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 No.8907[Reply]

Post soothing or calming BGM tracks from visual novels. It may have tones of joy or melancholy.
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 No.10943

such a shame to see so many videos no longer available throughout the years

 No.10945

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>>10943
I'll post MP3
From Tomoyo after



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 No.228815[Reply]

Does somewiz know what happens after death..? I don't like procrastinating very much now. I'd really like to know what I'm getting into.

 No.228817

It's exactly the same as before you were born.

 No.228818

>>228817
Do you anything more to add to that or am I going to be left here scratching my head for .. a better answer

 No.228819

You either decay back in to dust or your government disposes of you in a fire.

 No.228821

Those that still live continue watch of the planet - carry the torch if you will.

 No.228822

>>228815
do you remember what you were doing when you were 1 year old? no, well thats the same for death: you won't remembered you lived and died



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 No.305401[Reply]

Does anybody else live with family who have seemingly not a care in the world to be careful with your belongings?? It's incredibly annoying and often blood boiling. I have a lot of collections, and attempt to make models like tanks/planes/warhammer stuff and quite often my parents will "inspect" my room for whatever retarded reason and often break several items. I internally call my dad "The grabbler" he picks up delicate items with his full fist, all fingers perfectly alinged - like a special ed kid grabbing a pencil. As you can imagine, this often BREAKS anything even remotely fragile.

This has been an issue I've dealt with my entire life. I'd have my pokemon cards on a playing mat in my room, parents barge in and walk right on them despite them being able to walk around it, and I wasn't even in the way. Or other times where they would grab my school work with greasy/chocolate coated hands and get stains all over it. Also they love coughing and sneezing without any attempt to cover their mouths. You will see spit and mucus stains EVERYWHERE in the house. Especially on the shared computer screen, utterly disgusting.

I have tried everything to get them to be less dirty and more respectful and mindful but they just don't care, my mother is literally too stupid to understand, my father just doesn't care. I don't really want to move out either as it's not a possibility on my wages unless I want to live in a car or next to criminal social housing with even more disgusting people.

The list goes on and on about all the dirty behaviour they get up to. I might even jot down some greentext stories if I'm bored later
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 No.308433

>>305422
>try collecting plushies


Ha. Funny thing is, one can hide a nice box full of fragile stuff right inside that cute dolly's head.

So hey, getting a huge toy bear off some silly lady could save you lots of trouble

 No.308444

You know, while my folks are nowhere near you, they would ruin my days by constantly *tidying up* things that were in the middle of a project.


My mother never wanted a smart kid who would make a nice computer from parts, she wanted a boring kid with no emotions. She got a kid with a stern face who keeps searching for threats - because that's what my mother was: a threat to me just doing my stuff.

 No.308490

this sounds very gross and subhuman
there is no other way out but run away somehow

 No.308498

>>308433
I can see that working for some things, but for my current setup with what I have it's just not really possible. I much prefer my bait tactics which are working. Just the whole kid being let into my room to open all my closets and cabinets with NO supervision and breaking all that shit. Something I can't fix though. The door I have can't have a lock placed on it, even if it could, parents would break it.

>>308444
I know it doesn't sound like much, but that is irritating as hell. My mom would always put cups of her coffee over my artwork and leave a disgusting coffee mark that cant be wiped off. Idk why or how she did this, but her cups were always overflowing so the outside of the cup was wet with coffee. Disgusting stuff.

>>308490
I've weighed it all up and I still ultimately prefer living here, just barely. Also sounds rude and greedy but If I cut contact I wont get inhertence

 No.308502

>>308498
>If I cut contact I wont get inhertence
It's the natural order, nothing to be ashamed of. I'll get a bit when my parents pass someday, not much though because they bought annuities instead of investing (facepalm).



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 No.307767[Reply]

>phone alarm wakes you up from blissful sleep
>you're in a warm comfy bed, under a warm blanket
>you bury your head under a blanket for 10 minutes but soon drag your ass out anyway
>drag your ass out to work, where everyone is very demanding and aggressive and hates you
>get back 10 hours later, having no energy to do anything
>do the same thing tomorrow again
I just want to sleep I'm tired of repeating the same morning torture ritual every day. If we weren't ruled by greedy subhumans we'd have 4 day work weeks by now.
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>>308136
There's a lot of info online, just scrape off the normie mumbo jumbo they like to give. Don't trust any other homeless person either, don't make enemies but dont trust them. Often they are extremely mentally deranged or morally bankrupt and can hide it quite well.

Outside of literally surviving decently you'll need to pick up a pass time so you dont go crazy, hard to do as a homeless. Probably look on google maps where the best spots are. Ideally you want privacy but access to wifi.

 No.308383

>>307892
>For many people, freedom is only found within walls.
Freedom is only found within walls?
I don't understand what you are saying.

 No.308399

>>308375
i wish i knew a way to fix this specifically. its the hardest part of working, resisting the colossal urge to go back to sleep and forget it all in the morning. its basically a subconscious instinct to me. doesn't matter if i slept 6 hours or 12. i just dont know how normal people do it.

 No.308472

>>307767
I got work tomorrow, 6am start and it's 12:48AM.

At least I changed my alarm clock sound so I don't get that PTSD Cortisol spike as bad

 No.308500

>>308399
It gets only slightly better once you're at work, sort of. I'm back at work tomorrow after having a few days off. I have a massive urge to just not show up, or to just quit and live off savings and become homeless afterwards but i know its way too rough and scary



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 No.303889[Reply]

>Were you emotionally neglected as a child?
I wonder if this led me to become who I am now, at least in social settings.
I have no idea if I suffered from this, although I remember times when I was told not to cry, or I got used to not crying over silly things that perhaps maybe weren't silly for a child.
I read those internet ads about caring for parents and children, and they recommended hugs, affection, and not denying children's pain and suffering, and that the best thing is to get it off the emotions of their chest or body.
but if this doesn't happen, then they build up a shell, armor, or something like that because they mask or hide these emotions automatically out of pure habit and training. and later they will have trouble releasing their emotions from their bodies. Babies and toddlers do this naturally when they cry.
>Also
I can't remember the last time I cried with all my might or something like that.
I wonder if this led me to be the way I am now, at least in a social way. I wonder if I can treat it. I read from an anon that some of these things can only be treated with love. But the truth is confusing.
Maybe my brain is already like this, although I read that the brain can change, as can one's habits and feelings.
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>>308428
Anyway, in her defence: the heatwave got her so I should have shut up. I guess.

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>>308430
However, she would comment every her stap yesterday.

I got fed up with that so I had to quit.

 No.308443

>>308430
However, she would comment every her stap yesterday.

I got fed up with that. She would always speak, speak, speak, but never answer a simple question.

Besides, I got her some stuff to play music but she would keep her apartment focused on her loud voice

 No.308487

just cut off all contact with your parents if they fail to display the most basic human behavior
then you don't have to deal with their nonsense

 No.308499

I'd say most of us had really messed up childhoods.



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 No.305228[Reply]

I think age 31-32 was the point where I realized I'm too autistic and weird to ever have 'normal' things in life.

I will die either institutionalized or in some shitty rental with nothing to my name. Nothing that I dreamed about will ever become true.
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 No.308492

>>308479
lol. lmao even. when a succ back in middle school told me i've got no chance except maybe some desperate 3/10 foid i stopped trying. why spend time and effort to become a crab? i've worshipped disregard towards females since then.

 No.308493

>>305228
Yes but my standards aren't that high (or maybe they are since I'm having trouble achieving them, I dunno). I just want to be a NEET again and enjoy video games and anime. I hope I can save up enough to move to a country with a low cost of living and NEET there for a while. The enjoying vidya part is harder though, for that I'd need to fix my depression somehow which I am losing hope of ever doing. Therapy and medications haven't helped so far, but maybe if I just try one more medication…

I don't really want any "normal" things in life and never did, though. Even as a child I don't think I ever had a dream of any kind and just wanted to make it to the next day. Now I guess I just want to be comfy and entertained until my eventual demise. Everything is a distraction from the ticking clock of death anyways, may as well not stress too much about achieving things.

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>>308493
meds killed your brain there's now no hope of curing your depression

 No.308495

>>308494
Dunno, I don't think they changed anything. I feel exactly the same as I was before them. No brain fog or anything like that. They did kill my peepee but that's kind of a good thing, I spend less time jerking off at least.

 No.308497

My version of "better" in the next 5 years not being as bad as I had expected.



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 No.321660[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

PALESTINE OFFICIALLY RECOGNIZED AS A STATE OR WHATEVER. U.N RECOGNIZES THE INVASION OF THIRD-WORLDERS UPON EUROPE. YOUTUBE ANNOUNCED IT WILL BE RE-INSTATING CHANNELS BANNED BY BIDEN'S ORDERS DURING COVID AND 2024 ELECTIONS. ANTIFA DECLARED A TERRORIST SECT. ISRAEL "ONLY NATION CAPABLE" OF PLANTING CELLULAR MASS-DISRUPTION DEVICES OUTSIDE OF UN GENERAL ASSEMBLY. TIKTOK TREND SHOWS PREGNANT SUCCUBI DOWNING THERAPEUTIC LEVELS OF TYLENOL IN PROTEST OF ANNOUNCEMENT THAT DOING SO CAUSES AUTISM IN CHILDREN

Previous thread: https://archive.is/JfDla
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>>324129
Let me correct that. Making them disappear from earth isn't sufficient. You need erase the nigger totally and completely from every facet and fabric of existence, across every dimension known and unknown, and make it permanently impossible for the nigger to ever materialize again, whether in suggestion, whether in actuality. The nigger will go for good.

 No.324132

>>324127
For this map, it ought predominantly have shades of brown with varying lighter and darker pigments. That the blackness has gone everywhere is definitely an issue. That the blackness is there at all is an issue.

 No.324135

If in the process of so called Geopolitical Game Theory one perceives inanimate objects as instead animate and in consequence thus understands them to be active objects pursuing a certain set of goals necessary to extend their state of animacy, as is core to all things animate, all things living, then, when extended to Cosmic Game Theory, something that's basically a more Universal Game Theory encompassing the totality of existence by even going so far as to 'rope' in the extraterrestrial–you would consider indefinitely active, coordinative, and deliberate the otherwise static force of 'God' and 'Satan'. This being the case, the latter would strive to extend his animacy by forestalling the conclusion of the end of the world wherein it is said God will at last bring him retribution and finish his reign. Following this line of thought, Satan, indeed, would be the most active proponent and laborer of maintaining reality, and it is perhaps for this reason why Albert Pike & Co. admired him. This said, he has to parry accelerators time and again who single-mindedly wish to kill everything, and here most of all, the king of accelerators, the Anti-Christ, the man who stands in opposition to Satan and who wishes to usurp his throne, and whose objective is his earthly materialization, which should ever it happen, signifies the end of the world, and therefore the arrival of consigning Satan to hell. Why should Satan want that though? Why should he bring about the end of the world rather than inexhaustibly allowing reality to continue and let be? Two writers, Huxley and Orwell, begot 2 different systems outlining how the end will come about. Why didn't these two men see identical visions of the future? Why did a disbalance emerge? One future is that of the Anti-Christ, the other is that of Satan's carefully engineered traps. It is known that ultimately Satan will end up in hell and that ultimately the end of the world will manifest, but infinity lies between 1 and 2. So long as Satan can forestall, then that is that. This actually helps us understand why everything isn't in a ruinous state. Why would it be? Why would Satan want ruin, when he operates best through the siren song? Why would Satan want the the Temple to be reconstructed, when its presence would only bring ominousness? But the Anti-Christ wants it. Actually, what even is the Anti-Christ? I'd say it's a computer program. A type of algorithm with a certain set of instructions conscious of what it is. IPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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>>324135
Considering all this, what gives the Anti-Christ camp any edge over the Satanic camp? Apparently, during every lunar eclipse or something like that, Satan and his men are sealed away from earth. In that infinitely small duration of their being sealed, the Anti-Christ camp is free to act however they please, to whatever extent they please, facing no obstacle at all. They work in extremely small windows, and most of their effort is undone when Satan comes back, save for what is clearly irreparable and too far gone. It's a slow process.

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>>324137
A total solar eclipse would be the reverse of this, where all the Anti-Christ forces are restricted, and the Satanic forces can exert maximal authority.


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 No.228805[Reply]

Dear friends, how often do you wash? I’m just asking because the water was recently shut off and I need to somehow survive in such conditions. Just don’t tell me you don’t spend time taking a bath or a shower.
I know that succubi waste water all the time on all sorts of things just to ‘look beautiful’ — literally for everything. And sometimes they can easily take a bath for 4 hours and think that’s normal.
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 No.228811

i used to shower every day before work cuz i didn't want norms to make fun of me for being smelly or whatever, but now as a neety i try to do it every 3 days, sometimes i'm too lazy and forget and i can go a week max. eventually i start smelling even to myself and feeling all icky so taking a shower feels good.

 No.228812

>>228811
yea, i see. I think in general it's cool when you can wash yourself. Like, I wash myself every day because I don't want to get a fungus or something like that

 No.228813

>>228809
i used to do it every day
i remember even posting about my skincare routine back in 2022, think it was in a dep thread
but i don't see the point to it when i only ever see mom, and sometimes i go weeks avoiding her when we have a fight

 No.228814

>>228810
They might be but they just aren't very common here in Europe so that's why we don't have one.

 No.228820

>>228805
>the water was recently shut off
Just the hot water or cold water too? How do you even survive without water? Do you have to go somewhere to fill some up and then lug it home?

But just use wet wipes to wipe yourself down, it should keep you fresh for a while. Back when I was a NEET I used to do this and would go 2-3 months without showering regularly, and my parents never complained of me smelling. Now that I'm a wageslave I do shower every day that I have work, so 4 times a week, and don't shower on the 3 days I have off. I kind of have to do it because my hair looks incredibly messy and unkempt after sleeping even one night, and there's just no way to get it to look normal without washing my head, and if I'm doing that I may as well take a shower so that's what I do.



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 No.324068[Reply]

I dont know how to cope that old internet is not coming back and that it will get worse for each year that goes by
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>>324094
>>324092
stop saying normies, it's the normalfags who say it

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>>324097
My words are spells meant to twist your panties and it seems to work.
Enjoy. My curses will keep on flowing.

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>>324098
good you fond me, now stop saying normie

 No.324107

>>324099
Norman Norbert Norman Normandy XDDDDD

 No.324136

Today the internet is so boring people prefer to chat with bots



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 No.307689[Reply]

I am losing my motivation im gonna fail out of Uni
I dont really want to quit, but I have less and less energy
I am in a state of constant burnout despite doing nearly nothing
im such a failure
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>>308363
>Schizoid
Hey that's me! And I agree completely with what you say to be honest, at least I'm not depressed anymore, if I was, college would have actually made me commit suicide.
It's been horrible to be honest, I can mask well enough to where people have no mayor issues working/interacting with me (they do know I'm not normal, and I've been told so a couple of times by normies) but I'm kinda masked and dissociated during and after class, genuinely I have to lay down for a good chunk of time, utterly defeated and tired after I get home from that shit.
Not only that, due to the anhedonia and apathy I don't give a shit about my degree (forced to get it by parents, I won't lol) and not only is my career hard as shit (medicine), it's super social so I'm genuinely dying, the worst part is of course I'm not built for this career or higher education in general (always hated studying and the education system as a whole) but my parents really want me to get a degree and I'm a leech in a third world country, so what can I really do, not like it matters too much when I'm home as I just bury myself in my hobbies, I don't really derive much pleasure from them mind you, like barely a bit here and there but they're a good way to burn time till I eventually die, and overall better than watching paint dry while I daydream.

Anyways, I relate to what you say, college ain't built for people with certain mental illnesses, especially if they have no drive/desire for that education to begin with, but well, not like we can do much, and working isn't particularly better, we genuinely are not built for society as you say, fuck this is so tiresome, good luck wizard, hopefully we'll both have a good ending, I'm definitely flunking one or two classes this semester, maybe my parents will finally get the memo and allow me to work or something.

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>>308367
i guess i am clinically depressed right now. i bit the bullet and asked for a psychiatrist recently, and they stuffed me full of antidepressants, i don't feel any different yet but maybe that will change. good luck to you too fellow apprentice, give up the schools of man but do not give up the school of wizardry

 No.308381

>>308379
> i guess i am clinically depressed right now. i bit the bullet and asked for a psychiatrist recently, and they stuffed me full of antidepressants, i don't feel any different yet but maybe that will change.
Good luck then senior wizard, I wouldn’t wish depression on anyone, especially if like me they have another condition on top of it, hopefully you can find some release or help of some sort, even if it’s just some sort of personal peace, that’s the road I’m personally on because I don’t really believe there’s any cure for my Szpd.
Though I do recommend you to keep taking the meds for some time (I would say if you reach 1-2 months without any change then yeah, they won’t help), at least for me they did help massively (I would say they did a decent chunk of the work, the rest was trough personal efforts/changes and a the talk therapy did help a bit), but I can admit that how well they work seems to depend heavily from individual to individual (neurochemistry/genetics are a bitch) and TRD (treatment resistant depression) does exist too.

> good luck to you too fellow apprentice, give up the schools of man but do not give up the school of wizardry

Thanks senior wizard, nothing will get me out of the wizard school to be honest, I literally made a personal vow to the Lord to stay on it due to my waifu, so yeah, I’ll be a fully fledged wizard eventually and I’ll die a wizard.

 No.308382

>>307689
>despite doing nearly nothing

that is precisely why you are in a burnout state

 No.308496

>>307689
I was in your exact same situation, and then realized my meds were the source of my lack of motivation. It took a few months of withdrawal and even worse anhedonia before I got my willpower back. I don't know if you take any psych, but they might be the culprit if you do



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 No.225305[Reply]

I believe in the potential of humanity. I believe in the human ability of compassion and cooperation. We are still essentially in the dark ages, human civilization is only around 12,000 years old. There has been unprecedented rapid technological development in the past 200 years and it takes time as a species to adjust to all of this. Humanity is going through growing pains as things balance out and the fact is that our species is going to live on for thousands of years more and longer. I fully believe that while our current civilization is decaying and receding and war in the near future with societal decay is inevitable, the society that humans have in the far future will seem utopian compared to our standards now. We have the ability to create a fair and just world, societal systems develop as well as technology does. While the current system is unfair and easy to slip through the cracks, its a first step into the whitepill world of tomorrow. I believe, anons. Humanity is going to make it.
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 No.227519

>>227510
Really? I saw a video the other day of waymos impeding traffic because the internet got disconnected or something and they just stopped in the middle of the street.

 No.227529

>>227518
true cum-sm has never been tried


AND Marx pretty much was not a fan of revolutions - he expected capitalists to realise they're overproducing so much stuff they might have handed some out to The G-Man in exchange for a safety net of sorts, leading to the world where scarcity is an exception thing and not the norm.

 No.227532

>>227517
feudalism or slavery depending if the country's war-torn or not, humans are hirarchical and males are greedy, they want the largest harems possible, especially underage succubi, as proven by epstein and the richest man in the world's obsession to have as much offspring as possible, says he wants to be compared to genghis khan

 No.227534

>>227532
>males are greedy
and succubi paradoxically insecure -> feminism

>humans are hirarchical

the greedy males depend on each other

so is it more a gender ratio problem then?

p.s.
>the richest man in the world's obsession to have as much offspring as possible, says he wants to be compared to genghis khan
autism & performative darwinism

 No.228816

Didn't you post this on /leftypol/



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 No.308464[Reply]

Again, that feeling returned, wondering why there was a kind of resentment within me. Memories surfaced of why things had to be this way. And well, my ego told me what my eyes had seen: that I was superior to the one who had prevented me from being myself.

Although it was all for naught, the sinister was already looming. But how can you banish something from your mind when it has become so fiercely ingrained?

Have you ever managed to rid yourself of a resentment that seemed to have become embedded in your mind?

 No.308467

no i hate everything and everyone and feel like it's absolutely justified

 No.308491

even when people ruin my life, there's no real resentment.
I just start calculating how I can get them out of my life as soon as possible.
I guess if you want to remove resentment you have to learn the skill of 'moving on'?



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 No.308343[Reply]

The Time God does not forget nor forgive edition. You will do this again.

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>>308346
I've lost most of the pleasure my PC used to provide.
Often I turn away and stare at a wall or my mirror and just wonder how I used to exist before the PC.
Same sort of weird feeling you describe. I'm old, body clearly showing decades of neglect.

I'm reminded of my single digit years.
Back then despite the miserable circumstances just existing was rather fun. Stuff in my memories is so vibrant and I remember everything was interesting and enjoyable.

I remember I had a very good quality stick for years that I ended up losing in the woods.
It was a nice durable stick…
My very own excalibur I'd say.

Exhaustion is all that is left. Despite being a wizard I feel like all magic is gone from my life.
Existing wasn't a burden back in the days I think.
I really don't feel like I have much in common with the little kid in my memories. Such an odd thing feeling alien compared to yourself.

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>>308346
I know this feeling, feels like I'm a cyborg or something just pointlessly going through the motions like a flesh automaton.

The dopamine drip of screens keeps me artificially awake too long and I never sleep enough too. It's like the opposite of a bonfire at night surrounded by people, you're just staring at a light burning itself into your retinas while desperately trying to feel included until your body is too exhausted to continue every single night.

 No.308476

>>308466
>lost most of the pleasure my PC used to provide.

I'm sitting on years of video, music, and games that I'm just not going to visit again. I'm about to wipe the drives and call it, computer crap takes up a lot of desk space.

 No.308477

>>308476
>that I'm just not going to visit again.
Kinda sucks to acknowledge this at some point in life.
I've somewhat of a digital hoarder and wipe a ton of stuff both material and digital on a similar impulse.
I didn't regret it honestly.
Freed up a lot of headspace too not just physical.

 No.308489

My life is filled with asinine levels of disappointment. I almoat could have acheived something in school and had a happy childhood if my parents werent crazy. I could have a good job if the management wasnt retarded. My new lease suv fucking breaks. For christmas as a kid i would always receive some cheap knockoff of what i asked for so i guess im just conditioned to this shit. I could order a 10 piece nuggets and instead of getting 9, get a box full of spiders. Just constant getting kicked while im down bullshit like that.



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 No.306726[Reply]

I have a horrible mother who criticises me just as much when I do something good as when I do something wrong. I remember having a lot of traumatic experiences with her, and even today she’s still the same. For example, I started being more hygienic and washing my hands before eating, and she started using that habit as a weapon against me. She also criticises me for not going out with my ‘friends’, but when I do leave the house, she keeps insulting me Any advice on how to get free from her? makes me unhappy
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 No.306809

Normies, especially succubi just love to complain. I bet your mother has nothing of substance going on in her life either, if she was happy and had hobbies she wouldn't be so up your ass. nagging and bitching is a popular female hobby

 No.308446

>>306727
A-ha.

go stern like a gray rock
ignore her as if you are out of love for her (not true, but…)

 No.308447

>>306783
>but I can go and live with my dad because my parents are divorced


Good for you, because my father was shouting very loudly and threatingly on me when I tried that option…

 No.308459

>>306783
>>306783
Move with dad

 No.308486

mine used to love me
maybe she still does deep down
but our relationship is irreparably damaged beyond hope

she doesn't insult me or make mean comments
we mostly just don't talk beyond the necessary, or see each other much despite living together



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 No.303736[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

You will still be stuck browsing this thread in 2026 edition

previous>>296811
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 No.308478

Finished some Cisco Academy Pathway courses in hopes to break into IT and leave the call center hell but now the actual certification cost 125 bucks which I cannot afford.
Whole thing makes me feel I wasted my fucking time if I don't Pay for the cert.
Trying to break into anything at 35 just feel hopeless.

 No.308480

>>308473
>I feel like such an imposter.
Same here. It's incredible how hard it is to find a job but then when you do you get paid to do absolutely nothing all day. I'm by no means complaining, but I can't quite wrap my head around how I'm getting paid when I provide nothing of value.

Everything is just one big farce.

 No.308483

>>308480
Life is a series of playing pretend. Why else would actors be so highly esteemed?

 No.308484

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I'm fiyad, brews.
What's left for me? I have no skills, no talent. Idiotic-autistic, can't fake happiness.
Should I look into any religions before I blow my head off? I was raised christian and I'm retarded so I'm still kind of scared of eternal suffering

 No.308485

>>308484
tell mommy you love her and you need to move back in? that's what i did.


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 No.41960[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

everyone thinks japanese people aren't racists and will be alright with foreigners if they respect japan. but this video shows the contrary: japanese people are like the rest of human, they know what racism is and they are also racists
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 No.44327

>>43247
Seethe nigger

 No.44329

That's a good thing or they'll end up looking like india (many generations of miscegenation) or the US after a few generations

 No.44330

>>44329
when they'll be rzcist toward you, you'll cry, don't you

 No.44331

>>44330
I'm used to you shithole transplants being racist

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 No.308437[Reply]

Is the feeling of alienation familiar to you? Does it hurt?

"All my life, I have lived with the feeling that I have been kept from my true place. If the expression "metaphysical exile" had no meaning, my existence alone would afford it one."

~ Emil Cioran ; The Trouble With Being Born
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 No.308458

>>308438
>among my people
So not wizards I take it?

 No.308461

I comprehended I wasn't a normie a long time ago and this does not cause negative feelings.

 No.308463

>>308438
well, it’s easy doing that when you’re a 50 IQ monkey who can derive meaning and worth from supposedly belong to a pack of other monkeys, but for intelligent people that’s not a solution that’s why you can’t comprehend cioran

 No.308469

I never really understood why people like interacting with other people, like they even organize events in their free time just to meet other people as if work wasn't already too much. I just don't know how anyone can enjoy this as their free choice when it's not necessary to survive.

 No.308470

>Is the feeling of alienation familiar to you?
yes thanks to whoever/whatever i've never known what it's like to belong literally anywhere. i've never been invited twice to any group activity and i've never wanted to be invited even once in the first place. my level of socialization is basically only slightly above zero by virtue of my middle school being a survive-it-yourself shithole.
>Does it hurt?
idk not really when i'm drunk otherwise not really either idk i don't care as much as i used to i guess. well sometimes it does feel bad that i can't even connect with some retards on imageboards but i guess i don't care that much anyway after all. yeah i get what you mean but idk it's not my fault people are so insufferable



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 No.228719[Reply]

I want to talk to you about fate: does it exist or not? Honestly, I don't know. I won't claim to believe in it unconditionally, but I looked at my natal chart (Shoutout to my astrologer friend from the other thread! I know you're reading this). During this time, I've talked to magicians, psychologists, internet freaks, and even talked to AI. And, of course, I've tried to start my life from scratch many times. I've tried to find a job many times, but I've lost it. And now I'm 28 years old, guys. I just want to throw everything away. I'll be 30 in two years. I have no education, I've never really learned anything in my entire life, and I've spent half of it living off my parents. I'm literally a loser, a nobody. The older you get, the more clearly you realize: trying to start over doesn't work when you're in poor health. Let's be honest, many of us have lousy health; many of us rarely even go outside. Besides, there's no money for education, not to mention the strict regulations, the need to pass exams, and other difficulties. And I ask myself: did I even have a choice in how to live? Or was my life built from the very beginning according to some divine plan, a supercomputer, or something similar? After all, if you think about it, all my decisions have always turned out to be wrong. I constantly did the wrong thing, made mistakes out of stupidity or naivety. So, is everything predetermined? I'm still tormented by this question. If I were to get up tomorrow and say, "That's it, I'm leaving this life and I'm no longer a burden," I still wouldn't be able to change much. I won't become a doctor or a scientist at 30. External factors influence us too much. Does that mean that even my decision to change something tomorrow was already made not by me, but by someone else? And I just play out this scenario over and over again, and there was no real freedom of choice. But you know what's the scariest thing? It turns out that no matter what we do, we can't jump above our heads. As the saying goes: "Play stupid games, get stupid prizes" or "You can't teach an old dog new tricks." Actually, I want to ask you: do you believe in fate? Are we really destined to suffer our entire lives? I looked at myself: I'm 28, I haven't learned anything, and I just wasted this life. I wish I'd never been born.
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 No.228773

>>228747
All low IQ societies handwave things away with "fate". Here in Morocco fate belief is extreme. No matter how badly YOU fucked up or how many mistakes you made, people blame fate.

If governing authorities are incompetent they are not challenged, it's just something God willed. If you refuse to go to the doctor and die, it was "fate", not you being a retard.

I still don't understand why I had to be born into this poor hellhole. I'm also the only person with a uni degree within a roughly 50km2 radius. No economic or political connections = no job except maybe food delivery.

 No.228774

>>228773
Self-criticism is not an option for low IQ people as individuals but especially as aggregates.

 No.228776

>>228773
>I still don't understand why I had to be born into this poor hellhole
Fate?

 No.228781

>>228773
>
I still don't understand why I had to be born into this poor hellhole.
you were born into such a place to save it! It is your fate

 No.228804

>>228719
loooool. thanks for the laugh makes me feel better about myself.



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 No.37597[Reply]

Would this board be better if anime discussion wasn't allowed? I like anime, but this board's so slow that having any actual discussion outside of the anime review thread or the cute anime character threads, is basically pointless. The world of imageboards needs a place for niche otaku discussion, but alas, no site caters to such interest. What with the modern day youth on this site, there'd probably just be a bunch of Vtuber threads to take all the anime discussion's place. What does /jp/ - Japan/Anime, think?
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 No.42267

it is called japan anime so anything japan related would fit the bill its just up to people to muster the balls to talk about non anime manga things like Tokusatsu living in japan history religion ect

 No.42305

>>42139
it's not only justified, but vindicated. The Chinese are, as much as you may like them, a cancer, and they are huge. Their influence should be cut out from everywhere.

 No.44247

In my experience, saturation of a particular conversation theme in any board doesn't mean that the board is doing poorly. It just means it lacks enough people. If you wish to have a conversation beyond anime, manga or light novels, we all would benefit from you making a thread on the subject. Also very cool image, not sure if that is a yokai but looks cool.

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 No.44328

>>37607
saeed please



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 No.308419[Reply]

I got a very sad event and started to write things out of nowhere, like poems and short shitty ironic funny stories in my language, even some are sad or deppresive or even dramatic histories.
Sometimes i like to draw calligrams.
I shared it sometimes with randoms or people i know and they enjoyed it.
I doing this now like two weeks and i feel kind calm and in some way at times little happy after reading or laughing at my shitty work, i dont know why but i like it feels more fulfilling than doing nothing or focus much in fixing my sadness bacause sometimes i even got some smirk or laugh of people seing my art and they looks happy to me and that's everything to fill my day with their little spontaneous bacon of sunlight in this abyss.

 No.308425

that's kind of hurt reading your thoughts because sometimes I laigh at things and depression comes out of nowhere and the joy I had transform into a bittersweet emotion which is hard to carry because of how heavy depression/sadness is. your post reminds me of that

 No.308426

>Creating art
>Expressing yourself
>Making your kinsmen smile
These are all normal things to enjoy and just about every small children's cartoon has been pounding that in to kids' heads since forever.

 No.308427

>i know and they enjoyed it
i don't want to ruin your peace but i'll just feed you this thought that you should keep yourself prepared for when your brain starts returning to the baseline and thinking rationally again. maybe it'll never happen, but just in case.

 No.308434

>>308427
>>308427
>our brain starts returning to the baseline and thinking rationally again

>implying him finding enjoyment in delighting others is irrational

>implying his happiness is.. a COPE
Piss off.

 No.308468

sounds fun, you should do this more often if it makes you happy



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