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 No.306888[Reply]

Hey mages, wizards, posting this here so some may see it instead of just throwing it in a doc somewhere.

I love life. For a period of about two to three years I was empty and melancholic with constant suicidal thoughts. But now I can't hate the world, the struggle of life moves my soul; the clouds, the sea, the stars, flowers, the wind, it all is so amazing to witness. Most of all I love people, for what they can be, seeing the rare phenomenon of a genuine person, be it in person, through their words, or through something they made, tugs at me like nothing else. And it's not like my life has materially gotten much better, I got out of my nagging bitch aunts house but otherwise not much has changed.
But this transformation has only made everything hurt more, going out amongst the normgroids deeply upsets me because they squander themselves for nothing. But even then I cant bring myself to hate how much it hurts.
If you're reading this mage it'd mean a lot to see you chase your dreams, I don't believe in that crap about humans only being able to care about a certain number of people.

 No.306891

It's all just brain chemistry. I have times where I am happy and positive like that too and then feel the complete opposite the next day. There is little predictability or control either. Sometimes I'd feel really good and making good progress during the day, but because of that I release too much dopamine or adrenaline giving myself bad insomnia and spending the next few days feeling really bad. Or if not insomnia then just regular burn out that lasts a lot longer than the good mood days. Or some days where you just feel tired, dazed and unmotivated where 1 out 100 times I manage to pull myself out of but the next 99 times it just doesn't work. I think my brain is just fucked and don't react to the environment like happy people do, either overshooting or undershooting all the time. Good mindsets and habits would probably help me but they can't save me.

 No.306892

This is normal. "THe blackpill" and the spiral of deperession it's designed to incite is literally a troll meme made by people who hate men and want to see the young ones fall in to despair. The truth is, the world is funny and cool, and while it may be challenging and unfulfilling at times, there's always something to fight for.

>going out amongst the normgroids deeply upsets me because they squander themselves for nothing.

Laugh at them. They have no sympathy for themselves, so why should you have sympathy for them?



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 No.306449[Reply]

What is the average wizard's relationship with religion like? No religious person has ever been able to give me a good argument for why God, if he is out there, is not the most maximally evil being in the universe simply by the virtue of creating suffering when he could have chosen not to. Saying "suffering builds character" and derivatives of is just a manifestation of their stockholm syndrome for this vile entity

>I form the light, and create darkness. I make peace, and create evil. I YHWH do all these things - Isaiah 45:7
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 No.306876

>>306873
>I don't want to be a dumb animal
tough luck

 No.306884

I hate how every argument about religion boils down to whether it’s good or not, the logical conclusion to its modern state in the culture war. People wanting to be religious simply because it might be “Trad”. People picking and choosing religions based on their merits. How the hell do you CHOOSE what to BELIEVE in? It’s not some political ideology you can just subscribe to, I mean genuine belief. For as cringe as the “Atheist disproves Christianity”-phase is at least that’s something that can actually be argued about.

 No.306886

>this is a massive juvenile cope. what is boring about atheism? what is boring in questioning the existence, but not resorting to some bullshit about a dude in the sky le creating everything? say rather that atheism is too deep for you.
I legitimaly find atheism intensely boring and unstimulating. I spent a lot of time wondering about my existence. When I looked into it basically their beliefs are almost always one of the following three:
-evolution is God
-randomness, or information or physics or some other system is God
-we can't know nothing and nothing matters (yet this principle is sacred)
It is simply not true, everything simply starts making sense once you realise there is a personal intelligence ruling the universe. Aristotle called it the demiurge. I like reality is this way, it is mysterious and exciting.
Atheism isn't deep, it's just another shitty ideology for the normies to subscribe to.

 No.306889

>>306886
>evolution is god

No, idiot, you are god.

 No.306890

>>306886
>evolution is God
No one who understands what either of those things are thinks this. It’s not some all-powerful force, it literally just boils down to the fact that you inherit traits from your parents and more successful traits more often get passed on.
>randomness, or information or physics or some other system is God
Depends what you mean by god. If you’re talking about something intelligent which it looks like you are then no, physics isn’t god either. But physics is almost certainly how the world began.
>we can't know nothing and nothing matters (yet this principle is sacred)
We can know some things. Other things we can just be confident about to various degrees. Things mattering depends on who you mean they matter to. If there is no almighty force then no, nothing ”objectively” matters other than that they might affect other things or people at the end of the day . But seeing as we are people things might matter to us.
I guess technically I would be agnostic in that I think it can’t be proven if god exists or not but I’ve yet to see anything indicate he/it is real. If it was probable through reason then you wouldn’t need the faith which I do not have.



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 No.228184[Reply]

how often do you beat of? i have to force myself to do it a couple of times a week im not fat but not muscular either no way that the testosterone dips this fast? im 30 i never feel hornyness anylonger


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 No.228142[Reply]

im 18 and the sex is a idea that make me feel disgusting. I don´t have relation with succubus. I think that the sex is a form of engage with the word.
And while more i think i can see that my life is a fucking disaster for be thinking about have sex and be with a succubus all day.
But i dont want humilieate me and be some desesperated. also im ugly shitskin and low iq and social skills (coomer to)
in deep of my heart i believe that lose my virginity will make me happy, that a succubus listen my problems, and scare me the idea that while more times goes on the succubi have more experience and i stuck in back.
I know a contradiction. My point is that i wanna be alone and be happy alone.i dont wanna be part of that twisted system and circle what life is, but my wish chase me.
What recomendation give me? above all the wizard more olders. I think go to a psychiathrist to give me pills and practice some sport, but i dont wanna go to gym because i hate thats machines touch by all world and are many sucubus dresses like whore.
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 No.228164

Personally, I think it's an ego thing. Every person wants to leave a legacy, and for most people that's going to be their progeny. While men are living, they constantly show off their wife and kids and to a lesser extent their mantoys e.g. cars to each other. If you had other things going for you, it wouldn't be as painful. You're 18. Chances are you will not remain virgin at 30.
>>228150
There is a lot of overlap.

 No.228173

>>228142
Anons. Do you remember the pdf that posted in here called *how to be alone" by a middle age? repost please

 No.228174

>>228173
*middle age wizard

 No.228176

>>228164
>overlap
reminder that most lainchanners are edgelord normies/failed normies and don't belong here.

 No.228183

Have zero expectations



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 No.227891[Reply]

Why don't you have a tulpa, anon?
You can cheat yourself out of loneliness by fostering a loving relationship with an imaginary friend.

Benefits of a tulpa,
>You can choose any shape or form for her.
>You will never feel alone.
>She will always show unconditional love.
>She will always follow you around.
>You can have sex without losing your virginity powers or contracting STDs.
>Costs absolutely nothing.
>Basically the 'ultimate' form of a waifu.
The only negative is the social stigma, which you can easily avoid by not revealing your powerlevel.

It was the best decision of my life. It feels so good to have someone take care of you, compliment you and physically comfort you.
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 No.227989

I had a tulpa once. It felt nice to be loved. That being said she told me that I'd be healthier if I let her die, so I did.

 No.228008

Okay, I've been forcing for almost a week now, and so far I have some progress.
>My tulpa is vocal
>She can easily answer yes or no questions and give simple answers
>If I ask her a question that requires a complex answer, she starts blabbering or talking in tulpish or shutting down
>Lately, she managed to expalin that there is a "wall" between me and her, and she talks normally, but because of that wall I can't hear her
That being said, it's a bit frustrating. My tulpa is not 100% agreeable but she is very passive and it requires a lot of concentration to get her talk. Additionally, her personality is a bit bland. I guess it's because she is a week old tulpa, but she is nothing I've had in mind. I try to personality force, but I think it's too early. I want to get her vocal first without getting in a state of semi-consciousness. It feels more like talking to a mirror version of yourself and not a distinct entity. I don't know if it's me parroting or what.

 No.228022

>>228008
Keep up the good work, anon.
>I try to personality force, but I think it's too early.
It's never too early to personality force.
However, I find that tulpas naturally gravitate to how you expect them to act the more time you spend with them either way, simply because the entire process is about conditioning yourself into thinking you're interacting with something autonomous.

 No.228181

Is having a photograph of a succubus helpful? Someone whom I project onto my tulpa? Or, is it preferable that this is pure imagination? Or, is there not a superior method?
Do I have to talk out loud to my tulpa? Will I hear her respond? Or, will I need to close my eyes and focus?

 No.228182

>>228181
You shouldn't be asking these things. You should be doing these things and then figuring out for yourself if they work for you or not.



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 No.306545[Reply]

I am not even that horny, a lot of the days I force my self to do it while not even being in the mood for it, it's just the most effective way for me to cope, masturbation is free, gives you instant pleasure and can burn for you many hours at the time, there are times when i find my self touching myself just so I can use it as a way to distract my self for my anxieties and negative thought loops, as soon as i start touching myself all my anxiety and negative emotions start to dissolve as much as i hate and it hate how much i overdo it, i can't deny it makes getting through my days easier when i can just touch my self for many hours instead of just sitting there being miserable feeling hollow bored to tears and empty or anxious and overthinking at worse, my point here is that I believe the addiction for me is a mere sympotom, something I use to escape my negative feelings and the emptiness of my daily life, thanks for reading my blogpost
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 No.306806

>>306804
this happened to me, started gooning at around 10 years old and quickly grew out of it and started watching hentai, then later on trans porn and rape reenactment then i discovered telegram and started consuming zoo stuff, then a couple paraphilias i rather not mention then the kid stuff and hurt core and many other things. i really got desensitized to seeing a naked succubus, its like nothing to me, its so boring and bland.

 No.306807

>>306806
Try audio porn.
Many nice voiceworks out there to enjoy even if you don't know japanese.
There are decent english ones I think as well. ASMR types.
Kept listening to these as background noise so now I'm desensitized to that too a bit.

 No.306879

>>306557
shut up read the rules nigger

 No.306880

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Porn is terrible but without it I have no idea how to cope with the stress in my life, it's so pathetic when porn is your only cope and escapism.

 No.306885

>>306545
i have been banned!



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 No.41994[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Every other board has their own /general/ and it might be better to post about little known hobbies here, rather than have a new thread that gets 2 replies.

How about horseback riding?
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I desire artistic skills. I would like to draw beautiful scenes and gorgeous succubi. Where do I start?
>>70455
Programming as a hobby can be fulfilling. I have programmed several Java & C++ programs to solve problems myself. This constituted much of my free time before I was accepted into university.
Mentally note that you must be aware of potentially unique problems that only you will encounter. You will search for a solution that no-one else is seeking, and Google will not yield useful results. Rather than resigning and ignoring the problem, challenge yourself to create the solution.
For example, I needed to procedurally rename all of the files in a directory. Rather than completing this task manually, I designed a program that automates the task.


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 No.305228[Reply]

I think age 31-32 was the point where I realized I'm too autistic and weird to ever have 'normal' things in life.

I will die either institutionalized or in some shitty rental with nothing to my name. Nothing that I dreamed about will ever become true.
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 No.305307

Three days ago was my birthday. I realized it when my mom hugged me and said, “HB, honey!” After that, I started thinking more — and I ended up cursing my own existence.

It feels impossible for me to live the life I wanted. I can’t isolate myself to read books or study music, math, and philosophy. I don’t even know if I would call that life a dream — maybe it is one. It feels so fucking annoying and utopian when I stop everything to think about it.

I think I’ll die in some stupid loneliness I once believed in. I stopped cutting myself, but I no longer take my meds for depression, schizoid personality disorder, and misanthropy.

Like another anon said, “We’re not born to be happy.” If that’s true, maybe all I can do is sit down and watch my whole life turn to dust in the wind.

Fuck.

 No.306870

>>305228
You just need dopamine. Take amisul pride at 200mg or less. Future is pointless. Dopamine makes present moment good. When present moment is good future doesn’t matter

 No.306871

no, not anymore. my final cope that carried me over the years was this notion that i could just change myself, figure out how i actually tick and reverse engineer myself into a normal human being. it never really worked out, but there was always this hope that i could stumble on it one day and make everything make sense, like a persistent puzzle. what broke me was realizing that i never had a chance in the first place, that biologically i was predetermined to end up where i am, regardless of my personality or psychology. there was nothing to change, i AM my body and circumstances, my mind is just a mirroring of that. there was no other way i could've turned out. people treat you based on what they see, how you make them feel, and i consistently brought out indifference or revulsion in others. as i grew into my final genetic form, people started openly being hostile to me in public and i was mocked before i could open my mouth. this fantasy that i could just change my feelings and fix everything no longer fit my lived experience. the world was inherently against me and there was nothing realistically i could do to change it. there was also nothing worth living for, as idealistic notions of "love" and "friendship" increasingly seemed to me like banal biological processes, people like you because you help them release the feel good chemicals. the most evil criminals had tons of friends and lovers because they had the right body shape, despite being scum that never had a metacognitive thought in their life, they enjoyed life, people went out of their way to help them because "there was something to them".

i'm all out of copes and suicide really seems to me like the only meaningful choice i could make. either suffer and endure for another 30-40 years until my disgusting body gives out, or i end it when it makes sense to end it. the world is evil and i cannot adapt to it because i'm weak. why shouldn't i just give up and roll the dice again?

 No.306872

>>306871
You hit the nail on its' head. We are predeterministic animals just like all other mammals or apes in nature.

Would you tell a deformed or weak ape if they just work enough on their personality they will get lots of females and sit in hot springs all day instead of the apes who happened to be born with good genetics?

No.

Would you tell a lion born with down syndrome he is going to overthrow the strongest lion in his territory if he is just determined enough?

We need to stop this self-improvement bullshit right here. The vast, vast majority of neurodivergent wizards will never mask to the point normies will accept it.

 No.306883

no
people growing up now go to schools that are basically prisons with gang culture enforced via secret snapchat groups and instagram surveillance to humiliate the wiz and don't even learn to read.
imagine a doctor that can't learn to read, well thats just gonna be all of them soon.
lol.
my brother is 7 years younger than me and the difference between us is astronomical because he was in school when everyone had the iphone and i wasn't.
he can only type 10 words per minute on a keyboard and Discord is too hard for him. he talks on iphone facetime all day instead. i dont think hes been sober for more than 1 day since he turned 18 and could buy marijuana and found places to buy xanax.
I think people don't even like xanax. they get addicted to it even though its not even enjoyable because rappers told them to. his computer is a giant moldy bong because he blows weed smoke into it. i never buy anything preowned because of him. he's the archetypal average american so if you buy anything used you should assume people have spilled bongs and doordash into it.

also, they are going to pass a bill called Dignity Act which will make illegal immigration… legal. so, usa is just being turned to africa



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 No.322725[Reply]

i've seen a few wizards who don't seem healthy.

is too bad because being healthy is easy once you know what matters.
the practice of being healthy i have reduced to managing of habits:

you constantly manage your habits. you find out what they are by doing the opposite of being in autopilot. manual flight. then you imagine the long term consequences of each habit. then you decide if you want those, the development of a desired state. keep the desirable habits, reduce all those you don't want through constant attention on your habits.

as you do this you might stumble upon ways to improve upon the desirable habits. this is almost already doing the next thing, which is finding good new habits to practice and slowly wondering when you have time to do them.

it is up to you to be healthy, it is an option, you can make this happen if you so choose. health is one choice away.
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 No.323301

I am always drunk to cope

 No.323302

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>>323301
>I am always drunk to cope

ALWAYS? that sounds like a lot.

 No.323303

>>323302
ok, most of my spare time

 No.323304

>>323303
in fact I am drinking right now

 No.323305

>>323303
>ok, most of my spare time

i look at the people around me who drink a lot and i see how badly they age. the intention for why you drink (what you call cope) is most honorable: you try to make yourself feel better. but it is a unfortunate trade. to endure discomfort you trade short term weak dullness (what some spiritual-minded people describe as a level BELOW consciousness) for longterm bad health.

i am at the point where i see someone drink one beer after work and i worry they will slippery-slope into being an alcoholic.

hopefully you find more ways of making yourself feel good because they do exist.



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 No.306157[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post here if you don't have enough to say for a new thread, but it's too depressing for the crawl thread.
ice cold edition
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 No.306852

>>306850
i learned that philosophy and religion are means to an end, not really ways to live in and of themselves and if you try to use them as such you'll get sorry results. nothing can really save you after you've developed an unhealthy mindset since childhood. i sometimes ruminate on some of my weird traits as a child and wonder why they didn't mercy drown me in a bathtub.

 No.306869

>>306848
Appreciate it. I have the Tao Te Ching and tried reading through it a few times but apart from a few verses I am mostly at a loss what it means or what I'm supposed to do with it. I am also interested in Taoism as I find some of its attitudes towards life peaceful. I have been trying to get into Chen Tai Chi through YouTube videos and it's been … perhaps not fun exactly but an experience. Trying to focus on your breathing and moves made me lose track of time, perhaps akin to something like a flow state but not quite there yet. I wish to be able to move with the grace and focus of those practitioners.

 No.306877

Many people also refuse to acknowledge a decent guy can simply fail despite putting in the effort for years, and then decide the rollercoaster of pointless suffering is not worth being on. You can simply piss off normalcattle by not pretending the ride is really cool, beautiful and fun anymore. "Bright new dawn right around the corner" hope-fags have too shallow an understanding of this world, and youth is something that only is allowed to exist in a certain window of time here; they give no real solutions, just insist you don't stop your own suffering when you're going to die anyways.

 No.306881

>>306877
it's typical human pattern. when you're in a good mood you want everyone else to be so too, when in bad mood, again the same thing. normies convinced themselves life's cool and shit so they get pissed off when you disagree. anyway i'm sure you suffer the same malady it's extremely hard to avoid for some reason

 No.306882

>>306848
>>306869
>Tao Te Ching
It's shrouded in mystery by nature. The existence of many differing translations and an even greater variety of interpretations on top of the fact that the book is likely an anthology makes it nigh impossible to understand with just raw reading. You might find this website to be of some use: https://www.taoistic.com/taoteching-laotzu/taoteching-01.htm but remember that inevitably it's still just another interpretation (although a comprehensive and analytical one at that). The best course of action would be to first learn about Taoism through a different source like >>306848 suggested and then study a variety of essays and translations of the text itself. Of course, knowledge of Chinese would help but that's a luxury few can afford.


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 No.223091[Reply]

Hi I'm a wizard with agoraphobia, semi neet, I just study English.
Psychology don't help me, parents are sick of me, I'm not depressed because I learned to deal with this thanks to Christianity.
I have an strong regression and I am very exhaust.
I thinking in use mental health drugs, but the problem is I'm very addictive person, I don't want any addiction in my life. I hate psychology, i don't have any another psychological problem, just agoraphobia.
I can accept all bad things and manage it, but agoraphobia is hard.
I really don't know what to do. I'm using porn for deal with this, i know is a sin but…
I'm not addicted to porn, I just want to beat agoraphobia.
Help Wizards, psychologist don't help me.
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 No.226884

Read about Stan Grof. Take the practice if you can, make it yours.

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>>223093
to be said with the 4 noble truths perhaps?

 No.228175

>succubus in the op pic
Wizchan 2026

 No.228178

>>223091
"Psychology" and "psychologists" will never help you. They will only hurt you. Why do you think they're "the rapists"? Because of what they do to your mind. Don't be dumb

 No.228180

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Find the root problem.
The people themselves are probably not the problem, judgement might be the cause. Try to discover what the root cause is. For me it is the fear of others exploiting mistakes i make.

I found the root cause by writing down my thoughts. It helped me focus on my thoughts and easier process, and get back to them later. I write about everyday experiences, annoyances, things that make me happy etc. Almost everything significant is written into a Joplin document with timestamps on my phone.

After writing down what makes me uncomfortable or happy i look for ways to enjoy the joys without the fears crashing down on me. I like sharing my thoughts but fear the judgement I may face if i express myself too carelessly. That is why i am now trying to socialize online, games specifically, because there i can share my thoughts but not have to worry about judgement (since i mostly interact with randos). Enjoying what makes me happy through alternative methods i can avoid triggering my fears and through it i also program my brain to stop associating what i like (socializing) with what i fear (judgement). The root problem for me was not RECIEVING judgement, i handle it quite well, but the POTENTIAL for judgement therefore i do not even have to avoid judgement, i just have to stop fearing judgement or disassociate judgement from what i want to do.

You could try to follow the same methodology. I can not yet say that i have overcome my anxiety but i no longer fear the idea of talking to others like i used to. I still worry about judgement i may face but i don't directly pair that with people and socializing. Writing was a huge help for me. I probably have some mental disorder, my thoughts always feel like short bursts that will always disappear before i can pick up the important bits. Writing them down lets me catch the important things and focus on them.

It was not a quick process but I've changed so much and learned so much about myself after i started writing 6 months ago.
You'll get there and don't avoid the things you love.



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 No.306585[Reply]

I am not in a position to move out and I always have to listen to complaints about everything I do
Its affecting my happiness quite a bit, its a good day when I dont have to interact with anyone for a day
As if I dont know im a failure
The complaining never stops
I was a Neet I got cried to alot for that, now im a student and I still get talks about finding a part time job the same way, despite me getting money
Its so tiresome
I once worked full time for over a year, it was such a bad time to me, I dont have the energy like normies do
The worst part about it all is my mom telling me I should move out if I dont like it
I want to move out very badly, but how can I when the few hundred I get a month is barely enough to live?
Even with a part time job it would not be enough
I dont see the situation changing anytime soon

 No.306600

they complain because it works. they successfully got you to wageslave and unislave. some more complaining and they will get you to marry some succubus and shit out some grandchildren.

the trick is to actually just stop doing anything and endure their bullshit for a while until they realize it's not working and they leave you alone. become such a giant loser that they completely give up on you and they're ashamed to even talk about you to family (that's how you get out of social gatherings as well).

 No.306621

I had awful parents, they "complained" about everything and when I gave in and tried to adapt myself to them they would complain more, gaslight, change their story etc. Eventually I realised their goal was simply to torment and I broke off all contact. You might consider they are'nt being serious and just want to bully you, I've also heard of other people having similar parents to often calling them narcissists.

 No.306811

>>306621
thats the truth, there's always a new dragon to chase. I was NEET after highschool. got nagged into studying which gave me 1 week of peace, then nagged to finding a job which i couldn't even find for over a year which was horrible times. anyway once i get a job its again peace for another week. then it's when am i doing more hours and/or getting promoted.

Majorly insane I hate it so much. I've since anchored myself down in my routine of over 10 years now. I work 4 days, dont go out, dont do a lot of things and the nagging has finally stoped aside from once every 6 months about how i should really try get married LOL.

stupid parents should have had 3 or 4 kids. you can't play 1 game of poker and get mad you didn't win, play a few more then call it a night/life if it all failed.

 No.306849

>>306811
I feel like some parents don't view you as your own person, more like a toy or a doll they own. Some people also simply live to torment others. If I had known my life had turned out this way, I rather wished I had never come into existence in the first place.

 No.306878

>>306849
You're definitely subject to deception and not being given the whole story as a spirit convinced to incarnate here in the first place. This shitty realm just needs to be quarantined, a big sign put by the entry point, because only hell-spawn and the extremely lucky can enjoy it here long-term.
My parents are retarded normalcattle with very high functional IQ, unable to understand their comfortable lives were a product of a very specific time and conditions, and too retarded to do anything but try and corral me into being and thinking like them. I was developing stress way back in middle school, thinking about the pointlessness of wageslaving, and they just berated me, like, 'fuck you little philosopher guy, how dare you question the world I forced you into' – people like this will always deny realities they don't like, instead of using it as a basis for preventing more problems in the future. Then they're surprised things get worse when the foundations for anything are based on wishful thinking and delusions.
This life is hard enough as it is, we shouldn't have had to be given the shitty "guidance" of such people from a young age, inevitably floundering in early adulthood, then just becoming old and experiencing aging without even having a real adulthood first.



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 No.306437[Reply]

Does anyone else voluntarily exile themselves from society?

I'm tired of socializing, drama, human interests, social demands, social everything.

I wish I was a machine instead of a talking ape. I actually hate being an animal.
I don't even hate people, I just don't want to be in any contact with them. I even hate my own body for forcing me to eat and wash in order to not completely dysfunction.
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 No.306597

>>306584
not really.

 No.306660


>>306584
true as fuck

 No.306747

>>306437
I want but my environment doesn't let me do it. I mean, I have to get known by people to gave me job on my uni so… Until I get a job, I have to tolerate the gossip and the human idiocy for a good time.

 No.306874

yeah is way better not to be part of society, if you got a real good look at what people are like, you'd want to be as far away from them and their system of violence and slavery as possible.

in order to enjoy this society you have to be a cuck and that is what the education system is for. making you a cuck. untrain your sense of selfpreservation, untrain your selfrespect, untrain your opposition to injustice. for billionaires to get richer, you need get get poorer, sicker and sadder.

the one thing you can do is refuse to let go of cause-and-effect.

 No.306875

>>306437
Just threw away all the stuff I bought off a shelf and filled a couple contractor bags with it. Long story short is I was raised by a narcissist and an alcoholic all my life and am not fit for whatever the act of interacting with other humans is these days so its time to pack a bag and head for the mountains.

I hate that I have so much hate and distrust for other humans but most of my interactions with them show me most of them are greedy self centered mattress climbers that have dog brain.

I think about how much happiness I'd gain if I was completely alone in this world so I wouldn't have to mask around npcs just to feel normal. I feel happy in the woods because every animal out there is honest in every action they make.

Humans do the complete opposite and its the reason Im not saying a word to anyone. I've almost got everything cleaned up and by the time they start asking about me (if they even do ask about me) ill be in the next state minding my own business.



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 No.322915[Reply]

Based God has finally gotten around to killing Fred Brennan, who should never have been born at all to begin with
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 No.323199

>>323191
Nobody wants 420chan.

 No.323212

>>323191
420 was run by hotwheels?

 No.323213

>>323212
Freddy never *ran* anything. He only ever rolled his wheels over things. 420chan's owner killed himself so Freddy, being a druggy liberal, took over paying for the hosting. Now that he's dead, that niggerhell website will finally die two. A true Christmas miracle.

 No.323214

>>323213
>killed himself
damn whats wrong with imageboards? looks like only m00t and hiro managed to be succesfil and an fulfilling life

 No.323299

>>323178
I didn't twist your words. You said I should go to whatever e-brothel I came from. Since I was from Wizchan, I said that Wizchan is not an e-brothel.
>raport building appeal
Cherry picking, ignoring rest of the arguments, overfixation on whores that live rent-free in your head based on your seething lunacy. (guess)
>pornhub
I already said that I don't support sex for pay. Why should I give them views?

I responded to you to promote views among other lurkers and users. Views against sexual exploitation and its support irl. Convincing rape apologists and other scum was never my intention. It's futile.



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 No.65927[Reply]

Here we discuss and speak of dreams that we had or the kind of dream that we would want.
We don't discuss of lucid dreaming.
I wanted to make this kind of thread as i do control them in how they will work but once inside i let the dream go and work his own doing.
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 No.70399

Any notable dreams from childhood? I probably had this dream when I was around 4.

I was alone on this deserted island made out of ice/snow. It wasn't cold, and I wasn't worried. I was alone which I loved. It started raining toys, and at the time I was extremely into my matchbox and hotwheels cars, also had water guns falling from the sky. Had to have been the best dream I've ever had

 No.70402

I sometimes get these dreams where I'm a giant spider crawling around old victorian mansions and stalking random people there. But I always wake up before I get the jump on someone.

>>70326
Comfy

 No.70437

Nightmare. Cute 2d happy succubus was dancing some classic dance solo at the stage. I was looking from the crowd. She looked like Saber (not exact). The crowd was cheering. It looked like she won something. Then a sofa appeared, it was there unnoticed. A man who looked like a pirate or some filthy baron from France of some past century with dark hair and maybe whiskers with a boner sat there and said something about liking her. Next I saw her standing bended over with her arms in the air incapacitated by a rope or something. She's crying in the dark near a window or a hole for a window while it's implied that's she's getting raped. Her first time too. It was gut-wrenching and painful to watch so I woke up.

 No.70438

I had this weird dream years ago where I was in this large pit kind of area, I was looking for a way out. The sky was red above, everything was basked in this dysty red glow. There was a dog with me that had a shiny mirror like coat of fur, i felt glad that he was there, he told me his name was 'murky' and it seemed important to remember his same for some reason

I think he talked to me telepathically but he was able to alter reality in the dream and I was able to escape thanks to that

 No.70465

This is going to sound like a shitpost but I have this recurring dream that some ethic foreigners are trying to steal my car. It always ends with me killing them in some way. Half the time the car in question isn't even the car I drive IRL but I know it's mine and they want to take it.



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 No.323282[Reply]

I have a personal rule: I do not allow myself to gamble. Particularly, any sort of unskilled games like the lottery or slot machines. I don't trust myself with the "freedom" to gamble. That being said, I would play (low-stakes) skilled games—such as card games like poker—should the opportunity ever arise. (It hasn't.)
I recently encountered a conundrum which has challenged this "code:" raffles. Last Christmas, my relative gifted me a package of Fallout-themed sodas. Upon opening my first bottle, I noticed a blue star on the inner side of the cap. Any Fallout player knows that these blue stars are valuable, and I immediately scanned the QR code to learn more. I discovered that I won a ticket for a raffle. I knew I had no chance to win, but I debated all-day whether to enter the raffle. This is a slippery-slope, I reasoned. If I allow myself to do this, I can never purchase a package of this brand of soda without being ever-so-slightly biased by the raffle. In essence, this is gambling with extra steps. Eventually, I decided that I hadn't purchased the sodas myself, and—even if I had—I would not have purchased those with the raffle in mind. So, I entered the raffle.
After doing further research, I discovered that the raffle is limited to one entry-per-person, not one-per-ticket. So, I guess it's not quite gambling. Still, I'm left with the same conundrum: When do raffle tickets become gambling? What is the line between a raffle ticket and a lottery ticket?

 No.323283

>>323282
I made a few hundred bucks just using all the freebies from the myriad of casinos in my country.

 No.323297

look at the people who gamble. are those people you look up to, people you want to be like, people you would hope to befriend, people who you would ask for advice? people who you think practive good mental and physical health? people who are moral?

casinos are evil places and the world would be better without. it is where bad people prey on desperate people. casinos are streams of passive income for the few, they provide soul sucking jobs that ruin the employees and turn them corrupt, they insist on security theater, they are used for other kinds of theater too, they reserve the right to be unfair, usually there is alcohol involved, which is a gateway to unhealthy food.

every second you waste in the casino is a second you could have spent to learn how to live within your means better, which is a skill. the longer you stay at the casino the more likely you are to lose money unless you own the place.

gambeling has a magnetic attraction … it attracts idiots.



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 No.228149[Reply]

To those wizards that have managed to stay as NEET for extended periods of time; do you have any advice for an apprentice? I know I can outright refuse, but to do so would generate ill will and hostility, things that I would obviously like to avoid. For the last six months I have been making an effort to help with tasks around the house such as mowing the lawn, vacuuming the house and sometimes cooking dinner. It seems this way I am not viewed as completely useless. Any further tips, life experiences or suggestions are welcome.
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 No.228165

Basically I had a mental breakdown, got hospitalized then applied for disability. Now I receive around €942 monthly from the state, I give this sum entirely to my parents.

In this way I'm justified to stay NEET since I would lose disability if I worked and can actually pay for my bills and food.

 No.228170

>>228149

as someone who refuses to be part of the problem, you are a rare beautiful flower of a person and i wish nothing but good fortune, health and happiness to you.

you are one of the few people having the choice to become amazing. people with a boss can't, they will soon turn into trash because they get thrown into situations where they can only lose.

you can decide to be healthy, you can decide to learn something every day, you can watch the videos that make you understand stuff instead of those that dumb you duown, you can play the video games that broaden your horizon, you can take the drugs that make you question everything.

i want to encourage you to live an amazing life and make the best out of your time, live wisely, make good choices which benefit you long term.

non-neets can't really do that and they wish they could. they have tantrums on the inside because they can't.

 No.228171

>>228170
He's probably not going to do that, but I agree with you mostly. NEETs are kind of like undifferentiated stem cells that can still develop to be anything. Age hits you faster than you think though.

 No.228172

>>228149
That's how I usually justify it to myself too. If I'm going to be an indefinite burden on people around me, I'd just kill myself. I'm not vain enough to think I have any inherent worth. So I try to do what I can so they at least get something out of it.
Right now, that's cooking/cleaning/general house maintenance tasks.

I don't know how old you are but I guess the one tip I would give is to be wary of too much consumption. Try to make/do things if you can rather than passively consuming them. Creative/fixing stuff hobbies are nice if you can find one you like and it's easier to learn stuff when you're younger. But it really applies across the board, if you're helpless you have to pay someone to help you when the time comes that you need it. Cheaper to just have the skills to do things.

Also, pay attention to your mental health. Shit can get really bad if you aren't careful. It will probably get bad anyway but turning into a sack of potatoes as a response will only make it worse, you gotta make some effort to shake it off occasionally.

>>228151
It really does depend. My parents don't care too much about how they're perceived. Age plays into it too because I think even normalfags mellow out about a live-in helper that they just have to feed once they hit 60 or 70.

 No.228177

>>228170
I certainly do not deserve such praise but thank you regardless. It is an inspiring post.

>>228172
In regards to my mental state, I have been making an effort to break out of unhealthy patterns of behavior. I wake up at ten each morning, get into the sun. I try to maintain a basic but healthy diet free from junkfood. I read on a daily basis and have been trying to start a consistent meditation practice.



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 No.68295[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Book discussion. Tell us what you're reading.
Previous threads:
>>64932
>>60032
>>54504
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 No.70343

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The last monk, upon entering, paused in the lock. He stood in the open hatchway and took off his sandals. "Sic transit mundus," he murmured, looking back at the glow. He slapped the soles of his sandals together, beating the dirt out of them The glow was engulfing a third of the heavens. He scratched his beard, took one last look at the ocean, then stepped back and closed the hatch.

That's a suitable ending for a novel expressing cycle. Good point to wrap things up. Overall I enjoyed it. It didn't wowed me to be honest. The central idea, rise and fall of civilizations, is common currency in fiction. The first part is where it shines in my opinion, and then it was a slow descent towards the end. Still, pretty good, and it's a classic science fiction novel, definitely a must-read if you want to be well read in the genre.

>>70341
How did you like the novel?

>>70342
I wasn't planning to start another one right now, wiz. Maybe soon.

 No.70344

>>70343
>How did you like the novel?
It's the first novel I've read in a long time. There is more symbolism than I am used to but I seem to understand most of it. I think it may be a bit heavy handed with the moralizing but maybe back in 50s it was pushing new ideas. WW2 was still fresh in memory after all so people could appreciate anti war messaging more. This kind of non-partisan government-critical pacifism probably contributed to the hippie movement later. In any case, I think it was interesting.

 No.70439

Read The 400-Pound CEO. The only downside was that it was so short. What a brilliant thing. Other /r9k/ tier books like Whatever or Mars are more depressing, but really, they didn't speak to me like this one did.
It's not about wallowing in one's own misery, and it has some humor in it, but damn, I was really sad by the end. The main character is really pathetic, and it's crazy how Saunders aptly described such a kind of man. Maybe it was too on the nose in a few places, though.
I will read the rest of CivilWarLand collection now.

 No.70452

i didn't even check this board, what a fool i have been. so much wizzardry about reading for me to enjoy!

i made a thread about (ebook) reading and what a wonderful thing the modern e-ink display is. please come visit https://wizchan.org/lounge/res/323200.html

it is very pleasant to the eye and can be used in full sunshine. where i live they spray aluminium in the sky to block the sun as to make the people sick more so whenever there is a short moment of sun, i hurry and quickly grab the ereader and try to sit in it.

 No.70464

Do audiobooks count?


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 No.323155[Reply]

I've always wondered how a country of wizards would be run. Genuine inquiry. I don't wanna hear any normalnigger cope like "they'll just become degenerate like the rest of us lol!" normies say to make themselves feel better. I mean seriously. From my experience being around r9k and wizchan (being raised by them and being one for life), I've encountered many wizards over the years who are profoundly intelligent, but regular societal structures harm them to the point where they never realize their true potential. They are struggling to exist peacefully enough to attain self-actualization, which seems to the wizard's highest goal by instinct. No matter where they are in the world, the patterns are always the same.

Let's pretend that in this hypothetical country, there's an even mixture of wizards and virgin maidens.

I'm thinking the fertility rates would be low since they'll breed slower, but they'll produce higher quality offspring, mate for life monogamously and have big households. Since this is a high IQ population, they'll make better dietary decisions if animal proteins were cheaper, produce higher IQ offspring and have far higher impulse control than normal people. IQ is very important here, because it's connected to a long lifespan, stable families and an advanced society.

There won't be the constant pursuit of happiness or chasing the future, since most wizards are deeply aware of the dark realities of life and struggle to delude themselves like everyone else. Perhaps they'll understand the present moment is enough since its all there is, and being nihilistic is normal, and in a country like this, they won't have to feel alone. I know I certainly won't feel alone, but I don't know if other wizards would.

I believe the internet age in the 80s-90s was the most revolutionary step. For the first time in human history, the wizard discovered he is not alone in the world. At the heart of the internet, this was the most profound transformation that rippled outward. Now that we're already halfway into the millenium, I think a nation of wizards might be the next step into the future.

What do you guys think? I have never seen anyone discuss these hypotheticals before, ever.
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 No.323166

>>323160
>wizards stopped being wizards

I didnt say that anywhere in my thread. I meant to say that wizards can choose to remain wizards freely without being insulted or denied social support, and if he ever changes his mind, like in the case he wants to save his race or become a father, he can breed with a maiden that actually loves him and be a good family to the children (instead of being plagued with adultery, divorces, betrayals, abuse, etc. like in normie society). That's all.

The normies absolutely do the work, but if this country became a place where even menial jobs like McDonalds worker made you more money than you'd know what to do with, I dont think normies would be necessary.

>With longevity and automation technology, the normie base would perhaps not even be needed eventually and they could be exiled from the country.


Exactly. Normies will be deported or killed if they refuse to leave, once they are done serving the wizard populations. They are not necessary.

 No.323288

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>>323155
Israel Prime would be a wizard country if they didn't have sex.
You'd have a leader caste of owners that just NEET and a cattle class of normies that work.

If you just want to imagine a country made by us, nothing would get done and we would just die.
Some select few would survive homesteading or idk. I'm sure there are some skilled wizards here from reading some of the posts, but not enough to run a country.
They'd have no incentive to share either. 99% useless eaters with 1% producers situation.

>Let's pretend that in this hypothetical country, there's an even mixture of wizards and virgin maidens.

So, state of wizards that will have sex with some virgins maidens down the road?
Wouldn't be very wizardly… but I'll entertain it.

If you took this board and an equal amount of succubi and declared it to be a country you would have a decent number of crabs immediately doing falling over themselves to wag tail for a crumb of pussy.
"Our people" would soon use the truwiz types as targets of mockery to signal themselves as better mates to the succs.
They would be a majority too.
Truwiz would be oppressed worse than they are today in a normie society.
Since we are talking about starved loser crabs here being our new tyrants, as opposed to what you assume, them knowing the grim realities of the outside would only make them the most sick twisted rabid defenders of their newly attained position.

True wizards would suffer no matter what.
Succs will flock to the loudest most obnoxious power hungry crabs for perceived safety and as social enforcers would systematize our torment.
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 No.323292

Probably the closest real world example is the monastic republic of Mount Athos.

The Shakers are an example of a religious community that died out because they were celibates only.

I think you have wrong idea, but a country run by a wizard elect would quickly be conquered. Wizards would not want to exercise power, and there would be little buy-in from mundanes.

These threads pop up from time to time.

 No.323294

>>323288
Unfortunately this is the truth. If we’re being more realistic (while of course firmly in the realm of fantasy still) it would be a community of hermits occasionally helping each other out. But growing your own food, getting electricity, heating, running water, internet and so on is a lot harder than one might think. You might put 100 hours into gardening for X amount of calories. But if you just worked a normal job for a day you could easily buy multiple times that simply due to economy of scale. Hermitary still really speaks to me. Just abandon all my problems and live in a little cabin. Would need to either get NEETbux (a pipedream) or some kind of really low intensity remote job though.

 No.323295

>>323294
Reminds me of the early Christian monks in Egypt.



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 No.322610[Reply]

happy new year and all of that.

treat yourself to some sesame paste if you never head any. i regret learning about this so late, i can't help but want to warn others on not missing out on this goodness. it is just one ingredient crushed industrially into paste: sesame seeds.

when you buy it in the store it is separated and the separation is strong. when you stick a spoon in and try to stir, the bottom is so strong that the spoon can not stir. and you have to shake it and keep it in a shook state.

the sesame paste hides behind a bit of effort but the reward is worth the extra work.

the taste is amazing. mild and nutty. the nice thing about this is that it has a high fat content but it is not as impossible to digest as oil is. it still has it's fiber.

i use this to make sauces without oil. i just put tomatos and herbs into a blender and then i add a few tablespoons of this stuff and it turns into a nice creamy sauce but a sauce that the human organism has the chance to actually digest reasonably.

this stuff is so good, i wonder why it is not sold in regular supermarkets, i bother to go to the muslim markets just to get this goodness.
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 No.323005

Weak hippie soydrinkers will try to justify a $420 USD plastic box to grind their food into a paste by saying that most of the plastic is recycled and 3D printed and that the design specs for the device were uploaded online for free so it's progressive or whatever. They will say "No more cleaning" as a prime selling point because cleaning requires muscles that they don't have. They will turn decent vegetables in to slurries of spices and water because their tongues are unable to taste normal food after a lifetime of being burnt by niggerweed smoke.

Healthy men will just eat the food as is, or chop it with a knife because turning food in to paste is fucking stupid and has a history of making children's teeth and jaws undeveloped. If these men need a blender to make preworkout smoothies, they will get one from Goodwill for $14.88 and it won't ever break because it's not made by gay progressive weed hippies.

 No.323011

>>322614
Animal fats are the healthiest fats. Plant lipids are goyslop.

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>>323005

this is me and my vegan gang causing a ruckus in your neighborhood

 No.323193

currently enjoying a spiced nutbutter to dip vegetables in from the blender:


>bit of tahini

>bit of peanut butter (is a 100% peanut nothing else)
>raw cashews
>1 juiced orange with pulp
>small piece of ginger
>3 small cloves garlic
>1 small onion (a mild one)
>half a bouquet of dill (without the stems, only the furry parts)
>currypowder
>how curry powder
>fruity curry powder
>kurkumin powder
>pepper
>vegetable stock powder
>dark soy sauce
>almond oil small amount

i blend it into a thick paste and then dip cucumber and bell pepper pieces into it and that's my meal for the day.

 No.323293

yesterday i had nothing fresh left to eat so i made instant vegetable stock and ate it with cashew nuts. i stirred in a spoon of sesame paste but it didn't disolve completely so it was mostly at the bottom of the glass. i did this with soups often and was surprised it did not combine with the instant broth. i guess i never noticed in a soup because i constantly keep the soup moving and eat it with a big spoon from a shallow wide bowl.

can't remember where but a few weeks ago i stumbled upon the meme that 3 meals a day is a conspiracy and i think there might be something to it. i try to keep the window of when i eat somewhat small as in i don't eat breakfast, just liquids and then maybe at 4pm i start with a fruit smoothie and then the more dense stuff (well just nuts in my case) i eat last. when i eat like today until 11pm that it is a 7 hour window of eating.

lol muslims are such well-fed pampered consumers, they call this fasting: only eating in the evening and act like it is the hardest thing in the world XD



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