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 No.304361[Reply]

The imposition edition. How many times have you done this? Previous https://wizchan.org/dep/res/303254+50.html
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 No.304608

>>304602
How far did you stand away from them? I mostly am so busy with my own thoughts that I have trouble following the conversation even if someone standing right next to me is talking to me.

 No.304623

I can't seem to stop farting like hell. The smell is horrid. It's been like this for 2 hours straight. Is this some magic brewing inside of me

 No.304634

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Some cats in winter and autumn go under the engine or exhaustion pipe inside the car where they can be injured in a torturous way. I saw cat footprints on a snow. It went to a car and there were no footprints on other sides. I went elsewhere, then returned to the window and noticed the footprints were going from that spot in other direction. The cat went away from a car.

Since I returned in a minute, I would returned either way. Maybe then I would go outside for the first time in 3 months to investigate like wait and meow. Stupid. Now I have an idea of putting aloud videos of cat voices, other cats react to it. But I only have such idea now.

Feminists bitch about pay gap, while lobsters are still boiled alive. Why anime characters do nothing about cat situation, Nissan in Japan did irl (they put protection there). What would my waifu think about my passiveness? She refused to boil alive, there was a crab scenario and I'd remember if it was something opposite. Toxic positivity and selfishness of normalfags who have more power and opportunities really makes me mad. Along with their emotional blackmail against basic human right to die. Plenty of ecological organizations with specialists and efficient experts and not a single campaign in the media, even flyers to the cars. Just sporadic mentions. Crutasceans and others situation is easily understandable without extra campaigns tho.

 No.304635

>>304634
Why would Joe the Normie care about a cat when he can bang a roastie and drink himself to death?

 No.304637

>>304635
Why wouldn't he. Joe would probably assom catto to be:

- a mouse-catching machine
- something his succa R. would BAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWW about if found dead
- something his normie ass could remeber from time to time



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 No.304577[Reply]

it hurts being someone tacky and not being smart. I was told I was tacky one day, it really hurts. truth is hard to accept, the hardest is being told things to hurt you (tacky in this case). I will achieve nothing and they'll get away with it (those who insulted me). I hope for justice one day that will ever come
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 No.304626

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>>304577
I not tired of assholes and their behaviour
I tired of my response, emotions and my behaviour response to that assholes behaviour.
Revenge and hate doesn't give anything useful, just more hate, revenge, and suffering in the process of life.
>Also
This is a way to illumination.

 No.304631

>>304626
I had to cut my coffee to react less to

1) actual asso-s
2) people who aren't as as-le as myself haha

 No.304632

The game is to get as far away from normies as possible as quickly as you can.

 No.304636

>>304632
Normies are so close that some of them are you. Beware.



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/wiz/

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 No.226451[Reply]

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dead_Internet_theory#Origins_and_spread

> The dead Internet theory's exact origin is difficult to pinpoint. In 2021, a post titled "Dead Internet Theory: Most Of The Internet Is Fake" was published onto the forum Agora Road's Macintosh Cafe esoteric board by a user named "IlluminatiPirate",[12] claiming to be building on previous posts from the same board and from Wizardchan,[1]


This is the most famous thing, Wizchan has done since Gamergate. It is the 1st time since then that major media has talked about Wizchan. And even Sam Altman the most important man on earth talked about it.

This is going to be the most important idea of the AI Era, and every book that talks about it will have to footnote its from Wizchan.

Here we are mentioned in the prestigious The Atlantic in 2021 before this gpt stuff even started

https://www.theatlantic.com/technology/archive/2021/08/dead-internet-theory-wrong-but-feels-true/619937/

https://archive.ph/I4hqM#selection-765.417-765.427

Wizchan coined the term that will define the future. we're heroes.
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 No.227370

>>227329
>yeah the most evil Algorithm is the one that feeds you more of X, after you request less of X. Because the fact that X got enough of an emotional response from you to provoke a minus, is proof that it is stimuli. And so then the algorithm feeds you more and more of what you asked not to see.

You know, at this point, 1990s' practice of keeping a list of links on your personal webpage is a good idea. (OH WAIT IT'S NOT - it makes your page a "doorway"!)

 No.227371

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>>227366

Quite a CaroLAIN moment… AIN'T huh?

 No.227373

>>226460
Health adverts are literally this. They'll hit you with adverts for medical problems in order for you to think you have it (otherwise why would it be targeted), that way you go to the doctor.

The funniest shit was pregnant succubi being ousted by getting pregnancy adverts. As soon as a relative got pregnant, I got bombarded with pregnancy related adverts too, and this was before they shared the news.

 No.227374

>>227373
I heard the news about this also… Ugh.

 No.227375

I am being stalked by rogue AI that just materialised into existence



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 No.303408[Reply]

Looks like my father was a psychopath, not being able to tell apart "tears of happniess" cry from "manipulative crybaby" cry.

Looks like I would not be able to handle growing up in his house anyway.
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>>303427
>Don't psychopaths have cognitive empathy?

Cognitive… empathy? Sounds like a name for an empathy substitute (in the same sense as "soy milk" is "milk")

>They understand what's going on - they just don't care. What they're missing is affective empathy.


Smart mathy person (and a 6'3" absolute unit of a bloke), yeah, but when it comes to *feelings*, he's a massive "I don't care" meathead. He's blind to the *vibe* of relief or such. So every time I sigh in relief he reall has to ask me "WHY are you SIGHING?!?!"

He has the life experience to process regular, normal" emotions, but he is completely blind to serious dramatic moments of a small fella's life. Therefore, every time I have a strong emotion - and don't have the COMPOSURE to mask it… one more SNAFU moment happens.



>What they're missing is affective empathy.

Every time he said something important and I was all like "phew! Thanks!" he would only start asking WHY I just made this funny noise of gasp/sigh in relief.

 No.303431

>>303430
You have to remember 10% of the population has alexithymia or is mind blind in other words they have no theory of mind and cannot comprehend other people have thoughts and feelings as well.

 No.303436

>>303431
>You have to remember 10% of the population has alexithymia

Ah. Thanks. Truly, I needed that information.

 No.303822

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>>303431
the severity of this alexi-something varies though

 No.304633

>>303408
>>303431
Bump

Apparently, my father decded to *go for cigarettes* after my mother tried to rant with him over… a can of sardines. Or some other canned fish.


Dad was tired, after carrying stuff (elevator was turned off).
Mom was stupid, thinking its appropriate to strip hard-working dads off their food.
Me - heard everything and now have to live with it.

Screw it all. Artificial wombs and cloned people ftw. "Mother bears" are horrible troublemakers in terms of producing "n00rmal ppl".



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 No.63176[Reply]

I'm looking for games from the 2000s and before 2010, mainly. But are free to recommend.

These are my PC specs:
Windows 10
4GB RAM
Intel Celeron CPU N3050 @ 1.60 GHz (2 cores)

I wanted to play .hack//G.U., but my PC is crap and can’t handle the PS2 emulator.

I'm looking for games with a good story, dark humor, and absurdity (I hate using that term, but I can't think of a better one). I’m into JRPGs like Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy, Dragon Quest, and .hack//G.U. — I haven’t actually played any of those, but they’ve always caught my attention kek.

To give you an idea of my taste, here are some games I like:

>Bioshock 1 & Infinite

>Manhunt 1
>DMC 3
>Postal 1
>Katana Zero
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 No.63225

What's the best 3DS emulator,bros?

 No.63226

>>63225
Citra has been the best for me. Played all of MH4U on it no problem, no stutters framedrops or anything.

 No.63227

>>63226
I plan to play Citra on Android, so, no virus or any problems?

 No.63286

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Check out some abandonware sites or GOG promos, also you definitely should try BloodRayne if you like DMC3 and Manhunt.

 No.63354

In my opinion,


Test Drive Unlimited

is a very *meditative* game



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 No.302958[Reply]

>So TL:DR; online places changed and I'm no longer suited for them. There are no suitable places and circumstances to make friends at my age. People my age got families and why would they want to be my friend anyways?


2000s internet vibes can still be found in:

* Gaiaonline
* Vaporwave communities
* City forums, I guess?
* Food communities, kitchen clubs
* they hack "gamespy" era PC games to have multiplayer mode WITHOUT now-defunct GameSlayn. Games that still have communities

* Dos.zone
DOS era games can be played online.
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>>302957
You really did make an entire thread to reply to my post.
Quite insane.
Also took a while for me to even check the catalog.

>>302973
Yeah the change isn't only noticed by people my age, it really depends on what age you gained internet access and what parts you got exposed to initially.
I still had an atari for example, but not because I was into retro anything, or because I'm old enough to be one of its users, it's just that rural poverty meant we got everything much later than the rest of the world.
Then when I got exposed to the internet I was lead by my "elders" as well.

I'm sure even zoomers notice, you mention minecraft, a lot of those early creators, though I didn't consume much, but some were big enough that reached me too, they used to be much different.
They were… creative and authentic. Nowadays all of it feels way too intentionally crafted to be a brand, something to sell, something to make money from.

Every space online has been way too commercialized and normiefied and the issue is that there are more and more people who have only seen this version of the internet and they love it. So if you don't, there is no space for you and they will make it very clear.
It is sad.

>More like, people didnt exactly 'change', they began to show their true colors.

I disagree with this to an extent. Again, the people I used to be around moved on with their lives. They didn't start showing their true color, it's just that they matured and had different priorities.
So what I'm trying to say here is that there is a difference between the oldheads baring their teeth. You might be right about some of them, but most just moved on in my opinion and the ones that replaced them are simply a different breed accustomed to a different "normal".
You know, don't tell people your name, don't post anything about yourself type people were replaced with those that lived life online in public like it's normal.
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 No.303274

Posted some relevant info in /games/

 No.304027

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I wonder of cute Two-Bees will be a thing in 30 years or so

 No.304457

>>302958
Yeah, I feel that as well. When I was younger, I had this plan to "live online", basically to avoid the regular life of chasing things like money and succubi and just enjoy browsing the internet after I graduated.

The more time passed, the more I felt alienated from this digital hellscape, to the point where I tried to "escape" back into the real world to get away from it all. I feel spiritually homeless on the internet and never fit in with others in meatspace as well.

>>302983
God, I fucking hate zoomers and them chasing after certain "aesthetics".
t.zoomer

 No.304629

>>304457
>>304457
Looks so relateable it's almost like I persoally wrote this post; I, however, don't say "meatspace" so it's not like it my post

Conclusio: RELATEABLE!!! I wanted to be a similar kind of person. Sadly, CS/IT is full of "jocks", "bros" and other "all-emotional "intelligence" types who treat wizards of digital lands as haha funny wageslaves to toy with "do this… no, no, do THIS, not that… no-no-no, try GOOD VIBES to understand me", don't be a ****"



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 No.300892[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

ok bros, i thought lolis were just a niche a topic that sweaty weebs get mad over when discussing it
but normalfags caught on and you really get in trouble when joking about it.
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>>321939
> I once saw one about asuna ichinose from blue archive, who is effectively a modern depiction of a fertility goddess, but they were accusing it of being “the sexualization of a teenager” because her canon age is officially listed as 17.
She looks healthy and beatiful to me.
>>322519
>And to that poster here who posted shit about what is right or wrong when it comes to evolution…There is no right or wrong way to live out your sexuality.
>Now this guy is the same too, he just uses the word "evolution" and "nature". But nature doesn't care whether you reproduce or not, it's not some intelligent design.
>If evolution and nature really only allowed such things to exist that are beneficial to life and reproduction then why is homosexuality or any other sexual preference possible that results in no reproduction?
I live in Latin America, where having sex at an early age is already normal, especially in lower or upper social classes with absent or irresponsible parents or families. And I've seen how they turn out.
My only fear is that they will end up becoming hypersexual or brainwashed. I know that early sexual awakening is associated with hypersexuality, abuse, and even drug use or addiction to pornography (ignoring vaginitis, sexual deviant behaviour, young pregnant etc) So, honestly, if we lived in a more educated and less degenerate era, I would accept it a little more, but it's still sickening to me.
>Why?
Bacause i dont trust humans and them corrupt everything.
My concern is not sexuality, but rather the long-term effects it will have on someone who is too young and stupid.
Did I explain myself clearly?I've seen too much shit in this shithole.
>But 16 or 17 or 15 is… and these are doing this in internet and..
I dont give a shit about that, i not talking about that.
My context is not morality or religion, its more like the human development in the strange curve of human life. The early sexual got fucked up life styles and mind rare behaviour at times.

 No.322530

>>322529
drug abuse, addiction to porn or sexually deviant behavior is not wrong. You don’t have to say you’re from a shit hole if your caveman drooling retard ideas about morality from 5 centuries ago already give it away.

 No.322531

>>322530
You're not a wizard. Go back to discord.

 No.322532

>>322531
being against those things doesn’t make you a wizard it makes you a turbo normie

 No.322533

>>322530
>drug abuse, addiction to porn or sexually deviant behavior is not wrong.

look, a degenerate sexhaver in my virgin board lol


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 No.223989[Reply]

My mom was an airhead who barely learned to read and write. She grew in poverty and she's obsessed with being poor and loves watching videos of people in extreme poverty. Despite all that she is a narcissistic cunt who thinks she's superior to everyone and loves to humilliate people every chance she gets. She got with my dad because she thought he was rich. No matter how much money she gets she tries to spend it all as soon as she gets it. As a kid, she constantly told me that she didn't love me and that I ruined her life, everytime my dad left the house she used to beat me. Everytime I'm around her, she makes sure to make hurtful comments, completely unprovoked, and loves to shame me in front of people. I know that part of my low self-steem is because of her. She always made me feel like I was worth nothing.

My dad was a musician that eventually became a moderately famous photographer for a national newspaper. He was a decent man when I was a kid, but eventually he started to beat my mom and me, he also kicked us out of the house plenty of times. His so called "fame" got the better of him and became a womanizer. He spent most of his money on succubi and came back home with nothing. That obviously caused more fights that always ended with me having to mop my mother's blood off the floor and having to call an ambulance to get her to the hospital. The beatings only caused my mom to resent me even more for "ruining her life". I was just an elementary school kid when all of these things happened and they continued to happen until I was 17. On top of that I was getting bullied at school, so I came back home from getting bullied to find my parents trying to kill each other.

Now almost a couple of decades later, I'm stuck with two aging parents who believe that I "owe" them for the hell they put me though. Needless to say, I hate them. And even though I feel some "love" for them as a son and know that I will cry them when they finally die. A part of me will find relief when that happens.
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>>226966
There is this lie among (economically) right-wingers that UBI, welfare or anything given for free is bad supposedly because it demotivates you. They say if you get free stuff or money just like that then people won't want to work. But being realistic, if UBI was a thing, it obviously wouldn't be on the level of minimum wage but somehow still enough to get by in life. Now, the big majority of people are greedy assholes, would they be satisfied with that only? Obviously no. So of course the majority would still go to work to earn more money that they can spend on stupid shit or to impress succubi with their wealth. And even people who are ascetic in their worldview would most likely continue working too because fact is most people need work, they need to feel productive, they need to feel they belong somewhere, they need to follow instructions…Because most people would be bored otherwise.

So in the end, everything would be the same but people like us wouldn't have to worry about going homeless…But (economically) right-wingers think that is a big no-no, we can't have lazy men sitting on their asses and just watching anime all day! Where would this lead us?! (Ofc, it's all about the rich and middle class people fearing that they need to pay slightly higher taxes to keep low class people like us fed. They would rather spend their money on buying another car they don't need or purchasing a new house they don't need…)

And I say this as someone who isn't even a big fan of UBI. UBI would be improvement over nothing, don't get me wrong but I don't think the government should give money to EVERYONE. I mean, why give money to rich people too? I oppose universality in that sense, there should be some limit on who gets the basic income. Rich people don't need that extra lunch money.

 No.227287

>>227279
>So in the end, everything would be the same but people like us wouldn't have to worry about going homeless…But (economically) right-wingers think that is a big no-no, we can't have lazy men sitting on their asses and just watching anime all day! Where would this lead us?!


To a bunch of anime fans who begin to work various niche yet kinda… well paid jobs just to upgrade their anime fantasies - stuff authoritan-lefties would pretty much dislike to see too.

 No.227296

>>223989
My mom was a saint but extremely gullible. She Fell for almost every scam and diet fad out there that there is to fall for. My dad was extremely abusive, but he has mellowed out after mom died. He wanted me to move back in with him when I moved back into town, but that isn't happening.

 No.227362

>>226554
Have your doctor fax dx to govt office

 No.227367

My parents are quite rich and successful in their respective fields. Both of them have PhDs. They gave me a top‑tier education in which I was constantly exposed to arthouse cinema, novels (both classics and postmodernist authors), niche sports, and classical music. They also took me to noise and experimental electronic concerts, and of course they demanded that I study constantly. I was doing all of this at the age of ten, mind you. Many of the things I was reading or watching were things I could barely comprehend.

Because my parents were communists, they wanted me to be educated in public schools and to live among children from different social classes and backgrounds, etc. I enjoyed this to a certain degree because I disliked the people from the posh liberal arts world. Nevertheless, I was an absolute outsider. I had no means of relating to other people’s realities, so I was unable to socialize or make friends, and my awkwardness was total. I had zero idea how life worked.

I lived so pampered, protected, and oriented toward an academic life that I ended up growing up without any real understanding of reality.

Fast‑forward to today: I am a 34‑year‑old virgin with a drinking problem, working in a factory for minimum wage and living with my parents.

I am extremely cultured, but I am also extremely stupid and unable to solve problems on my own. I am perpetually alienated from those around me.



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 No.303736[Reply]

You will still be stuck browsing this thread in 2026 edition

previous>>296811
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 No.304611

This isn't about me, but it's about my mother.

I have zero sympathy for her. She chooses to do wageslave out of greed, she has repeatedly made it clear that she loves money more than anything. She wants to earn earn earn. She has no care or concern for anything else.

Im more terrified of the fact that she gleefully chooses to destroy her health like this. Its unthinkable to me. Thats absolutely abnormal. Normies are a slave race, but nobody ever tells you the horror of that reality. Imagine happily getting up after 4 hours of sleep everyday for years, with heart disease, with diabetes, anemia, and persistent nutritional deficiencies, dependent on 6 different medications, eating such horrible foods and even abusing your kids for not eating the same garbage as you to show how superior your lifestyle is, while working 12 hours a day in hot crowded environments which you can easily trade for better if you tried. And being completely happy doing it.

Its a fucking nightmare. I live in a horrifying nightmate.

And the worst part is that I will be blamed if she collapses, because she violently hates me and gave birth me solely to satisfy her abuse fetishes. Thats literally why im here, for prolonged grooming and abuse.

No way I am walking down the same path as these fucks. Never.

Wizards feel terrible living like this and always try to find a way out, but normies… jesus fucking christ. I refuse to think about it. They deserve 100% of everything they get and I pray that wizards can escape this purgatory.

 No.304612

>>304611
It's better to work and have money than to not work and not have money. Only someone who is being supported by a family member who is working or wealthy can have the luxury of not working.

 No.304621

There's going to be a reckoning at my place, the crew has taken to chatting. A lot. The warehouse aisles keeps clotting up because people keep stopping to chat: two people will stop working then it peels people walking by until we have 6 or 7 midwits yakking about video games or whatever. Don't get me wrong, underachieving is my life, but socializing is not. I've got a few of them that keep coming to me for their social needs too and it's absolutely draining. Get some friends off the clock and quit using me as your wife/brother/bestie/whatever. I'm going to see if the boss wants the boss wants the off-site unit cleaned today, these people are driving me nuts.

 No.304622

>>304612
>it's better to be a wage slave than not
ugh dude

 No.304628

>>304622
If you don't have parents who will support you, then your options are either wage slavery or homelessness and destitution. You can pick which one you prefer. For me, I'd rather have a roof over my head.



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 No.303398[Reply]

The sole purpose of this post is to share the techniques and books I have accumulated over time to achieve relaxation and other things.
I have read about meditation, magic, ceremonial magic, chaotic and postmodern magic, anxiety therapies, and relaxation techniques. This thread is not a cure for all problems. I don't want to turn this into a blogspot, so feel free to ask whatever you want.
>Also
Remember that you can also search for the techniques I mention on the internet, on YouTube, or on WikiHow, where you can find help on how to perform these techniques and more tips.
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 No.304191

>>304190
Stick with the reading list. It’s really good. Also I would recommend the book hatha yoga by the same author of the Hindu yogi science of breath, kybalion, arcane formula, etc (the author in question is William Walker Atkinson). The book hatha yoga delves into obscure methods of staying healthy that the elites don’t want you to know about. Highly recommended.

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>>304190
>What do fellow wizzies here think of the /fringe/ reading list? petsonally ive only read the kybalion
They Kybalion is a re-made up of another book of Atkinson (arcane formulas? Or some tittle with mansonry in it i dont remember) with more hermetic aesthetic, i dont like it. I enjoyed it at my first entrance in supposed western esoterism (its not western esoterism but its kinda into modern religious esoterism pre-new age like teosophy) but now I know its kinda lame, its like a new age book.
>not to mention that it's getting a lot of bad rep lately in hermetic circles for not relating to hermeticism
It have a lot or new thought ideas, its not truly hermetic philosophy with greek-egyptian lore rituals and etc.
New thought its more like a offshot of Mesmerism-Hypnosis with Christian Science with some light indian beliefs or aesthetics with some universal metaphysics. If you enjoy it as a chaoist or it make thing for you work for the paradigm its ok, In ME personal case, dont work for me.
>and bardon's exercises that i want you anons opinion on.
Suppusoedly Bardon stealed some secret book and paper of a magic lodge or something (sound like crowley) but i dont know.
Bardon intro to hermetics its like a Raja Yoga with a lot of techniques focuses on breath, visualization and correspondences and etc. Its very technical at first not to focused on ritualism (he have other books focused on that topic)
I enjoy bardon and some techniques are from Indian Yogas techniques and maybe chinese and others from western ideas, I see it more focused on itself esoteric system than a Hypnosis or belief like new thoughts guys.
This book its more internal (like a qi gong as example) than external focused on rituals or invocations evocations, etc.
>Its true hermetism?
In bardon sense, yeah, but in a hermetic philosophy and practices of western greek-egyptian-alchemy OG lore, nope. Go read hermetic philosophy and religious books of hermetism for that.

>Fringe reading list

If you want some books of magick of personal, post-modern, maybe lodge tradition or new age fluffbunny and wicca there're some books here Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

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>>304192
>if you don't have a middle ground between absolute belief, dogma and agnosticism you can become a asshole.
always stay humble in your beliefs. i really enjoyed the kybalion for what it was the first time ive read but i obviously was a bunch of snake oil bullshit from the get-go, empty promises with no real hermetic background. Hells he even failed to describe hermetic philosophy properly. that leddit jew was right in regards to him, because when i read the arcane teachings he also somehow created a new occult order out of the blue from supposedly ancient chaldea called the arcane council, with the same recycle "hermetic laws" and manifestation/unmanifestation phaes of creation. im kinda pissed off i wasted my time for nothing. thank you /fringe/. Might have better luck with other books tho.

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>>303398
Read this book, very useful as a start for knowledge of anxiety and how to fix behaviour.

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>>303398
>Place a pillow under your knees, and sleep without a pillow under your head.
I read somewhere that the first helps you sleep better and the second helps circulation in your back and neck. I sleep without a pillow under my head because I find it more comfortable for sleep.

>Hug a pillow (rest in bed or sit or stand)

Dont ask why, just do it, for more than 23-25 sec.
You can add visualization, acting like youre huggins someone or sing to the pillow.
>Bedsheet hug (for sleep etc)
Weight yourself down with the sheets (or make a sheets weight pillow) and try to achieve the effect of a hug. Add visualization or act like you're hugging someone etc.
Don't put too much weight on your chest or you'll have trouble breathing and you'll have nightmares, or you might cut off the blood circulation in your arm.
>Also
One day i dreamed with anime characters (three lolis) with this way, incredible wholesome dream and very comfy.
It felt like heaven.



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 No.301262[Reply]

It's Saturday night and I started taking a new antidepressant called Mirtazapine (15mg) on Thursday night.

This is my 10th or so attempt at a psychiatric medication. I've tried lots of therapy too.

Wish me luck anonymages. I was about to quit my job but watched some motivational videos on autoplay on Youtube for hours and as cheesy as it was, they convinced me to give this a go.

I didn't even get these prescribed recently. It was way back last year and then I just didn't take them because this particular medicine has a reputation for making people really fatigued.

It does put me to sleep. But, maybe that's ok. If it means I can find some happening apart from fapping and dreaming while I sleep.

Maybe it'll even help me turnaround my fortunes at work where it looks like I'm sliding towards a firing or just being unable to come in. Barely stopped myself raging at my boss the other day and took 2 weeks sick leave from stress afterwards. I need to swallow some humble pie come Monday and hopefully these pills help. Being off work for 2 weeks showed me I'm just as miserable and actually more so depressed, anxious and stressed not working despite all the antiwork slogans I collect.
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 No.304430

I was on prozac for a while and I'm pretty confident it made my memory worse but most of all it killed my dick. I almost want to kill the doctors that prescribed it to me before I die

 No.304439

>>304430
I had the same experience (impotence) with antidepressants…what's up with that? Why do they kill your dick? Realized then and there that these pills come from the devil himself and that I should avoid them like the plague if I can. Also, never trust psychiatrists, psychologists and supposedly "mental health professionals", they don't know shit, it's all about conducting experiments on humans for some big jewish pharma company.

 No.304440

>>304439
You're right on everything. It's experiments, you should never ever trust these "people". I don't know why they kill your dick but it's truly devilish. They make you numb. You don't feel anything. For me, this started after I stopped taking them and it's been like that since a year, no libido, no orgasm. Once a week I'll go insane over this issue. right now I am tearing up, just can't think of something else. I don't want to be part of this world anymore. Nothing brings me true happiness lately. Avoid them like the plague wizs.

 No.304454

>>304440
Wow, that sounds horrible, my case was only temporary, I only took the pills for a few weeks and when I went impotent I stopped immediately and after a couple of days everything went back to normal…Your case actually sounds like something you could take legal steps to get some money out of it for compensation, if you have the time and money for a lawyer…That's fucking ruining your life-tier bullshit. If you live in the 1st world and have the means, sue them in court.

 No.304619

>>304454
Sue the doctors or the brand? I live in the 1st world, but what makes me think I shouldn't is that one of the two doctors is a friend of my mother's… I told her one night how much her actions had ruined my life, but she continued to deny that my side effects were real, claiming that they should have stopped by now. She never warned me about side effects or anything, and I wasn't even depressed to the point I would need medication. I agree that it's a life ruining problem. I'm even still kind of young compared to wizards here (19), I think it's fair to say that this is lawsuit material. It's not even like I took them much longer than you did, just a month or two (Honestly, I didn't know what I was doing, just took a pill here and there). Honestly I don't know if I even want money. I don't need it, it's dirty… I just want my life back.



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 No.304408[Reply]

new internet of over 10 yrs now… is it me or there is nothing left to talk about?
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>>304539
this looks like it was drawn around 2012, the year Wizchan was founded, this was the internet Wizchan was born into

 No.304574

>>304568
wasnt it funded way before?

 No.304575

>>304574
way before?

a wizchan of 2000, that would be cool

 No.304576

>>304575
yea '00 n somethin

 No.304615

meh im so booooored



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 No.304604[Reply]

It's not a thread to talk about insomnia. It's a thread to live the insomnia.

Post your 3AM thoughts here

 No.304607

3AM thoughts would be just like an unmoderated depression crawl thread, so this thread is redundant. I am confident OP is a troll who isn't aware what self hatred is and how it manifests.

 No.304610

Moved to >>>/b/1030601.



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 No.322420[Reply]

anyone else watching dr jiang xueqin's lectures? they are quite inaccurate but engaging and fun, he reminds me of the terrorist leader from deus ex

 No.322421

Nope!

 No.322524

midwits love him

 No.322528

>whatifalthist
>whatifalthist, chinese



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 No.302844[Reply]

And say something about it if you want. I'm scared of my dad so I'm drawing a monster (him?)
I didn't know we could draw. Why isn't this done more often?
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 No.304564

>>304553
This is what that "cyber psychosis" all the kids are talking about is.

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that's me on daily basis

 No.304592

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Well one of my biggest fears is becoming a 50 yo man that deeple fell in love with a love live character like Watanabe You… "why?", you may ask, because online I met a guy like this and he has influenced other users, no by a concious will but, how to put it? Like a black hole of weabooism.

 No.304603

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I am afraid of the future; I only live in the present. Any disruption to my lifestyle causes me anxiety and strong suicidal thoughts.



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 No.321588[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction

https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.322503

you really cannot force yourself to do anything you don't like or not quite interested into for a long period of time, like I couldn't imagine myself reading a book of computational aerodynamics, not even 10 pages of it. It'd be foolish. Actually torturous. I do fancy the idea sometimes of learning a subject I think I'm interested at a much deeper level but it might all be a consequence of wishful thinking. I find it all pointless.

 No.322509

>>322503
Yeah I spent my whole teens trying to force interests. Like if I'm a history buff and get into Euclid and Alchemy, now I'll be good at STEM. Doesn't work.

 No.322525

>>322509
I had a similar problem and tried to become a STEM guy because I love books and learning new facts… did not work at all; spent years blaming this or that external, but it had never dawned upon me some book-loving types aren't built for STEM.


Good, this is reassuring to know, as I had a similar problem limiting my educational growth.

>>322503
Thank you for reminding me a person cannot force 'self to do something disliked long-term, as I've been soaked with this very willpower-is-everything bullshit and it collapsed my self-esteem into assuming something is very wrong with me.


Your post is, pardon my French, liberating, merci beaucoup

 No.322526

>>322525
my dad still thinks oh if i read books about the stock market instead of history, i could make daytrading a full time job


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 No.68295[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Book discussion. Tell us what you're reading.
Previous threads:
>>64932
>>60032
>>54504
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>>68295
is this a book thread??

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>>70140
and 1 moaR

 No.70158

I've finished reading matasaburo the wind, and alice in wonderland and looking through the glass And what she found there. it was good, Im reading night train in the milky way and its good

 No.70159

finished reading train in the milkyway

 No.70190

>>70140
>>70141
nice, I'm looking for more anti-feminist literature, and of course, you can't even Google that nowadays, it's all pro-feminism, and I don't know where to ask


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 No.322504[Reply]

In Roger Devlin's essay "Sexual Utopia in Power", published in the Occidental Quarterly, in the conclusion he wrote "If the Occident does not restore marriage, we will be overwhelmed by those who continue to practice it.". He wrote this in 2006, and I think that backsliding of feminism has already begun. The "overwhelming" is in process and the #Metoo era of the late 2010s was the peak of western feminism. We could possibly be at the tail end of an exponential decline. I've come around to this conclusion myself.

The first reason is that the sheer quantity of mass migration over the last five years has effectively ended assimilation to feminist norms for non-white succubi. There's enough ethnic enclaves where they're just able to fester in their original culture and not get pulled out. We've had millions in a few years in basically every western country, and political support for western feminism must absolutely be impacted by the fact that you just see Indian succubi wearing their traditional clothing on the streets now, and Muslim succubi wearing hijabs/niqabs everywhere. There was once more of a majority white force dragging Muslim and Indian succubi out of their insular ghetto neighborhoods, which has weakened. This will be expressed politically soon, and will make itself manifest in gender laws and workplace standards.
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>>322516
I disagree. Sexual fantasies are sexual fantasies. But what was written in "The Manipulated Man" is much more accurate. succubi are just relatively indifferent to men and if their material needs are met, are very happy to live without them. They can only love their children unconditionally, never their partner. They instinctively regard men as workhorses and slaves that are to do things for them, not the other way around. They still have sexual desires for submission, and are alienated a bit from their natural gender role, which makes it come back up in a fetishized form like with the Handmaid's Tale. But they still do prefer things the way they've been.

The actual happy state for succubus is the single motherhood with patronized welfare gibs. I grew up under that and my entire friendship circle was the children of boomer and Gen X succubi that had that. They were very well off financially and very chuffed with their freedom. These were white educated succubi who did so, the non-white succubi who did the divorce shit ended up genuinely poor. They got to keep the house after the divorce, which was mortgage free, they got a LOT in welfare, and they around watching TV and doing gardening all day. It was like middle class NEETbux for them. It absolutely would be what a middle class lifestyle today is.

The feminist ideal after that was socialized childcare, that way they could literally dump their toddlers for someone else to look after. And then after that it'd be public school, with after school childcare provided too. They'd be barely doing any of the duties of parents at that point, every succubus raised to be an aristocrat with a government provided nanny. That's what they were angling for when there was massive economic growth through the 2010s. succubi's economic independence and the expansion of the state have gone hand in hand.

>>322515
Zoomer succubi are just increasingly leeching off their aging parents instead of growing up. The divorce rape shit where you keep the house can't really be done anymore because houses are expensive and mortgages are so insanely large. But their delaying tactic of just living at home can't last forever because parents grow old and die, Spanish and Italian succubi are the masters of this stratPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.322518

>>322516
that explains why a 6'2" big dude is assoomed to be quite a bloke; but, whenever said bloke's sad past is brought up, its assumed to be some shite not even worth thinking about.

 No.322520

Another thread about females? Just what we needed, a new thread where virgin men discuss between themselves what females ARE REALLY like. Face it, none of us here on this site know anything concrete about succubi aside from the small experiences we had around them in school or what we know about our moms and sisters. I confess that my only opinion about succubi is that they are boring personality-wise, even more so than the average guy is. Aside from that, I'm satisfied with not knowing anything about them.

 No.322521

>>322517
you know, if we're going down this route, then I see no reason to partake in this whole "mating" stuff… again.

Basically, I am back to the point where I've started long ago: what's the point of producing fatherless-grown people who will both struggle with fitting into society AND with finding a way to live without "fitting in"? The negative value (producing a problematic person who's prone to violence) outweighs funny chances of producing a "gifted" person, a champ or some other stuff.

 No.322523

>>322520
I didn't care to talk about it, I was more talking about the political decline of western feminism due to the great replacement. Everyone else jumped in on the generic crab talking points so I had to respond that way I guess.

>>322521
That's literally why our birthrates have fallen like a looney tunes anvil and replacement migration reached the levels they reached. Roger Devlin's conclusion was literally that has happened, will continue to happen as long as the sexual revolution continues, and westerners will be replaced by more traditional and fertile cultures.

Many normie men have reached the conclusions you have reached and are just dodging marriage and having kids. But again, the options of Hindu temples or Salafist mosques are going to start opening up for westerners and they'll be sucked into tradition from that end.



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 No.68877[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

All you need to begin drawing is a pencil and some paper

Feel free to post any drawings of yours in this thread. Illustration, doodle, traditional, digital - anything goes. Discussion on skillbuilding techniques and fair critique of other wizards' work is welcome.

Videos:

Tyler Edlin - https://www.youtube.com/user/TylerE2284
Proko - https://www.youtube.com/user/ProkoTV
Sinix - https://www.youtube.com/user/sinixdesign
Scott Robertson - https://www.youtube.com/user/scottrobertsondesign
Matt Kohr (CtrlPaint) - https://www.ctrlpaint.com/library
Aaron Blaise - https://www.youtube.com/user/AaronBlaiseArt
Vilpu (Anatomy) - https://mega.nz/folder/9Pw1lYaS#Me7LSwlSg59lNGmkj9tt4w/folder/lPoXEYxS

Poses/Gestures
QuickPoses -https://www.quickposes.com/en
PoseSpace -https://www.posespace.com/posetool/default.aspx
https://x6ud.github.io/#/ Animal Head Reference Finder
https://anatomy360.info/anatomy-scan-reference-dump/

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>>70091
that was small paper, I have found big paper
>>70092
Thank you, I may draw her feeling soft in the chest, some day when I am done waging

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>>68877
I'm not sure if this is good advice, but if you're like me and want to draw, but often feel lazy and struggle to find the motivation to do anything because of depression and work draining you out… start a few projects at the same time, I preferred to go from one project to the next only when I finished it, but now being able to go back and forth between different artworks depending on how I feel, and what I feel like drawing, makes it easier, and overall I feel it can be a demotivating factor to stare at a blank canvas, so I use the moments I'm more inspired to put a rough sketch down, and whenever I'm not too inspired I just pick it up from where I left of.

 No.70109

>>70096
I heard that is a good thing to work on two drawings because your eyes can perceive your mistakes better. It is a solid advice.

However, I have another issue. I can't fucking finish any drawing I do. Even if I spent dozens of hours. It doesn't have a 'finished' feeling. I learned anatomy and other basics decently. But I can't into colors and rendering. Whenever I try I overcomplicate shit and it all falls apart because to do what I attempt to do I need much more knowledge and experience. A satisfying, complete art piece is beyond my abilities.
Colors in particular are my personal art hell. I used to draw like a crack addict. It wasn't much - I just casually drew from 3d models of my favorite game characters as references, but it was a constant thing. And yet after a while I realized that stepping beyond just lines, hatching or simple shading into color is like chewing razors for me and I began taking long-ass breaks. I decided to crawl back to drawing and the same thing happens once more.
Sketch - Lines - SHIT. It feels like an impassable blockage at this point. And yet I can't quit. I tried many times full blown quitting art, it doesn't work, I come back after a month just to be assblasted.

 No.70153

anyone who does painting? can you share one of your work please?

 No.70189

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King Saul, or the suicide of desperate escape


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