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 No.228657[Reply]

I keep starring at succubi when I'm in public places (in the train for example) like a pervert. the thing is I can't help myself but look at the beautiful succubi or turn head to every corner to see if there is a beautiful succubus to stare at. the problem is I want to break this habit because first, succubi aren't worth it, secondly I look lile a perv, thirdly I don't want to get in trouble. I want to ask archmages how do you avoid looking at succubi?
>just don't stare at them
I just can't, it's not that easy to stop just starring. I cat help myself because I'm like attracted (my eyes are) like a magnet.
how do you do my fellows to stop looking at succubi that use the power of their hot body to lure men to become a pervert?
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>>228663
you're talking yo OP though

 No.228666

Just watch at the succubus if you want to and stop being an anxious little rat thinking anything he is doing will have bad consequences

 No.228667

>>228666
thanks satan, harsh but true but can't help myself overthinking/being paranoid

 No.228669

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I stopped feeling attracted to the bodies of random whores after my heart was captivated by the most precious succubus i've ever laid my eyes upon.

 No.228670

anyone here ever get in trouble for this?



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 No.303736[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

You will still be stuck browsing this thread in 2026 edition

previous>>296811
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 No.308102

>>308098
only a 10% increase in pay for ALL the hours spent working, all the stress and general issues that come along with it. I swear people must NEETBUX as much as possible. If jobs were giving like 5x the money I'd happily show up. My used up old hag of an auntie makes MORE than I do being a welfare queen with 9 kids and I work 60 hours a week.

 No.308117

>>308102
>My used up old hag of an auntie makes MORE than I do being a welfare queen with 9 kids and I work 60 hours a week.
And the governments of the world wonder why more people (normies and wizards alike) are dropping out of society.

 No.308119

>>308099
If they stopped bringing in migrant labour and got rid of NEETbux, those shit factory jobs would unironically pay an upper middle class lifestyle (Like many used to) and jew daycare jobs wouldn't exist. The class system in the west would be completely thrown out of balance and boomers and foids alike would suffer.

How many people are actually physically and emotionally capable of those physically brutal nightshift jobs? Remove people over 50, remove succubi, remove anyone who has the skills to aspire to anything better, and you're left with not enough people to fill the roles. They're socially essential roles, every serious country needs its local chicken processing plant, quarries and toilet paper production facilities because that shit is way too expensive to ship internationally.

 No.308121

>>308099
how to gets premiun

 No.308123

I looked at the bank account data from this retirement aged succubus. She has on her bank account roughly 300 000 euros. For doing absolutely nothing she earns 2200 and more each month just from investments (capital working for itself without labour). She herself doesn't even understand why and how and barely even appreciates it. However that's more than most people here working full time that I know. And it's more than enough to live much better than any kind of NEET buy. On top of that she receives full rent money. It boggles my mind how in this society capital is making more money than the any kind of work and effort you put in. People destroy their bodies and souls in inhuman jobs and earn less than people who have just already inherited money and do absolutely nothing, needless to say that 300 000 is just the bottom limit, wealthy people make a great job at keeping, extending and protecting their status and power. I can't blame the lady and this isn't anything surprising, but when I actually saw her getting 2300 each month just for doing absolutely nothing while my pay is lower and hating work so much, something in me broke.


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 No.307210[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post here if you don't have enough to say for a new thread, but it's too depressing for the crawl thread.

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>>308079
>what is this curse of being painfully aware of your every fault and feeling infinite shame but being unable to do anything about it?
complexes
>>308082
>>308080
guys never goon…

 No.308084

>>308083
>guys never goon…

Goon just means masturbate at this point, and anti-masturbation is pointless. I'm going to jerk off and enjoy it. The anti-masturbation crowd has nothing interesting to say and I've never heard a good argument from them.

 No.308088

>>308084
gooning is watching hentai for hours until your balls hurt.
>The anti-masturbation crowd has nothing interesting to say
anti-masturbation is absolutely based, but unfortunately too hard for most people. trying to argue with them is like trying to argue with Schwarzenegger about gym. on the other side anti-fap guys are usually underage tourists from 4chan who jerk off every second day.

 No.308101

there is no way out of poverty. even on my free day i'm too tired to care.

 No.308122

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>>307768
>keep calling GM corporate and delaer ship
>no eta on when part is going to arrive
>we dont have any loaner vehicles lol, you have to rent a gm vehicle for a reimbursement of $44 a day
>oh and the chevy malibus in every rental fleet are on recall for the back up camera
>need vehicle to commute to work (35 mins) and blowing money on uber rides
Im going to go insane


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 No.51836[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Does anyone here do deadlifts? I'm thinking about working to get a god-tier deadlift. My first goal is to make it up to 405lbs deadlift and then see how far I can take it from there. Right now I can do 255 for 5x5. Any wizbros here with tips?

Right now I'm 80 lbs overweight and need to stop eating so much food. The problem is I'm addicted to food and since I'm a 28 year old virgin, it's not like I have much else to do so it's gonna be hard to cut back on the food. Does anyone also have tips on how to feel full and not feel the need to eat food?
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 No.70294

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I been doing zercher deadlift (for the warrior larp ngl)

2 times per week firts day 3x10 and second 5x5, i wanna get 315 in a few months

(i feel fine in the lower back btw)

 No.70621

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I do deadhangs, chin ups and dips using this.
i do this for health reasons because i don't have health insurance. i started having health issues as a result of lying all day. i was having cognitive issues too

 No.70622

>>70621
I know a lot of people use these to hang themselves.
Anyway I don't see the use of lifting for health issues, unless you need to strenghten specific muscles or something.
This isn't going to clear an infection or heal injury.
But I am glad you are seeing improvement.

 No.70629

>>70622
>Anyway I don't see the use of lifting for health issues
A good chunk of the human population exists under constant spinal and abdominal compression. After years this brings about a myriad of negative side effects and causes the body to grow in a weird way to accommodate the constant stresses. A caveman in nature is also under the constant affliction of gravity but the active lifestyle he leads at least shifts the load around periodically. Deadhanging, incline laying, swimming, and even just jumping rope can take load off of the spine long enough to counteract these effects.

 No.70630

>>70629
I don't think people are really similar to cavemen, anywhere where civilisation sprung up there was farming of carbohydrates and use of written language.
I think cavemen just gathered and hunted and their mental capabilities where very limited. Their lives must have been animal-like and they must have had some kind of primal beliefs which predates polytheistic religion. Something like Hinduism but that which came before it and eventually reached it's climax with it, and eventually faded away.
Sorry for diverging the discussion.
I get your point about activity keeping your body healthy.


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 No.302003[Reply]

My rooster that I've had for ten years, who I consider my best friend and love more than anyone else, died Wednesday night. He was my only friend. He lived in the house with me and was the only thing that would make me feel better when the rest of my life would weigh down on me. I would go hold him and the rest of life would disappear and that would be all that would matter. I keep forgetting now for a few moments, that I can't go see him and hold him anymore.

I have had depression for my whole life adolescence onward, and I was afraid even 5-6 years ago of this day and thought it would be unsurvivable, and now it's here, and I do want to die. I dont want to live in a world where he isn't here with me. The initial shock has worn off and it's sinking in that my best friend is gone, and I'm not going to see him again. My mother is the only other positive presence in my life, because she knew how much I love him. She has stage 4 cancer and it's still unclear if she's going to survive it or not. She's essentially the only reason why I have not shot myself already. She was never abusive or cruel to me, so I couldn't do that to her even though I don't want to live anymore.

Did you ever have an animal that meant this much to you? People are cruel and petty and small. If an animal loves you it's genuine, they dont have ulterior motives or social performance.
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 No.305604

Sorry for your loss. My dog died a few years back and it kills me. It's difficult.

 No.307522

>>305604
it doesn't get easier over time either. You may find you think about it actively less over time, but the pain is just as bad and you relive it

 No.307527

>>305604
do you have a pic of your dog?

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Coming up on a year now. It feels like it happened a month ago and I don't feel any better. Nothing can fill the hole he left

 No.308118

I have a cat. I love them, they are comfy animals. But I fucking hate normgroids, they are sadistic fucks that hate animals, trees and life in general There is a pregnant street cat in my neighbourhood I stop by to pet occasionally. I gave her food today and yesterday and my rude, bossy bitch of a neigboor scolded me for petting a cat that trampled something flowers or whatever, I didn't understood what the cat's fault was but she absolutely hates that cat. I put a bowl with food and water and I believe that bitch will throw it away. I wish I could help the cat out more but I already have a uncastrated male cat with kidney failure whom I must treat everyday and my budget can't handle more, especially with kittens.I can't even leave the house to give them away because of my situation. I can only leave food hoping that cat will eat it.



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 No.227908[Reply]

It's official. Sexbots are almost* here.

Would you guys sexbotmaxx or remain a pure Wizard?
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 No.228448

>>227963
Wizardchan in its early years was definitely a crab website.

 No.228459

>>227908
i'd love to go for it. but unfortunately price will drop to affordable levels after few decades at best so we'll have to wait a bit.
>>228000
if we won't have some nice longevity pill or something we won't get robowaifus. that's one of the saddest things ever

 No.228461

>>228459
>wanting to live longer in order to have simulated sex

 No.228462

for me willing to consider a sexbot, the bot would have to be super advanced, almost real, like a replicant from blade runner tier, like you wouldnt blink twice at it if you saw it walking down the street

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Indeedy.



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 No.307994[Reply]

The day of Armageddon has inched towards me in just 2 hours. I completed a worthless degree in IT, by completed, I mean gave the final exams of the final semester just 2 hours ago, and I returned home, which is in a third world country. And the results are as I expected, as a matter of fact, when I came back I could literally feel the tension inside my house mounting.

I was expecting one day or another, for this to happen but it's surreal how quickly it has happened, my parents had a massively heated argument with me, and honestly, it took me a few years back when my parents used to abuse the hell out of me, I can for some reason, literally feel the terror of abuse in the lower half of my spine and in my kidneys.

The question is obvious, which is what will I do next? Because I am about to graduate completely unemployed, in this little third world country, and of course the parents aren't happy, as it is in the nature of everyone maybe mine as well to be pissed seeing a man wake up at 9AM and ask for breakfast, and take it back to the Air Conditioned room, the resentment is off the charts for obvious reason of what my parents would consider "stealing" from them because I am not paying back in any meaningful labour, seems like I will have to wake up at 6AM in the morning tomorrow and not use Air Conditioner at all.

It was honestly, a massive argument, I just few hours ago got back to my house from a scorching 42C temperature and now I am being cooked internally. At this point, I have started to prepare for the worst, any day in "my" house could be my last, I am trying to gather all the IDs, gather all the documents for eventual kick, and a kick in a country like this is extremely close to death. Certainly slightly different from other countries where you can live in your car, given that in this country the car ownership rate is 8%. So there goes living in a Honda Fit out of the Window.

I must get a job, I have tried getting a job online, from microtasks, to annotation for OneForma, to trying to act like an agent for PornStars online, to chat on their behalf, and I have earned no more and no less than 0 in any currency of this planet. The jig is coming to an end. While I am not familiar with the thoughts of life in the Christian Theology because I wasn't born in a Christian Family, but my Judgement, rather Execution is near. Fuck me. There is very real chance that I will have to take a permanent dip into a Holy River. I meaPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.308107

>>308056
>large segments of the population will starve to death
not gonna happen, the UN will organize famine relief and there will be a refugee crisis, where large numbers of Indian migrants will be accepted to western Europe, not unlike what happen to the Syrians.

 No.308109

>>308107
Honestly, don't worry, with Syria it was closer Europe. India is far away and Europe even the liberals and left are tightening the laces of the boot. So rest assured, I doubt that Europe will take 1 refugee from India from these sort of conditions. Besides you'd be surprised to know just how competent India is in terms of surveillance and intelligence gather and just how unmotivated your average Indian is. It make come as a shock to some but India has more cameras per head than China in cities.

 No.308110

>>308103
>Jains, where they took the best men of the country, it's warriors, and forced them to be monks and celibates (…)
If anything this to me indicates that genetics aren't the sole determining factor in how society/behaviors get encoded. You have essentially the same race of people capable of embodying a broad spectrum of cultural values over the years. If everyone was a devout Jain India would probably look a lot different today. Maybe there is a genetic floor and ceiling as to which kinds of values any given race can adapt, I don't know. But genetically even the lazy, glutenous Western boomers here come from a lineage of warriors and savages who were lean, mean killing machines.
I'm by far not an expert but to me genetic/environmental mix seems to be most likely. And the environment in the sense of culture and society also is subject to selection pressures. So perhaps the current Indian culture is a result of being better adapted in some way to whatever pressures India was facing back then, only now it's become entirely self-defeating and a behavioral sink. I heard for example the perspective that these Jugaad-type behaviors that make everything worse on the whole might make sense if you are living under a system of imposed colonialism where it is your only way of not cooperating with the system without facing harsh punishment.
That is actually an interesting question - the guy who reads up on India said that colonialism was generally well accepted in India since it at least created a functioning order instead of the constant free-for-all that exists outside of it in normal Indian culture. Do you know anything about that?

 No.308112

>>308110
>I heard for example the perspective that these Jugaad-type behaviors that make everything worse on the whole might make sense if you are living under a system of imposed colonialism where it is your only way of not cooperating with the system without facing harsh punishment.
Very Correct observation. I am surprised that the word "Jugaad" has went mainstream, but really Jugaad translates to makeshift, I think the other thing where this kind of makeshifting is done is because of extreme frugality and economic conservatism that the generation before millennials practiced because they simply didn't had enough resources to do so, but even when they do now, they refuse to stop this.
>the guy who reads up on India said that colonialism was generally well accepted in India since it at least created a functioning order instead of the constant free-for-all that exists outside of it in normal Indian culture. Do you know anything about that?
Depends on who you ask, for the majority of Hindu Population in a weird way that was a relief from the continuous rule of the Mughal Empire and the Empires of these types which had nothing but venom in their hearts for the Hindu Population of the country. And let me just say this, it was so bad that it made the British Rule look good. The other thing is that it has been almost 80 years which means that the oldest man in India if he were to be 110 years old, has seen just 31 years of British Rule, while the median age was lower back then so people don't really remember the British Rule in a weird way even though it was relatively recent than Mughal Rule but it's largely because they still see the people who represented that Mughal Empire in India, so tensions unfortunately continue, today but we hardly see any Brits here.

But I will have to be honest with you here, most of the people around me and even the said descendants of Mughal Empire abhorred the British Rule, some people (a minority) praise it but in a twisted way like I do, I think that it's actually amazing that British Left India with which is probably the most robust Postal Service in the World, new Canals, and railways system which is frequently alluded to by people worldwide. But the fact remains was that these systems were not charity but were instead designed to have a better organisePost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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>>308107
What happened with Sri Lanka is that the IMF and World Bank rushed in and gave them gibs to restart their agricultural industry in a more free-market fashion. I think it was something like a 5 billion dollar grant, which also allowed Sri Lanka to leverage itself with more debt and get the ball rolling again. In exchange for that, the votebank shit of farmers just voting for gibs was made to stop, but there's a lot of pressure there to return to the old ways of unsustainable subsidies.

>>308112
There's two parts of British rule, the EIC and direct crown rule. From what I understand (my knowledge of this part is more patchy) is that the EIC was on its way to becoming a typical extractive empire, utilizing the same mercenary castes to maintain its rule, and playing divide and conquer. They gained power initially by offering a less-corrupt alternative to the Mughals, and Indians themselves turned to them, it was a bottom-up selection choice in a lot of ways. After the ball got rolling and they blobbed over the sub-continent, they started to utilize the same dirty tactics the Mughals once used. It started to embarrass the British crown and lead to PR issues when some of these renegade mercenary castes took it too far and started looting Indian cities.

British crown rule was very expensive for the British, but was managed like a standardized administrative Empire. The actual British Raj people generally have in mind only really came into existence for the last 70 years of colonial rule, it was a relatively short period of time. They tried in the 1930s to squeeze a profit out of their colonies and do what the Marxists have always accused them of doing, applying protectionism and locking their entire empire into a common market. It just didn't really work and they were still haemorrhaging money. The entire reason the British fucked off in the 1940s with barely a fight is because exponential population growth in India made the situation financially and logistically untenable.

I do think the British are responsible for formalizing caste in a way that didn't help anyone, and institutionalizing it. It was done for two reasons. The first was that they asked the local powers how caste worked, and the people in charge at the time gave the most aPost too long. Click here to view the full text.



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 No.70620[Reply]

I made this thread seperatly from the drawing thread because first, I want it to be visible from everyone, secondly, I wanted to separate painting to drawing. In this thread, post paintings you've made or are doing at teh moment or drafts. Talk about paintings and the related (color used, canvas used, etc…)

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What a shame almost all ancient Roman art is lost to history. I was reading some first century writings and thought it would be interesting to take a look at how they depicted themselves.

 No.70625

>>70624
weren't 99% of art in roman empire on walls or fresco?

 No.70626

>>70625
The Roman Empire was the center of the world back then, and there was nothing like the art including paintings produced there in the entire world. Despite this nearly all has been lost to history and the surviving works are mostly wall paintings.
A similar situation exists for the written works, most books and letters have been lost forever.
There was no civilisation on the same level in the entire world with Ancient China coming in second place.

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I asked chatgpt to make a impressionist painting and I'm in a awe how good it is

 No.70628

>>70627
A.I anything should be contained to an A.I thread.



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 No.307023[Reply]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

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>>307702
while nature has some suffering built in, it's nothing like the sustained, ultra boring, slow boil which society, that is man, has chosen and imposed on itself by it's own free will.
If you kill yourself you indeed opt out of the system.
>>307717
yeah I don't like people denying the finality and reality of death. reincarnation is nonsense

 No.307905

>>307415
>picture
An infinite time of non conciousness doesn't feel like either infinite nor no time at all. It doesn't feel like anything because you do not exist whether it be from death or not being born. The non-existence from death is not the same as the non-existence from not yet being born. You were not "pulled out" of a death-state because you did not exist before birth. Your only plane of existence before birth is in the future, that you are "to be". But there's not yet a you. In order to say that we end up where we started you would need to say we started existing before we were born. I'm really not convinced that we exist in an infinite state of life OR death before birth.

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can someone help me kill myself with medication? I have access to venlafaxine, lithium, and fluoxetine. I know these medications can kill me, but I don't know exactly how

 No.308114

>>308113
you won't die with these, just turn yourself into a braindead drooling retard. Why do you want to end your life?

 No.308115

>>308114
>Why do you want to end your life?
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 No.307767[Reply]

>phone alarm wakes you up from blissful sleep
>you're in a warm comfy bed, under a warm blanket
>you bury your head under a blanket for 10 minutes but soon drag your ass out anyway
>drag your ass out to work, where everyone is very demanding and aggressive and hates you
>get back 10 hours later, having no energy to do anything
>do the same thing tomorrow again
I just want to sleep I'm tired of repeating the same morning torture ritual every day. If we weren't ruled by greedy subhumans we'd have 4 day work weeks by now.
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 No.307888

>If we weren't ruled by greedy subhumans we'd have 4 day work weeks by now.
Greedy subhumans is one thing, but another is normies on the rat race. As long as they keep competing for pussy, life will be shit for wageslaves. Maybe the crabs will collectively throw in the towel and give up on the hustle and grind. Life would be so much calmer and easier if normies stopped trying to outstatus one another. Life would be so much cheaper if we wageslaves didn't have to fund our employers and their succubi's luxuries. It's only a pipe dream though.

 No.307892

>>307769
I wish I could work for myself and be my own boss instead of making someone else richer.
>>307884
For many people, freedom is only found within walls.
>>307888
People overestimate the number of normies. There are just as many if not more failed normies. What you're asking for is for them to accept their loserdom which is just absurd.

 No.307924

Grow weed

 No.308105

I was posting here 10+ years ago considering going homeless to avoid getting a job as my parents were forcing me to and nagging/yelling at me literally every single minute of the day. Empty boomer platitudes that made my blood boil. I remember making a thread where I named myself "The black wanderer" LOL. As a reference to Berserk, still remember one of you guys telling me that's a stupid name. I've been working for 9 years at the same job now and it really is hell, and my job is still better than anything else I can obtain. Waking up is so hard, I've become an alcoholic and that's the only way I can cope. I'm practically in a daze/meditation at work just to not rope myself. If I have to move or get fired for some reason I know for sure I'll never find a job as easy(putting that lightly). I worked at a factory for 2 weeks, I couldn't do it.

 No.308111

I hate the drive more than work itself. Everyone is so selfish now, it's some madmax nonsense out there. I have no desire to be 'respected and loved' by those people, they're awful.



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 No.41960[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

everyone thinks japanese people aren't racists and will be alright with foreigners if they respect japan. but this video shows the contrary: japanese people are like the rest of human, they know what racism is and they are also racists
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 No.43640

Yeah I am sure the Japanese would hate me if I had to deal with them. I already have problem socializing with people in my own culture, it's going to be a lot worse in an anal-retentive autistic culture like the Japanese who'd get mad if you forgot to use the correct polite verb forms or if they found out you pirated SNES games. It doesn't affect my interests much though. I can continue immersing myself in Japanese media and learning Japanese without actually having to deal with Japanese people. They're mostly normgroids like people everywhere, yes including the otakus that made your fanservice lolicon manga, they're normgroids with friends and usually married not to mention a lot of them are succubi. Feels kind of weird consuming media from a culture where the people would hate me but ehh, I don't meet people, it makes no difference even if they're super welcoming.

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some are, but most of them don't give a fuck one way or the other.

 No.44276

>>43640
>They're mostly normgroids like people everywhere
>they're normgroids with friends and usually married
Absolutely sickening

 No.44279

>>43640
Sounds like sour grapes and lies.

 No.44294

>>44279
It's true I am learning japanese so I get to read their tweets about latest news and dramas on twitter, which is the go-to social media for otaku stuff in japan.


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 No.308091[Reply]

What is everyones thoughts on leaving a suicide note? Is it necessary for closure for others? A way to get everything off your chest before you ack? Or just a waste of time?

I have been staring at my .60 cent retirement plan, and am not sure if I would just like to go out and just have everyone guessing. Or if its right to leave a note. Most of my family thinks I am useless or lazy. However they have no introspection on that they are the ones who raised me.

 No.308092

it doesn't matter. i've spent quite some time thinking about it and figured that there is simply nothing worth saying. though if you can pump out another my twisted world by all means go ahead

 No.308104

I would write one, but I'm somewhat of a dramaqueen and would love to give a few last nuclear level fuck yous to everyone who deserves it. Also in case any of them have the ability to change their mindsets, hopefully my letter would sway them in some way. I doubt it, but I'll roll that dice. I think I would go full on manifesto so only my parents would actually care to read it. Ideally will just die after them as they aren't so bad anymore. extended family sucks

 No.308108

i can't stand my own writing, especially in my native language so i'm not going to bother writing anything. it would sound too melodramatic or schizophrenic. how do i even explain that there was something painfully wrong with me since i was born? and how do i explain that i'm suspicious of this world and believe it's ruled by an evil deity that wants to keep us trapped in a material prison?

hopefully after i die i don't have to stay and watch my own funeral. i don't want "closure", i just want to get the heck out of here asap.



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 No.307650[Reply]

I have become increasingly depressed at the state of discourse about almost any subject. Look at the opinions of most people and discuss their reasoning with them; they do not really have reasons based on experience or logic. They are just saying things they think are normal to say. They imitate others. They understand the world through memes. Zero actual curiosity or critical thinking skills when it comes to discussion of politics/culture/history/science/art. Everyone just parrots what they think others think. They think in memes. Partly to fit in and achieve social acceptance and partly just monkey see monkey do like a child or animal.

Democracy is a failure because most people have no idea what they are voting for or what the consequences will be. They just follow the cultural memes. The internet has exacerbated this. Most people’s political views or views on the culture are just glorified SIX SEVEN repetitions - people have no good justification for any of the ideas they follow.

It might sound arrogant and supercilious to say these things. I worry that I am not that different and I just copy things sometimes by instinct. Makes me wonder if the self even fucking exists and we are just biological self replicating robots copying things.

Depressing. Enraging.
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 No.308045

You sounds like a failed student trying to cope with his broken ego, ngl.

 No.308046

>>308045
you sound like a failed normie trying to cope with his broken ego, ngl

 No.308047

>>308046
My ego is very fine, don't worry. You avoided my point though

 No.308106

yea everyone pretends to fit in, that's the God of the normie, social approval.



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 No.228628[Reply]

I just wanted to know how did you get rich or got enough money to fulfill your dreams. Or is it you don't need money and are content with your current life and your meagre bank account
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 No.228638

I live in a first world country off unemployment bux which will be cut off soon, currently considering which method I will use to off myself.
While having had no real money my entire life, I don't have any real hatred or bitterness about this, only this sense of meaninglessness and repulsion that society is based around this animal-like mode of living where you spend your existence gathering resources. Maybe it really is better to die and having money just shields you from experiencing the worst of it.

 No.228639

>>228631
Not to be mean but this reads like AI drivel. If not I'm sorry.

 No.228647

>>228637
>philosophies sometimes help me with these things, you know, "accepting what is" and all that.
Absolutely, I don't think anyone could or should accept a life which is full of nothing but compounding of bad situations. And as for me I have realised that I can't and won't accept it, so the option remains to rather resign to it, so to speak.I
>>228639
Man I don't know which AI can come up with a Red Mclaren with Golden Stripes. Rest assured I don't use AI for writing my posts.

 No.228648

>>228632

if one of us is rich its either cause parents were rich, and rich peoples kids are usually imbeciles who have no idea about money.

or were in correct place at correct time on crypto wave.

 No.228656

live with my parents and stacked up wizbux for over a decade, because there are no upper limits on what you can have where I live if you're on a bux system
it's a nice chunk of change but it is absolutely not enough money for me to be called "rich"



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 No.322970[Reply]

How do you fellow thirdie NEET survive and cope? I am Neet in third world country, I really don't want to return to the call center I used to work from last year ;-; the town I live in went to hell too so virtually no local jobs either, I want to be a NEET all day every day but I am forced to work since I live in a third world country and NEETbucks don't exist here, I also can't afford nice things and hobbies so even NEETing is not really fun but a lesser evil compared to the cagie life to me, not to mention the wages are extremely bad, my former job paid less than 200 USDs a month and I had to work 6 days a week (most people in my country work 6 days a week).
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 No.323172

It's a hell on earth.

 No.323648

>>323033
Genuine question, if you're unable to get enough gibs to house yourself or find employment, then what is the point in living? I cannot think of a worse situation than what you just described. Why would you want to cling onto such a meaningless existence? At least as a NEET living with their parents or off the government you can live a hedonistic relaxed life, but constantly walking and living like that just sounds like torture. I'd rather be in prison because I feel liek that would be more stimulating than whatever you plan on doing.

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i'm just glad i don't have to see and interact with retarded normalfags every day
that's worth almost anything

 No.323929

I'm a first world neet but my unemployment benefits will stop soon and then it's time to rope.
I don't know where this believe among third worlders comes from, you can get unlimited neetbux in first world. This only exists in a couple of specific welfare countries like certain Scandinavian nations.

 No.323930

>>323929
Yeah New Zealand is in the process of pushing people off NEETbux now. We were in the Scandinavian box before but it seems we're being shifted to where Spain and Italy are.

There's genuinely a developing NEET crisis in the west, it's something like 20% of 18-24 year olds literally doing nothing now lol. Not even going to school/uni, just no work. The local government extrapolated the increase since Covid and seen that by the 2030s it'd completely collapse the system. What's more worrying for the government is that once a NEET, always a NEET seems to be the thing. It's a sticky habit.



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 No.227929[Reply]

Norms, notions and behaviors they have that annoys you.

>Never argue with your critics or openly dismiss them

Their blood seems to almost always boil when you openly disagree or argue back against their point of view. They seems to just expect you to just nod along and agree(even if it's dishonestly).
Even if they deliverer their criticism rudely they expect you to still be polite with them.
Been told that snarky responses to people's criticism like
>I don't care go fix it yourself if you have a problem with it!
>Rich coming from an amateur like you, I like to see you do better!
>Who cares about what you have to say? Shove it up your ass!
>If you don't like it then do something else!
Will just ensure no one will bother to be honest with you, if they see you do something that is bad/wrong they will keep their mouth shut or lie saying you're doing great and hope you sabotage for yourself.
For a while I bought this. However, it just lead to people daring to be more rude with me. Eventually lead me to snap and revert to my old behavior. Then people started to choose their words more carefully when they talk to me.
Most of the time their criticism isn't even constructive, it's just them wanting you to cater to their preferences. So far this "antisocial" behavior haven't cause me any harm.
This is just some bollocks normies made up, because they don't like when people disagree or argues with them. They just want to be "right" without any push back.
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 No.228651

>>228650
Not denying the neuroplasticity thing. The repetition thing is a must to learning anything, it's takes time but it's a natural part of the process. Most seems to think the repetition step is too painful and that's their biggest hindrance to learn new things.
There was a reason why your teacher forced you to repeat the multiplication table and the alphabet all the time in elementary. It was a chore but it made it stick with you for the rest of your life. I'm sure your grandma could make it second nature, if she did it daily for a while.

 No.228652

>>228651
>It was a chore but it made it stick with you for the rest of your life.
are you a fucking retard? repeating the multiplication table is one of the worst fucking wastes of time. not only they force you to rote memorize completely omitting the existence of mnemonics, you are force to rote memorize shit which you never get to use in practice. much like with everything else in school.
>it's takes time but it's a natural part of the process.
why don't we wait until you turn like maybe 20-25 years old then we will talk about neuroplasticity? because after some point repetition requires effort so immense that you're basically not capable of learning the new thing no matter how many times you try to approach it. that's just it. you're not gonna make it by simply repeating more times or putting more time into it (by the way after you turn 20 you don't have free time because you wageslave, but you don't know it yet of course). it's like you're never going to become an MMA champ simply because you don't have what it takes.

 No.228653

>>228652
>are you a fucking retard? repeating the multiplication table is one of the worst fucking wastes of time
Now you're just lying, if someone ask you what 9*9 is, you already know it's 81, not because you calculated it. Because the answer have been ingrained in you by school.
What sort of method did your school teach you to quickly get the answer if not by memorization? Calculating 9*9 as 9+9+9+9+9+9+9+9+9 is 100% slower than have the student memorize the multiplication table by heart.
>you never get to use in practice
ofc you never had to multiply anything outside of school right?
>much like with everything else in school.
90% of everything school taught weren't useful to prepare people for life. Still their methods seems to work, you still remember useless knowledge like who Abraham Lincoln was.
>because after some point repetition requires effort so immense that you're basically not capable of learning the new thing no matter how many times you try to approach it
Okay so how do you explain all the 20-somthing adults who get their driver's license? Since according to you it's impossible for them to memorize all the road signs and traffic rules by heart.
Let's not forget all the STEM students in uni. Medical students who have to learn the name of all the bones, organs, blood vessels, nervous system and their function in the body.
It's clearly not some Sisyphean task like you make it out to be.

 No.228654

>>228653
>Now you're just lying
no, but you're too dumb to understand. esl?
>Still their methods seems to work
ooh that's so great.
>It's clearly not some Sisyphean task like you make it out to be.
wait till you grow up. while you do, try spending proper amount of time meditating on this issue. then maybe one day you'll understand what i was talking about.

 No.228655

>>228654
Are you just using old age as an excuse to do jackshit with your life? You can call me dumb, but it still won't change the truth that people in their 20s-50s are very capable of learning new things, they just refuse out of laziness.



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 No.307315[Reply]

When I was young I used to indulge in escapism by imagining a new life where everything goes right and I have no problems, but now when I think of it I simply see nothing. There is no possible path for things to go right, every single case and scenario would bring me to suffer.

I guess it's because I became more experienced and understood that everything has a counter-effect and that I was simply focusing on the things that happened to me. For example, I have very protective, obsessed and generally loser (in the normie sense) parents who were watching my every move and spoil me because to them I was the only thing that was validating their need to have a meaning. But even if I had paremts who let me do whatever I wanted, it still wouldn't have fixed my inner problems and all the change would have been swapping the surface problems for others.

At this point it's like a puzzle, trying to connect all the pieces in a way that everything would go smoothly. But even if I give myself endless liberty, like being born a billionaire with perfect health, I still can't solve it. In fact, I have come to the point of trying to change physical laws to see if it could work (not having to eat/sleep etc.) and I still can't do it. Existence is pain and pain is existence, it looks like. Truly, the perfect life is to never be born.

What do you guys think? Do you have an idea of a good life you could have been living if you rolled the dice the right way at birth?
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 No.307465

>>307462
this wouldn't work. life of infinite pleasure isn't possible by design. no amount of technology will ever release you from this demiurge's torture cellar.

 No.307473

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>>307465
>life of infinite pleasure isn't possible
Read The Hedonistic Imperative. Suffering is a chemical reaction in your brain that evolution created.

 No.307481

>>307473
>Suffering is a chemical reaction in your brain that evolution created.
and demiurge designed your brain so that it's impossible to avoid suffering. if you avoid it long enough then you will simply go insane or die of heart attack when it finally comes. demiurge will just laugh his lungs out

 No.307536

>>307315
I don't think that is possible in the body we inhabit.
Made a similar thread asking what good parents/family would even look like too. I just don't know what I'd want. I know what is wrong and what is bad.
So less bad? No bad?
Maybe.

The biggest issue is that any real image of a good life does not include me.
If it does not include me then why even bother with a hypothetical?
All the events that happened shaped me and my genetics (and later accumulated experience) determined my reactions to them.
So given that, any "good life" would not include me.

>>307326
I've been trying to figure out a way to reach this too. It was prompted by another wizards post in some thread about us needing to embrace the "it's already over, you aren't part of the race anyways, just relax" mentality.
Again I'm paraphrasing from memory.
>endlessly competent, calm
For this all competence is sadly needed as you say. I've noted that a lot of the anxiety that has gone unnoticed by me, but not by my body is due to this.
I don't feel like I had any mastery over anything so if a problem might pop up, I knew I was unequipped to handle them.
Unfortunately a lot of things in this world can not be done solo (or I'm simply not able..), so I'm trying to focus more on the acceptance part as well.
How is it going for you?

 No.308094

>>307315
Something like the life of Hirayama from the movie Perfect Days. Having an easy job where you don't need to interact with people too much, your own place and simple solitary hobbies like gaming or reading. Going for walks in nature in your free time and getting enough rest. You will never be able to avoid suffering in some way, that's just life unfortunately.
For me such a life isn't possible since those low-stress, solitary type jobs have been nearly extinct with the advent of automation and cheap tech. And even if I had one, it wouldn't be enough to cover cost of living here anyways. I think this particular fantasy is irreconcilable with the economic realities that the elites have imposed upon us.



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 No.300892[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

ok bros, i thought lolis were just a niche a topic that sweaty weebs get mad over when discussing it
but normalfags caught on and you really get in trouble when joking about it.
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 No.323896

>>320237
>i myself haven't fapped to lolis in 19 days
update
i fully gave in not too long after and have been fapping 1-3 times per day since then
what's the point if all you can think about throughout the day is loliloliloli?
it's not worth it

 No.323897

>>323896
Rip. I don't even think I'm supposed to be like this by default it's just you know… like drugs I guess? (Never done them aside from alcohol.)
I used jerking off as a distraction from life and eventually seeking "harder" stuff for a greater high or just to maintain what used to be…
Now normal stuff can't help cope anymore so… back again.
It's not on my mind all day though thankfully.
It's fucked.

 No.323926

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>>320990
nhentai's lolicon tag is a really interesting case study which kind of rhymes with your point, and you kinda put the finger on a dormant idea I've had lingering for years now.

You have doujins with loli's getting raped, getting tentacle-raped, or being a tentacle monster in a human disguise, raping other humans WITH tentacles and on the other hand you have loli BEING the rapists, stepping on the MC's balls, sucking out his life essence or whatever. The most edgy, gory shit you can imagine.

But there is such an absurd lack wholesome mutual romance loli doujins out there, relative to the amount of the shock gore content above. A loli that loves her male love interest and a male love interest that loves her back, with tender handholding sex. The way I've understood it is that crabs and porn degenerates can get off on the shock factor of the doujins of the former type, and because it's so incredibly fetish-y and porn-y, there's less guilt because "I'm just a clown in a circus!"

But truly wholesome vanilla level is a step too far for any crab. The earnest reader that yearns for wholesome vanilla mutual romance between an adult man and loli is considered the most vile, putrid abomination of a human, because they have no veil of porn sickness they hide behind, they just appreciate the pristine beauty of the loli and have truly integrated 3DPD into their personal value structure. Society hates the pornsick gooner quite a bit. But they hate the enlightened 3DPD lolicon a thousand times more, and would like nothing more than to have him killed.

 No.323927

>>323926
I've re-read this post a couple times now and I'm still unsure if I have properly processed it.
Had a good chuckle either way due to the sheer absurdity of it at first, but on some level I respect it.
Godspeed wizard.

 No.323928

>>323927
lolicon iq is high


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 No.303825[Reply]

Would they? I've been thinking.

My mom is already LDAR'ing due to the debt and she's already lost one child, so I think either by suicide or stress she would die. My dad? He didn't seem to care that much when my stepbro died, but I am his firstborn. I don't know really. My little brother would probably just turn into me. That's my only concern. Everyone else, would cry for a day maybe.
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 No.306564

Anyone have the opposite, where large portions of their family hate them so much that they'd be actually sniggering and happy at the funeral?

 No.306734

>>303825
My grandma would care. My mom would be mad because having a son kill himself makes her look bad.

 No.307075

>>306564
What did you do bro

 No.308077

I think the only people who would care would be my family, nobody else.
other people that know me maybe wouldn't even know I did that.

 No.308087

My dad's remaining friends and family adored him so much they would mourn even his walking talking teratoma of a fail son purely for sharing genetics with him.
My mom's always been an amazing mom, losing me would kill her. I adore her enough to live for her.
I also don't want my cat to be put down if she she had to resort to eating my face or something.



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 No.306970[Reply]

I've seen this discussed in many threads so I made a thread for it. Many wizzies had had their life destroyed by psychiatric medication be it SSRI's, antipsychotics, benzodiazepines or others. A psych ward stay tends to leave you worse off. Some people get abused in psychiatric institutions. Mentioning you are sad and thinking about suicide to a doctor or nurse can get you forcefully restrained and tranquilised.
I'm suicidal but I avoid any medical help precisely for this reason.
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 No.307859

>>306970
I've read lots into psych stuff this is a fun lecture
https://youtu.be/Af5RSk6Bx-Y

The same thing actually applies for medicine in generally to a degree tbh.

If you look into stuff on your own there is some value to be gotten from it, if you understand what psychiatric disorders are. (Loose collections of symptoms categorized so they can do research on what treatments help them)
No psych drugs are even expected to actually fix anything, they simply lower the metrics in the symptoms.

There are some therapeutic techniques that do have very good improvement rates for certain things in terms of modern psychology, you have to look them up for what specific things you might be diagnosed with though (don't trust it just because a psych told you it, figure it out on your own, ai is helpful.)

Apart from that I greatly prefer jungian depth psychology stuff but hard to find anyone for that probably have to do it on your own.

One of the key things I'm annoyed is never talked about is the idea of transference. It's a per-requisite for most psychological stuff to work in terms of therapy. Depth psychologists talked about it more explicitly, but modern ones talk about it but just more academically.

Basically the precondition for therapy to work is seeing yourself as inferior to the therapist and basically inflating the idea of the therapist and even divinizing them to a degree, this is what lets the therapeutic relationship function and if you aren't willing to do that it will not.
No one ever told me this but I would not have bothered with trying it if I did. In depth psychology they talk about it in terms of as a beginning stage, but one that has to be ended. (Jung specifically says at a certain point more analysis/therapy is harmful). Modern ones don't have that and instead keep people in this perpetual infantile state so they can drain them of money.

Honestly you are better of for the most part trying to write down as best you can your life story, all your psychiatric issues and ask an AI to analyze it, provide differential diagnosis of what it could be. Then look into how to distinguish between those, then when you fPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.307932

>>307859
>they simply lower the metrics in the symptoms
I doubt this, studies often find no or negligable improvement rate in symptoms, most famously certain commonly used antidepressants actually increase suicide rates.

Rest of your post reads like "yeah it's all bullshit but there are a few nuggets here and there".

Your final advice is to diagnose and determine treatment yourself (with AI) which is specifically the role of the doctor or therapist and then seek help from the people who specifically fail to do this.

There is no way you can reasonably be expected to do all this to get help from the psych system, best to avoid it alltogether.

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>>307932
The aim of the treatments is lowering particular metrics, those metrics may not include suicide rates. For things like depression in order to market it as a anti-depression drug you would find some "Depression" metric there are a ton of tests you can take, then they test you before and after treatment and if the metric is lower it "worked". It's not all metrics, it's literally just determining one specific measure like a depression inventor like pic rel.

The purpose of a shrink is not a singular thing. If you are confident to a degree in what your symptoms are associated with there are treatements that don't require a psych (meditation/exercise, etc) and ones that do. Group therapy, specific forms of one on one therapy (schema therapy, cbt) guided exposure stuff, etc.

It is better not to see shrinks as like people with authority or responsibility, but more as tools.
Doing your own exposure therapy for example is hard to do, having a person who is aware of how it works to guide you through it is helpful. If you are aware for your condition certain group therapy procedures results in good outcomes, you can find one in your city to do that.

Doctors should be viewed as tools to be used in treatments, not as competent authorities on their own. If you view them that way they are fine, you just can't offload your own responsibility on to them. If you want to do that as I said I'd suggest depth psychology as they actually deal with that transference concept more directly.

 No.308010

>>307969
This isn't at all how doctors and shinks present themselves and market their treatments. If you visit a shrink or mental hospital you are expected to be diagnosed by someone within the system. If you "diagnose yourself" and for example determine Xanax to be the best treatment you will be treated like an addict and your request for certain treatments will be denied.
Doctors also specifically present themselves as authorities and while some will put up "being used as tools" they will resist any approach you ask for which isn't in the treatment flowchart of the medical system already.
Psychiatric medication is typically explained to the patient as follows "take these pills and you'll feel better". They never warn about side effects or explain it only lowers certain metrics.
You can insist upon certain things to a certain extent, but once you don't follow the internal logic of the psych system you are kicked out.

 No.308081

>>308010
Most anyone in anyone industry is retarded, and I was speaking less about medication I don't think medication is really a valuable treatment it's not even intended to "fix" anything it's merely to reduce symptoms.
But what you said applies to every procedural bureaucratic system. Academia, medicine in general, basically everything nowadays.
You just have to accept it's basically retarded as a system, the people in it are brainwashed, however that doesn't mean you can't extract value from it.
You obviously can't say it outright but yeah you do basically have to recognize these people will harm you if it's convenient so you have to be careful around them and just make sure you are being careful you are benefiting and not being harmed.

The system as a whole I would say is bad, but it still produces some valuable stuff and it's for many things the best we can do now anyway. People need to be able to engage with these sort of tyrannical systems without conforming to them. You choose to use the tool when it's good for you, you don't allow the tool to reshape you. The tool will try to reshape you if you let it.



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