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 No.309794[Reply]

Another Evil under the Sun Edition. You of many.

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 No.310068

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I cannot shake off the impending sense of death, NOT doom mind you. More like a sense of finality, like a "that's all folks" in the back of my head. Not pain or joy. Just owari da. Of having hit a wall and knowing that there's nothing back to walk to, nor a forward to look to.

Nothing will change and that is far more terrifying than anything else. Yes, stagnation == death btw

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>>310051
>stating facts is reddit

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>>310068
I subscribed to the newsletter of this YouTube grifter years ago as it was pertinent to my reluctant field of work. Yesterday I got an email from him in my inbox. The body text in the preview read: "Want to know your next five years? Look at the last five."

Yeah.

 No.310083

Well anonymous here but anyways I can't stand fucking life I have a Job I have money and I still have no friend's not a single gf in my life and I genuinely cannot stand life anymore everywhere I look I see people hanging out with others or I see a nice loving couple but worse part is that I'm really scared to talk to strangers and randoms even at my job I tense up but I have money and a job but not a single fucking person in my life what should I do?

 No.310086

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I wonder how many men back then worked cause they wanted to support their wife and kids as opposed to now
I believe men now work so they can survive and afford one or two hobbies at most, albeit I'm sure the majority of single men in the workforce do it just to survive.
I'm thinkin of gettin a part time remote job again so I can afford nice copes.


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 No.323901[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction
https://asoftmurmur.com/
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>>325523
That explains why I hear less of their teen son's motorbike. Motherfucker with his friends was going back and forth driving me nuts. Perhaps he was not allowed to drive far from home. Maybe the vehicle was relocated somewhere.

 No.325531

Magic eraser in Google Photos app worked fine on a picture of paper folder. Just not when there's small text with a blemish to erase. Then the text would be changed. I'll try Photopea on a few areas where it failed. Pixlr failed to open images altogether, so I couldn't use spot healing.

 No.325533

>>325531
Gemini changed the circle with text, so that it had different text. Image had vertical lines, cropping/pasting to align wasn't an option for me with my level in photo editing.

 No.325542

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I'm not a creep.
I'm not a weirdo.
I do belong here.

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I hate the youtube niggers who take 30 minutes to do a videogame review of a game from the 90s. I just know they want money from the accumulated watch time and they're not saying anything valuable.


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 No.307023[Reply]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

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>>296511
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>>309998
Last time I jumped off a bridge, I died just fine. But it was 33.80 meters high, so your 33.00m bridge might be too short. Try it out and report back your findings.

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>>308806
Don't bother with hanging, just build a charcoal gasifier and poison yourself with carbon monoxide. In a sealed room there is no chance you will survive.

 No.310001

>>309758
Yes have had it in my right ear for 5 years
I got wax removal done at the doctors recently and it went down by 75%
Feeling a lot less miserable
>>309758
>>309758

 No.310055

I just want this bullshit to end
going with partial hanging
fuck living like this

 No.310085

>>308113
They probably can kill you, but it would be a miserable way to die.
An OD on any of these meds is going to be death by kidney failure. Maybe liver failure first.

Both are painful and inconsistent ways to die. Especially since none of these medicines offer any kind of analgesic effect.

Any wizard looking for an effective and relatively painless way to die, I would recommend trains.
Head ON the track, at least 40 mph, preferably in a remote area at night.
Research the schedules of freight trains, look up local maps of tracks.
Quick, guaranteed, and most companies offer all kinds of goodies for the conductors who go through your death.

You just have to listen to the train's horn. It doubles as a good final measure of your commitment.
Honestly, there is no better method.


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 No.309064[Reply]

Discuss your substance related coping mechanisms and how it pertains to your depression here.
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 No.309098

>>309070
Have you ever thought of referring to kombucha as "the booch"? I have. In fact last time I was at the store I asked the f/emale in the aisle whether they have any "booch" and she told me that they did not. Joke's on her!

 No.309101

Video games

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>>309098
boochi the rock

 No.309109

>>309089
Not a big deal if you eat a lot of food too, but then you get fat. I'm currently maintaining 10-12 a day by working out 5x a week and being a good long distance runner. I've only ever run into health problems from beer when I drank on an empty stomach.

 No.310084

>>309064
Let me do some math.

Most nights are 10 shots of Everclear and 10 shots of a liqueur. 1 shot to 1.5 ounce.
That's 15 + (15 x 0.25) Which is 15 + 3.75.
It all comes out to roughly 20 ounces of ethanol a night. I start mixing them stronger after I get loosened up.


I know it's all so miserable, but at least I can't feel it. Consequences, repercussions, the pain of a near-lethal dose.
It's just static at that point.

I won't say it feels good. But at least it doesn't hurt.
That's the most important part.
Not even the hangover. I learned how to get around those. I'm really good at avoiding pain. I wish that could be a marketable skill. I'd be just filthy rich if it was.

A wizard can dream. It's a shame that's about all we can do in this hellish place.


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 No.8907[Reply]

Post soothing or calming BGM tracks from visual novels. It may have tones of joy or melancholy.
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Z.A.T.O.

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From The NOexistenceN of you AND me

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 No.10988

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higurashi


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 No.309759[Reply]

i keep wondering if all fiction could be unhealthy for the brain. human life is so short, a day has so few hours. how can you take one or more of these hours and flee to a place that doesn't exist and disconnect from your own reality.

places that don't exist have begun to repell me. my own reality has so many projects i would like to attend to that i feel gridlocked by not knowing what to do first. desire for fiction might be nothing but pure idleness.

i assume i understand the impulse, though i could be mistaken. when i was a child and were forced to attend child prison (school), the idea of no longer being able to explore the world at my own pace and instead had to spend time with the violent conformist was completely depressing. have them judge my intelligence based on how hard i could force myself to care what they thought was important in their desperate attempt to turn me into a mindless soldier and stomp all my dreams and interests in the process.

i'd flee into video games and at least videogames are interactive. in a video game i can make decisions, in school i was but an inmate without agency. but in a movie about a super hero, there is no interaction, the poor fool who watches this is but the passive recipient of centralized propaganda. i don't see how someone would accept this premise and spend time on this.
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>>309984
i see this as just more communication in bad-faith happening in this thread. the necessary discomfort with this particular topic however can't drown out the loud absence of any valid ideas that would defend fiction as anything other then irresponsibility.

 No.309989

>>309970
>of the things you are guilty of,
this is literally just you projecting again.
go be a normalfag somewhere else, this board is not for normalfags.

 No.309990

>>309985
Wtf are you even talking about you make absolutely no sense.

 No.310060

thought of a tiny detail i'd like to add to the mountain of ideas that is accumulating against this unhealthy vice of fiction, which even though i gave it every opportunity to be defended starts to look like a puddle of tears to me.

a guy who meditates i believe will be infinite times more interesting then a guy who watches popular contemporary fiction. doesn't that mean it is better not to watch the popular slop? fiction seems to me like fast food. it is designed to seduce you but even though you pay for it with your most precious currency (time that is), it still puts you at a disadvantage and you would be better of eating real food. real food i believe to be living an actual human life in physical reality.

 No.310082

>>309982
Politics are the opposite of fiction, it's just that there are so many people who treat it as if it is fiction these days I can see why you might think otherwise.


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 No.309031[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

whenever you're depressed or sad, come here and draw something using Oekaki. you can draw whatever you want
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>>310042
your art suits well for an indie adlut cartoon

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>>310057
Thank you


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 No.309114[Reply]

>The more I seclude myself the more I long for human connection
>The more I interact with the 3D world the more I just want to be left alone
I literally cannot win in this life
I am always worried about doing the wrong thing, I am always lamenting all of my errors of the past
I hardly actually live
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>>309121
>tulpa
that can be dangerous, I have one and it makes me get into bad situations. Nothing crazy but it forces me to make comments about people who wrong me which can lead to concequences, I tried to control the personality of my tulpa but its been developing for over 10 years now and its totally out of my control. atleast we are both cordial with each other

 No.310030

>>309114
I feel like I'm being crushed from both sides. The mistakes of my past on the one and their consequences in my future on the other. Plus the fear of making more.

 No.310078

>>309114
>The more I seclude myself the more I long for human connection

for me it is the opposite. the more i long for seclusion and the more i try to get it, the more some try to connect with me even though i don't want. it is like i am a science experiment for a group of sadists who keep conspiring to ruin my being alone be pretending to be fellow humans.

 No.310079

i think the magic conjunction of opposites where you can have both is primarily being isolated but creating some kind of art work that can satisfy the desire for human connection

 No.310080

>>310079
The opposite works as well!
You can participate in society and not let it own you!


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 No.229335[Reply]

If due to finances and life circumstances you are 100% forced to cohabitate with normies, how do you deal with them? They constantly pick on you, belittle you and attempt to crush you.
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 No.229670

I was about to write that you don't need meditation in the other thread, that it's a moronic, misguided, idolistic practice. But it's the only tool for most people to realize you have no ego. (Even so, it doesn't seem to be an aim or the end goal of meditation of most. It seems like a mini cult)
Without an ego, you can offer them certain offers which potentially are not benefitial for you (like fucking them up physically). Then depending on situation it's either deescalated, or they chicken out, or it's escalated and they realize you can stand for yourself, or it's escalated and you end up dead / in prison.

A person without an ego doesn't fear defeat, death, or prison.
Obviously he still has his attachments.
So it's usually preferable to handle that in a smart way. But having an image of a complete nutcase can also yield good results.

When you have that shit sorted out, one might find oneself to be a side kind of person, one less included in common affairs. For me it's a nice bonus. I can do my shit while they do theirs.

 No.229671

>>229670
I'm thinking though, mixed gender workplaces might be difficult
idk, git gud in order to not share work with succubi?

 No.229672

>>229671
LLM's idea is to log the shit done by females and then snitch.
In essence it's also saying "git gud so the workplace is professional enough that it can resolve conflicts in a fair way" - was not the case in my early life.

 No.229679

>>229667
How about this: Fuck work, fuck employers, neetbucks, 200-500 a month from parents and 60k loaned money stashed away in offline ledgers and I will never repay a cent and it has grown to more than 130k since 2017.

And no I don't feel sorry for those credit companies

 No.229680

>>229667
That's a shit life and you basically eat unhealthy crap to survive, unless I guess you know where to scavenge for food. Even then it'll be discarded stuff. Mixed with the state trying to get rid of you through all kinds of nefarious means like drugs or outright violence, if you cant defend yourself physically you're fucked

You'll have a better chance going off grid away from cities, even then it'll be hard without money to buy clothes etc


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 No.65873[Reply]

Do any of you play Go/Weiqi/Baduk? It feels certainly like a game one with a lot of time can devoted themselves to. Other interesting games like shogi or chess? It's certainly somewhat difficult to self teach and a teacher would help but it is what it is.
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 No.69349

so wizzies did you try learning go?

 No.69350

>>69349
Few years ago. Watched a anime about it and got curious. Learned a bit more about the rules and basic strategy then played online a bit. Found it kind of boring and full games tedious so just stopped.

At this point I am pretty sure I forgot all the strategies I learned and most of the rules.
Also never played once in real life or even knew another person in real life who knew how to play it.
With chess it was mainly a way of bonding between my father and me, so it will always have that connection even though I have fallen out with the game. But with Go there is zero connection for me in my personal life. No strong memories.

 No.69351

>>69350
I see, I want to learn chess and go too

 No.70256

>>65914
I hated Chess so much
>>69349
I'm going to try purchasing a set if it's cheap

 No.71109

>>65873
You may enjoy fanorona OP.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fanorona


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 No.310062[Reply]

anyone here into studying carl jung by any chance? there is a lot i find fascinating about him but what impressed me the most is that he condensed his mental health strategy into a single word: integtation. implied in this is that each person has unconscious parts and by making those unconscious parts conscious, they no longer sabotage.

to me this is amazing and ballsey. i image most other mental health practitioners would not give you a one word answer to the question of how to have a healthy mind. i image they'd say that this is impossible to answer and that it depends and that an expert is needed.
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 No.310065

Just like wizards above, I never got the "integration" thing

 No.310066

Just like wizards above, I never got the "integration" thing

 No.310067

Yes I've gotten very into him in the past couple years. Active imagination has been the most useful psychological thing I've done.

>>310064
There is no general rule because it depends on individuals. Things like ethnicity, culture, familial background impacts the specifics. As an actual technique the most effective one is active imagination.

The essential thing is just having those situations where you can encounter the unconscious content so you can actually engage with it and come into proper relation with it. Historically this would have been through things like local folk practices and religious rituals, and cultural practices generally. Jung's idea is that the human psyche has things which express those ethnic/religious ideas (archetypes) and that because we are alienated from the traditional means there isn't actually a great vehicle for doing it. He attempts to provide a way for people to do it on their own stuff like:
>Oh well she's trying to find herself and integrate her shadow of course! If the said husband is hurt by this then well, he's got an unexplored and neglected anima!
Largely comes from people trying to simplify it or make it accessible, ultimately you are the only one who can ensure your relation to those complexes is harmonious. There are many ways it can go wrong, inflation because you identify with the unconcious or collective conciousness. Possession by the archetype and having your ego sort of shadowed over by it. Projecting it onto things around you (the most obvious thing for this is succubi liking abusive/domineering men because that's a vehicle for animus projection, and men liking attention whore succubi because they are a vehicle for anima projection)
The opposite is also the case, the butch dyke identifying with her animus, or the fag/tranny identifying with their anima.

The whole idea is these things are at work in us anyway and by getting a clearer relationship with it rather then it just harvesting your energy you can have a proper relationship with it and see how it effects you.

A very simple practical thing can kind of be seen through the popularization of jung through the psychological type stuff. Your inferior function in mbti (or just the opposite of your dominant function in more standard jungian stuff ie if you are the introverted thinkinPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.310076

>>310064

>I mean, conceptually it seems logical, but like all if this psychology shit, it falls apart in practice.

you could have taken responsibility and said "i don't know how" but instead you have chosen to make it a theater production and the more unconscious you are, the more you feel the urge to frame reality in terms that would imply that you can not be at fault for it. that immediately jumped at me. even on a somewhat anonymous website you don't feel comfortable being vulnerable. the voice in your head that said "wait no, lets write it in a way where it doesn't sound like i did something wrong!" i believe to be your unconscious.

>How do you "integrate" your subconscious, your shadow, become an "individual"? Jung never really made that super clear, it all vague wishy washy shit that can map unto anything.

-_- well it's a process that takes time, effort and present-mindedness. you keep learning about it, fiding out new details, wondering how it could make sense. you try to find out what the part that takes control of you is trying to tell you. you are asking for a pill, for a code that you just have to execute, you are asking for someone to do the thinking for you instead of walking as far and as fast as your own thoughts can carry you.

there is something inside you, heavily suppressed by education, normality, culture, fear and all kinds of other social mechanisms of violence and you are trying to find out what it tries to tell you. one way the the subconscious tries to communicate with you is through dreams so one part of it is to make a dream journal. i use a simple open source notepad app on the phone were i just have to write the end of the filename and hit a button and it is saved in a folder of my choice.

>Why is the succubus cheating on her husband? Oh well she's trying to find herself and integrate her shadow of course! If the said husband is hurt by this then well, he's got an unexplored and neglected anima!

anything can be made to sound stupid.

>Give me an explicit, unambiguous algorithm for "integration" that we can empirically test and even try out on ourselves and then we can talk. Until then it's just fairy dust bullshit.

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>>310067
>Yes I've gotten very into him in the past couple years. Active imagination has been the most useful psychological thing I've done.

i'm reading Memories, Dreams, Reflections and i am almost at the point where he talks about it for the first time, looking forward to it, the book has been amazing so far. i'm still at the part where he talks about how freud was worried about losing respect. freud the fraud.


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 No.70652[Reply]

A slightly unusual hobby for a wizardly man, but I've always had an attraction to it.

What I like about it is the extremely large variety of tricks that can be learned. It's like the Path of Exile skill tree in the sense you can pick a direction and learn that way. You can build up your foundations, or you can go the straight and narrow all the way to learning your favorite trick. The large variety of tricks also mean there are a ton of easier ones to learn, and learning these tricks provides such a strong feeling of accomplishment.

Cruising is very nice too, I intent to get a bigger old school board with soft(?) wheels for nice and easy transport.

The art on skateboards is also quite nice, there's something for everyone. Also you can buy blanks and draw on it yourself. I think the level of creativity in all aspects of this hobby is so amazing.

All things skating related welcomed, I'll try my best to answer with great care to everyone.

Thank you for participating
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>>71066
I find it funny and I would collect them if I had the money to spare. Hard to justify when you can get good boards in my country for 10~30USD

>>71076
Martial arts only seems to improve very specific movements which I guess requires a fight in the first place. Maybe higher level techniques will grant similar benefits to skating, but skating day 1 is improving your fundamental balance which is such a great skill. My mother needs it, she is short and overweight and leans forward when she walks like an anime character, this leads to her falling over once a month or so. She gets seriously injured and I freak the fuck out on her for it. She doesn't learn. Sorry tangent.

>>71076
Goodness I'm so sorry to hear about that. Is there a particular reason people are so awful there? General culture issue, bad area of the country? Some skateparks in my country and listed as no go zones on google reviews with comments stating that youth gangs will harrass you etc.. Hard to catch a break in this modern world.

Wonderful I wish you the best and a healthy life, perhaps I should be more healthy.

Oh god yea life seems to have always been shit one way or another and many tactics have remained the same.

 No.71083

>>71081
>She gets seriously injured and I freak the fuck out on her for it. She doesn't learn. Sorry tangent.

you can teach her by holding both her hands while she tries to balance on the skateboard and pushes and rides. you just walk along holding her hands that way when she falls, she can either catch herself or you can make her land so slowly that there is no injury. i did this with my father.

another thing that i did also works: i threaded a rope through his belt loops so that i can walk behind him holding the rope, that way he can use his arms for balance while i hold him close so when he falls i can decelerate his fall by just pulling the rope backwards.

>Goodness I'm so sorry to hear about that. Is there a particular reason people are so awful there?

when you can do something that is difficult and impressive in public, people have a wide range of needy nonconsensual behaviors that they feel a compulsion to exhibit. they want to meet, they want to stare, they want to ask questions, they want to get to know you, they want to impress you back, they want to have sex, even gay sex, they want to create monetized internet content, sometimes as hidden camera content from in the bushes, they want to follow you home because they want to know where you live, they want, they want, they want.

>that youth gangs will harrass you etc.. Hard to catch a break in this modern world.

i have not encountered many youth gangs here, where i live the young people are drowned in artificial problems and are carefully kept depressed by the compulsory education system. young people who aren't camera-assholes usually don't mess with me, they are too busy recovering from being traumatized.

>Wonderful I wish you the best and a healthy life, perhaps I should be more healthy.

i did it over the course of ~8 years, lots of experimentation with what to eat and what else to keep this body in peak condition. i would try to live a certain way and then go back to my previous lifestyle for the most part and forget how much better i felt. i was missing a good way to deal with information in this overwhelming state of infinite information, which i have recently found.

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 No.71087

>>71083
Oh my mother is basically disabled, she could never ride a skateboard. If she falls she will likely break bones due to her weight and 25+ years of being on a medication that weakens her bones (long story).

Ah I see. The typical jealous normie. When I was a kid/teen I got the same treatment, they would run in my way, throw balls at me to try and make me fall. It's all a gimic to provoke me which gives them an excuse to attack me 5v1 or even get their parents involved. Fucking savages. I haven't experienced much of that now but laregly due to local parks being a lot more of a ghost town compared to 15~25 years ago. I'm sure in the main cities it would be worse.

Have you noticed how much more important it is to eat healthy now we are older? I'm only 29 and I feel like shit most of the time. Had some very painful issues that scared me but a better diet fixed those. Pain in abdomen was killing me. Still need to cut out all the beer and junk food :p very dumb of me to consume so much of it.

It's like school, school never ends. a lot of wizards spent most of their energy avoiding all of the bullies whether their were students, teachers, parents, random locals. I'm quite sharp on judging people with bad intentions, it does help they make it so damn obvious

 No.71100

>>71081
> I would collect them
How many of them do you have?

 No.71108

>>71087
Oh my mother is basically disabled, she could never ride a skateboard. If she falls she will likely break bones due to her weight and 25+ years of being on a medication that weakens her bones (long story).

my father bought one piece of exercise equipment used, an elyptical machine. he uses is every morning for 5-10 minutes until he sweats and it has ben a difference of night and day for him. the human body needs exercise regardless of age, find a way go get your mother to exercise if you want her to be around for a few more years, it's up to you!

>Have you noticed how much more important it is to eat healthy now we are older? I'm only 29 and I feel like shit most of the time. Had some very painful issues that scared me but a better diet fixed those. Pain in abdomen was killing me. Still need to cut out all the beer and junk food :p very dumb of me to consume so much of it.

yes! i was exactly your age when i finally realized. i wish i knew sooner. this was 10 years ago. when i was 29 i would gently dial down all the unhealthy stuff. and eat sandwiches that i put a boatload of cucumber, bellpepper and every other vegetable i could stand on. then when i hit 30 i switched to mostly eating fruit. you can tell by comparing me to the people my age who eat junk, i am a different species because of this.

>It's like school, school never ends. a lot of wizards spent most of their energy avoiding all of the bullies whether their were students, teachers, parents, random locals. I'm quite sharp on judging people with bad intentions, it does help they make it so damn obvious

you are well on your way to finding out how to survive as a prey animal. i just got better at anticipating where they are at what time, being ready to avoid them before they even made their first chess move. for example i can go anywhere around 9:00, at 16:00 i wouldn't go to the supermarket, supermarket is best at 7:30.


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 No.308694[Reply]

Do you think suicide hotlines are helpful? I have been calling them almost everyday without anything improving.
Is there a better alternative?
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>>308735
whatever the reason is these hotlines exist, they basically 'do nothing' except call the cops on some callers

 No.309252

My country basically has shut them down. Mental health awareness fatigue has set in. Its an addictive habit ringing them up anyway.

 No.310073

I've never considered it - maybe I've never been low enough even though I walk around thinking "I should kill myself. I should kill myself." on repeat. My life is still largely tolerable despite being completely empty and greyscale and meaningless so I've never actually made any plans.

There's absolutely nothing appealing to me about calling up some stranger who's only obligated to help because that's their contextualized role. The main reason I want to kill myself is precisely because of how instanced and contextualized and transient everything feels. It's all just vapid transactional junk. I feel like a dotted line silhouette of a human with a transparent fill. Like a GTA pedestrian death marker.

 No.310074

>>310073
I like how you write, you have a way with words.

 No.310075

>>310073
The nature of reality is basically a shattered puzzle whose completition means nothing but you are still forced to take up a piece of it


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 No.219448[Reply]

After hitting 30 this feeling has been eating me and I don't know how to resolve it. I started watching different youtube channels and it made me realize how much time I wasted staring at a screen when I could be experiencing the world and creating things. The 21st century offers so many possibilities and yet all I did was sit at home play video games and read inane garbage online. Now I always had depression, anxiety, social autism, adhd, average iq etc. that lead to me being an underachiever but nowadays it feels like I was just the right self-help book and meds/supplement combination and some effort away from solving all these issues.

I could start now but after hitting 30 I feel this sense of hopelessness after experiencing aging. I felt like shit in my 20s but now I realize I actually felt good. Now I tire easily and years of sitting made my body feel rusty. I feel like the youth shield is gone and I can't take the future for granted anymore and expect it to make it even to 40. Every time I experience a new pain or sensation I imagine it to be the start of something serious.

How do you deal with this? It feels like modern technology amplifies winners so if you are a loser it feels extra bad because there is such a big contrast between living with your parents and riding the bus and eating mac and cheese and living in a multi-million dollar mansion with a beautiful view and driving a ferrari and eating at 3 star restauraunts.
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 No.229472

>>219615
You have no idea how life actually works. You are fully invested in the social hierarchy meme and will probably waste your entire life worrying about this. Have fun.

 No.229474

>>229472
How does it work then?

 No.229479

>>219656
Based
>>219657
>>219662
Niggers

 No.229677

>>228984
I have a similar issue to OP, but still have a little less than a decade until I become a full fledged wizard.
Everyday is a battle of a swinging pendulum: brain fog and emptiness, or desperation and overwhelming ambition. Right now I am in the ambitious phase and want to lockdown a 'big boy' job before I turn 30, though it is demoralizing that the people who are my age and used to talk to me are now finishing university and getting internships or even getting engaged - it makes me feel like a confused old man in the body of a young one.

I've accepted that I might actually have adhd that fills my head with noise that makes me forget what I was just thinking about or doing, but there has to be something else that has absolutely fucked me over and led me to the bad route.

How do I push myself one last time to secure a decent job or my own place before I am done.

 No.229678

You dont


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 No.63254[Reply]

Any of you guys wargame? I've tried getting into old school ASL recently and am finding the pure infantry combat of early starter kits pretty underwhelming without the artillery and armor expansions
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 No.71086

>>71085
I think the physical war games depends on the certain rulesets and how seriously people take them. From what I've heard there's often a couple books and a judge involved in serious matches. Seems very confusing. I just like to collect and paint - though struggle to find motivation. I will encounter one hiccup building a model and mess it up slightly, which kills my enthusiasm to build more. Especially for the more expensive stuff. If one regular 10 piece soldier gives me grief, how will I build those 100~200 piece flagship models? It's very overwhelming

 No.71091

>>71086
>I will encounter one hiccup building a model and mess it up slightly, which kills my enthusiasm to build more.

when you mess something up, you can correct it through lore. when you paint one eye too low, that's an unfortunate accident in the cybernetic surgery for the occular augmentation one particular soldier had the misfortune of suffering from.

 No.71094

>>71091
Oh certainly but for some models I do want them built correctly. I have one warhammer unit with his should and top of the arm not connecting by like a 1/4 inch, it looks totally off but I intend to make it a gory mess of battle damage

 No.71103

>>71094
you could get one of these manual 3d printing pens like the youtuber '3D Sanago'. with that you could fill in missing material and do-over mistakes by adding a blob of plastic on them and then with a set of tiny files give it the right shape.

 No.71107

>>71103
Its even smaller stuff too, the book ttells me to make 85% of the model and I do, then it asks me to place a tiny piece in an awkward spot. Idk wtf thte retards are thinking when designing the instructions. too me 30 minsutes and a messy result to glue one dumb piece on


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 No.324948[Reply]

ACCESSING WIZCHAN MAY NO LONGER BE LEGAL IN YOUR LOCAL DEMOCRACY

Previous thread: https://archive.is/d7kga
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>>325217
>Goyim are not people, the jews are right about us
>us
Not today, Schlomogaff The Foreskinless

 No.325268

In my country there is a constant propaganda to have children despite being literal millions and not being able to take care of ourselves, I really hate succubi that have children they seem utterly retarded to me, I wish there was a wizard nation without the necessity of worshipping any stupid god

 No.325472

I started playing one videogame for Android. The developer is from Israel and it relies on ads. I asked Gemini how moral is it for me to play it. Gemini said it's only a text model and can't help me. It can give responses about morality of other things.

 No.325473

>>325472
This wizproves what everywiz was wizthinking

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>>325472
It is wild how quickly the internet has become locked down (even more so) when the narrative of the kikes was being threatened.

I still remember when people thought giving your real name for an email was too much.


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 No.68295[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Book discussion. Tell us what you're reading.
Previous threads:
>>64932
>>60032
>>54504
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 No.71073

>>71056
I remember reading this book together with the Hagakure when I was a teenager and going through that classic samurai phase. I guess I was hoping for some life advice, but instead I got a pretty straightforward manual on swordsmanship. There's some good (but basic) advice on things like footwork, etc. more than there is advice on life in that book.
And don't even get me started on the Hagakure. I was hoping it was going to be the Japanese equivalent of Meditations by Marcus Aurelius (although I cam to dislike that book too) and instead I got a bunch of nonsense about the extremely contrived social etiquette of 17th century Japan written by a bureaucrat LARPing as a samurai.

 No.71088

>>71073
Be careful what you read

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How the fuck do I read this? Should I use a companion reader, or should I she'll out the duckets for an eng lit degree?

 No.71105

>>71102
Imbue your soul with Sectarian Paddy rage and it will become clear

Also knowing stuff about the Odyssey helps

 No.71106

>>71102
it was quite a ride. i read it last year not knowing what to expect at all. i checked notes and resources online about half way through and had to re read entire chapters over and over again
being esl didnt help lol


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 No.309621[Reply]

Does anyone else hate his own body? I hate mine so much, I feel uncomfortable in my own body the whole time, it doesn't matter what I'm doing, I feel dirty, sick, detqched from my body. I want to get out of my body.
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 No.310027

>>310026
>19th
18th*

 No.310050

>>310019
>good comfortable clothings/a style I feel sort of reflects who I am

I always struggled with this. I felt like adopting any sort of style would make me feel like a poser because I don't belong to any social group and am an outsider. I don't want to join or be identified with any particular group.

 No.310052

>>309623
Not for you? So what sort of body would be for you then?

 No.310053

>>310050
>I don't want to join or be identified with any particular group.
Well, don't take it like that, just wear anything that makes you feel comfortable. Now about groups of people, you don't necessarily need to go around there looking for one and joining the one where you feel comfortable.

 No.310070

>>309987
it's just hearing voices
people seem to have a hard time comprehending this condition exists
it's something like amnesia or insomnia, will completely destroy your life


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 No.61348[Reply]

Any horror games recommendations for playing while i rot on the morning before going to wageslave in my shitty job
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 No.63148

>>63143
corpse party has been such a iconic japanese horror game that it is still known to this day (game was created in 1996!!)

 No.63158

I know PS1 aesthetics games like "Night of consumers"


>>61348
>>61349
yeah, FEAR was quite a game

 No.63160

>>63143
Oddly enough the OG title from 1996 is still the series' peak in my eyes, the atmosphere was excellent.

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welcome to the game 2

 No.63656

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forbidden siren…this game is too scary for me


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 No.41994[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Every other board has their own /general/ and it might be better to post about little known hobbies here, rather than have a new thread that gets 2 replies.

How about horseback riding?
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 No.71104

>>71098
>>71101
good luck


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