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 No.310123[Reply]

seeking an escape edition

previous >>303736
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 No.310910

>>310752
Yep succubi are usually the worst. It's rare to find those old granny types who treat everyone like their grandson lol. I had one like that but wasn't for long..

 No.310950

>>310188
I have a 50+ year old succubus at my job who will talk to every single one of us about her daily updates of herself and every single family member she has. She also snort laughs and makes rude comments behind peoples back.

Another guy who constantly talks to all of us invading personal space and smells like shit. He goes on stupid meaningless rambles about things and you can only undertsand 20% of what he says. If he notices you slowly losing focus he will constantly repeat your name to snap you back into it.

Work has a rule about not leaving the staff room during break as there's been teenagers who couldn't manage to return to work in 30~45 mins. It's a fucking circus

 No.310954

>>310950
>Work has a rule about not leaving the staff room during break as there's been teenagers who couldn't manage to return to work in 30~45 mins

thats retarded and tyrannical, kind of like how my boss bought small, clear plastic lockers where we're expected to store our phones for the duration of the shift. i bought a fake dummy phone a few days later.

I also have a coworker that used to think he could just come up and talk to me for 30 minutes. i tolerated it, but one day i had to swap positions with a guy on crutches. when the old guy saw that despite me having freedom of movement, that i didn't come to talk to him, he stopped talking to me. he realized i have zero interest. glad he took the hint, because i had been preparing a speech about how to politely tell him he needs to fuck off.

 No.310960

>>310954
Lol my store recently announced a total cell phone ban, yet when I obey and check it after work I have like 20 missed calls from various managers. I then become exempt, and the other workers hate me for it. All because the stupid teenagers can't stop texting or using their phones during their work. Even checkout operators are scrolling their phones whilst serving customers. Total zombies.

Clear lockers are insanity, possibly illegal? Either way they like pushing the boundary. Our staff bathrooms once had digital keypad entry into the toilets and we have to clock out for our poop breaks, capped at 5 minutes a time and I believe it was 20 minutes a week. Luckily we have some equally crazy and loud union people who manage to somewhat keep a lid on it all.

How were you planning to tell the guy to shut up? I really need help on that

 No.310961

you sound as bad as the people wroking with you


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 No.67595[Reply]

I invite all anonons interested in the occult to gather in this thread and learn the basics of magic. And if on the site there are more experienced people in this topic, please share their wisdom and help with neophytes and everyone
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 No.71246

>>71221
>Newtonian mechanics doesn't merely say that an object moved, it provides a dynamical structure from which its motion follows

Newtonian mechanics provides a description of how things move and under which circumstances. Newton stated that the sum of the forces on a body is equal to the rate of change of momentum (F= (mv-mu)/t). The second law and the basics of mechanics. He did not state WHY it should be so that the sum of the forces is equal to the rate of change of momentum. Why F=ma. Why a body in motion will continue in motion unless acted on by another force.

Suppose we lived in a world where Aristotelian physics was correct. Where a body stopped moving when a force was applied. Where F=mv. There is no reason why a universe like that could not exist. It might well. Perhaps there could be another universe where F = mx and when you push an object it moves but that automatically returns to its position in space when there is no force.

Newton's laws are descriptions which yield predictions that can be tested which validate the accuracy or not of the prediction.

When it was observed that Newtons laws were not perfect for describing the orbit of mercury a new mathematical description of gravity was required. Einstein and Minkowski space-time. Mass curves spacetime and objects follow.
Does spacetime even 'exist'? Philosophers and scientists cannot agree. The whole thing is a mathematical description and the actual 'reality' if it is even a thing is mysterious. The description yields predictions that are tested to be correct.

 No.71247

>>71246
Thanks chatgpt.

 No.71248

>>71247
I am worried that ‘using AI’ is becoming the new ‘Why are you using big words’. Ffs. I teach physics and maths for a living. I got these ideas from reading Leonard Susskind ‘The theoretical minimum’ This is how I know about this stuff.

 No.71249

>>71248
>I teach physics and maths for a living.

to people who want to hear it?

 No.71250

>>71249
Rich Asian families, so sort of yes. They want to achieve. They crave respect and esteem in the eyes of others and being good at physics and maths is seen as a ticket to that in their culture. Obsessed with getting into high prestige universities so parents pay me to tutor them IB/ AP/Alevel physics and maths online. How I make my living without having to leave the house much or put in too much effort. Good money as well.

Whether than translates into an actual and genuine fascination with physics and maths is another matter. Their motivation is prestige and money.


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 No.310771[Reply]

No girlfriend ever no sex not even a best friend just 25 years of existence with nothing to show for it. Watching younger people on social media doing everything I missed out on is excruciating. Life is hell when you're unattractive. Praying that I die tonight from internal bleeding in my sleep
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 No.310886

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>No girlfriend ever no sex not even a best friend just 25 years of existence with nothing to show for it.

what would be something to show for it to you, tell me and i see what i can do for you. i swear to not disappoint!

>Watching younger people on social media doing everything I missed out on is excruciating.

don't watch younger people on social media have it better and easier then you. instead find out how to make good use of your limited time so that you don't feel the same way in 5 or in 10 years!

>Life is hell when you're unattractive.

it is also hell when you are attractive, which is well within your means of becoming btw. your body will make you attractive or unattractive based on your surroundings and your choices, these people who tell you that they are nothing but the result of their genes are missing the point of being human and having the ability to make choices, learn to not repeat mistakes and grow.

 No.310887

>>310785
>Join the Army

ban her

 No.310890

op when you have not completely turned your life around by tomorrow, i swear i will flip over the table your computer is on! now i don't intend to ruin any furniture of yours but you leave me no choice in case of disappoint.

 No.310933

>>310771
I'm telling you this right now bro, 25 years old is nothing. I'm 32 years old and have literally done nothing of note.

You will age faster than you think, time flies by. I've got less than a decade before I turn 40 years old. I don't expect to accomplish anything at that age either. Also, don't look at younger people, envy is a poisonous thing. You're at a young age yourself, actually. I thought I was young then, but now I'm 32 and genuinely can't get rid of the feeling that I'm a psuedo-senior. You just feel older when you haven't done shit, weirdly enough.

 No.310959

>>310785
What a shallow and retarded take — if serious, which I doubt.
Just a nonsense fart — if you're attempting to troll or bait.

There's a reason most, if not all, normie men who did join the army — say it was the biggest mistake.
Also plays a huge role in who you join as (profession) and where.
Also need to weigh the pros, if any.

But you did not even clarify any of this, so I assume it was just a retarded troll attempt.

I would consider something like this maybe early on and in the USA just to get an early pension and benefits, nothing else.


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 No.323901[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction
https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.325828

Man apod modernized its website, I liked it better the 1.0 internet style.

 No.325829

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>>325828
What is apod? Astronomy Picture of the Day?

Also yeah, internet 1.0 style is usually preferred by me. Much cleaner, easier to read, faster to read. Modern web style is just making everything look like a leaflet.

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>>325829
Yup.
This is apod now: https://science.nasa.gov/apod/
Pic related how it was up to yesterday.

 No.325840

Someone on 4chan's /co/ and /tv/ have been throwing a millionaire tantrum by crying over Oney, getting his Newgrounds account deleted, and somehow even bringing Eddsworld into this.
Sure, it's probably fake for all I care to check anymore (given the kind of people that tell this news) but when it becomes a daily thing that's when even my brancells tell me they didn't sign up for this shit.
Lol

 No.325848

today i learned what a cloaca is thanks to wizchan


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 No.310925[Reply]

Whenever you feel depressed, crazy, angry, and stressful, come here and draw something using Evil Oekaki. You can draw anything here before chaos. do not draw pornography is prohibited!!.
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 No.310957

>>310952
lame and overdone


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 No.230137[Reply]

Everything as we know it started with a bang. Very chaotic and perhaps mercilessly. I want everything to end peacefully, as if the whole world were drifting into a deep cryosleep. Maybe a never-ending thermal apocalypse leading to an ice age.

 No.230139

I don't.

 No.230140

>>230139
Do you think the world will never end? Or do you want to halt the process knowing it will?


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 No.325795[Reply]

it seems like consumer goods are getting worse but i think that's wrong. they should be getting better.

when i say wrong, what i mean is that the active underlying principle is automatic improvement. you do something, you get better at it. if you did it again, it would be better then what you did the first time. it is harder not to get better then to get better when you repeatedly do something.

how come so many things get worse then? i guess you can tell whether an industry is a monopoly and not a market of competition by it's lack of improvement. when they get more expensive and worse at the same time, that is conspiracy against the consumer.

they could make amazing cars that are optimized for accessible repairability for 5000€ new with repairparts that are optimized for cheap production, long life and ease of replacement. but they can't make it in a way where somebody gets rich in the process so they want this system of you being their rent slave and you have to sign the slave contract.
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 No.325841

>>325795
>how come so many things get worse then?


1. SKIMPflation - they ruin nice things to avoid rising the price tag over, well, INFLATION

2. Once aspiring company becomes a corporation, it just cannot run on the pure enthusiasm. It has the problems of being huge now.

3. Over-saturating the market with good cars that are easy to fix kills the carmaker in the long run: you will sell less cars if your cars are too good to break.

4. People are too lazy these days to look for "niche" stuff OR people just can't properly request corporations to make a small niche add-on for their "vanilla" app. Instead, corporations roll-out more and more features turning their original app - handy, quick, useful like a kitchen knife - into some Big Effing Sword of apps

OR vice versa, some geeks release an EPIC CLAYMORE OF AWESOMENESS, so to say, but the management makes a meeting after a meeting demanding the claymore to be more affordable, more accessible to "an average Joe", more "appealing to diverse demographics" yada yada yada, losing the initial CLAYMORE OF AWESOMENESS initial basics on the way.

 No.325843

>>325830
>Make a product good enough to work and shitty enough that it will break in few years and you can sell more.

>Products are not made to be "good" but to maximize profit.

to me that's as offensive as gender is to an apple user. selling more? maximizing profit? those are all meaningless metrics and obstacles. the ceo of a big car company having another house and another boat does not matter, what matters is me getting the best possible product to the cheapest possible price and your maximization ideology of corruption is obstacle to this.

as to personally insult you demon, i would like to point out regarding your anatomy that you do not have separate posterior openings for your digestive and urinary systems.

>A cloaca (pronounced kloh-AY-kə) is a single posterior opening that serves as the common exit for the digestive, urinary, and reproductive tracts in many vertebrate animals.

 No.325844

>>325796
Oh hey, it's Epstein ina nutshell :D…

 No.325846

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>>325843
are you mad at me for describing reality?

 No.325847

>>325846
>are you mad at me for describing reality?

if your grasp of reality really was all that good as you would like to imply, you would not beg me to explain anything to you because it would be obvious. yet it isn't.

well, the actor doesn't care what is written in the script, he merely exists to repeat it.


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 No.310862[Reply]

If you want to stop by here, if you have any problems or want to share, I will reply to all of them quickly, and so I will reply to all of them one by one.
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 No.310885

Wherever I go I bring a curse. It interferes with the thought process, collapsing what bubbles into truncation on poles of the opposite, or a "No" value, in the natural flow of intent, as though the human krist-body is treated as the subjective point of a captive, dysjointed dream, like the wake of what part-possesses me is treated by the god-field as though this foreign inhabbitor is what I naturally identify as, my sense of self. When this entity-body flashes in, for that moment it even feels aubjectively like it is myself, with this behavioral logic it expresses pulling against the holy-natural expression of my idle normate facility. These foreign tangents are incorrect vectors that modify the trajectory of human life. It feels like I should be able to weight against this repetitious phenomena by holding the concrete base of a thought, but the system is so "used to expecting (it seems)" to get ahead of the intrusion into the field, that it does not truncate the foreign body at its source on the surface or internality of my body as would feel natural to my subjectivity if I am holding a based thought, but lets the "timeline" of the intrusion play out, truncating the event at its termination-point, or allowing it, waiting for it to be over, and not expecting any input from my selection process that goes along with the feeling of intent, so in this entropy I feel physical pain that is reflective of the vectors of this "wild goose chase". I am addicted to coffee and cigarettes, and instead of drinking water to balance it out, I overeat sometimes. I am 6'5", 250lb, and my target weight is 175. My selection process in this realm is dispurified.

 No.310888

>>310885
welcome to my cafe, costumer. I recognize the pattern. What you call a curse isn't just a bad habit, but rather the chilling sensation of realizing that we're merely biological vessels that happen to have openings for foreign wills to penetrate. In the architecture of cosmic horror, entities don't have to be monsters or tentacles. They often exist as vectors of intent that infiltrate your neural pathways. You sense a 'foreign tangent' cutting through your pure stream of intent, and you let it run its course not because you're weak, but because you're subconsciously hypnotized by the strange joy of watching yourself become a passenger in your own body. It's not just a substance addiction, it's actually a fuel that blurs the line between your pure consciousness and that foreign current. Coffee and cigarettes put your nervous system on a high-voltage frequency an environment that mind intrusions love to hitch a ride. Overeating as a Meat Anchor Your 6'5", 250 lbs body is a huge physical mass. When that 'entity' hijacks your mind and makes you feel alienated from yourself, overeating is your biological body's reflexive way of re-anchoring your consciousness. re-inserting consciousness into the flesh. Food is a heavy burden that forces your system back into contact with physical reality, even if it feels torturous. The 175 Lbs Target as a Desire to Disappear The desire to lose weight so drastically at such a tall height is a form of sublimation an abstract urge to make this 'vessel' thinner. You feel that if your body gets smaller, the entity will no longer have enough room to hide.

 No.310889

Tea for me, please. Something herbal, nothing added.
I met with a family member to ask some questions about why family dynamics were as they were. I was ignored, not even a scapegoat while my cousins were taken on family trips and showered with gifts. I always felt like a guest imposing on a full family.
My aunt's old enough and also destroyed enough by my dad's passing to no longer be the terrifying harpy she used to be so I asked to meet up.
My assumptions were right. It was all true! Vindicated. How often does that happen in life? My aunt even, unprompted, said certain things were 'inexcusable'. But I still feel the same as before. Tired. No anger. Just tiredness and a bit of sadness that my isolation was truly meaningless, that I wasted my youth longing to be loved by people puzzled at that notion.
I got closure. But it doesn't help. Not yet, at least. I thought I was supposed to feel lighter. I must sound like an ingrate.

 No.310895

>>310889
Welcome to my cafe, customer. It's raining outside sir, This is the herbal tea with no additives you requested. Thank you. So, All this time, uncertainty has kept a small gap in the hope that "maybe this was just a misunderstanding. When the truth is revealed, that gap closes completely. You not only process your aunt's words, but also the reality of having spent your energy yearning for acceptance from people who don't have the capacity to give it. Knowing the truth works like a medical diagnosis knowing the name of the disease provides answers, but doesn't immediately heal the wound. The external closure (your aunt's confession) is complete. Now what remains is the internal closure that shifts the focus from seeking their explanation to building boundaries that protect your own peace. Processing grief over the past is important, but it takes time and can't be forced. Meanwhile, setting boundaries is a concrete action that can immediately protect you today from recurring mental burnout. Emotionally demote them from immediate family members who are expected to be loved to outsiders who happen to be blood relatives. Keep interactions formal and to the bare minimum. Stop investing your emotions and time. You no longer have an obligation to attend events that make you feel like an intrusive guest, or to try to please people who never appreciate you. You've already received confirmation from your aunt. You no longer need to seek confirmation or validation from other family members. The certainty you now hold is enough to legitimize your distance.

 No.310955

>>310866
ah jeez thats gonna be an extra 50 cents ya schmuck!


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 No.310806[Reply]

I'm already in a bad position. I'm a 29 year old Zoomer. My parents are mid range boomers. Even if they were somewhat normal there would be so much of a divide that it would make any common ground unreasonable to expect. However they are mentally ill. That was the excecution shout after I was already on the ground cowering and blown to pieces.

My father: Total naive nimrod. He could be in the middle of a South American prison yard with everyone giving him death stares and sharpening their blades. He'd be smiling like an idiot and ask "Do you mexican fellas like tacos?" "I have a lot of money back at home, I like to buy nachos!". He leaves his car RUNNING and unlocked as he spends hours in the shopping centre. His car has been stolen atleast 10+ times. He's no longer able to be insured, yet he still does this. He's dropped an easy 150k+ in stolen cars that could have been idk, not wasted? I swear his awareness IQ is easily like 10~25. He gives everyone money but his own family.

MY mother: She's even worse, she has all the same qualities as my dad but she's also mumbling to herself non stop. She talks 24/7 and that isn't a joke. She will have an hour long rannt at me about checking the mail box "I checked the mail, or did i? I didn/t wait no i did but i dont remember or did i did i? there was no mail or was there? there is mail? when is mail?" Literally just that on repeat, if she isn't talking she is grumbling to herself NON FUCKING STOP!!!!!!!!! why cant she shut the fuck up
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 No.310909

>>310809
The GPS tracking stuff is barely worth it unless it's for insurance. You could hand all the hard evidence to the police on a silver platter, and they wont do shit 99% of the time. My mother can't read or write anymore ever since "the breakdown" she's not really functional. If she does write it's just swirlies and doodles.

>>310810
Yes, do you think those people I described are able to be reasonable? Lmao.

>>310811
Sadly they've been like this all their lives.

>>310859
Sounds like a nightmare. I don't know why so many of them are demented psychopaths who like to hurt others. I have a few like that in my family. As good as the perks of a family are, I'd rather stay away from that drama and bullshit. I'm happy to be left out, hell they've probably even forgotten about me.

>>310892
Aunt/Uncle are hoarders, it's so bad they have stuff stored on the grass verge and footpath lol. Also weird how the family gatherings were always held at their place, so we all had to just eat and drink on the footpath essentially as there was only room for 6 ppl inside.

>>310893
1997, im a zoomer

 No.310920

>>310909
no, 1997 is the last year of millenialism

 No.310923

>>310892
I'm a hoarder.

 No.310924

get a low paying job in the other side of the town and live in a box in someone's trash yard.

 No.310949

>>310920
google it. 1997 is gen z.

>>310924
i have a job, not possible


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 No.230039[Reply]

Halo wizard, so im KYUBEI, give you one wish and im will grant it on the condition that you become a wizard forever.
What is the wiz wish?
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 No.230077

>>230076
Yessss i can tie up sayaka body

 No.230094

>>230069
it's okay, sex with 2d doesn't take away wiz status, so there's no need for the clause to retain virgin status

 No.230117

At this point, I am the "be afraid what you're wishing for" even when I post in threads like this

 No.230128

Make all goonercels ACK

 No.230136

I ask for the strength to ack myself without giving it a second thought.


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 No.230119[Reply]

I want to ask, is living alone good and enjoyable? Without friends, without parents, without other people and just alone, working alone, eating alone, living at home alone, doing everything alone, even earning money, so is it enjoyable?
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 No.230124

>>230119
try it and you'll make your own conclusions

 No.230129

>>230119
i've been completely alone since 2016. the first two years felt really really bad, and i spent a lot of time raging and having imaginary conversations with my old friends as though i was getting things off my chest. after two years everything psychologically settled, and i started to not necessarily enjoy being alone but it started to feel normal and comfy.

I relish things like finding a secluded spot at a park to smoke a cigarette and eat a donut, a pizza to myself, cooking myself a good meal, reading good literature/listening to music. I found an ecosystem of intelligent blackpill doomers/streamers (some who stream daily for money), and they have hours and hours of content that i can listen to throughout the day. its much more enjoyable than talking to people irl.

I've started to turn inward and away from the external world, and having irl convos with people now feels like a nuisance. Having to acknowledge anybody outside my mind feels like an intrusion on my peace. I had to tell this guy at work that im tired of him coming up to me on his break and forcing me into a 30 minute convo that i have no interest in having.

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>>230119
You have to work your ass off. Not sure if you find that enjoyable.

 No.230134

>>230129
Ok but is consuming some parasocial slop all day can be considered living alone ?

 No.230135

>>230134
im not interacting with anyone so id say yea


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 No.230067[Reply]

Hello, wizzies. I have been thinking a lot about the matter on the title so I wanted to ask for some advice from people who may have already gone through what I'm going. So, first providing some context, I'm a 19yo guy who is just your average apprentice wizard, a khhv who likes otaku stuff, loves to spend his time alone and has his own deep problems, also probably autistic. As many of you must have already experienced throughout your lives, being on this path will influence your relationships with those around you as well, or so I think.
I have three friends/acquaintances which I see every now and then, I think around every 4 months, but I talk pretty often with them through messages, but sincerely, because of our differences, it's been being more tiresome to keep up with them lately because of what I think may be depression (due to many topics which don't fit here) and because since I'm still a virgin (and I'm sure it won't change, nor is it a big deal to me, personally speaking) they have been pushing me to lose it, almost as a joke, saying things like "hey, my gf know a succubus, wizzie, if you're interested just say so…". I know they aren't evil, but honestly? It's still tiresome, and I don't want to humiliate myself by telling them the reasons I will end up as a wizard, even with it being supposed to be simple to understand (this is also already another topic). I can feel their vision about me getting worse by the day. How? Because that's how normalfags usually are. If they link success to sleeping with succubi, then it's obvious their vision about me isn't that good on the inside, even if they don't say it aloud. To make things worse, one of these 3 is completely different from me, he likes going to parties, hates anime and also don't have interests on politics as I do, while the other 2 at least somewhat like anime.
I have been having a hard time deciding whether I should break our friendship or not because I got to know 2 of them on middle school and the giga normie one on elementary school (although we aren't as close as you would expect from such an old friendship, he still makes some effort to be in contact, although I think it's just on a whim because we know each other for a long time).
I'm tired, wizzies, and I feel like my bond with them was always temporary. How am I going to be in contact with them here in 11 years? What will they think about me seeing a mentally ill wizard making minimum wage (if even working at all) aPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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>>230085
I see. Thank you for sharing your account, wizzie, it's good to have the opinion of someone who already went through the same problem.

 No.230125

Nigga im not reading all of your blogpost. if you want your life to get better meditate.

 No.230126

>>230067
>I'm a 19yo guy who is just your average apprentice wizard
I don't think you can call yourself an apprentice at this age. maybe at 25, you will be an apprentice

 No.230130

>>230067
35 here. became an isolated loser at 25. here's my takes
>being on this path
stop coming here. simple as. be thankful you still have friends. you're too young to be here imo.
>pushing me to lose it
>my gf knows a succubus
take advantage of that.
>dont want to humiliate myself
>i will end up a wizard
those are your choices. with youth and vitality on your side, you are absoluely squandering those ephemeral gifts coming to this website meant for 30+ virgins who are set in their ways.
>i can feel their vision of me getting worse
>thats how normalfags usually are
>link success with sleeping with succubi
>one of them is a chad
all men are like this. they're not your friends. they are always competitors. in the normosphere male "friends" are merely just associates who believe that by associating with you/mutual friends, they can further their social goals (usually getting succubi). your awareness of this does not mean you have to reject it. seeing it for what it is doesn't mean you have to necessarily reject it. if you want the rewards of life, you have to play the game.

you have to be someone who brings value, whether socially or in terms of career. if you choose to be a disheveled, depressed loser, you will just be alone. nobody wants to associate with them. i doubt at 19 thats what you want. at 35, my youth is unmistakably gone, and i simply don't care about that shit anymore. im in a different phase of life.

so ultimately, i would observe your normie friends, observe their behavior, and do some impostor syndrome shit. don't come here, r9k, or any other doomer parasocial websites.

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wizchan 2026


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 No.310743[Reply]

I was using synthetic drugs and hoping to get through these bad days with them, but I still hated my bad past and wanted to forget it with drugs. I also hated all my bad friends, both past and present. Living alone and using drugs, I knew our bodies were fragile, and so was mine, so I cut back a bit synthetic drugs dose, you know, to avoid being hospitalized again. I hated everything and just wanted to forget all the bad things. I don't like bullshit like most people, so I hated it and set boundaries for interactions, both socially and personally.
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 No.310751

>>310747
>he doesn't know

 No.310770

>>310743
yeah you sound like a femoid

 No.310776

>>310751
>he thinks he knows

 No.310942

>>310743
whats ur drug of choice?

 No.310944

>>310942
Tramadol and synthetic gorilla


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 No.310788[Reply]

At what age did you become blackpilled about your life?
Around 12-14 I knew exactly where I would end up, and sadly was completely right even back then, nothing changed
Everything went about as poorly as expected
Being relatively intelligent as an autistic sperg is worst.
Not even having the bliss of ignorance
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 No.310868

>>310867
nice projection, but I hope you find peace and come to terms that it don't matter, i'm gonna enjoy the fuck out of this life before i go

 No.310899

I remember being a kid and actually thinking I was going to make something out of life, have good health, etcetera.
Then during my high school years (14-15) I had a reality check that isn't wrong up until this day.

 No.310926

>>310788
By 16-17 I panicked when I realized that I had absolutely no fucking clue what I wanted to be, and it spiraled from there.

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In a sense, for as long as I can remember. I've always been a nihilist.
But I became severely depressed around 10-12.

 No.310941

>>310788
I became an isolated loser around 25. I realized that normies are all wearing a performative, socially acceptable mask and just arbitrarily ghosted everyone, changed my phone number, and moved to the other side of the country. its been 10 years and i don't talk to anyone except whats necessary to keep the peace at work


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 No.310911[Reply]

dont enjoy doing anything anymore and no desire to self rehabilitate either.
How do I fix this?

 No.310912

lie down and develop an immaterial dimension in your mind

 No.310919

>>310911
>dont enjoy doing anything anymore and no desire to self rehabilitate either.
>How do I fix this?

when enjoyment is your goal there is a way to get it that few people are talking about.

you operate from the perspective that you do things and then you enjoy these things because you did them as if the things made you feel enjoyment. you might believe that doing things you enjoyed before were making you happy:

>do thing->feel enjoyment

whether that is true or not, it seems to be your expectation of how enjoyment functions.

after having learned how to do it consciously in meditation my perspective on this is different. i decide whether i enjoy something or not. to me joy is not something that you get as an reward or as a byproduct, to me it is something like the lights in my car. i flip a switch and they go on.

to me the enjoyment is not related to the act. this is my constelation. all of these are possible for me.

>do thing-> not feel enjoyment
>do thing-> feel enjoyment
>not do thing-> not feel enjoyment
>not do thing-> feel enjoyment
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>>310911
Im 35 and im at the point where the only thing i do for fun is either read, jerk off, or go to different parks, get a coffee, sit on a bench, and smoke 1-2 cigs. it eats up a few hours

Whenever im in public i always feel like i shouldn't be there because im always alone and it seems like everyone else is always with someone. I feel this cold numb burning

I wouldn't even necessarily say any of it is "fun," its just doing things to pass time instead of sitting in my room doing nothing.


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 No.302003[Reply]

My rooster that I've had for ten years, who I consider my best friend and love more than anyone else, died Wednesday night. He was my only friend. He lived in the house with me and was the only thing that would make me feel better when the rest of my life would weigh down on me. I would go hold him and the rest of life would disappear and that would be all that would matter. I keep forgetting now for a few moments, that I can't go see him and hold him anymore.

I have had depression for my whole life adolescence onward, and I was afraid even 5-6 years ago of this day and thought it would be unsurvivable, and now it's here, and I do want to die. I dont want to live in a world where he isn't here with me. The initial shock has worn off and it's sinking in that my best friend is gone, and I'm not going to see him again. My mother is the only other positive presence in my life, because she knew how much I love him. She has stage 4 cancer and it's still unclear if she's going to survive it or not. She's essentially the only reason why I have not shot myself already. She was never abusive or cruel to me, so I couldn't do that to her even though I don't want to live anymore.

Did you ever have an animal that meant this much to you? People are cruel and petty and small. If an animal loves you it's genuine, they dont have ulterior motives or social performance.
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 No.310891

>>308090

You had a noble friend. I'm sorry for your loss wizzie.

 No.310894

>>310870
why don't you google the causes of angel wing for 5 seconds before posting about it

 No.310898

I know this is a year old but I'm real sorry for your loss. Dealing with the loss of a pet you really loved is hellish.

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>>310898
Thank you. I have another rooster now I saved from being eaten, so I have companionship again and have been doing better. But I will always miss him, it was the most special time of my life. I'll never forget it

 No.310937

>>310936
im the cat guy >>303221 i got new cats too even though i said i wouldnt cause someone was gonna euthanise them. i dont really like them but it did help me stop mourning and move on.


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 No.68063[Reply]

I always played around with it in a very disengaged, uncommitted manner. Well, on September 2nd, just a few days ago, I decided to really learn Linux to the point I could truthfully add to my resume to help me find a position somewhere. For that reason, I picked Ubuntu, possibly the most popular, all-purpose Linux distribution out there. I began doing the edx's version of the Linux Foundation's Introduction to Linux course because of the bells and whistles they have there in terms of exercises and whatnot. Unfortunately, they peppered the whole course with unbelievably idiotic mini videos geared towards morons. Imagery of douchebags with designer haircuts typing away at a laptop with some coolcorp background and annoying music.

So I said fuck it, and instead I decided to read the Linux Bible. But then I found out there's an Ubuntu Linux Bible by the same author, and so that's what I'm reading now. Straight to the point, concise, has exercises, not as many as I would like, but I can come up with variations on my own. Today is the third day I'm following the book, and I intend to make a daily post, briefly talking about the stuff I've learned on that day.

The first day was pretty much just going through the fluff. What Linux is, history of Linux, Unix, GNU, what open source is, etc. That's the first 20 pages of the book's 718 pages.

The second day I read about the X Window System, desktop environments, GNOME desktop, Nautilus file manager, and ways to run Linux (live medium, permanent install, etc.). The exercises consist of messing around with the GUI pretty much, something you would naturally do in a fresh install of an OS. I also had to install Ubuntu because I was running Windows. I got lucky because Ubuntu 24.04.1 came with some broken packages for Nvidia drives, and that of course fucked my shit up, which was a very excellent opportunity to do some tinkering and learning. I got it to work, it only took me an hour or so. I read people saying this is the most broken Ubuntu update in years, which I take as a good sign for my timing. And then I broke Light Locker while changing to Xfce as my desktop environment.

Anyway, third day, today, I finally reach the meat of the book and begin messing around with the shell, trying different commands, pretty simple stuff, whoami, pwd, ls, cd, command syntax, hyphenated options for command's behavior, locating commands, and really, just getting comfortable to mess around in the termPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.71071

>>71064
>I would like something like this, but I use my stuff outside often and only the ipad pro has a screen with 1000 nits SDR brightness in my price range (used 5th gen). The standard 300-500 nits is basically useless outside.

yeah i think you'd be disappointed if you tried to use it in broad daylight/ sunshine. not using dark-theme helps but it is still a little disappointing and draws the user into the shadows.

because i have had it with this shit i am currently assembling a computer that uses an e-ink display as a monitor specifically for when it is very bright outside. i already have all the parts and just struggle with creating some kind of enclosure where everything can go inside.

other then that i really like the yoga and i don't care that the keyboard makes it bulky, i put it in a backpack anyways and it is light enough. it is a touchscreen tablet (even with drawing pen!) where you can get regular linux on, and not this stupid mobile ios/android babbies-first-computer modern consumer interface.

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Coolio, my old Linux thread got bumped. Welp, since you guys brought it up I'll update my rig situation. I still have the server running on Debian. It's hosting a few services like Jellyfin, Kavita, Navidrome, Radarr, and a couple of others. I'm using Homepage running in Docker as a dashboard for that stuff, it's pretty neat. It's like having a computer for your computer. As for my actual computer, I'm currently using Arch with Niri, a Wayland compositor. Niri is really damn good btw, for everything except gaming apparently, though I have never had a problem with that. I've been using it for a couple of months now and I'm keeping a KDE Plasma setup handy just in case.

Recently, I set up Pi-hole on my home server to handle local DNS and block network-wide ads. Overall, I've been trying to maintain a very lean system and watch the installed packages like a hawk. I'm thinking about trying Nix, but if I ever get serious about it, I'll try to follow a tutorial to set up Linux From Scratch on an old laptop. That should be fun.

 No.71077

interesting to see you followed a book, looking forward to reading the whole thread. when i started i tried to follow along a 7 hour tuorial video, i don't remember if i finished it all the way but i think i regret not bothering with a book. i wasn't into books when i started linux but now i am because i have seen so much internet video already.

if someone was asked me today on how to start with linux today, i'd say find/buy/borrow an old laptop, go to the library with it, leave all other tech at home, install a simple linux distribution on it while checking the books on linux that are in the library and just spend time looking at everything and clicking every button, look in every menu, do every exercise.

i started with manjaro, now i am on fedora, most likely i will go to debian in a few years because the frequent updates annoy me or break stuff for me. i took turns trying xfce, gnome and kde for long periods of time, ended up liking kde the most, i use it with widgets on my desktop that always display system_information. temperature, ssd read/write, network up/down, usage percentage of cpu/gpu/ram/swap.

 No.71078

I switched to it around 8 months ago and found AI specifically command line stuff like claude code made it much easier. If I ever wanted to know how to do something I could just ask or it could just do it for me if it wasn't dangerous. Really like customizing it it's very easy now to have a bunch of custom stuff

 No.71245

>>71077
If you like KDE the best, I recommend OpenSUSE Tumbleweed (not OpenSUSE Leap). The OpenSUSE devs are the number one contributors to KDE, and it's the default DE for OpenSUSE. I'm running it right now, and I can confirm that it is more stable than Fedora's KDE spin.


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 No.310914[Reply]

I try to be better but I always fail and get underestimated I have tried but always get ignored and fail, bad luck has always followed me since the beginning since the beginning this world has never been fair to anyone except those who are lucky damn I don't understand

 No.310935

you can start by finding some better music


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 No.310904[Reply]

Hesitation is defeat edition. There is no running away.

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 No.310905

Looks like my hesitation to write my magnum opus has been eradicated. Thanks.

 No.310906

I def hesitated many times in my life when it mattered like getting a job when i was much younger, asking for help for mental state. Shit just pilles up and eventually you have to face it. It's hard. I don't blame anyone for running. I did.

 No.310907

>>310904
i grew up spoiled so i never developed any sense of urgency to do anything. even after i graduated college, i just did "nothing." Now im halfway to 36 and i rot at a desk as an overnight security guard.

this job is too comfortable to leave

 No.310934

I tried way too hard on trying to befriend some people/normalfags I barely have anything in common with; it simply doesn't cut it. I always end up angry upon realizing they did things and weren't called out, or when I have to afford listening to their retarded normal-nigger takes, or when they try to act smug and end up looking like idiots.

They're basically behaving niggers and I'm the total opposite.


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 No.50416[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Who here likes to walk? Where do you walk? How long do you walk for? What kind of shoes do you like to wear? Do you take photos?
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 No.68829

I have been walking 3 hours everyday since October since I'm currently a NEET it is the best way for me distract myself and when I get home I normally take a nice hot shower lay in bed and nap for 2 hours.

Honestly I have seen a good different on my physical performance and body but the best to come out of this is really just not being so angry at the world so often. I love walking

 No.71219

i like to walk to the library, feels good to use my body as the means of transportation and i kind of look down on the people using the stupid bus with. i don't ride the camerabus.

 No.71240

>>50416
I wear 10$ soles to correct my walking posture. Turns out my gait wasn't just bad, it was ill due to some wrong angles. They advice me to get custom 100$ soles, also

 No.71243

I'm blessed with having a small forest park w/ trails VERY close to me, as in literally across the street from me. Love watching the trees turn to autumn colors lately, cool and damp temps w/ lots of mushrooms growing within.

Also you're almost guaranteed to run into a pile of dook left by deer, OR some bird/rabbit/squirrel who thought dying right in the middle of the path would be a neat idea. I get to see them decompose into a pile of fetid black rotted shit every time I return to that spot over the course of time, it's very educational.

I'm almost always out for at least an hour, and prefer wearing work boots rather than hiking boots, it's very important that it's something waterproof especially during winter.

 No.71244

Usually to the store, to get food. Rarely to the movies this year (saw 3). Recently I walked all the way to a forest reserve, mostly because trees are known to emmit some phermones that wake you up in a way.


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