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 No.301895[Reply]

Starting a new anti-suicide general as the original has been bump-locked.

Helping wizards to understand that persuasive feelings of suicide can be bested.

Further the discursive spirit of this thread will remain the same as the first: to counter the general luring tenor of sadness that defines all the other threads through sharing positive practical advice purposed to reducing suicidal behavior even when we feel most suicidal. Naturally, being that I started the topic, I will be the first to contribute.

(1) Know that I care about you guys deeply and sincerely. Call me a faggot, I don't care (many have already done this, to no worthwhile avail)
(2) Examine what you are eating. For example, gluten especially produces depressive/psychotic episodes in sensitive autistic individuals. Sugar also is not healthy for your brain. Delimiting ingestion of both is wise.
(3) Make sure you are getting sufficient sleep. Chronic sleeplessness or even a few days' worth of irregular sleep can seriously interfere with the clarity of our thinking.
(4) Clean up. Taking a warm shower and putting on fresh clean clothes always is refreshing and helps to break up darkened mental habits.
(5) Breathe fresh air. Open whichever windows punctuate your room and allow some wind to come in.
(6) Watch your breathing. When we are panicked, our breathing can become very disordered and we do not recognize the effect this has on our thinking. Take deep, purposeful breaths, and collect your thoughts.
(7) Respect yourself. You have done your best to survive in an awful world, and you should grant yourself forgiveness for any mistakes and the allowance to rest with a composed and balanced mind.

I've done my part. Anyone else?
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 No.307828

>>306997
goodbye :3

 No.308129

>>306247
Removing gluten cured my mood swings.

 No.308132

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>>301895
My problem is that I don't want to live but I don't want to for whatever reason seriously attempt at unaliving myself. I need help tbh. I don't really have anyone in my life that I can share anything with, I have no money. I am trapped in my father's house. I want someone to come and take me if I am being honest with you just pull me away from this mess and fix me. Just take me away from here, give me a life, give me your companionship, perhaps even give me work that would pay me lower middle class compensation, that's all that I want at this point. But I have no one. And no random person on the street is going to be like "come brother, get in my home, let me fix you a meal, and give you a job tomorrow", no one like that exists but deep down there's this unkillable hope in every human which only hurts.

 No.308176

>>308132
>no one like that exists
People with a savior complex do exist. Usually, though, things like that don't work out and end in mutual resentment. Still, even knowing this does not stop one from dreaming of their own personal Misaki coming to save them…

 No.308180

>>308132
Too bad the apprenticeship model is gone. I'm sure it was a tough life, but getting housing and learning a trade sounds perfect for our temperament.



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 No.307315[Reply]

When I was young I used to indulge in escapism by imagining a new life where everything goes right and I have no problems, but now when I think of it I simply see nothing. There is no possible path for things to go right, every single case and scenario would bring me to suffer.

I guess it's because I became more experienced and understood that everything has a counter-effect and that I was simply focusing on the things that happened to me. For example, I have very protective, obsessed and generally loser (in the normie sense) parents who were watching my every move and spoil me because to them I was the only thing that was validating their need to have a meaning. But even if I had paremts who let me do whatever I wanted, it still wouldn't have fixed my inner problems and all the change would have been swapping the surface problems for others.

At this point it's like a puzzle, trying to connect all the pieces in a way that everything would go smoothly. But even if I give myself endless liberty, like being born a billionaire with perfect health, I still can't solve it. In fact, I have come to the point of trying to change physical laws to see if it could work (not having to eat/sleep etc.) and I still can't do it. Existence is pain and pain is existence, it looks like. Truly, the perfect life is to never be born.

What do you guys think? Do you have an idea of a good life you could have been living if you rolled the dice the right way at birth?
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 No.308171

>>308168
it’s clearly a post deliberately crafted with the intention to maximize hopelessness and anguish
but since it wasn’t done too skillfully, it ended up coming out too forced and artificial

 No.308172

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>>308171
>the intention to maximize hopelessness and anguish

 No.308173

>>308167
this is generally true about most things in life. kids really overestimate their ability to recover. people like >>308168 are people who have never had any real problems in life. you break something once and you never recover. this is why it's imperative that avoiding being broken is one of the most important things in life, but not many are lucky enough. at least you can get used to the suffering after a while

 No.308178

>>307462
I did think of this scenario when I was a kid, it's how I'd imagine 'society' would function in the far future. I find the idea deeply unapealling and haven't ever been able to come up with a reason as to why, except it's 'unnatural' which is just a cope for not having any reason.

 No.308179

Fed and warm really. Internet opened my eyes: between war, total poverty and homelessness I see how bad it is for billions of people so sitting in front of a computer with a coffee in hand means I've "made it" I guess.



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 No.305362[Reply]

I miss being a proper neet so much and im jealous of people who can be
I miss just being able to play some stupid game 12 hours a day and watch videos on the side
i still dont have friends or a gf so what am I doing
everything is worse
my body
my mind
my freedom
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 No.306762

>>306667
if you want ultra intense like the other wiz said, DMT. but personally i think controlled doses of LSD and working up to high doses where you can handle the intensity is what i'd recommend. I only had borderline overwhelming experiences when i got up to 4-5 hits which i think made them more profound since i worked up to that intensity, because i was able to be present and not just tripping out of my gourd

 No.307163

>>306762
LSD sucks, there are many other Phenethylamines that are better. LSD lasts for a long time so if you get a shitty trip it will make you want to commit for a long time. And whilst its true that nndmt is very intensive, it only lasts for like 10 mins

 No.307433

You're not missing anything tbh. I only get like $1k per month in neetbux and it fucking sucks.

 No.307516

>I miss being a proper neet so much and im jealous of people who can be
Same, strictly speaking I am a neet, but health issues make my life unbearable. Only the rope can release me from this crap

 No.308177

>>306724
> I wanted to move to SEA after grinding but nope
Why not? As much as it's nice to have expendable money it's really not worth it if you have to keep working for it IMO. I'd much rather save up and then live frugally as a NEET as long as possible in some third world country.



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 No.306970[Reply]

I've seen this discussed in many threads so I made a thread for it. Many wizzies had had their life destroyed by psychiatric medication be it SSRI's, antipsychotics, benzodiazepines or others. A psych ward stay tends to leave you worse off. Some people get abused in psychiatric institutions. Mentioning you are sad and thinking about suicide to a doctor or nurse can get you forcefully restrained and tranquilised.
I'm suicidal but I avoid any medical help precisely for this reason.
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 No.308152

>>308081
You are speaking as someone who is already informed of this and has some idea of how to use it as a tool while simultaneously avoiding the worst of it.
The average guy who suddenly develops audio hallucinations or gets suicidal will just get antipsychotics which destroy him.
I guess it is good for you you have the ability to extract value from the system.
But I avoid engaging with it entirely.

 No.308165

>>308152
I get what you are saying but as I said this is every system. Legal system, tax system, medical system/normal doctors, how employment works. We live in a world where everything is designed to degrade you and extract as much value out of you as possible and spit you out. Psychology isn't special in that it's just another instance and the average guy needs to know that just as well for all those other situations he can't avoid.

 No.308169

>>308165
>We live in a world where everything is designed to degrade you and extract as much value out of you as possible
I don't think the current decline and dysfunction is really because people tend to extract value. More like a certain way of thinking dominates, everything has to be "locked down", similar to each other, homogenised, unpleasant and every other approach or way of doing things is bad or "doesn't even exist"

 No.308170

>>308169
It's just a humiliation ritual.

 No.308175

>>308170
yeah this too but the system tricks you a little bit by constantly humiliating those outside of it
while those outside of it don't have to suffer from it
like neets don't have to suffer from humiliation at work and won't even read propaganda like "being unemployed means you are humiliated"
it's full of stupid lies like that
I definitely agree these humiliation rituals are insufferable and make people want to neet and such



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 No.307210[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post here if you don't have enough to say for a new thread, but it's too depressing for the crawl thread.

Previous:
>>306157
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 No.308155

itt millennials seethe that zoomers are more strong willed

 No.308157

>>308155
>Generational shitflinging
I rather not. I do think 30/60/90 days noFap is a good exercise for planning/discipline to your average online kid.

 No.308163

my mom and i are once again avoiding each other and not talking
it makes the atmosphere in the house kinda dark
going out of my room to eat and use the bathroom is a little stressful

 No.308166

>>308163
The evolved anxiety for social acceptance is dysgenic. It used to be that being isolated in the wild will kill you. Nowadays in civilized society you can survive just fine without having personal relationships but the fear of rejection remains.

 No.308174

Today I'm constipated and I'm not sure if I should follow a liquid diet until poop comes out, every time I fear to end up with an intestinal blockage


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 No.323901[Reply]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction

https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.323915

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>>323908
I think even a lot of current artists are like that as well but current artwork feels so sanitized and toothless. This is Dan Mora's style, one of the guys everybody likes now. It's cute but there's just no grit at all. It's too lightweight, can't quite explain. It also appropriates too much of manga, which doesn't suit cape stuff well. This is all a matter of taste of course, but I'll always like the old guard better.

 No.323918

>>323907
Sound more like self-imposed slavery than a passion, at this point.

 No.323952

if you add a picture of a cute anime boy to your post, you’re gay
so if you add a cute 2dgirl instead, then you’re straight

 No.323953

What can you wizzies tell me about bread? Is it bad for you? What about pasta made with brown rice flour? Tell me your opinion of flour.

 No.323954

>>323953
Don't take the breadpill. I used to be a wheatmaxxed flourchad until I found out what it does to your body (YOUR body, not mine because I'm indestructible). It makes you tired, it makes you sleepy, and it even makes you want to doze off. Don't believe me? Every single time you've eaten bread in your life, you felt the need to sleep within 18 hours afterwards. Baguettes online will try to tell you that the crust is the healthiest part of sandwich but that's moot considering the entire slice is made from a plant that literally grows out of dirt fertilized with animal shit. If humans were meant to eat bread we would have windmills for hands. Bread dries up in the sun, so just imagine what it does inside of you. It needs yeast in order to even become palatable and we all know where yeast comes from. It needs to be cooked in a toaster at 200 degrees before it's safe to spread peanut butter on. Ducks, literal bottom feeders, go nuts for bread. People who are drugged up are referred to as "baked" because eating bread has the same effect.



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 No.63535[Reply]

>is called Outlast Trials
>not a single bicycle in sight in the entire game


/music/

 No.8728[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Just a random general where you can post and discus whatever music stuff that doesn't quite fit into another existing thread, but you don't feel like making whole thread for it.
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 No.10933

Let me tell you how it go in here, boy it's kinda cold in here, you ain't got nobody make a stove in here

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 No.303825[Reply]

Would they? I've been thinking.

My mom is already LDAR'ing due to the debt and she's already lost one child, so I think either by suicide or stress she would die. My dad? He didn't seem to care that much when my stepbro died, but I am his firstborn. I don't know really. My little brother would probably just turn into me. That's my only concern. Everyone else, would cry for a day maybe.
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 No.308135

>>303825
Honestly yes, my father is a Pajeet and he would be extremely happy if I committed suicide tell you why, he'll say to my mother "Told you so, this boy is is incompetent and weak, which is why he decided to do this.". I just don't want to give that retard a slight sense of victory tbh. That goddamned motherfucker lives off of my Grandfather's money and guards it with everything. I genuinely believe that I must be a major criminal in my last life to be born here. If such a thing exists. I truly hope that I never end up in a situation where I have to kill myself. I would ear grass if I could tbh. And of course there's nothing I would like than to punch that Pajeet in his face and knock his ass out. Fucking selfish moron who can't help his own offspring, fucking faggot isn't ready to kick the bucket. I hope he gets hit by a truck.

 No.308140

>>308135
No offense but I wonder how long Indians have been posting here? 10 years ago I bet there were basically none.

 No.308141

>>308140
I first noticed them posting here around 2022.

 No.308146

>>308140
I can only speak for myself, I have noticed exactly two more Indians beside me here, as for me I have been here since 2019, I come over, and post somewhat like in a month hoping things would be different, but then I see normie pecking order of race and I go away to video games, it really is very hard to be an Indian Online tbf. Constant insults and hurling do eventually weaken you, I have spend in total like a 4 months here since 2019 intermittently. But mostly I go away for studies and self improvement only to end up here the next year.

 No.308164

my mom is also the type to be devastated but that pleases me



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 No.39161[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

In this thread we say we love our waifus.

Today is Lynne-chan's birthday! She hopes everyone is doing their best!

Last thread from 2017 >>>/jp/22727
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 No.44265

>>44263
>>44263
I see, well I will try to do so in the future. Right now it really boiled over, I was sick from the worrying and started checking fanart and other images which made it a 100 times worse, now Im completely lost and feel sick. I know its super retarded but Im just spiraling and spiraling. I saw some really disgusting shit, plus after getting the image of the shipping in my head I have had nightmares about it twice.
I dont know how to recover, for a long time I couldnt feel anything and now tried to open up more but it resulted in this clusterfuck.

 No.44268

>>44259
>>44261
>>44262
dealing with the same problem here
i am myself thought many times on giving up and moving on because the pain was too much

but if i did they i would not be happy there would a hole no could fill expect her you can find waifu she finds you

i gave up masturbation for her and this year i am improving myself and learning to draw just because of her

i am finally glad that i am not alone in this fight anymore

 No.44295

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she's the only bit of happiness i've ever encountered in this world

 No.44297

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I try to refrain from sharing my favorite waifus online because it's hard to keep split identities in different websites if the 2d succubi is relatively niche, it pains me to do it but I have no choice.

 No.44298

>>44297
>Multiple waifus
Real one always have one but you can obviously still care about other female characters and even feel affection for them


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 No.51836[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Does anyone here do deadlifts? I'm thinking about working to get a god-tier deadlift. My first goal is to make it up to 405lbs deadlift and then see how far I can take it from there. Right now I can do 255 for 5x5. Any wizbros here with tips?

Right now I'm 80 lbs overweight and need to stop eating so much food. The problem is I'm addicted to food and since I'm a 28 year old virgin, it's not like I have much else to do so it's gonna be hard to cut back on the food. Does anyone also have tips on how to feel full and not feel the need to eat food?
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 No.70631

>>70630
Rather insulting view of hunters-gatherers. They needed to be sharp and strong to survive unstable conditions. Farmers - not so much.

 No.70632

>>70631
>Rather insulting view of hunters-gatherers. They needed to be sharp and strong to survive unstable conditions. Farmers - not so much.
They literally didn't survive, only some tribes exist in South American rainforests and the Congo Basin today.
I wouldn't exactly call these guys sharp, they lack the most rudimentary tech like clothing and shelter, and even isolated desert tribes have a more advanced society as they farm goats and such.
Their worldview is largely centered around pleasing the local spirits, Gods or ghosts and they live an animal like existence, where their entire life is centered around the struggle for food.
I wouldn't call them strong either, their muscles might look impressive but their survival rates and life expectancy is very low not only compared to the modern world but other primitive people's which at least have agriculture and writing.

 No.70636

Do you practicers of strength training also do some cardio (running, biking) regularly ? Isn't it dangerous to only strength training with no cardio at all and a sedentary lifestyle ?

 No.70637

>>70636
>Isn't it dangerous to only strength training with no cardio at all
How could anybody possibly come to that conclusion? Someone must have a pretty warped definition of the word "dangerous" to make any sort of assumption like that.

 No.70638

>>70636
At some point a valid consideration - seems like balance is in order and probably healthier.


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 No.308091[Reply]

What is everyones thoughts on leaving a suicide note? Is it necessary for closure for others? A way to get everything off your chest before you ack? Or just a waste of time?

I have been staring at my .60 cent retirement plan, and am not sure if I would just like to go out and just have everyone guessing. Or if its right to leave a note. Most of my family thinks I am useless or lazy. However they have no introspection on that they are the ones who raised me.

 No.308092

it doesn't matter. i've spent quite some time thinking about it and figured that there is simply nothing worth saying. though if you can pump out another my twisted world by all means go ahead

 No.308104

I would write one, but I'm somewhat of a dramaqueen and would love to give a few last nuclear level fuck yous to everyone who deserves it. Also in case any of them have the ability to change their mindsets, hopefully my letter would sway them in some way. I doubt it, but I'll roll that dice. I think I would go full on manifesto so only my parents would actually care to read it. Ideally will just die after them as they aren't so bad anymore. extended family sucks

 No.308108

i can't stand my own writing, especially in my native language so i'm not going to bother writing anything. it would sound too melodramatic or schizophrenic. how do i even explain that there was something painfully wrong with me since i was born? and how do i explain that i'm suspicious of this world and believe it's ruled by an evil deity that wants to keep us trapped in a material prison?

hopefully after i die i don't have to stay and watch my own funeral. i don't want "closure", i just want to get the heck out of here asap.

 No.308161

no, i can't stand normalfags seeing my true thoughts and feelings
in fact, i'll delete all my stuff before i kms
i already burned my journal last year and haven't written down anything since then

 No.308162

That greatly depends on who it's meant for. Closure is not something anyone is entitled to. It's better to just go no contact gradually. If anyone actually cared about your life, you could leave behind breadcrumbs, not necessarily anything big like a journal.



/wiz/

 No.228628[Reply]

I just wanted to know how did you get rich or got enough money to fulfill your dreams. Or is it you don't need money and are content with your current life and your meagre bank account
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 No.228677

>>228628
if you are wageslaving and you are wizard then becoming rich is simple. just save everything and put it in an index fund and wait 20years and voila you are rich

 No.228678

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>>228677
woa 20 years. sweet. youll be ded by then breh.

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>>228678
Yeah, these kids are clueless. Most grinders will kill themselves by the 5-10 year mark or go nuts and end up institutionalized.

 No.228680

>>228679
Or they will stop grinding once they've had enough. Why always worst case scenario

Resigning from your job only takes a minute or so

 No.228682

>>228680
>always worst case scenario
Where do you think we are?



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 No.307519[Reply]

i'm 37 (soon to be 38). watching as your body degrades in real time is debilitating. earthly life is evil in every aspect.
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 No.308059

im 29 and have been a lifelong chronically ill weakling. it's only gotten worse with time. the worst part is in theory i should be healthy chad, i was born to 2 attractive normies in their late teens. i just got bad rng

 No.308130

>>307520
Take care of yourself man im only a couple of years behind you and health problems are getting worse.If you dont eat healthy start now and exercise.

 No.308131

>>308059
well whats your lifestyle do you exercise,do you go outside,do you eat well.Do you live a sedentary lifestyle.You arent that old yet but you are gonna rapidly age if you dont take care of yourself.

 No.308134

We're dying machines. We were made to exist so that we may die. Everything we do or don't do leads to death. It's only at death that our fate fulfilled.

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>>308134
OMAE WA MOU SHINDEIRU



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 No.323935[Reply]

I was arguing with a few people on Discord because I recently downloaded it. These people were claiming that the red pill just means self-improvement. While that is not completely wrong, that is not what it is. The red pill is a movement that promotes dominance and traditional male ideologies and it prioritizes that mentality above all else. It is about having the ‘knowledge’ to improve, not just improvement itself. But to “awaken”, am I dumb or are they right? Please let me know.
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 No.323945

>>323943
Lol, thanks for an actual good response.

 No.323946

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Well I guess in a sense the original meme was about learning as shown on these /lit/ charts. Knowledge and the pills go always hand in hand, but I wouldn't say it was self improvement in a manosphere grifter way, that sounds more like the distilled normalfag version.

 No.323947

>>323935
Can you start talking to people as soon as you download discord?
Redpill is mostly a conservative movement about how men are supposed to be tough and all that and how that would get you a succubus or awaked some sort of really stoic Roman Legionary inside you. It's mostly a hoax and a scam. You can only self-improve to a degree tbh, and that degree is greatly exaggerated within those circles, you still have the ceiling of you financial conditions, your genetic conditions, and your environmental conditions, etc. This industry is also heavily commercialised and no longer the bro-advice that it used to be. In a way it is as dumb as the bluepill personality BS.

 No.323950

>>323947
Oh, I see, I was almost there. But no, I hate Discord people. They're annoying 13-year-old boys. I would go back and tell them this. Sadly, I don't have the patience to teach them about stupid stuff like this. But thanks for the response.

 No.323951

>>323946
Thanks for the chart, lol.



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 No.308138[Reply]

I read up on the best ways to do it, charcoal seemed one of the better ones so I went with that. Bought it a few days ago and I've been dwelling on wether I should light the fire. I think I'll finally do it, I can't really find any hope in continuing on anymore.

 No.308139

I recommend not killing yourself.

 No.308142

>>308138
r u still here? post pic pls

 No.308154

>>308142
>Entertain me, depressed clown. Your death must be a circus.

 No.308158

>>308154
welcome to the internet world

 No.308159

>>308138
Monoxide poisoning?



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 No.303736[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

You will still be stuck browsing this thread in 2026 edition

previous>>296811
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 No.308124

>>308123
If it makes you feel any better, I truly believe a huge rug pull is about to take place for retail ETF investors and pension funds etc. Look at the IPO of SpaceX, financial regulation was literally rewritten to allow this company with a completely overinflated evaluation to become part of the NASDAQ. They even did something so these funds and ETFs will buy a higher proportion of SpaceX than they would normally have, which means this inflated time bomb of a stock will be part of everyone's retirement plans, whether they know it or not. Once the big guys pull out their money, the stock will tank and along with it everyone's retirement.

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>>304840
After 6 months, it's okay now I guess, but I'm really getting tired of it. People don't try to talk to me anymore because they've clocked that I'm asocial, but the routine of it is starting to take its toll. Since I'm on a contract now, I have to work one saturday and sunday a month, which means I only have a one day weekend every other week, with no extra day off the following week. I only eat hot food on weekends pretty much since I'm too lazy/tired to make anything in the morning, and I wake up late anyway since I stay up after work to cool down after the stress of it all. It's been very busy lately since the company I work for closed a deal with 2 big tech companies. I haven't been to the gym in months, so my physique has taken a hit, especially with how shit I've been eating. It doesn't matter too much, but my physique was a point of personal pride. I've nearly collapsed from blood sugar at work a lot recently, so I'm basically living off coke and mountain dew. I sleep like shit, I eat like shit, I don't have time for anything. I want to quit but I live with my folks and they're insisting on me staying at that job for another year or two at least, which I don't think I can stomach.

What's the best way I can get myself let go without it being a big thing?

 No.308149

>>308119
Politicans can’t seriously crack down on migrant labor because the rich need the population to not decline or else lower demand means their asset prices, ie investments in real estate where they keep their wealth will decline. This wouldn’t be necessary if succubi weren’t failures who had children, but since the birth rate declines to below replacement there aren’t native born workers to prop up the system. You can have a shrinking population in theory but in practice the rich and powerful will panic and find a way to import replacement immigration. You can thank abortion, the sexual revolution and female selfishness for this.

 No.308151

>>308149
Would YOU want to have children? Wizchan is an antinatalist board.

 No.308156

>>308151
>Would YOU want to have children?
NTA but personally, I wouldn't, but I wouldn't say I'm an antinatalist either because it's my personal decision to not have them rather than my own philosophical outlook. I see antinatalism more as a way to intellectualise depression than a serious philosophy since you never see happy people being antinatalists, unless you consider DINK couples to be antinatalists. Natalism/antinatalism is basically a negative-sum game since misery increases either way. Natalism causes kids to be miserable, and antinatalism causes natally-inclined people to be miserable. There's no winning.


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this thread is for Hikikomori and N.E.E.Ts.
use this thread as an exchange between hiki and neet and share what you think is worth sharing.
here's a website that sell hikikomori themed magazine in japan. the website has some interviews of hiki around the world. if you'd like to check it, here's the link: https://www.hikipos.info/
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This is more of a /dep/ post hence I apologize in advance for that: I have been a Hiki/N.E.E.T for nearly 15 years by now and it in the past few years it has been getting unbearable, the boredom and monotony are agonizing, does not help that i have nothing to do and I don't have any money for hobbies at all, I might be dumb but I don't believe wageslaving would be worse than this, I feel like I am getting crazier by each day, sometimes I start punching walls just from the sheer unbearable borodom that I am facing, it makes every atom of my body boil, I am envious of all comfy and happy N.E.E.Ts out there, I have all the free time anyone could dream of, but totally nothing to do with it, I hope you all have it much better than me, thank you for reading and sorry again if it comes off as a whinny or negative post.

 No.323182

>>323175
Have you tried to make up imaginary characters in your head and let them debate over something? It takes a lot of effort to sustain those mind animations, it's really satisfying.

 No.323242

>>322679
I wonder what kind of people calls NEET/hiki 'parasite'? are they jealous of NEET and hiki or it's something else?

 No.323255

>>323175
>it has been getting unbearable, the boredom and monotony are agonizing
funny that you say this because wagecucking for a couple years has the same result.
shitty work becomes monotone, unbearable and agonizing and you are counting the seconds until you can go home. by the time you are indeed back home you notice you are too tired to do anything that requires effort so you doomscrool jewtube and play videogames for an hour and then its off to bed so you can wake up and spend another day counting down the minutes and seconds until you can go home.
yeah and money? forget about money, as a lowly wagecuck you are just as poor as a neet.

 No.323949

>>323255
those words are true. to become rich, you need to make an ambitious video game by yourself like notch


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 No.322610[Reply]

happy new year and all of that.

treat yourself to some sesame paste if you never head any. i regret learning about this so late, i can't help but want to warn others on not missing out on this goodness. it is just one ingredient crushed industrially into paste: sesame seeds.

when you buy it in the store it is separated and the separation is strong. when you stick a spoon in and try to stir, the bottom is so strong that the spoon can not stir. and you have to shake it and keep it in a shook state.

the sesame paste hides behind a bit of effort but the reward is worth the extra work.

the taste is amazing. mild and nutty. the nice thing about this is that it has a high fat content but it is not as impossible to digest as oil is. it still has it's fiber.

i use this to make sauces without oil. i just put tomatos and herbs into a blender and then i add a few tablespoons of this stuff and it turns into a nice creamy sauce but a sauce that the human organism has the chance to actually digest reasonably.

this stuff is so good, i wonder why it is not sold in regular supermarkets, i bother to go to the muslim markets just to get this goodness.
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 No.323889

>>323884
>a race to the bottom type dynamic where the state of the whole gets much worse due to the increasing burden on the natural world, conflict between tribes and so on, yet nobody feels like they can afford to not use these new technologies, otherwise they will get destroyed by those that do.

yeah this is why we can't have nice things, maybe this would change once people realize that every form of technology is automatically a weapon but this would require responsibility and responsibility is the thing people built weapons for in order to avoid it.

race to the bottom sounds like an awesome name for a band or a podcast.

it is quite difficult to carve out a little space to survive while the race is happening indeed. when keeping in mind what you just succeeded in expressing, everything that is worth capturing will eventually be part of the corrupting efforts of competing groups which is why human progress can only happen in the realm of maximum insignificance. as soon as you get popular, some group tries to turn you into fodder for the cannon. the difficulty of the age in which people refuse to understand that competition is the problem (and not the solution) is to remain underneath the threshold of detection as to avoid otherwise inevitable corruption.

>And dynamic applies in all aspects of life and the ratchet-effect-worsening of things year after year.


it is quite challenging trying to keep up with the rate at which things are enshittifying through self-sufficiency but what else is there.

>The issue is that those people who want such power and are good at acquiring it are usually the kinds of psycho- and sociopaths who should least have it, yet they are the ones driving the larger changes in the system due to the mechanism above.


thas rite tell em!

>Like you I try to do small acts of intentionally limiting myself, consciously going against this constant propaganda to consume more, be more comfortable, not think about any of these issues and so on.


i am sure this will put you on a positive trajectory. this way of life kept me from becoming one of these people who regret their entire life and get out of shape and depressed and look way older. i still looPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.323903

>>323635
what is more surprising there isn't any relevant information on what each foodstuff does to the body compiled already
no current research either
all you can find in medical papers is nutrient x correlates with condition y
last significant discovery in nutritional science was the discovery of the vitamins in the early 20th century
even worse the info out there is full of misinformation with people trying to shill a product

 No.323912

>>323903
>what is more surprising there isn't any relevant information on what each foodstuff does to the body compiled already
>no current research either
>all you can find in medical papers is nutrient x correlates with condition y

you have reached the point at which you can see the inferiority of a system that is based on money and violence in which a a few disproportionately influence what the many get to hear based on the whims of psychopaths and their secret world of 5d chess.

the solution to this is look for the information yourself. in this case i believe it means: you have to know how each type of food is digesting in your human body.

in the beginning you might not be able to know all the details like ph-values about everything but you are equipped with everything to solve this puzzle. you can tell how long something travels through you, how it makes you feel, if you feel tired, hopeless and depressed or strong, optimistic and full of life. meanwhile advertisement and convenience try to seduce you.

>last significant discovery in nutritional science was the discovery of the vitamins in the early 20th century


don't limit yourself to science if you are so far as to understand that science is but the expression of the inferior system. science found the lymphatic system in the brain only a few years ago while others knew this for a long time. recently they (the science bitches) found the brain converts glucose to fructose.

 No.323914

>>323912
>you have reached the point at which you can see the inferiority of a system that is based on money and violence in which a a few disproportionately influence what the many get to hear based on the whims of psychopaths and their secret world of 5d chess.
Yes
>the solution to this is look for the information yourself.
There's not much you can do except toying with different kinds of foods and diets and see how you feel. If a certain routine causes cancer in the long term but makes you feel good in the short term there's no way to know this.
>you are equipped with everything to solve this puzzle.
best case you find some routine which works for you, nothing really compensates for this lack of information and presence of misinformation
>science is but the expression of the inferior system.
The modern way of doing science was invented in Western Europe a couple of centuries ago in a society very different and unlike our current system. Science itself is not tied to the system and people's outside of the system also engage in investigation, speculation and collection of knowledge.

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HOLY CRAP U TURKISH OR SOMETHIN?:3



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 No.322970[Reply]

How do you fellow thirdie NEET survive and cope? I am Neet in third world country, I really don't want to return to the call center I used to work from last year ;-; the town I live in went to hell too so virtually no local jobs either, I want to be a NEET all day every day but I am forced to work since I live in a third world country and NEETbucks don't exist here, I also can't afford nice things and hobbies so even NEETing is not really fun but a lesser evil compared to the cagie life to me, not to mention the wages are extremely bad, my former job paid less than 200 USDs a month and I had to work 6 days a week (most people in my country work 6 days a week).
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 No.323929

I'm a first world neet but my unemployment benefits will stop soon and then it's time to rope.
I don't know where this believe among third worlders comes from, you can get unlimited neetbux in first world. This only exists in a couple of specific welfare countries like certain Scandinavian nations.

 No.323930

>>323929
Yeah New Zealand is in the process of pushing people off NEETbux now. We were in the Scandinavian box before but it seems we're being shifted to where Spain and Italy are.

There's genuinely a developing NEET crisis in the west, it's something like 20% of 18-24 year olds literally doing nothing now lol. Not even going to school/uni, just no work. The local government extrapolated the increase since Covid and seen that by the 2030s it'd completely collapse the system. What's more worrying for the government is that once a NEET, always a NEET seems to be the thing. It's a sticky habit.

 No.323931

>>323930
>NEET crisis
This is just a new label to mistify jobs don't pay enough in the west. They made the system unattractive for the average person and are now implying it is anything else but people opting out.
I don't believe it's part of some plan either, just pushing away any responsibility or even consideration of the system failing.

 No.323932

>>323931
>I don't believe it's part of some plan either, just pushing away any responsibility or even consideration of the system failing.
Most of the people calling the shots are hoping they can kick the can down the road long enough that they'll be dead before they suffer any consequences. Those that aren't that old are wealthy enough to flee to another country, and for the super wealthy have some sort of 'ride out the apocalypse' bunker hidden somewhere.

 No.323934

>>323932
I doubt they will suffer any consequences, or that we will get a sudden collapse or climax to this decline.
The slow rotting, disengagement of the masses with the system, population decline and so on will continue indefinitely.
It took a very long time after the fall of the Roman Empire before something on the same level of civilisation appeared again.
People can and will go back to a more miserable way of living, especially normies.



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