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 No.311811[Reply]

Many individuals with depression treated poorly and subjected to discrimination in society. I suspect this happens either because these people have never experienced what someone with depression goes through.
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 No.311820

Reading back in old societies, the tendency for the depressed to snap and kill people tended to be a lot higher. Running amok, spree killing, was common.

The eskimos had no time for mental illness, at the first signs of it they'd smash your head in and throw you into the sea. I suppose it makes sense, because someone smashing apart the igloo or snow hut late at night would kill off everyone.

 No.311823

Yeah if you're depressed you get treated awfully best to just avoid everyone.

 No.311824

>>311820
Eskimos also sanctioned suicide.

 No.311826

Thats why I have been gradually isolating myself continuenly. Being alone is the best, although that also feels empty.

 No.311828

>>311824
Passive suicide was common as fuck historically. Eating less voluntarily during a famine or just wandering outside during a rainstorm to die of exposure.


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 No.309207[Reply]

"I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me." - Hunter S. Thompson

erowid.org
psychonautwiki.org
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>>311525
The real you I mentioned is more of a higher sense of oneness you can't just easily get on sober meditation, unless you dedicate years to it or get satori. Also you are a ego-bound retard.

 No.311544

>>311536
>can't just easily get

That's the point. You dumb nigger americans can't revolt against the epSTEIN class, you "just easily get" jew-addled turncoats like trump. You dumb nigger americans "just easily get" corn syrup, GMO, drugs, alcohol, give speed to children, pray to 2000 year old jew. Everything is "just easily get." Dumb fucking nigger cattle.

 No.311816

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Got prescribed methadone, it's weird being able to get an illegal drug legally now. I'm going to enjoy this until roughly EOY as a way to soothe the crippling FOMO from EOY celebrations.

Anyone else here an opiate addict? I'd quit but I have nothing else that even comes close to a substitute to the bliss of opiates.

 No.311818

>>311816
>I'm going to enjoy this until roughly EOY as a way to soothe the crippling FOMO from EOY celebrations.
As usual, "drugwizards" are all failed normalfaggots who need to take meth to cope with the crabby sadness they feel over not being invited to parties.

 No.311827

>>311816
Your walls remind me of a certain green booru


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 No.230967[Reply]

I believe that most wizards problems comes from a malfunction family. A good family environment makes good individuals. If your family is broken, you're also be broken.
The worst is when your family has crab mindset and won't let you succeed in life.
Some wizards must take care of their family members because if he does not, everything will fall apart.
The family is like a bird cage. the door is closed for somd wizards and to some wizards, the door is open but they won't go outside the cage because they're broken and they used to stay inside and they fear the outside world.
Paths at life are closing their doors years by years, growing older. At the end, the wizard will become mad, unfortunetly.

 No.230968

There's no escaping the fact and they're (comparatively) comfortable with it, that's why they're wizards.

 No.230969

I don't know if I'd call them malfunctioned, but a wizard is generally more bound to their family more than they would like. Rarely can a wizard strike it out on their own without willingly becoming homeless. Some are smart enough to obtain a career despite having shit social skills, which may have been easy in the 90s but these days from H1B visas to AI you gotta be social to get a job.

 No.230970

Thank you, Captain Obvious. If someone wanted to purity spiral, they could make the argument that the only true wizards are the ones from happy high functioning families.

 No.230971

everything became better when I cut off all contact with my family
families can be very different and while I had a very bad one I refuse to believe there aren't any good ones out there


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 No.70039[Reply]

I've been coping with drugs for years, yes I know it's unhealthy and illegal and no I don't give a fuck.

Discuss.
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 No.71387

>>71384
>even asians make memes about it
What else are they supposed to make memes about? Factory accidents for the umpteenth time?

 No.71388

>>71387
>>71386
Honestly you fuckups should probably fuck off

 No.71389

Never liked doing drugs, I did some back in my younger years just to know how it is, but after some time lost the interess in getting high, it's just waste of time, money and a risk for mental health, life already is hard, I don't need to be mentally ill to become harder, as Buddha said that a clean and straight mind is better than a ill and blind mind.

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Don't get me wrong I love nodding on H only comparison to that type of nod was when I took tabs of soma+tapatendol blended in a singular pill manufactured in India, brah two tabs of those I could barely focus on my phone screen, H is superior though. Anyhow besides the opioids and benzos there's this allure about alcohol that has me coming back almost daily, as an alcoholic the euphoria is next to none, as a non alco it's whatever to you, I guess you need to build up that chemical dependency. Grog is godly to me, yes other general downer highs may be more sedating and in words a greater high but booze is addictive as fuck. The problem starts when you begin getting drunk by yourself, remember hard core alcoholics will fuck up and throw their life in the garbage for that buzz even if told they'd get ciorris in the next 2 years if they continue

 No.71396

>>71386
good for you wiz


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 No.311790[Reply]

Post experiences in your life normalfags were evil and cruel to yourself or wellbeing, that lingers with you to this day. l dealt with gangstalking level bullying in the past which forces me to isolate, it's not even glowniggers just normans. It's been almost 10 fucking long years I became a recluse, been institutionalized several times in psych wards since a young adult this all stemmed from a deliberate encounter which turned shameful and humiliating years ago while in psychosis so I was none the wiser. Thing is I know majority of them don't even see me as a blip on their radar anymore but they broke me, the threats, the subtle movements, secret yet obvious recordings and distinct yet low register comments and laughing when in public to evoke a public spazz out was too much, I just chose to ignore every encounter I had regardless of intent as a protective measure. It gave me PTSD so regardless if they no longer give a shit about me it remains trauma. Best way out I see is moving cities but I'm broke as fuck for the time being, once I move I'll feel free again and can have a shot at normalcy in society, for now I cope with alcohol and ordering drugs. Fucking normalfags can have a stress free life and think back on it as a laugh but they cooked me, it's like they have zero empathy and don't fathom the impact of their decisions. I was suicidal/homicidal for years, I've nearly OD'd multiple times. I live now out of spite
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 No.311804

In the coming months share what you got

 No.311805

I see you're running gnome, I'm on actually on fent myself

 No.311806

>>311793
You really don't belong here, perhaps /r9k/ is more upto your speed

 No.311822

Psych wards are useless and expensive and you will be abused. Best to just hide substance use if you're into it.

 No.311825

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>>311822
Obviously.


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 No.311712[Reply]

Do any of you feel like you just dont really want to get out of your hopelessness/depression? Like it is just the standart? Hard to really explain.
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 No.311780

>>311712
For me, its the nucleus of my emotional state. as i've gotten older, the experiences that took me away from it towards something more pleasant and enjoyable have steadily declined.

now, its something im just used to shouldering and shrugging off to start the day. some days i start spiraling so badly that i have to just go to sleep; usually done by drinking myself into sleep

 No.311782

>>311763
Im so hate a fucking idiots gym kid like piece of shit

 No.311787

>>311712
>you just dont really want to get out
I really dont want to get out of my NEETcave anymore and havent been outside, not even once, in over 6 years now and I'm a full hikki NEET wizard.
for some time I was actually looking for reasons to go outside but I couldnt come up with any.
walking around is boring and I dont want to encounter all these normalfag NPCs. cant interact with them in any meaningful or interesting way anyway.
I used to drive a car but gave up on it because driving is boring and I have no destination anyway.
there is simply nothing out there for me.

 No.311788

>>311787
>not even once, in over 6 years now

How? Is there someone else taking care of the domicile, bringing food, etc?

Even the worst hikkiwiz have to roam around from time to time….

 No.311815

>>311788
I live with my parents and my mom is doing all the grocery shopping or picking up my amazon orders.


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 No.310904[Reply]

Hesitation is defeat edition. There is no running away.

Previous >>309794
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 No.311750

Got hit by a car a couple of months ago. Nose got broken pretty bad and some teeth have been messed up. I've been left with some relatively bad scars on my face. The worst part was that while I was sitting in the hospital bed I didn't feel anything. Absolute listlessness. There's nothing that I missed, nothing that I looked forward to. It reminded me of The Stranger and how the main character believes he'd get used to living in the trunk of a dead tree with nothing to do but look at the sky.
I don't even feel like a real person. I'm just waiting to die because I can't even find the energy, or courage, to kill myself.
Sorry for another boring blogpost. There's no one IRL that I can tell this stuff to.

 No.311784

>>311750
>I'm just waiting to die because I can't even find the energy, or courage, to kill myself.
>courage
I've postponed my hanging several times now and I'm always like: some unexpected stuff happened I will surely do it next month. I'm wondering if I'm actually delusional. Anyway I'm completely done with life and I'm ready to go now.

 No.311786

>>311784
>some unexpected stuff happened I will surely do it next month.

But moooom, I can't do the dishes now; I'm trying to kill myself!

 No.311789

Adderall is the only thing keeping me from killing myself at this point

 No.311810

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there's no way happiness is a real thing lmao


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 No.66929[Reply]

Post rare/interesting pdfs

Does anyone else have a huge library of pdfs that they have collected over the years?
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 No.71368

>>70813
i like these pdf's

 No.71370

I sometimes use this free library called Project Gutenberg. It's a good idea to hoard pdfs as these online resources seem to appear and disappear somewhat erratically.

 No.71378

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>>66929
>Does anyone else have a huge library of pdfs
YES YES WE DO

 No.71379

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>>71378
here is pdf for rw3

 No.71395

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>>71379
here is a collection for Christianity


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 No.63254[Reply]

Any of you guys wargame? I've tried getting into old school ASL recently and am finding the pure infantry combat of early starter kits pretty underwhelming without the artillery and armor expansions
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>>71103
Its even smaller stuff too, the book ttells me to make 85% of the model and I do, then it asks me to place a tiny piece in an awkward spot. Idk wtf thte retards are thinking when designing the instructions. too me 30 minsutes and a messy result to glue one dumb piece on

 No.71382

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>>63254
I like reading the rules
actually playing the games devolves into just rolling dice over and over and over and over etc

 No.71391

>>65893
panzerblitz is one of the better ones. It just needed a fog of war dynamic, opfor rules with better spotting, and unit attrition dynamics so it's not all or nothing. Of all the hex wargames I own it's the one I want to keep playing. Very fun, fast playing which is critical, and presents interesting tactical situations rather than just bland slogs.

Yeah those are wargames. The real ones are all hex based but miniatures are popular so you can add them as well

 No.71393

>>71391
On this topic, I believe Eastern Front Tank Leader is probably a better version of the panzerblitz concept. It has hidden units, chit activation by formation, some kind of OOB card system while still keeping the play style. You can only really play at battalion level in hex wargames and have fun I find, because division becomes too abstract without much deep strategic thought, whereas tactical becomes extremely complicated like with ASL like I was complaining. And really board games can never emulate fog of war so you have to go to a level that abstracts tactical. Brigade allows for line of sight spotting, that sort of action without getting too bogged down in rolls that don't matter and waste time

https://boardgamegeek.com/image/655949/eastern-front-tank-leader

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>>71382
these little games are fun


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 No.51836[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Does anyone here do deadlifts? I'm thinking about working to get a god-tier deadlift. My first goal is to make it up to 405lbs deadlift and then see how far I can take it from there. Right now I can do 255 for 5x5. Any wizbros here with tips?

Right now I'm 80 lbs overweight and need to stop eating so much food. The problem is I'm addicted to food and since I'm a 28 year old virgin, it's not like I have much else to do so it's gonna be hard to cut back on the food. Does anyone also have tips on how to feel full and not feel the need to eat food?
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 No.70639

>>51839
> I know they're probably all laughing at me on the inside because I'm an overweight virgin
Nobody cares bro!
t. regular gym-goer

 No.70640

>>70636
running and walking are boring
i don't do them outside of walking to the store to get groceries

 No.70650

>>70639
>Nobody cares bro!
This is wrong in two diametrically opposed ways and right in one way.

On one pole is the fact that I and many people would rather not be afflicted by the smelly air and stinky sweat of the obese. It's universally understood that fat people are unclean and their very skin excretes poison. Like cooties but for fat people. Foodies. For the sake of everyone besides him, I hope that sometime in the past 5 years that user has lost his excess bodyfat and he's no longer a pollutant. It's why I wipe the machines BEFORE I use them.

On the other pole, many who go to the gym have come to learn how good it feels to exercise and be fit so they become happy when they see others working towards feeling good. These empathic normaltards mentally invest in the hope that the fat guy loses his fat for the sake of his own health. Care is had that another unhealthy body becomes healthy for the mutual benefit of the beholder and the onlooker.

The way it's right is that there are a lot of people who just don't care, and that itself is split in to to opposed reasons. These people either don't have the cognition to process the quality of people they're sharing space with, or they've transcended beyond judgement all together. Neither afflicted nor benefited.

t. regular nighttime gym-goer

 No.71361

>>51836
I don't do deadlifts that often, usually about once a week. I'm at your level currently, although I'm only 161lbs. In terms of tips I'd recommend starting off your workout with a light jog then going into deadlifts. I find it makes things a lot easier. Also don't forget to do a warm up set. Usually I just use the bar for those.

>Does anyone also have tips on how to feel full and not feel the need to eat food?
Have a glass of water before you start eating.

 No.71392

lifting is demoralizing. I am hitting three plate now and you can go look at strength standards and that doesn't even register on the levels local champions achieve. Everything is based on the premise you could have started and trained continuously when you were at 18. Damn


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/lounge/

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 No.323901[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction
https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.326142

>>326131
>product becomes desirable
>prices go up
>waaaa it's a jewish conspiracy

if this is what you consider "thinking" I can only pity you

 No.326156

>>326142
>You are not allowed to have computers peasant.

 No.326166

How is life after you get NEETbux?

 No.326172

>>326166
It's pretty much the same as life before NEETbux, but with more Hot Pockets and beer.

 No.326173

>>326172
Is your NEETbux generous?


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/dep/

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 No.307023[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

Previous:
>>296511
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 No.311735

How to hang?

 No.311749

>>311723
>>311730
I can't get guns where I live and throwing myself under the metro scares me due to the posible pain when my head or arms get crushed

My idea was alternatively to use an angle grinder or something like that so the cut gets properly done

 No.311756

>>311749
Do it carefully so you don't make a mistake trying again

 No.311775

>>311756
For what I've been researching, cutting the main aorta on thr neck and the jugular is lethal, there's very low risk of blood coagulating. So I guess I find the way, now I must plan it carefully

 No.311785

>>311749
I noticed some people succeed and others fail at suicide is mainly because they have correct knowledge about a specific method.
Guy 1: Doesn't know about hanging, fails drowning attempt.
Guy 2: Tries to hang himself by blocking the airway instead of constricting the blood flow, fails hanging attempt.
Guy 3: Succesfully hangs himself by carefully placing the rope around his neck. Released from pain and suffering forever.


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 No.230884[Reply]

LIVING WITHOUT ANYTHING!

Hello, wizbros!
I finally achieved a great thing in my life: the possibility of doing absolutely nothing, or something more or less like it. How is this possible? Public University with free education, free food and a free house. More than that: I can receive government money. I can do it for 4 years. After that, I can try a Master Degree, and I will receive money for it.

Is it a good life?
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 No.230957

>>230898
Probably, but an extremely small quantity of no consequence.

 No.230959

>>230884
I watch this movie thats movie is Buddy 2026, and I watched the movie buddy twice.I watched it on primevideo, i like this movie so much. And seriously it's the best movie I've ever seen Than the anime I've watched a lot lol.

 No.230960

>>230895
>>230896
>>230959
A magic friends will never fail to choose movies

And remind you
>>230950

 No.230962

>>230960
soo magic✨

 No.230963

>>230960
I haven't watched a movie for more than a year.


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 No.309031[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

whenever you're depressed or sad, come here and draw something using Oekaki. you can draw whatever you want
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drew in wrong tab.
i have not experienced this but many have, i think on it.

 No.311773

>>311770
Real

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 No.311781

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this is art

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its name is Berry Punch. in the show its made out that this horse is an alcoholic.
There are sad fanfics with her.


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 No.326164[Reply]

Upload pet that you want to keep and that you like,, but must just one pet..

 No.326165

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a wild cat

 No.326168

Normies have these delusions about their pet, that their pet can understand them or communicate on their level. I like cats and used to have them as pets but the trick about good pet-keeping is to always keep in mind they are unintelligent animals.

 No.326169

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>>326168
>they are unintelligent

 No.326170

>>326169
they are nowhere anything human levels of sentience or consciousness
even primitive peoples like hunter-gatherers or human races who practice primitive agriculture are miles ahead in memory, communication, use of speech, basic belief system. The entire lives of animals is centered around finding food or shelter.

 No.326171

>>326170
But animals can make you relax when you are stressed, for example cats.


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 No.230621[Reply]

i will be homeless soon. suicide is soon i suppose.
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 No.230687

>>230684
>A shelter is a human right, nothing fancy about a one bedroom apartment

what if you don't want a regular appartment because both renting and owning suck. what if you don't want a bank account and a job and a phone, what if you don't want to use money but stay with nature. you can't you have to have some pieces of paper that allow you to be in a place because by default you are forbidden everywhere and you don't have rights because those can be taken away from you at any moment by the violent people acting like there is an emergency. and they really really love acting and the emergency acting is their favorite. you don't have rights, there are laws to which you are a a subject, a prisoner. "rights" is the narrative to trick you into accepting it.

don't act like not wanting any of this and instead just live in a tiny cave where nobody else is away from all the violence or on a tree or an illegal cabin in the woods would be strange. in my country you aren't even allowed to sleep in the woods. the degree of naivety i sense in you makes me wonder if you even understand how much of a slave you are. you probably don't allow yourself to question like that.


>n the US and Europe, every winter temperatures drop below survival levels especially during night

you think there could be other places on this planet where this isn't the case? because those places would probably be way better places to be homeless

>I don't know where people have been homeless for hundreds of thousands of years

easy. depending on who you ask, humans climbed down the trees 200.000 or 700.000 years ago. they did not build cities right away. i guess you are clueless to the history of your own species because you too were forced into child prison to receive all the necessary narratives to keep you weak and stupid… and discuss recent wars all day…

anyways X00.000 years ago the humans climed down trees and they did not build cities right away, they lived as nomads IN OTHER WORDS AS HOMELESS.

>BUT I know for sure that every civilization built more homes.

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 No.230688

>>230685
>I don't understand why people don't want to own a home

landownership was a mistake. the idea of a human, something so insignificant, owns land that's as laughable as a fly owning a waterfall. it was the mistake that separated humans from nature.

and based on this ridiculous disconnected lack of humbleness has grown all of human violence-based civilization. war, money, slavery, a few useful technologies and a an unending supply of soulcrushing technology.

how can you live your life in a way where you don't participate in this horrific mistake of thinking you can own something that will be around for longer then you will be? by going back to the roots of humanity, before cities, where humans roamed around with next to no belongings and stay where it is pleasant until it wasn't.

 No.230922

>>230685
It's not that people don't want to own a home but nowadays it just seems so impossible that people distance themselves from it in order to throw away needless hope that will just tie them down. This is the same with renting a room by yourself. People often have to rent rooms with other dangerous people they don't know well in order to find suitable shelter nowadays.

 No.230932

Apply to welfare.

 No.230961

I will kill myself soon too. Really wondering what comes after death lately. As all life seemingly is fleeting, I've been calling it 'what is actually real'.


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 No.310788[Reply]

At what age did you become blackpilled about your life?
Around 12-14 I knew exactly where I would end up, and sadly was completely right even back then, nothing changed
Everything went about as poorly as expected
Being relatively intelligent as an autistic sperg is worst.
Not even having the bliss of ignorance
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 No.311690

>>311689
That should be the least of your concerns

 No.311700

>>311686
At a certain point your thinking just becomes dominated by this craving for the end

 No.311702

>>311700
Yeah, I don't think I've gone through a single day without thinking about dying at least once since then.

 No.311777

everything started dying in 6th grade, the new current me was born by 7th grade. being an undiagnosed adhd sperg with no social skills and parents who secretly have distain for you will do that.
My life still had magic until my brother died. now the colors aren't bright and I can't feel the wind anymore.

 No.311779

>>311700
I've noticed people seem to think that goes away.


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 No.230503[Reply]

I’ve worked with ALOT of people struggling with intellectual disabilities, autism spectrum disorder, schizophrenia (like, actual I cannot understand an abstract idea or trust my senses level of schizophrenia) and chronic illnesses/addictions for quite some time. Comparing the people I’ve worked with to the majority of the people on this site, you guys are arguably way more ahead. Actually, some of you are doing particularly well just for even being able to hold down a job. I won’t dismiss the issues with isolation, parental abuse, social anxiety or missed opportunities (those are real issues), but i also won’t reject the idea that I feel a lot of you tend to ignore how far a lot of you have gotten regardless or your own talents. Idk what to say from here. Im not going to say anything motivational or patronizing or demotivating either. Just take care of yourself regardless
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 No.230612

>>230610
You have to be a verbal person, unlike some cases of severe autism. That is the only prerequisite coming to my mind

 No.230643

>>230503
failed normie 35 year old reporting. been a loser for 10 years. lonely walks, music, jerking off, cigarettes is all i have and probably will have for the rest of my life.

 No.230647

>>230643
No need to be hard on yourself regarding normalfaggotry. You're a 30+ year old virgin which is what this site is for.

 No.230955

>>230503
>and chronic illnesses
Hi, that's me, cystic fibrosis here. I'm actually quite good looking and confident, but I'm an unfit and disgusting person as a result of my illness. What do I do?

 No.230956

I'm now over 40 and definitely not what you would call normal.


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 No.230228[Reply]

https://perchance.org/ai-waifu-generator is fucking crazy, you can generate images of topless/nude anime waifus, and based on your description generate a persona and https://perchance.org/ai-character-chat link to talk with them.
being able to indulge in any fantasy is more intense than watching porn for me, but I'm not one of those losers with AI girlfriends, because I know I'm just using them to get off, losing my interest after I shoot my load (they're just too selfless), and if I were to develop feelings for them (something I want to avoid because it's dangerous, went too far with a waifu so I archived my exported .json files and hidden them in some folder) they would be in someone's server with me having no control over it, as opposed to running locally with back-up in storage device in Faraday cage.
but it gets me thinking about the possibilities…
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 No.230496

>>230495
Describe your best interaction so far

 No.230817

Why am I trapped by Ai Waifu I feel like dying Fk

 No.230831

>>230251
Kiwifarms is called green reddit lmao thats funny. Or am I misunderstanding?

 No.230951

using AI is gay, real wizniggas use tulpas

 No.230954

>>230250
If you have no morals and are low in neuroticism you'll go far


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 No.9478[Reply]

Why doesn't wizchan have a bm thread? Well, that changes now. Post trve kvlt black metal and nothing less
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 No.11100

>>11099
nsbm's cringe

 No.11101

>>11100
new super bario mros

 No.11102

>>11101
b8ng bing whaoo

 No.11105

>>11102
more like bing bing boohoo

 No.11107

there's something that bothers me about black metal is when they "sing" in high pitch and in guttural voice and when the music is sped up like they're rushing the song. it bothers me, anyone?


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