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 No.303736[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

You will still be stuck browsing this thread in 2026 edition

previous>>296811
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 No.306427

>>306153
yeah I've heard about one story about a cop being denied promotion for "being too high iq"
the hierarchy isn't based on merit and they like to shove it in your face

 No.306516

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when you have to hear that coworker who bitches about never having money babble on about the vacation they took

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Dishwasher faggot from a few threads back here if anyone remembers me.

I got a job at a sheet metal-powder coating business, so far it's alright but I'm still so disgusted at working full time; it's suicidal inducing to just spend 40 hours a week staring at the decaying walls under the flouresent lights.


The pay's good, and the co-workers are older (youngest is 30) white guys; I just can't help but feel like I'm wasting my life and I have nothing to live for, like being in a waiting room for years or something.


Just a slow grinding decline into madness and bitterness.

Pic rel is a pic I took at work.

 No.306538

>>305095
the music they play alone…

 No.306932

my life exclusively consists of doing some odd jobs then poorneeting for as long as i can. this is pretty soulless to be honest


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 No.228142[Reply]

im 18 and the sex is a idea that make me feel disgusting. I don´t have relation with succubus. I think that the sex is a form of engage with the word.
And while more i think i can see that my life is a fucking disaster for be thinking about have sex and be with a succubus all day.
But i dont want humilieate me and be some desesperated. also im ugly shitskin and low iq and social skills (coomer to)
in deep of my heart i believe that lose my virginity will make me happy, that a succubus listen my problems, and scare me the idea that while more times goes on the succubi have more experience and i stuck in back.
I know a contradiction. My point is that i wanna be alone and be happy alone.i dont wanna be part of that twisted system and circle what life is, but my wish chase me.
What recomendation give me? above all the wizard more olders. I think go to a psychiathrist to give me pills and practice some sport, but i dont wanna go to gym because i hate thats machines touch by all world and are many sucubus dresses like whore.
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 No.228173

>>228142
Anons. Do you remember the pdf that posted in here called *how to be alone" by a middle age? repost please

 No.228174

>>228173
*middle age wizard

 No.228176

>>228164
>overlap
reminder that most lainchanners are edgelord normies/failed normies and don't belong here.

 No.228183

Have zero expectations

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>>228148
>maybe the physical distance from the sickness of society could be the answer but idk, never tried it.
I have, it's a temporary solution in some ways and just creates new problems in others. In a human body there's no escape from dependencies, it's part of the soul-trap; the only change out innawoods is it's not other people/society entrapping you, it's your body and brain. Maybe for some equatorial australopithecus it's doable, feel free to try if you really want, though. Basically my point is the entire realm we're in has inherent issues that we have no clear solution to, and even if we did, the rest of the population would just be conditioned to reject it and anyone suggesting it.

Anyways, lucid dream sex is an option for separating fantasy from bodily limitations. I just wish it were easier to do, more consistent. Keeping sexual desire channeled into a mental space I think has potential, especially if you avoid touching your dick and choose visualization over the typical visual media.



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 No.226040[Reply]

whenever i meet a new stranger online, i will ask them, "what sort of websites do you go to? do you have online friends?" and 9 out of 10 times, they won't respond at all. i think they do nothing, too.
i hate everybody so bad, i hate everything mainstream, i hate all the dietary and lifting weights and political garbage on every image board, i hate reddit, i hate trannies, i hate every single thing children like, and i hate every single piece of children's entertainment produced for the past 10 years, i hate anime and japan now because their jokes are unfunny and look like steven universe with cgi now, i hate succubi in japanese video games, i hate every single thing on every streaming service, i played all of the good video games i have 1% of interest in, i hate rap and 99% of people listen to rap even old people, i watched every movie, i read every comic book and i read every novel i want to read as of this year and whenever i try a new one i am disappointed, i don't even want to talk about entertainment media anyway i go to /tv/ and i have nothing to say about movies i watched.

i don't really know what i want to talk about even. Whatever it is, it's not being discussed on the Internet. so, i have no frame of reference.
when i talk to people online now, even people i like, i'm very stressed out because i have nothing to say. I sit in a chair and get angry that the Internet sucks.

reddit failed normalfaggots killed gothic king cobra because they were angry he sat in a chair. It made me want to kill myself. It made me want to post on the Internet even less. i deleted what few accounts online i have and privated my Steam profile yesterday after thinking about how reddit murdered king cobra, because I am "retiring" from this place and have given up any hope for an online friendship.
i hate everybody so badly.
i don't know what sorts of replies to expect.
i will just ask you, too. What do you do on the computer? do you post diet and fitness advice all day here? thats why i hate even this place now, it's all the same every image board.

im meeting with a psychiatrist tomorrow because i hate everything so bad i want to kill myself and i am thinking of suicide every single second i'm not distracting myself, but i don't want to die, i want to stay alive. i have my reasons.
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 No.228076

>>228072
u are butthurt but still dont explain what exactly you do on the computer. nobody ever does they just get mad you point out its shit lol

 No.228078

>>228077
how 'bout you take a walk home, then?

 No.228187

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i wrote this blackpill thread when i was really upset about cobes dying and kind of barely coherent.
and ive done alot of thinking about my problems and ive come to realize it's not exactly that i'm blackpilled, it's that i'm too dependent on socializing. i'm too "extroverted" (note i dont go outside, i mean i like socializing online and reading/watching what other people are doing.) if everyone's retarded and every website besides instagram is dead then that's curtain close for me!

There's still lots of stuff for me to do and i've been working on lots of cool stuff since writing this thread. it's just that sometimes, i'll go online and see people so disgusting and retarded and let it influence my mood too much and become miserable. and recreation stops working on me when im too pissed off at people. i need to learn to stop looking at depressing crap.
when i don't look at depressing crap, i'm able to have fun with comics/games/movies whatever still.
i'm trying to get into kojima stuff which i played as a teenager but i was kind of too young to understand. and im really excited for metal gear solid 4 getting a Steam release. i like to achievement hunt on steam even though noone looks.
i went to church for easter and had my first truly religious experience and cried and stuff.
also i watched this really great movie called Encounters of the Spooky Kind.

stuffs still fun just so long as i dont accidentally subject myself to the tranny POV. i just have to learn to adapt away from thinking of the computer as a social avenue as much.

ive been trying to write a book for years but its very slow because i am so butthurt and im a sickly retard wiz but maybe if i stop looking at trannies i will be an ok writer one day.

 No.228195

>>228187
why come to wizchan when you're gay and have a boyfriend?

 No.228198

>>226040
Why are you meeting strangers if you hate people? If you have an avoidant personality then avoid people. Eventually over time their customs become a novel curiosity instead of a torture technique that leaves you at odds with everyone including yourself



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 No.227944[Reply]

wizards, this is a truly important question. how do you tell your mom, or anyone else for that matter, that you are really not interested in whatever female they think you should "befriend"?

i know you're going to troll me, but i still kindly ask you to find a second and think about what could be the *optimal* solution. the solution that doesn't burn bridges, doesn't create bitter enemies and yet lets you maintain the high ground. i know this is not fully achievable, but there gotta be an algorithm or something.

my brain just crashes in such situations. it's like "idk wtf are you're even talking about???" i need help
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 No.228122

>>228015
Clearly you haven't spent enough time around people to understand that insults only land if people take them seriously on some level. For succubi in particular, nothing that a man below her own perceived social status says will ever land, she just automatically dismisses it all as you lashing out. She will not even try to process what you say if she doesn't look up to you in some way.

 No.228189

>>228122

succubi often insult others to get attention (conflict usually does not have consequences for them and if it does, they will quickly play the victim to avoid consequence) and to learn how they are regarded by others so when others insult them, they know it comes from a place of weakness, of seeking undeserved attention because that's what they are doing all day.

 No.228190

>>228189
yeah but unless she views you as a significant male playing piece, even if she gets momentarily upset by your insult, which she likely will, she will shrug it off in a matter of hours or maybe a day at most. your insult will just sink into the bottomless mire of succubus's soul and disappear. this is important to keep in mind. unlike males, succubi are specifically designed to handle verbal insults. they just don't process them like males do.

 No.228196

>>228190
>significant male playing piece

i'm a significant male, i don't think it would matter to a succubus if i insulted her, she would be too delighted that i validate her existence by talking to her. she would not even listen to a single word i say and just bathe in my "attention".

females are naaaaaasty

 No.228197

>>228196
well that's the other side of the coin



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 No.306449[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What is the average wizard's relationship with religion like? No religious person has ever been able to give me a good argument for why God, if he is out there, is not the most maximally evil being in the universe simply by the virtue of creating suffering when he could have chosen not to. Saying "suffering builds character" and derivatives of is just a manifestation of their stockholm syndrome for this vile entity

>I form the light, and create darkness. I make peace, and create evil. I YHWH do all these things - Isaiah 45:7
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 No.306926

>>306902
I meant they do it exclusively as they do nothing else. I don't see cows and pigs watching anime, owning and using smartphones, having discussions on wizardchan, contemplating their own existence, doing calculus, having complex emotions and so on. This is probably what a world without good and evil would look like, a bunch of creatures only concerned with maintaining their bodies having no higher intelligence or freedom.

 No.306927

>>306903
> arguments can only be made about the actual proposed values system, which in turn can only be viewed in terms of good and bad it offers.
This is precisely what I disagree with. I of course don’t think there’s anything wrong with discussing the benefits/drawbacks of various religions on their own merits but I don’t think that’s all that can be discussed. Isn’t a core part of religion faith? Not just following the system of values but rather a genuine belief that god / the god in question is real? I could easily choose the religion I think would be “best” for me and live according to its rules and values but I can’t choose what to believe in. The google searches for how to obtain faith either return nonsense or tells me to talk to a priest . But I’m not exactly keen on showing up trying to “disprove” him and arguing against his arguments (if he actually has any based on logic like “everything must come from something” and whatnot) but otherwise I can’t see how I could ever possibly be convinced.

 No.306928

>>306890
The typical atheist believes he is his nervous system, which is governed by impulses and instincts fashioned through evolution, so you are lying he indeed believes evolution has made him and governs his life as an all-powerful force. I used the word God there as as in an impersonal God.
I already stop taking atheism seriously there, as I don't believe you are your physical body. Atheists typically believe everything is governed by the laws of physics, which means it is their impersonal God. I think it is obvious what kind of nihilism I was referring to and you responded with something else entirely. I don't like agnosticism either.

 No.306929

>>306927
>I can’t choose what to believe in
brain automatically believes whatever has the least perceived contradictions.

 No.306930

>>306928
>I don't believe you are your physical body
try touching your chinchin


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 No.319536[Reply]

I suffer from social anxiety IRL but I also feel little need to socialize.

I've always had 0 friends on Steam. Never been on Discord.
I always avoid joining guilds in MMOs. I turn down friend requests in other games. I have no online friends/contacts.

The only downside is that I am missing out on multiplayer games that require team coordination but I just can't stomach having to speak on a mic.
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 No.323246

I don't have friends anymore. and I don't have friends online

 No.323256

i did this when i was younger a bit but in general people are not worth being around. in a world under such inferior hostile management everyone is just looking to profit off everyone around so realistically all you are missing is people trying to gain more from you then they give you. everything genuine human social interaction is perverted and everyone is just trampling each other trying to get others to agree to bad deals.

who knows if this ever get better and there might be a renaissance of humanity because the guilty can no longer avert their bad karma but clearly this isn't it.

 No.323260

>>319536
I don't think you are missing much considering how petty and political some online communities are. If I can't enjoy the game while people exchange bantz then I have no interest in socializing.

 No.323309

It helps to avoid any media that involves friendships. Anime and kids cartoons are notorious for this sort of propaganda. It affects anyone even if they're aware of it. Single player games that aren't story focused generally don't have that issue.

 No.323310

>>323309
I read a post a while ago that called anime "friendslop" kek



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 No.228138[Reply]

Stepped on the scale today and realized that despite the initial "push" from a medical crisis a year ago, I basically regained all weight I lost (minus 5-10kg).
I also realized I've been working for almost 3 years now, going to be 30 the same week I'll hit my 3 years of work too.
3 years… of wages wasted.

I don't even know what the fuck I spent most of it on. It just escapes me.
Still live with mom and all my necessities are taken care of she takes nothing from me.
I had a blessed opportunity these past 3 years to save up for the dogshit future that hit the world now and I wasted it on toys and basically indulging all I couldn't as a NEET with no money.
The worst is that since I'm an impulsive retard I mostly have nothing to show for it either.

Health is even more fucked then ever before since I never took action.
Rather every action that didn't prove fruitful or flat out failed resulted in my absolute surrender for another month or three or six…
Absolutely defeated at the starting line basically.

To get to the point of this thread. Those of you that live a decently structured, responsible and stable life, how?
I barely have a sense of time. Kinda like when I was a NEET, just instead of 12-16 hours of sleeping and then PC stuff I'm forced to work a rather easy, blessed job.
Once it passes I just feel like I'm teleported to the next shift until I get to sleep through a weekend and months pass.
Even chronic pains don't make me act much. What does one even do to live?

The worst part really is that so many years went down the drain and I really have nothing to show for it. Not even memories.
I want to at least look back on SOMETHING fondly when I'm dying someday.
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 No.228159

>>228138
I'm in the process of kicking some addictions which took up decent amounts of my day so I had to learn new ways of spending my time. I have some hobbies I neglected that I wanted to pick up again such as the guitar and drawing but I'm still too lazy for that. I recently had some inspiration to want to create a game world for myself. I don't know anything about 3d modelling, game development and so on. So I started doing 15 minutes of either Godot or Blender tutorials every day. I have this hour long tutorial that I've been working on for a week now and I got maybe 15 minutes into it because I always stop and play around with whatever feature he shows off. It's a long and arduous journey but I think I'm slowly starting to enjoy it, maybe. I think the main thing is to start small. Infinitesimally small steps. But to write down whenever you did it with a time and date. Whenever I log my daily session and see all the days I've been keeping at it, it makes me feel a little proud I think. I started doing the same thing with 10 minutes of daily exercise, just some jump rope usually. The goal for now is to literally just get used to doing things that I wasn't doing before so that I can slowly increase the "dosage" and some day get the results I'm looking for. But if you're starting out you need to find the lowest possible amount you would be comfortable to do daily and learning to live with that voice in your head that will inevitably berate and mock you for it.

 No.228193

instead of trying to live for some moment on your deathbed when you can "look back", why not try to focus on the here and now… your daily actions and engagement with it

> "I don't see the future I'm doing stuff for so why would I bother"

this is a key piece. If this is the belief in your heart-of-hearts when you wake up in the morning… good luck getting out of bed with any vim and vigor…

personally im not really at the point of structured life… similarly live at home with basic needs taken care of. Sometimes fall into depressions with weeks/months of gaps in anything productive

for me meditation and boredom can be powerful cus if i sit still, two things happen: i either process whatever i'm feeling (but it can often spiral into rumination…) or I have thoughts about what i want to do… if i'm only allowed to sit and stare at the wall, doing work or starting a creative project finally feels like a path of least resistance. Staring at the wall more than 20 minutes starts to get really difficult and then if you put a task in front of you, the mind will be more likely to instantly engage. Takes a certain discipline and will, though… so often it's just #1. Ruminating about my parents dying soon, fear of being on my own, etc… but that can also be a bit motivating because I'd *LIKE* to be a strong wizard capable of supporting myself…

 No.228194

at some point in your wizarding career, you just gotta stop thinking about those pesky concepts like "the future". you have to accept that "it's over" and really feel it in your body. acceptance feels like unclenching your jaw after holding it for decades. you're not a meaningful player in the normalfag dominance hierarchy, none of it applies to you so just chill out.

your goal should be to find engaging activities that make time fly. losing yourself is the best you can hope for as a relatively content wiz.



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 No.227891[Reply]

Why don't you have a tulpa, anon?
You can cheat yourself out of loneliness by fostering a loving relationship with an imaginary friend.

Benefits of a tulpa,
>You can choose any shape or form for her.
>You will never feel alone.
>She will always show unconditional love.
>She will always follow you around.
>You can have sex without losing your virginity powers or contracting STDs.
>Costs absolutely nothing.
>Basically the 'ultimate' form of a waifu.
The only negative is the social stigma, which you can easily avoid by not revealing your powerlevel.

It was the best decision of my life. It feels so good to have someone take care of you, compliment you and physically comfort you.
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 No.228022

>>228008
Keep up the good work, anon.
>I try to personality force, but I think it's too early.
It's never too early to personality force.
However, I find that tulpas naturally gravitate to how you expect them to act the more time you spend with them either way, simply because the entire process is about conditioning yourself into thinking you're interacting with something autonomous.

 No.228181

Is having a photograph of a succubus helpful? Someone whom I project onto my tulpa? Or, is it preferable that this is pure imagination? Or, is there not a superior method?
Do I have to talk out loud to my tulpa? Will I hear her respond? Or, will I need to close my eyes and focus?

 No.228182

>>228181
You shouldn't be asking these things. You should be doing these things and then figuring out for yourself if they work for you or not.

 No.228191

The great part of having a tulpa is that your mind reacts to imagination like it's real life, so if you vividly imagine cuddling with her, feeling her touch, smell, warmth etc. your brain literally releases oxytocin as if it's a real person. When I discovered that, it truly felt like a cheat code, like I found a button inside my head that I can press to feel good instantly. For a while, it was really addicting, I'd spend hours every day daydreaming and pressing that button. It's especially addicting if you never felt those "love" chemicals, cuz suddenly your brain is like woah, keep doing that, we're on to something. Made me realize how lonely and sad my life was up to that point, because not a single real person ever made me feel that way, and I was a grown ass man in my 20s at that point. I've felt more love for my tulpa than I've ever felt for real people. More genuine connection and intimacy with a thought form, than with the supposedly sentient naked apes around me LOL

Too bad you can't do the same thing with like an imaginary hamburger, I can imagine the taste and it's nice, but it still lacks that physical satisfaction, your brain still thinks its hungry. Maybe it's possible, maybe that's what those anorexic monks do that manage to starve for months. There is a lot of power hidden in the mind.

 No.228192

>>228191
>There is a lot of power hidden in the mind.

ya it's fascinating what it's capable of
and this whole thread brings into focus the blurry line
between reality and perception



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 No.306923[Reply]

I feel an immense disgust with the fact that I inhabit a human body. It manifests most acutely when I must face a physical process in action. Examples being; having to urinate or defecate, or having an erection. Defecating is particularly bad. I become aware that I am a worthless ape. I feel suicidal when I must wipe shit from my anus. Maybe you laugh at reading such a sentence, but it is truly horrible. I feel particularly demoralised and depleted when I realise that normalfags get to experience reality free from this burden. They do not fixate on the weight of their body, the terror of possessing a spine. They are not reminded that they are nothing but an animated flesh puppet when they face sexual arousal. It all feels like a cruel joke.

 No.306924

Unintelligent evolution put consciousness into a flesh body, normalfags don't feel this burden because they are like bugs they are fit to the evolutionary machinery.

 No.306925

I can't relate cuz I really like pooping.

I do hate having a physical body though, but mostly because meatspace is so cumbersome. Having to move around, all the tiny complexities of real life that make things a hassle, tripping, hitting myself against objects in my house, things falling out of my hand, spilling drinks… I also hate how vulnerable my body is, one poke with a sharp object and I'm probably dead, all the gooey stuff just leaks out.

I would much prefer to be a glowing orb of light or some shit, no physical body, just pure MIND. Maybe soon, after I finally rope.



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 No.306888[Reply]

Hey mages, wizards, posting this here so some may see it instead of just throwing it in a doc somewhere.

I love life. For a period of about two to three years I was empty and melancholic with constant suicidal thoughts. But now I can't hate the world, the struggle of life moves my soul; the clouds, the sea, the stars, flowers, the wind, it all is so amazing to witness. Most of all I love people, for what they can be, seeing the rare phenomenon of a genuine person, be it in person, through their words, or through something they made, tugs at me like nothing else. And it's not like my life has materially gotten much better, I got out of my nagging bitch aunts house but otherwise not much has changed.
But this transformation has only made everything hurt more, going out amongst the normgroids deeply upsets me because they squander themselves for nothing. But even then I cant bring myself to hate how much it hurts.
If you're reading this mage it'd mean a lot to see you chase your dreams, I don't believe in that crap about humans only being able to care about a certain number of people.
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 No.306918

>>306917
I think it's more indicative that there's no use seriously engaging with a blackpiller so the only reasonable response to their cultic depression fetish is to make them feel even worse by calling them names.

 No.306919

>>306918
ah i see. well i should've anticipated that you have special needs, so i will help you out. this board, dear mister, is called /dep/, which is a shorthand for Depression. in the english language Depression means, in simple terms, that you're not feeling well. so please kindly go to /lounge/ and be happy there for as long as you wish.

 No.306921

>>306917
I agree with you I highly doubt they're happy either, however is not just trolling some of them truly believe this stuff, we have unironical pro-lifers on wizchan who follow the american religious ideology of magatards.

 No.306922

>>306921
>The only people who aren't chronically depressed and want to bring others down are MAGA
Love it

 No.306931

I don't think this board is for threads like these



/lounge/

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 No.323217[Reply]

anyone living in the basement? how it is like? to you live near the washing machine? (lol) is it comfy? how many times you leave your basement?
The basement seems the perfect retreat room for a wizard. it's like our ivory tower. basically, you reash the basement to your taste and make it comfy.
The Wizard's dweller..

 No.323221

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>>323217
It's nice during the summer when it's hot, and there's relatively more privacy compared to having a room upstairs with the rest of the family. But you're closer to the water in-line and appliances so the humidity is higher that elsewhere in the house. This is a problem if glowniggers are contaminating your household water supply with microbes, because the basement basically turns into a gas chamber. In such a situation, you are breathing in contaminated humidity like a Jew in a gas chamber

 No.323239

im reading a book about sunlight in human health currently, im only in the second chapter of 12, maybe i paste some highlites in a few days or weeks.

do bother to look into what an earthsip is op. it is like a basement in the sense that it is mostly underneath the earth (for temperature reasons) but it is built to be flooded by sunlight. also it has a greenhouse builtin as a zone of insulation with the result that you almost don't have to heat in the winter. completely offgrid, it produces its own electricity via solar, collects rainwater, treats its own sewage using plants, produces food in the greenhouse.

it is way better then a house.

you might also enjoy dome homes and underground tunnel houses. if i don't forget i link my favorite videos later.

 No.323240

>>323239
Sounds like an ill-advised hippie fantasy. The sewage especially. Plants can't desalinate urine and human fecal enzymes will eat through most greenery. Sewage needs to be treated before it can be "treated" by plants.

 No.323306

>>323240
shit is good for fertilizer

 No.323308

>>323306
…The feces of omnivores and carnivores contain acids and enzymes that prevent the growth of vegetation. Without these, our small stomachs and fast metabolism wouldn't be able to break down greens and seeds quick enough to extract their nutrients. If you or your dog defecates on the lawn, the grass around it dies. Your dog's piss burns the grass yellow in an hour. With their slower and less aggressive digestion, scat from ruminant animals retains uncollected nutrients from what they've eaten which can be absorbed back in to the soil to propagate growth.

No soybeans or hemp is going to sprout from your KFC and Takis diarrhea, Manuel. It's not rocket science.



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 No.305228[Reply]

I think age 31-32 was the point where I realized I'm too autistic and weird to ever have 'normal' things in life.

I will die either institutionalized or in some shitty rental with nothing to my name. Nothing that I dreamed about will ever become true.
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 No.306870

>>305228
You just need dopamine. Take amisul pride at 200mg or less. Future is pointless. Dopamine makes present moment good. When present moment is good future doesn’t matter

 No.306871

no, not anymore. my final cope that carried me over the years was this notion that i could just change myself, figure out how i actually tick and reverse engineer myself into a normal human being. it never really worked out, but there was always this hope that i could stumble on it one day and make everything make sense, like a persistent puzzle. what broke me was realizing that i never had a chance in the first place, that biologically i was predetermined to end up where i am, regardless of my personality or psychology. there was nothing to change, i AM my body and circumstances, my mind is just a mirroring of that. there was no other way i could've turned out. people treat you based on what they see, how you make them feel, and i consistently brought out indifference or revulsion in others. as i grew into my final genetic form, people started openly being hostile to me in public and i was mocked before i could open my mouth. this fantasy that i could just change my feelings and fix everything no longer fit my lived experience. the world was inherently against me and there was nothing realistically i could do to change it. there was also nothing worth living for, as idealistic notions of "love" and "friendship" increasingly seemed to me like banal biological processes, people like you because you help them release the feel good chemicals. the most evil criminals had tons of friends and lovers because they had the right body shape, despite being scum that never had a metacognitive thought in their life, they enjoyed life, people went out of their way to help them because "there was something to them".

i'm all out of copes and suicide really seems to me like the only meaningful choice i could make. either suffer and endure for another 30-40 years until my disgusting body gives out, or i end it when it makes sense to end it. the world is evil and i cannot adapt to it because i'm weak. why shouldn't i just give up and roll the dice again?

 No.306872

>>306871
You hit the nail on its' head. We are predeterministic animals just like all other mammals or apes in nature.

Would you tell a deformed or weak ape if they just work enough on their personality they will get lots of females and sit in hot springs all day instead of the apes who happened to be born with good genetics?

No.

Would you tell a lion born with down syndrome he is going to overthrow the strongest lion in his territory if he is just determined enough?

We need to stop this self-improvement bullshit right here. The vast, vast majority of neurodivergent wizards will never mask to the point normies will accept it.

 No.306883

no
people growing up now go to schools that are basically prisons with gang culture enforced via secret snapchat groups and instagram surveillance to humiliate the wiz and don't even learn to read.
imagine a doctor that can't learn to read, well thats just gonna be all of them soon.
lol.
my brother is 7 years younger than me and the difference between us is astronomical because he was in school when everyone had the iphone and i wasn't.
he can only type 10 words per minute on a keyboard and Discord is too hard for him. he talks on iphone facetime all day instead. i dont think hes been sober for more than 1 day since he turned 18 and could buy marijuana and found places to buy xanax.
I think people don't even like xanax. they get addicted to it even though its not even enjoyable because rappers told them to. his computer is a giant moldy bong because he blows weed smoke into it. i never buy anything preowned because of him. he's the archetypal average american so if you buy anything used you should assume people have spilled bongs and doordash into it.

also, they are going to pass a bill called Dignity Act which will make illegal immigration… legal. so, usa is just being turned to africa

 No.306909

>>306883
>Dignity Act
Dignity for who exactly?



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 No.306585[Reply]

I am not in a position to move out and I always have to listen to complaints about everything I do
Its affecting my happiness quite a bit, its a good day when I dont have to interact with anyone for a day
As if I dont know im a failure
The complaining never stops
I was a Neet I got cried to alot for that, now im a student and I still get talks about finding a part time job the same way, despite me getting money
Its so tiresome
I once worked full time for over a year, it was such a bad time to me, I dont have the energy like normies do
The worst part about it all is my mom telling me I should move out if I dont like it
I want to move out very badly, but how can I when the few hundred I get a month is barely enough to live?
Even with a part time job it would not be enough
I dont see the situation changing anytime soon
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 No.306621

I had awful parents, they "complained" about everything and when I gave in and tried to adapt myself to them they would complain more, gaslight, change their story etc. Eventually I realised their goal was simply to torment and I broke off all contact. You might consider they are'nt being serious and just want to bully you, I've also heard of other people having similar parents to often calling them narcissists.

 No.306811

>>306621
thats the truth, there's always a new dragon to chase. I was NEET after highschool. got nagged into studying which gave me 1 week of peace, then nagged to finding a job which i couldn't even find for over a year which was horrible times. anyway once i get a job its again peace for another week. then it's when am i doing more hours and/or getting promoted.

Majorly insane I hate it so much. I've since anchored myself down in my routine of over 10 years now. I work 4 days, dont go out, dont do a lot of things and the nagging has finally stoped aside from once every 6 months about how i should really try get married LOL.

stupid parents should have had 3 or 4 kids. you can't play 1 game of poker and get mad you didn't win, play a few more then call it a night/life if it all failed.

 No.306849

>>306811
I feel like some parents don't view you as your own person, more like a toy or a doll they own. Some people also simply live to torment others. If I had known my life had turned out this way, I rather wished I had never come into existence in the first place.

 No.306878

>>306849
You're definitely subject to deception and not being given the whole story as a spirit convinced to incarnate here in the first place. This shitty realm just needs to be quarantined, a big sign put by the entry point, because only hell-spawn and the extremely lucky can enjoy it here long-term.
My parents are retarded normalcattle with very high functional IQ, unable to understand their comfortable lives were a product of a very specific time and conditions, and too retarded to do anything but try and corral me into being and thinking like them. I was developing stress way back in middle school, thinking about the pointlessness of wageslaving, and they just berated me, like, 'fuck you little philosopher guy, how dare you question the world I forced you into' – people like this will always deny realities they don't like, instead of using it as a basis for preventing more problems in the future. Then they're surprised things get worse when the foundations for anything are based on wishful thinking and delusions.
This life is hard enough as it is, we shouldn't have had to be given the shitty "guidance" of such people from a young age, inevitably floundering in early adulthood, then just becoming old and experiencing aging without even having a real adulthood first.

 No.306893

>>306878
I'm sorry you had to live through that parenting. I totally understand. Not a single day of kind words from my parents throughout the entirety of high school for me. Just endless hostility and confrontation. Feel like my entire youth was stolen by these pieces of shit.



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 No.228184[Reply]

how often do you beat of? i have to force myself to do it a couple of times a week im not fat but not muscular either no way that the testosterone dips this fast? im 30 i never feel hornyness anylonger


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 No.306545[Reply]

I am not even that horny, a lot of the days I force my self to do it while not even being in the mood for it, it's just the most effective way for me to cope, masturbation is free, gives you instant pleasure and can burn for you many hours at the time, there are times when i find my self touching myself just so I can use it as a way to distract my self for my anxieties and negative thought loops, as soon as i start touching myself all my anxiety and negative emotions start to dissolve as much as i hate and it hate how much i overdo it, i can't deny it makes getting through my days easier when i can just touch my self for many hours instead of just sitting there being miserable feeling hollow bored to tears and empty or anxious and overthinking at worse, my point here is that I believe the addiction for me is a mere sympotom, something I use to escape my negative feelings and the emptiness of my daily life, thanks for reading my blogpost
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 No.306806

>>306804
this happened to me, started gooning at around 10 years old and quickly grew out of it and started watching hentai, then later on trans porn and rape reenactment then i discovered telegram and started consuming zoo stuff, then a couple paraphilias i rather not mention then the kid stuff and hurt core and many other things. i really got desensitized to seeing a naked succubus, its like nothing to me, its so boring and bland.

 No.306807

>>306806
Try audio porn.
Many nice voiceworks out there to enjoy even if you don't know japanese.
There are decent english ones I think as well. ASMR types.
Kept listening to these as background noise so now I'm desensitized to that too a bit.

 No.306879

>>306557
shut up read the rules nigger

 No.306880

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Porn is terrible but without it I have no idea how to cope with the stress in my life, it's so pathetic when porn is your only cope and escapism.

 No.306885

>>306545
i have been banned!



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 No.41994[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Every other board has their own /general/ and it might be better to post about little known hobbies here, rather than have a new thread that gets 2 replies.

How about horseback riding?
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 No.70466

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I desire artistic skills. I would like to draw beautiful scenes and gorgeous succubi. Where do I start?
>>70455
Programming as a hobby can be fulfilling. I have programmed several Java & C++ programs to solve problems myself. This constituted much of my free time before I was accepted into university.
Mentally note that you must be aware of potentially unique problems that only you will encounter. You will search for a solution that no-one else is seeking, and Google will not yield useful results. Rather than resigning and ignoring the problem, challenge yourself to create the solution.
For example, I needed to procedurally rename all of the files in a directory. Rather than completing this task manually, I designed a program that automates the task.


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 No.322725[Reply]

i've seen a few wizards who don't seem healthy.

is too bad because being healthy is easy once you know what matters.
the practice of being healthy i have reduced to managing of habits:

you constantly manage your habits. you find out what they are by doing the opposite of being in autopilot. manual flight. then you imagine the long term consequences of each habit. then you decide if you want those, the development of a desired state. keep the desirable habits, reduce all those you don't want through constant attention on your habits.

as you do this you might stumble upon ways to improve upon the desirable habits. this is almost already doing the next thing, which is finding good new habits to practice and slowly wondering when you have time to do them.

it is up to you to be healthy, it is an option, you can make this happen if you so choose. health is one choice away.
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 No.323301

I am always drunk to cope

 No.323302

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>>323301
>I am always drunk to cope

ALWAYS? that sounds like a lot.

 No.323303

>>323302
ok, most of my spare time

 No.323304

>>323303
in fact I am drinking right now

 No.323305

>>323303
>ok, most of my spare time

i look at the people around me who drink a lot and i see how badly they age. the intention for why you drink (what you call cope) is most honorable: you try to make yourself feel better. but it is a unfortunate trade. to endure discomfort you trade short term weak dullness (what some spiritual-minded people describe as a level BELOW consciousness) for longterm bad health.

i am at the point where i see someone drink one beer after work and i worry they will slippery-slope into being an alcoholic.

hopefully you find more ways of making yourself feel good because they do exist.



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 No.306157[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post here if you don't have enough to say for a new thread, but it's too depressing for the crawl thread.
ice cold edition
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 No.306852

>>306850
i learned that philosophy and religion are means to an end, not really ways to live in and of themselves and if you try to use them as such you'll get sorry results. nothing can really save you after you've developed an unhealthy mindset since childhood. i sometimes ruminate on some of my weird traits as a child and wonder why they didn't mercy drown me in a bathtub.

 No.306869

>>306848
Appreciate it. I have the Tao Te Ching and tried reading through it a few times but apart from a few verses I am mostly at a loss what it means or what I'm supposed to do with it. I am also interested in Taoism as I find some of its attitudes towards life peaceful. I have been trying to get into Chen Tai Chi through YouTube videos and it's been … perhaps not fun exactly but an experience. Trying to focus on your breathing and moves made me lose track of time, perhaps akin to something like a flow state but not quite there yet. I wish to be able to move with the grace and focus of those practitioners.

 No.306877

Many people also refuse to acknowledge a decent guy can simply fail despite putting in the effort for years, and then decide the rollercoaster of pointless suffering is not worth being on. You can simply piss off normalcattle by not pretending the ride is really cool, beautiful and fun anymore. "Bright new dawn right around the corner" hope-fags have too shallow an understanding of this world, and youth is something that only is allowed to exist in a certain window of time here; they give no real solutions, just insist you don't stop your own suffering when you're going to die anyways.

 No.306881

>>306877
it's typical human pattern. when you're in a good mood you want everyone else to be so too, when in bad mood, again the same thing. normies convinced themselves life's cool and shit so they get pissed off when you disagree. anyway i'm sure you suffer the same malady it's extremely hard to avoid for some reason

 No.306882

>>306848
>>306869
>Tao Te Ching
It's shrouded in mystery by nature. The existence of many differing translations and an even greater variety of interpretations on top of the fact that the book is likely an anthology makes it nigh impossible to understand with just raw reading. You might find this website to be of some use: https://www.taoistic.com/taoteching-laotzu/taoteching-01.htm but remember that inevitably it's still just another interpretation (although a comprehensive and analytical one at that). The best course of action would be to first learn about Taoism through a different source like >>306848 suggested and then study a variety of essays and translations of the text itself. Of course, knowledge of Chinese would help but that's a luxury few can afford.


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 No.223091[Reply]

Hi I'm a wizard with agoraphobia, semi neet, I just study English.
Psychology don't help me, parents are sick of me, I'm not depressed because I learned to deal with this thanks to Christianity.
I have an strong regression and I am very exhaust.
I thinking in use mental health drugs, but the problem is I'm very addictive person, I don't want any addiction in my life. I hate psychology, i don't have any another psychological problem, just agoraphobia.
I can accept all bad things and manage it, but agoraphobia is hard.
I really don't know what to do. I'm using porn for deal with this, i know is a sin but…
I'm not addicted to porn, I just want to beat agoraphobia.
Help Wizards, psychologist don't help me.
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 No.226884

Read about Stan Grof. Take the practice if you can, make it yours.

 No.228167

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>>223093
to be said with the 4 noble truths perhaps?

 No.228175

>succubus in the op pic
Wizchan 2026

 No.228178

>>223091
"Psychology" and "psychologists" will never help you. They will only hurt you. Why do you think they're "the rapists"? Because of what they do to your mind. Don't be dumb

 No.228180

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Find the root problem.
The people themselves are probably not the problem, judgement might be the cause. Try to discover what the root cause is. For me it is the fear of others exploiting mistakes i make.

I found the root cause by writing down my thoughts. It helped me focus on my thoughts and easier process, and get back to them later. I write about everyday experiences, annoyances, things that make me happy etc. Almost everything significant is written into a Joplin document with timestamps on my phone.

After writing down what makes me uncomfortable or happy i look for ways to enjoy the joys without the fears crashing down on me. I like sharing my thoughts but fear the judgement I may face if i express myself too carelessly. That is why i am now trying to socialize online, games specifically, because there i can share my thoughts but not have to worry about judgement (since i mostly interact with randos). Enjoying what makes me happy through alternative methods i can avoid triggering my fears and through it i also program my brain to stop associating what i like (socializing) with what i fear (judgement). The root problem for me was not RECIEVING judgement, i handle it quite well, but the POTENTIAL for judgement therefore i do not even have to avoid judgement, i just have to stop fearing judgement or disassociate judgement from what i want to do.

You could try to follow the same methodology. I can not yet say that i have overcome my anxiety but i no longer fear the idea of talking to others like i used to. I still worry about judgement i may face but i don't directly pair that with people and socializing. Writing was a huge help for me. I probably have some mental disorder, my thoughts always feel like short bursts that will always disappear before i can pick up the important bits. Writing them down lets me catch the important things and focus on them.

It was not a quick process but I've changed so much and learned so much about myself after i started writing 6 months ago.
You'll get there and don't avoid the things you love.



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 No.306437[Reply]

Does anyone else voluntarily exile themselves from society?

I'm tired of socializing, drama, human interests, social demands, social everything.

I wish I was a machine instead of a talking ape. I actually hate being an animal.
I don't even hate people, I just don't want to be in any contact with them. I even hate my own body for forcing me to eat and wash in order to not completely dysfunction.
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 No.306597

>>306584
not really.

 No.306660


>>306584
true as fuck

 No.306747

>>306437
I want but my environment doesn't let me do it. I mean, I have to get known by people to gave me job on my uni so… Until I get a job, I have to tolerate the gossip and the human idiocy for a good time.

 No.306874

yeah is way better not to be part of society, if you got a real good look at what people are like, you'd want to be as far away from them and their system of violence and slavery as possible.

in order to enjoy this society you have to be a cuck and that is what the education system is for. making you a cuck. untrain your sense of selfpreservation, untrain your selfrespect, untrain your opposition to injustice. for billionaires to get richer, you need get get poorer, sicker and sadder.

the one thing you can do is refuse to let go of cause-and-effect.

 No.306875

>>306437
Just threw away all the stuff I bought off a shelf and filled a couple contractor bags with it. Long story short is I was raised by a narcissist and an alcoholic all my life and am not fit for whatever the act of interacting with other humans is these days so its time to pack a bag and head for the mountains.

I hate that I have so much hate and distrust for other humans but most of my interactions with them show me most of them are greedy self centered mattress climbers that have dog brain.

I think about how much happiness I'd gain if I was completely alone in this world so I wouldn't have to mask around npcs just to feel normal. I feel happy in the woods because every animal out there is honest in every action they make.

Humans do the complete opposite and its the reason Im not saying a word to anyone. I've almost got everything cleaned up and by the time they start asking about me (if they even do ask about me) ill be in the next state minding my own business.



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