>>309064Let me do some math.
Most nights are 10 shots of Everclear and 10 shots of a liqueur. 1 shot to 1.5 ounce.
That's 15 + (15 x 0.25) Which is 15 + 3.75.
It all comes out to roughly 20 ounces of ethanol a night. I start mixing them stronger after I get loosened up.
I know it's all so miserable, but at least I can't feel it. Consequences, repercussions, the pain of a near-lethal dose.
It's just static at that point.
I won't say it feels good. But at least it doesn't hurt.
That's the most important part.
Not even the hangover. I learned how to get around those. I'm really good at avoiding pain. I wish that could be a marketable skill. I'd be just filthy rich if it was.
A wizard can dream. It's a shame that's about all we can do in this hellish place.