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 No.309114[Reply]

>The more I seclude myself the more I long for human connection
>The more I interact with the 3D world the more I just want to be left alone
I literally cannot win in this life
I am always worried about doing the wrong thing, I am always lamenting all of my errors of the past
I hardly actually live
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 No.310080

>>310079
The opposite works as well!
You can participate in society and not let it own you!

 No.310093

>>310080
>You can participate in society and not let it own you!

what do you do when you are participating and they really like you and want to be your "friends" and you don't want to be friends with everyone, especially not people who you can feel the evil radiating from.

 No.310096

>>310093
I just talk to them less. You can take distance bit by bit, you do not necessarily have to tell them "I don't want to be your friend"

 No.310100

>>310096
>I just talk to them less. You can take distance bit by bit, you do not necessarily have to tell them "I don't want to be your friend"

sometimes you meet someone and from the first moment you know you don't wanna meet that person, your approach is to just laugh nervously and answer all their demands for attention until they decide to get the hint and leave you alone. that sucks man, that's feminine approach.

what if you are an awesome guy and all the assholes want to be your "friends" the moment they see you like the predators they are. if you were awesome enough you knew this. their friendship is only a pretense to take advantage of you, leech off your energy, satisfy their curiosity about you.

sucks to be swarmed by bullies and then bit by bit having to painfully go through the process of having to slowly make the fool understand that his evil ways are not welcome at you and then slowly hope that they don't switch into open hostility, which (again you will not know this) is only their pretense to keep the interaction going for as long as they want.

>just talk to them less

it doesn't work their fascination of the dead conditioned ones with pre-conditioned consciousness is too strong. they are like moths and go to where the light is no matter what.

i roll my eyes at your naivety, you lack the life experience to give any advice. good luck to you though, you sound like you need it.

 No.310105

>>310100
You overanalyze everything, like everybody does on these kinds of 4chan sites '-')
How annoying -_-



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 No.310104[Reply]

Was dealing with this whole AI bubble stuff and just thinking wtf is actually happening seen where we are now with computer and just feeling sorry for my self.

Remembered what it was like to have windows 98! and decided to make a retro win 98 theme poll system where we could argue topics about shit that goes on.

https://imright.wtf


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 No.306265[Reply]

I feel like a lot of people, especially older normies overestimate the abilities of the average guy and the problems that are out there to be solved in real life.

There is this old guy I listened to for the past decade now called Eli the Computer Guy and he often repeats this mantra that a tech professional should go out there pick themselves up by their bootstraps and solve problems for money.
Solve real world problems for money. Provide solutions using your skills. Over and over again while teaching people about making toy cars with a microcomputer or whatever.

Issue is there aren't any problems the average guy is capable of solving that people are able to pay enough for to make it worthwhile.
Maybe I'm low IQ and not creative enough, but that is the point I guess.
The average guy that got a CS or engineering degree and is now doing menial tasks at a big corporation isn't going to create groundbreaking solutions because everything worth doing, all the low hanging fruit and obvious problem/solution pairs have been done to death, patented to death or worse.

Big tech is so big that they offer a solution so refined, so solid, so cheap that no mom-and-pop shop will ever give you the time of day if those even exist.
The average normie is quite content with a phone which is basically a toy-ified computer gadget.
They don't need more.
Most even run their own little business from it using a handful of cheap/free big tech tools that if you were to offer a homebrew solution for it would cost an arm and leg to maintain without economies of scale.

What does a network tech that wants to "solve problems" do aside from running cable? You could lease a 10G fiber line from a big ISP and sublet it by wiring up a small village I guess?
Then the government gives a huge fucking grant to big ISP and they just wire up every small village themselves leaving you with nothing.
If you are lucky you can become a subcontractor doing menial tasks for the big ISP in a set region.

What does the average coder do now? Especially with the future of them limiting hardware/software access? Every app is made that a normie needs. Kinda like with websites.
Every normie uses less than a dozen of them, mostly through apps…
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 No.310058

>Issue is there aren't any problems the average guy is capable of solving that people are able to pay enough for to make it worthwhile.

The totality of American life can be provided by walmart. Pretty hard to compete with that. The USD is the world's reserve currency so we can import goods from abroad cheaply as our currency is always in demand abroad and inflates more slowly due to the high usage globally. You can't outcompete giant corporations exploiting third world wage slave labor.

The only real options you have are for jobs that we would have called "domestic servitude" back in the day. IE, taking care of the grounds/lives of rich people. You can be a landscaper or a house cleaner or a dog sitter or some other service catering to rich people.

60% of the spending in the economy today is done by the top 10% of income earners. This means we are all literally serving the wealthy. Trickle down economics has been cemented as the status quo economic policy going forward. They give the working class the bare minimum the working class will accept. Always have, always will. This means it's a perpetual race to the bottom for the working class as they attempt to climb over one another like crabs in a bucket to get the scraps being handed out by the wealthy.

 No.310059

>Issue is there aren't any problems the average guy is capable of solving that people are able to pay enough for to make it worthwhile.

how is that the same then

>There isn't much left to do


the conclusion i draw from this is that money is an evil system almost entierly benefitting those who have it and don't need to work for it. money is the worst but yall normies don't hear me.

 No.310061

>>310059
>the conclusion i draw from this is that money is an evil system

there is tons of stuff to do but not for money. in the future there are like 3 companies and they are the only ones with money and everyone has to work for them.

i will not work for them…

 No.310101

>>306265
im only willing to work overnight security from now until i die. if for whatever reason i can no longer do this because it gets automated (doubtful tbh), then ill just buy a used van, live in it, and find some kind of flexible work to get money to survive.

Im 35 and i've accepted a life of mediocrity. for hte past 10 years ive just mailed it in, and the urgency to pursue excellence has never been there. i just dont care. i already know what the reward is

 No.310103

>>310101
>Im 35 and i've accepted a life of mediocrity. for hte past 10 years ive just mailed it in, and the urgency to pursue excellence has never been there. i just dont care. i already know what the reward is

in case you did not consider, you can not-pursue excellence in public but still be excellent towards yourself, which is what i am doing. written from my van from a camping spot one country to the east, it's super nice in this country there is a way to book camping spots without having to interact with the owner. i just pay with creditcard, give them my license plate number and drive on a spot near farmland or near a river and leave by the time they wrote on the website without leaving trash.

security sucks, being the henchmen of the rich and established is miserable, it would be preferable to be a bum, have a nice day though.



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 No.229614[Reply]

Are there any wizards who are uncomfortable when there is a succubus? even around female family members. when there's men and succubi in the same room and I'm here, I try not to look at the succubus's body but my brain can't. it puts me in very uncomfortable situation for me and for other people around because I know they know and they know I know. whenever it happens, I want to kill myself. must be because I'm a virgin and a pervert. It kills me for real. I can feel the tense and feel the men/man of the group/family wanting to beat the shit out of me or talk and give hints. I wish I wasn't a pervert or a creep or a weirdo.
please help a wizard who's in big trouble. I wish to never exist, I'll say it again but it is really that: it fucking kills me inside so bad. I'm so scared
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 No.229627

>>229626
>You can’t resist looking at their bodies
because it's a reflex and most of the time it happens unconsciously.
>because your sexual attraction to them is just that powerful
peak crabdom. you're confusing cognition with low level gimmicks.
>Being driven by primitive instincts is a very normie-esque thing.
said like a crab in denial.
>Your wizard nature is just preventing you from having the necessary charisma and looks to act on these desires.
ability or inability to act out on certain desires is what shapes your desires and personality in the first place.
>You should feel bad about yourself
you should feel crab about yourself

 No.229628

Don't be a faggot, anon. Just let yourself have a little look at that body and try not to get hot hahsha. Over the time you will control that instinct more than now. Don't worry.
:3

 No.229629

>>229628
the summer will be over soon so you won't have to melt down this bad anymore

 No.229630

>>229614
Uncomfortable yes but not in the way you are. I did have a similar thing for a while where I would avert my eyes from succubi out on the street because I had internalized the messaging that succubi think most men are ugly creeps and I didn't want to get in trouble. Nowadays I can look at passersby. Not staring or leering obviously just passing glances that happen more subconsciously than anything else, then looking at something else.
Interacting with succubi is a different story. Even though it's just cashiers, service workers or coworkers or whatever where there's a predetermined social script to follow I often get uneasy, especially when they're attractive. I wouldn't even say that I yearn for female companionship or anything but I guess it's just a biological instinct that reminds me I'm "failing at life" because of my lack of sex or contact with succubi outside of professional situations.

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>>229614
The beauty of a female whom of which you cannot bear is not to be compared with monster that do lurk around waiting to attack you, and that's what true succubi do…
I mean the demons.
While instead for the females that are beautiful, that you cannot help but look, admire, but have to walk away knowing that fate has something else for you…
That you must believe…
Don't have fear, and if they dare to speak to you, and if they say you are creeping them out, just say that they are so beautiful that you cannot help but look, and if the thing keeps repeating which makes you in truth a weirdo…
Then apologize and look away…
That's all you have to do.



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 No.309794[Reply]

Another Evil under the Sun Edition. You of many.

Previous: >>308343

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>>310087
your cat can sense the gloomy energy that emanates from your body while you have bad dreams and sense as well bad spirits
he is a guard and protector and astral energy patroller so he naturally wants to keep you safe at night

 No.310089

>>310088

My cat's my best friend. I'd kill or die for her. She's been curling up against my chest lately instead by my feet as normal, so I do believe she's trying to help. Pets are the 1 good thing humanity's managed, and even then some breeds of animal are just too unethical to keep perpetuating.
Waking up to my scalp being stroked by toe beans is still a creepy feeling. But it's well-intentioned so I shouldn't be ungrateful. I'll have tuna salad for dinner so I can reward my small guardian with a bit of tuna. It's the only 'human' food she likes.
Do you have a pet that protects you?

 No.310090

>>309965
What is this painting?

>>309965

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 No.310102

Porn binge hangover. Its real. Its happening everywhere. It could happen to (You)!



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 No.219448[Reply]

After hitting 30 this feeling has been eating me and I don't know how to resolve it. I started watching different youtube channels and it made me realize how much time I wasted staring at a screen when I could be experiencing the world and creating things. The 21st century offers so many possibilities and yet all I did was sit at home play video games and read inane garbage online. Now I always had depression, anxiety, social autism, adhd, average iq etc. that lead to me being an underachiever but nowadays it feels like I was just the right self-help book and meds/supplement combination and some effort away from solving all these issues.

I could start now but after hitting 30 I feel this sense of hopelessness after experiencing aging. I felt like shit in my 20s but now I realize I actually felt good. Now I tire easily and years of sitting made my body feel rusty. I feel like the youth shield is gone and I can't take the future for granted anymore and expect it to make it even to 40. Every time I experience a new pain or sensation I imagine it to be the start of something serious.

How do you deal with this? It feels like modern technology amplifies winners so if you are a loser it feels extra bad because there is such a big contrast between living with your parents and riding the bus and eating mac and cheese and living in a multi-million dollar mansion with a beautiful view and driving a ferrari and eating at 3 star restauraunts.
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 No.229474

>>229472
How does it work then?

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 No.229677

>>228984
I have a similar issue to OP, but still have a little less than a decade until I become a full fledged wizard.
Everyday is a battle of a swinging pendulum: brain fog and emptiness, or desperation and overwhelming ambition. Right now I am in the ambitious phase and want to lockdown a 'big boy' job before I turn 30, though it is demoralizing that the people who are my age and used to talk to me are now finishing university and getting internships or even getting engaged - it makes me feel like a confused old man in the body of a young one.

I've accepted that I might actually have adhd that fills my head with noise that makes me forget what I was just thinking about or doing, but there has to be something else that has absolutely fucked me over and led me to the bad route.

How do I push myself one last time to secure a decent job or my own place before I am done.

 No.229678

You dont

 No.229685

>>219454
you're completely right. i can barely stand being in public for this reason. i get to observe a society and people within it that i dont get to participate it meaningfully unless im engaging in a financial transaction. its pretty fucked up
>>224011
>>224024
based



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 No.325560[Reply]

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 No.322725[Reply]

i've seen a few wizards who don't seem healthy.

is too bad because being healthy is easy once you know what matters.
the practice of being healthy i have reduced to managing of habits:

you constantly manage your habits. you find out what they are by doing the opposite of being in autopilot. manual flight. then you imagine the long term consequences of each habit. then you decide if you want those, the development of a desired state. keep the desirable habits, reduce all those you don't want through constant attention on your habits.

as you do this you might stumble upon ways to improve upon the desirable habits. this is almost already doing the next thing, which is finding good new habits to practice and slowly wondering when you have time to do them.

it is up to you to be healthy, it is an option, you can make this happen if you so choose. health is one choice away.
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 No.325551

>Not enjoying a nice glass of water with crushed ice

I don't understand.
I only drink water 80% of the time. I like fat-free milk as a drink to go with most desserts and different teas for minor physical discomforts. I admit I sometimes juice lemons and add a bit of sugar, no water, as a treat a few time a year. Lemons are delicious and a reminder of what humans can achieve.

 No.325552

>>325548
beverages are a /dep/ man's game. closest i come to it is when i am too lazy to huice myself and shamefully add a bit of pasteurized (dead) juice to my water

 No.325553

>>325551
>I like fat-free milk as a drink
i like to make a milk from hemp seeds, i think it is the best milk there is, requires a powerful blender to make but those are no longer as unaffordable as they were 10 years ago.

you might enjoy blending whole organic lemons in water with dates, another case for the powerful blender, the hardest carrying worker of the kitchen.

 No.325554

>>325553
>i like to make a milk from hemp seeds

That's not 'milk'. Why would you call a juice 'milk'?
God I love making pork chops out of seaweed.

 No.325559

>>325554
>That's not 'milk'
rest assure other npcs just like you have already communicated this tired dialog option plenty of times, you can stop repeating it now and think of something interesting to say instead.



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 No.324948[Reply]

ACCESSING WIZCHAN MAY NO LONGER BE LEGAL IN YOUR LOCAL DEMOCRACY

Previous thread: https://archive.is/d7kga
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 No.325472

I started playing one videogame for Android. The developer is from Israel and it relies on ads. I asked Gemini how moral is it for me to play it. Gemini said it's only a text model and can't help me. It can give responses about morality of other things.

 No.325473

>>325472
This wizproves what everywiz was wizthinking

 No.325540

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>>325472
It is wild how quickly the internet has become locked down (even more so) when the narrative of the kikes was being threatened.

I still remember when people thought giving your real name for an email was too much.

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>>325540
the internet is a dumb hivemind of normalniggers in social media which is owned by kikes through and through

I saw today an aunt sharing a tiktok reel in her stories on whatsapp which is owned by meta. It was that Lindsay Clancy whore who murdered her 3 kids and the caption read something about it's better to leave men who would make you go crazy
now this was in spanish cause Im from an spanish speaking shithole. So imagine how quickly evil feminist dialectic that blames men for everything and takes away females accountability can spread…

 No.325558

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"let the goyim post on the wagie thread on wizchan while we make a fortune"
—shitstain



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 No.227799[Reply]

Do you want to change your life?
Do you really want to change your life?
MEDITATE
Wizzies, meditation is highly famous but seldom practiced seriously. The results from meditation takes time. It's like exercise. During the first day it will be hard to stay still and concentrate, but as you practice it, your body and mind start getting used to it. The benefits are immense. To mention a few:
>it improves concentration a lot
>it quiet your inner monologue, reducing it to 96% or even 100% depending on how well you are praticing it
>it increases the size of your pre-frontal-cortex which is responsible for making decisions
>increases gaba, which is the chemical that makes you calm
>it sharpens your sense making colors look brighter and sounds sound more vivid
>it gives you insights
>it makes you live in the present moment, since you are not ruminating the past or thinking about the future
>it reduces anxiety

And if you want to make it more meaningful, I advise practicing Buddhist teachings, even if you don't indetify as a Buddhist (that's irrelevant). You can still continue being a Christian and still follow Buddha's teachings for a happier and sober life.

I speak from experience. I've been meditating for 5 months almost everyday and now I'm starting to reap the fruits of my efforts. If I could dedicate my life 100% to spirituality and become a monk, I would, but where I live there's barely any monasteries. I don't mind though. I'm happy. I could be happy anywhere as long as I could practice meditation and the teachings of the great Buddha.

Just do it. Do it today or tonight. If silence is a problem, put on a whine noise sound on your headphones (I do that). Do it for 20 minutes. If it's too hard for you, reduce it to 10, but no less. You first session is always special. You will get out of there thinking: "what the hell, this shit really works".

Good luck, guys!
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 No.227878

You know nobody going do that

 No.229668

>>227878
Not with that attitude

 No.229669

Just go walk in nature if u want to clear your mind, no need to larp as a buddhist monk

 No.229681

>>227853
>feeling that I’d wasted my time.
This is a big part of it; sitting silently IS wasting time and stirs up the anxiety that causes us to feel restless and NEED TO DO SOMETHING (even if that SOMETHING is causing us pain and suffering)

keep sitting with it

 No.229684

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>>227799
Is this a thread of meditation? I the dude of the thread of Magick for relaxation. I wanna share some alternatives to Vippasana or Annapasanti meditation
>Kasina
The use of color gaze or color discs of buddhists
>Tatrak
Candle gazing, i gazed sometimes fires and are damn relaxing
>Sky gazing and cloud gazing
Tibet buddhist do this, very relaxing. Its like a kasina and watching fire at times.
>Wall gazing
The japanese zen do this, i did this for one year and my eyes got a lot of resistance to keep open seing the eyes of others or focus in things.
>Metta phrases or Coue
I tried this with a focus in heart with a hand in my chest and another in arms and its kinda comfy if you achieve a good focus in the activity. I got some funny experiences with this practice, is more fun when you do it when wake up with too much suggestionability in darkness and before sleep. Or you can try at plain sunlight and focus in nature.
>Energy hands or focus in hands
Taoist or magnetic hands
hypnotherapist use this, close your hands in palm forms and focus in it, breath and later try to play like there's a energy between them and ideomotor reflex placebo will act, you can keep focusing or use other methods of meditation very relaxing. You can fake to close them and while you relax and breath you gonna get the fluffy sensation in hands and fingers.

The more you keep doing in focus activity in a routine, the more you gain skill at it. Keep doing (but pls take easy if you force too much your eyes)



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 No.227041[Reply]

Feeling like posting first time on Wizardchan. At least in many years.
Regardless, I wanted to ask fellow hermits of the craft:
How to Stabilize Affirmations for Sigils?
There is the sufist concept of Tawfeeq which can help.
Then there are phrases such as "Most optimally for all" to include.

On a meta level, Sigils should never be really necessary as you progress into living a life style which makes all your wishes fulfilled forever by the way you handle things to begin with. MAYBE
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>>227084
you have to think of astrology as geometries that you cant break free from or go beyond them; if you do try, then not only reality but other people will go agent smith on you, and thats the reality of it - if you want the specifics then you can try learning the houses, the planets, their placements and its significances. in a way, life is very predetermined and the only safe thing we have is our own minds and experiences, but its true that astrology does rule such geometries and that your life will run on it physically; giving an example of such by outlining my own life, ive retrograde saturn and lilith in the third house in cancer - this is a very poor and afflicted conjunction, together they predict my stranged and distant sister (whos older than me) and my other distant and no contact cousins, aside that it turns my communication inward which has made me a shut-in and with low verbal ability specially face to face, so in-person; theres also overall delay to my lfies milestones, as in, im very behind my peers regarding everything, and as for lilith it made me abandon education early on when i was 14, and of course, ive a shitty home overall as in terrible family life; for rx saturn in third house in cancer is just a fall placement for it. im no astrologer so of course im limiting this example to that, and also cant give much readings outside my own chart which is the only ive familiarized and read more about it which is how i realized it eerily fits. i can recommend books though, such as on the heavenly spheres by helena avelar and 'hellenistic astrology' by chris brennan - you can also, if you want to skip and go straight into learning about the houses and such, datamine yourself by searching your own specific placements on tumblr.

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>>227041
>Fringe Esoteric thread?
Did anyone start playing with tarot cards?
I like the design of Rider-White-Smith and the more traditional Marsella.
It's interesting when they use themed tarot cards and decorate them, even though they are more expensive than traditional ones. Oracles are more random, but they are not tarot cards.
>Also
It is interesting to see that there is a lot of symbolism added by esoteric groups, the Golden Dawn itself, or Etelia and French groups, although Crowley also added his own ideas.
Spanish cards are another matter. There are different schools—French, English, Spanish, and the list goes on—on how to interpret them.
Superstitious and all that, but interesting if you like reading about history or collecting decks. the design of Tarot boxes are beatiful and the art of tarot crafters in same way, marvelous.

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>>227480
>I've never figured out how exactly people activate them, do we just meditate with it in front of us?
well, i dont know, maybe, bacause im still trying these things.

Crowley did a method of watching the symbol for 30 sec or into Dharana-Gnosis (or any way attached to altered state of mind in modern scientific terms) and later destroying it (by any method like fire etc) or dance or extasy, euphoria and peak experience like spare and other did etc.
others charge it by ritual or psychodrama (like charging with let call it energy belief or warm feeling with your hands or smoke candle or evocations or wathever ritualized thing like a LRP-LIRP or calling gods or wathever poetic or occult force you want to believe or call)
others put in their shoes or in a bag in clothes or in other body places or tools you use, others hidden it somewhere bacause they belief if a lot of people see it but not see it its start to charge, like a plant pot or in water into desintegration or etc.
other charge it with sunlight or moonlight.
other charge it and make it work by its like a talisman wearing it or hidden it somewhere.
others try to get a peak experience like orgasm or a excsitatory method of body and later burn it bacause believe in some way of Spare-Chaoist belief of psychological way of the mind.
others just visualize it in mind and destroy mind and in a psychall way, or have it in a form of art paint and charge it by seing but not seing time to time in a wall in the background o something like that.
some people use LOA or manifestation theories into this. new thought ideas are kinda similar into the path of hypnosis and belief like this if you like to see like this.
other use hypnosis beliefs like magnetic hands or chinese Chi beliefs to charge and etc, kinda the same.
>Also
The OG practice come from the golden dawn but they used for other things and not for wishes or manifestation or these things, they're more into invocation of things.
you can even draw random draws while you try to not make sense or reduce pure art to brutalist abstract schizo nonsense art and still make a sigil like a fractal of another fractal.
Some people didnt believe sigils are a magical thing or a woo-woo for manifestation, some pPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.228365

wtf is this bullshit

 No.229683

>>227041
I do a dump to this thread bacause i think still is interesting.



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 No.325557[Reply]

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 No.309031[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

whenever you're depressed or sad, come here and draw something using Oekaki. you can draw whatever you want
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>>310057
Thank you

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>>310094

Actually smiled at this, good work man

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>>310094
high iq


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 No.323901[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction

https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.325543

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I hate the youtube niggers who take 30 minutes to do a videogame review of a game from the 90s. I just know they want money from the accumulated watch time and they're not saying anything valuable.

 No.325544

>>325543
You should make your own videogame videos but make them valuable and meaningful. Be the change you want to se on https://www.YouTube.com/

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>>325544
It's not my passion. It's not my calling. It'd be a disservice for honest reviewers.
I just don't like the niggers who are driven to make those long videos with money on their minds.

 No.325546

>>325543
when i watch a youtube video about a game from my childhood i love like Secret of Evermore and it is only 5 minutes long, i am sad that it is so short.

why you still farming for value, the fast ways to gather information exist. fuck you consumer idiot, have this flower @–,–'–

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I don't know why would anyone practice meditation instead of fixing his diet. sleep, and doing exercise and quitting bad habits. Like what is meditation going to do if you smoke and eat junk food.


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 No.309759[Reply]

i keep wondering if all fiction could be unhealthy for the brain. human life is so short, a day has so few hours. how can you take one or more of these hours and flee to a place that doesn't exist and disconnect from your own reality.

places that don't exist have begun to repell me. my own reality has so many projects i would like to attend to that i feel gridlocked by not knowing what to do first. desire for fiction might be nothing but pure idleness.

i assume i understand the impulse, though i could be mistaken. when i was a child and were forced to attend child prison (school), the idea of no longer being able to explore the world at my own pace and instead had to spend time with the violent conformist was completely depressing. have them judge my intelligence based on how hard i could force myself to care what they thought was important in their desperate attempt to turn me into a mindless soldier and stomp all my dreams and interests in the process.

i'd flee into video games and at least videogames are interactive. in a video game i can make decisions, in school i was but an inmate without agency. but in a movie about a super hero, there is no interaction, the poor fool who watches this is but the passive recipient of centralized propaganda. i don't see how someone would accept this premise and spend time on this.
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 No.309990

>>309985
Wtf are you even talking about you make absolutely no sense.

 No.310060

thought of a tiny detail i'd like to add to the mountain of ideas that is accumulating against this unhealthy vice of fiction, which even though i gave it every opportunity to be defended starts to look like a puddle of tears to me.

a guy who meditates i believe will be infinite times more interesting then a guy who watches popular contemporary fiction. doesn't that mean it is better not to watch the popular slop? fiction seems to me like fast food. it is designed to seduce you but even though you pay for it with your most precious currency (time that is), it still puts you at a disadvantage and you would be better of eating real food. real food i believe to be living an actual human life in physical reality.

 No.310082

>>309982
Politics are the opposite of fiction, it's just that there are so many people who treat it as if it is fiction these days I can see why you might think otherwise.

 No.310092

>>310082
>Politics are the opposite of fiction

i think you are missing the bigger picture here. democracy is a theater play. rich people have henchmen and they make the rules for everyone else. if you break them, they inflict violence upon you, even when you don't break any rules, they will still inflict violence upon you. because this sucks for everyone else, the rich people have paid another class of henchmen to pretend that everyone else is actually involved in the process of making rules for everyone else, even though this is not true. there are those who believe this theater play (you) and then there are other people who don't believe it (me) and the henchmen keep lists about people like me to make sure to violate me extra hard.

you don't seem to be aware of that, which makes me question your intelligence. what makes you believe this is a democracy is that you are either one of the henchmen and you are doing theater (fiction) right now with me or you have been trained to think so little that the theater was enough to convince you and you never grew suspicious and you can generally be summarized as a teacher's pet.

 No.310095

i can't even play videogames anymore. i play video games since the first gameboy. i start a game and then it just stopps mattering to me so hard that i can't pretend to care about it. i rather just stare at the wall listening to the birds or the rain.



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 No.224780[Reply]

Should I take the Catholic pill?

They seem to genuinely respect Wizards and have a tradition of hermits. Their priests are a celibate ruling class.

I didn't grow up around Christians but it seems like the difference between them and other Christians is that they're the original church together with the lesser known Orthodox Church.

I don't get all the rules they have though. You shall attend Mass on Sundays and holy days of obligation and rest from servile labor. You shall confess your sins at least once a year. You shall receive the sacrament of the Eucharist at least during the Easter season. You shall observe the days of fasting and abstinence established by the Church. You shall help to provide for the needs of the Church, each according to his or her own ability.

I'm overwhelmed. I get why people just go with the DIY protestant approach but it seems like if the Catholics are one of the original churches Jesus said was legit then it's a safer bet.

Look I don't get how there can be a miracle like resurrection either and frankly all the Abrahamic religious miracles seem really underwhelming compared to the wild stories of Hindu gods. But so many people believe in Christianity from a Pascal's wager perspective it seems like I might as well consider it.

At least it'll make me feel like I'm less LARPing some fantasy wizard and instead I'll seem like a faithful religious hermit which gets more respect points
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 No.229657

>>224780
i admire people that are devout, regardless of religion, but there's no way at 35 i can suddenly believe in a god or higher power.

Buddhism is the only thing that i can rationally get into

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>>224780
Everything good with Christianism and Buddhism and etc until you start to read about original Primitive christianism and original pre-sectariam buddhism and you start to ask questions like "What the fuck they're doing now and why they keep doings these bullshits added up later against original beliefs or practices?"
>Also
But if you just do it for community… ok, nice. But remember that the problems still are there, noy the fake tradition, but asshole or annoying people like every place.

I like Thelema, they have some funny rituals and can give you in same way some edgy-cult serious experiences. You dont even need to join a cult or community group to live to the philosophy or religion, just do it and read.
I got some interesting psychological-body related experiences doing ritual like Resh, lrp, middle pillar, yoga, pranayama, mantrayoga and some buddhist practices.
It started to gave me interest in soft exercises, i feel healthy and energized but still i dont know much about diet. I eat less trash and have more control of my sexual urges maybe related to ritual-exercise work.

 No.229662

>>229661
>Thelema
If you have some interest, this video is kinda good to start with some books and practices (all of the original books or texts now are free on internet or archive or even easy pirated)
>Also
If you want a youtube channel ignore Da'at Darling, that succubi has a asshole behaviour. If you want that much a succubi thelemic channel check Maevius lynn she gave good tips based in self experiences and records, if you want a book guide or curriculum check the book "Living Thelema" by David Shoemaker (but compare with original texts by Aleister Crowley if you want a more old school ritualized things)
You dont need to believe in any dogma thing, i do it for the fun.

 No.229663

>>229662
Never go full retard

 No.229682

>>229661

Too bad they don't still ritualistically sacrifice the occasional bit of livestock. That'd be cooler than church potlucks, or at least make it dinner and a show.



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 No.8907[Reply]

Post soothing or calming BGM tracks from visual novels. It may have tones of joy or melancholy.
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Z.A.T.O.

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From The NOexistenceN of you AND me

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higurashi

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 No.307023[Reply]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

Previous:
>>296511
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 No.309999

>>309998
Last time I jumped off a bridge, I died just fine. But it was 33.80 meters high, so your 33.00m bridge might be too short. Try it out and report back your findings.

 No.310000

>>308806
Don't bother with hanging, just build a charcoal gasifier and poison yourself with carbon monoxide. In a sealed room there is no chance you will survive.

 No.310001

>>309758
Yes have had it in my right ear for 5 years
I got wax removal done at the doctors recently and it went down by 75%
Feeling a lot less miserable
>>309758
>>309758

 No.310055

I just want this bullshit to end
going with partial hanging
fuck living like this

 No.310085

>>308113
They probably can kill you, but it would be a miserable way to die.
An OD on any of these meds is going to be death by kidney failure. Maybe liver failure first.

Both are painful and inconsistent ways to die. Especially since none of these medicines offer any kind of analgesic effect.

Any wizard looking for an effective and relatively painless way to die, I would recommend trains.
Head ON the track, at least 40 mph, preferably in a remote area at night.
Research the schedules of freight trains, look up local maps of tracks.
Quick, guaranteed, and most companies offer all kinds of goodies for the conductors who go through your death.

You just have to listen to the train's horn. It doubles as a good final measure of your commitment.
Honestly, there is no better method.



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 No.309064[Reply]

Discuss your substance related coping mechanisms and how it pertains to your depression here.
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 No.309098

>>309070
Have you ever thought of referring to kombucha as "the booch"? I have. In fact last time I was at the store I asked the f/emale in the aisle whether they have any "booch" and she told me that they did not. Joke's on her!

 No.309101

Video games

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>>309098
boochi the rock

 No.309109

>>309089
Not a big deal if you eat a lot of food too, but then you get fat. I'm currently maintaining 10-12 a day by working out 5x a week and being a good long distance runner. I've only ever run into health problems from beer when I drank on an empty stomach.

 No.310084

>>309064
Let me do some math.

Most nights are 10 shots of Everclear and 10 shots of a liqueur. 1 shot to 1.5 ounce.
That's 15 + (15 x 0.25) Which is 15 + 3.75.
It all comes out to roughly 20 ounces of ethanol a night. I start mixing them stronger after I get loosened up.


I know it's all so miserable, but at least I can't feel it. Consequences, repercussions, the pain of a near-lethal dose.
It's just static at that point.

I won't say it feels good. But at least it doesn't hurt.
That's the most important part.
Not even the hangover. I learned how to get around those. I'm really good at avoiding pain. I wish that could be a marketable skill. I'd be just filthy rich if it was.

A wizard can dream. It's a shame that's about all we can do in this hellish place.



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 No.229335[Reply]

If due to finances and life circumstances you are 100% forced to cohabitate with normies, how do you deal with them? They constantly pick on you, belittle you and attempt to crush you.
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 No.229670

I was about to write that you don't need meditation in the other thread, that it's a moronic, misguided, idolistic practice. But it's the only tool for most people to realize you have no ego. (Even so, it doesn't seem to be an aim or the end goal of meditation of most. It seems like a mini cult)
Without an ego, you can offer them certain offers which potentially are not benefitial for you (like fucking them up physically). Then depending on situation it's either deescalated, or they chicken out, or it's escalated and they realize you can stand for yourself, or it's escalated and you end up dead / in prison.

A person without an ego doesn't fear defeat, death, or prison.
Obviously he still has his attachments.
So it's usually preferable to handle that in a smart way. But having an image of a complete nutcase can also yield good results.

When you have that shit sorted out, one might find oneself to be a side kind of person, one less included in common affairs. For me it's a nice bonus. I can do my shit while they do theirs.

 No.229671

>>229670
I'm thinking though, mixed gender workplaces might be difficult
idk, git gud in order to not share work with succubi?

 No.229672

>>229671
LLM's idea is to log the shit done by females and then snitch.
In essence it's also saying "git gud so the workplace is professional enough that it can resolve conflicts in a fair way" - was not the case in my early life.

 No.229679

>>229667
How about this: Fuck work, fuck employers, neetbucks, 200-500 a month from parents and 60k loaned money stashed away in offline ledgers and I will never repay a cent and it has grown to more than 130k since 2017.

And no I don't feel sorry for those credit companies

 No.229680

>>229667
That's a shit life and you basically eat unhealthy crap to survive, unless I guess you know where to scavenge for food. Even then it'll be discarded stuff. Mixed with the state trying to get rid of you through all kinds of nefarious means like drugs or outright violence, if you cant defend yourself physically you're fucked

You'll have a better chance going off grid away from cities, even then it'll be hard without money to buy clothes etc



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