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 No.322970[Reply]

How do you fellow thirdie NEET survive and cope? I am Neet in third world country, I really don't want to return to the call center I used to work from last year ;-; the town I live in went to hell too so virtually no local jobs either, I want to be a NEET all day every day but I am forced to work since I live in a third world country and NEETbucks don't exist here, I also can't afford nice things and hobbies so even NEETing is not really fun but a lesser evil compared to the cagie life to me, not to mention the wages are extremely bad, my former job paid less than 200 USDs a month and I had to work 6 days a week (most people in my country work 6 days a week).
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 No.324016

>>323051
It's very simple you live with your parents and you let your family abuse the shit out of you and taunt you every step of the way, 'tis the Thridie Way. In winters though things get a lot more bearable and you're able to get comfy inside a blanket, summers though are absolutely hellish.
>>323648
Well Prisons are also notorious for simulating human holes.

 No.324202

any thirdies living in firsties country,?

 No.324203

>>324202
Moved from "gritty town" setting to a "metropolis" setting, still have a clutch onto my gritty mindset.

 No.324206

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Well, brother-in-magic for what it's worth and if it makes you any happy you have done very well for yourself at least you have managed to earn 200USD a month at some point in your life.

As for me brother, I have to be honest with you, I have no idea how life went down the way it did, I am pushing 24 now. I, back in my teenage days used to dream about family and all that, now of course females are not something that I can get, I realised that a long ago, and I have began my path to be at peace with that. Which is what brought me here in the first place.

I have to be honest with you, I can't let everything fully-go, every single time there is a family reunion, a party, or when I see the former school peers of mine on social media or somewhere, even if we don't account for their wives, they have done so well for themselves.

They have managed to get jobs, cars, etc. for them, they have become (most importantly) free, they have financial independence, they actually have a future, what is my future? I am trying and trying and trying to get jobs, but perhaps I have not been trying enough I don't have any notable skills, I got a Bachelor's Degree but it is of absolutely no use and people are just so far ahead of me in life it's crazy.

LIfe has become unsurvivable, while no one around me says anything like "Oh you're unemployed, you're loser", but there is this silence which is very loud where they just by their existence make me realise that I am a loser, even if they offer words of encouragement (which I am grateful for to be honest) but this is what the truth is. Just by being there I feel ashamed, I want to go out but I can't because I will be treated like crap.

I am not very good with English Language nor am I very good at elaborating things, I feel like my mental faculties are declining. But I will say this, it is a genuinely dystopian feeling for me, I break-down in tears randomly at this point anywhere, while eating breakfast, while just taking a stroll in the little balcony, I just sometimes can't keep it contained. I hate that I have no future. I hate that this is what it's going to be, I hate going out of the house and seeing people have stuff that I could never afford.

I understand that materialism and consumerism aren't very good, but to some extent they represent a certain degree of achievement in terms of being independent for me, My Birthday just went by recently, and I have to say, I hate it, ePost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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Not a 3rd world here but close. I too worked for about 200 USD/month, 6 days a week, 12 hours a day + time wasted on transport.
Turning point for me was when I paid my monthly wage to cover a restaurant paycheck, and I had to almost bend on my knees to ask my boss to give me a day off so I could celebrate my grandma's birthday. I got yelled, and put in a stressful situation if I did something wrong, and some of my co-workers were just unpleasant people.
Then you see someone on social media or somewhere else that in one go spend more than you'd earn in months working your ass off while feeling like a miserable worm, and they won't even think about it. It destroys every last drop of hope you may have had. You can't even save up even if you starve and count every penny. One bad day and you're back to zero.
It was a cold shower on my naive teenage worldview that you can become rich if you work hard and be a good boy. If you're like me you're doomed to poorness and a miserable life, and there is nothing I could've done with it from the beginning. Being a NEET and living off my parents is the best possible option I have. I sometimes feel bad for being such a useless son with no future for them, but I don't believe that I can do anything to change that. Real world is genuinely too horrible, I just can't be part of it without going insane.


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 No.308091[Reply]

What is everyones thoughts on leaving a suicide note? Is it necessary for closure for others? A way to get everything off your chest before you ack? Or just a waste of time?

I have been staring at my .60 cent retirement plan, and am not sure if I would just like to go out and just have everyone guessing. Or if its right to leave a note. Most of my family thinks I am useless or lazy. However they have no introspection on that they are the ones who raised me.
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 No.308777

>>308744
interesting take

 No.308780

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>>308744
The problem of all religion and cultures is tribalism, bitch attention whore behaviour and absolute self importance with late victimism.
All of these things lead to shit nationalism or destruction of self identity or individual identity into the power of political power like "them" against "us"
There's no more "you" just Us.
This allow tribalism and identity identification without reasoning.
Thing like Jew or Nazi or gay or lesbian or Kekguy or Wiz or Crab lead to absolute total acceptante and reduction of Human condition to a artificial tag like these mask or identity or tribals structure, absolute destroying individuality and Human condition.
A mere simulation of ideal forms that never achieve a psychalystic form in the world of matter.
This is the pure manifestation of eucledian logic in modern world, an antinatural thing that lead of destruction of human condition if it got into power or even in the condition of democracy or totalitarian scheme. Its not about diversity, race, racism, inclussion or pride. Its not about nationalism, religion or political ideas. Its about power in the costume of identities.
There's no middle or "no" or "maybe" just the "this is this and its all".
Non-eucledian logic can turn you into a more human and healthy behaviour against this new artificial robot existence of retarded monkey trowing shit against each others based in stupid identities or "i that thing or" "i good and you bad".
When you achieve non-eucledian logic mindset, you achieve a shield against extreme stupid ideas and can get a big panorama of the real existence from matter world.
That the big "Maybe" in the power of human side, this maybe is the ego-death and dual mind in favor of human side against the robots of the future.
Bacause life and human is a process and not a rigid line of tribal and social machinery.

 No.308785

>>308678
why even care what happens with your stuff

 No.308824

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I don't think it's absolutely necessary, it depends if you want them to know about something or not. It can be useful if you want them to do something specific after you die, like cremating your dead body, or not sharing the cause of your death to anyone. It's also a good way to say what you were afraid of telling others when you were alive, maybe telling everything you hate about someone or how your parents failed at raising you, etc.
>>308675
Based.

 No.308913

I always felt like suicide note is illogical. The whole point of choosing the way out is that you don't want to deal with life's bullshit and/or impact it in anyway. Why give orientations to a world that hates you? Just leave and say nothing is the non-soy way.


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 No.308871[Reply]

Hello all. Normally, I considered /dep/ to be the saddest board on the Internet. Today I realized I was wrong.

I realized I was wrong when looking up Huntington's Disease videos on Youtube. Huntington's Disease is a genetic, degenerative neurological disorder that attacks motor control functions, leaving victims unable to control their own muscles and confining them to a lifetime of tranquilizers that paralyze them. Or, the disease attacks their brain and turns them into a completely thoughtless carrot.

There is no cure and scientists can only understand the disease by progressively dissecting victims' brains, in almost exactly the way the evil doctor from day of the dead does it. And actually, the description of zombieism from the day of the dead is very similar to Huntingon's Disease.
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 No.308882

>>308881
Some people have nicer gravestones though

 No.308884

>>308881
Everyone copes but not all copes are equal

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 No.308893

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Imagine having this disease and being evil enough to have a child (Knowing they have a 50% chance of also getting it). Breeders are fucking insane

 No.308912

>>308893
My mother was carrier of an extremely rare genetic disease that makes you disabled since day 1 and life expectancy is 16-18 years, chance of inheriting it was also 50% and she still decided to have me because yolo. I'm convinced I would've been better off with the disease knowing what my life would've been, I'm still genetic trash but I have to endure it for many many years because survival instincts, humanity is the worst virus of them all.


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 No.229088[Reply]

Recreating various outside situations(hungry,thirsty,stuck,etc,etc) results in invisibility and speed,omnipotence,superpeople,geniuses,youngness,changing you and reality,personally affecting reality,your mind returning to the past (time travel).The elements.Vitamins,metals and minerals.Eating or drinking the same food again and again or a combination of things or not eating or drinking enough.Surrounding things or farther,farthest away things.People who are acidic,nervous,shitty and others are being assalted,bleeding and puking acid.Each thing personally affects reality example-eating salt and then being assalted.The parts of the spectrum of each thing that have the opposite reaction to the parts of the spectrums which cause aging,retards,sickness,etc,etc and there's the other parts in the middle (example-the berry spectrum has the healthiest berries and poisonous berries and the other berries in the middle).The soaps are killing people,the nerve and skin damage, feeling hot,dizzy,throbbing,burning and sick?Peoples bodies are being damaged and aged by the soaps,shampoos,hot tubs,swimming pools,stress,working,gravity,infections,viruses,bacteria,loud sounds,rubs,creams,pills,food,beverages,etc,etc.The past,present and future co-exist.People are travelling to the future and to the past.People are sending messages to the future and to the past and receiving messages sent from the future and from the past.Releasing particles and energy,absorbing energy or draining energy.Each reaction has an equal and opposite reaction.Various materials and shapes.Aliens,people are visiting and leaving this world.Blood samples and contacted materials to get peoples DNA,cloning,growing,making,genetically modifying and using the copies.The souls of the dead and others are going into other peoples bodies to be young and healthy.Some people know other peoples thoughts and are communicating telepathically and are controlling peoples minds and bodies and murdering people.They're waking people and causing sleeping problems and deaths.Communicating through nightmares sticking what feels pins and hot objects into the genitals.People are using other people to say their thoughts.Your suspicious,nature's etc examples,stuck in this nest.The TV creeps and others accusing and causing murders of people watching and listening by saying,words and images.

 No.229089

What do you mean? I cannot read all of this.


/lounge/

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 No.323901[Reply]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction
https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.324240

>>324216
I told a loli artist his drawing was nice once and he replied with the Japanese word for "thank you"

 No.324266

People eat way too many proteins, americans eat a lot of meat and eggs every day which is so unhealthy, they don't get better muscles they just ruin their liver and kidneys

 No.324275

>>324266
Obsessed o algo

 No.324559

It's wild that the trajectory from horse armour was to the ESA claiming third-party/private servers are illegal.

I blame normalfags and zoomers.

 No.324560

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"I blame normalfags and zoomers."


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 No.323839[Reply]

what does your body 'think' about you?
>about your management of your personal human organism.
>about your decisions on what to put in it, or on it.
>about where you take it and when and how often.
>about how you use it

i reject the normoid idea that the body can not think or have an opinion. electricity flows into every cell, not just the bracrabls. life and emotion are all over the body except for in those people who believe their body is just a machine used to park the brain in front of screens.

i do think the body is it's own thing and ideally it is in a mutual loving relationship with the brain. i guess many group-minded people who know nothing but war will have a hostile relationship between body and brain.

i take good care of my body and i love it. it has been so good to me and i always give it enough sleep and put good food in and exercise it and then when i am doing something, it is so accomodating, supportive and helpful. i can not help but suspect it knows me and happily helps me through life. i am fully aware that this is not most people's experience. but it could be most people's experience.

the body has it's own path too and if a brain can understand the path the body tries to walk, decisions can be made to help the body along which then lead to benefits for the entire organism.

i guess i am trying to say the potential for harmony within the organism exists despite so few people stumbling upon it. i guess the obstacle in reaching this state is the corruption process that seeks to consume everyone. those who can see the corruption in others have an easier time dodging it.
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 No.323913

>>323881
>yeah you can argue that there are degrees and differences but i think you are judging consciousness by what little of it you have seen so far
I argue there are no conscious beings without a central nervous system. Plants and fungi are life without consciousness. Humans and animals are life with consciousness or soul. Then there are edge cases like worms and certain invertebrates like sea stars where a very small CNS is present regulating physiological impulses but obviously consciousness isn't present there.
>one thing that is keeping you from seeing more of the bigger picture …
I'm well aware the body gets overwhelmed by stuff like processed foods, cigarettes, etc. You are diverging from the main point of the discussion and insisting you magically know stuff about other people's personal health. "I can sense their body screaming in agony" completely ridiculous
>people who are insisting everything that is not medical science must be a scam
Nowhere did I say this
>the body can delay the much needed deepclean
this "cleaning" of the body like removing certain harmful stuff with vitamin C and the killing of microbes by the immune system has been extensively studied by science, this stuff isn't hippie stuff

 No.324525

>>323913
>I argue there are no conscious beings without a central nervous system

i don't agree but i think the distinction you are making is meaningful in the sense that it limits consciousness to these urgent animals with their movement ability without honoring what could be called nervous system activity without a center and sometimes without the urgency of an electric system, though i was under the impression that there is electrical activity in plants and fungi; how else could they make those flashy videos where they connect plants and mushrooms to electrical musical instruments and make their impulses audible for humans. when you do respect their existence as a non-moving entity though you probably find things that approximate nervous system activity, usually just slower.

>are edge cases like worms
i'm not convinced consciousness is binary so maybe there is the possibility of having somewhat of a consciousness. when i can make my consciousness grow then there must be degrees to it. when you can punish yourself to keep your consciousness from expanding and it remains in it's infant stage, that's another strong indicator for the existence of degrees.

>I'm well aware the body gets overwhelmed by stuff like processed foods, cigarettes, etc. You are diverging from the main point of the discussion and insisting you magically know stuff about other people's personal health. "I can sense their body screaming in agony" completely ridiculous

i don't think there is anything magical about it. every sufficiently advanced technology looks like magic to those who first encounter it. i don't believe this to be true. i don't need to know everything about you in the exact way that you wish for me to know it to know you sufficiently to predict your most likely behavior or make sense of even your less obvious actions. there are shortcuts to knowing you that you may not have found. this whole meme of not judging books by their cover is perpetuated by people who are usually judged to be something unflattering and they think they can lobby other people to flatter them; that's silly to me. the body (even unbeknownst to you) tries it's best to be forthcoming about you and your intentions and visualize you to the best of it's ability.
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>>324525
>nervous system activity without a center
i don't see plants and fungi, thinking, feeling and performing conscious activity
>i'm not convinced consciousness is binary
i argue animals have non-intelligent consciousness, like cats. obviously only complex animals have this and stuff like worms can't be called having consciousness
>predict your most likely behavior or make sense of even your less obvious actions. there are shortcuts to knowing you that you may not have found
yeah i guess you can tell what a person did and thought today by just taking a glance at them and maybe having a chat, you have superpowers!
>when you think your troubles are private up to the point when you reveal them through language to others
all human beings mainly use speech to communicate
>yeah clearly nowhere did you say it except right there
mainstream science has it's own idea of the cleaning of the body alongside alternative thinking, thinking in one way doesn't mean you believe everything else is a scam, you can easily combine taking vitamin C tablets with alternative therapies

 No.324557

>>324554
>by just taking a glance at them and maybe having a chat, you have superpowers!

i guess me having super power and you being normal sounds a whole lot better then me being normal and you having reduced power. that way i am the weird one and you can keep hiding in the majority; but yes you can take glances at people and have chats with them and you can know a whole lot about people even though they did not explicitly used human language to form it into sentence. example: i can likely smell when you fart, i don't need to wait for you to anounce the information in human english to know when you fart and it doesn't stop at farting.

 No.324558

>>324554 farts

me: hey you farted

>>324554: no i never said that i did


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 No.227116[Reply]

TL;DR AI got several points for me and I finally felt that the future is here! pleasant shiver


Quoting:


''The question "aren't you lonely" is considered rude because it implies loneliness is a negative state to be avoided, when some people are content being alone, and it can feel like a judgment on the person's social life. It also ignores the important difference between being "alone" (physically by oneself) and being "lonely" (feeling isolated emotionally). The question assumes a lack of social interaction is undesirable, which can be an uncomfortable and presumptuous assumption to make about another person.
It's an assumption of negative feelings: The question assumes loneliness is a universally undesirable state. However, many people are happy and fulfilled when they are alone, finding it to be a valuable time for rest, self-reflection, and connection with their "true self".
It ignores the difference between alone and lonely: There is a significant difference between being alone and feeling lonely. Being alone is a physical state, while loneliness is an emotional response. The question conflates the two, failing to acknowledge that a person can be physically alone but not emotionally lonely.''
''It can be a judgment on one's social life: Asking "aren't you lonely" can feel like a direct criticism of a person's social choices or life circumstances, whether they are single, have a smaller group of friends, or simply choose to spend more time alone. It implies their social life is lacking and that they should feel sad about it.
It overlooks the quality of relationships: The question focuses on the quantity of social interaction rather than the quality. A person may have many friends but still feel lonely, or have very few friends but have deep, meaningful connections.''
It is often perceived as a judgment on life choices: The question is particularly pointed when it comes to lifestyle choices like being single. Many people prefer to be single than to be in a relationship that is unhealthy or unfulfilling.
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 No.229011

this is pure bullshit
someone could genuinely be surprised
like asking someone who works alone in a remote place or something
the question by itself gives no information to where it's used
looks like AI is already crashing out on the most basic text analysis

 No.229014

>>229011
Unfortunately, you failed to realize asking "I hope this job doesn't make you X" is much milder in tone as opposed to straight up asking "aren't you X"

The dreaded "aren't you lonely" toss is like pitching a person into a fork of 2 opinions:
1. You are "lonely" and the person is keen to remember you as one, probably dumping unasked advice to run away from such "jerb"
2. If you aren't… "how come you aren't lonely?"


In layman terms, "aren't you X" is on same spot as "Told ya", "Drop this shit job", "oh frick, you must be crazy working this BS" and maybe even a sudden lifetime memory of "hey, Mac, we got a new office center opening up, you totally should join our crew instead" question out of blue

 No.229020

>>229014
this isn't what this question by itself means and you are claiming a specific use case is implicitly present
the question is simply the question
another realistic scenario is someone undergoing psychological therapy being asked this
you and your hallucination machine just add rules to language which aren't there

 No.229084

>>229020


This is, unfortunately, is a way people think when they carelessly throw the dreaded "aren't you lonely" question.

What's your point, anyway?

 No.229087

>>229084
yes
this is a single way people think in a specific scenario
you can think of different scenarios
even different ways of asking it rudely
no information is gained
AI only seems useful for things like generating short stories or hypothetical scenarios like this
doesn't seem like a golden age of AI is coming to me
anyway good you find this pleasant


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 No.70718[Reply]

Hey wizards,

Two other wizzas and I will be reading The Pastel City, a science fantasy novel by M. John Harrison, originally published in 1971.

We'll be following a schedule of one chapter per day. The chapters are about 10 pages long on average. After each day's reading, we'll come here and talk about it. I'll be posting a short daily commentary to help kick off the discussion, along with updates on our progress through the schedule. Of course, you're under no obligation to post anything if you don't want to.

We'll start on Thursday, July 2, so in just a couple of days. Check out the blurb for the novel:

A decaying world. Ancient powers long forgotten. An old warrior with one last battle to fight. The Pastel City is a mesmerizing journey through the ruins of a far-future civilization, where the remnants of lost knowledge mingle with myth and legend. Atmospheric, inventive, and unforgettable, it is a classic of science fantasy.

I'll be following along with this edition, which can be borrowed for free from Archive.org:

https://archive.org/details/pastelcity0000unse

You can choose a different edition if you prefer:

https://archive.org/search?tab=all&query=the+pastel+city&and%5B%5D=mediatype%3A%22texts%22

To borrow a book from the Archive, you'll need an account. They only ask for an email address and password.

Come and join us for some whimsy literary fun.
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 No.70780

>>70750
"Borring-Na-Lecht…built the city-fortress of Duirinish on the edge of the Metal-salt Marsh where rusts and chemicals weather-washed from the Great Brown Waste collected in bogs and poisonous fens and drained into the sea."

It must smell really shitty there all the time lol, but yes this is promising

 No.70783

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Chapter 1

He had made a hundred yards, his breath coming hard as the unaccustomed exertion began to tell, when the vehicle exploded. A great soundless gout of white cold fire, locked in the core of the launch by a vanished art, dissipated itself as pure light, a millennium after its confinement. It did him no harm: or none that he could recognise.

And here is the protagonist, tegeus-Cromis. He's pretty much your run-of-the-mill sword-and-sorcery guy, though M. John Harrison really puts some interesting flair and atmosphere around him. I like the tower looking over Viriconium. Even the environment is a mish-mash with pieces of desert, a forest of rowans, and the ocean close by, it feels like even nature itself here follows the "blender philosophy" of weird fiction.

As for Cromis himself? Meh. But I'm not really reading this for him, I just want to see more of the world. What you guys think of the protagonist?

These novels are weird for me. It always feels like something I've already read a million times but I keep coming back to it to find something special about it. Can't quite explain.

>>70751
Glad you're enjoying it wiz. You said you don't really read novels, but since you obviously play games like ES, I'm sure you'll be very familiar with plenty of the tropes in this. This is the type of book writers in those studios steal stuff from.

>>70756
Yeah, writers from those days really respect your time with the book length. This one is 157 pages long. I pretty much never read the new fantasy stuff because it's mostly just six books of padding and garbage.

>>70774
I didn't see any cavemen myself in the prologue, but you know what? In this type of book you could always use some.

>>70777
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 No.70784

>>70783
I always like these kind of world-weary recluse characters that had their days of glory and now just want their peace. The tower sounds like a very comfy hideout, I was already envisioning myself living in something similar as I was reading.

As for the length, when I started reading again a few years back I started with the Stormlight Archives, lol. Though to be fair, I only found the first book to be truly great (with exception of Shallans character, who just grated my nerves), the others did suffer from their length and everything from book 4 onwards has been very much hit and miss. But this isn't about that.

 No.70785

>>70783
I guess having an old protagonist is fairly uncommon compared to modern works and it can promise narrative developments like uncovering his pasts or something. I like the writing style. The description of nature was nice but nothing special, looking forward to what viriconium looks like. Hopefully it's weird and interesting. Also Baan is basically a lightsaber.

>It always feels like something I've already read a million times but I keep coming back to it to find something special about it.
Immersion? I feel like that's the basic idea of how these books work. They transport you to a different world.

 No.70787

>>70783
The first chapter was okay, an upgrade from the prologue I would say. Less place names and character names to be overwhelmed by at least. I also like Cromis quite a bit so far, he seems like a chill guy. Quite wizardly of him to want to live alone in a desolate tower. Too bad the guy he rescued was such a jerk to him.


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 No.70742[Reply]

Hello Wizards,

In this thread we talk about Formula 1. I got into it this season, curious if anyone follows it.

Who is your favorite driver? What do you think of the current season?

 No.70748

>>70742
this is the worst season of F1 that I can remember, stopped watching and don't plan on coming back. It's bread and circus anyway and i can't bother with that anymore, at least in previous seasons it was entertaining to see drivers taking their cars to the limiit, that element has disappeared completely with the new ecogay regulations, they want to make the cars easy to drive so that they can get in celebrities or pretty faces that are great for their PR and marketing.

 No.70749

>>70748
The FiA will always put profit first before the competition, that's nothing new. My hope is that the switch to V8 engines by 2030 will shake things up a bit. And that Max Verstappen drops Red Bull.

 No.70773

I watched the first race of this season and have had zero desire to watch any more. The new aero regs are interesting, but the current hybrid powertrain setup leads to bullshit yo-yo overtaking where drivers are just swapping positions based on battery charge. The FIA think that viewers will be impressed solely by the sheer quantity of overtakes, and unfortunately they seem to be correct based on the number of fans defending the current regulations.

>>70749
It would be interesting to see Verstappen at another team, but I'm not sure who could take him. The other top teams already have solid driver lineups, and Verstappen would only leave RBR for a better car so I don't see him going for the midfield teams.

 No.70786

>>70773
I've never thought about it that way, but it makes sense. But I don't think I've ever seen anyone defending ERS superclipping. They should make the engine/battery split at least 60/40. I'm personally liking this season, but maybe that's because I'm new.

I had heard a rumor that Max was going to make the switch to Mercedes, since his contract permits him to switch teams next year, but now that I dwelled on it more it seems very improbable that a better team would take him in.


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 No.229036[Reply]

This is basically most potent weapon against saturn worshippers, especially succubi (the jew of the gender), jew (the succubi of the races), and shabbos goyim (normieniggers in general). None of their magic will work, on the contrary the powers of the natural world will be yours to utilize. Meme magic is one iteration. Ascend more, and the light of God Himself will be yours.


If you read about monks, they are basically IRL wuxia cultivator.
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>>229074
https://www.washingtonpost.com/wellness/2026/04/07/friction-maxxing-benefits/

Like it or not, crabspeak has gone full mainstream

 No.229081

>>229080
So what? Should we talk about Friends, Taylor Swift, nigger music, Marvel movies and TikTok dances just because they're mainstream? Ebonics have been popular among the wiggerfied normgroid population for a while now and yet you won't catch any self-respecting person with a three digit IQ talking like that.

 No.229082

Maxxmaxxing XD

 No.229085

>>229079
>>229080
>>229082
The original less retarded term is minmaxing.

 No.229086

>>229081
Aryanmaxxing oldcel


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 No.306449[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What is the average wizard's relationship with religion like? No religious person has ever been able to give me a good argument for why God, if he is out there, is not the most maximally evil being in the universe simply by the virtue of creating suffering when he could have chosen not to. Saying "suffering builds character" and derivatives of is just a manifestation of their stockholm syndrome for this vile entity

>I form the light, and create darkness. I make peace, and create evil. I YHWH do all these things - Isaiah 45:7
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>>308835
Religion is horrific in a way, how it takes someone free will and make them believe into total mystical nonsense. It's different than being a fan of fiction shit, at least that's stuff is fun. Believing in religion is so fucking boring, church is so boring, strict and too much gossiping. FUcking always expecting you to be some perfect machine and i'm so sick of it, just let me do what I fucking want bitch.

 No.308873

>>308870
So all $they have to do is convince you that something is fun and you'll act against your own interests hmm? :)

Besides the social cohesion bit, the resistance to egalitarian complacency is, I think, the most valuable attribute of religions regardless of creed. Using broad Africa as an example - if physical needs are met with negligible labor, if no outside force compels otherwise, why would someone *not* just blitz themselves out on khat, eat bananas all day and masturbate in the jungle?

By imposing arbitrary self denial and setting value outside of base desires, the individual is gently or sternly shaped into becoming more than a hairless ape far far more than any high minded philosophy can accomplish. Sure the philosophy _can_ get the individual there eventually, but at the developing mind level, or even the primitive culture level, this is not effective.

So I suppose the heart of the matter is, is it "better" to embrace standardless dissipation, or conform to useful lies?

 No.308874

>>308873
Church/Religion is never and will never be fun to me, my fun is my interests, I want to try at least enjoy something on this earth while i'm here. I don't see a point in believing a non-existence fake retard god who only people bring up when some coincidence happens in their life and claim "it's god!!". It's just embarrassing, humanity needs to be smarter and better than this, religion is FUCKING useless now. There's no point in believing in a lie that can only fill the void for so long.

 No.308877

>>308874
I think he meant its useful to organize people so they become wagecucks and let a priest fuck up them up the ass and get psychologically tortured by stupid concepts, all this makes for a better wageslave.

 No.308911

>>308873
>self denial
this is such a cuck concept


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 No.306726[Reply]

I have a horrible mother who criticises me just as much when I do something good as when I do something wrong. I remember having a lot of traumatic experiences with her, and even today she’s still the same. For example, I started being more hygienic and washing my hands before eating, and she started using that habit as a weapon against me. She also criticises me for not going out with my ‘friends’, but when I do leave the house, she keeps insulting me Any advice on how to get free from her? makes me unhappy
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>>306727
A-ha.

go stern like a gray rock
ignore her as if you are out of love for her (not true, but…)

 No.308447

>>306783
>but I can go and live with my dad because my parents are divorced


Good for you, because my father was shouting very loudly and threatingly on me when I tried that option…

 No.308459

>>306783
>>306783
Move with dad

 No.308486

mine used to love me
maybe she still does deep down
but our relationship is irreparably damaged beyond hope

she doesn't insult me or make mean comments
we mostly just don't talk beyond the necessary, or see each other much despite living together

 No.308910

>>308459
This

Also, make sure to be at ease at first (to avoid the mistake I had made)


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 No.308343[Reply]

The Time God does not forget nor forgive edition. You will do this again.

Previous: >>307210
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>>308902
>It is always immoral to have sex
What?

 No.308906

>>308892
you'd think i should do that given i have ok looks, huh? i can tell you lookism is only the tip of the iceberg. sex drive for me is like another form of suffering, i don't perceive as anything other than another thing to endure.
>>308896
i don't believe in morals. since you brought it up, i doubt anyone would care to fuck me even in marriage and i'm definitely not getting married in this life.
>>308902
antinatalist bro?

 No.308907

Profound spiritual and physical fatigue

 No.308908

>>308906
Yes I'm antinatalist and I agree with you sex drive is just additional torture to endure, my dream is to see all life ceasing to exist

 No.308909

I'm just a fucking nigger


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 No.229038[Reply]

Have you been neglected in you yearly childhood too? I've come across pic rel some time ago by accident and scrolling to this pic made me think I was actually fundamentally broken not by aspergers which wasn't actually that bad but rather by being neglected by mom which didn't even want to hold me when I was crying or talk on difficult subjects. Every stage presented does so perfectly wrap up all my developmental disorders it makes me feel like this framework was made just for people like me (except last 2 cause I'm too young to experience maturity and middle adulthood). Maybe some anon would consider it interesting. I've been to therapy actually and it helped me a lot but I lost my job and I don't have any money left, I'm just neeting at parents place

https://www.verywellmind.com/erik-eriksons-stages-of-psychosocial-development-2795740
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>>229064
okay

 No.229069

i don't care. there might be truth to it. i don't believe it though.

 No.229070

>>229055
Most prehistoric people who managed to procreate, were grandparents by age 40.

In this sick age we live in, these people are still "pondering" whether they should have their first kid and are genuinely surprised when they have no viable eggs left.

 No.229073

>>229070
Can't eggs be frozen now?

Many truwiz weren't born until their mother was basically 40.

 No.229076

>>229073
Only by wealthy people and there is no guarantee the pregnancy will succeed.

Age of the father matters as well. 45+ = high autism and non-NT risk and also down syndrome risk.


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 No.307650[Reply]

I have become increasingly depressed at the state of discourse about almost any subject. Look at the opinions of most people and discuss their reasoning with them; they do not really have reasons based on experience or logic. They are just saying things they think are normal to say. They imitate others. They understand the world through memes. Zero actual curiosity or critical thinking skills when it comes to discussion of politics/culture/history/science/art. Everyone just parrots what they think others think. They think in memes. Partly to fit in and achieve social acceptance and partly just monkey see monkey do like a child or animal.

Democracy is a failure because most people have no idea what they are voting for or what the consequences will be. They just follow the cultural memes. The internet has exacerbated this. Most people’s political views or views on the culture are just glorified SIX SEVEN repetitions - people have no good justification for any of the ideas they follow.

It might sound arrogant and supercilious to say these things. I worry that I am not that different and I just copy things sometimes by instinct. Makes me wonder if the self even fucking exists and we are just biological self replicating robots copying things.

Depressing. Enraging.
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 No.308045

You sounds like a failed student trying to cope with his broken ego, ngl.

 No.308046

>>308045
you sound like a failed normie trying to cope with his broken ego, ngl

 No.308047

>>308046
My ego is very fine, don't worry. You avoided my point though

 No.308106

yea everyone pretends to fit in, that's the God of the normie, social approval.

 No.308903

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>Conformity and imitation drives human behaviour

Yeah, read René Girard


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 No.307205[Reply]

This thread is for talking about OCD, addictions, or those kinds of disorders that ruined our lives
>So
When I was a kid, I had some pretty OCD-like behavior—I’d touch things and check them over and over until I felt reassured that everything was okay. I also used to walk on my tiptoes, which is a bit autistic, but I eventually stopped doing that (I don’t know if I have autism at this point bacause never did a test, but whatever).
>So what’s up with you?
Well, in my case is limerence (some studies say is co-related to OCD)
>And what’s that like?
Well, imagine a succubi (for some people even can be the other sex you dont like) talks to you and treats you kindly once or twice, and then you start getting way more than just nervous around her because your body starts releasing dopamine, serotonin, and all that shit. And since you don’t know what’s going on, you think you like her or have fallen in love, but its NOT.
really it’s just fucking anxiety toward a “thing.” Because you’re constantly seeking validation in some way—whether for friendship, attention, or love but you have this anxiety that you know is inappropriate, and if you act on it, the feeling of danger gets worse, it’s almost like you’re having a heart attack. and as time pass the thing got worst and worst and you get more obsessive, nerveous and get a peak of anxiety, even start to rumiate or have that thing of limerence (LO) living rent free in your head bacause your brain cant stop thinking about your LO
>What was the worst experience you've ever had?
Even you will end starting to dream with the LO and have happy dreams or nightmares and waking up crying bacause you are getting the peak of anxiety and dopamine,etc sec before waking up. this shit can even ruin friendship.
>Why the hell does this happen?
I don’t know, genetics, anxiety, depression, emotional dependency, low self-steem, negligent parents, love hungry, maybe OCD etc and a whole lot of shit
>You're larping this nonsense
but in my case, it’s not like those internet memes of bitch tumblr succubi where it only happens once and they use like a joke for love or crush
>You're a retard and you fall in love go fuk yourself wizard
No, no it’s happened to me constantly over the Post too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.308568

OCD robbed my adolesence and ruined my life.

When I was an unborn baby, I was in the womb of a succubus who had a faulty heart tube due to childhood rheumatic fever, was nutritionally deficient, ate poorly, smoked and did drugs (but no alcohol surprisingly lol), and was under chronic stress. My prefrontal cortex was largely underdeveloped. On top of that, she was very abusive. Imagine being a mother, giving birth to this fragile baby after nine months and violently beating the baby because it didnt immediately act like an adult. Yeah.

As a result, my brain is permanently hardwired to be mentally ill and retarded. I tried my best to exist, but its very difficult. Killing myself sounds really nice these days, but the pain of living gets so overwhelming that moving around is painful, let alone making the effort to die. Why does dying have to be so effortful? I dunno.

Im a third worlder btw. All third worlders unite!

 No.308569

>>307330
>i also experienced this when i was younger because i was in school were happiness is 'treated' as a problem and you learn it is better not to be happy.

nigga what kinda school did you go to??? a russian school???

every school everywhere on the planet forces positivity on everyone, they'd never tell you to be unhappy

 No.308570

>>308552
Humans point?

Yes. You totally earned a good chunk of wizard's human-ness points for helping a succubus with her crap using the /wiz/dom you have accumulated throughout years. Good job, really



Congratulations!

 No.308581

>>308569
СМЕХ БЕЗ ПРИЧИНЫ ПРИЗНАК ДУРАЧИНЫ

 No.308900

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This thread is the gayest thing i've ever seen


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 No.307971[Reply]

I know there’s nothing wrong with me. I’m perfect. I’m skinny, kind, and thoughtful. But the isolation from everyone around me has been getting to me. Nobody has ever put effort into me. I changed my style just to receive barely any compliments, then proceeded to get ignored by everyone. No whore has ever thought of me as a man. They’re gross creatures who look at me and think I’m homosexual. I’m not. Just because I look like a slut doesn’t mean I am one. Then I am being secluded for not being manly enough. other male seems to think of me as one of them either, shouldn’t I be given respect from my fellow peers and colleagues?
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>>308017
I don’t use discord.

 No.308038

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>>308035
>crabibate

 No.308040

>>308038
Lol… sorry, stupid typo.

 No.308049

>>308040
you called yourself an involuntary celibate tho

 No.308899

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>Just because I look like a slut doesn’t mean I am one.
While this is one of the funniest things i've read this year, i'll tell you to fuck off (faggot)


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 No.33619[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Has anyone read 5e's fucking Ravenloft?
Just some of the horrid shit in it:
>Strahd's played off as what amounts to Buffy the Vampire Slayer's Angelus levels of edge, literally feels nothing and seemingly has no interests above the usual, though not for the same Bram Stoker's Dracula tier reasons, Literally just wants Tatanya as if a meaningless trophy on his belt
>These dumb faggots made it so that Strahd wants to turn whatsherface not into a vampire bride, or hell, even a true vampire, BUT VAMPIRE SPAWN (You know, sniveling wall crawling nosebleed assface monster vamps?)
>Tatanya's a nigger
>The reincarnation is a nigger
>Strahd's wives are niggers
>Nigger Mayor of a town surrounding the land
>Evil white "everything is fine man"
>Strahd's a Bisexual sodomite degenerate with two male consorts to boot
>Made Barovians "Diverse"
>Made Strahd's conquering of the land sound tyrannical as fuck and less just
>Made it so that Some have Barovians have souls and some don't because of 5e's ravenloft being in a private demiplane, stopping newborn bodies from getting souls, in a piss-poor attempt to mimick the Old demiplanes of dread thing where some residents are literally just NPCs made by the powers, even though this makes no sense to anyone who's had to deal with Gulthias in 3.5 and Ashradorn in the whole Soul font thing with the ban on unborn souls in lore, so these people should be getting souls, because otherwise the demiplane would have to deny all positive energy for this shit to even remotely work
>All done because they're too lazy to redo the demiplanes of dread just like before,
>Strahd now heals for 20 in his fast heal
>Mongrel Men are the results of Racemixing past the half-race stage suffer for it, check their description and it's fucking played off as a good thing despite them being ugly mutants beyond redemption in their racial descriptions, the self-unawareness is real

This is why warhammer roleplay and castle drachenfels will always be superior
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>>70682
>How long did it take you to call it quits with your campaign?
It ran for about 6 months, and when I really got tired of it I gave myself another session to see if my motivation would return (as it often did), but it didn't. And the funny thing is that the campaign was at a point where it could expand to the overworld and such, with lots of opportunities for development, but after each session, I was getting less and less enjoyment from the whole thing.

Now I'm thinking of doing some solo adventure, playing as one of those yeti monsters (>>70680) and dwelling in a dungeon, looking for human encounters to devour their brains and gain their powers.

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>>70685
That's a respectable run. You can get a lot done in six months. Most online games don't last four sessions, let alone several months.

Man I tried solo games but I just can't do it. The wealth of bizarre shit that happens when five nerds get together to play these games just can't be matched by solo play. At least not for me. In many ways solo is the best way to play it because you don't depend on others. I really like that part. It's basically a video game. Pick up and put it down whenever you want. If only I could get into it.

Anyway, I already caved and found another group. We'll be playing through a module this time, about 20 sessions, so about the size of your campaign. Not enough time for me to start hating on rpgs which is good. I can't wait to delve into musty corridors and throw some dice. We start next week. I'll report back.

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>>70686
I'm eager to hear your report.
If you don't like it, at least the module will end at some point.

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Well I said I would report back so here I am. I had my first game with the new group. It was rather strange, as I'm not used to playing with newbies. My usual experience with gaming is with grognards, and the game very quickly gets into a rather smooth operation: go to the dungeon, kill the monsters, fetch the gold, bring it back for XP, rinse, and repeat. Roleplay is present but secondary, it's a game, not a narrative. The characters are tools for combat and exploration first, not people. It's just a different way of playing, is all.

Now, with the newbies coming into roleplaying after the Critical Role phenomenon, it's different. They all want to elevate their characters to some literary figure. I sat through a 10-minute argument between two players because they have PCs whose "personalities" clash. These players have pet characters that they intensely protect from all danger, to the point of being a detriment to the game itself. They don't want to go into the cave "because there might be something too dangerous inside." Well wtf man, that's the whole fucking point, is it not?

The DM is aware of the problem and was privately messaging me days before the session, telling me he was hoping that I would stir the other players to action. I have never had that happen to me before. Usually, DMs are control freaks who want to have complete control of the world and the players somewhat. This guy is apparently too afraid to be candid about the pet characters that are paralyzing his game and is trying to recruit me as his hatchet man.

Welp, I'm happy to inform you that I embraced the task. We saw some action and a character got killed, although it was an excruciating process that took several minutes of arguments. But before that, let me tell you about what we did in town before going out into the caves.

One of the players actually had his character looking for work AS A FUCKING BARISTA AT THE LOCAL INN! Holy fucking Christ Jesus, man. Here we have a game where you can be a hill giant, a devil, a paladin, a rogue, a demon prince from hell, or a fucking dragon if you want to. And this guy takes a 15-minute side quest to try and get his character work waiting tables! There was nothing particularly important about this inn, either. It's just an inn.

And it's not like we were short on money either. This is a Monty Haul DM and each of us had enough money to afford food and board for like a whole year. Besides, we can just hearPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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>>70730
Glad to hear you had fun! Indeed, it seems there is hope ahead, if not for a good game, then at least for interesting interactions.

I came across an old article recently discussing this exact difference in philosophy, the divide between the "game-players" and the "role-players." I always assumed the latter style of play took root in the late 80s, but it was happening even in 1977, only three years after the release of Original D&D.

So there have been misunderstandings since the very start. The game is supposed to be about acquiring treasure, magic items and XP, building a stronghold, having your own army and claiming a piece of the land as your own. If your character isn't interested in any of that, then they shouldn't be an adventurer.

>The player who lost his character got into an argument with another player because that player didn't come to his aid when he was the only one who could've done something.
I bet/hope one day, in the not too distant future maybe, this player will look back on this moment and realize they were actually having fun. This sort of interaction is more real than anything narrative-based games can create.


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 No.308862[Reply]

I wasted years of my life working and started college late. Last year, I began a degree program in psychology education to see if later I could handle a degree in psychology or become a therapist, and in short it was a disaster. I felt like a damn alien next to my classmates, and I didn’t feel comfortable in class, not with them, not with anything.
This year, I decided to start studying another major focused on the hobbies i love, music related things as hobby. I decided to try music education, and so far everything’s going well, and I even feel comfortable with my classmates, but the social aspect is still killing me.

>What's you cant handle?
>Vocal education
I can't handle vocal training classes I usually freeze up and can't even sing a scale. The strange thing is, I don't know if the teacher plays favorites, but she treats the succubi better, from what I've seen, they've been singing for a while, sing in church choirs around religious things etc, or already have experience with singing and high notes. I don't notice her treating the men the same way or giving them the same attention, and most of the guys haven't practiced singing before. Last time, she told me I don’t sing because I strive too much for perfection i dont believe this is true but this didnt help in anything. I don’t know if she misunderstood me or if she hates me, but I’m not sure if she understands that I can’t control my nerves and i actually told she about this. one day she just told me something in the lines of go to a psychologist bla bla Obviously, I failed her exams. maybe i the problem or she even tried to help much. maybe i will try to change to another teacher next year i dont know.

>Language and music theory problem
The language and music theory classes started a little late, but I love them (with piano classes), and the fun part comes in the later semesters. My only problem is that, because of some university policy, they make us record ourselves and… oh my god, I hate my fucking face. I’ve never liked recording myself, and they even make us record ourselves singing, which is even worse, because I can’t even stand in front of a camera for two seconds without go full into a panic attack of nervers and sadness. i hate mirrors and watching myself in recordings.

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 No.308865

>drop out of university bacause of self-steem

When I was in university/college, I knew enough (both male and female) who had these thoughts. Some did drop out. Others remained. Of course I can't speak to what you must be particularly feeling inside yourself personally, but I can say that from my own experiences with classmates/peers who had varying self-esteem issues of all types (eg, convinced they were unattractive, convinced others were mocking them, looking down on them, excluding them, etc.) that 99% of the time these individual issues whereon they had laid so much anxiety and stress appeared to me (as an outside observer) to be completely socially insignificant and things of a sort I would not even have had a consciousness of if they had not confided their worry of them in me.

>The language and music theory classes started a little late, but I love them (with piano classes), and the fun part comes in the later semesters. My only problem is that, because of some university policy, they make us record ourselves and… oh my god, I hate my fucking face.

That's excellent. You've found something you truly enjoy. And I'm sure it'll only get better as you advance higher and higher. To quit something you like this much owing only to insecurity around appearance seems like an unwise choice. I highly doubt you look as bad as you imagine yourself to.

>I can't handle vocal training classes I usually freeze up and can't even sing a scale. The strange thing is, I don't know if the teacher plays favorites, but she treats the succubi better,

All teachers play favorites. Whether music teachers, philosophy teachers, math teachers, english teachers. They all have their favorites. Partiality towards others is human nature and is found everywhere. I dealt with professors who strongly disliked me and oftentimes for reasons I never even understood. If the favoritism shown by this specific instructor however is so great, is there any chance you could find another related instructor who would take you on and through whom you could fulfill your required credit load?

>I just want to disappear,

Again, I knew at least 4-5 students in my own time in university who voiced those exact words "I want to disappear". I remember a few of them stayed within their dorms forasmuch as they could (avoiding in-Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

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>>308862
I drop out of uni after one year of history studies because I couldn't handle all the presentation to give in front of the whole class. it was too much for me; it was like a humiliation ritual (speaking in front of everyone)

 No.308867

well, I can relate to a lot of what you said here, even the acne scars part. You did well in dropping out of psychology, unless that degree actually has a high employment rate in your country. You won't find jobs with a music degree unless you're lucky or quite talented, but at least it may fulfill you, although you could also learn that by yourself which is what I decided to do in my creative hobby. The only benefit of going to college for such a degree in the age of the internet is guidance and discipline, and you don't necessarily need college to get those. There's also making contacts with other people but that relies on what people are available to interact with in your class, if it's only normaloids you may have a hard time making any friends at all. I also think like so many others that modern college is a huge scam, not only of your money but most importantly of your time and youth, but I can only speak from personal experience in my country. I was going to click post, but I also read that you don't want to go back to NEETing, it's certainly not for everybody so I suggest you stay there for a little while and calmly consider what to do in the future, no self-help books or anon wizards have the right answer to that, since we don't know you personally enough to know what's best for your specific case.

 No.308891

try something else. education is turd in 95% of unis anyway.

 No.308898

>>308891
That makes it even worse. In much of the world if you didn't at least complete undergrad, you're permanently relegated to the underclass.


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In this thread we say we love our waifus.

Today is Lynne-chan's birthday! She hopes everyone is doing their best!

Last thread from 2017 >>>/jp/22727
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 No.44337

>>44308
who is she?

 No.44341

>>44337
I think it's Illya

 No.44343

>>40178
eat shit and die you fucking subhuman stfu

 No.44344

>cringe
you have to go back

 No.44352

>>40497
well, stay ignorant


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