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Drawing Thread 11 Anonymage 03/18/25 (Tue) 12:55:05 No.68877 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

All you need to begin drawing is a pencil and some paper

Feel free to post any drawings of yours in this thread. Illustration, doodle, traditional, digital - anything goes. Discussion on skillbuilding techniques and fair critique of other wizards' work is welcome.

Videos:

Tyler Edlin - https://www.youtube.com/user/TylerE2284
Proko - https://www.youtube.com/user/ProkoTV
Sinix - https://www.youtube.com/user/sinixdesign
Scott Robertson - https://www.youtube.com/user/scottrobertsondesign
Matt Kohr (CtrlPaint) - https://www.ctrlpaint.com/library
Aaron Blaise - https://www.youtube.com/user/AaronBlaiseArt
Vilpu (Anatomy) - https://mega.nz/folder/9Pw1lYaS#Me7LSwlSg59lNGmkj9tt4w/folder/lPoXEYxS

Poses/Gestures
QuickPoses -https://www.quickposes.com/en
PoseSpace -https://www.posespace.com/posetool/default.aspx
https://x6ud.github.io/#/ Animal Head Reference Finder
https://anatomy360.info/anatomy-scan-reference-dump/

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Anonymage 08/18/26 (Tue) 20:31:47 No.71047

>>71044
I remember watching Glenn Vilppu drawing and feeling like I was beginning to understand what it means to "feel" form. Watching more experienced artist draw can help you too. I recommend Vilppu and Michael Hampton.
If you watch enough people figure draw, you'll notice that some people start with gestures while others focus on contours. There isn't a definitive drawing style, but by modifying your process, at least temporary, you can gain a new perspective on drawing.
I have been copying drawings from Bridgman's Complete Guide to Drawing From Life. His figures make it easy to see how the forms of the body interlock into each other.
Beyond that, I think it boils down to mileage. By studying and drawing a lot, the small bits of knowledge you pick up will add up and start becoming noticeable.

Anonymage 08/23/26 (Sun) 09:38:06 No.71084

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I am not much of an artist. These look wonky as hell.

Anonymage 09/01/26 (Tue) 21:31:46 No.71114

>>71084
these are pretty cool regardless of your technical skill level wiz, keep at it. do some studying and i am certain you will become better

Anonymage 09/11/26 (Fri) 14:13:00 No.71140

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>>70899
Did a cartoon for the first time in a few years.

Kinda off-topic. I made a few TADC OCs a few months ago and posted them here. Today I made a cartoon using one of those designs I made.
Turned out pretty good. He isn't a cast member in the video, just really liked his design.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=55jWbkmX3lc

Took a lot out of me tbh.

Anonymage 09/11/26 (Fri) 14:21:40 No.71141

>>71140
You're insanely talented, subscribed

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Tulpamancy Anonymage 03/09/26 (Mon) 14:17:18 No.227891 [Reply]

Why don't you have a tulpa, anon?
You can cheat yourself out of loneliness by fostering a loving relationship with an imaginary friend.

Benefits of a tulpa,
>You can choose any shape or form for her.
>You will never feel alone.
>She will always show unconditional love.
>She will always follow you around.
>You can have sex without losing your virginity powers or contracting STDs.
>Costs absolutely nothing.
>Basically the 'ultimate' form of a waifu.
The only negative is the social stigma, which you can easily avoid by not revealing your powerlevel.

It was the best decision of my life. It feels so good to have someone take care of you, compliment you and physically comfort you.

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Anonymage 09/06/26 (Sun) 18:13:57 No.229753

>>227891
ok, I'm going to try this shit out. I have a notebook that I'm going to write my tulpa's features on so I hopefully don't forget what it looks like.

Anonymage 09/06/26 (Sun) 22:03:44 No.229754

>>229753
Share your progress wiz, I also want to try it out vut unsure if its real/worth it.

Anonymage 09/11/26 (Fri) 01:16:45 No.229795

Is Serena from Skyrim a good choice for a tulpa/waifu? I don't watch Anime and tv is crap so my only option for tulpa inspiration is video games.

Anonymage 09/11/26 (Fri) 04:04:38 No.229798

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>>229795
>Tulpa based in media characters
You can make a Tulpa based in a idea of a archetypical support character with some femenine friendly love kindness characteristics that are pleasing to your mind. Not based or copypasted, maybe it can be more fun if you make it from start with things you want or like.
I like some buddhist love kindness ideas and christian angel and old magic ideas so my tulpa in a way act like that or looks like.
Like the old school greek agathodaemon.
>Also
Maybe one day you will realize you dont need the tulpa anymore, but its a interesting experience anyway.

Anonymage 09/11/26 (Fri) 14:11:03 No.229799

>>229798
I don't think that's the reason why he wanted a tulpa in the first place.

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Politics Thread #89 - 1 Anonymage 07/16/26 (Thu) 08:51:59 No.324948 [Reply]

ACCESSING WIZCHAN MAY NO LONGER BE LEGAL IN YOUR LOCAL DEMOCRACY

Previous thread: https://archive.is/d7kga

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Anonymage 09/04/26 (Fri) 04:28:09 No.325619

https://files.catbox.moe/3pa1y0.mp4

Fuck me did making and watching this feel better than whatever sex feels like…

Anonymage 09/06/26 (Sun) 03:50:43 No.325626

spent some time on a stupid altchan full of pol types. It's just endless punching right bullshit and purity spralling from shitty people, It really is true that the quality of a chan is dictated by the lowest common denominator. Nowadays it's just crap. This period in time is finished, the great wave of politics happening in 2018 has been replaced by retarded cooption and astroturfed algo hacking while truly idiotic people promote strategies clearly destructive to them

Anonymage 09/06/26 (Sun) 04:02:23 No.325627

>>325626
>spent some time on a stupid altchan full of pol types
So you come to another stupid altchan full of pol types?

Anonymage 09/06/26 (Sun) 04:07:51 No.325628

>>325627
maybe. We'll see

Anonymage 09/11/26 (Fri) 13:44:23 No.325691

when I see things like this I remember that americans and north europeans live like kings compared to the rest of the world

/music/

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Rap thread 3 Anonymage 09/07/26 (Mon) 16:14:56 No.11015 [Reply]

Post any rap/hip-hop music here

Song is Good Night from the last good Kanye album

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Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 21:15:03 No.11018

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Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 22:39:16 No.11019

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Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 22:43:52 No.11020

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Anonymage 09/11/26 (Fri) 13:27:40 No.11021

Anonymage 09/11/26 (Fri) 13:38:25 No.11022

The hook on this song is so hypnotic

/dep/

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Suicide General Anonymage 04/12/26 (Sun) 14:37:38 No.307023 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

Previous:
>>296511

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Anonymage 09/08/26 (Tue) 18:43:24 No.310293

>>310288
Do whatever you want but do not post cute succubus pics!

Anonymage 09/08/26 (Tue) 18:47:27 No.310294

>>310288
oh wow, blast from the past. So many dead people…not all of us made it to this day.
And life goes on…

Anonymage 09/08/26 (Tue) 18:57:55 No.310300

Such a weird feeling; I don't care, but at the same time it also kind of saddens me. Or rather, it leaves a lasting impression on you mentally, so to speak. I remember I sometimes stumbled upon this guy's youtube
https://steamcommunity.com/id/Kunio_Kun

And now I see that he is dead, died last year or two years ago now.
I did not know the guy personally. But it's still sad. It is hard for me to digest that the person is no more; there's nothing.
Everything is impermanent, I guess; such is life.
Well, at least they're free of all the suffering.

Anonymage 09/08/26 (Tue) 19:04:39 No.310301

>>310293
>succubus
>cute

Anonymage 09/11/26 (Fri) 08:47:18 No.310351

So guys, I'm wondering how viable is the plastic bag method?

Video related https://youtu.be/KuIMmL4cq5c?t=192

At 3:14 in this scene where the dude drops the plastic bag over the guy's head and then zipties it, could it work if one tried to do it to themselves???

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Depression Crawl Thread LXXVI Anonymage 08/17/26 (Mon) 16:31:10 No.309794 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Another Evil under the Sun Edition. You of many.

Previous: >>308343

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Anonymage 09/09/26 (Wed) 11:35:50 No.310312

>>310264
>emerging studies about pregnancy and female antibodies and autoantibodies when she has a male offspring in her womb.
this was indeed fascinating. so succubi hate men on a biological level. nice.

a cursory glance of reality tells you all you need to know
>succubi would rather live in their cars, work 9-5s, toil for their own subsistence, than permit the average man sexual access in exchange for having all their material needs met
>succubi are repulsed by the bottom 90% of men
>when they do procreate with a man, he is a sperm donor who is tossed aside and foisted with child support under threat of imprisonment for non-payment
>when they do get married, they only care about the attention that is showered on them at their wedding, then they grow angry and resentful as they start to get weary of their boring husbands predictable routine, lack of free time, declining looks, and wind up cheating with chads, divorce-graping him, and/or squad wiping his offspring by her own hand when it reaches an intolerable degree

theyre irrational and slaves to the arbitrary whims of biological impulse. they never evolved to perceive reality correctly or introspect on their own feelings and emotions. its just chaos and not worth engaging with at all.

Anonymage 09/09/26 (Wed) 14:27:48 No.310318

well i really hate working but now i got into this shit and until it's over there is no way out. fuuuuuck. i'm so mad

Anonymage 09/09/26 (Wed) 16:03:56 No.310319

I feel so unbelievably bad. This might sound like a meme, but boomers aren't helping heh

Anonymage 09/11/26 (Fri) 05:38:55 No.310349

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I'm an empty husk
An object in motion, driven by inertia, sailing a predetermined course to nowhere

Anonymage 09/11/26 (Fri) 06:13:34 No.310350

I JUST LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE
DARK PURPLE OLIVES

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Anonymage 09/11/26 (Fri) 00:40:06 No.325686 [Reply]

>pkill steam -9
FUCKING CLOSE YOU PACIFIC NORTHWEST PIECE OF SHIT SOFTWARE HOLY SHIT

Anonymage 09/11/26 (Fri) 01:00:06 No.325687

pgrep to get the program's pid
then kill -15 that shit
bring down the hammer
kill -9 is weak

Anonymage 09/11/26 (Fri) 01:01:04 No.325688

>>325687
ty

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Can't you just right click its icon in the task bar and hit "Exit Steam"? Or hit CTRL+SHIFT+ESC and right click the process to close it? Why do you need to type in to a console to stop Steam from running? And why are there different tiers to the closing, of which some don't actually work? Is Linux gay? OP, are you gay?

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Anti-Crawl Thread CXIX Anonymage 05/25/26 (Mon) 00:57:29 No.323901 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction
https://asoftmurmur.com/

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Anonymage 09/03/26 (Thu) 10:48:41 No.325615

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After listening to the soundtrack of Napoleon Dynamite I googled "16 years old Cyndi Lauper " then "Cyndi Lauper 1970" and among the many pics there was a picture of her book, that's a memoir and autobiography, that features in the cover a photo of her when she was a teenager and so I thought "how the fuck would these artists who've done so many drugs and lived through so many things on a daily basis even remember stuff? I can't remember that well my teenage years or early 20s and Im only 30 or maybe I barely dwell on the past and I'd remember stuff if I tried to"
Like many of these musicians have been drug addicts through long periods how do their brains can remember so much about their past enough to write a 200 pages autobiography when they're already old which means their brains have already deteriorated through the natural process of aging but even moreso if they've been addicts.
Maybe it's bullshit and memory isn't really that much affected.

Anonymage 09/07/26 (Mon) 18:46:26 No.325644

my balls ache! Must be because I have very high testosterone

Anonymage 09/08/26 (Tue) 10:54:17 No.325649

I am having that fatal combination of being bored and being too lazy to seek stimulation.

Anonymage 09/08/26 (Tue) 11:31:20 No.325650

>>325649
Your life sounds like hell…

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 23:27:26 No.325685

>>325649
try a better sleeping toolset:

a heating matress,
a bigger fresh pillow
a blanket that's not a cheap duvet
a quality duvet that's not a cheap synthetic duvet

and a small music player that plays comfy free royalty-free music (or a music box) to help you with cozy mood on the weekends

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Energy Drinks Anonymage 05/11/26 (Mon) 16:52:40 No.323749 [Reply]

Canada got rid of the D-glucuronolactone in the original Monster and Monster Zero Ultra. How does this make you feel wizzies? Imo that was one of the defining ingredients in the Monster energy blend, and taking it out makes Monster not too dissimilar from every other energy drink on the market. (It was what caused that specific feeling of stimulation in your cerebral cortex that you don't get with other beverages.)

Also energy drink general I guess

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Anonymage 09/06/26 (Sun) 17:52:19 No.325633

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>>323749
>>323752
Tried Ghost Energy recently and honestly I think I've found my new favourite. The energy blend is kind of similar to Gorilla Mind in being a sort of nootropic stack and includes choline and BDNF supplements. The stuff sold in Canada is a bit toned down, but Alpha GPC was approved for the Canadian market recently (I think?) so maybe it will be added here too.

It's really sweet with no sugar, and also has no artificial colours.

Anonymage 09/07/26 (Mon) 02:14:23 No.325640

>>325633
energy drinks are weak Noots. You can buy the parts individually at a discount or the powder mix

Anonymage 09/07/26 (Mon) 11:31:07 No.325642

>>325640
>wizchan
>upset at drinking mana potions
Stupid baka

Anonymage 09/08/26 (Tue) 19:00:24 No.325652

>>325642
>wake up
>slug starbucks coffee in a can
>see post j'accusing me, ME, of being anti-drink
>continue to slugger the cans until I have no more monopoly monies…

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 23:24:55 No.325684

>>325652
>>325640
based

I prsnly have a bunch of berserk-activating buckbane powder always ready for usage

/lounge/

Dealing with the subhumans in Higher Education Anonymage 09/09/26 (Wed) 21:07:09 No.325662 [Reply]

You guys have any advice on how not to ragequit and drop out while at university as an adult? This shit is daycare for intellectually feeble people who need a tutor just to read books, with far too much left wing copium to ever have relevance. I cannot believe anyone sends their children to these stupid places.

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 03:25:19 No.325666

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>>325662
>media attention whores
What if you stop give too much attention to these attention whores adult-childs playing socialization with stupid useless no result political thing doing a psyop of false flag grass cooking and better start to do some soft exercise?
They're not attempting against doing exercise, they will never delete the stupid cognitive bias in any job or social way in favour of beatiful people or doing a "integrity" of ugly people, maybe fat-ass or aspies who knows.
They will do nothing bacause they cant do nothing and owns nothing of capitalist development.
Beatiful and healthy people will still be at it and keep doing. And poor, ugly, unhealthy people will still be at it and keep going until they get a miracle, study, get money from job and start do healthy habits or artificial thing to take off uglyness and unhealthy things. They attack the problem and normalize shit late-industrial capitalist problems and dont want the idea to turn people more healthy of mind and body, even if its a fat ass or a thin or ugly.
They play with stupid socialization things for laws and do nothing and they know that they do nothing, they just want attention and money. Beatiful and healthy people give a damn shit to it, ugly unhealthy people cant do nothing and give a shit to it.
They're midclass white multiracial assholes over-socialized and in general healthy and beatiful playing race tribal class acting like they represent these stupid identity-playing and know something of life of how they live and suffer.
They know fucking nothing.
Its the same to the damn stupid christocucks doing attention whore of stupid things that anyone give a damn shit and will do nothing to their economical development or social life.

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 23:17:02 No.325683

>>325662
>>325662
truer words have never been said

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Trying to make an imageboard Anonymage 10/06/22 (Thu) 04:20:15 No.62894 [Reply]

Im trying to make an imageboard for fun, i got fired from my job and have money for some months so before trying searching a new one ill try to make an imageboard as an small project.
I have little knowledge about coding so idk how this will turn out.
I made a draft using this >https://replit.com/talk/learn/How-to-make-a-imageboard/56787#make-your-own-php-imageboard
but idk how to continue.
How should i continue?

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Anonymage 09/30/25 (Tue) 17:31:16 No.69858

>>62896
>>62894
>ortega

b u m p

Anonymage 09/30/25 (Tue) 17:38:08 No.69863

whats the email for in imageboards?

Anonymage 09/30/25 (Tue) 17:58:08 No.69865

>>62993
been there XD

Anonymage 08/31/26 (Mon) 23:03:33 No.71113

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I've been messing around with ollama. I vibecoded up some bullshit, and I've been playing with it to see if I could just make my own, private imageboard. I somehow am not bothered by it being just bots if I know it's my bots.
I'm starting to wondering if I could make a completely off-grid, local imageboard and Youtube.
I kind of wonder if at that point whether I'd even want the internet anymore.

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 23:14:15 No.71139

>>71113
AIs a r e great for drunk prompting.

/dep/

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Wageslave General Anonymage 08/30/26 (Sun) 20:21:36 No.310123 [Reply]

seeking an escape edition

previous >>303736

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Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 05:52:43 No.310324

>>310322
>>310323

you re both rite,

decided to stop bein low Iq, tomorrow i ll pick up an impressive Iq and be attractive and successful,

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 08:52:23 No.310325

>>310323
You can't tell that it's sarcastic post?

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 09:16:52 No.310326

>>310325
Very low IQ

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 18:09:13 No.310329

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what are you guys eating as of late
don't you feel like having a burger?

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 23:13:29 No.310346

>>310329
9/11 is not a day to eat burgers

*proceeds to eat chebureki*

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Sad Oekaki Anonymage 07/12/26 (Sun) 18:39:33 No.309031 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

whenever you're depressed or sad, come here and draw something using Oekaki. you can draw whatever you want

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Anonymage 09/07/26 (Mon) 23:16:36 No.310283

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Anonymage 09/07/26 (Mon) 23:35:42 No.310284

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Anonymage 09/08/26 (Tue) 19:57:39 No.310303

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Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 18:14:28 No.310331

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Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 22:06:24 No.310345

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i have an obsession

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Anonymage 06/13/26 (Sat) 03:25:40 No.308437 [Reply]

Is the feeling of alienation familiar to you? Does it hurt?

"All my life, I have lived with the feeling that I have been kept from my true place. If the expression "metaphysical exile" had no meaning, my existence alone would afford it one."

~ Emil Cioran ; The Trouble With Being Born

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Anonymage 06/14/26 (Sun) 13:55:08 No.308469

I never really understood why people like interacting with other people, like they even organize events in their free time just to meet other people as if work wasn't already too much. I just don't know how anyone can enjoy this as their free choice when it's not necessary to survive.

Anonymage 06/14/26 (Sun) 14:23:22 No.308470

>Is the feeling of alienation familiar to you?
yes thanks to whoever/whatever i've never known what it's like to belong literally anywhere. i've never been invited twice to any group activity and i've never wanted to be invited even once in the first place. my level of socialization is basically only slightly above zero by virtue of my middle school being a survive-it-yourself shithole.
>Does it hurt?
idk not really when i'm drunk otherwise not really either idk i don't care as much as i used to i guess. well sometimes it does feel bad that i can't even connect with some retards on imageboards but i guess i don't care that much anyway after all. yeah i get what you mean but idk it's not my fault people are so insufferable

Anonymage 06/16/26 (Tue) 22:49:49 No.308527

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>>308469
i mean, you just identified why you dont understand: theres a difference between instanced, contextualized social tampon tier work socialization, and voluntary, extracurricular "i like you, you like me, lets spend time together" real world stuff.

or at least i imagine, the latter is something ive basically never experienced, but i can see how it could actually be enjoyable and satiating as opposed to the former. i can only think back to being about 12 going on a schooltrip with friends when had a great time. lost them all a few years later though :)

if you somehow, in some unicorn scenario in adulthood, manage to accrue a collection of people you actually like who you're comfortable around, i can see how that would be fun, liberating even. never gonna happen though lol. if you dont go to uni and make friends seems like youre never gonna have any, just morsels of empty shituational relationshits instead.

as for answering the op. yes ive always felt alienated. always been relegated to the periphery, never knew what to do about it, spawnkilled my life.

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 19:50:54 No.310343

>>308527
>i mean, you just identified why you dont understand: theres a difference between instanced, contextualized social tampon tier work socialization, and voluntary, extracurricular "i like you, you like me, lets spend time together" real world stuff.

Goood. I was going to write "just zap me with a defibrillator and tell the staff I suddenly went flatline" but this line makes me wish to live some more.

>if you somehow, in some unicorn scenario in adulthood, manage to accrue a collection of people you actually like who you're comfortable around, i can see how that would be fun, liberating even. never gonna happen though lol. if you dont go to uni and make friends seems like youre never gonna have any, just morsels of empty shituational relationshits instead.

I had to befriend a POS of a friend once. he turned to be a crab cel completely unaligned with my wizard cel related lifestyle. This crabby would enjoy watching me beating a fast-paced game, but assburger games were too boring on him

He's mentally ill enough to not suspect him of intentional harm, but he's the definiton of a "basic fool" as result.

He ended up pawning his whole PC with my RAM in it for the price as low as the new RAM would be at the moment. He owes me the money and I refuse to speak with him until that debt is repaid so given he can't keep his job no matter where he would go that's my ticket to telling him a "goodbye" without actually telling him a goodbye.

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 21:47:48 No.310344

Comfy, only way i can be myself. Think i went from avoidant to schizoid as the years just crushed any human desire to connect out of me. When i dreamwalk at night, i met people in a huge backroom mansion and we had so much fun. Dreamwalking is one of the only things i look forward to.

/dep/

Society Anonymage 08/30/26 (Sun) 15:45:00 No.310116 [Reply]

Why there no reason to exist but if you point to it and ask society(any people) why you shouldn't kill yourself, they just ignore you, make fun of you, and exclude you from society ?

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Anonymage 09/01/26 (Tue) 18:19:52 No.310171

Because we all have that in our superior intelligence that is above the logic and words. If anyone cannot catch them it's cuz he/she is dumb human being. And we all will make fun of you.

Anonymage 09/05/26 (Sat) 21:46:17 No.310235

>>310171
You can literally apply that "reasoning" to any opinion or view imaginable and thus so can those who disagree with you. Thus it's contradictory and makes no sense.

Anonymage 09/07/26 (Mon) 12:27:17 No.310272

They want to prey on you instead of trying to be good. Money rules the world they take and break. Pussies are everywhere, every thing they do try is so they can have sex and smoke PCP with succubi for the big score of booty and loot. Everyone is sex obsessed, period. succubus crazy and real drug addled and a lobe altering bum obsessed faggot. Mag is needed recently here. The sagging tits on leppard are imposed even. Trying to work on me in my sleep is now nightly and their genius is using their peen so "rightly". Teens need to focus on gaming and schoolwork IMO.

Anonymage 09/08/26 (Tue) 15:16:12 No.310287

>>310235
Just keep working and do not ask dumb questions, like everyone does.

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 19:42:18 No.310342

>>310116
>Why there no reason to study STEM but if you point to it and ask society(any people) why you shouldn't study STEM, they just ignore you, make fun of you, and exclude you from society ?

There are topics to discuss with privately run LLMs and not humans.

/dep/

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Limerence, OCD and Addictions Anonymage 04/20/26 (Mon) 20:19:40 No.307205 [Reply]

This thread is for talking about OCD, addictions, or those kinds of disorders that ruined our lives
>So
When I was a kid, I had some pretty OCD-like behavior—I’d touch things and check them over and over until I felt reassured that everything was okay. I also used to walk on my tiptoes, which is a bit autistic, but I eventually stopped doing that (I don’t know if I have autism at this point bacause never did a test, but whatever).
>So what’s up with you?
Well, in my case is limerence (some studies say is co-related to OCD)
>And what’s that like?
Well, imagine a succubi (for some people even can be the other sex you dont like) talks to you and treats you kindly once or twice, and then you start getting way more than just nervous around her because your body starts releasing dopamine, serotonin, and all that shit. And since you don’t know what’s going on, you think you like her or have fallen in love, but its NOT.
really it’s just fucking anxiety toward a “thing.” Because you’re constantly seeking validation in some way—whether for friendship, attention, or love but you have this anxiety that you know is inappropriate, and if you act on it, the feeling of danger gets worse, it’s almost like you’re having a heart attack. and as time pass the thing got worst and worst and you get more obsessive, nerveous and get a peak of anxiety, even start to rumiate or have that thing of limerence (LO) living rent free in your head bacause your brain cant stop thinking about your LO
>What was the worst experience you've ever had?
Even you will end starting to dream with the LO and have happy dreams or nightmares and waking up crying bacause you are getting the peak of anxiety and dopamine,etc sec before waking up. this shit can even ruin friendship.
>Why the hell does this happen?
I don’t know, genetics, anxiety, depression, emotional dependency, low self-steem, negligent parents, love hungry, maybe OCD etc and a whole lot of shit
>You're larping this nonsense
but in my case, it’s not like those internet memes of bitch tumblr succubi where it only happens once and they use like a joke for love or crush
>You're a retard and you fall in love go fuk yourself wizard
No, no it’s happened to me constantly over the Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

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Anonymage 06/18/26 (Thu) 15:39:54 No.308569

>>307330
>i also experienced this when i was younger because i was in school were happiness is 'treated' as a problem and you learn it is better not to be happy.

nigga what kinda school did you go to??? a russian school???

every school everywhere on the planet forces positivity on everyone, they'd never tell you to be unhappy

Anonymage 06/18/26 (Thu) 15:52:20 No.308570

>>308552
Humans point?

Yes. You totally earned a good chunk of wizard's human-ness points for helping a succubus with her crap using the /wiz/dom you have accumulated throughout years. Good job, really

Congratulations!

Anonymage 06/19/26 (Fri) 15:09:37 No.308581

>>308569
СМЕХ БЕЗ ПРИЧИНЫ ПРИЗНАК ДУРАЧИНЫ

Anonymage 07/03/26 (Fri) 02:20:55 No.308900

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This thread is the gayest thing i've ever seen

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 19:41:15 No.310341

>>308900
How come you are enough of a gay connoseur to be able to tell this?

/dep/

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Reality is conceived by pure evil Anonymage 05/22/26 (Fri) 09:27:44 No.307908 [Reply]

It comes to my mind very often how evilness surrounds everything, from your own body being rotten and painful to the average politician being cruel and unhinged.
I can really assume we live in a hell realm, people are so used to suffering that atrocious and disgusting news such as murder or car accidents are deemed normal.
We're born without knowing why in a world we did not create and we must obey rules we did not decide, there is really no point in counsciousness when existence is like this unless it was conceived by evil forces for evil purposes.
So my conclusion is that we live inside a reality of pure evil, no chaotic, no orderly, just pure evil without any sense, like hitting your head until you die.

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Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 18:49:27 No.310333

Nonsense. Reality is not evil, it's just indiferent.

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 18:56:22 No.310334

>>307908
>as murder or car accidents are deemed normal
Such things are normal, they occur since the beginning of the times. The thing is people are bombarded with all news, murders, car accidents, etc., that happens in the whole world. Our mind isn't for knowing everything that happens. That gives us a feeling of chaotic world and makes us hate the life.

Do not allow them make you a hater of life and a suicidal thinker.

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 19:04:12 No.310336

>>310332
Are you talking about fight club?

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 19:05:19 No.310338

>>310336
nah im talking about a certain "end of world" guy from the long ago

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 19:39:43 No.310340

>>310338
I was literally talking about the "person" Nero the emperor would point finger at.

/games/

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Counter Strike 1.6 for wizzies Anonymage 04/27/24 (Sat) 18:42:45 No.61573 [Reply]

I really love this game, is a part of my childhood and m wondering if we can start a server on and play together.
What you wizards think.

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Anonymage 01/22/25 (Wed) 23:26:00 No.62179

>>62149
I remember CS 1.6 being much heavier on the computer than CS 1.5, but I can't find a single reason to hate on 1.6 other than the shield I guess. Care to elaborate?

Anonymage 01/23/25 (Thu) 14:18:31 No.62205

>>62160
Wizards are defined by our rejection of sex. Not being capable or willing to call out enemy positions on an anonymous online game has nothing to do with that.
>>62149
CS:S was and still is great. It took a year for Turtle Rock to get the good maps made but overall it's a solid experience.

Anonymage 04/15/25 (Tue) 21:13:25 No.62394

>>61573
Anytime I try to get into any CS game or fps in general (other than tf2) I get kicked for being bad, even when I'm playing on a casual server. I wish I didn't have the reflexes of an elderly man.

Anonymage 04/15/25 (Tue) 21:40:44 No.62398

>>62179
In addition to shield they also added new weapons, just another set of things nobody used seriously. They also changed spray patterns, recoil, rate of fire and damage for many weapons. Movement and jumping was changed. Maps were also altered, even the classic ones.

It was a long time ago so I dont remember it all, but it now felt different or like a new game and not for the better. I still stand by that today. Steam was also shit back then and not a welcome change, that is the ONLY thing I changed my mind on today as far as that goes.

>>62205
>CS:S was and still is great
I respectfully disagree, I believe CS:S was even worse than 1.6.

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 19:18:09 No.63673

>>61573
Just a random bump to tell most of the mechanics in CS 2 aren't too different from CS 1.6

Regards, a pool_day pro.

/dep/

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Anonymage 06/14/25 (Sat) 08:11:23 No.301262 [Reply]

It's Saturday night and I started taking a new antidepressant called Mirtazapine (15mg) on Thursday night.

This is my 10th or so attempt at a psychiatric medication. I've tried lots of therapy too.

Wish me luck anonymages. I was about to quit my job but watched some motivational videos on autoplay on Youtube for hours and as cheesy as it was, they convinced me to give this a go.

I didn't even get these prescribed recently. It was way back last year and then I just didn't take them because this particular medicine has a reputation for making people really fatigued.

It does put me to sleep. But, maybe that's ok. If it means I can find some happening apart from fapping and dreaming while I sleep.

Maybe it'll even help me turnaround my fortunes at work where it looks like I'm sliding towards a firing or just being unable to come in. Barely stopped myself raging at my boss the other day and took 2 weeks sick leave from stress afterwards. I need to swallow some humble pie come Monday and hopefully these pills help. Being off work for 2 weeks showed me I'm just as miserable and actually more so depressed, anxious and stressed not working despite all the antiwork slogans I collect.

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Anonymage 08/08/26 (Sat) 06:24:51 No.309612

>>307628
If you're still around, I wish you a full recovery wiz.

Anonymage 08/21/26 (Fri) 22:47:58 No.309958

I wish they prescribed OxyContin for depression

Anonymage 08/21/26 (Fri) 22:50:29 No.309959

>>304646
It is important to understand that the SSRIs serve the same purpose as a lobotomy. It is just a nicer packaged means of numbing and zombifying people because shoving a sharp object up your nose and stabbing your brain looks mean

Anonymage 09/01/26 (Tue) 19:03:04 No.310174

>>309959
Jews understand this.

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 19:10:12 No.310339

>>309959
>>310174
Yes my head does know this well now!

If you want to get healthy you don't just patch up your symptom, you try and throw some supplements, vitamins or micro-elements at the suspected deficiencies! And quit sugary drinks and coconuts cheap sweets, the palm oil gives you sore skin, sore guns, sore everything.

I personally consume something many Scandinavians do because they're Scandinavians stuck on a fishy peninsula.

/dep/

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drop out of university bacause of self-steem Anonymage 07/01/26 (Wed) 20:18:22 No.308862 [Reply]

I wasted years of my life working and started college late. Last year, I began a degree program in psychology education to see if later I could handle a degree in psychology or become a therapist, and in short it was a disaster. I felt like a damn alien next to my classmates, and I didn’t feel comfortable in class, not with them, not with anything.
This year, I decided to start studying another major focused on the hobbies i love, music related things as hobby. I decided to try music education, and so far everything’s going well, and I even feel comfortable with my classmates, but the social aspect is still killing me.

>What's you cant handle?
>Vocal education
I can't handle vocal training classes I usually freeze up and can't even sing a scale. The strange thing is, I don't know if the teacher plays favorites, but she treats the succubi better, from what I've seen, they've been singing for a while, sing in church choirs around religious things etc, or already have experience with singing and high notes. I don't notice her treating the men the same way or giving them the same attention, and most of the guys haven't practiced singing before. Last time, she told me I don’t sing because I strive too much for perfection i dont believe this is true but this didnt help in anything. I don’t know if she misunderstood me or if she hates me, but I’m not sure if she understands that I can’t control my nerves and i actually told she about this. one day she just told me something in the lines of go to a psychologist bla bla Obviously, I failed her exams. maybe i the problem or she even tried to help much. maybe i will try to change to another teacher next year i dont know.

>Language and music theory problem
The language and music theory classes started a little late, but I love them (with piano classes), and the fun part comes in the later semesters. My only problem is that, because of some university policy, they make us record ourselves and… oh my god, I hate my fucking face. I’ve never liked recording myself, and they even make us record ourselves singing, which is even worse, because I can’t even stand in front of a camera for two seconds without go full into a panic attack of nervers and sadness. i hate mirrors and watching myself in recordings.

I’m seriously thinking about dropping out of this program because I knoPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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Anonymage 09/06/26 (Sun) 18:59:45 No.310254

Dear Wizard,

today I have discovered some people - 1 in 4, I think - experience anxiety from caffeine due to some gene not helping to metabolize caffeine properly.

I think I should treat coffee as my work drink again. I also think I was never supposed to drink tea at five o'clock. My self-esteem used to tank and I used to drink tons of coffee to just keep myself awake.

Anonymage 09/06/26 (Sun) 19:19:06 No.310257

>I felt like a damn alien next to my classmates, and I didn’t feel comfortable in class, not with them, not with anything.
I know this feeling. It happened in uni and now its happening in the workplace.
The best kind of job for me would be one where I don't have coworkers and can work from home.
I fantasize about playing poker for a living lel. That would be a nice job, but I don't think its possible.

Anonymage 09/07/26 (Mon) 05:33:32 No.310270

>>310257
How can we overcome alienation? I feel like the victory slide of a right extremist party in one of our federal states yesterday slightly helps. I'm rather leftist myself in many ways but I can't express enough how much I'm annoyed by people holding themselves in high regards and proclaim their superior morals when in fact I've always felt like an alien around such people. To me this is a little bit of relief that despite all their propaganda and rhetorics the right won. But if I think one step ahead I fear that the right might make everything even much worse for me. I don't know, people simply suck, left or right.

Anonymage 09/09/26 (Wed) 11:51:14 No.310315

>>308862
>psychology education
>become a therapist
>music education
these are delusional fantasies that you'd have to go hundreds of thousands of dollars in debt for masters+ degree with scant chance of getting a job that pays enough to justify the debt load.

Anonymage 09/10/26 (Thu) 19:04:35 No.310337

>>310315
This.
GPTs are a decent self-helpers once you install a LLaMa-like "AI on a thumbdrive" thingy on your private laptop. A commercial AI like ChatGPT can help you should you ask for "I am a seasoned PC user yet I need a walkthrough with installing a small AI on and from a thumb drive. I use windows btw"

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