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 No.309794[Reply]

Another Evil under the Sun Edition. You of many.

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 No.309747[Reply]

Sometimes I wish went to the mental hospital. Maybe things would’ve turned out differently. Maybe.
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 No.309749

spoiler: it wouldn't. you'd just have a permanent record that you're crazy and forced to take dangerous drugs that give you brain damage.

 No.309753

yeah i'd rather live and suffer natural brain damage, than live and suffer jewish pill brain damage

 No.309770

they will just abuse and exploit you, so many interactions with the mental health system have negative value, i'm surprised they are still afloat
must be government handouts and monopolisation

 No.309790

>>309770
but what if you genuinely need help? if the one system intended to stop your mental suffering actually makes it worse, who can help?

 No.309792

>>309790
I came to the conclusion that the main flaw of the mental health system is its tendency to suck you in and once you are affiliated with it it's very hard to become independent of it be it medically or in a symbolic/ linguistic way as their methods of producing acceptable self narratives are probably much stronger than most advertisement measures. Like, you are in a bad condition mentally and you don't know what to do and you feel like you can't overcome this condition yourself and you also don't know much about this stuff (maybe some theory but the personal experience is unknown to you) and you don't seem to find much help online and they recommend if you are seriously feeling bad then go meet a professional - that's when they have you. And then the whole mental health journey begins. And it seems really convincing at first, someone is there for you to listen, someone you ascribed competence and the ability to cure your condition. But after some time you'll realise that's not how it works, because change only can come from within and by changing your life conditions, but not by the mental health system at all, at best they might with a low probability help to give some input which might put you on the right track but it's actually dependent on a myriad factors from social life to upbringing family nation income etc etc and it's actually a miracle if mental health system works it almost exclusively implies that your surrounding environment is already very stable. But then you are already sucked in and you adopt the mind set that you can't do anything by yourself without external help, and further more you kind of forget what actually caused your condition and your in for decades of wondering what's wrong with you accepting the illness mind set. While in fact maybe you were just missing a car or 100 000 dollars which would cure you immediately, but mental health system would never give you 100 000 dollars not even a dime but they earn 100000 with you the longer you keep coming back to them the better.



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 No.309743[Reply]

I'm very depressed and I will also develop chaos in my mind so I don't care about everyone anymore and I will destroy everything why should I be a fool who can only blame myself while others can be happy without being able to feel how crazy this world is I will destroy everything and if this world ends and everything is destroyed then I will be a living witness that I am the one who knows how cruel this world is and how unfair all of this is everyone everything everything must have an end if it doesn't end then I will always be in hell or at least be locked up as rotting flesh
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>>309774
>bro why do you think dictionaries exist

not for you to stop thinking, give your condition a label and be done with it.

 No.309776

>>309775
labels help cope, though change with time until you find the right one. what's wrong with that?

 No.309783

>>309776

labels dont help, they hinder. they are used by people to dismiss the problem and abandon responsibility, which likely is the only path to healing. you don't have depression, you have something way more specific, personal and complicated. when you call it depression, you let yourself be seduced by the diagnostic language; it's often hollow promises and the undignified preemptive certainty they hide behind. i say do the oposite: describe your condition as crude, unhinged, precise and accessible to others as you can. your name about your condition should be so easy to understand that when you tell it to someone who has no idea about it, understands it the first time you mention it without having to ask fir details.

"i thought i had to fart the other day but i actually shat my pants with liquid shit a little" now that's how i talk about my most recenr condition, without shame! not using this ridiculous gatekept medical language.

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>>309783
so i have a very specific, personal kind or depression, that is actually a bit comorbid with my overall inclination to being anxious?

 No.309791

>>309788
>so i have a very specific, personal kind or depression, that is actually a bit comorbid with my overall inclination to being anxious?

i can never know what you have because i can't feel what you feel so what could my opinion possibly be worth. nothing. i can look at your approach though. when you tell me with your chest sticking out all proud and identified: "i have depression!" then i don't know how that feels like, that tells me nothing. the term is like a shotgun and hits everything, you want something that only hits what you actually have precisely. you know the term is too much of a blanket term to be useful by the fact that you would receive 100 different answers if you asked 100 depressed people about their condition and not the same answer 100 times.

calling it comorbid and anxiety is at least a step in the right direction but you are once again committing what i in my pieced-together understanding of mental health believe to be a mistake: you just repeat medical labels as if they meant anything. what i believe to be way better would be to invent/sculpt/compose/craft/sketch a way to describe what is actually going on so that when a kid in the park asks you what is wrong with you, you could tell it in a way that makes sense to the kid and then the kid in the park might have a way better idea on what to do about it then any doctor ever because the kid did not have it's humanity pranked, whipped and tortured out of it in medschool.

most importantly though, bothering to be precise about it will give you better ideas on what to try to make things better and the most healing the most helping will be what you do to yourself, not what will be done onto you by others. don't wait to be rescued, nobody is coming, you do the rescuing.



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 No.324954[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What new nations will materialize, which ones will re-materialize?
What countries will unite, which ones will disintegrate?
Will the EU fully federalize?
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>>325436
Added some more islands to Maghrabiya

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>>325247
I don't think there's anything invaluable in the Sahara or the Sahel missing as far as Maghrabiya is concerned. This should be the final edition then.
As for the water situation, it is many, many, many more times stable in Egypt than it is in Maghrabiya.

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>>325469
Actually, there was an oasis I missed, so I highlighted that.
There's nothing now. It's done.

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>>325469
Numbers / etc / clean
forgot the bit with somalia and some more

Japan highlighted instead

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>>325490
Or with Aethiopia. And the Azores stays with the EU.
Canary, Cabo, Madeira, all to the Maghreb.


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 No.63216[Reply]

Games you played that were not as good as the mainstream masses/reviewers would had you believe.
Also games that were recommended by "patricians", that turned out to just be games that cater to their autistic taste.

While I didn't find the gameplay or aesthetic of borderlands bad. The writing is so god damn cringy, it's like a boomer trying to write something he thinks modern teens like. After 2 hour I just couldn't stand it anymore. Gearbox were veterans and they had the backing of 2K a major publisher, this was the best writer they could get?
The deigns of banished isn't bad. It just that it felt like doing homework instead of playing a fun game. Many hours of planning, trail and error. Only an autist could think about spending the weekend for this.
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>>63612
I was never really on board with open world games because of what you've described. The few I've played are either mostly empty, and the big world just inflates playtime via extra traversal time, or full of procedurally generated low quality shit that isn't fun to play or can be straight up broken because nobody play tested it.

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>>63612
>Breath of the Wild.
it's all right. I hate cell shading, but the food and climbing mechanisms are something I wish elder scrolls had. I got filtered storming Ganon castle when I realized how much I'd have to grind to get guardian arrows, plus their aesthetic ruins the fantasy setting.

>>63613
attached is a game that is UNDERrated, but its open world done right. A lot of games like shoving a morality system, but this is one of the few games left that encourages you to act like an asshole, which I think is essential if you want to truly enjoy an open world game. Otherwise avoiding civilian casualties just makes the game tedious and frustrating.

 No.63618

>>63612
>The world was beautiful and exploring was the only fun part of the game
tends to be the trade off for open world games. Focus too much on making the world "alive and beautiful", how it will serve the gameplay is secondary.

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>>63216
The entire franchise.

 No.63649

>>63648
Stopped playing after black ops. Literally the same concepts since the first game. Just more "cinematic" and better graphics. No idea why the normies still love these games so much.
They are nothing but "babies first fps" in different coats of paint.



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 No.71025[Reply]

What's the last movie you've seen?
What's the best movie you've seen lately?

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>>71025
Finally watched Alien: Romulus. But before watching it, I went back and watched all the Alien movies. I'm a huge fan of the original and can pretty much quote the entire thing from memory. It took me a week to watch them all. Here are my unsolicited opinions on each.

Alien (1979) — Almost a perfect horror film imo. The plot is nothing to write home about, but the set design, the alien design, and the atmosphere are perfect. It's one of the most hauntingly beautiful labyrinths to ever grace the silver screen. The amount of detail in every inch of the Nostromo and LV-426 is amazing. The idea of having blue-collar characters made the whole thing work. One of my favorite movies of all time.

Aliens (1986) — A generally fun, competently made, but ultimately dumb blockbuster movie. Compared to the original, it's a downgrade on every level. The characters are flat, samey, and uninteresting. Obvious bad guy doing bad guy things. The design of the ship and interiors is functional, but not nearly as beautiful or interesting as in the first movie. It's not a bad movie, but it pales in comparison to the original. The "perfect organism" is also shown to be completely pathetic, stupid, squishy things.

Alien 3 (1992) — If Aliens is a competently made movie with boring ideas, Alien 3 is a movie with some good ideas but clunky execution. The characters are interesting for the most part, and the dialogue is way better compared to the second movie, but it's mostly the formula of the first movie: a monster killing the cast one by one while everybody else runs around inside a sci-fi labyrinth in despair. It doesn't really add anything to the universe either. Still, it has some cool ideas in there.

Alien Resurrection (1997) — Awful, shitty characters that have nothing interesting to say. Ripley is basically a new character played by the same actor, and the new character is shit. It's full of goofy moments and idiotic plot points that make no sense. The special effects and set design are mostly OK, but the dialogue and plot are garbage. Characters have to constantly drop exposition dumps just to make sense of whatever is going on. The only interesting character in there is Gediman. They really drove Ripley into a corner with this one. No wonder they pretty much dropped the whole thing and started making movies set in other points of the timeline.Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.71030

Wes Anderson fan so firing up The French Dispatch tonight; favorite W.A. film is probably The Grand Budapest.

>>71029

I'll throw 'em a bone, home theater nerds especially - some get pretty gonzo with their laserdisc/dvd/bluray hoarding and gear setups.

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I have seen the first hellraiser yesterday, great movie,

The second in the other hand…
The first 1/5 is really good but the rest feels like a parody or a spy kids movie, is so bad that it breaks the inmersion a lot of times

The saga have 8 more movies and acording to people these 2 are the best ones…



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 No.309657[Reply]

I try and try like I really do to be a wizard but unfortunately keep heading into becoming a crab. As someone who can't afford to NEET and will just die on the side of the street if I do so, I have to unfortunately go out into the real world and try to get a job and maintain a "social life".

And that is the worst part about it, I simply don't get it, a friend of mine wanted to meet another friend and he wanted me to go to club with me, now why did I agree? Because I wanted a referral for a job. Apart from that clubs in my country are horrendous for sub-3 men like me because they don't let people like me enter because of "dress code" when in reality you look ugly, short, singly, and the whole nine yards.

I got a referral so that's a good thing if it materialises into a job. But what I saw in club is not something that I have not known but to see it happen it still caught me like a deer in the headlights, basically I knew that this friend of friend is going to be a piece of shit because he is a club-goer.

But when I saw him literally just go up to a bitch and started making out with her continuously then going to the toiled and then coming back, and then actually showing me his Instagram and Snapchat about fucking a succubus 5 times one day, and fucking 10 different succubi in 10 days and sharing nudes on Telegram by starting out with the message "New Pussy around my Dick.".

God bless him for giving me the referral which probably won't materialise into a job but for some reason I wish I never met him, I saw a weird kind of primal expression on the faces of succubi, the man was 6'4 and had a chiseled face. And when I came back home I swear to god, I couldn't drive the car straight. Like I was about to crash 3 times, not because I was driving fast, but I was so pissed and my mind was just thinking about like what the fuck? I had to struggle for every single ounce of thing in life, and there are guys like this who just do what? Fucking exist?

Honestly, at that point years of thinking "I am never going to think about cunts" and months of trying to be a fucking monk only to enter a state of ragebait, I swear to god, when I returned in the night I was awake for a total of 48 hours just raging like a mad man and screaming into the damn mattress. Like what the fuck? How in the blue hell is it so easy for these kind of people? And this guy has cheated on every single cunt who was his GF. And has fucked over 40 succubi litePost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.309763

>>309756
>I've never encountered a feminist
she's right in the mirror
>I think those ideas only come into play when creepy men are bothering them
i wouldn't know

 No.309771

fuck you normie
this website is for lifelong celibates
not people like you

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 No.309785

>>309771
>celibate
someone who is a porn addict and masturbated everyday shouldn't be using that word
it's like those females who believe they can be born again virgins and stuff

 No.309789

>>309785
SHUT UP DEMONIC FUCKING NORMIE YOU JUST ASSUME ASSUME ASSUME ASSHOLE. I DON'T WATCH PORN, GO BE A CRAB ELSEWHERE. FUCKING NORMIE



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 No.308343[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

The Time God does not forget nor forgive edition. You will do this again.

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 No.309777

it's depressing to think about spending your entire life suffering anxiety and hyperfocus. i can't tell which is worse. anxiety kills your soul, and hyperfocus kills what remains.

 No.309781

>>309745
3 days of this and I don't know what to do. I know I am a pathetic coward for this but I am too afraid to even go to a doctor as I have not left my house in years and I also fear that the doctor may make it even worse. But I'm also afraid of not going because I fear it being a very time-sensitive thing that could get worse if I don't. I don't know what to do and I don't know how to get myself to leave my house, and I feel really afraid. I feel an impending sense of doom as if this is going to be the final straw for me.

 No.309782

gotta eat liver and eggs but too lazy tbh

 No.309786

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if you aren't born into wealth and attractive, what the FUCK are you even supposed to do.
you cant even play the game if you aren't even allowed to have any of the pieces and the whole time you are at the mercy of corporations and investors rolling the dice. Even the escapism is shit now and the good stuff from the past is getting harder and harder to find.
fucking mouse colony bullshit except a million times worse

 No.309787

>>309782
liver is full of post processed body junk. just eat meat bro. don't be a veggie


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 No.229141[Reply]

I can't mentally relate to a regular 40 year old in any shape or form. People who already have 20 year careers or are even CEO's. While I still replay old SNES games on emulators and work a basic job while taking care of an elderly parent who needs assistance for almost everything.
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 No.229553

Part of it is location, Americans especially were quick to kick kids out at 18. I was willing to work hard but had no desire to level up at work or be a community leader. My parents screwed up by kicking us all out of the house: they have a son that won't be hosting Christmas or thanksgiving feasts for the extended family because I don't believe in that lifestyle. A "failure" in normie eyes? Maybe. I don't believe in the American dream and I'm just happy I'm free of suburbia.

 No.229570

>>229553
>Part of it is location
True, plus it's the time period and economic situation. What often times get touted as a "independence" or "growing up" is just being fortunate enough to live in a time and place where you actually have the opportunity to go off and live on your own (often times with a helping of the right family situation i.e. daddy hooking you up with a nice job, so you can actually afford to move out).
Sometimes I see people brag and look down at people who still live with their parents at an age that's not socially acceptable, and it always pisses me off because these "independent" people would have been in exactly the same situation had their lot in life been slightly different.

 No.229572

>>229553
Pure american narcissism. You dont see the asians, arabs or even half of europe doing this crap.

>>229570
NTA but I sometimes wonder how different my life would be if I lived in the 70s or 80s. Even if I'm a total loser at least I'd get plenty of job opportunities I couldnt even think of getting now.

 No.229578

>>229141
Character growth stops at high school for most people. In my wagie job at a factory, I have meet 50-60 year olds who tries to mog each other over social status or materialism, like they are still in high school.
>guys look at how cool I am, I own a Iphone!
>I have stacy, you have becky!

 No.229631

>>229141
I'm soon to be 30 but I feel like I got stuck at 20yo. Part of it is certainly the covid years that were basically just limbo where nothing moved forward and I stayed inside only being enrolled in college without actually studying or taking exams. Now I'm starting trainee program that is meant for 16-17 year olds and I will be a decade older than almost all of them. I flunked out of college and it's impossible to get a job without any kind of certification so this is my only real option but it only reinforces this feeling of being weirdly out of sync. I have moments where I realize that my youth has passed a decade ago, notice signs of aging in my parents and I get scared for a bit. But mostly I'm honestly fine with the way I'm living. I'll be happy to work my basic job and play video games with the few friends I have left, living at home and spending time with my parents while they're still in good health.



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 No.229614[Reply]

Are there any wizards who are uncomfortable when there is a succubus? even around female family members. when there's men and succubi in the same room and I'm here, I try not to look at the succubus's body but my brain can't. it puts me in very uncomfortable situation for me and for other people around because I know they know and they know I know. whenever it happens, I want to kill myself. must be because I'm a virgin and a pervert. It kills me for real. I can feel the tense and feel the men/man of the group/family wanting to beat the shit out of me or talk and give hints. I wish I wasn't a pervert or a creep or a weirdo.
please help a wizard who's in big trouble. I wish to never exist, I'll say it again but it is really that: it fucking kills me inside so bad. I'm so scared
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>>229625
Are you actually autistic, though? You can’t resist looking at their bodies because your sexual attraction to them is just that powerful. Being driven by primitive instincts is a very normie-esque thing. Your wizard nature is just preventing you from having the necessary charisma and looks to act on these desires.

You should feel bad about yourself, but don’t blame it on some obscure quirk.

 No.229627

>>229626
>You can’t resist looking at their bodies
because it's a reflex and most of the time it happens unconsciously.
>because your sexual attraction to them is just that powerful
peak crabdom. you're confusing cognition with low level gimmicks.
>Being driven by primitive instincts is a very normie-esque thing.
said like a crab in denial.
>Your wizard nature is just preventing you from having the necessary charisma and looks to act on these desires.
ability or inability to act out on certain desires is what shapes your desires and personality in the first place.
>You should feel bad about yourself
you should feel crab about yourself

 No.229628

Don't be a faggot, anon. Just let yourself have a little look at that body and try not to get hot hahsha. Over the time you will control that instinct more than now. Don't worry.
:3

 No.229629

>>229628
the summer will be over soon so you won't have to melt down this bad anymore

 No.229630

>>229614
Uncomfortable yes but not in the way you are. I did have a similar thing for a while where I would avert my eyes from succubi out on the street because I had internalized the messaging that succubi think most men are ugly creeps and I didn't want to get in trouble. Nowadays I can look at passersby. Not staring or leering obviously just passing glances that happen more subconsciously than anything else, then looking at something else.
Interacting with succubi is a different story. Even though it's just cashiers, service workers or coworkers or whatever where there's a predetermined social script to follow I often get uneasy, especially when they're attractive. I wouldn't even say that I yearn for female companionship or anything but I guess it's just a biological instinct that reminds me I'm "failing at life" because of my lack of sex or contact with succubi outside of professional situations.



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 No.309031[Reply]

whenever you're depressed or sad, come here and draw something using Oekaki. you can draw whatever you want
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 No.43022[Reply]

what manga are you reading right now? I'm reading 'yotsuba' for the first time, it's cute and funny sometimes. I'm also reading 'the strange house' pic related I find the mystery intresting. I also have other manga to read but it's not for right now
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 No.44202

>>44176
What's the main plot of Eden?

 No.44246

My taste might come off as really generic, but after reading grim manga for years I have come to enjoy light hearted shonem like kagurabachi and dandadan.

I firmly enjoyed the purity culture in dandadan, with emphasis it puts on virginity. It made me happy, many series would shy away from placing that moral weight. Kagura bachi was a nice experience, it's a shame it will never reach popularity demon slayer did, despite actually being decently written.

I enjoy dandadan because it has yokai and Shinto faith integrated in it quite well. I am neutral on sci fi element, but I have loved yokai stories since my childhood. Truly enjoyable.

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I want to buy this, is it worth it?

 No.44432

>>44430
Looks like fancy fae prettyboy garbage for fat chicks to read

 No.44433

>>44432
watched the two first episode of it and it looks like pretty yayoi coded



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 No.322725[Reply]

i've seen a few wizards who don't seem healthy.

is too bad because being healthy is easy once you know what matters.
the practice of being healthy i have reduced to managing of habits:

you constantly manage your habits. you find out what they are by doing the opposite of being in autopilot. manual flight. then you imagine the long term consequences of each habit. then you decide if you want those, the development of a desired state. keep the desirable habits, reduce all those you don't want through constant attention on your habits.

as you do this you might stumble upon ways to improve upon the desirable habits. this is almost already doing the next thing, which is finding good new habits to practice and slowly wondering when you have time to do them.

it is up to you to be healthy, it is an option, you can make this happen if you so choose. health is one choice away.
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 No.325450

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last week i have only been eating watermelon, mostly juicing it. i can tell you exactly how many i ate. 7 days, 14 melons, 4,5kg each melon on average.

this week i am only eating grapes and since those grapes i am buying are not all that tasty (especially compared to ripe sweet watermelons) i am juicing them. i am on day 3 of the grape juice fast and despite having so much energy that i found it difficult to sleep, there is nothing to complain.

i find it easy to concentrate on stuff, i am barely wasting any time on stupid entertainment/doomscrolling/videogames/lurking, i am making progress on the things that are important to me, the summer heat is very easy and pleasant to endure and not a chore, i find it easy to go exercise, when meditating i find it very easy to establish nervous system connection, my breathing is better, my sinuses are moist despite the dry air, i can hear better then usual, my sense of smell is improved, i can smell what my neighbors are cooking even when their doors and windows are closed. i emptied an expired jar of peanutputter into my trash and the smell is very noticable to me despite being weak. i have done this so many times that i no longer have cravings for food but i do look forwards to eating cucumber and bell pepper that i dip into a paste i make myself in the blender from seeds, orange, herbs, spices and onion.

good health to all hermits and neets, may all of you find the male strength inside you so you can live your dreams.

 No.325460

>>323238
>now i still feel somewhat dumb and unable to wield this much energy

this is no longer true, after many years of failure and less then 2 years of trial and error i found so many little things i can do to make the most of my time that i feel no longer overwhelmed by it. whenever i would do things, i would run into the same bottlenecks and dead-ends and i finally took the time NOT TO BE FRUSTRATED AND ANNOYED BY IT but instead investigate each i could perceive (so far) and build it into an approach of doing lots of things at once so that i can spend this much energy when that time of summer heat, exposure to sunlight and juice fasting hits where i have infinite energy and but no idea what to do next. i wish i knew how to do this when i was younger.

 No.325464

>>325450
>last week i have only been eating watermelon
>this week i am only eating grapes
is this sustainable without losing weight and muscles? where do you get all the nutrients, proteins, calcium, omega fats, b12 vitamin, etc…?

 No.325465

>>325464
>is this sustainable

-depends what you are looking at
–eating only fruit: yes without a doubt, the longest streak where i have not eaten a single thing that wasn't a fruit was around 3 months. the body gets used to it, cravings subside as the loud microbiome in the gut gets starved of other food. requires eating big portions which might be unusual but not difficult, it is easy when bowel-transit time is high.
–not even eating fruit but just drinking fresh fruit juice: yes but it requires quite a lot of juice. possible but more difficult. when 4-8 liters (which is not necessarily pure juice, i like to do 40% water + 60 % juice) are drunk every day, then the body gets enough calories as to not lose weight or muscles, legend tells.

>without losing weight and muscles?


i have always had a bad way of organizing it and and then getting busy and letting it slack a little and then not consuming enough for a few days, so i have always done with losing muscles and weight but i don't worry about muscle loss in the slightest because i am not vain. my muscles function all day, i am active, i haul stuff, i build stuff, i skate, i dance, i run, i do study, i do research, i travel so i don't mind my body and muscles getting thin in the summer. it is annoying in the winter when living in a cold region because i don't like to put on as many layers of clothing as i should, fruit cools the body a lot, which is why i believe humans originate from very warm climates and have no business living in the cold.

>where do you get all the nutrients, proteins, calcium, omega fats, b12 vitamin, etc…?


-when it gets colder i do eat raw vegetables, nuts, seeds, herbs and spices and if you saw me irl or saw me skate, you would not consider me malnourished even though i have been doing this for almost 10 years.
–proteins are a beliefsystem and i don't believe in it, the stuff i eat has plenty of amino acids, which is the stuff that the body has to extract all complicatedly from proteins. proteins are just zip files for amino acids and i eat those directly. if i want to shut up someone who believes in protein a little too much, i ask him how much protein is in mothers milk. because if protein was important, mothers milk wouPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.325483

in a few hours my second week (well 6.5 days to be precise) of a loose juice fast is over. i only drank fresh grape juice with a small amount of lemons, oranges and grapefruit. i ate nothing with the exception of maybe 500g of grapes once every other day because i wasn't near my juicer at all times, ideally i wouldn't have even eaten that but i did it perfectly so many times, i don't sweat small imperfections like that anymore. the juice is precise manual fueling and then when the juice doesn't come, my body gets tired so i rather just eat a few then feel too tired to do much of anything.

>>325464
>is this sustainable

i still have my doubts about it because this time i did feel tiredness throughout the day that i normally don't have, because i tried to have more of a normal life and have the fasting just happen in the background. i guess when i say this is sustainable when i have the freedom to devote most of my day to making sure i am staying on top of the fast but if i had a fast-paced life where i had to respond to shit immedeatly, this might be different. or maybe i should just incrase my efforts of manifesting a mobile juicer already, like i have been wanting for a while. juicers are tricky though. i am on my third juicer and i like it but it was a cheap one and i wish it was more quiet… because i use it so much.

anyways it was exactly 19kg of grapes and about 18 grapefruits, 12 oranges and 12 lemons. i did not have cravings for food but i could smell what the neighbors were cooking very intensely. when someone would fry something i could smell that when usually i never do.



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 No.308814[Reply]

How do you deal with extreme public humiliation and a destroyed reputation? Shits suicide fuel
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 No.309651

Diddy was arrested, accused of various crimes, had a video of him beating his ex leaked online, people learned that he has a cuckhold kink, he was found guilty of paying male prostitutes and on top of that people learned that he has a small penis. DJ Vlad said it's about 3 inches. I saw the video, but I can't say for sure.

He's a multimillionaire. That helps with public humiliation and destroyed reputation. Being rich.

 No.309655

>>309651
hes black

 No.309656

>>309655
how do you know?

 No.309668

It's almost impossible to have a destroyed reputation in today's world. People are too damn distracted to keep track of everyone's scandals. Just move somewhere else and people who know whatever you're worried about won't know. Only way that doesn't work is if you're famous, and if you're famous you don't need to worry about reputation even more. Famous people can get away with so much shit and people will still worship them. You just can't also be ugly or else you end up getting harvey winesteined. He could have kept doing what he was doing if he just lost 40 pounds.

 No.309773

>>308814
>How do you deal with extreme public humiliation and a destroyed reputation? Shits suicide fuel

social status is an illusory game. you are somewhat pre-programmed to mind being considered of lower social status but the world in which this cultural system made sense has not been existing for hundreds/thousands of years. this is industrial mass consumerist cattle dystopia and you don't have to mind being unpopular or lonely because those states merely represent the opinions of fools and your only concern should be not to be one of the fools. if you ever felt being popular and in high demand, you'd hate it so much that you would not lament the absence of it. most people don't know how lucky they are never to have been popular because it would invalidate their entire social framework. they would hate it so much, they'd wonder why they ever cared about anyone if this is what results from it.



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 No.309621[Reply]

Does anyone else hate his own body? I hate mine so much, I feel uncomfortable in my own body the whole time, it doesn't matter what I'm doing, I feel dirty, sick, detqched from my body. I want to get out of my body.
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 No.309715

I have a fat ass and a fat dick

 No.309733

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>>309703
Ah, the Jeremy Clarkson. I have it a bit too. I just wear an unbuttoned work shirt over my outfit to have lines that go straight up and down instead of balloon shape.

 No.309734

>>309715
Look at anon hogging all the ass and pud lol

 No.309736

yeah I hate my body, feels like I'm just waiting until i'm dead

 No.309769

>>309736
>>309736
> I hate my body
Why? Is it for a similar reason like me or are you fat like the guys above?



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 No.309759[Reply]

i keep wondering if all fiction could be unhealthy for the brain. human life is so short, a day has so few hours. how can you take one or more of these hours and flee to a place that doesn't exist and disconnect from your own reality.

places that don't exist have begun to repell me. my own reality has so many projects i would like to attend to that i feel gridlocked by not knowing what to do first. desire for fiction might be nothing but pure idleness.

i assume i understand the impulse, though i could be mistaken. when i was a child and were forced to attend child prison (school), the idea of no longer being able to explore the world at my own pace and instead had to spend time with the violent conformist was completely depressing. have them judge my intelligence based on how hard i could force myself to care what they thought was important in their desperate attempt to turn me into a mindless soldier and stomp all my dreams and interests in the process.

i'd flee into video games and at least videogames are interactive. in a video game i can make decisions, in school i was but an inmate without agency. but in a movie about a super hero, there is no interaction, the poor fool who watches this is but the passive recipient of centralized propaganda. i don't see how someone would accept this premise and spend time on this.
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 No.309761

The idea that fiction is mentally unhealthy for you and pure idleness shows that you yourself have been tricked by 'centralized propaganda' as you call it. Are you a productive drone yet?

 No.309762

>places that don't exist have begun to repell me.
a normie has been born, behold

 No.309765

>>309760
>The real world is miserable,
i don't agree, there is misery, especially if you engage in information habits that actively amplify the misery, but there is also the ability to carve out a place for yourself that isn't miserable. for it to feel miserable you have to look at more misery then you are able to handle and fail in making your most immedeate surrounding a refuge from the misery. i conclude that this is just something you have failed in while i have succeeded in it.

>dangerous

you'd think that if you are a regular impressionable consumer who is open
to modern mechanisms but if you are motivated to find things out for yourself instead of blindly trusting the group, venture out of your comfortzone, steadily learn about new things, your fears will decrease over time.

>without purpose,

i don't respect this collectivist self-sacrificing perspective in which purpose has to be given to you by higher ranking people because you are too lower rank to make decisions.

>and one can only take so much of it,

the mentally healthy way of saying this would have been "and i can only take so much of it" but i already see that you are too much of a teamplayer to say anything that isn't in the teamplayer's script.

>that's why men invented fiction.

weakest reasoning i have heard in all of 2026

 No.309766

>>309761
>The idea that fiction is mentally unhealthy for you and pure idleness shows that you yourself have been tricked by 'centralized propaganda' as you call it.

how

>Are you a productive drone yet?

no i am productive in my own life. i try to make good decisions, invent stuff, research how to improve and choose wisely so that i can benefit from it and the people i like. i'm not a drone, i am not dependent on other people creating a fake world for me to flee into. i try not to flee. i think fleeing is the problem. how is what you advocate for any different then living in the pod? you basically describe the pod without using the word pod.

 No.309767

>>309762
>a normie has been born, behold

that't not true because all the normies care about fiction. who watches netflix, who subscribes to youtube channels, who cares about book bestseller lists, who cares about hollywood movies, normies. i could argue fiction is even worse then sports because at least sport is something you can see with your own eyes really happening. normie females watch shows about pretty succubi getting in relationships with attractive males just like you watch whatever you don't have the balls to try to get in real life.



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 No.307023[Reply]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

Previous:
>>296511
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 No.308726

>>308564
They don't need to. They can give you enough proteins, fats and vitamins through IV injection indefinitely.

 No.308806

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Any ideas on how to commit suicide by hanging? I wonder what sort of rope, knot, techique and place would be the best. I heard that with a good arrangement you can snap your neck and die painlessly, but honestly since it seems to involve so much technique I tend to think that just regular hanging could be better. I'm only afraid of fucking that up too and ending up as a veggie or suffocating for two hours before passing out.

 No.308808

>>308806
I have experience in this. I've successfully killed myself several times via hanging. You need to read "The Peaceful Blackpill Handbook", "The Art of Not Living", and "Fun With A Razorblade by Big Gay Andrew Loomis". Once you do that you can ask ChatGPT for the best rope and height configuration for your IQ. Then you'll need to apply for a suicide license and pray to g*d that your therapist hasn't told your psychiatrist anything that would suggest you're only suicidal for a reason that SSRIs could instead cure. There is 0% chance the Demiurge will let you die if you don't hang yourself exactly as prescribed. You'll end up as a vegetable, or worse, a fruit.

 No.309327

How do you set up a timed message to emergency services to collect your body? The hotline doesn't take text messages. I don't want a family member to find me. I really have no idea here; this is the only major hole in my plan.

 No.309758

Does anyone here have tinnitus? This might be what convinces me to end it. I can't even focus on my thoughts. It feels like I have lost an entire section of my brain. I can't sleep.



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 No.62291[Reply]

The older I get, the narrower my taste in games becomes. It isn't for lack of trying, either. I constantly download new shit, but nothing ever sticks. I've come to the conclusion that there is an incredibly small handful of games actually worth playing and almost all of them are made by Nintendo, Blizzard, id Software or Capcom. If I had to name a few in no particular order:
>Diablo 2
>StarCraft
>WarCraft 3
>Ocarina of Time
>Resident Evil 4
>DOOM
>Quake 3
All of these games are 10/10 solid gold classics with endless gameplay and lively communities. Playing anything else just feels like buying store brand, what are your eternally playable games?
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 No.63269

>>63268
>Not to mention I highly doubt you actually play Starcraft/Quake3/Warcraft online, maybe you do, but I've not met many who play multiple 1v1 games that require such dedication to
To be fair, if anyone has the free time to do so, it's a wizard

 No.63270

>>63269
I just don't see it, usually competitive online players obsess over a single game, even finding someone who actively plays something like LoL AND Dota 2 regularly is harder than you might think, let alone Starcraft/Warcraft and a totally different genre like Quake. Personally I think it just comes down to the fact that eventually the competition is what drives you, and you'll get better faster by focusing on one single game. Realistically I don't think loading up your 20,000th game of CSGO is "fun" in a normal sense, but testing your skills and getting better than others might still be fresh and exciting.

 No.63645

basically most open source games feel like forever games. personally I find myself always going back to
>cataclysm: dark days ahead
>zero-k
>space station 13 (and 14)
>openMW and daggerfall unity
>ToME
I can't shill these games hard enough

 No.63646

>Oblivion, fallout 4, stalker coc\anomaly, minecraft

I've been modding these games for years now

 No.63647

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MahjongSoul! The grind doesn't stop until i'm the best player in the world



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 No.39502[Reply]

Official thread for all things Rozen Maiden related, don't forget to talk about the best succubus, desu!
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 No.44208

>>44205
Shut up

 No.44391

Obligatory Desu post.

 No.44392

The show was boring both whether it does sol or serious plot. There was a lot of promise in the setting that was never delivered. Like who the fuck was rozen really? Maybe I'll read the manga one day.

 No.44428

no it wasn't shut up

 No.44429

>>44392
narutard



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 No.229350[Reply]

Hey wizzies, I feel the need to classify and understand myself but I'm having trouble with that.

I stay inside when possible but I regularly have to go to appointments (therapy, psychiatry). I am forced out of my shell by obligation. I isolate at home but keep a functional tether to the world via appointments. I do not go outside for fun, I have no IRL friends but some online. I have enough food at home to last me 3 weeks so I don't need to get groceries or accept deliveries. I am very scared when outside. I am NEETing and depend on rehabilitation money.

I am not a hikkimori, what am I?
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 No.229576

>>229350
this is why im glad i have a job. it maintains a baseline of sociability with people. i still avoid them completely in public

 No.229582

you are a glorified cuda interface

 No.229583

I don't know what you are, but I can guess that what you'll be in a few years won't be a pretty sight if you keep living like this. Good luck

 No.229615

>>229351
I also have avoidant personality disorder. This is a good description, but I think it misses some things. Avoidant personality disorder and social anxiety are related and often coincide, but you can still have AVPD without any social anxiety at all. The avoidance stems from a desire to avoid traumatic rejection. Even if you are not anxious at all in interactions you can still have AVPD because you avoid people due to not wanting to get rejected by them. It particularly comes down to wanting to avoid any sort of actual relationship with a person. Random normies that you just interact with at a store or something are usually just subject to social anxiety, but social anxiety is treatable. I know because I tried hard and managed to make a good deal of progress. I still have social anxiety but it's a lot less than it used to be. Avoidance still just as bad though. I think it stems from a feeling that deep down I am unlikable so the more someone comes to know me, the worse things will be for me (as understood by the crazy part of my brain). This triggers a desire to avoid people and it gets stronger the more time I spend with them.

 No.229616

>>229395
This was my life in my 20s but after 10 years of that shit I gave up trying to get medically treated. Ironically I'm doing better now than ever.



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