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 No.228805[Reply]

Dear friends, how often do you wash? I’m just asking because the water was recently shut off and I need to somehow survive in such conditions. Just don’t tell me you don’t spend time taking a bath or a shower.
I know that succubi waste water all the time on all sorts of things just to ‘look beautiful’ — literally for everything. And sometimes they can easily take a bath for 4 hours and think that’s normal.
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 No.228829

>>228805
Used to not bother with it much. Depends on how often I leave the house and interact with people.
When I was a young kid we simply didn't have proper access to baths so it never became an early life habit.
After divorce mom didn't force me so I didn't care unless I felt physically uncomfortable.
During summers where I never had to leave my room I'd wash once a month or so.

Nowadays I wash whenever I have to meet people that aren't randoms. So if I go to the doctor I wash, if I go to work I wash.
If I never have to go anywhere than basically this >>228806
Ever since I became a mostly home office wagie I barely care.

I do use wet wipes for my ass though so that might matter to a degree. >>228808 Getting an AC for summer helped a lot as well.

 No.228830

>>228805
As an unbothered son of nature (>>228829) I say you should get antifungal/antibacterial wipes and iodine or some kind of disinfectant.
If you notice you are getting small holes in your skin near folds that's bad means some kind of thing is eating away (usually at the bottom of fingers, toes) gotta disinfect ever few weeks if you cant keep clean.
Same for folds in general. Notice a lot of "weird sweat" that doesn't go away? Red spots? Disinfect. Probably something bad.
I personally like iodine based disinfectants because you can visually tell that it covered an area and is probably killing whatever is killing you.

Key parts to keep clean are groin region, armpits, between toes if you wear shoes/socks at all and if you are fat then whatever other folds you got.
Wet wipes just give more moisture to the bacteria, gotta get the disinfecting kind.
Alternatively get isopropil alcohol mix it with water about half or 3/4 alcohol and wipe with that. Saves money and it works REALLY well. Keep your skin dry too. Rather pleasant and takes care of smells.

 No.228832

I take at least one shower every day. I feel dirty if i don't.

 No.228834

I try to shower at least once a week.

 No.228835

>>228805 everyday after work, or after i shit


/dep/

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 No.305228[Reply]

I think age 31-32 was the point where I realized I'm too autistic and weird to ever have 'normal' things in life.

I will die either institutionalized or in some shitty rental with nothing to my name. Nothing that I dreamed about will ever become true.
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 No.308495

>>308494
Dunno, I don't think they changed anything. I feel exactly the same as I was before them. No brain fog or anything like that. They did kill my peepee but that's kind of a good thing, I spend less time jerking off at least.

 No.308497

My version of "better" in the next 5 years not being as bad as I had expected.

 No.308503

>>308495
that was your wand now you can't cast semenballs what a shame

 No.308505

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>>305228
I still cradled dreams of some sort of "improvement montage" at around 22-23, but my reality ate away at those.
I let my body go to a shocking degree.
I let my mind rot as well.
I somehow turned 30 last month and honestly I don't even know why I'm here or how I got here.
From an outside view I'm probably a retard. People really seem to treat me that way too. I mean really, if I wanted to change or do stuff I would have, right?

To an outsider I started having health issues yet never changed habits for good. Failed flunked never tried never applied … Stuff like that.
I can't even take action to pursue hobbies. Like a literal normalfag will be better at my childhood card game than me because I can no longer force myself to put effort even into that.
I'm nothing and I do nothing. I somehow got a blessed wagie job, but for how long they'll keep me… idk.

Do I HOPE for things to turn out well? I think I still do else why do I keep living aside from fear of oblivion?
Do I believe it will?
I no longer have much faith in this NPC that I am. No matter how much introspection I just don't know why I'm like this.
Perhaps it's a lack of true desires that could become goals. Who knows.

One thing for sure… time is damn vicious.

 No.308510

>>308505
>I still cradled dreams of some sort of "improvement montage" at around 22-23
i can relate


/dep/

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 No.302164[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Does anyone here struggle with alcohol, or have managed to quit?

It used to be a good coping mechanism for me, but it seems the older I've gotten the worse it feels, and it's become detrimental to my health and the way I behave around people. Easily annoyed, constantly starting shit, tired all the time, strange pains. And I was still getting worse, fast.

This has been a wake-up call and I'm realizing I need to quit before it's too late. Though that's easy for me to say now when I'm still feeling bad, and I fear the cravings will come back strong, but I know I've got to try.

Curious to hear others experience with this.
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 No.308449

This guy is the opposite of an alcoholic actually but i like to watch him review whisky, I was nearly convinced to invest in whiskys but I don't drink

 No.308504

>>308449
only the top shelf stuff tastes good, its a big waste of money

 No.308506

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Kinda off topic, but I'm trying to lose weight so I can get off the blood pressure meds and become an alcoholic.
Funny how life works.

 No.308509

>>308506
ngmi i've seen it many times. the only way is to become healthy. i'm not saying to drop drink entirely maybe do it on your birthday and chistmas eve

 No.308511

>>308509
I mean I haven't even started yet since drinking with the BP meds would be suicide.

I don't expect it to magically fix my life, but I have a very strong aversion to taking action, doing stuff in general.
Maybe it will help, who knows. I don't want to get wasted every day, just have a baseline, drunk kungfu wizard.


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/dep/

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 No.308391[Reply]

we must accept it. we are losers and society mocks us no matter what we do. we're not cool. we think we're cool because we are in a website where only virgin males are in and we circle jerk together. That's why we think we're superior to normalfags while in fact we're seen has failed people. you may feel as much superior as you like on wizchan but once out of the internet, you'll be mocked for being 30+ virgin male behind your back.
It sucks; being mocked and being. alower human being. even non-white are more successful than you and being racist doesn't change that. I think racism is a kind of cope people are because they're frustrated.
You can be as much succesful as you can be (rich, good job, house, beautiful car,etc…) like every other normalfags but at the end of the day when they'll ask you if you have a wife or a gf, and after you said never, they'll think something's wrong with you or you're gay.
Some wizards donnt give a fuck because they feel above all of that but those are, according too me, a übermensch bit it is a very rare case. so don't think you're one to please you're ego. I think the wizard übermensch has everything a normalfag has in life but is morally superior to them. those who uses this power to trashtalk others isn't a übermensch according to me because he does the same shit normalfags do to others to feel better. There's a lot of wizards who mock normalfags to feel better but at the end of the day it makes them look like as bad as normalfags. the übermensch is a rare case and I am 100% sure there's no übermensch wizard on here (or maybe 0,1%).
Anyway, I'm not making a thread about the wizardmensch because it would fit most on /wiz/ than /dep/. I'm making this thread on /dep/ because I'm sad and depressed being a failure. even failednormalfags mock us.
We're ugly and dumb. feel free to delete the thread mods, I don't care I'm sad. I don't want to push my narratives unto others. I know many wouldn't agree because they live a good life and don't care about what other people think or say about him, but I know most of the wizards suffer and that's why there's a /dep/ board…if it wasn't the case, tbis board wouldn't exist. wizards are sad. in fact I don't know why they're sad because they just have to live life luke anybody else; it's just they don't have a wife and kids but live life like everyone else on this earth. so why wizards aren't happy? Most if the time is life struggle like money or shitty job.Post too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.308408

>>308398
It depends on the emphasis. I was always racist but I only really leaned into it once my life came apart. It's sort of like how some of the most successful guys with succubi hold succubi in contempt, but they don't have bitter hatred about it like the losers do.

I've noticed normalfags express their racism in more subtle and condescending ways, rather than direct anger.

 No.308418

>>308408
>I've noticed normalfags express their racism in more subtle and condescending ways, rather than direct anger.
I agree

 No.308454

>having a genuine desire to disengage from society and NEET/live alone is impossible and the result of a delusional superiority complex
what a bunch of crap

 No.308507

>>308454
give us your wisdom

 No.308508

>>308507
i guess wizards might develop superiority complex to cope, but it's likely going to be tightly coupled with a comorbid inferiority complex.

but i'm not sure how it's related to disengaging from society, i think it mostly comes from society being crap.

maybe >>308454 is just mad


/lounge/

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 No.321660[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

PALESTINE OFFICIALLY RECOGNIZED AS A STATE OR WHATEVER. U.N RECOGNIZES THE INVASION OF THIRD-WORLDERS UPON EUROPE. YOUTUBE ANNOUNCED IT WILL BE RE-INSTATING CHANNELS BANNED BY BIDEN'S ORDERS DURING COVID AND 2024 ELECTIONS. ANTIFA DECLARED A TERRORIST SECT. ISRAEL "ONLY NATION CAPABLE" OF PLANTING CELLULAR MASS-DISRUPTION DEVICES OUTSIDE OF UN GENERAL ASSEMBLY. TIKTOK TREND SHOWS PREGNANT SUCCUBI DOWNING THERAPEUTIC LEVELS OF TYLENOL IN PROTEST OF ANNOUNCEMENT THAT DOING SO CAUSES AUTISM IN CHILDREN

Previous thread: https://archive.is/JfDla
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 No.324138

>>324137
A total solar eclipse would be the reverse of this, where all the Anti-Christ forces are restricted, and the Satanic forces can exert maximal authority.

 No.324141

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Without the green being properly formalized, the primary boundaries necessary to preserving a Caucasian stronghold in Asia won't be, in consequence to which, everything will collapse. By some miracle, a collaborative 'swap' with India could peaceably resolve this. Punjab and Sind, for the one Jammu and Kashmir. Ladakh doesn't really matter. It's full of some Chinese looking people.

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>>324141

 No.324143

>>324141
Correction. A complementary stronghold. There's already Russia up north. One more at the bottom, via Persia, would suffice.

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/wiz/

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 No.228815[Reply]

Does somewiz know what happens after death..? I don't like procrastinating very much now. I'd really like to know what I'm getting into.
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 No.228821

Those that still live continue watch of the planet - carry the torch if you will.

 No.228822

>>228815
do you remember what you were doing when you were 1 year old? no, well thats the same for death: you won't remembered you lived and died

 No.228824

i guess you just lose self reflection and also your qualia becomes smaller

 No.228831

>>228815
I had a vivid dream of a plane crash where I had a bit of time to process that I was going to die, then died.
Blackness.
It was such a profound experience to me that to this day I fear it.
Blackness, but not black in terms of color I guess.
No sensation at all. I was unable to think. Unable to experience.
It's like, my brain was stuck on exactly zero, the cross on an XY graph, no ability to move, no concept of movement, nothing.
Really wish I was better with words, but it really isn't something I can truly share.

It wasn't terrifying because I couldn't be terrified. It didn't hurt because I couldn't feel pain. I couldn't see, hear or feel anything
I could not THINK.
I don't even know how long I was in that state. Felt like an eternity, but woke up eventually. No idea.
Man just thinking back on it feels like one of those panic like buildups when you think about your own nonexistence long enough.

Again this is just me assigning feelings to the experience after the fact. It was like suffocating even though you had no need to breathe or something.
Horrid, but in the moment, nothing.


TL;DR: Nothing I guess? But that nothing is torture of some very special kind. Indescribable.

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 No.228833

You get tickled by worms and maggots.


/lounge/

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 No.322610[Reply]

happy new year and all of that.

treat yourself to some sesame paste if you never head any. i regret learning about this so late, i can't help but want to warn others on not missing out on this goodness. it is just one ingredient crushed industrially into paste: sesame seeds.

when you buy it in the store it is separated and the separation is strong. when you stick a spoon in and try to stir, the bottom is so strong that the spoon can not stir. and you have to shake it and keep it in a shook state.

the sesame paste hides behind a bit of effort but the reward is worth the extra work.

the taste is amazing. mild and nutty. the nice thing about this is that it has a high fat content but it is not as impossible to digest as oil is. it still has it's fiber.

i use this to make sauces without oil. i just put tomatos and herbs into a blender and then i add a few tablespoons of this stuff and it turns into a nice creamy sauce but a sauce that the human organism has the chance to actually digest reasonably.

this stuff is so good, i wonder why it is not sold in regular supermarkets, i bother to go to the muslim markets just to get this goodness.
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 No.323941

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HOLY CRAP U TURKISH OR SOMETHIN?:3

 No.324042

>>323914
>There's not much you can do except toying with different kinds of foods and diets and see how you feel.

not much? to me that is a lot. when you eat everything at once you never know, if you only eat the same you know after a few days.

>If a certain routine causes cancer in the long term but makes you feel good in the short term there's no way to know this.

there is no reason to be completely dismissive of foreign information, until you find a way to know for sure whether something is good for you or not which usually is something easily attainable.

>best case you find some routine which works for you, nothing really compensates for this lack of information and presence of misinformation

yeah you slowly go towards the stuff that works and away from what harms and you get your routines. time management ability and self-respect ability to break and create habits is important in this.

>Science itself is not tied to the system and people's outside of the system also engage in investigation, speculation and collection of knowledge.

i guess the term science is too imprecise then. there should be one term to describe the artform of individuals gathering knowledge to solve problems or improve situations and the craft of wearing a labcoat and getting rich producing papers to "prove" how softdrinks aren't the problem.

 No.324043

>>323941
>TURKISH

i recently learned that tahini is hard to find when i look in regular muslim supermarkets, i must have been lucky that my local turkish store not only sells it but sells it in such amazing quality.

a few days ago i bought the first tahini i could find from a local hygene store (after trying ~7 muslim non-turkish food stores) that also sells some more expensive health conscious food and it tasted horrible. really bad i am not making this up. i didn't know quality can be this bad.

 No.324106

>>324042
>not much? to me that is a lot. when you eat everything at once you never know, if you only eat the same you know after a few days.
this shouldn't be necessary in the first place, this situation where most of the food in the supermarket is toxic slop shouldn't be here in the first place
I believe food safety laws were invented in the 19th century because they started adding detergents to bread which killed people, same situation now basically

 No.324140

>>324106
>this shouldn't be necessary in the first place
i don't see the point of you arguing with reality. you either understand the nature of reality or you cling to what reality tries you to tell you it is even though you have eyes to see that this isn't true.

>this situation where most of the food in the supermarket is toxic slop shouldn't be here in the first place
yeah but since it is you better become expert supermarket navigator and understander of the human digestive system since the people who pretend to look out for you don't.


/wiz/

 No.225305[Reply]

I believe in the potential of humanity. I believe in the human ability of compassion and cooperation. We are still essentially in the dark ages, human civilization is only around 12,000 years old. There has been unprecedented rapid technological development in the past 200 years and it takes time as a species to adjust to all of this. Humanity is going through growing pains as things balance out and the fact is that our species is going to live on for thousands of years more and longer. I fully believe that while our current civilization is decaying and receding and war in the near future with societal decay is inevitable, the society that humans have in the far future will seem utopian compared to our standards now. We have the ability to create a fair and just world, societal systems develop as well as technology does. While the current system is unfair and easy to slip through the cracks, its a first step into the whitepill world of tomorrow. I believe, anons. Humanity is going to make it.
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 No.227532

>>227517
feudalism or slavery depending if the country's war-torn or not, humans are hirarchical and males are greedy, they want the largest harems possible, especially underage succubi, as proven by epstein and the richest man in the world's obsession to have as much offspring as possible, says he wants to be compared to genghis khan

 No.227534

>>227532
>males are greedy
and succubi paradoxically insecure -> feminism

>humans are hirarchical
the greedy males depend on each other

so is it more a gender ratio problem then?

p.s.
>the richest man in the world's obsession to have as much offspring as possible, says he wants to be compared to genghis khan
autism & performative darwinism

 No.228816

Didn't you post this on /leftypol/

 No.228823

I don't think so, just because the man theoretically can stop being aggressive and repulsive won't stop him from ending up in prison or death.
Humanity as a whole seems to be moving towards some kind of soulless tech-dystopia ruled by some pseudo-intelligence.

 No.228826

>>225305
Disagree. I don't see any reason to believe that humans will be capable of reigning in the negative consequences of technological progress before it leads to some kind of doomsday cascade. Essentially all the points >>225348 said. I mean 50 years ago people were already warning about the negatives of our current lifestyle and all we've done is lean even harder in that direction. Or rather the powers that be have.


/wiz/

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 No.228719[Reply]

I want to talk to you about fate: does it exist or not? Honestly, I don't know. I won't claim to believe in it unconditionally, but I looked at my natal chart (Shoutout to my astrologer friend from the other thread! I know you're reading this). During this time, I've talked to magicians, psychologists, internet freaks, and even talked to AI. And, of course, I've tried to start my life from scratch many times. I've tried to find a job many times, but I've lost it. And now I'm 28 years old, guys. I just want to throw everything away. I'll be 30 in two years. I have no education, I've never really learned anything in my entire life, and I've spent half of it living off my parents. I'm literally a loser, a nobody. The older you get, the more clearly you realize: trying to start over doesn't work when you're in poor health. Let's be honest, many of us have lousy health; many of us rarely even go outside. Besides, there's no money for education, not to mention the strict regulations, the need to pass exams, and other difficulties. And I ask myself: did I even have a choice in how to live? Or was my life built from the very beginning according to some divine plan, a supercomputer, or something similar? After all, if you think about it, all my decisions have always turned out to be wrong. I constantly did the wrong thing, made mistakes out of stupidity or naivety. So, is everything predetermined? I'm still tormented by this question. If I were to get up tomorrow and say, "That's it, I'm leaving this life and I'm no longer a burden," I still wouldn't be able to change much. I won't become a doctor or a scientist at 30. External factors influence us too much. Does that mean that even my decision to change something tomorrow was already made not by me, but by someone else? And I just play out this scenario over and over again, and there was no real freedom of choice. But you know what's the scariest thing? It turns out that no matter what we do, we can't jump above our heads. As the saying goes: "Play stupid games, get stupid prizes" or "You can't teach an old dog new tricks." Actually, I want to ask you: do you believe in fate? Are we really destined to suffer our entire lives? I looked at myself: I'm 28, I haven't learned anything, and I just wasted this life. I wish I'd never been born.
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 No.228774

>>228773
Self-criticism is not an option for low IQ people as individuals but especially as aggregates.

 No.228776

>>228773
>I still don't understand why I had to be born into this poor hellhole
Fate?

 No.228781

>>228773
>
I still don't understand why I had to be born into this poor hellhole.
you were born into such a place to save it! It is your fate

 No.228804

>>228719
loooool. thanks for the laugh makes me feel better about myself.

 No.228825

>>228804
huuuh but why are you here mister lainon?


/music/

 No.8907[Reply]

Post soothing or calming BGM tracks from visual novels. It may have tones of joy or melancholy.
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 No.10943

such a shame to see so many videos no longer available throughout the years

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>>10943
I'll post MP3
From Tomoyo after


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 No.305401[Reply]

Does anybody else live with family who have seemingly not a care in the world to be careful with your belongings?? It's incredibly annoying and often blood boiling. I have a lot of collections, and attempt to make models like tanks/planes/warhammer stuff and quite often my parents will "inspect" my room for whatever retarded reason and often break several items. I internally call my dad "The grabbler" he picks up delicate items with his full fist, all fingers perfectly alinged - like a special ed kid grabbing a pencil. As you can imagine, this often BREAKS anything even remotely fragile.

This has been an issue I've dealt with my entire life. I'd have my pokemon cards on a playing mat in my room, parents barge in and walk right on them despite them being able to walk around it, and I wasn't even in the way. Or other times where they would grab my school work with greasy/chocolate coated hands and get stains all over it. Also they love coughing and sneezing without any attempt to cover their mouths. You will see spit and mucus stains EVERYWHERE in the house. Especially on the shared computer screen, utterly disgusting.

I have tried everything to get them to be less dirty and more respectful and mindful but they just don't care, my mother is literally too stupid to understand, my father just doesn't care. I don't really want to move out either as it's not a possibility on my wages unless I want to live in a car or next to criminal social housing with even more disgusting people.

The list goes on and on about all the dirty behaviour they get up to. I might even jot down some greentext stories if I'm bored later
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 No.308433

>>305422
>try collecting plushies


Ha. Funny thing is, one can hide a nice box full of fragile stuff right inside that cute dolly's head.

So hey, getting a huge toy bear off some silly lady could save you lots of trouble

 No.308444

You know, while my folks are nowhere near you, they would ruin my days by constantly *tidying up* things that were in the middle of a project.


My mother never wanted a smart kid who would make a nice computer from parts, she wanted a boring kid with no emotions. She got a kid with a stern face who keeps searching for threats - because that's what my mother was: a threat to me just doing my stuff.

 No.308490

this sounds very gross and subhuman
there is no other way out but run away somehow

 No.308498

>>308433
I can see that working for some things, but for my current setup with what I have it's just not really possible. I much prefer my bait tactics which are working. Just the whole kid being let into my room to open all my closets and cabinets with NO supervision and breaking all that shit. Something I can't fix though. The door I have can't have a lock placed on it, even if it could, parents would break it.

>>308444
I know it doesn't sound like much, but that is irritating as hell. My mom would always put cups of her coffee over my artwork and leave a disgusting coffee mark that cant be wiped off. Idk why or how she did this, but her cups were always overflowing so the outside of the cup was wet with coffee. Disgusting stuff.

>>308490
I've weighed it all up and I still ultimately prefer living here, just barely. Also sounds rude and greedy but If I cut contact I wont get inhertence

 No.308502

>>308498
>If I cut contact I wont get inhertence
It's the natural order, nothing to be ashamed of. I'll get a bit when my parents pass someday, not much though because they bought annuities instead of investing (facepalm).


/dep/

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 No.307767[Reply]

>phone alarm wakes you up from blissful sleep
>you're in a warm comfy bed, under a warm blanket
>you bury your head under a blanket for 10 minutes but soon drag your ass out anyway
>drag your ass out to work, where everyone is very demanding and aggressive and hates you
>get back 10 hours later, having no energy to do anything
>do the same thing tomorrow again
I just want to sleep I'm tired of repeating the same morning torture ritual every day. If we weren't ruled by greedy subhumans we'd have 4 day work weeks by now.
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 No.308376

>>308136
There's a lot of info online, just scrape off the normie mumbo jumbo they like to give. Don't trust any other homeless person either, don't make enemies but dont trust them. Often they are extremely mentally deranged or morally bankrupt and can hide it quite well.

Outside of literally surviving decently you'll need to pick up a pass time so you dont go crazy, hard to do as a homeless. Probably look on google maps where the best spots are. Ideally you want privacy but access to wifi.

 No.308383

>>307892
>For many people, freedom is only found within walls.
Freedom is only found within walls?
I don't understand what you are saying.

 No.308399

>>308375
i wish i knew a way to fix this specifically. its the hardest part of working, resisting the colossal urge to go back to sleep and forget it all in the morning. its basically a subconscious instinct to me. doesn't matter if i slept 6 hours or 12. i just dont know how normal people do it.

 No.308472

>>307767
I got work tomorrow, 6am start and it's 12:48AM.

At least I changed my alarm clock sound so I don't get that PTSD Cortisol spike as bad

 No.308500

>>308399
It gets only slightly better once you're at work, sort of. I'm back at work tomorrow after having a few days off. I have a massive urge to just not show up, or to just quit and live off savings and become homeless afterwards but i know its way too rough and scary


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 No.303889[Reply]

>Were you emotionally neglected as a child?
I wonder if this led me to become who I am now, at least in social settings.
I have no idea if I suffered from this, although I remember times when I was told not to cry, or I got used to not crying over silly things that perhaps maybe weren't silly for a child.
I read those internet ads about caring for parents and children, and they recommended hugs, affection, and not denying children's pain and suffering, and that the best thing is to get it off the emotions of their chest or body.
but if this doesn't happen, then they build up a shell, armor, or something like that because they mask or hide these emotions automatically out of pure habit and training. and later they will have trouble releasing their emotions from their bodies. Babies and toddlers do this naturally when they cry.
>Also
I can't remember the last time I cried with all my might or something like that.
I wonder if this led me to be the way I am now, at least in a social way. I wonder if I can treat it. I read from an anon that some of these things can only be treated with love. But the truth is confusing.
Maybe my brain is already like this, although I read that the brain can change, as can one's habits and feelings.
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 No.308430

>>308428
Anyway, in her defence: the heatwave got her so I should have shut up. I guess.

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>>308430
However, she would comment every her stap yesterday.

I got fed up with that so I had to quit.

 No.308443

>>308430
However, she would comment every her stap yesterday.

I got fed up with that. She would always speak, speak, speak, but never answer a simple question.

Besides, I got her some stuff to play music but she would keep her apartment focused on her loud voice

 No.308487

just cut off all contact with your parents if they fail to display the most basic human behavior
then you don't have to deal with their nonsense

 No.308499

I'd say most of us had really messed up childhoods.


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 No.324068[Reply]

I dont know how to cope that old internet is not coming back and that it will get worse for each year that goes by
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 No.324097

>>324094
>>324092
stop saying normies, it's the normalfags who say it

 No.324098

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>>324097
My words are spells meant to twist your panties and it seems to work.
Enjoy. My curses will keep on flowing.

 No.324099

>>324098
good you fond me, now stop saying normie

 No.324107

>>324099
Norman Norbert Norman Normandy XDDDDD

 No.324136

Today the internet is so boring people prefer to chat with bots


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 No.307689[Reply]

I am losing my motivation im gonna fail out of Uni
I dont really want to quit, but I have less and less energy
I am in a state of constant burnout despite doing nearly nothing
im such a failure
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 No.308367

>>308363
>Schizoid
Hey that's me! And I agree completely with what you say to be honest, at least I'm not depressed anymore, if I was, college would have actually made me commit suicide.
It's been horrible to be honest, I can mask well enough to where people have no mayor issues working/interacting with me (they do know I'm not normal, and I've been told so a couple of times by normies) but I'm kinda masked and dissociated during and after class, genuinely I have to lay down for a good chunk of time, utterly defeated and tired after I get home from that shit.
Not only that, due to the anhedonia and apathy I don't give a shit about my degree (forced to get it by parents, I won't lol) and not only is my career hard as shit (medicine), it's super social so I'm genuinely dying, the worst part is of course I'm not built for this career or higher education in general (always hated studying and the education system as a whole) but my parents really want me to get a degree and I'm a leech in a third world country, so what can I really do, not like it matters too much when I'm home as I just bury myself in my hobbies, I don't really derive much pleasure from them mind you, like barely a bit here and there but they're a good way to burn time till I eventually die, and overall better than watching paint dry while I daydream.

Anyways, I relate to what you say, college ain't built for people with certain mental illnesses, especially if they have no drive/desire for that education to begin with, but well, not like we can do much, and working isn't particularly better, we genuinely are not built for society as you say, fuck this is so tiresome, good luck wizard, hopefully we'll both have a good ending, I'm definitely flunking one or two classes this semester, maybe my parents will finally get the memo and allow me to work or something.

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>>308367
i guess i am clinically depressed right now. i bit the bullet and asked for a psychiatrist recently, and they stuffed me full of antidepressants, i don't feel any different yet but maybe that will change. good luck to you too fellow apprentice, give up the schools of man but do not give up the school of wizardry

 No.308381

>>308379
> i guess i am clinically depressed right now. i bit the bullet and asked for a psychiatrist recently, and they stuffed me full of antidepressants, i don't feel any different yet but maybe that will change.
Good luck then senior wizard, I wouldn’t wish depression on anyone, especially if like me they have another condition on top of it, hopefully you can find some release or help of some sort, even if it’s just some sort of personal peace, that’s the road I’m personally on because I don’t really believe there’s any cure for my Szpd.
Though I do recommend you to keep taking the meds for some time (I would say if you reach 1-2 months without any change then yeah, they won’t help), at least for me they did help massively (I would say they did a decent chunk of the work, the rest was trough personal efforts/changes and a the talk therapy did help a bit), but I can admit that how well they work seems to depend heavily from individual to individual (neurochemistry/genetics are a bitch) and TRD (treatment resistant depression) does exist too.

> good luck to you too fellow apprentice, give up the schools of man but do not give up the school of wizardry
Thanks senior wizard, nothing will get me out of the wizard school to be honest, I literally made a personal vow to the Lord to stay on it due to my waifu, so yeah, I’ll be a fully fledged wizard eventually and I’ll die a wizard.

 No.308382

>>307689
>despite doing nearly nothing

that is precisely why you are in a burnout state

 No.308496

>>307689
I was in your exact same situation, and then realized my meds were the source of my lack of motivation. It took a few months of withdrawal and even worse anhedonia before I got my willpower back. I don't know if you take any psych, but they might be the culprit if you do


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 No.308464[Reply]

Again, that feeling returned, wondering why there was a kind of resentment within me. Memories surfaced of why things had to be this way. And well, my ego told me what my eyes had seen: that I was superior to the one who had prevented me from being myself.

Although it was all for naught, the sinister was already looming. But how can you banish something from your mind when it has become so fiercely ingrained?

Have you ever managed to rid yourself of a resentment that seemed to have become embedded in your mind?

 No.308467

no i hate everything and everyone and feel like it's absolutely justified

 No.308491

even when people ruin my life, there's no real resentment.
I just start calculating how I can get them out of my life as soon as possible.
I guess if you want to remove resentment you have to learn the skill of 'moving on'?


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 No.308343[Reply]

The Time God does not forget nor forgive edition. You will do this again.

Previous: >>307210
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 No.308466

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>>308346
I've lost most of the pleasure my PC used to provide.
Often I turn away and stare at a wall or my mirror and just wonder how I used to exist before the PC.
Same sort of weird feeling you describe. I'm old, body clearly showing decades of neglect.

I'm reminded of my single digit years.
Back then despite the miserable circumstances just existing was rather fun. Stuff in my memories is so vibrant and I remember everything was interesting and enjoyable.

I remember I had a very good quality stick for years that I ended up losing in the woods.
It was a nice durable stick…
My very own excalibur I'd say.

Exhaustion is all that is left. Despite being a wizard I feel like all magic is gone from my life.
Existing wasn't a burden back in the days I think.
I really don't feel like I have much in common with the little kid in my memories. Such an odd thing feeling alien compared to yourself.

 No.308471

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>>308346
I know this feeling, feels like I'm a cyborg or something just pointlessly going through the motions like a flesh automaton.

The dopamine drip of screens keeps me artificially awake too long and I never sleep enough too. It's like the opposite of a bonfire at night surrounded by people, you're just staring at a light burning itself into your retinas while desperately trying to feel included until your body is too exhausted to continue every single night.

 No.308476

>>308466
>lost most of the pleasure my PC used to provide.

I'm sitting on years of video, music, and games that I'm just not going to visit again. I'm about to wipe the drives and call it, computer crap takes up a lot of desk space.

 No.308477

>>308476
>that I'm just not going to visit again.
Kinda sucks to acknowledge this at some point in life.
I've somewhat of a digital hoarder and wipe a ton of stuff both material and digital on a similar impulse.
I didn't regret it honestly.
Freed up a lot of headspace too not just physical.

 No.308489

My life is filled with asinine levels of disappointment. I almoat could have acheived something in school and had a happy childhood if my parents werent crazy. I could have a good job if the management wasnt retarded. My new lease suv fucking breaks. For christmas as a kid i would always receive some cheap knockoff of what i asked for so i guess im just conditioned to this shit. I could order a 10 piece nuggets and instead of getting 9, get a box full of spiders. Just constant getting kicked while im down bullshit like that.


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 No.306726[Reply]

I have a horrible mother who criticises me just as much when I do something good as when I do something wrong. I remember having a lot of traumatic experiences with her, and even today she’s still the same. For example, I started being more hygienic and washing my hands before eating, and she started using that habit as a weapon against me. She also criticises me for not going out with my ‘friends’, but when I do leave the house, she keeps insulting me Any advice on how to get free from her? makes me unhappy
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 No.306809

Normies, especially succubi just love to complain. I bet your mother has nothing of substance going on in her life either, if she was happy and had hobbies she wouldn't be so up your ass. nagging and bitching is a popular female hobby

 No.308446

>>306727
A-ha.

go stern like a gray rock
ignore her as if you are out of love for her (not true, but…)

 No.308447

>>306783
>but I can go and live with my dad because my parents are divorced


Good for you, because my father was shouting very loudly and threatingly on me when I tried that option…

 No.308459

>>306783
>>306783
Move with dad

 No.308486

mine used to love me
maybe she still does deep down
but our relationship is irreparably damaged beyond hope

she doesn't insult me or make mean comments
we mostly just don't talk beyond the necessary, or see each other much despite living together


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 No.303736[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

You will still be stuck browsing this thread in 2026 edition

previous>>296811
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 No.308478

Finished some Cisco Academy Pathway courses in hopes to break into IT and leave the call center hell but now the actual certification cost 125 bucks which I cannot afford.
Whole thing makes me feel I wasted my fucking time if I don't Pay for the cert.
Trying to break into anything at 35 just feel hopeless.

 No.308480

>>308473
>I feel like such an imposter.
Same here. It's incredible how hard it is to find a job but then when you do you get paid to do absolutely nothing all day. I'm by no means complaining, but I can't quite wrap my head around how I'm getting paid when I provide nothing of value.

Everything is just one big farce.

 No.308483

>>308480
Life is a series of playing pretend. Why else would actors be so highly esteemed?

 No.308484

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I'm fiyad, brews.
What's left for me? I have no skills, no talent. Idiotic-autistic, can't fake happiness.
Should I look into any religions before I blow my head off? I was raised christian and I'm retarded so I'm still kind of scared of eternal suffering

 No.308485

>>308484
tell mommy you love her and you need to move back in? that's what i did.


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/jp/

 No.41960[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

everyone thinks japanese people aren't racists and will be alright with foreigners if they respect japan. but this video shows the contrary: japanese people are like the rest of human, they know what racism is and they are also racists
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 No.44327

>>43247
Seethe nigger

 No.44329

That's a good thing or they'll end up looking like india (many generations of miscegenation) or the US after a few generations

 No.44330

>>44329
when they'll be rzcist toward you, you'll cry, don't you

 No.44331

>>44330
I'm used to you shithole transplants being racist

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>>44331


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