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 No.309621[Reply]

Does anyone else hate his own body? I hate mine so much, I feel uncomfortable in my own body the whole time, it doesn't matter what I'm doing, I feel dirty, sick, detqched from my body. I want to get out of my body.
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 No.309830

Not really hate but I'm often somewhat uncomfortable in it due to IBS and tension in my muscles. I'm a neurotic person so I guess that's what causes it for the most part but probably also having tried to exercise too much and neglecting stretching or other things that release tension instead of adding to it.

 No.309847

I got fat due to binge eating from depression in highschool. I fasted and worked out to lose all the weight I had gained but my body was damaged I have disgusting stretch marks that feel itchy and gross to touch and loose saggy skin, when I realized there was nothing I could do to reverse the damage to my body I became distraught and horrified with my body eventually I put weight back on. I hate my body so much

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i love my body, while everything around me crumbled and every friendship vanished it has been a miraculous source of strength and unstoppableness. it has been loyal, supportive and pleasant even before i learned what difference proper breathing breathing, proper food and deeper levels of nervous system connection have on the human body. i have fasted countless times, i believe in it wholeheartedly. everyone interested in fasting, please feel encouraged to pursue the interest, it is worth it just in terms of the mental clarity that fighting and winning against the temptation will bring into your life. i practice prevention, i am never sick, i rarely feel bad and if i do, it is usually because females behave horribly towards me, conspire against me and abuse me. i can't be in love with my body in public because females in their limitless aggression will detect the emotional state and try to violently intercept and capture the emotional energy and nourish themselves from it like the vampires they are.

i have read most of the thread. i have been mocked for my choice of food relentlessly by people who now feel like the people in this thread: miserable. i tried to warn people, i tried to spread the word how good what i have is, almost nobody cared. here is the next thing you will regret calling me a quack about once the knowledge finally trickles down in to the sewers where it can reach you: you think the human body can regenerate 5% or 10%. it is more like 60%, 80%, 95% of what can be healed.

 No.309852

>>309830
>tension in my muscles
Man I hate it so much! It happens to me in my legs, mainly when I'm lying in bed.

 No.309854

>>309852
Right? Lately my left quad in particular hurts when going up stars sometimes, like it's tight and straining to generate force. And the muscles between my shoulder blades have been very tight as well recently which is really uncomfortable. I think that one might be due to my sleeping position or bad pillow, since you mentioned the bed as well.


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 No.229546[Reply]

If I quit smoking and pretended to be dead, would it be a good idea to destroy the world, for example, with COVID-19 or World War II? If so, what would you wish for?

> World War III
> COVID-19
> Zombie Apocalypse
> Alien Invasion
> Robot Wars
> Dinosaurs Return
> Parasitic Monsters

The choice is yours; I'll just run it, and the one with the most votes will be chosen.

 No.229550

No robowaifu?

 No.229586

>>229546
gonna have to go with zombie apocalypse. I thought covid was fun and exciting, so zombies would be like covid but better. plus I'd be safe for a time in my tower.

 No.229592

>>229546
big but unexplainable disease, like, you get sick but there is no virus or bacteria or contamination or anything. that would freak everyone out

or extremely quick desertification. have you read the time machine, when the guy goes too far into the future and the earth is just an uninhabitable desert and the only visible life forms are a bunch of small crustaceans? something like that, or the game "kenshi"

 No.229595

i hate science fiction

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>>229546
>If I quit smoking and pretended to be dead, would it be a good idea to destroy the world
>quit smoking
>pretend to be dead
>destroy the world

I'm sorry wiz, but what? What do any of these things have to do with each other? Why would you need to pretend you're dead in order to quit smoking, or to quit smoking to pretend that you're dead? Why would either of those things be required to destroy the world, or influence whether or not it's a 'good idea' to do so? I don't understand your thought process at all.


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 No.309657[Reply]

I try and try like I really do to be a wizard but unfortunately keep heading into becoming a crab. As someone who can't afford to NEET and will just die on the side of the street if I do so, I have to unfortunately go out into the real world and try to get a job and maintain a "social life".

And that is the worst part about it, I simply don't get it, a friend of mine wanted to meet another friend and he wanted me to go to club with me, now why did I agree? Because I wanted a referral for a job. Apart from that clubs in my country are horrendous for sub-3 men like me because they don't let people like me enter because of "dress code" when in reality you look ugly, short, singly, and the whole nine yards.

I got a referral so that's a good thing if it materialises into a job. But what I saw in club is not something that I have not known but to see it happen it still caught me like a deer in the headlights, basically I knew that this friend of friend is going to be a piece of shit because he is a club-goer.

But when I saw him literally just go up to a bitch and started making out with her continuously then going to the toiled and then coming back, and then actually showing me his Instagram and Snapchat about fucking a succubus 5 times one day, and fucking 10 different succubi in 10 days and sharing nudes on Telegram by starting out with the message "New Pussy around my Dick.".

God bless him for giving me the referral which probably won't materialise into a job but for some reason I wish I never met him, I saw a weird kind of primal expression on the faces of succubi, the man was 6'4 and had a chiseled face. And when I came back home I swear to god, I couldn't drive the car straight. Like I was about to crash 3 times, not because I was driving fast, but I was so pissed and my mind was just thinking about like what the fuck? I had to struggle for every single ounce of thing in life, and there are guys like this who just do what? Fucking exist?

Honestly, at that point years of thinking "I am never going to think about cunts" and months of trying to be a fucking monk only to enter a state of ragebait, I swear to god, when I returned in the night I was awake for a total of 48 hours just raging like a mad man and screaming into the damn mattress. Like what the fuck? How in the blue hell is it so easy for these kind of people? And this guy has cheated on every single cunt who was his GF. And has fucked over 40 succubi litePost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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>>309771
>celibate
someone who is a porn addict and masturbated everyday shouldn't be using that word
it's like those females who believe they can be born again virgins and stuff

 No.309789

>>309785
SHUT UP DEMONIC FUCKING NORMIE YOU JUST ASSUME ASSUME ASSUME ASSHOLE. I DON'T WATCH PORN, GO BE A CRAB ELSEWHERE. FUCKING NORMIE

 No.309826

>>309657
it's unfair that you should have to become a shut-in, i will not stand for it. clubs are disgusting places, there have to be places where you can exist.

 No.309827

>>309684
>i feel like ive gotten slower and stupider

you need exercise, healthy food and interests to practice and gain experience in.

build a piece of furniture for yourself and try eating a new vegetable. don't eat pizza and watch entertainment, that will only degenerate you.

 No.309853

>>309827
>you need exercise, healthy food and interests to practice and gain experience in
this is called normie advice precisely because only normies have access to the ingredients.
>exercise
no motivation to do so when you don't leave your home
>healthy food
requires knowledge that you're too stupid to acquire
>practice and gain experience
only possible for normalfag. if i could practice and gain experience, and i don't mean a physical possibility, but rather the mental ability to do so, i wouldn't be where i am in the first place.


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 No.309031[Reply]

whenever you're depressed or sad, come here and draw something using Oekaki. you can draw whatever you want
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 No.325502[Reply]

im actually so tired of being a virgin. does anyone here even know what sex feels like. is it even that different to jerking???

 No.325503

how the hell should we know, pal?
we're just as much in the dark as you.
if you wanna meditate on it, imagine warm, wet, tight feeling around your wizpenis, plus the excitement of "omg i can't believe a gurl let me do it to her finally"

 No.325504

Like bags of sand


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 No.309759[Reply]

i keep wondering if all fiction could be unhealthy for the brain. human life is so short, a day has so few hours. how can you take one or more of these hours and flee to a place that doesn't exist and disconnect from your own reality.

places that don't exist have begun to repell me. my own reality has so many projects i would like to attend to that i feel gridlocked by not knowing what to do first. desire for fiction might be nothing but pure idleness.

i assume i understand the impulse, though i could be mistaken. when i was a child and were forced to attend child prison (school), the idea of no longer being able to explore the world at my own pace and instead had to spend time with the violent conformist was completely depressing. have them judge my intelligence based on how hard i could force myself to care what they thought was important in their desperate attempt to turn me into a mindless soldier and stomp all my dreams and interests in the process.

i'd flee into video games and at least videogames are interactive. in a video game i can make decisions, in school i was but an inmate without agency. but in a movie about a super hero, there is no interaction, the poor fool who watches this is but the passive recipient of centralized propaganda. i don't see how someone would accept this premise and spend time on this.
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 No.309840

>>309836
NTA but you haven't elaborated on how you make the distinction between something being worthwhile or not. Fiction being unhealthy is just your opinion, which you're entitled to but which doesn't make it a fact.
You said:
>>309808
> don't agree. i think it is unhealthy. i think if you did the most important thing you can do to improve your health (which is decide to be healthy and do whatever it takes to feel what it is like) you would not write on your list of new habits "WATCH OTHER PEOPLE LIVE A LIFE WHILE I SIT ON THE COUCH" you'd rather choose to listen to audiobooks while riding bike or listen to a far out podcast while hiking.
Your opinion on the matter is just about as unfounded as everybody elses. You THINK it's unhealthy. You THINK if someone wants to be healthy they would stop any and all fiction. Funnily enough, listening to audiobooks or podcasts while outside is something I myself would consider "unhealthy" or at the very least suboptimal. It's just falling into the trap of trying to do multiple things at once that modernity funnels everyone into, instead of being present with the sights, sounds and sensations of your life. In that same line of thought, reading fiction and being engrossed in a story that grips you is a worthwhile experience.
I think you are mistaking consuming fiction in general as trying to kill time when bored, as if it couldn't be a conscious way to spend your time and engage with a story.

 No.309844

>>309832
>if u want to break his little mind tell him that you never engage with fiction and that what he think is fiction on your shelf, is actually a metaphorical different perspective at real world events that is helpful for various purposes, recreation not excluded. remind him, that recreation is an important part of life that lets the brain rest. watch him melt down.

why would you be this triggered and hostile if you genuinely came to this place in an effort to benefit your mental health. i conclude you just treat this place as your personal toilet.

>actually a metaphorical different perspective at real world events that is helpful for various purposes

you don't sound like you could handle more disagreement so all i am gonna say on this is that what i already said applies to metaphors, that should make it easier for you to preserve ignorance and not bother you further with differing points of views.

you don't seem to share the opinion that reality is something precious and i got that. i doubt the more unconscious parts of your mental orchestra agree about the value of reality, especially those older parts of the brain that have a hard time distinguishing between reality and fiction without emotional patient attention from your more modern brain hardware. if you were serious about your mental health, i would talk to you about this being something you are leaving on the table when it comes to your mental health efforts but i have already taken up enough of your valuable time during this bowel movement of yours.

 No.309846

>>309835
>Frankly
as opposed to how you usually communicate?

>that sounds like insane normie cope to me. If you just don't enjoy reading fiction that's fine. But at what point are you going to draw the distinction between what is worthwhile and real versus what isn't?

at the point where i have sufficiently understood the long term consequences of the behavior. i assume you have more external ways to determine this as most people have. in this context it seems like you consider reality a quality.

>Is drawing on paper vs drawing on a computer the same thing? One some kind of 'unhealthy disconnection' and the other the only 'true reality'?

i don't think this distinction is valid in supporting your case. i have no trouble accepting digital drawings as art as long as a human made it. you might not even agree that there is a difference in what a human made vs what artificial intelligence made. my differences are more fundamental; i have trouble considering text that isn't of practical value art. i question the idea of fictional literature. i question the entire fiction aisle of the bookstore.

>Or is the only thing that matters in the end the feelings of the artist flowing into their work and creating emotion in the person that experiences their work?

experience emotion from a piece of fiction?! picture me making a disturbed face of disdain. i can't relate to this, i have been a studying wizard all my life and thus i found ways to make myself feel good naturally to the point that i consider your general approach of depending on the emotions others create in you an outdated, (forgive me for being so blunt) even an inferior and disgraceful mode of living. what you say make sense from your perspective of depending on others to be made feel good and this might be the load bearing foundation of the entire disagreement of this thread. while you are still casting your fishing line in the pond of fiction, hoping to catch an emotion, i am already self-sufficient in that regard to the point that i look at you puzzled for doing so. i have so much fish, i never need to cast the emotional fishing rod ever again. maybe this will give you a clue to why i consider fiction a waste of time. i can't "gain" emotPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.309849

>>309818
>i guess you don't know how to make yourself feel good
I do, with entertainment.
>rude. i am a legit hermit
doesnt sound to me like you are.
>it is not a waste of time.
yes it is a waste of time literally doing nothing.
>but there are things the religions point towards
they dont point at anything real or important anyway, religions are basically entertainment for the masses that gives them easy answers.
so yeah reading your jew bible is no different than playing super mario at the end of the day and its about as real.
>but if you tried optimism
things would still stay shitty, your optimistic delusions dont really affect the world in any way.
>you say use your freedom but you could just be fallen victim to habits
I have chosen entertainment because its entertaining and not boring me out.
if I wanted endless boredom I would sign up for a wagecuck job again.
>i try to make the most out of every day.
you mean you try to pretend you do. fact is it doesnt matter what shit you are tinkering, nobody will read or give a shit about what you write, your inventions are pointless and nobody cares and even if it was something actually useful normalfags would steal it from you or murder you for it, your research is also pointless and nobody gives a shit what you think you have researched. you see all these "important things" you think are important are a huge waste of time. meanwhile I dont bother with any of that and have fun.
>i try out new stuff and try not to repeat the mistakes
and yet you still ended up here with people like me who do the exact opposite so what good was this? you literally achieved nothing that anybody here or elsewhere would give a fuck about.
>learning about plants, about foods, about places, about authors, about books, about materials, about tools, about therapies, about places, countries, continents, animals, teas, herbs, soils, machines, spices.
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 No.309850

>>309846
>at the point where i have sufficiently understood the long term consequences of the behavior.
Which are what exactly? What are the consequences of someone coming home from their job and sitting down to read a novel or play a game for an hour or two before going to bed?

>i have trouble considering text that isn't of practical value art
I don't really get what you're saying, weird modern pseudo art like those blue squares or taped bananas excluded, the point of art isn't to be of practical value. It's a form of human expression, something that is somewhat fundamental to our (maybe not yours? lol) species going back thousands of years.

>i have been a studying wizard all my life and thus i found ways to make myself feel good naturally […]
So 'naturally' for you means inherent or self-contained within you, then? Perhaps you are legitimately divergent and good for you if you are but as someone as learned as you surely you would see that humans are an inherently social species. I mean even wizards seek out their ilk on this website and you yourself came here to discuss this topic with others. You are twisting a normal form of human interaction into something maladaptive to prop yourself up as superior. I'm not 'casting my line in the pond of fiction hoping to catch an emotion', I'm doing it to spend some time enjoying a world someone else created and a story that interests me. The underlying motivational mechanism is the same as what motivates you to do whatever it is you claim to be doing to improve yourself.

>i climbed on a difficult to reach mountain far off the beaten path and it is nice here and i am convinced you'd agree if you bothered to sacrifice the vanity necessary to reach it.
Which implies that at some point you were more similar to everyone in here and you should be able to remember back and understand what it was like instead of acting like an enlightened cyborg

>if you don't believe in self improvement, you have just admitted that you have never improved.
I don't believe in following others templates for self improvement. Those kinds of videos are just motivational masturbation for people who like to self-project into different lives Post too long. Click here to view the full text.


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 No.324954[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What new nations will materialize, which ones will re-materialize?
What countries will unite, which ones will disintegrate?
Will the EU fully federalize?
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 No.325494

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>>325492
Kushkistan's the better name

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>>325499
Lack of cohesion's a nuisance


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 No.325190[Reply]

nobody told me The walking dead was so lame
let's start why is lame
-white male unkillable "badass" lead protagonist hooks up with the most african negress imaginable
-beta male chink has a relationship with the country side white chick who looks like a model
-irish ginger chad hooks up with a mexican latina
-white dudes who are lovers aka gays
-white men who are shown as evil bigoted and racist
-niggers shown as emotionally vulnerable despite being 6 feet gorillas
-subplots that don't matter and add nothing to the story
-overacting
-gay drama
-overacting
-senseless gorefest
-overacting
-dumb cannibalism for no fucking logical reason
-characters whose death mean nothing
-overacting
-senseless gore
that's the loop and mix it with gay nigger shit and meaningless tropes and subplots and characters
also that's just the top off my head from what I remember
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 No.325258

iCarly, Hannah Montanah and other Disney garbage with canned laughter that I often had to watch because of frequent family gatherings where female cousins took hold of the remote and my parents wouldn't let me fuck off somewhere else. Other than that I don't consume a piece of media if I don't like it or I feel that I won't like it, doesn't matter if a bunch of people on the Internet say that you MUST watch/play/read it. If after the hype fades away the thing completely disappears from collective memory it means I was right, if it's still relevant or develops a niche following I reconsider giving it a chance, until then I can wait.

Will anyone remember animes like My Deer Friend Nokotan, tv shows like The Walking Dead, movies like Avatar 2&3, the books of George rr martin or videogames like Cyberpunk 2077 in the future? Not if they will remain relevant, but if anyone will even bother to remember them as a hidden gem that used to be popular, instead of shit that was popular for astroturfing or viral memes.

 No.325261

>>325200

Vrabo Bince

 No.325305

>>325258
iCarly is kind of fun tbh especially as a kid. Also, the chicks Miranda Cosgrove and Jennette mccurdy are pleasant to watch and their characters have actual personalities.

 No.325370

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so this show went to shit the moment this kike took over the story and scripts
and that was season 4 and forward

 No.325498

>>325370
uh yeah except they painted the white biker dude as racist and inherently evil and had him ridiculed while chained on a rooftop like an animal way before season 4, it all happened in season 1. plus there was that gay exploitative scene about a guy who'd beat his wife or whatever up and he also got humiliated early on. anyway I figured this show is an icky piece of shit fairly quickly and never watched it since, it sucks


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 No.71025[Reply]

What's the last movie you've seen?
What's the best movie you've seen lately?

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>>71025
Finally watched Alien: Romulus. But before watching it, I went back and watched all the Alien movies. I'm a huge fan of the original and can pretty much quote the entire thing from memory. It took me a week to watch them all. Here are my unsolicited opinions on each.

Alien (1979) — Almost a perfect horror film imo. The plot is nothing to write home about, but the set design, the alien design, and the atmosphere are perfect. It's one of the most hauntingly beautiful labyrinths to ever grace the silver screen. The amount of detail in every inch of the Nostromo and LV-426 is amazing. The idea of having blue-collar characters made the whole thing work. One of my favorite movies of all time.

Aliens (1986) — A generally fun, competently made, but ultimately dumb blockbuster movie. Compared to the original, it's a downgrade on every level. The characters are flat, samey, and uninteresting. Obvious bad guy doing bad guy things. The design of the ship and interiors is functional, but not nearly as beautiful or interesting as in the first movie. It's not a bad movie, but it pales in comparison to the original. The "perfect organism" is also shown to be completely pathetic, stupid, squishy things.

Alien 3 (1992) — If Aliens is a competently made movie with boring ideas, Alien 3 is a movie with some good ideas but clunky execution. The characters are interesting for the most part, and the dialogue is way better compared to the second movie, but it's mostly the formula of the first movie: a monster killing the cast one by one while everybody else runs around inside a sci-fi labyrinth in despair. It doesn't really add anything to the universe either. Still, it has some cool ideas in there.

Alien Resurrection (1997) — Awful, shitty characters that have nothing interesting to say. Ripley is basically a new character played by the same actor, and the new character is shit. It's full of goofy moments and idiotic plot points that make no sense. The special effects and set design are mostly OK, but the dialogue and plot are garbage. Characters have to constantly drop exposition dumps just to make sense of whatever is going on. The only interesting character in there is Gediman. They really drove Ripley into a corner with this one. No wonder they pretty much dropped the whole thing and started making movies set in other points of the timeline.Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.71030

Wes Anderson fan so firing up The French Dispatch tonight; favorite W.A. film is probably The Grand Budapest.

>>71029
I'll throw 'em a bone, home theater nerds especially - some get pretty gonzo with their laserdisc/dvd/bluray hoarding and gear setups.

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I have seen the first hellraiser yesterday, great movie,

The second in the other hand…
The first 1/5 is really good but the rest feels like a parody or a spy kids movie, is so bad that it breaks the inmersion a lot of times

The saga have 8 more movies and acording to people these 2 are the best ones…

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I couldn't see shit because of how dark the movie was. it was a ok movie about witches and it depicted witches good

 No.71043

>>71040
Okay film. Should have been advertised as a psychological thriller rather than a horror movie tho


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 No.308343[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

The Time God does not forget nor forgive edition. You will do this again.

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 No.309810

>>309804
>liver is full of post processed body junk
prove it, faggot.

 No.309817

i'm thinking about all those graduates i've seen when i was in college, and what i remember is that all of the basically suffered. maybe it's just that i only paid attention to them, but it's almost like not suffering before you turn 30 is physiologically impossible. you just suffer by definition, without reason. angst? anxiety? fear? burn out? i don't care. all i care about is that's it's utterly unbearable. i don't know what to do.

 No.309819

I have some doxxers living rent free in my head. How do I kick them out without payback? Not because I don't want to but because I can't reach to them.

 No.309843

>>309746
Glass of water and a muesli bar.

 No.309845

I've felt suicidal since 14 years old high school was so miserable and dark for me, I had social anxiety and hid in the bathroom I never made eye contact with anyone I always looked at the floor. I believed that I would kill myself before high school ended but I had no method and just thinking of suicide made me scared. Now I'm 25 I never attempted suicide I don't even own anything to do it with. I worked a menial soul crushing job for a while I felt getting a job and being a adult might be what I need but I detested working and went back to neeting. I feel hopeless I never want to work, my brain is foggy, I'm tired all the time. I have anhedonia, I feel like I'm in a dream, I'm not scared to kill myself anymore just too lazy too comfortable rooting away. I feel guilty that I'm just a burden to my mother and that I will hurt her when I kill myself. Depression use to have a comfortable melancholic feeling for me, I loved listening to music which reflected my mental state. That comforting feeling does not exist anymore, I always feel restless every dream I have is a nightmare, I know it can't go on like this, as much as hate myself I really don't deserve to live like this I enjoy nothing every day I just surf the web trying to make the hours pass, I don't play games anymore my attention span is too short. my mother does not deserve to have a leeching son. I wish I lived in America so I could just shoot myself that seems so easy. I wish for a heart attack or something


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 No.320472[Reply]

Post your wallpapers.
After seeing the desktop thread I thought it would be good to share what wallpapers wizards are using.
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 No.323856

>>323830
I use Linux on a laptop and I actually like the desktop environments, so no text-based distros for me. I don't think using GUI's to do certain stuff like distro installation is necessarily a bad thing, but you really need to know how to use the terminal if you want to experience the freedom and flexibility of Linux.
You can't use Debian-based distros on a lot of ancient laptops anymore with them having dropped i686, this was really bad for retro tech. Well atleast you can still use the Thinkpad T60.

 No.323863

>>323856
>I use Linux on a laptop and I actually like the desktop environments, so no text-based distros for me.

i'm not saying switch to a text-based distro, i'm saying once you stepped into the arena (on a virtual machine or on a spare laptop for example) you will be glad you did it. because once you felt how nice text-based is you can cherry pick situations on which to choose text over graphics. i wish i did this sooner, don't repeat my mistake is what i am trying to say. text-based is awesome i regret staying so long on graphical. graphics are bloat!

 No.323917

>>323863
>because once you felt how nice text-based is you can cherry pick situations on which to choose text over graphics
thank you for informing me

 No.323919

Wallpaper? First thing I do on a new install is disable wallpapers and screensavers and such. I'm boring I'll admit. It mostly stems from being a Windows refugee and the carnival of widgets and icons and popups and such… I need the silence.

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>>320472
I recently took a nice screenshot in my Minecraft world and now every time I look at my desktop I feel at peace.


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 No.68295[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Book discussion. Tell us what you're reading.
Previous threads:
>>64932
>>60032
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 No.70983

>>70969
no. should I?

 No.71013

>>70983
Maybe. It’s not that similar to à rebours, but I read it around the same time as à rebours. It’s also about a NEET nobleman who refuses to participate in society and spends a great deal of the the book in his bed. It features a succubus and a love interest tho.

 No.71022

>>71013
'to kill a mockingbird' is also a book about NEET I think

 No.71041

Joe Abercrombie's writing is peak. Ive read 5 of his books this year and im going to finish his entire written works by December.

 No.71042

>>71041
It's nice when you find a writer you really like. For me it's Athur C. Clarke. I've read all of his books.


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 No.309794[Reply]

Another Evil under the Sun Edition. You of many.

Previous: >>308343

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 No.309828

>>309825
>There is no need for an "objective purpose" because the meaning behind the word "purpose" as it applies to conscious human beings' way of life is defined by something which is decided willingly by the beholder
So there is no purpose as it is merely the result of subjective feeling. It's like talking about god, everyone has its own, but none truly exist.

 No.309838

what are you guys having for breakfast

 No.309839

ill probably have junk food pretty soon
it's been a while so a nice feeling is waiting for me

 No.309841

>>309838
I eat twice per day, so my breakfast is also my lunch, which usually consists in cheese with carrots, vegetables with chicken/turkey or codfish/salmon or eggs, gluten free pasta and mixed fruits with soy pudding

 No.309842

>>309838
today it was porridge with boiled chicken meat


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 No.309747[Reply]

Sometimes I wish went to the mental hospital. Maybe things would’ve turned out differently. Maybe.
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 No.309820

>>309798
What do you mean the entire idea of relying on others for mental help is a carryover from when you were a kid? Is your mind not part of your body? Is absolutely any kind of emotional pain and suffering something trivial that you can fix yourself? If you break your leg or hurt yourself badly otherwise, do you also refuse medical attention because you can fix it yourself? Do not disregard the entire concept of mental assistance in itself like it's something made up and no kind of issue of this sort warrants help. Unless, of course, I got what you said wrong
>These systems are intended to keep you pacified so you don't go out and kill other people as a coping mechanism for feeling bad. Drugs and psuedo-psychotherapy fulfill that duty, so there's no need or want for the workers in this system to put i
This might be true, I'm not refuting this in it's entirety. But see, you admit that there's also real, helpful psychotherapy out there if you call the bad kind pseudo-therapy. If there's the pseudo kind, there must be the helpful type too

 No.309829

>>309820
>What do you mean the entire idea of relying on others for mental help is a carryover from when you were a kid?
Because it's what babies and distressed children do as a result of them not having the cognitive abilities to rationalize why they're feeling bad, then form solutions to the problems or conclude that such sadness is inappropriate to feel at the given situation.
>Is absolutely any kind of emotional pain and suffering something trivial that you can fix yourself?
Yep! How, pray tell, can you even conceive of a way in which anyone [b[BESIDES[/b] yourself can possibly heal your own mental anguish? Nobody has access to your inner thoughts, nor a way to measure the the scope and unique attributes of what you're feeling beyond what you can only vaguely explain through simple language. Your mental state is a machine that nobody - not even you - has the blueprints to, but you alone at least have the ability to look under the hood and try to deduce though reasoning what might be wrong with it.
>If you break your leg or hurt yourself badly otherwise, do you also refuse medical attention because you can fix it yourself?
Bad comparison; everybodies' bones get damaged and heal the exact same way. Their state and progression is physically observable. I don't go to the doctor and describe with words the exact intricacies of the pain and suffering I'm feeling at the break, and then have him try to figure out a catered healing procedure for my particular unique variety of bonehurt. I get the same bandage as everyone else and it works.
>But see, you admit that there's also real, helpful psychotherapy out there if you call the bad kind pseudo-therapy
The "real" psychotherapy I'm referring to is the kind I described: that which comes from within. External psychoptherapy is pseudo-psychotherapy because it can only do one good thing, and that is to convince a man to use his own brain to sort his own issues out. Commercial psychotherapy can only work to defeat its own necessity. It can also fail to do this, and lead men in to believing that they aren't curable without them even being given the idea to introspect. So it either "works" by proxy or fails in a catastrophic way that incurs hopelessness on the man who becoPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.309833

>>309829
this is a massive cope but i commend you resolve

 No.309834

>Because it's what babies and distressed children do as a result of them not having the cognitive abilities to rationalize why they're feeling bad
So if someone gets an infection and goes to the doctor to have their disease cured, they're a distressed child?
>Yep! How, pray tell, can you even conceive of a way in which anyone [b[BESIDES[/b] yourself can possibly heal your own mental anguish?
Uhh, by sharing it?
>Bad comparison; everybodies' bones get damaged and heal the exact same way.
Nah, it's not a bad comparison at all. And no, bones do not get shattered and require the exact same steps to heal, there are dozens of factors to consider. The same goes for any disease
>that which comes from within. External psychoptherapy is pseudo-psychotherapy
If all the answers to everything you've ever imagined always came from within, people wouldn't ever feel the need to share knowledge, share thoughts and emotions and help each other. You can't do everything on your own. Historically, if everyone did nothing but trust their inner monologue for everything, there would be no progress or civilization in any form, everyone would just be a total mute for 80 years, record no knowledge, achieve nothing groundbreaking and then die for nothing
>If the psychotherapist says stuff like "Don't worry, always remember happy day", and that cures the man
That's not what happens in psychotherapy. You can't even use that example for the purpose of a simplified comparison because it's not even remotely what happens during psychotherapy

 No.309837

>>309792
Maybe, just maybe


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 No.229635[Reply]

Have you ever felt like you were just being played or taken advantage of—by friends, parents, those closest to you, or anyone else? It’s incredibly frustrating, isn't it? If

 No.229636

if waht

 No.229637

>>229636
confidential

 No.229638

>by friends
Got none
>parents
I take advantage of them
>those closest to you
My neko-tan takes advantage of me yes
>or anyone else
I carry my team in every online game I play

>It’s incredibly frustrating, isn't it?
It is normal. To take advantage of and to be taken advantage of is akin to inhaling and exhaling. Those who allow themselves only to exhale will be empty and tired. Those who only inhale will be full of hot air. It is important to balance being on the giving and receiving end of advantageous gestures.


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 No.229521[Reply]

I've wasted so many years of my life. And right now I work a shit job that requires way too much work for the low pay. I dont really have an credentials especially for all the jobs in my area that are like 99% senior analyst bullshit that I could probably never lie good enough to get into

I've heard of so many other guys with comfy jobs like night watchman or dudes who somehow keep getting vibecoding gigs from home even if they dont know how to code.

How do you go about this? I'm still a mage in my early 20s. Never got any formal education or anything. As my life is now I could probably rot away years upon years away miserably in the blink of an eye. I already have done nothing for the last decade. I even bought a gun to check out if all hope is lost

I still have a tiny sliver left
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 No.229567

>>229537
>Self-help gurus used to promise success, wealth, happiness

interesting that your impression of you gurus is just 100% about presentation and emotions and 0% about the substance that they are trying to advocate for.

>Life is just fucked now for anybody not in the top percentages

it is not. while there are plenty of fucked up parts, you are a fool for not trying to get in contact with the good parts: access to tools has never been better in human history. i go to the supermarket and for the price of what one cup of coffee and a piece of cake will cost you in the bakery you can get a massive wrench or a screw driver set or a saw or a drill or a set of files. if you are dot-it-yourself minded then this time is amazing and i can not understand any poor person who is so stupid as to let himself be mesmerized by consumerism porn (advertisement) into wanting everything pre-built. that is completely the wrong approach. don't buy pre-build, YOU BUILD. you can build your own empire out of other people's trash but you are too busy crying because you want social status, which isn't real.

 No.229568

>>229538

like a moth is drawn to the light, you are drawn to the insult in the post. i facepalm at this on your behalf.

you sound like you learned from your parents how not to become. so did i. keep learning that's the only way out the shit. keep improving stuff so your life will be easier as age begins to be a factor for you.

>I should be working a trade right now but i got in a car crash :)

oh yeah i should have seen it coming! you did not do your success affirmations in front of the mirror and that is why you did not know beforehand on how to avoid the crash, that's what it is, my guru told me this.

 No.229599

>>229567
What even is your job? You can't bloviate so much about opportunities or doing things unless you're at least upper middle class or something. I am not going to do the wagie dance unless I am getting a lot from it. It's better to die otherwise.

 No.229610

>>229521
>How do you go about this?
I went in as janitor, showed some interest and knew what I was talking about when computer stuff popped up… was able to transfer over to warehouse/equipment and now clean power supplies and sort cables and stuff… dream job really for our kind. And yes, just put in a request for later shift so there's even less people to deal with so I'm taking the win.

 No.229634

>>229610
>now clean power supplies and sort cables and stuff… dream job really for our kind.
I don't get it, why is it a dream job?


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 No.229350[Reply]

Hey wizzies, I feel the need to classify and understand myself but I'm having trouble with that.

I stay inside when possible but I regularly have to go to appointments (therapy, psychiatry). I am forced out of my shell by obligation. I isolate at home but keep a functional tether to the world via appointments. I do not go outside for fun, I have no IRL friends but some online. I have enough food at home to last me 3 weeks so I don't need to get groceries or accept deliveries. I am very scared when outside. I am NEETing and depend on rehabilitation money.

I am not a hikkimori, what am I?
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 No.229582

you are a glorified cuda interface

 No.229583

I don't know what you are, but I can guess that what you'll be in a few years won't be a pretty sight if you keep living like this. Good luck

 No.229615

>>229351
I also have avoidant personality disorder. This is a good description, but I think it misses some things. Avoidant personality disorder and social anxiety are related and often coincide, but you can still have AVPD without any social anxiety at all. The avoidance stems from a desire to avoid traumatic rejection. Even if you are not anxious at all in interactions you can still have AVPD because you avoid people due to not wanting to get rejected by them. It particularly comes down to wanting to avoid any sort of actual relationship with a person. Random normies that you just interact with at a store or something are usually just subject to social anxiety, but social anxiety is treatable. I know because I tried hard and managed to make a good deal of progress. I still have social anxiety but it's a lot less than it used to be. Avoidance still just as bad though. I think it stems from a feeling that deep down I am unlikable so the more someone comes to know me, the worse things will be for me (as understood by the crazy part of my brain). This triggers a desire to avoid people and it gets stronger the more time I spend with them.

 No.229616

>>229395
This was my life in my 20s but after 10 years of that shit I gave up trying to get medically treated. Ironically I'm doing better now than ever.

 No.229633

>I am very scared when outside.
don't be. there is no logical advantage to that.

if you haven't please try breathing exercises and meditation. that changed everything for me.


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 No.322476[Reply]

Use this thread to post something you find interesting and worth sharing.
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 No.325309

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A Jeff Hardy Swanton Table someone made…

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Looks similar to my favorite plushie and a friend. His state was deteriorating, my mother promised to put him to our cellar under the apartment building for storage. She throwed him to the garbage without telling me instead. Like a lot of things she did or tried to do.

I found this one online but the mug of mine was slightly different and cuter, I think. Colors, design, shale is about 98% identical. I found it through Google reverse image search after putting an image of a physical photo. Who knew in 2000 that such technologies would exist!

 No.325448

Max Headroom but it's just Max Headroom
This shit was like '80s youtube poop, supposedly it was part of a show back then that had characters/other elements that weren't him but who cares lmao?

 No.325449

>>325125
there was a lain-themed window manager (based on blackbox) like 20-something years ago, older than me, I remember fixing it to work with modern linux during covid but I threw away the code because… I don't remember, but it was an in-between the copland aesthetic and the DE that her father is seen using in one of the episodes

lately I have been having this feeling of nostalgia (laziness maybe?) I have been reading computer science papers from the 80s and 90s and things back then seem easier than they're now. like, you find phd theses that would be considered sophomoric these days

https://explore.marginalia.nu/
here is a site that shows you random indie websites

 No.325493

>>325379
cool you got your dog back. theres a children book about nature of mine I can't find anymore. I hope my family members didn't throw it and it is just somewhere in the house


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 No.70652[Reply]

A slightly unusual hobby for a wizardly man, but I've always had an attraction to it.

What I like about it is the extremely large variety of tricks that can be learned. It's like the Path of Exile skill tree in the sense you can pick a direction and learn that way. You can build up your foundations, or you can go the straight and narrow all the way to learning your favorite trick. The large variety of tricks also mean there are a ton of easier ones to learn, and learning these tricks provides such a strong feeling of accomplishment.

Cruising is very nice too, I intent to get a bigger old school board with soft(?) wheels for nice and easy transport.

The art on skateboards is also quite nice, there's something for everyone. Also you can buy blanks and draw on it yourself. I think the level of creativity in all aspects of this hobby is so amazing.

All things skating related welcomed, I'll try my best to answer with great care to everyone.

Thank you for participating
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 No.71034

>>71033
Do you wear those? I keep my opinion on them, but if you wear that, let me know your age and what people say about it. When I see people seeing someone wearing that, an expression is drawn on their faces, as if they just saw something childish and silly.

 No.71035

>>71028
>they don't stop looking like idiots with those clothes being adults.
You are gay! Stop typing!

 No.71036

>>71028
I'll be honest, that was my reaction even coming/going from comic shops… and that's the closest thing to nerd mecca short of going to a convention: it stands out even there.

 No.71037

>>71034
Gotta agree, hobbies are hobbies but target audience is absolutely in play. Like my uncles and their hotrod t-shirts is one thing, but if they pop on a ninja turtles shirt (even as a retro play), people are gonna talk.

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skating has a lot of physical benefits that i had no idea about. had i known the positive impact it would have had, i would have done it in my 20s when i was busy doing dumb shit like going to university or working.

fun fact: after skating for a year or two, when you lose your balance while skating and are about to fall, time literally slows down so you can make a good decision in slow-motion and find out how to fall down in the exact way that hurts you the least.

it attracts a lot of unwanted female attention though so that could be a reason for wizards to be careful with it. while being on the skates i can outmaneuver everyone so it is both difficult to come near me and i can change direction way better then any female on foot. it does give my motions off the skates a certain elegance/grace/experience/refinement/maturity so just when i walk down the street unfortunately females are attracted the same way they would be to an experienced dancer.

it does feel amazing though when i just get to skate without females stalking me or an audience forming or photographers being cancerous. with all the unwanted attention i am getting i keep wondering why those people who want to stare don't live themselves a little instead of wanting to watch the other people live a life…


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 No.309743[Reply]

I'm very depressed and I will also develop chaos in my mind so I don't care about everyone anymore and I will destroy everything why should I be a fool who can only blame myself while others can be happy without being able to feel how crazy this world is I will destroy everything and if this world ends and everything is destroyed then I will be a living witness that I am the one who knows how cruel this world is and how unfair all of this is everyone everything everything must have an end if it doesn't end then I will always be in hell or at least be locked up as rotting flesh
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 No.309775

>>309774
>bro why do you think dictionaries exist

not for you to stop thinking, give your condition a label and be done with it.

 No.309776

>>309775
labels help cope, though change with time until you find the right one. what's wrong with that?

 No.309783

>>309776

labels dont help, they hinder. they are used by people to dismiss the problem and abandon responsibility, which likely is the only path to healing. you don't have depression, you have something way more specific, personal and complicated. when you call it depression, you let yourself be seduced by the diagnostic language; it's often hollow promises and the undignified preemptive certainty they hide behind. i say do the oposite: describe your condition as crude, unhinged, precise and accessible to others as you can. your name about your condition should be so easy to understand that when you tell it to someone who has no idea about it, understands it the first time you mention it without having to ask fir details.

"i thought i had to fart the other day but i actually shat my pants with liquid shit a little" now that's how i talk about my most recenr condition, without shame! not using this ridiculous gatekept medical language.

 No.309788

>>309783
so i have a very specific, personal kind or depression, that is actually a bit comorbid with my overall inclination to being anxious?

 No.309791

>>309788
>so i have a very specific, personal kind or depression, that is actually a bit comorbid with my overall inclination to being anxious?

i can never know what you have because i can't feel what you feel so what could my opinion possibly be worth. nothing. i can look at your approach though. when you tell me with your chest sticking out all proud and identified: "i have depression!" then i don't know how that feels like, that tells me nothing. the term is like a shotgun and hits everything, you want something that only hits what you actually have precisely. you know the term is too much of a blanket term to be useful by the fact that you would receive 100 different answers if you asked 100 depressed people about their condition and not the same answer 100 times.

calling it comorbid and anxiety is at least a step in the right direction but you are once again committing what i in my pieced-together understanding of mental health believe to be a mistake: you just repeat medical labels as if they meant anything. what i believe to be way better would be to invent/sculpt/compose/craft/sketch a way to describe what is actually going on so that when a kid in the park asks you what is wrong with you, you could tell it in a way that makes sense to the kid and then the kid in the park might have a way better idea on what to do about it then any doctor ever because the kid did not have it's humanity pranked, whipped and tortured out of it in medschool.

most importantly though, bothering to be precise about it will give you better ideas on what to try to make things better and the most healing the most helping will be what you do to yourself, not what will be done onto you by others. don't wait to be rescued, nobody is coming, you do the rescuing.


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