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Wizards and porn addiction/gooning Anonymage 03/25/26 (Wed) 21:41:32 No.306545 [Reply]

I am not even that horny, a lot of the days I force my self to do it while not even being in the mood for it, it's just the most effective way for me to cope, masturbation is free, gives you instant pleasure and can burn for you many hours at the time, there are times when i find my self touching myself just so I can use it as a way to distract my self for my anxieties and negative thought loops, as soon as i start touching myself all my anxiety and negative emotions start to dissolve as much as i hate and it hate how much i overdo it, i can't deny it makes getting through my days easier when i can just touch my self for many hours instead of just sitting there being miserable feeling hollow bored to tears and empty or anxious and overthinking at worse, my point here is that I believe the addiction for me is a mere sympotom, something I use to escape my negative feelings and the emptiness of my daily life, thanks for reading my blogpost

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Anonymage 04/08/26 (Wed) 18:40:42 No.306880

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Porn is terrible but without it I have no idea how to cope with the stress in my life, it's so pathetic when porn is your only cope and escapism.

Anonymage 04/09/26 (Thu) 01:21:22 No.306885

>>306545
i have been banned!

Anonymage 04/11/26 (Sat) 21:30:58 No.307001

>>306545
It's a fucking addiction and I hate it. It destroyed everything in my life and takes me many hours of my days only to after masturbated 3 times one after other, I feel destroyed and without energy. Many times I wish to suicide myself in that state after masturbate for the low level of energy that I had. Wish the best of luck to everyone trying to left this evilness.

Anonymage 04/11/26 (Sat) 22:23:47 No.307002

>>307001
Just stop fapping.

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 22:11:45 No.307090

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I used to be a pretty hardcore junkie, now cigarettes and fapping are my only vices
truth be told, i was mostly jerking off on stimulants, apart from getting high on weed
Stopped because it was destroying my body fast
Cant beat the libido, gotta live with it
>>306880
its hard, but its always something
for me its anime and vidya again now
some people are just easy to get addicted
>>306548
if i can offer you some kind of relief, I was fapping sometimes for days at a time on drugs till my member was red and hurt and i did that often
Everything still works
If you are just jerking off, I think it is highly unlikely you are doing any permanent harm
likely the fear of consequences is damaging you more then the actual fapping
good look anon, im sure youll be able to moderate yourself

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Voluntarily cutting off ties Anonymage 03/20/26 (Fri) 01:04:37 No.306437 [Reply]

Does anyone else voluntarily exile themselves from society?

I'm tired of socializing, drama, human interests, social demands, social everything.

I wish I was a machine instead of a talking ape. I actually hate being an animal.
I don't even hate people, I just don't want to be in any contact with them. I even hate my own body for forcing me to eat and wash in order to not completely dysfunction.

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Anonymage 04/03/26 (Fri) 22:56:52 No.306747

>>306437
I want but my environment doesn't let me do it. I mean, I have to get known by people to gave me job on my uni so… Until I get a job, I have to tolerate the gossip and the human idiocy for a good time.

Anonymage 04/08/26 (Wed) 14:55:54 No.306874

yeah is way better not to be part of society, if you got a real good look at what people are like, you'd want to be as far away from them and their system of violence and slavery as possible.

in order to enjoy this society you have to be a cuck and that is what the education system is for. making you a cuck. untrain your sense of selfpreservation, untrain your selfrespect, untrain your opposition to injustice. for billionaires to get richer, you need get get poorer, sicker and sadder.

the one thing you can do is refuse to let go of cause-and-effect.

Anonymage 04/08/26 (Wed) 16:16:15 No.306875

>>306437
Just threw away all the stuff I bought off a shelf and filled a couple contractor bags with it. Long story short is I was raised by a narcissist and an alcoholic all my life and am not fit for whatever the act of interacting with other humans is these days so its time to pack a bag and head for the mountains.

I hate that I have so much hate and distrust for other humans but most of my interactions with them show me most of them are greedy self centered mattress climbers that have dog brain.

I think about how much happiness I'd gain if I was completely alone in this world so I wouldn't have to mask around npcs just to feel normal. I feel happy in the woods because every animal out there is honest in every action they make.

Humans do the complete opposite and its the reason Im not saying a word to anyone. I've almost got everything cleaned up and by the time they start asking about me (if they even do ask about me) ill be in the next state minding my own business.

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 02:19:26 No.307074

Began doing this at the beginning of 2026.

It is strangely calming and beautiful.

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 22:03:34 No.307089

>>306875
>I think about how much happiness I'd gain if I was completely alone in this world so I wouldn't have to mask around npcs just to feel normal. I feel happy in the woods because every animal out there is honest in every action they make.
In my perfect world I'd be the only person on Earth. Then I could be truly free. Christopher Thomas Knight escaped innawoods for 27 years. Wish I had the courage to do that.

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Depression Crawl Thread LXXIII Anonymage 03/05/26 (Thu) 04:47:04 No.306157 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post here if you don't have enough to say for a new thread, but it's too depressing for the crawl thread.
ice cold edition

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Anonymage 04/13/26 (Mon) 20:20:51 No.307061

I try to force myself to do hobbies. "Fake it till you make it" says the normalfag. It never works, and I never end up enjoying whatever I force myself to do.

right now I'm forcing myself to learn math, but my brain rejects the stuff at offhand because I do not, can not, and will not ever care about whether a particular sequence reaches a limit or not.

But it's that or nothing. It's that or sleeping all day, pacing around the house, or jerking off. Being idle makes me miserable because I'm "wasting time", working at something is equally miserable because I can't force myself to care.

Anonymage 04/13/26 (Mon) 20:46:59 No.307062

>>307059
You haven't developed anything at the age of 19 so you can't say you overcame pessimism. I'm not talking a about getting out of puberty. Come back when you are 35 but I doubt you'll be a wizard.

Anonymage 04/13/26 (Mon) 20:50:32 No.307063

slows to a crawl, like clockwork

Anonymage 04/13/26 (Mon) 20:58:17 No.307064

>>307061
Find a question or problem that you're curious about that can be modeled or solved by the mathematical concept you are studying. You can easily ask ChatGPT or some other LLM to give you reasons to care. Also, use graphical and coding tools whenever possible to get a real "feel" for the mathematical concept. Geogebra, Wolfram Mathematica, Jupyter Notebooks etc. visualize the concept, draw a pretty graph or animation, play around with it, solve problems.

If all that fails, then just pick a different branch or sub-branch of mathematics.

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 22:01:28 No.307088

just keeps crawling

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Suicide General Anonymage 04/12/26 (Sun) 14:37:38 No.307023 [Reply]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

Previous:
>>296511

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Anonymage 04/13/26 (Mon) 02:31:31 No.307043

>>307030
I don't browse the internet for this but I go over certain things inside of my head.
Imagining my life if I could have done the things I wanted to.
Thinking about how boring and repulsive my life is.
Realising always more pain is coming and you can just shut the pain impulse off forever by hanging myself.
I really think I am close to leaving now.

Anonymage 04/13/26 (Mon) 05:17:29 No.307047

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Leave homura out of this she is the reason im not dead

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 00:50:58 No.307072

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>>307024
>>307026
>>307028
>>307047

Can you faggots please talk about suicide. Nobody fucking cares about a homura fanart.

>>307023
Yes, I want to kill myself. The future scares me. I do what I can in the present without focusing on the future, but after shedding my ego, my greatest fear is witnessing the total failure of my nature in aligning with reality. To be in my natural state, and see catastrophic failure. I can't handle it. I hope MAID becomes legal. I want to be euthanized.

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 08:11:07 No.307078

>>307024
>>307028
>>307033
OP here. So basically you guys are saying you like 2D but as soon as it is used to express any sentiment it makes you a faggot. So for example making a post expressing confusion or asking questions accompanied by a confused anime succ with a question mark makes you a total faggot.
This isn't the outcast/NEET culture I've known, and I should look for a different place.
>>307072
I don't like euthanasia, dying in a hospital bed surrounded by white coats, I plan on hanging myself.

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 21:57:10 No.307087

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>>307072
sure thing buddy.
Suicide for absolute faggots
If you are dead set on dying, become a martyr for some cause instead of hanging yourself
Its not like I dont understand the romantic sentiment about it in this larp thread, but realistically, fuck suicide
>talk about suicide
how bout you actually pull through first then we can talk

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Normie behaviours you hate Anonymage 03/11/26 (Wed) 16:40:29 No.227929 [Reply]

Norms, notions and behaviors they have that annoys you.

>Never argue with your critics or openly dismiss them
Their blood seems to almost always boil when you openly disagree or argue back against their point of view. They seems to just expect you to just nod along and agree(even if it's dishonestly).
Even if they deliverer their criticism rudely they expect you to still be polite with them.
Been told that snarky responses to people's criticism like
>I don't care go fix it yourself if you have a problem with it!
>Rich coming from an amateur like you, I like to see you do better!
>Who cares about what you have to say? Shove it up your ass!
>If you don't like it then do something else!
Will just ensure no one will bother to be honest with you, if they see you do something that is bad/wrong they will keep their mouth shut or lie saying you're doing great and hope you sabotage for yourself.
For a while I bought this. However, it just lead to people daring to be more rude with me. Eventually lead me to snap and revert to my old behavior. Then people started to choose their words more carefully when they talk to me.
Most of the time their criticism isn't even constructive, it's just them wanting you to cater to their preferences. So far this "antisocial" behavior haven't cause me any harm.
This is just some bollocks normies made up, because they don't like when people disagree or argues with them. They just want to be "right" without any push back.

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Anonymage 04/12/26 (Sun) 00:53:27 No.228214

>>228213
I care about honesty. Normies targeting me for their gangstalking sport is one of the most disgusting things I've discovered about them.

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 04:38:19 No.228228

>>228114
This is what I hate too. It's so weak and deceptive. Natural little snakes.

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 14:36:47 No.228231

>>227929
>Their blood seems to almost always boil when you openly disagree or argue back against their point of view.
same with wizards

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 15:09:41 No.228232

>>228114
>>228208
>>228209
some Normies are concerned about how they are perceived, that's why they act like that.
>I want a cookie, but if I ask directly for one, I will look greedy or like a glutton.
>Let's nudge the other person to ask if I want a cookie.
Had a roommate in uni who was like this. Despite helping him out whenever he asked, he still grew frustrated with me. Complained that I never helped him out unless he asked, that I never offer to help when I saw someone in need.
Told him upfront that I'm not a mind reader and if he wanted help better ask! He explained that he didn't want to be seen as a whiny bitch who asked others for help all the time.
Why he was so concerned about this is beyond my comprehension, literally no one cares.

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 20:37:48 No.228234

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>>228214
>Normies targeting me for their gangstalking sport is one of the most disgusting things I've discovered about them.
Okay but do you realize how bad normies are at targeted harassment? They don't even know about closing the curtains and buying a dog

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I HATE FATTY NOLEGS Anonymage 02/22/26 (Sun) 04:56:28 No.322915 [Reply]

Based God has finally gotten around to killing Fred Brennan, who should never have been born at all to begin with

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Anonymage 04/13/26 (Mon) 17:55:52 No.323363

>>323362
4chan is full of normalfags, the rest are mostly populated by outcasts.

Anonymage 04/13/26 (Mon) 19:21:02 No.323364

>>323362
I chose the little anime succubus with panties on her head as the image because I no longer have the old /b/tard wearing a diaper on his head in the same way while pointing pistols at his temples (if you know the image I'm talking about please post it)

Anonymage 04/13/26 (Mon) 20:18:29 No.323365

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I miss 8chan bane

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 05:13:35 No.323366

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>>323364
you're lucky, I do have it. here it is, save it

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>>323366
Unbelievably based. Anon delivers.

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Anonymage 04/12/26 (Sun) 21:43:35 No.307038 [Reply]

Other people make my life unhappy and miserable
I just wanna be left alone
What is worse then having to fight with other people toget what you want every step of the way

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Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 10:54:05 No.307079

>>307051
Sounds more like a nigger said this

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 13:03:13 No.307080

>>307068
ok so?
what can be taken away from that quote?
it's like saying
"a car without fuel is useless"
well yeah duh
so?

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 14:16:21 No.307081

>>307080
That's a really stupid interpretation of the statement. There's no need to deduce something so clear to similes involving material utlilty.
>A man who has the knowledge but lacks the power clearly to express it is no better off than if he never had any ideas at all.
Means that doing things ends up getting those things done, while just thinking about doing those things doesn't. There's no reason to revere those who simply think. Such reverence is especially unnecessary in the context of reflection, i.e don't get an ego boner because you know how to solve a problem but are too lazy to actually fix that issue. Your contribution to resolving the issue as someone who knows but does not do is worth the same as that from someone who doesn't know and doesn't do, because they both bring about the same results. tl;dr Do it, faggot.

I can't figure out the quote's relevance to this thread, but on the whole it applies to /dep/ well
>I want to die soo sooo bad and I've learned 500 ways to kill myself from suicide handbooks but I absolutely can not and will not kill myself because uuh willpower or predetermism or my mom will turn me in to a vegetable or something. You must pity me and revere me as though I am someone who actually did take his life though because me and him are like totally the same, in fact I am suffering more than they guy who actually did die.

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 15:06:28 No.307084

>>307038
What is worse?
People acting like they know everything about you from taking just one look at you, or from reading just one of your posts. If you take their misguided advice, you will not only fight with other people on your way, but you will be going the wrong way entirely.

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 19:26:52 No.307086

>>307044
Extreme laziness, gooning, idling in the comfort zone for too long.

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Runescape Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 06:07:56 No.63478 [Reply]

Thinking about getting into RuneScape since I'm a massive shut-in and need something to sink my life into.

Is it still worth starting as a complete noob in 2026? Give me some advice on what to do first and which version is better for someone who has never played before.

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 07:55:41 No.63479

>>63478
Play OSRS, the newer versions are complete shit. You can definitely get into it as a complete beginner even now, most of the content that actually relies on other players comes much later on in your leveling experience so for a long time it's almost like a single player game. In terms of what you should do first, part of the beauty of osrs is that it's non linear. See which skills are interesting to you, start training them. Through doing this you will begin to form goals and gradually expand your knowledge of the map.

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 07:57:06 No.63480

>>63479
I should also add that there is a lot of free to play content that you can work through, so you have a while to decide if you want to pay for a subscription or not (the main downside of the game)

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 18:05:40 No.63482

>>63479
Thanks for the info. Gonna start playing one of these days

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 18:56:09 No.63483

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I highly advise against getting in to Runescape. I started playing as a kid in 2004 and amassed over 52 days of total playtime before 2007… With school and a bedtime. Did I enjoy exploring the low poly world? Yes. Did I like talking to randos for hours at the fishing sites? Verily. Did I spend 11+ hours grinding on skeletons for a single attack level increase? You bet. But what made it fun then has not only been washed away by updates and a culture shift (even on OSRS), but is also just incompatible with my elevated state of existence (I'm an adult like you). I've revisited it multiple times over the past 15 years and every time it becomes an objectively worse game.

For it being a multiplayer game, it falls as short as it can. It's effectively a singleplayer game in which you can also see other players carrying out their singleplayer tasks. Nobody is talking or hanging out anymore. Most of the people you meet either have chat disabled or won't speak English, even in your most local server. There's no way to troll people and banter is pretty much censored out entirely. Trading in person was replaced by the GE. There's no party system or co-op quests. Even the few minigames that are team based are empty with the few players being metabuilders with the absolute best stuff so you stand no chance to either contribute alongside them or beat them. Nobody PKs because there's nothing a guy can drop that can't be bought from the GE after a day of using the current get rich quick strategy. Money and the current best gear for a level is in such an abundance and easy to materialize that you can't even roleplay as a good guy going around and uplifting people with your charity. There are no noobs you can see doing the little starter quests and you'll never walk upon a dead player whose loot you can steal because that's been taken out of the game. Look at the screenshot in the OP. That's half the game's server, idly staring at menus in the GE to make their yellow coin number increase. Nobody talking, no PVP, no arguments. Might as well just be you and the same menu those players are staring at. You can even count a few bot or smurf accounts there.

There's no story or narrative depth. No funny, cute, or cool quests, characters, or events. If you like anime, Lord Of The Rings, medieval history, and European culture as a whole then too bad this game has nothing like any of that. The very need for NPC interactions has long since been phased out - uPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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I Cant Blackpill Anonymage 04/09/26 (Thu) 05:27:09 No.306888 [Reply]

Hey mages, wizards, posting this here so some may see it instead of just throwing it in a doc somewhere.

I love life. For a period of about two to three years I was empty and melancholic with constant suicidal thoughts. But now I can't hate the world, the struggle of life moves my soul; the clouds, the sea, the stars, flowers, the wind, it all is so amazing to witness. Most of all I love people, for what they can be, seeing the rare phenomenon of a genuine person, be it in person, through their words, or through something they made, tugs at me like nothing else. And it's not like my life has materially gotten much better, I got out of my nagging bitch aunts house but otherwise not much has changed.
But this transformation has only made everything hurt more, going out amongst the normgroids deeply upsets me because they squander themselves for nothing. But even then I cant bring myself to hate how much it hurts.
If you're reading this mage it'd mean a lot to see you chase your dreams, I don't believe in that crap about humans only being able to care about a certain number of people.

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Anonymage 04/13/26 (Mon) 14:30:38 No.307053

>>306892
The problem with the blackpill that no one talks about it is that it is constant, let me explain, you're not being blackpilled ones like once you have looked at the date, researches, studies, etc. which are absolutely true. You don't need to look at them again and again, it's like having a disease and constantly reminding yourself that you have a disease, that's just no way to live to be honest, and you dive deeper and deeper in it to find a solution to your problems, but there isn't one.

Most importantly there are, now this will sound like typical "positivity" BS to people but hey you've gotta be kind to yourself and love yourself, in times where you only have yourself, don't be at war with you. And realise that certain things were out of your hands and they'll likely be forever.

Anonymage 04/13/26 (Mon) 14:37:38 No.307054

>>307053
>once you have looked at the date, researches, studies, etc.
>WHICH ARE ABSOLUTELY TRUE
Lol piss off crab.

Anonymage 04/13/26 (Mon) 16:36:42 No.307058

>>307057
>you can't disprove the studies about female s*xual behavior.
I don't need to. I've never read any studies relating to female sexual behavior because as a voluntary celibate man, I have no reason to care. Well actually, "not caring" isn't entirely true. Whatever the studies say, the results evidently keep weak-willed and immature men in a perpetual state of self-loathing and whining. I find that incredibly funny, so in a sense I do care. I'm drawn to this website primarily because crying about female sexual behavior is banned. Are you crying? Or are you laughing? Cheer up.

Anonymage 04/13/26 (Mon) 19:28:12 No.307060

>>306888
>Most of all I love people,
liking individuals is okay but liking people? are you out of your mind? please go back to facebook or whatever.

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 15:43:15 No.307085

>>306907
>It's all about perspective. OP has the right perspective. Your perception is wrong, weak, and gay. From the looks of it so far, those who share your perspective are miserable and crabby. When those who enjoy life manage to change the perspective of someone who doesn't, happiness increases. When those who loath existense as some terrible struggle convince someone that their perspective is correct, happiness decreases. So stop trying to perpetute your joke ideology that life is bad lest you be labelled as someone who wants guys here to be as sad and whiny as you.
It's not about perspective at all. Suffering is bad no matter which way you look at it. Are you saying we should put on a smile and cheer up when faced with suffering? Now THAT is wrong, fake, and gay. It's weak too, in a feminine way. "Looking on the bright side" is what succubi do because they can't handle the terrible truth. Pretending I'm happy when my life is objectively shit would literally be a delusion. Do you advocate for being delusional?

And how does one even cheer up?
Seriously, how?
By forcing a smile on my face?
By looking away from the things that trouble me?
The cause of my unhappiness won't go away if I pretend it's not there.
Is there a way to be happier without conducting some kind of psyop on yourself?

/lounge/

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ALL THE FALLEN IS SHUTTING DOWN THIS IS NOT A DRILL Anonymage 02/28/26 (Sat) 03:00:29 No.323014 [Reply]

>I hope to keep the site operating long enough for people to backup what they deem valuable and migrate elsewhere. I cannot give any specific date yet. Hopefully people can do organized effort on this, like a specific sub-section. There are other communities like this that can welcome you as long as you respect them in kind.

https://allthefallen.moe/forum/index.php?threads/about-closing-down-the-site.125821/=

The situation in the booru "seems" to have stabilized and they are allegedly getting taken under Catbox, whereas the forum is 100% gonna get nuked. If you guys have content you like posted there SAVE IT, this is your last chance.

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Anonymage 03/03/26 (Tue) 14:41:10 No.323067

>>323063
it’s a direct attack on free speech by normal groids, if you don’t care about this you gay porn forums may be next, that’s how genocides start

Anonymage 03/05/26 (Thu) 06:28:47 No.323083

>>323014
Maybe it's just me, but at 30 I've started to lose interest in jerking off as much.
Kinda no longer see the point of hoarding stuff like that since I just can't see myself looking back at my stash in my late 30s or 40s.
Feels like I was hoarding and safekeeping this stuff like pictures of my non-existent family memories or something.
Not sure if anyone else relates to this conclusion.

Anonymage 04/10/26 (Fri) 19:10:30 No.323318

>>323063
atf is the last bastion of culture

Anonymage 04/13/26 (Mon) 09:12:18 No.323360

>>323014
Never heard about that site until I saw this thread. Hardly my main kink. Saw the boorus get purged in recent years. I was lucky enough to discover ss in my mid teens when everything could still be easily found.

>>323041
Between the sharty (main counterculture) and the average joe (who does not distinguish between fiction on black and white paper, and what his elected officials do IRL) participating in the witch hunt, I think that the fem ogres should be the least of your problems.

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 13:30:42 No.323367

>>323360
>Saw the boorus get purged in recent years.
Which boorus of any significance had a loli purge exactly? Dan auto blacklisted loli for non-accounts as a cash grab and Gel never flinched on Loli, even upholding their old toddlercon ban. ATF booru still exists. E621 had to hide human loli but they're open to bringing it back if they restructure their hosting. Only one major pony booru bans loli but it's out of pony purism. Paheal technically dropped loli in like 2015 but who the fuck cares about paheal besides third world Disney kid diaperhuffers?

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Anonymage 03/12/26 (Thu) 17:31:37 No.227944 [Reply]

wizards, this is a truly important question. how do you tell your mom, or anyone else for that matter, that you are really not interested in whatever female they think you should "befriend"?

i know you're going to troll me, but i still kindly ask you to find a second and think about what could be the *optimal* solution. the solution that doesn't burn bridges, doesn't create bitter enemies and yet lets you maintain the high ground. i know this is not fully achievable, but there gotta be an algorithm or something.

my brain just crashes in such situations. it's like "idk wtf are you're even talking about???" i need help

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Anonymage 04/12/26 (Sun) 14:57:05 No.228216

>>228122
I have had several jobs throughout the past 15 years and have seen the lasting effects of insults on all walks of people. It doesn't take a social scientist to figure out how to hurt someone's feelings. You seem to be an expert on succubi and how they perceive "low status males". That's pretty suspicious. How exactly does the succubus we're trying to offend come to realize that we're a virgin in the first place? Are wizards out there wearing "Virginity Rocks!" shirts and that's what makes every female giggle at us when we call them rude names?

Anonymage 04/12/26 (Sun) 15:04:45 No.228217

idk

Anonymage 04/12/26 (Sun) 15:34:05 No.228219

>>228217
wizbro

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 02:10:28 No.228227

>>228216
In 2026 it's very easy to tell an autistic male who is obviously (due to his looks, gait, atypical clothing, shyness, lack of proper microexpressions and cues) not having sex and likely never has.

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 06:38:57 No.228229

>>228227
i could never tell

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Antipsychiatry General Anonymage 04/11/26 (Sat) 02:26:12 No.306970 [Reply]

I've seen this discussed in many threads so I made a thread for it. Many wizzies had had their life destroyed by psychiatric medication be it SSRI's, antipsychotics, benzodiazepines or others. A psych ward stay tends to leave you worse off. Some people get abused in psychiatric institutions. Mentioning you are sad and thinking about suicide to a doctor or nurse can get you forcefully restrained and tranquilised.
I'm suicidal but I avoid any medical help precisely for this reason.

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Anonymage 04/11/26 (Sat) 23:56:05 No.307005

>>306992
how disgusting

Anonymage 04/12/26 (Sun) 05:04:56 No.307009

>>306970
I dont fucking care. I go to the psychiatry to give me pills and stop this shit thougths and impulsive behavior. I dont care about i will became a lobotomized I only want live in peace and alone.

Anonymage 04/12/26 (Sun) 07:47:27 No.307012

>>307009
>I dont care about i will became a lobotomized
Looks like you are lobotomised already.

Anonymage 04/12/26 (Sun) 11:25:11 No.307018

>>307012
that makes you brothers doesn't it?

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 03:51:06 No.307076

>>307018
I'm schizophrenic not lobotomised

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would anyone really care if you killed yourself? Anonymage 10/30/25 (Thu) 18:29:45 No.303825 [Reply]

Would they? I've been thinking.

My mom is already LDAR'ing due to the debt and she's already lost one child, so I think either by suicide or stress she would die. My dad? He didn't seem to care that much when my stepbro died, but I am his firstborn. I don't know really. My little brother would probably just turn into me. That's my only concern. Everyone else, would cry for a day maybe.

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Anonymage 02/20/26 (Fri) 09:23:43 No.305962

>>305829
my parents idea of "parenting" was to constantly inflict these petty torments. I was just thinking the last day how unthinkable it is for me to want to hug my mom. I've long cut off all contact. my life was like a game of running away from gross people

Anonymage 03/16/26 (Mon) 19:24:49 No.306383

Yes. If I were convinced otherwise I doubt I'd stick around very long. I wouldn't do that to my family though. Or my cat.

Anonymage 03/26/26 (Thu) 09:04:28 No.306564

Anyone have the opposite, where large portions of their family hate them so much that they'd be actually sniggering and happy at the funeral?

Anonymage 04/03/26 (Fri) 14:32:04 No.306734

>>303825
My grandma would care. My mom would be mad because having a son kill himself makes her look bad.

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 03:06:42 No.307075

>>306564
What did you do bro

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People act like religion is the answer to their problems, it just makes me more depressed Anonymage 03/21/26 (Sat) 02:31:31 No.306449 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What is the average wizard's relationship with religion like? No religious person has ever been able to give me a good argument for why God, if he is out there, is not the most maximally evil being in the universe simply by the virtue of creating suffering when he could have chosen not to. Saying "suffering builds character" and derivatives of is just a manifestation of their stockholm syndrome for this vile entity

>I form the light, and create darkness. I make peace, and create evil. I YHWH do all these things - Isaiah 45:7

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Anonymage 04/10/26 (Fri) 21:37:24 No.306964

I've been a Satanist forever. I avoid other satanists though. I've found a lot, in general I like the path I'm on. I've tried Orthodox Christianity, for 2 years. I like a lot from it, I suffered a lot but orthodoxy helped me be glad and not worry during it. But it's hard. I never got baptized I couldn't even after a year, the priest wouldn't let me.

It has useful insights. But don't get locked down and forced to defend ideas/people you normally wouldn't

Anonymage 04/11/26 (Sat) 21:23:44 No.307000

>>306449
I used to read the bible to know what in the past was normal and have some kind of guide. It helped me understand that the evil and destructive of humans it's not nothing new, but something periodic and only changes in what kind of evilness they practice. Religion as an answer to everything I think that it's pretty limited from a human being to process the real world and the environment and most people are closer to the church than god so that makes me think that they sin from the immaturity and the same bad behaviors that the great majority has. I don't think that religion is for everyone and most of wizards here want answers, not consolation. My family and most people only tried to comfort me when bad things happened in my life, and that makes me feel worse because I want the "why" happened that so I can evade it or learn from there,etc,etc because I feel comfort when I know why x or y stuff, good or bad, happened. But that's my case. The most majority only wants to remove the emotion and continue without knowing why happened and that's what religion is a good answer for a great amount of people. Not in my case and I see that not in yours.

Anonymage 04/13/26 (Mon) 01:46:28 No.307040

>>307000
> It helped me understand that the evil and destructive of humans it's not nothing new
YHWH himself ("God") does and commands so many evil things himself throughout the Bible. Did you even read it?

Anonymage 04/13/26 (Mon) 22:08:40 No.307071

The idea of going to church to solve all problems in your personal life would appear absurd to your average person 300+ years ago, as the church/mosque/whatever was intertwined with the social fabric and just something you did. Most people were functionally cynical and indifferent, focused on worldly matters. They just experienced bouts of religious revival every time a catastrophe like a major famine hit. Superstitious would be a better way to describe most.

Religious fundamentalism and traditionalism is actually a modern intervention, and is a form of mass politics similar to fascism/nazism/communism.

>Idealizes a mythical past, whether the early church or early caliphates
>Reaction to the dislocations of modernity
>Mass political involvement and mobilization of large segments of the population. From placarded displays, large protests, political and religious symbolism.
>Often focused on a single leader, as is found in megachurches with Christianity or Ayatollah Khomeini in Shia Islam.
>aims to regulate the private life more entirely and more thoroughly than old religious communities ever did.
>Anti-syncretic and anti-pluralist.
>Total indoctrination of the population
>Homogenizing and populist, widespread promotion of intermarriage within the accepted population/ideological community and mixing in order to level out everyone to the same level.

You see this most pronounced with Islam. The average Muzzie in the 16th century was syncretic with older traditions in his region, often drank alcohol in his village and knew very little of the actual contents of the Quran and Hadiths. Since the printing press got introduced to the region and they suffered colonial humiliations, they stripped Islam to its barebones (especially with Salafism) and are using it as a vehicle for mass politics. It's why the region can flip between Ba'athism and Islamic Fundamentalism with ease, they're functionally approaching politics from the same point. The Trad-LARPers have more in common with Marxist Leninists, Ba'athists, Fascists than they do with the early church or caliphate they so admire.

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 02:15:21 No.307073

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>>307071
In India poor muslims don't give a shit about the slcohol and drug hadiths and laws either, they cope like other poors by abusing said substances.

Did you know Pakistan has one of the biggest drug and alcohol problems in the world?
Iran also has a major problem with alcoholics despite alcohol being legally banned.

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Drawing Thread 11 Anonymage 03/18/25 (Tue) 12:55:05 No.68877 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

All you need to begin drawing is a pencil and some paper

Feel free to post any drawings of yours in this thread. Illustration, doodle, traditional, digital - anything goes. Discussion on skillbuilding techniques and fair critique of other wizards' work is welcome.

Videos:

Tyler Edlin - https://www.youtube.com/user/TylerE2284
Proko - https://www.youtube.com/user/ProkoTV
Sinix - https://www.youtube.com/user/sinixdesign
Scott Robertson - https://www.youtube.com/user/scottrobertsondesign
Matt Kohr (CtrlPaint) - https://www.ctrlpaint.com/library
Aaron Blaise - https://www.youtube.com/user/AaronBlaiseArt
Vilpu (Anatomy) - https://mega.nz/folder/9Pw1lYaS#Me7LSwlSg59lNGmkj9tt4w/folder/lPoXEYxS

Poses/Gestures
QuickPoses -https://www.quickposes.com/en
PoseSpace -https://www.posespace.com/posetool/default.aspx
https://x6ud.github.io/#/ Animal Head Reference Finder
https://anatomy360.info/anatomy-scan-reference-dump/

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Anonymage 04/09/26 (Thu) 21:23:36 No.70467

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Anonymage 04/13/26 (Mon) 03:02:05 No.70471

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>>68877
I want to draw Roman Von Unger Sternberg. But i dont know nothing about to draw ¿Suggestions?

Anonymage 04/13/26 (Mon) 17:08:19 No.70475

>>70471
>I want to draw
Then draw.
>¿Suggestions?
Draw.

Anonymage 04/13/26 (Mon) 21:55:44 No.70476

>>70475
Yeah, but where to begin?

Anonymage 04/14/26 (Tue) 00:47:51 No.70477

>>70476
With a pencil and paper. Did you flunk kindergarten?

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Alcoholism Anonymage 08/11/25 (Mon) 14:25:02 No.302164 [Reply]

Does anyone here struggle with alcohol, or have managed to quit?

It used to be a good coping mechanism for me, but it seems the older I've gotten the worse it feels, and it's become detrimental to my health and the way I behave around people. Easily annoyed, constantly starting shit, tired all the time, strange pains. And I was still getting worse, fast.

This has been a wake-up call and I'm realizing I need to quit before it's too late. Though that's easy for me to say now when I'm still feeling bad, and I fear the cravings will come back strong, but I know I've got to try.

Curious to hear others experience with this.

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Anonymage 02/26/26 (Thu) 14:26:10 No.306056

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>>306034
>and voices in my head, it puts me in a state of relaxation

Auditory hallucinations kind of voices or endless inner monologues kind of voices? It's not my field, just kinda learned a factoid recently: "auditory hallucinations happen in 4 out of 5 SCH havers".

As for shy people, welp, I remeber reading in some book how some shy people tend to drink "because it helps to be less shy" and BAM! Alcoholism due to tolerance (that's why resolving life issues makes a person a less of shut-in)

Anonymage 03/03/26 (Tue) 03:54:25 No.306135

I'm pretty lucky I'm such a total lightweight. Liqour is prohibitly expensive due to taxes but I'm able to get properly drunk on beer, doesn't even take a lot. It's probably in large part due to weighing only 57KG (180 cm tall). I just skip meals by sleeping 14 hours a day.
Anyways, I strongly recommend homebrewing. Super cheap to get into and you're able to get ~15% abv drink and get wasted for a dollar or two (less than a dollar for me).

Anonymage 03/05/26 (Thu) 01:04:07 No.306155

I like drinking but only when I know I'm not going to interact with other people. Sober me knows to be quiet and not say stupid shit I'll regret later. Drunk me does not. Sure feels good though.

Anonymage 04/13/26 (Mon) 21:33:56 No.307069

I drink more or less everyday. Red wine, cant stop. I tell myself this was last one, even in the morning. Then later in the evening I am out buying more. Drinking right now

Anonymage 04/13/26 (Mon) 21:37:19 No.307070

>>307069
More to it, I always wondered why people just dont stop. But now I am there myself. You really need to be there I guess. For example I look at gambling addicts and I dont understand it, but they probably look at me and dont understand it.

/wiz/

Anonymage 04/09/26 (Thu) 03:25:39 No.228184 [Reply]

how often do you beat of? i have to force myself to do it a couple of times a week im not fat but not muscular either no way that the testosterone dips this fast? im 30 i never feel hornyness anylonger

Anonymage 04/09/26 (Thu) 19:32:44 No.228200

once a day, I'm in my thirties as well I can't manage any more than that tbh

Anonymage 04/12/26 (Sun) 20:10:47 No.228221

It used to b once or twice a month because I heard it helps headaches. Turns out I have a cyst in my brain so I don't bother anymore.

Anonymage 04/13/26 (Mon) 17:37:56 No.228225

I fap every night before sleeping

Anonymage 04/13/26 (Mon) 21:19:14 No.228226

whenever i feel like it. might be once every two weeks sometimes, might be once a day other times.

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Mathematics thread 1+1+1 Anonymage 04/09/23 (Sun) 13:14:05 No.64802 [Reply]

Recently I've become fascinated with tessellation and spent the past couple of weeks collecting pictures of mosaics from around the world. Eventually just looking at them was not enough and I want to go deeper, understand the geometric shapes and its secrets better. Not even sure why but periodic tiling feels like a brain massage to me, like I'm about to fall out of bottom of how I usually perceive the world around me. So I picked up the book Geometry by Cambridge University Press. Feel free to give a hollow laugh: I honestly thought I could just skip the math part of geometry (yes I'm an idiot) and appreciate its resulting surfaces. While you can do that, if you want to appretiate geometry even at a surface level, you need to know the bare minimum of maths. The book suggested a good grasp on the basics of linear algebra and algebraic structure. I thought 'OK, I'll read the wiki entries as a lazy primer' and quickly realized I forgot even the basics of mathematical symbols. I guess it's true after all, if you don't use it you lose it.

Long story short, I'm currently going through Pure Mathematics for Beginners. The good part of being dumb is when you learn a single thing it feels like a whole new world just opened up and it feels really good.

So yeah, maths thread.
Previous one; >>30554

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Anonymage 01/24/26 (Sat) 17:52:20 No.70353

>>70017
how would including them in a font help if you don't have a key for them?

Just type them in latex in something that can process it. But if you actually want to learn math you will have to do it by hand, if the computer does it for you nothing will stick, period.

Anonymage 01/24/26 (Sat) 19:11:07 No.70354

>>70353

interesting… thanks

Anonymage 01/25/26 (Sun) 13:18:27 No.70357

>>70353

As for the first quarter of XXI century, online search is "in", so it would be obvious for a math grad student to use Google to look up what this or that math symbol normally represents in basic first semester of your average comm-coll calculus.

Problem is, mathematical symbols aren't represented properly in Unicode, so its a whole new can of worms to complete a quest to grasp the concept what NAMES this or that symbol may have, given many symbols look one like another sometimes.

I dunno, you can spam vaporwave font in unicode, you can zalgo-ify words like "HE COMES" to make said words creepy, you can spam 🙂s☹m🙂i🙂l🙂🙂e🙂y☹s🙂 yet somehow… no math symbols in Unicode??? Ugh.

Anonymage 01/25/26 (Sun) 20:43:50 No.70358

>>70353
online symbols

alt+NNNNN (NNNNumber for an unique symbol)

I swear I should have studied something non-mathy to avoid dealing with this weirdness.

Anonymage 04/13/26 (Mon) 12:24:56 No.70474

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I like Gabriel’s Horn. Interesting idea that comes from calculus. Integrate the function of 1/x between the limits of 1 to infinity; assign a as infinity then find the limits as an approaches infinity. You should find the area is ln(a) so as an approaches infinity then the area approaches infinity.
Next do volume by integration. Should find the volume of the trumpet shape to be pi.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gabriel's_horn

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Magic Anonymage 04/08/24 (Mon) 08:55:29 No.67595 [Reply]

I invite all anonons interested in the occult to gather in this thread and learn the basics of magic. And if on the site there are more experienced people in this topic, please share their wisdom and help with neophytes and everyone

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Anonymage 02/02/25 (Sun) 21:29:49 No.68675

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>>67595
As for today nobody has been able tell how kabbalah could ever best this.
>yea i'm shilling
>thanks to this i lost the anxiety for getting a slaveplace
>i stop chasing their crap
>after they told me stupid rabble like "why do you want to work with us" or "i don't see you quite motivated"
>i even had to publicly scorn a mid-management sucker in front of everyone because he mobbed me
>it felt damn great, i even got paid and extra not like normies who stayed there sucking cock or just resigning because they could stand the douche
>and i got paid after being fired for that
>still running on this, it's lifechanging
>you can tell it's great because of much hatred it gets from wizmods and soyfags around here

Anonymage 02/02/25 (Sun) 21:44:03 No.68676

>>68675
I checked this Human Design thing out, and it seems that the only thing that matters in this is your date and time of birth? That's really not convincing, it's just a different kind of astrology. What about early births, or medical situations where the child had to be prematurely extracted through c-section? Does Human Design account for that, or should those people add a few days or weeks to their date of birth?

Just like with astrology, the info they give is applicable to almost everyone, I mean everyone will think "this about me so much fr fr" upon reading the results. And if a trait doesn't match, you could make the argument that it's a hidden trait that hasn't yet manifested itself.

Sorry, but no.

Anonymage 12/11/25 (Thu) 13:38:41 No.70185

>>68609
nah, rivers don't really go up, only down; that's the point of a flow

Anonymage 04/13/26 (Mon) 06:11:59 No.70472

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Anyone read Iamblichus?

Apparently, he is the go to for a classical defence and understanding of Pagan and magical practises. Iamblichus sees Gods and Daemons are real entities that exist on another plane of reality. We are joined to their will through the rituals. The gods are known through the rituals.

Rituals are known only through special revelation. Iamblichus has particular respect for Egyptian practises.

From an epistemological point of view, I have always wondered if there is knowledge (justified true belief) that can only be gained only through something beyond ordinary empirical experience or pure deductive logic.

Anonymage 04/13/26 (Mon) 12:19:24 No.70473

>>70472
Two different perceptions of magic. One is like Chaos magick - based on psychology and post modernism; the idea that you can manipulate your perceived reality based on the manipulation of your own beliefs.
The other is like Iamblichus. Your beliefs do not matter. What matters is the ritual and the accuracy of the ritual which aligns your reality with that of the God or spirit which is objectively real.

Iamblichus seems more exciting but Chaos Magick may be more plausible.

No idea really. I sort of wish I had (occult) knowledge of something. Something that regular experience and logic could not unlock. There may be something.

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Anonymage 06/14/25 (Sat) 08:11:23 No.301262 [Reply]

It's Saturday night and I started taking a new antidepressant called Mirtazapine (15mg) on Thursday night.

This is my 10th or so attempt at a psychiatric medication. I've tried lots of therapy too.

Wish me luck anonymages. I was about to quit my job but watched some motivational videos on autoplay on Youtube for hours and as cheesy as it was, they convinced me to give this a go.

I didn't even get these prescribed recently. It was way back last year and then I just didn't take them because this particular medicine has a reputation for making people really fatigued.

It does put me to sleep. But, maybe that's ok. If it means I can find some happening apart from fapping and dreaming while I sleep.

Maybe it'll even help me turnaround my fortunes at work where it looks like I'm sliding towards a firing or just being unable to come in. Barely stopped myself raging at my boss the other day and took 2 weeks sick leave from stress afterwards. I need to swallow some humble pie come Monday and hopefully these pills help. Being off work for 2 weeks showed me I'm just as miserable and actually more so depressed, anxious and stressed not working despite all the antiwork slogans I collect.

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Anonymage 03/09/26 (Mon) 22:59:22 No.306223

>>306219
You should never immediately trust someone because of their status or credentials.

They might have status or credentials but they are still human and as such you can never trust their intentions until you've proven them.

Anonymage 03/09/26 (Mon) 23:03:04 No.306224

>>306223
I know. I even knew it was poison. But I was in a dark place, very young, and didn't have enough life experience to realize how much this stuff could destroy me. And most of all, I wanted to make my mother happy.
>They might have status or credentials but they are still human and as such you can never trust their intentions until you've proven them.
You are very correct.

Anonymage 03/09/26 (Mon) 23:27:58 No.306225

>>306148
Didn't mean to sound so dramatic. I hate crabs and their brain dead ideas. The truth is that I could never kill a human being.

Anonymage 04/11/26 (Sat) 19:35:28 No.306999

>>306219
>Stopped working out and eating healthy, I am slowly rotting and have no more will because my situation doesn't seem like it will ever get better. If it improves, that will be in many years.

It’s perfectly okay to feel this way sometimes. You don’t have to feel bad for feeling this way. However there exists no objective logical ground for you to have imposed this conclusion on yourself as a sort of certain fatalistic sentence. In my own case, I managed to (mostly, ~95%) cure my pssd within about 1.5 years of its on-set. I feel that you should be able to do the same if you remain diligent in your diet and (just as importantly) trusting in your private mind that you can be bettered and ultimately returned wholly to where you were before the ingestion of ssris.

>What do you think of TRT, reinstatement… or something else? I have been told to do keto diet. I really feel like the best thing would be to microdose shrooms, lsd

I don’t think your problems are related to circulating levels of sex hormones, especially not at your age. I know after having taken ssris and encountering genital impotence and anesthesia that my own serum levels of testosterone were essentially unchanged from the year before (suggesting that the drug had not materially altered them). I cannot speak to “microdosing shrooms” as this seems near totally impertinent to the restoration of a former normal chemical balance within your brain; if anything I would imagine introducing heavy psychogenic drugs like shrooms would only further confuse an already-confused neurochemistry.

But as to what I do think might be helpful:

1. Recall that prozac being a fluoride-based ssri will particularly lower blood levels of folate (vitamin B9). In addition to everything I already recommended above in earlier posts, I would like to advise you to make sure you are getting sufficient amounts of folate into your body everyday (preferably through a well-made and well-reviewed B-complex supplement). This will combat the likely chronic folate-lowering effects of the offending drug.

“Depressed individuals often exhibit low levels of serum and red blood cell folate.”

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Anonymage 04/13/26 (Mon) 09:23:34 No.307049

>>306999
good advice and nice digits

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