultures that believed the plane of the earth was carried on the backs of large marine fish, sometimes turtles.

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if i don't forget i try to upload some more screenshots but i think the game is worth a look. i recently got it for cheaper on steam. since the ground on which the city is built is moving and has to be managed too, this feels way more dynamic and alive then let's say playing sim city 4. also in sim city 4 you better build your special buildings in places you like because if you find a better spot for it later you have to destroy it and pay for it again, this ability to constantly improve upon small aspects deepens the management experience and allows to learn from mistakes while they happen, not when playing the game again some other time.

>Looks very cool. Where or on what do you play it?

i play this on the gaming pc and i bought it on steam, but it looks like this is available for all the consoles as well. they may have actually done it and make a game that should be playable just fine with a controller however not be so baby-easy that pc gamers are insulted by the lack of possibilities.

>I recall learning as a boy that there were ancient cultures that believed the plane of the earth was carried on the backs of large marine fish, sometimes turtles.

this is probably where they got their inspiration. they did include just enough cutscenes and quest-paintings to give the impression of an active, living world the game takes place. also they show onbu being friendly with the people who live on his back and even though this is purely fictional, it is also kind of heartwarming to see this god-like creature smiling upon the people who live on his back in harmony. i wouldn't know where to get an experience like that anywhere else.

 No.324341

this dude (channel name: NoChatBot) made a nice 8min15sec review about the game

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BpfCHD_h7iQ

 No.324344

there's a gaming board


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