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 No.307210[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post here if you don't have enough to say for a new thread, but it's too depressing for the crawl thread.

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 No.307753

>>307741
> Nasty voices
Yes, one voice just goes on and on about the most disgusting, rancid shit. I don't know how my subconscious is suppose to be the one producing this. It sounds like a combination of a psychopath, an edgy teenager, and a rapist.

 No.307754

worst time of the year is here, spring

now every bydlo is waking up from their winter slumber to be as loud as possible

 No.307755

>>307753
Do you hear it as if someone actually talks in your ear or it is just a nasty loud thought?

 No.307756

>>307755
nasty loud thought. Like someone speaking in my head.

The voice will make up obscene things like that aliens rape alien babies to offend God, or that the people in Hell suffer infinitely and that they can never leave and God is a person who rapes children etc. Rape, murder, jokes about shit, pedophilia, telling me to kill myself etc etc. It just goes on and on.

 No.307768

Society is so fucking dysfunctional.
The "NEW" leased car I've had for only a year and a month had the transmission pump go on it because everything is made like shit now. The dealer doesn't have any loaner cars for me even though they have an entire lot of cars that aren't selling. The Enterprise in my town doesn't even have any cars to rent. Another Enterprise wouldnt let me rent because I did not have 2 utility bills because my gas/electric are the same company, my roommate pays the internet bill and my water comes out of my rent. So now I have to go across town to get a rental while my car is being fixed because nothing can just fucking work as its intended.


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 No.307767[Reply]

>phone alarm wakes you up from blissful sleep
>you're in a warm comfy bed, under a warm blanket
>you bury your head under a blanket for 10 minutes but soon drag your ass out anyway
>drag your ass out to work, where everyone is very demanding and aggressive and hates you
>get back 10 hours later, having no energy to do anything
>do the same thing tomorrow again
I just want to sleep I'm tired of repeating the same morning torture ritual every day. If we weren't ruled by greedy subhumans we'd have 4 day work weeks by now.

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 No.306675[Reply]

Lookism has become a public, popular topic lately on the internet and I believe that it affects wizards in very tangible ways.
Being a genetic dead end ugly loser myself I suffer for it even as a now "middle aged" man.
One would think such things are left behind in high school or something, but no.

You queue up for a service, government office for some paperwork, a cash register at a store, post office or hell even medical services.
You can tell the people before you were treated kindly. At worst processed in a neutral way.
Some even receive a cheerful response and the help they need, people go above and beyond for some.
Then it's your turn at the line.

A look of disdain follows immediately. Quiet. No "what can I help do for you" "what can I help you with" "what is the purpose of your visit".
Silence. Faces contort…
Sometimes a sigh, sometimes some snide remark. Clear hostility.

A shift in demeanor so noticeable, so obvious, so visceral… (yet to them likely natural) that even the thickest of autism wont help you stay oblivious to it.
You get mistreated, worse service, denied service you paid for, medical gaslighting, humiliation over and over again.
Networking is impossible for you, who by your mere acquaintance devalue their status.. and without connections, being treated like this, only having the "official route" as an option you soon realize you might not be able to get anything done.

After much pushing, repeated humiliations and humbling yourself, matching your demeanor to that expected of "your ilk" some old lady at the register might take pity and process your request, prescribe your medication, refer you to a proper doctor.
Sometimes the stars do align like that and you make a step towards a slightly less miserable state of being.

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 No.306789

>>306787
>>Okay, I'm sold. Can you tell me more about how you ysed CBT to your benefit?

I went in thinking "oh this is what it's like on TV, I just have to talk about my feelings" and what I *got* was a 20 page work book with a checklist of cause & effect and an event tracker diary to determine what went wrong, when and why. First session was essentially the therapist telling me the scope of the project, the type of interventions that they could provide or refer and the explicit end goal.

First step was identifying the root cause of the Catastrophising habit I had, which is "Things are shit, I am shit, anything I do is shit, why try" which, largely was because I had lived in abnormal (statistically significantly so) adverse situations. The therapist back then did a basic assessment of what I did, why I responded to specific problems the way I did, and we eventually built up a literal checklist and decision tree that I still refer to from time to time that stops the habitual fear/endure and shut down response into "Think calmly, assess using the tools you have developed, respond accordingly". That took about 10 weeks of conscious practice to get to that point, but it got me out of bed and into an upper quartile wagie lifestyle which I know for sure i'd never even attempt, never mind achieve in my old configuration.

>>Basically, my rumination prevents me from starting acting. I don't know what to do first: behavioural or cognitive changes.

Of all things it was the Pickle Rick therapist in Rick and Morty that gave me an answer that's stuck for years:

"I have no doubt that you would be bored senseless by therapy, the same way I'm bored when I brush my teeth and wipe my ass. Because the thing about repairing, maintaining, and cleaning is it's not an adventure. There's no way to do it so wrong you might die. It's just work. And the bottom line is, some people are okay going to work, and some people well, some people would rather die."

So the question I suggest _you_ answer is, do you hate *maintenance*, or do you actually and genuinely hate *work*.

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 No.306796

i *am* handsome! ;_;

 No.306839

>>306713
>I would be grateful if you would elaborate with something tangible. I can't engage with something this vague.

i doubt engagements are what will make you decide to create a way more detailled map of the place you are at but that is the price you have to pay to know what is really going on.

>"Didn't try hard enough kid." Is all I ready.

i guess you could look at it that way if you insist but i encourage you not to insist, there is a certain inherent inequality when communication occurs at different levels of knowledge and experience. what do you want me to say, want me to say "your highness" to you or "sensei"? i don't call you kid i would prefer more politically hurtful insults but the not having tried hard enough is something i would like to emphasize because there is a degree of hardness that you can reach that would make that statement valid and since you were not that hard, you are in the situation you are in. hardness is the way out. talking about it is the way in.

>I didn't or at least didn't mean to make a statement of "oh its all your looks, blame all your failures on it". If that is what you got from the post then you either misunderstood or I made a critical error in communication.

'looks' as well as 'failures' are everything when you are close to them though in another way those are both smaller day-to-day downstream effects from more overarching concepts i encourage you to keep an eye out for. these are like details or afterthoughts that you insist on giving way too much of your finite attention when there are things much more deserving of your most precious resource.

>The point was to understand and share from experience of aspects of ones life where one would feel they got lesser results or were shut off from opportunities simply for their looks.

besides lack of looks, can you think of other disadvantages a person might suffer from being shut off from opportunities? i also experience being shut off from opportunities but it is for reasons i would bet you could never guess because it is too rare of a condition, nobody knows about this, nobody cares about this, nobody understands about it but don't care. i barely ever talk about it because talking about it does nPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.307765

>>306748
> I mean good-looking autists get the cold shoulder too, also I've seen some very ugly normies

normals have a sort of secret shared consciousness that judges or qualifies the people they accept into their circles and the instincts of this shared mind are frequently *not* rooted in aesthetic characteristics.

 No.307766

There's a really attractive mentally ill guy I know that is superficially well liked, and in his late teens and early twenties got girlfriends. He's low intelligence and has a broken family, you go around and his relatives are all taking drugs and there's mess and filth everywhere.

He got bullied a lot when he tried to live a normal life, more than anyone ugly I've seen. Normie men seen this guy was vulnerable and just fucked with him hard and heavy, and he was powerless against it, and ended up quitting jobs and slinking away.

Tall poppy syndrome exists for guys and they like tearing down those that are more attractive than them if they can. They just can't typically do so because attractive people are typically high status, socially competent people. But if you see a vulnerable one you'll see the knives come out.


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 No.323344[Reply]

Redditors are anti-human. Their speech is akin to corpo babble, their draconian rules would make the most ruthless dictator on Earth flatter, their mannerisms are passive-aggressive and very feminine in nature. Reddit is like a mix of the HR team from a Silicon Valley company, the most rabid antifa member, an army of socially awkward unhinged manchildren and all the Cluster B succubi in the world.

It’s funny how they act both like a hivemind but also like mindless drones, as if they lacked any semblance of individuality. If you strive just slightly from the norm, you will get downvoted, your post removed and (if you’re lucky) they will ban your account, freeing you from the hassle of interacting with the site. The karma system only serves the purpose of silencing dissidence and rewarding virtue signaling. Like a contest to see who loves mainstream western narratives the most.

What Reddit ultimately reveals is a social pathology created by its own architecture. The platform incentivizes conformity over thought, performance over sincerity, and compliance over conviction. Expression is filtered through an ever-present fear of sanction. Under those conditions, users learn quickly that it is safer to repeat approved thoughts than to think for themselves. The result is a population trained to self-censor and to police one another, lest they offend advertisers.

This is why discourse on Reddit feels less like conversation and more like corporate risk management. Opinions are hedged, emotions are pre-approved, and disagreement is framed as harm. People don’t argue to discover truth but to demonstrate moral alignment. The karma system functions as a behavioral reinforcement loop, rewarding consensus and punishing deviation, until originality itself becomes a bannable offense.

In that sense, Reddit is less a forum and more a training ground for a particular kind of personality, as I described above. The passive-aggressive, feminine nerd who’s more invested in appearing correct rather than being honest, that’s the most common type of user on the platform. It is not surprising that the website feels exhausting to anyone with blood running through their veins and, I will be honest here, anyone with a soul. The system is hostile to actual human beings. It’s no surprise the web is filled to the brim with bots and shills. I’m sure that, except for the small minority of redditors with a pinch of self awareness, most users wouldn’t be aPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.323603

>>323598
I tried looking up the aroace sub, wondering if they are as virginal and asexual as I thought, but nope, it's full of people who have "asexual sex" and do "aromantic dating."
What the fuck does it mean at this point?

 No.323605

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>>323598
>>323603
They're just larping, maybe, or something.

 No.323606

>>323605
We can make a sub of actual Wizard larping as Crabs while pretending to be satirical just for the lulz?

 No.323607

>>323605
I hate reddit so much

 No.323784

>>323351
>the site is jewish to the bone.

Absolutely it is.


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 No.307689[Reply]

I am losing my motivation im gonna fail out of Uni
I dont really want to quit, but I have less and less energy
I am in a state of constant burnout despite doing nearly nothing
im such a failure
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 No.307739

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>im such a failure
School itself is fail. To drop out of it does not make a failure out of a man. University only exists to exploit the needs of hypersocial humans who have developed a dependency on being surrounded by their peers 10 hours each day as a result of being forced in to such an environment since kindergarten. If you've ever spent a day at primary or secondary education sometimes thinking "man, school sucks, I'd rather be at home playing Gamecube", then you've still maintained some of your humanity by not rewiring your brain to revere the concept of being at school as a form of Stockholm syndrome. You're the normal healthy one.

If you don't wake up every morning excited about how you'll get to spend lunch break talking with friends, about what new hot 3DPD you'll be able to follow around campus, or by what new ways you can impress some old balding teacher… then university isn't for you. Because that's all it is: an adult daycare meant to make the schoolchild's way of life persist in to adulthood as a way of cementing them as an obedient office worker. How to maintain relationships with employees in a closed building while impressing your boss. That is what they teach. Is that the life you want to live? Are you willing to fight tooth-and-all to compete for it among every other university graduate? Can you not imagine any better lifestyles that don't involve keeping up an act every day so you don't get booted out of it?

University's completion is not necessary for 95% of jobs and there's no cultural, fundamental, or artistic skills you can learn from it that can't otherwise be learned for free off of the internet. You have nothing to gain, while giving yourself artificial deadlines and standards which you can fail. A degree means nothing to most employers and people in general. Does it mean anything to you? Does beating a long, arduous video game mean anything to you if it's not a game you enjoy? If the feat of completion isn't even revered by those who you associate with? Your lack of drive despite being in the most energetic point of your life is telling of your incompatibility with school as a concept. You should quit before it breaks you, and maybe clog all the university toilets with paper before you do. Watch as the janitor gets payed a living wage to come out of his private janny cave to pour blue chemicals down the toilets before spending 40 minutes pushing around a cool cart wiPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.307750

>>307732
>>307733
ritalin amphetamine, terrible side effects no good effects
>motivation
If i had motivation i wouldnt need pills i think
the times i actually tried taking it outside, it made me skip and just go home
being on stimulants outside is terrifying and overstimulating I almost got run over once

 No.307751

>>307739
>you can do that any time
you almost made it

 No.307762

>>307751
Why does that statement bother you?

 No.307764

>>307739
Excellent post. I graduated (((university))) but not without an attempt at suicide and additional fighting against constant depression.


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 No.323749[Reply]

Canada got rid of the D-glucuronolactone in the original Monster and Monster Zero Ultra. How does this make you feel wizzies? Imo that was one of the defining ingredients in the Monster energy blend, and taking it out makes Monster not too dissimilar from every other energy drink on the market. (It was what caused that specific feeling of stimulation in your cerebral cortex that you don't get with other beverages.)

Also energy drink general I guess
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 No.323778

>>323777
tasty things are tasty

 No.323779

>>323776

>Just let me give genuinely dangerous advice to sick people unabated.

to a neurotic fool like you everything is dangerous. that's why you should by your fruit pre-cut so you don't hurt yourself with the knife, disrespect upon you.

 No.323781

>>323779
Dehydration is one of the earth's leading causes of death for all animals. Being ill with something and decidedly dehydrating yourself is genuinely dangerous. I have some health advice for you: eat a bullet you deranged nigger.

 No.323782

>>323781
It comes down to a trade off. Which is more important for being sick? Being hydrated (water) or having the power needed to do things and get better (energy drinks)?

 No.323783

>>323782
>having the power needed to do things and get better
You get that power from raw steak and eggs. Energy drinks will energize you but they'll also energize the bacteria and viruses and parasites ravaging your system so you'll just end up getting your ass kicked from within.


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 No.307749[Reply]

I'm an isekaist, I believe I'll get reincarnated in another world as I please. I don't think living in this world is worth, like this world is not what I wished for. I might have committed serious sins in my past life. So, I basically did nothing wrong in my current life and God/Deity/Goddess doesn't punish suicidal people as the bible doesn't mention condemnation to those who kill themselves.

 No.307757

>living is not worth it
I agree. I'm Christian and it's evil to say God sends people to Hell for suicide according to the Bible as it nowhere says this, in fact several Old Testament figures game ended themselves.
Isekaism, that is being forced to live over and over again sounds incredibly depressing to me.

 No.307760

>>307757
I just want to go to a magical medieval world and get reincarnated as a crown prince.

 No.307763

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I actually died last year after some dipshit told me I could make a portal to Gensokyo by cooking pennies on a stove or something. The planet I got reincarnated to was 100% full of other reincarnated Earthlings. Instead of being all fantasy and cool it was just diet Earth with crappy tech. Same old groids. Everyone lied about what they were in their previous life while constantly having dick-measuring contests over who died the most brutally. I was friends with a guy who said he was a B-52 bomber pilot who, instead of bailing out, died steering his flaming plane away from a church full of kids. I found it suspicious that he was still so young so when I killed myself to reincarnate again I asked the angel responsible for moving my soul and she confirmed that it was total bullshit and he would have been an old man if he was telling the truth. Evidently I was reincarnated back on Earth Classic with a secret duty to fulfill and once that's done they say they'll try to reincarnate me as my younger self on to one of the dangerous but fantastical planets with its own native populace of cute witches. Apparently it was a fluke for me to end up on the bad planet in the first place considering I died a virgin so they just reset my entire record.


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 No.301262[Reply]

It's Saturday night and I started taking a new antidepressant called Mirtazapine (15mg) on Thursday night.

This is my 10th or so attempt at a psychiatric medication. I've tried lots of therapy too.

Wish me luck anonymages. I was about to quit my job but watched some motivational videos on autoplay on Youtube for hours and as cheesy as it was, they convinced me to give this a go.

I didn't even get these prescribed recently. It was way back last year and then I just didn't take them because this particular medicine has a reputation for making people really fatigued.

It does put me to sleep. But, maybe that's ok. If it means I can find some happening apart from fapping and dreaming while I sleep.

Maybe it'll even help me turnaround my fortunes at work where it looks like I'm sliding towards a firing or just being unable to come in. Barely stopped myself raging at my boss the other day and took 2 weeks sick leave from stress afterwards. I need to swallow some humble pie come Monday and hopefully these pills help. Being off work for 2 weeks showed me I'm just as miserable and actually more so depressed, anxious and stressed not working despite all the antiwork slogans I collect.
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 No.307254

>>306219
You still here?

 No.307513

>>306999
>>307254
Thanks for your wise words anon. I truly appreciate you taking the time to write all this, actually I read this a few days ago but I felt so terrible at the time even writing a reply felt like too much, sorry about that. But sincerely, thanks for this.

~95% is amazing. I found myself thinking earlier than if I recovered my anhedonia, even by 10 to 20% life would be worth it. As I said before I don't really care for lust, although it is a driving force in life when weaponized.

>this seems near totally impertinent to the restoration of a former normal chemical balance within your brain
I am such an idiot, I took too much lsd because I read that it could help me, I was deluded. I am having pretty severe side effects from that. I am right now in such a bad state, I can't reply all your post. I'm not sure if I can be saved anymore.

 No.307515

>>307513
Keto is great. I felt light and energetic. I loved it. But beware of carbo sensitivity after a while on keto. Include carbos slowly and don't diet for a long time and it's pretty good.

 No.307628

>>306999
>>307515
Should have saged what I sent a few days ago. I have now fully recovered from these side effects.

I've been doing alright. After trying to cure myself with a LSD trip (I let someone convince me that it was supposed to boost neuroplasticity and increase levels of BDNF), I got mild dpdr/hppd for a day and saw what an actual miserable life could be like. Now I know I have no right to end my life. And I will never do drugs again.

>There exists no objective logical ground for you to have imposed this conclusion on yourself as a sort of certain fatalistic sentence.
Very true. Thanks for stating this, wiz.

>Have you been taking a well-formulated B vitamin that contains both thiamine and folate?
Yeah, high quality B-complex that contains both daily for almost a month. Noticed slight energy improvement but it might just be the diet.

>Be mindful of any toothpaste tubes that may be formulated with sodium fluoride
Mine had it so I tossed it and got a non-fluoride one. Water I'm drinking seems low in it but I'm thinking about getting a filter anyway.

>Nitric oxide rich foods
Noted, already eating leafy greens, nuts and meat pretty much every day. Will add more where I can.

>Sauna
Looked into it, unfortunately it's pretty expensive around here. Will go if I find a decent option.
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 No.307761

>>307628
>Did you experience any degradation in visual imagination after SSRIs?

Yes, but it lessened in equal time in keeping with the betterment of all the other problems I was experiencing (sexual dysfunction, anhedonia. etc.).

This “degradation in visual imagination” has a technical name, which is “aphantasia”, meaning the inability to clearly form mental images. Aphantasia seems to be a somewhat common sequela of many classes of psychiatric medication, not just ssris. There’s an entire sub-reddit dedicated to discussing this issue. Here’s one thread in particular addressing the on-set of aphantasia following ssri usage: https://www.reddit.com/r/Aphantasia/comments/khsot8/aphantasia_as_aquired_after_use_of_ssris/

There is no consensus nonpharmacologic approach for treating aphantasia, but generally any class of meditative exercise that works to reground the eidetic library of the mind should be helpful.

Two examples of these exercises would be:

1. image streaming, where with eyes closed you self-narrate the nature of whatever visual forms first come into your mind, whether it’s darkness itself or some lesser shadow of an idea, essaying to restrengthen the link between your imaginative faculties and speech. this is something to be done a few times a week.

2. image journaling, where you try to be as verbally descriptive as possible in recording the features of your daily environment, retraining your brain to meaningfully engage with imagery. also a weekly exercise.

>with no emotions attached

This zombifying effect is peculiar to the use of all serotoninergic drugs. I remember a friend of mine relating to me how blunted and colorless the whole range of his thinking felt when withdrawing from escitalopram. I also experienced something similar. Ssris seem to induce some type of imprecise broad-spectrum brain injury, whose many symptoms require patience and intelligence to resolve. However be mindful not to ever lose confidence that the injury can be undone and cured (which I know is very hard when you are still injured). Colorlessness and emotional blunting, like aphantasia and anPost too long. Click here to view the full text.


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 No.323406[Reply]

I'm actually worried about the OS needing ID to even let you use your computer. How TF do you even get around it? Use a non-mainstream OS? Can we even prepare before this happens?
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 No.323743

>>323742
i remember the magisk days, that was annoying and sometimes did not work. now it is super easy.

>install f-droid
>add the microG repo to f-droid
>install the 2 apps from the repo (microG services and MicroG companion)
>install aurora store without google account by selecting anonymous in the first run
>get the stupid banking app or the stupid packstation app from aurora
>it just works as if you had all the google garbage on your phone.

 No.323744

>>323743
Each of those steps has their own list of required steps

 No.323745

>>323742
Worry about yourself not other people because there's absolutely nothing you can do to change their behavior

 No.323747

>>323744
>Each of those steps has their own list of required steps

like what?


>install f-droid
>>stop one arm from shoveling popcorn into your mouth and continue with one-armed feeding
>>use the idle arm to to grab the phone
>>install f-droid
>>put done the phone again
>>resume dual-arm popcorn feeding

 No.323780

>>323743
>now it is super easy.
In what world, my dude?

All youre listing is how to substitute Play Services on phones without it, which is indeed relatively trivial provided you HAVE TRUE SYSTEM LEVEL ACCESS, which is not the case in the vast majority of modern phones even if you by some miracle find a way to unlock the bootloader. Hence that guys retarded "systemless root" solution which is like saying "alcohol free vodka" or "fat free butter" idk I cannot come with a proper analogy right now but you get what im trying to say. It is an oxymoron, "root" without being able to write the system partition is the source of the massive buggy shitfest that made so many people give up on the idea of root entirely. Because literally every single "rootable" thing now needs its entire fucking retarded module that is just some really contrived and really fucking buggy workaround. The simplest example I can give is editing the good old build.prop file, because the "root" the sellout devs gave us is not true root, it literally doesnt work 50% of the time if youre lucky.

>>323744
Some of my phones are 100% google free but im worried about something I heard about Google making reCaptcha not work on debotnetted devices, and then theres the warning that several free as in freedom websites have been warning us about the alleged deletion of apps from devs not registered with their ID and fuck knows what else.


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 No.226669[Reply]

Some news portals were talking about employing ex-convicts by providing shelter, food, a job and other opportunities, while many people my age have difficulties finding a job at McDonald's or any other shitty job to start their career (I'm 22 years old), dealing with mental health issues and so on, because we are treated as lazy even when no one wants to lend a hand.
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 No.228483

>>226669
because ex-convicts are dangerous, if they experience homelessness and don't have money to buy food (let's not even talk about drug/alcohol addictions) they're going to rob someone.
having a job also keeps them busy so they don't get involved into gang business.
>>226672
prison is indeed useless, it should be replaced with labor camps.
only people who are disabled or seriously ill get sent to prison, the rest have to work 12 hours a day, 6 days a week, that way it would save taxpayers money, have them repay their debt to society and it would serve as an actual deterrence.

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>>226669
Because we gave succubi rights, and they are attracted to low IQ violent thugs.

 No.228486

>>228485

no big suprise there.

 No.228489

>>228485
True. Any wizard who doubts that should check out female oriented fiction, especially the one amateurish writeressesses write for other succubi online. I've beat my meat to lots of different shit throughtout the years but even the darkest creation of japanese bastards who create smut for perverts pale in comparison to all the rape, torture, sadism and other gruesome shit they shlick to. Like gangsters killing off fMC families, kidnapping them, torturing them but it's alright thought, the gangster falls in love and simply chokes and beats her lovingly.
If you realize that this is just the average female fantasy, then all we see in this cursed society makes perfect sense.

 No.228495

>>228489
>>228485
People don't understand that callousness, yelling and indifference to others are signals of status, because historically, displaying that behavior got your head kicked in if you were low on the pecking order. Most normal people still have instincts that keep that behavior in check because we're wired for a different society, but the punishment is gone. Some unemployed druggie sadist can go fuck with a wagie for sport, mistreating him, and the wagie can't do anything back without risking his job. Despite on paper the wagie being above the delinquent, succubi respond to the person doing the berating.

Being too friendly and too agreeable is also a signal of low status, because that behavior is typically only done by neurotypicals if they're at risk of expulsion. Even in real life, when I see someone non-autistic who is TOO nice, he almost always is either planning a backstab, is in a precarious position with employment or has some filthy secret he's kept hidden, typically a sex crime.

The egalitarian play-nice leveling that society has attempted has just exacerbated the situation and made it worse, and lead to the blackpill. Obviously succubi don't find agreeable and over-socialized men attractive, and while socialization to society's values was once a good trait that lead to positive results, now it leads to deleterious results. The end result is that people turn to cynical and cold explanations (the blackpill), and shred their pro-social outlook.

Society was a lot worse and a lot more brutal not too far into the past, and it was typically pro-social people that survived. I feel like blackpillers and crabs can't really look past the specifics of the modern era. Part of the reason white and east asian societies are so relatively safe and corruption free is because the anti-social elements repetitively got pruned.


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 No.306959[Reply]

I have a lot of faults of my own, perhaps my current predicament is entirely my fault. I have no friends. No one to talk to. But things are worse, I was born and currently live in a really hated country on this planet but regardless it could've always been worse, I could've been a prisoner in North Korea or on the menu in Africa for a good hearty meaty meal.

The true tragedy is I am significantly over than 21, I have a very rocky relationship with my parents, who abused the hell out of me, and I literally shake and tremble in fear when my parents are angry, I can feel pain in my heart. But guess what I am over 21 years of age and they are not bound by any law to take any care of me at all but they still do, they have also helped me a lot, while I don't wish them harm, I do wish I lived away from them.

And of course I am unemployed, to a great extent, I get talked down on daily basis, while I am grateful for what my parents have done for me, I am grateful for what normies have done for me by making wonderful things like mobiles and games. I do not like the fact that my father has a carte blanche to say anything to me and do anything to me, I am grateful for society for giving me mobiles and games, as I said. But I don't like how my value is only derived from what I earn.

If I don't earn, I am a pest, a drain on resources, my parents treat me like I am disposable, with no respect, at all. And why should they cause love isn't unconditional because if they loved me unconditionally, maybe I would've abused them instead. No such thing as that.

I just want to die but I am terrified of dying without living for once. I live in an honor culture mixed with Western Style liberalism and as an unemployed person, I am the lowest common denominator in them. Money has somehow turned out to be more important than I expected it to be, I mean money is water, money is food, and money is roof. I knew that but I didn't knew how.

I have never spent a day of my life that wasn't in constant anxiety and worrying about something, not a single day in my life where I could claim that 'Yes, it was a good day.'. Perhaps I am like one of those weird females who don't want solutions to their problems but they just want to be heard, when they talk, if you know what I mean. And it surprises me that I have an iota in common with succubi.

As I said a lot of fault lies with me, I have tried for jobs, and tried for online ways to earn. But pePost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.307379

>>307366
When thinking about reincarnation I keep wondering why the hell would God, the Universe or whatever limit you to just one planet, just to one species. Never understood this point of view.
Also, even though pajeeting is a horrible prospect for the afterlife but I can think of thousand worse hells.

 No.307381

>>307374
wizhell
i'd actually pick north korea over it

 No.307382

>>307374
>I am surprised why my parents decided to have me in poverty
Most kids born in India and China are expected to provide for the parents after 20 years or so. Your parents took that gamble and lost.

 No.307758

An incident happened with me today because my father doesn't do proper maintenance of things and instead called some discount guy to do it and he ruined the appliance, he started to shout at me, as if it was my fault.

Never in my life have I wanted to put a kick right into someone's head like today. But I pray to the lord everyday that my father dies. That Pajeet has ruined my life and I have to take it cause I am unemployed. So the world tells me that I should be grateful even if he now has a carte blanche to abuse the fuck out of me.

I swear to god, I really want this motherfucker to be struck by lightning, one way or another. I hope this piece of shit suffers the worst cancer known to mankind and does as early as possible. I hope someone nukes this country and put an end to pathetic suffering.

 No.307759

if you off yourself you kinda hand it to them, but if you can get away from them and break contact, you win

in my view at least, I would find enjoyment knowing they cant touch me anymore and they dont even know what I am up to

then if you still want to off yourself, I would make sure they would never know

again, just my personal view


/hob/

 No.41994[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Every other board has their own /general/ and it might be better to post about little known hobbies here, rather than have a new thread that gets 2 replies.

How about horseback riding?
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 No.70584

>>70532
good luck


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 No.307723[Reply]

Very late 20s. Never been on a date, never been approached. Never had any friends, only acquaintances. Not even meme internet "friends". I always thought these things would naturally come to me at a later age, but they never did. With each passing year it gets worse. There is something profoundly wrong with me, it's like the part of my brain that's responsible for human contact was amputated at birth
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 No.307745

>>307743
>azata
Gay.

 No.307746

>>307745
I find myself desiring cutesy silly fun stuff as I get older.
It is what it is.
I can't stomach drama or "realistic" shit anymore. Not a homosexual though thankfully.

 No.307747

>>307723
I am nearing 30. I've been like that all my life. I have a friend but we share just the basic stuff, going to the same school, knowing same people, not that much in common.
When I was much younger I had several bouts of 'I can find myself friends and maybe even a cute girlfriend like in one of them animes'. It never went anywere. My attempts at finding friends get crushed by the fact most people i've encountered in my life are just plain retards with whom I can't discuss anything. We just don't share anything with them. I realized what's the point? I'd rather be in my own company that waste time and effort on fruitless relationships.

 No.307748

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>>307747
>When I was much younger I had several bouts of 'I can find myself friends and maybe even a cute girlfriend like in one of them animes'. It never went anywere.
My vampire wife will arrive any minute now.
A yukionna will do as well.

>with whom I can't discuss anything.
What would you like to discuss with friends?
I used to have stuff I cared about and stuff I wanted to talk about with people, but nowadays I just don't have any interests or things to share.
I have to wonder why I even desire such a thing anymore in that case.

 No.307752

>>307748
>What would you like to discuss with friends?
What first comes to mind, vidyagames. Discussing what we playan or ever playing them with a friend somehow. That seems so alien.


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 No.227944[Reply]

wizards, this is a truly important question. how do you tell your mom, or anyone else for that matter, that you are really not interested in whatever female they think you should "befriend"?

i know you're going to troll me, but i still kindly ask you to find a second and think about what could be the *optimal* solution. the solution that doesn't burn bridges, doesn't create bitter enemies and yet lets you maintain the high ground. i know this is not fully achievable, but there gotta be an algorithm or something.

my brain just crashes in such situations. it's like "idk wtf are you're even talking about???" i need help
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 No.228387

>>228377
that's easy to explain, succubi are at war with nature and birds are nature.

 No.228487

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i remember when i was 20, my mom and a friend of her kept trying to get me and her daughter together. she'd suggest random ideas to me that were obviously just setups so we could meet and i'd always shut them down or dismiss them.
around this time she bought a little niche store, and since i'd dropped out of college recently she would make me spend the entire day taking care of it all by myself (she had another job). she and her friend made it so the daughter would also go work with me after being done with her college classes.
it was so awkward and we were both aware that it was just some contrivance by our mothers that we had no interest in. she didn't come back after the first week.
some six months later i went to a cousin's birthday party. the succubus was also there because my aunt, the cousin's mom, was also friends with her mom. some guy had gotten her pregnant and they told me he had left her. my aunt said to me, "your mom told me you guys know each other, why don't you go say hi to her?" i was like, "uhh… no, i'm okay."

my mom eventually got herself an employee for her store after 10 or so months, and i went back to neet'ing in my room in peace.
happy end.

 No.228488

>>228487
It's amazing how people will go so far out of their way to turn their problems into your responsibilities.

 No.228493

>>228487
the ironic part about all this is that their "go say hi to her" attitude is the very reason you end up as a lilwiz. first they fail to notice your libido isn't as high as television says it should be, then they crush the remnants of your self-confidence and self-respect by basically ensuring you fail at the most basic milestones of social life.

i wouldn't mind if it was just being a "failure" with succs, but this influence widely spreads on to other fields of social functioning rendering you a retarded neet.

i wouldn't mind being a retarded neet if i fucking any means of making money except wageslaving. and wageslaving as a retarded neet type person is fucking hell

 No.228494

>>228493
Unfortunately these things often go hand in hand


/wiz/

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 No.228407[Reply]

Why is anime so engraved into this site and this kind of culture? Is it just the cause of the succubi or cause japan had the crab culture first?
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 No.228469

>>228407
Anime just mesmerize people in a way cartoons don't, because anime allows the creators to tell whatever story they want, while cartoons must be family-friendly for some reason.
It's not that cartoons can't do the same as anime, most cartoon teams and studios shoot themselves in the foot with arbitrary limitations.
Ever heard of "Hartman Hips", cartoonists invented it because most publisher didn't allow them to draw boobs. Boobs on their own isn't nsfw, but whatever.

 No.228481

>>228407
Because Anime has the tendency to deal with themes that aren't as commonly found in Western media, for the simple reason that Japan has very different cultural roots. For example you will have a lot of shows deal with the idea of periods of your life ending and having to move on to a new chapter, especially in any kind of slice of life high school type setting. A lot of Western media also seems to be more prone to adapting the political/social messaging of the week into its content, which is unappealing to many. Now kindly leave this site and don't return.

 No.228490

To rip someone more eloquent off;

You can't cross certain mental barriers and turn really <<Funky>> until you've watched the first season of K-On!

The revelation embedded in CGDCT SoL moe shows is not the plot or the characters, but the presentation of the world. These shows take place in worlds of safety, security, happy homes, living traditions, and full employment. The worst thing that ever happens is a pet dying or someone's family moving away. These stories from their very outset reject the proposition of eternal struggle, suffering, degradation, corruption, collapse and globalism.

 No.228491

>>228481
as per >>228490
they reject the *framing* of Christian culture in the first place. For an in-depth treatment of this, I recomend https://www.unqualified-reservations.org/2007/09/how-dawkins-got-pwned-part-1/

with the key insights being, the framing of American->Anglophone->Protestant/Capitalist->Christian->Greco/Roman sets basic structures within which ideas are shaped either by conformity or by opposition. If you were brought up in such a tradition, your thinking and conceptualisation is essentially tainted by the framework and archetypes.

Anime, quite possibly uniquely in economically viable art forms in the world, comes from an insulated tradition, which absorbed some of the superficial elements of western animation but applied it inside the Nippon/Shinto framework.

As a particularly strong example of contrast, in a <Western> presentation, the way a problem is resolved is with tools: more guns, more horses, more food, more succubi, whatever - it's essentially an economic race or the application of existing resources more effectively. In .jp media, it's participation in a system which rewards mastery first, status second and resources some point after that.

And it's that last part which I think appeals to us wizards - it certainly appealed to me long before I recognised what it was. It's not "I won over someone else and got more shit" as the premise, it's "I just kept doing what I was already doing until I got really good at it, and it solved my problem."

For failed normies and proto-wizards, that's *enormously* comforting.

For us elder wizards (40+) we start to see the dovetail/horseshoe where the two join together in maturity, but your starting point and whatever form you had the most experience pursuing gives context benefits.

 No.228492

>>228424
Great insight. I'm starting to feel like the neuroplasticity thing is all too real.
Feels like I much rather play games I liked over and over again regardless of quality. Absolutely unable to enjoy anything I didn't get into as a youth.

>>228407
Escapism. It was and is daydream fuel to me. Nowadays mostly manga as anime is too demanding to consume.
Also online communities used to be full of kindred spirits escaping their reality as well.
Nowadays it feels like anime is made for normies and the online spaces are also inhabited by them.
Not saying this in a "hello fellow wizards I fit in right?" way, but lets face it it's nowhere near the same.
Just by virtue of multiple generations having grown up by now it can't be the same.

How much do I have in common with a 20 year old "wizard"? Hell I feel like a retard for having posted at that age in hindsight.
A world has left me behind that I never managed to be a part of.
Of course I'm attached to escapist fantasies…


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 No.63216[Reply]

Games you played that were not as good as the mainstream masses/reviewers would had you believe.
Also games that were recommended by "patricians", that turned out to just be games that cater to their autistic taste.

While I didn't find the gameplay or aesthetic of borderlands bad. The writing is so god damn cringy, it's like a boomer trying to write something he thinks modern teens like. After 2 hour I just couldn't stand it anymore. Gearbox were veterans and they had the backing of 2K a major publisher, this was the best writer they could get?
The deigns of banished isn't bad. It just that it felt like doing homework instead of playing a fun game. Many hours of planning, trail and error. Only an autist could think about spending the weekend for this.
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 No.63443

>>63440
running for a couple minutes isn’t so bad, although there are run backs that are truly miserable but those are the minority and mostly a DS2 problem. The game allows you to summon NPCs and people or get severely overleveled before a boss fight so the run backs just balance things a little bit

 No.63460

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Why is this game treated like a hidden gem? Skylar and Plux is just discount Jak and Daxter. The game is very janky, you can get stuck on a plane that is just elevated 5cm from the one you currently standing on. You have to jump up on it.
This is the equivalent of seeing a person not being able of walking up a doorstep, and have to jump up on it to reach the door. You can clip trough a lot of objects that you shouldn't. They couldn't bother animating pots breaking when you punch them instead they just become dust. level design is just okayish. The story is so cringe. Many people complain that the game was just 2-4 hours, I wouldn't mind it if it was the most amazing 2-4 hours platforming ever. But it's not, it's just something you play if you want something similar to jak and daxter but you already played all of them. Worst part is that this could had been a good game if they had polished it more. Yes there were only 4 devs working on it, it's impressive but the game by itself isn't a gem. Do PC-gamers have very low standards when it comes to platformers?

 No.63471

>>63216
I liked Banished but like most GOG games there was a software bug that broke the game for me. I had a village that was almost dead and had to be brought back to life through incest. The city management was kind of confusing and I was never happy with it. Stronghold was a much better bang for my buck.
>>63325
Shadows of the Colossus permanently killed my enthusiasm for Zelda. It was almost a parody of a Zelda game. BotW had some nice survival and climbing mechanics but it was shit I wished Morrowind had.
>>63369
I would have tried this game if it wasn't for the relentless shill campaign. I am more likely to try Crimson Desert after my ears perked up hearing it compared to Dynasty Warriors.

 No.63511

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Far cry isn't as fantastic as people tell you. Story is just your typical action movie plot. The gameplay is pretty fun, could even be amazing, unfortunately ubisoft drop the ball here. Planning out and attacking outposts and fortresses is where the main fun is. But they AI sometimes ruins it.
The AI's detection system is pretty wonky. sometimes you can stay right behind a tiny tree that just cover your face, in front of the enemy and they won't notice you. Other times they detect you because a tiny portion of your body is visible.
The difficulty is also very lazily implemented. Ubisoft just increase the enemies damage output and health depending on mode.
Side missions aren't even fun for the most part, it's just busy work. Drive here within the time limit, kill an animals using a specific weapon, climbing radio towers to reveal more of the map and etc.
The games aren't all that optimize or polished. Far cry 3 on modern hardware set on 1080p ultra? Unstable 50-90fps, PC sounds like an jet engine.
Keep in mind this game is 14 years old. Their other titles in series aren't much better. not to mention Far cry 6 takes up 180gb on your hard drive.
Just imagine how much worse it will be for console players. The games are also ridden with bugs. It crashed a lot when I played it in 2021, when I asked around people told me to set it to DirectX 9.0c because DirectX 11 was unstable. Heard that they fixed it now. So it took Ubisoft more than a decade to fix their game!?

If you start playing these games and expect an 10/10 experience, you will be disappointed.

 No.63512

>>63432
Remedy have never good game, they're total hacks imo


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 No.65514[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What's the last movie you've seen?
What's the oldest film you've seen?

The last movie thread has surpassed the bump limit. >>>/hob/60753
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 No.70387

>>70386
It can be identified thus it can be observed mr smartass

 No.70389

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>>65514
I never watch romance films bacause i think all are bullshit but i watched this film by accident
>Silver Linings Playbook
And i liked it, i feel it humanistic in a lot of ways.
Maybe bacause the feeling of that anyone get how you feel is in the entire film, all are assholes to protagonist and all put moralistic tags or bullshit on them. The protagonist feels lonely in a lot of ways, everyone feel distant to them in a not forced acting way.
There're some escenes that the dude and same the succubus turn full anxiety and i suffered that shit, i feel empathy for the protagonists so that maybe is a good camera and acting job.
I dont know if the book is more good.

 No.70390

>>70389
>more good
>crappy tastes
>low IQ

most likely indian

 No.70420

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I watched "Redux Redux" two days ago. It wasn't terrible— just kind of a turn-your-brain-off movie. You throw it on, kick back, and let it wash over you. It's about a succubus with a time machine who keeps jumping between parallel universes to track down the guy who took her daughter away, over and over.

 No.70583

Tenet

Citizen Kane

I don't watch movies often to be honest


[Last 50 Posts]

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 No.307650[Reply]

I have become increasingly depressed at the state of discourse about almost any subject. Look at the opinions of most people and discuss their reasoning with them; they do not really have reasons based on experience or logic. They are just saying things they think are normal to say. They imitate others. They understand the world through memes. Zero actual curiosity or critical thinking skills when it comes to discussion of politics/culture/history/science/art. Everyone just parrots what they think others think. They think in memes. Partly to fit in and achieve social acceptance and partly just monkey see monkey do like a child or animal.

Democracy is a failure because most people have no idea what they are voting for or what the consequences will be. They just follow the cultural memes. The internet has exacerbated this. Most people’s political views or views on the culture are just glorified SIX SEVEN repetitions - people have no good justification for any of the ideas they follow.

It might sound arrogant and supercilious to say these things. I worry that I am not that different and I just copy things sometimes by instinct. Makes me wonder if the self even fucking exists and we are just biological self replicating robots copying things.

Depressing. Enraging.

 No.307651

it's true, but it's worse than you think. most "people" aren't even human, they're bio-robots that react as if they have inner experience but there's nothing there actually. they're part of a hivemind and most of the time they're in idle mode where they just sync up on memes, but sometimes they operate as a unified whole and cause wars and revolutions. i don't know who or what controls them but ever so often it happens and the results are disastrous.

a good litmus test for whether you are dealing with a conscious human is any signs of internal conflict and "neuroticism". this implies that the body and mind (soul) are separate and want to go in different directions. the zombies on the other hand, operate in reality with zero friction because they have no soul and it is trivial to adapt themselves to any arbitrary conditions that they might find themselves in.

 No.307655

>>307651
Okay, and this changes things how? You don't mistreat animals just because they're animals either.

 No.307668

I think the same. Memes have changed people's way of thinking. Memes make people take things less seriously

 No.307693

All opinions I pay attention too on social media are recycled after another following the same cliche meme-pattern.

 No.307730

I agree


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 No.67595[Reply]

I invite all anonons interested in the occult to gather in this thread and learn the basics of magic. And if on the site there are more experienced people in this topic, please share their wisdom and help with neophytes and everyone
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 No.70530

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>>70473
>>70472
>Magic explanation
Crowley in a way in some book was into some psychological explanation of things
in another was into a religious belief in some way pagan
in other was more into the way of Duquette everything its in your mind but you dont know how big its is
but Crowley actually told a student that in magic you call outer occult forces like gods, angels, spirits and etc.
Who fuck knows, the dude changed from that his genius or HGA was a psychological phenomena to a magical occult third party entity out of control of him that make a possesion of his wife and write a damn religious book like an spiritist.
in some text he says that demons of goetia are just part of the brain, i dont know.
or maybe the two posibilies even if are a contradiction are valid.
Crowley was Agnostic, later more Chaoist, later more pagan, and later more religious and later who fuck knows maybe just trippy dude.
>fringe belief into psy
Some guys of chaos magic have some fringe belief beyond agnosticism or atheistic view in a sense just to open something to a psy-powers thing or something. its a kinda rare belief, its more rare than the typical that magick is just doing material things or not to achieve objetives or things, like hypnosis (yep, magick with K is more related to material world than the old paranormal magic)
in some way you can call that everything is just hypnosis or maybe in the more fringe belief this hypnosis with ritual open something to a psy-powers or who knows.
>RAW and mind powers, maybe
Robert Anton Wilson sometimes was in the middle between paranormal and agnosticism and the dude have a lot of fringe-paranormal maybe explainable experiences into a cosmic schizo shit. you can call it that view into quantum things but the dude sometimes was more into something weird is happening and other times that's its just something materialistic psychological.
He first try to relate it to scientific knowledge of its time like the brain waves, alpha state, altered state of mind, drugs, hypnosis and etc (he in some book tried some experiments with this around sound, waves and etc and he says that in some waves he know itPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.70542

I have read few text on magic but it requires many leaps of faith just like religion, just like anything really. I yawned and closed the book. Maybe it is as true as anything else but man, I don't care.

I am exhausted by things and knowledge.

 No.70543

If you're gonna seek something obscure why don't you try something which actually delivers like neoplatonism. I'm sorry but this just looks to me like some scam for normies

 No.70544

Qliphoth traveller here, i fornicate with the demon queens and they teach me debaouchery and magick in dreams. Basically i'm still stuck at lust. I went beyond but found out it's fucking horrible (nofap,semen retention). It's like the soul stands bare before the almighty. This spehere is brutal, took me about six months of this shit to give up. So went back to Lilith,Naamah,Babalon, Ishtar and all the other aspects of Venus. Beautiful, warm pleasure But i gotta go through this sphere to cross the abyss and become that black diamond. Free from the loop, free from the wheel doing whatever the fuck i want. Warning though, once you start this journey there's no getting off, you either burn or ascend. Horrible things will happen to your soul,mind and body. The alternative is coming back to this shithole. The other way, is that dark soul piercing evil that child molestors do like that guy from The True Detective or Epstein. You entrap souls in that awful awful loop and you get more free everytime you do it. The dark side of indian mages know this, they eat the dead, rape their sisters/mothers and know they ascend. The path to God is horrible.

 No.70582

>>70544
what kind of magick do they teach you?
or do i have to learn it myself from them?


/hob/

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 No.49409[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Anyone here have weird, niche interests? I’m curious about this kind of thing. I like hearing about people dedicating their lives to one specific strange thing. Post about them here.
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 No.70495

>>50746
I love etymologies. It's very fun to break down morphemes

 No.70497

>>50746
https://www.etymonline.com/
You can use this for a broader answer

 No.70531

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>>49409
I like to read about
>Psychonautics
(or altered state of mind or how to play with your brain and sensations)
In general i read just about Hypnosis and magic/magick or ritualism, placebos, mind tricks, mindhacking, mind illusions etc.
I dont read much about drugs bacause i dont consume or have money for these (i dont want to turn addict) maybe in my 40 years i will try some drugs or heavy methods but for now i want to be healthy.
Its a fun insteresting hobby but is not a very good talk topic for normies.
Sometimes i talk with this with hippies new agers and some aspie science dudes, not the typical normie but they respect and have interest in these things around mind and body control and sensations.

 No.70580

>>70531
I have read a lot about drugs and I find that it has some practical application. Like I will never take any opioids or benzos if a doctor tries to prescribe it to me being aware of the death spiral.

 No.70581

jerking off and beer.

thats it


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