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 No.307723[Reply]

Very late 20s. Never been on a date, never been approached. Never had any friends, only acquaintances. Not even meme internet "friends". I always thought these things would naturally come to me at a later age, but they never did. With each passing year it gets worse. There is something profoundly wrong with me, it's like the part of my brain that's responsible for human contact was amputated at birth

 No.307724

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>>307723
>it's like the part of my brain that's responsible for human contact was amputated at birth
Or maybe you have brain damage from having your foreskin amputated at birth.


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 No.226669[Reply]

Some news portals were talking about employing ex-convicts by providing shelter, food, a job and other opportunities, while many people my age have difficulties finding a job at McDonald's or any other shitty job to start their career (I'm 22 years old), dealing with mental health issues and so on, because we are treated as lazy even when no one wants to lend a hand.
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 No.228478

The issue with felons is when left to their own devices have a high risk of recidivism, and since most crime, especially violent crime, is committed by a relatively small number of repeat offenders it's beneficial to at least try to rehabilitate them rather than shut them out of the job market.

Modern youth unemployment is an actual travesty however and the problem being more diverse and widespread makes it difficult. Also, I think part of the issue is unemployed young people just don't draw much sympathy from society, or fear in the case of felons and thus there's less pressure to effectively help them; hell even the threat of crab chimpouts the media likes to play up are seen more as akin to natural disasters.

 No.228479

If you live in a first world country, there is usually some kind of follow up by the system after someone is released from prison, whether they are working, how they are doing, etc. It isn't out of empathy or even for their benefit, more like security and see if they start doing criminal shit again and they have to get locked up again. Companies sometimes view ex-cons as weak and as an easy source of cheap labour.

 No.228480

>>228479
>Companies sometimes view ex-cons as weak and as an easy source of cheap labour.
That sounds like some made up trope from American 80s movies, but it's the conclusion you'd come to when seeing so many convicts in certain American industries. The reality is that in the first world's Liberal dystopia, governments incentivize companies to hire criminals through wage subsidization and special insurances. The government wants people with a criminal record to stay in the workforce as the sole means of rehabilitation. I'm sure it works, with not having steady income being the main driving force behind stealing things, but it has the negative side effect of causing employers to seek out criminals for the kickbacks while ignoring applications from those with a clean record. The news articles OP alludes to are true, but it's worse than MSM leads on. CANZUK is more likely to just give free housing and money to criminals while not obligating them to get jobs. This sounds good for aspiring young people, but instead our governments issue wage subsidization and other financial rewards to companies who fulfill mandatory employee race quotas with immigrants of a certain skin color.

 No.228483

>>226669
because ex-convicts are dangerous, if they experience homelessness and don't have money to buy food (let's not even talk about drug/alcohol addictions) they're going to rob someone.
having a job also keeps them busy so they don't get involved into gang business.
>>226672
prison is indeed useless, it should be replaced with labor camps.
only people who are disabled or seriously ill get sent to prison, the rest have to work 12 hours a day, 6 days a week, that way it would save taxpayers money, have them repay their debt to society and it would serve as an actual deterrence.

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>>226669
Because we gave succubi rights, and they are attracted to low IQ violent thugs.


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 No.323749[Reply]

Canada got rid of the D-glucuronolactone in the original Monster and Monster Zero Ultra. How does this make you feel wizzies? Imo that was one of the defining ingredients in the Monster energy blend, and taking it out makes Monster not too dissimilar from every other energy drink on the market. (It was what caused that specific feeling of stimulation in your cerebral cortex that you don't get with other beverages.)

Also energy drink general I guess
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 No.323770

>>323769
>The better to attract succs with right?

they do respond to a healthy male whether the healthy male wants to be responded to or not and they really only care about consent when it regards themselves.

they being obnoxious with you in the street is fine because in their perpetual mindset of war the end justifies the means. before i had a full (scary looking) beard and wore a hat to hide my healthy head of hair, they'd just come right up to me and bother me, block my path, demand attention from me.

 No.323771

>>323768
>PLENTY OF WATER is needed for:

you are missing the point completely and you have disgraced yourself with this panic outbutst.

>medical fasting
medicine is not all there is. there are other ways to heal then to pay your insurance and go to the doctor and then do what the doctor says.

you need to calm down though.

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>>323749
>Canada got rid of the D-glucuronolactone in the original Monster and Monster Zero Ultra
AND replaced panax ginsing with panax ginsing flavour. Sad!

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>>323771
>this panic outbutst.
>you need to calm down though.
You are giving horrible, baseless health advice that is guaranteed to make any man who follows it way worse off for health. You should be drowned.

>medicine is not all there is. there are other ways to heal then to pay your insurance and go to the doctor and then do what the doctor says.
By "Medical fasting" I obviously mean as opposed to "religious fasting" which does have its caveats and rules depending on the faith practiced. You don't get to redefine what "fasting" means because you personally don't drink water when you fast. To fast is to abstain from food. Not from water. It's fascinating how you alt-health 'smarter than thou because trust me' ironic schizos are also always completely unable to comprehend basic English and fall back to making strawman presumptions about who they're arguing with as a substitute for actual understanding. What subreddit is breeding this archetype? I wouldn't piss in your mouth if you were dying of thirst.

 No.323774

>>323773
historically fasting usually implied also abstaining from all liquid.
it’s really the modern health trends (like redditors who do “intermittent fasting”) that are redefining it to mean only abstaining from food, and why it would early on be referred to as “water fasting” to clarify that they would still drink water during the fast, although that name would sometimes confuse some people who thought it meant “fasting from water”, who would then proceed to have your exact reaction.


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 No.307519[Reply]

i'm 37 (soon to be 38). watching as your body degrades in real time is debilitating. earthly life is evil in every aspect.
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 No.307576

>>307575
Torturing consciousness is a replicable, scientifically demonstrable, evil deed

 No.307578

>>307575
Go back to reddit, godless abomination.

 No.307579

>>307576
>Torturing consciousness
No such thing. Plenty of wizards happily.

>science
A human construct based on blind faith in axioms.

>>307578
Lol

 No.307721

>>307575
If you start thinking like this then all human ideas like physics, evolution, atheism are just human constructs not independent of mind.

 No.307722

i for one feel good because i eat raw plants and call your food candy, i exercise, i skate, i meditate, i sunbathe, i read, i build my own furniture. while you suffer i am mildly optimistic. being healthy is worth it, your mouthpleasure can't compare to loving your body and it loving you back.

my body is literally a machine that loves me and i take good care of it.

also just stop being depressed, it's possible once you stop insisting on it so hard.


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 No.49409[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Anyone here have weird, niche interests? I’m curious about this kind of thing. I like hearing about people dedicating their lives to one specific strange thing. Post about them here.
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 No.70494

>>70148
wow congrats faggot

 No.70495

>>50746
I love etymologies. It's very fun to break down morphemes

 No.70497

>>50746
https://www.etymonline.com/
You can use this for a broader answer

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>>49409
I like to read about
>Psychonautics
(or altered state of mind or how to play with your brain and sensations)
In general i read just about Hypnosis and magic/magick or ritualism, placebos, mind tricks, mindhacking, mind illusions etc.
I dont read much about drugs bacause i dont consume or have money for these (i dont want to turn addict) maybe in my 40 years i will try some drugs or heavy methods but for now i want to be healthy.
Its a fun insteresting hobby but is not a very good talk topic for normies.
Sometimes i talk with this with hippies new agers and some aspie science dudes, not the typical normie but they respect and have interest in these things around mind and body control and sensations.

 No.70580

>>70531
I have read a lot about drugs and I find that it has some practical application. Like I will never take any opioids or benzos if a doctor tries to prescribe it to me being aware of the death spiral.


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 No.302164[Reply]

Does anyone here struggle with alcohol, or have managed to quit?

It used to be a good coping mechanism for me, but it seems the older I've gotten the worse it feels, and it's become detrimental to my health and the way I behave around people. Easily annoyed, constantly starting shit, tired all the time, strange pains. And I was still getting worse, fast.

This has been a wake-up call and I'm realizing I need to quit before it's too late. Though that's easy for me to say now when I'm still feeling bad, and I fear the cravings will come back strong, but I know I've got to try.

Curious to hear others experience with this.
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 No.307427

>>307425
It's impossible to fry dopamine unless
>However, high-dose amphetamine can cause indirect neurotoxicity as a result of increased oxidative stress from reactive oxygen species and autoxidation of dopamine
I don't how to put it in my own words. I'm not a biologist or chemist

 No.307428

>>307427
What I meant is fucking with the dopamine system by gulping to much alcohol. I know what it feels like, it's like a total draught, nothing is fun, complete anhedonia for days. But it passes, timeline depends on how much and for how long you've been drinking.

 No.307429

>>307428
I don't think it has something to do with the dopamine system. Drug withdrawal happens with antidepressant too and any kind of withdraw can lead to death, seizures and other awful things that are probably not related to dopamine.
>nothing is fun, complete anhedonia
Quite common effects when a body is ill and needs to preserve energy for recovery.

 No.307460

I am drunk again, but I poured out all alcohol yesterday and swore to never drink again, I am too weak

 No.307718

>>307460
drinking again


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 No.322725[Reply]

i've seen a few wizards who don't seem healthy.

is too bad because being healthy is easy once you know what matters.
the practice of being healthy i have reduced to managing of habits:

you constantly manage your habits. you find out what they are by doing the opposite of being in autopilot. manual flight. then you imagine the long term consequences of each habit. then you decide if you want those, the development of a desired state. keep the desirable habits, reduce all those you don't want through constant attention on your habits.

as you do this you might stumble upon ways to improve upon the desirable habits. this is almost already doing the next thing, which is finding good new habits to practice and slowly wondering when you have time to do them.

it is up to you to be healthy, it is an option, you can make this happen if you so choose. health is one choice away.
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 No.323393

>>323342
i should have tried juicing first time i heard about it. Jack LaLanne may have been the first time i encountered juicing. i regret not instantly dropping everything i was doing and trying to find a way to juice 🤣

 No.323678

developing the running habit currently.

i did this when i was younger and i remember that i got runners high from it. i forgot about this. at some point in the run, the body just starts to feel good and usually the good feeling carries itself for a while after the run.

i've been running about half the days in the last 1-2 weeks. around half an hour each time. in the last few days i noticed that i had difficulties exhausting myself and i noticed the presence of this nonsensical barrier that would make me want to stop running after 2 minutes even though i wasn't tired.

today was better. i stopped running only after 5 minutes maybe and i though i had an easier time sweating. one thing i am doing now that i did not succeed in previous attempts was doing it early in the day, at around 8 or 9 in the morning. i tried running late at night and every time i did this, i could not sleep for hours so it would always fuck up my sleep schedule. in one way running costs energy but it also generates nervous system energy (piezo-electrically or however you say it) so believing i would have been able to sleep soon after running may have been futile.

no running early in the day is way better, the entire day gets better! i never knew, never did it right. seems trivial like something i should have known; i didn't.

unfortunately this attracts the females.

 No.323684

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>>323392
>The power of now by Eckhart Tolle
Pls, sorry my Engrish, I have that book and i read it.
I never like the new age and quantum mysticism bullshit in Eckhart Tolle Books.
He talk alot about old greek-roman, Stoic and buddhist philosophy etc but he shit a lot in the practices and just paint it with pop psychology and new age and techno-psychobabble shit made up by him, a lot of people critized this guy bacause he talk alot of erroneous philosophy views from Descartes, Nietzsche, Sartre, buddhist, Christians and just take quotes out of context from these people for self-help guru babble into the path of pop new age guru self help bullshit.
If you have interest in original philosophy and practices, stay fucking away of that dude bacause he use a lot misquotes or quote mining.
But if you just like new age and new thought things mixed up with new age gurue babble, read it without much problems.
>Also
He has a total erroneous perspective of Buddhist concept of suffering and attachment and about the psychology concept of Ego that in a lot of ways is more egoist and dehumanizing than illuminating, typical of cultist of new age. He just ruin the concept of attachment of buddhist and just make a loop-hole of feedback of think-think ego into consciousness, there's zero philosophy of stoics or buddhist or any type of focus in a practice here just cultist shit made up by him.
Even for the Gnostics this is bullshit, you can call it spiritual materialism focused in ego building and destroying the humanizing process. damn new age guru.
https://rationalwiki.org/wiki/Eckhart_Tolle

 No.323688

>>323684
i've read your entire post twice. the heavy urgency with which you insist to only see negatives about eckhart tolle does not match the light, substanceless criticism of you decided to bring forward.

why warn me of him when he is but one author of many who decided to share their perspective about it this topic of mindfulness, meditation, nervous system awareness, consciousness or how ever you choose to approach this different mode of relating to life that his books merely point at. why only throw the buzzwords at him as if he did something others did not? the mountain of guilt you ascribe to him seem suspiciously unjust. maybe you are just against people sitting quietly

the eckhart tolle books are basically "spirituality for dummies", dudeman tried to make a very easy approach for stressed-out struggling people who i believe can greatly benefit from some of the concepts he talks about. i thought him bothering to create his own lore and inventing words to grasp more complicated ideas is something that would help a reader. none of his ideas are unique, i believe his intentions are to make it easy and stripped of traditional baggage, which i for one greatly appreciate.

 No.323767

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stumbled upon an eckhart clip where he makes fun of facebook


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 No.307023[Reply]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

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 No.307697

>>307695
but considering brain is a computer it is the most realistic answer i know. if self consciousness was real then "i" would be a solid concept instead it's very vague and many even argue that "i" doesn't exist and that ego is an illusion.

 No.307698

what's with all this retarded philosophy debate itt?
i just want to kill myself

 No.307701

>>307697
Not the fella you're replying to but I don't think the brain can be boiled down to something as "simple" as a computer. I know this sounds woo-woo but my feeling is that the brain, like everything else in nature, has a lot of intuitive wisdom built into it. A computer is designed with a purpose within the limited mental constraints of its designers. There is a vastness, depth and interconnected-ness to things that emerge from natural evolutionary processes that simply do not map onto things made by humans. Perhaps the reason it is hard for us to pin down what "consciousness" is or "where that elusive I is located in the brain" is because we lack the language to even describe these sorts of things because we always get bogged down trying to dissect everything into atomic units.

 No.307702

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>>307698
>i just want to kill myself
That statement needs to be questioned because it's pretentious and presumptuous. Hence philosophy.

Now I'm with you as a pretentious and presumptuous person myself. I think it's obvious that nature and society are based on principles that guarantee suffering and I think it's obvious that any attempt to change yourself and others can never be more than marginal, temporary and superficial. Non-philosophically speaking: it was over before it began. Life sucks and will never get better unless you're a delusional npc.

Now if that's the case, it seems reasonable to assume that there is a force making it so. Do you believe you can defy that force by ending the body? Perhaps you can because that force selects those who are willing to put up it with it. That's the irony of the antinatalist desire: soon countless single men and countless single succubi are going to die without children and the world will go on with an ever increasing number of delusional npc's. Say rope-chan, do you like that thought?

 No.307717

>>307702
but this is the suicide thread, not the philosophy thread
idk about “defying” the force behind it by kms, but at the very least this life will end, so even if i have no absolute knowledge of whatever comes afterwards, i’m sure it won’t be a repetition
and yes, that final thought does bring me some comfort
we can’t leave this world without a smile, wiz


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 No.307210[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post here if you don't have enough to say for a new thread, but it's too depressing for the crawl thread.

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 No.307686

>>307682
I've noticed they're pretty hard to work with. The ones that haven't made it still think they're going to make it, so you have to deal with their BS while they walk all over everyone else.

 No.307687

For a split second I forgot where I was.

 No.307688

>>307687
hell is like that

 No.307715

somehow I became schizophrenic in my 30s. Why does this shit only happen to me? Yeah schizophrenia affects others but I had to be a miserable depressed NEET on top of it.

So many fucked up things happen to me if I list them all it sounds like I'm joking around. I have to mention each of them in different posts or It sounds absurd.

 No.307716

>>307715
The funny thing about life is it's completely unbelievable unless it happened to you


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 No.307580[Reply]

I am really tired
How can I find happiness independant of other people?
I cant deny I feel the need for connection, but it always ends poorly for me
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 No.307583

realistically what you really crave is just validation. connection is when you're validated by another person's existence because they share your world view or identity. that's difficult for wizardly types because we are more unique and less conformist than others, so it's difficult to find and meet such people.

>>307582
this is a good impersonal way of getting validation that might work for wizardly types. do something valuable, provide a service to a community of people and receive good feedback for it. you have to find a community that isn't completely anonymous and where content isn't transient, so that your contributions can compound and you increase the chance of your work being recognized by others.

i spent a good part of my teenage years just answering people's questions on tech forums and it was actually quite a good source of validation. even though i never made any "friends" in a traditional sense, helping people out with their questions and problems was rewarding for its own sake.

there's tons of ways of getting positive feedback from other people. probably easier than ever now that you have the internet. you just have to put yourself out there, create something interesting, help other people, provide interesting opinions and "takes" that mirror what people are already thinking about etc.

 No.307584

>>307582
>Engage with that hobby's community. Contribute to it.
lmao

 No.307598

>>307580
health, neeting, good entertainment
I guess i'm a bad person to give advice for this as i am suicidal

 No.307713

>>307582
Hobbies don't work long-term, they just give you something to do that isn't doomscrolling

 No.307714

>>307713
>Hobbies don't work long-term (for me), they just give (me) something to do that isn't doomscrolling
Is how you should have wrote your post.


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 No.307689[Reply]

I am losing my motivation im gonna fail out of Uni
I dont really want to quit, but I have less and less energy
I am in a state of constant burnout despite doing nearly nothing
im such a failure
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 No.307708

>>307704
I'm not the OP but have YOU tried modafinil?

 No.307709

>>307704
I have. It's fine once in a while but tolerance is insane, day 2 is 20% of day 1.

 No.307710

>>307704
Never take jewpills.

 No.307711

>>307704
i was on stimulants but they dont help me they make me sweat and unable to focus even at low doses
At most taking stimulants makes me want to play video games and not go outside

 No.307712

>>307704
Damn gonna start doing math


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 No.314827[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Hitler's thread:
Paintings or things related to him or to national socialism.

- Painting of a castle.
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 No.323634

>>323631
kek

 No.323687

>>323686
>>323683
>>323656

Your fake schizophrenic copypasta isn't being "censored". I keep deleting your posts because they're off-topic. There's a general politics thread and probably some other threads about conspiracies or Jews or something where you can post this.

 No.323735

Not Germany but I live in Europe. On flea markets here you can find sometimes real books, medals, postcards, paper, etc from the Third Reich. I'm not a right-winger myself but damn that stuff looks aesthetic

 No.323746

>>323735
>I'm not a right-winger myself
You should be. If you are white that is, if not then be whatever you want you animal.

 No.323748

>>323746
Ah the classic go ahead and kys except if you are white


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 No.323406[Reply]

I'm actually worried about the OS needing ID to even let you use your computer. How TF do you even get around it? Use a non-mainstream OS? Can we even prepare before this happens?
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 No.323742

Im more worried about 90% of people not being worried about it. For the longest time I dual booted Debian and W7 (without telemetry) which I both had to manually disable updates for, and only used degoogled LineageOS with replacement core Jewgle Services if absolutely needed to. But it was for naught. I watched all the devs and bakers eventually submit to (((convenience))) or burn out or worse, outright get poached and subvert from the inside (looking at you Magisk faggots). It simply is not realistic to remain lets say "competitive" let alone move forward in life while trying to fight the slowly creeping in totalitarian techno jewish state. You just cant.

Btw im poor too so hardware wise theres not much I can do, I have a broken Thinkpad T430 that I plan on librebooting eventually, several old cellphone flagships. An old C2D desktop im not sure if still works, and the semi modern Xeon Thinkstation im posting this from. I think people who refuse to join the entire techno dystopia will be cut from the internet, as simple as. Software is already both incredibly complex, locked down and also resource demanding that there will be little you can do with this type of hardware.

 No.323743

>>323742
i remember the magisk days, that was annoying and sometimes did not work. now it is super easy.

>install f-droid
>add the microG repo to f-droid
>install the 2 apps from the repo (microG services and MicroG companion)
>install aurora store without google account by selecting anonymous in the first run
>get the stupid banking app or the stupid packstation app from aurora
>it just works as if you had all the google garbage on your phone.

 No.323744

>>323743
Each of those steps has their own list of required steps

 No.323745

>>323742
Worry about yourself not other people because there's absolutely nothing you can do to change their behavior

 No.323747

>>323744
>Each of those steps has their own list of required steps

like what?


>install f-droid
>>stop one arm from shoveling popcorn into your mouth and continue with one-armed feeding
>>use the idle arm to to grab the phone
>>install f-droid
>>put done the phone again
>>resume dual-arm popcorn feeding


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 No.307706[Reply]

Why do us humans have to be so alone? I feel that despite having options to live and exist and do things we still are so very dependent on this biological programming to seek connection. I don't know how to say this but I honestly, often hate myself for seeking it from other people — trying to make friends who would listen, or talk, or at least stay. I know people are very busy and have no time to stay to listen and understand other people's loneliness but I typically wonder if I could just have one person, not a therapist, just one genuinely good person who would not be judgemental (although they could be if they have any good advice) and would just listen to me like I matter; my situation is not something I am making up, this is me, suffering from being an outlier who has tried so hard to be a part of normal people but just couldn't. I really tried, but the performance was too much (although calling it a performance would be hypocritical). I could not do it, everyday I felt I was lying to myself, there was a small part of whatever honesty left was leaving me everyday, slowly but I could feel it. I did't know if I am living or lying. How long can I continue with this? Even when alone one, doing his work, to push through shouldn't there be a part within him that calls for an alignment with his honest self? I feel I lack that, it feels so pretentious to be existing. I don't wanna leave everything and just run away because I am not strong enough but I wonder if I could continue like this, and even if I could, calling that just a part of being human and a lot of other (fellow wizards) are going through the same, I don't know how long I could go on without completely going insane.

 No.307707

conjure a tulpa


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 No.56336[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post your desktop
I want to see what wizards desktops look like and what they use as a daily driver.

I use Debian GNU/Linux with a full suckless setup
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 No.70569

I wish I was tech literate. having A linux OS sounds cool

 No.70570

>>70569
Linux for desktop use is still trash, you have to choose between two janky display servers, one that's like 40 years old and the other is jank

None of the android display solutions have been ported to desktop linux, that gpl license is worthless

 No.70575

>>70570
why people are using linux distros if it is jank shit? I will never know; just because the software is written differently to work with an hardware

 No.70576

>>70575
Because windows is "Fascist" and "invades your privacy" and doesn't "respect your freedoms". Those using Linux as a protest against windows are the embodiment of "cutting off your nose to spite your face".

 No.70578

>>70576
I want a linux now


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 No.65927[Reply]

Here we discuss and speak of dreams that we had or the kind of dream that we would want.
We don't discuss of lucid dreaming.
I wanted to make this kind of thread as i do control them in how they will work but once inside i let the dream go and work his own doing.
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 No.70465

This is going to sound like a shitpost but I have this recurring dream that some ethic foreigners are trying to steal my car. It always ends with me killing them in some way. Half the time the car in question isn't even the car I drive IRL but I know it's mine and they want to take it.

 No.70572

I get these dreams about video games or romhacks which do not exist complete with entire mechanics and stories. The games always give this child like excitement and go paired with this feeling of when I played games as a child.
I only play games occasionaly these days and when I do they do not really excite me anymore or are anything like my dreams

 No.70573

>>70465
Average armed Ameriburger who wishes someone would break into their house

 No.70574

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I play a lot of multiplayer military shooters that aim for realism in the way weapons are handled, and I also do shooting sports IRL. This gives me a lot of dreams in which I'm just an armed soldier tasked with doing mundane military tasks or going and killing communists. Being an actual warrior in these dreams is cool but sometimes the dreams lean more to the videogame side and I end up dying because I'm lagging out or the controls are being unresponsive. Like you know how men have dreams about punching people but the dream doesn't always let the punch really land? I keep needing to shoot communists but the gun isn't working. Last night was a case of me needing to set up a radio on the field but it kept being red and translucent to indicate that it couldn't be placed there, and I died trying to find a place where the game would let me set it up. Then the dream went realism mode and I was shooting at bad guys (Slavs) who were holed up in a building, but then I found out there were also nice cats and dogs in the building too and I may have harmed them so I woke myself up by killing myself.

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>>65927
I once had a dream i fucked you mama


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 No.228407[Reply]

Why is anime so engraved into this site and this kind of culture? Is it just the cause of the succubi or cause japan had the crab culture first?
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 No.228458

>>228426
wish i knew i guess they just like to parasite on the most "elitist" thing but having no brain of their own means they couldn't land anywhere else except sel.

 No.228463

im a millennial, i grew up right at the kick off of pokemon mania, but there was also tons of anime on fox kids, kids wb, toonami, adult swim.

anime back in the day had a cool exotic thing going for it, "these cartoons arent some tom and jerry shit".

i dont get how anyone would hate animu in 2026, its become a completely normified hobby

 No.228464

>>228463
Today I would respect someone who is decidedly not an anime fan as long as they're not a moralfag.

 No.228469

>>228407
Anime just mesmerize people in a way cartoons don't, because anime allows the creators to tell whatever story they want, while cartoons must be family-friendly for some reason.
It's not that cartoons can't do the same as anime, most cartoon teams and studios shoot themselves in the foot with arbitrary limitations.
Ever heard of "Hartman Hips", cartoonists invented it because most publisher didn't allow them to draw boobs. Boobs on their own isn't nsfw, but whatever.

 No.228481

>>228407
Because Anime has the tendency to deal with themes that aren't as commonly found in Western media, for the simple reason that Japan has very different cultural roots. For example you will have a lot of shows deal with the idea of periods of your life ending and having to move on to a new chapter, especially in any kind of slice of life high school type setting. A lot of Western media also seems to be more prone to adapting the political/social messaging of the week into its content, which is unappealing to many. Now kindly leave this site and don't return.


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 No.322970[Reply]

How do you fellow thirdie NEET survive and cope? I am Neet in third world country, I really don't want to return to the call center I used to work from last year ;-; the town I live in went to hell too so virtually no local jobs either, I want to be a NEET all day every day but I am forced to work since I live in a third world country and NEETbucks don't exist here, I also can't afford nice things and hobbies so even NEETing is not really fun but a lesser evil compared to the cagie life to me, not to mention the wages are extremely bad, my former job paid less than 200 USDs a month and I had to work 6 days a week (most people in my country work 6 days a week).
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 No.323074

I wageslaved for a year at a gas station for 280 U.S.D a month, it was a hell on earth.

 No.323079

>>323051
Some of us fucked up and are barely getting neetbux at 40, a neet had an SSI case going 8 years

 No.323172

It's a hell on earth.

 No.323648

>>323033
Genuine question, if you're unable to get enough gibs to house yourself or find employment, then what is the point in living? I cannot think of a worse situation than what you just described. Why would you want to cling onto such a meaningless existence? At least as a NEET living with their parents or off the government you can live a hedonistic relaxed life, but constantly walking and living like that just sounds like torture. I'd rather be in prison because I feel liek that would be more stimulating than whatever you plan on doing.

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i'm just glad i don't have to see and interact with retarded normalfags every day
that's worth almost anything


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 No.323653[Reply]

I'm curious what the covid-19 vaccination rate is like among wizards.

Personally, I was the only one in my immediate and extended family to not get the vaccine or boosters. No doubt influenced by the normie propaganda, I faced a lot of harassement and pressure from my mother.

Knowing my family, I would also probably have been uninvited from family gathering for not having the vaccine but since I stopped seeing them 2 decades ago, it was a moot point.
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 No.323718

>>323701
>Keep boosting

what?

 No.323721

>>323668
I'm still alive

 No.323722

>>323718

 No.323739

>>323653
reminder that jews are responsible for the covid scam.

reminder that jews fake pandemics.

 No.323740

>>323739
Those cheeky bastards


/dep/

 No.301895[Reply]

Starting a new anti-suicide general as the original has been bump-locked.

Helping wizards to understand that persuasive feelings of suicide can be bested.

Further the discursive spirit of this thread will remain the same as the first: to counter the general luring tenor of sadness that defines all the other threads through sharing positive practical advice purposed to reducing suicidal behavior even when we feel most suicidal. Naturally, being that I started the topic, I will be the first to contribute.

(1) Know that I care about you guys deeply and sincerely. Call me a faggot, I don't care (many have already done this, to no worthwhile avail)
(2) Examine what you are eating. For example, gluten especially produces depressive/psychotic episodes in sensitive autistic individuals. Sugar also is not healthy for your brain. Delimiting ingestion of both is wise.
(3) Make sure you are getting sufficient sleep. Chronic sleeplessness or even a few days' worth of irregular sleep can seriously interfere with the clarity of our thinking.
(4) Clean up. Taking a warm shower and putting on fresh clean clothes always is refreshing and helps to break up darkened mental habits.
(5) Breathe fresh air. Open whichever windows punctuate your room and allow some wind to come in.
(6) Watch your breathing. When we are panicked, our breathing can become very disordered and we do not recognize the effect this has on our thinking. Take deep, purposeful breaths, and collect your thoughts.
(7) Respect yourself. You have done your best to survive in an awful world, and you should grant yourself forgiveness for any mistakes and the allowance to rest with a composed and balanced mind.

I've done my part. Anyone else?
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 No.306997

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WAVING GOODBYE WAVING GOODBYE WAVING GOODBYE WAVING GOODBYE WAVING GOODBYE WAVING GOODBYE

WITH SOARING EYES

 No.307253

>>306994
under large remote trees is a spot i enjoy for meditating.

 No.307353

its not that bad. i only ever lurked here so im not totally sure what wiz attitudes towards substances are. why not try lsd and meditate on your experiences? read into buddhist practices and be cool.

 No.307560

>>304017
Are you Christian?

 No.307696

>>307560
yes.


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