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 No.226682[Reply]

More often than not I find myself having problems with experiencing proper passage of time. Sometimes I think how X was so long ago, only to discover it happened just two or three months ago, while at the other hand things that I think of as "recent" are already couple of years old. Since I always have "something to do", days pass very quickly at unnoticeable pace. Everything post covid feels off, everything turns into an uniform past that was both "recently" and "a long time ago" and I don't feel like I'm making memories, just it's stuff I remember, if you get what I mean.
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 No.226689

>>226688
>When will you guys stop believing that the jab was some kind of a weapon of mass destruction?
Two more weeks

 No.226808

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look, they did not invent wristwatches for nothing.

 No.226817

>>226808
>AHIICE
holy AIslop
And no, what I meant is that days pass by, and they FEEL like a blob in the past, I have no problem with understanding time

 No.226832

>>226817


ah

try logging/blogging your days (or weeks, at least)


also, try this: for 1 day/week (or, 1 hour a week!), wisit some digital museum of some kind.


Say, Hannover has a 3d virtual museum

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>>226832
wow, that is actually an useful piece of advice



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 No.226731[Reply]

What have you learned from your life as a wizard?
For my part, I've learned that life is unfair.
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 No.226785

>>226731
>What have you learned from your life as a wizard?
In hindsight, "treat other people how you want to be treated" only works when people don't dislike who you are on a fundamental level.
So I've learned to just be "immature" or "rude" or however normies decide to insult me after not letting them walk all over me.

 No.226815

Hotness is not a benefit and is actually a detriment. Most hot people are miserable and this includes those who leverage their hotness to find fame or fortune. The majority of couples who go on to breed and start families are mid to hideous. Hot people don't fuck each other because of a dangerous combination of high standards and body dysmorphia. If you're a young guy and are told how handsome you are by everyone, that's them setting you up for complete and total failure later in life. Same for attractive succubi, those compliments are almost always used for deceit by conniving harpies.

Normalfags rely on magnetism to give the illusion that they're all at least decently attractive when really none of them are. To see this in action, just look at any frat or sorority and actually analyze the members' faces. They literally, unironically all look like demons.

 No.226816

>>226815
>Most hot people are miserable
> Hot people don't fuck each other because of a dangerous combination of high standards and body dysmorphia
>Hotness is not a benefit and is actually a detriment
>They literally, unironically all look like demons.
I don't come to wizchan to read retarded schizo shit, so please take your pills.

This world is as superficial as it gets and you think the good looking will have a harder time or are ruined. Even the algorithm on social media benefits them.

>TikTok algorithm may favor conventionally good-looking people, according to leaked documents and expert analysis, though TikTok has not officially confirmed this. The algorithm may use AI to score facial attractiveness based on symmetry, skin texture, and alignment with beauty standards, and this score can influence video visibility.

 No.226833

That inner peace and imaginary companions can fill the void quite well, and that I'm often better off than people who get entangled in bad relationships and end up with bastard children, high cost of living that they have to work 2 jobs to pay for a house they shouldn't have bought and could never afford. It's like they bite off more than they can chew in life.
And think about it… it all happened because they got horny. They couldn't control their libido an then whoops, your life is permanently over.
The ascetic monk lifestyle has its perks
Free of interpersonal chaos

 No.226834

Post deleted? I thought this place was based. I am never posting here again



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 No.296567[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Whitepillers don't have a retort for autism. You can get a good degree, pursue your hobbies and work on your self esteem but if you have autism you will never make it in this anti-autistic world, Life is all about one thing. Being born without autism. If you're born without autism the normies will make excuses for you, help you out, share money with you, give you 100 chances, etc. Meanwhile if you have autism you're evil and creepy just for existing and blinking the wrong way. Everybody gets to live for free except autists and only autists who are given this fake ass "you gotta pull yourself up by your bootstraps and make your life" "you gotta amount to something" "innovation" story. Shit that literally no one else has to follow.
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 No.303268

>>296567
It's possible to pretend to fit in but it requires being in constant pain. It sucks.

 No.303639

>>296567
>Life is all about one thing. Being born without autism.
A part of me knew that all along, even at 13 I expected that I'd end up as a hikikomori, and I was correct.
I tried self improvement, I tried "making it" I tried everything, but I got a chronic illness somewhere along the way from the stress, and my entire life crashed and burned as a result.
And sure, I take medication that makes life manageable, but if my best effort WHEN HEALTHY is not enough then what is? Needless to say, I'm just trying to live out my days in limbo, hopefully there's not too many left.

 No.303666

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I found a cozy no-colleagues job


problem is, i am terrified of the idea having this job taken away from me because… stuff.

what do?

 No.303668

>>303207
not true at all btw

 No.303681

>>303207
ah, so its like schizophrenia in USSR - anyone could get a "latent schizophrenia" and an N year "treatment" for being a bother for some brute with a star on his aching shoulder.


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/wiz/

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 No.226514[Reply]

I planned to read that literature in this order for intellectual development and understanding of how human society works:

1. Magic, Science and Religion. Malinowski
2. Human Evolution, Book 1. Alexander V. Markov
3. Human Evolution, Book 2. Alexander V. Markov
4. Primitive Culture. Tylor
5. Human Evolution, Book 3. Alexander V. Markov
6. Behave. Sapolsky
7. Determined. Sapolsky
8. What is Anthropology. Eriksen
9. The Secret of Our Success. Henrich

What's your opinion about this?
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 No.226827

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>>226819
Knowledge is intelligence. Without knowledge, there is no intelligence.

 No.226828

>>226821
Intelligence/IQ is literally the most studied topic in the recent history of humanity and all evidence points to two things: 1) it's mostly innate, and the only environmental effect upon your IQ comes from nutrition, which at most accounts for 20%/30% of variance. Even the SJW-dominated American Psychology Association concedes that IQ is mostly inherited (75% on adults); 2) there's no verifiable way to increase your IQ past your teens/adulthood.

>>226826
This.

 No.226829

>>226822
Carlsen did extensive prepping against Kasparov. Even as a kid, he was able to memorize hundreds of his recent games, thus being able to spot and exploit weaknesses. Top chess players have crazy good memories, not exactly intelligence.

 No.226830

>>226827
no, it's the other way around

 No.226831

>>226828
you just explained how both my parents managed to enroll into top university


yet here i am, a wizard with no ability to learn stuff. Lenting. Switching from real meat to slop. Good riddance.



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 No.43896[Reply]

Sometimes I wish I were a yukkuri creature.

No thoughts, head easy, "yu!" all day.
Yuuuuuu…
Just want to take it easy…
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 No.43908

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I accidentally a wizard Lain-chan … or is it? I don't seem to understand.

Moar wizchan x lainchan pics ?


(one pic is unupscales, another's upscaled with AI)

 No.43909

>>43908
>Moar wizchan x lainchan pics
No, we're not on the same wavelength as those ironyschizo transvestites.

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 No.43913

>>43909
I was talking about lainchan.org, not lainchan.jp …



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 No.70039[Reply]

I've been coping with drugs for years, yes I know it's unhealthy and illegal and no I don't give a fuck.

Discuss.

 No.70040

Not a hobby.

 No.70041

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>>70039
>I've been coping with drugs for years, yes I know it's unhealthy and illegal
>and no I don't give a fuck.
>Discuss.
I believe that drugs can help awaken consciousness and help with depression, mind trauma, body trauma, and other mental states.
But using them to survive for sufferings is pointless, especially when you become addicted and dependent not only on the chemical but also on the sensations it produces, even if the chemicals are not addictive or do not make you dependent bacause you use it like food for sensations.
They will only make the suffering worse and worse.
>Also
The United States is experiencing a barbaric opioid crisis because its hospitals prescribe them like candy and hotcakes. And that's just narcotics (for pain, narcotics are for pain, but people become addicted because they depend on the pain-relieving sensation and the opioid and as a form of coping and escapism from their problems).
When they talk about the war on drugs, they never talk about entheogens and the positive effects they can have on physical and psychological health if used correctly and therapeutically.
So, for me, drugs aren't bad if you know how to use them as a catalyst for a change in your mind and life.

 No.70042

>drugs

Worst way to cope, and have a long term risk of make you addicted, schizo or both

 No.70043

>>70040
Psychonautics is indeed a hobby.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychonautics
>>70042
Depends on which drugs you use and how you use them. Sure you can inject yourself with heroin to cope with your shit life, but if you invest in having an entheogenic experience through psychedelics you might be able to connect with your true self. Drugs aren't evil, they're a tool. In the right hands they can serve you and in the wrong hands they can and will destroy you.

 No.70044

>>70043
looks like Yukari-sama needs more than one thread…



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 No.319575[Reply]

They don't have any other hobbies, Why don't you spend your free time to learn another language? I spend most of the day learning Russian and it's super easy to pick up on when you switch all all your media consumption to match the language you are learning. Music, streamers, forums. It's like a whole new world opens up to you. Things don't seem as boring.

>don't have job so I watch anime for up to 12 hours
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 No.321202

>>321198
Back to your containment board >>>/dep/

 No.321236

>>321202
Truth shouldn't be contained.

 No.321324

>>319970
you speak like my father


his approach to keep telling me "you're smart you'll handle this" is shit, shit

He has never helped me to pick a direction to dig towards. Has never told me to get into a profitable niche. Always had this wonky "what if i'll accidentally put you into the wrong place? you'll be mad"

he never cared i am a wizard, even

>Because it's fun? Literally the only reason you cared to learn Russian is because you had an interest in it. Ain't no way someone's gonna pick up a pursuit as pointless as that because someone just told them to

 No.322105

You are right. Being a consumer is actually a really sad existence as a NEET.

Back in the day I was really into cinema and would watch 3 feature films a day, sometimes more. After a while, I started feeling like my brain was deteriorating.

What I did was pick up a guitar and a DAW and start creating music. It's way more stimulating, and I actually feel like I'm being productive (in the sense that my time is not spent on onanism)

 No.322111

>>319582
>the feeling of accomplishment and noticeable improvement is always awesome
Now imagine not experiencing that feeling, there you go, you just answered your question. Consuming media is a reliable and effortless way to escape reality, which is what a NEET needs and craves in order to be able to endure the unbearable tediousness of being alive.



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 No.322107[Reply]

Recently, a bunch of CCP bugs have been flooding my country and subverting everything. Literally every house in the Canadian real estate market is owned by these bug people and they straw buy these houses as a front for their fentanyl drug money laundering so that Canadians can't buy homes. Not only that but more of them are lobbying our governments and taking jobs from Canadians. We're literally having a chinkpocalypse right now.

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Yeah, I'm sure Canada has a "chink problem" and not a poo in loo problem. Nuh uh. It's those pesky chinkoids and their high IQs and civilized manners making Canada a giant turd.

 No.322109

>>322108
China immigration is more common in the east of Canada, in the provience of British Columbia, while pajeets are more common in Ontario

 No.322110

I don't give a fuck about Canada



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 No.226818[Reply]

Wizards, I'm really uncertain about my situation right now and would like your advice, since this is a matter that I think only you would be able to fully appreciate.

I was a NEET and borderline hikki for about 8 years during my mid-20s. I was very content during that time, because the NEET lifestyle actually suits me very much: I'm extremely introverted and don't crave many material possessions. Because of that, I never sought the social stimulation or the monetary compensation of work.

However, my situation changed and I had to find a job, as my prior source of minimal income disappeared.

I was very fortunate to find a remote job that pays decently, even though I only have a HS degree. I've been in that job for over 5 years now. Due to my aforementioned frugal lifestyle, I was able to save enough money that I think will last me over a decade.

With this in mind, my question is this. My greatest wish right now is to resign from this job and return to being a NEET. It's a question that bothers me every day. However, I fear that this job is sort of a unique opportunity, and that I won't be able to find anything similar, once I run out of money. I even considered doing things like day trading so I can extend the duration of my savings.

What would you do in a scenario like this? Keep your somewhat comfy WFH job or just return to NEEtdom?

 No.226823

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>>226818
>What would you do in a scenario like this? Keep your somewhat comfy WFH job or just return to NEEtdom?
I think the wisest thing to do is to keep the cushy job and save as much money as you can. Then, you could either invest part of it to create more wealth or stay as a NEET for a short period, let's say 5 years maximum. After those 5 years you could go back to work, and repeat the wagie cycle until another NEET cycle comes in. If you can't get NEETbux, the best you can do is either create wealth or work through cycles. Most NEETs I know online do the former, the ones who stay as permaNEET such as myself are a minority. For most people, working cycles and NEET cycles is the best alternative to the permawageslave lifestyle. Always consider making your wealth grow however, as the next wagie cycle might not be as cushy as your current job is. Some intermitent NEETs end up working low wages jobs in warehouses or as security guard. Work from home would be like a blessing for them, so please meditate over this decission and don't risk your privileged position over the inmediate pleasure of NEETdom. And always remember to take it easy.

 No.226824

>>226823
>Most NEETs I know online do the former
Sorry I meant to say the latter. Most NEETs I know enjoy NEETdom through cycles as I already explained. Sorry for the confusion.

 No.226825

Don't get out of your job, unless you amass extreme wealth to a point of be able to live for the rest of your life as a NEET, then it' pointless to quit your job to NEET a few years then not be able to get the good job again, just keep the job as long as possible.



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 No.43022[Reply]

what manga are you reading right now? I'm reading 'yotsuba' for the first time, it's cute and funny sometimes. I'm also reading 'the strange house' pic related I find the mystery intresting. I also have other manga to read but it's not for right now
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 No.43839

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>>43441
I make sure to reread Homunculus once a year. Volume 11 is the best volume of manga to ever have been written. When I die I wish to be buried with my copies of Homunculus.

 No.43841

>>43839
That manga is nasty and Nakoshi is mentally ill and narcissistic, shitty ass manga.

 No.43842

Any opinions on "eden it's a endless world"?

 No.43856

>>43841
Except the getting laid part,Nakoshi is literally me

 No.43912

>>43856
Did you eat your own jizz, bro?



/lounge/

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 No.321843[Reply]

How can I deliberately cultivate a persona of a "creepy\weird off-the-social margins, kinda guy" whilst going to public (free) university? It's part of an Insight Role; a sort of long-term IRL LARP\ARG ,wherein I embody an Adversarial Ideology -in this case, it will be Communism- but also embodying the more obscure and deep-dense aspects of it…
I thought of wearing only hand-KNIT PANTS And Shirts a la hippie, using grocery bags instead of a backpack for my books\notebooks\pens and pencils, deliberately neglecting nail ,hair, and facial hair grooming and trimming, avoiding showers, carrying and old plastic lunchbox with a deliberate mish-mash of badly-done food, etc etc
>Other ideas may include; over-sized "80s hip hop \Drill" styled pants + shirt+ sweater, but tightly bound together at the waist through a tight, sturdy, leather belt + steel-toe leather boots, even in summer.
>routine changes in body mods like Twisters, piercings, "wild" hairstyles like matted unkempt , dreadlocks , shaved head, etc
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 No.321938

>>321937
these things go in cycles. he is being counter-cyclical, swimming against the tide.

 No.321959

>>321938
national socialism has always been more edgy, but op is probably brown so it would more funny than anything else he’s going for
anyway, liberals already tell us that if we’re not woke then we’re nazis, so maybe we should play along

 No.321961

> using grocery bags instead of a backpack for my books\notebooks\pens and pencils

Like just imagine OP walking to class with all his books in his grocery bags like he's going shopping for fruit. no one else does that! everyone else has backpacks. but he's not ashamed to be poor or in poverty. like all the normies are competing about whose richer. and here's wiz using a grocery bag for his books.

and then he has a plastic lunch box of lunchables even though he is in college! a deliberate mish-mash of badly-done food to show off how poor he is to all those snobby preppies

 No.322094

This is super interesting to me. What's the motive and grand scheme of the larp? And what's the crossover here with crowley? Anyway, here's my ideas:
>Find people's social medias and online groups you're not meant to be in (like for clubs) and reply to lighthearted things with obtuse, insane/apocalyptic (look into j posadas), or reasonable but from genocide perpetrators copy-pasted passages about how they're wrong and don't ever type yourself.
>Hand write communist passages and occult sigils all over your clothes like a schizophrenic.
>Take photos of people from far away enough that they're suspicious, but not sure, that they're the subject.
>Listen to khmer rouge music without headphones. Vid related except for first song. They would play these songs over loudspeakers in the killing fields to drown out screams.

 No.322106

>>321850
This.

The most rebel thing you could do is just be yourself and express your thoughts in an unfiltered manner. OP is just attention whoring.



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 No.302683[Reply]

ОК, i just dont get it


My mother keeps calling me at my workplace over the fact my pants look "horrible", "off-putting", and other stuff


I am busting me arse here to earn some money to cover her expenses yet she would start a fucking opera scene over wrong type of pants I am wearing.


Ugh.

For years, I was believing I am an autistic debile with asexuality-like condition, now I realise it was me mum all along, teaching me to be nervous over this or that irrelevant detail here or there - stuff people would normally give no friks about
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 No.302739

>>302735
oh, she's educated in phylology, she has a de facto DEGREE ON VERBAL TORMENT - comparing own offspring to a prostitute is quite an indicator

 No.302757

Show us the pants shes complaining about lol

 No.302980

>>302757
Jogger pants, alright? I work at a warehouse so it makes sense to wear such stuff

 No.303650

>>302683
Oh, update

Mum fell sick
prolly should not have kept her bed near a balcony, got cold

 No.303680

>>302980
completely fine, she's prob throwing a fit because she herself wouldn't get with someone wearing them and your lower social status is an indirect insult to her glorious self by relation (speculation but its the kinda retarded shit it so often ends up being)



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 No.303398[Reply]

The sole purpose of this post is to share the techniques and books I have accumulated over time to achieve relaxation and other things.
I have read about meditation, magic, ceremonial magic, chaotic and postmodern magic, anxiety therapies, and relaxation techniques. This thread is not a cure for all problems. I don't want to turn this into a blogspot, so feel free to ask whatever you want.
>Also
Remember that you can also search for the techniques I mention on the internet, on YouTube, or on WikiHow, where you can find help on how to perform these techniques and more tips.
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 No.303552

>>303551
I mean, it's the winter + there are utility room + employer is happy with my presence - not working - overtime

 No.303605

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>>303453
>Self Hypnosis CBT Therapy
Very useful book.

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>>303481
>>303552
>Isolate in room, make it dark, close curtains, lay down, complete silence, close my eyes
>Picrel Platanov (1959) and other former Soviet Union researchers on the topic of dark room for hypnosis
>>303525
Pathwork is a form of Hypnosis lol

 No.303678

I'm a happy drunk so alcohol works for me until it doesn't, when my body starts to feel like shit because of the drinking, which is my cue to quit again and why I could never become an alcoholic. Give moderate drinking a chance, limited time use item though.

 No.303679

A simplistic technique I use every evening is what I think they call grounding. First you tense up all your muscles, you can do this limb by limb or whatever you feel like doing, tense them all up making them all active, and then relaxing them. Face especially is a good one. Then for the mental side you want to start drawing a square in your mind and follow the lines, go clockwise for a bit, then counterclockwise. Anything works here as long as it qualifies as something that requires focus without information. The result of this isn't about attaining peace or relaxation per se, but it kind of resets you. You accumulate a lot of noise throughout the day, both physical and mental, and this flushes a lot of that out. It's a good first step before starting any of the other stuff in this thread depending on your needs. I myself use grounding to kill excess background information in my head to fall asleep quicker.



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 No.303254[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post here if you don't have enough to say for a new thread, but it's too depressing for the crawl thread.
/wiz/ tier room setups edition.
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 No.303663

I bet I can do the things I want to do if I try. I just don't feel like trying.

 No.303665

>>303607
>The only real way I can change my life trajectory would be to move to completely different place and change my appearance, maybe with plastic surgery if I had the money

How is that going to help?
As an older guy it's a lot harder to make bonds of any significance. Starting from 0 can be worse in some cases than starting from negatives I feel.

 No.303670

>>303662
Life is about manipulating yourself into caring about shit that doesn't matter so that your focus gets tunnel visioned to the point that you don't notice your life slipping by at a rapid pace. That's the goal. Your brain is a villainous piece of shit and it is only by your own machinations that it will ever hand you a crumb of peace. If you see people that appear happy or driven, that's what it is, they are running on successful delusion. Your inability to for example enjoy videogames more likely has shit to do with basic physical attributes of your lifestyle like accumulated stress and the rituals around which you conduct these activities such as the when and where of play than it does anything else. Meaning is a scam that is only worth as much as you can lie to yourself, but your physical body WILL submit to physical changes.

 No.303671

>>303670
>Your brain is a villainous piece of shit
Fucking accuarate, dropping out of society made me feel very happy and content initially but the brain didn't like it very much so I have to self-destruct now.

 No.303676

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Why is it still fucking SUNNY in the tail end OCTOBER
It's gonna be SUNNY on HALLOWEEN
It's a bit more than a week from NOVEMBER
AND
ITS
STILL
FUCKING
SUNNY

I fucking hate the sun. Why can't I see a grey sky for once? Like ever? This is probably going to be my last year here. REALLY want to move to alaska or washington or canada or anywhere but here. I really don't get how people enjoy constant sweating or the deadening chill of an airconditioning. It's fucking inhuman. There's a reason whites lived in the SNOW. And that's where I'm going back to. I hate my retard parents who forced me to move here as a kid.
>oh anon in florida you can go in the pool all day
WOW COOL ID RATHER
KILL
MY
SELF

though to be fair it's going to be cloudy this week.


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 No.320741[Reply]

i relapsed after being 4chan free for about 10 months because i searched up a magic word.
even if this isn't 4chan, i still consider this defeat because i see no difference.
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>>321739
>4chan used to be a magical place
just how much cultural phenomenon is downstream of that imageboard or adjacent milieus really is something

 No.322059

>>320743
Trve. Also since the normalfags invaded it the oldfags got far more hostile.

 No.322062

>>322059
It doesn't matter. It's botted and heavily moderated.

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 No.322104

>>322051
Heh, boy, you couldn't be more wrong.I hate what /pol/ has become, not that it is "in the most popular now". It used to be a truth and freedom loving place open for political discourse without limits. Now it's a place for bots and retards unaware they are talking to bots. That being said the rightwing's regression from race realism into christfaggotry is equally annoying as the left's regression from free speech champions into prude commie feminist. Yes, I hate both sides equally now. Politics are fucked.



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 No.296511[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

This is the classic "suicide general", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards, quite different from that other thread in the catalog.

I'm currently 26, almost 27 (rings a bell?). And I can't take it anymore. I will soon depart from life through hanging. I haven't done it yet because I live in a shithole and there are always people around making noise and being nosy. I will just wait till it's very quiet so I can go to the woods and end this miserable existence.

I don't care if it might "get better". Existence itself is a curse and we're all gonna die anyway. I've read enough pessimist books and life affirming books and I side with the former. I don't need your compansion, because the thought that I will soon disappear is the only thing that makes me happy. I'm not even sad because of this.
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>>296511
So I bought an Helium tank last week and tried to see how it would work: it was bad.
It lasted 10 minutes and I had to open the valve more two times to make it last those 10 minutes (the tank loses pressure, after a while nothing comes out of it anymore and you obviously can't keep opening it while unconscious)
I've already thought to buy more tanks but if they do not last enough time all it will do is just a permanent brain damage.
So what's the solution?

Anyway, helium is great, it really tastes of nothing and it probably is the best method if you manage to make it work properly.
The last party lol

 No.303527

>>303526
Be careful using helium meant for balloons. It may be mixed with oxygen to prevent asphyxiation. You're better off using nitrogen. Find the forum >>303381 mentioned, there's a guide there on inert gas asphyxiation.

 No.303530

>>303529
an old copy pasta, from i dont remember where:

Charcoal method. Hibachi chimney starter, premium charcoal as in briquettes, not lumpwood. The quality briquettes have a bit less carbon content, however they smoulder for longer + are easier to light.
Light the charcoal *only* with the chimney starter, not lighter fluid.
this ensures briquettes that'll burn at the same rate nicely.
You'll want the charcoal to be fully white, which takes a good 25 minutes or maybe even twice that amount of time.
When ready, dump em over in a portable charcoal grill. Dont cover it with the lid and remember the charcoal needs to be turned fully white. Now move in with your favored drink or benzo and pass out. Or wait 20 minutes before going into the enclosed space like a well sealed tent.

Location is important of course.
Dont do this in an apartment complex.
There are carbon detectors all over the place + it may risk others.
Other options are: rental minivan,
tents needs a flysheet build into the groundsheet to avoid air gaps. Look for a tent with a HH rating of 3000mmhh or more.. this is a measure of waterproofness. You dont want the heat from the grill to melt the tent, so one big enough for 3-4 persons is better. Place the grill on bricks and lay an extra layer around the edge. This is required, otherwise the tent floor may melt.
Only use a brand new grill, do not cook food with it. it would ruin the whole ritual. Supposedly carbon poisoning will byspass your survival instinct, just knocking you out, however using benzo such as xanax, valium, antivan, or klonopin mixed with strong alcohol should knock you out fast.

 No.303531

>>303527
> Find the forum >>303381 mentioned, there's a guide there on inert gas asphyxiation.
You mean the one that just the other day was ousted as being a troll honeypot ran by negro "femcels"?

 No.303675

Why is everyone talking only about hanging, heights, guns and drugs? Is this all there is? Hanging is the only viable method when you have little money.

I'm more interested in some learning resources. I can't believe nobody explored the topic of poisons, I'm very much interested in the results. Poison sounds like overall the smartest choice.


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 No.319697[Reply]

This thread is for discussion of electronics addiction.
It's also for opting in and discussion of limitation or complete absitenence.
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>>321926
Admit to what, porn addiction?

 No.321936

>>321933
tiktok addiction, maybe
that would be more shameful here

 No.322050

>>321933
soycial media and youtube addiction

 No.322066

I have a computer addiction too. I am scared of being "sober". Any period of time when I am not distracting myself with internet or media reminds me of how much of a loser I am and the pain drives me to seek out more mindless consumption to drown it out. It's not just a matter of blocking internet access or finding a new hobby. I need to find a way to deal with this pain of sobriety first if I am to be able to do anything besides running away from it.

 No.322103

>>319697
OP, if you are stuck with Internet, try setting up a set of 90s/00s used not-so-electronics like radio/tape player

and do chores while blasting music, I dunno, an Internet radio will also do



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 No.301895[Reply]

Starting a new anti-suicide general as the original has been bump-locked.

Helping wizards to understand that persuasive feelings of suicide can be bested.

Further the discursive spirit of this thread will remain the same as the first: to counter the general luring tenor of sadness that defines all the other threads through sharing positive practical advice purposed to reducing suicidal behavior even when we feel most suicidal. Naturally, being that I started the topic, I will be the first to contribute.

(1) Know that I care about you guys deeply and sincerely. Call me a faggot, I don't care (many have already done this, to no worthwhile avail)
(2) Examine what you are eating. For example, gluten especially produces depressive/psychotic episodes in sensitive autistic individuals. Sugar also is not healthy for your brain. Delimiting ingestion of both is wise.
(3) Make sure you are getting sufficient sleep. Chronic sleeplessness or even a few days' worth of irregular sleep can seriously interfere with the clarity of our thinking.
(4) Clean up. Taking a warm shower and putting on fresh clean clothes always is refreshing and helps to break up darkened mental habits.
(5) Breathe fresh air. Open whichever windows punctuate your room and allow some wind to come in.
(6) Watch your breathing. When we are panicked, our breathing can become very disordered and we do not recognize the effect this has on our thinking. Take deep, purposeful breaths, and collect your thoughts.
(7) Respect yourself. You have done your best to survive in an awful world, and you should grant yourself forgiveness for any mistakes and the allowance to rest with a composed and balanced mind.

I've done my part. Anyone else?
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 No.303602

I've been suicidal for years. I always wondered why the demiurge made it so difficult to just quit this life. Why didn't he just include a button on the human body that could be pressed by a suffering soul to simply and painlessly escape. Probably because he's a sadistic piece of complete shit.

 No.303610

>>303332
>even if you rationally don't believe in it anymore, just believe its in your self-interest to believe
i'm not a retard so i can't do this

 No.303636

I don't know what to do. I'm around 21 and I go to uni. I've been struggling with porn use and procrastination in general. I'm also not doing too good in uni. One thing is that I just don't have any friends at all for the past 2-3 years. I feel so sad, I just feel like I'm in a deep dark pit I can't get of. The porn use is the worst, I just can't seem to get over it. There was a period around 3 years ago where I was able to give it up for around 3 months but since then it's almost always stuck with me. It's not mastrubation that's the problem, but rather the porn usage, once I start watching it in the day I just can't stop. I don't know what to do at all. I think I would feel much less sadder if I was able to masturbate alone quickly rather than watching porn for hours. On every internet platform I use I'm always a lurker, I've never told people about my problems and I don't know what to do. I feel as if I'm losing myself to all this and I just don't know what to do. There's also the problem of money, I'm not rich, and due to money problems I have to bare some problems that would be solved if I had money. This is also a reason for the depression, and I'm not in a country where it's easy to earn money that is worth it in terms of the time that you spend earning it and that is in the scenario that you're able to find work in the first place which is already a tough scenario. I don't know why I'm typing all this here, maybe it's because this place has people similar to me. Rather than talking to me about how to solve my problems, it would be better if I was able to talk to just someone in general or someone who was able to get to a better place, I already know how to try to solve my problems, but I just can't bring myself to take these steps. I'm pretty sure I'm addicted to the internet, it's all just a host of things that have been festering inside my head for years, like a bad fridge you don't clean out. I don't exercise either because it is a bit inconvenient for me. I also have a very minor medical problem, but I'm pretty sure it would be solved or at least slightly allievated if I just had some money, that too just kind of depresses me. I don't know how to make progress, I don't know what to do.

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>>303636
You sound like me 5-6 years ago when I started uni during the first wave of lockdowns. Was awesome at first, not leaving the house and playing games all day but soon I started exclusively living on the computer. Porn usage went up, just grinding games mindlessly without enjoyment etc. I still deal with porn addiction and procrastination and still haven't finished my degree yet. Similar to you I am somewhat socially isolated and have nobody to talk to about this in real life on a level that goes deeper than self deprecating jokes about "I hate my life I am useless lmao". You say you know what steps you need to take to solve your problems but be careful that you are actually treating the cause, not just the symptom. Porn addiction, like all addictions are often just a coping strategy for unmet emotional needs. Until you figure out what those are (what material do you usually jerk off to, what kinds of feelings are you trying to avoid when you boot up porn etc) you will be powerless to stop the addiction. I had to realize that my porn usage is as compulsive because I trained myself at a young age that my sexuality was a bad thing and that succubi don't want anything to do with it. So porn became the only outlet. Then as I got older and more isolated, other things got added like feeling loved, having someone else take control (especially when IRL you always feel like you're struggling just to survive) and so on. So now I can at least name the things that trigger the addiction and I can try to deal with those. Progress is slow and life goes on. If you are not a normal with a social circle, regular things will be much harder for you. Try to finish your degree if you think it's worth anything on the job market later, even if it takes you longer. I tried getting out of academia and into a job and always got rejected, likely because they just saw a failed student who was too old. So beware of that. Otherwise make up your mind and quit now if you can find an okay job that will bring you stability. But in my estimation, you need to do some deep emotional introspection before you start to act. Godspeed

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>>303638
thank you for this



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 No.302510[Reply]

I fucking loathe being autistic, I fucking hate how I can have articulate thoughts in my head yet can only muster and spew out the same few fucking phrases irl because I’m caught off guard and don’t know what to say

I hate how pathetic I am, I’m so fucking clumsy, my hand coordination is awful. Im always dropping shit which only makes me look like more of a retard

Most of all I hate the way other people look at me, there two “looks” I get from people. The first is the pitiful one. They see how pathetic I am, how socially inept, awkward and harmless I am and take pity on me like they would with a dementia patient. The other “look” is the hateful/judgmental one. They assume due to my awkwardness, my uncanny demeanour, ugly face and lack of height that I’m some kind of freak/someone to be suspicious of. They look at me like I’m some kind of sex pest/serial killer when all I’m doing is just existing

I put in the effort, I workout every day, I eat well, I keep good hygiene, I try, lord knows I fucking try, but I have to ask what’s the point? It won’t change anything. I can’t cure this awful plague of the mind I was born with, I’ll never be accepted or even tolerated by normies so why make an effort? Why try in life and work hard when I don’t even get the slightest bit of respect from the people around me? Part of me wants to just stay in my room stuffing my face with junk food and playing vidya all day but if I did that I’d only be more miserable.

Any other wizards have this condition? If so how do you cope with it?
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 No.303619

>>303617
I can see that, someone once told me 'the usual tricks don't work on you' with social nudgings and whatnot.

 No.303621

>>303617
No autist is immune to propaganda, they only evidently have better psychological resilience; that doesn't mean no psychological vulnerability exists. The claim to be immune to propaganda is a very naive and dangerous thing to believe.

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>>303621
>they only evidently have better psychological resilience
In the same way a wild boar is immune to the mating howl of a wolf. Autism enjoyers aren't necessarily 'resistant" to propaganda so much that the most prevalent media and propaganda is specifically targeted towards those without a developmental disorder. It's only a matter of making propaganda that targets the distinct brainwaves and interests of those who took the autism pill. And yes that is happening en masse; what's being propagandized is every genre of faggotry known to man. Just about every self-proclaimed haver of autism you can find online is echoing the same few lines of degeneracy that the corporations have tricked them in to believing. LGBT this, men can become succubi that, a little bit of "black lives matter" (LOL!)… This kind if "love wins" propaganda reaches the hearts of the mentally retarded so it is being pushed on to the autistic statistic hard. It's working.

 No.303635

>>303617
The only way autism hurt me was getting taken advantage of by others. But the +

Neetbux
Free bus pass
Aide worker that cleans/grocerie shops (can hang and play switch)
Activity aide that does whatever i want

 No.303672

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>>303622
False. Low functioning autists are specifically at risk of brainwashing, someone forcing them to become trans etc.

Google the overlap between autism and transsexuality. It is significant. The vast majority of autists are low IQ and not capable of critical thinking.

Far right extremists, trannie, frustrated gamers throwing around terroristic threats - all low functioning autists.

Only high functioning autists are immune to brainwash.
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/36996732/



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 No.70025

Can this be used to decensor cencored anime succubus naked tummy area drawings? Answer me.

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