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 No.227929[Reply]

Norms, notions and behaviors they have that annoys you.

>Never argue with your critics or openly dismiss them

Their blood seems to almost always boil when you openly disagree or argue back against their point of view. They seems to just expect you to just nod along and agree(even if it's dishonestly).
Even if they deliverer their criticism rudely they expect you to still be polite with them.
Been told that snarky responses to people's criticism like
>I don't care go fix it yourself if you have a problem with it!
>Rich coming from an amateur like you, I like to see you do better!
>Who cares about what you have to say? Shove it up your ass!
>If you don't like it then do something else!
Will just ensure no one will bother to be honest with you, if they see you do something that is bad/wrong they will keep their mouth shut or lie saying you're doing great and hope you sabotage for yourself.
For a while I bought this. However, it just lead to people daring to be more rude with me. Eventually lead me to snap and revert to my old behavior. Then people started to choose their words more carefully when they talk to me.
Most of the time their criticism isn't even constructive, it's just them wanting you to cater to their preferences. So far this "antisocial" behavior haven't cause me any harm.
This is just some bollocks normies made up, because they don't like when people disagree or argues with them. They just want to be "right" without any push back.
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 No.230074

Something about neurodivergence seems to offend middle age succubi on a personal level or so I've noticed

Why is that?

 No.230105

>>230074
I have noticed this also. Young ones just ignore me, elderly ones are kind, and middle aged succubi are rude and hostile toward me. I do not understand this behavior.

 No.230107

>>230105
Middle aged succubi find themselves in a unique existential pit. Too far removed from youth to enjoy life, yet too far before death to contemplate transcendence. This leaves them grasping at the pettiest forms of power and importance, such as insulting low-status men and aggressively enforcing bureaucratic policy.

"Karen", as she may be known, is simply trying to fill the void left by her long-gone looks and the superficial, sex-based social status they once afforded her. All she has now is the lingering sense of entitlement which her lived reality once reflected.

If you are a low-status male, an outsider, your very existence becomes painful insult to her. She must acknowledge something awful in your presence: that she and you occupy the very same social orbital. Neither of you spark desire, neither of you warrant special consideration.

Both of you are an afterthought at best and an annoyance at worst. To you, this has probably never been otherwise. To her, this is betrayal. The reality you represent is something she must distance herself from. The contempt she shows to you is in fact contempt for the person she herself has become.

 No.230114

>>230105
The staff for this psychiatric facility argues with incapacitated residents as if they were forming a logical argument, or had a side that could be argued or refuted, as if they had a say, or could formulate a valid plan, as if it is a popularity contest.

 No.230116

>>230054
This one is a bit too hard to figure out, at first i thought you just had bad breath but as seeing that they react after getting your message i think you might be being too much logical. succubi and people with prosocial behavior talking (effect of low testosterone) refer to things with a point of reference of social perspective. When you talk your point of reference is based upon objects. even if you only said 1 word and leave nothing to context you can still say things in an objetive tone. intonation (and timing) is an important part of communication. if i were to guess your voice is strange. you sound like a child or retarded and also speak like one.
An equivalent of this same situation but with a female as the transgressor would be a succubus thinking that you want to date her just because you spoke to her. Ever happened to you? see how she's full of shit and in their own head? only succubi are allowed to be insane.



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 No.11031[Reply]

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English is a poisoned language.
The language of the ovens is a poisoned language.
Where I am from we know where the queue ends in the fire.
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the gas chamber princess: act 2

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The gas chamber princess: The confession!

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/games/

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 No.63562[Reply]

I'm interested in rpgmaker games in general, I feel like there's some gems out there ready to be discovered. digg in! as they say haha
I also like to know the games you've played and your opinions on it.
Don't forget to share some gems, wizards!
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 No.63610

>>63606
I hope the half dragon, half dinosaur has a cool design

 No.63626

>>63566
>Wadanohara
This is a good recommendation. I played it and read the manga and I would recommend it a lot. I would recommend it almost enough even to samefag in order to recommend it twice.

 No.63705

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>>63562
No love for Hylics?

 No.63706

>>63705
I have it and hylics 2 on my wishlist

 No.63717

>>63705
I thought the mechanics were pretty rudimentary, but I guess it's fine considering how short it is. Is the sequel any better? Loved the aesthetic



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 No.323901[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction

https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.325828

Man apod modernized its website, I liked it better the 1.0 internet style.

 No.325829

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>>325828
What is apod? Astronomy Picture of the Day?

Also yeah, internet 1.0 style is usually preferred by me. Much cleaner, easier to read, faster to read. Modern web style is just making everything look like a leaflet.

 No.325831

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>>325829
Yup.
This is apod now: https://science.nasa.gov/apod/
Pic related how it was up to yesterday.

 No.325839

Someone 4chan's /co/ and /tv/ have been throwing a millionaire tantrum by crying over Oney, getting his Newgrounds account deleted, and somehow even bringing Eddsworld into this.
Sure, it's probably fake for all I care to check anymore (given the kind of people that tell this news) but when it becomes a daily thing that's when even my brancells tell me they didn't sign up for this shit.
Lol

 No.325840

Someone on 4chan's /co/ and /tv/ have been throwing a millionaire tantrum by crying over Oney, getting his Newgrounds account deleted, and somehow even bringing Eddsworld into this.
Sure, it's probably fake for all I care to check anymore (given the kind of people that tell this news) but when it becomes a daily thing that's when even my brancells tell me they didn't sign up for this shit.
Lol


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/dep/

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 No.309031[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

whenever you're depressed or sad, come here and draw something using Oekaki. you can draw whatever you want
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/dep/

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 No.310788[Reply]

At what age did you become blackpilled about your life?
Around 12-14 I knew exactly where I would end up, and sadly was completely right even back then, nothing changed
Everything went about as poorly as expected
Being relatively intelligent as an autistic sperg is worst.
Not even having the bliss of ignorance
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 No.310852

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>not taking the greenpill and depend on shrooms and pot living with nature

ngmi

 No.310853

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>>310852
based as fuck frankly

thing with me is I got blackpilled multiple times in life pretty much exactly how OP says, at 12-13 to start with but this got reinforced at least two more times, 16-17 and 19-20. throughout all that, and ever since then the idea of going back across my own personal Rubicon(s) has ranged from "conceivable yet hardly desirable" to "downright hilariously unlikely"

 No.310867

>>310852
>>310853
>I'm in tune with NATURE
>*has a panic attack and falls in to a deep baby rage when he doesn't get to suckle on his daily poopy smelling little niggy doobie woobie*

 No.310868

>>310867
nice projection, but I hope you find peace and come to terms that it don't matter, i'm gonna enjoy the fuck out of this life before i go

 No.310899

I remember being a kid and actually thinking I was going to make something out of life, have good health, etcetera.
Then during my high school years (14-15) I had a reality check that isn't wrong up until this day.



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 No.302003[Reply]

My rooster that I've had for ten years, who I consider my best friend and love more than anyone else, died Wednesday night. He was my only friend. He lived in the house with me and was the only thing that would make me feel better when the rest of my life would weigh down on me. I would go hold him and the rest of life would disappear and that would be all that would matter. I keep forgetting now for a few moments, that I can't go see him and hold him anymore.

I have had depression for my whole life adolescence onward, and I was afraid even 5-6 years ago of this day and thought it would be unsurvivable, and now it's here, and I do want to die. I dont want to live in a world where he isn't here with me. The initial shock has worn off and it's sinking in that my best friend is gone, and I'm not going to see him again. My mother is the only other positive presence in my life, because she knew how much I love him. She has stage 4 cancer and it's still unclear if she's going to survive it or not. She's essentially the only reason why I have not shot myself already. She was never abusive or cruel to me, so I couldn't do that to her even though I don't want to live anymore.

Did you ever have an animal that meant this much to you? People are cruel and petty and small. If an animal loves you it's genuine, they dont have ulterior motives or social performance.
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 No.310870

>>310863
>comparing the entire wheat kernel to isolated gelatin protein
I don't know where you birdbrains got the idea that bread has no nutritional value from. Even the shittiest supermarket white bread is still whole wheat endosperm full of protein, vitamins and minerals.

 No.310871

>>310861
The genetically modified dwarf wheat which is grown on industrial scale today is total garbage like everything that comes from the US

 No.310891

>>308090

You had a noble friend. I'm sorry for your loss wizzie.

 No.310894

>>310870
why don't you google the causes of angel wing for 5 seconds before posting about it

 No.310898

I know this is a year old but I'm real sorry for your loss. Dealing with the loss of a pet you really loved is hellish.



/games/

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 No.62321[Reply]

Hey fellow wizards, I'm in a Pokemon mood and I love Romhacks. What are some decent ones with tons of content?
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 No.62324

Pokemon Zeta/Omicron are pretty good and have quite a bit of content.
The same developers of those also made Pokemon Insurgence which is good too.

 No.62392

>>62323
I think I played that.

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 No.63715

>>62322
It's a rom, you dont need to install it. You just need to drag the rom in the emulator

 No.63716

>>63715
I don't know how to do ot, am negative IQ



/hob/

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 No.67595[Reply]

I invite all anonons interested in the occult to gather in this thread and learn the basics of magic. And if on the site there are more experienced people in this topic, please share their wisdom and help with neophytes and everyone
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 No.71221

>>71220
Physics can absolutely explain things in a legitimate sense. Newtonian mechanics doesn't merely say that an object moved, it provides a dynamical structure from which its motion follows. Modern physics goes further still. It's not superficial at all.

The reason physics and chemistry don't answer the ultimate metaphysical questions of philosophers is that those questions are often nonsense. There's a crucial distinction between an unanswered question and a question that is malformed. The “glimpse” of our ancestors was a myriad of hits and misses that eventually brought us to the scientific method. Why would you want to go back to Paleolithic thinking? The universe is wondrous enough as it is without all that nonsense muddying our understanding of it.

 No.71227

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>>71146
>I wish magic worked. I recited Ipos enn for months to try to make me less shy and more charismatic and nothing happened.
Enns are from Demonolatry and is a made up practice by S. Conelly, in never tried something like that but from what i reading (based in golden dawn and crowley knowledge i learned) its sound like a mantra and sigil focus with some form of evocation into a invocation. Its not a medieval old practice and is a thing made up for Demonolatry.
In a way is similar to some Tantra practices that uses these draws and recite prays to evoke deities, i dont have experience at this practice i sorry.
>It was weird, it makes me feel "phantom" sensations in my body, as if something was moving inside me. But there was never any change in my personality :/
Sound like a effect of invocation, in a way sound like assuption of godform but its not the same.
You just did this of loop the enns in pray or mantra form and there's no ritual or etc? You have fear or respect for supposed entities summoned? You did it in focus in a healthy way without attachment? In good sleep or traspasing the sleep time?
In a lot of ways your mentality and control over operation affect result, i dont know much about demonolatry practice but i partially sure this is not from goetia or old grimoires.
>Also
Evocation is kinda easy, read the Arbatel (with or without christian morality) and follow the procedure and add if you want more correspondences like colors, signs, smells etc.

 No.71229

>>71220
>I like to think sometimes that the science stretching in various directions have perhaps only just covered the surface and superficial explanations of reality.

It is exactly so!

 No.71237

>>71220
>I like to think sometimes that the science stretching in various directions have perhaps only just covered the surface and superficial explanations of reality.

member when 9gag was new and it would just steal stuff cool imageboard users made? that's what i think science is in large part. just a mechanism for order-followers to colonize the work of individuals who think for themselves.

when science isn't just an expression of what the malevolent people with the money want to be true (like it was during covid) it just scientifically researches known phenomena that others guy/loner/autist/genius/tinkerer came up with.

or science likes to solve problems it created.

 No.71238

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>>71237
I think you'd benefit a lot by reading this short book.



/hob/

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 No.71025[Reply]

What's the last movie you've seen?
What's the best movie you've seen lately?

Previous thread:
>>65514
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 No.71194

Watched The Raven, the Corman movie.
Other than Lenore and the daughter, Vincent Price's character's life looked comfy as hell. He was very good at acting alongside the raven, too.
Vincent Price, Peter Lorre, Boris Karloff, and a very you Jack Nicholson all in the same movie really is something else.

 No.71206

Ghost in the Shell 30th Anniversary 4K

 No.71211

>>71206
Same. I just got back from the late evening subtitled showing. Theatre was packed with cool dudes. It's actually a manga I'd like to pick up.

 No.71235

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will you watch it? I will, looks intresting and I like the setting

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I liked this movie, it was sad and weird at 5he same time though



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 No.11015[Reply]

Post any rap/hip-hop music here

Song is Good Night from the last good Kanye album
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 No.11024

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Here's some more 2 mello

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 No.11056

This nigga was so good man its unreal. I will never not find his music hard



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 No.310862[Reply]

If you want to stop by here, if you have any problems or want to share, I will reply to all of them quickly, and so I will reply to all of them one by one.
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 No.310884

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 No.310885

Wherever I go I bring a curse. It interferes with the thought process, collapsing what bubbles into truncation on poles of the opposite, or a "No" value, in the natural flow of intent, as though the human krist-body is treated as the subjective point of a captive, dysjointed dream, like the wake of what part-possesses me is treated by the god-field as though this foreign inhabbitor is what I naturally identify as, my sense of self. When this entity-body flashes in, for that moment it even feels aubjectively like it is myself, with this behavioral logic it expresses pulling against the holy-natural expression of my idle normate facility. These foreign tangents are incorrect vectors that modify the trajectory of human life. It feels like I should be able to weight against this repetitious phenomena by holding the concrete base of a thought, but the system is so "used to expecting (it seems)" to get ahead of the intrusion into the field, that it does not truncate the foreign body at its source on the surface or internality of my body as would feel natural to my subjectivity if I am holding a based thought, but lets the "timeline" of the intrusion play out, truncating the event at its termination-point, or allowing it, waiting for it to be over, and not expecting any input from my selection process that goes along with the feeling of intent, so in this entropy I feel physical pain that is reflective of the vectors of this "wild goose chase". I am addicted to coffee and cigarettes, and instead of drinking water to balance it out, I overeat sometimes. I am 6'5", 250lb, and my target weight is 175. My selection process in this realm is dispurified.

 No.310888

>>310885
welcome to my cafe, costumer. I recognize the pattern. What you call a curse isn't just a bad habit, but rather the chilling sensation of realizing that we're merely biological vessels that happen to have openings for foreign wills to penetrate. In the architecture of cosmic horror, entities don't have to be monsters or tentacles. They often exist as vectors of intent that infiltrate your neural pathways. You sense a 'foreign tangent' cutting through your pure stream of intent, and you let it run its course not because you're weak, but because you're subconsciously hypnotized by the strange joy of watching yourself become a passenger in your own body. It's not just a substance addiction, it's actually a fuel that blurs the line between your pure consciousness and that foreign current. Coffee and cigarettes put your nervous system on a high-voltage frequency an environment that mind intrusions love to hitch a ride. Overeating as a Meat Anchor Your 6'5", 250 lbs body is a huge physical mass. When that 'entity' hijacks your mind and makes you feel alienated from yourself, overeating is your biological body's reflexive way of re-anchoring your consciousness. re-inserting consciousness into the flesh. Food is a heavy burden that forces your system back into contact with physical reality, even if it feels torturous. The 175 Lbs Target as a Desire to Disappear The desire to lose weight so drastically at such a tall height is a form of sublimation an abstract urge to make this 'vessel' thinner. You feel that if your body gets smaller, the entity will no longer have enough room to hide.

 No.310889

Tea for me, please. Something herbal, nothing added.
I met with a family member to ask some questions about why family dynamics were as they were. I was ignored, not even a scapegoat while my cousins were taken on family trips and showered with gifts. I always felt like a guest imposing on a full family.
My aunt's old enough and also destroyed enough by my dad's passing to no longer be the terrifying harpy she used to be so I asked to meet up.
My assumptions were right. It was all true! Vindicated. How often does that happen in life? My aunt even, unprompted, said certain things were 'inexcusable'. But I still feel the same as before. Tired. No anger. Just tiredness and a bit of sadness that my isolation was truly meaningless, that I wasted my youth longing to be loved by people puzzled at that notion.
I got closure. But it doesn't help. Not yet, at least. I thought I was supposed to feel lighter. I must sound like an ingrate.

 No.310895

>>310889
Welcome to my cafe, customer. It's raining outside sir, This is the herbal tea with no additives you requested. Thank you. So, All this time, uncertainty has kept a small gap in the hope that "maybe this was just a misunderstanding. When the truth is revealed, that gap closes completely. You not only process your aunt's words, but also the reality of having spent your energy yearning for acceptance from people who don't have the capacity to give it. Knowing the truth works like a medical diagnosis knowing the name of the disease provides answers, but doesn't immediately heal the wound. The external closure (your aunt's confession) is complete. Now what remains is the internal closure that shifts the focus from seeking their explanation to building boundaries that protect your own peace. Processing grief over the past is important, but it takes time and can't be forced. Meanwhile, setting boundaries is a concrete action that can immediately protect you today from recurring mental burnout. Emotionally demote them from immediate family members who are expected to be loved to outsiders who happen to be blood relatives. Keep interactions formal and to the bare minimum. Stop investing your emotions and time. You no longer have an obligation to attend events that make you feel like an intrusive guest, or to try to please people who never appreciate you. You've already received confirmation from your aunt. You no longer need to seek confirmation or validation from other family members. The certainty you now hold is enough to legitimize your distance.



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 No.310806[Reply]

I'm already in a bad position. I'm a 29 year old Zoomer. My parents are mid range boomers. Even if they were somewhat normal there would be so much of a divide that it would make any common ground unreasonable to expect. However they are mentally ill. That was the excecution shout after I was already on the ground cowering and blown to pieces.

My father: Total naive nimrod. He could be in the middle of a South American prison yard with everyone giving him death stares and sharpening their blades. He'd be smiling like an idiot and ask "Do you mexican fellas like tacos?" "I have a lot of money back at home, I like to buy nachos!". He leaves his car RUNNING and unlocked as he spends hours in the shopping centre. His car has been stolen atleast 10+ times. He's no longer able to be insured, yet he still does this. He's dropped an easy 150k+ in stolen cars that could have been idk, not wasted? I swear his awareness IQ is easily like 10~25. He gives everyone money but his own family.

MY mother: She's even worse, she has all the same qualities as my dad but she's also mumbling to herself non stop. She talks 24/7 and that isn't a joke. She will have an hour long rannt at me about checking the mail box "I checked the mail, or did i? I didn/t wait no i did but i dont remember or did i did i? there was no mail or was there? there is mail? when is mail?" Literally just that on repeat, if she isn't talking she is grumbling to herself NON FUCKING STOP!!!!!!!!! why cant she shut the fuck up
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 No.310810

These things that you have to say about your parents… Have you tried saying it too them? It's how adult men with strong opinions about someone typically go about expressing those thoughts. You're 29 years old, after all. And how exactly are their actions destroying you?

 No.310811

Sounds like dementia or the onset of Alzheimer's, fuck living with prion zombies

 No.310859

About november last year by boomer father started to rant about wanting to hurt people. Since then he's systematically excluded me from every social event, gloats to my face when we catch up about how he gets to see everyone and has everyone around. He is worth millions and has multiple relatives working for him, so when the order came they all ghosted me. Around june i rang up basically crying asking to be let back into the family and trying to work out what was happening, and he'd sneer basically laughing that it's all in my head. All the while he's been going around talking shit about how he hates me and how im a loser.

I cut them off around august once i realized i was being treated as a joke by a semi demented boomer and my phone just constantly blared. Like 4 times s day he'd ring for weeks. Dozens of phone calls, he even wrangled in the aforementioned relatives to try to contact me. I give in for one meeting with him just out of boredom and he kept on pressuring me to let him buy me things. I turned him down and played it friendly and within a week he was back to ringing me gloating and sneering and the rest are avoiding me again.

It's now six weeks later in october and ive cut him off forever. His company has less work and the relatives of current workers are all getting jobs, doing nothing. I'm certain my relatives are milking him dry and it's bizarre how i wasnt even working there and i became this devil figure/punching bag without realizing it. Idk im an autistic loser so family was all i had and it cut very deep.

When you're this hurt there isn't even anger left. You're just tired. It's not even like i could realistically talk to him anymore if i wanted. I feel at this point its quite literally a legal risk being anywhere near him. He is clearly on the verge of having all his money siphoned off him.

 No.310892

My parents were hoarders. I couldn't even use my bedroom closet because it was filled with old shit.
Goddamn it cripples you mentally living like that.

 No.310893

>>310806
1998 or 1997? if the former, yes you're a zoomer, if the later, no you're a millenial



/music/

 No.9786[Reply]

I like to sometimes listen to sad music and have a good cry. It feels cathartic. When I search for sad songs understandably a lot of the recommendations are songs about heartbreak which I can't relate with and I feel like there is too much focus on lyrics only and not the overall mood of the song.

For me this is my favorite because the overall mood is very melacholic and the vagueness of the lyrics, like the trick psychics use, lets you apply them to your personal situation For me for example:

Oh
1.Can't anybody see
2.We've got a war to fight
3.Never find our way
4.Regardless of what they say

1.I see myself in being isolated so no one sees what I am going through
2.being at "war" with myself, feeling like everything takes so much effort
3.not fitting in society, not finding a path in life
4.people saying "it gets better", "you will find your path eventually", "you will know once you get older" etc.

"I got nobody on my side
And surely that ain't right"

Again very relatable the feeling of being all alone and no one truly understand you.

Finding a song you can emotionally relate to is obviously something personal so I am not expecting someone to relate to my experience and I am not asking anyone to post an "objectively" sad song. You also don't have to analyze or relate to the lyrics. Just share songs that you personally connected with.
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 No.10866

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 No.10867

Don't know if this is my fave all things considered given ska punk is a lil upbeat. But I highly relate to the lyrics and it always comes to mind in this context.

 No.10889

I like to play it when I go to mountain

 No.10891

this whole album really. paradoxically it's my go-to depression album but it's also the kind of album where if it's speaking to you, that's a major red flag and a sign you're not okay. Manson wrote it at his absolute lowest point of self-destruction and self-loathing, ideas that he flirted with earlier in his career in the 90s but didn't truly experience/live out until this point. he's described it as being (paraphrasing) "so low that when I look up all I see is shit, that's how low I am" – one of the songs even has the line "I have to look up, just to see Hell". it's one of the least popular albums of his discography and part of that is that most people who listen to it aren't in the same state of mind and can't really understand what he's talking about or trying to convey through the music. that's also a fair criticism to levy because most artists are capable of translating their emotions/feelings like this in a more universal way to where even if you didn't go through the same thing they did you could still feel the same thing. over the years listening to it i think Manson was just so low (and the periods i was so low i could finally not just hear but understand what he was talking about) and trying to capture that specific feeling he didn't care if people got it or not. it probably would have been more critically received if he had done that, but he was creating art, not so much a product, he was trying to convey how he felt, he didn't care how well the album charted or what music critics thought of it.

>My pain is not ashamed to repeat itself…

 No.11054

especially the part where the succubus sings, :'(



/dep/

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 No.310771[Reply]

No girlfriend ever no sex not even a best friend just 25 years of existence with nothing to show for it. Watching younger people on social media doing everything I missed out on is excruciating. Life is hell when you're unattractive. Praying that I die tonight from internal bleeding in my sleep
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 No.310802

i hate how retards like this always imply a gf or a social life is something that everyone should strive to have or some sort of necessity in life, how vain and stupid are these failed normal niggers

 No.310803

>>310785
Joining the army would be cool if they would just let me artistically play with the guns and uniforms.

In reality you're forced to pair bond with a bunch of ultra normies. Play sportsball. Sing and dance (yes literally I live in a country where we must pay respects to the "natives" and singing/dancing is damn near daily at the army). Eat shit food. Work shitty jobs as shooting live rounds is an occasion as we are piss poor. What a horrible time it would be in the army. Let's say you are there for 1 entire year. MAYBE 10 hours of that entire year are doing cool things, and that's if you're lucky. Would be cheaper for me to fly out to LA to a gun range, or even better yet I think Vietnam or similar counties offer the same thing and I assume for WAAAAAY cheaper.

 No.310886

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>No girlfriend ever no sex not even a best friend just 25 years of existence with nothing to show for it.

what would be something to show for it to you, tell me and i see what i can do for you. i swear to not disappoint!

>Watching younger people on social media doing everything I missed out on is excruciating.


don't watch younger people on social media have it better and easier then you. instead find out how to make good use of your limited time so that you don't feel the same way in 5 or in 10 years!

>Life is hell when you're unattractive.


it is also hell when you are attractive, which is well within your means of becoming btw. your body will make you attractive or unattractive based on your surroundings and your choices, these people who tell you that they are nothing but the result of their genes are missing the point of being human and having the ability to make choices, learn to not repeat mistakes and grow.

 No.310887

>>310785
>Join the Army

ban her

 No.310890

op when you have not completely turned your life around by tomorrow, i swear i will flip over the table your computer is on! now i don't intend to ruin any furniture of yours but you leave me no choice in case of disappoint.



/jp/

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 No.39161[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

In this thread we say we love our waifus.

Today is Lynne-chan's birthday! She hopes everyone is doing their best!

Last thread from 2017 >>>/jp/22727
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 No.44504

>>44503
how does it affect your relationship dynamics if you give her your mana or withhold it from her?

 No.44505

>>44503
You saying that lead me to jerk off with 3d porn. Sorry.
Now, I am dirty until the afternoon

 No.44506


 No.44507

>>44504
It's a fun game we play when I make her work for it. Withholding the most potent mana makes her act more bratty and demanding. She always wins in the end though, even if it takes days of persistent pestering.

>>44500
>pouring your mana into a public cum gutter instead of feeding it to your own loli demon
What a waste. This demon is like a daughter to me, I love her dearly; and she at least pretends to love me, which is as good as any man can hope for in this world.

 No.44511

>>44500
no how is it contradictory at all it's not in the least the same it's literally the exact opposite wtf lmao

>>44507
that's such a beautiful and heartwarming relationship you have wiz!


[Last 50 Posts]

/hob/

 No.41994[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Every other board has their own /general/ and it might be better to post about little known hobbies here, rather than have a new thread that gets 2 replies.

How about horseback riding?
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pic i made cause everything i do is old and antique, and everything new sucks and kinda feel like its gonna be the same stuff forever. reboots and rereleases. im really excited over Dynasty Warriors 3 being remastered lol. that just came out on Steam yesterday.


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/lounge/

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 No.325832[Reply]

behold! the fresh screenshot of an actual linux laptop using portrait mode to touch navigate a colorful 136mb pdf about the visions of an edgy architect who loves freedom and is willing to harmonize with nature who invented simply a better way to build houses, outclassing everything that existed before him.

lore: after uncomfortable years of searching i have finally found a comfortable way to read pdf. this is my solution: using a modern convertible laptop (lenovo x1 yoga gen5 250€-used) running actual linux on a x64 4cores cpu, 8tb ram, touchscreen with the keyboard folded behind it automatic deactivation to prevent accidental keyboardinput. the software i am using is librewolf (which is basically firefox) because when simply open a pdf as a browser tab, that has better touchscreen navigation then any other program i have used. i can pinch, zoom and move the pdf as pleasantly as on smartphones but i have the large screen with an actual linux that i can connect a real wireless keyboard and mouse to. with they keyboard folded behind it, this is just a large pleasant book that i either hold on my lap or i put it on a little tablet stand to hold it in a plesant angle in front of me on a table. it is amazing, finally a way to read that i don't hate. the years of wanting a nice way to read pdf but not having one are finally over.

after having looked at the technology for many years, i simply shake my head at people willing to build a dependent non-earthship when for the same price they could build themselves independent dignified human living in harmony with nature. being independent of public water, public sewage, public electricity and eventually everything else or at least for the most part.
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 No.325834

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if land was available, laws weren't theater to violently legitimize dependency and labour was accessible even to poor people, this is how intelligent, able people would choose to live.

the opposite of this would be thge consumer owners of an highrise-appartment who have a subway station or at least a garage built into their basement and have their groceries and goods delivered to them.

 No.325835

Are earthships really feasible? Have you tried building something like that? It's a wonderful idea.

 No.325836

>>325832
probably better suited to
>>>/hob/

 No.325837

>>325835
>Are earthships really feasible? Have you tried building something like that? It's a wonderful idea.

i hope so, i watched around 7 longer documentaries about it plus countless 10-20min youtube videos and i do think they have thought of everything. shelter, water, electricity, waste, temperature plus built-in greenhouses that produce food and help with temperature isolation in colder climates.

i am very disappointed in myself, this summer i had the chance to go near one but i forgot about it when i was near it so i have not even seen one irl.

>>325836
>probably better suited to
>>>/hob/

for it to be a hobby i would think i would have to make any kind of progress in actually having one because currently i am just longingly stare at it from a distance through the magic orb.

it's not like it is a "YEAH HELLO MY NAME IS ANONYMAGE AND THIS IS MY 3RD EARTHSHIP, THIS ONE IS WAY BETTER THEN MY PREVIOUS ONES BECAUSE I MADE IT HIGH AND HUNG UP ROPES AND CLIMBING HANDLES EVERYWHERE SO I CAN CHIMP OUT IN MY GREENHOUSE AND PLAY TARZAN" kind of deal where i can speak from experience to other proud earthship owners. where i live it is a costly nightmare to satisfy the increasingly unreasonable demands of those who decide what kind of house each "citizen" is allowed to build in this nightmare prison-counrty i am stranded in.

 No.325838

>In order to upload files you must disable your proxy at this time

man fuck that how come all the vpn servers i am paying for cant upload pictures. not every vpn user is a paid facebook employee trying to flood this place with evil. what a nightmare.



/dep/

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 No.310826[Reply]

I want to be like people on tiktok can have fun can be famous can be any character persona they want, but me, want to be anything on tiktok and want to be famous, I'm not allowed by my parents, this is annoying this is not fair, so I make tiktok videos as is and not as good as other people and the character is not as good as other people on tiktok, my persona character is cheap just a blue blanket as a cape and a yellow crown that I made from cardboard and maybe my tiktok and youtube videos are just for fun and archived so they don't get lost and to show my tiktok to my friends so they are cool and not inferior to their own tiktok and my friends also have tiktok and they always say where is your tiktok I have a cool tiktok where is your tiktok?, and I don't care about income I just want to be able to be a persona character as good as other people on tiktok and be free but my parents forbid me to make tiktok content like other people can be free and have good persona characters, I'm so jealous
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 No.310832

wizchan 2026

 No.310847

>>310832
and dark anonymage

 No.310849

>>310826
>I want to be like people

what a mistake, you have been seduced by normality to reject your individuality. being yourself is better then being normal, you just don't know how to make yourself feel good yet.

if you believed in yourself you'd want to be nobody but yourself! you could see a documentary about an amazing person and you would conclude that you would rather be yourself and you don't for simply having neglected to believe in yourself.

 No.310850

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 No.310851

>>310826
sucks that you parents forbid you stuff but tik tok is owned by bad people and if you knew better, you wouldn't want to use it.



/dep/

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 No.310817[Reply]

Is being short worse then being ugly?
To succubus both is probably the same, but as a short man you always feel out of place, even in another group of men when they are all taller then you
Recently I was arguing with someone, and someone else went between us "leave the kid alone" despite me long being an adult
You feel weaker, are not taken seriously, basically a joke
I work out, mostly for myself, but in the back of my mind I think no matter how buff i get next to someone 2-3 heads taller then me i will always look like a joke
Most succubus are as tall or taller then me here
I hate it all so much
I could not even imagine if I was hideously ugly ontop of being short
brutal stuff
Being short is equivalent to being some kind of freak

 No.310824

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>someone else went between us "leave the kid alone" despite me long being an adult

 No.310825

>>310824
it sounds funny but its fucking brutal

 No.310835

>>310817
You probably should look up for "height increasing shoes" to save your ego from taking damage.

Height increasing shoes are just a tiny little bit more expensive that regular shoes.

 No.310841

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If you're in your 20s then it's kinda normal, anyone above 35 or so will consider you a kid probably, if you're older then it gets strange

 No.310842

>>310825
>wojak
go back to 4chad nigger



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