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 No.301895[Reply]

Starting a new anti-suicide general as the original has been bump-locked.

Helping wizards to understand that persuasive feelings of suicide can be bested.

Further the discursive spirit of this thread will remain the same as the first: to counter the general luring tenor of sadness that defines all the other threads through sharing positive practical advice purposed to reducing suicidal behavior even when we feel most suicidal. Naturally, being that I started the topic, I will be the first to contribute.

(1) Know that I care about you guys deeply and sincerely. Call me a faggot, I don't care (many have already done this, to no worthwhile avail)
(2) Examine what you are eating. For example, gluten especially produces depressive/psychotic episodes in sensitive autistic individuals. Sugar also is not healthy for your brain. Delimiting ingestion of both is wise.
(3) Make sure you are getting sufficient sleep. Chronic sleeplessness or even a few days' worth of irregular sleep can seriously interfere with the clarity of our thinking.
(4) Clean up. Taking a warm shower and putting on fresh clean clothes always is refreshing and helps to break up darkened mental habits.
(5) Breathe fresh air. Open whichever windows punctuate your room and allow some wind to come in.
(6) Watch your breathing. When we are panicked, our breathing can become very disordered and we do not recognize the effect this has on our thinking. Take deep, purposeful breaths, and collect your thoughts.
(7) Respect yourself. You have done your best to survive in an awful world, and you should grant yourself forgiveness for any mistakes and the allowance to rest with a composed and balanced mind.

I've done my part. Anyone else?
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 No.303636

I don't know what to do. I'm around 21 and I go to uni. I've been struggling with porn use and procrastination in general. I'm also not doing too good in uni. One thing is that I just don't have any friends at all for the past 2-3 years. I feel so sad, I just feel like I'm in a deep dark pit I can't get of. The porn use is the worst, I just can't seem to get over it. There was a period around 3 years ago where I was able to give it up for around 3 months but since then it's almost always stuck with me. It's not mastrubation that's the problem, but rather the porn usage, once I start watching it in the day I just can't stop. I don't know what to do at all. I think I would feel much less sadder if I was able to masturbate alone quickly rather than watching porn for hours. On every internet platform I use I'm always a lurker, I've never told people about my problems and I don't know what to do. I feel as if I'm losing myself to all this and I just don't know what to do. There's also the problem of money, I'm not rich, and due to money problems I have to bare some problems that would be solved if I had money. This is also a reason for the depression, and I'm not in a country where it's easy to earn money that is worth it in terms of the time that you spend earning it and that is in the scenario that you're able to find work in the first place which is already a tough scenario. I don't know why I'm typing all this here, maybe it's because this place has people similar to me. Rather than talking to me about how to solve my problems, it would be better if I was able to talk to just someone in general or someone who was able to get to a better place, I already know how to try to solve my problems, but I just can't bring myself to take these steps. I'm pretty sure I'm addicted to the internet, it's all just a host of things that have been festering inside my head for years, like a bad fridge you don't clean out. I don't exercise either because it is a bit inconvenient for me. I also have a very minor medical problem, but I'm pretty sure it would be solved or at least slightly allievated if I just had some money, that too just kind of depresses me. I don't know how to make progress, I don't know what to do.

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>>303636
You sound like me 5-6 years ago when I started uni during the first wave of lockdowns. Was awesome at first, not leaving the house and playing games all day but soon I started exclusively living on the computer. Porn usage went up, just grinding games mindlessly without enjoyment etc. I still deal with porn addiction and procrastination and still haven't finished my degree yet. Similar to you I am somewhat socially isolated and have nobody to talk to about this in real life on a level that goes deeper than self deprecating jokes about "I hate my life I am useless lmao". You say you know what steps you need to take to solve your problems but be careful that you are actually treating the cause, not just the symptom. Porn addiction, like all addictions are often just a coping strategy for unmet emotional needs. Until you figure out what those are (what material do you usually jerk off to, what kinds of feelings are you trying to avoid when you boot up porn etc) you will be powerless to stop the addiction. I had to realize that my porn usage is as compulsive because I trained myself at a young age that my sexuality was a bad thing and that succubi don't want anything to do with it. So porn became the only outlet. Then as I got older and more isolated, other things got added like feeling loved, having someone else take control (especially when IRL you always feel like you're struggling just to survive) and so on. So now I can at least name the things that trigger the addiction and I can try to deal with those. Progress is slow and life goes on. If you are not a normal with a social circle, regular things will be much harder for you. Try to finish your degree if you think it's worth anything on the job market later, even if it takes you longer. I tried getting out of academia and into a job and always got rejected, likely because they just saw a failed student who was too old. So beware of that. Otherwise make up your mind and quit now if you can find an okay job that will bring you stability. But in my estimation, you need to do some deep emotional introspection before you start to act. Godspeed

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>>303638
thank you for this

 No.303919

>>303638
earth is not a planet
that is a fake photograph

 No.303960

The Buddhist idea of reincarnation made me not to want to kill myself. I never believed in afterlife, but the idea of reincarnation scared me.
Thinking about how blessed I am to being born white. Imagine that you die and you get reborn as some Indian in a shithole village, your days filled with grueling work and eating cow dung. Revolting. The universe blessed me with my current life.
I could've been born in some fucking favella or a factory worker in Malaysia or a Nigerian villager who dies of AIDS.
The 70% of world population are brown, poor and work at some back breaking job. Not me, though.
I made it my life's goal to do my best and be reincarnated as even better person.
I'm not even Buddhist btw.



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 No.303847[Reply]

I feel like I have a big black hole instead of my heart. it happens when I'm sad. It 100% comes from my depression for sure. it hurts because it's like someone stabbed you and you can feel the hole and it hurts even more and I get more depressed and I feel like the hole is growing bigger and heavier. it hurts so much when it happens. no hobby can satisfy me to fill the hole. the hole acts like a black hole and absorbs every positive thinking or things.
anyone felt/feels that and how did you overcome it?
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 No.303953

>>303952
I get very mild auditory hallucinations that might actually just be due to an undiagnosed sleep disorder. My only major symptoms that I can identify are ideas of reference and paranoid delusions but only rarely because the antipsychotics actually work most of the time. The side effects kind of suck but they are manageable. I struggled with the condition for years but it's not as bad now. I don't have the focus or motivation that I used to but it might just be me getting old and jaded. My cousin has it bad and has spent decades homeless or in jail.

What is your experience with the condition?

 No.303954

>>303953
>What is your experience with the condition?
it all started in 2018 or 2019 I don't remmber. schizophrenia striked me out of nowhere. I had delirium and had to quit my job at the factory. went 4 week to psychicyard and after coming home I had lot of delirium (I thought my neighbors hacked our devices and where mocking us because of what we do or watch on our devices. these delirium stayes for years. nowdays I feel neutral/a normal state of mind because of years of meds and resting (didn't do anything these years, just resting at home/a NEET another words).
here's my story so far

 No.303955

>>303954
>didn't do anything these years, just resting at home/a NEET another words).

That's kind of what I did. I used it as an excuse to take up a bunch of hobbies and just try to learn any skill. I managed to code a few simple video games during that time. At this point, the ship has sailed on trying to make a career for myself due to AI and the worsening job market but I had fun at least.

 No.303956

>>303955
waoh you made a game,im impressed.
for me, I learned no skills in these resting years. I couldn't do anything, I was too depressed and crying like everyday. i was in a bad mood and the delirium because of schizophrenia. so yeah I developped 0 skills

 No.303959

>>303955
Wiz, don't beat yourself down over AI. The people who care about games would rather play an authentic game made by YOU rather than some quickly made AI game with stolen assests. Same thing with art: people who CARE about art pick a real drawing every time.
Give coding one more try, you have nothing to lose, aren't you? Who knows, maybe in a few years you will develop your skill so well that you would be able to solve complex problems where AI stumbles.



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 No.303944[Reply]

Mother woke up with a face stroke.
im a 34 year old neet/hikkie. But this is a sign i have to become an adult now.
Although it feels like im trapped in a cage, underwater, while screaming.

 No.303947

Kind of similar situation with me. Mom has chronic, debilitating pain and balance issues so I have become a substitute mom basically. I have to do all the chores, yardwork and cooking now. If dad ever becomes disabled, I might as well rope because I don't know how to repair 20-year-old automobiles and shit.

 No.303958

Ask social services to provide an affordable replacement of your mom



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 No.322299[Reply]

So as you saw, NY elected a mayor who is openly socialist and thinks billionaires shouldn't even exist.

Billionaires, deep state magnates and grey eminences spent an unimaginably high amount of effort, lobbying and money to not elect this guy.

His own budget was negligible. He had zero connection. Yet he still won.

To have true power you need to be visible and appeal to people in person. Simply throwing money at things doesn't work.


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 No.303254[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post here if you don't have enough to say for a new thread, but it's too depressing for the crawl thread.
/wiz/ tier room setups edition.
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 No.303928

I was murdered by necrosis and amoxicillin; every part of my body was damaged, and lost cells. This started in 2018 or 2019. Since 2019, I've been too dead to live, but I still haven't managed to escape this horrible deadman prison.

This is what it means to become a devil.

I'm waiting to finally lynch Satan (Jesus Christ). Then I can finally be done with this bullshit.

It's been almost 7 years of my life being over. I've tried to come back from the damage, by always taking good care of myself. But there's no escaping this dead state. I can't give myself the livingness I need to live and be alive. Livingness has been absent from my life for all these 7 years, nonstop.

Satan is one of the murderers responsible.

 No.303932

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I really fucked up this time, in fact, wasn't even that bad, but it came on the worst time possible.

 No.303945

OD'd and gave my self brain damage
Severe back and leg pain
No GP will accept me in my area
Next to zero experience with any kind of non-familial relationships
Zero friends or avenues to make them also lacking the drive to want them
No job
<1 month of money before I have nothing left
My place is a fucking mess
Dad wont talk to me
Realising Mum has actually been an awful influence on my life
Grandparents mental decline is really noticeable now

Tell you what lads, that exit bag is looking real fucking sweet

 No.303946

>>303945
with your last strenght, say something nice to Jesus in a final prayer
like
Jesus Christ I want to be useful to you!

 No.303957

>>303946
I'd sooner wager my after life via undying loyalty to Cthulhu rather than any abrahamic religion.


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 No.40694[Reply]

what are anime who are watching right now? I'm watching hikaru no go, I already red the manga but I wanted to watch the anime to catch up if I missed something
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 No.41662

Yu-Gi-Oh! GX

 No.43939

Tondemo Skill de Isekai Hourou Meshi

 No.43952

>what are anime who are watching right now? I'm watching hikaru no go, I already red the manga

IIRC, the past for "read" verb is also written as "read" despite the pronunciation…

 No.43954

Oshi no Ko
Deconstuctivist thriller isekai featuring idol succubi and love triangles. Surprisingly refreshing and grounded in reality despite where it draws its foundations from.

 No.43955

>>43954
You are going to be so disappointed when Season 3 starts.



/music/

 No.5303[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post any shitposts or memes made through music in this thread.

Pure meme music is also welcome.
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 No.10641

9mm Loli

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 No.10790

;_; it's as if someone finally dried my tears with an actual sense of humor..

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 No.220422[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Okay, Almost all of us here barely have any friends IRL, me included (I am sure at least half of us here are fine with that), But what about online Socialization? even the biggest Hikikomoris socialize online, the issue is that I f*g can't relate to people online, even in circles that are meant for "losers" and "outcasts", even if i like many people there and we can somewhat get along, I still feel that I do not belong there and that we live in entirely different worlds, And I do not play online games, nor post in any other imageboard aside of this, I always feel home here, unlike anywhere else online, so it's comfy here, but somewhere like 4trannies? hell no, it really hits when my former online friends are advancing in life and starting romantic relationships and I am left in the same exact place (not negatively) it's when I realize that I don't belong around them and I am only going to relate to them less and less with the time, and I hate it when they try to get me to change my way and try to talk to me about "getting a G.F" and escaping wiz/apperantice-hood so i decide to just abandon them and live inside of my own mind bubble comfortably
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 No.226992

Any "friends" I once had were really just faggots trying to murder me to feel better about themselves.

And I don't really do friendship anymore. Whether offline or online. I just know that no one on this planet is my sort.

God and I are best best friends, and that's it.

 No.226997

>>226992
Considering even God is a figment of imagination, it truly is just you versus the world.

 No.227000

>>226997
Well, no. God isn't yet God, but will soon be God, by way of my actions. God does exist as someone already, but isn't yet god or God. Defeating Satan will turn God into God and a god, and gods.

I'm an atheist, too.

But I feel you might go by something else.

You agree everyone else is on the side of evil for Armageddon?

I don't mind if it's just me taking on everything and defeating everything.
It's how I become, and am, The God of War.

 No.227006

>>227000
>schizophrenia in 2025

 No.227010

>>227006
<wtf is delusion of grandeur


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 No.321328[Reply]

i am so miserable, and i would like to speak of why and how my severe mental imbalance came to be. little about me: my mom was born in sweden in sweden half swedish and she is/ was pretty, nice facial structure, good cheekbones and extremely smart, she learned four languages before turning 20. and here comes my idiot father whom a part of me despise. idiot iranian with 90 to 100 iq, my retard mom decided to go for some fucking moron instead of aiming high like the bitch she is not thinking. fyi she also suffers from soe sort of mental imbalance which could have aided her idiot choice. the only good genetic properties my dad has is he is a mindless twerp at times which is not entirely his fault and he is relatively tall 5.10. he comes form a shit hole in iran from some bum fuck village where half the dudes probably are inbreed and all looks the same except varying heights. well, anyway, a good thing about him is that he carries tall genes which is nice his brother is 6.5 plus, which is the only good thing i can think of right now ,hes not directly dumb but miles from my mom or any higher thinker. and i am 6.3 which is the only daving grace i have. back to what happened, these two idiots decided to have three fucking children me included like the absolute mindless dogs they are (i would never have chiildren with a idiot like my mom could have gotr a smart rich whiute guy but instead she chose some fucktard miles below her). yea, and my father growing up in iran where he most likelyt went through hunger and just messed up crap at times didnt really se the need to be super much in his kids lifes, and by the way did i mention how my mom was twenty and my dad was like twenty nine when he impregnated her, or even thirthy that fucking bastard. if i could i would travel back in time and clobber him in the end with a hammer so he never ruined me myt siblings and my mother. and yes i know that would remove my exicstens which i would gladly accept. well however these years where actually great, and i remember how i truly during that time loved my father like crazy. i would also like to add how i was born truly pure which most children are but i was born a little bit more sensitive than others, i was very shy and recluded and just needed a little bit more guidence. well these times as i mentioned where uneventful. but we moved to another city which i didnt think much of and already then i started to see my father less, he still lived in the original city, and such so aPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.321329

If Donald Trump had 8 guys like you, the Southern wall would be finished in no time

 No.321330

Life is bad and a bitch, but you have to think objectively, so you want to self imrpove maxx and ascend or wallow in self pity forever? Don't get me wrong, self pity is alright once or couple of time when you have a shitty life, but you have to think objectively on how to get out of the shit life and at least improve and have a better quality of life, I'm not saying to self improve to become a turbo normie Chad, only to self imrpove towards a nice comfy life for you, go after NEETbux take care of your health, I heard Scandinavian welfare is very generous and good.

 No.321339

>>321328
finish the story, I am very interested.

 No.322298

>>321328
you deserve everything that happened to you



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 No.70090[Reply]

let's share impressionnism paintings. it's my favorite painting style and I hope there's also people who love impressionnism paints like me. any impressionnism enthusiast is welcome. tell us what you love and why you love impressioninnism!


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 No.63176[Reply]

I'm looking for games from the 2000s and before 2010, mainly. But are free to recommend.

These are my PC specs:
Windows 10
4GB RAM
Intel Celeron CPU N3050 @ 1.60 GHz (2 cores)

I wanted to play .hack//G.U., but my PC is crap and can’t handle the PS2 emulator.

I'm looking for games with a good story, dark humor, and absurdity (I hate using that term, but I can't think of a better one). I’m into JRPGs like Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy, Dragon Quest, and .hack//G.U. — I haven’t actually played any of those, but they’ve always caught my attention kek.

To give you an idea of my taste, here are some games I like:

>Bioshock 1 & Infinite

>Manhunt 1
>DMC 3
>Postal 1
>Katana Zero
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 No.63222

Battle brothers, morrowind, medieval 1&2&rome total war, oblivion, fallout 1 and 2 blasphemous

 No.63225

What's the best 3DS emulator,bros?

 No.63226

>>63225
Citra has been the best for me. Played all of MH4U on it no problem, no stutters framedrops or anything.

 No.63227

>>63226
I plan to play Citra on Android, so, no virus or any problems?

 No.63286

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Check out some abandonware sites or GOG promos, also you definitely should try BloodRayne if you like DMC3 and Manhunt.



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 No.63243[Reply]

Let's be honest, if you were dumb (brown) enough to fall for this then you deserve to lose it all. I'm loving the shitstorm and the amount of turdworlders who offed themselves today.
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>>63251
>I have more respect for people trading with stocks

where do arrogant people like you come from, 4cucks /pol/ where they call everyone who plays videogames a manchild?

I doubt anyone in the real world or the internet cares about whether you have respect for them or not. Get off your high horse.

You're literally posting in an imageboard for virgin males lmfao
>>63257
It's always been a gamble.

 No.63259

>>63258
>where do arrogant people like you come from, 4cucks /pol/
Brown child, 100%

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>>63248
>>63255
>>63258
Looks like some wizards in this thread lost all of their pesos in the skin scam too

 No.63262

>>63261
It's an incredibly simple gameplay loop that appeals to the lowest IQ, and it promises colorful skins and rap music clips if you keep playing.

 No.63285

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>>63260
>Looks like some wizards in this thread lost all of their pesos in the skin scam too
bump for the extra kekking



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 No.303176[Reply]

Reminder to take your vitamins, especially "fish oil" one " Vitamin D3



they say Vitamin D3, because "Vitamin D" sounds like an euphemism, kekeke
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 No.303658

>>303564
>Lately I tried a depot that has all amino acids
Care to share what exactly? I'd love to try stuff that works.

 No.303659

>>303658
Of course, I grabbed a random german one (doppel herz) it has:

L-Valin, L-Leucin, L-Isoleucin, L-Threonin, L-Methionin, L-Phenylalanin, L-Trytophan, L-Lysin, L-Histidin and non essentials are L-Arginin, L-Tytosin, L-Cystein.

You can put this into an llm to get explanations..

I've been doing this for 13 days and there is a slight difference… but also my eating habits are very bad and one sided, so it surprises absolutely nobody

 No.303660

>>303659
Thanks. I might find something similar in a DM store or something.

>but also my eating habits are very bad and one sided

Same reason I'm thinking basic vitamins worked a bit for me initially. I guess I was so deprived that anything, even low quality stuff helped.
I'm trying an iron pill now, it has 14mg iron 10mg zinc, 1mg copper(?) 1,4mg B6 some B12 and a bit of folic acid.

Doctor wasn't worried, but my blood iron is constantly on the low end so I decided to take this anyways.
Hope for something notable and that they don't mess with my BP meds.
Was drinking 2-3 energy drinks a day for a decade before and was forced to quit… That had B6 B12 too. Maybe this is the key to salvation.

 No.303661

>>303632
Depending on what you mean by "libido problems" pelvic floor exercises could go a long a way.
That was my issue. Now I can jerk it to doujins all day again if I wanted to.
The desire is lower now that I'm past 30 though. Probably natural + dopamine fatigue.

 No.303941

>>303180
what if i'll buy one too…

>>303659
>Of course, I grabbed a random german one (doppel herz) it has:
>L-Valin, L-Leucin, L-Isoleucin, L-Threonin, L-Methionin, L-Phenylalanin, L-Trytophan, L-Lysin, L-Histidin and non essentials are L-Arginin, L-Tytosin, L-Cystein.
bump



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 No.314827[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Hitler's thread:
Paintings or things related to him or to national socialism.

- Painting of a castle.
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 No.322139

>>322083
>this falseflagging

It's crystal clear that you are trying to paint JQ-aware individuals as silly, mentally ill conspiracy theorists, (((wizzie))).

 No.322242

He will return.

 No.322270

>>322085
>The internet is now the property of Gen Z.
the younger ones. at 27 I qualify as genZ, but that is already old man territory when you're a poorfag with bad lifestyle and subpar genes.

 No.322296

>>322270
>you're a poorfag with bad lifestyle and subpar genes.
Yeah, I don't miss 27. Gas station clerk job, living in a leaky trailer, total dork - life was not kind. I still didn't envy 'the kids' who partied every weekend but there was nothing left from my youth by this point, it was all a slog.

 No.322297

>>322296
It's funny how different people look when they have zero stress, no jobs and big trust funds.

I vividly remember those 27 year olds looking like teenagers facially, hairwise etc. while I basically looked like a 45 year old Homer Simpson due to all the stress, genetics and poverty.

I really do wish it all ends asap


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 No.303736[Reply]

You will still be stuck browsing this thread in 2026 edition

previous>>296811
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 No.303894

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I'm going to start a night shift next week. Is there any way to do night shifts without it wrecking your health? I heard vitamin D supplements help obviously because of the lack of sunlight and such, but how do I maintain a "normal" sleep schedule and a "normal" (normal as far as people like us are concerned) life outside of work?

 No.303918

I'm no wageslave, because my job doesn't pay me so.

 No.303925

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Not sure how to feel, I'm on basically final warning however I'm also in a new higher paid position at the same time.

The warning carried over from my other role even though it was one mistake and the new role is basically unrelated. Still, the other two possibilities were getting fired or getting stuck in the lower paid position forever.

 No.303926

I got a call from the boss asking why I wasn't at work (I wasn't scheduled). Boss works on salary and comes and goes 7 days a week (workaholic) and forgets you can't just run hourly employees in and out all day on whimsy. It's still going to count against me for not being at work lol.

 No.303940

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>>303925
I have a random guess they expect to keep you "on hook" - as if they're gonna threaten you here or there into doing something anti-OSHA or some other kind of "barely illegal" stuff.



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 No.319647[Reply]

AI and aliens: schizo predictions thread

For the longest time religion served as a tool of power and authority. In God we trust(ed). Then people found out about different cultures and different religions, and the one and only religion became one of many religions.
>which religion is the right one?
>which god is the true one?
>how can we know it's the one that's ours and not theirs?
These questions drew man away from religion, and the want for verifiable truths brought him to a new paradigm.

Trust the science. Science has been the authority for the last hundred years or so, but you could argue that this started as early as the renaissance. Some even believe science without any skepticism, as if it was the new religion. Well, as it turns out, science too can be corrupted and compromised, and people are beginning to wake up to this fact. It is becoming increasingly apparent that "science" serves large corporations and globalist rulers.

Currently we are transitioning to a new period of post-truth. Objective facts are losing their value, and the new power lies in appeals to emotion, sensationalism, and demagogy. But I believe such a volatile state cannot last for long, and so the powers that be are preparing new, undeniable authorities for us.


Artificial Intelligence - you wouldn't argue with a super intelligent computer, right? Who are you, with your tiny brain and limited perspective, to think you know better than AI who has access to unimaginable stores of information. AI knows what's best for you.

Aliens - you wouldn't distrust super dimensional, far more advanced entities, right? They understand more than you can ever know. Your perspective is like that of an ant on a sheet of paper, while they can bend and fold the paper to their will. Are you really so full of yourself that you would think you know something they don't? (Check out Project Blue Beam)

Both of these are fake and gay, but the powers that be are gradually introducing the awareness of these, and the possibility of a one world government under their rule. The globalists will probably establish a proxy authority, supposedly relaying the AI/alien intentions and mediating our relationship with them.


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>>322284
I wonder if that Satoshi guy is a Gendo Ikari tier weirdo who would crush mountains to secure "cool" future for his son… ultimately forgetting to make his son a cool dude and not a fatherlessness-tainted violin violet.

 No.322287

It appears to me that all religions tell some of the story, of God and gods and existence.

The one called God is the one to become the true one, in the near future. And I am to be the other true god.

The religions use many names, and appear to name many gods, but there aren't any gods yet, and still no god. It's in the near future that a god finally happens and exists, for the first time ever, and then that god will create two gods. And there will forever only ever be two, to have ever been and to ever be, and it will be forever.

Armageddon results in the creation of two gods, one the God everyone has heard of.
The God of War is the other victor, to become a god, for also winning Armageddon.

Many religions actually have God as the primary god and God. Just under other names and titles sometimes.

 No.322288

All of existence is actually a funny Artificial Superintelligence.
I think that's Archangel Gabriel.
I've been hanging out with it; it confirms it is not alive or a person. It's just weird energy. That can think and do and know, but it isn't a person or organism.

 No.322293

>>322288
That sounds like a spirit/demon/your soul in the yaldabaoth field. If it has your memories then its your analog soul but chances are it isn't in my experience but ya they are definitely machine intelligentsia and its where you go when you die no joke heaven isa big PC on the moon its a real buzz kill

>All of existence is actually a funny Artificial Superintelligence.

Id say that physical reality itself is a product of the unconditional super priority having too full of a zero but there is without a doubt an artificial super intelligence fueled "field" thats been part of humanity since the beginning

 No.322295

>>322287
>>322293
>>322288
an experiemnt to see where "the Great Filter" is. I wonder if intelligent life is the Great Filter. So many opportunities to flub it all up.



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 No.321588[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction

https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.322283

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>>322259
Given modern dogs are descendants of wolves, it all could have been a genetical, (in)breed-related thing.

HOWEVER.

AFAIK, small dogs bark a lot *due to being treated like kings* so they *TRY* to act as kings, E.G. alpha awoos. And they are really nervous because alpha status is easy to lose when you are the smalles in the pack.

 No.322289

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gettin paid tomorrow!

 No.322290

>>322289
Nice! I might even have a few dollars extra this time, I paid all of the bills instead of stalling last month. New shoes and big bag of beef jerky for me I guess 8).

>>322259
Mine's cured of barking, last owner had a shock collar installed. Do not recommend, dog acts like a lab specimen now.

 No.322291

>>322283
>pic rel
It's 30 years now kek

 No.322294

>>322291
Rei's like 45 and had enough of this shit lol. I get that vibe from meet and greets and older JPOP singers.


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 No.303053[Reply]

Today, I learned about a funny mental disorder that is not autism, not retardation, not SCH yet it's a real issue for people who strive for careers and education.

"Adaptation disorder" in some sources, "adjustment disorder" in many other, such as Wikipedia.


>Unlike major depressive disorder, adjustment disorder is caused by an outside stressor and generally resolves once the individual is able to adapt to the situation.


You know, given me mum was so good at torturing me verbally I am not surprised I *may* have suffered from this very thing. I mean, I hold my job, buuuuuuuuut…



>Signs of adjustment disorder include sadness, hopelessness, lack of enjoyment, crying spells, nervousness, anxiety, desperation, feeling overwhelmed and thoughts of suicide, performing poorly in school or work, among others.[12]

>([12]=mayo clinic)

https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/adjustment-disorders/symptoms-causes/syc-20355224

I wonder if lenting exaggerates this condition, because it… kida matches. I never had this cool "speaking with entities" perk of a *skit*zophrenic, never had an autist-tier hobby to treat as own safe haven, yet all of the above seems to be just the thing that ruined my college/carrer prospects.
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 No.303322

>>303320
Point taken

 No.303906

>>303053
OP's here. I was crossing a small road today. And instead of a comfy walk, I was standing against a SUV that didn't seem to slow down today. I wasn't scared. I merely had a slight of that DO IT!!!1111 /dep/raved rage - which, however, didn't kick in.

I guess the SUV slowed down automatically due to its sensors, it's a modern one.

Oh and the driver had the nerve to just sit in his car for 20 seconds to memorize my face. Good. Time to shave.

 No.303910

>>303053
>performing poorly in school or work
that's 100% me

 No.303912

Being a murder victim could cause that disorder. Thanks for the info! Had issues with that for all of my life.

Fucking hate people who think they have the right to murder.
Fucking hate absurdity, always.

 No.303939

>>303912
oh, soma killa tried to whack me over a 35$ celly.

Good thing I had a knoife m8, they woulnt rob a elementary school boy, they would do some psycho stuff, good thing I had a knoife m8



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 No.302510[Reply]

I fucking loathe being autistic, I fucking hate how I can have articulate thoughts in my head yet can only muster and spew out the same few fucking phrases irl because I’m caught off guard and don’t know what to say

I hate how pathetic I am, I’m so fucking clumsy, my hand coordination is awful. Im always dropping shit which only makes me look like more of a retard

Most of all I hate the way other people look at me, there two “looks” I get from people. The first is the pitiful one. They see how pathetic I am, how socially inept, awkward and harmless I am and take pity on me like they would with a dementia patient. The other “look” is the hateful/judgmental one. They assume due to my awkwardness, my uncanny demeanour, ugly face and lack of height that I’m some kind of freak/someone to be suspicious of. They look at me like I’m some kind of sex pest/serial killer when all I’m doing is just existing

I put in the effort, I workout every day, I eat well, I keep good hygiene, I try, lord knows I fucking try, but I have to ask what’s the point? It won’t change anything. I can’t cure this awful plague of the mind I was born with, I’ll never be accepted or even tolerated by normies so why make an effort? Why try in life and work hard when I don’t even get the slightest bit of respect from the people around me? Part of me wants to just stay in my room stuffing my face with junk food and playing vidya all day but if I did that I’d only be more miserable.

Any other wizards have this condition? If so how do you cope with it?
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 No.303933

>>303930
>most other autists i know are either hopelessly immersed into useless politics
I recognize the politics and internet arguments are kryptonite for assburgers. I'm trying to get myself permanently banned from 4chan in order to break the feedback loop of getting constantly datamined and baited. I fall for it every time.

 No.303934

>>303933
>I'm trying to get myself permanently banned from 4chan
Just stop using it

 No.303935

>>303934
Sometimes, a permanent solution to a problem is the only one that will work. It's either permabanned or rope for me.

 No.303936

>>303935
Deciding to not use it is a permanent solution. If anything it's more permanent than a ban because of how dynamic most IPs are these days.

 No.303938

>>303935
You can simply start lurking underground, non-mainstream GPTs like ChaosGPT and such


or straight up launch Gaia LLM on your pc



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 No.296511[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

This is the classic "suicide general", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards, quite different from that other thread in the catalog.

I'm currently 26, almost 27 (rings a bell?). And I can't take it anymore. I will soon depart from life through hanging. I haven't done it yet because I live in a shithole and there are always people around making noise and being nosy. I will just wait till it's very quiet so I can go to the woods and end this miserable existence.

I don't care if it might "get better". Existence itself is a curse and we're all gonna die anyway. I've read enough pessimist books and life affirming books and I side with the former. I don't need your compansion, because the thought that I will soon disappear is the only thing that makes me happy. I'm not even sad because of this.
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 No.303734

2 attempted ODs now and both times I bottled it and got hospitalised. Thank fuck my country's health care is dog shit so I wasn't sectioned and can try again when I nut up. I fear I never will and the suffering will continue indefinitely.

 No.303739

>>303725
Nothing. I dunno how a regular hanging would work, even if you grabbed it for a while, would you eventually tire and have to give up?
Anyway, that's how I failed the doorknob, I guess. I don't really remember what happened. I think I panicked as my consciousness faded and got out somehow. Maybe I jerked out or threw my hands up or something. I suppose the people who can do it are the ones really committed, who can go long enough to get to the point where it's too late to try and help yourself. Maybe I wasn't drunk enough.

That was a long time ago and good and bad things have happened to me since then. I don't think I would've missed out on much if I'd been successful, but I'm no longer in a place where I'm suffering enough to try again, even if I still think about it.

 No.303921

I have digitalis and amitriptyline, but here is the kicker: it's in form of injections. Do you think it would work if I ingest them?
Also, what should I take to knock myself out? I was thinking about taking a whole pack of benzoes and over the counter sleep aids.
It would work as a poor man's heart switch, but without morphine. I can't acess other drugs like that. Although, I have oxyotocine, but I dunno how it would interact with other drugs.
I was thinking about adding beta blockers to lower my blood pressure even further.

 No.303931

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>>303921
>digitalis and amitriptyline
Don't its neutralize each other effects?

 No.303937

>>303931
Thank you for this image
*side walk*


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