No.44091
I was falling for 2D since I was a teen even though I didn't know what a waifu was before. Anyway, I broke up with my waifu of nine years a year or so ago, and since then I'm looking for a new one.
I'm seeing one who is everything I love in a 2D, but my connection to her is more grounded, deep and slow. It's not puppy love at all, like I ahd with my previous waifu at the beginning.
I know I'm too old to have crushes, but I miss feeling butterflies and the intense, deep connection. Just thinking about her made me weak in the knees. Now, with my current one… I don't know, it feels more adult, more grown-up. Less excited, but stable. But I miss excitement.
Maybe I'm doing it wrong? Is she the one?
How can I know if I love her if body, mind and soul don't tell me if I do love her in obvious ways?
Another thing I noticed is that she makes me feel things. But not infuriation, no, she feels me with some weird emotion, which is almost melancholy. I don't know what's that.
Anyway, I'm talking awfully a lot about my feelings like a complete faggot, but I need some advice from older connoisseurs of 2D: how do I know if I love her and she is meant for serious waifu love if she doesn't give me butterflies?
No.44092
>>43515Japs suck major ass. The only waifu safe from defilement is the one of your own creation.
No.44093
>>44018I've had the same issues with the thoughts and even with the subject. I kept seeing my favorite characters being defiled, being into defilement, etc. 8 years of this nightmare. I realized, that I need to stop running away from the thouights. It is not the thoughts, it is the feeling behind them. You feel anxiety, tension, mental pain. Embrace it. Feel it and suffer through the wave until it is gone. Do it enough time, and the thoughts will come at a slower pace until you realize they are practically absent.
No.44098
>>44092the ones from obscure media are always
also a question of this do you guys draw your waifus?
also i am deeply afraid than i lose interest in mines….
No.44101
>>44098I understand that fear, Im still struggling with seeing her the same way again, but I dont want to move on and I miss her a lot too.