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 No.304361[Reply]

The imposition edition. How many times have you done this? Previous https://wizchan.org/dep/res/303254+50.html

 No.304362

I found the God within and done with the trappings of life. What's there to do? Just waiting to die i guess. Also been plagued with infernal demons since walking the path of retaining. The cross actually helps. Maybe i'm going insane but i actually hear roars and knocking on my bedroom window. I always thought we are flesh and vanish. But it's much worse, this is hell.

 No.304363

>>304362
there's no blood on the knife



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 No.301262[Reply]

It's Saturday night and I started taking a new antidepressant called Mirtazapine (15mg) on Thursday night.

This is my 10th or so attempt at a psychiatric medication. I've tried lots of therapy too.

Wish me luck anonymages. I was about to quit my job but watched some motivational videos on autoplay on Youtube for hours and as cheesy as it was, they convinced me to give this a go.

I didn't even get these prescribed recently. It was way back last year and then I just didn't take them because this particular medicine has a reputation for making people really fatigued.

It does put me to sleep. But, maybe that's ok. If it means I can find some happening apart from fapping and dreaming while I sleep.

Maybe it'll even help me turnaround my fortunes at work where it looks like I'm sliding towards a firing or just being unable to come in. Barely stopped myself raging at my boss the other day and took 2 weeks sick leave from stress afterwards. I need to swallow some humble pie come Monday and hopefully these pills help. Being off work for 2 weeks showed me I'm just as miserable and actually more so depressed, anxious and stressed not working despite all the antiwork slogans I collect.
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 No.301904

>>301848
ooh.

glad to hear the "better" part, comrade


I used to be somewhere in the /dep/ zone too. Never showed up at local schrink's since my maternal brother is a certified schizo (so they would pretty much misdiagnose me as yet another schizo as well)

 No.301905

>>301848
>My boss is back from leave and making me feel like shit again.


I wonder if you and your boss have different ethnicities, so you pretty much could try and "fake it till you make it" to be into boss' culture?

 No.303744

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OP, how are you? OP, come in. Your thread was at the brink of sinking!

 No.304322

>>301848
get your boss a cam/a "radionanny" so your boss kinda *knew* where your ass is at, mr. Remote Location.

context: nervous because afraid for you

 No.304360

>>301262
Anonymage are you still with us?? How did the meds help & are you still taking them??
Some gay doctor prescribed me the exact same (15mg mirtazapine) for sleep issues & it's actually helping me be more productive for once. I don't wanna fry my brain on this shit though. I'm thinking of taking it on alternating weeks until I get my underlying issues fixed, not sure if that's too much though.



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 No.304290[Reply]

people are irrational, i am not suicidal but this emil cioran quote helped it suddenly become so clear to me

"If I were to be totally sincere, I would say that I do not know why I live and why I do not stop living. The answer probably lies in the irrational character of life which maintains itself without reason."

"people are irrational" - this realisation may not seem deep or like its something new to you, but it feels very enlightening to me, and i get stuck on a constant loop of constantly contemplating irrationality
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 No.304301

The frightening part is everyone mistaking the rationalization of this irrationality for it "getting better". Because when you see it like that it becomes clear that as the organisms we are, we can and do come up with elaborate coping mechanisms to prolong life no matter how painful it becomes: see boomers for a perfect example of this.

Meanwhile young people take risks or kill themselves with relative nonchalance. My only answer for this is that we grow attached to life, again, no matter how bad it becomes. Really bad news for the wizard crowd, man.

I think I am in an interesting situation, a lot of outcasts and loser types have freely indulged for decades non-stop their hobbies, pleasures and interests. But I always refrained from these because I thought it would be wiser to save these things for bad times, this was before I realized this rationalization of irrationality action. Should I finally indulge in stuff I like or pull the trigger already?

 No.304303

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>>304293
After Scott Adams said he would have to murder his son to prevent him from being a crab shooter

 No.304305

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>>304297
Epictetus? He was a stoic, right? My favorite stoic idea is the "premeditatio malorum", that is, envisioning worst-case scenarios so as to be mentally prepared for them. However, worshipping "rationality" is inhumane. you have to acknowledge the influence "irrational" (that is, primitive, instinctual, emotional or even "unexplainable") drives have. Maybe it's something that's easier to understand if you are unrestrained or disinhibited, or at least know or knew someone like that.

>>304301
Indulge in stuff. I am not going to tell you to suicide. But in the end it's your choice. I sadly can't just cast a spell that makes it impossible for you to suicide no matter what.

Have you ever seen the Robert Crumb documentary? His brother Charles was a wizard. He still lived with his mother when the documentary was made. But he offed himself before the documentary was even released. He was 49 years old. That decision - suicide - it was just tragic, not "logical"..

His other brother Max, currently 80 years old, was in the same documentary literally speaking of raping succubi hahah. And he didn't off himself

 No.304313

>>304301
>The frightening part is everyone mistaking the rationalization of this irrationality for it "getting better". Because when you see it like that it becomes clear that as the organisms we are, we can and do come up with elaborate coping mechanisms to prolong life no matter how painful it becomes: see boomers for a perfect example of this.

>Meanwhile young people take risks or kill themselves with relative nonchalance.


I think it's the other way round: young yobs have no idea how to handle situations that aren't even that bad for an old chap.

 No.304359

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>>304294
>>304294
it's the other way around, isn't it???



/lounge/

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 No.314827[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Hitler's thread:
Paintings or things related to him or to national socialism.

- Painting of a castle.
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 No.322461

Why did Hitler-sama send pedos and NEETs to concentration camps?? What was his problem with them?

 No.322464

>>322461
Hitler didn't have a problem with Dirlewanger.

 No.322465

>>317715
yeah, yeah, UNtil the end of the world.
Problem is, we already see the birth of several other worlds.

 No.322467

I'm starting to think this thread isn't about art appreciation

 No.322469

>>322467
Shut up fag


[Last 50 Posts]

/hob/

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 No.70054

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Tried to mix mecha anime theme, Touhou and old good 90s "ER" series. Ruined both the "ER" and the "mecha" sides.

 No.70055

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It seeps to put more effort into it when I just mix mecha pilot's stereotypical suit and Touhou

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/g {{ruu_(tksymkw)}}, :3 up close, sleepy, yukkuri, yukkuri shitteite ne, wizard had, crescent ornament, star ornament, purple hat, aesthetic, absurdres, floating, purple fog, chocolate bar, iwakura lain, cozy, in container, eating

!neg lowres, bad anatomy, bad hands, text, error, missing fingers, extra digit, fewer digits, cropped, worst quality, low quality, normal quality, artifacts, signature, deer horns, watermark, username, blurry, missing arms, long neck, humpbacked, bad feet, tilt, {{{short arms}}}

 No.70161

I hate it when I see a really nice human made art and it's just plastered over with a giant NO REPOST OR AI LEARNING right in the middle that makes it look really ugly and unable to be appreciated. Their fear of AI has contributed more to the enshittification of their own art than the AI they're accusing of doing it.



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 No.304210[Reply]

A little money can help me. I think money can solve any kind of problem, including yours. There's nothing in this world that money can't buy. It can even buy true love.
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 No.304352

>>304348
>You dont know who is Chris right?
your rhetoric question to say chris is ugly isnt really working. he's a fat dude. you dont know what a true ugly means. if he had been a truly ugly guy he would been invisible rather than a lolcow
>Michael Jackson
this is literally the only time I heard someone fucking up bad and permanently from a nose job. and it's probably the most common plastic surgery.
>i poor and ugly
>acne
lol I see why you're so naive
>destroyed my self-esteem and my image
actualy ugly people dont have these in the first place. please stop talking on behalf of ugly people in the future

 No.304353

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>>304352
>yeah that just acne lol
>So naive
If you're curious to know how it was, with that medicine called something like rhizocutam, well
>Chronic fatigue to the point of being tired all the time
>dry eyes that couldn't even see in the sun or computer light
>dry lips and skin that were always sore and sometimes with blood holes or scars
>more pale skin, i my behaviour was like a vampire sometimes with the sun thing
>an even more severe acne breakout that formed a scab on my neck
>more than nine boils, including one inside my eye (an all of it hurt a fucking lot)
>bullying at school for low grades in physical education (the side effect of the medicine fucked me more, even the retard teach doesn get the thing of side effect and treated me like a shit ) and my monstrous appearance just added more bullying by succubi and others
>muscular problems, the cramps were a torture
>I went to take my final in exams in secord year looking like a deformed zombie from L4D, my neck look monstruous, my face looked like in leprosy
>I almost died of suffocation due to the flesh that formed on my neck (A doctor saved me at the last minute in an emergency. I was suffocating in the waiting room, which he noticed.)
>trauma from the smell of pus, blood, and the smell of hospitals and bandages (and the texture of the bandages) to the point that these were a trigger for anxiety that ended up making me cry or angry wanting to collect bandages and burn it or bait it and destroying with my bare hands.
>The smell of all of the above mixed with sweat was one of the worst tortures. You don't know what hell smells like.
It messed me up psychologically for the rest of high school (and there even at university) to the point that even though the wounds and the smell are no longer there, they are still there. All that remains are psychological scars and some physical ones that I will try to fix someday.
So no, it wasn't jusPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.304354

>>304353
I don't understand, none of these things you say has nothing to do with being ugly. why do non-ugly people like to LARP as ugly so much?

 No.304357

>>304354
>I don't understand, none of these things you say
I suppose you've already normalized the psychological damage, or maybe youre just trolling, there's no point.
>has nothing to do with being ugly. why do non-ugly people like to LARP as ugly so much?
I think you just want to start a circular conversation that it's not going anywhere.

 No.304358

>>304357
>psychological damage
you have no slightest idea what this is. you're larping as an ugly guy. your wall of text summarizes to
>yeah Im not ugly but what about…
>I think you just want to start a circular conversation that it's not going anywhere.
Im sorry to break your larp but you're not ugly and your problems are not as bad as you think they're.



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 No.42254[Reply]

I haven't watched the Pokemon anime in a long time, is there anything truly worth going back to, or is it all just blind nostalgia? I'll occasionally read news about the series, like how Ash finally won the Pokemon league, and has at long last been written off the show. Honestly, I lost interest in the anime after the infamous XYZ meltdowns and subsequent Sun and Moon seethe. Nothing will ever top that.
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 No.43976

>>43974
Because for the last 15+ years everything became homogenised bland crap.

It's that simple.

 No.44034

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>>43492
>>43974
>>43976
>be me
>playing through Pokemon Platinum
>pick Chimchar as starter
>would you like to give Chimchar a nickname?
>"Hmm I will call you 'NIGGER'"
>fast forward a bit to Eterna City
>exploring forest for ghost-types
>Chimchar is only in party for its HMs rock smash and cut
>mfw I have an actual monkey named NIGGER who I keep as an (HM) slave
You can't even name your friend, rival, or mons slurs in nu-Pokemon

 No.44035

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>>43974
>What's up with these in Japanese media recently? Back then there were blacks in media that were just black.
You get it when even The Boondocks are a more real and human form of supposed black media portray of black-americans.
The portray of blacks in media its more like a racist joke than the boondocks at this point lol

 No.44037

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>>44034
lmao what'd you name Dawn though. Is picrel is the right choice?

 No.44038

>>44037
She was only 10 you sick fuck! She had only JUST set out on her Pokemon adventure!



/dep/

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 No.300844[Reply]

It's completely fucking evil. I hate living in a world where it even exists, much less one where it's celebrated. It's something 99% of men do, they don't even think twice about it. I feel completely alienated from humanity because of this. Every time I read or hear something about it I get this pit in my stomach and a sense of impending doom. It used to give me panic attacks, but now it only fills me with unbridled rage.
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 No.303535

>>303520
>What really pisses me off is how actually sexist it is in general. It's like a fucking passive. when succubi aren't directly sexist to us vocally, they do it "casually" by their presence alone if I say "Not really interested/don't care at all."

Plot twist - the gal in question tags along since she *feels safe* with you in a sense she feels *her fluffy safe* is not gonna be violated. E.g. she knows - if some stag tries to "handle" her and then say "haha bitch went for me ahaha and then went coy ohoho" - you'll witness the real stag-rapes-succ circumstances and won't be reluctant to stand in court for her.

 No.304336

>>303520




>What really pisses me off is how actually sexist it is in general. It's like a fucking passive.


You mean, a "passive ability" to lure peple?

Hmmmm.


>when succubi aren't directly sexist to us vocally, they do it "casually" by their presence alone if I say "Not really interested/don't care at all." or when you, god forbid, you have lots of hobbies.



>3 goddamn decades of:

>"Bro, we gotta get you pussy."
>"Why aren't you married?"
I have an idea. Back in 1800s and before, people used to grow up with weird malformities.

I think lots of us - myself included, you included also - would be deformed people if born 100-200 years ago, but modern science failed us.

 No.304337

>>300844
I think sex can be either a transcendental experience of aesthetics or an indulgence in gross desire. I see more of the latter than the former. I don't care if people are having sex, I'm not jealous or vengeful about it. I just hate it when normies over-step personal boundaries and impose themselves on me, these impositions usually originate because of a sexual incentive. I'm not the most attractive guy but some succubi have expressed interest in me and when I don't reciprocate they slander, mock, and ridicule me to easily manipulated men who then harass me. The sexual war is a whole ordeal I would rather not participate in, especially granted I have lesser sexual urges.

 No.304341

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In a 2000s world before all these internet subcultures, I had to invent the wheel myself.

I made heroes out of the anti-sex league of 1984, and the Puritan Pilgrims, and all the anti-sex anti-fun buzzkills who were supposed to be bad guys.

 No.304356

https://nopussynowork.org/

men don't get much sex these days. we live in a sexless world, where only a few chosen get it and others starve sexless.



/lounge/

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 No.321588[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction

https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.322449

Gotta admit I am not immune to propaganda or peer influence and stop reading retarded content.

 No.322452

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wizant telling the psycopath grassnorper he is not on this earth to serve him

 No.322455

Getting so light headed and sleepy I feel like fainting so now I have to watch porn and goon to stimulate myself.

 No.322456

it's really hard to be optimistic when you get beat down repeatedly. I'm a very resilient person but it's getting hard, like I know it's starting to take a toll in my mind.
I just wanna live my life and believe that good things are going to happen even if I keep trying and I fail, I still wanna believe that good things will happen but I am getting tired. I'm noticing I cannot act like nothing's happened. I cannot ignore the pointlessness.
Gonna enjoy my food, today.

 No.322468

>>322456
Nothing good ever happens


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/wiz/

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 No.226451[Reply]

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dead_Internet_theory#Origins_and_spread

> The dead Internet theory's exact origin is difficult to pinpoint. In 2021, a post titled "Dead Internet Theory: Most Of The Internet Is Fake" was published onto the forum Agora Road's Macintosh Cafe esoteric board by a user named "IlluminatiPirate",[12] claiming to be building on previous posts from the same board and from Wizardchan,[1]


This is the most famous thing, Wizchan has done since Gamergate. It is the 1st time since then that major media has talked about Wizchan. And even Sam Altman the most important man on earth talked about it.

This is going to be the most important idea of the AI Era, and every book that talks about it will have to footnote its from Wizchan.

Here we are mentioned in the prestigious The Atlantic in 2021 before this gpt stuff even started

https://www.theatlantic.com/technology/archive/2021/08/dead-internet-theory-wrong-but-feels-true/619937/

https://archive.ph/I4hqM#selection-765.417-765.427

Wizchan coined the term that will define the future. we're heroes.
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 No.227264

>>227263
reddit was the human guinea pigs, that wizscience studied

 No.227288

>>226451
WizardGPT in 3…2…1…

 No.227297

>>226451
I don't believe the dead internet theory. I feel that a lot of internet traffic is AI, sure, but even more of it is just Indians.

 No.227301

>>227297
X.com literally pays 3rd worlders to stir the pot in western culture wars. incentivized by making a local high salary just by clicks and engagement.

 No.227302

Dead Internet Theory is fake.



/wiz/

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 No.224588[Reply]

For decades now, normalfags who have hated welfare abuse and the welfare system have been saying it'll collapse one day. Too many people will leech off it, it can't last forever.

However, it does seem like western governments are now beginning to talk about the unsustainability of the welfare system. The UK Labour government broke down the stats and NEETdom numbers are growing faster than wagies can contribute to it, forcing welfare reform. The US social security system will be insolvent in a decade's time, forcing reform there.

Just how long do you think we have left? It's obvious more men are checking out, and the wagies won't provide for us forever.

(DUPLICATE POST)
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 No.225741

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>>225740
Look at that dangerous financial criminal! Don't look at me! Prosecute and cancel her!

 No.225769

>>225741
What's funnier, me mum is such a social normie she would never write a decent letter*, multiply it, send 1 copy; proceed to send the same letter to higher and higher instances.



*Letters of special type can be sent with a decription what kind of clause/document/request is inside.

Postal service is just not supposed to lose letters like this one.

Boom.

 No.225859

>>225706
Yeah, there has never been a time in human history when most of the population is unemployed. Most people could always count on finding work somewhere, unless they were disabled. Now with AGI, mass layoffs are inevitable. This will be interesting to see unfold.

 No.227293

>>225859
BUMP.

I kinda had a hunch sinch my elementary school days *something* will make me wish to avoid procreating for the very sake of avoiding making new people into the world.

 No.227300

>>227299
I get about €1800 a month worth of benefits in Norway (in NOK).



/wiz/

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 No.220551[Reply]

Being skinnyfat is /wiz/ manifest on your body. It's through no fault of your own that it happens: you didn't overeat, nor were you particularly lazy. Rather, being socially and mentally deficient forced you inside, where you moved less and less vigorously than the average normalfaggot child would.

The normalfaggot child, through no skill, hard work, or determination of their own, built a genetically normal amount of muscle over a long period of time just by being outside and moving with their other normalfaggot friends. They ate more than you, they enjoyed the fruits of life more than you, and they worked so much less harder than you— and they were rewarded for it with physical desirability.

The normalfaggot, then grown up, grows arrogant, and thinks themselves special, even though they put no effort into the good things that life and their sociability gave them. With this attitude set, they spit venom at the lazy, ugly, disgusting skinnyfat people.

Fuck this condition.
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 No.226291

you need to seek help. and im not talking about your body

 No.226323

>>221170
>I can't afford a dentist or a 12000 dollar operation on my root canals. I can afford a tub of toothpaste


its 25000 RUB in Moscow, broplems werent

 No.227007

>>225298
>>225303
>>225308
i enjoyed reading your battle w/ the giant enemy crab

 No.227009

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sickfuck wants everyone to be a sick malnourished subhuman parasite prone to sickness just like himself because he feels insecure around other males who have healthy muscular bodies from the natural testosterone production and male hormones which run through their veins

sage and hide for having a crab mentality

 No.227298

I do calisthenics at night in a public park. There are daylight fags who keep moving stools and concrete weights but I've never seen them as I avoid everyone and anyone. I've worked out for a year and a half and haven't talked about or told a single soul about it. Groids would probably have made hundreds of hours of vapid tiktoks or whatever.
I'm 33 and feel 20 now.
Highly recommend.



/wiz/

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 No.223989[Reply]

My mom was an airhead who barely learned to read and write. She grew in poverty and she's obsessed with being poor and loves watching videos of people in extreme poverty. Despite all that she is a narcissistic cunt who thinks she's superior to everyone and loves to humilliate people every chance she gets. She got with my dad because she thought he was rich. No matter how much money she gets she tries to spend it all as soon as she gets it. As a kid, she constantly told me that she didn't love me and that I ruined her life, everytime my dad left the house she used to beat me. Everytime I'm around her, she makes sure to make hurtful comments, completely unprovoked, and loves to shame me in front of people. I know that part of my low self-steem is because of her. She always made me feel like I was worth nothing.

My dad was a musician that eventually became a moderately famous photographer for a national newspaper. He was a decent man when I was a kid, but eventually he started to beat my mom and me, he also kicked us out of the house plenty of times. His so called "fame" got the better of him and became a womanizer. He spent most of his money on succubi and came back home with nothing. That obviously caused more fights that always ended with me having to mop my mother's blood off the floor and having to call an ambulance to get her to the hospital. The beatings only caused my mom to resent me even more for "ruining her life". I was just an elementary school kid when all of these things happened and they continued to happen until I was 17. On top of that I was getting bullied at school, so I came back home from getting bullied to find my parents trying to kill each other.

Now almost a couple of decades later, I'm stuck with two aging parents who believe that I "owe" them for the hell they put me though. Needless to say, I hate them. And even though I feel some "love" for them as a son and know that I will cry them when they finally die. A part of me will find relief when that happens.
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 No.226982

I think the fact that over half my family isn't on speaking terms with one another shows it was over from the beginning. And this is on both sides of my family.

 No.227259

>>226982
I think I had a similar if not shitter start (not just divorced, but also resenting each other) … and I legit avoided relationships because I *knew* "it was over from the beginning".

But! What I never realized until hitting 30 is, it's a curse-like inter-generative trauma.

Me: grew up fatherless
Me mum: grew up fatherless
Her father: grew up fatherless… divorced grandma over some random booshi
His dad - whacked by some kraut-sucker in 1940s.

 No.227279

>>226966
There is this lie among (economically) right-wingers that UBI, welfare or anything given for free is bad supposedly because it demotivates you. They say if you get free stuff or money just like that then people won't want to work. But being realistic, if UBI was a thing, it obviously wouldn't be on the level of minimum wage but somehow still enough to get by in life. Now, the big majority of people are greedy assholes, would they be satisfied with that only? Obviously no. So of course the majority would still go to work to earn more money that they can spend on stupid shit or to impress succubi with their wealth. And even people who are ascetic in their worldview would most likely continue working too because fact is most people need work, they need to feel productive, they need to feel they belong somewhere, they need to follow instructions…Because most people would be bored otherwise.

So in the end, everything would be the same but people like us wouldn't have to worry about going homeless…But (economically) right-wingers think that is a big no-no, we can't have lazy men sitting on their asses and just watching anime all day! Where would this lead us?! (Ofc, it's all about the rich and middle class people fearing that they need to pay slightly higher taxes to keep low class people like us fed. They would rather spend their money on buying another car they don't need or purchasing a new house they don't need…)

And I say this as someone who isn't even a big fan of UBI. UBI would be improvement over nothing, don't get me wrong but I don't think the government should give money to EVERYONE. I mean, why give money to rich people too? I oppose universality in that sense, there should be some limit on who gets the basic income. Rich people don't need that extra lunch money.

 No.227287

>>227279
>So in the end, everything would be the same but people like us wouldn't have to worry about going homeless…But (economically) right-wingers think that is a big no-no, we can't have lazy men sitting on their asses and just watching anime all day! Where would this lead us?!


To a bunch of anime fans who begin to work various niche yet kinda… well paid jobs just to upgrade their anime fantasies - stuff authoritan-lefties would pretty much dislike to see too.

 No.227296

>>223989
My mom was a saint but extremely gullible. She Fell for almost every scam and diet fad out there that there is to fall for. My dad was extremely abusive, but he has mellowed out after mom died. He wanted me to move back in with him when I moved back into town, but that isn't happening.



/dep/

 No.301895[Reply]

Starting a new anti-suicide general as the original has been bump-locked.

Helping wizards to understand that persuasive feelings of suicide can be bested.

Further the discursive spirit of this thread will remain the same as the first: to counter the general luring tenor of sadness that defines all the other threads through sharing positive practical advice purposed to reducing suicidal behavior even when we feel most suicidal. Naturally, being that I started the topic, I will be the first to contribute.

(1) Know that I care about you guys deeply and sincerely. Call me a faggot, I don't care (many have already done this, to no worthwhile avail)
(2) Examine what you are eating. For example, gluten especially produces depressive/psychotic episodes in sensitive autistic individuals. Sugar also is not healthy for your brain. Delimiting ingestion of both is wise.
(3) Make sure you are getting sufficient sleep. Chronic sleeplessness or even a few days' worth of irregular sleep can seriously interfere with the clarity of our thinking.
(4) Clean up. Taking a warm shower and putting on fresh clean clothes always is refreshing and helps to break up darkened mental habits.
(5) Breathe fresh air. Open whichever windows punctuate your room and allow some wind to come in.
(6) Watch your breathing. When we are panicked, our breathing can become very disordered and we do not recognize the effect this has on our thinking. Take deep, purposeful breaths, and collect your thoughts.
(7) Respect yourself. You have done your best to survive in an awful world, and you should grant yourself forgiveness for any mistakes and the allowance to rest with a composed and balanced mind.

I've done my part. Anyone else?
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 No.304105

>>304020
Any examples of how it should be practiced?

 No.304106

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>>304105
>>304020
>How to meditation
There's a thread about this topic here with a lot of things >>303398
Just do it often.

 No.304109

no matter what you say, death is always an answer. i'm just too cowardly to go through with it.

 No.304347

>>303985
I think you mean Rosenfeld.
"Roosevelt" is an invented public title made in the facultative purpose of de-jewing a namesake; no different really to "Kennedy", which is an another invented surname standing in place of the older and original Venetian-Jewish (((Cavendish))).

 No.304350

>HAVE A SHOWER AND GO OUTSIDE!
I live in a shithole and i'm surrounded by people i hate. I'm a foreigner in my own country. I hate everyone. No matter how many jobs i get or people i talk to i will still be a complete outsider. The normalfag can't comprehend this. I haven't had a conversation in around 6 years that was even small talk everyone i've ever liked killed themselves or is in jail.



/wiz/

 No.227025[Reply]

Does anyone here know any good virgin-only forums? Or a forum with a significant virgin population? Or maybe a forum that discusses widespread societal depravity in a very negative light?

I'm guessing the answer will be 'no'. Don't you think that's strange? I never believed just because something is common, that it's 'natural' or 'acceptable.' Child rape was common, it was practiced for most of human history, that's not acceptable. Yet betrayal, prostitution and temporary 'relationships' (same thing as prostitution) are? We are always at the recieving end of mockery, and them always rewarded with praise. Why? What did we do to deserve being mocked and belittled?

Does anyone else here feel this way? Or am I the only one? How do I reach likeminded people? How do I communicate with people who share my values? Where do I find them?

These days I just feel like we're being erased, or rather… we have always been erased. Am I a crab for taking these things seriously and refusing to submit to the same depravity as others?
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 No.227230

>>227194
Every biological organism revolves around sex.

The only way for higher life forms to exist is an eternal life through self repairing machines and brains.

 No.227243

>>227214
doesn't seem all that bad…

 No.227285

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>>227230
I can assure you this is exactly where I find solace and cope in my life: by doing *computer-related stuff* and thus, keeping big cyber things "alive" and well.

 No.227294

>>227194
good enough for what you fucking faggot

you live in paradise you thankless retard

 No.227295

You could try crabs.is or nihilism.club but I doubt you'll like those places. I prefer the imageboard format, it allows for anonymity (although, people have a knack for finding me wherever I go).


I agree with everything you said. Misfits and pariahs will always be the center of public attention, meanwhile, far more monumental and ominous events take place which people simultaneously ignore or dismiss as insignificant. Personally, it became incumbent for me to take malicious pleasure in the failures and shortcomings of society: whenever I read of a mass-shooting I feel relieved knowing someone else out there is just as distressed and outraged by the injustices of our society, whenever I read of another savage killing of a White person committed by a Black person I feel vindicated that my own race which has betrayed itself is suffering the consequences for it (All people do is whine about these recurrent hate crimes, I'm sick of it, just do something about it already! Stop virtue-signaling and DO SOMETHING! I know the politics is rife with chicanery, but come on! Fire the liberal judges that are afraid of sentencing black criminals before their fear of being called racist results in the deaths of more innocent people. Do something.), whenever I watch videos of civil strife taking the form of mob outrage I feel pleased my country has fallen in such disarray. It's time for a monumental change, however, it's not coming. All these shitheads think about is sex, fame, and money; they lack understanding and character. Also, I'm a fan of the Boomers, Indian immigrants, dual-loyalist Zionists and the Chinese government. I dislike Generation Z because it's filled with a bunch of morons and cowards who hide behind social Marxism, sophomoric beliefs and values, and unaesthetical hedonism. I'm rooting for Gen Z's downfall. While everyone pretends that they're still in Highschool, forming silly little cabals, making fun of oddballs and weirdos, and committing infidelity like it's nothing more than a youthful fling that can be tucked under the rug and forgotten about: the West is dying for good. Schizo Chud out.



/hob/

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 No.60202[Reply]

Anyone here interested in researching serial killers? I find some of their backstories and psychiatric evaluations really interesting…
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 No.69498

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Apparently the survivors that died this year count as victims.
With that logic I guess the casualties were actually 39 (taking into account that same "said and done" mentality)..

 No.70068

>>60202
I think Tonari Yamomoto was killed by a rando killa.

See, the fact Tonari's clothes were "designer" doesn't mean he got the items for their original value. We know he was wearing rare expencive jacket/trousers. But what if all of that was a second-hand suit from da thrift store? A thrift hunter can find a BRIONI jacket in a thrift store, buy it for 5$, and wear it many times throughout years…

…not to mention the variant he was wearing fake stuff from a random flea market tier shop.

A random cabby/undertaker/cargo guy at a warehouse, no family, job doesn't really implies having friends. Painkillers and no money to fix rotting teeth. What if Tonari Yamamoto was a proper /jp/ /wiz/ with a /dep/ all along???

 No.70126

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>>60202
I did some internet searching & collecting files about active shooters yikes

 No.70128

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>>60202
also watch the documentaries more yikes

 No.70160

Old ass thread, how did I miss this all these years?
Anyway, I'm surprised so many people here talk negatively of serial killers. I mean for a site that's supposed to be for outsiders there is lots of cheap moralizing and humanism here.

I'm obsessed with serial killers, to tell the truth. It started a couple of years ago. It's the most interesting subject to me. I don't give a shit about their victims at all, most of them are succubi or your average annoying retard so what the hell, good riddance!

Favorite serial killers currently:
1.) Ed Gein
2.) Tie between: David Berkowitz-The Zodiac-BTK
3.) OP pic, Lawrence Bittaker and Roy Norris duo

As for their psychology, most of them are normalfags (at least according to this site's definition) but they are obviously far from your average normalfag. I'd say they have a lot in common with wizards, they are loners with not much friends and had weird experiences with sexuality. I'd go so far as to say your average serial killer only differs from wizards in that he has no self-control and doesn't care about the consequences of his actions. According to FBI profilers, serial killers of the sexual kind spend a lot of time alone, daydreaming and they have a history of jerking off by themselves a lot. They also got bullied or rejected by peers at one point or another in their lives. They get obsessed with their sexual fantasy world and can't stop themselves from acting out their wishes.



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 No.60554[Reply]

ITT: Post your videogame ideas that will never get made. or just vague things you wished existed or was different in VideoGames.
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 No.62945

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First or third person shooter like Hitman or Assassin's Creed, but set in the 80s or 90s. No electronics to keep it simple, I never liked electronic gadgets in games. Two or more secret factions fight it out on crowded streets and buildings. The agents are undercover and the goal is to eliminate the other faction's agents while causing as little disruption to the public as possible. So stealth is important and identifying the enemy agents would be a big part of the game.

During the preparation for the match, you'd select your gear like clothes, weapons and tools. You can hide bigger weapons under more clothes, but the same rules apply to the opposing team, so baggy clothes and trench coats would raise more suspicion than lighter, tight-fitting clothes. Especially if out of place, like on a hot map full of tourists.

The first phase of a match would be spent walking around and trying to identify your targets. There could be some additional objectives to act as points of interest. You can do various things to blend in with the crowd like in Assassin's Creed. No two characters in the game would be the same, so you'd have to keep track of which characters you keep seeing, which ones are acting inconsistent, or keep appearing near the points of interest. Paranoid schizos would enjoy this part of the game. The environment would be interactive and dynamic like in Hitman, so you could cause some events to divert attention, or gain access to some places, or even cause an accident to happen to the enemy. There would be some unattended parts of the map like the sewers, rooftops, maintenance access, where you could use melee or suppressed weapons without alerting the public. You can stash guns or other objects for later use, if you expect to be searched or something. Once a few minutes some new intel would become available, but you'd have to use a public phone, a cellphone, or an earpiece to receive it.

The second phase would be optional, and only after an open gunfight breaks out. The crowds disperse and the police arrive. There are massive penalties for killing civilians and cops, maybe even to the point where it would be better for a player to get arrested than to fight back. Let's say the secret factions are powerful and can pull their strings to get you out, like the Illuminati or whatever. So during the second phase you'd have to retreat to the unattended parts of the map, and do combat there. Gun fights would be realistic and slow pacePost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.62965

>>62964
>what would you add to this world beside missions?
Neocunny
>what would you like to do in neotokyo?
Kiss the neocunny

 No.63327

>>61647
Mkae a gaem about Hokkaido

allows both BAREBONE STRUGGLE and CORPO CYBER BONANZA at the same time

 No.63328

>>63327
cyberhobo simulator?

 No.63341

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a game with these three mix up together



/games/

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 No.63317[Reply]

>Be me
>Alone in bed deppresed (some minutes back in time actually)
>Dream about a flash game or something about manage a cooking shop and being a waitress
>A loading bar with orange color… some nostalgic music
>Wake up suddenly
>Wtf was that…
>*Realization*
>*Illumination*
>Clyppy appear out of nowhere
>Clippy: hey kid! Do you remember your happy times now? (I schizo now?)
>Popcap, Gamehouse, Sandlot games, A lot of Flash games…
>Start to watch videos on youtube and listen to OST
>Pure gameplay focus, no paywall or paytowin, good ost, good aesthetic, good controls, skill-challenge, good rewards, good history, memorable games.
>Deppresion just become quiet
What is this feeling? Its feel like heaven on earth.
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>>63332
Feel old yet.

 No.63336


 No.63337

>>63336
damn…dofus 1.29…😢

 No.63339

>>63332
>Club penguin
Remember you can still play Club Penguin from Beta to 2010-2012 (and next timeline events are coming) with a lot of more things with Waddle Forever on your computer.
https://waddleforever.com/
>>63336
>>63337
>Dofus
Anyone know how to play Dofus 1.29 locally or how to make up a server for solo play and test?

 No.63340

>>63339
>Anyone know how to play Dofus 1.29 locally or how to make up a server for solo play and test?
sorry I don't I zlso want to know how create a private server for myself but can't find nothing online
>sherwood
damn big nostalgia



/games/

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 No.60906[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Thread for discussing games you're currently playing.

>What games are you playing?

>What games have you recently purchased?

Previous thread:
>>57966
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 No.63314

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Harry Potter and The Chamber of Secrets on Windows is the best game ever, for me. Cause it has that open source vibe which other games like doom etc have.

 No.63315

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>>63314
I only ever played the PS1 title, how does this one differ? I'm curious about it.

 No.63323

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kind of a bitch to learn even if youve sunk thousands of hours into 4 but once you learn the mechanics you can easily waste your life on this game. It just came out and its alreadu this good i cant imagine what itll be like in 6 months to a year

 No.63324

>>61293
try the pro mods maps it adds lots of details and more countries

 No.63338

>>63314
>Harry Potter and The Chamber of Secrets on Windows is the best game ever, for me. Cause it has that open source vibe which other games
>like doom etc have.
Was this game made in Unreal Engine source?
The full code is somewhere in archive i believe…


[Last 50 Posts]

/lounge/

 No.312907[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

We really can't stop winning wiz bros while dumb cattle who follow blindly the media fell victim to one of the biggest pharma corpo scams of the century and to this day, they keep losing.
They bought into the psyop, wore double masks, took the jab and got triple quadruple boosted, and even got into fights with people who did not want to take the deadly jab. These npc cattle shilled for it as well on social media, it wasn't enough for them to take it themselves, they wanted everyone to be vaxxed.

On the other hand, every intelligent wizard was able to tell from a mile away that it was fishy, you can just do a quick research and see that Pfizer CEO is a kike and kikes have a bad reputation, as liars and fraudsters. The kikes behind the media were pushing for this state of emergency and lockdowns due to a harmless virus that supposedly came from china, yet wizards did not fall for it because we knew it was bullshit.
Everyone that took the vaxx might as well be dead, because in their compliance for the powers that be their human freedom was gone as well. Their spirit to be free from mental slavery was not there, maybe it was never there in the first place.

I did not fall for it and wasn't afraid because I've been gifted with foresight. Now, almost 5 years later, the sheep have to admit they were wrong and got manipulated, that the vaccines were not safe and effective. That the science was more concerned with money than with saving lives.

>AstraZeneca withdrawing Covid vaccine, months after admitting rare side effect. The Oxford-AstraZeneca Covid vaccine is being withdrawn worldwide, months after the pharmaceutical giant admitted for the first time in court documents that it can cause a rare and dangerous side effect


>AstraZeneca has insisted the decision to withdraw the vaccine is not linked to the court case or its admission that it can cause TTS. It said the timing was pure coincidence.



Stay strong, wiz bros, and remember: the biggest hoax is reproduction.
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 No.322240

>>320654
yes, it was a (((hoax)))

 No.322386

remember to NEVER FORGET WHAT THE JEWS DID!!!

 No.322393

and now they are saying all vaccines cause autism, it's unfortunate for those who held out until they fired us. Gun to the head, either can't provide for your family or become an npc

 No.322394

>>322393
>now they are saying all vaccines cause autism
>now
That's been a MSM talking point since like 2010

 No.322466

>>321315
"Sputnik" was a (((soviet))) hoax
Space is fake
Masonic groups around the world (of which NASA is the principal) have been counterfeiting the common people's understanding of physical reality for decades
Cold War was also fake
Nukes are fake
Modern Russia is equal parts ZOG as any other jew-dominated western state.
Wake up


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