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 No.316786[Reply]

For the longest Time i had none other than my Parents to share my problems with and they Would Always say stuff like:
"Everything Will be alright, just be positive"
And for The longest Time i believed that was bull shit, to think our thoughts could influence reality and our outcomes in life, and lately After another conversationv with my father where he said the usual stuff of "everything Will be alright for you as Long You remain positive and optimistic"
I thought to my self why don't i become positive and optimistic just in order to relieve my present anxities? even if maybe it's all dogshit and the universe is indifferent about your thoughts and such, but of course when you are a life Time pessimist, it's not easy to change your mindset, even if it's just wanting to delude my Self.
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 No.322534

>>316786
“Watch your thoughts, they become your words; watch your words, they become your actions; watch your actions, they become your habits; watch your habits, they become your character; watch your character, it becomes your destiny.”
― Lao Tzu

 No.322535

I can certainly relate. as a wiz who is pessimistic both by temperament and philosophy, its not rational to dwell in mental pain that is objectively right. so i've tried to focus on positive psychology, and appreciating the good aspects of my life.

it is good to LARP in the most hellish possible life for once a year, going homeless or going to bootcamp so you can appreciate neeting the rest of the year

 No.322540

Damn I wish my parents were like that. My parents are the most negative and pessimistic people I know. If I tell them about something I am considering doing they will just tell me all the ways it might go wrong.

 No.322544

This weekend I managed to fix my bicycle brakes which I am really happy about. I tried to repair the light system as well and it worked, but after going on a test ride and some asphalt bumps it stopped working again.

 No.322627

positivity that's something you chose. it's choice. your genes don't limit how often you are positive, your habit does, which you can override with something else and if you can hold it long enough, it will replace the old.

i would start like this: be in optimism for 1 minute every day until it becomes easy, then increase to 5 minutes.

what might help you is building systems that remember your worries for you and allow you to have worries and make decisions based on them without having to have them running in the head.



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 No.226391[Reply]

Drawing/piano are two hobbies I've agonized over since early high school. Both are the only means I can think of that could help me properly express myself, or at least give me the brain-coolant I so desperately need to continue functioning.
Piano specifically is nothing but blackpill after blackpill. As a guy with a fucked up back/arms from years of neanderthal autism posture + stupid job giving me arthritis, I'll never be able to play the piano at a master level. I feel like there's no point in even continuing.
Drawing is something where there's very little joy in learning the fundamentals, and of course not being very smart or blessed with visual memory kills most of my motivation to draw anything at all.
Every other hobby is either an extension of the two, or a boring waste of time.
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 No.226587

I’m identical to op this feels weird I don’t have much to add other than I relate

 No.227256

>Drawing/piano are two hobbies I've agonized over since early high school.

Those aren't hobbies of yours then. Some people have bad motorics, like myself, e.g. awkward.


>Both are the only means I can think of that could help me properly express myself, or at least give me the brain-coolant I so desperately need to continue functioning.



Try synth software.
Try making grim 80s synthwave…

OR

Try harmonica.
1880s Wild West vibe songs.

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>>226391
>As a guy with a fucked up back/arms from years of neanderthal autism posture + stupid job giving me arthritis, I'll never be able to play the piano at a master level. I feel like there's no point in even continuing.
Do exercises to fix your back posture and hand posture for different piano and your hand size, wikihow have cool ones. You dont need much more like a mirror and know how you sit, watch tv-phone-read book and talk and do a job stand.
This can be fixed.
>Also
Or try another instrument or try digital ones. Music theory is a door to another dimension that people without it, know less.
>Drawing is something where there's very little joy in learning the fundamentals, and of course not being very smart or blessed with visual memory kills most of my motivation to draw anything at all.
Maybe aphantasia, you can train a little the visualization skills by visualizing sexual escenes (no joking) later neutral things and later geometrical math things.
Or you can grab things and try to turn around like a 3D model in your mind trying to know how it look behind.
Architects do this and some of them have aphantasia.
>Also
You can use games like sims 1,2,3,4 or blender to train this.
>Also
You can get into photography, this thing enchance a lot draw and perspective.
>Every other hobby is either an extension of the two, or a boring waste of time.
People that are genius or have talent in hobbies enjoy it, you dont need to force yourself to hurt yourself, its not a competence. Or you want to be the next rennainsenance man like da'vinci or a french intelectual of the illustration or a japanese-chinese kid forced by parents every single day to the same activity to achieve mastering?
Do it often, repeat, this's the way to skillful.

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>>226396
Don't worry anon. I enjoyed the thread and I can relate to not knowing what to do with my free time

 No.227468

Try to use Esochannealogy: https://wizchan.org/b/res/1029560.html
We have an esochannealogical cell in this chan. Esochannealogy is esoteric Chan culture. You use these archives in AI.



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 No.318263[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

This might as well be the end. Jannies are abandoning ship and even if they open back again they won't be able to replace them because nobody will risk a doxx. Nobody will moderate the site, their source code got leaked almost entirely there's no way they will be back up again. This is the end of an era. Share your feelings regarding the site here, let this thread be a farewell to 4chan.
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 No.322401

>>322399
>my life choices have led me to see 100s of prints from the circa 1780-1820 British golden age of satire, they shit on the french constantly.
I'm thinking based

 No.322406

>>322401
real humanities degrees are widely considered useless, not to mention my superstitious self-taught knowledge. I wish I was interested in practical things, such as soldering or furniture repair.

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 No.322624

New 4chan captcha is kinda fun

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 No.227246[Reply]

Hiya fellas, been some time since I posted here or even lurked here. Loneliness brought me back here (and a bottle of wine, haha). I'm soon 29 years old, almost wiz status, still living at home with my parents who are getting old and I never worked a day in my life, don't know anything about the ""real"" world pretty much.

I just realized recently that I'm kind of a borderline-schizoid nutcase with some antisocial and narcissistic characteristics. Yeah, I thought psychology was just some some jewish bullshit too for a long time but recently I started to think that maybe there's SOME truth to it. So yeah, I don't want to work, don't want to be a productive member of a society that hates me, I came to acknowledge the fact that I'm predestined to be some kind of criminal character or someone who is deemed crazy by society. Either way, I will spend my life (after my parents are gone) either in some insane asylum or some kind of prison, under the the constant supervision of normalfags and among people who act like animals…Yeah, I accepted this fate of mine. I don't want to live the normalfag life of working and just getting along with everyone…That sounds boring as hell. I crave some kind of excitement. I don't know what exactly but I've been reading about criminals recently and I felt like I found where I belong…I'm pretty sure after my parents are gone I will be forced to either be a common thief or to get into random fights with norms over trivial bullshit, so anyway I will end up in some cage, living like some animal. Fuck this life, but to tell the truth my depression disappeared almost completely over the years. I just accepted my fate, sort of.

Sorry for the blogpost, just wanted to vent kind of.
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 No.227392

>>227388
That's why I was surprised that schizotypical seems to be a related Russian concept, that is now completely accepted in the western DSM

 No.227394

>>227332
There are racial differences among criminals too, it's useless to deny this. Certain races are more prone to certain crimes or behave in a different way when committing X crime.

The "white hustle culture" you speak about became mainstream in the post-segregation culture where races get mixed together and so whites start to copy black or brown habits (or vice versa). Even FBI criminologists acknowledge race differences among criminals, like white sexual offenders showed more sophistication in their crimes than non-whites who just went around raping/killing their victims usually.

 No.227397

>>227392
I think the political background of "sluggish schizophrenia" still lingers here - as if Soviet psych-s wanted to cover their asses from their past (we dindu nuffin! they WERE something-something SCHizo) and keep that "ur mom g– schizo" card handy.

 No.227401

>>227397
On further inspection it seems schizotypal is a western concept, that "sluggish schizophrenia" was somewhat integrated into in Russia in the post-USSR

 No.227466

>>227277
A jobs a job, criminal or not. Drug dealers are mailmen. Why wouldn't you take the legal alternative and not have to worry about the consequences? It's not worth the hassle, and it's actually more difficult than living legally. Don't be an edge lord. Don't make it difficult for yourself. Get a nice hobby like painting and try to think positively. You think like a troubled teenager, you don't have to join the unjust because it's common. You're just throwing shit on the pile. You probably just need to take medication for whatever condition you have. Sometimes it's as simple as that. Antipsychotics or mood stabilizers.



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 No.304864[Reply]

Its like it's this horrible world, full of horrible people, and it's so tempting to hate Being. To hate being itself. And fall into complete nihilism. But you have to embrace Being as it is. And yourself as you are. And just accept the place the Cosmos has given you. And even if it is your destiny to be friendless, ostracized, outcast by all. And to have a shitty job. And you just wagie and then you die forgotten. That's what you were put into this cosmos to do. And you just have to do it. And that's what it means to be a Man. And you just do your shitty job a little bit better each day. And you've made the world a slightly better place, even though the World still hates you back, and there's no reward for goodness.
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 No.304883

>>304877
might as well cut out the imitation and go straight to the source.

But its still a JP message. Take pride in being a frog. But its not like frog pride is because frogs are the best species superior to all others. there are so many species that are bigger, stronger and can do more than frogs. But you accept the role you were given and do your best at it, without any illusions or delusions of rising above.

 No.304884

>>304878
he is proud to be on benzos. That's what the whole lobster metaphor is about. Like people caricature that about JP worshipping lobsters as alpha male chads. And it is a little bit of that.

But the larger point is that the lobster gets a serotonin flush from winning fights. But if you get it from prozac or benzos it has the exact same impact on the lobster. So you can win fights, or you can just take benzos. it has the same hormonal impact.

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 No.304903

Massively improved standard of living
The child mortality rate in Africa
Is now the same as it was in Europe in 1952
Which is a statistic
That I just regard as
Absolutely miraculous
The rate of poverty is diminishing
At an amazing rate, right
Between 2000 and 2012
We have poverty

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 No.303736[Reply]

You will still be stuck browsing this thread in 2026 edition

previous>>296811
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 No.304780

So my boss and a coworker got hit with COVID-19 and guess who has to step in and cover. It's my dumbass. I'm now in day 2 of a 6 day stretch. Plus the fact that it's the holidays…I hate this time of year.

 No.304804

>>304612
Unlike most crabs here, I can't no longer stand being a NEET. I feel a burden to my fathers.

I know I will yearn being a NEET at some point in life, if I manage to land a job first.

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>>304035
Figured I'd give a little update:
I ended up quitting after about two weeks because I got another job offer that at the time sounded a lot better (evening shift instead of a night shift, and at a factory instead of a supermarket), but after a few weeks of working there, I can confidently say that I hate it. I liked it more at the supermarket. The problem with the factory is that it's all very tight knit and everyone tries to talk to me cause I'm the new guy when I really just don't want to talk to anyone unless it's work related. I've also made a bit too good of a first impression with management so they're pushing me to do more already, which I don't think I'll be able to do since I'm quite forgetful. At least at the supermarket, no one acknowledged my existence and I had one job in one aisle only.

How great being a NEET was and how I can go back to that is one of the only things I think about now, but I'm not retarded/lucky enough to have the government take care of me, so I'd have to live with my parents, and I don't want to do that.

 No.304922

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>>304840
>I've also made a bit too good of a first impression with management so they're pushing me to do more already, which I don't think I'll be able to do since I'm quite forgetful.

As an older mage who's been in the working world a while, let me give you some advice here young wizzie, NEVER go above and beyond at your job even if you're more then capable of it - your reward won't be more pay or bonuses, you'll only be rewarded with more work AND your coworkers will start to dislike you since you'll make them look bad in front of the management. You want to neither stand out at the very top nor be the one at the very bottom, always try to remain AVERAGE with the amount of effort you put in at work.

The less your managers expect from you - the better it will be for you. Nowadays also in this economy being a high-performer at work doesn't guarantee you job security, I've seen some hard-working smart individuals get laid off in jobs simply cause they were being paid higher then the rest of the team and someone needed to be let go to save on employee costs. And now that you showed your managers that you can be driven to work hard without any extra reward on their part, they'll come to expect that level of hard work from you consistently at the same amount of pay. In short - learn to take it easy wizzie, you don't need to impress anyone at work or go above and beyond since you'll only end up burning yourself out.

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>>304840
Sorry to hear that. When it comes to work, it's very difficult to find a job that's tolerable, and very easy to lose that job once you do find it.
>it's all very tight knit and everyone tries to talk to me cause I'm the new guy
I hate that shit so much, the "we're like a big family" type of workplace. It's the worst because your coworkers will try to pry into your personal life and even pressure you to attend social functions with them and get offended if you refuse. It's ridiculous.

>>304922
Exactly correct, wiz. I had to learn that lesson the hard way a few times. I would set out to do a good enough job so that no one has a reason to complain about me, but I would overdo it and impress the people around me, which result in more responsibility and higher expectations, which would ultimately result in me getting burnt out, overwhelmed, and eventually quitting. Also, as you said, there's no reward for working hard. In fact, with labor laws the way they are now, you can actually get legally screwed over at work. I recently got promoted at my job (I didn't try that hard, just most people around me were shit at their jobs or had bad attendance, so I was the best choice by process of elimination) and the company I work for wont even consider giving me a raise until April, because that's when their fiscal-year ends. So I'm doing a job that I'm getting provably underpaid for, but it doesn't matter because it's legal in the eyes of the shitty US government. The collapse can't happen soon enough.



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 No.43978[Reply]

I know I kown, people say a lot of this, anime is in Netflix, Ghibli classics are in netflix etc.
But let e explain why anime still being a subculture, "normies not research"!!!!!
I'm current seeing konosuba(I know is mainstream) becouse Aqua is the star in my pixiv feed, but I found more about the serie, i found the ovas, the manga, the spinoff and the novel, I really want to consume all of this, normies just stay in Streaming, we anime fans love research that is what make un true anime fans!!!!

 No.43980

Sometimes I do get the impression that streaming is just background noise for most. You see stuff like youtube videos or top-something sites giving the most basic facts within a story as if it was big trivia and revelation, and you can't help but notice most people there just generally read about the work, which is crazy since sometimes it would be a 12-episode series or a 90 minutes movie, or a 200-page manga (that is 90%+ drawing). And I always wonder why apparently every month there is a "record-breaking-most-watch-ever"-whatever on Netflix or something, but they don't get sequels or new season for years. If it's that watched, why aren't they making more? People just generally acquaint themselves with novelty enough to feel they are not missing out, the fact that some of it is anime is just detail.

 No.43981

If you were alive and cognisant pre-00s, you wouldn't say this.

 No.44094

>>43980
https://www.fastcompany.com/91264942/netflix-knows-youre-looking-at-your-phone-and-its-changing-how-shows-get-made

Second Screen effect is a recorded phenomenon now. I've noticed it with myself from time to time.

For example, I "watched" Dragon Maid while playing Factorio.

Passive consumption media I think is becoming explicitly geared to be a secondary activity; and I think western published anime is starting to be selected by this criteria.

 No.44097

>>44094
>recorded phenomenon
It is a norm for retards with burned out dopamine receptors who are bored while entertaining themselves already. It is ineffective way of spending your brain juices.



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 No.321588[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction

https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.322599

>>322537
Isn't it just the receptors being desensitized?
>>322586
Woah. Reading something like that on here is a real Christmas miracle. Do tell
>>322582
Hyperhypergamy and whore culture has made a lot of normalfags feel like they're losers while being loser-lite at most.
>>322500
Interesting
>>322405
Well?
>>322125
Hit a little too close to home?

 No.322607

Was touching the weird lump on my scrotum and it suddenly starts hurting. One of my ball seem to be in a weird angle now so I am scared it might be testicular torsion or some shit. It's almost midnight where I live too. FML. I'll sleep it off and then have my parents take me to the doctor to see what's left of my ball then. Health issues are 10 times more devastating when you're a mentally ill NEET.

 No.322617

>>322607
I have humiliated my family by going to the doctor for suspected torsion and a penile fracture on two separate occasions. I went to the emergency room at 2:00 AM with my dad because I thought I broke my dick. I think it might have been a minor urinary tract infection + hypochondria.

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I noticed that even after log out from the Internet Archive after visiting again I would still be logged in. If someone get a hold of my laptop after my death, they could delete my uploads. If I remember correctly after changing e-mail, your last uploads are no longer under your account. In order not to have someone after my death an access to my files there, I changed my e-mail from Gmail to an e-mail with a password that I myself don't know now (fucked up), though I know the archive password.

Looks like after changing the e-mail, your account is still linked to Google hencewhy I couldn't log out properly. If I was logged into Google account, my Internet Archive profile would be logged in automatically. With Gemini's help, I unlinked my Internet Archive account from my Google account in the settings. Looks like a success.

Somehow my pdf got deleted with all my notes. Thankfully, Xodo app folder exists in the Android, then data destination. I copied it and it every note is safe.

 No.322625

>>322620
>the pic
Are you a potuzhnich from the land of nezlamnist or was it picked randomly?


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 No.304887[Reply]

any wizards choose to take psychiatric meds?
and also what's the deal with assisted/medically induced suicide these days?

i hate crawling back to antidepressants but when my thoughts start getting too dark that i can't metabolize them on my own with meditation, and i can't concentrate on anything, i just need something to take the edge off, and if i'm not abusing substances, it's really hard to think of anything that will work better than prozac. but i hate that i need them. my old doctors would say something like, "well what if you needed glasses would you hate them and refuse to wear them? Or just get glasses and live your life?"

Seems switzerland actually lets non-citizens have assisted suicide? my mental health is not really severe enough probably… i don't have a terminal illness or anything… just a tootheache and dysthimia that makes me want to escape dealing with it head on… i had a fleeting relief by researching it and seeing it exists, but the thought has since passed (for now)
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 No.304918

I'm forced to take an antipsychotic injection every ten weeks, beside this I'm very anti-psychiatry, psych drugs made me disabled both mentally and physically

As for VAD (voluntary assisted death) in Switzerland it requires a medical condition, you can contact some association like Pegasos or Dignitas to ask if you're eligible for VAD

It is really cruel that most countries have yet to recognize a right to die with dignity

 No.304919

>>304917
>right
you keep using ""right"" the same way some subversive judeomarxist tranny does
legalizing murder isn't your ""right""
You have the right to slit your wrists in a bathtub

 No.304920

>>304918
Better yet, go down fighting if you really care about dignity, faggot

 No.304921

>>304919
if criminals have a right to be executed, then they shouldn't get privileges that law-abiding citizens can't demand as well.

 No.304924

>>304887
Assisted suicide is for sissies. I have suicidal thoughts daily but I'd never go there. I say if you are truly willing to die, you will do it by a knife, by a noose, by a train, by ODing drugs, it doesn't really matter. This shit reeks of 'profit' chasing. Giving jews shekels so that they kill you is awful. I'd rather dehydrate myself to death than give a damn nickel to those bastards.



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 No.303847[Reply]

I feel like I have a big black hole instead of my heart. it happens when I'm sad. It 100% comes from my depression for sure. it hurts because it's like someone stabbed you and you can feel the hole and it hurts even more and I get more depressed and I feel like the hole is growing bigger and heavier. it hurts so much when it happens. no hobby can satisfy me to fill the hole. the hole acts like a black hole and absorbs every positive thinking or things.
anyone felt/feels that and how did you overcome it?
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 No.303955

>>303954
>didn't do anything these years, just resting at home/a NEET another words).

That's kind of what I did. I used it as an excuse to take up a bunch of hobbies and just try to learn any skill. I managed to code a few simple video games during that time. At this point, the ship has sailed on trying to make a career for myself due to AI and the worsening job market but I had fun at least.

 No.303956

>>303955
waoh you made a game,im impressed.
for me, I learned no skills in these resting years. I couldn't do anything, I was too depressed and crying like everyday. i was in a bad mood and the delirium because of schizophrenia. so yeah I developped 0 skills

 No.303959

>>303955
Wiz, don't beat yourself down over AI. The people who care about games would rather play an authentic game made by YOU rather than some quickly made AI game with stolen assests. Same thing with art: people who CARE about art pick a real drawing every time.
Give coding one more try, you have nothing to lose, aren't you? Who knows, maybe in a few years you will develop your skill so well that you would be able to solve complex problems where AI stumbles.

 No.304898

>>303849
these things really do not matter.
are you healthy? this is really all that matters.

 No.304923

>>304898
I'm kind of okay yeah



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 No.227212[Reply]

https://archive.ph/3vGE1

Across the country, the ancient tradition of Orthodox Christianity is attracting energetic new adherents, especially among conservative young men. They are drawn to what they describe as a more demanding, even difficult, practice of Christianity. Echoing some of the rhetoric of the so-called manosphere, new waves of young converts say Orthodoxy offers them hard truths and affirms their masculinity.

One night this summer, the young adults of All Saints Orthodox Church in Raleigh, N.C., gathered at a bookshop and bar on the city’s north side. At the event’s peak, there were a mere handful of succubi present, and more than 40 men. The men noticed, and believed they knew why.

Orthodoxy “appeals to the masculine soul,” said Josh Elkins, a student at North Carolina State University who was chatting with other young men.
“The Orthodox Church is the only church that really coaches men hard, and says, ‘This is what you need to do,’” said Mr. Elkins, 20, who casually quoted a second-century martyr and rattled off terms like “monarchical episcopate” in conversation. He beamed as he talked about the weekly worship service known as the Divine Liturgy, an hourslong affair at which attendees typically stand the entire time, rather than sitting in the pews or kneeling.

Orthodox Christians in the United States are younger and more male than many other Christian groups here.

Some converts report approvingly that Orthodoxy has a more masculine feel than other traditions. Priests, who must be male and can marry, often have large beards and big families. Orthodoxy asks practitioners to make sacrifices like fasting, rather than offering them emotional contemporary music and therapeutic sermons, which critics describe as the typical evangelical megachurch experience.
“There’s no war for us to die in — well, there are wars for us to die in, just not ones that are honorable,” Laric Copes Jr., 28, who attends All Saints, said. For former Protestants like himself, Orthodoxy serves as “a kind of frontier of exploration,” he said.
“Young men need purpose, whatever that is,” said Jerod Stine, 26. “Young men are struggling to find jobs, they’re struggling to get into schools, and they’re really being told by society, ‘We don’t really need you.’”
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 No.227216

Normies now are embracing Christianity becouse it shine more than Capitalism degeneracy.
They hate progressism not love Christianity, the scandal of the cross is dead in western world.
For they Jesus isn't hope, light, or just a comfort, for they is a leader with sword for fight Progressism.
I hate American Jesus, I respect true Jesus

 No.227217

>>227216
Stop typing like a caveman.

 No.227463

>>227217
He says the truth

 No.227464

>young men are happy to suck a jewish cock and beg for more, because it "appeals to the masculine soul"
thousands of years, thousand of years dude.

 No.227465

As long as suffering exists I will never believe in god, also I want to talk with god if he exists I don't want to talk to myself.



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wizards who went to japan, can you share with us your travel please? I like to hear people's voyages, it's like I was there. don't forget to share any details and your best moments too. Tell us what you bought/bring from japan and what did you eat or activites you've done there!
if you have pics, please share them too, I would save them in my folder :3
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Dumping some random pics I took with my phone

Went there twice, around Tokyo and some towns in the neighbouring districts (Nagano, Matsumoto, Enoshima)

I have never been a weeb but 3 years ago some guy I knew on the internet kind of hyped me up into preparing for a trip, he said he would visit in a year and a half and gave me some pointers for how to visit, so I ended up diving into the language and now I am trying to get to a point where I can hold a full convo with a native (right now I can't do much more than read N4-N5 graded readers and ask for simple stuff)

I never brought back anything fancy from these trips, just sweets for the family and material in Japanese I wanted to study (right now I have some sort of a hentai tankoubon, a childrens book and a bunch of PS3 games)

Going there is pretty disorienting at first (12h plane trip from my home country, then having to book an express train ticket because the airport is 80km away from Tokyo and checking in at the hotel where the front desk knows like 3 English words), but after a first night of sleep it is like visiting a first world country except cleaner, quieter and more into politeness

Usually I just wander around, try to do everyday stuff without using Google translate and barely plan anything

I have visited a bunch of museums and places but there are not a lot of famous ones except the Tokyo skytree, the Meiji shrine and maybe the Tokyo national museum (idk if it is well known)

Best memory is probably getting complimented on my japanese by a tourist helpdesk employee (my japanese was garbage but it was still very nice of her)

Japanese food is honestly not my thing, they have plenty of good dishes but I find the taste very mild and not satisfying at all so I usually just eat random stuff from kombinis (incredibly cheap)

My favorite japanese food is probably the chocolate flavored tofu stick, I can't describe it but it's basically so bad that it's good

I will probably go back next christmas and I hope that I improve enough to become at least semi fluent by then

 No.44088

>>44087
thank you for sharing! I saved all your pics. so you were not alone but with that guy? do you plan to go alone next time?
I also want to go to japan but I'm scared getting mocked by japanese or other foreigners for being a poorfag background and a peasant background. I'm not confident enough

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>>44088
A few more pics if thats your thing

First trip I flew alone but met the guy a few times around Tokyo (we went to teamLab planets and odaiba together with another friend of him)
Second trip I was all alone, next time I plan to meet him again if possible

Frankly I dont think you need to worry about interactions with the locals or other tourists, not everybody will have the same experience but I have never seen anyone get mocked or bothered (except like a few street vendors who try to give you free tissues or get you to come to their bar in kabukicho - and you can just ignore them completely)

In my experience most locals come across as cold or hostile either because you are in their way (trying to have a conversation with a random guy on the street is generally not a good idea) or you're at a helpdesk and they are bothered because you dont speak japanese

 No.44090

>>44089
thanks. since I fon't speak japanese, it will be a burden for locals, I don't want to cause any trouble

 No.44096

I went to Japan in summer 2013 (back when they still loved tourists) a group trip organized by an anime/manga forum. Fifteen days, mostly spent between Kyoto and Tokyo, with the usual mandatory stops (Hiroshima, Nara, Itsukushima etc). Main attraction was that it was that, being a group trip, it was dirt cheap; and I assumed it'd be more fun with weaboos like I was myself back then.

First of all, if you ever go there for more than a few days, *bring laxatives* - the rice based diet will absolutely wreck you. Then, for the love of all that is holy, do *not* go in August like we did - summer in central Japan is one of the worst climates on earth. March-April is the sweet spot.

Trip itself was fun enough, some places were nice surprises (Hiroshima is actually a very nice city), some I knew I'd like (2013 Akiba was still worth a visit, I hear it's gone to hell now), some were idiotic tourist traps my Naruto-addled trip buddies wanted to see at all costs, making us waste precious time (ie Iga - the McDonalds of ninja villages).

Best experiences were def the food, I don't know today but back then eating out was comically cheap; itsukushima (Seto has to be one of the most beautiful coastal areas on earth); and spending three months' worth of salary in Akiba.

As for language, most people actually sort of spoke rudimentary English but you're better off with at least tourist-level Japanese. I needed to find a place and tried to approach these two succubi, they refused to help until I greeted them in Japanese; then proceeded to offer directions in English…



/music/

 No.5303[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post any shitposts or memes made through music in this thread.

Pure meme music is also welcome.
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;_; it's as if someone finally dried my tears with an actual sense of humor..

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/lounge/

 No.322550[Reply]

So wizzies who are familiar with this stuff, is it worth the time and effort? From what I've read most of the darknet or darkweb or wtf is just dead sites, with occasional illegal things here and there. As someone who is just curious and want to pass the time, is it worth the risk of checking out? How do you even find stuff there? WHAT IS EVEN THERE? What are your experiences with it?
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 No.322562

>>322556
I've been thinking it would be a good idea to have a box with no ssd running a tails USB to use for browsing hidden service forums and imageboards while making it more difficult for people to see what you're doing tbh. Clearnet seems kind of gay these days

 No.322618

>>322552
How do you even come across new websites nowadays? Seems like whenever I google anything I just get endless AI articles.

 No.322619

>>322618
Then stop Googling things. There are other search engines and other ways to find websites.

 No.322621

>>322619
#2

maybe 2026 will be the year where you finally begin to question google and look for alternatives.

google used to be great to find information you were looking for when it first began but now google is great in not showing you what you were looking for and instead show you whoever paid them most in this insane militarily protected digital conveyor belt of consumerism.

whatever you are looking for is of secondary concern to google, they are more interested in showing you what the customers paid for you to see, you have to get that in your head. there has been an auction for your attention and you are not getting served search results that best answer your query. you get search results that best represent the wishes of the customers. stop being an idiot.

 No.322623

>>322555
>I have Windows 10 so yeah, this sounds too much effort to me.

nobody made this explicit to me when i started ~5 years ago but linux is way better.

just now after many years i started using command line tools and it is just way better then this graphical nonsense. i download video with command line, i cut video with command line and now whenever i want to learn how to so something, first i check if this can be done in command line. nobody told me how much better this is so i am telling you.



/dep/

 No.304904[Reply]

Lack of disposable income is killing me
I have lots of things I want to buy, such as video games (online games can't be pirated)
Such as a VR headset
I'm traumatized by high school, and jobs are inherently social
I don't want to be around other people
Maybe I'll search for a job that's not social
It's been 10+ years since high school, and I still don't know how to drive
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 No.304911

>>304909
>hurrr you only hate him because you're jealous of his success
Even Diogenes' fans defense of him is youtuber tier

 No.304912

>>304906
how did he go through winters like that though?
it must have been uncomfortable sleeping in a barrel

diogenes' legend must have been twisted with time, there's no way anyone could have done that

then again, there are homeless people, sleeping on the street (they use cardboard though)

 No.304913

Diogenes: "Dude, I don't even care dude, I'll suck dick, I'll take it up the ass, I don't care I'm nonchalant like that."

True story

 No.304914

>>304911
your butthurt is youtube tier, mr. i can't live in a barrel
>>304912
he did it like everyone else did.
>>304913
notice how he never complained about having to be a wagie

 No.304915

>>304914
i wouldn't want to live like that
sleeping on the streets seems like hell



/dep/

 No.304871[Reply]

I can't feel nostalgic towards anything when I look how miserable and fucked up everything was from the beginning because how I look basically. my life would be 100x better if I wasn't SFS subhuman and I just only needed 2x for a life that I would consider good. there's just not a one single moment or a thing in my life that makes it any worthwile. I dont think I will feel any fullfilled by normal means anymore, I just need to hurt people and whoever that has lived in this creation.

 No.304872

Learn painting and channel your desires into it

 No.304880

you aren't obliged to feel nostalgic, relax

 No.304882

>>304880
yeah what do I feel though?

 No.304910

>>304882
feel the magic flowing



/hob/

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 No.68295[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Book discussion. Tell us what you're reading.
Previous threads:
>>64932
>>60032
>>54504
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 No.70229

>>70226
I like this one actually because I like the world building. I did find the Lent celebration confusing but I get the gist from googling the terms. The ornithologist cat metaphor was interesting too and applicable to a lot of chan users.

Most relatable to me personally is Francis talking about not being able to return to an illiterate shepherd life after learning scholarly knowledge in the abbey that has no demand outside of it. If after spending the early age of my life studying intellectual subjects like literature, mathematics, science, history and such, and then leaving the ivory tower my only choice of work is to mindlessly slave at an assembly line or sell real estate to people I'd rather die fighting nomads in the Northwest too.

 No.70234

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6

In all parts of the world men fled from one place to other places, and there was a confusion of tongues. Much wrath was kindled against the princes and the servants of the princes and against the magi who had devised the weapons. Years passed, and yet the Earth was not cleansed. So it was clearly recorded in the Memorabilia.

In the previous chapter, we had a description of the world as it is; in this one, we get the history of how it came to be that way. Not much actual history, but rather a kind of myth, a simplification of the facts, pun intended. It reminds me of that Lord of the Rings quote: 'History became legend. Legend became myth.' It echoes many things in real history, but the parallel that came to mind immediately was the Chinese Cultural Revolution, when many members of the nation’s intelligentsia were killed. Also, the idea of booklegging is lovely.

>>70229
I was wondering if you were going to like it, good to know you did. Francis is becoming a punching bag in this story, we'll where it goes.

 No.70236

>>70234
Scary how ignorant and anti-intellectual the average person can be. Also Francis could have avoided all his problems if he had just lie but considering the theme of the chapter, the author likely considered sabotaging your well-being to tell the truth a virtue. Maybe it's worth it if the truth is really important to you but Francis isn't even sure himself if the old man was the saint or not.

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7

"Well keep at it, Brother! How clever they must have been, those ancients—to know how to untwist nothing. Keep at it, and you may learn how. Then we'd have the "electron" in our midst, wouldn't we? Whatever would we do with it? Put it on the altar in the chapel?"

This is my favorite chapter so far. Francis is finally promoted, the nice lad, and the idea of modern culture and science becoming forgotten knowledge and incomprehensible relics is fully expressed. In a way it's like a medieval man traveled to the future and we get his understanding of the times, pretty good. Abbot Arkos's sagacity is also on full display, all very interesting and fascinating.

>>70236
You were right about Arkos political maneuvering, in this chapter we get to see more of it. Yeah Francis had it hard but it looks like his life is improving now.

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>>70240
The question about the blueprints piqued my curiosity so I looked it up at learn about cyanotype. Interesting. Copy illumination is also another interesting topic. It sounds bewildering to us modern men with plenty of entertainment why someone would give themselves more work but when you have nothing to do but copy manuscript all day you might as well inject some amount of human spirit into your art by drawing beautiful things. Electrons being a "Negative Twist of Nothingness" is incomprehensible to me. There is a Physics Stack Exchange thread on it and they also think it doesn't reflect any understanding in modern physics and is only tangentially related to some obsolete interpretation. Untwisted nothingness is a funny phrase to thing about.

Also we still have 23 chapters to go. If each chapters produce two comments that's 46 more posts on the general reading thread. Would you like to make a separate thread? I mean it could make the reading thread unwelcome to other wizards who want to talk about other books.


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/dep/

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 No.302042[Reply]

I literally got top employee performance of the year two times in a row for exemplary performanceby corporate (not to mention I do unpaid overtime)

And yet because I don't participate in their coffee room gossip and office bullshit (mind you these people are about 20% as productive as me) they want me to lose my job because I don't "match the energy of the community".

Do I just have to suck it up and kms, before I become homeless? Since without a salary that's going to be within 12 months.
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 No.303757

Let them do it. Do not suck the dick of mental exhaustion.

You might break all the same, they might hate you even more for your cowardice, remember they are irrational beasts

 No.304055

As a wildlife researcher lives around and studies wild animals, so should you, fellow wiz. Why do the most insane thing of being around beasts and not learning their culture and customs?

 No.304057

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>>304055
talking to norpers is draining and depressing

 No.304896

FUCK NORMIES

 No.304900

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>>304057
Niger's flag is also a basketball



/dep/

 No.301044[Reply]

I'm nervous because I've tried so many times and it never worked.

I recently worked alone on the backend of a course project, barely sleeping and also helping with the frontend. Before the deadline, my hands were shaking from anxiety and lack of sleep, which made my stuttering worse. Still, I finished the project (ASP.NET + Angular) and got 11 out of 12 points - almost a perfect score.

But our frontend guy only got 12 points for a beautiful cover, while I was fixing bugs, creating the backend and connecting everything via API. After all this, I was given even more assignments, and now I can't focus on my own projects. Everyone acts like they know what I should do, but I want to do what I want. I have a few personal projects, but they never moved beyond testing.

What frustrates me the most is the uncertainty - I never know if I will succeed. The chances of failure seem huge. The military pressure makes it worse - if I do nothing, I am sent to war (death sentence), or thrown out on the street, or harshly judged.

Thoughts of suicide used to come a few times a year; now it is almost every day. I do not want to live like this. I am too weak mentally to die, but I feel like I am just existing without hope. On top of that, I am burdened by old wounds and a burning desire to take revenge for all the humiliations I have suffered.

Also, I stutter. Most people don’t really care about it and just ignore it, which is actually good. But a few still mock me, including relatives, saying things like, “If you don’t like it, don’t stutter, or it’s embarrassing for me.”
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 No.302141

It's within your own mental power to remove these pressures.
You sound very young.
You're too caught up in the stress of school.
Remove yourself from the environment that is causing you all this pain, if only for a week or two, and hereafter re-affirm to yourself that you are more than what other people think of you. And in re-affirming this, make sure you really understand what you are inwardly saying.
Wrongly receiving a lower grade, not advancing in a given project, stuttering, etc – are all bothersome things surely, but they are in nowise great enough to warrant suicidal thinking.
Remember that you have things many many other people don't:
1. you are young
2. you are healthy (apart from stuttering, which really doesn't even qualify as a sickness and can also be bettered)
3. you are smart
4. you have a safe place to sleep
5. (in conclusion) you have no reason to feel the way you are feeling.

 No.302356

>having a job
There's your problem.

 No.302895

>>301044
>But our frontend guy only got 12 points for a beautiful cover, while I was fixing bugs, creating the backend and connecting everything via API. After all this, I was given even more assignments, and now I can't focus on my own projects. Everyone acts like they know what I should do, but I want to do what I want. I have a few personal projects, but they never moved beyond testing.

>But our frontend guy only got 12 points for a beautiful cover


He's probably "full-on assburger" about design too - don't waste your nerves on him. His "beautiful" cover probably also involves avoiding bullshit features with un-intuitive names - shit youll find in mediocre AIMP4 skins let alone wonky websites.

 No.303758

You following the treaded path which can not only let you down but also drain you along they way.

Learn Human Design, you bunch of noobs. Learn why whatever shit you are doing now will never work while your bodies cry it even if things make sense the opposite way in your thoughts.

I stopped applying for wagecuck holes and I hate not having done it from the very start. How is it that I am anxious only when I seek "a future" as a wagecuck, but totally smooth while I neet?

Suck the world dry. They deserve it.

 No.304897

>>301044
still here?



/jp/

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 No.40464[Reply]

Reccomend me some moe/sol/isekai trash to mindlessly consume while taking my mind off how shitty life is
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 No.43850

>>43849
Neon Genesis Evangelion is better in the anime than in the manga though.

 No.43859

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Urusei Yatsura

the 1981 anime got a remaster in 2020s. I personally watched it this weekend
>to mindlessly consume while taking my mind off

and it does the trick.

Basically, the 1981 anime got better graphics, sometimes decent synthwave as a throwback to the 80s, and the preserved original structure.

 No.43865

>>43849
Wrong! Anime running in the background while wizard is doing his chores - possible. Books cannot be read while cooking.

 No.43880

>>43859
>got

*was given
or
*now got

 No.44095

Did you fimd an anime to watch?



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