>>229131>>229425I hate to be a curmudgeon, but there needs to be a hard age limit for this website of at least 30. You need to fuck off for the next 7 years.
>i was this and that, i could never catch upyou don't even understand what being behind is. fuck. off. you still have time.
>>229116Im 35 and grew up in broken home with divorced parents at 7, drug addict brother, worthless stepmother, etc. It seems as inevitable as gravity that if you get married in the current era, your wife will be constantly comparing her life to something better on the ubiquitous social media, and end up divorce raping you, so its simply not worth. even before the social media panopticon, she will start to lose attraction to whoever you were when she married you as you age and become predictable, complacent, and stuck in your ways.
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Generally speaking. I used to be kind of a normie, and ultimately, most people are narcissistic and just use other people to affirm their own delusions of grandeur. it gets tiresome, its a constant competition, and its unfulfilling. I just want to be a loser in peace, away from people, and away from judgement (which is inevitable when you associate with other people). The panopticon of social media has made any actual organic social activity performative and made to be camera ready, rather than springing forth spontaneously from within the self. its repulsive and meaningless to me. its intolerable.
Ill try to retire in some 3rd world SEA shithole and promise my benefactor they can have all my money if they take care of me, and the right to put a bullet in the back of my head if i request it