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 No.227908[Reply]

It's official. Sexbots are almost* here.

Would you guys sexbotmaxx or remain a pure Wizard?
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 No.228791

>>228758
i've never experienced it. is this something only low iq people have access to?

 No.228792

>>228791
nah you gotta have a male genitalia to experience it. you only have skin down there.

 No.228801

>>227925
This isn't a stupid thread.

if we are trying to find ways to help and fix our isolating mental and physical pain away this is good directions and I like these alternatives of "fembots" or other related ideas.

if succubi want to act like they are independent then full steam ahead! may fembots be real for the men!

 No.228802

>>227908
what do you mean sexbots could "cure" wizardry?
that implies you would no longer be a wizard if you had a sexbot
>maxx
okay, that explains why you think that way
>or remain a pure Wizard?
it doesn't ultimately make any difference
it's just a fancier sex toy

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 No.8907[Reply]

Post soothing or calming BGM tracks from visual novels. It may have tones of joy or melancholy.
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 No.10820

Worms Feasting on Filth

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 No.10943

such a shame to see so many videos no longer available throughout the years


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 No.63216[Reply]

Games you played that were not as good as the mainstream masses/reviewers would had you believe.
Also games that were recommended by "patricians", that turned out to just be games that cater to their autistic taste.

While I didn't find the gameplay or aesthetic of borderlands bad. The writing is so god damn cringy, it's like a boomer trying to write something he thinks modern teens like. After 2 hour I just couldn't stand it anymore. Gearbox were veterans and they had the backing of 2K a major publisher, this was the best writer they could get?
The deigns of banished isn't bad. It just that it felt like doing homework instead of playing a fun game. Many hours of planning, trail and error. Only an autist could think about spending the weekend for this.
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 No.63553

>>63549
The creator of planetscape torment got constant emails and praise for his super deep story, and the creator was bewildered and responded with "bro read a book". He couldn't believe people took the writing seriously.

 No.63554

>>63551
With the current state of gaming, all a studio would need to do to earn praise from real gamers would be release a game with a female character who isn't a fat negro succuboss, or a male main character who isn't a goofy try-hard who gets spoken down to by said succubosses.

 No.63558

>>63216
>>63299
>I loved Mirror's edge, Catalyst is a Unfinished game.
I liked Mirror's edge aesthetic.
Frutiger Aero or Y2K, pure art and time capsule game.
I like the philosophy of faith aesthethic of making she beatiful and in some way cute but with a logical way with a working image for her world sense. Not sexualized but focused in play and charisma and colors of her image.

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>>63546
>>63548
Am agreeing with all this a lot even though I've had fun replaying HL1 several times lately. But I really mean everything from We've Got Hostiles onward (I happen to not hate Xen), and even so it's gotta be nostalgia goggles since this was one of my favorite things ever as a kid.

Pretty slow to start and really goofy sometimes, partly because of how badly it's been memed but also quite a few setpieces meant to be scary or cool are actually pretty retarded if you think about them at all, or just witnessing them. Freeman's Mind was particularly good at skewering HL1, watch it if you're interested in that!

 No.63560

Borderlands is extremely horrifically overrated. That game sucked ass


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 No.227929[Reply]

Norms, notions and behaviors they have that annoys you.

>Never argue with your critics or openly dismiss them
Their blood seems to almost always boil when you openly disagree or argue back against their point of view. They seems to just expect you to just nod along and agree(even if it's dishonestly).
Even if they deliverer their criticism rudely they expect you to still be polite with them.
Been told that snarky responses to people's criticism like
>I don't care go fix it yourself if you have a problem with it!
>Rich coming from an amateur like you, I like to see you do better!
>Who cares about what you have to say? Shove it up your ass!
>If you don't like it then do something else!
Will just ensure no one will bother to be honest with you, if they see you do something that is bad/wrong they will keep their mouth shut or lie saying you're doing great and hope you sabotage for yourself.
For a while I bought this. However, it just lead to people daring to be more rude with me. Eventually lead me to snap and revert to my old behavior. Then people started to choose their words more carefully when they talk to me.
Most of the time their criticism isn't even constructive, it's just them wanting you to cater to their preferences. So far this "antisocial" behavior haven't cause me any harm.
This is just some bollocks normies made up, because they don't like when people disagree or argues with them. They just want to be "right" without any push back.
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 No.228796

>>228794
The more people see actual sociopaths be successful, the more they'll want to turn wannabe.
>>228795
Lol you have to wonder who wants to teach shitheads in the first place. Teachers are not there to look good or entertain you.

 No.228797

I hate when they feel welcome and feel they're at home, yeah I'm talking about normalfags on 4chan. if you tell them to fuck off, they'll insult you and use their I'm white therefore I belong here card, I hate them

 No.228798

I hate when they feel welcome and feel they're at home, yeah I'm talking about normalfags on 4chad. if you tell them to fuck off, they'll insult you and use their I'm white therefore I belong here card, you can't tell them nothing

 No.228799

>>228796
>Teachers are not there to look good or entertain you
And the students aren't there to stroke the teacher's ego. If 90% of the students are snoring or lose focus when the teacher holds lecture. The teacher should just accept that he sucks and not bitch about feeling disrespected.

 No.228800

>>228799
Teachers are authority figures. You know what happens when you grow up and refuse to kiss ass as an adult right? Let teachers bitch. Nobody respects them especially not parents with children who can do no wrong.


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 No.306265[Reply]

I feel like a lot of people, especially older normies overestimate the abilities of the average guy and the problems that are out there to be solved in real life.

There is this old guy I listened to for the past decade now called Eli the Computer Guy and he often repeats this mantra that a tech professional should go out there pick themselves up by their bootstraps and solve problems for money.
Solve real world problems for money. Provide solutions using your skills. Over and over again while teaching people about making toy cars with a microcomputer or whatever.

Issue is there aren't any problems the average guy is capable of solving that people are able to pay enough for to make it worthwhile.
Maybe I'm low IQ and not creative enough, but that is the point I guess.
The average guy that got a CS or engineering degree and is now doing menial tasks at a big corporation isn't going to create groundbreaking solutions because everything worth doing, all the low hanging fruit and obvious problem/solution pairs have been done to death, patented to death or worse.

Big tech is so big that they offer a solution so refined, so solid, so cheap that no mom-and-pop shop will ever give you the time of day if those even exist.
The average normie is quite content with a phone which is basically a toy-ified computer gadget.
They don't need more.
Most even run their own little business from it using a handful of cheap/free big tech tools that if you were to offer a homebrew solution for it would cost an arm and leg to maintain without economies of scale.

What does a network tech that wants to "solve problems" do aside from running cable? You could lease a 10G fiber line from a big ISP and sublet it by wiring up a small village I guess?
Then the government gives a huge fucking grant to big ISP and they just wire up every small village themselves leaving you with nothing.
If you are lucky you can become a subcontractor doing menial tasks for the big ISP in a set region.

What does the average coder do now? Especially with the future of them limiting hardware/software access? Every app is made that a normie needs. Kinda like with websites.
Every normie uses less than a dozen of them, mostly through apps…
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>>306265
I recently dropped out of a computer engineering degree after trying to make it for five years. The coursework probably would have been manageable but I was also working part time alongside it to be able to upgrade my PC, buy games etc. It was those IT gigs that really killed my spirit for the field. I went in thinking similarly to this ideal of Eli you mentioned. I was interested in computers and inspired by the stories of the olden C-era days where a bunch of really smart guys just got together and wrote the UNIX operating system and so on. That philosophy of understanding the machine deeply and writing small but really fast programs that you can chain together to do really complex stuff resonated with me. But once you work in the field it is exactly what you describe. Even IT companies rely on big tech software packages as much as they can, and you are just gluing together various big tech APIs or hacking together shitty Python scripts that will be used for a few months and then abandoned. Everything is just about delivering "something" as fast as possible and not really worrying about how it will fuck you up in the long term because you just hope that by that point there will be a new project or you start from scratch anyways. It was so demoralizing to see that this culture of wanting to deeply understand the tech and underlying issues and creating elegant solutions for them has been completely replaced by this ugly, horrible, boilerplate-off-the-shelf-parts "just ship it" mentality. It killed my spirit for all things tech, frankly. Now I am NEETing, though I will apprentice to become an electrician with a municipality in the fall. If I can get hired on afterwards then as far as I understand it's very rare to be fired again as a public employee. So there's that I guess, even if the pay is less than private sector work. And who knows, maybe that job will fry me in some other way and make me quit, though then I'd really be at my wit's end as to how I could make a living. As for being filtered … where I live most apprentices start after school at 16-17 yo, I am a decade older than that. So economically I'm way behind what would be expected, not to mention socially. I don't really feel "culled" but perhaps that's because I'm still comfortable materially, even if I don't see much of a future for myself and most people would probably call me a loosePost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.308448

>>306744
>>306273
>>306265
Eh. Really? You wanted to pursue a career in computers and electronics, but got into trouble? So did I. Tried to enroll into an uni, dropped out due to being unable to grasp the basics. Tried again. And then again. Ugh. My mom would shut me up had I tried to bring up the topic of changing careers.


Funniest thing is, I can afford my bread and butter though. But it has nothing to do with programming qua programming…

 No.308455

>>308445
>computer engineering
I'm actually pursuing the same degree. It's nice to know that someone else has the same ideals & interests.
>after trying to make it for five years
That's a long time for a Bachelor's degree. Did you at least receive a degree, even in another field?
>It was those IT gigs that really killed my spirit for the field.
Explain.
>where I live most apprentices start after school at 16-17 yo, I am a decade older than that.
Even for someone who has just left college after 5 years, that's still old. Did you take a gap year(s)?

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>>308455
>That's a long time for a Bachelor's degree. Did you at least receive a degree, even in another field?
Yes it's a long time. I started uni late because I switched schools in my final year and then had to wait for the new term to start and then redo the last couple of school years to get my diploma (that's just how it works here when you switch schools). So by the time I started uni I was almost 21 already. I did not finish my college degree, no. I basically just kept myself going through sunk-cost fallacy thinking and trying to gaslight myself into believing in that 100% remote job at the end of the tunnel.
>Explain.
Every IT gig I worked (by that I mean jobs in actual IT companies, not IT departments in normal companies, since those tend to be more tech support, office expert and what not) was some kind of demoralizing. I witnessed job cuts, outsourcing and offshoring. I saw people not working on cool technical problems but instead spend their days in Teams meetings, frustrated and exhausted like a boxer on the ropes. Most of the work is project management, clarifying and re-clarifying and changing requirements according to what the customer wants. Everyone was constantly frustrated and tired. Best case they had a kind of fatalistic humor about the whole thing and worst thing they just kept dredging along because they had families that relied on them for income. That was the future I was looking forward to if I stayed in that field I knew, but I also had already invested years into the degree so I was paralyzed and unable to just quit, making it worse semester by semester.

 No.308460

The average guy who has been successful has almost 99.99% of the time been helped by family or friends in someway. You have to make money to earn money. You typically cant just throw yourself out there and expect to succeed.

It's what you do with your resources and how you use them that make you survive.


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 No.306726[Reply]

I have a horrible mother who criticises me just as much when I do something good as when I do something wrong. I remember having a lot of traumatic experiences with her, and even today she’s still the same. For example, I started being more hygienic and washing my hands before eating, and she started using that habit as a weapon against me. She also criticises me for not going out with my ‘friends’, but when I do leave the house, she keeps insulting me Any advice on how to get free from her? makes me unhappy
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 No.306795

>>306791
OP here, I'm not a crab

 No.306809

Normies, especially succubi just love to complain. I bet your mother has nothing of substance going on in her life either, if she was happy and had hobbies she wouldn't be so up your ass. nagging and bitching is a popular female hobby

 No.308446

>>306727
A-ha.

go stern like a gray rock
ignore her as if you are out of love for her (not true, but…)

 No.308447

>>306783
>but I can go and live with my dad because my parents are divorced


Good for you, because my father was shouting very loudly and threatingly on me when I tried that option…

 No.308459

>>306783
>>306783
Move with dad


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 No.321660[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

PALESTINE OFFICIALLY RECOGNIZED AS A STATE OR WHATEVER. U.N RECOGNIZES THE INVASION OF THIRD-WORLDERS UPON EUROPE. YOUTUBE ANNOUNCED IT WILL BE RE-INSTATING CHANNELS BANNED BY BIDEN'S ORDERS DURING COVID AND 2024 ELECTIONS. ANTIFA DECLARED A TERRORIST SECT. ISRAEL "ONLY NATION CAPABLE" OF PLANTING CELLULAR MASS-DISRUPTION DEVICES OUTSIDE OF UN GENERAL ASSEMBLY. TIKTOK TREND SHOWS PREGNANT SUCCUBI DOWNING THERAPEUTIC LEVELS OF TYLENOL IN PROTEST OF ANNOUNCEMENT THAT DOING SO CAUSES AUTISM IN CHILDREN

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 No.324116

>>324115
The question of immigrants can be resolved by extracting from Greater Iran and Greater Israel. It will no longer be necessary to recruit a nigger or brown creature. Mongoloids will be left to their corner of the world. The Northern Pashtuns and so forth are indistinguishable from Europeans except that part of their group got destroyed by the mental illnesses of Islam, which won't be a problem in the future. The headache impeding them from proper assimilation will disappear, like that.

 No.324117

Any excuse to wage war against Kazakhstan is most welcome, for portions of their territory need return to Russia like in the map A >>324093

Godspeed to the Jesuits, is what I wanna say from the bottom of my heart.

 No.324119

>>323555
Looking back at this, Plato's Cave isn't an instrument to delude men or anything like that, but a schema by the Jesuit forefathers to unify Europe and assert dominance of the Children Of Israel across every inch of earth, both in intellectual domains, and physical domains. Every instrument is arranged and prepared to that end. And in the end, every instrument will suffice to be played by the Caucasoid. The flame, Europe. The puppet, Israel. The staff, Iran. The man, America. The block-partition, the Arabs. The bedrock upon which they all stand, the niggers and brown races. The supporting pillars thereof erecting from below, the Mongoloid races.

 No.324122

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The Manchu Empire's original symbol was a dragon with a ball of opium in its mouth.

Later on, as the empire expanded, it became a dragon chasing after a ball of opium, rather than withholding/clutching the opium itself. The ball of Opium had disappeared. But why is this? The answer is because they had consumed it. The whole storage. Qing's ruling force and subjects consumed and consumed until there was no more, but like the drug addicts they were, they were chasing still. The Dragon wanted more opium. And luckily for him, India and Japan were doing a damn good job of supplying it.
Through the Himalayas, the intermediary was Bhutan, the other dragon 'passing' the 'balls' of Opium manufactured in India to the mainland, where the hungry Dragon resided, hence the flag of Bhutan.
Then there was Japan. Remember, by 1870, you had the Meiji Restoration, when Japan joined the ranks of Insana, and the entire country became transformed to produce Opium. That's what the Disc on the flag, authorized properly ever since 1870, represents. There is no Dragon in Japan. There is only Opium. Purely, completely, Opium. Even today, it is only Opium.

In 1949, when Mao of Yale instruction had completed his mission and proclaimed the China we know today, you had a blood red flag with 5 stars, one of which was larger than the others, centered to the left. Blood red huh. But why is this? Because of how many people were killed? No. It's because the Opium and drugs had inextricably become part of China such that there no longer was any room to chase after it. That is the 'red' of the Chinese flag. Mao had done the job well. What then are the 5 stars? Why's one larger than the others? To answer that, you must know what the Five Gods Pestilence are, for those 5 stars represent precisely that. 5 Gods from Hell birthed from a nation of Opium, one of whom is Shi Wenye, their great commander. Each 5 have only one mission and ultimate objective: destroy and plague the earth. Nothing more.

 No.324123

For the European flag of 12, there can be no doubt it represents the 12 tribes of Israel. Nothing to do with Olympians. But then, if the sons of Israel end up being so mighty and the father Israel is himself in a crippled state, antagonized left and right by fools, something's not right. Worse yet, should the children have no challengers, they will lead dull lives. I guess that's where the American hotpot comes in from. But the Father, too, needs a challenger. So it shall be Esau, father of Edom, the legacy of which we transmit to Greater Iran.


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 No.308437[Reply]

Is the feeling of alienation familiar to you? Does it hurt?

"All my life, I have lived with the feeling that I have been kept from my true place. If the expression "metaphysical exile" had no meaning, my existence alone would afford it one."

~ Emil Cioran ; The Trouble With Being Born

 No.308438

>~ Emil Cioran ; The Trouble With Being Born
More like
~ Emo Cryin' ; 1,000 ways to say that I'm a whiny nerd

I'm being alienated by my government in my own home country, but I still have an earned sense of belonging among my people.

 No.308440

Yes I'm alienated from human kind as I am a fully disabled individual who talks to his hallucinations, I really feel the trouble of being born.

 No.308441

>>308437
It used to hurt when I was younger and less certain of myself. When I was still thinking that being alienated was something to be ashamed of and that the best thing would be to just be part of the crowd. I have some memories of being dragged to places by friends from school. I once went to the local fair with them and in the crowd I felt this absurd sense of being a foreign body, of not belonging at all, and it was the first time it felt like a relief or peace. Another time there was this school event where the entire grade was doing some party or another in a local pub. It wasn't mandatory to go or anything, apart from the clear social punishment you'd receive if you skipped out. I remember standing in front of that place, watching people I sort of knew and some friends enter. And then I turned around and walked home. Again, with the sweet and maybe a little twisted satisfaction of not being able to make myself fit in, of walking my own path.
I believe you grow into it as you get older. By now I am fully comfortable with being an alien

 No.308458

>>308438
>among my people
So not wizards I take it?


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 No.322726[Reply]

I unironically want to join the ISKCON religion, even if mostly for "aesthetics"-but not in the shitpost sense, in the IRL practice sense
>the personal liturgy involves bathing, clothing, putting to rest\waking, beautiful marble statues
>religion itself promotes playing with cute articulated dolls
>Brahmacharya (perfect mental-bodily celibacy) is HIGHLY praised
>beautiful music + comfy autistic system (chant X rounds a day, on a specific rosary\mala, in a specific way with the fingers, etc)
>amazing cosmology and lore
>cow sanctuaries (i LIKE cows)
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 No.322732

I went there as a teenager for a free meal. They seemed like really nice people honestly.

The veganism seems very unhealthy though. That's the only thing I'd be hesitant about.

 No.322736

>>322726
>>322732
Sikh temples offer free meals called "langaar" and it's breddy gud. You just have to wear something covering your head and enjoy the meal surrounded by iconography of people being boiled alive and stuff

 No.322750

>>322730
based.

 No.324108

>>322732
Agreed, the lack of B12 vitamin as well as iron really wears one down

 No.324120

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Learn one of the multiple pajeet languages there and create your own religion (only works if white). The god Anonaja Wizarama will grant you a job on Microsoft and very pretty white succubus with blonde hair and blue eyes in exchange for a million rupees, oooommmm.


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 No.65514[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What's the last movie you've seen?
What's the oldest film you've seen?

The last movie thread has surpassed the bump limit. >>>/hob/60753
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 No.70389

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>>65514
I never watch romance films bacause i think all are bullshit but i watched this film by accident
>Silver Linings Playbook
And i liked it, i feel it humanistic in a lot of ways.
Maybe bacause the feeling of that anyone get how you feel is in the entire film, all are assholes to protagonist and all put moralistic tags or bullshit on them. The protagonist feels lonely in a lot of ways, everyone feel distant to them in a not forced acting way.
There're some escenes that the dude and same the succubus turn full anxiety and i suffered that shit, i feel empathy for the protagonists so that maybe is a good camera and acting job.
I dont know if the book is more good.

 No.70390

>>70389
>more good
>crappy tastes
>low IQ

most likely indian

 No.70420

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I watched "Redux Redux" two days ago. It wasn't terrible— just kind of a turn-your-brain-off movie. You throw it on, kick back, and let it wash over you. It's about a succubus with a time machine who keeps jumping between parallel universes to track down the guy who took her daughter away, over and over.

 No.70583

Tenet

Citizen Kane

I don't watch movies often to be honest

 No.70671

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watch this if you like sad movies


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 No.308343[Reply]

The Time God does not forget nor forgive edition. You will do this again.

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 No.308387

>>308346
Insightful post, become a writer

 No.308392

>>308346
I used to feel this pretty often but not anymore for some reason. I think it's because I don't really do anything that engaging anymore, even browsing the Internet has lost its charm and now it barely does anything for me so I'm not as distracted as I once was. I'm always sort of half-present in reality. The only thing that I can still get really engrossed in is daydreaming as I pace around my room, and after I snap out of that I usually do find that the silence of my room feels deafening.

I wish I could still enjoy video games and anime enough to get engrossed by them enough to cause this feeling after I snap out though.

 No.308451

I woke up and went to the bathroom and found blood in my stool. I'm way too anxious to go to the doctor. Seems like as I get older all of the health issues just pile on and I won't be able to ignore them anymore. I wish I could just die painlessly in my sleep than deal with any of this.

 No.308453

>>308346
low iq. the shit you do in the internet is emptier than your empty room and your empty life. actually maybe you can't realize that because your parents protect you from waging

 No.308457

the physical world is like a movie the demiurge forces your consciousness to watch


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 No.324068[Reply]

I dont know how to cope that old internet is not coming back and that it will get worse for each year that goes by
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 No.324096

>>324094
I mean sure. True.
Still at the end of the day it's a demographics issue.
Even if you recreate the circumstances the people are just way different now. You can see this sites culture shift over a decade.
My point about the tech part is that you aren't just going to magically web1.0 your way back to those times.

 No.324097

>>324094
>>324092
stop saying normies, it's the normalfags who say it

 No.324098

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>>324097
My words are spells meant to twist your panties and it seems to work.
Enjoy. My curses will keep on flowing.

 No.324099

>>324098
good you fond me, now stop saying normie

 No.324107

>>324099
Norman Norbert Norman Normandy XDDDDD


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 No.307023[Reply]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

Previous:
>>296511
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>>308114
>Why do you want to end your life?
>>308114

 No.308240

>>307698
>i just want to kill myself
same. would also like to die in my sleep.

 No.308245

yeah would be cool to simply never wake up

 No.308354

>>308113
ODing often goes wrong, you might want to consider different methods

 No.308450

it's weird looking back at my life now and seeing it as beautiful
when it was all boring and lonely
but now apparently every moment was beautiful lol


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 No.302164[Reply]

Does anyone here struggle with alcohol, or have managed to quit?

It used to be a good coping mechanism for me, but it seems the older I've gotten the worse it feels, and it's become detrimental to my health and the way I behave around people. Easily annoyed, constantly starting shit, tired all the time, strange pains. And I was still getting worse, fast.

This has been a wake-up call and I'm realizing I need to quit before it's too late. Though that's easy for me to say now when I'm still feeling bad, and I fear the cravings will come back strong, but I know I've got to try.

Curious to hear others experience with this.
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 No.308339

It depends on your context. There are plenty of functioning alcoholics out there. I associate alcohol with the bossman who has whiskey and a cigar ready.

 No.308371

just ended my drinking binge… time for the recovery day and to feel like shit for a while

 No.308374

I tried to stop I cant. I dont even get drunk anymore I just drink to feel numb

 No.308380

>>308337
The British ruled the world for centuries and their elite were alcoholics through and through. Perspective.

 No.308449

This guy is the opposite of an alcoholic actually but i like to watch him review whisky, I was nearly convinced to invest in whiskys but I don't drink


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 No.305401[Reply]

Does anybody else live with family who have seemingly not a care in the world to be careful with your belongings?? It's incredibly annoying and often blood boiling. I have a lot of collections, and attempt to make models like tanks/planes/warhammer stuff and quite often my parents will "inspect" my room for whatever retarded reason and often break several items. I internally call my dad "The grabbler" he picks up delicate items with his full fist, all fingers perfectly alinged - like a special ed kid grabbing a pencil. As you can imagine, this often BREAKS anything even remotely fragile.

This has been an issue I've dealt with my entire life. I'd have my pokemon cards on a playing mat in my room, parents barge in and walk right on them despite them being able to walk around it, and I wasn't even in the way. Or other times where they would grab my school work with greasy/chocolate coated hands and get stains all over it. Also they love coughing and sneezing without any attempt to cover their mouths. You will see spit and mucus stains EVERYWHERE in the house. Especially on the shared computer screen, utterly disgusting.

I have tried everything to get them to be less dirty and more respectful and mindful but they just don't care, my mother is literally too stupid to understand, my father just doesn't care. I don't really want to move out either as it's not a possibility on my wages unless I want to live in a car or next to criminal social housing with even more disgusting people.

The list goes on and on about all the dirty behaviour they get up to. I might even jot down some greentext stories if I'm bored later
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 No.308215

>>308214
damn thats concerning about what your dad do to your stuff. did you try to tell him an ultimatum about your stuff like if you ripp my shit again I'll fucking beat the shit out of you? if the beute force doesn't work , I suggest you to buy a safe to put valuable things inside

 No.308260

>>308214
Does he have some sort of condition or alcohol/drug habit? It honestly sounds like a miracle he was even able to become a father.

 No.308267

>>308215
I've tried everything, an ultimatum sounds nice but I am living under their roof for quite cheap. The cheapest other option would be double the rent AND in a closet with no car parking in a dangerous area.

>>308260
Other than being quite dumb and extremely impulsive I don't think there's anything medically or psychologically wrong with him. Some people have no filter and respect of boundaries, he just acts. The kind of person that would blurt out loud in class "OH MY GOD DIDN'T WE HAVE HOMEWORK TO DO?" as the teacher had forgotten to check.

 No.308433

>>305422
>try collecting plushies


Ha. Funny thing is, one can hide a nice box full of fragile stuff right inside that cute dolly's head.

So hey, getting a huge toy bear off some silly lady could save you lots of trouble

 No.308444

You know, while my folks are nowhere near you, they would ruin my days by constantly *tidying up* things that were in the middle of a project.


My mother never wanted a smart kid who would make a nice computer from parts, she wanted a boring kid with no emotions. She got a kid with a stern face who keeps searching for threats - because that's what my mother was: a threat to me just doing my stuff.


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 No.303889[Reply]

>Were you emotionally neglected as a child?
I wonder if this led me to become who I am now, at least in social settings.
I have no idea if I suffered from this, although I remember times when I was told not to cry, or I got used to not crying over silly things that perhaps maybe weren't silly for a child.
I read those internet ads about caring for parents and children, and they recommended hugs, affection, and not denying children's pain and suffering, and that the best thing is to get it off the emotions of their chest or body.
but if this doesn't happen, then they build up a shell, armor, or something like that because they mask or hide these emotions automatically out of pure habit and training. and later they will have trouble releasing their emotions from their bodies. Babies and toddlers do this naturally when they cry.
>Also
I can't remember the last time I cried with all my might or something like that.
I wonder if this led me to be the way I am now, at least in a social way. I wonder if I can treat it. I read from an anon that some of these things can only be treated with love. But the truth is confusing.
Maybe my brain is already like this, although I read that the brain can change, as can one's habits and feelings.
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 No.306319

I have thought about this a lot. But when I really start to think about it, I start to blame the school system. It's really pretty unnatural at this point. I remember being a completely different person outside of school and in it. And other people noticed this too. It also happens to me now at jobs, college etc. I am not meant for institutions. Perhaps in a sense o was likely sheltered growing up. I think sometimes that can manifest in these types of personality.

 No.308428

Bump. I don't know about OP, but my mother decided to neglect my emotions AGAIN so she would talk to me like I am not supposed to answer her question like a proper person.

 No.308430

>>308428
Anyway, in her defence: the heatwave got her so I should have shut up. I guess.

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>>308430
However, she would comment every her stap yesterday.

I got fed up with that so I had to quit.

 No.308443

>>308430
However, she would comment every her stap yesterday.

I got fed up with that. She would always speak, speak, speak, but never answer a simple question.

Besides, I got her some stuff to play music but she would keep her apartment focused on her loud voice


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 No.8013[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

We destroy the despicable and haughty, in monstrosity his world has become agitated.
He is afraid, he is afraid, his legs stumble from it.

Blessed is the one who obeys, loving truth. His encounter builds an edifice.
He is put to the test. He destroys injustice he has thwarted.
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 No.322610[Reply]

happy new year and all of that.

treat yourself to some sesame paste if you never head any. i regret learning about this so late, i can't help but want to warn others on not missing out on this goodness. it is just one ingredient crushed industrially into paste: sesame seeds.

when you buy it in the store it is separated and the separation is strong. when you stick a spoon in and try to stir, the bottom is so strong that the spoon can not stir. and you have to shake it and keep it in a shook state.

the sesame paste hides behind a bit of effort but the reward is worth the extra work.

the taste is amazing. mild and nutty. the nice thing about this is that it has a high fat content but it is not as impossible to digest as oil is. it still has it's fiber.

i use this to make sauces without oil. i just put tomatos and herbs into a blender and then i add a few tablespoons of this stuff and it turns into a nice creamy sauce but a sauce that the human organism has the chance to actually digest reasonably.

this stuff is so good, i wonder why it is not sold in regular supermarkets, i bother to go to the muslim markets just to get this goodness.
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 No.323914

>>323912
>you have reached the point at which you can see the inferiority of a system that is based on money and violence in which a a few disproportionately influence what the many get to hear based on the whims of psychopaths and their secret world of 5d chess.
Yes
>the solution to this is look for the information yourself.
There's not much you can do except toying with different kinds of foods and diets and see how you feel. If a certain routine causes cancer in the long term but makes you feel good in the short term there's no way to know this.
>you are equipped with everything to solve this puzzle.
best case you find some routine which works for you, nothing really compensates for this lack of information and presence of misinformation
>science is but the expression of the inferior system.
The modern way of doing science was invented in Western Europe a couple of centuries ago in a society very different and unlike our current system. Science itself is not tied to the system and people's outside of the system also engage in investigation, speculation and collection of knowledge.

 No.323941

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HOLY CRAP U TURKISH OR SOMETHIN?:3

 No.324042

>>323914
>There's not much you can do except toying with different kinds of foods and diets and see how you feel.

not much? to me that is a lot. when you eat everything at once you never know, if you only eat the same you know after a few days.

>If a certain routine causes cancer in the long term but makes you feel good in the short term there's no way to know this.

there is no reason to be completely dismissive of foreign information, until you find a way to know for sure whether something is good for you or not which usually is something easily attainable.

>best case you find some routine which works for you, nothing really compensates for this lack of information and presence of misinformation

yeah you slowly go towards the stuff that works and away from what harms and you get your routines. time management ability and self-respect ability to break and create habits is important in this.

>Science itself is not tied to the system and people's outside of the system also engage in investigation, speculation and collection of knowledge.

i guess the term science is too imprecise then. there should be one term to describe the artform of individuals gathering knowledge to solve problems or improve situations and the craft of wearing a labcoat and getting rich producing papers to "prove" how softdrinks aren't the problem.

 No.324043

>>323941
>TURKISH

i recently learned that tahini is hard to find when i look in regular muslim supermarkets, i must have been lucky that my local turkish store not only sells it but sells it in such amazing quality.

a few days ago i bought the first tahini i could find from a local hygene store (after trying ~7 muslim non-turkish food stores) that also sells some more expensive health conscious food and it tasted horrible. really bad i am not making this up. i didn't know quality can be this bad.

 No.324106

>>324042
>not much? to me that is a lot. when you eat everything at once you never know, if you only eat the same you know after a few days.
this shouldn't be necessary in the first place, this situation where most of the food in the supermarket is toxic slop shouldn't be here in the first place
I believe food safety laws were invented in the 19th century because they started adding detergents to bread which killed people, same situation now basically


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 No.323901[Reply]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction
https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.324078

>>324058
nta but I'm also just buzz cutting it at this point. To be fair I've started doing it due to my receding hairline because I figured I was wasting money getting haircuts that never look all that good due to the missing hair. But even though I trim my hair twice a week it's still much cheaper and convenient than going to a barber. I also like how it feels and that I no longer have to entertain thoughts about whether my hair looks too unkempt to go outside on a particular day or not.

 No.324082

I am watching street walking videos for stimulation like those videos of birds and squirrels people show their cats.

 No.324101

The government gave me another $2,000 of the like $6,000 they said they would. I am going to buy Doritos, alcoholic soda, and a dakimakura cover

 No.324104

Animepahe downloader didn't have one title as it's not on Animepahe. Anikai.to is gone. Miruro has it, but download link for that particular title doesn't work. 1DM Lite downloaded it, but it didn't open. Could've tried to download in bigger resolution and see what if, instead installed Video DownloadHelper extension on Supermium. It downloaded 3 eps and then said there's a limit, wait for 2 hours or pay. VPN didn't help. So I installed the same extension on r3dfox. And it worked.

 No.324105

>>324082
For me it's videos of driving at night and in the afternoon through the dangerous neighborhoods of America.


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 No.305228[Reply]

I think age 31-32 was the point where I realized I'm too autistic and weird to ever have 'normal' things in life.

I will die either institutionalized or in some shitty rental with nothing to my name. Nothing that I dreamed about will ever become true.
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 No.306871

no, not anymore. my final cope that carried me over the years was this notion that i could just change myself, figure out how i actually tick and reverse engineer myself into a normal human being. it never really worked out, but there was always this hope that i could stumble on it one day and make everything make sense, like a persistent puzzle. what broke me was realizing that i never had a chance in the first place, that biologically i was predetermined to end up where i am, regardless of my personality or psychology. there was nothing to change, i AM my body and circumstances, my mind is just a mirroring of that. there was no other way i could've turned out. people treat you based on what they see, how you make them feel, and i consistently brought out indifference or revulsion in others. as i grew into my final genetic form, people started openly being hostile to me in public and i was mocked before i could open my mouth. this fantasy that i could just change my feelings and fix everything no longer fit my lived experience. the world was inherently against me and there was nothing realistically i could do to change it. there was also nothing worth living for, as idealistic notions of "love" and "friendship" increasingly seemed to me like banal biological processes, people like you because you help them release the feel good chemicals. the most evil criminals had tons of friends and lovers because they had the right body shape, despite being scum that never had a metacognitive thought in their life, they enjoyed life, people went out of their way to help them because "there was something to them".

i'm all out of copes and suicide really seems to me like the only meaningful choice i could make. either suffer and endure for another 30-40 years until my disgusting body gives out, or i end it when it makes sense to end it. the world is evil and i cannot adapt to it because i'm weak. why shouldn't i just give up and roll the dice again?

 No.306872

>>306871
You hit the nail on its' head. We are predeterministic animals just like all other mammals or apes in nature.

Would you tell a deformed or weak ape if they just work enough on their personality they will get lots of females and sit in hot springs all day instead of the apes who happened to be born with good genetics?

No.

Would you tell a lion born with down syndrome he is going to overthrow the strongest lion in his territory if he is just determined enough?

We need to stop this self-improvement bullshit right here. The vast, vast majority of neurodivergent wizards will never mask to the point normies will accept it.

 No.306909

>>306883
>Dignity Act
Dignity for who exactly?

 No.308435

Well, yes, but not in the specific ways I hope. I have realized that birth is a lottery and you're either born into a bustling metropolis to rich, well-adjusted parents or a piss soaked trailer in the sticks to bums. I'm somewhere in the middle of that. I don't have exceptional talent or work ethic, sadly; I'm just a normal person. We don't live in a world where normal people like me (at least, in America) can expect that hard work will save them, and so I'm still in my childhood home, working a boring, okay-paying job I hate, budgeting for a possible frugal week (or days…) long vacation soon, etc.

I'm straying off the point, but basically, I think that, my poor circumstances considered and how awful I was when I was far younger, I'm doing okay. Growing up I never once thought I could have a casual conversation with coworkers where we gripe over the boss (I don't believe in any of it, I am just making "small talk") but I do this all the time now. Sometimes I feel valued at work. These are things that normies take for granted but I cherish them, even if I generally crave more.

 No.308436

>>308435
Oh, and by 'normal person' I mean I'm likely no lazier nor more talented than anyone else. I don't think "autism" (extreme lack of experience with human beings, ugliness, etc.) really factors into that. My output is similar to other peoples output.


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