>>229523>i have nothing to pivot to. there might be language barrier, i don't quite understand. sounds to me you wish to be a flag and turn into whatever direction the wind is blowing but that's not gonna work, that is the female perspective.
>SELF IMPROOOOOOOVvVVing did nothing but burn a hole in my wallet and waste my time. wat? it's free. if you insist on paying for it you can. a book will cost you as little as one or two takeout meals but clearly your approach has been that of a consumer if this has made a dent in your finances. ++this part of the post is only visible for wizchan GOLD members++
if this felt like a waste of time then you have not found the good stuff. when i was 18 and frist stumbled upon these books, audiobooks, seminars and videos, i was mesmerized. i would listen to them all day and find stuff i can do while listening, it was very difficult to convert file formats and load things onto first generation mp3 players. you litterally just have to drag and drop files on your phone, connect headphones, and listen to it while hiking in the woods or chilling in the park.
>I'm a hermit i hate people and can't even pretend to be interested in themi am the same way. when people want to meet me and give me their attention, i am annoyed and it is a chore to me. don't dress like a normal person, dress weird so people are nervous around you and don't bother you with attempts of friendship. i always wear everything of one color (black or gray) and i wear sunglasses inside (even though they are unhealthy, they block unwanted eye contact by predatory people)
>All i ever wanted was a simple fucking life. you can have it, don't despair. as you get older things will get easier. you just need to get good at avoiding the traps, almost everything is a trap in this system.
>Never was a go getter. i never wanted to be the best. Every self help nigger basically wants you to brainwash yourself into being a psychopath that only sees their life as work upon workPost too long. Click here to view the full text.