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 No.296511[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

This is the classic "suicide general", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards, quite different from that other thread in the catalog.

I'm currently 26, almost 27 (rings a bell?). And I can't take it anymore. I will soon depart from life through hanging. I haven't done it yet because I live in a shithole and there are always people around making noise and being nosy. I will just wait till it's very quiet so I can go to the woods and end this miserable existence.

I don't care if it might "get better". Existence itself is a curse and we're all gonna die anyway. I've read enough pessimist books and life affirming books and I side with the former. I don't need your compansion, because the thought that I will soon disappear is the only thing that makes me happy. I'm not even sad because of this.
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 No.306574

>>296511

I wonder if I wrote this back then, but probably not, life was sort of tolerable. Now it's back to being shit, hanging does seem like a solid method

 No.306612

If you could take a few evil people with you to the grave, who would you choose?
I wish I could settle the score for what they did to me.

 No.306614

>>306082
Christianity is a disease and a psyop

 No.306615

>>306083
You are not a sigma

 No.306618

>>306615
kakaka says who


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 No.306157[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post here if you don't have enough to say for a new thread, but it's too depressing for the crawl thread.
ice cold edition
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 No.306606

>>306593
Hey man. I know this would sound a little weird, but please, read "The death of Ivan Ilyich". Is a short novel that, in my opinion, relates to your situation. Some parts are about the reflection of life during an anounce death and the feeling of "down hill". The best memories of the protagonist start at the beginning of the childhood, but then, the rest of his life, is a dry and unfullfilling work for others. He only acomplish the goals that the world had to offered, but not his own.

Is a great reading, the only upside is that the begin is a little boring. It could be a small relief to see the struggles of a character from the XIX century.

 No.306607

>>306605
You're onto something, wiz. Experiencing life after waking up like a dream is the absolute end goal to achieve. If life was like a dream it would be be the most perfect condition. But the demiurge took that away from us by punishing us with the raise of consciousness when growing up. Effectively turning life into a hellish experience of witnessing that you are not one with the world around.

 No.306611

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Normalfaggots have obliterated me, they have ripped, bit by bit, every piece of my sanity.

There isn't a single day I don't fantazise of claiming their putrid lives.

 No.306616

I cannot fucking believe how much of a loser I am, is there a cheap or free and reliable way to measure my IQ?

 No.306617

>>306611
i can't express how much i relate to you. i feel like it's a massive psyop from demiurge. they make a fucked up society that takes away any purpose i might have had in life as a wizard, and then they force their consciousness on me, so i lose integrity and no longer even remember why i chose to stay away from them.

i understand the way in which they harmed you is probably different, but still i relate so strongly. i wanna watch them burn.


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 No.223989[Reply]

My mom was an airhead who barely learned to read and write. She grew in poverty and she's obsessed with being poor and loves watching videos of people in extreme poverty. Despite all that she is a narcissistic cunt who thinks she's superior to everyone and loves to humilliate people every chance she gets. She got with my dad because she thought he was rich. No matter how much money she gets she tries to spend it all as soon as she gets it. As a kid, she constantly told me that she didn't love me and that I ruined her life, everytime my dad left the house she used to beat me. Everytime I'm around her, she makes sure to make hurtful comments, completely unprovoked, and loves to shame me in front of people. I know that part of my low self-steem is because of her. She always made me feel like I was worth nothing.

My dad was a musician that eventually became a moderately famous photographer for a national newspaper. He was a decent man when I was a kid, but eventually he started to beat my mom and me, he also kicked us out of the house plenty of times. His so called "fame" got the better of him and became a womanizer. He spent most of his money on succubi and came back home with nothing. That obviously caused more fights that always ended with me having to mop my mother's blood off the floor and having to call an ambulance to get her to the hospital. The beatings only caused my mom to resent me even more for "ruining her life". I was just an elementary school kid when all of these things happened and they continued to happen until I was 17. On top of that I was getting bullied at school, so I came back home from getting bullied to find my parents trying to kill each other.

Now almost a couple of decades later, I'm stuck with two aging parents who believe that I "owe" them for the hell they put me though. Needless to say, I hate them. And even though I feel some "love" for them as a son and know that I will cry them when they finally die. A part of me will find relief when that happens.
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 No.227547

>>223989
Mommy was verbally abusive and damaged me by being there, meanwhile Daddy wasn't there when it mattered.
They aren't completely terrible people, just people who probably shouldn't have had kids, my sister turned out much better than I did, and I'm glad because me being such a horrific failure at the very least guarantees that she's a saint by comparison, so she got the approval she didn't get as a teenager because I was younger and had potential or whatever.
I DO hold my mom's abusive past against her in secret, but I don't have any issues openly because being allowed to NEET is a luxury as >>223992 said.

 No.227552

>>227362
even things like that seem so hard to me that it is almost impossible. im so scared of every social interaction that its like i am paralyzed. i don't know how to break it

 No.227678

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They are cancer

 No.227687

>>227381
>>227367
In a sense you are like my parents. My grandparents are/were all educated people of reasonably high social status, while both my parents are the biggest deadbeat losers of their own respective families.

Now I income-mog them both substantially and have PhD.

I think this shit goes in cycles of two generations to some extent.

 No.228081

>>226562
Are there any more like me? Failures who can’t blame their parents?


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 No.226040[Reply]

whenever i meet a new stranger online, i will ask them, "what sort of websites do you go to? do you have online friends?" and 9 out of 10 times, they won't respond at all. i think they do nothing, too.
i hate everybody so bad, i hate everything mainstream, i hate all the dietary and lifting weights and political garbage on every image board, i hate reddit, i hate trannies, i hate every single thing children like, and i hate every single piece of children's entertainment produced for the past 10 years, i hate anime and japan now because their jokes are unfunny and look like steven universe with cgi now, i hate succubi in japanese video games, i hate every single thing on every streaming service, i played all of the good video games i have 1% of interest in, i hate rap and 99% of people listen to rap even old people, i watched every movie, i read every comic book and i read every novel i want to read as of this year and whenever i try a new one i am disappointed, i don't even want to talk about entertainment media anyway i go to /tv/ and i have nothing to say about movies i watched.

i don't really know what i want to talk about even. Whatever it is, it's not being discussed on the Internet. so, i have no frame of reference.
when i talk to people online now, even people i like, i'm very stressed out because i have nothing to say. I sit in a chair and get angry that the Internet sucks.

reddit failed normalfaggots killed gothic king cobra because they were angry he sat in a chair. It made me want to kill myself. It made me want to post on the Internet even less. i deleted what few accounts online i have and privated my Steam profile yesterday after thinking about how reddit murdered king cobra, because I am "retiring" from this place and have given up any hope for an online friendship.
i hate everybody so badly.
i don't know what sorts of replies to expect.
i will just ask you, too. What do you do on the computer? do you post diet and fitness advice all day here? thats why i hate even this place now, it's all the same every image board.

im meeting with a psychiatrist tomorrow because i hate everything so bad i want to kill myself and i am thinking of suicide every single second i'm not distracting myself, but i don't want to die, i want to stay alive. i have my reasons.
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 No.228075

>>228074
It's also not /dep/ so stop rationalising that whining faggotry belongs here.

 No.228076

>>228072
u are butthurt but still dont explain what exactly you do on the computer. nobody ever does they just get mad you point out its shit lol

 No.228077

>>228076
I write software, read, watch anime, play video games, browse image boards, youtube, music, waste time. theres a lot to do. but dismissing real life stuff just makes you miserable. even going for walks is beneficial.

 No.228078

>>228077
how 'bout you take a walk home, then?

 No.228080

>>228078
i will walk to ur house wiz and we will play ur ps2 together.


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 No.306545[Reply]

I am not even that horny, a lot of the days I force my self to do it while not even being in the mood for it, it's just the most effective way for me to cope, masturbation is free, gives you instant pleasure and can burn for you many hours at the time, there are times when i find my self touching myself just so I can use it as a way to distract my self for my anxieties and negative thought loops, as soon as i start touching myself all my anxiety and negative emotions start to dissolve as much as i hate and it hate how much i overdo it, i can't deny it makes getting through my days easier when i can just touch my self for many hours instead of just sitting there being miserable feeling hollow bored to tears and empty or anxious and overthinking at worse, my point here is that I believe the addiction for me is a mere sympotom, something I use to escape my negative feelings and the emptiness of my daily life, thanks for reading my blogpost
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 No.306595

>>306594
ok

 No.306596

>>306595
why do you choose to be so blind?

 No.306598

>>306592
The internet censorship made me want to consume porn before it was all banned, which is still uncertain. It is more of an excuse than a reason

>It did make me reconsider if I really wanted "that" kind of stuff saved at the end of the day. Am I really that desperate to be a degenerate?

I thought about saving pictures to my hard drive, but realised that they served as just objects of lust, which I don't find value in. So I felt they didn't have any meaning and decided not to. That was my reasoning at least

It depends on why you are attached to them I suppose

 No.306603

I don't feel bad about it anymore, other people are addicted to far more harmful things than rubbing their stick to videos

 No.306610

Well no shit you are going to get addicted and do it all day and night if it's the only cope and form of escapism you have


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 No.306449[Reply]

What is the average wizard's relationship with religion like? No religious person has ever been able to give me a good argument for why God, if he is out there, is not the most maximally evil being in the universe simply by the virtue of creating suffering when he could have chosen not to. Saying "suffering builds character" and derivatives of is just a manifestation of their stockholm syndrome for this vile entity

>I form the light, and create darkness. I make peace, and create evil. I YHWH do all these things - Isaiah 45:7
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 No.306590

>>306576
>It's men that keep the faith more even if the community falls apart.
subhumans who keep faith in christianity are not men. they are fucking devils. they consciously seek to destroy others.

 No.306599

>>306580
>>306580
Chick tracts are fantastic. I want to buy some and leave them around places just to see people’s reaction.

 No.306604

>>306449
There is really nothing to it. It's a bunch of feel good platitudes and it's a life narrative that people adhere to en masse, even if it's absolute nonsense, we've agreed that some of that nonsense can be socially tolerable and accepted because it might give life some order.
That said, there's some religions that are more applicable to day to day life than others. See what's useful beyond the mysticism and that moves that spiritual part of your brain with a coherent enough narrative for life to be tolerable, and, who knows, even slightly enjoyable.

You probably will not find that in Abrahamic religion though, Islam does turn people into a bunch of animals though, giving them moral permission for it. As bad as it sounds, Islam is likely the best of the bunch because it gives people a purpose and permission to be retarded

 No.306608

>>306576
>Accepting your low position and just engaging in mindless sycophancy is the way forward, and their religion promotes it. People make out Buddhism and Hindu faiths to be wholesome and good, but those born into a low station are implied heavily to have a more tainted soul.

Actually this is one of the core things the Buddha disagreed with the "hindus" on. His teaching was in a sense a reaction to this hierarchical caste-based tyranny of the brahmins at the time. He taught that there is no permanent self or soul, so nothing to justify the brahmins getting to be top dog. A lot of the other crap is just later additions and warpings.

 No.306609

>>306608
“What the Buddha says appears reasonable. Sir, there are these four classes: aristocrats, brahmins, peasants, and workers. If they had these five factors that support meditation, and if they practiced rightly, would there be any difference between them?”

“In that case, I say that there is no difference between the freedom of one and the freedom of the other. Suppose a person took dry teak wood and lit a fire and produced heat. Then another person did the same using sāl wood, another used mango wood, while another used wood of the cluster fig. What do you think, great king? Would there be any difference between the fires produced by these different kinds of wood, that is, in the flame, color, or light?”

“No, sir.”

“In the same way, when fire has been kindled by energy and produced by effort, I say that there is no difference between the freedom of one and the freedom of the other.”

Sutta MN 90


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 No.323200[Reply]

i have been missing out on this so much! i already wrote about it here https://wizchan.org/lounge/res/322725.html#323192 but the tldr is that i bought a used ebook reader with e-ink display for 35€ and it is amazing and i feel really dumb for not looking into this technology sooner and missing out on a decade of reading because i have been barely reading at all, the only thing that did work for me often was audiobooks so when i encountered a fascinating book i always hoped there was an audiobook version but these days are over.

would love to hear about the opinions, worries, thoughts, questions and reading experience of other wizards! what are you reading? what device you like to use? is there something you wish you found out sooner? any tips for beginners? please tell me because i genuinely would like to know. feels new and life-affirming to me. this has rekindled a fascination i first felt with books when i was still a child that i never quite lived it out because i didn't have good access to books and i was so busy numbing myself in playing super mario to forget the childprison so i do feel the genuine excitement about it! in a way using this device gives me the pleasant feels of early emulation days where i look for roms and then emulate them on the little device.
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 No.323205

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on this picture you can see the slider and the dedicated backlight button. slider puts book into standby (which shows the cover of the last epub file i opened) or when i hold it it actually powers off. battery has probably lost half it's longevity but i have not even thought of replacing it yet. works good.

i thought reading was over, i said this for a few years but now that i succeeded in getting to read, videos just can't replace the timeless feeling. videos only go back a few decades. i can read books they say have been passed down for thousands of years.

imagine playing a 500 year old video game, people in the year 2526 will do this for fun and then get bored with it and turn back into liquid.

 No.323206

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i looked for quite a while until i found exactly mine because i was worried that these newer ones are just completely enshittified technocratic surveilance nightmares.

the ones from the company 'remarkable' apparently don't even have usb because you're not supposed to just be able to connect this to your computer easily and conveniently, they want to force you into cloud subscriptions. this is shoved down the cattle's throat and i am not participating. i expected that from that company because they actually exhibited their devices to try out in my local technology shop (that used to sell everything, now doesn't even sell hdds anymore)

 No.323207

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reading isn't over, i was too ill-equipped to see clearly!

just getting the little device out and reading a few pages for 5 minutes several times throughout the day and a small book is quickly completed. takes but a day or two or three and these little books melt away in my hand.

this is more user-friendly then having to look for another 10 minute video because i have already seen all my videos from my feed. i just get the little thing from my backpack, get it out of sleep and i am already at my page and i can just instantly continue. if i lived a busy life and had to be in meetings with people all day, i would love to have this because when someone is running late or i was too early or just had these little windows of time i wouldn't quite know what to do with, i could always just whip it out and knock off a few pages!

 No.323208

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first it felt so unusual to read without having found my pace but after musceling through it i found there is a natural rhythm to reading in when to pick up the book and when to lay it down. when i want to dwell on something and read i again the next time i pick it up i just stop reading.

that's the book being so interesting that it knocks itself out of my hand! this is when the information is so good that it transcends the digital and grows into reality!

 No.323209

just found a nice site where you can download free legal ebooks that had their copyright expired:

https://www.globalgreyebooks.com


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 No.49308[Reply]

Any wizards play yugioh?

I collect the cards, though I don't really play the game. I'm 26 and still live with my parents as a hikki, so my parents are trying to force me to get a hobby to get me out of the house so I"m thinking of playing the game at my local card shop
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>>69384
It really is quite slow. On one hand it's good since it feels more grounded and we get a bigger sense of community compared to bigger imageboards, on the other hand sometimes it's a bit… too slow, like things never pick up a proper pace with the exception of a few boards and/or threads. I personally love it here, but not as my main imageboard, I prefer the pace of something like the slower 4chan boards, slow enough for it to not be overwhelming, fast enough for things to actually get somewhere more often too.

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lol

 No.70233

It's one of my only vices. The complexity and the "lawyer game"isms are addicting.
I think newcomers are so frequently repulsed by their expectations rather than the (modern) game itself. I'd describe it thusly:
There are two roles, the unmovable object (1st turn player), and the unstoppable force (2nd turn player). Your deck will be optimized to fulfill one of these roles, to an extent unlike any other card available, like a well oiled machine.
I like to visualize duels as two great kingdoms at total war readying their forces for a single decisive battle, rather than the gradual, drawn out conflicts seen in games like magic

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>>49308
I finished playing Yu-Gi-Oh! Duel Monsters II: Dark Duel Stories on GBC. I love the simplicity in its structure and rules, and the artwork is stunning! I recommend it to any fan of the IP, especially those that prefer the classic stuff, shorter turns, and Duelist Kingdom styled rules, it's fantastic.

 No.70447

>>54859
heh just laughed out loud like a dinkey at a 5 year old picture


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 No.33153[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Name the most obscure anime shows out there in the deep dark reaches of the internet that most people don’t know about
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 No.44103

>>43608
nah, its meme tier xxx, not obscure

 No.44141

What is Pripara and why is it so weird?

 No.44166

>>33153
Crying Freeman. Truly a traumatizing experience.

 No.44232

>>33153
Eva and Mononoke are both on Netflix (ie normieville). Lain is also memed to death and anyone remotely online has heard of it

 No.44233

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>>44232
it's weird though. cuz like, it doesn't seem like people actually watch anime. they just post about it.


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 No.322915[Reply]

Based God has finally gotten around to killing Fred Brennan, who should never have been born at all to begin with
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 No.323178

>>323176
>Twisting my words to make it seem like I'm attacking wizchan, to pervert virginity.
>All to try and make it seem like giving whores victimhood validation is somehow a wizard's fault, or a wizard's responsibility to care about.

Get the living fuck off this website you absolute roastie bitch. Suck your dead dad's necrotic dick and crawl inside his ballsack. You will never be a virgin. You will never be a man. You will always be a roastie and chad's third class rebound.

You tried the whole rapport building appeal to lure wizards into supporting your bullshit, now you pull this shit again with the last statement, one last perversion, to make it seem like I was attacking virginity when you were trying to coerce wizards into supporting blatant, willful whores. YOU WILL NEVER BE A VICTIM. WHORES WILL NEVER BE VICTIMS NO MATTER HOW CONVINCING THEY THINK THEY SOUND!

If I am not the audience, you wouldn't have twisted my words to attack wizardry. If I am not the audience, you wouldn't have responded to me. Fuck off back to pornhub, here's the link to make it easier since your dumb foid brain can't navigate the internet: https://www.pornhub.com/

Bye bye! Go, get lost!

 No.323179

>>323178
>>323176
>>323164
>>323163
>>323139
You people argue as if you're either very young, or as if you both don't quite fully grasp the English language and actually have no idea as to the meaning behind the words you're using.

 No.323191

who inherits 420chan now that deadwheels is dead?

 No.323195

>>322951
damn what a sad life, rest in peace

 No.323199

>>323191
Nobody wants 420chan.


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 No.226439[Reply]

The last time I visited this image board was about a year ago. There wasn't much activity, and I eventually got bored. Today I visited it again, and I'm left wondering, considering its somewhat “doomer” nature, how many of us are still alive on this IB? I wouldn't be surprised if, in a few years, many of us are gone, not from this site, but from life itself.

The last time I thought about suicide was recently. It wasn't the first time, nor will it be the last. I'm sure of that. I know I'm not the only one here who feels this way.

Is the site's apparent low activity due to this, or this is just a very niche website?.
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 No.227586

>>227584
>Tried that once and they threw every excuse and snide remark at me over what would have been a routine operation if they just did the thing they should have done in the first place… and then they don't even do it right and I just have to live with it. When you see things like that, you know it's not about a personal problem or feelings


WELL, That's sad - your doc probably had a problem on that day hence the "couldnt even get it right"

 No.227593

Well, I found this website so it's not all bad if there is some new blood. Knew about Wizchan forever, but I "earned my wings" only a few months ago. Site being dead isn't a big deal, all imageboards are now dead, even cuckchan. Just how things are these days. Considering how fucked in the head zoomies are, there won't be any shortage of new wizards, exposure to the internet from womb, and porn with it, fries the brain of the new generation and that is going to screw them up harder than we are.

Anyways, I don't really understand the whole talk of suicide. We are about to live in very interesting times, maybe we will even get a proper boogaloo. It seems there is a happening every other week if not every other day, at least pick a more boring time to check out. Personally, I am hoping to at the very least see the UK or some other shithole country fall apart in my lifetime before I go, maybe see the race war finally kick off somewhere.

 No.227621

>>226439
I don't come here frequently, and just last year started enganging in discussions in any image board. I wish I had utilized them before, but they weren't very appealing, nor was my english very good.

>>226552
>>226612

Pretty much this. I'm from 2000, I was too little to use boards online when they were big, and they weren't as popular in my country. Today, there are more visual media that is easier to engage with. Here is all text and a few images, which you must have saved some in your computer to use them later. That is another problem as only a few people use the computer more than the cellphone. I don't know what wizchan looks like in mobile, but certainly its much better on browser version.

And I also have some trouble with the captcha in this site.

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>>226662
What's the difference between a wizard and a 30+ year old virgin crab, really?
Yes, obviously there is a great divide between the extremes. On the one hand you have the powerful wizard, unbothered and content. On the other hand you have the frustrated crab who humiliated himself with numerous failed attempts at getting succubi.
But what about the middle of the spectrum?

Never even once did I go out of my way for the sake of succubi. I have zero interest in dating and all the social nonsense that comes with relationships. Does that make me a volcel?
But I was never in the position to reject succubi either. And I'm not powerful or happy, I have not "found myself" or "reached my potential." I cope and seethe, and I do feel inferior to the average person. Does that make me a crab?

Either way I'm lifelong celibate, a male virgin past the age of 30. So I'm a wizard by definition, but also by circumstance rather than by volition.

Does it even matter?

 No.228073

>>226552
Most of us were like 18-25 ten years ago. I remember the board was really angsty and closer to a modern crab forum.

Would-be wizzies are posting on crab sites.

>>228063
>On the other hand you have the frustrated crab who humiliated himself with numerous failed attempts at getting succubi.

People overestimate how much crabs try and seethe. Most are sardonic, apathetic blackpillers.


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 No.219448[Reply]

After hitting 30 this feeling has been eating me and I don't know how to resolve it. I started watching different youtube channels and it made me realize how much time I wasted staring at a screen when I could be experiencing the world and creating things. The 21st century offers so many possibilities and yet all I did was sit at home play video games and read inane garbage online. Now I always had depression, anxiety, social autism, adhd, average iq etc. that lead to me being an underachiever but nowadays it feels like I was just the right self-help book and meds/supplement combination and some effort away from solving all these issues.

I could start now but after hitting 30 I feel this sense of hopelessness after experiencing aging. I felt like shit in my 20s but now I realize I actually felt good. Now I tire easily and years of sitting made my body feel rusty. I feel like the youth shield is gone and I can't take the future for granted anymore and expect it to make it even to 40. Every time I experience a new pain or sensation I imagine it to be the start of something serious.

How do you deal with this? It feels like modern technology amplifies winners so if you are a loser it feels extra bad because there is such a big contrast between living with your parents and riding the bus and eating mac and cheese and living in a multi-million dollar mansion with a beautiful view and driving a ferrari and eating at 3 star restauraunts.
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 No.228020

The average person spends all their time working and might have a few weeks vacation to do something each year. If we're being real most people are too mentally drained from work to make something of their weekend so theyre not doing anything there either.

The average person hasnt even been out of their country. Nothing exciting happens because it costs too much money and middle class people have to kill yourself to survive. If you're a NEET you're not doing anything that different to a wagie in terms of interesting experiences.

It's no mistake that wagies choose cheap things for vacations. Camping, theme parks, whatever. A lot of that you can do things if you want. I'll tell you some wisdom: if you choose not to value anything than nothing will have value. It's you that defines what is important. And its your responsibility to give your life meaning. Your brain wont remember the million days you spent doom scrolling but it will remember one night you walked outside and saw shooting stars.

 No.228051

As someone who recently been diagnosed with what might be a terminal, possible life threatening disorder, I don't have those thoughts anymore. Knowing that the end might be around the corner gave me a boost, so to speak, I just want to get something done and see if it will matter. I got goals, I got priorities, I am already getting things done. It's not the end of the world, you can still start living even at 30. Doubt I will live to 50, let alone 60+ so I certainly don't have much of a choice.

 No.228052

Every day since I was a young boy I stare at the screen all the time, I even quit school to keep doing that, according to normalfags I wasted my entire life, but I feel like I did what I enjoyed the most

So I regret nothing

 No.228064

It helps me to cope by thinking that I never had opportunities or potential. I was destined to fail and there was nothing I could do to prevent this outcome. Letting go of high hopes is liberating.

 No.228070

>>219448
>The 21st century offers so many possibilities

Not for you because

>I always had depression, anxiety, social autism, adhd, average iq etc.

Get off the internet and figure out how to make money in the least painful way tolerable. Then start getting as mentally and physically healthy as you can.

I wish it was that easy otherwise I'd not be reading your post nor posting here. But that's what we've got to do. Best of luck.


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 No.323194[Reply]

What is it that you want in life?
Sometimes I want to be a quiet wandering tourist in the world. Just read history and politics and watch the geopolitical events unfold as a spectator. A tourist in the human race, uninvolved with everyone.

I remember being in primary school as a little kid and being uninterested in playing with anyone. I just wanted to wander in my own thoughts and wander in the playground aimlessly. I sometimes observed the other students. Boys playing football. succubi huddled in groups talking. Not wishing to take part myself I just analysed.

Sometimes I wish I had some great talent to such a degree that I change the course of human history. Write a world changing philosophical novel. Be a fierce Nietzschean warrior like some pirate or French Foreign Legion member. Ridiculous delusions.

Live for pleasure? (Freud) Live for power? (Nietzsche) Live for meaning? (Frankl).
What do you do? Life is so short. I am 31 years old. My body is not where I could be. My achievements are not where they could be.

What do you live for?

 No.323196

>What do you live for?

realistically? i live for the internet. only thing i want to do these days. i get up and sit on my compy and just fuck around on the internet for 16 hours till it's time to sleep. that's it. everything else is just a distraction or temporary hassle that keeps me away from the internet.

the other thing i like is sleeping. night dreaming and day dreaming. i have a tulpa that gives me some comfort.

 No.323197

i wish i could own nothing. ownership is a burden, rich people are always miserable.

but i have to own stuff because otherwise i would have to rent it, which means i can't have it instantly whenever i most need it and everything becomes cumbersome.

if i knew how much i am hindered by having to have a place where my computer sits and where my tools are, i would have never accumulated anything besides 2 pairs of clothes, a backpack and a laptop and a bowl, a spoon, a fork and a knife.

having to pay to exist is the worst trap it is such a bad system.

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>>323197

this would solve the dilemma completely. i could live on a motorcycle and have a home with all my tools with me at all times. i would not need a credit card, i would not need a bank account, i would need none of this shit and just move to the country that gives the least fuck.

it's just shit that .zip files only work in the digital.


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 No.227944[Reply]

wizards, this is a truly important question. how do you tell your mom, or anyone else for that matter, that you are really not interested in whatever female they think you should "befriend"?

i know you're going to troll me, but i still kindly ask you to find a second and think about what could be the *optimal* solution. the solution that doesn't burn bridges, doesn't create bitter enemies and yet lets you maintain the high ground. i know this is not fully achievable, but there gotta be an algorithm or something.

my brain just crashes in such situations. it's like "idk wtf are you're even talking about???" i need help
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>>228048
>clearly you're a mad crab, because I have decent looks and succubi are only interested in me until I pronounce the first sentence. They simply *smell* that they should stay the hell away from my massive brain damage.

>not that I'm particularly upset, though, just making a point. As far as work and other formalities are concerned, it's easier to deal with succubi when they have zero interest in you.

no man, i take no pleasure in being the bearer of bad news but you have not found yourself, subsequently you don't radiate the inner male god and based on that succubi could just take you or leave you but they don't eagerly discuss your whereabouts in their disgraced smartphone whatsapp group. they don't creep up on you and take pictures of you all the time and try to learn your habits and keep book on where you are usually at what time. you don't know what is going on, bless you because you don't know how awful and life-unaffirming it feels to be the subject of female coordinated military action. bless you undesirable one for your ignorance it shielding you from a truth so horrifying that it might rob you the will to go on.

 No.228054

>>228053
>bless you
thanks wizbro!
>you don't know
you went a little overboard there, 'cuz i happened to be a witness to this "coordinated military action", but directed at other men, a few times in the past. i 100% agree with you that i'm blessed for never having to experience that myself.

 No.228059

>>228053
must be hard being so desired by succubi

 No.228062

>>228059
i'm sure that anon is gonna make it alright

 No.228067

>>228059
>must be hard being so desired by succubi

not if you ask this this idiot: >>228054

for some reason this fool is certain that it can't be so bad, just because he once heard another overweight warhammer player say so.


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 No.306585[Reply]

I am not in a position to move out and I always have to listen to complaints about everything I do
Its affecting my happiness quite a bit, its a good day when I dont have to interact with anyone for a day
As if I dont know im a failure
The complaining never stops
I was a Neet I got cried to alot for that, now im a student and I still get talks about finding a part time job the same way, despite me getting money
Its so tiresome
I once worked full time for over a year, it was such a bad time to me, I dont have the energy like normies do
The worst part about it all is my mom telling me I should move out if I dont like it
I want to move out very badly, but how can I when the few hundred I get a month is barely enough to live?
Even with a part time job it would not be enough
I dont see the situation changing anytime soon

 No.306600

they complain because it works. they successfully got you to wageslave and unislave. some more complaining and they will get you to marry some succubus and shit out some grandchildren.

the trick is to actually just stop doing anything and endure their bullshit for a while until they realize it's not working and they leave you alone. become such a giant loser that they completely give up on you and they're ashamed to even talk about you to family (that's how you get out of social gatherings as well).


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 No.306437[Reply]

Does anyone else voluntarily exile themselves from society?

I'm tired of socializing, drama, human interests, social demands, social everything.

I wish I was a machine instead of a talking ape. I actually hate being an animal.
I don't even hate people, I just don't want to be in any contact with them. I even hate my own body for forcing me to eat and wash in order to not completely dysfunction.
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 No.306522

Being a loner is for the best, but being lonely is almost even worse. Damned if you do, damned if you don't, the only winning move is not to play. Might as well commit and move out in the middle of nowhere so social contact is not a factor.

 No.306539

>>306522
The idea is always more beautiful than the actual reality of being in the middle of nowhere.

Even an ultra-introvert like Unabomber couldn't take ir and you likely couldn't as well.

I tried for 18 months. It was shit.

 No.306566

The only reason to interact with people is the pursuit of a job or to reproduce. I don't need either of those things which makes the socializing game a completely useless waste of time and money.

 No.306584

>>306539
It's very easy to end up with delusional beliefs the more you isolate yourself.

 No.306597

>>306584
not really.


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 No.322610[Reply]

happy new year and all of that.

treat yourself to some sesame paste if you never head any. i regret learning about this so late, i can't help but want to warn others on not missing out on this goodness. it is just one ingredient crushed industrially into paste: sesame seeds.

when you buy it in the store it is separated and the separation is strong. when you stick a spoon in and try to stir, the bottom is so strong that the spoon can not stir. and you have to shake it and keep it in a shook state.

the sesame paste hides behind a bit of effort but the reward is worth the extra work.

the taste is amazing. mild and nutty. the nice thing about this is that it has a high fat content but it is not as impossible to digest as oil is. it still has it's fiber.

i use this to make sauces without oil. i just put tomatos and herbs into a blender and then i add a few tablespoons of this stuff and it turns into a nice creamy sauce but a sauce that the human organism has the chance to actually digest reasonably.

this stuff is so good, i wonder why it is not sold in regular supermarkets, i bother to go to the muslim markets just to get this goodness.
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 No.323004

>>322983

>350 eurobucks for a mere "it can use jars" perk. Sounds silly to me.

i understand your disbelief because 350€ is quite a lot of money but since this is an open source blender, you can just download the specifications and 3d-printing-files for free and build it yourself, or mostly yourself. they sell the blades-part (which is the most complicated part) for 40€, this one i woulud get because then you wouldn't need to metal bend and build gasket from silicone, etc. if you knew your way around motors and had spare parts and building materials collected, this is as little as it would reasonably cost you.

>I mean, if this 349 EUR device has the quality of a decent 200-250 EUR "business" blender for diners and cafeterias, then it's OK to pay some extra 100 EUR to save up hours and hours of workhours and rest hours per year.

it's even worse then that. i have a 30€ blender that rotates inside a glass vessel, i could have just continued to use it. it is slightly weaker but the additional power of the 1000w motor matters very little.

no the reason i got it is because it uses jars, this is totally worth it to me because the less cleanup and no more transfer is a tangible benefit. yeah i would have liked not to pay this much but it has simplified everything for me because i don't plan to eat cooked food much longer so this is all there is for me.

i also consider it supporting open hardware because as you might understand, proprietary consumer goods are turning into nothing but surveilance dystopia. wait for all the water kettle mysteriously stop being produced and the only ones available will be those with a little display in them so that they can show advertisement to you against your will because you are cattle to them.

 No.323005

Weak hippie soydrinkers will try to justify a $420 USD plastic box to grind their food into a paste by saying that most of the plastic is recycled and 3D printed and that the design specs for the device were uploaded online for free so it's progressive or whatever. They will say "No more cleaning" as a prime selling point because cleaning requires muscles that they don't have. They will turn decent vegetables in to slurries of spices and water because their tongues are unable to taste normal food after a lifetime of being burnt by niggerweed smoke.

Healthy men will just eat the food as is, or chop it with a knife because turning food in to paste is fucking stupid and has a history of making children's teeth and jaws undeveloped. If these men need a blender to make preworkout smoothies, they will get one from Goodwill for $14.88 and it won't ever break because it's not made by gay progressive weed hippies.

 No.323011

>>322614
Animal fats are the healthiest fats. Plant lipids are goyslop.

 No.323150

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>>323005

this is me and my vegan gang causing a ruckus in your neighborhood

 No.323193

currently enjoying a spiced nutbutter to dip vegetables in from the blender:


>bit of tahini
>bit of peanut butter (is a 100% peanut nothing else)
>raw cashews
>1 juiced orange with pulp
>small piece of ginger
>3 small cloves garlic
>1 small onion (a mild one)
>half a bouquet of dill (without the stems, only the furry parts)
>currypowder
>how curry powder
>fruity curry powder
>kurkumin powder
>pepper
>vegetable stock powder
>dark soy sauce
>almond oil small amount

i blend it into a thick paste and then dip cucumber and bell pepper pieces into it and that's my meal for the day.


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 No.322725[Reply]

i've seen a few wizards who don't seem healthy.

is too bad because being healthy is easy once you know what matters.
the practice of being healthy i have reduced to managing of habits:

you constantly manage your habits. you find out what they are by doing the opposite of being in autopilot. manual flight. then you imagine the long term consequences of each habit. then you decide if you want those, the development of a desired state. keep the desirable habits, reduce all those you don't want through constant attention on your habits.

as you do this you might stumble upon ways to improve upon the desirable habits. this is almost already doing the next thing, which is finding good new habits to practice and slowly wondering when you have time to do them.

it is up to you to be healthy, it is an option, you can make this happen if you so choose. health is one choice away.
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>>322759
>The truth is that my health isn't that bad, apart from having arthritis

i'm ~80% sure arthritis is optional because the body builders get it and their entire painful decline is optional vanity, meaning you probably could get rid of it if you wanted to go to the higher levels of human health.

i should go running more often, i think i have not done it in 2 years but what i do at least 2-3 times a week is skating and i love it and it keeps me healthy.

i believe physical expression (dance, skate, ice skating) gives something to the human organism that is a requirement for a happy life. i can't explain it better yet but when i don't do it for a while and then do it again, it is like i remember that life isn't a chore but actually enjoyable.

 No.322761

>>322759
one more thing i do is i make sure to go grocery shopping on foot and carry it home without wheels. and then i carry it up into the 4th floor without using the elevator.

typical car user steps into the vehicle, drives to get food without walking, uses a cart inside the supermarket without carrying, drives the food home into the car without doing more then a few hundred steps at most.

one other similar habit i have discovered is that i often go places on foot and then just run where i am going. just as a mode of transporting myself. i'm like the only one who is doing it as far as i can tell. people go running but only for exercise, never for transportation. feels nice and adventurous.

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i may have posted this once before, this i believe to be the best information on health i have ever stumbled upon.
6min25sec long track from an audiobook about an audiobook about the ancient dao or tao. if i remember this correct dao means 'the way'

 No.323162

i am currently being busy reading Carl Jung and one thing young Carl understood is that people sometimes get sick because that way they have an excuse not to participate in dumb torturous civilizational shit like school.

he called this a neurosis.

young Carl injured his head as a child and for a short while genuinely fainted. he realized this helped him get out of school he unconsciously got into the habit of fainting to get out of shit.

then later when this had already become a convenient habit when he heard his father talk about him being a bitch always fainting and being a retard never being able to earn a living he snapped out of it using his willpower. his body would start to faint but young Carl wasn't gonna have it and he just said nope and refused to faint. dude couldn't handle his father considering him a tard so woke up at 3am to study latin grammer until he got good at it.

amazing story because i encountered subconscious sabotage like that many times in life. imagine trying to be healthy when you have all these neurotic habits. imagine trying to eat healthy but then your body literally cringes you out of eating broccoli because you are addicted to grain-noodles.

reminds me of this meme of a fat middleaged succubi who tried brussel sprouts for the first time and she would dry-heave from smelling vegetables and started crying. i thought of this as psychosomatic behavior but i think neurosis is much clearer of a concept because it includes the knowledge of consciousness.

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made a spectacular deal and bought a used e-ink ebook reader for 35€. it was made ~2011 and it is a joy to use! i've wanted one of those ever since the first kindle came out.

i use it to display .txt files, which works flawlessly. i can adjust the text size to my liking and i was even able to change the font to open-dyslexic, which i very much like. i have not even looked at the other fonts, there are probably other nice ones available.

there is this other file format that i don't hate called .epub and besides working similar to a .txt file it can also have pictures in it, which i was surprised to learn that the little device can display. when the epub file has a cover, the cover of what i am currently reading is displayed on the sleep screen; that was a pleasant surprise for me. it may be black and white but it is still plenty detailled!

the display is just pleasant to look at no matter the time of day. at night i can turn on the backlite with the press of one button next to the standby slider. i wish the minimum brightness was just the tiniest bitter lower but it is still ok.

what amazed me the most is using it in the sun. i had no idea how much i was craving a way to use technology in the sun. try using an old laptop in direct warm sunlight, or even just a phone with it's modern display. it sucks! not only will the sun help it to overheat, it requires also for the display to be turned bright all the way to see anything which makes it even hotter and uses more battery.

to sit in direct sunlight with an ebook reader, soaking up the rare few sunrays finding their way through the artificial aluminum-clouds is the answer i have been looking for … for over a decade. for the longest time i had no answer to the question of how i even like to read. it was always uncomfortable. how to read comfortable? with a cheap ebook reader using an e-ink display in the sun. solves 2 problems at once. the problem of how to get more sun and how to even read; i think that's cool.

in other news i've had my last unhealthy food a few days ago and now all i eat is good food no matter how strong the temptation; i've done this before but never with the intend of doing it permanently. after so many temporary experiments i thought it was time. now just a few days later i remembered that my poop no longer stinks and instead spreads the pleasant aroma of fresh vegetable soup. i laughed when i remembered.


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 No.303825[Reply]

Would they? I've been thinking.

My mom is already LDAR'ing due to the debt and she's already lost one child, so I think either by suicide or stress she would die. My dad? He didn't seem to care that much when my stepbro died, but I am his firstborn. I don't know really. My little brother would probably just turn into me. That's my only concern. Everyone else, would cry for a day maybe.
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 No.305820

I don't care if they'd care but they probably would, though I'm not suicidal, my life isn't too bad right now

But yeah if I had to wage slave it'd probably kill me, wage slavery is unnatural, ideally I'd own my piece of land where I could grow crops and live off the land, it requires little effort

 No.305829

>>305579
>my parents never cared about me yet they will lie and say they do care that i'm gone. fucking evil

I … understand. My parents were kinda from the same field: they would provide me cool material stuff, yet the emotional side of the parenting was not too good.

 No.305962

>>305829
my parents idea of "parenting" was to constantly inflict these petty torments. I was just thinking the last day how unthinkable it is for me to want to hug my mom. I've long cut off all contact. my life was like a game of running away from gross people

 No.306383

Yes. If I were convinced otherwise I doubt I'd stick around very long. I wouldn't do that to my family though. Or my cat.

 No.306564

Anyone have the opposite, where large portions of their family hate them so much that they'd be actually sniggering and happy at the funeral?


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 No.228060[Reply]

I'm in my 20s and I really want to change, not for society, for me and my fathers.
I see some NEETs in their 30s in this place, exists NEETs in their 40s?
I don't want to be a NEET for more time, but I want to know who is oldest NEET in Wizchan

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