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 No.228184[Reply]

how often do you beat of? i have to force myself to do it a couple of times a week im not fat but not muscular either no way that the testosterone dips this fast? im 30 i never feel hornyness anylonger
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 No.228392

I haven't watched porn in months, maybe there is something wrong with my body

 No.228393

I fap everynight before sleeping

 No.229750

>>228184
usually once a day, every 2 weeks or so ill do 3-4 times a day
>t. 35

 No.229751

two times a month average. i avoid loud content on computer and staring at succs when in public place so my libido stay pretty low ngl

 No.229752

once per week in my bed at night



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 No.309794[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Another Evil under the Sun Edition. You of many.

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>>310236
I learned how to drive in my later 20s too. It's more frustrating than most things because you can't legally do it alone, and lessons aren't sufficient by themselves. Most people need minimum a few dozen hours of practice to pass a driving test, the 8-10 you get from a school isn't close to enough even if you luck out and find one of the few schools that isn't a sleazy borderline scam.

My parents would tell me over and over that I needed more practice, but the only way I could get either of them in the car with me was to bait-and-switch them by asking them to take me somewhere and then waiting until we were right outside the car to say I actually wanted to drive there. If I asked them to take me out they'd say not right now, or If I asked them to schedule a time they'd agree but without fail they'd "forget" and go somewhere else 10 minutes before we agreed to leave. And after all the hassle they'd sit in silence and only talk about food the whole drive.

My parents never taught me any of the things that functional parents normally teach their kids. I had to learn to tie my shoes by myself, and it took me so long the other kids at school started making fun of me for being a retard because I was the last one still wearing velcro shoes. I still can't ride a bicycle.

 No.310245

I've noticed boomers have some psycho-sexual thing going on and love spoiling younger succubi financially. It doesnt even seem to be entirely a sex thing. I dont even think theyre fucking them a lot of the time, meanwhile they instinctively see younger men as potential competition.

Like how often do you hear college educated succubi in STEM say they had a "mentor"? What younger man had such a person, none that ive heard of.

Unironically zoomers should just vote to loot boomers of everything, why the fuck not. Castrate uranus and throw his balls into the ocean.

 No.310246

>>310245
>Like how often do you hear college educated succubi in STEM say they had a "mentor"?
Thanks for managing to add another post about how succubi fuck and how that's not fair to you or whatever. Really adds an atmosphere to this place.
>What younger man had such a person, none that ive heard of.
A good chunk of men who went in to trades instead of wasting away at the adult daycare that is college.

 No.310247

>>310237
I don't think you sound like a child. I think you sound like a human being who wishes his life was more intertwined with other human beings, like all other human beings.

 No.310248

>>310245
>Like how often do you hear college educated succubi in STEM say they had a "mentor"?
Exactly once, in a bait post that was getting pushed on normie social media sites a week or two ago. Probably the same post you got baited by


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 No.44417[Reply]

Am I the only one who finds Sailor Moon more girly than Tokyo Mew Mew? I've wondered if anyone else feels the same way I do.

 No.44419

Yes, you're the only one who thinks that. You're the sole person who can see the truth. You're the chosen one.

 No.44420

When I watched it for the first time it did not give an "anime for succubi" impression but more like for everyone that like magical succubi so Tokyo Mew Mew is more in the girly side I think, but the last time I have watched Sailor Moon was in the 90's so I might be wrong and when I mentioned it to a classmate he said it was gay and lame, screw him, he was gay and lame=)

 No.44456

I like the '90s English dub.

 No.44458

>>44456
I usually don't like dubs but Sailor Moon is one of the few I can stomach because I watched the Sunrise dub back on YTV in the day



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 No.310238[Reply]

how do some people make it so long.

i dont get it. im always so close to killing myself .

i hate myself .

 No.310240

>>310238
you can spend a very long time close to killing yourself. that last 1% over the edge is a big push

 No.310241

>>310238
Find purpose outside of yourself. Veganism, intactivism, abortion abolitionism, effective altruism

 No.310242

>>310241
>Veganism
That's a great way to make life shorter, and also to cultivate cortisol so it feels worse.

 No.310244

>i hate myself

well, there you go. they don't hate themselves, they actually LOVE themselves and think they deserve good things in life and that they are never wrong. if you're a good person, the weight of life will crush you. it's hard not to feel constant guilt and shame if you're actually looking at everything in a true way. only those that can compartmentalize and suppress reality can survive. unfortunately, if you are here, you do not have this "talent" and you will suffer until you die.



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 No.310204[Reply]

I have always suffered in silence. I never speak to others about my suffering—whether it’s my family or anyone else. I have always bottled up my emotional pain. Besides, no one wants me, so there is no point in reaching out to others to build the kind of trusting bond where I could open up. The last time I cried was five years ago; before that, I hadn't cried for six or seven years—or maybe even longer, I can't remember. I am tired of living; I can't take it anymore. I am not strong enough to hold on to life. I just can't manage it. In any case, there are so many people who can't cope and who give up on life—and yet people want to save them? My heart is too heavy; it’s crushing me.
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 No.310207

I'm very sorry to hear this, wiz. I'm not feeling the best today either.

> I never speak to others about my suffering—whether it’s my family or anyone else. I have always bottled up my emotional pain.


You are free to speak here. You'll be given a fair audience.

>Besides, no one wants me, so there is no point in reaching out to others to build the kind of trusting bond where I could open up.


Obviously, this cannot be certainly known. You can always try reaching out; it may go well and benefit you. You cannot know until you try.

>I am tired of living; I can't take it anymore


I spoke the same two sentences in my own mind earlier today.

I am going to shower and then lie down in my bed and try to sleep. Perhaps I'll feel better in the morning.

 No.310213

life is torture, anyone claiming that the purpose of being alive is to fight is a retard, whatever we do it always ends with death, the big issue is that this self-replicating dna molecule is widespread and will keep bringing new people to life so what we can do is to allieviate suffering as much as we can through cope while waiting for the universe to freeze

 No.310214

>>310207
>Perhaps I'll feel better in the morning.
do you feel better? because I don't. during the day, I stress because of my life and the night I'm sad and want to end it all. it's a real torture

 No.310215

>>310204
>I have always suffered in silence. I never speak to others about my suffering—whether it’s my family or anyone else

I feel related. I am in the same situation, so I don't know what to say to you and I don't have a good advise o anything worth it.

 No.310243

>>310204
Life is a one painful rape before death. There's nothing special. A nightmare that'll end, hopefully.



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 No.321031[Reply]

Have you ever thought of living in a car? I think it is very wizardly as you can live alone and travel wherever you want. You don't have to pay rent only car utilities and insurance. Of course you don't have a bathroom you will have to rely on gyms to wash yourself but still it sounds comfy. You also need to tackle the weather and other people but it is possible to do stealth camping.
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 No.325625

i think about living in a car a lot i probably could if i wanted tbh

 No.325629

>>325623
i dont do it in the winter but if i was more confident in my heater maintenance skills so that i could depend on it, i might. appartment in the winter is nice too though.

 No.325630

>>325629
Well you're in a car maybe go to a warmer place for the winter

 No.325631

>>325625
if you can find places to park for the night, it is a nice way to slowly travel through a region and escape from the monotony of living the same day over and over

 No.325632

>>325630
my guess is that this is how the pros do it, i still feel like a beginner despite having the van for 5 years. i might try spain/portugal in the winter



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 No.324948[Reply]

ACCESSING WIZCHAN MAY NO LONGER BE LEGAL IN YOUR LOCAL DEMOCRACY

Previous thread: https://archive.is/d7kga
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 No.325616

> In 2022, the average age of a Ukrainian soldier was much younger, typically between 30 and 35 years old.
>Independent estimates indicate that between 125,000 and 150,000 Ukrainian soldiers have died since the full-scale invasion began in February 2022
>Ukraine officially lowered its compulsory military mobilization age from 27 to 25 in April 2024 to bring in fresh troops for the war against Russia

so many ukranian wizards have died… so many young ukranian wizkids too…
Life is so brutal.

 No.325619

https://files.catbox.moe/3pa1y0.mp4

Fuck me did making and watching this feel better than whatever sex feels like…

 No.325626

spent some time on a stupid altchan full of pol types. It's just endless punching right bullshit and purity spralling from shitty people, It really is true that the quality of a chan is dictated by the lowest common denominator. Nowadays it's just crap. This period in time is finished, the great wave of politics happening in 2018 has been replaced by retarded cooption and astroturfed algo hacking while truly idiotic people promote strategies clearly destructive to them

 No.325627

>>325626
>spent some time on a stupid altchan full of pol types
So you come to another stupid altchan full of pol types?

 No.325628

>>325627
maybe. We'll see



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 No.227891[Reply]

Why don't you have a tulpa, anon?
You can cheat yourself out of loneliness by fostering a loving relationship with an imaginary friend.

Benefits of a tulpa,
>You can choose any shape or form for her.
>You will never feel alone.
>She will always show unconditional love.
>She will always follow you around.
>You can have sex without losing your virginity powers or contracting STDs.
>Costs absolutely nothing.
>Basically the 'ultimate' form of a waifu.
The only negative is the social stigma, which you can easily avoid by not revealing your powerlevel.

It was the best decision of my life. It feels so good to have someone take care of you, compliment you and physically comfort you.
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 No.229589

>>229587
well, you will never be able to see your tulpa, but maybe you can still interact with her? it would probably be like messages coming from the void.

idk, i wouldn't bother in that case. the best part of tulpamaxxing is being able to see, touch, smell, feel your tulpa. we're working with all senses, but you're just limited to one or maybe zero and it's just an "abstract sense" of something. just stick with waifus and AI chatbots, sorry.

 No.229653

>>227891
I have read some guides but all of them are shit and read like they have been written by redditors.

How to get started if the goal is to make a romantic/waifu tulpa?
Whats the actual things I have to repeat to get there?

 No.229660

>>229653
Guides are fake and gay, everything about tulpas is intuitive and self-evident.

Presence
>Imagine her doing something next to you (rubbing her hands, shuffling around on her feet, etc.)
Visual
>Impose an image of her in flesh space using your mind's eye.
Autonomy
>Turn off your brain and observe and accept whatever she does next. She'll act erratically at first, but the longer you do this, the more her behavior normalizes and becomes more consistent.
Tactile
>Imagine her hand touching a spot on your body and hold onto that feeling for as long as you can. When you lose focus, move her touch to an adjacent spot.

If you do any of this at least one hour per day, you'll quickly see results.

Hallucinations (persistent, voluntary ones, at least) are mostly LARP, though.

 No.229665

>>229660
I honestly have trouble with getting started to make her more than a waifu, when i tried to imagine her in my room I always retroactively kind of "wing back time" and imagine more detail than initially, this makes the whole thing feels stuttery if that makes sense. Also I have to imagine everything for now, tho I only started like 2 days ago.

 No.229749

>>229587
Depends, have you ever practiced visualization?
I thought I had it but I can visualize okay now, atleast enough to get shapes and colors right.



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 No.26874[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Talk about Touhou here. I think the OP or something. It's been three months. We've all talked about our favorite characters, so what's your favorite part of the fandom? Do you like the setting the most, the characters the most, the lore the most, the music the most, or, like me, do you just idealize the series like I do?

What are you doing right now to enjoy the series?
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 No.43643

>>40322
Sekibanki is kawaii :3

 No.44383

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TouHou fan material makes up like less than 10% of anything at Comic Market now. Reiteisai is still 99.99% TouHou.

 No.44387

>>26874
>the series like I do?
how do you do this?

 No.44440

>>27376
well hey there are hundreds of both remilia and flan being really thin and cute. i bet someone would even be able to post them in this very thread i

 No.44457

I never really got or understood the appeal of Touhou, what is it even all about to begin with?


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 No.310116[Reply]

Why there no reason to exist but if you point to it and ask society(any people) why you shouldn't kill yourself, they just ignore you, make fun of you, and exclude you from society ?
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 No.310151

I get why people say that suicide is not an option and people considering it are 'gay and retarded' as second poster put it. I also get why people suicide and why it can be rational. I've been on both sides at different points in my life. I think about it rather as a situational necessity than a decision based action. As such it can't be evaluated as bad or good, weak or strong, legitimate or illegitimate way of ending ones life. It's more of an observable phenomenon that has to be recognised in the same way as the need to sneeze - you try to hold it back as much as you can in specific situations, but when the hard biological process kicks in you can't stop it no matter what. Suicide is as much of a decision as the need to sneeze in situations where sneezing is absolutely not welcome and where you really try to hold it back until you just can't.

 No.310159

>>310120
>There are infinite reasons to exist. Find yours.

And an infinite number of gods to believe in. And boundless possibilities in life. But that doesn’t mean you can believe or do whatever you want, especially if you don’t really want anything and feel apathetic

>Because suicide is gay and retarded. People who stake the idea that suicide is logical should be mocked relentlessly.


Exactly what OP saying about society throwing out anyone who dares to question methods of coping with life or its necessity at all. Even here, people like you hate suicidal people or those questioning the meaning of life. You can't even logically prove that life is necessary you just bully someone who doubts it

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>>310159
>You can't even logically prove that life is necessary you just bully someone who doubts it
Naturally they can't because it's impossible to prove.
This aversion to suicide seems to predicate from some assumption that dying is bad, which is entirely unsubstituted. Either consciousness continues in some form, in which case we cannot know which form that will be, or it ceases to exist. And in the second case there can be no person for whom suicide is a problem. Contrariwise, there can also be no person who benefits from suicide, which is why suicide is a completely neutral act.
Or to put it another way, we can't apply the worlds logic to the concept of nonexistence, which exists outside it's limits.

 No.310171

Because we all have that in our superior intelligence that is above the logic and words. If anyone cannot catch them it's cuz he/she is dumb human being. And we all will make fun of you.

 No.310235

>>310171
You can literally apply that "reasoning" to any opinion or view imaginable and thus so can those who disagree with you. Thus it's contradictory and makes no sense.



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 No.229721[Reply]

It’s nothing new for me to seem odd to those around me, but I wonder what it’s actually like to work. I’ve been unemployed for a long time and really want a job now that I’ve finished school. Is work just a series of miserable days? Then again, being unemployed is boring, too. So, what is it really like? I’m sure I’ll come across as strange in a workplace, but that doesn't matter; the real issue is that I don't know what to do. I’m afraid of the work environment and worry that I’m not competent at anything. Is the pressure intense? How do people actually earn a living like everyone else? How do you all make money—do you work, too?
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 No.229734

>>229730
Physically it's a lot more comfortable than manual labour or even working in hospitality or retail. The main issue, as you've already identified, is the distribution of workload; Manager A will overstate their workload/output and get tons of office minions who all do jackshit, while Manager B is actually overloaded but can't get more staff because all the budget already went to Manager A. Eventually Manager B will quit, and Manager B's minions will either follow their boss out the door or catastrophically burn out from doing the work of eight employees each. Then Manager A and their minions get exposed as useless, but they get kept because it would create more problems to drop them right now before the company can replace Manager B's team.

 No.229736

>>229730
office work itself is extremely easy, although most of the fake jobs that do literally nothing and have no justification for existing are reserved for succubi. nobody works even close to eight but most office workers do a couple hours of work a day
the only downside is that a corporate desk job is more likely to be ruined by emotionally stunted coworkers and office politics drama queens than a real job is

 No.229737

can you guess what the muffin's toppings are?

 No.229746

Who would want to work at these temperatures with widespread covid/flu for pennies when you can rest at your cozy apartment with air conditioning completely subsidied by the state. I get €942 of disability and the only thing I have to do is a little antipsychotic injection every 10 weeks.

 No.229748

>>229736
>fake jobs that do literally nothing and have no justification for existing are reserved for succubi.
Man, every time I go out and walk down the street I see succubi behind a desk doing nothing but scrolling.



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 No.309031[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

whenever you're depressed or sad, come here and draw something using Oekaki. you can draw whatever you want
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>>310185
Please do your art verts!

 No.310226

>>310216
me on the left

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 No.324954[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What new nations will materialize, which ones will re-materialize?
What countries will unite, which ones will disintegrate?
Will the EU fully federalize?
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 No.310123[Reply]

seeking an escape edition

previous >>303736
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 No.310219

>>310205
Maybe. I just keep it simple, 2 or 3 things at once, more is just pig food… implying it's not what supermarkets sell us.

 No.310220

>>310219
don't you get bored of eating the same thing everyday

 No.310229

>>310166
During break? Slimjims and protein bars
Lunch is usually frozen meals or noodles

 No.310231

>>310167
I had to step down from being a supervisor because i couldn't stand having to constantly be vigilant for other people's fuck ups; anticipating them and heading them off before they happened. Between that and dealing with my extremely insufferable boss, who punished me with more work when i did what he asked, i just had to step down.
>>310166
free snacks and sodas ^__^
>>310208
my job is to clock in, do nothing for 7.5 hours,run a short"passdown" from the prior shift through chatGPT, alter it, then hit paste.

 No.310232

AI to free us

Free us Ai

Free Us!!!!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee



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 No.229722[Reply]

I kinda curious about your life experiences around life, succubi, and anything, the good and the bad. I need to learn about your shit to not fuck this.
I start to slowly feel less dissapointed of me (like a loser bad-genetic-personality-logical-human-philoshical entity) and more dissapointed by the idea of "Love" around another entity like a succubi. But not, i dont have dissapointed with the idea of love in favor of animals, personal causes, another human, children or family ideas, but oddly specific its more about succubi behaviour than succubi entity. I dont hate succubi, i hate the behaviours they take.
Its not like i was a crab before or a succubi simp but i just tired of that innocent-rigid mentality of my young age.
I have 24 years old, i tired of this shit. The stupid rejection or expectancy play of love-sex-relationships of family and friends, the stupid romantization of love and sex and relationship in any media, the stupid competitive-mode with other retards simps between succubi when i want just to get friends, the stupid money seeking and stupid social-logical-survival-image-appareance-sex-effective approach that young succubus in general i saw they take. I dont even believe in any tenants of crabdom or retardom culture, i feel its like a psyop plan to destroy humanity made up by some people like some redfem succubi radical same with pills and maxxing shit ideals equally like a ton of religious dogmatic bullshit.
Sometimes i even know that maybe i can have the opportunity to fuck with old succubi or protitutes but its not about sex, that take you to any place than just sensations and experiences, and i dont do it even if i horny, i still virgin and alone, little to no friends, i dont even fuck care of the idea of sex.
>Also
There's exist a book of Wizardry humanistic philosophy like a Monk-Wizard in the ivory tower or temple guide book for life?
The idea of adoption, sons or daughters, have a family or getting love from somewhere is worth to you? Family or community, Its all about the playing of the modern spectacle of life? All feels empty if its just this. I gonna die alone and that all? Normies take all about image, money and behaviours and happy-trippy-positive sensations seeking? That's all?
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 No.229726

I can't tell if anything is AI barf or stream of consciousness anymore on these things so in case it helps anyone, my story:

I made 3 serious attempts at dating, roughly 5 years apart and roughly 20, 25 and 30 year ages. I wasn't particularly mad at them, but the agenda was pretty obvious from their side - nobody was actually interested in me for being me, it was always what they could juice me for. I got into the man-o-sphere and redpill stuff and the world began to make some sense. Hitting 30 and wizard status was a good hit of reality I needed, I don't resent that part.
I'm introvert so my social meter is pegged just having to go to work in the first hour… people don't do it for me. I visit family a few times a year and it's enough.

 No.229727

>>229726
now the mod can probably ban you for saying this. Or he will just delete your post and issue a warning. Which would be hypocritical if he does.
Nothing new/

 No.229728

>>229727
>Rule 2: Do not state or suggest that you had, will have or want to have sexual or romantic experiences.

"Did want to have" isn't on there. It's not against the rules to admit that you have believed romance to be the path for you at some point in the past, especially if that time was in your youth. If those attempts at dating resulted in sex, he would be permabanned for rule 1. If he was still making attempts at dating, it would be a long ban for rule 2. If he admitted that he regrets that the attempts didn't pull through, it would be a warning.

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>>229726
>IA or stream of consciousness
I not a IA, i writed with the - semantics logic bacause i the guy of the Psychonautics things and this one of the way to relate things in a schema. And yes maybe my engrish is bad bacause i not a English speaker sorry about that.
Thanks you for share your experiences.
>>229728
Thanks mod, i read the rules actually before post the thread bacause of fear of annoy the wiz lol

 No.229747

>>229722
i didn't read this beyond the 1st paragraph. if you're here, you're already fucked



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 No.302164[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Does anyone here struggle with alcohol, or have managed to quit?

It used to be a good coping mechanism for me, but it seems the older I've gotten the worse it feels, and it's become detrimental to my health and the way I behave around people. Easily annoyed, constantly starting shit, tired all the time, strange pains. And I was still getting worse, fast.

This has been a wake-up call and I'm realizing I need to quit before it's too late. Though that's easy for me to say now when I'm still feeling bad, and I fear the cravings will come back strong, but I know I've got to try.

Curious to hear others experience with this.
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 No.309389

>>309345
Caffeine is poison, but sugar is the body's optimal energy source. You should respect your body's desire for sugar.

 No.309397

>>309389
This is only like 10% true. Careful with sugar.

 No.309704

>>309354
The craves went away after a few weeks (I would argue the soda/caffeine might have even helped in the quitting process) and now things are back to normal.

Next step is to cut out all processed and empty carbs.

 No.309954

alcohol taketh away more than it giveth. a beer or two in the afternoon is fine but the hangxiety from heavy drinking sucks, don't ever let it go that far.

 No.310230

There is no easy way to quit. But like you said eventually it will fuck you up and you will realize enough is enough.


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 No.63593[Reply]

A Nasuverse Goyball Videogame.
The internet would become completely unusable for months.
It would open a floodgate of abominations that only God could close.
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>>63601
this is self defeating. if you would have thought before composing this, it would have not emerged on my screen.

 No.63605

Why is every place on the internet just like this now? I can't escape normalfags and their trite, even here now.

 No.63607

>>63605
Oy vey I'm shitting myself goyim

 No.63664

>>63593
Bioshock infinite. Villain turns evil after baptism. Evil white America theme. The list goes on and on.

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>>63593
>The most Jewish idea for a videogame ever conceived Thread
Pay to win.



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 No.229729[Reply]

Just saw this while scrolling 4chan. My parents were exactly like that. Just wondering how true this is for any neets on this board?

My father is the single most negative person on the planet. He will often tell me that what I am thinking about doing is too much trouble and I shouldn't bother. He will poke holes in all sorts of plans I have. My mother does the same because she worries about me and then to deal with that she tells me all the things she is worried about happening to me as if it is helpful and she is protecting me from those things by telling me about them. In reality she is just instilling me with anxiety and doubt. Then they tell me to be a normalfag and am surprised when I can't do it. For many years I actually thought they were being helpful too, until I realized not being around them is like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. My first reflex has always been to turn to them for advice because I lack confidence. I realized that was a massive mistake because the reason I lack confidence is because of them.

Did your parents meet the mold in pic related?
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 No.229733

>>229729
This post is horoscope-tier vague and I think it applies to pretty much any bad parent as long as they didn't beat the shit out of you

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>>229729
In a way this is a form of narcissist over-protective parents things, they do everything for you but never give you opportunity for independence or even, they never teach you anything useful for self independence. Sometimes do but its hard to do.
>Also
They can say its your fault at everything when you fail, you can take as example some form o common routine like time managment, be social, survival skill, cooking, any common thing that maybe healthy families and parents teach to their sons.
They can take you this to even your 20 years old, is like a abandonment of human life development but hidden and masked in a lot of ways.

 No.229738

>>229735
>you can take as example some form o common routine like time managment, be social, survival skill, cooking, any common thing that maybe healthy families and parents teach to their sons.

It's interesting that despite how overbearing they were, they never taught me any of these life skills. They never even told me what jobs they thought were good just that I had to go to college and get a high paying one. Never taught me anything about finance, never really taught me any skills directly at all.

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>>229738
Its being neglected in a lot of ways.
>Also
You can get a lot of these dudes in narcissistparents sub from plebbit, in avpd sub there's some people, in a lot of ways a lot of non functional normies and NEETs of these places have these form of parents.
Maybe my mother is like this, she just repeat "better study" than teach me anything and she doesn know how much it hurt so much to no know anything or learn useful things like common people, so i slowly learn with internet or by others. And yes she keep gatekeeping me to teach me, or teach one time and very bad with little patience
I learned later (12 years old) to tie my shoelaces so that say all, very dehumanizing and damaged self-esteem not big surprise, if you start to compare yourself with other more healthy or normies is the worst.

 No.229745

>>229732
Yeah, you're right. I'm done telling my parents shit just so they can sabotage me and fill me with doubt and worry.



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 No.325225[Reply]

>>/dep/309323
>>>/dep/309323
i originally wrote this as a reply to the (image attached) but it ended up being way too long. im also wasn't writing it specifically in response to that anon.it was meant as a broader response to materialist-nihilist arguments in general. since it's not really suitable for /dep/ i figured itd be better to open a separate thread and argue it here.

the fact that something has no "meaning" when you don't even know what "meaning" actually is, and can't even consider that the very idea that something has to be meaningful could itself just be an evolutionary behavioral pattern translated into thought (not wanting to waste energy on pointless effort, the evolutionary energy conservation mechanism) completely flies over your head. you don't even stop to consider whether your very search for "meaning" is itself meaningful.

the reality of the fact that you're existing and experiencing something right now isn't erased just because it's "meaningless" the reality of your current experience has absolutely nothing to do with the fact that it'll eventually end or it's "meaningless".

you latch onto nihilist bullshit and with zero logic, go "we came from nothing and when we die we'll become nothing again" (we are material bodies) yet you don't even have the cognitive capacity to question the "we came from nothing" part.

you know you exist right now. you're here. you exist. if you believe that after death you'll become "nothing" again, while completely ignoring the fact that you're a being that supposedly came from "non-existence" and you can accept nothingness as the foundation of everything while failing to realize that you're literally a being capable of conceiving, contemplating and interpreting the very idea of nothingness, then you've already failed the most basic test of logic.
the first thing you should be questioning is the fact that you "exist" right now.

in other words, your materialist nihilism contradicts itself by its very own existence. being a being that claims everything is "nothing" throws materialism / nihilism straight into the trash.
because, under your own framework, everything must ultimately reduce to processes occurring in the brain.

according to your reductive materialism, when we die consciousness ceases to exist. in other words, consciousPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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infinite composition is impossible, no matter how far down you go, at the end there must be a structure that cannot be broken apart, cannot be divided, that is one within itself.
you can call it a monolith, the absolute, the fabric of the unlverse, or the most fundamental law. the name changes but the necessity does not.
evverything that is composite rests on something more basic than itself. this chain cannot go on forever. in the end there must be monolith/foundation/structure/rule.

we keep searching for this monolith outside, further down. we go beneath the atom, we look into quantum fields, we chase more fvndamental particles, more fundamental structures. as if that monolith were hidden somewhere in a depth we have not yet reached. yet the only real oneness we have ever directly and immediately touched is the nonduality of experience, consciousness.

consciousness can appear fragmented, it can feel scattered, it can even seem divided in certain states. but there is still a oneness that lives that fragmentation, that scatteredness. without that oneness, there would be no such thing as a "part". so the apparent division does not cancel the underlying oneness. on the contrary, it presupposes it.

the point that goes unnoticed is this. we are not separate beings who have stepped outside the monolith and are examining it from a distance.
we are inside the monolith. we are the monolith itself. consciousness is the monolith, and we are that consciousness.while we chase the indivisible structure out there, we fail to see that we are already inside it, that we are identical with it.
trying to break the physical world down into more fundamental parts is a pursuit of oneness/foundation. but oneness is not something that will be found at the end of the process of division. unity / foundation / oneness is what must already be there for any kind of division to be possible in the first place. and the place where we know that unity most directly is our own experience.

the indivisible structure we keep searching for out there is already present in the very nature of our own experience. we just don’t realize it.

even if we were completely separate, individual consciousnesses with no connection to any higher single consciousness, that would change nothing.
each one of them would still be a monolith in itself.

for a brain in the physical world to produce consciousness, it would have to be a genuine Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.325526

This reminds me of Universal line by John paolucci

 No.325529

Does philosophy have an answer to existential numbness?

I give zero fucks to meaningthingness.
To most other things too.

Is there a thought school on "why should I care"? Probably none of the modern ones.

And yet the state of existential numbness certainly is not to be considered desirable for, well, at least "aesthetic" reasons. It just doesn't look good to be a no one.

However, well, the world actually gives zero fucks about aesthetics (the way I understand it, and the way Exupery understood it in Citadelle).

tl;dr: the thread itself is meaningless for me and you can do nothing with it.

 No.325534

>>325435
>….at the end there must be a structure that cannot be broken apart, cannot be divided
Says fucking who?

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>>325225
>"you" exist
no, "i" don't. next post



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 No.307023[Reply]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

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i don't have the guts to kms

 No.310164

>>310106
it's nearly impossible to steal narcotics. pharmacies are aware that those drugs are very high theft risks so they're kept in a special safe which has a mandatory timer on it before it opens
if you want opioids so badly you have the balls to fucking rob a store you surely have the balls to just go downtown for 10 minutes and buy some fent

 No.310197

>>310162
I do and I almost attempted last month.
I hope I don't fail my coming attempt.

 No.310209

>>307702
im happy for you that you are this good at running away from the simple things
don't let it backfire

 No.310210

>>307285
going for this too, all information i found suggests a boatload of hangings succeed and it doesnt require much setup
the most fatal type of stroke, the brainstem one, comes from carotid artery blockage and they seem to only really measure the fatality rate through blockages caused by internal complications + medical care and its still up there
to me this suggests that as long as you got a spot you wont be found for a while (personally gonna aim for 24+ hours) there is basically no survival chance
the pain sounds sucky (still worthwhile to read up on and do minor chokes so you dont get caught off guard on what its like) but ofc its real threat is the panic it might induce to save yourself and the chaos that could bring in doesn't sit well with me, i'm still thinking the rest out cuz i'm playing for keeps here



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