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 No.307210[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post here if you don't have enough to say for a new thread, but it's too depressing for the crawl thread.

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Normies don't care about exchanging information or discussing specific topics. Everytime I think I'm having a good conversation with someone one on one and someone else joins the topic shifts to gossip or bantering and I get left out immediately. It becomes impossible for me to keep up.

 No.308216

>>308210
Autismos can't banter.

 No.308220

friday night and wizchan slows to a crawl…

 No.308223

Wizs, can you all really pretend to be happy?

Today was a bad day at work. FUCK. I hate how I always end up feeling miserable whenever I go out with other people (because of work).

They always look so good — I keep telling myself that everyone has their own problems, but why do they all seem so happy when existence itself feels miserable?

It's always the same conversations: beers, boyfriends and girlfriends, marriage, cars, houses, sons and daughters.

God, I hate it all.
I hate existence.
I wish i was never born.

DAMN!

 No.308224

>>308223
protip: you can just say "no". they're probably shit talk behind your back but at least you don't have to deal with such shit.


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 No.303825[Reply]

Would they? I've been thinking.

My mom is already LDAR'ing due to the debt and she's already lost one child, so I think either by suicide or stress she would die. My dad? He didn't seem to care that much when my stepbro died, but I am his firstborn. I don't know really. My little brother would probably just turn into me. That's my only concern. Everyone else, would cry for a day maybe.
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>>308140
I first noticed them posting here around 2022.

 No.308146

>>308140
I can only speak for myself, I have noticed exactly two more Indians beside me here, as for me I have been here since 2019, I come over, and post somewhat like in a month hoping things would be different, but then I see normie pecking order of race and I go away to video games, it really is very hard to be an Indian Online tbf. Constant insults and hurling do eventually weaken you, I have spend in total like a 4 months here since 2019 intermittently. But mostly I go away for studies and self improvement only to end up here the next year.

 No.308164

my mom is also the type to be devastated but that pleases me

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my mother would be mad because of the funeral costs and because she'd need to do damage control, otherwise she will be blamed. to the outside she'll fake sadness, obviously.

my father would just be mad at his eldest son for being weak.

my brother would be happy.

my grandma won't give a fuck.

can't kill myself though because none of these cunts would take take care of my cat

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>>308219
Cute cat!


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 No.39161[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

In this thread we say we love our waifus.

Today is Lynne-chan's birthday! She hopes everyone is doing their best!

Last thread from 2017 >>>/jp/22727
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>>44259
>>44261
>>44262
dealing with the same problem here
i am myself thought many times on giving up and moving on because the pain was too much

but if i did they i would not be happy there would a hole no could fill expect her you can find waifu she finds you

i gave up masturbation for her and this year i am improving myself and learning to draw just because of her

i am finally glad that i am not alone in this fight anymore

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she's the only bit of happiness i've ever encountered in this world

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I try to refrain from sharing my favorite waifus online because it's hard to keep split identities in different websites if the 2d succubi is relatively niche, it pains me to do it but I have no choice.

 No.44298

>>44297
>Multiple waifus
Real one always have one but you can obviously still care about other female characters and even feel affection for them

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>>44295
I echo your words.
I love my Remilia.


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 No.307395[Reply]

Ok i gonna give you some advice around hypnosis and mind (the thread of magick tech have some info books and etc around this)
>how its works?
Just imagine a kid waking up by her mom/father/tutor in the morning yelling out him with insults while maybe hit the kid, this kid will have the day ruined maybe with bad humour and negative ideas (imagine this everyday, of the childhood) and it will feel like a total piece of shit, the other personal thing of this kid doesnt matter for now but get the outcome.
now compare this to a kid waking up by her mom/father/tutor with a warm -good day, today is a good day!- in a soft loving tone voice while try to maybe hurry the kid a little or help the kid to wake up (or even try to wake up the kid with more time to not hurry you too much)

These two kids in the waking up (even adults) are incredible suggestionable, just imagine who of the two will have a more good outcome in the day, and even in the next day if the first phrases they listen when wake up and enter in the mind are like
-Wake up little piece of useless meat-shit asshole fuc…! hit and yell the kid*-
and
-Good morning, honey, kiss in the forehead while some family touch* its a warm day, wake up you need to go to prepare for school!-
You get it?

>Mind Hygiene
Try to no listen to sad music, sad pop music etc (lana del rey, billie eilish and etc)
Try to no listen to sad music before bed/before sleep/when wake up
Try to no listen to music that trigger rumiation or bad sad ideas, even before bed
Try to no listen sad music when you just wake up (you still can listen happy energy music)
Try to no rumiate before sleep or have bad sad ideas bacause maybe you can wake up with that idea in mind in the wake up and this maybe can ruin your next day
Try to no watch sad or deppresive things in media, or get straight out of the media and ignore it
Try to listen to happy energy music in some activies to make a constant trigger for you when you need it (the same sad trigger of music can be made with a happy trigger of energy happy music)
Try to NO have negative ideas or rumiation when you just wake up (next tip explain it why and how to use this in a positive way around hypnosis) and if you got into it, try to use a reality check technique later i mention
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>>307609
thank you for explaining

 No.307673

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>>307623
This Canada study have some training techniques, theories of how suggestion work and explanation of expectancy of why the autosuggestion work or suddenly stop to work for some people (related to expectancy lol)
>Also
Adam Eason book about clynical self-hypnosis have the techniques for hypnosis just in the first pages, the latter pages are tips or more techniques or how to use it.

 No.307871

>>307673
From
>Carleton Skills Training Program to improve hypnotizability
Read it, very Useful.

 No.307881

>>307871
This read around Hypnosis maybe can be interesting
https://www.cosmic-pancakes.com/blog/pheno-control

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>>307673
>>307871
>>307881
This book around Clinical hypnosis and CBT and the books of Michael D. Yapko are interesting, these have some good tips for self-hypnosis or methods for treatment for deppresion for lay people and therapists.
The Adam Eason book is still a good book for start.
>Also
Yapko focus is non-drug-based therapies in the treatment of depression, his focus is Process-Oriented Hypnosis for some problems.


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PALESTINE OFFICIALLY RECOGNIZED AS A STATE OR WHATEVER. U.N RECOGNIZES THE INVASION OF THIRD-WORLDERS UPON EUROPE. YOUTUBE ANNOUNCED IT WILL BE RE-INSTATING CHANNELS BANNED BY BIDEN'S ORDERS DURING COVID AND 2024 ELECTIONS. ANTIFA DECLARED A TERRORIST SECT. ISRAEL "ONLY NATION CAPABLE" OF PLANTING CELLULAR MASS-DISRUPTION DEVICES OUTSIDE OF UN GENERAL ASSEMBLY. TIKTOK TREND SHOWS PREGNANT SUCCUBI DOWNING THERAPEUTIC LEVELS OF TYLENOL IN PROTEST OF ANNOUNCEMENT THAT DOING SO CAUSES AUTISM IN CHILDREN

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>>323906
>Sid Meier game
Well… it all seems a bit spammy. My apologies. I'll tend to Civilization VII in silence.
Incidentally, in the very end, I had China also annex the following:
1. Bhutan and Sikkim rather than leaving them to join the new independent North East Indian ASEAN state ( of which Nagaland is its capital ).
Bhutan was made a special autonomous zone whereby its monarchy was allowed to continue to exist, effectively truly making Bhutan a country within a country within a country ( deliberately made this way to make it cooler (Bhutan -> in Xizang -> in China). South Tibet's part o Tibet. What was a part of Tibet goes back to being a part of Tibet ( Xizang )
2. North most Kachin from Myanmar
3. Barahoti
4. Jadh Ganga Valley
5. Tashigang-Shipki La (Khab and Namgia)
6. Kaurik (Sumdo)
…etc. All the disputed stuff and then some.

I then amplified my interests in transforming Sakhalin to Taiwan 2.0 and with its connection to Outer Heilongjiang fashioned a means by which I could mobilize quaternary goods back and forth at a more efficient and effective pace.

Every facet of Hinduism and everything Hindu affiliated and all the cannibalism and all the idol trash was purged from the liberated lands and replaced with whatever China deemed fit.

Once I had China fully done with the 'Indian Question', it prioritized the silk road(s).
From there, Neo Khazaria (Province in Rome), Rome proper (Russia), The Emerald Lands and its brother state prospered to such an extent that it became quite abnormal. Afghanistan becomes the primary tourist spot. It's a thoroughly secular place now, but Islam's still around. That's pretty much what the whole place is like. Lots of the world population gets concentrated in these zones. Cousin marriage and incest is punished by death. The rest of the chunk is primarily in the Sinosphere world ( where effectualization is still being facilitated. Part of selling Siberia to China involved some deal with the silk road or some such )
Somehow or other, North Africa ends up green in this process.

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>>323933
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>>323904
>Xinjiang

I looked into it some, and what's happening is less what the all the headlines make it out to be and more so a suppression not of any unitarian theological element, but instead a suppression of ritualistic components extrapolated from Arabized Saudi imperialism, and then in addition a suppression of the superstitions emergent from hundreds of years of magi malformation, thus ensuing in the transformation of a school of thought containing only foundational moral principles, to which whose followers are still allowed specific, targeted, and atomized zones existent in their own locales for the purpose of their inseparable prayer, coordinated in such a way as not to interfere nor obstruct other facets of life for other peoples. Banned and barred are all the things you'd expect to be banned or barred which lead to Chinese disharmony.
The end result ensues, effectively, in the modern day Christian, and a state semi-akin to the neighboring Kazakhastan. More concerning are/were the movements of independence toward an 'East Turkmenistan' hence why the construction of re-education camps were facilitated. So, not primarily for obstructing religion and people saying 'I believe in God' or in their fasting or distancing from consuming pork, but rather curbing the people from thinking themselves apart from belonging to China. Same with Tibet. Why the camps are said to have diminished of late, if not been destroyed or repurposed for a more pragmatic objective, owes not to the obsoleting of faith but because of the realization that a distancing from China only ultimately ensues in being swallowed by disagreeable muck. So, the 'carrot' approach is doing its job well, and as with all things, the carrot is better than the stick, and this will only prove ever increasingly as urbanization and all the material elements increase: the goal of a people seeking independence has been severed, for why should they seek it, when being part of China and abiding by its law is superior?
I'm pretty sure they had a sterilization thing going on for awhile and enabled the one child policy to continue in Xinjiang, but in line with curbing diminishing numbers throughout the nation, we can say, it is either banned if not outright criminalized. It is stupid and retarded anyway to eliminate people when instead you can transform the inherPost too long. Click here to view the full text.


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 No.228657[Reply]

I keep starring at succubi when I'm in public places (in the train for example) like a pervert. the thing is I can't help myself but look at the beautiful succubi or turn head to every corner to see if there is a beautiful succubus to stare at. the problem is I want to break this habit because first, succubi aren't worth it, secondly I look lile a perv, thirdly I don't want to get in trouble. I want to ask archmages how do you avoid looking at succubi?
>just don't stare at them
I just can't, it's not that easy to stop just starring. I cat help myself because I'm like attracted (my eyes are) like a magnet.
how do you do my fellows to stop looking at succubi that use the power of their hot body to lure men to become a pervert?
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>>228669
>succubus
In the past I’d always go for other words like “pure 2d maiden” so the filter wouldn’t end up insulting her

 No.228676

>>228657
I dunno if dressing like a whore should be elevated to transcendent levels by calling them "medusa powers". They're just bad people who enjoy dangling meat before hungry lions at the zoo. You should look at them as worse than common criminals for not dressing decently.

 No.228691

Most succubi are prostitutes and liars of the highest order the world has ever seen, giving them freedom separate from men was the single worse mistake human civilization has ever made, they convinced men that sexoo would trickle down, it didn't. They convinced the Government that Crapitalism would be boosted by 2x the workforce, they convinced the Coomunists that their emancipation was the right of passage for PLOWretardiad class.

They are liars and manipulators of greatest degree by doubling the workforce in the short term, they destroyed the civilization by not having kids anymore at all. And this is what the Government got when they trusted the 2x larp, now the birth rates have declined to nothing, the workforce is reduced to nothing. They are entangled with the devil himself.

They equate oppression with not being able to dress like a hoe, they believe that a bikini is different from underwear, they have no shame, no self-respect, no honor, nothing. They don't care about the country, they don't care about their culture, they are actively at war with their own country from Norway to South Africa and from China to Amerika.

They tryna be equal to men, but what they don't understand is that in intercourse succubi get fucked and men fuck, so they have conveniently positioned themselves as the trophy so that men are the ones who have to put in the work. They can't go around without any attention. Every single one of them post 1990 is a slut of the highest order, their Instagram are full of acting like hoes.

They are the greatest enemies, the greatest threat that humanity has ever faced, they say they want equality but what they want is revenge while refusing to give war straight up, they are the biggest pieces of shit I have ever met, even greater than Muslims, as a matter of fact I want third world golems to raid countries and rape succubi and instill discipline in succubi.

They get into relationships only for fun and say crap like "Oh I am not your therapist". They have age-cucked the civilization by calling 19 year old post fertility succubi as kids, and becoming infertile at the the age of 40 when they marry, they have weaponised the justice system against men completely. Every single one of them need to enjoy the pleasure of thermobaric heavy Soviet Weaponry up their cunts by a Russkiye War Criminal.

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>>228691
>Da joos but this time its da wooman
>Crab manifiesto
Yeah, anyway… did you see the new UFOS Uaps? Damn cool

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>>228692
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Recently I've become fascinated with tessellation and spent the past couple of weeks collecting pictures of mosaics from around the world. Eventually just looking at them was not enough and I want to go deeper, understand the geometric shapes and its secrets better. Not even sure why but periodic tiling feels like a brain massage to me, like I'm about to fall out of bottom of how I usually perceive the world around me. So I picked up the book Geometry by Cambridge University Press. Feel free to give a hollow laugh: I honestly thought I could just skip the math part of geometry (yes I'm an idiot) and appreciate its resulting surfaces. While you can do that, if you want to appretiate geometry even at a surface level, you need to know the bare minimum of maths. The book suggested a good grasp on the basics of linear algebra and algebraic structure. I thought 'OK, I'll read the wiki entries as a lazy primer' and quickly realized I forgot even the basics of mathematical symbols. I guess it's true after all, if you don't use it you lose it.

Long story short, I'm currently going through Pure Mathematics for Beginners. The good part of being dumb is when you learn a single thing it feels like a whole new world just opened up and it feels really good.

So yeah, maths thread.
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>>70507
I just wanted to make video games, man

 No.70509

>>70507
saw some people on twitter that are building a math knowledge graph, connecting every concept starting from elementary school, all the way up to graduate level math. but they deliberately don't post the whole thing so they can shill their proprietary learning platform. if you had the whole map, you could just follow it on your own and self-study. you could pick a concept and go backwards and learn all the prerequisites, figure out what fundamentals you might be missing. i think stuff like this should be standardized, would make learning complex subjects more accessible.

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 No.70587

I find being able to solve single variable calculus problems (possibly with a formula sheet) to be a much better marker of general intelligence and problem solving ability than iq tests or personality tests.
It's also depressing how much people would fail this

 No.70588

>>70508
>making video gaymes in 2026
>thinks projective geometry is hard
brainlet moment

 No.70643

>>70509
I remembered seeing something like this a long time ago;
https://khanacademy.fandom.com/wiki/Knowledge_Map

Looking into it, a related project was
https://github-wiki-see.page/m/metacademy/metacademy-content/wiki/Roadmaps

Kinda wonder what happened in 2013 that stopped the development and use of both :(


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 No.228496[Reply]

Thesis:

Engagement with structurally advanced texts and excellent rhetoric trains and temporarily optimises the mind into recurring modes of organization, attention, abstraction, and inference; repeated exposure can temporarily or semi-durably bias cognition toward those modes independently of propositional content.

Or in simpler terms, in the same way that algebra & calculus trains the mind towards logical and methodical thought in the long term, I believe it's possible for works of illustration, music and literature to do so in the short term. If this is true, then it's advantageous to catalogue such art-efacts and optimise exposure to them.

I'm not talking about the first order; "no duh, I read something that told/reminded me of facts and now they're at the front of my attention" or involuntary emotional responses, I'm talking about the temporary mental structure. Meditation or such like, if it works, seems to work by selecting for facts and details, voluntarily emphasising inputs to get desired outputs. It should notionally be possible then, to exercise the mind in such a way that one or more patterns of thought and emphasis can be either cold stored, or reliably reconstructed with inputs on demand. I think genius lies in being able to do this at will and not rely on outside props, but i'm not a genius.

The inspiration for this idea came from reading Robert Carlyle in the morning and consequently having a very organised and effective day at work, but I've noticed it much earlier in the second and third novel of Kai Lung. In the later case, the pleasant but none-the-less non-trivial effort of very complex English usually leaves me in a "well spoken" state for quite some time. I originally put this down to simple mimicry but perhaps there's more to it.

Thoughts? Examples of useful material?

If this is true, consider the darker side - that it's possible to artificially construct and reinforce dysfunctional frames of mind, not just overloading the memory and attention with noise and conflict, but actually implant a structure of thought - at scale. If this was so, how well does it explain modernity.
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>>228615
i don't know, it's difficult. if you're scared of people, you need experiences of safety. if you feel inferior, you need experiences of being enough. when you're stuck in a particular perceptual frame, you need knowledge of a different frame that serves as an antidote. if you just go outside and seek it out, you might never find it, because it has to be a very specific experience, the world is chaotic and unpredictable, and most likely you'll just collect more trauma. but also, conjuring it up from nothing through meditation is also difficult, because you don't know what you don't know, like imagining the taste of chocolate if you've never had chocolate. i did it somehow, before i messed around with tulpamancy, i didn't understand love on an experiential level, it was just missing from my perceptual field completely. now that i have knowledge of that particular frame and i can access it whenever i want and it seems to trigger real neurochemical processes i.e. i can trigger oxytocin purely by imagining cuddling with my tulpa.

>>228616
you could probably find it through the wayback machine archive. the whole thing is a blur to me, i remember writing about this perception stuff in a bunch of different threads. the thread you remember was probably years later, i vaguely remember some guy talking about how he pretends he's a warrior or something to get into the mindset to exercise.

 No.228618

>>228603
>sound like a lot of Techno-Psycho-babble
yeah it's not really clear to me what he precisely means, various activities improve your attention, mental organisation, and capability for abstraction. Drinking some strong coffee does this simply
>Freud, Jung, and company made a lot of hey what if and made up theories
To me these theories are just nonsense, speculation at best
>for some more scientific people all therapies are just placebos
If taking a sugar pill each day does the same thing might as well take the sugar pill instead of spend time and money on therapy

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>>228617
>conjuring it up from nothing through meditation is also difficult, because you don't know what you don't know, like imagining the taste of chocolate if you've never had chocolate.
You're experimenting with something interesting here anon. Read around Psychonautics.

>before i messed around with tulpamancy, i didn't understand love on an experiential level, it was just missing from my perceptual field completely. now that i have knowledge of that particular frame and i can access it whenever i want and it seems to trigger real neurochemical processes i.e. i can trigger oxytocin purely by imagining cuddling with my tulpa.
Check Metaprograming circuit in Prometheus Rising and compare to Tulpamancy and forcing… hehe
You use a lot your brain around language or maths… these thing in a way start that circuit, you know the latter.
Each circuit is non-local, its not lineal.

>i vaguely remember some guy talking about how he pretends he's a warrior or something to get into the mindset to exercise.
Assuption of the godform or Power pose, visualization self-hypnosis or method acting alter ego… read the book the myth of charisma if you want.
>Also
Read Prometheus Rising and do exercises, if you dont get read Cosmic Trigger 1.

 No.228626

>>228617
>you could probably find it through the wayback machine archive
I tried looking for a bit but I couldn't find it, and I don't feel like trawling through all those half dead links, so whatever.
>vaguely remember some guy talking about how he pretends he's a warrior or something to get into the mindset to exercise.
I mean, that might have literally been me. I remember posting something about how pretending to be a ninja in training helped me do my calisthenic exercise like push ups and pull ups(and also how that same "pretending" did not extend into motivating me to for example lift weights in the gym, because that doesn't fit the conceptual framing).
Yeah, interesting threads for sure, but I never really ended up figuring out how to fully utilize it. The biggest issue I faced is the constant back sliding. It's like when you watch a movie and start acting like the main character; it usually lasts for a week or two, then you're back to your old self. When you use your imagination to conceptually reframe your self-image you end up with the same problem of short duration.

 No.228690

>>228600
I did eventually find something that was approaching the idea; called "Your mind and how to use it" specifically chapter 2
https://www.gutenberg.org/files/42055/42055-h/42055-h.htm

Which - so far - appears to be exactly what you're describing, providing what could have been the base investigation of what would effectively be psychological engineering.

>>228603
Psychonautics is exactly the topic that i'm trying to get at, thank you.

>>228609
Not I, but this sounds interesting too. A decade or so ago I was reading the egoists with a view to brute force a change in perspective away from thinking of myself as a subject seen by others and instead a self actualising subject. All it came to was the big 5 and practical applications but perhaps I was just too young.

>>228611
Which is why i'm looking for external tools to solve the problem. I've reached roughly the point of diminishing returns on CBT and so on, and I'm "better" after having had such external interventions but now - after not being in a constant state of disaster management for the first time in my adult life, i'm aware that altered mental states can contribute to a useful end, if managed effectively.


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Does anybody else live with family who have seemingly not a care in the world to be careful with your belongings?? It's incredibly annoying and often blood boiling. I have a lot of collections, and attempt to make models like tanks/planes/warhammer stuff and quite often my parents will "inspect" my room for whatever retarded reason and often break several items. I internally call my dad "The grabbler" he picks up delicate items with his full fist, all fingers perfectly alinged - like a special ed kid grabbing a pencil. As you can imagine, this often BREAKS anything even remotely fragile.

This has been an issue I've dealt with my entire life. I'd have my pokemon cards on a playing mat in my room, parents barge in and walk right on them despite them being able to walk around it, and I wasn't even in the way. Or other times where they would grab my school work with greasy/chocolate coated hands and get stains all over it. Also they love coughing and sneezing without any attempt to cover their mouths. You will see spit and mucus stains EVERYWHERE in the house. Especially on the shared computer screen, utterly disgusting.

I have tried everything to get them to be less dirty and more respectful and mindful but they just don't care, my mother is literally too stupid to understand, my father just doesn't care. I don't really want to move out either as it's not a possibility on my wages unless I want to live in a car or next to criminal social housing with even more disgusting people.

The list goes on and on about all the dirty behaviour they get up to. I might even jot down some greentext stories if I'm bored later
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 No.308191

I keep all my personal belongings in my room and no one enters my room without my approval. And I also made my father cover his disgusting mouth for his nuclear sneezing, it was the most non-indian disgusting shit ever. If your parents don't respect you it might be because you're probably too nice to them, I'd much rather be a manchild than having to put up with certain stuff just because I owe them the beautiful gift of life.

 No.308211

>>308190
They are in denial too. "Oh he wouldnt do that!" to "Ok so what it's just toys?" As I then show them the retail price of these items they outright deny thats how much they cost. I hate them so much. If I so much as spill a glass of water in their house they freak out and tell me if there's any stains Ill be paying for it.. I could move out, but it would be a very tight budget

>>308191
Those uncovered sneezes and coughs that fling out fluid piss me off so much. My dad would do that during the mass hysteria of covid despite him being super in belief about this virus ending the world, but he wouldn't even cover his mouth… sometimes he'd sneeze right in peoples faces and drench them, he denies it happens and people these days are too soft.

 No.308213

>>308211
did a member of your family (a kid) already touched or broke your things?

 No.308214

>>308213
Already happened. This was just the recent one, it's typically my own parents breaking things. My dad especially. Let's say we have a rare playing card, he will pick up and scrunch it up in the process. Purposely bend it to "test it" and it will have HEAVY crinkles. He denies its worth anything. He will sneak into my room whilst im at work and inspect/damage my items. I have a lot of stuff sealed and hidden away because of this. I keep bait stuff out for him to meddle with. The worst part is he is just really that stupid, it's not even malicious. Stupid and ignorant, can't explain anything to him. You could show him how a card is selling for 1,000 dollars and he says its a lie and rips the card up to prove it (didn't happen just an example of what hes like).

 No.308215

>>308214
damn thats concerning about what your dad do to your stuff. did you try to tell him an ultimatum about your stuff like if you ripp my shit again I'll fucking beat the shit out of you? if the beute force doesn't work , I suggest you to buy a safe to put valuable things inside


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 No.70176[Reply]

Discussion about the lucrative, dangerous, and interesting hobby of Dumpster Diving.

High priority finds: Anything worth $$$, duh. Here's some examples:
-PC/Electronic equipment
-Sealed products, boardgames, clothing etc
-Food(sealed and safe)
-Anything you can use

Every day at my job I throw away several thousands of dollars of supermarket goods that are still good but we cannot legally sell them. Sometimes the seal is slightly broken and if anyone gets sick from that, that's a 6 or 7 digit number we get fined, so it's easier to avoid that altogether and claim insurances. Every single night people raid our dumpster. It makes sense.

I also used to use this method to survive decently while I was homeless.

Please post your thoughts and experiences
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 No.70261

so between locked dumpsters and people video taping their dumpsters, how do you attempt this? I suppose if you're homeless you no longer care about being arrested.

 No.70263

>>70260
Just a regular flat, it's humble and does the job, close to work as well so it suits my lifestyle well.

>>70261
Just find the ones that are ideal. Never dealt with any police or guards so I'm not sure what would happen, I'd assume they would just move you along. Lots of places have dumpsters just behind the back and aren't locked or secured. I didn't ever break any locks or enter property I wasn't supposed to, I believe that's where the trouble can start

 No.70265

>>70263
good, im glad you have a roof

 No.70267

>>70261
Apartments if you need thrift shop grade stuff. Just take a quick peek and see if anything neat is on top - walk out of the complex on foot so people just assume you live there as you walk away and snagged a wicker chair or PC or whatever.

 No.70642

>>70267
That's a good idea too. People throw out a lot of good things. Strip malls, or any retail area in general are gold mines. Grocery store chains are also great, they throw out baked good wrapped up and clean just because its beyond its date. For regular bread its great


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 No.305314[Reply]

Was reading "Look Me in The Eye" and was inspired by the phrase, "He'll remember this when he's 40." What are those things that people said to you that you never forgot? Can be positive or negative, recent or distant past.

In 9th or 10th grade, a random succubus who wasn't even in my class said, "There's something wrong your shirt. Everytime I see you there's something wrong with you." I don't know why she was in my classroom, and I never saw her again afterwards. Of course I said nothing like a pathetic slave. They echo in my mind almost 10 years after.
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 No.308189

>>305389
I didn't say it was, I just said there's a lot of generic insults I remember. The phrase I wrote was separated from that entirely, it's just something that really stands out.

Here's another one so my post isnt so worthless: "you're becoming a fucking loser" my dad said to me after he refused to believe I couldn't get a job after sending 200+ applications. Ultimate boomer, and this was early 2010s

 No.308204

My dad's friend said something along the lines of the world will eat you alive or it will beat you into a pulp.

 No.308206

>>308204
Your dad's friend is out of touch. The reality is that life will either chew you up and spit you out, or it will sweep you under the rug.

 No.308207

>>308206
isn't what his dads friend said??

 No.308212

>>308207
some are lucky enough to be forgotten, I much prefer that than being beaten to a pulp with medical issues etc


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 No.308091[Reply]

What is everyones thoughts on leaving a suicide note? Is it necessary for closure for others? A way to get everything off your chest before you ack? Or just a waste of time?

I have been staring at my .60 cent retirement plan, and am not sure if I would just like to go out and just have everyone guessing. Or if its right to leave a note. Most of my family thinks I am useless or lazy. However they have no introspection on that they are the ones who raised me.
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 No.308108

i can't stand my own writing, especially in my native language so i'm not going to bother writing anything. it would sound too melodramatic or schizophrenic. how do i even explain that there was something painfully wrong with me since i was born? and how do i explain that i'm suspicious of this world and believe it's ruled by an evil deity that wants to keep us trapped in a material prison?

hopefully after i die i don't have to stay and watch my own funeral. i don't want "closure", i just want to get the heck out of here asap.

 No.308161

no, i can't stand normalfags seeing my true thoughts and feelings
in fact, i'll delete all my stuff before i kms
i already burned my journal last year and haven't written down anything since then

 No.308162

That greatly depends on who it's meant for. Closure is not something anyone is entitled to. It's better to just go no contact gradually. If anyone actually cared about your life, you could leave behind breadcrumbs, not necessarily anything big like a journal.

 No.308201

I'm not leaving anything but silence

 No.308209

>>308201
i like silence. in fact it's very uncomfortable for me when i have to speak more than usual (i'm usually completely silent).


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 No.308192[Reply]

Are there people who need guidance or a second person to do something like start a project? I can't do anything on my own; I need help and support for quite a while before I can do things independently. I wanted to know if there are other wizards like me I could confide in. How did you manage to start things on your own without constantly asking for help?
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 No.308199

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Is it because you're shy to start something all on your own or because you need someone to keep you from procrastinating? If it's the latter from my experience it all boils down to finding some motivation, if you rely on someone else to get you to do something you might dread it even more since there's someone now that you don't want to disappoint, and that person might eventually be unavailable anyway. As for finding the motivation I can't give any advice, in my case the times I've gotten myself to do stuff was because I didn't want to end up like people who are much older than me and haven't done much with their lives, but not everyone is as scared of aging as me.

 No.308202

>>308192
I understand you, i feel the same way. What happens to me is that I get bored staying alone always.
Lately, I've been thinking on how much i need guidance. I cannot find it anywhere, in my current career, I only get more confusion than clarity, I feel lost, when i had someone i felt stability, when lose her, i fell apart.
:(

I'd like to know more about you because I've been wondering if anyone else feels the same way :/

 No.308203

It's not really a struggle to do things on your own. It's just waiting until life forces you into independence then it's do or die. Jealous of people who don't have to do this.

 No.308205

>>308202
do you struggle to do things you want to but can't because you feel worthless? because this is how I feel

 No.308208

>>308199
I want to do things alone but I'm scared. generaly when I go to a new place I want to come back home as soon as possible because I'm scared of people and don't stay too long a d it's shir because I want to take my time there


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 No.319696[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

this thread is for Hikikomori and N.E.E.Ts.
use this thread as an exchange between hiki and neet and share what you think is worth sharing.
here's a website that sell hikikomori themed magazine in japan. the website has some interviews of hiki around the world. if you'd like to check it, here's the link: https://www.hikipos.info/
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 No.323242

>>322679
I wonder what kind of people calls NEET/hiki 'parasite'? are they jealous of NEET and hiki or it's something else?

 No.323255

>>323175
>it has been getting unbearable, the boredom and monotony are agonizing
funny that you say this because wagecucking for a couple years has the same result.
shitty work becomes monotone, unbearable and agonizing and you are counting the seconds until you can go home. by the time you are indeed back home you notice you are too tired to do anything that requires effort so you doomscrool jewtube and play videogames for an hour and then its off to bed so you can wake up and spend another day counting down the minutes and seconds until you can go home.
yeah and money? forget about money, as a lowly wagecuck you are just as poor as a neet.

 No.323949

>>323255
those words are true. to become rich, you need to make an ambitious video game by yourself like notch

 No.323961

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Nowadays everybody on Twitter who isn't working a 9-5 but makes money otherwise calls themselves a "NEET". For me you are only a neet if you either live of welfare or your parents. If your parents die and you inherit their money you aren't a neet anymore even if your life stays exactly the same. You cant be neet and have wealth, be a landlord, cryptobro, trader or whatever, that is at least my definition of it.

 No.323965

>>323961
Your definition is quite irrelevant because it's patently incorrect. NEET is an acronym standing for 'Not in Education, Employment, or Training'. It's not related to one's source of income at all.


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 No.227908[Reply]

It's official. Sexbots are almost* here.

Would you guys sexbotmaxx or remain a pure Wizard?
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 No.228462

for me willing to consider a sexbot, the bot would have to be super advanced, almost real, like a replicant from blade runner tier, like you wouldnt blink twice at it if you saw it walking down the street

 No.228668

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Indeedy.

 No.228672

Pure, no point in fucking something that doesn't even love or comfort me, if anything I'd just feel worse after doing it.

 No.228675

>>228668
go back to bus

 No.228689

>>228668
hi, /md/.


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 No.323798[Reply]

Opioids could save many lives. Their only problem is how addictive they are, and the only solution to this is to make them available without a prescription. All the problems you see stemming from opioids and opiates are due to this very reason.


Rus ASL
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 No.323816

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>>323807
>Opioids are difficult to access
There are RC opioids you can get from Canada

 No.323817

>>323816
Yes, get "safe" opioids under the counter from the country renowned worldwide for forcing assisted suicide on people who have broken arms.

 No.323818

>>323817
Assisted suicide is a blessing

 No.323819

>>323818
People who want to die don't deserve blessings. They deserve to wallow in their self-pity until they either grow out of it or bite the bullet. They can fuck off and die on their own without demanding others kill them in a way that funnels more tax money in to the pockets of a bunch of faggy doctors. It's gut-wrenching to be reminding that we walk amongst failed humans who are so infantile and weak that they demand big brother give them either feel-good pills to suck down and become too chemically retarded to feel sad, or a feel-good needle to end their life. That's irrelevant in the case of MAiDs though given that the whole program is an organ harvesting business that targets humans who are completely capable of healing back to full capacity.

 No.323960

>>323807
>Opioids are difficult to access even with chronic pain or more serious conditions because of rightoids and their war on drugs

Jews control "big pharma" and the FDA. The jewish Sackler family was the main force behind the so-called "opioid epidemic" to begin with.


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 No.314827[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Hitler's thread:
Paintings or things related to him or to national socialism.

- Painting of a castle.
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 No.323746

>>323735
>I'm not a right-winger myself
You should be. If you are white that is, if not then be whatever you want you animal.

 No.323748

>>323746
Ah the classic go ahead and kys except if you are white

 No.323844

>>323746
I am indeed white and have lost all interest in politics. Right-wing here basically means foreigners are still welcome but we want to cut unemployment benefits. Anything further to the right is straight up illegal. Not that I have any interest in it anyway, I don't like left-wing stuff either. I don't believe any politician will ever scale back this intrusive power of the government and defend basic freedoms.

 No.323846

>>323845
He is not a nigger - some would say he's a waste of white skin though

 No.323959

>>323844
> and have lost all interest in politics

extremely silly and foolish.


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 No.223082[Reply]

How do you genuinely just stop caring about everything shitty in your life? I just want to become numb to it all. People always say you shouldn't, but whenever I let myself feel any small amount of happiness the feeling of sadness/depression that I'll inevitably feel later is so painful it makes me wish I just didn't feel anything at all in the first place. Meditation has gotten close to this and I like the peace it gives me but I wish I felt that peace all the time.
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 No.228684

If you want emotional numbness try taking ashwagandha. You will be a robot after a few months.

 No.228685

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>>228684
>You will be a robot after a few months.
You will be fucking dead after a few months you uneducated swine

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>>228685

 No.228687

guys if you want emotional numbness just try jerking off 3 times a day

 No.228688

>>228687
Gooning actually gives you physical numbness, but emotionally it gets you hyperactive because of the high dopamine release (orgasm)


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 No.303736[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

You will still be stuck browsing this thread in 2026 edition

previous>>296811
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 No.308151

>>308149
Would YOU want to have children? Wizchan is an antinatalist board.

 No.308156

>>308151
>Would YOU want to have children?
NTA but personally, I wouldn't, but I wouldn't say I'm an antinatalist either because it's my personal decision to not have them rather than my own philosophical outlook. I see antinatalism more as a way to intellectualise depression than a serious philosophy since you never see happy people being antinatalists, unless you consider DINK couples to be antinatalists. Natalism/antinatalism is basically a negative-sum game since misery increases either way. Natalism causes kids to be miserable, and antinatalism causes natally-inclined people to be miserable. There's no winning.

 No.308183

>>308147
>What's the best way I can get myself let go without it being a big thing?
Don't steal or anything, that'll be a mark on character. My job it'd be easy, point out by calling out once a week for 2 months or lose the keys to the archival room and fall asleep at a desk or something.

 No.308185

>>307815
Thanks for the advice, I am keeping an eye out for those types of jobs. I just don't believe I'll ever be that lucky. When I was a kid my mother had to drive my dad to work and I'd be with them. It was often dark outside, there was a single booth with a guard inside with a cup of coffee and a book. He'd just say hello to my dad and let us through. His job was literally only letting people in, and just answering the phone if someone called in sick. Literally nothing as my dad later confirmed. I need that so badly.

Another ideal one would be the typical dark room with 20 monitors at the mall or something. Perhaps something more quiet though, that same room but at a muesuem at night time. All I'd have to do is a walk every hour or so. God. Can you imagine that? Boredom wouldn't exist as you can bring books and listen to things. I still get a little upset when I listen to any story detailing a job like this, it's often used in creepypasta stories about some lone security guard with a comfy job..

 No.308200

>>306424
I haven't gotten a raise in two years. I'm about ready to find a new job but I absolutely hate going through the hiring / interview process again.


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 No.49409[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Anyone here have weird, niche interests? I’m curious about this kind of thing. I like hearing about people dedicating their lives to one specific strange thing. Post about them here.
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 No.70497

>>50746
https://www.etymonline.com/
You can use this for a broader answer

 No.70531

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>>49409
I like to read about
>Psychonautics
(or altered state of mind or how to play with your brain and sensations)
In general i read just about Hypnosis and magic/magick or ritualism, placebos, mind tricks, mindhacking, mind illusions etc.
I dont read much about drugs bacause i dont consume or have money for these (i dont want to turn addict) maybe in my 40 years i will try some drugs or heavy methods but for now i want to be healthy.
Its a fun insteresting hobby but is not a very good talk topic for normies.
Sometimes i talk with this with hippies new agers and some aspie science dudes, not the typical normie but they respect and have interest in these things around mind and body control and sensations.

 No.70580

>>70531
I have read a lot about drugs and I find that it has some practical application. Like I will never take any opioids or benzos if a doctor tries to prescribe it to me being aware of the death spiral.

 No.70581

jerking off and beer.

thats it

 No.70641


i collect female kpop idol videos. i don't post them here because no females allowed


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