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 No.308343[Reply]

The Time God does not forget nor forgive edition. You will do this again.

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 No.308520

>>308519
I think a wolfie belongs to coyotes' desert these days

 No.308523

>>308520
Hopefully the coyote cousin pack-moms make lots of protein shakes for the wolfies seeking refuge, so they don't atrophy too much from the drop in meat.
>lost tribes of Judawg
>wolfies must caravan stout coyote moms to found Pawsia
>never apawlogize to, nor forgive dog-bot betrayal

 No.308572

The voices I hear in my head are yelling "kill yourself, faggot" or "eat shit, die" on loop. They can do it for 30 minutes nonstop. They also mock me for anything (if I drop a fork they laugh at me and call me an idiot) or they bring up embarrassing/traumatic memories and then make fun of me for it.

they're internal voices like your inner monologue but violent and psychopathic. not like intrusive thoughts because I hear actual words and sentences

 No.308574

>>308572
Creepy, put on some Gregorian Chants because i think you might be under spiritual attack. Or some government is blasting you with mkultratech. Either way, don't give in.

 No.308576

>>308572
You have the gift of having a second consciousness living in your brain. There's effectively two people sharing the same body. He hates you, but you can replace him with a tulpa who will love you.


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 No.302164[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Does anyone here struggle with alcohol, or have managed to quit?

It used to be a good coping mechanism for me, but it seems the older I've gotten the worse it feels, and it's become detrimental to my health and the way I behave around people. Easily annoyed, constantly starting shit, tired all the time, strange pains. And I was still getting worse, fast.

This has been a wake-up call and I'm realizing I need to quit before it's too late. Though that's easy for me to say now when I'm still feeling bad, and I fear the cravings will come back strong, but I know I've got to try.

Curious to hear others experience with this.
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 No.308504

>>308449
only the top shelf stuff tastes good, its a big waste of money

 No.308506

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Kinda off topic, but I'm trying to lose weight so I can get off the blood pressure meds and become an alcoholic.
Funny how life works.

 No.308509

>>308506
ngmi i've seen it many times. the only way is to become healthy. i'm not saying to drop drink entirely maybe do it on your birthday and chistmas eve

 No.308511

>>308509
I mean I haven't even started yet since drinking with the BP meds would be suicide.

I don't expect it to magically fix my life, but I have a very strong aversion to taking action, doing stuff in general.
Maybe it will help, who knows. I don't want to get wasted every day, just have a baseline, drunk kungfu wizard.

 No.308575

Wine feels the best and it's not even close. Lot more relaxing.

Hard to get blackout drunk off it too which is nice.


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 No.224502[Reply]

It's my 30th birthday I can finally post here woo!
This isn't as bad as I thought it would be.
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 No.228876

also 30 year old here
for me this feels like the beginning of the end, well at least I wasn't a normie

 No.228877

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>>224502
Congratulations wiz. I still have two years until I get my powers but if the past decade is any indication, that time will pass in the blink of an eye. I also don't feel like it is a bad thing necessarily. Mainly because I have no idea what a different life would even look like for me, even when I was a teen I knew this was my path. Enjoy your powers

 No.228878

congrat OP. I'm 29 today

 No.228879

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>>228878
Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday my favorite wizard,
Happy birthday to you!

Now, time to make a wish. What do you wish for this year? Some peace of mind? To achieve something?

 No.228880

>>228879
I wish huuh I wish to get a job


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 No.306449[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What is the average wizard's relationship with religion like? No religious person has ever been able to give me a good argument for why God, if he is out there, is not the most maximally evil being in the universe simply by the virtue of creating suffering when he could have chosen not to. Saying "suffering builds character" and derivatives of is just a manifestation of their stockholm syndrome for this vile entity

>I form the light, and create darkness. I make peace, and create evil. I YHWH do all these things - Isaiah 45:7
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 No.308340

>>308338
>I had a bad experience with [thing]. This means anyone saying they had a good experience with [thing] is bullshitting

 No.308341

Tried to convert to christianism 2 times after reading the Bible just to give some meaning to this life but after some internal strife my mind said nope, I just don't see what would be the point of so much suffering in the world being created just for muh testing, if another human killed your family and claimed that he's testing your soul would you take it kindly? Because that's exactly what happens in the book of Job after satan suggests it to god, the book was likely written by an atheist that hated religion because you can clearly see a change of style in the second half of it where Job just bends over and takes it, that was an addition by jewish priests. My point is if a god was responible (or allowed) for all the killing, raping, torturing, etc., in the world I'd rather go to hell

 No.308345

>>308340
Nah it means that anyone who insists my bad experience is actually somehow good is bullshitting

 No.308566

>>306451
>tempered administrator

Yeah, like one who would actually feed 5000 people with 3 huge bluefin tunas, ergo, with three fishes.

 No.308573

>>308341
Hold on, so Job is a real name?
(Remins me of Paradise Cracked videogame)


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 No.307848[Reply]

I’ve come here to bitch, wizards. I’m an apprentice barely, I suppose (22 years), but I will be a wizard (for multiple reasons and beliefs), so I like the site a lot. Anyways, I’m in despair and will be in utter and complete despair for two weeks.

My parents forced my NEET-ish ass into university because they mean well and don’t want me to die on the streets once they die but not only is university/studying not for me but I’m on med school of all things, I’ve already flunked more than one class since I started the career like 2-3 years ago, so shit isn’t going well, not only that due to a stupid retarded class I’m being forced to spend two, I mean TWO fucking weeks with normies to do sort of stupid social work in some shitty rural town that’s even more shitty than my already dog shit town (not rural), I can’t even go back home for a single day on the duration of that, I’m not sure if I’ll survive, thankfully due to my mental illness (Szpd) I’ll probably be able to detach and survive but it’s going to be horrible, I don’t even like sleeping, bathing etc on the house of my grandparents (probably the unique people whom I somewhat trust and feel “oka-ish” being around outside of my parents and older brother), I might not really feel stressed, despairing and such but I know it’s happening, I just can’t feel it due to being mentally ill, of course I can still get the somatic part anyways, so my stomach is a mess right now and I feel like shitting for 5 hours straight, my hands have trembles a bit too, it’s like I’m in purgatory or something, what the fuck did I do to deserve this ? I guess that’s what I get for being depressed and suicidal for years all the while still keeping up the lie that “I want to be a doctor” because I didn’t even think I would be alive to reach university or the career itself, nor did I have (or really have) goals or a job/career I wanted, it was easier to lie at the time and just kill myself eventually. Thankfully, I got better, and I’m even content with my life in general (which is the closest I can have to happiness, as I only get to feel emotionally happy here and there for a couple of minutes a few times per year), but now I’m stuck in this horrid situation. At moments like these, I kind of wish I could at least not be mentally ill, I would have found something I really wanted to do by now or would be able to push through this career even if it’s exclusively for the degree.

But such thinking is useless, I’m now sPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.307865

>>307864
>If I was a first responder
You're a wizard, and most wizards should not be trusted with any position of responsibility especially not over life. Most wizards rightly or wrongly hate life, and you wouldn't go to someone who hates something as an authority on it.

 No.307866

>>307864
you would probably stutter trying read your own post out loud in public, and it’s understandable since most people on this site spent years isolating in their room and lost any meaningful ability to communicate, being able to speak to normies without wanting to run away or shoot them in the head is a very difficult skill that needs to be practiced everyday to not be atrophied, most wizards cannot afford to speak to someone every single day, the fight or flight response is an annoyance at best and sweating or having a shaky voice is not going to save you from being beheaded by a normie anyways, nobody is going to give you a medal for making things harder for yourself, just take drugs and use any advantage you have to survive the horror of being alive, human bodies are imperfect, just because it’s natural for your body to release adrenaline in everyday situations doesn’t mean you should put up with it, just take the easy path

 No.307867

>I didn't read OP's thread because he didn't post a cute TouHou succubus drawing to grab my attention
>I'd pour isopropyl in the wounds too hahaha hope you like burning on the inside noob
Bait post derailing my aimless ramblings, many such cases at this point, it's a matter of when rather than if.

 No.307868

>>307864
>just be a healthy adult
thanks bro

 No.308571

>>307848
You probably should ask chatGPT/some other AI to cook a convincing literature club grade story on how horrifying it is to be a doctor.


Take 3 online tests to determine what kind of job you want to do.
Because, if youre afraid of blood and biohazardous materials (get infected once and you're in for a costy treatment)… but okay with being covered with coal and oil, then mechanical jobs are better for you than doctor ones.


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 No.323901[Reply]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction
https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.324101

The government gave me another $2,000 of the like $6,000 they said they would. I am going to buy Doritos, alcoholic soda, and a dakimakura cover

 No.324104

Animepahe downloader didn't have one title as it's not on Animepahe. Anikai.to is gone. Miruro has it, but download link for that particular title doesn't work. 1DM Lite downloaded it, but it didn't open. Could've tried to download in bigger resolution and see what if, instead installed Video DownloadHelper extension on Supermium. It downloaded 3 eps and then said there's a limit, wait for 2 hours or pay. VPN didn't help. So I installed the same extension on r3dfox. And it worked.

 No.324105

>>324082
For me it's videos of driving at night and in the afternoon through the dangerous neighborhoods of America.

 No.324180

Used to binge watch anime in my youth and now I have to take a break thrice per episode because my eyes get tired.

 No.324188

>>324104
I clicked a magnet link and had the entire HD anime, OST, scans, and subtitles on my computer in 14 minutes.


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 No.307205[Reply]

This thread is for talking about OCD, addictions, or those kinds of disorders that ruined our lives
>So
When I was a kid, I had some pretty OCD-like behavior—I’d touch things and check them over and over until I felt reassured that everything was okay. I also used to walk on my tiptoes, which is a bit autistic, but I eventually stopped doing that (I don’t know if I have autism at this point bacause never did a test, but whatever).
>So what’s up with you?
Well, in my case is limerence (some studies say is co-related to OCD)
>And what’s that like?
Well, imagine a succubi (for some people even can be the other sex you dont like) talks to you and treats you kindly once or twice, and then you start getting way more than just nervous around her because your body starts releasing dopamine, serotonin, and all that shit. And since you don’t know what’s going on, you think you like her or have fallen in love, but its NOT.
really it’s just fucking anxiety toward a “thing.” Because you’re constantly seeking validation in some way—whether for friendship, attention, or love but you have this anxiety that you know is inappropriate, and if you act on it, the feeling of danger gets worse, it’s almost like you’re having a heart attack. and as time pass the thing got worst and worst and you get more obsessive, nerveous and get a peak of anxiety, even start to rumiate or have that thing of limerence (LO) living rent free in your head bacause your brain cant stop thinking about your LO
>What was the worst experience you've ever had?
Even you will end starting to dream with the LO and have happy dreams or nightmares and waking up crying bacause you are getting the peak of anxiety and dopamine,etc sec before waking up. this shit can even ruin friendship.
>Why the hell does this happen?
I don’t know, genetics, anxiety, depression, emotional dependency, low self-steem, negligent parents, love hungry, maybe OCD etc and a whole lot of shit
>You're larping this nonsense
but in my case, it’s not like those internet memes of bitch tumblr succubi where it only happens once and they use like a joke for love or crush
>You're a retard and you fall in love go fuk yourself wizard
No, no it’s happened to me constantly over the Post too long. Click here to view the full text.
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>>307331
>Sometimes it gets to a point where wearing shoes feels like torture (without any trace of hyperbole) because I sometimes get a compulsion where I need to wriggle all of my toes five times

That's tough, actually. I, too, have problems with wearing regular shoes so maybe I can be of help.

"Slip-ons" allow wriggling toes as is. You don't even have to modify slip-ons. The trivial thing is, slip-ons have nice top made out of thin fabric that is breathable- fabric like that allows toe wriggling alright (speaking from the experience here; I used to try a pair of slip-ons recently).


If you need some shoes or boots for colder weather, I can spill some craft ideas. I recently found out I can compensate out my knee pain once my shoes have good orthopedic qualities. Try getting a pair of slightly larger shoes; then, get a pair of "orthopedic" foam soles (5$ a pair) to compensate for the size difference. Modify the foam orthopedic sole if needed. The toes should get some room for wriggling then.

 No.308562

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You limerance object is probably a poor person who masks it well or something of that kind.

Normally, people wouldn't notice but you can sense there is something off about the person. Wears second-hand clothes, maybe? Smells with many people at once because her jacket has never been washed despite several people have tried it?

You probably may pull a "if her clothes did not give off that second hand punk vibe…" rumor to remove the limerance object out of your epsilon-area

 No.308568

OCD robbed my adolesence and ruined my life.

When I was an unborn baby, I was in the womb of a succubus who had a faulty heart tube due to childhood rheumatic fever, was nutritionally deficient, ate poorly, smoked and did drugs (but no alcohol surprisingly lol), and was under chronic stress. My prefrontal cortex was largely underdeveloped. On top of that, she was very abusive. Imagine being a mother, giving birth to this fragile baby after nine months and violently beating the baby because it didnt immediately act like an adult. Yeah.

As a result, my brain is permanently hardwired to be mentally ill and retarded. I tried my best to exist, but its very difficult. Killing myself sounds really nice these days, but the pain of living gets so overwhelming that moving around is painful, let alone making the effort to die. Why does dying have to be so effortful? I dunno.

Im a third worlder btw. All third worlders unite!

 No.308569

>>307330
>i also experienced this when i was younger because i was in school were happiness is 'treated' as a problem and you learn it is better not to be happy.

nigga what kinda school did you go to??? a russian school???

every school everywhere on the planet forces positivity on everyone, they'd never tell you to be unhappy

 No.308570

>>308552
Humans point?

Yes. You totally earned a good chunk of wizard's human-ness points for helping a succubus with her crap using the /wiz/dom you have accumulated throughout years. Good job, really



Congratulations!


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 No.322915[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Based God has finally gotten around to killing Fred Brennan, who should never have been born at all to begin with
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 No.324181

>>324173
It's thanks to people like >>323010 that Wiz has a bad rep on Tohno

 No.324182

>>323589
really strange how there are so little places which follow the 'say what you want within legal limits' format
I wonder if it's corporate pressure or glowies attacking everything.
everything is so locked down and overcontrolled

 No.324183

>>324182
I remember Masterchan

 No.324185

>>324182
>say what you want within legal limits
you can say whatever you want on internet even if mods don't ban you after you said something BUT if what you said gets under the law of your country then you're in trouble with the laws of your country that you —normally– must try to follow

 No.324187

>>324174
i should've said early to late 2010s, calm down lil bro

>>324181
Most tohnochans are wizards anyway, whether they use this site or not. I wonder what happened to the 30 year old animefags I used to see when I was a middle school brat in 2016.


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 No.301895[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Starting a new anti-suicide general as the original has been bump-locked.

Helping wizards to understand that persuasive feelings of suicide can be bested.

Further the discursive spirit of this thread will remain the same as the first: to counter the general luring tenor of sadness that defines all the other threads through sharing positive practical advice purposed to reducing suicidal behavior even when we feel most suicidal. Naturally, being that I started the topic, I will be the first to contribute.

(1) Know that I care about you guys deeply and sincerely. Call me a faggot, I don't care (many have already done this, to no worthwhile avail)
(2) Examine what you are eating. For example, gluten especially produces depressive/psychotic episodes in sensitive autistic individuals. Sugar also is not healthy for your brain. Delimiting ingestion of both is wise.
(3) Make sure you are getting sufficient sleep. Chronic sleeplessness or even a few days' worth of irregular sleep can seriously interfere with the clarity of our thinking.
(4) Clean up. Taking a warm shower and putting on fresh clean clothes always is refreshing and helps to break up darkened mental habits.
(5) Breathe fresh air. Open whichever windows punctuate your room and allow some wind to come in.
(6) Watch your breathing. When we are panicked, our breathing can become very disordered and we do not recognize the effect this has on our thinking. Take deep, purposeful breaths, and collect your thoughts.
(7) Respect yourself. You have done your best to survive in an awful world, and you should grant yourself forgiveness for any mistakes and the allowance to rest with a composed and balanced mind.

I've done my part. Anyone else?
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>>308249
>aspartame might be what is causing your troubles. i know it gives me absolutely wicked headaches that last for days.
It’s been quite a while since I’ve had soda maybe over more than a month. The day before yesterday, I had just one to test it out, and yeah, it totally messed up my sleep and my mood. I don’t think I’m going to drink that crap again, though maybe I’ll try the ones without artificial sweeteners and colorings sometimes… or maybe not just in case.
The worst part is that last year was rough and fucked up in a lot of times, and I used to drink soda once a week… I know that maybe this is a over-generalization, but it might explain why last year was so fucked up to me.
Anyway, thanks you very much Wiz.

 No.308364

>>308249
Mass-produced soda has all sorts of bad things in it, not just aspartame.

 No.308555

>>308364
I get sick from drinking regular soda now whereas say 20 years ago this was never the case. Something has been changed. I've found this is the case with many of the other foods I used to eat without incident but cannot anymore.

 No.308565

>>308555
My doc told me something about pancreas wearing down throughout years and years of eating sweets. Maybe the pancreas in to blame?

Besides, thanks for the reminder to go to the local doc.

 No.308567

>>308565
Update: aw shucks, lost my medical insurance certificate, fffffffffffuuuuuuuuuu–


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 No.228628[Reply]

I just wanted to know how did you get rich or got enough money to fulfill your dreams. Or is it you don't need money and are content with your current life and your meagre bank account
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 No.228786

>>228677
>and wait 20years
>what worked in past will work in the future!
The way the world is going, twenty years from now your index fund won't be worth shit.
Maybe buy defense-industry stocks.
A new world war seems to be on the menu, so Lockheed and Raytheon will surely be profitable.

 No.228788

>>228786
This is unironically good advice. AI itself cannot create gunpowder or explosive materials. These companies will be ultra relevant just like food producers.

 No.228861

>>228628
80% Blind Luck
I grew up in a trailer park, my dream of success was to live in a city and work in a big office with a shirt and tie.

I did that, it was fine, got boring and expensive, so I live in a small village now instead. Very seriously i'm starting to think it would be more cost effective from an ROI perspective to move to a trailer park.

Some dreams were installed in you through advertising; conditioning even. Others are - I think - subconscious signals for things you would like to try/experience one time.

My dreams - outside of work - were to eat enough food, read good fiction books and nap whenever I wanted; because living in a precarious environment where wild work shifts and home instability prevented any of that from happening made them so much more appealing.

All this to say, bad luck getting difficult dreams and bad luck getting dealt a hand that can't achieve them; some people get luckier.

Because you can do everything right and still lose, and do everything wrong and win because someone else lost and you were in the right place at the right time.

 No.228873

>>228648
Unfortunately, when I was in the right place and the right time in crypto, some special kind of fear over getting doxxed/framed/looneybinned over money kicked in. Even my memory decided to wipe away the name of the crypto forum.


Years later, I realized Bitcointalk is *the* forum I was at.

 No.228875

>>228786
This but bet against the US


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 No.63562[Reply]

I'm interested in rpgmaker games in general, I feel like there's some gems out there ready to be discovered. digg in! as they say haha
I also like to know the games you've played and your opinions on it.
Don't forget to share some gems, wizards!

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 No.227929[Reply]

Norms, notions and behaviors they have that annoys you.

>Never argue with your critics or openly dismiss them
Their blood seems to almost always boil when you openly disagree or argue back against their point of view. They seems to just expect you to just nod along and agree(even if it's dishonestly).
Even if they deliverer their criticism rudely they expect you to still be polite with them.
Been told that snarky responses to people's criticism like
>I don't care go fix it yourself if you have a problem with it!
>Rich coming from an amateur like you, I like to see you do better!
>Who cares about what you have to say? Shove it up your ass!
>If you don't like it then do something else!
Will just ensure no one will bother to be honest with you, if they see you do something that is bad/wrong they will keep their mouth shut or lie saying you're doing great and hope you sabotage for yourself.
For a while I bought this. However, it just lead to people daring to be more rude with me. Eventually lead me to snap and revert to my old behavior. Then people started to choose their words more carefully when they talk to me.
Most of the time their criticism isn't even constructive, it's just them wanting you to cater to their preferences. So far this "antisocial" behavior haven't cause me any harm.
This is just some bollocks normies made up, because they don't like when people disagree or argues with them. They just want to be "right" without any push back.
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 No.228797

I hate when they feel welcome and feel they're at home, yeah I'm talking about normalfags on 4chan. if you tell them to fuck off, they'll insult you and use their I'm white therefore I belong here card, I hate them

 No.228798

I hate when they feel welcome and feel they're at home, yeah I'm talking about normalfags on 4chad. if you tell them to fuck off, they'll insult you and use their I'm white therefore I belong here card, you can't tell them nothing

 No.228799

>>228796
>Teachers are not there to look good or entertain you
And the students aren't there to stroke the teacher's ego. If 90% of the students are snoring or lose focus when the teacher holds lecture. The teacher should just accept that he sucks and not bitch about feeling disrespected.

 No.228800

>>228799
Teachers are authority figures. You know what happens when you grow up and refuse to kiss ass as an adult right? Let teachers bitch. Nobody respects them especially not parents with children who can do no wrong.

 No.228872

>>228800
The problem I ran into was wanting to trying to jump through the hoops and play the game, only to still get treated like shit, so I stopped caring. All of the social norms for society that they tried to drill into us in school I ignored since I saw no point. And now in adulthood the ass kissers get their guilded cages like the loyal slaves that they are while the sociopathic morons actually get ahead through nepotism. Same thing with school, I tried to conform but was rejected by my peers and also punished for not following the pointless directions over time, while the same asshole students who disrupted class could get away with anything due to nepotism.


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 No.323010[Reply]

Confressions thread, confess your sins in this ITT

I used to go on Thono-chan and pretend to be a normalfag with a GF and I used to post about how I was going to prom and make threads about prom. I did it because it was funny and I refuse to appologise, if anything they should be thanking me for making such great posts.
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 No.324163

>>324160
What's racist about niggerball

 No.324165

>>324163
the n word. the rest I don't care, have a nice day, you can release yourself

 No.324166

>>324165
>you can release yourself
Me fina beez a free

 No.324176

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>>324160
I just find le pop culture nigger annoying to find inserted into everything

 No.324184

>>324176
who cares? theres still white people in this world. don't be insecure


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 No.307023[Reply]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

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>>296511
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 No.308450

it's weird looking back at my life now and seeing it as beautiful
when it was all boring and lonely
but now apparently every moment was beautiful lol

 No.308550

>>307023
>This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.
if you wanna end it just buy a big tank of nitrous (or any other gas lighter than oxygen so it doesnt trigger the bodys choking reflex) hook it up to a mask and fall asleep, however make sure you got enough gas or youll just wake up with brain damage if youre lucky youre just a bit stupider afterwards if unlucky it might cripple you
>>307072
>Nobody fucking cares about a homura fanart.
screw you nigga the image is cute

 No.308551

>>308550
apparently with the exit bag method where you use a bag of plastic it is more effective, I'm not planning on doing it for the short term so I hope when the time comes somewhere in the world suicide pods are readily available, if I try to do the suiciding on my own without help I'll probably fuck it up.

 No.308563

Does anyone know how likely it is in western countries to be forcefeed if you stop eating? Google gives me bullshit results.

Will they make a hole in your stomach and forcefeed you from there? Or will it be through blood? How long can they sustain this? Especially if you refuse any treatment and actively resist.

 No.308564

>>308563
I also read they can put a tube in your nose permanently and push food down your throat with a pump.


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 No.308464[Reply]

Again, that feeling returned, wondering why there was a kind of resentment within me. Memories surfaced of why things had to be this way. And well, my ego told me what my eyes had seen: that I was superior to the one who had prevented me from being myself.

Although it was all for naught, the sinister was already looming. But how can you banish something from your mind when it has become so fiercely ingrained?

Have you ever managed to rid yourself of a resentment that seemed to have become embedded in your mind?

 No.308467

no i hate everything and everyone and feel like it's absolutely justified

 No.308491

even when people ruin my life, there's no real resentment.
I just start calculating how I can get them out of my life as soon as possible.
I guess if you want to remove resentment you have to learn the skill of 'moving on'?

 No.308531

I've realized today a lot of BS between me and my parents can be attributed to the part we have spiraled into a lack of trust: i don't trust them to fix my stuff, they don't trust me to fix their stuff, yada-yada-on-repeat

 No.308561

>But how can you banish something from your mind when it has become so fiercely ingrained?

>Have you ever managed to rid yourself of a resentment that seemed to have become embedded in your mind?


It's hard to conceptualize, but I did it. Today, I have successfully rationalized it's a small group of people who got some Nietzsche-like mindset who would emotionally ask me "aren't you a [slang term for a male]?". And that doesn't reflect the values of 95-99% of males here, it's the most difficult 1-5% who assume everyone should be as competitive as *them* and who isn't, well, "their loss".

The relief is, it's not like most people would see something sussy in my behaviour, it's just a bunch of local country bumpkin »übermenschen« who would assume I was an anomaly in their »über«/»unter« dychtomy. No wonder I want to chop anyone asking this question given how sauerkraut this mindset actually is.


The moment I rationalized it was not about me I got some powerful relief. Thanks.


>I guess if you want to remove resentment you have to learn the skill of 'moving on'?


Try taking a day off, get a nice warm bath, feel safe enough to think about random stuff. Morning bath (1-2 hr) is a great tool for letting your mind wander without the extra adrenaline


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 No.63254[Reply]

Any of you guys wargame? I've tried getting into old school ASL recently and am finding the pure infantry combat of early starter kits pretty underwhelming without the artillery and armor expansions
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 No.70368

>>70367
additional info:
A turn-based wargame? I liked Heroes of Might and Magic III also.

 No.70376

I collect and paint models. Never played the games though, not sure if I'd really enjoy that environment as a wizard. My parents are from the era of board games, but would refuse to play anything more complex than monopoly.

I'll post a photo of 2 of the recent minis I've done, and compare them to ones I painted 10+(or whenever 5th edition first came out for 40k) years prior, It's funny how much better they look when you follow some basic instructions like thinning your paints lol. Also it helps that I have a real paintbrush now, back then I would chew a toothpick and use that to paint.

I'm bidding on a box of Hero quest, seems like an old one. Currently it's only at 2 dollars, hopefully I can get it for a steal.

 No.70653

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>>70376
Here is my Ork I painted, I'm really liking them as I can be gritty and non precise in the painting.

 No.70666

>>70653
looks dope

 No.70677

>>70653
looks good


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 No.305084[Reply]

>even the extrovert normalfags with an excellent social and sexual life are on multiple drugs and getting therapy
I'm absolutely done for, dude. Even my life improves, I'll still just be a monkey to the rest of them. Fuck.
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 No.305659

>>305658
Those retirement homes are some of the biggest scams out there. My grandmother was extremely rich, but sadly also stupid and mentally ill. She probably lost a couple million USD during her 3 year stay in one. The inheritance was basically 10k for each sibling when she died. Happened when I was 8 or so, found out just recently. It's quite infuriating that we could have had a decent safer life with that money put into good investments.

 No.305742

>>305443
>So many normie families I know have all their daughters NEETing at home
Why is that the case? Females are the ones who suffer the least in failed societies. Why are the sons working, for what?

 No.305743

>>305742
>Why are the sons working, for what?
Maybe their moms said they wouldn't get any more tendies until they got a job! Hahahaha!

 No.308557

>>305444
>When the next lockdown like event happens

no way kikes could pull it off like they did the first time.

 No.308560

>>305656
>Starve on the street?
Gaza will be repeated. It will hit the west just as it has hit us, you played devils advocate and the devil will come to you, you willingly embraced the Antichrists henchmen for scraps and they shall come for you too, may God make you wake up or may you suffer the same fate. Did the western elites really think they can ally with Israel and not be treated the same by them once they are in a position to do so? I hope I am wrong for the sake of your children.


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 No.227908[Reply]

It's official. Sexbots are almost* here.

Would you guys sexbotmaxx or remain a pure Wizard?
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 No.228864

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Core is sensationalism.
If a foid replacement is higher in sensation, it will remove the lesser.

 No.228866

>>228853
These autistic companies don't understand it's not about a mechanical performance. It's about an actual living human succubus actually desiring you.

Until the bot can replicate that, it's just a humorous curiosity.

 No.228867

>>228866
Ironically you have to be autistic in the first place to think a chatbot is replicating a living being wanting you romantically, no matter how sophisticated the lookup table might get.

 No.228869

yeah

 No.228870

I wish I had a sexbot so I could exclusively treat it like an Edwardian housemaid down to the garb and strict social protocol. The servant's quarters/recharging station would be an alcove in the attic. I wouldn't trust it near the kitchen for anything but monitored cleaning, and it would only be allowed in the bathroom to clean the grout with a cat toothbrush. I'd smack its face with a cheap flyswatter as punishment so it's demeaning.
The less pretense of personality or free will it has, the better.


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 No.305927[Reply]

>be me
>bored
>decide to go for a walk
>the group that used to harass me in high school sees me
>they start shouting embarrassing nicknames they gave me loudly, just like they did in HS
I thought I wouldn't need to deal with that anymore, but it seems like I was wrong. Has anyone here ever experienced something similar? I just want to have some peace.
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 No.306126

>>306098
1. You probably should switch your current job to night shifts.
Your excuse: "traffic jams finally got me".

2. If fails, switch jobs, but only once your "night shifts" plan failed.

Your excuse: "past jobs was about night shifts. Unfortunately, the windows get too much sunlight in the morning and I just cannot sleep from all the light and heat."

 No.306141

>>305927
Not quite like this, but yeah, I get the general sentiment.
Abused kid, everyone knew about my situation, small village, was bullied as a result, like, major life changing stuff at multiple points in life.
Was a nervous wreck, never quite adapted. Never quite got a fresh start either.

I changed schools 3 times by the time I was 18 and always there was at least a few people who "followed me" as they also changed schools.
These people often weren't the bullies themselves, but soon enough they told my tale and presented me as a social offering to the new tribe if that makes any sense.
They used my past torment and my weakness as a gateway to fitting in themselves. So I never really had a chance on my own merit.

To this day I'm haunted, it happens at at work too if you are unlucky. Contrary to popular belief the "bad bully" wont be your subordinate and you the boss later like my mom used to say.
A loser stays a loser because of the learned behavior patterns and developed character. The bullies are socially apt, they usually rise up.
Ironically enough I had the misfortune of meeting some when I was forced out of neetdom. You can guess how that went.

>>305940
This here is probably the worst of it.
Life is just one eternal highschool. I'm glad to have read your post. Said well and concise.
My mother is the same as me and lived through much humiliation too.
When I was younger I didn't understand why she was so nervous about how we present ourselves, but yeah later on this happened to us too and now I get it.
In an apartment complex you can get screwed in so many ways if the others sense blood in the water, weakness or whatever.
If there is a pre-existing clique and you make one mistake at work as well, you'll suffer. Same everywhere.
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 No.306144

>>305927
God I fucking hate people from HS

 No.306177

>>305927
Just wanting to be left alone is my primary goal in life. Too much trauma.

 No.308558

Record them harassing you and show the footage to someone who can do something about it.


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 No.305607[Reply]

Do you have this? Any tips?
I dont know if i have this but it fucked a lot of social interactions.
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 No.305728

>>305727
holy fuck was that some kind of high profile special school for wizards?

 No.305729

>>305688
Same. Shit my pants ONCE in elementary and it followed me until I graduated high school.

 No.305735

I can barely believe people have started stigmatising, pathologising and labeling being a quiet person. Quiet people do nothing wrong and this shows what ultimate cancer this society is converging to. I can already see how in some shitholes like the UK you could in the future get police check-ups at home for "being too quiet"

 No.305736

>>305735
woah where. anyway quiet people have always been dislike afaik. "who knows what shit they're thinking"

 No.308556

You're just an aware and intelligent person. To label these feelings as "selective mutism" is beyond idiocy.


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