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 No.306265[Reply]

I feel like a lot of people, especially older normies overestimate the abilities of the average guy and the problems that are out there to be solved in real life.

There is this old guy I listened to for the past decade now called Eli the Computer Guy and he often repeats this mantra that a tech professional should go out there pick themselves up by their bootstraps and solve problems for money.
Solve real world problems for money. Provide solutions using your skills. Over and over again while teaching people about making toy cars with a microcomputer or whatever.

Issue is there aren't any problems the average guy is capable of solving that people are able to pay enough for to make it worthwhile.
Maybe I'm low IQ and not creative enough, but that is the point I guess.
The average guy that got a CS or engineering degree and is now doing menial tasks at a big corporation isn't going to create groundbreaking solutions because everything worth doing, all the low hanging fruit and obvious problem/solution pairs have been done to death, patented to death or worse.

Big tech is so big that they offer a solution so refined, so solid, so cheap that no mom-and-pop shop will ever give you the time of day if those even exist.
The average normie is quite content with a phone which is basically a toy-ified computer gadget.
They don't need more.
Most even run their own little business from it using a handful of cheap/free big tech tools that if you were to offer a homebrew solution for it would cost an arm and leg to maintain without economies of scale.

What does a network tech that wants to "solve problems" do aside from running cable? You could lease a 10G fiber line from a big ISP and sublet it by wiring up a small village I guess?
Then the government gives a huge fucking grant to big ISP and they just wire up every small village themselves leaving you with nothing.
If you are lucky you can become a subcontractor doing menial tasks for the big ISP in a set region.

What does the average coder do now? Especially with the future of them limiting hardware/software access? Every app is made that a normie needs. Kinda like with websites.
Every normie uses less than a dozen of them, mostly through apps…
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 No.306743

>>306267
liberal arts degrees exist for people with a particular passion to have a place to pursue it, and for people with a place at dad's company to have an easy way to get a piece of paper that says "degree" on it. considering it from a career perspective is stupid.

if anything, the practice of treating university as a vocational school that prepares people for a career is historically abnormal, a feature of the centralized nation state trying to mass-produce technical specialists. now that the demand for those is dying out, so is the system of university as a step you take to guarantee a job.
>>306265
the low hanging fruit were picked a lot longer ago than you think. even most of the oft-cited examples of someone "single handedly" changing the world at any time in the past 200 odd years are more often than not about someone spending a decade or two fundraising and eventually getting lucky after burning millions than working alone in a shed.

success in starting a business is almost always a matter of simply being in the right place at the right time, and getting lucky on a risky gamble. you won't find it by just going around and looking for problems, because everyone is out there looking fof ways to make money. you need to be one of the first few to find out, have the right skills and know the right people to get things off the ground before the market is saturated.

as for average engineers and programmers, they're glorified assembly line workers. the real entry level degree to do actually creative technical work is a PhD nowadays, and even that doesn't work out for most people (don't think it worked out for me)

 No.306744

>>306271
>>306296
asking a chatbot for business ideas is the exact opposite of a way to succeed. it will distill the statistically most probable responses, aka the things it thinks people would say, aka the things it has seen people say in situations like yours time and time again, aka the shit that everyone else is already doing or trying to do

you need arbitrage, a competitive edge, something that sets you apart. a business profits because it discovers a shortcut, it solves some problem so much cheaper than the alternatives that you can afford to take a cut. if everyone has already thought of it, everyone has tried it, and it either didn't work or it worked and now they're already there eating your lunch but with an established process and customer base.

 No.308431

>>306744
THIS


One should keep a stash of magazines instead

 No.308445

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>>306265
I recently dropped out of a computer engineering degree after trying to make it for five years. The coursework probably would have been manageable but I was also working part time alongside it to be able to upgrade my PC, buy games etc. It was those IT gigs that really killed my spirit for the field. I went in thinking similarly to this ideal of Eli you mentioned. I was interested in computers and inspired by the stories of the olden C-era days where a bunch of really smart guys just got together and wrote the UNIX operating system and so on. That philosophy of understanding the machine deeply and writing small but really fast programs that you can chain together to do really complex stuff resonated with me. But once you work in the field it is exactly what you describe. Even IT companies rely on big tech software packages as much as they can, and you are just gluing together various big tech APIs or hacking together shitty Python scripts that will be used for a few months and then abandoned. Everything is just about delivering "something" as fast as possible and not really worrying about how it will fuck you up in the long term because you just hope that by that point there will be a new project or you start from scratch anyways. It was so demoralizing to see that this culture of wanting to deeply understand the tech and underlying issues and creating elegant solutions for them has been completely replaced by this ugly, horrible, boilerplate-off-the-shelf-parts "just ship it" mentality. It killed my spirit for all things tech, frankly. Now I am NEETing, though I will apprentice to become an electrician with a municipality in the fall. If I can get hired on afterwards then as far as I understand it's very rare to be fired again as a public employee. So there's that I guess, even if the pay is less than private sector work. And who knows, maybe that job will fry me in some other way and make me quit, though then I'd really be at my wit's end as to how I could make a living. As for being filtered … where I live most apprentices start after school at 16-17 yo, I am a decade older than that. So economically I'm way behind what would be expected, not to mention socially. I don't really feel "culled" but perhaps that's because I'm still comfortable materially, even if I don't see much of a future for myself and most people would probably call me a loosePost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.308448

>>306744
>>306273
>>306265
Eh. Really? You wanted to pursue a career in computers and electronics, but got into trouble? So did I. Tried to enroll into an uni, dropped out due to being unable to grasp the basics. Tried again. And then again. Ugh. My mom would shut me up had I tried to bring up the topic of changing careers.


Funniest thing is, I can afford my bread and butter though. But it has nothing to do with programming qua programming…


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 No.306726[Reply]

I have a horrible mother who criticises me just as much when I do something good as when I do something wrong. I remember having a lot of traumatic experiences with her, and even today she’s still the same. For example, I started being more hygienic and washing my hands before eating, and she started using that habit as a weapon against me. She also criticises me for not going out with my ‘friends’, but when I do leave the house, she keeps insulting me Any advice on how to get free from her? makes me unhappy
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 No.306791

>>306790
I am not him but this junkie anime wench existed long before trooncore

 No.306795

>>306791
OP here, I'm not a crab

 No.306809

Normies, especially succubi just love to complain. I bet your mother has nothing of substance going on in her life either, if she was happy and had hobbies she wouldn't be so up your ass. nagging and bitching is a popular female hobby

 No.308446

>>306727
A-ha.

go stern like a gray rock
ignore her as if you are out of love for her (not true, but…)

 No.308447

>>306783
>but I can go and live with my dad because my parents are divorced


Good for you, because my father was shouting very loudly and threatingly on me when I tried that option…


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 No.305401[Reply]

Does anybody else live with family who have seemingly not a care in the world to be careful with your belongings?? It's incredibly annoying and often blood boiling. I have a lot of collections, and attempt to make models like tanks/planes/warhammer stuff and quite often my parents will "inspect" my room for whatever retarded reason and often break several items. I internally call my dad "The grabbler" he picks up delicate items with his full fist, all fingers perfectly alinged - like a special ed kid grabbing a pencil. As you can imagine, this often BREAKS anything even remotely fragile.

This has been an issue I've dealt with my entire life. I'd have my pokemon cards on a playing mat in my room, parents barge in and walk right on them despite them being able to walk around it, and I wasn't even in the way. Or other times where they would grab my school work with greasy/chocolate coated hands and get stains all over it. Also they love coughing and sneezing without any attempt to cover their mouths. You will see spit and mucus stains EVERYWHERE in the house. Especially on the shared computer screen, utterly disgusting.

I have tried everything to get them to be less dirty and more respectful and mindful but they just don't care, my mother is literally too stupid to understand, my father just doesn't care. I don't really want to move out either as it's not a possibility on my wages unless I want to live in a car or next to criminal social housing with even more disgusting people.

The list goes on and on about all the dirty behaviour they get up to. I might even jot down some greentext stories if I'm bored later
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 No.308215

>>308214
damn thats concerning about what your dad do to your stuff. did you try to tell him an ultimatum about your stuff like if you ripp my shit again I'll fucking beat the shit out of you? if the beute force doesn't work , I suggest you to buy a safe to put valuable things inside

 No.308260

>>308214
Does he have some sort of condition or alcohol/drug habit? It honestly sounds like a miracle he was even able to become a father.

 No.308267

>>308215
I've tried everything, an ultimatum sounds nice but I am living under their roof for quite cheap. The cheapest other option would be double the rent AND in a closet with no car parking in a dangerous area.

>>308260
Other than being quite dumb and extremely impulsive I don't think there's anything medically or psychologically wrong with him. Some people have no filter and respect of boundaries, he just acts. The kind of person that would blurt out loud in class "OH MY GOD DIDN'T WE HAVE HOMEWORK TO DO?" as the teacher had forgotten to check.

 No.308433

>>305422
>try collecting plushies


Ha. Funny thing is, one can hide a nice box full of fragile stuff right inside that cute dolly's head.

So hey, getting a huge toy bear off some silly lady could save you lots of trouble

 No.308444

You know, while my folks are nowhere near you, they would ruin my days by constantly *tidying up* things that were in the middle of a project.


My mother never wanted a smart kid who would make a nice computer from parts, she wanted a boring kid with no emotions. She got a kid with a stern face who keeps searching for threats - because that's what my mother was: a threat to me just doing my stuff.


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 No.303889[Reply]

>Were you emotionally neglected as a child?
I wonder if this led me to become who I am now, at least in social settings.
I have no idea if I suffered from this, although I remember times when I was told not to cry, or I got used to not crying over silly things that perhaps maybe weren't silly for a child.
I read those internet ads about caring for parents and children, and they recommended hugs, affection, and not denying children's pain and suffering, and that the best thing is to get it off the emotions of their chest or body.
but if this doesn't happen, then they build up a shell, armor, or something like that because they mask or hide these emotions automatically out of pure habit and training. and later they will have trouble releasing their emotions from their bodies. Babies and toddlers do this naturally when they cry.
>Also
I can't remember the last time I cried with all my might or something like that.
I wonder if this led me to be the way I am now, at least in a social way. I wonder if I can treat it. I read from an anon that some of these things can only be treated with love. But the truth is confusing.
Maybe my brain is already like this, although I read that the brain can change, as can one's habits and feelings.
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 No.306319

I have thought about this a lot. But when I really start to think about it, I start to blame the school system. It's really pretty unnatural at this point. I remember being a completely different person outside of school and in it. And other people noticed this too. It also happens to me now at jobs, college etc. I am not meant for institutions. Perhaps in a sense o was likely sheltered growing up. I think sometimes that can manifest in these types of personality.

 No.308428

Bump. I don't know about OP, but my mother decided to neglect my emotions AGAIN so she would talk to me like I am not supposed to answer her question like a proper person.

 No.308430

>>308428
Anyway, in her defence: the heatwave got her so I should have shut up. I guess.

 No.308442

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>>308430
However, she would comment every her stap yesterday.

I got fed up with that so I had to quit.

 No.308443

>>308430
However, she would comment every her stap yesterday.

I got fed up with that. She would always speak, speak, speak, but never answer a simple question.

Besides, I got her some stuff to play music but she would keep her apartment focused on her loud voice


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 No.308437[Reply]

Is the feeling of alienation familiar to you? Does it hurt?

"All my life, I have lived with the feeling that I have been kept from my true place. If the expression "metaphysical exile" had no meaning, my existence alone would afford it one."

~ Emil Cioran ; The Trouble With Being Born

 No.308438

>~ Emil Cioran ; The Trouble With Being Born
More like
~ Emo Cryin' ; 1,000 ways to say that I'm a whiny nerd

I'm being alienated by my government in my own home country, but I still have an earned sense of belonging among my people.

 No.308440

Yes I'm alienated from human kind as I am a fully disabled individual who talks to his hallucinations, I really feel the trouble of being born.

 No.308441

>>308437
It used to hurt when I was younger and less certain of myself. When I was still thinking that being alienated was something to be ashamed of and that the best thing would be to just be part of the crowd. I have some memories of being dragged to places by friends from school. I once went to the local fair with them and in the crowd I felt this absurd sense of being a foreign body, of not belonging at all, and it was the first time it felt like a relief or peace. Another time there was this school event where the entire grade was doing some party or another in a local pub. It wasn't mandatory to go or anything, apart from the clear social punishment you'd receive if you skipped out. I remember standing in front of that place, watching people I sort of knew and some friends enter. And then I turned around and walked home. Again, with the sweet and maybe a little twisted satisfaction of not being able to make myself fit in, of walking my own path.
I believe you grow into it as you get older. By now I am fully comfortable with being an alien


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 No.8013[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

We destroy the despicable and haughty, in monstrosity his world has become agitated.
He is afraid, he is afraid, his legs stumble from it.

Blessed is the one who obeys, loving truth. His encounter builds an edifice.
He is put to the test. He destroys injustice he has thwarted.
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 No.322610[Reply]

happy new year and all of that.

treat yourself to some sesame paste if you never head any. i regret learning about this so late, i can't help but want to warn others on not missing out on this goodness. it is just one ingredient crushed industrially into paste: sesame seeds.

when you buy it in the store it is separated and the separation is strong. when you stick a spoon in and try to stir, the bottom is so strong that the spoon can not stir. and you have to shake it and keep it in a shook state.

the sesame paste hides behind a bit of effort but the reward is worth the extra work.

the taste is amazing. mild and nutty. the nice thing about this is that it has a high fat content but it is not as impossible to digest as oil is. it still has it's fiber.

i use this to make sauces without oil. i just put tomatos and herbs into a blender and then i add a few tablespoons of this stuff and it turns into a nice creamy sauce but a sauce that the human organism has the chance to actually digest reasonably.

this stuff is so good, i wonder why it is not sold in regular supermarkets, i bother to go to the muslim markets just to get this goodness.
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 No.323914

>>323912
>you have reached the point at which you can see the inferiority of a system that is based on money and violence in which a a few disproportionately influence what the many get to hear based on the whims of psychopaths and their secret world of 5d chess.
Yes
>the solution to this is look for the information yourself.
There's not much you can do except toying with different kinds of foods and diets and see how you feel. If a certain routine causes cancer in the long term but makes you feel good in the short term there's no way to know this.
>you are equipped with everything to solve this puzzle.
best case you find some routine which works for you, nothing really compensates for this lack of information and presence of misinformation
>science is but the expression of the inferior system.
The modern way of doing science was invented in Western Europe a couple of centuries ago in a society very different and unlike our current system. Science itself is not tied to the system and people's outside of the system also engage in investigation, speculation and collection of knowledge.

 No.323941

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HOLY CRAP U TURKISH OR SOMETHIN?:3

 No.324042

>>323914
>There's not much you can do except toying with different kinds of foods and diets and see how you feel.

not much? to me that is a lot. when you eat everything at once you never know, if you only eat the same you know after a few days.

>If a certain routine causes cancer in the long term but makes you feel good in the short term there's no way to know this.

there is no reason to be completely dismissive of foreign information, until you find a way to know for sure whether something is good for you or not which usually is something easily attainable.

>best case you find some routine which works for you, nothing really compensates for this lack of information and presence of misinformation

yeah you slowly go towards the stuff that works and away from what harms and you get your routines. time management ability and self-respect ability to break and create habits is important in this.

>Science itself is not tied to the system and people's outside of the system also engage in investigation, speculation and collection of knowledge.

i guess the term science is too imprecise then. there should be one term to describe the artform of individuals gathering knowledge to solve problems or improve situations and the craft of wearing a labcoat and getting rich producing papers to "prove" how softdrinks aren't the problem.

 No.324043

>>323941
>TURKISH

i recently learned that tahini is hard to find when i look in regular muslim supermarkets, i must have been lucky that my local turkish store not only sells it but sells it in such amazing quality.

a few days ago i bought the first tahini i could find from a local hygene store (after trying ~7 muslim non-turkish food stores) that also sells some more expensive health conscious food and it tasted horrible. really bad i am not making this up. i didn't know quality can be this bad.

 No.324106

>>324042
>not much? to me that is a lot. when you eat everything at once you never know, if you only eat the same you know after a few days.
this shouldn't be necessary in the first place, this situation where most of the food in the supermarket is toxic slop shouldn't be here in the first place
I believe food safety laws were invented in the 19th century because they started adding detergents to bread which killed people, same situation now basically


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 No.323901[Reply]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction
https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.324078

>>324058
nta but I'm also just buzz cutting it at this point. To be fair I've started doing it due to my receding hairline because I figured I was wasting money getting haircuts that never look all that good due to the missing hair. But even though I trim my hair twice a week it's still much cheaper and convenient than going to a barber. I also like how it feels and that I no longer have to entertain thoughts about whether my hair looks too unkempt to go outside on a particular day or not.

 No.324082

I am watching street walking videos for stimulation like those videos of birds and squirrels people show their cats.

 No.324101

The government gave me another $2,000 of the like $6,000 they said they would. I am going to buy Doritos, alcoholic soda, and a dakimakura cover

 No.324104

Animepahe downloader didn't have one title as it's not on Animepahe. Anikai.to is gone. Miruro has it, but download link for that particular title doesn't work. 1DM Lite downloaded it, but it didn't open. Could've tried to download in bigger resolution and see what if, instead installed Video DownloadHelper extension on Supermium. It downloaded 3 eps and then said there's a limit, wait for 2 hours or pay. VPN didn't help. So I installed the same extension on r3dfox. And it worked.

 No.324105

>>324082
For me it's videos of driving at night and in the afternoon through the dangerous neighborhoods of America.


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 No.305228[Reply]

I think age 31-32 was the point where I realized I'm too autistic and weird to ever have 'normal' things in life.

I will die either institutionalized or in some shitty rental with nothing to my name. Nothing that I dreamed about will ever become true.
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 No.306871

no, not anymore. my final cope that carried me over the years was this notion that i could just change myself, figure out how i actually tick and reverse engineer myself into a normal human being. it never really worked out, but there was always this hope that i could stumble on it one day and make everything make sense, like a persistent puzzle. what broke me was realizing that i never had a chance in the first place, that biologically i was predetermined to end up where i am, regardless of my personality or psychology. there was nothing to change, i AM my body and circumstances, my mind is just a mirroring of that. there was no other way i could've turned out. people treat you based on what they see, how you make them feel, and i consistently brought out indifference or revulsion in others. as i grew into my final genetic form, people started openly being hostile to me in public and i was mocked before i could open my mouth. this fantasy that i could just change my feelings and fix everything no longer fit my lived experience. the world was inherently against me and there was nothing realistically i could do to change it. there was also nothing worth living for, as idealistic notions of "love" and "friendship" increasingly seemed to me like banal biological processes, people like you because you help them release the feel good chemicals. the most evil criminals had tons of friends and lovers because they had the right body shape, despite being scum that never had a metacognitive thought in their life, they enjoyed life, people went out of their way to help them because "there was something to them".

i'm all out of copes and suicide really seems to me like the only meaningful choice i could make. either suffer and endure for another 30-40 years until my disgusting body gives out, or i end it when it makes sense to end it. the world is evil and i cannot adapt to it because i'm weak. why shouldn't i just give up and roll the dice again?

 No.306872

>>306871
You hit the nail on its' head. We are predeterministic animals just like all other mammals or apes in nature.

Would you tell a deformed or weak ape if they just work enough on their personality they will get lots of females and sit in hot springs all day instead of the apes who happened to be born with good genetics?

No.

Would you tell a lion born with down syndrome he is going to overthrow the strongest lion in his territory if he is just determined enough?

We need to stop this self-improvement bullshit right here. The vast, vast majority of neurodivergent wizards will never mask to the point normies will accept it.

 No.306909

>>306883
>Dignity Act
Dignity for who exactly?

 No.308435

Well, yes, but not in the specific ways I hope. I have realized that birth is a lottery and you're either born into a bustling metropolis to rich, well-adjusted parents or a piss soaked trailer in the sticks to bums. I'm somewhere in the middle of that. I don't have exceptional talent or work ethic, sadly; I'm just a normal person. We don't live in a world where normal people like me (at least, in America) can expect that hard work will save them, and so I'm still in my childhood home, working a boring, okay-paying job I hate, budgeting for a possible frugal week (or days…) long vacation soon, etc.

I'm straying off the point, but basically, I think that, my poor circumstances considered and how awful I was when I was far younger, I'm doing okay. Growing up I never once thought I could have a casual conversation with coworkers where we gripe over the boss (I don't believe in any of it, I am just making "small talk") but I do this all the time now. Sometimes I feel valued at work. These are things that normies take for granted but I cherish them, even if I generally crave more.

 No.308436

>>308435
Oh, and by 'normal person' I mean I'm likely no lazier nor more talented than anyone else. I don't think "autism" (extreme lack of experience with human beings, ugliness, etc.) really factors into that. My output is similar to other peoples output.


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 No.308419[Reply]

I got a very sad event and started to write things out of nowhere, like poems and short shitty ironic funny stories in my language, even some are sad or deppresive or even dramatic histories.
Sometimes i like to draw calligrams.
I shared it sometimes with randoms or people i know and they enjoyed it.
I doing this now like two weeks and i feel kind calm and in some way at times little happy after reading or laughing at my shitty work, i dont know why but i like it feels more fulfilling than doing nothing or focus much in fixing my sadness bacause sometimes i even got some smirk or laugh of people seing my art and they looks happy to me and that's everything to fill my day with their little spontaneous bacon of sunlight in this abyss.

 No.308425

that's kind of hurt reading your thoughts because sometimes I laigh at things and depression comes out of nowhere and the joy I had transform into a bittersweet emotion which is hard to carry because of how heavy depression/sadness is. your post reminds me of that

 No.308426

>Creating art
>Expressing yourself
>Making your kinsmen smile
These are all normal things to enjoy and just about every small children's cartoon has been pounding that in to kids' heads since forever.

 No.308427

>i know and they enjoyed it
i don't want to ruin your peace but i'll just feed you this thought that you should keep yourself prepared for when your brain starts returning to the baseline and thinking rationally again. maybe it'll never happen, but just in case.

 No.308434

>>308427
>>308427
>our brain starts returning to the baseline and thinking rationally again

>implying him finding enjoyment in delighting others is irrational
>implying his happiness is.. a COPE
Piss off.


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 No.227908[Reply]

It's official. Sexbots are almost* here.

Would you guys sexbotmaxx or remain a pure Wizard?
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 No.228689

>>228668
hi, /md/.

 No.228755

>>228672
ya the amount of maintenance and post-use cleanup time is proportional to the shame I think. and from experience i know that there's a sunk cost issue that will extend it beyond when you'd normally just "throw it away and be done with it"

 No.228758

Postnut clarity.

 No.228791

>>228758
i've never experienced it. is this something only low iq people have access to?

 No.228792

>>228791
nah you gotta have a male genitalia to experience it. you only have skin down there.


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PALESTINE OFFICIALLY RECOGNIZED AS A STATE OR WHATEVER. U.N RECOGNIZES THE INVASION OF THIRD-WORLDERS UPON EUROPE. YOUTUBE ANNOUNCED IT WILL BE RE-INSTATING CHANNELS BANNED BY BIDEN'S ORDERS DURING COVID AND 2024 ELECTIONS. ANTIFA DECLARED A TERRORIST SECT. ISRAEL "ONLY NATION CAPABLE" OF PLANTING CELLULAR MASS-DISRUPTION DEVICES OUTSIDE OF UN GENERAL ASSEMBLY. TIKTOK TREND SHOWS PREGNANT SUCCUBI DOWNING THERAPEUTIC LEVELS OF TYLENOL IN PROTEST OF ANNOUNCEMENT THAT DOING SO CAUSES AUTISM IN CHILDREN

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 No.324084

>>324083
In light of all this, the ancient tribes from these soon to be war torn sections of earth should probably move to the neutral Turkmenistan or Tajikistan. The former is especially advised. Otherwise, they'll simply be raped and defiled given that's just what happens in places where death's common. Rape and defilement by men who want to let off steam before being hacked to millions of pieces.

 No.324090

>>324010
Regarding the reversal of the Bantu expansion. I think it's quite possible the Arabs will push it all the way to the endpoint of the Horn. They'll basically eliminate all Blacks from Sudan proper. It'll later move to South Sudan once that's done, then they'll add on to whats been taking place in Ethiopia, finally then finishing off everyone in Somalia. Djibouti and Eritrea goes without saying.
The strongest wipeout will probably take place in Somalia since it's the most disorderly place and harbors a long coastline that's basically not being properly exploited. The killings might continue until the Somali population is basically reduced to 0.
As all of this is occurring, the Chinese will do the job in Madagascar.

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Plausible swaps.
1. Sumatra for Sarawak and Sabah.
2. Mongolia for Xinjiang.

1 -> Malaysia-Singapore-Sumatra connection
1 -> Proper curation of Indonesia's mainland

2 -> Cessation of religious pluralities, ethnic differences, overall enmity

 No.324100

>>324093
Personally hoping for 2. Xinjiang gets out of China's grip and joins Kazakhstan, Uzbekistan and Kyrgyzstan as part of one country. To pacify the Chinese public from thinking it a loss, Mongolia then gets annexed into China. All of this happens during the Taiwan fiasco. Russia then seizes some of Kazakhstan's extreme territories. The overall result is a good power balance in the east.
I don't ever see the Sumatra / Sarawak-Sabah swap happening, but that Kayin and Mon strip from Myanmar joining Thailand seems doable.
With Greater Iran and Greater Kazakhstan and a superior ASEAN (see: Bhutan, NEI), you can have a pretty good corralling zone.

Well, whatever. It's ultimately the Jesuits who decide the maps and the Jesuits who decide the alliances. Shame they've established such retarded shit for now. The fuck were they thinking making Mongolia some border zone and letting China get away with Xinjiang? Stupid shit. Even stupider for them to bank on India as some counterweight of China.

 No.324102

>>324083
Screw Kashmir.

Build a new city, call it "Kashemir" as if it's Russian for "Porrige Peace", import cool wool from it.


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 No.303176[Reply]

Reminder to take your vitamins, especially "fish oil" one " Vitamin D3



they say Vitamin D3, because "Vitamin D" sounds like an euphemism, kekeke
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 No.307667

>>303176
I've been thinking about buying some of that

 No.308003

>>303176
I wish it were that easy:
> Light skin
> All year round summer hot place
> take Fish Oil and Vit D + K supplements everyday.
> plus other 12 or so supplements more

Still miserable.

 No.308005

Creatine Monohydrate should be supplemented because to get a full working dose one would need to eat an entire chicken dinner's worth of beef. It's vital in the human body's functions that relate to not being unhealthy. I've been taking it for years and I'm very strong and smart and large.

>>307661
That seems like a lot to take in but many men's health support supplements cover much of that in two doses. Ideally much of this shouldn't be supplemented but rather acquired through an actual balanced diet, but that would probably give a caloric surplus for the average NEET.

 No.308402

>>308003


I ask a chatbot (cheap DeepSeek, nothing fancy) to be a decent time-managing coach for me and tell DS some tasks off my head… get a timetable… tell DS some more… get a bigger timetable - bam! Now I have a three hour time-table for tomorrow :)

 No.308432

>>308402
Update: it's done and many more


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 No.227929[Reply]

Norms, notions and behaviors they have that annoys you.

>Never argue with your critics or openly dismiss them
Their blood seems to almost always boil when you openly disagree or argue back against their point of view. They seems to just expect you to just nod along and agree(even if it's dishonestly).
Even if they deliverer their criticism rudely they expect you to still be polite with them.
Been told that snarky responses to people's criticism like
>I don't care go fix it yourself if you have a problem with it!
>Rich coming from an amateur like you, I like to see you do better!
>Who cares about what you have to say? Shove it up your ass!
>If you don't like it then do something else!
Will just ensure no one will bother to be honest with you, if they see you do something that is bad/wrong they will keep their mouth shut or lie saying you're doing great and hope you sabotage for yourself.
For a while I bought this. However, it just lead to people daring to be more rude with me. Eventually lead me to snap and revert to my old behavior. Then people started to choose their words more carefully when they talk to me.
Most of the time their criticism isn't even constructive, it's just them wanting you to cater to their preferences. So far this "antisocial" behavior haven't cause me any harm.
This is just some bollocks normies made up, because they don't like when people disagree or argues with them. They just want to be "right" without any push back.
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 No.228782

>>227929
the way they rationalize your silence as fear or shyness. i just don’t want to talk to you, genuinely, i have nothing to say but i can’t say that

 No.228783

>>228782
samefag and im not smug either i just dont have anything to say and i dont feel like mindlessly giving you anecdotes. theres just nothing to talk about

 No.228784

>>228777
I liked how teachers didn't give a shit about me not giving a shit. If you're quiet and don't make a fuss, you can get by pretty okay. I was the guy doing nothing during group assignments and it wasn't a problem. If I got bullied I just started squealing really loud and crying to everyone about it, and because it's the first time I made a noise, people knew it was legit and solved it.

I quite literally ran back and forth on the playground all day by myself and daydreamed in class, and the teachers had no problem with it. I got top math grades and was 4 years behind in reading/writing, but apart from the time I got a literal 0 on a spelling test they didn't care.

Unironically it's only when I turned 16 and I had my parents screaming at me and shaming me about how I have to start taking study and school seriously for uni.

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>>228775
I can see how at one point in time it made sense to 'hustle' when a simple job could allow you to afford rent on a decent home where you could save to move up. Now it's a scam, yet they grow more and more frantic as their money buys them less so their solution is to be faster than the guy next to them.

It's just the absolute entitled and sociopathic nature they all have. The need to be first in line, first out the door, their time is always more important. Yet when pointing this out you're given psychotic platitudes such as "No one owes you respect" or you just get the flouride stare. If that's the case then fuck everyone I'm not participating in your gay pyramid scheme. I just want basic common decency and not to get mowed down by a horde of NPCs because I forgot it was Monday morning or Friday afternoon.

 No.228790

>>228777
I hated the public school system, it was just a preview of how I would do in society. I was a poster child for ADD going to school in the alleged based 90s that everyone so desperately wants to go back to. Like any healthy boy I was full of energy and wanted to run around outside and learn by doing things, reading when I wanted to and learning what I wanted to. That attitude got me in a lot of trouble in school because I wouldn't sit still, wouldn't listen when told, wouldn't eat the gross prison food. Naturally I was labeled with the meme disorder, even after getting tested. Back then the school system had been transformed by feminists, so if I didn't behave like a succubus and quietly sit with my hands in my lap then it's time to take the fucking pills.


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 No.228628[Reply]

I just wanted to know how did you get rich or got enough money to fulfill your dreams. Or is it you don't need money and are content with your current life and your meagre bank account
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 No.228682

>>228680
>always worst case scenario
Where do you think we are?

 No.228683

>>228682
wizchan.org seemingly

 No.228761

>>228631
I sort of agree with this post. I haven't given up on the dream of moving out, getting a better job that teaches me real skills, etc. but I'm turning 27 this year and can see the boat out slowly sliding away from me. Youth is such a big bandage on failure. It's nice for older adults to feel like they can mentor someone younger – so not knowing much at 25 is okay. It was okay. But I'm 27 now, it's less cute. Soon I'll be 30, and if I remain at this dead-end job, what will happen to me?

All that said I haven't given up on life. I am settling in my own way while still dreaming of a future. I want to go out of the country this year… France or Japan or something. Just walk around for a week, have a piece of my dreams even if I can't experience them in full.

 No.228786

>>228677
>and wait 20years
>what worked in past will work in the future!
The way the world is going, twenty years from now your index fund won't be worth shit.
Maybe buy defense-industry stocks.
A new world war seems to be on the menu, so Lockheed and Raytheon will surely be profitable.

 No.228788

>>228786
This is unironically good advice. AI itself cannot create gunpowder or explosive materials. These companies will be ultra relevant just like food producers.


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 No.63216[Reply]

Games you played that were not as good as the mainstream masses/reviewers would had you believe.
Also games that were recommended by "patricians", that turned out to just be games that cater to their autistic taste.

While I didn't find the gameplay or aesthetic of borderlands bad. The writing is so god damn cringy, it's like a boomer trying to write something he thinks modern teens like. After 2 hour I just couldn't stand it anymore. Gearbox were veterans and they had the backing of 2K a major publisher, this was the best writer they could get?
The deigns of banished isn't bad. It just that it felt like doing homework instead of playing a fun game. Many hours of planning, trail and error. Only an autist could think about spending the weekend for this.
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 No.63550

e33 is overated

 No.63551

>>63550
I have a strong feeling, people like the game simply because of Maelle(character in the game).

 No.63553

>>63549
The creator of planetscape torment got constant emails and praise for his super deep story, and the creator was bewildered and responded with "bro read a book". He couldn't believe people took the writing seriously.

 No.63554

>>63551
With the current state of gaming, all a studio would need to do to earn praise from real gamers would be release a game with a female character who isn't a fat negro succuboss, or a male main character who isn't a goofy try-hard who gets spoken down to by said succubosses.

 No.63558

>>63216
>>63299
>I loved Mirror's edge, Catalyst is a Unfinished game.
I liked Mirror's edge aesthetic.
Frutiger Aero or Y2K, pure art and time capsule game.
I like the philosophy of faith aesthethic of making she beatiful and in some way cute but with a logical way with a working image for her world sense. Not sexualized but focused in play and charisma and colors of her image.


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 No.228496[Reply]

Thesis:

Engagement with structurally advanced texts and excellent rhetoric trains and temporarily optimises the mind into recurring modes of organization, attention, abstraction, and inference; repeated exposure can temporarily or semi-durably bias cognition toward those modes independently of propositional content.

Or in simpler terms, in the same way that algebra & calculus trains the mind towards logical and methodical thought in the long term, I believe it's possible for works of illustration, music and literature to do so in the short term. If this is true, then it's advantageous to catalogue such art-efacts and optimise exposure to them.

I'm not talking about the first order; "no duh, I read something that told/reminded me of facts and now they're at the front of my attention" or involuntary emotional responses, I'm talking about the temporary mental structure. Meditation or such like, if it works, seems to work by selecting for facts and details, voluntarily emphasising inputs to get desired outputs. It should notionally be possible then, to exercise the mind in such a way that one or more patterns of thought and emphasis can be either cold stored, or reliably reconstructed with inputs on demand. I think genius lies in being able to do this at will and not rely on outside props, but i'm not a genius.

The inspiration for this idea came from reading Robert Carlyle in the morning and consequently having a very organised and effective day at work, but I've noticed it much earlier in the second and third novel of Kai Lung. In the later case, the pleasant but none-the-less non-trivial effort of very complex English usually leaves me in a "well spoken" state for quite some time. I originally put this down to simple mimicry but perhaps there's more to it.

Thoughts? Examples of useful material?

If this is true, consider the darker side - that it's possible to artificially construct and reinforce dysfunctional frames of mind, not just overloading the memory and attention with noise and conflict, but actually implant a structure of thought - at scale. If this was so, how well does it explain modernity.
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>>228690
>YOUR MIND AND HOW TO USE IT
>William Walker Atkinson
That's just New thought, better fuck it and better go to read hypnosis (all the new thought dudes just used hypnosis and studies Coue or other methods of hypnosis and self-suggestions) if you dont want to blow a lof of bullshit around religion or myths and cosmic shit, better the method than the woo-woo bullshit.
>Also
and yes, read about psychonautics.

 No.228748

>>228496
In short, self hypnotize on demand by some sort of "artifact" or trigger, be it a bell, music, smell whatever to induce a state of mind optimized for tasks to improve outcomes?
Sounds very /x/ to me.


>If this is true, consider the darker side - that it's possible to artificially construct and reinforce dysfunctional frames of mind, not just overloading the memory and attention with noise and conflict, but actually implant a structure of thought - at scale. If this was so, how well does it explain modernity.

I mean isn't this public knowledge at this point? Ragebait is a mainstream term now. Most people know that media, social media, the internet as a whole is set up to farm people like this.

What I'm not really understanding is what you would try to get out of it. Snap your finger to be more outgoing an eloquent on demand?
Learn more efficiently?
Get into the "zone" for whatever task at hand instantly?

I doubt this would be easy if at all feasible. The /x/ types do this with drugs or the alternative being long term conditioning and setting up your environment to aid in inducing desired states of mind.
None of it is instant like this playing mozart for a minute to learn math 25% faster.

Maybe I'm missing the point entirely.

 No.228749

>>228496
Also just on the side, are you the citytutoringmath guy from youtube?
Exact manner of speech.

 No.228785

>>228518
People learn by doing.
Reading alone won't get you very far.
You won't learn math just by reading a textbook unless you become capable of solving problems and writing proofs.
You won't learn computer programming just by reading a textbook unless you make some practice coding your own programs.
You won't become a chess master just by reading books about chess.
And so forth.

The obsession with reading alone is the mark of the pseudo-intellectual. (The actual intellectual usually appreciates the importance of writing as well.)

 No.228787

>>228748
>What I'm not really understanding is what you would try to get out of it. Snap your finger to be more outgoing an eloquent on demand?
>Learn more efficiently?
>Get into the "zone" for whatever task at hand instantly?

Exactly that. I've done it by accident enough times to notice a pattern and get meaningful comparisons when it comes to task outcomes.

Finding the structure of the phenomena, sourcing tools or procedures that support it, is what I'm looking to do.

It does appear to just be a branch of psychonautics, but I'd never heard of the concept before so thank you to those who responded.

>>228749
Not I


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 No.58061[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Previous thread >>53822

Thread for games you managed to finish and your thoughts on it.
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I always see Call of Juarez on sale on Steam, and I remember this game from back in the day, so I figured I'd play it.
Honestly a so-so experience. It's essentially a first person shooter, with some curveballs thrown into the mix.
You play as two characters, Reverend Ray (a priest obviously) and Billy Candle (a young man on the run). Every chapter you alternate between these two characters. Ray is tanky gunslinger priest (who even wears a steel breastplate) while Billy is a more agile stealth based character. All the Ray chapters are hectic shoot outs, while the Billy chapters try to switch it up with stealth and platforming sections.
The stealth is the classic tedious trial and error kind, but the sections are mercifully short and this game has quicksaves so it's just about bearable. The platforming sections are okay. I didn't mind them, but reading reviews for this game other people hated these chapters and I can totally see that.
This game was an early 7th gen title and it shows. A lot of the levels are open yet linear; like a straight tunnel that's just extremely wide (metaphorically, the actual environment mostly consists of open plains and mountains, etc.) There's a level in particular were an Indian (feather not dot) tells you to collect 3 rabbits, and you just end up riding around in this huge open space for a while. Story wise, that chapter follows are really hectic action set piece so I understand they wanted to put in a quieter beat, but this also feels like it was put in to show everyone "look, we can do large, seamless open environments with no loading screens and long draw distance, next-gen baby!". You're even tasked with climbing a mountain in this level. A real sort of proto Skyrim "see that mountain, you can climb it" type of moment. Incidentally, it was also my favorite level. Climbing a mountain just felt much more unique to me than the rest of the game which is a pretty mediocre shooter.
In line with the early 7th gen feel, this game tries to do a little bit of everything, while doing it all poorly. There's objects you can pick up, but there's never any use. There's a couple sections where you can fill up buckets and put out fires. You can use a whip to swing from trees during the platforming sections, but it's clunky -basically "look at our physics engine" type of stuff, that's all pretty poorly implemented.
Gun variety is mediocre. Couple of six-shooters as you would expect from a cowboy game, which havePost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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>>58061
I just finished Michael Jackson's Moonwalker on Arcade and on SEGA Mega Drive, still looking forward to getting a 1CC on the former and finishing the latter on Normal and Hard, as I could only do them with infinite credits and on Easy respectively, also want to give the SEGA Master System port a try as I absolutely love that console.

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Decided to give Hitman Blood Money a go for old times sake. Doesn't hold up as well as I thought.
My main gripe with it, is that I just don't think the missions are well-designed. For example, on the mission where you're in a suburb the guy you're tasked with killing is inside a house protected by FBI agents. Now to get inside that house the game provides you with ample choice.
You can knock out a clown and steal his disguise, or a catering guy, or a garbage man, or you can sneak around back by sedating the dog in the backyard. Even here there's choice because you can find something to sedate the dog in a nearby house or shoot it from a treehouse a house over. Sounds great right? Tons of agency, player choice, what more do you want. Well, the problem is that you can also acquire a FBI disguise right at the beginning of the mission, very easily in fact, which allows you to go anywhere you want, so there's absolutely no use for any of the other options.
In the second mission, you have to kill two dudes in an opera house. Right at the beginning of the mission one target goes on stage for rehearsal and the other target sits in a balcony and watches. What I found out, is that you can just shoot the opera singer target in the head with a silenced pistol, and throw a remote controlled mine up at the balcony and take out the other target. This way it took me literally under two minutes to finish the mission.
Now I suppose the intent is that you replay the missions, explore the environment, try different methods, get a higher ranking, etc. but to frank that's not something I care for at this stage in my gaming career. So you're just left with pretty dull and straightforward mission in what should be a very choice-laden game.
The game also doesn't really allow you to figure things out in a natural way. During the Mardi Grass level you start off in a hotel; in one of the rooms there's a guy in a crow costume which is something you need. In that room there's two succubi dancing. So what do you do? You can't distract them, so you just kind of awkwardly shoot them all and hope nobody hears, or go find some other avenue of approach.
I did exactly that, found one of my targets just wandering around a back alley, and killer her. Then I heard a guy on a walkie talkie say, that he was in "position" (the mission revolves around you preventing a political assassination). So, I went to where he said he was and easily killed him as well. Then I got tPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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I played through Prey (2017). To be honest, this isn't my first attempt; I gave up on it a few years ago—I just got lost among all the options and the game's many systems, and deleted it after three hours. A lot depends on how you approach the game and what you expect from it. I thought—because I was misled—that this would be a Bioshock-style game set in space. While there are similarities, this game is first and foremost a completely unique immersive sim; if it can be compared to anything, it’s naturally the System Shock games.So my first attempt at the game was a failure; I ended up soft-locking myself. Now, years later, when I jumped back into it for the second time—more experienced and with a clearer head—it was a completely different experience from the very first moment. I approached it smartly, methodically, and tactically. And it was a completely different experience. I can say that the game completely hooked me within 15 hours.The game is beautiful; the developers have poured incredible energy into the environment, the storytelling, and the various connections between elements. Every day feels meaningful—even the story of the last NPC to die is woven into the narrative somewhere. It’s rare to come across a game into which the developers have poured so much energy and love.

 No.63557

>>63555
>Hitman blood money
The fun thing is killing mission people like a ghost or by accidents (max points and sometimes hard), go full postal or rambo, killing by background or explosions or put venon in things and using the sniper rifle in some places (you can upgrade more and more this weapon as you get unlocks by perfect points in missions same with other weapons) and collecting the weapons or trying exploits.
Or killing every one in map if you can.
Getting the routine of npc or doing every thing perfect at time feels too good like 47 was like a killer god or a paranornal dude (he was a experiment after all)
The news paper at end of missions is very funny.
Here 47 feels like a professional killer and not like a super spy in a film with batman vision like late games.
But yes, each level is too much rigid in structure at times. The house with the fbi van was one used for demo and in short have a lot of ways to play it even without costumes. Its very fast to do.
Some maps are damn big and take more study of npc actions or even minutes to complete. Its very realistic at this and i like the details of maps bacause are in a lot of ways real life places or situations. Some ways to enter or exit or even kill are more slow or fast or even more hard or safe.
Mods and exploits make everything more fun.


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 No.308391[Reply]

we must accept it. we are losers and society mocks us no matter what we do. we're not cool. we think we're cool because we are in a website where only virgin males are in and we circle jerk together. That's why we think we're superior to normalfags while in fact we're seen has failed people. you may feel as much superior as you like on wizchan but once out of the internet, you'll be mocked for being 30+ virgin male behind your back.
It sucks; being mocked and being. alower human being. even non-white are more successful than you and being racist doesn't change that. I think racism is a kind of cope people are because they're frustrated.
You can be as much succesful as you can be (rich, good job, house, beautiful car,etc…) like every other normalfags but at the end of the day when they'll ask you if you have a wife or a gf, and after you said never, they'll think something's wrong with you or you're gay.
Some wizards donnt give a fuck because they feel above all of that but those are, according too me, a übermensch bit it is a very rare case. so don't think you're one to please you're ego. I think the wizard übermensch has everything a normalfag has in life but is morally superior to them. those who uses this power to trashtalk others isn't a übermensch according to me because he does the same shit normalfags do to others to feel better. There's a lot of wizards who mock normalfags to feel better but at the end of the day it makes them look like as bad as normalfags. the übermensch is a rare case and I am 100% sure there's no übermensch wizard on here (or maybe 0,1%).
Anyway, I'm not making a thread about the wizardmensch because it would fit most on /wiz/ than /dep/. I'm making this thread on /dep/ because I'm sad and depressed being a failure. even failednormalfags mock us.
We're ugly and dumb. feel free to delete the thread mods, I don't care I'm sad. I don't want to push my narratives unto others. I know many wouldn't agree because they live a good life and don't care about what other people think or say about him, but I know most of the wizards suffer and that's why there's a /dep/ board…if it wasn't the case, tbis board wouldn't exist. wizards are sad. in fact I don't know why they're sad because they just have to live life luke anybody else; it's just they don't have a wife and kids but live life like everyone else on this earth. so why wizards aren't happy? Most if the time is life struggle like money or shitty job.Post too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.308400

I wish you had typed this better, there’s a tad too many errors, but overall, yeah I agree somewhat.

To begin with if we are losers or not, I believe it hardly matters in the way you are mentioning it, we all have our own cognitions, mind you it is true society would consider most wizards losers and failures but they have their own lenses of what “success” entails, and while I consider one should be aware of such lenses and their cognitions that doesn’t mean they should weight on you or that you should judge yourself with them.
Regarding self-aggrandizing wizards, well, yeah I find it to be appalling behavior, but there are people who need to heighten their ego everywhere, be it normies, crabs, faggots, losers, winners, wizards etc, when it comes to wizards though I do believe for some it’s merely a way to cope, probably because they can’t completely detach from those lenses I mentioned before, so they do see themselves (at least to some degree) as losers and they can’t be at peace with that, so they turn to considering themselves, their behaviors and cognitions inherently superior in some way, pathetic behavior to my eyes but well. Mind you some definitely do believe it wholeheartedly and for them it’s not a cope but rather a completely objective fact, how one reaches such a point I’m not too sure, the same goes for racists, I do believe it tends to largely come from a need to cope.
When it comes to your idea about the “überwizard” I consider it really interesting, I myself have pondered about the same before (but rather calling them just “true wizards”), and overall I agree in the sense that someone who reaches such a state of internal peace with themselves, the world, their conditions etc is worthy of being considered different or as you say a “überwizard”, just as you I believe they’re rare, though personally my experiences tell me there’s probably a decent amount of people who are in a sort of middle state between a normal one and a über one, if they’ll ever become a über or maybe even regress to a wizard or maybe even morph into a crab, only time will tell and honestly, I don’t think we can ever truly know at which state someone is, only they know, we can at best do educated guesses.

When it comes to the rest what can I really say, it’s your cognition, I don’t consider myself ugly for example nor do I mind that I’ll never get the success normies speak of, though I can be honest with you and admit I’m a weird mentally ill, rePost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.308401

>>308400
sorry I'm a esl and I write what comes in my mind so it looks like a brainstorm, sorry.
overall, I just need more answers from different wizards. thank you

 No.308407

some feminist propaganda
>so why wizards aren't happy?
your delusions aren't proportional to reality.

 No.308408

>>308398
It depends on the emphasis. I was always racist but I only really leaned into it once my life came apart. It's sort of like how some of the most successful guys with succubi hold succubi in contempt, but they don't have bitter hatred about it like the losers do.

I've noticed normalfags express their racism in more subtle and condescending ways, rather than direct anger.

 No.308418

>>308408
>I've noticed normalfags express their racism in more subtle and condescending ways, rather than direct anger.
I agree


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 No.307205[Reply]

This thread is for talking about OCD, addictions, or those kinds of disorders that ruined our lives
>So
When I was a kid, I had some pretty OCD-like behavior—I’d touch things and check them over and over until I felt reassured that everything was okay. I also used to walk on my tiptoes, which is a bit autistic, but I eventually stopped doing that (I don’t know if I have autism at this point bacause never did a test, but whatever).
>So what’s up with you?
Well, in my case is limerence (some studies say is co-related to OCD)
>And what’s that like?
Well, imagine a succubi (for some people even can be the other sex you dont like) talks to you and treats you kindly once or twice, and then you start getting way more than just nervous around her because your body starts releasing dopamine, serotonin, and all that shit. And since you don’t know what’s going on, you think you like her or have fallen in love, but its NOT.
really it’s just fucking anxiety toward a “thing.” Because you’re constantly seeking validation in some way—whether for friendship, attention, or love but you have this anxiety that you know is inappropriate, and if you act on it, the feeling of danger gets worse, it’s almost like you’re having a heart attack. and as time pass the thing got worst and worst and you get more obsessive, nerveous and get a peak of anxiety, even start to rumiate or have that thing of limerence (LO) living rent free in your head bacause your brain cant stop thinking about your LO
>What was the worst experience you've ever had?
Even you will end starting to dream with the LO and have happy dreams or nightmares and waking up crying bacause you are getting the peak of anxiety and dopamine,etc sec before waking up. this shit can even ruin friendship.
>Why the hell does this happen?
I don’t know, genetics, anxiety, depression, emotional dependency, low self-steem, negligent parents, love hungry, maybe OCD etc and a whole lot of shit
>You're larping this nonsense
but in my case, it’s not like those internet memes of bitch tumblr succubi where it only happens once and they use like a joke for love or crush
>You're a retard and you fall in love go fuk yourself wizard
No, no it’s happened to me constantly over the Post too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.307329

>>307282
>>307321
its over for me. im in outpatient treatment 5 days a week and get drunk everyday after. im paranoid and have the worst obsessive thoughts. now its time for my 3rd busch light

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>>307205
>around her because your body starts releasing dopamine,

you wouldn't have that if you knew how to make yourself happy. it is you releasing the dopamine that is already in your body. if you knew how to make yourself happy, you wouldn't need the other person to be the key to unlock your happiness.

i also experienced this when i was younger because i was in school were happiness is 'treated' as a problem and you learn it is better not to be happy. this is the seed of corruption. by training you to be unhappy, you become an emotional puppet. regain your strengh man and unlock yourself through meditation.

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I can never enjoy a moment to its full extent. I can never relax. I can never truly feel at rest. I have Tourettic (also known as Just Right) OCD and Pure O OCD, which are the worst kinds to have IMO. CBT doesn't work for these types. And I would rather die than get on meds. I feel like Sissyphus, I am constantly performing labor, every moment of my life. Except unlike Sissyphus I can't crush my head with the boulder. I am my slave and my master. Not even drugs relieve me from it. Sometimes it gets to a point where wearing shoes feels like torture (without any trace of hyperbole) because I sometimes get a compulsion where I need to wriggle all of my toes five times. I inherited this disorder and hypothetically if I were able to get married and have kids I may very well choose not to because I don't want people to experience this burden.
This is hell. I am so exhausted. It started when I was a kid and just rapidly accelerated from there. I didn't know that I was experiencing the last peaceful moments of my life. I never knew peace again. There is no escape aside from death.

 No.307337

>>307273
>I appreciate your understanding Wiz
I don't think I understand OCD. Seems like certain compulsions literally take you over from time to time. Some normie with a healthy brain would probably believe something like this isn't possible or it is exagerated. Going through bizarre mental stuff myself I am inclined to believe OCD is real.
>I can't imagine how awful that must be
I hear a voice in my head which constantly comments on my thoughts, but isn't some kind of dream or fantasy. I have zero control what it says and can't turn it off. I can interact with it like it is a different person. I can clearly sense the difference between my thoughts and these voices. Only other schizophrenics seem to understand how this ruins your life.
>there's no treatment for this other than what they offer for OCD
I don't know what they offer for OCD but antipsychotics don't cure anything, they just tranquilize your entire nervous system.

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>>307205
I got three books around the topic of limerence in scientific studies and biography
(Remember this post is not about love but about a out of control brain malfuction based in some type of phenomena so these book are not romantizing anything around this maybe OCD behaviour)

>Smitten: Romantic obsession, the neuroscience of limerence, and how to make love last (International Edition) by Dr Tom Bellamy
Good book with scientific studies and methods to stop go to much insane nuts with limerence sensations or identify it before start, it dont remember but it maybe have some reference to next book guy studies. Very grounding and humanizing.

>Living with limerence: A guide for the smitten by Dr L
Same as the first book but have some have some cited histories of the forum of this dude (living with limerence) that some people write around anecdotes (a lot of times sound like us… why?) Still grounding to this shit experience.

>When Longing Becomes Your Lover: Breaking from Infatuation, Rejection, and Perfectionism to Find Authentic Love: A True Story of Overcoming Limerence by Amanda McCracken
I didnt started to read this but its a biography of a succubi journalist that dated 100 men and maintained her virginity into her late thirties (yeah kinda rare how it sound but sound common for some type of fucked up limerence behaviour even for a bitch succubi) but still fucked up experience, i dont have much interest to read it in reality bacause you know. Its like a self-help book based in some reviews, maybe a wizard can get something good from it checking how she was as kid not nurted or something.
I have more interest in a book made by a man experience than a succubi one, but well, you know what i talking (damn feminists)
There's another book about by Dorothy Tennov but i dont get it anywhere.
Maybe there's somewhere a book around man experience but even at reddit sub there's a lot of dudes writing fucked up experiences like mine here.


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