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 No.229335[Reply]

If due to finances and life circumstances you are 100% forced to cohabitate with normies, how do you deal with them? They constantly pick on you, belittle you and attempt to crush you.
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 No.229396

>>229335
In these circumstances, you play with the Big Black Caster balls

 No.229399

>They constantly pick on you, belittle you and attempt to crush you.
You need to use your autism bracrabls to learn how to hack the system.
Hide your power level. They don't pick on us only, they pick on anyone who looks weak in the moment or is going against the current, even Chads and Stacys gets bullied from time to time.

First step is to try learn how to appear normal.
Dress not like a total dweeb with unfit old clothes (yes, that one with a cartoon character or things you love, don't use them outside), take a bath, shave and trim to not look like a hobo, get a ok haircut from time to time (max each 4 months), get to know to small talk normally (just enough, no need to be a chit-chatter).
Then learn how to get out of situations and stand for yourself. If you literally say you are not comfortable with something (talking about a subject, personal fact, being in a stressful situation) or that you need to leave people will accept, some will even respect because you are direct.
And try to be polite. As much as you can. Being rude is bad enough but being a rude retard neural divergent or whatever they call is even worse.

It's not expensive nor impossible to look normal and it's free to act normal. It's just a lot of study and hardwork for whom this isn't instinct.
It takes time, I took almost a decade to find out why I was ignored and made fun of, but I went from total schizo silent retard to just a polite guy that doesn't talk much.
In the end you see that normies are just better at hiding their weirdness.

 No.229658

>>229335
just get an overnight job. most people who work overnight want to be away from people and society in general and aren't very talkative

 No.229666

>>229399
You're so on the money with that last part, it's not about big differences, it's about how they present themselves in front of others, and contrary to popular belief you can get a log if respect for being different as long as your not different in an antisocial way.

 No.229667

You need to find a loophole to escape the system altogether. Basically the bums have it figured out. Reject society, just chill.



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 No.308999[Reply]

Are there people here who don't have a job or don't get NEETbux and have to live with parents who are abusive and stupid as fuck but you just can't beat the crap out of them because you're dependent upon them?
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 No.309271

I have neetbux but am struggling to find a room to rent in socal. Never moved out

 No.309273

>>309271
Why not just live on public land? If you have bux you can buy a car and solar panels and tents and stuff. I would need about 1k per month to sustain that lifestyle, but only because I spend $400 a month on weed. Most of the costs are start up costs.

 No.309344

It is not O.K. that I have to live here with him. He is not too gay or demanding but he is dumb and takes his sons wizardry never and his food is barebones and we both almost starve. Sometimes we steal beef t-flank steak but I am hungry a lot. Beer recently got phased out as a basic at 30 3/4years. I make him mad and ornery and he makes me sick and hungry. I recently took a motorcycle from him and he is gay about how it gets used lol. I am broke always him almost never. Trying to get beer has done me in today yet he sits up there drunk and asleep like a weightwatchers yogi. How frazzling and inane can it get? Bear

 No.309454

>>309000
it's a week before pension payment and the ma only has enough for the credit payment on her account that goes at the end of the month. she figured out that if you don't have enough, they just take it as soon as she has money on her account with seemingly no fees as punishment, so she went and withdrew some of the money today to buy snacks and fruit (instead of just eating the food with have in two fridges and freezer). she also talked to the lady at the bank about another loan, a refinancing one where she pays off everything she owes and then just has a smaller flat rate… oh and she's renovating the windows and buying new carpets.

i spent like an hour arguing with her but there's no point. some people are just really terrible with money and don't have a frugal bone in their body. why can't she just live within her means? of course, the more in debt we are, the more she pressures me to go work. we were pretty much poor my entire childhood because of my dad's retarded decisions, now we're poor because of hers.

 No.310029

>>309454
Probably not possible for you with severe social anxiety and if she will make good on threats…but I figured out too late I should have just started bossing my mom around.
Idk maybe look into some psychology material on how to manipulate and assert dominance.



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 No.309621[Reply]

Does anyone else hate his own body? I hate mine so much, I feel uncomfortable in my own body the whole time, it doesn't matter what I'm doing, I feel dirty, sick, detqched from my body. I want to get out of my body.
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 No.310014

>>309987
Wasn't this a metal problem or something? My whole live I was taught that.
Whatever, why anyone would do that to any guy?

 No.310019

>>309621
I wrote this at one point to capture the feeling but more aimed at other people but myself included:
when i look at people it feels like their flesh is limply hanging off of bones, ill fitting clothing is draped over and and the whole collection is a sick heap of bones and fat and flesh dressed up with scraps of fabric
looking at people makes me sick, it's like a boil about to burst, a mess of flesh and pus. these degraded people with degraded souls are already dead and decaying. the only growth in them is the growth a bacteria feeding on their decaying flesh, growing and writhing and gestating in it's disease. one day it will burst and their disgusting insides will flood out and seep into the ground and mix together and they'll be dead but their sickness and disease will have spread to everyone around them.

>>309635
I have also done this and it has helped quite a bit. Jung considers the persona, the external face, a necessary part of how we relate with the collective. It's necessary to have a mask if you want to relate to the collective, it's not actually possible or healthy to do it "as an individual". A big part of people's social disconnection I do think is the sort of lack of developing a persona and just distinguishing your self from the persona and recognizing it is just a mask you wear to make it easier to function socially.
If you think of the collective as a sort of collection of concepts/aesthetics/identities the persona is sort of a mediating layer. Your ego and your self interacts people through those collective concepts however to make who you are intelligible you need to sort of take what you can from the collective and incarnate it in that sort of persona representation of yourself. This is what provides the ability to comfortably socialize because you are doing it merely within the realm of the collective and it essentially has very little to do with you. The issue some people have is they abandon their self/ego and give over entirely to the collective and try to identify with their persona which is another error just in the other direction. The persona is not you, but it is the vehicle which you use to relate with the collective.
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>>309621
Also in general with existential disconnection from your body this is something authors have written about. If you can get any slightly physical skill (playing an instrument, singing, gardening, anything atheltic/lifting) it gets you much more in tune with your body. I got into playing guitar and found it helped quite a bit.

 No.310026

>>310019
Reading that brought to my mind a short reading of "society of transparency by byung chul han" in a part of his work he says that society in the 19th used to be a theatre where everybody was interpreting a character not allowig others to see one just as one is. But in modernity that is gone and everybody is looking to show off themselves like they really are.
Obviously he said that first is sane while the second isn't

 No.310027

>>310026
>19th
18th*



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 No.227891[Reply]

Why don't you have a tulpa, anon?
You can cheat yourself out of loneliness by fostering a loving relationship with an imaginary friend.

Benefits of a tulpa,
>You can choose any shape or form for her.
>You will never feel alone.
>She will always show unconditional love.
>She will always follow you around.
>You can have sex without losing your virginity powers or contracting STDs.
>Costs absolutely nothing.
>Basically the 'ultimate' form of a waifu.
The only negative is the social stigma, which you can easily avoid by not revealing your powerlevel.

It was the best decision of my life. It feels so good to have someone take care of you, compliment you and physically comfort you.
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 No.229588

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what food does your tulpa eat?

 No.229589

>>229587
well, you will never be able to see your tulpa, but maybe you can still interact with her? it would probably be like messages coming from the void.

idk, i wouldn't bother in that case. the best part of tulpamaxxing is being able to see, touch, smell, feel your tulpa. we're working with all senses, but you're just limited to one or maybe zero and it's just an "abstract sense" of something. just stick with waifus and AI chatbots, sorry.

 No.229653

>>227891
I have read some guides but all of them are shit and read like they have been written by redditors.

How to get started if the goal is to make a romantic/waifu tulpa?
Whats the actual things I have to repeat to get there?

 No.229660

>>229653
Guides are fake and gay, everything about tulpas is intuitive and self-evident.

Presence
>Imagine her doing something next to you (rubbing her hands, shuffling around on her feet, etc.)
Visual
>Impose an image of her in flesh space using your mind's eye.
Autonomy
>Turn off your brain and observe and accept whatever she does next. She'll act erratically at first, but the longer you do this, the more her behavior normalizes and becomes more consistent.
Tactile
>Imagine her hand touching a spot on your body and hold onto that feeling for as long as you can. When you lose focus, move her touch to an adjacent spot.

If you do any of this at least one hour per day, you'll quickly see results.

Hallucinations (persistent, voluntary ones, at least) are mostly LARP, though.

 No.229665

>>229660
I honestly have trouble with getting started to make her more than a waifu, when i tried to imagine her in my room I always retroactively kind of "wing back time" and imagine more detail than initially, this makes the whole thing feels stuttery if that makes sense. Also I have to imagine everything for now, tho I only started like 2 days ago.



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 No.325225[Reply]

>>/dep/309323
>>>/dep/309323
i originally wrote this as a reply to the (image attached) but it ended up being way too long. im also wasn't writing it specifically in response to that anon.it was meant as a broader response to materialist-nihilist arguments in general. since it's not really suitable for /dep/ i figured itd be better to open a separate thread and argue it here.

the fact that something has no "meaning" when you don't even know what "meaning" actually is, and can't even consider that the very idea that something has to be meaningful could itself just be an evolutionary behavioral pattern translated into thought (not wanting to waste energy on pointless effort, the evolutionary energy conservation mechanism) completely flies over your head. you don't even stop to consider whether your very search for "meaning" is itself meaningful.

the reality of the fact that you're existing and experiencing something right now isn't erased just because it's "meaningless" the reality of your current experience has absolutely nothing to do with the fact that it'll eventually end or it's "meaningless".

you latch onto nihilist bullshit and with zero logic, go "we came from nothing and when we die we'll become nothing again" (we are material bodies) yet you don't even have the cognitive capacity to question the "we came from nothing" part.

you know you exist right now. you're here. you exist. if you believe that after death you'll become "nothing" again, while completely ignoring the fact that you're a being that supposedly came from "non-existence" and you can accept nothingness as the foundation of everything while failing to realize that you're literally a being capable of conceiving, contemplating and interpreting the very idea of nothingness, then you've already failed the most basic test of logic.
the first thing you should be questioning is the fact that you "exist" right now.

in other words, your materialist nihilism contradicts itself by its very own existence. being a being that claims everything is "nothing" throws materialism / nihilism straight into the trash.
because, under your own framework, everything must ultimately reduce to processes occurring in the brain.

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 No.325430

>>325235
Orch-OR.
brain probably collects / receives consciousness from upper dimension(it's literally impossible to access to other dimensions if it exist, so talking about "scientific" findings about it is stupid) like a radio receiver. so consciousness does not come from material universe but our brain's condition can affect our perception of consciousness because it acts like a receiver.

 No.325431

>>325430
What makes you believe in dualism and not idealism?

 No.325434

>>325431
consciousness and existence itself. if something exists, it exists. absolute singularity is only possible in nothingness. since there is no nothingness, existence already carries distinction within it. consciousness is the directly known face of that distinction.

 No.325435

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infinite composition is impossible, no matter how far down you go, at the end there must be a structure that cannot be broken apart, cannot be divided, that is one within itself.
you can call it a monolith, the absolute, the fabric of the unlverse, or the most fundamental law. the name changes but the necessity does not.
evverything that is composite rests on something more basic than itself. this chain cannot go on forever. in the end there must be monolith/foundation/structure/rule.

we keep searching for this monolith outside, further down. we go beneath the atom, we look into quantum fields, we chase more fvndamental particles, more fundamental structures. as if that monolith were hidden somewhere in a depth we have not yet reached. yet the only real oneness we have ever directly and immediately touched is the nonduality of experience, consciousness.

consciousness can appear fragmented, it can feel scattered, it can even seem divided in certain states. but there is still a oneness that lives that fragmentation, that scatteredness. without that oneness, there would be no such thing as a "part". so the apparent division does not cancel the underlying oneness. on the contrary, it presupposes it.

the point that goes unnoticed is this. we are not separate beings who have stepped outside the monolith and are examining it from a distance.
we are inside the monolith. we are the monolith itself. consciousness is the monolith, and we are that consciousness.while we chase the indivisible structure out there, we fail to see that we are already inside it, that we are identical with it.
trying to break the physical world down into more fundamental parts is a pursuit of oneness/foundation. but oneness is not something that will be found at the end of the process of division. unity / foundation / oneness is what must already be there for any kind of division to be possible in the first place. and the place where we know that unity most directly is our own experience.

the indivisible structure we keep searching for out there is already present in the very nature of our own experience. we just don’t realize it.

even if we were completely separate, individual consciousnesses with no connection to any higher single consciousness, that would change nothing.
each one of them would still be a monolith in itself.

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 No.325526

This reminds me of Universal line by John paolucci



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 No.324954[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What new nations will materialize, which ones will re-materialize?
What countries will unite, which ones will disintegrate?
Will the EU fully federalize?
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>>325499
Lack of cohesion's a nuisance

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[Last 50 Posts]

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 No.308391[Reply]

we must accept it. we are losers and society mocks us no matter what we do. we're not cool. we think we're cool because we are in a website where only virgin males are in and we circle jerk together. That's why we think we're superior to normalfags while in fact we're seen has failed people. you may feel as much superior as you like on wizchan but once out of the internet, you'll be mocked for being 30+ virgin male behind your back.
It sucks; being mocked and being. alower human being. even non-white are more successful than you and being racist doesn't change that. I think racism is a kind of cope people are because they're frustrated.
You can be as much succesful as you can be (rich, good job, house, beautiful car,etc…) like every other normalfags but at the end of the day when they'll ask you if you have a wife or a gf, and after you said never, they'll think something's wrong with you or you're gay.
Some wizards donnt give a fuck because they feel above all of that but those are, according too me, a übermensch bit it is a very rare case. so don't think you're one to please you're ego. I think the wizard übermensch has everything a normalfag has in life but is morally superior to them. those who uses this power to trashtalk others isn't a übermensch according to me because he does the same shit normalfags do to others to feel better. There's a lot of wizards who mock normalfags to feel better but at the end of the day it makes them look like as bad as normalfags. the übermensch is a rare case and I am 100% sure there's no übermensch wizard on here (or maybe 0,1%).
Anyway, I'm not making a thread about the wizardmensch because it would fit most on /wiz/ than /dep/. I'm making this thread on /dep/ because I'm sad and depressed being a failure. even failednormalfags mock us.
We're ugly and dumb. feel free to delete the thread mods, I don't care I'm sad. I don't want to push my narratives unto others. I know many wouldn't agree because they live a good life and don't care about what other people think or say about him, but I know most of the wizards suffer and that's why there's a /dep/ board…if it wasn't the case, tbis board wouldn't exist. wizards are sad. in fact I don't know why they're sad because they just have to live life luke anybody else; it's just they don't have a wife and kids but live life like everyone else on this earth. so why wizards aren't happy? Most if the time is life struggle like money or shitty job.Post too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.308553

>>308536
yes, I'm jealous as my country has just stopped long term unemployment benefits, it is very limited now, it's finding a job or ending up homeless now
Imagine living in some Scandinavian country just collecting and being able to take walks in nature and stuff

 No.310018

>>308391
I agree and disagree, like >>308393 said this stuff is nuanced. Wizchan is the only place, including IRL and the internet, where I feel like I'm home and surrounded by my peers. Yes, we are failed edges of society, but the way that we handle that fate and reason about life and it all is done with care and with self-worth. It's not meaningless, it's meaningful. For what it's worth, I stand proud for wizchan, I think we are cool and I think we are the new punk. There's a thousand places for male virgins, but only a single place like wizchan.

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>>308391
I've never been mocked after leaving school. The older you get the more the world will ignore you because the less people you interact with aside from places where politeness and being cordial is soft-enforced.
Adults have things going on in their lives too, the older, the more things the less time and energy to bother even giving you a second glance.

I'm 31 now and it's not the interactions you get that hurt, but the lack of contacts, safety nets, opportunities or the lack of help in general.
There is much to be depressed about, but high school level nonsense like this isn't one of them in my eyes.

Again what you describe is exactly the "failed normie" stereotype. Crabs that lash out against each other and whoever else to feel better.
Wizards are like pic related for the most part. The older you get, the closer to this you should be.
I'm untouchable to normies and crabs alike, because I'm not insecure or bothered by what I am or the lack of succubi around my wand.
Meanwhile a crab is hurt because deep down they are miserable that they can't get any.

Why would you be bothered when people try to insult you with what amounts to accurate descriptions of your life? Nobody will call you gay IRL unless it's a slight jab, why are you offended, are you a closet homo?
Why are you sad if people say you can't get any succubi? Do you want any?
I don't get it.

Leave high school, leave college, your problems as described solve themselves.
Focus on health and money, as you accurately observed, those will hurt you in the long run.
You can afford being called a faggot by 9999 random NPCs, but unless you have a safety net you are probably 2 bad days away from homelessness.

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>>310022
yeah…you're maybe right. I'm over thinking things

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Born with a curse, a cosmic joke played on us



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 No.62291[Reply]

The older I get, the narrower my taste in games becomes. It isn't for lack of trying, either. I constantly download new shit, but nothing ever sticks. I've come to the conclusion that there is an incredibly small handful of games actually worth playing and almost all of them are made by Nintendo, Blizzard, id Software or Capcom. If I had to name a few in no particular order:
>Diablo 2
>StarCraft
>WarCraft 3
>Ocarina of Time
>Resident Evil 4
>DOOM
>Quake 3
All of these games are 10/10 solid gold classics with endless gameplay and lively communities. Playing anything else just feels like buying store brand, what are your eternally playable games?
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MahjongSoul! The grind doesn't stop until i'm the best player in the world

 No.63652

>>63647
I'm still stcuk at Adept because I can't get out of the push monkey mentality, when I smell a good hand I completely stop thinking about defense

 No.63653

>>63652
>I'm still stcuk at Adept because I can't get out of the push monkey mentality
Many such cases
I'm saint 1 and aiming for celestial

 No.63654

>>63653
>I'm saint 1 and aiming for celestial
Yonma or sanma?

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>>63654
Yonma, i'm master 2 in sanma



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 No.309794[Reply]

Another Evil under the Sun Edition. You of many.

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 No.310008

Everyone at work is turning against me. What have I done? I am so weak. I want to cry. I wish I had the courage to blow my brains out.

 No.310009

>>310008
>I am so weak. I want to cry. I wish I had the courage to blow my brains out.
This is why. Male weakness is picked up on by the instincts of other humans and even by some animals. You are being filtered out of the community struggle because you are determined to be a liability. You can get lucky if your coworkers are females with children who will endear your weakness, but that's quite shameful.

 No.310012

>>310009
>You are being filtered out of the community struggle because you are determined to be a liability.
I should have locked myself in a university.

Life is so shit and humans are scum.

 No.310013

>>310012
>
Life is so shit and humans are scum
You can always kill yourself and free the world of some shit

 No.310023

>>310013
OK normie knight



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 No.306265[Reply]

I feel like a lot of people, especially older normies overestimate the abilities of the average guy and the problems that are out there to be solved in real life.

There is this old guy I listened to for the past decade now called Eli the Computer Guy and he often repeats this mantra that a tech professional should go out there pick themselves up by their bootstraps and solve problems for money.
Solve real world problems for money. Provide solutions using your skills. Over and over again while teaching people about making toy cars with a microcomputer or whatever.

Issue is there aren't any problems the average guy is capable of solving that people are able to pay enough for to make it worthwhile.
Maybe I'm low IQ and not creative enough, but that is the point I guess.
The average guy that got a CS or engineering degree and is now doing menial tasks at a big corporation isn't going to create groundbreaking solutions because everything worth doing, all the low hanging fruit and obvious problem/solution pairs have been done to death, patented to death or worse.

Big tech is so big that they offer a solution so refined, so solid, so cheap that no mom-and-pop shop will ever give you the time of day if those even exist.
The average normie is quite content with a phone which is basically a toy-ified computer gadget.
They don't need more.
Most even run their own little business from it using a handful of cheap/free big tech tools that if you were to offer a homebrew solution for it would cost an arm and leg to maintain without economies of scale.

What does a network tech that wants to "solve problems" do aside from running cable? You could lease a 10G fiber line from a big ISP and sublet it by wiring up a small village I guess?
Then the government gives a huge fucking grant to big ISP and they just wire up every small village themselves leaving you with nothing.
If you are lucky you can become a subcontractor doing menial tasks for the big ISP in a set region.

What does the average coder do now? Especially with the future of them limiting hardware/software access? Every app is made that a normie needs. Kinda like with websites.
Every normie uses less than a dozen of them, mostly through apps…
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 No.308448

>>306744
>>306273
>>306265
Eh. Really? You wanted to pursue a career in computers and electronics, but got into trouble? So did I. Tried to enroll into an uni, dropped out due to being unable to grasp the basics. Tried again. And then again. Ugh. My mom would shut me up had I tried to bring up the topic of changing careers.


Funniest thing is, I can afford my bread and butter though. But it has nothing to do with programming qua programming…

 No.308455

>>308445
>computer engineering
I'm actually pursuing the same degree. It's nice to know that someone else has the same ideals & interests.
>after trying to make it for five years
That's a long time for a Bachelor's degree. Did you at least receive a degree, even in another field?
>It was those IT gigs that really killed my spirit for the field.
Explain.
>where I live most apprentices start after school at 16-17 yo, I am a decade older than that.
Even for someone who has just left college after 5 years, that's still old. Did you take a gap year(s)?

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>>308455
>That's a long time for a Bachelor's degree. Did you at least receive a degree, even in another field?
Yes it's a long time. I started uni late because I switched schools in my final year and then had to wait for the new term to start and then redo the last couple of school years to get my diploma (that's just how it works here when you switch schools). So by the time I started uni I was almost 21 already. I did not finish my college degree, no. I basically just kept myself going through sunk-cost fallacy thinking and trying to gaslight myself into believing in that 100% remote job at the end of the tunnel.
>Explain.
Every IT gig I worked (by that I mean jobs in actual IT companies, not IT departments in normal companies, since those tend to be more tech support, office expert and what not) was some kind of demoralizing. I witnessed job cuts, outsourcing and offshoring. I saw people not working on cool technical problems but instead spend their days in Teams meetings, frustrated and exhausted like a boxer on the ropes. Most of the work is project management, clarifying and re-clarifying and changing requirements according to what the customer wants. Everyone was constantly frustrated and tired. Best case they had a kind of fatalistic humor about the whole thing and worst thing they just kept dredging along because they had families that relied on them for income. That was the future I was looking forward to if I stayed in that field I knew, but I also had already invested years into the degree so I was paralyzed and unable to just quit, making it worse semester by semester.

 No.308460

The average guy who has been successful has almost 99.99% of the time been helped by family or friends in someway. You have to make money to earn money. You typically cant just throw yourself out there and expect to succeed.

It's what you do with your resources and how you use them that make you survive.

 No.310021

>>308460
>family
The family pill is absolute.
Genetics, family, environment. Nothing else matters.



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 No.48726[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Recently I've been getting into photography. I've found that after doing so, I perceive moments in different ways. Things simultaneously seem more transient, yet more permanent. It's a sensation that's difficult to describe, except to say that I am more 'aware' of the moments around me. For obvious reasons I have avoided urban areas, but in terms of landscapes and natural shots, it is quite peaceful.

Any photography hobbyists here?
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 No.71092

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Here is a photo I have graphed. You can observe a neko-sama if you look hard enough.

>>71090
>has a shutter count in the 8k range.
That's a lightly used camera indeed, but it makes me giggle seeing shuttercount used in camera dealing discourse these days. Shuttercount was used as a metric for determining a camera and lens's remaining lifespan because in the days of film and the early years of DSLRs, every exposure depended on a series of intricate mechanical movements to achieve the dialed settings. For lenses with an f-stop defined by the camera's software, each shot would fire a stepper to mechanically open or close the aperture to the desired setting at lightning speed. A grading point of lenses would be how many times this could be done before the aperture blades and mechanism begun to fault (Typically in the tens of thousands). For film and DSLR bodies, each shot would result in the mirror lifting at similarly high speeds, again another precise mechanism that would wear down over time with lifespans varying by camera make.

For Micro Four Thirds and Canon EF lenses, the aperture is set by the camera and then the lens maintains that setting until a new one is set by the shooter. Even if the lens is detached, the last used aperture setting is held in place. So shots taken in succession with the same f-stop wouldn't impose any additional wear in these components. Adversely, for Nikon F lenses, the aperture is held at its minimum by a spring at all times, and every exposure quickly opens it up to where the camera says it needs to go. A caveat of this is Nikon F lenses being notoriously bad for reverse-lens macro photography as it requires an addon or tricky finger work to open the aperture manually.

Mirrorless cameras that lack the mirror mechanism, and use a mount that maintains the aperture, are justly abstained from the wear imposed of many exposures. One photograph on a mirrorless camera has the exact same mechanical consequences as one single frame of video, so a shuttercount of 8,000 is no different than a measly 150 second video recorded at 60fps.

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>>71090
Another update. Took a few pictures. Still have no idea what I am doing though. I took most of them at 300mm just to test it out. The images are a bit soft and out of focus. Not sure if this is an issue with the lens, the exposure settings, or the actual focus itself. I just used autofocus for everything. I also realized the default resolution on my images is kind of high as fuck. I will try uploading my best picture I took this morning and see if wizchan can even take it. I may try and downsize a couple others and post them but I forgot how annoying that shit is to do and I need to look up what tool to use first.

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>>71093
I resized and compressed a few more pics. Luckily there is a built in option in the windows picture viewer that does it.

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>>71095
The one on top of the feeder was taken at a bit closer distance and with a shorter focal length I think. It came out a little sharper

 No.71097

>>71092
This is a really beautiful cat and a great picture. I know the shutter count is mostly meaningless for actual wear but it does give an indication of how much the camera was used at least.

One thing that keeps happening though is the buttons on the top left of the camera don't do anything most of the time when I press them. They're supposed to bring up camera menus. I don't know if the camera is actually defective or there's something I'm doing wrong.


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 No.309114[Reply]

>The more I seclude myself the more I long for human connection
>The more I interact with the 3D world the more I just want to be left alone
I literally cannot win in this life
I am always worried about doing the wrong thing, I am always lamenting all of my errors of the past
I hardly actually live
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 No.309593

there.is no.middle ground

 No.309619

>>309584
Strange example, why would anyone get an overwhelming urge to touch a hot stove , anon?

 No.310015

I think most of us have gone through this. It's probably best to just respect our nature and place in the world, be a loner who gets by best he can.

 No.310016

>>309619
Im a different wizard, but I get that urge sometimes when I'm bored. Maybe I'm just dumb? I remember cutting my legs with razor blades as a kid often out of boredom - did it very softly but still spilled a lot of blood which made me decide I should do my whole leg and take photos of it to scare people into thinking Im crazy. cuts were only half a mm deep but bleed good, pain wise it only really hurt as it was healing the next day

 No.310017

>>309121
>tulpa
that can be dangerous, I have one and it makes me get into bad situations. Nothing crazy but it forces me to make comments about people who wrong me which can lead to concequences, I tried to control the personality of my tulpa but its been developing for over 10 years now and its totally out of my control. atleast we are both cordial with each other



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 No.63254[Reply]

Any of you guys wargame? I've tried getting into old school ASL recently and am finding the pure infantry combat of early starter kits pretty underwhelming without the artillery and armor expansions
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 No.71082

How can I find more motivation to build and paint my models

 No.71085

i don't know what physical war games are like. i imagine them not unlike chess but on way bigger chessboards where terrain matters, with more types of units with more unique movement patterns, attack ranges, area of effect weapons and damage (instead of every attack from every unit kills every other unit).

i did play a lot of warcraft 3 when i was younger and i appreciate the gentle realtime aspect of it. there not being turns and the light limitation by the ability to act fast combined with small armies and rpg elements give it such a unique alive feeling. warcraft gives so many possibilities that i keep thinking there is stuff possible in the game that just has not been found yet.

starcraft is similar but faster, brutal realtime, with way bigger armies. starcraft 2 is difficult with way more units, more abilities and more complexity. starcraft 1 is difficult because of it's clunky mechanics. you can only select a few units at once and the units get in their own way, making the act of sending a lot of small units way harder then sending a few big units.

 No.71086

>>71085
I think the physical war games depends on the certain rulesets and how seriously people take them. From what I've heard there's often a couple books and a judge involved in serious matches. Seems very confusing. I just like to collect and paint - though struggle to find motivation. I will encounter one hiccup building a model and mess it up slightly, which kills my enthusiasm to build more. Especially for the more expensive stuff. If one regular 10 piece soldier gives me grief, how will I build those 100~200 piece flagship models? It's very overwhelming

 No.71091

>>71086
>I will encounter one hiccup building a model and mess it up slightly, which kills my enthusiasm to build more.

when you mess something up, you can correct it through lore. when you paint one eye too low, that's an unfortunate accident in the cybernetic surgery for the occular augmentation one particular soldier had the misfortune of suffering from.

 No.71094

>>71091
Oh certainly but for some models I do want them built correctly. I have one warhammer unit with his should and top of the arm not connecting by like a 1/4 inch, it looks totally off but I intend to make it a gory mess of battle damage



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 No.42915[Reply]

post something from japan (whatever) that makes you feel comfy or nostalgia for a country you are not from (japan).
For me it's this video that remind me summer in japan and how it makes me daydream about living in japan and coming back home from school or work or whatever at dawn on my bicycle and taking a bath and then eating japanese food and then playing some video games and read some manga or whatever
max comfy
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>>43261
looks cute


a vending machine for hikers, cool

 No.44441

>>43261
I WANT TO GET TONS OF SNACKS FROM THOSE MACHINES ABD GUZZLE IT ALL DOWN

 No.44443

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>>44443
are these photos from your trip to japan?



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 No.323901[Reply]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction

https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.325475

>>325474
is it hard to chew?

 No.325476

>>325475
The jaw is powered by the strongest muscles in any man's body, but even then there is some beef that is hard to swallow. Which exact cut of beef it is contributes most to how easy it breaks down. "Stewing beef" is cheap because it's made of of the dense ends of the bull's muscles where the many fibers meet the tendon. It's lean there too; pure muscle, so it takes a lot of energy to chew it tender. Any steak cut or organ meat will chew a lot easier. Don't eat raw kidneys though. It's a super healthy organ but you're pretty much drinking cow pee. Ground beef is particularly good raw because its high surface area makes it quick to oxidize to get that refreshing metallic flavor. Make sure it's not a taco mix of beef and pork.

 No.325522

I'm hankerin' for a hunk a' cheese…
Any solutions?

 No.325523

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Neighbors got a dog. He's chained, but they also take him for a walk. He barks whenever there's "noises". Once he reacted at least 4 seconds before an explosion. I saw special earplugs for dogs in the news, but who knows the neighbors adequacy and knowledge, quality of earplugs, etc.

 No.325524

>>325523
That explains why I hear less of their teen son's motorbike. Motherfucker with his friends was going back and forth driving me nuts. Perhaps he was not allowed to drive far from home. Maybe the vehicle was relocated somewhere.



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 No.224780[Reply]

Should I take the Catholic pill?

They seem to genuinely respect Wizards and have a tradition of hermits. Their priests are a celibate ruling class.

I didn't grow up around Christians but it seems like the difference between them and other Christians is that they're the original church together with the lesser known Orthodox Church.

I don't get all the rules they have though. You shall attend Mass on Sundays and holy days of obligation and rest from servile labor. You shall confess your sins at least once a year. You shall receive the sacrament of the Eucharist at least during the Easter season. You shall observe the days of fasting and abstinence established by the Church. You shall help to provide for the needs of the Church, each according to his or her own ability.

I'm overwhelmed. I get why people just go with the DIY protestant approach but it seems like if the Catholics are one of the original churches Jesus said was legit then it's a safer bet.

Look I don't get how there can be a miracle like resurrection either and frankly all the Abrahamic religious miracles seem really underwhelming compared to the wild stories of Hindu gods. But so many people believe in Christianity from a Pascal's wager perspective it seems like I might as well consider it.

At least it'll make me feel like I'm less LARPing some fantasy wizard and instead I'll seem like a faithful religious hermit which gets more respect points
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 No.229654

>>224780
I did and went consistently for several years but eventually started having an issue being around people again. trying to get into going back and go to confession and everything.

>I don't get all the rules they have though.

Those things you listed are called the precepts of the Church they were instituted in 1215 as a general trend in centralization that was going on, it was not the case for most of Catholic history where for most of it was highly variable depending on where you were.

The main thrust of Catholicism is that God became man, was Crucified so that we can enter into an eternal life with God, and established a Church to provide sure means of reaching it. As something that is 2000 years old it has built up a ton of stuff around that and not all of it is as inherent to it as it seems, there is a very practical component to it. Things like confession, the eucharist, matrimony and priests are aimed at bringing people to God such that they can enter into that.

>>224788
I grew up secular and as someone foreign to religious stuff it's not exactly clear what they "believe" until you practice it, even then reducing religion to a set of ideas/propositions is a fairly modern novelty. The crucial thing is they are claiming God is incarnate on their altar and they have good means of coming into relation with him all the other theology is stuff on top of that.

>>227870
Confession up until around 800 was in groups and public and in front of everyone. I don't enjoy confession and would even get like physical tremors doing it but afterwords you are in a much better place even just at a psychological level.
However it isn't fundamentally about appealing to your preferences. The point of Christianity is we can enter into a special relationship with God through baptism, and that through sin we can reject that gift. Confession is a way of providing a confident means of repairing that, but it probably doesn't make sense if you don't believe in baptism either. The embarrassment also at a practical level is a good way to dissuade yourself from doing stuff you shouldn't anyway because you won't want to conPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.229657

>>224780
i admire people that are devout, regardless of religion, but there's no way at 35 i can suddenly believe in a god or higher power.

Buddhism is the only thing that i can rationally get into

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>>224780
Everything good with Christianism and Buddhism and etc until you start to read about original Primitive christianism and original pre-sectariam buddhism and you start to ask questions like "What the fuck they're doing now and why they keep doings these bullshits added up later against original beliefs or practices?"
>Also
But if you just do it for community… ok, nice. But remember that the problems still are there, noy the fake tradition, but asshole or annoying people like every place.

I like Thelema, they have some funny rituals and can give you in same way some edgy-cult serious experiences. You dont even need to join a cult or community group to live to the philosophy or religion, just do it and read.
I got some interesting psychological-body related experiences doing ritual like Resh, lrp, middle pillar, yoga, pranayama, mantrayoga and some buddhist practices.
It started to gave me interest in soft exercises, i feel healthy and energized but still i dont know much about diet. I eat less trash and have more control of my sexual urges maybe related to ritual-exercise work.

 No.229662

>>229661
>Thelema
If you have some interest, this video is kinda good to start with some books and practices (all of the original books or texts now are free on internet or archive or even easy pirated)
>Also
If you want a youtube channel ignore Da'at Darling, that succubi has a asshole behaviour. If you want that much a succubi thelemic channel check Maevius lynn she gave good tips based in self experiences and records, if you want a book guide or curriculum check the book "Living Thelema" by David Shoemaker (but compare with original texts by Aleister Crowley if you want a more old school ritualized things)
You dont need to believe in any dogma thing, i do it for the fun.

 No.229663

>>229662
Never go full retard



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 No.305084[Reply]

>even the extrovert normalfags with an excellent social and sexual life are on multiple drugs and getting therapy
I'm absolutely done for, dude. Even my life improves, I'll still just be a monkey to the rest of them. Fuck.
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 No.309727

>>305279
>Looks like the Elite will finally have humans domesticated like cattle soon
I don't think so, they are buying into dumb scams like AI and identity politics. They can barely control and maintain the government, healthcare and educational systems themselves which they use to exercise power.

 No.309992

>>305084
covid buck broke large swaths of normies. my life didn't change at all. ive been completely isolated and alone since approx 2016.

ever since covid, it seems the powers that be just want things to get shittier and shittier. flock cameras, data centers, inflation, succubi killing their whole families.

its all contrived. i just stay away from people and stay on the periphery

 No.309993

The level of plutocrat apologia going on in this thread is pathetic. Very likely chatgpt gemerated as well. Sad!

 No.309997

>>309992
lol wasn't there a succubi in the UK who killed herself after like 4 days of lockdowns?? It has to be a mental illness to require such a constant amount of socializing

 No.310007

>>309997
yep. hypernormie faggots go insane in isolation.

Everyone in my city complains about how unsociable people are and i fucking love it. i don't want to be bothered at all



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 No.229546[Reply]

If I quit smoking and pretended to be dead, would it be a good idea to destroy the world, for example, with COVID-19 or World War II? If so, what would you wish for?

> World War III

> COVID-19
> Zombie Apocalypse
> Alien Invasion
> Robot Wars
> Dinosaurs Return
> Parasitic Monsters

The choice is yours; I'll just run it, and the one with the most votes will be chosen.
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 No.229592

>>229546
big but unexplainable disease, like, you get sick but there is no virus or bacteria or contamination or anything. that would freak everyone out

or extremely quick desertification. have you read the time machine, when the guy goes too far into the future and the earth is just an uninhabitable desert and the only visible life forms are a bunch of small crustaceans? something like that, or the game "kenshi"

 No.229595

i hate science fiction

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>>229546
>If I quit smoking and pretended to be dead, would it be a good idea to destroy the world
>quit smoking
>pretend to be dead
>destroy the world

I'm sorry wiz, but what? What do any of these things have to do with each other? Why would you need to pretend you're dead in order to quit smoking, or to quit smoking to pretend that you're dead? Why would either of those things be required to destroy the world, or influence whether or not it's a 'good idea' to do so? I don't understand your thought process at all.

 No.229640

Id like to see dinosaurs return. Id love to know what they all sounded like clicking and chatting in unison in the forest. They'd probably drown out the sound of the birds and insects and it would be a chorus of clicks and chattering.

 No.229659

>>229592

I think nature's too cool to have to suffer just to freak out normies.
How about wasting disease suddenly infecting humans?



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 No.307023[Reply]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

Previous:
>>296511
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 No.309758

Does anyone here have tinnitus? This might be what convinces me to end it. I can't even focus on my thoughts. It feels like I have lost an entire section of my brain. I can't sleep.

 No.309998

How likely am I to survive if I jump off a bridge 33 metres high? Could I at least lose consciousness on impact?

 No.309999

>>309998
Last time I jumped off a bridge, I died just fine. But it was 33.80 meters high, so your 33.00m bridge might be too short. Try it out and report back your findings.

 No.310000

>>308806
Don't bother with hanging, just build a charcoal gasifier and poison yourself with carbon monoxide. In a sealed room there is no chance you will survive.

 No.310001

>>309758
Yes have had it in my right ear for 5 years
I got wax removal done at the doctors recently and it went down by 75%
Feeling a lot less miserable
>>309758
>>309758



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 No.68295[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Book discussion. Tell us what you're reading.
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>>64932
>>60032
>>54504
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 No.71059

>>71056
>Finished Miyamato Musashi's The Five Rings
What did you learn?

 No.71061

>>71059
My big takeaway was probably in the water book where he talks about having a commanding gaze. He reccomends keeping your eyes from wandering and trying to survey an entire area without using your eyes. Theres a lot of Buddhist philosophy weaved into the text that sounds interesting at first but is just a bunch of nothing burgers dressed up like poetry that was fun to read too. I definitely wouldn't reccomend this book for someone who isn't in a career that would benefit from seeing life as a series of conflicts. Id like to meet someone who did learn something from this book. For me, I rarely interact with people, and if I do I benefit mostly from just being pleasant towards them. I dont generally have a lot of conflict in my life right now, so there wasn't a lot in this book that was applicable to me.

 No.71068

>>71061
What about the stoics? Just cuz they came from the ruling class do you think that nothing they taught can help you?

 No.71073

>>71056
I remember reading this book together with the Hagakure when I was a teenager and going through that classic samurai phase. I guess I was hoping for some life advice, but instead I got a pretty straightforward manual on swordsmanship. There's some good (but basic) advice on things like footwork, etc. more than there is advice on life in that book.
And don't even get me started on the Hagakure. I was hoping it was going to be the Japanese equivalent of Meditations by Marcus Aurelius (although I cam to dislike that book too) and instead I got a bunch of nonsense about the extremely contrived social etiquette of 17th century Japan written by a bureaucrat LARPing as a samurai.

 No.71088

>>71073
Be careful what you read


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