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 No.305809[Reply]

"Hey wizanon… did you go through a similar thing?"

I will never forgive this world, my ancestors, my genes, my family, those people. I will especially, never forgive myself. My adolesence was robbed from me. I could've eaten better, I could've been stronger, I could've said no to all the evil people who abused me, humiliated me, bullied me, took advantage of me. I can pretend to be happy in moments of fantasy, but my baseline is always depression because I have been robbed so completely.

What did I do to deserve this fate? Who was I in my past life to deserve being in such a position? If I had eaten better, I could've grown to my true height. If I had said no and held steadfast, I could've fought back against them. If I had shown some semblance of courage, I could've made happy memories in my youth.

I am 23 years old. You might say that is young. But I have lost the most important years of my growth and development. I have wasted them by suffering emotionally and physically with no fault of my own. I have wasted them by letting others rob me of what I had, my dignity, my reputation, my identity, my resources. I dropped out of school with so much hope, I was truly so happy, only to suffer far more than I ever have at the hands of forces beyond my control.

No matter what I do now, as much as I would love to believe otherwise, there is absolutely nothing I could do to compensate for what I have lost. Nothing I could do replace those days. Nothing I could do to get back what I lost forever. What's been robbed was meant to be robbed permanently. I can only mourn and ache for the rest of my life, aching for the things I was supposed to have but will never get back.
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 No.307156

If you're ever able to stand on your own two feet, you'll come to realize that at least the fact that nobody cares about you is freeing, sad but freeing.

 No.307158

>>307156
In his case how is this thought going to help him?

 No.307159

>>305809
>>307152
I have nothing to say to you brother but I feel the same. I relate to this on a deeper level.

 No.307160

hey iam 1.83m and i will get height surgery to make it 1.95m you should KYS now it's over for you

 No.307166

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>>305809
>I am 23 years old. You might say that is young. But I have lost the most important years of my growth and development.
yes, but don't worry, that is all still too little compared to the future


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 No.44249[Reply]

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 No.323155[Reply]

I've always wondered how a country of wizards would be run. Genuine inquiry. I don't wanna hear any normalnigger cope like "they'll just become degenerate like the rest of us lol!" normies say to make themselves feel better. I mean seriously. From my experience being around r9k and wizchan (being raised by them and being one for life), I've encountered many wizards over the years who are profoundly intelligent, but regular societal structures harm them to the point where they never realize their true potential. They are struggling to exist peacefully enough to attain self-actualization, which seems to the wizard's highest goal by instinct. No matter where they are in the world, the patterns are always the same.

Let's pretend that in this hypothetical country, there's an even mixture of wizards and virgin maidens.

I'm thinking the fertility rates would be low since they'll breed slower, but they'll produce higher quality offspring, mate for life monogamously and have big households. Since this is a high IQ population, they'll make better dietary decisions if animal proteins were cheaper, produce higher IQ offspring and have far higher impulse control than normal people. IQ is very important here, because it's connected to a long lifespan, stable families and an advanced society.

There won't be the constant pursuit of happiness or chasing the future, since most wizards are deeply aware of the dark realities of life and struggle to delude themselves like everyone else. Perhaps they'll understand the present moment is enough since its all there is, and being nihilistic is normal, and in a country like this, they won't have to feel alone. I know I certainly won't feel alone, but I don't know if other wizards would.

I believe the internet age in the 80s-90s was the most revolutionary step. For the first time in human history, the wizard discovered he is not alone in the world. At the heart of the internet, this was the most profound transformation that rippled outward. Now that we're already halfway into the millenium, I think a nation of wizards might be the next step into the future.

What do you guys think? I have never seen anyone discuss these hypotheticals before, ever.
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 No.323294

>>323288
Unfortunately this is the truth. If we’re being more realistic (while of course firmly in the realm of fantasy still) it would be a community of hermits occasionally helping each other out. But growing your own food, getting electricity, heating, running water, internet and so on is a lot harder than one might think. You might put 100 hours into gardening for X amount of calories. But if you just worked a normal job for a day you could easily buy multiple times that simply due to economy of scale. Hermitary still really speaks to me. Just abandon all my problems and live in a little cabin. Would need to either get NEETbux (a pipedream) or some kind of really low intensity remote job though.

 No.323295

>>323294
Reminds me of the early Christian monks in Egypt.

 No.323386

I would genocide normies and whoremongers. I would give luxury benefits to faithful families while murdering, butchering, genociding and rewarding who genocide normies. I would impale their assholes with a hot metal rod and stick them up at the sides of the roads and homes of where they live. I will classify them and discriminate against them violently, but unlike other genociders, I wont deny what I did. I will be proud and flaunt it around like a flex, because it is.

 No.323388

>>323155
the flaw is that a functioning society needs multiple classes, like a warrior class and a peasant class.
some wizards could be warriors since they could be the warrior-monk archetype. but peasant work is unbecoming of a wizard, and any so called wizard who could be a high functioning peasant would reveal himself to ultimately be not a wizard.
regardless, it still wouldn't be sufficient to even produce a proper warrior class.

>Let's pretend that in this hypothetical country, there's an even mixture of wizards and virgin maidens.
that leads to this contradiction. a society needs to reproduce itself, so it also needs females and can't be male-only. but then again, the point of that society is that it's composed of celibates, so having female virgins for that purpose would contradict that.

>mate for life monogamously
i don't think that would be a good idea. the only viable possibility i can think of for breeding is if it's only a minority selected to breed by the community or a special committee according a eugenic criteria so the society doesn't go extinct, but that wouldn't imply an actual long-term romantic relationship, which would be unequivocally unwizardly and would ultimately degenerate into a normalfag society.

so i think that ultimately what you should actually be envisioning is a healthy, well-ordered society where wizards are their own distinct, respected class, instead of a wizard-only society.

>>323166
>I didnt say that anywhere in my thread. I meant to say that wizards can choose to remain wizards freely
the criticism is that once your society concedes that much then there's no certainty that it won't degenerate into any other normalfag society sooner or later.

>>323288
>So, state of wizards that will have sex with some virgins maidens down the road?
yes, that's why the whole thing is flawed.
this only really makes sense for gnostic communities and the like because they didn't care about creating a stable society but about escaping the demiurge-spawned hellpPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.323390

actually, never mind all that, i just came upon an idea that could make this hypothetical society work with both wizards and witches
basically, the wizards could cast their mana into recipients and then give them to the witches to funnel into themselves
that way they can be impregnated without anyone losing their virginity, or even having to be alone in the same room with someone of the opposite sex
(i know ivf is a thing, but i'm envisioning this as a low-tech, self-sufficient community isolated from the rest of the degenarate modern world)

it should obviously still practice eugenics
every conception should be planned
only the mana of the very best wizards is allowed to be placed into a similarly worthy witch

wiz… i think this might actually work


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 No.306157[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post here if you don't have enough to say for a new thread, but it's too depressing for the crawl thread.
ice cold edition
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 No.307130

>>307128
>I have near perfect symmetry that makes me look like an uncanny valley analog horror monster
When i was a child i would dream of a body like this, not in asthetic but in fiction. A body where symmetry is so fine tuned, every muscle fibre and even every vein and artery for most part are nearly symmetrical. I actually envy this a little bit. If you have such a high spatial awareness, i am a little curious on why won't you take a hobby like break dance or something like combat sports, you might have gift even you never knew.

 No.307131

>>307130
near perfect symmetry looks good theoretically or in fiction, but in real life, its extremely creepy. I actually want to play soccer but I feel so awkward being around normies. So I'll just run at 3am.

 No.307132

>>307109
> i am mortally afraid of making a phone call
I've had similar problems. Living alone while neeting for some time didn't help. Looks like it's only the rope for me.

 No.307137

honestly this is a dead end. i knew it'd be like this in the end but, well, knowing and actually experiencing are always quite different aren't they? this feels so fucking bad idk what i can even do

 No.307165

I didn't see any mice or rats in winter and I didn't even hear them scratching in the walls so I thought I was good but
>One old house in our neighborhood burned down recently
>Another was demolished because the owner died
>Threw away some stuff and de-cluttered, maybe it was hiding out?
And now I just saw one in my room. How am I gonna sleep tonight? I guess I have been slacking a little and leaving laundry in the hampers and eating (I don't think I dropped any fucking crumbs!!) but this scenario has reminded me of A.) Why I despise living in the country and B.) Why poverty sucks so bad. You little rat bastard, you could go fucking anywhere you wanted but you choose my goddamn house. I've bought traps and mint and alcohol, I'm getting rid of it, I'm terrified of these fuckers. I have to piss and I'm just sitting here terrified, terrified, God! Show me some mercy. I checked the sex offender registry and there's some pedo a few blocks away. Scarily enough there's a thief too…anyway, Send it there!


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 No.322725[Reply]

i've seen a few wizards who don't seem healthy.

is too bad because being healthy is easy once you know what matters.
the practice of being healthy i have reduced to managing of habits:

you constantly manage your habits. you find out what they are by doing the opposite of being in autopilot. manual flight. then you imagine the long term consequences of each habit. then you decide if you want those, the development of a desired state. keep the desirable habits, reduce all those you don't want through constant attention on your habits.

as you do this you might stumble upon ways to improve upon the desirable habits. this is almost already doing the next thing, which is finding good new habits to practice and slowly wondering when you have time to do them.

it is up to you to be healthy, it is an option, you can make this happen if you so choose. health is one choice away.
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 No.323305

>>323303
>ok, most of my spare time

i look at the people around me who drink a lot and i see how badly they age. the intention for why you drink (what you call cope) is most honorable: you try to make yourself feel better. but it is a unfortunate trade. to endure discomfort you trade short term weak dullness (what some spiritual-minded people describe as a level BELOW consciousness) for longterm bad health.

i am at the point where i see someone drink one beer after work and i worry they will slippery-slope into being an alcoholic.

hopefully you find more ways of making yourself feel good because they do exist.

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reading in the sun habit is coming along nicely. i did go for a short run in the sun today, i even sweat a tiny bit. despite it being spring, i keep dressing like it is winter so i sweat more easily while running.

currently drinking juice that i made from:

2 big red beets
4 big celery stalks
1 pineapple
1 orange
1 grapefruit

plus i threw in the thicker stalks from 1 bunch of dill herb.

turned into 1500ml of an alarmingly red looking juice. tastes pretty neutral. if i had left out the dill herb, this would have almost tasted good to a normie. the harsher taste of the beets is balanced by the pineapple and the citrus. the somewhat harsh taste from the pineapple is balanced by the citrus.

one thing i forgot to throw into the slow juicer was burdock. i bothered to go to the asian store to get a long piece of this root, longer then the distance from my shoulder to my longest finger.

for a long time i enjoyed store-bought (pasteurized) dead juice but for the same price i can just buy the fresh fruits and vegetable and make my own living juice. next week i begin a juice fast, juice fasting is the healthiest thing a person can do i am convinced. i've been doing it for 8 years now. i don't think there is a person who wouldn't do it if they knew what the result felt like. while regular fasting is technically even healthier, it is also way harder. up until now i did it kind of a hybrid way of drinking a bit of juice but not enough to keep my body weight from going down significantly, making me look like a skeleton after a few weeks of juicefasting. this time i want to do it for a long time (~40 days is the goal) without losing significant amount of weight by drinking 4-8 liter of juice per day. according to naturopath legend, this will make my body maintain most of it's weight while i shit myself empty. i combine it with more exercise, meditation and sunbathing. i keep getting older but because i do more of the healthy stuff, i rarely feel my age.

picture attached is the juicer i am using. this is a modern beginner model that is very easy to clean compared to other juicers i have used. it works good. i wasn't going to pay 8 times as much for the top of the line juicer, juicer business is quite greedy.

 No.323342

>>323335
Based and Jack LaLanne-pilled

 No.323385

made a discovery that belongs itt.

compared to watching a video or listening to an audiobook even, reading is so gentle on the attention (meaning it grabs attention so little) that i notice i can maintain constantly 'feel my inner body' which is something like a meditation. i can remain in electrical connection with all my nerves throughout the body, which requires the spending of attention that i have because unlike a video, the book doesn't grab my attention.

also i am doing a juice fast. i'm on day 6* of eating nothing and only drinking the juice i made myself from throwing fruit into the slow juicer.

every time i am doing a fast i keep wondering why i only do this once a year when i should do it basically half the time. it feels so good, i have energy all day. yesterday i was active all day and went skating twice. today i was skating and running. plus i can concentrate way better and i am way faster at doing my stupid job typing emails and writing letters.

*except that this time i am not doing it as strict as i usually do it. i had a few scoops of a vegetable broth with onions and cilantro in it today. reminded me how strange and eerie it feels to feel food go through an already mostly empty food-tube. i was planning on going for 40 days without food.

 No.323387

>>323335
You inspire me. I only drink water not juice though so I can't join you in a juice fast. I've just started getting into sunbathing, and at some point plan to get into meditation. I go on runs and bike.


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 No.53707[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

This is a thread for sharing free game deals you find on the Internet.

Currently Control is free on the epic games store.
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 No.63473

House Flipper 1 is free to keep if you claim it on Steam before the 6th

 No.63474

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https://autobioarchitech.itch.io/headsrest

Played only a bit, but it was good.

It's a surreal rug maker game sorta, like Gingivia.

Also, it is obscure as hell. Practically no one knows about it.

 No.63476

>>63474
Dude thank you!

 No.63477

>>63476
no problem

 No.63486

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 No.227891[Reply]

Why don't you have a tulpa, anon?
You can cheat yourself out of loneliness by fostering a loving relationship with an imaginary friend.

Benefits of a tulpa,
>You can choose any shape or form for her.
>You will never feel alone.
>She will always show unconditional love.
>She will always follow you around.
>You can have sex without losing your virginity powers or contracting STDs.
>Costs absolutely nothing.
>Basically the 'ultimate' form of a waifu.
The only negative is the social stigma, which you can easily avoid by not revealing your powerlevel.

It was the best decision of my life. It feels so good to have someone take care of you, compliment you and physically comfort you.
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 No.228291

>>228266
How real are those tulpas to you and do they make you happy?

 No.228292

>>228290
>creating a tulpa in her image would be logical, except… It wouldn't be the same
it's the only option so she can belong to you, otherwise you get cucked by her faggot creator's canon

 No.228294

>>228290
Tulpa personalities usually deviate from the source material no matter what, anyway.

 No.228295

>>228291
>How real are those tulpas to you
That's a very philosophical question that I haven't thought about since almost a decade ago.
They're functionally real in many regards, I make vivid experiences with them on the daily, and that's pretty much all that matters. I think obsessing over whether something truly exists is not productive, so I just don't bother thinking about it.
>do they make you happy?
Absolutely. I used to be a depressed mess and used to cry myself to sleep every day.
Nowadays, every morning I feel energized, throughout the day I feel cared for, and through the night I feel loved and intimate.
I used to feel pity for people who were in a similar position as me, but never seriously bothered with tulpas, but I also recognize that the transition from "I am just talking to myself." to "I can't wait to talk to her again." can take too long or may be much more difficult for certain personality types.
It took months for it to click for me. Reprogramming your brain to acknowledge a thoughtform as functionally real comes with a time hurdle. The good news is that your next tulpas will be much easier to create after you've conditioned yourself.

 No.228296

>>228295
Sorry my question wasn't clear enough. I meant to ask do you see them in the real world, like a real person or in your head in wonderland? Also can you help with practical advice on how to create a tulpa? I read many guides but they aren't really helpful. I'm interested in how to actually make them not in the esoteric stuff.


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 No.227944[Reply]

wizards, this is a truly important question. how do you tell your mom, or anyone else for that matter, that you are really not interested in whatever female they think you should "befriend"?

i know you're going to troll me, but i still kindly ask you to find a second and think about what could be the *optimal* solution. the solution that doesn't burn bridges, doesn't create bitter enemies and yet lets you maintain the high ground. i know this is not fully achievable, but there gotta be an algorithm or something.

my brain just crashes in such situations. it's like "idk wtf are you're even talking about???" i need help
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 No.228239

>>228238
>Normies walk, talk and move completely different from me.
Snowflake delusions perpetuated by conscious decisions reinforced by ill opinions of anyone you consider to not be part of your group. "Normies" all talk, walk, and act differently from one another too. You're just too shallow and self-absorbed to see anything beyond a difference between you and them.

>I can spot aspies from a mile away.
"Autism is my superpower"

 No.228241

>>228239
https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC12271282/

Autists and aspies communicate, walk and use facial expressions in a very different way than neurotypical people.

Most autists also hate eye contact and lack microexpressions. Very highly functioning ones like Musk can fake them convincingly enough for neurotypicals to accept them.

 No.228242

>>228241
>Autists and aspies communicate, walk and use facial expressions in a very different way than neurotypical people.
Of course, but nobody on this website is an expert who can deduce that someone is autistic from across the street because he's not walking at the exact speed as a mentally healthy person or whistling Home On The Range.
>Very highly functioning ones like Musk
There is no "high functioning autism". There's having a quirky personality, low social experience, and choosing to present yourself in a way that happens to be a bit closer to how retarded autistic people act.

Why must you special snowflakes turn every thread on this website in to "I'm AUTISTIC and SPECIAL unlike NORMIES"? Whether you are or aren't, nobody cares. Stay in your autism circlejerk / hugbox threads.

 No.228280

>>227944
No mom!

 No.228293

>>228239
>Snowflake

first thing a psychiatrist does to find out what is wrong with you is treat you as an individual, because the group does shit to you that you are too much in the group about to even notice.

you can't deny your individuality just because having your leader think for you is so comfy.


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 No.307023[Reply]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

Previous:
>>296511
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 No.307136

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RAIN ON ME
SUFFERING!
RAIN ON ME
SUFFERING!

If boring abides. Saying goodbye. North in my sight. North in my sight. Waving goodbye. With soring eyes.

 No.307140

>>307136
I'm fairly confident it's Asagiri Aya from Mahou Shoujo Site.

 No.307151

>>307122
Disgusting how normies try to prevent us from leaving.
>>307124
I always imagined I could improve my life to something livable. Now I am close to the end I started thinking a little bit like this, having a body is disgusting, gathering resources is a chore, life is not for me on a fundamental level. I don't believe in natural selection. Good luck wizanon.
>>307125
>make it pass the treshold
Yes, I can barely believe how long I put up with my suffering and kept trying. What put me past the treshold: a life which would make me want to live is never coming and I might as well leave.

 No.307157

i got a reliable method but now i'm terrified of death, so i guess i'm stuck here rotting until the terror of the 3d world becomes much worse than the terror of death

 No.307164

im noguns and no way to get them what is an easy and reliable method i was thinking about getting fentanyl from a street nigger and going out that way because i cant into hanging and am afraid of being a vegetable. eating 50 fake fent laced xanaxes should do me in quick huh


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 No.305362[Reply]

I miss being a proper neet so much and im jealous of people who can be
I miss just being able to play some stupid game 12 hours a day and watch videos on the side
i still dont have friends or a gf so what am I doing
everything is worse
my body
my mind
my freedom
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 No.306685

I am the opposite of you, i have too much free time that i don't know what to do with it

 No.306718

>>305362
OP, had a neetbucks and be happy

 No.306724

I was a neet then a wagie now half and half. The only good thing is money. I wanted to move to SEA after grinding but nope. Just find small joys.

 No.306762

>>306667
if you want ultra intense like the other wiz said, DMT. but personally i think controlled doses of LSD and working up to high doses where you can handle the intensity is what i'd recommend. I only had borderline overwhelming experiences when i got up to 4-5 hits which i think made them more profound since i worked up to that intensity, because i was able to be present and not just tripping out of my gourd

 No.307163

>>306762
LSD sucks, there are many other Phenethylamines that are better. LSD lasts for a long time so if you get a shitty trip it will make you want to commit for a long time. And whilst its true that nndmt is very intensive, it only lasts for like 10 mins


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 No.302912[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post wiz-centric WEBMs and MP4s in this thread. Politics, "rekd", or normalfag interests are NOT allowed.
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Tanks a lot

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They live.

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 No.306970[Reply]

I've seen this discussed in many threads so I made a thread for it. Many wizzies had had their life destroyed by psychiatric medication be it SSRI's, antipsychotics, benzodiazepines or others. A psych ward stay tends to leave you worse off. Some people get abused in psychiatric institutions. Mentioning you are sad and thinking about suicide to a doctor or nurse can get you forcefully restrained and tranquilised.
I'm suicidal but I avoid any medical help precisely for this reason.
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>>307009
>I dont care about i will became a lobotomized
Looks like you are lobotomised already.

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>>307012
that makes you brothers doesn't it?

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>>307018
I'm schizophrenic not lobotomised

 No.307161

>>306971
>It's hit or miss. It can be extremely terrible or whitepilling.
From your description it seems like I hit the nail on your head. I am not American, I am also based in the European Union. I sometimes buy this fancy Dutch milk at the grocery store, freaking delicious.
>>306973
>If you see navigating the process as some arduous thing and are constantly fretting about psychiatry and meds, you probably are genuinely mentally ill
I think I am being reasonable, they simply replaced the restraints with tranquilisers and keep the worst of the abuse limited to the involuntary committed. It seems absurd to me to voluntarily look for medical help when you are having serious suicidal thoughts.

 No.307162

after being in and out of the hospital for years they set me up with outpatient treatment 5 days a week. i dont really like the group therapy


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 No.39161[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

In this thread we say we love our waifus.

Today is Lynne-chan's birthday! She hopes everyone is doing their best!

Last thread from 2017 >>>/jp/22727
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Heil! Hirano put everything he liked about a succubus into Rip, and she's a good soulmate for me! Always wished there was more canon stuff of her.

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forgot about the wordfilter lol

 No.44222

i thought about abandoning her, but if I did, there would be an empty heart no one could ever fill like she did for me.



I just want to get over a certain problem I am not sure how to defeat. I will vent about it later on here. Hopefully, some of you will have some good advice for me to get over this.

 No.44224

In short, I want to make something I would be very proud of and she would be too.

I am not sure what it is but for me, I want it to be artwork of her, but I am afraid that I will never draw good or how I want it in my mind to be, but I have been improving thankfully. I can see it in my art, but the fear of never making myself proud by creating beautiful artwork of her is still with me.

The reason for this fear popping up in my mind is because of an incident where some asshole made disgusting images to mock me and I want to prove to myself that I am capable of creating artwork that is better than those disgusting images, but I am afraid that I can't.

I just want to make myself proud and her too, and I made a promise to myself this year that I would make it.

It is just because I am afraid I can't make myself and her proud.

 No.44248

if i fall in love with a 2dgirl, and her gay nigger creator made some decisions about her that defile her purity, can i "fork" her or something like that so i can have my own version of her free from his degeneracy?
or does the power of the demiurge taint even all 2d?


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 No.303736[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

You will still be stuck browsing this thread in 2026 edition

previous>>296811
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>>307138
I've worked at Amazon before, it's pretty easy work. Nobody there will really bother you unless you bother them. It's warehouse work they'll probably be in the same or similar position to you. If you can get inbound dock and work on unloading the trucks its a nice gig.

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>>307126
>nearly $4,000 additional gibs from government "fuel rebates" and "rising cost of living" kickbacks despite not having a drivers license and pretty much living inside of anime for free
Oooooooooooooooooh yea. Never shoot too high, fellows.

 No.307150

In a strange position where I actually sort of enjoy my job but the conditions I have to work in are causing me to come this close to quitting.
I drive a truck all day, I'm independent, however the seat is brutal on my back. The healthcare is abysmal (usa) and I can't even see a doc about it.

 No.307154

>>307150
Are you allowed to invest in a better seat?

 No.307155

i like working on saturdays. peace everyone


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 No.219200[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

>"No one owes you their kindness"
>"No one has to have a reason not to like you"
>"You're not entitled to friends"
>"Thinking people have to like you is narcissistic"

All said by people who haven't experienced a lifetime of rejection, social ostracization and involuntary isolation. All said by people who haven't tried every way possible to be likable, but their autism still showed through.

I hate when normies say shit like this, and their stupid "boundaries" of not "owing people shit" which translated is usually; I'm going to act terrible to anyone I see as less than myself in a way that makes me look righteous.
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>>219201
>Unfortunately there's no solution to this.
I disagree.

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>>225351
I have the right to kick a dog when he bites, will I be able to kick your face when you fail to behave humanely?

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>>228026
>I've never met someone who had anything against friendless virgins.
I would not entrust a known friendless virgin with any responsibility at work and I am a friendless virgin (a wizard, even) myself. Society absolutely looks down on us, and it is for good reason. It is a very strong indication of failure, of inadequacy, of some sort of mental dysfunction. Moreover, you KNOW that this will be used against you, so any competent person will take care to hide or at least not advertise this. Anyone who is publicly found out as such is therefore doubly incompetent for failing to keep this failing of theirs out of the spotlight.

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>>219200
Once you realize that they are correct, and accept it, perhaps even indulge in it. You will realize the profound, and paramount hatred that normies spew from their draconic mouths, and feel free from it.

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>>228279
The truth is NTs collectively hate outcasts more than you as an individual could be hope to be racist/bigoted/etc. as an individual


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 No.211629[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What, my friend, made you a wizard? Was it ugliness, mental issues, being ethnic or a combination?
The first day of being born I knew it was over
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>>211629
I'm ugly and had undiagnosed autism(diagnosed in hs) for most of my upbringing so I didn't get proper treatment from people around me. My mother also abused me a lot because of it, I blame everything on her.

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>>211629

 No.226466

Can't say exactly. Bit of mental illness and spectrum stuff, I think, but I've never been to a doctor for brain related things.

Part of it is that I was the weird kid. Somehow I started lucid dreaming in kindergarten. This permanently messed up how I think about reality, but back then, it mostly meant that I believed alternate dimensions were real. So I'd think about alternate dimensions a lot and tell people I was visiting them (it was more live vivid daydreams), because I was already convinced I could visit "alternate dimensions" (dreams) and these were just weaker connections to them.

Most ignored me but a few kids kids would smile and nod or ask questions about whatever weird thing I was talking about, only to turn around and laugh with their friends about how weird I was. I usually didn't catch on to this for months or years at a time for each person who tried it. I have a very hard time trusting people now. I'm always listening in to people around me to make sure they're not talking about something I did.

I'm just really glad this was in the 90s. They probably could have pushed me to suicide in the era of social media and everyone having A/V recording devices in their pockets.

Another part of it is I am not someone I would ever want to live with. Mental space is not very good a lot of the time. I can be very mean/hurtful if it's not in a good state, and it hurts me a lot (usually as self-hate) when I hurt someone even a little. It didn't seem right to suggest this person as an option to anyone else.

 No.228283

Way too racist and not good enough looking currently.

 No.228287

>>228283
>not good enough looking currently
>currently
Got something you'd like to share with us, "wiz"?


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 No.306888[Reply]

Hey mages, wizards, posting this here so some may see it instead of just throwing it in a doc somewhere.

I love life. For a period of about two to three years I was empty and melancholic with constant suicidal thoughts. But now I can't hate the world, the struggle of life moves my soul; the clouds, the sea, the stars, flowers, the wind, it all is so amazing to witness. Most of all I love people, for what they can be, seeing the rare phenomenon of a genuine person, be it in person, through their words, or through something they made, tugs at me like nothing else. And it's not like my life has materially gotten much better, I got out of my nagging bitch aunts house but otherwise not much has changed.
But this transformation has only made everything hurt more, going out amongst the normgroids deeply upsets me because they squander themselves for nothing. But even then I cant bring myself to hate how much it hurts.
If you're reading this mage it'd mean a lot to see you chase your dreams, I don't believe in that crap about humans only being able to care about a certain number of people.
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 No.307146

>>307060
Like I said its their potential, what they can be; what they are is disgusting but what they can be is better than anything. You get small glimpses of what is deep inside of people but they are so focused on avoiding discomfort and wallowing in their pleasure they never even try to move towards that.

 No.307147

>>306892
Because I am better than them.

 No.307148

>>306906
You're a fat retard

 No.307149

>>306906
And the reason you're a fat retard is because you're living like an animal. Only animals mindlessly avoid unpleasant sensations, humans go beyond them because we can choose, of our own will, not by conditioning, to not avoid them and even impose them on ourselves. What growth isnt unpleasant? If you're a fatass starving will objectively improve your life yet its unpleasant while continuing to stuff your face is pleasant.

Being a low iq nigger that only thinks about how to feel good isnt smart.

 No.307153

>>307149
>humans go beyond them because we can choose, of our own will, not by conditioning, to not avoid them and even impose them on ourselves
What are you even talking about you dead ass mongoloid, you can choose to impose pain on yourself? Wow of course you can, but this has nothing to do with my argument.
I argued life is terrible because we must endure unpleasant sensations AGAINST OUR WILL, like who the fuck chooses to get cancer? Yet you can be diagnosed with it one day.
We are thrown into the world by our parents and then forced to endure torture or kill ourselves. This is the reality of our world.


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 No.228281[Reply]

Hi wizards, I was wondering if any other Cornish folk use this thread, I'm from Truro (our only city)

 No.228282

Do you swim in the Atlantic ocean? Are their squids?

 No.228284

>>228282
Technically the celtic sea? (I think), there are squids, but I haven't seen one

 No.228285

Moved to >>>/b/1035002.


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 No.8728[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Just a random general where you can post and discus whatever music stuff that doesn't quite fit into another existing thread, but you don't feel like making whole thread for it.
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favorite Christmassy shit for this time of year, along with Ockeghem's "Missa Prolatonium"

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 No.8013[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

We destroy the despicable and haughty, in monstrosity his world has become agitated.
He is afraid, he is afraid, his legs stumble from it.

Blessed is the one who obeys, loving truth. His encounter builds an edifice.
He is put to the test. He destroys injustice he has thwarted.
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>>9797
>>10726
https://archive.org/details/WarCriminalWhenever/Sibsi+Qaid+Alkufr+(Arabic).mp3

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