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 No.321660[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

PALESTINE OFFICIALLY RECOGNIZED AS A STATE OR WHATEVER. U.N RECOGNIZES THE INVASION OF THIRD-WORLDERS UPON EUROPE. YOUTUBE ANNOUNCED IT WILL BE RE-INSTATING CHANNELS BANNED BY BIDEN'S ORDERS DURING COVID AND 2024 ELECTIONS. ANTIFA DECLARED A TERRORIST SECT. ISRAEL "ONLY NATION CAPABLE" OF PLANTING CELLULAR MASS-DISRUPTION DEVICES OUTSIDE OF UN GENERAL ASSEMBLY. TIKTOK TREND SHOWS PREGNANT SUCCUBI DOWNING THERAPEUTIC LEVELS OF TYLENOL IN PROTEST OF ANNOUNCEMENT THAT DOING SO CAUSES AUTISM IN CHILDREN

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 No.323999

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>>323993
>unique
…I'm just typing out shit 'cos I've got nothing better to do at work. There's nothing an accountant does these days beyond tapping 5 buttons every 20 or so minutes, and that's the life I've chosen.
Well, glad the posts aren't getting deleted anyway.
Here's the overall global map for everything typed up above.
As can be seen, Greater Israel is contrasted/mirrored well via Greater Iran.
The bantu expansion swallows and turns black everything till there's nothing remaining whatsoever. In fear the same might happen elsewhere, North Africa unites fully and conceives a 'roadblock', so to say.
India's a dangerous zone but will be barricaded and concealed well after the War in 2034, whereupon it'll no longer, in any capacity, have global relevance. North East India and Kashmir/Ladakh and Sikkim and South Tibet and just a bit more are the only issues after all. They'll be returned to their rightful owners, they'll be made independent, and that's the end of that. Many Indians might end up dead. Many here meaning millions. But, that's just what happens in war.
ASEAN will strengthen further to contain China.
Greenland will go to the EU since it'll be boring if only 2 powers are up in the Arctic.
Cuba and the islands therein will be part of Mexico. In this way, Mexico et al serves as the in-between of two powers.
North America -gap- South America: gap 1, Mexico
China -gap- Australia: gap 2, ASEAN
Madagascar becomes sorta civilized and nice via Chinese aid.
Georgia, Armenia, Azerbaijan.. end up uniting, and become an autonomous federal subject of Russia.
China's largest expansion concludes with annexing Mongolia.
Korea A and Korea B become KoreaAB.
Islam gets banned/outlawed in Greater Iran. Or well, they begin mechanically purging any Arab influence 'cos the Arabs will begin transparently making clear their allegiance to Israel, specially after they create Kurdistan for them by taking from Turkey's east which'll be a port foundation ferrying along whatever Khazaria brings, and so the rest of the world will probably not like that. So, Zoroastrianism returns.
Stuff like making calls to prayer gets banned. If people are to attend for prayer, let them know it on their own account.
Stuff like building 1 million mosques gets banned. You're only allowed 1 Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

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>>323999
Revised in light of preventing genocides that might be carried out by the CCP.
Ver A, Ver B.

 No.324014

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>>324010
Re-revised.

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>>324014
Afghanistan, all of Kashmir + Ladakh, Pakistan, and then Iran under one nation and flag. Pretty nice. Aksai Chin is made the sole exception, enjoined to China.

 No.324025

USA | EU | Greater Israel VS Greater Iran | RU | China

Camp A, Camp B.
A strives to curate Greater Israel.
B responds via Greater Iran.

Greater Israel is an addition of Cyprus, then the eastern portion of Turkey transformed to Kurdistan, Alexandria in Egypt plus the Sinai Peninsula, Yemen, Iraq, Saudi Arabia, rest of the GCC all rolled into one. Capital's in Jerusalem.

Greater Iran is an addition of Afghanistan, Kashmir excepting the Aksai Chin, and Pakistan all rolled into one. Capital's in Gilgit, Baltistan, quite the mountainous place.

Georgia, Armenia, Azerbaijan form together as one block that's then absorbed into Russia.

Russia thus borders the EU, Greater Israel, Greater Iran, and all the way east China, Korea and Japan, while at the same time hovering over Central Asia and Mongolia. Hahaha.

Greater Iran's pretty much mostly 99% supported by China, ends up China's only transparent ally, and becomes its barrier from the west.

The soviets transformed Central Asia to their own safe-zone. Failed with Afghanistan, but they got all the others. So, China will try their own version of this with Greater Iran, trying to make up for the failure in Afghanistan there. In this way, you have balance. Truly the Tang Dynasty. Naturally, it can't begin unless and until the situation with Kashmir is permanently resolved and India is sealed away.


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 No.55235[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

This year most of my plants (zucchinis, strawberries, cucumbers) got messed up with the heat waves, tomatoes are really the only thing I have left. I don't want summer to end, going back to eating store vegetables and fruit is soul crushing. Not much money so no fancy organic food.

Do you garden? How long? What plants?
How do you deal with having to go back to tasteless store vegetables during winter?
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>>70030
Ha, no doubt. My garden isn't over but it's winding down. I picked the last of the tomatoes to finish ripening in the window since it's too cold out. Carrots and radishes are still going great and should have my final crop before first frost. Right now it's all about compost and mulching for the off season.

 No.70662

I'm trying to root sage and thyme right now. I already have both a rosemary and mint plant that are doing really well.

 No.70663

one of my dream is to get a hothouse and grow lot of things inside

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>>70663
what do you want to grow?

 No.70665

>>70664
tomatoes, potatoes, pepper so yummy , salad, cucumber, squash, pumpkin, corn (maybe), melon, ginger, aromatic plants, strawberries, peaches, cherry, green tomatoes, cabbage, leek, onions, blueberries, raspberries, blackberries, apple, carrots, pear, eggplant, wallnut, nuts, almonds, olives, mango yeah!, and seasonal vegetables and fruits.


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 No.302164[Reply]

Does anyone here struggle with alcohol, or have managed to quit?

It used to be a good coping mechanism for me, but it seems the older I've gotten the worse it feels, and it's become detrimental to my health and the way I behave around people. Easily annoyed, constantly starting shit, tired all the time, strange pains. And I was still getting worse, fast.

This has been a wake-up call and I'm realizing I need to quit before it's too late. Though that's easy for me to say now when I'm still feeling bad, and I fear the cravings will come back strong, but I know I've got to try.

Curious to hear others experience with this.
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>>308323
Well if you want to be an alcoholic sometimes you have to compromise. I haven't gone a day without a drink in over 10 years and before I switched to light beer I was getting close to a 750ml of whiskey a day. Even wine is too high ABV to be drinking heavily on a daily basis. Drinking beer even if you don't care for it is better than having to quit because you're dying too fast. You still get alcohol in your system but it's safer.

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>>308324
well that is the thing, I dont want to be an alcoholic, so it is difficult to just chose something different

 No.308327

I haven't had a drink in years, maybe close to a decade. I can't stand the smell of alcohol anymore, it makes me feel nauseous. Probably because in my 20s I used to drink and get sick a lot

I saw a succubus drinking at a bus stop at 9am a few weeks ago, it looked like clean vodka, must have tasted like liquid death

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>>308327
>I can't stand the smell of alcohol anymore, it makes me feel nauseous. Probably because in my 20s I used to drink and get sick a lot
I experienced this with creme liquor in particular. I drank it on the regular and could down an entire bottle of Bailey's or Panama Jacks in any short summer evening. One day I overdid it and woke up groggy before heading to the wageslave dungeon. It was an awful shift. From that point on even the smell of the stuff makes me sick, as if my immune system is rejecting my desire to get my cream on.

 No.308334

>>308332
Alcohol is a smell I associate with poverty


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 No.308328[Reply]

There's been several major deaths in my family over the past few years. People that actually respected me and whose company I enjoyed. They're all gone now. Tomorrow, I will have to call some of them and finish up some things I've been putting off for almost a decade now.

I tried to find a picture of something happy. Here is a picture of an ice cream cone.

 No.308329

>>308328
My condolences wiz. After a decade, getting that stuff done will be a weight off your shoulders I imagine. My gran is getting worse too, she has dementia, I think. Despite her having been a huge part of my childhood though, the prospect of her dying doesn't make me feel any particular kind of way. We haven't had much contact for a decade and I guess childhood is far enough away at this point that it feels like a different life entirely. Yet I do not look forward to the arrangements and all that and I'm terrified of something happening to my mom.

 No.308331

>>308329
>Despite her having been a huge part of my childhood though, the prospect of her dying doesn't make me feel any particular kind of way
That's the normal human adult male response. You can weep for the tragedy of an untimely demise that obliterates any hopes you had for good times together in the future. You can shed tears of joy and the good memories you've shared. It makes no sense however to cry for someone who lived long enough to expire naturally. Someone whose existence has become tiresome, and who can no longer create good times for themselves or their family, ought to have their life cheered as opposed to having their death grieved.

 No.308333

>>308331
I suppose that might be part of it. As cruel as it sounds, it has become tiresome to talk to her on the phone and always having the same conversation. How her friends are slowly decaying around her, how her nausea is better/worse than last time I called, how cute my cousin's newborn is. And always the phrase that "everyone wants to grow old but nobody actually wants to be old.". But strangely enough, my mother told me about her colleagues dog being diagnosed with a terminal lung tumor over the weekend and that wrenched my heart. I suppose because in my mind it felt more shocking that this big, kind, fuzzy creature should perish all of a sudden, no longer being able to experience the simple joys of being a dog with a loving family.
How is it for you anon? How close were you with your family? You say they respected you and you enjoyed their company but how does the loss actually feel for you?


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 No.223082[Reply]

How do you genuinely just stop caring about everything shitty in your life? I just want to become numb to it all. People always say you shouldn't, but whenever I let myself feel any small amount of happiness the feeling of sadness/depression that I'll inevitably feel later is so painful it makes me wish I just didn't feel anything at all in the first place. Meditation has gotten close to this and I like the peace it gives me but I wish I felt that peace all the time.
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 No.228687

guys if you want emotional numbness just try jerking off 3 times a day

 No.228688

>>228687
Gooning actually gives you physical numbness, but emotionally it gets you hyperactive because of the high dopamine release (orgasm)

 No.228697

You have to set up a feeling of just letting go. kind of like sinking in the water.

 No.228704

Get a job and interact with the normals, you'll become first anxious, then mad, then eventually your brain adjusts and you become numb to their pecking and yo life in general.

The reverse is also possible, any extended period of isolation will rewire your brain back its original state and you'll start caring again.

 No.228754

>>228704
This is accurate.
Exposure to normies and work in general numbs you to a lot of bullshit.


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 No.228719[Reply]

I want to talk to you about fate: does it exist or not? Honestly, I don't know. I won't claim to believe in it unconditionally, but I looked at my natal chart (Shoutout to my astrologer friend from the other thread! I know you're reading this). During this time, I've talked to magicians, psychologists, internet freaks, and even talked to AI. And, of course, I've tried to start my life from scratch many times. I've tried to find a job many times, but I've lost it. And now I'm 28 years old, guys. I just want to throw everything away. I'll be 30 in two years. I have no education, I've never really learned anything in my entire life, and I've spent half of it living off my parents. I'm literally a loser, a nobody. The older you get, the more clearly you realize: trying to start over doesn't work when you're in poor health. Let's be honest, many of us have lousy health; many of us rarely even go outside. Besides, there's no money for education, not to mention the strict regulations, the need to pass exams, and other difficulties. And I ask myself: did I even have a choice in how to live? Or was my life built from the very beginning according to some divine plan, a supercomputer, or something similar? After all, if you think about it, all my decisions have always turned out to be wrong. I constantly did the wrong thing, made mistakes out of stupidity or naivety. So, is everything predetermined? I'm still tormented by this question. If I were to get up tomorrow and say, "That's it, I'm leaving this life and I'm no longer a burden," I still wouldn't be able to change much. I won't become a doctor or a scientist at 30. External factors influence us too much. Does that mean that even my decision to change something tomorrow was already made not by me, but by someone else? And I just play out this scenario over and over again, and there was no real freedom of choice. But you know what's the scariest thing? It turns out that no matter what we do, we can't jump above our heads. As the saying goes: "Play stupid games, get stupid prizes" or "You can't teach an old dog new tricks." Actually, I want to ask you: do you believe in fate? Are we really destined to suffer our entire lives? I looked at myself: I'm 28, I haven't learned anything, and I just wasted this life. I wish I'd never been born.
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>>228743
>It isn't a blessing, dude


better than living on the streets

 No.228746

>>228744
>better than living on the streets

that would make u move your ass

 No.228747

Thinking mistakes lead people to believe in fate.
They use a very limited way of thinking and when several consequences come together they don't even try to understand it except "fate did it".

 No.228752

no, fate only exists in CIS, i'm sorry it had to you

 No.228753

>>228752
had to be. agrrhhhh my eyes fail me


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 No.226190[Reply]

>Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, and before you were born I consecrated you
>You shall not kill the embryo by abortion and shall not cause the newborn to perish

Is killing doctors who perform abortions morally justified?
Most people would say it's morally justified to shoot and kill someone else if they're about to stab a toddler in the back.
So if it's morally justified for a random person to shoot and kill someone else to prevent them from stabbing a toddler in the back why would it be immoral to kill an abortionist?
If you don't kill the abortionist they will kill a baby
>It's not an imminent threat
What is immenent? Sounds arbitrary. If an abortionist is driving to their workplace where they abort babies is that immenent? If an abortionist is in an abortion clinic in a room alone with a pregnant patient and is about to perform an abortion is that immenent? Is killing an abortionist who is a couple minutes or less away from performing an abortion on a healthy baby and consenting mother not morally justified?
>Abortions shouldn't be killed because it'll have externalities like making pro lifers look crazy which will cause more babies to die

Where's the evidence of this? Someone else could just say that the fact that anti abortion/pro life violence is so incredibly extremely rare is good evidence pro lifers don't consider abortion to be murder and pro life ideology should not be taken seriously. If abortionists were murdered more often more people might be more willing to take seriously the idea that abortion is truly murder.

Also this is utilitarian thinking which most pro lifers (especially religious ones) don't normally use in other circumstances but now choose to cherry pick when they'll use it? What about choosing to die rather than kiss a Quran? What about choosing to die instead of denouncing Jesus? What about spending ten thousand dollars on a vacation to the Caribbean instead of donating ten thousand dollars to against malaria foundation to save the life of at least one child under 5?
Pro lifers choose to be utilitarians all the sudden?

Another problem with this utilitarian line of thinking is I find it hard to believe both utilitarianism is true and God is real at the same time. If God is real and utilitarianism is true then why is there so much sufPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.228398

Their clientele are already incompetent at existence, don't let them make more bullies, whores, miserable autists, or future abortion-havers.
There's literally no downside to abortion. Either an innocent is directly spared this world if you're that sentimental or there's fewer poorly-parented shitgoblins to ruin your day.

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>>228376
If it’s based on when the baby first becomes conscious then non human conscious animals like all birds and mammals should have rights too

 No.228696

>>228398
I believe in libertarian free will also the justification you are giving is very utilitarian and doesn’t place enough importance on individual rights as that way of thinking could be used to justify gun control too “for the greater good “

 No.228750

I wish my mother aborted me

 No.228751

Most anti-abortion positions are just virtue signaling political and religious beliefs, no one really cares about an unformed fetus getting aborted. Elites don't care about it either, they actively want to hinder abortions so that Temiloluwa from Nigeria can dump 12 useful worker units that will replace the lazy and entitled europeans and east-asians. Pro-abortion means less niggers because Tanisha is too lazy to put on a condom. If anything, I think that succubi who have undergone an abortion should receive a payment for all the emotional damage that they're subjected to, and that payment should last until they have children, see how quick all the genetic trash would willingly stop reproducing at all.


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 No.323451[Reply]

What's your setup look like?

I'm interested in things better than Duckduckgo and Signal, almost normie tier advice. I'm not full schizo (yet) so I'm still exploring different setups
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 No.324019

>>324000
True that. I just dislike linux because it needs an internet connection to set up if I ever needed to reinstall.

 No.324020

>>324019
You can get a working install from a usb you're just not going to get all the packages obviously

 No.324021

>>324000
>a lot of headaches
Any examples? My Windows experience is poolside onanoko smooth.

 No.324023

>>324019
You only need an internet connection if you want the latest packages

 No.324024

>>324019
(the joke is that he posted this on the internet)


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 No.228496[Reply]

Thesis:

Engagement with structurally advanced texts and excellent rhetoric trains and temporarily optimises the mind into recurring modes of organization, attention, abstraction, and inference; repeated exposure can temporarily or semi-durably bias cognition toward those modes independently of propositional content.

Or in simpler terms, in the same way that algebra & calculus trains the mind towards logical and methodical thought in the long term, I believe it's possible for works of illustration, music and literature to do so in the short term. If this is true, then it's advantageous to catalogue such art-efacts and optimise exposure to them.

I'm not talking about the first order; "no duh, I read something that told/reminded me of facts and now they're at the front of my attention" or involuntary emotional responses, I'm talking about the temporary mental structure. Meditation or such like, if it works, seems to work by selecting for facts and details, voluntarily emphasising inputs to get desired outputs. It should notionally be possible then, to exercise the mind in such a way that one or more patterns of thought and emphasis can be either cold stored, or reliably reconstructed with inputs on demand. I think genius lies in being able to do this at will and not rely on outside props, but i'm not a genius.

The inspiration for this idea came from reading Robert Carlyle in the morning and consequently having a very organised and effective day at work, but I've noticed it much earlier in the second and third novel of Kai Lung. In the later case, the pleasant but none-the-less non-trivial effort of very complex English usually leaves me in a "well spoken" state for quite some time. I originally put this down to simple mimicry but perhaps there's more to it.

Thoughts? Examples of useful material?

If this is true, consider the darker side - that it's possible to artificially construct and reinforce dysfunctional frames of mind, not just overloading the memory and attention with noise and conflict, but actually implant a structure of thought - at scale. If this was so, how well does it explain modernity.
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>>228617
>you could probably find it through the wayback machine archive
I tried looking for a bit but I couldn't find it, and I don't feel like trawling through all those half dead links, so whatever.
>vaguely remember some guy talking about how he pretends he's a warrior or something to get into the mindset to exercise.
I mean, that might have literally been me. I remember posting something about how pretending to be a ninja in training helped me do my calisthenic exercise like push ups and pull ups(and also how that same "pretending" did not extend into motivating me to for example lift weights in the gym, because that doesn't fit the conceptual framing).
Yeah, interesting threads for sure, but I never really ended up figuring out how to fully utilize it. The biggest issue I faced is the constant back sliding. It's like when you watch a movie and start acting like the main character; it usually lasts for a week or two, then you're back to your old self. When you use your imagination to conceptually reframe your self-image you end up with the same problem of short duration.

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>>228600
I did eventually find something that was approaching the idea; called "Your mind and how to use it" specifically chapter 2
https://www.gutenberg.org/files/42055/42055-h/42055-h.htm

Which - so far - appears to be exactly what you're describing, providing what could have been the base investigation of what would effectively be psychological engineering.

>>228603
Psychonautics is exactly the topic that i'm trying to get at, thank you.

>>228609
Not I, but this sounds interesting too. A decade or so ago I was reading the egoists with a view to brute force a change in perspective away from thinking of myself as a subject seen by others and instead a self actualising subject. All it came to was the big 5 and practical applications but perhaps I was just too young.

>>228611
Which is why i'm looking for external tools to solve the problem. I've reached roughly the point of diminishing returns on CBT and so on, and I'm "better" after having had such external interventions but now - after not being in a constant state of disaster management for the first time in my adult life, i'm aware that altered mental states can contribute to a useful end, if managed effectively.

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>>228690
>YOUR MIND AND HOW TO USE IT
>William Walker Atkinson
That's just New thought, better fuck it and better go to read hypnosis (all the new thought dudes just used hypnosis and studies Coue or other methods of hypnosis and self-suggestions) if you dont want to blow a lof of bullshit around religion or myths and cosmic shit, better the method than the woo-woo bullshit.
>Also
and yes, read about psychonautics.

 No.228748

>>228496
In short, self hypnotize on demand by some sort of "artifact" or trigger, be it a bell, music, smell whatever to induce a state of mind optimized for tasks to improve outcomes?
Sounds very /x/ to me.


>If this is true, consider the darker side - that it's possible to artificially construct and reinforce dysfunctional frames of mind, not just overloading the memory and attention with noise and conflict, but actually implant a structure of thought - at scale. If this was so, how well does it explain modernity.

I mean isn't this public knowledge at this point? Ragebait is a mainstream term now. Most people know that media, social media, the internet as a whole is set up to farm people like this.

What I'm not really understanding is what you would try to get out of it. Snap your finger to be more outgoing an eloquent on demand?
Learn more efficiently?
Get into the "zone" for whatever task at hand instantly?

I doubt this would be easy if at all feasible. The /x/ types do this with drugs or the alternative being long term conditioning and setting up your environment to aid in inducing desired states of mind.
None of it is instant like this playing mozart for a minute to learn math 25% faster.

Maybe I'm missing the point entirely.

 No.228749

>>228496
Also just on the side, are you the citytutoringmath guy from youtube?
Exact manner of speech.


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 No.306449[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What is the average wizard's relationship with religion like? No religious person has ever been able to give me a good argument for why God, if he is out there, is not the most maximally evil being in the universe simply by the virtue of creating suffering when he could have chosen not to. Saying "suffering builds character" and derivatives of is just a manifestation of their stockholm syndrome for this vile entity

>I form the light, and create darkness. I make peace, and create evil. I YHWH do all these things - Isaiah 45:7
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 No.307869

>>307860
nta but Christianity really did serve jewish interests during the late roman period and early middle ages, because a pagan Europe absolutely wouldn't have tolerated the same level of subversion.

Christianity has tolerance of jews baked into it because they're prophesized to be in every country at the end of times in Revelation. In fact, Rabbis used this explicit argument in interfaith dialogue discussions when negotiating as to whether jews should be able to settle in the realm.

I actually do argue that christianity was the jews first ever psyop. During the first three centuries jews stepped in and out of the christian community whenever it suited them, and most of the anti-christian laws we associate with the roman empire were actually anti-jewish laws. Pagans have their faith tied to their ethnic identity and wouldn't at all be moved by claims of universalism, Christianity weakened host populations and made them more susceptible to Jewish influence.

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>>307869
Paul of tarsus modified the Jewish practices in the bibble to appeal more to pagans.
Remember that Paul never was a apostle of jesus or ever met him, just illusion in desert. He was a radical jewish schizo around nationalist ideas and write more like a jew than a Apostle of jesus.
A lot of scholar today say in low whisper voice that all apostled died in a siege of israel and the one powerful christian group survived are the pagan-gentiles of Tarsus, they altered more the bible to pagan non-jewish appeal and add a ton of shit bizarre to jewish lore like
>Holy baby make no sense in jewish lore

>Holy mother or Virgin pregnant was just young succubus (ignore the original term of young succubus and put virgin)

>Posible implication around that jesus was a bastard seing how society treated him and made up holy baby history to hidden this, even his mother is not aware as adult in some texts even after when was born he was chosen one (amnesia?) The damn zoroastrian mages told she about this in the holy born, this happened or is made up later?

>Deification of man make no sense

>Deification of man in life (influence of hellenism) make no sense in jewish lore

>Father or abba is a common thing used in jewish at this time, even lord in way as master. OG Jesus never told he was like zeus son

>Hardcore influence of hellenism in christianity, from start to end, jesus was like a man coming from the world of ideas or some greek bullshit than a jewish appeal thing.

>Deification of man around fake history of virgin (the original term was young succubus not virgin) but they need it to influence pagans bacause primitive christianism maybe is too human and jewish to appeal to pagans, and later they add more trinity bullshit

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 No.307875

Non-existent. If there is a god he is mocking me.

 No.307878

>>307869
There is nothing in Christianity which says you have to serve interests of the Jews. The group of people called "Jews" in the New Testament where all slaughtered by the Romans as is well documented. Many peoples today as well in history have chosen this label for themselves.
I'm pretty sure the pagan invasions destroyed the Western Roman Empire, and the region took centuries to recover the same level of civilisation, putting civilisation in the Eastern Roman Empire.
I don't consider these kind of pro-Jewish arguments Rabbis use as part of the Christian faith, and I don't understand why you do.
"It was all a psyop" just ignores how hard the group called Jews in the New Testament fought and killed people to stop this religion from spreading.

 No.308322

>>306449
you can't act like it hasn't gotten countless people through depression, don't dismiss it so flippantly


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 No.303736[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

You will still be stuck browsing this thread in 2026 edition

previous>>296811
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 No.308261

>>308200
Damn, not even an attempt to keep pace with inflation? I wonder if they know how much you hate the hiring process and think they've got you by the balls as a result.

 No.308269

>>308200
We get like 0.5% a year as a raise and corporate really pat themselves on the back for it. Then they don't hire people and run skeleton crews as it makes the paperwork look like they're better at running a business. The job needs 20 people, it's run on 1~5, maybe 7 on the busiest days of the year. All of us are stretched thin.

>>308261
They are well aware, they probably have thousands of applicants emails lol. This is why they can treat us like shit. My boomer dad sometimes tells me stories about how his workplace treated people. They used to get DOUBLE pay on ALL holidays and overtime, the day after/before holidays was also double time + an extra lieu day. Bonuses were handed out every month which was like 2 weeks pay. Every Christmas they had a raffle and gave shit away like BBQs, 500 dollar vouchers, and the main prize would be a brand new car.

He was an untrained factory worker in the 70s/80s.

 No.308298

>>308269

i do the work of 5 to 7 people at my job. Somedays it works, somedays lol Not so much

it must be that way every place now. If i see a story in news, Barge crashes into bridge, airplane falls apart in sky, etc…. i just picture me/person like me there on a bad day tryin to do jobs of 10 people, and its Oooops lol.

My boomers would tell me same crap from back in 1980s. Job Application was: walk in, can i work here please? One page job application, start next day. Bonuses Bonuses and more Bonuses, and actual money, not a $20 gift card BS. And i remember my boomers flippin out in early 1990s it was all bein discontinued.

My bonus at work is, you still have a job, can be taken away at any time. They even make us work on X mas eve and NYE, would of been un heard of in my industry pre 2009,

 No.308306

>>308298
Yeah, at my company it feels like every good employee is doing the work of 2 to 3 people, partly because they constantly under-resource everything to cut costs (increase profit for the owners), and partly because there's so many shit employees that don't pull their weight but HR refuse to do anything about.

 No.308321

I did it. Last year I quit. I'm much happier, but I have recurring dreams about being back in high school and having responsibilities.


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 No.38895[Reply]

I've found myself watching, and this thread is as much of a confession as much as anything, kids shows. It started off due to the threads we've had about Cardcaptor Sakura and Doremy, but then I realized after watching them that I was feeling…oddly good and optimistic about the world in general. It's weird, because on the one hand I hate watching this stuff because, well, it's so fucking stupid and vapid, but on the other hand I love watching it because it's so goddam relaxing and healing to the soul. I find myself questioning whether this entertainment is purposefully made this way, to emotionally manipulate individuals past a certain age into a state of depression.

Uhm, thanks for reading my blogpost? Otherwise, I guess share some younger-demographic anime you might be watching?
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>>38912
>Moomin 90s
Oh, I have watched this show with my little niece оnce upon a time. I really liked it. Sweet and calm series.

However, my "path" to anime aimed at children's audiences began with Haha wo Tazunete Sanzen. Unlike Moomin, I watched the show myself as a child. I just remember seeing a cartoon in the style of a very old anime, where a boy in red clothes, living in a small house, left his dad to find his mom.
While I was searching MAL out of curiosity to see what children's or classic literature works had been adapted by Japanese, I stumbled upon this cartoon and remembered it. It was a pleasant surprise. I might watch this show again, but not anytime soon.

 No.44152

Many have kids for that, to observe their innocence.

 No.44164

>>38895
left the ground.. in black and white…

 No.44270

>>38904
but everyone already know it

 No.44318

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I found myself really enjoying Majokko Tsukune Chan.


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 No.308138[Reply]

I read up on the best ways to do it, charcoal seemed one of the better ones so I went with that. Bought it a few days ago and I've been dwelling on wether I should light the fire. I think I'll finally do it, I can't really find any hope in continuing on anymore.
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 No.308303

>>308302

Yeah, wiz, it's not that easy.

A few days ago, I was reading Emil Cioran, and some of his quotes really got to me. Sometimes the thought that there's an exit somewhere feels strangely comforting, but at the same time, the fear of death never really goes away. It's hard to explain.

I tried to kill myself once, but I'm still here. Working, crying, sleeping, repeating. I don't know how long any of us can keep going, but finding hope gets harder every year…

 No.308304

>>308138
Like other wiz asked, are u still here?

 No.308313

>>308198
So it's like the helium method but with charcoal fumes?

 No.308316

>>308313
I don't actually know how it's done. i thought you just stood over it and breathed the fumes in

 No.308317

>>308313
It happens on accident sometimes, the power goes out and people bring the BBQ inside for warmth or to cook and that = whole family dead.


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 No.9478[Reply]

Why doesn't wizchan have a bm thread? Well, that changes now. Post trve kvlt black metal and nothing less
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fRQb04e09vs&list=PL_UbOzk6BiUx34e67kIEYMGKnotFArIW5&index=10

 No.10547

https://youtu.be/PaZgUi4zhF8?feature=shared
Loving all his songs

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 No.307945[Reply]

I thought that at 44 years old this stuff wouldn't get at me anymore but I was wrong.

All those cute couples rollerblading. Young mothers pushing strollers and smiling. People laughing in the park. People playing soccer in the field. Everyone is so happy, so content with their lot in life. They are so well-adjusted to this life.

People talking in upbeat tones. Groups of people socializing, laughing, smiling.

Everywhere I went today it was like this.
Its amazing how easy life is when you are neurotypical. It's like everything falls into place without much struggle and effort. You are always pre-programmed to get the most out of life without having to do anything special to make it happen.
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 No.307976

>>307956
He would probably be happier being wizuncle but has no one
>>307961
Not really fair because most people here probably grew up in lower socio-economic strata where the people around them were low-functioning e.g. no emotional intelligence

 No.308284

>>307945
I don't know about the people part as I don't leave my space more than once a month or so.
The weather though… fucking hell.
Fuck spring/summer lately.
One day it's almost 30C the next it's 5-10C or lower and then back to hot.

Insane humidity swings and temperature swings are fucking with me physically.

 No.308309

>>307945
I am neurotypical and I am here.

 No.308314

I also find it painful to be reminded of happy cheerful people while I am very miserable and completely rotting away.
Still wouldn't want to be a normie though.

 No.308315

>>308314
>normie


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 No.60906[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Thread for discussing games you're currently playing.

>What games are you playing?
>What games have you recently purchased?

Previous thread:
>>57966
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been playing this game, witchfire. rutracker has the most updated version of it but id advise to not use the exe you see in the root folder but dig into the binaries folder and use that one, just in case aha.
Its pretty fun, I like how they blended in the rouguelike/soulslike elements hat they chose to put into their shooty game. Id call it doom but with souls mechanics. Most of my time is spent running through the same 2 levels shooting he same guys trying to git gud and to unlock what secrets I can, and grinding for souls before getting filtered by the next level. I enjoy how its tuned, the loop has hooked me. Its something nice to play after the wage.
>>63072
this looks interesting, I need to get to emulating pikmin one day but this is deffo going on the list when that pikmin urge comes along. where do you get you romhacks btw? I heard that romhacks.net is closing down now :/

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>>60906
I'm trying to finish Coraline on DS right now, it's fine, but a bit boring, you just explore a bit and play some minigames here and there to make the story progress, nothing offensive, but nothing inspired either and not something I'd see myself revisiting with fondness, I mostly "like it" because I like the book and film, so the IP, not the video game itself.

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I've been playing Darkest Dungeon. I didn't care for it when it first came out but now I'm enjoying it enough. I like the fact I can play it with one hand and since it's turn based I can take my time to read items descriptions, comparing characters, analyze trinckets, effects, etc. I like games that let me take my time. The only thing I don't care for is the art style.

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Been playing Max Payne 1, and I think I'm gonna have to drop it. I played this game way back in the day on PS2 and then on PC at some point (like 10 years ago). I remember liking it okay enough back then, but it's not holding up for me.
First of all, it is not whatsoever compatible with modern hardware. The amount of dlls and patches I had to download to get this game to run properly is ridiculous. Then there was some bullshit with the framerate needing to be capped and the game crashes often. Sorry, but I'm over it.

Technical issues aside, I don't really like the gameplay either. To be frank, I think it's a poorly designed game. Bullet time is the entire gimmick, but with the way the levels and enemy placement are laid out, it seems like the game discourages running and gunning and slow-motion diving. It's much more efficient to just pop in and out of cover and take things slow, which matters because this game is annoyingly difficult with enemies that are very lethal (shotgun guys that one tap you, or dual wield uzi guys that shred your health within a second).
You're also always taking a lot of damage, and running out of bullet time which just further encourages taking it slow. Bullet time only regenerates when you kill enemies, which means that if you go into an encounter with a drained bullet time bar from a previous fight you can't even make use of the central gimmick of the game. Bullet time regen should have been passive, or they should have given you double the pool.
Enemy variety sucks as well. There's basically one enemy type, with the only difference being the gun they have. The bosses are just regular enemies with tons of health. Guns suck as well. Certain guns are borderline useless, and others obviously superior to the point your always going to stick to the same ones, and there's not to many of them in the first place.

I also really hate all narrative interruptions. I know that this game is known for its noir style narration and dialogue, in the form of those comic book cutscenes, but I really don't care for it. If I wanted to read a comic book, I'd go do that instead. Don't interrupt the main draw of the game (running around shooting dudes) with stupid cutscenes every 2 minutes. I find this particularly annoying, because there's stuff in the environment that you can interact with to trigger these cutscenes, apart from just the normal story cutscenes in between missions. I guess you don't have to interact withPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.63545

>>63541
They're going to remake it, along with the sequel. I think the games have a lot of soul, but yeah, they haven't aged well.


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 No.63216[Reply]

Games you played that were not as good as the mainstream masses/reviewers would had you believe.
Also games that were recommended by "patricians", that turned out to just be games that cater to their autistic taste.

While I didn't find the gameplay or aesthetic of borderlands bad. The writing is so god damn cringy, it's like a boomer trying to write something he thinks modern teens like. After 2 hour I just couldn't stand it anymore. Gearbox were veterans and they had the backing of 2K a major publisher, this was the best writer they could get?
The deigns of banished isn't bad. It just that it felt like doing homework instead of playing a fun game. Many hours of planning, trail and error. Only an autist could think about spending the weekend for this.
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 No.63532

>>63523
>DEI strong Black wimmin and gay male strippers
how to tell people you are a MAGAdrone without saying it directly.

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>>63216
Insomniac's Spider-Man titles, people act as if they're the objectively superior Spider-Man titles by far, and they're not, titles like Spider-Man (2000), Spider-Man 2, Ultimate Spider-Man, Spider-Man: Web of Shadows, and even some of the retro/2D ones like Spider-Man vs. The Kingpin, Spider-Man: Mysterio's Menace and Spider-Man: Maximum Carnage were superior.

 No.63542

This is kind of peripheral to the thread topic, but I figured it's close enough that I might as well discuss it here.
One thing that's absolutely insufferable about video game discussion, especially when it comes to older games, is that people are absolutely marred in nostalgia which makes it impossible to have an honest discussion about any given game. You will say something aged badly, or doesn't hold up, or was badly designed, and then some retard will come in and tell you you're wrong, only to reveal that the last time he played the game in question 20 years ago when he was a kid.
The human memory is less like a harddrive and more like one of those ancient clay tablets people used to write on in Babylonia; people's memory of a game will just straight up deform into something that's outright false. You'll see people praise game mechanics that weren't even there, and reminisce over a story that they made up themselves. It's okay if you enjoyed a game when you were a kid, but then don't tell people that played it 2 days ago that they're wrong about objective observations.

This phenomenon is one of the big reasons why overrated games even exist in the first place. Maybe a game was good at the time, and your fading memory made them even better, but that does not mean these games are flawless masterpieces.

 No.63543

>>63542
It's people who never grew out of their teenage phase who usually do this, when you're an adult with the mind of an adult you don't attach yourself into a piece of media so much that not only you're incapable of judging it for what it is but also in some cases dudes into their 30s and 40s will get emotional with online strangers for it, it's just a piece of media made for consooming like all videogames and there's nothing wrong with that.

As for overrated videogames, I will say TES IV Oblivion and Fallout 3. Both of these games are made in the same engine and have many similarities, most particular is that they're a bugfest far beyond any other game in their respective franchises. I will admit I didn't play Fallout 3 for more than a few hours before tapping out but that's because I found everything about the game unfathomably boring: the gameplay, gunplay, the empty atmosphere and the storyline. Fallout 4 gets a lot of well-deserved bad rep that this game also deserves, at least f04 had multiple endings, better gunplay and the atmosphere and exploration felt much better, it wasn't a good rpg but it's a good action-adventure game unlike fallout 3, a bad game.

Now with Oblivion, this one I'm 100 hours in and only have the DLCs and some minor quests left, for its time it might have been a better game but it lacks the atmosphere that Morrowind and Skyrim had, where every piece of the map is memorable and recognizable, meanwhile Oblivion's outer world is just trees trees trees. The fact that the game lets you tp to any capital city after finishing the tutorial is Bethesda's confession to exploration not being worth it. The dungeons all feel the same and they're usually just there for filler, Morrowind and Skyrim's dungeons again are memorable and recognizable in comparison, and more fun to explore. The questlines are alright, only the Dark Brotherhood really caught my attention but I haven't started Shivering Isles yet. Lore is again less interesting than the one is Morrowind and Skyrim, especially Morrowind. But my biggest gripe with this game is that the leveling system is so badly made that you're discouraged from leveling up, I just ended up playing the game in god mode to go through the game as quick as possible. The game has its charm and I don't think it's bad, just overrated.

 No.63544

>>63223
>Masochistic combat is gay and lame and waiting for enemies to do their cool moves while you walk around and dodge for 50 years like a cuck to hit once or twice is boring as fuck.
Pretty much why I never got into Monster Hunter, back when that was the big thing on PSP.

>>63299
>>63301
I've never played Skyrim, but from what I've heard elsewhere, it sounds like a high quality sandbox for mods more so than a high quality game. Cyberpunk 2077 is basically its spiritual successor in that regard.


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 No.322970[Reply]

How do you fellow thirdie NEET survive and cope? I am Neet in third world country, I really don't want to return to the call center I used to work from last year ;-; the town I live in went to hell too so virtually no local jobs either, I want to be a NEET all day every day but I am forced to work since I live in a third world country and NEETbucks don't exist here, I also can't afford nice things and hobbies so even NEETing is not really fun but a lesser evil compared to the cagie life to me, not to mention the wages are extremely bad, my former job paid less than 200 USDs a month and I had to work 6 days a week (most people in my country work 6 days a week).
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 No.323930

>>323929
Yeah New Zealand is in the process of pushing people off NEETbux now. We were in the Scandinavian box before but it seems we're being shifted to where Spain and Italy are.

There's genuinely a developing NEET crisis in the west, it's something like 20% of 18-24 year olds literally doing nothing now lol. Not even going to school/uni, just no work. The local government extrapolated the increase since Covid and seen that by the 2030s it'd completely collapse the system. What's more worrying for the government is that once a NEET, always a NEET seems to be the thing. It's a sticky habit.

 No.323931

>>323930
>NEET crisis
This is just a new label to mistify jobs don't pay enough in the west. They made the system unattractive for the average person and are now implying it is anything else but people opting out.
I don't believe it's part of some plan either, just pushing away any responsibility or even consideration of the system failing.

 No.323932

>>323931
>I don't believe it's part of some plan either, just pushing away any responsibility or even consideration of the system failing.
Most of the people calling the shots are hoping they can kick the can down the road long enough that they'll be dead before they suffer any consequences. Those that aren't that old are wealthy enough to flee to another country, and for the super wealthy have some sort of 'ride out the apocalypse' bunker hidden somewhere.

 No.323934

>>323932
I doubt they will suffer any consequences, or that we will get a sudden collapse or climax to this decline.
The slow rotting, disengagement of the masses with the system, population decline and so on will continue indefinitely.
It took a very long time after the fall of the Roman Empire before something on the same level of civilisation appeared again.
People can and will go back to a more miserable way of living, especially normies.

 No.324016

>>323051
It's very simple you live with your parents and you let your family abuse the shit out of you and taunt you every step of the way, 'tis the Thridie Way. In winters though things get a lot more bearable and you're able to get comfy inside a blanket, summers though are absolutely hellish.
>>323648
Well Prisons are also notorious for simulating human holes.


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 No.324001[Reply]

greetings wizzerds, i hope you are doing good. i am currently in south africa for a holliday because i was hoping to find nice places to live in case europe becomes uninhabitable and unlike many of you i generally do not feel hatred towards the negro but i am willing to admit that there is truth to the common criticisms.

>rough place to live
>everybody lives behind automatic gates, high walls, except for the people in the slums, i walked through there which was nerve wrecking. it is very difficult to avoid them because there are always just few roads to choose to go some place.
>infrastructure is far behind though the most important stuff functions
>water could be drunk from the tap in theory but the system often is often brekaing down and dirty water comes out the tap until they fix it.
>no toiletpaper or soap in the library bathroom
>the university is built like a prison, security checks everywhere, cameras everywhere
>people give me dirty looks, they are way more scared of me then i am of them (thanks to meditation, i kid you not, i repeat i kid you not)
>people do scam me every chance they get, it feels awful and it is so obvious but i don't know how to deal with it i just give them more and don't mind but it demoralizes and saddens me
>guard dogs everywhere, barking all night, human guards everyhwere
>i have seen less then 10 white people in the whole town and they were all fat and dead inside
>there are a lot of aggressive females the same way i know it from europe but there are also quiet peaceful succubi, many of them wear the fake hair which looks ridiculous
>there is an abundance of affordable food but the people eat stuff that is very bad for them, a lot of overweight people

still my heart goes out to the the people and i gently smile at them. they did not deserve to be colonized by english people and now they have all the typical disadvantages of an english speaking culture.
the one nice thing is that the weather is real. there are no chemtrails in the sky and no strange looking mechanical demoralizing cloud formations.
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 No.324008

Why did you choose South Africa for tourism in partucular? From what I've seen online it must be one of the countries with more animosity towards cumskins out there.

 No.324009

White South Africans are some of the hardiest Calviniggers alive. If they can survive in South Africa, they'll be fine not that some of them wouldn't thrive elsewhere like Elon and Belle Delphine. They have anime cons in South Africa. You should drop into one of Prof. David Benatar's classes lol. I would have brought some tech hardware to sell to people on Carbonite.
>>324008
Maybe he appreciates a challenge. If he was visiting SEA, he'd probably be banned. xD

 No.324011

>>324007
We understand that you're a worm who should vacate imageborads.

 No.324013

>>324008
>Why did you choose South Africa for tourism in partucular?
was a long process to choose it. i don't need a visa, the weather is not as extreme as in other parts of africa, turns out i would have really enjoyed very warm temperatures and right now i am too cold most of the day and there is no heating in my room. from what i have gathered no american military bases, decriminalized weed, not too expensive (unless you consider the white tax everybody tries to scam me to pay)

>From what I've seen online it must be one of the countries with more animosity towards cumskins out there.

there is this dude malema who openly called for violence against white people which only made me more interested in the place because obviously he is talking sense and white people have been robbing africa for generations.

 No.324015

>>324009
>If they can survive in South Africa, they'll be fine

that's probably true. is a rough place which has had the worst parts of western civilization installed in them without the benefits of slightly nicer toiletpaper.

>They have anime cons in South Africa

lol i didn't know


>Prof. David Benatar's classes lol

>(born 1966) is a South African philosopher and Emeritus Professor at the University of Cape Town, best known for advancing antinatalism—the view that procreation is morally wrong because it imposes the harm of existence. His seminal 2006 book, Better Never to Have Been

dude sounds like he can really suck the fun out of a room lol

>Maybe he appreciates a challenge.
a little but but looks like i have bitten of more then i can chew. though i did learn a ton already. i commited the number one white people sin. i'd be very surprized if anyone could come up with a bigger sin, which is i did not adequately prepare for winter. that's white failure right there.


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 No.306585[Reply]

I am not in a position to move out and I always have to listen to complaints about everything I do
Its affecting my happiness quite a bit, its a good day when I dont have to interact with anyone for a day
As if I dont know im a failure
The complaining never stops
I was a Neet I got cried to alot for that, now im a student and I still get talks about finding a part time job the same way, despite me getting money
Its so tiresome
I once worked full time for over a year, it was such a bad time to me, I dont have the energy like normies do
The worst part about it all is my mom telling me I should move out if I dont like it
I want to move out very badly, but how can I when the few hundred I get a month is barely enough to live?
Even with a part time job it would not be enough
I dont see the situation changing anytime soon
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>>306585
I am unemployed after college now, and don't remember a single skill that I learnt in the college, and it's heating up these days. The house is constructed in such a way that a few rooms don't heat up that much. One of that is mine and the other is of my parents, both have an AC and I use it sparingly though, like about 3 hours in 24 hours combined.

And since I am unemployed and since it is not my house and my father's house, he now has a carte blanche to anything he wants so of course he moved into "my" room under the guise of "We all live together like a family". And slept there yesterday on the damn bed and was acting befuddled as to why I wouldn't sleep there.

Which prompted me to go to another room with AC where my mother and brother was, and with a third bed, I tried to sleep there but the mattresses were so hard because my mother's got issue with her backs, so she bought a pair of hard mattresses. And my father did it intentionally he knows that I value privacy and personal space which is why he moved there cause he can.

I honestly am terrified by this summer time, I will now have to sleep in another room entirely where I will sweat all night on bed. And I need to sleep because sleep deprivation is a severe killer of mind and body. And I have no idea how I am even going to do that to be honest tonight, he knows what he did was a shit move, he knows he's being inconsiderate, he knows I have no option so he'll abuse me whichever way he can.

Fuck this world man, I literally only wish I had money and I have tried so much to earn money but to no avail at all. I cannot wait for this moron to collapse as quickly as possible and the thing is this heat terrifies me because it heats up my laptop and my phone. It is going to kill my electronics prematurely and of course knowing the environment in my family no one will buy me another one. The sheer fucking heat is unbelievable to be honest it's like it's not even survivable and you can still go through the day ironically because you're not trying to sleep. At night just being able to enter sleep is hellish to be honest.

 No.308307

>>308305
I felt pain reading this since I use AC all day every day basically I cannot imagine sleeping without it during summer

 No.308308

>>308307
Honestly, it really is quite crazy, not only that it's just while it gets very bearable outside in the night (although not anymore due to urban heat island effect) but the houses made of RCCs radiate heat till the morning, honestly, sleep deprivation is the worst part of it and has cumulative effects like while driving a car or riding a moped or simply the fact that you're not likely to pay attention when crossing the road. I have just come to terms with the fact that most important thing in life is just money, it's now how you look or what not, it's about having money.

I mean you try to sleep at night and you somehow manage to sleep for 2 hours and then you wake up and your entire neck is drenched in sweat and the t-shirt near the neck literally feels like someone poured water on it and no matter which position you sleep in it starts eventually burn your body and things get so bad that even if you do go to AC after it, you still feel incredibly hot and it feels like heat is literally in your bones. And it makes you angry and pissed off which further makes it extremely hard to sleep. Heat really is the biggest killer. I just hope some magic happens and heat goes to 60C wet bulb and I die instantly.

 No.308310

>>308308
It has become extremely difficult to earn a good amount of money in a short period of time, you can't just go around selling stuff and become somehow wealthy everything is saturated including social media and marketing if you're lucky they will just give you an average income, it's like the entire world has been enslaved and accessing wealth is similar to accessing an exclusive legacy of privileged individuals who own real eastate, businesses and positions. Expect every summer to become hotter and southern states to become like desert in the future as we go through the hardest climate crisis the world has ever experienced since ice age.

 No.308311

>>308310
Absolutely, and there is this weird thing that even if you do get a job, the employers act as such that you have to prove your loyalty to them and their test is to give you a wage where you can't live, I mean just to give you an idea, I would be more than happy if I could earn just 200USD a month from the internet. But I mean earning online is honestly a race to the bottom and even there you have to grind and even after that there is no guarantee, but yeah I mean it's actually kind of crazy how heat feels like it feels like my bone is heating up and pricking up the meat around it. Death can't come sooner tbh.


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