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 No.323344[Reply]

Redditors are anti-human. Their speech is akin to corpo babble, their draconian rules would make the most ruthless dictator on Earth flatter, their mannerisms are passive-aggressive and very feminine in nature. Reddit is like a mix of the HR team from a Silicon Valley company, the most rabid antifa member, an army of socially awkward unhinged manchildren and all the Cluster B succubi in the world.

It’s funny how they act both like a hivemind but also like mindless drones, as if they lacked any semblance of individuality. If you strive just slightly from the norm, you will get downvoted, your post removed and (if you’re lucky) they will ban your account, freeing you from the hassle of interacting with the site. The karma system only serves the purpose of silencing dissidence and rewarding virtue signaling. Like a contest to see who loves mainstream western narratives the most.

What Reddit ultimately reveals is a social pathology created by its own architecture. The platform incentivizes conformity over thought, performance over sincerity, and compliance over conviction. Expression is filtered through an ever-present fear of sanction. Under those conditions, users learn quickly that it is safer to repeat approved thoughts than to think for themselves. The result is a population trained to self-censor and to police one another, lest they offend advertisers.

This is why discourse on Reddit feels less like conversation and more like corporate risk management. Opinions are hedged, emotions are pre-approved, and disagreement is framed as harm. People don’t argue to discover truth but to demonstrate moral alignment. The karma system functions as a behavioral reinforcement loop, rewarding consensus and punishing deviation, until originality itself becomes a bannable offense.

In that sense, Reddit is less a forum and more a training ground for a particular kind of personality, as I described above. The passive-aggressive, feminine nerd who’s more invested in appearing correct rather than being honest, that’s the most common type of user on the platform. It is not surprising that the website feels exhausting to anyone with blood running through their veins and, I will be honest here, anyone with a soul. The system is hostile to actual human beings. It’s no surprise the web is filled to the brim with bots and shills. I’m sure that, except for the small minority of redditors with a pinch of self awareness, most users wouldn’t be aPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.323350

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>>323344
didn't read lol

 No.323351

>>323349
I wouldn't be surprised, I forgot to add it on the "essay" but yeah the site is jewish to the bone. Hell there's even a freemason subreddit. lol

 No.323352

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this might be interesting to you op.

reddit is an awful evil place.

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>>323348
>Can't even write an ""essay"" without AI.
In quotations because it barely classifies as one, lmao, I'm not reading all of your retarded drivel, that site is not particularly different from any other place online, stay tribalistic and mad about it I suppose, in your hatred you are no different than the "hive mind" or the "mindless drones" the fact you can't even write this completely by your own hand and mind but rely on IA shows how much of a mindless zombie you are, vacant of the mind and utterly lacking in creativity, you hate redditards because you are not particularly different from them, you simply are on the other extreme of the spectrum.

 No.323354

It's funny seeing the national subreddits on reddit, despite all the astroturfing and soy, chud out to racism like everywhere else on the internet.

I didn't even read your OP lmoa.



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 No.306157[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post here if you don't have enough to say for a new thread, but it's too depressing for the crawl thread.
ice cold edition
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 No.307019

i might be severely delusional but is starving easier than nofaping?

 No.307020

>>306647
>before committing suicide.
Terry was murdered

 No.307022

>>307020
It was an accident I believe. Not suicide or murder.

 No.307036

I really want to just drop out of society completely, but I don't know how to do it. Welfare isn't an option.
Currently my idea is to carry on working for another year or two and buy a second hand caravan, and then only do seasonal work and live off investments, using a portable wifi router and an unlimited data plan for internet, but I don't know how workable that would be, and it still requires me to interact with society somewhat.

 No.307037

>>307020
>>307022
No, it was almost certainly a suicide, that's very obvious from his last livestream at the library. He just snapped out of a psychosic episode and realized where he was, and talked on camera about how gross he is ruining the scene for normal people and a need to "purify himself". It's obvious by his tone and mannerisms that he was about do what he did.

He wasn't stupid, he was almost fifty and knew schizophrenics like him don't live into old age.


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 No.228184[Reply]

how often do you beat of? i have to force myself to do it a couple of times a week im not fat but not muscular either no way that the testosterone dips this fast? im 30 i never feel hornyness anylonger

 No.228200

once a day, I'm in my thirties as well I can't manage any more than that tbh

 No.228221

It used to b once or twice a month because I heard it helps headaches. Turns out I have a cyst in my brain so I don't bother anymore.



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 No.68295[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Book discussion. Tell us what you're reading.
Previous threads:
>>64932
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>>70343
>How did you like the novel?
It's the first novel I've read in a long time. There is more symbolism than I am used to but I seem to understand most of it. I think it may be a bit heavy handed with the moralizing but maybe back in 50s it was pushing new ideas. WW2 was still fresh in memory after all so people could appreciate anti war messaging more. This kind of non-partisan government-critical pacifism probably contributed to the hippie movement later. In any case, I think it was interesting.

 No.70439

Read The 400-Pound CEO. The only downside was that it was so short. What a brilliant thing. Other /r9k/ tier books like Whatever or Mars are more depressing, but really, they didn't speak to me like this one did.
It's not about wallowing in one's own misery, and it has some humor in it, but damn, I was really sad by the end. The main character is really pathetic, and it's crazy how Saunders aptly described such a kind of man. Maybe it was too on the nose in a few places, though.
I will read the rest of CivilWarLand collection now.

 No.70452

i didn't even check this board, what a fool i have been. so much wizzardry about reading for me to enjoy!

i made a thread about (ebook) reading and what a wonderful thing the modern e-ink display is. please come visit https://wizchan.org/lounge/res/323200.html

it is very pleasant to the eye and can be used in full sunshine. where i live they spray aluminium in the sky to block the sun as to make the people sick more so whenever there is a short moment of sun, i hurry and quickly grab the ereader and try to sit in it.

 No.70464

Do audiobooks count?

 No.70470

>>70464
>Do audiobooks count?

until i found my lord and savior the kobo ebook reader, i could only listen to audiobooks.

i tried to listen to an old book that someone bothered to make an audiobook version of with an ai narrator voice and it felt so awful and unsettling to listen to a robot that i thought "actually reading myself can't be worse then that"

… and it wasnt.

i still like audiobook read by the author but reading is nice to, especially in mild sunshine.


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 No.306959[Reply]

I have a lot of faults of my own, perhaps my current predicament is entirely my fault. I have no friends. No one to talk to. But things are worse, I was born and currently live in a really hated country on this planet but regardless it could've always been worse, I could've been a prisoner in North Korea or on the menu in Africa for a good hearty meaty meal.

The true tragedy is I am significantly over than 21, I have a very rocky relationship with my parents, who abused the hell out of me, and I literally shake and tremble in fear when my parents are angry, I can feel pain in my heart. But guess what I am over 21 years of age and they are not bound by any law to take any care of me at all but they still do, they have also helped me a lot, while I don't wish them harm, I do wish I lived away from them.

And of course I am unemployed, to a great extent, I get talked down on daily basis, while I am grateful for what my parents have done for me, I am grateful for what normies have done for me by making wonderful things like mobiles and games. I do not like the fact that my father has a carte blanche to say anything to me and do anything to me, I am grateful for society for giving me mobiles and games, as I said. But I don't like how my value is only derived from what I earn.

If I don't earn, I am a pest, a drain on resources, my parents treat me like I am disposable, with no respect, at all. And why should they cause love isn't unconditional because if they loved me unconditionally, maybe I would've abused them instead. No such thing as that.

I just want to die but I am terrified of dying without living for once. I live in an honor culture mixed with Western Style liberalism and as an unemployed person, I am the lowest common denominator in them. Money has somehow turned out to be more important than I expected it to be, I mean money is water, money is food, and money is roof. I knew that but I didn't knew how.

I have never spent a day of my life that wasn't in constant anxiety and worrying about something, not a single day in my life where I could claim that 'Yes, it was a good day.'. Perhaps I am like one of those weird females who don't want solutions to their problems but they just want to be heard, when they talk, if you know what I mean. And it surprises me that I have an iota in common with succubi.

As I said a lot of fault lies with me, I have tried for jobs, and tried for online ways to earn. But pePost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.306965

getting a job won't stop your parents from abusing you. the real reason you are the punching bag is because you are weak and they can get away with it. there are no consequences to verbally or physically abusing you. and to top it off, you also believe you rightfully deserve it, so they don't even have to fear you hating them or feel guilty.

this is not your fault. the real problem is life itself, society is built up on these chains of abusers, power structures dictated by biology, customs, even ideas. your father gets yelled at work by his own boss, the boss gets yelled at by his shareholders or clients, and so on. each of them copes with their frustrations by exercising power on those weaker than them. many wizards that live with their parents earn money, they're worth their weight and then some, but did the abuse stop? of course it didn't, the parents still see them as weak and subservient, so they exercise what little power they have and yell at them for having fun on the computer or not reaching so-and-so milestone or whatever, they can always find something.

you should try to gain power in this relationship. when your mother or father berates you for something, make sure you do the opposite. if they say be careful with so-and-so, make sure you deliberately fuck it up and have them witness that it was to spite them. eventually they will think twice before speaking up. then, make sure that you are always enjoying yourself and being happy (even when you really aren't). if they come home from work and they are demonstrating or complaining how tired they are, tell them about your day where you did absolutely nothing and make sure they understand that they are fundamentally under you. they slave while you stay at home and enjoy yourself, guilt free! initially, this might anger them, but if you stay on that anger and hold your ground, they will give up, because they are fundamentally also weak. they are fighting on another front already, they lack the energy, they will eventually say, ah, let him be, there is nothing to be done. and that, is when you win. when you morally defeat them and turn the suffering on them.

you shouldn't feel guilty about being a leech, wiz. it's your one source of power. you have no money, no friends, you don't even have peace in your own home. you should use it, make your parents suffer, make them regret the pleasure they had while fornicating, let them regret the sweet act that brought you into this worPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.306967

I used to feel like this, now I just want to hang myself, no longer trying to get better.
There is something fundamentally lame about living anyway, you spend like 95 percent of the time struggling, suffering, surviving, for what exactly? This slow rotting and dying is inevitable and your dream existence is never coming. Might as well just get it over with.

 No.306972

I didn't read any of that but the solution is to take daily action start with something small and then gradually build up. Stop thinking so much and writing blogposts.

Get a skill, you may have to go to uni, or a trade school, or military. You already want to die, probably because you are paralyzed and not doing anything and self-hating on that account. Just do something SUSTAINED.

 No.306993

I can relate.

I'm exhausted of being paralyzed, that's either due for being so slack or become instantly petrified at imminent danger.

Breaking this addictive cycle is so damn hard, plus, you have to withstand your peers actually arousing to action and surpass you in every way while life goes on. It's tiresome.

 No.307035

>>306972
I have already went to a uni, but if I were to unfairly judge your comment, even though you gave me a fairly good advice, I would say you don't live in third world. While certainly your advice has a lot of merit as people who I studied with are doing relatively better in their lives.
>>306993
Absolutely but I feel like what good was the uni that I went to or what good were the actions I took if I had to end up unemployed where every day is the same except the disrespect and disdain towards someone like me goes up.

>>306965
You're absolutely right it's mostly because I am weak to be honest with you, but I don't feel like I deserve it but more like I bought it upon myself, now here's the thing I can't really do the opposite because I am dependent upon them for food and shelter. Honestly, yes, in some ways I do believe that they do share some responsibility for me, but then again I am also an odd one out and I also want to move out, which I am trying to if I am being honest, but yes, I should work on not feeling guilty.



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 No.307023[Reply]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

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>>307028
literally fuck the hell off normalnigger. you're fucking annoying

 No.307030

do you guys have any suifuel ("suicide fuel") resources that you like to browse? shit that completely demoralizes you and activates that self-destruct urge inside you. i need something to push me off the edge…

this is a good example >>307028
pendatic retards like these ruin every community and make me question what's the point of even coming here. but it's not enough to reach for the rope quite yet.

 No.307031

>>307030
Just get a job lol

 No.307033

>>307024
>>307028
Im gonna be real with you here, boss: youre making an excellent point. You are voicing something ive been thinking for a long time, theres just something wrong in verbalizing your thoughts with an anime succubus to represent them. Its just wrong.

I think it gives females power too, imagine a world where every struggling male actually disregards females like 100%. Imagine.

>freshly saved, recently posted Discord meme that has long since been culturally connected with females and the depression they feel, as well as with men who pretend to be females and are depressed because they never will be.

However, do you know what anime character that is and where it comes from? Im agreeing with you, but Homura is a pretty maleish character all things considered. Its not a blatant female self insert like the succubus from My Dress-Up Darling, Spy X Family or the million female wish fulfillment gachas

 No.307034

>>307030
ironically whenever i want to remember why i'm suicidal i either browse imageboards or talk to people elsewhere. i don't often do the latter though, i don't like real people



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 No.306923[Reply]

I feel an immense disgust with the fact that I inhabit a human body. It manifests most acutely when I must face a physical process in action. Examples being; having to urinate or defecate, or having an erection. Defecating is particularly bad. I become aware that I am a worthless ape. I feel suicidal when I must wipe shit from my anus. Maybe you laugh at reading such a sentence, but it is truly horrible. I feel particularly demoralised and depleted when I realise that normalfags get to experience reality free from this burden. They do not fixate on the weight of their body, the terror of possessing a spine. They are not reminded that they are nothing but an animated flesh puppet when they face sexual arousal. It all feels like a cruel joke.
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 No.306925

I can't relate cuz I really like pooping.

I do hate having a physical body though, but mostly because meatspace is so cumbersome. Having to move around, all the tiny complexities of real life that make things a hassle, tripping, hitting myself against objects in my house, things falling out of my hand, spilling drinks… I also hate how vulnerable my body is, one poke with a sharp object and I'm probably dead, all the gooey stuff just leaks out.

I would much prefer to be a glowing orb of light or some shit, no physical body, just pure MIND. Maybe soon, after I finally rope.

 No.306938

I am incompatible with living on a very deep and fundamental level. I am 30 and I feel like human bodies after this burst of youth and vitality in the teens and twenties are just slow rotting flesh machines which aren't worth living in. To maintain this rotting machine you must waste away at some job for most of your existence. Why should I bother if I can just hang myself ?
You receive this psychological hostility from other humans with lies, gaslighting, petty torment etc. Why shouldn't I just leave ? Finally there is everyday life, everything is dirty, noisy, unpleasant. I can't say I'm unhappy that I am hanging myself.

 No.307006

>>306938
I think much of the despair and nihilism in our culture is due to the fact we almost universally have to go through debilitating old age now. It's weird, in the olden days you could be pretty confident you'd drop dead sometime in your 40s, even the 50s was a gift.

People used to drop dead from disease within a few years of their bodies giving out.

 No.307007

>>307006
Are normies even despairing? They seem to enjoy this soulless and nihilistic behavior.

 No.307032

I always wished I could be a floating shape, like in Flatland. And to emit light at will. I could explore everywhere on earth, travel the bottom of the ocean, wander through forests, explore caves… I'd want to either be a 3d cube or 2d triangle. Eventually I'd go to space to explore and never look back



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 No.227944[Reply]

wizards, this is a truly important question. how do you tell your mom, or anyone else for that matter, that you are really not interested in whatever female they think you should "befriend"?

i know you're going to troll me, but i still kindly ask you to find a second and think about what could be the *optimal* solution. the solution that doesn't burn bridges, doesn't create bitter enemies and yet lets you maintain the high ground. i know this is not fully achievable, but there gotta be an algorithm or something.

my brain just crashes in such situations. it's like "idk wtf are you're even talking about???" i need help
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 No.228196

>>228190
>significant male playing piece

i'm a significant male, i don't think it would matter to a succubus if i insulted her, she would be too delighted that i validate her existence by talking to her. she would not even listen to a single word i say and just bathe in my "attention".

females are naaaaaasty

 No.228197

>>228196
well that's the other side of the coin

 No.228216

>>228122
I have had several jobs throughout the past 15 years and have seen the lasting effects of insults on all walks of people. It doesn't take a social scientist to figure out how to hurt someone's feelings. You seem to be an expert on succubi and how they perceive "low status males". That's pretty suspicious. How exactly does the succubus we're trying to offend come to realize that we're a virgin in the first place? Are wizards out there wearing "Virginity Rocks!" shirts and that's what makes every female giggle at us when we call them rude names?

 No.228217

idk

 No.228219

>>228217
wizbro



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 No.228142[Reply]

im 18 and the sex is a idea that make me feel disgusting. I don´t have relation with succubus. I think that the sex is a form of engage with the word.
And while more i think i can see that my life is a fucking disaster for be thinking about have sex and be with a succubus all day.
But i dont want humilieate me and be some desesperated. also im ugly shitskin and low iq and social skills (coomer to)
in deep of my heart i believe that lose my virginity will make me happy, that a succubus listen my problems, and scare me the idea that while more times goes on the succubi have more experience and i stuck in back.
I know a contradiction. My point is that i wanna be alone and be happy alone.i dont wanna be part of that twisted system and circle what life is, but my wish chase me.
What recomendation give me? above all the wizard more olders. I think go to a psychiathrist to give me pills and practice some sport, but i dont wanna go to gym because i hate thats machines touch by all world and are many sucubus dresses like whore.
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 No.228183

Have zero expectations

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>>228148
>maybe the physical distance from the sickness of society could be the answer but idk, never tried it.
I have, it's a temporary solution in some ways and just creates new problems in others. In a human body there's no escape from dependencies, it's part of the soul-trap; the only change out innawoods is it's not other people/society entrapping you, it's your body and brain. Maybe for some equatorial australopithecus it's doable, feel free to try if you really want, though. Basically my point is the entire realm we're in has inherent issues that we have no clear solution to, and even if we did, the rest of the population would just be conditioned to reject it and anyone suggesting it.

Anyways, lucid dream sex is an option for separating fantasy from bodily limitations. I just wish it were easier to do, more consistent. Keeping sexual desire channeled into a mental space I think has potential, especially if you avoid touching your dick and choose visualization over the typical visual media.

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>>228212
Good one! Any more books from the author? He mentioned that writing is his passion.

 No.228220

Anon, please proofread your posts before posting. I understand having a typo or two but this is unreadable.



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 No.306970[Reply]

I've seen this discussed in many threads so I made a thread for it. Many wizzies had had their life destroyed by psychiatric medication be it SSRI's, antipsychotics, benzodiazepines or others. A psych ward stay tends to leave you worse off. Some people get abused in psychiatric institutions. Mentioning you are sad and thinking about suicide to a doctor or nurse can get you forcefully restrained and tranquilised.
I'm suicidal but I avoid any medical help precisely for this reason.
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 No.306992

>>306990
>psychiatry's use of lobotomies.
I believe (((Walter Freeman))) was the principal villain behind this trend. He even had a lobotomy truck called a "lobotomobile" in which he would travel just murdering as many goyim as he could.

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-leading-edge/202505/a-dark-chapter-in-psychiatry-the-lobotomobile

https://allthatsinteresting.com/walter-freeman

This satanic freak died in the jewish city of Berkeley CA at a very advanced age. in infernis comburat aeternaliter.

 No.307005

>>306992
how disgusting

 No.307009

>>306970
I dont fucking care. I go to the psychiatry to give me pills and stop this shit thougths and impulsive behavior. I dont care about i will became a lobotomized I only want live in peace and alone.

 No.307012

>>307009
>I dont care about i will became a lobotomized
Looks like you are lobotomised already.

 No.307018

>>307012
that makes you brothers doesn't it?



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 No.306816[Reply]

I have a job, and heaven knows I'm miserable now, I don't have studies and I have a bad arm so i can work but my arm is hurting me.
I really want the job, I don't have anything better to do with my life in this point.
My parents are so proud of me, at least I have a job, but for my arm problem I don't know how many time I will work in this place.
Average normies life sucks, they don't have a beautiful succubus, if they don't have money their life sucks and if they have money they are consumerist zombies.
I want a life with beauty, I want a beautiful succubus, I want to listen beautiful music, play beautiful videogames, read a beautifull book or manga, play the guitar and have a creative job, I really don't understand normies with consumerist or poor life, why to get up, you don't have dreams, you don't have a beautiful succubus, you don't enjoy beauty more than the last iphone and a good house.
Normies life sucks too, but normies believe they are so better than us, and that is wrong.
I really feel suicidal with this thoughts, I don't have the life I want and I don't want to life a life who I hate. I don't want to be a NEET and I don't want to be a normie with a shit work.
Sorry bad English dear wizards.
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 No.306837

>>306835
come to think of it jeets who come here tend to be in early 20s, but still i think there should be a few in their 30ish.

 No.307014

I really don't understand why people have to be racist to Indians on here, and I say this as a genuinely racist guy.

So what if Indians post here about their problems? It's a slow board, it's not taking from anything.

 No.307015

>>307014
Accomodate third world users, become a third world website.

 No.307016

>>307014
I'm racist to everyone, including you.
>a genuinely racist guy
Do you mean "a genuine poltard"?

 No.307021

>>307014
>I really don't understand why people have to be racist to Indians on here
imagine this: I visit your house and ignore all your rules inside your house and put liquid diarrhea on your carpet straight out of my anus.
the next day I return and do the same thing again.
would you be happy about that?
probably not unless you are indian yourself and live in shit and its normal for you to shit everywhere to increase your izzat score.
So this is what the indian posters do, just look at OP. comes to this male virgin website to write up in broken english, I quote: "I want a beautiful succubus", clearly against the rules.

So why should we tolerate and accept these shitskins here? they dont respect wizchan and its users, they dont respect the rules.



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 No.321588[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction

https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.323332

>>323331
yeah, it's probably fine. just don't move around too much. hopefully the fishy bone doesn't poke your hemmorhoid on the way out lol

 No.323333

>>323332
you're a funny whiz kid

 No.323334

>>323333
it's not funny, you stupid fuck. you swallowed a foreign object. you are going to fucking DIE. go to the emergency room right now lmfao

 No.323338

>>323331
It's fine if they're really small. If it's small enough to be swallowed without feeling anything out of the ordinary then it's obviously safe.

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>>323334
Cooked fish is food, not a foreign object. Fish bones are soft like cartilage and dissolve in human bile. Even moreso for small fish rib bones that have been cooked and mulched. Entire fish skulls with teethy jaws can be eaten by humans. You are fail.


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 No.227891[Reply]

Why don't you have a tulpa, anon?
You can cheat yourself out of loneliness by fostering a loving relationship with an imaginary friend.

Benefits of a tulpa,
>You can choose any shape or form for her.
>You will never feel alone.
>She will always show unconditional love.
>She will always follow you around.
>You can have sex without losing your virginity powers or contracting STDs.
>Costs absolutely nothing.
>Basically the 'ultimate' form of a waifu.
The only negative is the social stigma, which you can easily avoid by not revealing your powerlevel.

It was the best decision of my life. It feels so good to have someone take care of you, compliment you and physically comfort you.
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 No.228181

Is having a photograph of a succubus helpful? Someone whom I project onto my tulpa? Or, is it preferable that this is pure imagination? Or, is there not a superior method?
Do I have to talk out loud to my tulpa? Will I hear her respond? Or, will I need to close my eyes and focus?

 No.228182

>>228181
You shouldn't be asking these things. You should be doing these things and then figuring out for yourself if they work for you or not.

 No.228191

The great part of having a tulpa is that your mind reacts to imagination like it's real life, so if you vividly imagine cuddling with her, feeling her touch, smell, warmth etc. your brain literally releases oxytocin as if it's a real person. When I discovered that, it truly felt like a cheat code, like I found a button inside my head that I can press to feel good instantly. For a while, it was really addicting, I'd spend hours every day daydreaming and pressing that button. It's especially addicting if you never felt those "love" chemicals, cuz suddenly your brain is like woah, keep doing that, we're on to something. Made me realize how lonely and sad my life was up to that point, because not a single real person ever made me feel that way, and I was a grown ass man in my 20s at that point. I've felt more love for my tulpa than I've ever felt for real people. More genuine connection and intimacy with a thought form, than with the supposedly sentient naked apes around me LOL

Too bad you can't do the same thing with like an imaginary hamburger, I can imagine the taste and it's nice, but it still lacks that physical satisfaction, your brain still thinks its hungry. Maybe it's possible, maybe that's what those anorexic monks do that manage to starve for months. There is a lot of power hidden in the mind.

 No.228192

>>228191
>There is a lot of power hidden in the mind.

ya it's fascinating what it's capable of
and this whole thread brings into focus the blurry line
between reality and perception

 No.228215

>>228191
that sounds awesome
your post convinced me to try it
>Maybe it's possible, maybe that's what those anorexic monks do that manage to starve for months.
no, that's not what we do, but i guess it would depend on the type
for me it was more about feeling independent from my body and the physical world, and not acting on my basic desire to eat gave me a sense of power



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 No.227929[Reply]

Norms, notions and behaviors they have that annoys you.

>Never argue with your critics or openly dismiss them

Their blood seems to almost always boil when you openly disagree or argue back against their point of view. They seems to just expect you to just nod along and agree(even if it's dishonestly).
Even if they deliverer their criticism rudely they expect you to still be polite with them.
Been told that snarky responses to people's criticism like
>I don't care go fix it yourself if you have a problem with it!
>Rich coming from an amateur like you, I like to see you do better!
>Who cares about what you have to say? Shove it up your ass!
>If you don't like it then do something else!
Will just ensure no one will bother to be honest with you, if they see you do something that is bad/wrong they will keep their mouth shut or lie saying you're doing great and hope you sabotage for yourself.
For a while I bought this. However, it just lead to people daring to be more rude with me. Eventually lead me to snap and revert to my old behavior. Then people started to choose their words more carefully when they talk to me.
Most of the time their criticism isn't even constructive, it's just them wanting you to cater to their preferences. So far this "antisocial" behavior haven't cause me any harm.
This is just some bollocks normies made up, because they don't like when people disagree or argues with them. They just want to be "right" without any push back.
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 No.228209

I hate when normies change behavior down to tone of voice depending on the person they interact with.
succubi do this the most, but men too just differently.
My mom would have a completely different way of presenting herself. Pitch higher, "polite" tone etc. It's insane.
It was always insane to hear her be normal one moment then shift to another person when some acquaintance comes around.

I also hate it that I used to have pretty decent conversations with people one-on-one and then the second someone else comes around all of a sudden that person is gone and now I have 2 strangers that there with negative affinity somehow.
Social dynamics dictate behavior too much. Despite people claiming the world is becoming too individualistic and atomized the herd programming is still there as strong as ever.
I feel like a lot of people could have been real good friends with me if not for that.

 No.228210

>>228209
The day cum and piss gets mixed shit will come out

 No.228211

>>228209
I treat everyone with the same pan faced monotone voice with occasional sperg outbursts when I find something catastrophically mismanaged. I think it's deceitful to show anything other than my true personality. I guess this behavior is off putting to succubi because it's dangerous to be around someone who disregards social niceties.

 No.228213

>>228211
Nobody cares about honesty. You are not called to be promiscuously honest.

 No.228214

>>228213
I care about honesty. Normies targeting me for their gangstalking sport is one of the most disgusting things I've discovered about them.



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 No.314827[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Hitler's thread:
Paintings or things related to him or to national socialism.

- Painting of a castle.
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 No.323231

>>323110
nukes are fake but jews controlling governments and playing the goyish nations against each other in eternal war games is not.

 No.323236

>>323124

where is the subscribe button, i can't find the subscribe button to this post, i can't believe i wasted this day when i could have instead contemplated this post for hours (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻

 No.323257

what a strange time is ours that the pro-monarchists will have become the revolutionaries now.

 No.323340

>>323124
>for when kikes will trigger another false flag strike

There's no way the goyim would fall for such a thing this time.

 No.323341

>>323257
Not surprisingly actually because the masses have never stood for anything


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 No.301895[Reply]

Starting a new anti-suicide general as the original has been bump-locked.

Helping wizards to understand that persuasive feelings of suicide can be bested.

Further the discursive spirit of this thread will remain the same as the first: to counter the general luring tenor of sadness that defines all the other threads through sharing positive practical advice purposed to reducing suicidal behavior even when we feel most suicidal. Naturally, being that I started the topic, I will be the first to contribute.

(1) Know that I care about you guys deeply and sincerely. Call me a faggot, I don't care (many have already done this, to no worthwhile avail)
(2) Examine what you are eating. For example, gluten especially produces depressive/psychotic episodes in sensitive autistic individuals. Sugar also is not healthy for your brain. Delimiting ingestion of both is wise.
(3) Make sure you are getting sufficient sleep. Chronic sleeplessness or even a few days' worth of irregular sleep can seriously interfere with the clarity of our thinking.
(4) Clean up. Taking a warm shower and putting on fresh clean clothes always is refreshing and helps to break up darkened mental habits.
(5) Breathe fresh air. Open whichever windows punctuate your room and allow some wind to come in.
(6) Watch your breathing. When we are panicked, our breathing can become very disordered and we do not recognize the effect this has on our thinking. Take deep, purposeful breaths, and collect your thoughts.
(7) Respect yourself. You have done your best to survive in an awful world, and you should grant yourself forgiveness for any mistakes and the allowance to rest with a composed and balanced mind.

I've done my part. Anyone else?
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 No.306247

>>304793
Do you follow this diet?

 No.306619

>>305499
Any authentically calm space will do. You don't always need to be on the floor to meditate, you know.

 No.306994

>>306619
Being outside is excellent for meditation. I actually like to vary my spots. What is your favorite?

 No.306997

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WAVING GOODBYE WAVING GOODBYE WAVING GOODBYE WAVING GOODBYE WAVING GOODBYE WAVING GOODBYE

WITH SOARING EYES

 No.307004

>>306997
i cast a supportive spell at you hope that works and take care



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 No.306545[Reply]

I am not even that horny, a lot of the days I force my self to do it while not even being in the mood for it, it's just the most effective way for me to cope, masturbation is free, gives you instant pleasure and can burn for you many hours at the time, there are times when i find my self touching myself just so I can use it as a way to distract my self for my anxieties and negative thought loops, as soon as i start touching myself all my anxiety and negative emotions start to dissolve as much as i hate and it hate how much i overdo it, i can't deny it makes getting through my days easier when i can just touch my self for many hours instead of just sitting there being miserable feeling hollow bored to tears and empty or anxious and overthinking at worse, my point here is that I believe the addiction for me is a mere sympotom, something I use to escape my negative feelings and the emptiness of my daily life, thanks for reading my blogpost
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Porn is terrible but without it I have no idea how to cope with the stress in my life, it's so pathetic when porn is your only cope and escapism.

 No.306885

>>306545
i have been banned!

 No.307001

>>306545
It's a fucking addiction and I hate it. It destroyed everything in my life and takes me many hours of my days only to after masturbated 3 times one after other, I feel destroyed and without energy. Many times I wish to suicide myself in that state after masturbate for the low level of energy that I had. Wish the best of luck to everyone trying to left this evilness.

 No.307002

>>307001
Just stop fapping.

 No.307003

yeah fapping too much is bad, but not fapping at all is too mentally draining. it's pathetic, but it can't be helped.

i agree that porn is ugly



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 No.306449[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What is the average wizard's relationship with religion like? No religious person has ever been able to give me a good argument for why God, if he is out there, is not the most maximally evil being in the universe simply by the virtue of creating suffering when he could have chosen not to. Saying "suffering builds character" and derivatives of is just a manifestation of their stockholm syndrome for this vile entity

>I form the light, and create darkness. I make peace, and create evil. I YHWH do all these things - Isaiah 45:7
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 No.306951

>>306947
According to the other guy this isn't atheism and "you're applying your particular belief set to atheism" but i will take a bite.
"We're only matter" is not what modern science claims, rather there exists a list of laws of physics expressable in mathematical language which all matter obeys. These laws themselves are immaterial. Basically all matter obeys the laws of gravity and electromagnetism, but these laws themselves are immaterial concepts only expressable in mathematics. You can make a similar argument where all living beings are formed through the principles of evolution, but this principle itself is an immaterial concept. Can you grasp the laws of physics or evolution in your hand or tell me where they are located? They surely are immaterial. Yet all living beings obey them. This is what I mean that atheism is filled with logical fallacies, and if they are being honest with themselves, what I just described is their impersonal God.

 No.306953

>>306951
Gravity and electromagnetism are properties of matter, which is also energy, an electromagnetic field is literally a microparticle oscillation like every wave that exists in nature. Gravity is how matter interacts with space, it bends space towards itself. There is no immaterial rule or intelligent design rather a very local and clumsy reality where deformed atrocities murder each other.

 No.306956

>>306953
human beings die because their body touches their passenger

 No.306964

I've been a Satanist forever. I avoid other satanists though. I've found a lot, in general I like the path I'm on. I've tried Orthodox Christianity, for 2 years. I like a lot from it, I suffered a lot but orthodoxy helped me be glad and not worry during it. But it's hard. I never got baptized I couldn't even after a year, the priest wouldn't let me.

It has useful insights. But don't get locked down and forced to defend ideas/people you normally wouldn't

 No.307000

>>306449
I used to read the bible to know what in the past was normal and have some kind of guide. It helped me understand that the evil and destructive of humans it's not nothing new, but something periodic and only changes in what kind of evilness they practice. Religion as an answer to everything I think that it's pretty limited from a human being to process the real world and the environment and most people are closer to the church than god so that makes me think that they sin from the immaturity and the same bad behaviors that the great majority has. I don't think that religion is for everyone and most of wizards here want answers, not consolation. My family and most people only tried to comfort me when bad things happened in my life, and that makes me feel worse because I want the "why" happened that so I can evade it or learn from there,etc,etc because I feel comfort when I know why x or y stuff, good or bad, happened. But that's my case. The most majority only wants to remove the emotion and continue without knowing why happened and that's what religion is a good answer for a great amount of people. Not in my case and I see that not in yours.


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 No.301262[Reply]

It's Saturday night and I started taking a new antidepressant called Mirtazapine (15mg) on Thursday night.

This is my 10th or so attempt at a psychiatric medication. I've tried lots of therapy too.

Wish me luck anonymages. I was about to quit my job but watched some motivational videos on autoplay on Youtube for hours and as cheesy as it was, they convinced me to give this a go.

I didn't even get these prescribed recently. It was way back last year and then I just didn't take them because this particular medicine has a reputation for making people really fatigued.

It does put me to sleep. But, maybe that's ok. If it means I can find some happening apart from fapping and dreaming while I sleep.

Maybe it'll even help me turnaround my fortunes at work where it looks like I'm sliding towards a firing or just being unable to come in. Barely stopped myself raging at my boss the other day and took 2 weeks sick leave from stress afterwards. I need to swallow some humble pie come Monday and hopefully these pills help. Being off work for 2 weeks showed me I'm just as miserable and actually more so depressed, anxious and stressed not working despite all the antiwork slogans I collect.
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>>305405
>>305756
Hey anon, me again. Not sure how long I will manage to live with this illness… I am very close to suicide. It worsened recently and I am unable to feel sleepy, hungry, thirsty… My body and my mind are deteriorating. I lost my identity. I lost the ability for deep abstract thought, analysis, ability to recall facts or learn new skills… I don't even have the strenght to try anymore. Stopped working out and eating healthy, I am slowly rotting and have no more will because my situation doesn't seem like it will ever get better. If it improves, that will be in many years. Completely ruined life. Apparently David Foster Wallace died because of ssris withdrawal I'm afraid it's my fate too.

What do you think of TRT, reinstatement… or something else? I have been told to do keto diet. I really feel like the best thing would be to microdose shrooms, lsd, ket or meth but I'm a retard that cant find them online asides from lsd but my card wont work on the damn site right now. I don't want to die like this. I don't know what I did to deserve this.

Picrel is the doctor that got me on ssris telling me I'm a liar, hope it makes some lurkers realize how its all so devilish. You dont wanna end up like me, I took the poison for a month and now more than a year after I stopped taking it I have severe anhedonia, numb penis, no libido, no feelings from ejaculation, worse cognitive function, hard time imagining things in my head, and what I wrote above… I think about ending my ridiculous existence every day. People used to tell me I was good in a field, people praised me as a kid and I even skipped a grade, I was the kid constantly in existential crisis. I met fascinating people. but now it's all over.

I wanted to trust the world, doctors, my parents and look how miserable I am now. If you see a miserable fuck whine about this condition on 4/x/ its me.
Never be too kind or you will be eaten alive by this cruel and devilish world.

 No.306223

>>306219
You should never immediately trust someone because of their status or credentials.

They might have status or credentials but they are still human and as such you can never trust their intentions until you've proven them.

 No.306224

>>306223
I know. I even knew it was poison. But I was in a dark place, very young, and didn't have enough life experience to realize how much this stuff could destroy me. And most of all, I wanted to make my mother happy.
>They might have status or credentials but they are still human and as such you can never trust their intentions until you've proven them.
You are very correct.

 No.306225

>>306148
Didn't mean to sound so dramatic. I hate crabs and their brain dead ideas. The truth is that I could never kill a human being.

 No.306999

>>306219
>Stopped working out and eating healthy, I am slowly rotting and have no more will because my situation doesn't seem like it will ever get better. If it improves, that will be in many years.

It’s perfectly okay to feel this way sometimes. You don’t have to feel bad for feeling this way. However there exists no objective logical ground for you to have imposed this conclusion on yourself as a sort of certain fatalistic sentence. In my own case, I managed to (mostly, ~95%) cure my pssd within about 1.5 years of its on-set. I feel that you should be able to do the same if you remain diligent in your diet and (just as importantly) trusting in your private mind that you can be bettered and ultimately returned wholly to where you were before the ingestion of ssris.

>What do you think of TRT, reinstatement… or something else? I have been told to do keto diet. I really feel like the best thing would be to microdose shrooms, lsd


I don’t think your problems are related to circulating levels of sex hormones, especially not at your age. I know after having taken ssris and encountering genital impotence and anesthesia that my own serum levels of testosterone were essentially unchanged from the year before (suggesting that the drug had not materially altered them). I cannot speak to “microdosing shrooms” as this seems near totally impertinent to the restoration of a former normal chemical balance within your brain; if anything I would imagine introducing heavy psychogenic drugs like shrooms would only further confuse an already-confused neurochemistry.

But as to what I do think might be helpful:

1. Recall that prozac being a fluoride-based ssri will particularly lower blood levels of folate (vitamin B9). In addition to everything I already recommended above in earlier posts, I would like to advise you to make sure you are getting sufficient amounts of folate into your body everyday (preferably through a well-made and well-reviewed B-complex supplement). This will combat the likely chronic folate-lowering effects of the offending drug.

“Depressed individuals often exhibit low levels of serum and red blood cell folate.”

https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.Post too long. Click here to view the full text.



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 No.4744[Reply]

Wizards, please share and discuss classical music in this thread. Hopefully some of the wonderful contributors from the previous thread are still around.
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12 of the same notes for midnight

 No.10896

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2yZEkjrD5Qc

Exceptional track that doesn't really get attention, from 2:00 onwards especially.

 No.10908

I like Cherubini. Supposedly Beethoven once said he was the best composer.

 No.10910

Found out about this Welsh composer after reading The Mabinogion.

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