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Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 10:40:33 No.325003 [Reply]

I want your suggestions on how to survive with a disability and possibly improve a situation of severe impairment

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 10:54:29 No.325004

>>325003
I see you're mentally impaired as well as indicated by your inability to make a high-quality thread.

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 11:32:25 No.325005

>>325004
Make an example of high quality thread according to you

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 14:45:24 No.325006

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>>325003
You will NEVER survive with a disability! It's OVER for you!

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 15:45:35 No.325007

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>>325005
Don't make a thread asking how to survive a disability without even mentioning what disability would that be.

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 20:42:59 No.325017

Man up and walk it off

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New Nations, New World. Anonymage 07/16/26 (Thu) 23:01:23 No.324954 [Reply]

What new nations will materialize, which ones will re-materialize?
What countries will unite, which ones will disintegrate?
Will the EU fully federalize?

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Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 17:36:31 No.325011

>>325010
>>325009
Ukraine, Turkey.. and Libya. These 3 will all be split in two and dealt with accordingly, one of them collapsing totally, that being Libya, with Cyrenaica subsumed to Egypt. Fezzan together with Tripolitania subsumed to Kharthage. The abstraction of 'Libya' is worthless after all.
Turkey west of Yozgat still retains a 'Turkish' identity. The east goes to Akkadia.
In Ukraine's case, the western most section becomes an autonomous territory in Poland, while from Odessa and all the way east, Russia takes over.

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 17:48:39 No.325012

>>325008
The realization of any of these possibilities depend wholly on the whims of humble Israelites, for it is only they who conceive and create all cultures and all traditions and all communal anchors across the world. Or so it seems, anyway.
Personally, I'm looking forward to seeing how Kharthage, Egypt, Khorasan, Akkadia and the even more Mongolian Russia perform. Particularly Neo Ptolemaic Egypt. Also quite curious on what results the completely unified Europe will deliver. Can it outcompete the Technate of America?

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 19:01:56 No.325014

>>324957
Only Khorasan will be islamic, but an enlightened version.
But Arabia.. even it too, together with the rest of the world, will be secular in the end. Just the vicinity around Medina and Mecca will be muslim maybe. Everywhere else, secular.
Will be interesting to see how the groups suppressed by dogma appear in their secular and more liberal state. That includes even the African groups.

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 20:21:53 No.325015

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>>325014
The Wide World Game

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 20:42:38 No.325016

>>325015
Europa and Kharthage on the western end,
Akkadia and Egypt on the eastern end.
These 4 will always be where everything of importance happens, before it moves down to Khorasan, then to Russia, then to China, then to Korea, then to Japan.
Looking forward to the day Libya disintegrates.

/hob/

NEKO KERNEL - kodeina Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 20:01:21 No.70906 [Reply]

Uh… hey.

I'm Kode. I don't really post much here, but I figured I'd share something I've been working on.

This is my first real attempt at making an operating system called NEKO KERNEL. And yeah… I mean *attempt*. It's still early, things break, and half the time I fix one bug just to discover three more.

There's a video here of it actually booting and running. Surprisingly, it works more often than it doesn't, so I'll take that as a win.

It's 32-bit, which probably raises more questions than answers, but I wanted to start with something I could actually understand before making my life even harder.

Right now there's not a lot to do. It's mostly just me figuring things out, writing code, breaking everything, rewriting it, and repeating the process until something finally works.

I'm putting together a website soon so anyone who's interested can download it, test it, and tell me exactly what I managed to break.

So yeah… that's NEKO KERNEL.

Hopefully you like it.

And if it randomly crashes… just pretend it's a benchmark.

Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 20:25:05 No.70907

here my web :D

https://nekokatkernel.neocities.org/

/dep/

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Sad Oekaki Anonymage 07/12/26 (Sun) 18:39:33 No.309031 [Reply]

whenever you're depressed or sad, come here and draw something using Oekaki. you can draw whatever you want

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Anonymage 07/17/26 (Fri) 09:14:42 No.309112

cant even post

Anonymage 07/17/26 (Fri) 16:45:34 No.309119

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Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 20:19:28 No.309215

>>309119
mfw melting orb weavers with the 8000mw blue designator I paypal'd from Guansghou province

/dep/

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The grass is always greener Anonymage 07/17/26 (Fri) 13:19:15 No.309114 [Reply]

>The more I seclude myself the more I long for human connection
>The more I interact with the 3D world the more I just want to be left alone
I literally cannot win in this life
I am always worried about doing the wrong thing, I am always lamenting all of my errors of the past
I hardly actually live

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Anonymage 07/19/26 (Sun) 06:55:15 No.309189

not agreeing or disagreeing but some people (like me) have broken brain and really can't show affection. it's not that affection is something unknown to me, or something i don't understand, or something i can't do. it's just that i can't sustain it. i can't care about people enough to keep them in my head. so "affection" is something that just evaporates

Anonymage 07/19/26 (Sun) 08:45:55 No.309190

>>309186
I think you're right wiz, it's just been too long since I've been around an animal

I find it strange though that most household pets are actually predators, I know that in dogs that instinct has been largely suppressed through selective breeding but it's still there and can surface at any time. Even though they're predators though it doesn't mean that they aren't capable of being affectionate, but there's always a part of me that wonders if it isn't just a means to an end, even birds are capable of psychological manipulation

I sometimes give food to a raven that comes by, maybe I'll be able to tame him some day

Anonymage 07/19/26 (Sun) 16:29:37 No.309198

>>309190
it's definitely a means to an end. cats like to snuggle up to you and you think "oh she luvs me" but in reality you're just a warm place that consistently generates food and stimulating scratches. animals are not capable of "love" in the same way, but the reactions they give to petting and feeding them is its own reward. they seem happy and that makes you happy in return. maybe its the same way with humans, you act affectionate towards someone because you know it makes them feel good (or at least you imagine that's the case), so making someone else feel good makes you feel good. its a very core circuit, you can't just shut it off or break it.

>>309189
it's unlikely it's broken, just suppressed or under-activated. i got emotional because it was probably several years since i just played with a cute animal and her cute reaction caught me by surprise, just activated something inside me that i thought i lost. usually i'm hikkimaxxing and when i'm walking outside i'm just looking to get home as fast as possible. i sort of understand why lonely people have pets because the touch starvation is probably the worst part, novelty and gossip you can always get on the internet.

Anonymage 07/19/26 (Sun) 17:37:49 No.309201

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>>309198
I'd like to keep goats some day, they're actually very affectionate animals and not predatory, I became a vegetarian about 5 years ago so I feel somewhat incompatible at this point with predatory animals, obviously you need money for that though and lots of space. But thats a goal for me and Id say its important to have a goal

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 19:58:13 No.309214

>>309198
also there's a beneficial thing happening internally when you are caring for another creature. Esp being kind/patient to a disobedient dog, or tolerating a cat's moodiness and still lovin' them. It's good practice cus it's easy to do for an animal. But that same circuit can apply to the self, or to other people.

Like it's easy to feed your pet. Why does it sometimes feel impossible to feed your self? We need to tend for our own needs too and be our own caretakers.

/wiz/

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Thread to discuss God and such Anonymage 03/01/26 (Sun) 02:01:41 No.227827 [Reply]

This is a thread to discuss God and religion. One I didn't see created.

What are your thoughts and views on God, if any?

My relationship with Him is complicated, as I used to be Christian but have far strayed and no longer worship Him to a certain extent.

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Anonymage 07/17/26 (Fri) 21:08:53 No.229290

>why do you not believe in god?
>are you some kind of atheist/physicalist?
Ask them this, can human morality exist in a vacuum? Can it exist without the threat of punishment from god? Can it exist without reasoning or logic, assuming all reasoning and logical can be inherently moral?

Anonymage 07/17/26 (Fri) 22:50:33 No.229292

>>229290
Nobody said anything about morality. This isn't the own you think it is.

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 06:53:50 No.229314

>>229290
Human morality is easily tied to not messing up with the wrong people.

People who congregated for around God for centuries are a force to be reckoned with *per se*.

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 14:37:50 No.229315

>>229226
Most orthodox Jews actually only read the first 5 books of the bible, they don’t read the whole bible (TaNaKh) and they know nothing about it.

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 18:54:58 No.229316

>>229315
They do read it lol, they just pay special attention to the Torah since that's their sacred text.

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Webm / MP4 Thread Anonymage 05/20/23 (Sat) 20:36:45 No.302912 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post wiz-centric WEBMs and MP4s in this thread. Politics, "rekd", or normalfag interests are NOT allowed.

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Anonymage 07/19/26 (Sun) 23:06:43 No.324998

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Anonymage 07/19/26 (Sun) 23:27:37 No.324999

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>>324999
I come to a serious doubt if the cat cry bacause he have a trauma around meat based in the monks or bacause there's a posibility of reincarnation… i know the history its the cat is vegetarian but i doubt this is a natural thing, something feels off when the cat cry… in any case this can be a serious anti-dharma thing to buddhists core ideas.

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 06:07:40 No.325002

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>>325001

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 18:16:18 No.325013

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>>322879

[Last 50 Posts]

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Depression Crawl Thread LXXV Anonymage 06/08/26 (Mon) 17:50:55 No.308343 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

The Time God does not forget nor forgive edition. You will do this again.

Previous: >>307210

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Anonymage 07/18/26 (Sat) 23:03:51 No.309184

>>309144
Yeah really. How are you getting cavities without eating sugar? Smoking? Not brushing your teeth once a day for 30 seconds? I haven't been to a dentist in a decade, have crowded wisdom teeth, have crowded front teeth, they're yellow, but I avoid tooth aches primarily by not consuming sugar.

Thanks for the condescending comment anyhow! I recommend smart people follow my advice instead. Cheers

Anonymage 07/18/26 (Sat) 23:12:30 No.309185

>>309180
Principle of cause and effect. let me guess, just by saying this alone, you are 23?

Anonymage 07/19/26 (Sun) 14:41:05 No.309191

>>309185
It's really subtle but this fixes something in my perception of everyday life.
Makes my lived experience seem more orderly and have a particular format.
I don't get why I didn't see this before.

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 14:47:43 No.309212

im so fucking depressed i cant stand it. i always said id never take antidepressants, and i wont, but i can see why people do. i used to actually feel better going to work because i have an easy part-time job and i would feel good talking to people sometimes, now i cant even have that. i cant put up a front anymore that everything is fine. talking to colleagues is like putting coins in a vending machine that has no merchandise. im wasting my energy for no reward. i feel like i need to pack my belongings in a little table cloth on a stick like in those old movies when a guy leaves to go on a journey to find himself across the frontier, but i cant do that. i dont even know where id go. i need to completely 180 everything in my life but i never developed any agency or belief in myself or my ability to do that. i feel absolutely nothing towards anyone anymore, just tedium. even the people i like ive pushed away with my terrible attitude. or did i even really like them or were they just kind to me? i couldnt repay the kindness, im a piece of shit. im just a catatonic energy vampire. im sorry everyone, you shouldve never tried to help me, im a sentimental idiot who holds himself back. i hate everything but most of all i hate myself. i hate the sun. i hate seeing people. i hate everything antithetical to my bottomless misery which is everything. im in hell and have nobody to blame but myself. im sorry.

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 15:10:07 No.309213

Annihilate boomers from the face of the earth.

[Last 50 Posts]

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Anonymage 06/25/26 (Thu) 10:30:36 No.308694 [Reply]

Do you think suicide hotlines are helpful? I have been calling them almost everyday without anything improving.
Is there a better alternative?

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Anonymage 06/27/26 (Sat) 11:43:42 No.308753

no they suck, i called one once and they sent the cops to my house and they drove me to the psych ward.

Its pretty useless

Anonymage 06/28/26 (Sun) 21:49:35 No.308823

The queues are always stupidly long too, i have sometimes had to wait hours just for some miserable lady to pick up and give me "motivational poster" ass advice

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 07:16:14 No.309205

AFAIK, a door slam and a gunshot would be indistinguishable over the phone line.

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 12:53:58 No.309210

They are designed for normies with normie problems "My succubus left me man!!" "Chad cheated on me !" or some other studpid reason. I texted one around 2013 in my country and gave them a very blackpilled reason for wanting to die, they couldn't even use the le happy responce they just said hope it gets better please call the police LOL

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 13:46:00 No.309211

>>308735
whatever the reason is these hotlines exist, they basically 'do nothing' except call the cops on some callers

/hob/

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Anonymage 11/19/22 (Sat) 16:38:32 No.63254 [Reply]

Any of you guys wargame? I've tried getting into old school ASL recently and am finding the pure infantry combat of early starter kits pretty underwhelming without the artillery and armor expansions

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Anonymage 01/29/26 (Thu) 08:51:08 No.70376

I collect and paint models. Never played the games though, not sure if I'd really enjoy that environment as a wizard. My parents are from the era of board games, but would refuse to play anything more complex than monopoly.

I'll post a photo of 2 of the recent minis I've done, and compare them to ones I painted 10+(or whenever 5th edition first came out for 40k) years prior, It's funny how much better they look when you follow some basic instructions like thinning your paints lol. Also it helps that I have a real paintbrush now, back then I would chew a toothpick and use that to paint.

I'm bidding on a box of Hero quest, seems like an old one. Currently it's only at 2 dollars, hopefully I can get it for a steal.

Anonymage 06/04/26 (Thu) 14:43:50 No.70653

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>>70376
Here is my Ork I painted, I'm really liking them as I can be gritty and non precise in the painting.

Anonymage 06/10/26 (Wed) 18:58:41 No.70666

>>70653
looks dope

Anonymage 06/18/26 (Thu) 06:58:52 No.70677

>>70653
looks good

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 12:57:35 No.70905

>>70666
>>70677
thank you very much, the leather effects were an accident and I dont think I could replicate it again. Also I think the wash is doing a lot of work, also thinning paints. I did spend about 10 hours painting at least, which im told is very slow and it's still needing about 5 hours work

/dep/

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NEETing with abusive parents. Anonymage 07/10/26 (Fri) 14:42:35 No.308999 [Reply]

Are there people here who don't have a job or don't get NEETbux and have to live with parents who are abusive and stupid as fuck but you just can't beat the crap out of them because you're dependent upon them?

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Anonymage 07/16/26 (Thu) 08:34:31 No.309087

>>309037
Maybe my "de jure only" parent is both combined, given how it was me who managed to fix the trashed apartment (financed).

Anonymage 07/16/26 (Thu) 08:35:14 No.309088

>>309083
>Misery loves company
>see
Oh I wanna be around
To pick up the pieces…

Anonymage 07/18/26 (Sat) 12:31:05 No.309168

>>309011
>You're absolutely right but what do you do if you're born in a shithole where there is absolutely no way to survive if you don't have parents

Most practical way would be to find a bunch of other neets and pool your bux to rent a house. With enough people the individual rent would be low. If you really live in some third world country there won't be as many regulations prohibiting stuff like this.

Anonymage 07/18/26 (Sat) 13:21:57 No.309169

>>309168
>trusting other people
Are you serious right now, my nigger?

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 12:52:41 No.309209

>>309168
sounds too ideal and you could just get a single studio apartment for similar prices depends where you live. much rather just have a 1 bedroom apartment, its actually my dream. just wouldnt like seeing others in the halls

/dep/

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/drugfeel/ Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 12:26:52 No.309207 [Reply]

"I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me." - Hunter S. Thompson

erowid.org
psychonautwiki.org

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 12:35:34 No.309208

>>309207
I'm a fucking opiate addict, no pleasure in this world is worth the torment, except for opiates.

/games/

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Dwarf Fortress Anonymage 10/30/25 (Thu) 09:43:40 No.63276 [Reply]

Any wizards playing Dwarf Fortress? In spite of being an unofficial /wiz/ game (being on at least three banners) I haven't seen it being mentioned here.
Do you play Legacy or Steam version?
Since when?
Do you prefer to play Fortress or Adventure?
Do you have one main world you play, or do you just make a new one after being bored with your current fort?

Anonymage 10/30/25 (Thu) 10:24:23 No.63277

Being in control of a whole colony stresses me. I'm ashamed of my failure.

Anonymage 10/30/25 (Thu) 14:50:45 No.63279

It's been many years since I played. The last big update I remember is the addition of taverns, guilds and music instruments.

Anonymage 06/27/26 (Sat) 17:16:24 No.63585

>>63276
Started playing it recently after it was on sale. Seems cool. Steam version, only fortress so far. Still trying to figure things out. At some point I had wild boars appear in my fort, which started fighting with the dogs there, causing there to be blood and boar corpses all over. Then the corpses started to decay and leak miasma (because I didn't know how to designate a trash area for corpses) which made everyone sick and vomit everywhere in addition to the blood and corpses. Seems like a game I can sink a lot of hours into, lots of depth and weird little niche mechanics you will only find by accident.

Anonymage 07/15/26 (Wed) 13:49:24 No.63604

in 2009 DF was significantly responsible for me having to repeat one course for my final year of study, and the only game I have ever played 28 hours without interruption.

Sadly that world lost compatibility several updates ago and I lost the attachment to the game I once had.

Fun :tm: things i've done:

100 z layer tower built up from a 30z level map wide aquifer
Tropical island using a water elevator to cap off a volcano and build out stilted houses
Polar Bear based economy in the frozen biome with no stone

Factorio took over that particular brain bee for me, but DF was fun to be in for a long long time.

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 10:42:54 No.63622

interesting repplies. For me DF was boring from the moment I found out that you could just make a bridge and it would stop literally every enemy. theres no challenge whatsoever, buring dwarfs manually is annoying, the building and designing a base is boring and ugly, you can make perpetuum mobile from the watermills or whatever. So I dont like it.

/dep/

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Chronically online and chronically alone Anonymage 06/17/25 (Tue) 02:46:22 No.301325 [Reply]

>Join discord server
>Too nervous to talk to anyone and make friends
>Become a lurker and feel sad when I see others make connections and friends
>end up leaving the server

Any tips to help stop this dilemma?

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Anonymage 04/03/26 (Fri) 22:50:07 No.306746

>>301325
If you don't need money, then get friends is not a need. I've tried being friendly and nice with people but always think that being a good guy to them is being weak so they surprise when I don't tolerate their injustices over me and automatically they consider me a threat to their environment so unless that I need money or stuff like that, I don't have any interest to know new people. At least until I get a friend that don't want to use my kindness to mock me around or use me.

Anonymage 04/04/26 (Sat) 11:21:22 No.306755

>>301325
It took me awhile to find friends on discord. If you play video games you gotta find them in the games you like. Popular games are easier to find people but not high quality, high quality meaning good match for you. I found a friend while i was living in a hotel playing dark souls remastered on switch like 5 years ago and still play with him to this day. He found more people and they became my friends too. I also found friends playing pubg. I think for men and especially autistic men which i was very autistic before, it’s better to have a shared goal or objectives and the small talk is just a ctach up or time occupier inbetween gameplay. This could also be applied to a mens shed or something where you go to build objects or whatever else. When you’re socially awkward it’s better to have something to focus on objectively until you gain enough levels to tolerate and then later enjoy small talk. It took me years but now i enjoy myself with random people from good discord groups. I count myself lucky. I could have easily never recovered.

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 07:02:54 No.309202

I am alone because having connection to the Inter is not equal finding people like myself.

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 07:11:45 No.309203

>>301325
Also, bump.

Yesterday, a simple question of what to eat for the next dinner / breakfast was turned into a heated negotiation with various rhetoric tricks. Old good tactic - put your terms as "suggestion" and proceed to manipulate your opponent of a family member into agreeing with you. If the opponent proposes something else - proceed to ask dumb questions, suggest new ideas, rephrase your opponent's idea in the wrong way and so on. I am stuck with this faux-retarded highly educated person and my only way out is to abandon my decent job. Ugh. And the worst thing is, I actually do care about them so just grabbing my laptop and HDDs, some bags of clothing, and going away from them to a small rented apartment on a taxi is not for me

Regards,
>>309202

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 07:14:06 No.309204

>>309203
P.S.

No matter how I tried, instead of finding people like myself, I would be greeted with… well, enough negativity against my "attempts to look bigger than I am", as they used to put it.

I
Have
Given
Up

/jp/

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/dep/ anime Anonymage 10/29/20 (Thu) 18:40:28 No.34725 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Maybe this belongs more on /hob/ and if the mods agree I would hold no ill will for them for moving or deleting it but I recently got around to watching Serial Experiments Lain and wanted to find some other wizzards with good reccomendations for /dep/ anime. The ones of course given are succubi last tour and Lain. I would personally not count Watamote as it seems quite shallow and everything turns out fine in the end and whatnot. So what are some other anime, manga or light novels dealing with actual depression or schizophrenia and not in the mainstream boohoo am so sad way.

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Anonymage 02/17/26 (Tue) 16:50:05 No.44195

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Hold on but what about anime and manga that aren't just depressing but also try to convey something important? I mean, lain isn't pure depression, it's also trying to relay some ideas to you. Granted, I may still have no frickin clue whatsoever what the hell it is that it's trying to tell you, but there's definitely a message in there.
So yeah, what about anime or manga that both fits the atmosphere and the symbolism?

Anonymage 02/18/26 (Wed) 19:45:51 No.44197

>>44172
what changed?

Anonymage 07/06/26 (Mon) 10:18:08 No.44356

Happy birthday, Lain!

(First aired on 06.07.1998, although past midnight though)

Anonymage 07/06/26 (Mon) 10:40:43 No.44357

>>44195
Yeah I couldn't get into lain either and got bored of it, not enough titties and skirts

I'm watching freezing now, it's got a great balance of story and titties

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 07:01:25 No.44381

>>44357
For me, Lain's story was a bit "too normal" to treat it as a proper existential horror movie.

The guy in VR helmet from layer 07 was spooky, though. Hadn't it been for him, i would have forgotten the very fact I, in fact, did watch some pieces of S.E.Lain back in late 2000s.

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Regarding Japanese Imperial Family. Anonymage 07/17/26 (Fri) 08:56:04 No.44369 [Reply]

I know this is a controversial thing to say, but I learnt about the Japanese Imperial Family, and I felt so horrible in my own stomach knowing how the Japanese Emperor can't leave, even if he wants to. And the horrible treatment of his wife for not producing a male heir.

The Japanese Government's perspective regarding the Imperial Family is extremely horrible, they worship the beautiful throne but will not let the individuals who should be on that throne live in dignity to be honest. They are not even citizens and the Japanese Government only seems them as State Property.

At least the Princesses can marry commoners and leave if they want, the Empress can be divorced, but the Emperors and Prices can't even fucking leave, every single one of their moves is monitored, they are forced to perform unnecessary rituals, etc. I honestly, will get massively hated for this but life is significantly better in a trailer park than it is the Imperial Palace.

Honestly, if Japanese really revere their emperor they should force the government to give emperor basic human rights and freedom of movement. Like this really reminds me of when I read about GITMO tbh.

The only silver lining about learning this is that I unironically have more respect for my life in the third world country where I can go where I want, eat what I want, and speak what I want.

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Anonymage 07/17/26 (Fri) 15:09:15 No.44373

Did a jeet write this?

Anonymage 07/17/26 (Fri) 15:13:27 No.44374

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>>44370
>The Meiji Restoration was a Jewish coup.

Anonymage 07/17/26 (Fri) 22:48:32 No.44375

>>44374
Look into how the Japanese were able to prevail in the Russo-Japanese War i.e. British support and Jewish loans.

Anonymage 07/19/26 (Sun) 11:09:31 No.44379

>>44370
Serves them right then lol

Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 06:59:12 No.44380

>>44369
That explains why the Imperial Palace was not sold when Tojo died in 1989 (when the price of the land was TO THE MOON high)

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Politics Thread #89 - 1 Anonymage 07/16/26 (Thu) 08:51:59 No.324948 [Reply]

ACCESSING WIZCHAN MAY NO LONGER BE LEGAL IN YOUR LOCAL DEMOCRACY

Previous thread: https://archive.is/d7kga

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Anonymage 07/16/26 (Thu) 18:09:50 No.324952

>>324951
Probably never. I guess you could hoard some gasoline maybe.

Anonymage 07/17/26 (Fri) 05:09:46 No.324960

>>324951
Sell your car and by a gun

Anonymage 07/17/26 (Fri) 11:09:14 No.324961

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Seems like every war we get into only benefits the kike. Nothing ever seems to become more affordable.

Anonymage 07/19/26 (Sun) 16:49:23 No.324997

Ever since the Gaza war I like playing to guess where will the next conflict be, since it seems we get a new somewhat important war every year. It will probably be in subsaharian Africa but that's too easy so they don't count, the other places I can think of are

Afghanistan v Pakistan
Armenia v Azerbaijan
China v Bhutan
China v Taiwan
Lebanon v Hezbollah
NATO Alliance v Niggerhell(also known as Haiti)
Russia v Moldova
Russia v Belarus (surprise annexation)
Russia v Georgia
USA v Cuba (I'm betting on this one)
USA v Denmark ("friendly" invasion)
USA v Lebanon
Venezuela v Guyana

Other wars that won't come in the near future include China v Taiwan, Poor Korea v Gay Korea, India v Muslim India

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This guy is great. He knows us Canadians aren't allowed to criticize our own government an anymore so he's doing it for us. Sending positive vibes.

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Post in this thread when you finished a game. Anonymage 08/10/22 (Wed) 22:57:53 No.58061 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Previous thread >>53822

Thread for games you managed to finish and your thoughts on it.

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Anonymage 06/12/26 (Fri) 14:14:46 No.63557

>>63555
>Hitman blood money
The fun thing is killing mission people like a ghost or by accidents (max points and sometimes hard), go full postal or rambo, killing by background or explosions or put venon in things and using the sniper rifle in some places (you can upgrade more and more this weapon as you get unlocks by perfect points in missions same with other weapons) and collecting the weapons or trying exploits.
Or killing every one in map if you can.
Getting the routine of npc or doing every thing perfect at time feels too good like 47 was like a killer god or a paranornal dude (he was a experiment after all)
The news paper at end of missions is very funny.
Here 47 feels like a professional killer and not like a super spy in a film with batman vision like late games.
But yes, each level is too much rigid in structure at times. The house with the fbi van was one used for demo and in short have a lot of ways to play it even without costumes. Its very fast to do.
Some maps are damn big and take more study of npc actions or even minutes to complete. Its very realistic at this and i like the details of maps bacause are in a lot of ways real life places or situations. Some ways to enter or exit or even kill are more slow or fast or even more hard or safe.
Mods and exploits make everything more fun.

Anonymage 07/17/26 (Fri) 15:49:35 No.63614

>>63557
>>63555
I wonder how well does the new Hitman games hold up. I grewn impatient for stealth while getting older and never went back for them. I have only played the older hitman games and only finished the very first one.

Anonymage 07/18/26 (Sat) 11:24:47 No.63616

>>63614
The map and mission design in the World of Assassination trilogy is a lot better than the older games, but the trade-off is that Instinct and Opportunities/Mission Stories hold your hand way too much. You can certainly ignore Opportunities (and you pretty much have to if you want to SASO each mission), but the game is designed around Instinct as otherwise you will constantly walk into guards and enforcers that you have no way of pre-empting otherwise.
I also miss being able to customise weapons and upgrade gear, the unlock system in WoA doesn't scratch the same itch.
One minor thing that annoys me about WoA is that if you're disguised as a guard, other guards won't notice that you're carrying the wrong weapon. They used to in Blood Money.

Anonymage 07/19/26 (Sun) 19:47:55 No.63620

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i beat spyro 2. i didn't complete it 100 percent. i did until i saw end credits after defeating ripto

i am now playing the first spyro game

Anonymage 07/19/26 (Sun) 19:49:28 No.63621

>>63620
i played it until i saw end credits*

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I don't want to die Anonymage 02/19/26 (Thu) 01:49:14 No.305937 [Reply]

Every time I think of death, the end of my self I can feel my brain fighting it, pretty much actively trying to shut down.
It's a weird sinking feeling, thinking of the unimaginable.
People have died around me and I felt nothing, but then again I'm not an overly emotive or emotional person.

I still can't cope with death as a concept. I don't want to cease experiencing. I'd genuinely prefer hell to oblivion.

I screwed myself, my health because of a lack of attachments and care for things in general and I'm at the age where recovery is getting harder even if I try.
Mitigation is a more realistic goal if I don't already have something terminal, hopefully. (29)

How do you guys cope? I see so many people here talking about suicide and I just can't fathom it.
I suffer from many chronic ailments, pain, tinnitus (really severe) and much else. I had many absolutely horrid experiences during childhood and youth.
I have no real connection to my broken family, no connection to pretty much anyone or anything. Never loved or felt loved by anyone, not even family.
I don't pursue hobbies I'm a man of inaction. I can't even force myself to do things I supposedly enjoy.
I have one friend I talk to online exclusively in text and meaningless time wasting activities, consuming media, manga/manhua mostly.

It's a pointless life. Wasted.

Based on all of this I should probably be suicidal, but I'm the opposite. I'd be content being a specter just observing things too. I just want to persist.
I don't want this to end, I don't want to end.
I'm terrified. Sure I'm sick, in pain, constantly depressed or anxious, generally a failure, but I don't want to be gone.
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Anonymage 04/02/26 (Thu) 22:32:59 No.306722

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Just had a realization.
All the times I thought "well someday"…
Someday isn't even today.
That day of action, that one day where dreams come true was 10 years ago.
It just never happened.
It passed by like any other day.
A day of inaction. Then a month and year and a decade.
It should have been. Long ago. I should be reminiscing about those days today. I don't even have the fond memories to look back on.
Failure? Is it a failure if you never tried? I don't know.

Facing mortality like this feels impossible.

Anonymage 04/03/26 (Fri) 12:05:46 No.306729

>Every time I think of death, the end of my self I can feel my brain fighting it, pretty much actively trying to shut down.

that's the little you who somehow got into the cockpit. there are deeper parts of you, how bout letting them into the cockpit and kick the little you out?

>I screwed myself, my health because
if you don't want to die then how come you aren't healthy. that'd be the number one thing you would make sure to handle because it is the only thing that can give you extra years.

pasta, pizza, soda and candy don't give you extra years, they shorten your life.

>How do you deal with the inevitability of death?
i'm healthy and i try to make the best out of the little time i have left. i'm not that good at using my time and i am way slower then i would like to be because of the constant molestation and hostility around me that i keep having to pick myself up from but what matters is that i am getting better. the reason i don't worry about death or getting old is because i trust in my abilities and in the preparation i am doing, also i was never tricked in this cultural delusion of all the idiots who prioritize in controlling everything and everyone and in the process never even felt the present moment. the worry you experience might be the result of the state of greed that you have accepted as normality. normal people are just fuel for corruption, they aren't alive the way i am or the other people who try to live a life of wisdom. they are just imposters who get so jealous that their circuits jam when they see someone alive. i'm sure you have never found the good stuff in life so you are like all the others who haven't. it's tragic but i don't think you can be helped. until you question the peer pressured life, your life will feel empty, shallow and distant. the real you is sitting passenger while the little you flies the plane. if you were sitting in the cockpit yourself, you could fly to where it is nice but passengers don't get to make decisions, or believe in free will.

just quit being a passenger and fly yourself.

Anonymage 07/19/26 (Sun) 16:23:19 No.309196

>>305937

>>306014
Halts? 14 years old? Or maybe we're on a computer that a 14 years old got as a 9th grade gift.

>>305937
>>306172

Count me in!
I still have some issues with the "worth living" part despite having it objectively easy these days.

And the death is a "taboo" for me too, not the EL QUERO VIVRE burning desire to live, but rather… rather…

Anonymage 07/19/26 (Sun) 17:26:37 No.309199

>>306169
Peter griffin manga edition ? pic

Anonymage 07/19/26 (Sun) 17:28:52 No.309200

>>306722
regression for someday- by what is there

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Anonymage 09/30/25 (Tue) 10:40:39 No.303176 [Reply]

Reminder to take your vitamins, especially "fish oil" one " Vitamin D3

they say Vitamin D3, because "Vitamin D" sounds like an euphemism, kekeke

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Anonymage 05/26/26 (Tue) 00:07:11 No.308005

Creatine Monohydrate should be supplemented because to get a full working dose one would need to eat an entire chicken dinner's worth of beef. It's vital in the human body's functions that relate to not being unhealthy. I've been taking it for years and I'm very strong and smart and large.

>>307661
That seems like a lot to take in but many men's health support supplements cover much of that in two doses. Ideally much of this shouldn't be supplemented but rather acquired through an actual balanced diet, but that would probably give a caloric surplus for the average NEET.

Anonymage 06/11/26 (Thu) 20:17:48 No.308402

>>308003

I ask a chatbot (cheap DeepSeek, nothing fancy) to be a decent time-managing coach for me and tell DS some tasks off my head… get a timetable… tell DS some more… get a bigger timetable - bam! Now I have a three hour time-table for tomorrow :)

Anonymage 06/12/26 (Fri) 19:49:02 No.308432

>>308402
Update: it's done and many more

Anonymage 07/14/26 (Tue) 05:48:29 No.309043

>>303176
I have bought a vial of synthetic vitamind D, diluted in water, thanks to a hint from >>305097

I feel less anxious and not as doomed as before. I think half of my depression is gone.

Anonymage 07/19/26 (Sun) 16:28:28 No.309197

As a soy/lentils eater, I decided to start eating B12 without even getting tested.

>>307661
Cool. Which brands I should ask my AI assistant? I am going to get something similar.

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