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 No.310204[Reply]

I have always suffered in silence. I never speak to others about my suffering—whether it’s my family or anyone else. I have always bottled up my emotional pain. Besides, no one wants me, so there is no point in reaching out to others to build the kind of trusting bond where I could open up. The last time I cried was five years ago; before that, I hadn't cried for six or seven years—or maybe even longer, I can't remember. I am tired of living; I can't take it anymore. I am not strong enough to hold on to life. I just can't manage it. In any case, there are so many people who can't cope and who give up on life—and yet people want to save them? My heart is too heavy; it’s crushing me.

 No.310206

Parody?

 No.310207

I'm very sorry to hear this, wiz. I'm not feeling the best today either.

> I never speak to others about my suffering—whether it’s my family or anyone else. I have always bottled up my emotional pain.


You are free to speak here. You'll be given a fair audience.

>Besides, no one wants me, so there is no point in reaching out to others to build the kind of trusting bond where I could open up.


Obviously, this cannot be certainly known. You can always try reaching out; it may go well and benefit you. You cannot know until you try.

>I am tired of living; I can't take it anymore


I spoke the same two sentences in my own mind earlier today.

I am going to shower and then lie down in my bed and try to sleep. Perhaps I'll feel better in the morning.

 No.310213

life is torture, anyone claiming that the purpose of being alive is to fight is a retard, whatever we do it always ends with death, the big issue is that this self-replicating dna molecule is widespread and will keep bringing new people to life so what we can do is to allieviate suffering as much as we can through cope while waiting for the universe to freeze

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>>310207
>Perhaps I'll feel better in the morning.
do you feel better? because I don't. during the day, I stress because of my life and the night I'm sad and want to end it all. it's a real torture

 No.310215

>>310204
>I have always suffered in silence. I never speak to others about my suffering—whether it’s my family or anyone else

I feel related. I am in the same situation, so I don't know what to say to you and I don't have a good advise o anything worth it.



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 No.63593[Reply]

A Nasuverse Goyball Videogame.
The internet would become completely unusable for months.
It would open a floodgate of abominations that only God could close.
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>>63601
>Noticing Jewish influence in vidya is ackshually a Jewish psyop made to defend the real puppet masters: Thuh Eleets

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>>63601
this is self defeating. if you would have thought before composing this, it would have not emerged on my screen.

 No.63605

Why is every place on the internet just like this now? I can't escape normalfags and their trite, even here now.

 No.63607

>>63605
Oy vey I'm shitting myself goyim

 No.63664

>>63593
Bioshock infinite. Villain turns evil after baptism. Evil white America theme. The list goes on and on.



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 No.325225[Reply]

>>/dep/309323
>>>/dep/309323
i originally wrote this as a reply to the (image attached) but it ended up being way too long. im also wasn't writing it specifically in response to that anon.it was meant as a broader response to materialist-nihilist arguments in general. since it's not really suitable for /dep/ i figured itd be better to open a separate thread and argue it here.

the fact that something has no "meaning" when you don't even know what "meaning" actually is, and can't even consider that the very idea that something has to be meaningful could itself just be an evolutionary behavioral pattern translated into thought (not wanting to waste energy on pointless effort, the evolutionary energy conservation mechanism) completely flies over your head. you don't even stop to consider whether your very search for "meaning" is itself meaningful.

the reality of the fact that you're existing and experiencing something right now isn't erased just because it's "meaningless" the reality of your current experience has absolutely nothing to do with the fact that it'll eventually end or it's "meaningless".

you latch onto nihilist bullshit and with zero logic, go "we came from nothing and when we die we'll become nothing again" (we are material bodies) yet you don't even have the cognitive capacity to question the "we came from nothing" part.

you know you exist right now. you're here. you exist. if you believe that after death you'll become "nothing" again, while completely ignoring the fact that you're a being that supposedly came from "non-existence" and you can accept nothingness as the foundation of everything while failing to realize that you're literally a being capable of conceiving, contemplating and interpreting the very idea of nothingness, then you've already failed the most basic test of logic.
the first thing you should be questioning is the fact that you "exist" right now.

in other words, your materialist nihilism contradicts itself by its very own existence. being a being that claims everything is "nothing" throws materialism / nihilism straight into the trash.
because, under your own framework, everything must ultimately reduce to processes occurring in the brain.

according to your reductive materialism, when we die consciousness ceases to exist. in other words, consciousPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.325435

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infinite composition is impossible, no matter how far down you go, at the end there must be a structure that cannot be broken apart, cannot be divided, that is one within itself.
you can call it a monolith, the absolute, the fabric of the unlverse, or the most fundamental law. the name changes but the necessity does not.
evverything that is composite rests on something more basic than itself. this chain cannot go on forever. in the end there must be monolith/foundation/structure/rule.

we keep searching for this monolith outside, further down. we go beneath the atom, we look into quantum fields, we chase more fvndamental particles, more fundamental structures. as if that monolith were hidden somewhere in a depth we have not yet reached. yet the only real oneness we have ever directly and immediately touched is the nonduality of experience, consciousness.

consciousness can appear fragmented, it can feel scattered, it can even seem divided in certain states. but there is still a oneness that lives that fragmentation, that scatteredness. without that oneness, there would be no such thing as a "part". so the apparent division does not cancel the underlying oneness. on the contrary, it presupposes it.

the point that goes unnoticed is this. we are not separate beings who have stepped outside the monolith and are examining it from a distance.
we are inside the monolith. we are the monolith itself. consciousness is the monolith, and we are that consciousness.while we chase the indivisible structure out there, we fail to see that we are already inside it, that we are identical with it.
trying to break the physical world down into more fundamental parts is a pursuit of oneness/foundation. but oneness is not something that will be found at the end of the process of division. unity / foundation / oneness is what must already be there for any kind of division to be possible in the first place. and the place where we know that unity most directly is our own experience.

the indivisible structure we keep searching for out there is already present in the very nature of our own experience. we just don’t realize it.

even if we were completely separate, individual consciousnesses with no connection to any higher single consciousness, that would change nothing.
each one of them would still be a monolith in itself.

for a brain in the physical world to produce consciousness, it would have to be a genuine Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.325526

This reminds me of Universal line by John paolucci

 No.325529

Does philosophy have an answer to existential numbness?

I give zero fucks to meaningthingness.
To most other things too.

Is there a thought school on "why should I care"? Probably none of the modern ones.

And yet the state of existential numbness certainly is not to be considered desirable for, well, at least "aesthetic" reasons. It just doesn't look good to be a no one.

However, well, the world actually gives zero fucks about aesthetics (the way I understand it, and the way Exupery understood it in Citadelle).

tl;dr: the thread itself is meaningless for me and you can do nothing with it.

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>>325435
>….at the end there must be a structure that cannot be broken apart, cannot be divided
Says fucking who?

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>>325225
>"you" exist
no, "i" don't. next post



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 No.309794[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Another Evil under the Sun Edition. You of many.

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 No.310196

I still wish I had a copy of that indian wizard thread

And I wish I knew what happened to that guy whod post in circles about wanting to draw and learn math and how he had to say something but never found the words. I hope every wizard and loser I crossed paths with is in a better place be it dead or improved his life, normalniggerfaggotkikescum excluded ofc

 No.310199

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Does this happen in your families too?

When a parent who, allegedly, had a very difficult childhood decides to use it as an excuse to purposely abuse and neglect their own children, like "I had it like this, so no problems if you have it too".

A lot of people in my family are like this, specially my parents, I just want to know how common is this.

 No.310200

>>310196
I think some Wizards found peace in death. Plane shift, the most ancient and hardest spell a Mage can pull off. I also remember them, the indian addict who was in benzo hell. The Semen retention shaman having occult dreams and fighting off some goddess in a temple? The homeless wizard and his tales in the forest. All Legends.

 No.310211

All the money I had stashed away hidden for my teeth got stolen by a meth addict succubus who, ironically, had no teeth.

I called the cops while following her away from my home and they said they were on it. So i stopped tailing her. Then an hour later they were like lol we're not gonna send a car out.

She knew where my hidden stash was and took nothing else, she only took half of it too which was weird. I came home to her on my property and her shoes by the front door. Which makes me think she lives nearby and has been in my home before.

 No.310212

>>310199
Mine were like this. Basically: "mom I need help with ___" "No one helped me with ___ when I was your age"
I still don't fucking get it, as a parent you are supposed to make your kids life better than your own, but if you're a kid and you expect that, it makes you entitled or spoiled (one of my parents favorite words)


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 No.324948[Reply]

ACCESSING WIZCHAN MAY NO LONGER BE LEGAL IN YOUR LOCAL DEMOCRACY

Previous thread: https://archive.is/d7kga
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 No.325599

Any good source of written situation updates on the war on ukraine. Wanted to revisit the current ongoings. And I find myself relying more and more on videos and podcast, and even those are declining. Even the autists are losing interest. Also, I guess I just need reading materials since I've devolved into twitter threads to cover this need.

 No.325612

>>325599
>Wanted to revisit the current ongoings.
don't. nothing ever happens. 2022 slav(e) curent thing is over. follow the 2023 kike current thing instead.

a *krainian

 No.325614

>>325574
Yeah, but the surrounding media circus seems to be intentionally divisive and riling people up (especially the true crime crowd).

>"she has an undiagnosed mental illness"

Maybe, maybe not but it's like, if mental illness can be used as a defense for killing, then why is tweeting "going defcon 3" on a certain ethnicity indefensible?

I mean while this circus is happening:

>Based on American history, however, there is a path forward. Not conscription or a draft in a world war-era sense, but enlistment through a “debt forgiveness program.”


>The average American aged 18 to 34 carries more than $40 thousand in non-mortgage debt across student loans, credit card balances, auto loans, and personal loans, with some estimates go as high as $100 thousand.


>This is the cohort the Pentagon needs. A federally administered debt-forgiveness enlistment program that fully discharges student loan, credit card, and loan balances after 24 or 36 months of service, and extends the GI Bill, would produce voluntary enlistment at scale.


From a news article discussing a draft.

 No.325616

> In 2022, the average age of a Ukrainian soldier was much younger, typically between 30 and 35 years old.
>Independent estimates indicate that between 125,000 and 150,000 Ukrainian soldiers have died since the full-scale invasion began in February 2022
>Ukraine officially lowered its compulsory military mobilization age from 27 to 25 in April 2024 to bring in fresh troops for the war against Russia

so many ukranian wizards have died… so many young ukranian wizkids too…
Life is so brutal.

 No.325619

https://files.catbox.moe/3pa1y0.mp4

Fuck me did making and watching this feel better than whatever sex feels like…



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 No.307023[Reply]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

Previous:
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 No.310162

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i don't have the guts to kms

 No.310164

>>310106
it's nearly impossible to steal narcotics. pharmacies are aware that those drugs are very high theft risks so they're kept in a special safe which has a mandatory timer on it before it opens
if you want opioids so badly you have the balls to fucking rob a store you surely have the balls to just go downtown for 10 minutes and buy some fent

 No.310197

>>310162
I do and I almost attempted last month.
I hope I don't fail my coming attempt.

 No.310209

>>307702
im happy for you that you are this good at running away from the simple things
don't let it backfire

 No.310210

>>307285
going for this too, all information i found suggests a boatload of hangings succeed and it doesnt require much setup
the most fatal type of stroke, the brainstem one, comes from carotid artery blockage and they seem to only really measure the fatality rate through blockages caused by internal complications + medical care and its still up there
to me this suggests that as long as you got a spot you wont be found for a while (personally gonna aim for 24+ hours) there is basically no survival chance
the pain sounds sucky (still worthwhile to read up on and do minor chokes so you dont get caught off guard on what its like) but ofc its real threat is the panic it might induce to save yourself and the chaos that could bring in doesn't sit well with me, i'm still thinking the rest out cuz i'm playing for keeps here



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 No.310123[Reply]

seeking an escape edition

previous >>303736
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>>310179
Yeah I just buy a small jar of pesto and some baked bread from the supermarket, slice it there, and eat it on my way back. Just dip and eat. Sometimes I buy canned pate and chug it all down with a bottle of kefir or get some cold cuts with canned pineapple.

 No.310193

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I'm pooched from a day of laboring that followed an all-nighter. I have more tar roofing to do tomorrow morning. I need to go buy Redbull and choco before my bank takes all of my money for various fees, but I am just too sleepy.

 No.310203

>>310123
I don't eat at work. I think it's because I'm in a constant state of fight or flight. I don't do anything at work, aside from print orders for the warehouse crew to pick and wrap. Aside from that I just sit in front of the computer and pretend to be busy. It is extremely nerve racking because the boss thinks I'm working, but I haven't for the past 4 years. He doesn't know because he works remote.
There is an old guy, a manager, who is in the office with me. For this reason I can't really just browse the internet all day. I have to pretend to be busy which I do by playing around in excel, creating lists, reports etc, which no one reads, and that's how I amuse myself. But I think my boss is catching on. I don't know how long this can last.
I used to work more in the warehouse back when there weren't many coworkers, and I was made floor manager, but we moved to this new one, and there are a lot of kids working there who made my life hell so I gradually stopped helping out in the warehouse. That's how I got to this point.
I don't know why my boss gave me a computer, when I have no work to do on it. I feel bad for ripping my boss off because early on when the place was more local he would pay for my fare to get into work, or give me lifts into work. He also helped pay for my driving lessons so I could get to this new place which is in a remote location.
Many times I have considered asking for more to do, but I don't want to go back to the hell of working on the warehouse floor with these horrible kids. And to do so would bascically be to admit I don't do anything. They think I am doing administration things, but in reality that is all handled by females in a remote office.
Soon I will be taking a one week vacation. I haven't used any vacations so far in the past 3 years because I'm worried they'll realize nothing changes when I'm not there. When I asked my boss about the vacation he freaked out and started panicking because he thinks everything will go to pot if I'm not in. He asked me to start showing another employee all of my processes. I merely showed them how to print a PDF, and then I dismissed them.
Let me reiterate that at one point I was a good worker, but we moved to a new location and all the people were shitty so I became a recluse who doesn't do anything. My hope was that I would be given more data administration relatPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.310205

>>310191
you seem to eat very healthy.

 No.310208

>>310203
jobs are mostly a bullshit theatrical act these days, and they have been since around the leisure scare. nobody needs workers anymore, most tasks are all automated, society just keeps up the theatrical act of employment because it refuses to accept the insignificance of human life, and these days human effort is so insignificant it’s not even needed to make things anymore. microsoft employees spend around 40% of their time in worthless meetings, add up bathroom breaks and overall laziness and you’ll begin to understand jobs don’t make sense anymore. it’s like that everywhere, employees all around the world are ripping off their bosses, and these stupid boomers sometimes even tend to let it happen because they can’t fathom the idea of leaving behind the world they grew up in. jobs went from being a necessary division of labour to being the most inefficient way of creating goods and services.



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 No.220551[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Being skinnyfat is /wiz/ manifest on your body. It's through no fault of your own that it happens: you didn't overeat, nor were you particularly lazy. Rather, being socially and mentally deficient forced you inside, where you moved less and less vigorously than the average normalfaggot child would.

The normalfaggot child, through no skill, hard work, or determination of their own, built a genetically normal amount of muscle over a long period of time just by being outside and moving with their other normalfaggot friends. They ate more than you, they enjoyed the fruits of life more than you, and they worked so much less harder than you— and they were rewarded for it with physical desirability.

The normalfaggot, then grown up, grows arrogant, and thinks themselves special, even though they put no effort into the good things that life and their sociability gave them. With this attitude set, they spit venom at the lazy, ugly, disgusting skinnyfat people.

Fuck this condition.
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 No.227987

>>227985
How is this comparison relevant? Why do you hold porn stars to any sort of physical standard to the point of taking note of their poor health?

 No.227988

>>227985
they only need to have a big cock cuz their stupid faces aren't going to make it into the camera anyway in most cases.

also what a disgusting move to mention male porn stars. eww wiz

 No.227990

>>227333
>Nietzsche did not seem to defend social Darwinist
ironic, I sold my Thus Spoke Zarathustra copy after finishing maybe 1/3 of it precisely because it stank like a book typically regarded as a favourite by this kind of people >>225301 >>225295

 No.229741

skinnyfat is caused by you being lazy and low T. I dont even work out and i have a good build because im moving around and follow a very easy but healthy diet plan

Unless you're indian you should probably do some exercise for a few months to build up your body then you can coast with a good diet plan like i did. it's that easy

 No.229744

>>220551
Being a skinnyfat/obese when you are still a minor is a sign of parental neglect, after that you are on your own.


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 No.324954[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What new nations will materialize, which ones will re-materialize?
What countries will unite, which ones will disintegrate?
Will the EU fully federalize?
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 No.303176[Reply]

Reminder to take your vitamins, especially "fish oil" one " Vitamin D3



they say Vitamin D3, because "Vitamin D" sounds like an euphemism, kekeke
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 No.308402

>>308003


I ask a chatbot (cheap DeepSeek, nothing fancy) to be a decent time-managing coach for me and tell DS some tasks off my head… get a timetable… tell DS some more… get a bigger timetable - bam! Now I have a three hour time-table for tomorrow :)

 No.308432

>>308402
Update: it's done and many more

 No.309043

>>303176
I have bought a vial of synthetic vitamind D, diluted in water, thanks to a hint from >>305097

I feel less anxious and not as doomed as before. I think half of my depression is gone.

 No.309197

As a soy/lentils eater, I decided to start eating B12 without even getting tested.

>>307661
Cool. Which brands I should ask my AI assistant? I am going to get something similar.

 No.310202

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Most supplements do not contain what they state are in the bottle, and most are contaminated with heavy metals:

https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC7606431/

Even massively popular and common things like protein powders are contaminated:

https://www.consumerreports.org/lead/protein-powders-and-shakes-contain-high-levels-of-lead-a4206364640/

Anything that is powdered or in oil form are subject to being cut with various substances for increased profit margins:

https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC10570429/

There are endless amounts of studies that look into this — as best as possible, avoid supplements. Get your nutrients from the foods you are suppose to be eating, stop the pizza and refined products, and start eating single ingredient foods in the most whole form possible. Instead of white bread, eat brown rice; instead of protein bars, eat some lentils. This idea is simple, and best of all: cheap.

This is the one area in life where the rich and good fortuned have no advantage over you, in fact they are likely eating very unhealthy themselves despite all their wealth and resources. There are specific diets that are best, but your first and most important step of all is to just begin to eat actual food; single ingredient food, not products, not fast food, not frozen dinners, not packaged goods, not supplements, not oils, not powders, but actual food.



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 No.302003[Reply]

My rooster that I've had for ten years, who I consider my best friend and love more than anyone else, died Wednesday night. He was my only friend. He lived in the house with me and was the only thing that would make me feel better when the rest of my life would weigh down on me. I would go hold him and the rest of life would disappear and that would be all that would matter. I keep forgetting now for a few moments, that I can't go see him and hold him anymore.

I have had depression for my whole life adolescence onward, and I was afraid even 5-6 years ago of this day and thought it would be unsurvivable, and now it's here, and I do want to die. I dont want to live in a world where he isn't here with me. The initial shock has worn off and it's sinking in that my best friend is gone, and I'm not going to see him again. My mother is the only other positive presence in my life, because she knew how much I love him. She has stage 4 cancer and it's still unclear if she's going to survive it or not. She's essentially the only reason why I have not shot myself already. She was never abusive or cruel to me, so I couldn't do that to her even though I don't want to live anymore.

Did you ever have an animal that meant this much to you? People are cruel and petty and small. If an animal loves you it's genuine, they dont have ulterior motives or social performance.
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 No.308133

>>308118
Normalfags only keep animals as props. They don't actually value them as friendships, see all the parrots that people get rid of when they get married/have kids and "don't have time for them"

 No.308752

>>308133
I dunno. Apparently, by your logic, cats are non-normie pets then.

 No.310131

>>308752
there's no such thing as normie pets or non normie pets, using "normie" in the disparaging way. Normalfags generally view animals in a really shallow way, which is also how they view people now that I think about it

 No.310175

i had a cat die and as much as i loved him i felt close to nothing when he died, i guess i knew it was coming. i still see him in my dreams from time to time

 No.310201

My cat is that to me. My mom felt sad I have no friends so she got me a kitten. Poor thing had been abused, so her face was mangled. She still has an eye, her ears, and she can eat fine but it took 3k to get her to this point. Worth it. This little creature's kept me alive at my lowest. She waits by the door for me to come home, and either cuddles or brings a toy to play fetch with. She's very good, never eats human food and never gets up on the counter. She wakes me when I have nightmares. She's indoor-only but she's a good mouser, I had to get a dustpan just for her gifts. I appreciate the gesture but I like to leave them outside for some critter that could use an easy meal.



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 No.325601[Reply]

i open this thread in the hope of encouragement. when your life is shit, simply refuse that is shit. that is nothing you have to accept, don't comply with the depression industrial complex and it's neverending demands. instead chose optimism, hope, health. if you have been kicked down, stand back up. life is short, the day may come where you can't stand back up again but if you can, i urge you to stand back up because what else is there.

when you say otherwise, i refuse to listen, i am here to say that good decisions make all the difference in the world, find them and benefit!

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watch my main man brian do a 45 minute talk on achieving your dreams. i discovered this self-help stuff when i was ~19 years old and i listened to a lot of it. i wholeheartedly believe this stuff works and these days it is a nice refuge from all the demoralizing content the internet is full of.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SbS56jmOgU4

 No.325610

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when i read wizards being unhealthy or depressed, that's offensive to me. please stop hurting me so bad.

as a wizzard you have all the advantage in the world. you have no malevolent evil female in your life insisting on turning you into a circus animal for her personal gain. you know how many trapped loser husbands would love to be able to do whatever they want? all of them. you owe it to those loser token husbands to make the best out of yourself and i am here, hoping my cheer will reach you.

seriously man fuck these husbands, with their ridiculous shaven babyface. they do this because their wives make them shave their beard and ON PURPOSE they females make the husbands dress like bitches. if you are living your freedom and a husband sees you, the husband will feel like a fraud. and he is.

 No.325611

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none of you would be depressed if you found the way inside yourself to make you feel good. there is a inbuilt happiness button and i can tell you have not found it, which sucks. happiness is not something that depends on conditions to be perfect. it is like a muscle that you simply never discovered. once you do, it is like a button and the only thing standing in the way of you experiencing it is you forgetting to press the botton, which happens to the best.

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i wouldn't know how to encounter this knowledge in a culture that prides itself in producing depresses people whose beliefs are up for auction. when you are a normie midwit sciencebeliever, you will not end up finding out that you can be complete in yourself, nobody benefits from you becoming spiritually self-sustaining. benefit however is the requirement for theater to be enacted and repeated which is the prerequisit for a normal person to believe something. normies believe whatever is repeated most often and most loudly. if you were secure in yourself instead of seeking the safety of the group, the loudness would no longer trick you into acting in your worst self-interest.

what i am saying is as a human you get to be happy unless you led the noise intimidate and trick you into not knowing how. i say find out how to be complete in yourself and then all the superficiality and unhappiness melts away.



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 No.310113[Reply]

Just got fired from my dead end job and i noticed i have nothing going for my life. No real skills or anything that could make me enough money to go retire early to some third world shithole and live the pseudo neet life. Would military service be a good idea? i have no delusions about striking gold or doing some call of duty shenanigans. it's a recognizeable organization and people often hire vets just cause theyre vets from my experience
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 No.310132

>>310114
i can see the vision but i havent seen any openings near me on any site. they only want 3yrs min experience or journeymen outright. should i call nonetheless?

>>310115
i'm short :)
>>310117
i figured i could learn some sort of useful skill there? at the very least it is a job that actually hires. i am used to hard physical labor so long as its for a purpose. i stopped going to the gym because i had no real reason to continue and eating all that food was a drain on the wallet for no good reason
>>310118
yea
>>310121
>work hard
literally did nothing for me. im out of a job and dont really have any skills that would land me a professional job despite "working hard"

I am hitting mid 20s looking at my late 20s already thinking "is this it?" i have friends who are coasting and living comfortable lives while i have lived in the same abusive house my whole life and get no respite. if it werent for the fact i got fired i would be going strong a few years without any real rest days besides the very few times i actually got sick

 No.310133

I was thinking of studying through the military where Id get paid while studying something but not enough people were interested in the course, probably for the bet, supposedly you're required to take and oath and vaccines when you join them, I'd probably have told them to suck dicks on my way out anyhow

 No.310149

>>310127

Nice misogynistic cope, Andrew Tate.

 No.310173

BE AWARE WIZARDS:

Do not die in Jewish wars!
We are LONG overdue for another (((9/11))) style false flag. ZOG is blood-mad for more dead goyim!

By signing up to fill the ranks of armies managed by jewish governments, you are like a chicken swung by a schizo rabbi – nothing more than a sacrifice.

Remember this!

Also remember that Jews have achieved world-government. What this means is: all wars are managed, ie controlled by one mutual party despite outward appearances of antagonism.

Iran has been ruled by Jews since 1979. This current US/Iran war is indeed fake, but the coming false flag likely will not be. Be critical and awake wizards!

 No.310198

you can easily die for real for some meaningless war, might want to consider this when you look at the pay.
Officer positions seem to have some prestige and decent pay



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 No.323901[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction

https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.325595

Is 8ch down for anyone else? Well not quite down the server is responding, but every page points to a 404 not found error.

 No.325597

this the first pokekino based around the ptcg. Will have to watch it just for that alone because it's never been done before.

 No.325608

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True intelligence is reflected in knowing when to rest, and when to take action.

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>>325608
Good one

 No.325615

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After listening to the soundtrack of Napoleon Dynamite I googled "16 years old Cyndi Lauper " then "Cyndi Lauper 1970" and among the many pics there was a picture of her book, that's a memoir and autobiography, that features in the cover a photo of her when she was a teenager and so I thought "how the fuck would these artists who've done so many drugs and lived through so many things on a daily basis even remember stuff? I can't remember that well my teenage years or early 20s and Im only 30 or maybe I barely dwell on the past and I'd remember stuff if I tried to"
Like many of these musicians have been drug addicts through long periods how do their brains can remember so much about their past enough to write a 200 pages autobiography when they're already old which means their brains have already deteriorated through the natural process of aging but even moreso if they've been addicts.
Maybe it's bullshit and memory isn't really that much affected.


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 No.229521[Reply]

I've wasted so many years of my life. And right now I work a shit job that requires way too much work for the low pay. I dont really have an credentials especially for all the jobs in my area that are like 99% senior analyst bullshit that I could probably never lie good enough to get into

I've heard of so many other guys with comfy jobs like night watchman or dudes who somehow keep getting vibecoding gigs from home even if they dont know how to code.

How do you go about this? I'm still a mage in my early 20s. Never got any formal education or anything. As my life is now I could probably rot away years upon years away miserably in the blink of an eye. I already have done nothing for the last decade. I even bought a gun to check out if all hope is lost

I still have a tiny sliver left
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 No.229655

>>229648
>go on indeed
>search for overnight security
>make sure the description mentions "office," "airport," "luxury condo,"

I can personally vouch for GardaWorld and Allied Universal. They higher anyone with a pulse. If you can show up on time, wear your uniform, and not fall asleep/do your patrols, you're good

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>>229521
Wondering the same thing, mayun.
I just quit my torture simulation the other day. The old man who used to be the department manager couldn't deal with the suits making constant retarded changes anymore, so he bounced, and a month after basically taking on the manager's work load for the same pay later, a short-haired, early 20s pube beard sociopath took over as manager. I had prognosticated "young idiot gets power and immediately abuses it", but working under that ruthless chodecleaner still came as a huge shock, considering up until then I had been working under a sweet old man who just wanted to distribute work among the two of us evenly, for three whole years.
Whenever he called for my attention, he'd use it as an opportunity to try to bully me since I'm a pretty agreeable person who just wants to be amicable at all times, but he kept pushing me to the point where I called him out on his shit. From then on, he tried to get me fired at every turn, resorting to lies about who was getting their work done (he had a hard-on for the only other guy in our department, some nigger who does nothing but chat with colleagues in the backroom). It quickly got to the point where not a day went by where I wasn't getting called into the office.
Quitting felt so good, but now I'm teetering between the ecstasy of freedom, and wondering what the fuck I'm supposed to do now. I don't want to go back to destroying my back for peanutbrained, pitiless, cuntface managers, but I can't think of a single good vocation to pursue. My pops said he plans on throwing me out by this Fall, and is super pissed about me quitting since he figures he could've squeezed some more EBT money if I got fired instead.
I tried online gambling like a dummy, and lost 40 bucks. I'm probably too stupid to know how to bend the system of get-rich-quick scams like sports betting, or buying shares.
When I'm in a more delusional state, I tend to imagine how good life would be if I just became a bum. But then I snap back and realize that's harder than being a wagie, thanks to the new normal, year-round brutal weather and the fact that I'd have to suck dick for food.
tl;dr help me manifest mainland nukes and/or mass suicide of billionaires

 No.229710

>>229688
i got a taste of bumming it around in my car, and man was it shit. Maybe if i didn't live in the flyover desert part of america it would have been better but still. not having any security but relying on a shitty car that was slowly breaking down was scary in a way. Even a shoebox on the side of the road would have been comfier lol. Then comes the issue of electricity, water, and sanitation. food is plentiful tbh. bums never starve unless they want to

it's good you only lost $40 gambling. I had friends that gambled every single night with daddy's money. wouldnt even want to know how much they lost

 No.229711

>>229688
>>229710
The people that 'make' money gambling tend to underreport or flat out ignore their losses. Winning $5000 in one night looks decidedly less impressive if you lost $2000 on the previous three nights.

 No.229743

My problem with finding a job is my mood fluctuates so often
30% of the time I'd be fine with whatever can put food on the table, but the rest of the time my reality is nothing but an existential nightmare and I kick myself for being too retarded to work a job that rewards your brilliance with fat stacks
being a self-aware retard is the worst fate imaginable
>too intelligent to be a self-indulgent normalfag with no ego problems, and a life worth living
>too tarded to find fulfilling, well-paying work. only future in sight is one in which I do nothing but fail at hobbies, and life on the brink of starvation; hopping from one dead-end minimum wage legal-slave job to the next



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 No.229692[Reply]

Is it gay to jerk off to porn drawn by a man? Even if the man draws a succubus, a guy is basically making you cum. How do you square that circle?
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 No.229705

>>229701
Not everything is gay. I dont particularly think that jerking off to erotic literature is very gay.

 No.229707

>>229701

Youre also completely missing the point that creating hentai is an erotic act. A man is drawing something with the intent to make someone cum. If you are the benefactor of that act of erotica, then thats just as gay as if they jerk you off themselves.

Not everything is gay because everything is somehow tangentially related to a man. If I drove to a succubus's house to get it in, I wouldn't be gay because the road was made by a man or the car is made by a man. But if I cranked one off to a dude in succubus's clothing, I would 100% at least be a little gay even if the guy looks like a succubus. If im yanking my hog to some art that a man has drawn thats way gayer than blasting one to a picture that a succubus made.

 No.229708

>>229702
It is gay.

There is a man not far removed from you who is more than likely receiving some sort of sexual gratification from the knowledge that his work is making a man cum.

You accepting that pleasure from a man and ejaculating is as gay as getting sucked off through a gloryhole. Getting blown by a man even though you maintain reasonable doubt that your penis isn't in another man's mouth is still gay.

 No.229709

>>229692
who cares

 No.229742

You are cooming to an entity that exists in the world of ideas.

We are organisms made up of genes.

They are organisms made up of memes.

You can call them memeplexes or one of the many other terms out there that have existed for things like her.

But she exists even though she isn't locally real.

Hard to explain, but maybe you could get it better than I could try and articulate it.

Basically, the waifu is generated from our minds and then lives in the mental worlds we also made for her, and as long as she is transmitted she will continue to exist and evolve.

She's like a pathogen, surviving primarily in hosts and the works representing her likeness that act as a secondary vector, such as a fictional story sold for entertainment or cooming.



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 No.309064[Reply]

Discuss your substance related coping mechanisms and how it pertains to your depression here.
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 No.310084

>>309064
Let me do some math.

Most nights are 10 shots of Everclear and 10 shots of a liqueur. 1 shot to 1.5 ounce.
That's 15 + (15 x 0.25) Which is 15 + 3.75.
It all comes out to roughly 20 ounces of ethanol a night. I start mixing them stronger after I get loosened up.


I know it's all so miserable, but at least I can't feel it. Consequences, repercussions, the pain of a near-lethal dose.
It's just static at that point.

I won't say it feels good. But at least it doesn't hurt.
That's the most important part.
Not even the hangover. I learned how to get around those. I'm really good at avoiding pain. I wish that could be a marketable skill. I'd be just filthy rich if it was.

A wizard can dream. It's a shame that's about all we can do in this hellish place.

 No.310144

>>309064
i smoke 3-4 cigarettes a day. its one of the few things i look forward to. One before, during, and maybe 2 after work

 No.310189

My suicidal thoughts pretty much went away once I got my legal weed card and started using weed heavily. Sometimes when I don't smoke weed I find myself thinking about killing myself again. So basically I'm addicted to weed to not want to kill myself. An improvement from when I didn't have good access to weed and wanted to kill myself at least.

 No.310190

>>310084
Guys who do this all have a time limit until their bodies will rebel. Might be their kidneys or their liver or their pancreas. Something will go after a while of drinking like this and you will end up in the hospital with the choice to either stop drinking and get your shit together, or literally die.

 No.310195

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 No.309031[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

whenever you're depressed or sad, come here and draw something using Oekaki. you can draw whatever you want
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 No.310194

>>310178
This must have taken so long, its really good.


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 No.63663[Reply]

found a legacy client 4 clash of clans ( https://oldclash.bag-xml.com/ ) im running version 6 on a jailbroken iphone 4 anyone intersted to make a clan?


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 No.229729[Reply]

Just saw this while scrolling 4chan. My parents were exactly like that. Just wondering how true this is for any neets on this board?

My father is the single most negative person on the planet. He will often tell me that what I am thinking about doing is too much trouble and I shouldn't bother. He will poke holes in all sorts of plans I have. My mother does the same because she worries about me and then to deal with that she tells me all the things she is worried about happening to me as if it is helpful and she is protecting me from those things by telling me about them. In reality she is just instilling me with anxiety and doubt. Then they tell me to be a normalfag and am surprised when I can't do it. For many years I actually thought they were being helpful too, until I realized not being around them is like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. My first reflex has always been to turn to them for advice because I lack confidence. I realized that was a massive mistake because the reason I lack confidence is because of them.

Did your parents meet the mold in pic related?

 No.229732

Stop sharing your plans with people, they all want to see you fail, every single one no matter how much they claim to love you or whatever, nothing brings them more joy than seeing someone fail

 No.229733

>>229729
This post is horoscope-tier vague and I think it applies to pretty much any bad parent as long as they didn't beat the shit out of you

 No.229735

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>>229729
In a way this is a form of narcissist over-protective parents things, they do everything for you but never give you opportunity for independence or even, they never teach you anything useful for self independence. Sometimes do but its hard to do.
>Also
They can say its your fault at everything when you fail, you can take as example some form o common routine like time managment, be social, survival skill, cooking, any common thing that maybe healthy families and parents teach to their sons.
They can take you this to even your 20 years old, is like a abandonment of human life development but hidden and masked in a lot of ways.

 No.229738

>>229735
>you can take as example some form o common routine like time managment, be social, survival skill, cooking, any common thing that maybe healthy families and parents teach to their sons.

It's interesting that despite how overbearing they were, they never taught me any of these life skills. They never even told me what jobs they thought were good just that I had to go to college and get a high paying one. Never taught me anything about finance, never really taught me any skills directly at all.

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>>229738
Its being neglected in a lot of ways.
>Also
You can get a lot of these dudes in narcissistparents sub from plebbit, in avpd sub there's some people, in a lot of ways a lot of non functional normies and NEETs of these places have these form of parents.
Maybe my mother is like this, she just repeat "better study" than teach me anything and she doesn know how much it hurt so much to no know anything or learn useful things like common people, so i slowly learn with internet or by others. And yes she keep gatekeeping me to teach me, or teach one time and very bad with little patience
I learned later (12 years old) to tie my shoelaces so that say all, very dehumanizing and damaged self-esteem not big surprise, if you start to compare yourself with other more healthy or normies is the worst.



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