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 No.226692[Reply]

I think I've just realized a good reason to live.

I have /wiz/ardchan tier sex drive - as in very low

During my teens/20s I had stress so high I had no morningstaff (/dep/ tier past) - but I missed the part where I was supposed to end up a "crab".

All my /hob/ are computer-related, I don't really need too many "real stuff". In fact, I like "industrial" design or straight-up "rustical" crude design.

I dabble a little in /jp/ culture - as in 1950s-1980s, not just modern anime/games/both combined (Touhou Project) and pre-1885 times of samurai

and I have my own taste in /music/ - I have utilitarian preferences, such as commercial background music.


I think my consciousness would be quite useful as a template to copy and to install into various robot-like machines… y'know, it happens sometimes - it's VERBOTEN, ZAPRESHCHENO, PROHIBITED to make X, but there's an opportunity to get Y and upgrade it to something that's close to X. So hey, have fun cloning [and patching up?] my mind with additional knowledge, should manufacturing a strong AI from scratch und up prohibited.

Since I do not identify with seggs/gossip/"SUCCial lifey" and such, I have less problems than regular urban person all while I do not have the addendum of the beautiful divine nature of a proper hermit/monk/a high-composure person who keeps masking own feelings, not genuinely lacks them.
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 No.227730

>>227729
>"meat rots teeth"

Actually start eating meat first that isnt contaminated by industrial carcinogens and then make this comment.

 No.227737

>>227727
>Same for exercising, if you are a schizo loner living the ermit life, what the point of stressing your body into some intense exercice instead of just relaxing all day ?

Before giving you a little piece of hope, a little "glimmer" material. I'll remind you something. Here's how things were done back in the day of saint hermits like Seraphim Sarovsky: into the woods, but not the deep "innawoods", grow food, till the soil, but take some quests from locals nearby anyway.

 No.227738



>If civilisation wants to kill you someday for some reason, because you are consuming ressources or idk, its not like you can resist it anyway, even if you are fit, the modern weapons are way too powerful.

Look, there is a funny thing here that feels like a paradox.

Moravec's paradox (see in W.)
Basically, a human's *intuition* is harder for computers that any formal logic.
* Formal logic can be thrown into a CPU which compares lots of data, bit by bit, 0 vs 1
* GPUs mimic small areas of ones brain

Our generation still has some time by *combining* motorics, physical self-care, several areas of intelligence at once (drama, logic, rhethorics, visual calculus, conceptualization) and there's a room for *hunch*, making suggestions and such.


>>227727
Therefore, excercising to be ready to *fit* into some role of a… say:
* watchtower operator,
* a distant railroad station worker guy
* maybe a night shift security guy who spends his day in a dark box of a rented basement (preferrably vented)…
* maybe a night shift conveyor worker (bakery? Newspapers/magazines/books on demand maybe?) who can dodge coworkers' random small talks with little though-disrupting patterns

 No.227749

>>227727

>Media is no stimulation ? How consuming media is less a mental stimulation than learning new language or instrument, for instance ?

Barely if any, how much mental effort do you invest when you play games or watch some tv show compared to learning an instrument or a language? Everything is getting spoonfed, you can do these activities on autopilot, that reward is just the pleasure you feel at that moment and it's nothing productive.

> And another question for you, why someone who live out of society (socially isolated) since many years would be motivated to learn some new skills or knowledge that mostly only have value and uses in a social context, instead of just chilling consuming his favorite piece of media ?

> if you are a schizo loner living the ermit life, what the point of stressing your body into some intense exercice instead of just relaxing all day ?

You can just pick a topic that is less relevant in social contexts then. Instead of learning a new language, go for history, programming, etc.

As for exercising, you do it to have a better quality of life and stay healthy. And there are lots of solitary activities you can do that these exercises help with, such as cycling, hiking, etc. You'll need to build up your stamina for that.

 No.227750

>>227749
>Barely if any, how much mental effort do you invest when you play games or watch some tv show compared to learning an instrument or a language?
Just as much.
>spoonfed
Ever heard of "gamefication" techniques?



>As for exercising, you do it to have a better quality of life and stay healthy. And there are lots of solitary activities you can do that these exercises help with, such as cycling, hiking, etc.
Cycling is safer both as in free from street/park yobs chasing you AND free from "nice weather, huh? HUH!? HE-E-E-EY!?" thought-interrupting people.

>You'll need to build up your stamina for that
Stamina helps with everything, however, building up stamina also demands intuitive understanding of your body - not wrecking your leg joints, for example.


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 No.34725[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Maybe this belongs more on /hob/ and if the mods agree I would hold no ill will for them for moving or deleting it but I recently got around to watching Serial Experiments Lain and wanted to find some other wizzards with good reccomendations for /dep/ anime. The ones of course given are succubi last tour and Lain. I would personally not count Watamote as it seems quite shallow and everything turns out fine in the end and whatnot. So what are some other anime, manga or light novels dealing with actual depression or schizophrenia and not in the mainstream boohoo am so sad way.
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 No.44154

>>44153
It's a beautiful anime, one of my favorites. I recommend Neia Under 7 if you want a more grounded but slightly upbeat anime.

It touches on themes of the particular form of suffering that comes with poverty. It reminded me a lot of my early adulthood.

I also really love the suicide pact episode of Paranoia Agent/Shonen Bat.

Perhaps my all time favorite anime would be Haibane Renmei. I rarely feel strong emotions but this one made me cry for days after watching it.

 No.44157

>>44154
>I recommend Neia Under 7 if you want a more grounded but slightly upbeat anime.
I should. I've been meaning see more from Ueda and ABe's portfolios, but good art sort of intimidates me. It's hard to explain. I think part of it is knowing that once it's over that's it, and there's one less thing to look forward to.

>I also really love the suicide pact episode of Paranoia Agent/Shonen Bat.
It was a really good episode. There's an episode like it in Welcome to the NHK with similar themes too.
I still think about how nice the experience would be

>Perhaps my all time favorite anime would be Haibane Renmei. I rarely feel strong emotions but this one made me cry for days after watching it.
Haibane Renmei really is incredible. Reki in particular inspired me greatly for a long time and I still get that feeling when rewatching it. It's my second favorite only behind SEL, and I couldn't claim to place one above the other objectively. They're both masterpieces.

 No.44172

This theme haunts me from a time when I was a failure and no one could sympathize with me.

 No.44173

>>44146
a streamer was marathoning this one night and it looked so interesting but the shit I had to do at the time prevented me from following it. I was disappointed when I found it one of those animes that just end at a cliff hanger and refuses to elaborate.
>>44153
I like Texhnolyze vibe, but I could never get into this series. It's such a slow burn with odd visuals and weird jump cuts all I could follow is that it was about a boxer pinening after some succubus.

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Hold on but what about anime and manga that aren't just depressing but also try to convey something important? I mean, lain isn't pure depression, it's also trying to relay some ideas to you. Granted, I may still have no frickin clue whatsoever what the hell it is that it's trying to tell you, but there's definitely a message in there.
So yeah, what about anime or manga that both fits the atmosphere and the symbolism?


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/jp/

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 No.39502[Reply]

Official thread for all things Rozen Maiden related, don't forget to talk about the best succubus, desu!
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Desu thread? In my 2025? It's more likely than you think

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>>39660

Jealous… as in longing for attention from her beloved son?


Welp, me mum is longing for attention too, however, when I do give her attention, she goes mad ("too much"/"wrong time" in layman terms).

 No.44165

>>43946
suiseiseki…….
>>42089
suiseiseki……

 No.44167

>>41440
thank you for warning me the Alice game is dull crap.

>>43946
YA RLY

 No.44194

>>41440
shut up


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 No.227513[Reply]

BRAZILIAN POLITICAL PARTY WILL USE ESOCHANNEALOGY!
Do you remember Esochannealogy? The esoteric channer system? Developed by Anonymages?
If you don't remember: https://wizchan.org/b/res/1029560.html

I have good news for all of members of this forum! A Brazilian political party "Missão" (Mission) will use our system to promote Renan Santos in Brazilian presidential election!

https://missaoapoio.com.br/noticia/ascensao-esochannealogia-guerra-memetica

We did it!
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 No.227635

In the news again:
https://mysterylores.com/news/seven-masks-social-engineering-tools/

 No.227652

Based!

 No.227717

See it: Russia and China actually study Esochannealogy

Https://m.vk.com/wall-227641631_9574

https://propreparer.com/%E8%87%AA%E9%97%AD%E7%97%87%E5%8F%98%E8%A3%85%E7%9A%87%E5%90%8E%E5%A6%82%E4%BD%95%E6%89%93%E9%80%A0%E5%90%8D%E4%B8%BAesochannealogy%E7%9A%84%E5%85%A8%E7%90%83%E6%94%BF%E6%B2%BB/

We are in other news around the world too:

https://mysterylores.com/news/brazil-missao-esochannalogy-presidential-election/

https://mysterylores.com/news/seven-masks-social-engineering-tools/

 No.227722

The future is our.

 No.227744

>>227740
We are in a global lulz. If you aren't in it, you are a fucking normie.


/dep/

 No.305874[Reply]

If I were living inside a virtual simulation as a kind of player inhabiting this world, I would start wondering whether the point of the simulation might actually be to experience suffering. What purpose would that serve? Maybe it exists because a limitless state of existence would quickly collapse into emptiness. If I somehow became godlike one day, able to feel endless pleasure without risk or resistance, I might saturate myself instantly and render pleasure meaningless. Without contrast, sensation would flatten, and awareness would have nothing left to react to. In that state, boredom would not just be occasional but absolute, because nothing could surprise me or matter in any real way.

So perhaps I would deliberately choose limitation and pain, not out of cruelty toward myself but out of a search for novelty and significance. By placing myself inside a constrained life with uncertainty, struggle, and consequence, experiences could regain weight and texture. Suffering would then act as the mechanism that restores intensity to existence, allowing effort, growth, attachment, and value to exist at all. In that sense, the simulation would not be about punishment but about creating conditions where meaning becomes possible, where I could care about outcomes again instead of drifting through a perfect but empty infinity.
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 No.305890

>>305889
If you were an omnipotent god, you could drown yourself in pleasure without limit. Every moment would be an endless reservoir of sensation, a perfect and inexhaustible satisfaction available at will. There would be no hunger, no anticipation, no uncertainty, only fulfillment repeating forever. Yet that perfection might trap you in sameness, a cycle where nothing new could ever truly occur, because nothing could ever be missing. When experience has no contrast, it stops feeling like experience at all.

In that state, eternity would blur into stillness. Without risk, loss, or change, pleasure would lose its meaning and collapse into a constant background noise. You would exist, but never move forward, never discover, never grow. The question then becomes unsettling: if consciousness cannot change, cannot struggle, cannot surprise itself, is that existence any different from death, or merely a motionless awareness pretending to be alive?

 No.305894

>>305877
This, trying to grasp the mannerisms and thoughts of a god using human intelligence is inherently paradoxical since humans will always be weighed down by their biological burdens and mortal limitations. If you were a good you wouldn't care about pleasure and suffering or any human notion for that matter.

 No.305895

>>305894
otoh think about how bad op feels. here he brought something he thought was enlightening thoughts and now he has to face my cynical responses.

ironically such responses were what killed me inside so i guess i'm just returning to the world what i received from it or whatever.

now i kinda feel like a bad person, guess i'll go ruminate or something

 No.305919

>>305874
You're essentially describing a gnostic position – that we are by origin gods wrongly bound into material shells by some lesser deceiving demiurgic deity. "ει θεος: you are a god" is one of the original pythagorean dicta cluing the young learner into the knowledge that he is a mortal god entrapped inside an aesthetic counter of true reality, or what we in modern language call a "simulation".

>So perhaps I would deliberately choose limitation and pain, not out of cruelty toward myself but out of a search for novelty and significance

You're attempting to form reason for the suffering of our human lives. I applaud that, as it is not easy nor in any way logically intuitive. For my own part I have no strong answer. Even the traditional four-way theological parting of – good god (theism), idle god (deism), no god (atheism), evil god (gnosticism) – seems explanatorily incomplete to me.

>would be to abandon omniscience, to step inside a fragile and limited perspective.

This is thematically similar to plato's dialogue "Meno" where knowledge is said to be latent (that is, "hiding") in our transmigrating souls but still susceptible of being teased out to its original fullness by a competent teacher. The pythagorean concept of metempsychosis also qualifies this notion of our lives being broken up intervals between which we are bound to make connective sense.

>In that state, eternity would blur into stillness. Without risk, loss, or change, pleasure would lose its meaning and collapse into a constant background noise. You would exist, but never move forward, never discover, never grow.

This reminds me of some character's answer in morrowind (a computer game about gnosticism fitted to a narrative stage of knights and medieval times) touching on the question of why Lorkhan (the elder scrolls' version of the demiurge) created material reality (tamriel) and his answer was something like “because he found the peacefulness of the aedric realm to be unexciting and dull”. This then graduates into the familiar problem of whether the demiurge himself is evil or not…and I think in original platonism the demiurge was never assigned a clear moral color of good or evil (which accounts for why plotinus attacked Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.305925

>>305874
>If I were living inside a virtual simulation as a kind of player inhabiting this world, I would start wondering whether the point of the simulation might actually be to experience suffering


The Great Filter Theory: there is something that kills life on every other planet save for ours, but not the universe.
We're *put* here into this uncozy simulation to see if The Great Filter lies somewhere in our lifetime.

So far, Stanislav Petrov is the only just-a-human hero credited as the literal saviour of the world


/wiz/

 No.222413[Reply]

So I'm "lucky" to live with my parents and leeching them off as a pathetic NEET.
If I go to work, how will that benefit me?
I won't be able to afford a new PC since it costs a shitton of money. Okay maybe I could afford a laptop for a black day when my PC dies.
I wouldn't be able to move out. I wouldn't be able to afford anything life-changing (education, flat, car).
Basically I wouldn't be able to afford anything. And additionally, I'd be incredibly suicidal like most of the day because i'm an autistic weak mentally pathetic NEET who can't survive society and work in the first place, anyway.

What are the pros towards trying to find a job as a 30+ years old NEET as opposed to trying to kill myself painlessly?
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 No.227712

>>227711
check out recent ssd and ram prices. hafta wait till the ai bubble is pricked.

 No.227713

>>227712
Either way commodities will probably not go down, they'll go up in price

 No.227715

>>227713
well in general it looks like we were born to live in dark times, but i'd really like to play some games with >15 fps before natural selection weeds me out. so yeah a computer is more important to me than commodities since i've no chance of survival anyway

 No.227718

>>227715
Well if you want to make money you should buy silver

I don't really play demanding games, I'm playing neo scavenger now, I only upgraded for more ram, I wanted to run my OS in ram completely, my PC from 2016 still works and it's in storage as a backup. Generally I build and configure my PCs to last 'on case of apocalypse scenarios' lmao

 No.227739

>>227715
Random wizard here.
Look, just in case: 96 gb … no, 32 gb of DDR5 RAM apiece cost quite some money now, while games rarely use 96gb at once. Inb4 you dabble in big data AI, huggingface and such


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 No.304361[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

The imposition edition. How many times have you done this? Previous https://wizchan.org/dep/res/303254+50.html
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 No.305898

>>305897
>i'm actually a very cute person
damn i feel like i've read/written this shit a long time ago already. hopefully i'm just hallucinating

 No.305906

>>305898
Déjà vu is associated with temporal lobe epilepsy.[17][18] This experience is a neurological anomaly related to epileptic electrical discharge in the brain…


Experiencing déjà vu has been correlated with higher socioeconomic status, better educational attainment, and lower ages.[12][13][9][10] People who travel often, frequently watch films, or frequently remember their dreams are also more likely to report experiencing déjà vu than others.[12][14][13]

 No.305921

Delved deep tonight and found myself really seeing no point to living.
Suicide becomes reasonable.
Everything is utterly shallow and meaningless.
No relationship holds any value.
Looks are 99% and the last 1% "personality" is just a bit of noise that isn't all that different person to person.
Personality is worthless, every person is essentially the same on the inside. Maybe 20 different personalities max per gender.

 No.305923

>>305921
So you see no point in living n account of the fact that you're too ugly to get sex for free?

 No.305924

>>305923
I don't even think relationships would do anything.
We're all ending up like South Korea.
Everyone is going to chase having the same face and body, endless plastic surgery.
And it's all going to be the same couple of dozen "personalities".
People aren't any more unique than animals.

This is why the elite is coping so hard with occultism.
It's all a cope for how meaningless everything is.


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/music/

 No.8907[Reply]

Post soothing or calming BGM tracks from visual novels. It may have tones of joy or melancholy.
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Worms Feasting on Filth

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 No.296511[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

This is the classic "suicide general", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards, quite different from that other thread in the catalog.

I'm currently 26, almost 27 (rings a bell?). And I can't take it anymore. I will soon depart from life through hanging. I haven't done it yet because I live in a shithole and there are always people around making noise and being nosy. I will just wait till it's very quiet so I can go to the woods and end this miserable existence.

I don't care if it might "get better". Existence itself is a curse and we're all gonna die anyway. I've read enough pessimist books and life affirming books and I side with the former. I don't need your compansion, because the thought that I will soon disappear is the only thing that makes me happy. I'm not even sad because of this.
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 No.305778

>>305522
How much opium do you need to overdose?

 No.305815

Bleach method sounds like that 4chad crap with crystal that would fuck your eyes and stomach but keep you alive in even more agony than already are my dream is sneaking into train tracks with headphones at max volume to avoid mutilation or failure at the last moment

 No.305916

Wild how on here 6 years ago during a depressive episode I tried to kill myself through freezing myself to death. I drove up the mountain with two bottles of vodka. This was during covid lockdowns.

I had a change of heart and was terrified and praying to god as I was driving back down. As the road was that slippery and I was sliding all over the ice.

It's wild to think that if I crashed and got stuck I probably would've died. I purposely went with no mobile phone and was only wearing a shirt and shorts.

I posted about it the whole time on here hysterically and got laughed at as a troll/attention seeker/whatever. I wanted to die at the time and was in pretty deep depression and terror.

I'm older now, I still feel suicidal but it's more in a "one day" sort of way. I've had a few cycles of getting close and then freaking out at the last minute.

 No.305917

>>305916
>I tried to kill myself through freezing myself to death
Your body would start shivering out of control, it is a terrible way to die.
>I drove up the mountain with two bottles of vodka
Alcoholic coma sounds much more comfy.
>I purposely went with no mobile phone and was only wearing a shirt and shorts.
Scary.

 No.305920

>>305022
Is "Gunshot of head" like a basic handgun to the head?


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/games/

 No.63406[Reply]

I’ve come to believe that getting too emotionally invested in a video game can actually be risky. The more seriously you treat it, the more room there is for anger, frustration, and stress to creep in, especially when things do not go your way. What starts as entertainment can quietly turn into something that feels like an obligation or a test you are constantly failing. Playing casually, on the other hand, strips away most of that negativity. You still get the fun, the immersion, and the enjoyment, but without tying your mood or mental state to outcomes you cannot fully control. When the goal is simply to relax or have a good time, losses sting less, mistakes feel lighter, and the experience stays healthy instead of becoming emotionally draining.

This is why I now think it is better to avoid ranked modes or using video games as a way to prove skill for the sake of self worth. I used to play League of Legends extremely seriously, and at the time I genuinely believed that my rank said something meaningful about me as a person. The higher my rank climbed, the more validated I felt, and the lower it dropped, the worse I felt about myself. That mindset turned the game into a measuring stick for my value, rather than something I played because I enjoyed it. Looking back, it is clear how unhealthy that was, because no number on a ladder should have the power to define confidence or self respect. Keeping games casual helps maintain a clear boundary between who you are and how you perform in a virtual space, and that separation makes the experience far more positive and sustainable.

 No.63409

>>63406
this can even happen when you are not serious about the games you play. Many people who plays MMOs don't really enjoy them. It's either out of habit or sunk cost fallacy.
MMOs are built around this to retain players. But you can feel this dread from even non-MMO games. Think of all the games you bought in your life. Did you finish all of them because they were fun? Were there any games you finish because you see it as waste if you didn't? There were some games I bought that I only enjoyed for a few hours, then they starts to become boring but I force myself to finish them, because I already bought them.

 No.63431

Theres a fictional theory (Pelevin, "Batman Appolo" book) that our world isn't just built for loosh harvest but also involves improved loosh generation by making videogames and supereasy-to-access unsettling news


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 No.60983[Reply]

>build cheap PC to play the same old games i've been playing since i was 13
>PC died
>score a free new one from dad's friend who for some reason wanted to give me his high end PC for free
>rated as UFO on PC benchmark
>download tf2, l4d2, gmod, and a few other unnoteworthy, 10+ year old games
>Realize i can play any modern game at high settings
>wow, MK1.
>but its shit.
>doesn't look fun at all, looks even worse than the last
>in fact. all games look like shit
>load up gmod.
>yep. thats gmod.
>play for 12 mins.
>bored.

I've even thought of stooping to trying out anime games. Why is gaming so dead, bros? Everything is just chasing the shadow of the original IPs of the 2000s (halo, cod, gears, far cry) minus the soul, community and meta that made them good. Modern gaming is a sterile, soulless, monetized no-funfest.

How much longer can i play the same games? Where is the hope?
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 No.63411

If you have a powerful PC get into VR gaming. It literally transports you inside the game world giving you a sense of scale and you get actual depth perception. That is a game changer.

 No.63412

>>61013
why do you have an open book instead of reading it?

 No.63413

>>63410
1080 with 96gb of ram is such a waste

 No.63414

>>63413
Not as much as your life

 No.63430

I just realised I feel comfy enough to launch GTA:SA and drive some burgundy Tacoma sedan through the highways of Red Country or just roll around Grove Street


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 No.41620[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

I see a lot of people being hyped about this anime. what makes it good? what males people watch it?
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>>43501
>Elves (literally "white beings") are a metaphor for Europeans, while demons are the ethnic Other and in particular black and brown immigrants. Early on in the series it is revealed that demons wiped out Frieren's elf village and that the Demon King had led a war of extermination against elves in general. This clearly represents the replacement of Europeans. And whereas Frieren found herself the only elf in Graf Granat's Domain, surrounded by humans who are openly welcoming demons into their city, how many Europeans today feel like strangers in countries their own ancestors built.

 No.44021

>>44013
wtf is this nig talking about flat

 No.44023

>>44021
I mean look, I'm not a fan of the show and most modern animes are just crap to me, even if I like the character designs, but with Frieren, she's not just made to look sexy, she's not just made to look kawaii either, she actually makes you use your two bracrabls to try and find a reason why she looks the way that she does and blandness in terms of not being visually poppy is not always a bad thing and in many ways is a good thing if the character is still well designed regardless. Which is to say, it's a good thing (if there's actual subtlety) because the design isn't crude and obnoxious. Eventually the eyes get tired of all the bright colors being overused etc. She's a beautiful character and she's the only reason I have the slightest interest in that anime, is the characters visual designs and animation overall. A lot of modern animes are well drawn even if boring as hell

Although let me be clear, it's not just modern, most anime is boring asl, it's just there have been some insane leaps in quality that mostly happened in the 90s, I don't actually discriminate in time. Koe no Katachi was pretty good and really fucking well drawn.

TL;DR most/all modern anime is crap and the only REAL value of it is the visual art and Frieren is one such example of really great visual character design.

And for me she's the most cool for the fact that she's understated. Doesn't even look beautiful at first glance, but the more you look the more you appreciate. That's rare and almost never seen in anime. Like a succubus who you first thought was meh, but the more you look at her, the more you see something beautiful there. It's a real life phenomena, that's almost never replicated in fiction. Frieren captures it very very well.

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>>43501
>>43504
>>43508
>>43770
>>43777
>>43932
Thank you, Frieren. For teaching us about friendship. And racism.

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This scene was so strange


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 No.304887[Reply]

any wizards choose to take psychiatric meds?
and also what's the deal with assisted/medically induced suicide these days?

i hate crawling back to antidepressants but when my thoughts start getting too dark that i can't metabolize them on my own with meditation, and i can't concentrate on anything, i just need something to take the edge off, and if i'm not abusing substances, it's really hard to think of anything that will work better than prozac. but i hate that i need them. my old doctors would say something like, "well what if you needed glasses would you hate them and refuse to wear them? Or just get glasses and live your life?"

Seems switzerland actually lets non-citizens have assisted suicide? my mental health is not really severe enough probably… i don't have a terminal illness or anything… just a tootheache and dysthimia that makes me want to escape dealing with it head on… i had a fleeting relief by researching it and seeing it exists, but the thought has since passed (for now)
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 No.305044

>>304953
>only gay skinnywrist DYELs such as myself are allowed to express their opinions outside of that single board

 No.305046

>>305044
If your only replies are "ur a faggot" and "ur a jew" you don't belong here, you look like automated shitposting bots and deserve to be ignored or even better banned

 No.305358

To all Wizbros, I implore you to start fixing your mental health by changing the food you eat to mainly meat, fish, animal fat, raw milk, butter, organs and the rest whatever you enjoy. Then try exercise, stretching, meditation. Get a pet. Channel your mana and try everything in your power to return to your natural healthy form. Do not for a second consider taking the neurotoxic globalist castration lobotomy poison that are psych drugs, does not matter what kind or brand.
Speaking from personal experience, I took SSRI medication for 6 months and still feel blunted emotionally and intelectually 10 years later, not to mention loss of proper feeling in the private areas, tinnitus in the ears, obesity and plenty more issues i did not have before.
CONSERVE YOUR SPIRIT AT ALL COST, NO MATTER HOW DARK AND NARROW THE PATH GETS. YOU ARE STRONGER THAN YOU THINK AT THE MOMENT.

Also, i recommend reading We Want To Live written by Aajonus Vonderplanitz

 No.305359

>>305358
mom my problem isn't food my problem is that i'm so crippled by anxiety and hatred my stomach feels like a knot. mom i know it's hard for you to understand but once you slip out of society there isn't a way to get back in, just why the fuck would i care about what i eat? anything that i can swallow is fine i've nothing to live for and magic is spiritual not bodily

 No.305918

>>305358
THANK YOU!!!
because I have been *shunned into* eating vegan


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 No.305426[Reply]

Let's discuss physical chronic pains to share tips and tricks on *managing* them.


For instance, I used to sffer of chronic knee pain.

Then, I got myself some cheap "orthopedic" soles for my shoes. THe pain kinda went away. Then, serval months later, I was told by my doctor my muscles are all weak (dead butt syndrome/dead ass syndrome/Hank Hill syndrome). Now I do some stuff to keep my leg muscles in okay condition.


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 No.305886

>>305880
Would you elaborate on that a little? The technique I mean.

>yet personally if I would reflect the times in my life where I was thinking nonstop there are aspects of it that I miss like simply having an extensive coherent thought process and coming to a conclusion that seemed like the truth.

I tried writing about how we might diverge here, but I seem to fail at making a point. I hope I manage to get it across somehow.

I personally am not stuck on philosophical things where a truth or a semblance of it can be reached through reason. I'm stuck in mental loops related to decisions that need to be made in life to progress.
Every decision, every step you take has an opportunity cost. If your life is not really all that nice and you aren't all that capable, making the wrong ones is too costly.
Making no decision is also costly, but not as terrifying as making the wrong one.

Unfortunately if you are "traumatized" enough by your own history of incompetence you'll end up paralyzed whenever a decision needs to be made.
I'm stuck in a very zero sum / permanence mindset where I need to be sure every step is optimal before I take it.
Paralyzed because there are no such steps to take in my situation unfortunately.
I try to get out of it by just committing to something the second a sufficient impulse presents, like buying new equipment because the old one has rotted or failed etc., but often still end up regretting it, because the thing bought sucks despite months of research.

This applies to everything.
What career path to pick for a 30 year old exNEET with failing health? I can maybe finish one course in something if I put my all into it, but if I pick the wrong one and drop out for the 5th 6th or 7th time depending on how you count it I wont get another shot. I wont give myself another shot.

Decisions are hard and I envy people who can make one and stick to it because reality shows that most paths when walked long enough can bless you with success and satisfaction of some kind.
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 No.305907

>>305886
As a wiz from a country with free-but-red-tapey medical aid, I pretty much should start nagging for help NOW.

 No.305911

>>305907
Yeah better start now rather then when the pain becomes unbearable.
After all these years the only benefit I see in having socialized health care is that the private versions are well, not quite affordable, but not completely out of reach for those of meager means.
If you are in Eastern Europe you can just soft-bribe the doctors to get in faster and cheaper than going full private.

 No.305912

>>305911
Oh! I havee a spinal doctor here, who works both ways so… maybe…

 No.305915

>>305912
Yeah those are the ones that can "help" you most often.
Like you go to one of his private visits, pay with cash, no receipts or any papers for that and I got an MRI appointment for the public system in no time at 1/10 of the cost.
It's bullshit, but it's how the world works sadly.
I wish they didn't ban "gratitude money" or whatever you'd call it in English. Basically giving envelopes with cash to doctors to grease the wheels.
It used to be common public practice. Now you have to be a normie to navigate these situations properly. I struggle quite a bit with these unspoken things.


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 No.299535[Reply]

I want to shoot myself in the head with a gun on a crowded street
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 No.304158

>>303766
thanks

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>>299707
>Spend more time at the gym.
>Buy Bitcoin.

You do neither of those things.

 No.305867

This is another reason I want to die by train I hope at least one normie realises how evil they all fucking are but seeing gore for years i saw no empathy just them cheering for the triump of darwinism such is the filthy world

 No.305869

>>304170
Yes I do.

 No.305910

>>305869
No you don't (jk)


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 No.305879[Reply]

I wake up every day in disgust, fear and anguish of my existence. I have left no pride nor confidence in my confused brain. Every day I wake up and I loathe the person that I am and my world instantly.
I wish to go back to sleep. Sleep. I just wanna sleep and not take place.
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 No.305888

same. I was just the other day looking in the shop seeing one of those chocolate thingies "a hug for the most kind dad" and it made me incredibly sad I didn't have this kind of relationship with my parents where I would feel like I would want to show them little affections like that
I think about suicide everyday and I probably will do it soon

 No.305891

There is no happiness. No happy ending. No "making it". Even if I can have anything I want I don't know what to look forward to.

 No.305896

>>305891
idk about that. think about how we live in an industrial world. we're like cats locked in a flat. you know actually unless you sterilize your cat it'll go insane locked in the house. same with dogs for that matter. i think that's what's happening to people. you can't live like this unless you're castrated, but castration isn't an option is it. so yeah for us at least it's just suffering out there

 No.305900

I disagree only if dreamless sleep dreams are another form of torture designed by the filthy creator

 No.305909

>>305896
>idk about that. think about how we live in an industrial world. we're like cats locked in a flat. you know actually unless you sterilize your cat it'll go insane locked in the house. same with dogs for that matter. i think that's what's happening to people. you can't live like this unless you're castrated, but castration isn't an option is it. so yeah for us at least it's just suffering out there

I knew it.

>you can't live like this unless you're castrated, but castration isn't an option is it
It's not an option here because it's "untraditional".


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 No.303176[Reply]

Reminder to take your vitamins, especially "fish oil" one " Vitamin D3



they say Vitamin D3, because "Vitamin D" sounds like an euphemism, kekeke
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 No.305093

>>305090
to steel my nuts, lol? anyway what does iron do? will it help me not feel like somebody's trying to crush my neck when anxiety hits? i'm fucked up enough that anxiety feels like a very physical thing

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>>303176
Friendly reminder you body might not be able to absorb it from food or it might not be able to produce it by means of sunlight… both cases happened to me. After a study on vitamin D my doctor prescribed me pills of 5000 iu of vitamin D per day for four months. In the very first week those pills solved a problem that for almost two decades I thought it was normal: perpetual exhaustion. Nowadays I have more energy and don't even feel tired after working out. The downside of this is that I cannot blame fatigue for my lack of interest in developing my skills… that's a psychological issue no ammount of money will solve.

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>>305097
Thank you for being with me.
See, I used to hear on how the lack of vitamin D ruins the mood for the Finnish people. I understand when a Saint-Petersburg guy lacks the money to buy some cod liver, but the Finns??? Thank you for explaining the need for proper meds-like vitamins D

Regards, OP




>>305097
>The downside of this is that I cannot blame fatigue for my lack of interest in developing my skills…

ugh? uh? Your job, mate? Your title?
Coulda help you a li'l bit at that I guess

If you work at some gov't job, you will feel empty a bit from the very nature of strict gov't jobs, "by the book" and stuff… If not, please tell so I could some looking up.

>that's a psychological issue no ammount of money will solve.
Ah, sometimes you just need some *edutaiment* videos that explain your things in fun manner rather than bold manner. Coulda ask a chatty for some fun channels to larn something *adjacent* to the skills you already have

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>>305093
>to steel my nuts, lol?
:D

>anyway what does iron do?
hmmmmm… blood cells use Fe+ ion to contain, to "grab"/"hold" oxygen.

Less ferrum in your body means less Fe+ atoms are ready to parttake in your fresh blood generation.

Thing is, one's blood cells can only be used for mere weeks and then it gets recycled by your own body. The efficency is around 40%, if I remember it right.

Therefore, your body needs iron to make new blood as your body keeps destroying old blood cells with Fe atoms going down the drain.


>will it help me not feel like somebody's trying to crush my neck when anxiety hits? i'm fucked up enough that anxiety feels like a very physical thing

Hmmmmmm… Iron deficency and anxiety can be interlinked.

Some random words on top of that:
"inflatable neck collar", the thing's under 5$
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 No.305908

My family wants me to go full-on vegan for, roughly, a month. This has been happening, well, around every season.

I reckon going full vegan will turn me into a soywiz. I can't stand going vegan then going un-vegan then going vegan back and forth.

1) What do? Sneaky approach or clash with my family?

2) Can I claim such a diet - and the stress from the fact I've been *shunned into* taking it - has been ruining my mental health in case I request help and get some "how come a dude like you have problems? You're just faaaat".


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 No.305314[Reply]

Was reading "Look Me in The Eye" and was inspired by the phrase, "He'll remember this when he's 40." What are those things that people said to you that you never forgot? Can be positive or negative, recent or distant past.

In 9th or 10th grade, a random succubus who wasn't even in my class said, "There's something wrong your shirt. Everytime I see you there's something wrong with you." I don't know why she was in my classroom, and I never saw her again afterwards. Of course I said nothing like a pathetic slave. They echo in my mind almost 10 years after.
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 No.305581

>>305576
not much curious about it. lainchan users really are fucked up in the head and sure as hell their approach to life is often unwizardly.

 No.305590

>>305314
"You are very smart for your age!"

I remember a teacher telling me this once when I was 15. I still sob whehn I think about it.

 No.305591

>>305590
kek wizbro same story. academically i was one of the most successful students in the history of my school. look where it got me. haven't even a job

 No.305836

>>305576
Lainchan.org has been down two times so maybe you'll get to laugh pretty soon.

 No.305905

>>305576
Guess you can start cackling tomorrow: lain's site has been… well, lain. Probably just a hibernation. Bear style.

<It's not just you! lainchan.org is down.
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>>305554
Brace for impact!


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 No.305598[Reply]

Nostalgic tiktok zoomer here, I hate being one but i don't want to lie you.(sorry bad English)
I hate who smartphones and ai, it is changing society for worse, literally i can't see a 2000s anime without feeling trash, i hate have and smartphone in front my eyes 24/7.
Technology is amazing, the problem is the fucking steve jobs with his fucking iphone changing 2000s animation/gaming culture for fucking apps!!!!
I hate being addicted to my smartphone(I can manage it but I'm not 100% free) I hate who normalized is for society being addicted to smartphones.
I don't want this ai future where everything is DEGENERATED PORN with lazy people using ai for being more stupid.
I hate want to use tiktok or ai, I hate fight with my phone. I really hate this fucking world.
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 No.305842

>>305826
Yup! Grandpa Joe always could've brought a 3$ "tommy gun" toy to the party XD

 No.305845

>>305661
Yep. Just like faggot op and his obsession with lain, which is one of the many popular "aesthetics" among tiktok teenagers.

 No.305883

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Funny tricks for OP to try.
From someone who tried to watch SEL when they aired it.

Try logging out a little bit by:

1)use some old smartphone as your offline device (Gutenberg Project books, old books, .pdf of Popular mechanics magazines off Archive.org)

AND

2)set your main smartphone, your online device into silent mode on schedule (Do Not Disturb mode on samsungs and alike allows scheduling auto-enable and auto-disable schedule in pairs, say 22:00-07:00)

3. Check your EMR levels in your room and test your EMR sensitivity. What if you are constantly being affected by your Wi-Fi router? Try putting it into another room…

4. Get a y3k-styled chromed mp3 player, maybe?

 No.305893

honestly, i never got phone addiction. the screen is small as fuck, it hurts my eyes trying to use it even for a few minutes. the general experience of "using" a phone is terrible. you cant type, your fingers fuck around with "apps" and half-baked gestures, and everything is constantly being deprecated to force you to buy a new phone.

 No.305904

>>305893
I think you may have far-sighted eyes. Which means you need reading glasses.

Regards, a near-sighted person who needs regular glasses.


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 No.226190[Reply]

>Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, and before you were born I consecrated you
>You shall not kill the embryo by abortion and shall not cause the newborn to perish

Is killing doctors who perform abortions morally justified?
Most people would say it's morally justified to shoot and kill someone else if they're about to stab a toddler in the back.
So if it's morally justified for a random person to shoot and kill someone else to prevent them from stabbing a toddler in the back why would it be immoral to kill an abortionist?
If you don't kill the abortionist they will kill a baby
>It's not an imminent threat
What is immenent? Sounds arbitrary. If an abortionist is driving to their workplace where they abort babies is that immenent? If an abortionist is in an abortion clinic in a room alone with a pregnant patient and is about to perform an abortion is that immenent? Is killing an abortionist who is a couple minutes or less away from performing an abortion on a healthy baby and consenting mother not morally justified?
>Abortions shouldn't be killed because it'll have externalities like making pro lifers look crazy which will cause more babies to die

Where's the evidence of this? Someone else could just say that the fact that anti abortion/pro life violence is so incredibly extremely rare is good evidence pro lifers don't consider abortion to be murder and pro life ideology should not be taken seriously. If abortionists were murdered more often more people might be more willing to take seriously the idea that abortion is truly murder.

Also this is utilitarian thinking which most pro lifers (especially religious ones) don't normally use in other circumstances but now choose to cherry pick when they'll use it? What about choosing to die rather than kiss a Quran? What about choosing to die instead of denouncing Jesus? What about spending ten thousand dollars on a vacation to the Caribbean instead of donating ten thousand dollars to against malaria foundation to save the life of at least one child under 5?
Pro lifers choose to be utilitarians all the sudden?

Another problem with this utilitarian line of thinking is I find it hard to believe both utilitarianism is true and God is real at the same time. If God is real and utilitarianism is true then why is there so much sufPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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>>227664
>>227663
>>227662
>>227661
>>227657
All is just tribalism
in reality the too religious and political larpers of religious type just want to simulate a golden age or have some hidden political agenda for something bacause they dream of control.
I more into eugenics to control who can have babies than the yeah, let abort or wathever

 No.227684

>>226190
ethics and religions provides all the necessary answers to this question. does that mean i am supposed to care?

i am unable to. maybe i would if i know the succubus and the man involved and i believe this reflect the sentiment of most people. we know it is wrong, there is just zero emotional feedback on this matter.

 No.227704

>>227684
I’m surprised that there is tens of thousands of suicides by firearm in the United States every single year and only like 2% of them involve the suicider taking others out with them. Since 1970 there has been only like 17 abortion doctors killed in the entire country. Some years not a single abortionist is killed

 No.227719

>>227704
>I’m surprised that there is tens of thousands of suicides by firearm in the United States every single year and only like 2% of them involve the suicider taking others out with them. Since 1970 there has been only like 17 abortion doctors killed in the entire country. Some years not a single abortionist is killed
and how much politician are attemped to get killed or get killed? abortionist or not, just politician doing politician things.

 No.227720

What if abortionists get reincarnated and then aborted, maybe that's justified kek


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