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 No.63216[Reply]

Games you played that were not as good as the mainstream masses/reviewers would had you believe.
Also games that were recommended by "patricians", that turned out to just be games that cater to their autistic taste.

While I didn't find the gameplay or aesthetic of borderlands bad. The writing is so god damn cringy, it's like a boomer trying to write something he thinks modern teens like. After 2 hour I just couldn't stand it anymore. Gearbox were veterans and they had the backing of 2K a major publisher, this was the best writer they could get?
The deigns of banished isn't bad. It just that it felt like doing homework instead of playing a fun game. Many hours of planning, trail and error. Only an autist could think about spending the weekend for this.
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 No.63437

>>63432
There's exist another double guns asian-film inspired game that get it more good than max payne but it got ignored.
>>63434
>>63436
>Dark Souls
I have a friend that is partially obsseded with that japanese game, he play it bacause "perfection" and love to die every time and learn parry, but i checked these spawn problems and rpg-pvp problems and the problem of a lot of lost of time and the game is damn unfun to me, i dont get why he like it, look like a retard trying to be a robot with the will of a speedrun but without any of the fun part.
Also, the game maybe stealed or inspired another videogame, i dont remember the name its a Spanish origin game and the Zelda Z-point fight mechanic.
I dont get the lore, its a shit to me. Bloodbourne same but with more tech. The last game open world i dont know, look weird to me. I like the music and bgm but gameplay ehh nop.
>Dark souls series
I dont like it or maybe i dont get something about "fun" part
>Metal gear solid
I liked mgs3 to four and psvita games and the old snes-gba ones, the non-hideo games. I like the history and old philosopichal rambo style of warlike dudes. The multiplayer was fun.
>Midnight club games
I dont know much about this, but old race games are more fun than today "realistic" shit race games.
>dwarf fortress
Damn inmersive but i like more the modern versions, old school version its not my niche
>runescape
I like the old mmo, the modern remake its a shit, but the modern old school re-edit its very good in a lot of ways (its even the original code? that's cool)

 No.63438

>>63432
>In the later part of the game you are suppose to shoot some ropes to get a spire to crash into a helicopter within a time limit. While doing this the game spawns in enemies just to annoy you. The task felt like a chore.
Not only that, but you have to shoot them from beyond a tiny holy in a door that has iron gates over it. Most of your bullets are gonna be hitting invisible barriers instead of the rope making the whole finale unbelievably anticlimactic

 No.63439

>>63436
dark souls classes aren’t unbalanced you can one shot bosses with every single one of them, and there’s plenty of items and rings for each one.

The runbacks can be annoying specially on DS2 but most of the time you can just run past enemies and they aren’t really that long. it’s not a design flaw, it’s a feature to punish you for having lost to a boss, it’s the entire concept of them game, if you have to run past an area that’s difficult to you each time you die maybe it’ll push you to try not to die to the boss so much.

 No.63440

>>63439
>it’s not a design flaw, it’s a feature to punish you for having lost to a boss.

Not the wizzie you're replying to but it literally caused me to drop the game. I'm not doing that shit each time.

 No.63441

>>63439
>dark souls classes aren’t unbalanced you can one shot bosses with every single one of them
Yes if you play as an mage.


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 No.227624[Reply]

Hello, I'm new to the Forum. I wanted to ask you all a question. What is the importance of seminal retention? I stopped watching pornography and stopped masturbating. I'm starting a life of voluntary celibacy. Any questions or advice are welcome.
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 No.227707

>>227703
my thoughts exactly. when people speak of 2010s likes it was ages ago i get butthurt then double butthurt when I remember that it's 2026

 No.227714

when I see people talk about "semen retention" I think: how tf can some people be this cringe and retarded. they think that their semen is some precious sacrament or some shit, and that cumming robs their body of nutrients. though the body is constantly losing nutrients all the time through sweating, peeing, metabolic processes, and you know– just being alive. btw, there's nothing special about semen anyway. its almost entirely made of water (about 95%), the rest of its chemical composition consists of electrolytes (common throughout the body), sugars, protein, and small amounts of zinc (about 1mg… if that sounds low its because it is)

The claims about semen being composed of precious compounds the body shouldnt be wasting is nonsense because (1) its mostly water anyway (2) volume is so low (3) concentration of any compounds worth anything are too small to matter. scientific references on this subject are written by retards and compiled by retards. they consist of cherry picked anecdotes to support the position and lack wider scientific context. retards will latch on to this though since they dont understand confirmation bias.

the only impact I see that is credible is addiction. given that its very possible to get addicted to this. addiction can overwhelm a persons ability to enjoy anything else.

 No.227716

>>227714
nofap is the most sublime occupation of the most enlightened wizards. it's a fuck you shoved right in the god's face.

 No.227795

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I fap once a day (I don't "goon". In 2 minutes or less I'm finished) No more, no less. It's not good to let things build up in your system. Also, I can think more clearly after I cum. It's like finishing a cigarette. I would prefer to never masturbate, but I also would like to be perfect, but it's impossible.

 No.227798

being a nofap volcel sounds like hell. i thought about being a catholic priest, but i would need a porn addiction on the side, hopefully god will understand.

i can't relate to the normie male high sex drive. but if needing a succubus was the only way to get off, if i couldnt fap, then i get it completely. even married men sexually frustrated by their wives. id go insane if the only way to cum was the consent of a succubus.

i guess that's why theres so many red pilled christian men these days. despite evopsych PUA and the Bible seemingly being a contradiction. if you actually believe in the morality of nofap, you must be going sexually insane like Tantalus.


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 No.227751[Reply]

The world is increasingly becoming more and more hostile to wizards, non-neurotypicals, hermits, the disabled etc. and public opinion in the west practically desires salt mines or concentration camps for such human beings in a very veiled passive-aggressive way.

How are you dealing with the monster planet? I have a gut feeling I have less than 10 years before shit hits the fan. With the economic recession, even otherwise somewhat sane normies are openly posting their wishes of killing off marginalized people. And these people are a large political voting block.
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 No.227783

>>227776
I do agree with you. Yeah, lib tards love to virtue signal but won't ever act when it comes to effort. RE: on the OP. Another funny thing I remember about the subject of people being nice to autists was I remember threads that seemed to agree that black succubi had treated them nicest. If that is true that would be wholesome.

 No.227785

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>>227783
>Another funny thing I remember about the subject of people being nice to autists was I remember threads that seemed to agree that black succubi had treated them nicest.
Uh its weird but same experience, the ebony succubi i know are oddly pleasent with me. Yes, there're tribal wild retard but if you compare with other succubi… weird experience.
Yes, its can be a reduction to absurd or a logical fallacy with a damn cognitive disonance of socialization and ignoring other experiences bacause i dont know much black succubi but i know more nice black succubi than assholes ones.
>Also
Maybe the autist its a farm or food-recollector and the black its a wild tribal trying to make a deal for goods… nah its some pseudo-science evolution schizo bullshit i made up in my head, sorry.

 No.227794

>>227774
I guess because most libtards are from well to do families they are like this, but even in nazi germany people like himmler got good lives

 No.227796

>>227794
well the very origin of autism, is Dr. Hans Aspergers of Nazi Austria, creating the concept that autists are narrow geniuses in their field, and not dangerous schizos or retards, and so don't need to be euthanized.

his original term for aspies was "autistic psychopaths"

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hans_Asperger#Works_and_publications

 No.227797

Otherwise all autists would be put down like mad dogs by Nazi nurses like this


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 No.322915[Reply]

Based God has finally gotten around to killing Fred Brennan, who should never have been born at all to begin with
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 No.322961

JOSH VVON BTW

 No.322962

>>322922
>>322952
wasn't he getting paid by da jews or something?
would explain why he still shills for israel

 No.322963

>>322958
>obese "lolcow drama"-obsessed liberal gave us attention!!!

Wow! Why give a fuck?

 No.322964

>>322915
Never knew him, but I enjoyed following him on Twitter. There's very few people who were a part of the Internet Hate Machine era of Anonymous, and they're usually interesting individuals. Brennan was no exception. Founding 8chan was also important work and it contributed a lot to the 2010s. I recall a post from back then claiming he wasn't a real person, but an online avatar of Ivar the Boneless kek.

F

 No.322965

>>322964
If he's not a real person, then it would be really easy to fake his death


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 No.305927[Reply]

>be me
>bored
>decide to go for a walk
>the group that used to harass me in high school sees me
>they start shouting embarrassing nicknames they gave me loudly, just like they did in HS
I thought I wouldn't need to deal with that anymore, but it seems like I was wrong. Has anyone here ever experienced something similar? I just want to have some peace.
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 No.306002

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>>305989
>>being stalked in middle school for years
>>made a trend (everybody had my face as their phone's lockscreen)
>>bullied and harassed
I'm sorry for what you had to go through, I think you had it even worse than me, being honest. The worst cases of harassment that I hear about are those that occurred in middle school.
>if youre ND
I am, and my autism used to be way worse. I never really had problems in understanding subtle social cues like irony, my problem has always been not knowing how to react to the environment, which obviously made me a weirdo.
>if youre shorter
Yeah, I'm a manlet too. But they never physically threatened me at least, I just went through lack of respect.
>If youre a NEET and have no friends
I'm not exactly a NEET because I help my mother on her job. I have one or two people who maybe I could call "friends" but I think they don't know about this (I hope so tbh) and I don't think they would be of any help on this matter.
>if youre positive that they won't get physical then please just get your cellphone
This is going to be my main plan for now.
>Best of luck anon
Thanks, bro.
>>305998
I can understand why you would think that way but no, they've been doing this specifically to annoy me since HS. I already talked to them before and used to try to tease them back in the first few times (never worked).

 No.306007

>>306002
this was both in middle/highschool, though youre significantly less likely to be hurt in HS than the former. i also relate to the problem of not knowing how to react to insults and peer pressure in general. it's like i have a mental blockage that completely prevents me from responding to verbal abuse. Im also a thirdie so i can see how getting a restraining order can be a problem here too. The law is basically a suggestion over here. but i get your point. you've been bullied and disrespected all your life and it's fucking time you be treated like a human being and not rely on others and keep your dignity. again best of luck anon.

 No.306009

If someone is bothering you, a smart thing you can do is calmly take out your phone and start recording what is happening. You do not have to say much or escalate the situation, just make it clear through your actions that their behavior is being documented. Often the moment people realize there is a record of their actions, they immediately tone it down or stop entirely because they know there could be consequences later. Recording can capture tone of voice, threats, or patterns of behavior that might otherwise be dismissed if it were only your word against theirs.

Beyond discouraging them in the moment, having video evidence can also protect you afterward. If you need to report the incident to authorities, a school, workplace, or building management, you will have something concrete to show rather than relying on memory alone. It gives you control in a situation where you might otherwise feel powerless, and it creates a record that can support your safety and credibility if the behavior continues or escalates.

 No.306010

Many victims end up feeling deeply discouraged from reporting crimes because they believe the effort will ultimately lead nowhere. The process can seem intimidating, exhausting, and emotionally draining, especially when they expect skepticism, long delays, or a lack of meaningful follow-up. Instead of imagining support and resolution, they picture paperwork, retelling painful experiences, and possibly being ignored, so remaining silent begins to feel easier than reopening the wound.

Over time, this perception grows into a powerful barrier that keeps incidents hidden. When people think reporting will not produce justice, protection, or accountability, they convince themselves there is no practical benefit in coming forward. As a result, fear, resignation, and a sense of futility replace the motivation to seek help, leaving many victims to cope alone rather than entering a system they believe cannot or will not change the outcome.

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>>306007
>how to react to insults
Actually, I don't even know how to react even in a normal conversation when I'm talking to someone I'm not close, kek. My social skills have only improved slightly because I've accumulated experience and observed how others react to everyday situations.
>best of luck anon
Thanks, brother.
>>306009
I don't think that just by seeing me recording they would take me seriously but I need to at least try. Fortunately, I still have the contact of some people who witnessed the harassment in HS, this can be of some help.
>>306010
What discourages me the most is having to learn to deal with something complex on my own. I'm not used to doing difficult things alone.


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 No.305955[Reply]

Its hard being bad at everything, even the things you do for yourself
Whatever I touch usually ends up ruined
Its very hard on me because I allready expect to fail at whatever I try nowadays
Maybe bad luck is real, but whatever I lay my hands on usually ends up more damaged then fixed
Id like to say electronics are a hobby, but i have destroyed more then I repaired
I have no talents no ability to put any Idea I have in my mind into reality
It doesnt matter if I prepare, if I practice
My fingers dont do what I want them to
Something unexpected happens
I couldnt even fix a carburator on my bike
And I couldnt get the replacement to work either
There are very few times I have tried something and got positive results
I have been fired from every job i have ever gotten quickly
I have been learning japanese for 3 years now and I have seen other people become fluid but despite the time I poured in I still suck
Its very hard to explain to other people, they will say "you have to try more or try something different"
But I am trying and failing
Its not that im just seeing the negatives, when I actually succeed at something it makes me very happy but its a rare feeling for me
I try things, even follow tutorials and it never turns out well for me
I have ruined many things I love by trying to fix an issue and breaking them irrepairably
I just want a bit of sucess in what I do
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 No.305957

>>305955

>Do you know how frustrating it feels when you have been trying something for a long time, someone else starts and they eclipse you in short order?
It feels terrible

I know exactly how you feel and I want to tell you, I was in the same spot but I learned quickly. I realized, very early on, that I can only succeed if I fix things on my own terms. Something in my mind just refuses to cooperate if I adhere to a 'correct standard' set by others, I must have total control over the medium I'm working with and I must be the one to set the architectural rules. Because when you're that independent and you play by other people's game, you'll always lose for being outside of it.

 No.305985

I'm someone who learns very slowly as well. They say comparison is the thief of joy, but that's just ignoring the fact some people just take 100x longer to learn stuff and those of us like that are kind of concerned by it. I don't mind hard work, I can put in the hours, but I want some type of tangible results for it..

Let's say there's 3 different types learning a language, the goal is only broken conversational:

Type1: learns it in 6 months
Type2: learns it in 5 years
Type3: learns it in 50 years

I'm talking about a real effort too, not too sure how it goes learning languages but lets say 10 hours a week formal learning, and another 10 hours casual learning with tv shows and games etcc. How could you possible convince me to learn the language unless it was absolutely necessary for me if I know I'm a type3 person?

 No.306001

>>305955
Sounds like you may have "butter fingers" issue. You could practice some finger exercises to give your hands some neural boost.

On a side note. Today I learned some modern study say heavy exercises not only give you gains, but also make brains and nerves grow and make more connections.

 No.306013

I feel like I am cursed or something with how much misfortune I had in my life. Now slowly dying. I have also read about other people who mysteriously contract one misfortune after the other. maybe you are one of us

 No.306021

>>306013
what are you dying from?


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 No.304213[Reply]

I just look at all the years I've wasted stagnating. And I just want to be building towards, something… anything. i want my years to be building blocks not nothing. it doesnt have to be anything big. being a great wizchan poster is one possible goal among many.

I just want to devote years to something and get better at it, and improve at it. But that only happens in video games.

i hate the feeling of wasted years. time slipping away. i guess i just give up on something. i start a lot of projects. have a bipolar manic high. but then i see its going no where and just give up. i guess there is a rationality to it. but thats how i got the wasted years.

maybe its because im neet. a job, you're always investing your years into, trying to climb the ladder, even if you're not doing it successfully. at least you're progressing in money, thats 1 thing.

i just dont have the endurance to stick with something im not making progress in, and thats why i never make progress.
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 No.305802

To further add to what I just posted: I was told from a young age that I am not worthy of affection unless I produce exceptional things. That may be the root of my suffering.

 No.305810

>>305790
I've been trying to draw for a long time but I stop for a few months and start again and feel like I'm at the exact same place I was years ago. I also try to read books and force myself through them and I sometimes do but I'm too slow and have to read it over again a lot. I am too retarded to even finish a lot of video games. I think I just have a reall low IQ.

 No.305811

>>305810
Reading gets 100x easier after a prolonged digital detox. The drawback is you really have to go cold turkey on everything digital to unlock this perk. There is nothing wrong with your brain.

 No.305984

If you like miniatures and that type of stuff I'd recommend that. It's a little hard to get into depending on many things, however I found the easiest part so far, for a lazy and unmotivated person like me has been building terrain pieces. They are allowed and look good even if messy and made poorly. You can turn pringles can into castle towers, very cool stuff. also works well with cheap art supply store stuff, you don't need any crazy paint for terrain. later on if it pleases you, you can get nicer stuff.

 No.306019

>>305811
Source?
Experiences?


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 No.304887[Reply]

any wizards choose to take psychiatric meds?
and also what's the deal with assisted/medically induced suicide these days?

i hate crawling back to antidepressants but when my thoughts start getting too dark that i can't metabolize them on my own with meditation, and i can't concentrate on anything, i just need something to take the edge off, and if i'm not abusing substances, it's really hard to think of anything that will work better than prozac. but i hate that i need them. my old doctors would say something like, "well what if you needed glasses would you hate them and refuse to wear them? Or just get glasses and live your life?"

Seems switzerland actually lets non-citizens have assisted suicide? my mental health is not really severe enough probably… i don't have a terminal illness or anything… just a tootheache and dysthimia that makes me want to escape dealing with it head on… i had a fleeting relief by researching it and seeing it exists, but the thought has since passed (for now)
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 No.305359

>>305358
mom my problem isn't food my problem is that i'm so crippled by anxiety and hatred my stomach feels like a knot. mom i know it's hard for you to understand but once you slip out of society there isn't a way to get back in, just why the fuck would i care about what i eat? anything that i can swallow is fine i've nothing to live for and magic is spiritual not bodily

 No.305918

>>305358
THANK YOU!!!
because I have been *shunned into* eating vegan

 No.306016

I personally would like to see more talked about SSRI long term effects, how to come off them and something about just taking one dose has permanent changes, I really want to learn about that.

 No.306017

>>306016
You taper off slowly and it's extremely debilitating and painful. You're incapacitated for literally 2-3 months and have residual mood swings for a full year. This was me with 150mg venlafaxine after 5 years on them, and it was the same for my sister who went off it in order to have a child.

It's so painful that most people with full time jobs, a precarious financial position can't do it. It feels like you'll never be right again and you start doubting, but you do manage to make it through.

You can't ever go back on them though. Once you're off they stop working forever for some reason, at least it did for me.

 No.306018

>>304887





>>304890
>I have come to the realization that what I suffer from is not schizophrenia but psychotic depression and the only way to treat my symptoms is to treat the depression


I hear 80% of schizophrenics have auditory hallucinations. Wonder if you don't have some "scary dude voice shouting at you" to begin with.

Also, if you're a big dude and sleep on a sofa, then you're doing it wrong. Get a matress.


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 No.222413[Reply]

So I'm "lucky" to live with my parents and leeching them off as a pathetic NEET.
If I go to work, how will that benefit me?
I won't be able to afford a new PC since it costs a shitton of money. Okay maybe I could afford a laptop for a black day when my PC dies.
I wouldn't be able to move out. I wouldn't be able to afford anything life-changing (education, flat, car).
Basically I wouldn't be able to afford anything. And additionally, I'd be incredibly suicidal like most of the day because i'm an autistic weak mentally pathetic NEET who can't survive society and work in the first place, anyway.

What are the pros towards trying to find a job as a 30+ years old NEET as opposed to trying to kill myself painlessly?
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 No.227715

>>227713
well in general it looks like we were born to live in dark times, but i'd really like to play some games with >15 fps before natural selection weeds me out. so yeah a computer is more important to me than commodities since i've no chance of survival anyway

 No.227718

>>227715
Well if you want to make money you should buy silver

I don't really play demanding games, I'm playing neo scavenger now, I only upgraded for more ram, I wanted to run my OS in ram completely, my PC from 2016 still works and it's in storage as a backup. Generally I build and configure my PCs to last 'on case of apocalypse scenarios' lmao

 No.227739

>>227715
Random wizard here.
Look, just in case: 96 gb … no, 32 gb of DDR5 RAM apiece cost quite some money now, while games rarely use 96gb at once. Inb4 you dabble in big data AI, huggingface and such

 No.227792

It gives you something to do. I don't *have* to work but I still go.

 No.227793

>>227792
if you can’t figure out what do with your life without having an employer tell you what to do you are essentially a slave with not mind of their own


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 No.305937[Reply]

Every time I think of death, the end of my self I can feel my brain fighting it, pretty much actively trying to shut down.
It's a weird sinking feeling, thinking of the unimaginable.
People have died around me and I felt nothing, but then again I'm not an overly emotive or emotional person.

I still can't cope with death as a concept. I don't want to cease experiencing. I'd genuinely prefer hell to oblivion.

I screwed myself, my health because of a lack of attachments and care for things in general and I'm at the age where recovery is getting harder even if I try.
Mitigation is a more realistic goal if I don't already have something terminal, hopefully. (29)

How do you guys cope? I see so many people here talking about suicide and I just can't fathom it.
I suffer from many chronic ailments, pain, tinnitus (really severe) and much else. I had many absolutely horrid experiences during childhood and youth.
I have no real connection to my broken family, no connection to pretty much anyone or anything. Never loved or felt loved by anyone, not even family.
I don't pursue hobbies I'm a man of inaction. I can't even force myself to do things I supposedly enjoy.
I have one friend I talk to online exclusively in text and meaningless time wasting activities, consuming media, manga/manhua mostly.

It's a pointless life. Wasted.

Based on all of this I should probably be suicidal, but I'm the opposite. I'd be content being a specter just observing things too. I just want to persist.
I don't want this to end, I don't want to end.
I'm terrified. Sure I'm sick, in pain, constantly depressed or anxious, generally a failure, but I don't want to be gone.
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 No.305956

The living should be concerned with what they know, which is life. Death we know nothing about. Logically it’s just a limit notation to mark the end points of what belongs to life. We don’t know death by itself but only for what it appears to be from the perspective of life, it’s not a concept of something specific for us but a concept of a brink of knowledge. If you’re materialistic then you come to the conclusion that you found but then again as a materialist then you lack the fantasy to think about the unimaginable.

 No.305959

>>305956
Life can be shared. But all the knowledge one gets from death, its private and kept to yourself. Maybe there is an afterlife, but you cannot share the truth about death with anyone. It's a deeply personal reality that you must experience for yourself.

 No.305994

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>>305949
makes more sense than mainstream ideas of religion what if someone is born with a sick mind and loves violence and hurting others they don't fit in society and they don't fit in any peaceful afterlife maybw they fit those eternal war asian afterlives of budhism or paganism some veterans of ww2 and alike lost limbs and body parts and the bastards still wanted more while others just enduring modern life schools or work is unbearable torture but society thinks everyone is the same all family of human beings which makes it for the worst torture chambers in a human history

 No.306000

>>305994
I'm a Christian and I don't get why you connect my view with buddhism and paganism. St Aquinas describes the souls of evil people as wanting nothing more than meaningless torment even saying the tears they shed in Hell is because they can no longer torment good people.
This judgement by Christ is still involuntary and permanent and could be seen as punishment by some people.

 No.306014

Back when I was 14 or so, I had a following idea: consciousness halts at the moments of your death, but if you cannot remember your dream because you dont wake up, there is no dream then. So the last thing you feel is the feeling that stays with you. Forever.


Death row convicted people have it easier than anyone else, drugged into not feeling a thing and such.


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 No.227788[Reply]

AMA used to be here 10 years ago through the admin, although i might not have much to say

 No.227789

>AMA
Gb2r

 No.227790

Moved to >>>/b/1033074.


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 No.296810[Reply]

Does any of you get irritated with family gatherings or when guests come to visit you in your family's house?
I am 24 years old, little to not school education, no job, whenever I am with some relatives or in some family gathering I can sense how much they look down at me for being a massive loser, even if they almost never express it directly at all, since I was a child I would always be asked by them questions like "how are you doing in school?" or "are you getting any good grades" Of course they no longer ask me such question, But I still feel a lot of shame when I am around them, I try to avoid sitting with them like the plague
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 No.305508

>>305497
lmao :D this pic is too real

 No.305744

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I'm a NEET so I have to continue living with my parents. I'm a turbomanlet at 165cm and having to attend the social outings in the last few years have been painful. I spend ninety-nine percent of my life in my room, but the times I do go out I witness the world I was supposed to be a part of. If I had to do that every day, I would kill myself which I think is known because I'm not pressured too much into getting a job.
It never gets easier on my psyche knowing everything was stolen from me because of something as simple as growth hormone. I wish, I really do wish, that I could blame my failure on my own mistakes - it would indicate that I had enough control over my life at some point. Instead, my entire life is a show theatre.
I teeter between feeling nothing at all, and feeling complete revulsion and anger at my abhorrent unnatural state.

 No.305745

>>305744
I know exactly how you feel and I know what the cause is for me: inflammation. My whole body remained in an inflamed state from eating plant matter and carbs for years in the past, preventing me from growing, being healthy, being happy. I lost 7-8 years of my adolesence doing things I could've stopped. I could've eaten better. I could've said no. I was 166cm aswell for several years but I'm 169cm now after making some improvements, but I feel that it's all too late. I'm 23 years old.

The past was an act of robbery against me, I know everything that I lost, all my dreams, my time, the happiness, the opportunities, they are all gone permanently. There is nothing that can be done to compensate for them, nothing that can be done to replace them. I suffered emotional distress and pain from abusers, on top of poor habits built from the kind of environment I was forced to exist in, just to lose the most crucial opportunities forever. I'm angry, I'm angry at my family for giving me garbage to eat and abusing my metabolism, I'm angry at myself for being so weak, I'm angry for being poor. I'm angry.

 No.305746

chillax dudes yer never gonna compete with the 181cm chad no matter how hard you try if you're not 182cm which i for one sure as hell am not. it doesn't destroy your *whole* life, only a part of it. you still can earn money enough for spell ingredients

 No.306011

>>298779
Uh yes? Autism means you are pathologically socially retarded and that destines you to be a loser unless some insane level luck happens to you.


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 No.227780[Reply]

Hotwheels just died.

It's weird, I was just thinking about how he got chased off wizardchan like ten years ago for having sex. I remember everyone calling him "Chad McThunderwheels".

 No.227781

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>>227780
Well, requiescat in pace.
May he find in death the peace he did not find in life.
Life is a cruel bitch.

 No.227782

It's a strange feeling knowing you out lived a guy like that. I do wonder how it happened though. Hopefully it wasn't suicide. That would be horrible.

 No.227784

>>227782
Disabled people tend to not live very long. I mean just look at him, obviously an organ gave out or something.

It's not talked about but most down syndrome people would die around the age of 3-5 without medical intervention. Their hearts give out.

 No.227786

honestly feeling a bit depressed the guy is gone even though he was a faggot. at least he no longer has to struggle.

 No.227787

There's already a thread about it: >>>/lounge/322915


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 No.302164[Reply]

Does anyone here struggle with alcohol, or have managed to quit?

It used to be a good coping mechanism for me, but it seems the older I've gotten the worse it feels, and it's become detrimental to my health and the way I behave around people. Easily annoyed, constantly starting shit, tired all the time, strange pains. And I was still getting worse, fast.

This has been a wake-up call and I'm realizing I need to quit before it's too late. Though that's easy for me to say now when I'm still feeling bad, and I fear the cravings will come back strong, but I know I've got to try.

Curious to hear others experience with this.
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 No.304933

>>303691



ok, just in case


try to eat 1 source of carbs only per month or, at least, week:

switch between:
rice/pasta+bread+buns/buckwheat "kasha"

to rule out undiagnosed GLUTEN stuff

 No.304961

literally bro…
who needs buy alcohol?

 No.305313

It's pretty easy to not drink if you're not around it.

Keep yourself busy, stop buying it and avoid situations where you might be tempted.

 No.305354

>>305313
My city basically has a liquor store on every street almost lol. In a 1km radius google maps shows 18 stores. This is also excluding the super/minimarts

 No.306008

>>302164
I`m drinking whisky almost daily. Worst part is I don't really feel like I'm doing anything wrong - "functional alcoholic" would be best description of me. I`m almost completely alone (with exception to my parents), so being drunk, mostly at night, its not noticeable for anyone. I can stop - I have no issue with no drinking when travelling (and I try to travel a lot, of course alone), but does it matter? Is it worth it? Its not like I will have or create functional family. Dying at 50 or 70 - would this even make difference for people like me? Additionally, despite being alcoholic, I try to maintain my body healthy enough - I can walk 20-30k steps every day with no much issue. Maybe its not big accomplishment, but I think its at least close to average for people at my age.


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 No.303736[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

You will still be stuck browsing this thread in 2026 edition

previous>>296811
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 No.305997

>>305996
>>305995
There's local small goods trucking you can do around a city. That just requires a smaller licence, but it pays basically a little better than retail work.

It's very low stress and because you're always moving goods in and out, it's not as unhealthy as long haul.

 No.305999

>>305971
>>305948
I'm agnostic. Just when you are raised Christian the fear of hell takes a deep root and it's there forever. The god of the old testament and the actions of the Jews in it is abhorrent.

Christianity believe that the devil is in charge of earth. Horrors like the zionist Epstein is all part and parcel to the devil owning the earth. God gave humans self-agency and free will. But humans are inherently evil, so our world is evil.

Again I'm agonistic and have no will for a religious debate. I was simply mentioning I personally fear hell, despite not even knowing if it exists.

 No.306004

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>society blames individuals for their poverty in a world plagued by hunger, thirst, natural disasters, and disease.
>Pic related this is what the average city in that "society" looks like.

 No.306005

>>305593
Lie.

 No.306006

>>305593
The same way the military doesn't understand philosophical ethical objections to war, but will check the box if you belong to a pacifist Church.

normies don't get the ethics of volceldom.

but if you just tell them my church is celibate they will nod

religion is a shorthand for philosophy and ethics for the masses.


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 No.320773[Reply]

There are two definitions to the word "crab".

Definitions:
+ Someone who (involuntarily) cannot have sexual intercourse, an involuntary celibate (literal meaning)
+ Someone who defines it (the term), uses it and applies it to social commentary, explaining how things are/work using the term (all crab communities in practice)

The first is an in-group definition of the term that many including myself don't believe actually has any real meaning (not important here). The latter (out-group) definition describes/defines the behaviour of "crabs" relative to the ignorant masses (blue-pilled normies). The term is used to construct a world story, sort of like a religion, that gives meaning to the male in the universe.

Rodgerist (aggressive sexual envy) and Marxist (entitlement and class/identity) attitudes are very common in crab communities and "crabdom is a state and not an identity" is the defining male crab argument. On the opposing side, femcel/radfem misandrists are preoccupied with proving that all men are "crabs" in the feminist circles.

There are many manosphere "pills" and communities but this shared concept separates the "crabs" from the other "copers" in denial of the "Truth".

This group has:
+ A shared sacred concept
+ A blackpill worldview of nihilistic determinism
+ Marxist and Rodgerist attitudes
+ A world story
+ An in-group language/memes

Is "crabism" a religion?
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 No.322929

Fake crab policing is ironically the most crab thing one could do because it takes one to know one. They are involved with with the word.

That's what crabs do in a bucket, they drag others down.

 No.322938

There is a bio-Calvinist TULIP theology to crabism. In which there is an Elect and a damned reprobate chosen from birth for damnation.

Jacob have I loved, Esau have I hated. Could be said by God or the statistical female of the species.

The black pilled stats become this Demiurgic Cthulu cruel God, far beyond the choices of the individual succubi who summoned it. The Stats monster is a being in and of itself. I call him Staulua.

There is no possible action the crab can take to escape the entropy of the role in life that The Stats has assigned him.

Being a crab is like being a predestined Calvinist who knows one was chosen for hellfire from before birth.

 No.322940

>>322938
>There is a bio-Calvinist TULIP theology to crabism. In which there is an Elect and a damned reprobate chosen from birth for damnation.

>Jacob have I loved, Esau have I hated. Could be said by God or the statistical female of the species.

>The black pilled stats become this Demiurgic Cthulu cruel God, far beyond the choices of the individual succubi who summoned it. The Stats monster is a being in and of itself. I call him Staulua.

>There is no possible action the crab can take to escape the entropy of the role in life that The Stats has assigned him.

>Being a crab is like being a predestined Calvinist who knows one was chosen for hellfire from before birth.

Aside from the word "theology", this is accurate. Why are you so sensitive about heterosexuals discussing heterosexuality?

 No.322942

>>322940
predestination is a theological concept

 No.322944

>>322942
>predestination is a theological concept
In Christianity


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 No.322862[Reply]

I played that Charlie UK game from Prevent. You know, the one with Amelia where you get referred to Prevent/Channel if you agree with the goth succubus saying chud shit. The game emphasized it was all "voluntary" several times, which made me a bit suspect. Seems like a weird thing to emphasize.

Then I did some reading on the Soviet system of crushing dissent at schools during the Brezhnev era, and compared it to the referral system they have in place in the UK for schools, and found it functioned basically the same. It even has the same name, and even repetitively called itself a voluntary referral.

Profilaktika (пpoфилaктикa) roughly translates to Prevent. The Brits were too fucking lazy to even use an original term. But just like Prevent in the UK, the Soviets for their kids had a "voluntary" referral system. Referrals were sent from the school, and the KGB would bring them in for a "voluntary" meeting. Except if you declined then another government department would come down and force an involuntary intervention. Often with a psychiatric angle I might add, you'd land a diagnosis of sluggish schizophrenia and they'd pill you into retardation. I went through a few of the websites associated with Prevent UK and they were emphasizing the association between political extremism and psychological deficiency (low self esteem, recent trauma, ect). So it seems to be converging on the psychiatric abuse as well, or at least has the potential to.
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>>322862

Have you played the expansion?

;)

 No.322905

Lemmings gonna lemming, 2020 corona hysteria proved to me that there is no hope for the great majority of humanity, they're gonna kill themselves and that's the end of it, you can laugh or cry about it it's up to you, I've been having a lot of yuks

 No.322908

>>322905
>2020 corona hysteria proved to me
Nothing, it proved nothing.

Somehow the last multiple decades of (effective) media and consumer propaganda is of no consequence yet one event that stopped normalfags from partying and fucking and consuming "woke" people up. "Woke" them right up back to consuming and fucking and partying.

Fuck off normalfag.

 No.322909

>>322908
Take a booster loser

 No.322939

>if you don't play this shitty VN you get reported to the feds and drugged into retardation
What the fuck is going on in the UK?


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 No.226669[Reply]

Some news portals were talking about employing ex-convicts by providing shelter, food, a job and other opportunities, while many people my age have difficulties finding a job at McDonald's or any other shitty job to start their career (I'm 22 years old), dealing with mental health issues and so on, because we are treated as lazy even when no one wants to lend a hand.
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 No.227673

>>227671
being a psychopathy must be fucking awesome
>you are romanticizing it
im not you stupid faggot i really wish i were one.
The "feelings" just make humans slower and weaker

 No.227674

>>227673
a true rational sociopath wouldn't be that evil, since some level of trusting cooperation is needed to max gains

 No.227675

>>227674
>this.

 No.227777

>>226669
I always wondered this too. Why they limit certain support programs and opportunities so heavily.
It feels like it's a bit too easy to fall between the cracks.
If you aren't an absolute menace, or hit rock bottom, but in a SPECIFIC way then you are out of luck.

The normie path of going to college or secondary education, getting a trade etc. is also set up in my country for either the young, or the absolutely f'd.
Like, you can only do most if not all of it during the day, in normal "school hours" 8-14 so if you have a job you can't better yourself.
You are stuck being a low skill serf.
If you are some kind of specially screwed person, a criminal or an addict there are rehabilitation programs available that aren't open to anybody else.
So you either have your life on rail or get derailed hard so you can be blessed with an opportunity.

If you are just some middle of the road you are left to rot I guess.

All in all, I can understand why most resources go to making something of a fresh youth instead of a 30 year old that has a track record of being a loser.
But then the contrast of supporting literal criminals is painful.

 No.227779

>>227777
nice digits


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 No.227513[Reply]

BRAZILIAN POLITICAL PARTY WILL USE ESOCHANNEALOGY!
Do you remember Esochannealogy? The esoteric channer system? Developed by Anonymages?
If you don't remember: https://wizchan.org/b/res/1029560.html

I have good news for all of members of this forum! A Brazilian political party "Missão" (Mission) will use our system to promote Renan Santos in Brazilian presidential election!

https://missaoapoio.com.br/noticia/ascensao-esochannealogia-guerra-memetica

We did it!
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 No.227717

See it: Russia and China actually study Esochannealogy

Https://m.vk.com/wall-227641631_9574

https://propreparer.com/%E8%87%AA%E9%97%AD%E7%97%87%E5%8F%98%E8%A3%85%E7%9A%87%E5%90%8E%E5%A6%82%E4%BD%95%E6%89%93%E9%80%A0%E5%90%8D%E4%B8%BAesochannealogy%E7%9A%84%E5%85%A8%E7%90%83%E6%94%BF%E6%B2%BB/

We are in other news around the world too:

https://mysterylores.com/news/brazil-missao-esochannalogy-presidential-election/

https://mysterylores.com/news/seven-masks-social-engineering-tools/

 No.227722

The future is our.

 No.227744

>>227740
We are in a global lulz. If you aren't in it, you are a fucking normie.

 No.227767

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>>227513

 No.227775

Corrupcion exposure for keks is the most virgin thing to use it for, you know? Knowing that cuckery does it for fucks >>227751


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 No.305809[Reply]

"Hey wizanon… did you go through a similar thing?"

I will never forgive this world, my ancestors, my genes, my family, those people. I will especially, never forgive myself. My adolesence was robbed from me. I could've eaten better, I could've been stronger, I could've said no to all the evil people who abused me, humiliated me, bullied me, took advantage of me. I can pretend to be happy in moments of fantasy, but my baseline is always depression because I have been robbed so completely.

What did I do to deserve this fate? Who was I in my past life to deserve being in such a position? If I had eaten better, I could've grown to my true height. If I had said no and held steadfast, I could've fought back against them. If I had shown some semblance of courage, I could've made happy memories in my youth.

I am 23 years old. You might say that is young. But I have lost the most important years of my growth and development. I have wasted them by suffering emotionally and physically with no fault of my own. I have wasted them by letting others rob me of what I had, my dignity, my reputation, my identity, my resources. I dropped out of school with so much hope, I was truly so happy, only to suffer far more than I ever have at the hands of forces beyond my control.

No matter what I do now, as much as I would love to believe otherwise, there is absolutely nothing I could do to compensate for what I have lost. Nothing I could do replace those days. Nothing I could do to get back what I lost forever. What's been robbed was meant to be robbed permanently. I can only mourn and ache for the rest of my life, aching for the things I was supposed to have but will never get back.
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 No.305951

Im not sad about anything, but im MAD… MAD AS FUCK

 No.305960

>>305951
How come? Don't leave me hanging lol

 No.305986

My parents mostly, and I guess extended family and society as a whole have set me up to fail. They have at least nerfed the shit out of me with horrifying experiences and malnutrition, and no real help with any skills. Suddenly I'm 29 and they are still mad I haven't made myself successful, in reality they want to leech of my money if I was a doctor or something. I just live my life how I want as much as possible now, I will embrace myself and hope it makes people mad. The normies were right, I'LL BE MYSELF!

 No.305992

Chill lil wizza

 No.305993

Nevermind, start again
The past isn’t happening right now
You’re letting that shit linger in the present
If you got hit in the head and forgot all about the past would you be happy? Or at least okay?


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